To find the name within that has no word no letter no thought.. To live the name within that lives eternal without past without future.. eternally now.. to be or not to be.. a stupid question.. for an animal with life.. to live or not to live.. a sad equation.. for an animal who forgets to live.. to embrace life with all emotions.. senses integrated in site.. to be now is life is love is light..:)
A gift for you; your friend F or 6 AND now..:) once upon a time 007 visits me.. now 006 visits you.. now..:)
No sweat.. no fear.. the mysteries of life are safe with me.. now..;)
Oh to feed the elephant of life.. sweet peanuts of now.. oh to forget the elements of before.. trunk squeals horn.. in alarm of night in darkness before words come.. The elephant is wise.. all being.. all seeing.. all feeling.. sensing life.. the elephant connects and loves others no less than trunk and swishing tales..:)
Oh words.. feathers of so more.. so deep within that lives expressing smaller symbols of light.. in terms of scratching symbols of sand one moonlit night copying angles of stars in eyes of us..:)
Connection.. ultimate truth of a life well spent..:)
Ah.. giving.. totAlly satisfying giving can be giving that lasts forever in satisfaction now.. love we take with us is love we are now.. difficult.. but possible with practice.. uses or lose.. as in all stuff human.. excellence.. IS doing NOW..:)
I watch my mother kind hearted published poet.. open to all.. age in heArt.. still a beautiful heArt.. but a mind less receptive to changes in structure and routine of life.. sharp still.. as scrabble plays.. but less bending to rivers of now.. i suppose in some way i write poetry to avoid death in life.. been tHere done that place my mother never enters in ‘defruiton’ i’ll write a million or trillion words and read ten times more.. not to go back to death in life.. it seems to work..N..dance songs.. for now.. she quits writings after five years or so in the prime of her fifties of creation then.. my goal is to be like you and carry another decade or so.. at least.. further.. if so.. keeping my universe growing.. the best medicine for me.. is giving.. growing in heart of poetry.. dance and song.. i suppose that is wHere the real sAges are who flow effortlessly as a feather as air just letting go.. wHere fear never appears..:)
I get it now..
My brain was a monster
and i finally harness
poetry.. dance and song..
Godzilla brain.. no longer breathes fire now.. ending that with appears just didn’t feel wRite..;)
Ha! truly in my formative years my mother and father never give me much advice at all.. single hard working mother.. and divorced law enforcement father.. demands of life.. living miles apart.. a search alone is hard.. but still worth the effort for me.. the future was free and i continue to guide it now..:)
Sitting behind a fence.. other than making straight A’s.. hitting a ball with racquet.. tennis is me… taking a rest looking farther than fence.. having no frigging idea what will come next.. ah.. i already have the answer to life then.. just live now.. tomorrow does not exist.. and i rarely go back to that tennis court..:)
The weakest links among us demand the most attention to ensure that we as whole continue to link together.. Even one link of chain discarded disrupts the flow of life from grain of sand to highest pyramid of life and origin..:)
No.. a treasure.. an oasis of freedom in a sea of crashing waves that know no freedom.. NO.. i love the yes.. of no.. and YES almost literally kills me..:)
Oh my GOD! peanut butter and jam sandwiches every dam day during college for what seems like an eternity driving my twenty-something year old maverick in commuting from living home everyday poor as frigging dirt.. ugh.. i cannot even look at a peanut butter sandwich without getting old.. oh wait i’m old.. but dam not as old as i feel then.. some 33 years ago in 1982.. those are really old peanut butter sandwiches.. but after reading this the steak and ice cream will taste better tomorrow.. smiles thanks for the Steak and ice-cream inspiration.. in peanut butter and jam coloring..:)
And yes I see your Jaw Maw Saw Paw in reverse.. for what that’s worth.. and i’ll publish this later on.. just for giggles and peanut butter stuff..:)
Ah.. yes human reflects pockets of stars in elements of blood.. stars look down with human eyes.. finally seeing the bright beauty of life giving rays.. we are the stars with eyes.. finally seeing life.. truly a sliver of heaven in the greatest reality of all NOW..:)
Love.. writing.. air.. blood stOnes.. swiRling gOlden elecTrons of human nuclEus in flesh and hair.. a grain of sand.. a rock of life.. a connection to stars above.. exist.. in brush.. of life and light.. in loving nature one.. as us..:)
I suppose Unconditional Passionate Tough Love is the one for me.. tolerating and accepting differences.. including ways of writing poetry.. i might add.. in a kind and encouraging way.. been tHere to that other place of narrow poetry judging view of me too.. similar as ‘others’.. i can never judge the value of another human soul expressing spirit as heArt.. that range from the brightest star to the darkest black hole Sun of light.. i love people who do not ever respect me.. i love people i cannot trust in any loving way to be what they are.. but no.. i do not respect hate in any shape or form that refuses to see the diversity among human being.. in words.. of dancing or dead eyes.. grace truly lives in love..:)
Oh.. i almost forgot to tell you.. i enjoyed your POEM.. very MUCH.. LOVE, FRED..;)
Yes.. for me faith guiding the way as emotion over words is a way to be now… to enter into what will be for now.. with words as starting point for now.. as well.. in life..:)
Love.. a multi-petaled flower reaching up to higher levels.. in hues of color.. sometimes even shades of black and white and blue and red for purple Love Now All..:)
In my view when we experience life the most.. we share that experience the most with GOD.. and mileage varies of course in all the diversity of human being.. for some fasting.. for others service.. and still for others just surviving is gift for GOD..:)
Ah.. the philosophy of human connection with other humans and the rest of nature needs no words.. as yes words do often get in the way as idols.. instead of essence.. and essence as best for me.. IS connection.. in a non-verbal dance of life.. Philosophies flows for me without design AS Reflection..:)
True the core of human being is emotions and senses first with words a scribe of that reality in metaphor way.. as well as concrete labels to assign meaning to the environment… and then there is creation activity set free.. when words flow as emotions and senses cooperating from a now before in now..:)
Loving children.. tenderly with nurturing Love grows a garden of Love deep and rich with flowers of trust.. the closer they are to mother’s arms.. the closer giving trusting Love..:)
A testament to strength and value of your heart.. spirit.. and soul.. is the regret.. the anguish.. the depression.. and the value you place on all human existence.. as well as your courage to talk to this.. in both secular and Christian life.. in public.. for all the world to hear..:)
And another lesson in this.. not often spoken with courage in ‘Christian’ public.. is that in SOME of ‘our’ ‘Christian’ Churches.. when ‘we’ stand up and suggest that people who are natural GOD created homosexuals do not have a HOLY right to enter into the sacred sacrament of marriage.. ‘we’ too are aborting human life in heart.. spirit and soul..
And truly many cases of abortions are an indirect or DIRECT result of people in marriages having children.. who are not innately cut out to do THAT by the GOD of Nature.. and would never naturally do it.. if not forced by the heavy handed rule of patriarchal controlling.. subjugating religions.. cultures and churches through fear.. for power.. reproductive control.. and materialistic gains.. who do NOT know and UNDERSTAND IN LOGIC AND FEELING the ALL natural rules of GOD..
And to be clear i have no idea what your stances OR FEELINGS are on these specific ADDITIONAL issues.. but the TRUTH will set all of US free to have greater potential at a happy.. thriving existence.. in well being with GOD.. as social cooperating human animals hand-in-hand.. no less than Bonobos who in nature.. overall.. Love GREATER in the TRUTH AND LIGHT of what ‘Christ’ really is.. THAN human beings.. overall.. sadly enough in THAT Truth and Light..:)
Anyway.. thank you for your inspiring words OF FEELING.. as Truth in Light creates greater and greater LiGHT in life for HUMAN BEING..:)
Ah.. the shell of a Nautilus spiRited in message of earth for millions of years.. in fossilized Truth of the Art of GOD as Nature.. swirling about like galaxies above.. sunflowers below.. still alive in etch a heArt soUl
Oh.. the systemizing mind creates with art hand-in-machine.. so now there are Blogs as Nautilus shells serving up unique Light of human soUls as spiRit.. as sure as most words spoken and more.. as human heart survives like Nautilus heart as spirit in markings of human Nautilus soul on earth forevermore NOW as long as Nautilus Shell Servers serve that up..:)
IT already HAS.. Smiles.. Love never dies… as long as human Lives..:)
Ah.. yes.. hopeless wanderer am i.. as hope is in the wandering and wondering of the dance walk of life.. NOT the sitting still..:)
There is no Y in Hope for NO reason..;)
But.. oh! we can be CarefulLess Rules CAN BE REAL Devilsmore..;)
Ah.. PoeTry.. anOther GREAT! MANorWOmanIFestaTion! of huwOman spIRit! aLive! expressInG! throuGh hUwoman heARt of SoUl.. Oh.. do! go oN..! aNd wriTe! thE fiGht! to survIve! liFe! as PassiOnate! LOVE’soNGs! in worLd! of LiVing NoW..!
Oh.. No.. Alone.. the greaTest illusion of all in human being.. ah.. to connect to the last dying gasp of breath to a drop of air.. a pollen of flower if only a sneeze.. is cosmic oneness of delight or NOT sadly in Truth for some.. but as long as breathe goes ON.. there is Now and another Now.. for potential ALLONE..:)
Ah yes! don’t wait EMBRACE! IT ALL..! an infinity now is here.. in imagination of ART in human mind and body in balance of creation activity.. Create! NOW LIVE aLive!..:)
Oh God.. i think that sounds like A TV commercial for CREATIVITY OR NOT..;)
Dreams.. yes.. dreams true Magic of human Being delight and mares in human Light and Darkness of all Imaginings in fuller Expanse of Who and What we are as Creative Light Beings.. Dreams Sing Inner Being Escaping into Light of Greater Song of RealiTy..:)
The greaTest thing I can do in life is be an active friend.. whether or not there are any receiving friends is up to them.. in Unconditional yes.. Tough and Passionate Love for me.. at least.. at least is best enough for me.. and I will always receive my friendship from God who lives in me ALLONE and Never alone.. my Chalice of Love has NO limit with GOD aSoNE a child of NOW..:)
Ah.. yes..! to find sacred meaning and purpose in life.. a continual journey for those of us who continue to see the holy in all that exists from a strand of gray hair.. to a grain of sand to the eyes of children to the seas of old and new to the last grasp for breath aLive in skEyes of US!..:)
My wife is Mut in pyramidic hut.. or can she be IS is with a yellow sphinx as hEr lap cat sat..;)
Hand connection.. leaves of forest drop Love in fertile souls of sand.. a crippled knee.. a mind unease.. do we feel the connection as the dirt of earth connects our heart in giving leaves of spirit soil of soul nourishing giving Leaves LOVe..:)
EXPANSE of now.. LOVELY place with no BOUNDS of time or distance or space.. an ETERNITY we are when we let all those illusions go to be alive to DANCE for ALWAYS now is a place i’ll stay too.. certainly now..:)
Oh God.. this is right up my alley.. can’t miss this one for all the money in the world.. welcome back Brian.. and i too can relate to being the nice guy as floormat.. in the work world of government service.. the go to guy.. that does it all.. and has no idea how to get angry.. or say no..
This can kill any Angel or Super Hero and change them into a Devil or Demon or worse.. as may be the case…
Anyway i survive and plan a rather light hearted.. yet heavy dose of reality for my input of philosophy today.. with fairly limited words and just one iPhone photo.. smiles..:)
Be back with that shortly.. with “My Philosophy of the Kiss of KALI”… after all.. it will be somewhat unique..;)
smiles.. bigger smiles.. and perhaps some frowns here or there before all is said and done.. but that is the price of freedom as you know my friend.. a mix of dark and light..:)
A real life lesson i learn all to well in the greatest darkness and light of life..:)
And a very busy day for me.. i will be reading on all and commenting on all.. but that part may not happen until tomorrow..:)
but like i said.. i will make time for this.. particularly as i do miss you…bro..;)
Oh.. X.. there is something so familiar about you.. it feels like i’ve known you for two years.. instead of a few weeks.. you always seem to visit me first.. and i do appreciate all the thoughtful comments you bring here.. AND YES X..
Rigidity of belief and conservative views as opposed to open mindedness and liberal views is actually a TED TALK thingy.. as illustrated nicely in the video below.. when you get back to view the videos in a bit.. very interesting.. and explains
!Y! about 50 percent of the population and the other half.. and 20 percent or so.. of ultra conservative folks who tend not to be to friendly to change.. and associated of course with introversion and extraversion and poets are often introverts.. where us extraverted poets can kinda be the minority and make the introverted poets a little uncomfortable here and there but as you have stated before it’s a great big world and we all have to accommodate each other’s differences and that is why i still go to the Southern Baptists Gospel singings even IF.. they talk down to homosexuals and OR anyone who exists a little tiny weenie bit out side there X BOX or B BOX or whatever may be the case where X meets the SPOT.. B UT as always nice to see you X again!!..:) friendly GREGARIOUS extraverted people online are so NICE TO MEET!..;) Each human being is a unique experiment that is NON-REPEATABLE NOT EVER SUBJECT TO counterfeitURE and I love them ALL JUST THE SAME! wherever and whomever they are off and online too!..;)
Ha! most every poet is a prophet.. as truly the original definition of that term is not one who foretells the future; but just one who is sensitive to the ills of the world and wants to make life a little easier for someone.. anyone.. even a thirsty plant that needs a Lazarus drop of water..:)
For this world to be healed we must all become prophets.. I think that is partiAlly possible..
and truly the folks who have responded here so far..
WE ARE TEAM.. AND STRONGER WHEN
‘APES’ WORK TOGETHER..;)
Angel Fool/Clown OR Demon Fool/Clown archetype of human being; YES; NO;
Not all Fools or apes agree with that; sadly enough but hey.. I am blessed NOT to walk in ‘tHeir’ shoes; so i will not lose HOPE to help them on thEir way as WELL.. SMILES.. AS ALWAYS THANKS! Rave dance approaches.. but will be by to visit.. read and comment on ALLTHEtEAM’S POEMS at least by tomorrow morning..:)
Yes, Sumana, and sadly in western cultures there is a dualistic approach to reality that says do not embrace the reality of the darkness of life; where truly fear is the parent of hate associated human experience. To embody the fear; to embrace the fear; to conquer the fear of death and destruction as fear itself is to live free with the understanding AND FEELING that ALLTHATIS IS required for reality as IS.
Sadly, the accommodation to what truly is the gift of GOD is a fantasy of golden clear floors for many folks who truly never find the gold of TRUTH and LIGHT in LIFE that allows one to embrace death as a true blessing as DARK in TRUTH of LIFE as LIGHT; But modern civilization sanitizes death; human suffering and misery; where death is no longer seen as the blessing it once is as a grace of escaping human suffering and misery; and perhaps the greatest gift is when the mythological KALI comes to pay a visit with human while alive.
And in this way ‘ShE’ visits me three times in life to test me; once at age 21; once at age 47; and once at age 47, 40 days later; after only one hour of sleep each night for 35 nights and none for the last 5 of 40, with the worst pain known to mankind, type two trigeminal neuralgia during all waking hours; assessed by medical literature as worse than literal human crucifixion; i meet that challenge with Kali and learn to love ‘HeR’ with all my heart; as now I embrace death, as the greatest gift, as well as destruction of potential human suffering and misery.
“SHE” gives me enough strength and courage in perseverance of ‘serpent-like’ human will to survive that pain for an additional 5 years, totaling around 66 months of human hell of death in life.
I have good reason And FEELING, AS WELL AS LACK OF FEELING, to Love the human archetype of KALI. with all my fearless heart NOW; in ways of illusory fears that keep one from truly living in light, embracing all of dark as well, with multiple arms of KALI’S PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE FOR ALLTHATIS..:)
Smiles, and thanks for helping me to provide an opinion on the darkest and best elements of KALI; ignored almost totally by modern pop-culture as simply an exotic pleasure rather than the test of infinity in death in life now; as the bringer of the greaTEST HUMAN LIGHT OF ALL THAT ORIGINATES IN THE DARK OF KALI..:)
Yes; KALI is THE FACE OF THE DARK NIGHT OF THE HUMAN SOUL; AND SURVIVORS OF THAT TRULY MAY LIVE IN THE GREAtEST TRUTH OF LIGHT IN DARKNESS OF LIFE as DEATH AND DESTRUCTION OF THE ILLUSIONS OF CULTURE..:)
Ah.. thanks Sanaa Rizvi..
truly passiOn inspires my life.. and it flows from my fingers as free as free can be.. as far as I feel and know now..
The execution for me is in the flow..
a place i love to let it ALL GO..
IN THE NOW
OF HUMAN FLOW vibrating harmoniously with the Sound of Music and the Lyrics of realiTy as IS NOw..:)
Oh yes.. we are all Anthropologists wittingly or not.. and the patterns of nature extend out in to pop-culture evidenced as such for those who see the patterns.. not much different really than the consistency of the Golden Mean of PHI all through nature.. the human mind is part of PHI as well.. and even emotions and senses when integrated for art.. communication in general to even dance.. song.. and poetry.. truly separation in eyes of lonely humans is the greatest illusion of what truly is ALLONE force of nature including US..
Smiles and thanks for the visit..:)
Ha! yeah.. the night after rave dance that creative state of mind is burning on all cylinders.. it’s a recipe for human creativity like a real Tsunami of words in my case.. but it starts out as just a rather small wave yesterday then continues to grow like a Tidal wave of me.. anyway thanks for wading through all haha! and still having the fortitude to provide such a nice compliment at the current end of my Tsunami of creativity for now; and i must escape this computer now back to the creativity of dance and martial arts.. and exXtreme strength training at my favorite military gym.. to keep it all balanced and moving as smooth as a finely tuned Ferrari Fred.. head in mind and body balance heHE..!..;)
Ha!.. interestingly, this particular ‘mother post ‘up there with all ‘HeR’ children continuing to grow in the comments section; thriving as such; heHE; is born in the wee hours of Thursday morning well before I read Brian’s prompt in just another run of the mill stream of consciousness comment to a friend’s run of the mill blog post; and then I go to another website for folks with Autism and share that out-of-the-box comment there and do not exactly get any rounds of applause as it is not an area conducive to out-of-the-box, period, as rigidity of black and white thinking rules this Wrong Planet website; so I make it clear there that I like all the folks to bring the message in a little softer; then what I thought would be the cycle of open link night; and my post before this that I was gonna use for that; changes quickly in decision based on Brian’s prompt; and synchronistically as what seems to always happen with dVerse; my already designed poetic expression almost fully meets the prompt with a little tidying up here and there; as I did for the requirement of the title; but as usual, I over fulfill the requirements of the prompt in the comments section as I strive for excellence in practice for this poetic expression art; i give everything in life my all and I make heaven now by sheer will power, human heart, and soul expressed as spirit; and poetry, dance, and song; are among my favorite ways to do that; along with a dance of martial arts with my ballet like dance.
Life is Good.
And yes, I literally like you; in fact, I Love all the dVerse folks who pour out their heart in spirit of words as whole souls of human being every prompt that dVerse takes me, in freedom of expressing spirit in poetic heArt of Soul..:)
Oh I love the places words, imagination, and creativity take me; each morning I wake is like exploring an entirely different Universe of Meaning; it is the real Star Trek for me in going where I have NOT gone before; haha! and yes there are quite a few rough waves over at the Wrong Planet Website; but I manage to persevere and stay afloat as I balance the reasoning minds there with the artful minds here; an interesting duality of universes of thought and interestingly many similarities as well; as yes, patterns of human nature are all spread out; everywhere one goes in life; as it ‘should be’ i guess..:)
Thanks so much Hank for those kind words
of encouragement.. life is a journey
i take with great pleasure..
a little adversity here and there..
is just the
spice of life for me now..
thank GOD.. and Haha!..;)
Hope your now is going great..
and will be by your place shortly
as a new now
arises for me..:)
I like you. In fact,
I like everyone on this Internet site.
“Thank you… But on second thoughts,
that kind of devalues the word
“like” if you like everyone…:P
BTW, What are you on? Can I have some?”
Here’s the thing friend.
You know that stuff that the so-called Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, and all the really great poets and philosophers are talking about when they talk about a bliss on earth.
Well, it’s a real deal. Problem though for Modern Christians overall, and even secular folks, Atheist or not; is they think it is some kind of pie in the sky ideal, or a thought of after life, or just a quick recitation fix of John 3:16 or something of that nature in literal rigid meaning.
Well, the real deal, is it is an all real natural phenomenon that our distant ancestors have no choice to do to conserve energy for survival. It’s mind and body balance friend; and truly sitting still and meditating in achieving it in a state of nothingness is overall bullcr8p, more or less.
Our ancestors moved, moved, moved, all day long foraging for food, food, food, and counted on each other in matriarchal leaning AKA egalitarian cooperative ways; To survive means then, to be invisible in mind and body balance floating on terrestrial land like a REAL NINJA; as to make a noise means capture by predators or no capturing of prey; in stealthy ways of cat-like hunting.
There isn’t much of this modern materialistic jealousy crap; ’cause the village is required in total effort in social cooperation for survival.
So what this means is the more Jack and Jill do the wild thing and cooperate; no matter who or what they do it with, spells life for the village; and yes, Bonobos still do it all like this; as they know how to REALLY STICK TOGETHER TO GET THE JOB DONE.
OH, WELL, first comes agriculture and a sitting still way of life; AND abstract written language, with a prehensile thumb and sticks sketching imaginary angles in connections OF stars and spirals in nature, in sand, to make Sanskrit the written reality; and then of course collective intelligence that helps with the agriculture thingy; and soon humans make tools that become an extension of their human being; ranging from shelter to weapons to transportation enhancements to get from point A to point B; then we have the Industrial Revolution where humans become more distanced from moving feet ways of life all day long to now the Information age where folks sit still static with their eyes glued on a screen hours upon hours each day stagnating in mind and body imbalance. Well you see or not; the human emotions are regulated ALL though-out the human body from vagal nerve in throat down to gut to oxytocin receptors to connect to the dirt of life on the bottom of one’s feet; and back in them olden days the child is attached to the mommy in close touch comfort for survival; kinda like a kangaroo baby in a pouch; now the children get carted off to places and spend nappy time in solitary cribs or on cots; and oh boy; next thing ya know, ya got canaries in the coal mine AKA yes, higher functioning Autistic folks, ringing the alarm bell of human being that this cultural experiment in constant process and change now is quite frankly; and I am not intended this as derogatory; but literally a source of human misery, suffering; AND overall NOT well-being; with Chronic social and nature stress of disconnection in SEPARATION.
AND NO, THIS IS NOT JUST AN AUTISTIC THINGY; like I said, Autistic folks diagnosed as such with reciprocal social communication difficulties are mostly out of balance in mind and body balance, as physical intelligence and moving is what regulates emotions, integrates senses, and greater enhances cognitive executive functioning; which is more or less the driver of relative human free will through much greater focus and short term working memory to orchestrate the emotions and senses in concert to make a human being run smooth as a FERRAI IN WAYS OF ALL THAT; AND IN GENERAL, RECIPROCAL SOCIAL COMMUNICATION; additionally, when one is comfortable in their own skin; there is little to no anxiety and no demanding reason to do repetitive stuff in restricted area interests to escape the emotion of anxiety and fear of being almost totally lost in mind and body balance; well friend it takes me 53 years to cure my Autism; millions of words of research, decades of real life Rough and Tough Trial and Error Experience; but haha! I did it; I cured my reciprocal social communication difficulties and retarded ways of robotic movement; and now I am recently named as a literal ICON of dance in my entire metro area of Pensacola, FL; in fact, you can call almost any place in public and just ask ’em if they know about the big guy who dances everywhere he goes with Kool FBI looking shades; and they will tell you; “Hey! that is the dancing guy; OH GOD he is Super Kool”; or if it is a Fundie Christian; they might tell you; “he is evil and the spawn of the the devil as no one can dance like that unless they are frigging possessed!”
Yes, friend; like I tell all the folks in real life who are simply amazed when I dance like a ballerina martial arts dude on meth, molly, cocaine, LSD or whatever they imagine I am on for hours; I just tell ’em; if I can bottle my BLISS and positive energy in a pill; I will be a Trillionaire; and will be able to make World Peace a Reality and Feed the poor ALL over the world; well here’s the Real Deal; if tHere are more people like ME in the world; it will be no problem; ’cause when you experience life like I do, friend; one totally understands that loving oneself and the rest of the Universe; down to a grain of sand or an atom or less; is all the same; just imagine what that feels like.
Yes, Imagine a place where there is no wish for heaven as heaven is real all the time now; materialistic goods mean nothing; the connection to other humans and the rest of nature is all that counts; and there you go; that’s the solution for World Peace and feeding all the hungry from shore to shore; just consider me A Tsunami that is gonna help make that happen friend; there is no nappy bin that is too dirty for the real ‘SUPERMAN'; AND OTHER ‘FOLKS’ THROUGHOUT HISTORY AND NOW; LIKE Me; Hell this is just the best place for folks to disagree with someone in Heaven; if I can convince the canaries in the coal mine it is the real deal; there is hope for the rest of the coal mine too.
Anyway, I am doing this to help folks, whether they want it or not; but when one truly writes it; what is written most DEFINITELY CAN BECOME WHAT IS DONE MY FRIEND;
IMAGINE THAT; I FOR ONE CAN DO THAT; AND DO ANYTHING I SET MY HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT TOO; and yes; jealousy reigns here now; sharing that is no longer allowed here; but it’s documented all over my blogs; until I am totally censored here for trying to help folks; with all my literal and metaphor might; but as in times of old; I simply dust my ‘sandals’ off and go to the next Town; Super-Walmart; or Dance HALL! heHE! with an all powerful Spirit of Unconditional Tough and PASSIONATE LOVE; THE MOST POWERFUL FORCE OF HUMANITY IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE NOW!.:)
I truly hope you can drink of that WELL friend; soon; I intuit that possibility for you; and that is why I am making this effort here; whether you or anyone else appreciates that; the TRUTH AND LIGHT MAY SET ONE FREE;
I for one; am just a grain of sand; or wave(S); with a message of sorts..:)
LOVE, FRED; with an S..;)
Hmm, close to two-thirds of folks on a site for Autism look to the reasoning systemizing science/ mind instead of spiritual emotional mind/heart for their beliefs about life.
Should that be a surprise for a syndrome where systemizing mind rules over empathic mind; per the science of Simon Baron Cohen, et al;
No it should not.
All Spirit is; is human empathy for other humans and the rest of Nature AKA GOD, particularly expressing IT; and no; many so-called religious folks experience little of this, as well; particularly, little boys in macho red state patriarchal states and localities where expressing Emotion AKA Spirit; is for sissies instead of so-called Jesus.
Oh the hypocrisies of knowledge and human heArt, as ART AND science never cease to amaze me; but hey I understand the whole thing; and not half of the thing; with smiles, of course; as WELL..:)
Even with the aid of so-called science; it’s hard enough for even scientists to understand human emotions AKA human spirit; but nah; considering that the systemizing mind itself represses the empathic mind; duh;
The Emotional Intelligence of human beings overall is dwindling to deficit; and even studies show this; where college age adults have 30 percent or so lower levels of empathy AKA Human spirit expressed for others; as compared to several decades ago.
Blame more focus on mechanical cognition activities; i.e. screen ‘addictions’ on that; it’s like 1 plus 0 equals 2; No it does not; Use it or lose it applies as in all stuff fuller in greater potential of human being.
The human heArt is just as much of a metaphorical muscle as my legs that now press half a ton 25 times; I exercise my human heArt just as strongly; and so-called ‘normal humans’ tell me I have a best personality; quotes and links for proof available upon request; or just check out my latest blog post if one likes..;)
And I communicate precisely like this; that’s not surprising either; at least not for me..:)
I can predict who believes in God or who does not believe in God here by empirical measures of emotion in metaphor of human language. Duh; considering emotion expressed as empathy in spirit is what GOD is; Duh; no surprise for me; but Human Being is my all encompassing special interest as a REAL LIFE ANTHROPOLOGIST; PEDIGREED WITH DEGREE; AS WELL..:)
And to be clear fundamentalist Christians use a systemizing mind in conservative close- minded ways, as well; they looks at the bible as science rather than multi-meaning metaphor of poetry; people are alike all over; The Twilight Zone is correct; Truly the personality for a fundamentalist Christian and militant Atheist is almost identical; main difference one uses a bible for science and the other uses science for science; but in either case the systemizing mind is ruling over the human heart or spirit; clearly why these folks can pass by a homeless person and complain about ’em not pulling their bootstraps up; even if they have severe mental illness; heARt is a muscle and or gift; that not all share; even science explains this fairly well now; food for heart..:)
But at any rate; have a good night; it is getting kinda stuffy in here; and it’s time for me to out in the crisp warm gulf air of night near the beach in one of the top 100 dance clubs in the U.S.; to help lead the dance there among 100’s of college-age folks; But I’m fresh out of Togas to wear tonight.. in the Twilight Zone of TRUTH AND moonLIGHT..:)
Oh, CR8P; a new black moon last night; means I’ll be the one who must provide the ‘MOONLIGHT FEELS RIGHT’ tonight; seriously; light heartedness is the cure for all human chronic stress related illnesses; and a great exercise for a MORE powerful HEART expressed as human spirit of SOUL; I got this down as a science baby; isn’t that ironic or NOT..:)
Well, seriously; I don’t need any books.
In fact, I ‘talk’ directly to GOD when I am three looking across a river; before I can speak; as no; I don’t have the ‘normal’ Asperger’s; I have the Gillberg Criteria Asperger’s that can include a language delay until age 4 like me. And interestingly, the Gillberg criteria better reflects the case-studies of Hans Aspergers, back last century.
And just for a quick reference offering up someone’s virgin daughters as rape victims instead of having someone ‘soil’ a man human is evidence enough that the Old Testament is a dirty book.
The New Testament is Okay; and if you wanna take it as the truth; heaven is now; and there should be no marriage now; if Jesus has his way, then; that’s okay with me; I am naturally monogamous with my wife; and can handle that without having any license; smiles; There are no special humans anointed by GOD as any greater than any other human; Jesus reflects himself as a humble servant and clearly states others will come after him who will do much greater stuff; and if He wasn’t sure if GOD has forsaken him on the cross; it dam sure cannot be possible for Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts to elevate him to the soldier GOD of the Universe; the Universe is a plot of Land back then; now we have stuff like ‘multi-verses'; and Jesus if he comes back now, will be steaming mad that someone elevates him to a position that is well beyond any human’s pay grade; or perhaps he will just laugh at humans for literally being so ignorant; considering HOW MUCH further we come now to view more of what reality is and is not; problem with taking a book of poetry as science, like the bible; is it is fallible and created by poets who are in a creative state of mind; where truly anything goes; and some stuff makes sense and some stuff is literally cr8p; like the raping virgin daughters stuff in the OLD testament; but like Thomas Jefferson; if one separates the gold from the garbage, the New Testament is as worthy a document for wisdom, as the TAO and other books of old that speak the same Universal Truths; and seriously, when I am three and GOD ‘speaks’ to me; GOD just tells me GOD is here forever and forever is now; then and now; and for all practical purposes; i am here forever now; as well; and as far as I know, other folks are too; if they can get past the illusion of the FUTURE AND THE PAST; humans and books are not required for GOD to exist; the most basic common sense of any human should be to understand that GOD exists on the ‘beach’, with or without humans; there is no evil on the beach, only merit for survival; and the rest of nature; all the other stuff is just BS created by human imagination and creativity; capable of great dreams as well as great nightmares; evil is a human creation; GOD is real all the time; in pain and pleasure; GOD is reflected in us; and whenever we hurt someone else or hurt ourselves or do not live life to its fullest as gifted by GOD innately instinctually and intuitively as the TRUTH WITHIN; then GOD gets PISSED OFF AT US; MORE OR LESS, as metaphor; and we pay the piper the piper’s dues; and that piper is GOD too; I’ve been to hell already friend; and I live in heaven now; the place that the man Jesus promises is real; and for those who get through that needle; they live in paradise always now; same as my cat when he rolls in the sand of the midday sun; or hugs the grass on a warm moonlit night; Just living life as ‘GOOD'; smiles; it’s too bad humans develop written language; non-verbal language does not lie; but my form of Autism has no problem with human empathy or non-verbal language; just problems with verbal language that truly gives me that direct conduit with GOD from the age of three; that for most folks with verbal language is drowned out by the illusions of culture, as is; GOD speaks to me loud and clear, as I have no more lies of culture or religion to drown GOD OUT; IT’S A GREAT PLACE TO BE FRIEND; AND TRULY I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT OTHERS GAIN THAT GIFT THAT THE REAL JESUS IS SPEAKING TO THEN.
I could be wrong; but I have 100% trust in GOD; so I seriously doubt that; however, like Jesus; I am not so big that I cannot accept that someone else may have a new truth that I may not be aware of; some of my greatest lessons in life are from folks with IQ’s around 70 or so; and some of the darkest issues of life are with folks with astounding IQ’s who relatively speaking are impoverished in human heart, spirit and soul; but that is the price of book learning; separation from empathy and GOD; as even science now partiAlly shows is correct; per the empathy thing; but it’s all connected; there is no separation but in the minds of humans as illusion; or in some cases apparently for innate reasons; but no one proves GOD is fair in just one life; and before anyone thinks they can escape GOD and just cavalierly treat folks like dirt all their life; just imagine being born a cricket and being stepped on a million times in a million new lives in infinity as present; anything is possible with GOD; and i know Karma is real; at least in one lifetime as we reap what we sow; beyond that I’m not taking any chances of being that cricket; as I don’t mess with GOD; I respect all of creation, including me and nature with the same unconditional tough passionate love as with a grain of sand; me, my wife; and literally hundreds of female dancing friends; i will hang out with prostitutes too; but hey; my wife draws the line somewhere and hundreds of female dance friends is reasonable freedom and relative free will to allow GOD who lives within me; to experience this divine life with me; I take GOD to places that GOD may have never been before; and that is what Jesus is speaking about when he says folks will do stuff greater than he; for the Love of GOD to show GOD what GOD creates is ‘Good’ and worthy for amazing existence; and with that said here is another song; but what one must understand is it’s not about a man; it’s a woman showing God A good time; through her eyes of GOD; and that my friend is REAL LOVE, LIGHT AND TRUTH; TO SHOW GOD A GOOD TIME WITH SMILES, LAUGHS, JOY AND THE DIVINITY OF NOW IN COUNTING BLESSINGS AS IS; and yes i appreciate the reasoned and civil human conversation as well; that’s always a breath of fresh air here to talk to someone who can feel and express feelings for other folks in reciprocal social communication; I think I’m the only person here who has randomly just told a person they are liked; at least in this forum; and truly a human issue here exists that needs some kind of remediation; and overall; that is an online thing; as online allows the devil to come out in those who truly have this metaphor human archetype of life in cold hearts, souls, and little to no expressed human spirit in connection with other human beings and or the rest of nature AKA GOD, as NOT SO WELL AT ALL, SADLY ENOUGH.
THIS IS LONG BUT I ALREADY DANCE CLOSE TO 3900 MILES FOR GOD EVERYWHERE I GO; showing GOD that lives within me that good time; in just the last 22 months; oh, passionately loving GOD in tough unconditional LOVE; is JUST THE BEST; PERIOD; WITH SMILES..:)
“It totally slipped my mind to ask this. Can I base my beliefs on bass?”
First there is dark; then light; then movement or dance; then sound or music and then song with lyrics of human verbal poetry eventually; with sound inspiring the cycle of movement in infinity forevernow; in bass as well as treble; along with the infinite emotions in sound and music of song with poetry of lyrics as well as human movement that is inspired by sound OR MUSIC that is equal to emotions and that movement unto itself; as whole that is GOD and human as reflections of both in infinity now; with all other animate and inanimate existence NOW..:)
And no; you are not the first BASS leaning person who doesn’t wanna go to any TREBLE OF BELIEVING in higher sounding stuff; in reference to “Fnord’s” comment and not yours; haha!..;)
But yeah; BASS can be very deep STUFF..;)
“I appreciate your consideration…
However…;) I like who I am, where I am and where I am going… Keep on dancing, bro…;)
Imagine” is one of the bestest songs out there… However, Lennon struggled with it’s message and his personal lifestyle, so I have heard… Puts a little wrinkle in the overall effect, wouldn’t you say?”
Thanks and smiles; I just offer words and not DIRECTion..:)
But in regard to John Lennon and the reported Jesus;
Of course not; just like Jesus; he is inspired by GOD; and then doubts his faith like Jesus is reported to do on the cross;
the story stays the same; and so do Universal Truths.
words as metaphors change; but the essence remains.
Learn to look deeper than words as tool; and TRUTH and LIGHT remains.
And to be clear; words here, are a metaphor for the systemizing mind as opposed to a soUl expressing spiRit in heArt of human ONE with ALL Natural Force of GOD..:)
Yes, you are correct; I’m not about the malice thingy; and truly my concept of heart, spirit and soul is all natural.
I consider the heart as the feeling of empathy/emotions and senses. I consider the spirit the expression of human empathy/emotions and senses. And I consider the soul as a mind and body balanced human, fully feeling and expressing empathy/emotions and senses.
And truly there are not terms like cognitive and affective empathy in the days of the bible; so they do the best they can to develop metaphors for the human experience in balance, connection, and happiness.
Material items are tools for survival; and truly it is possible to make those tools, including words, reality, instead of the essence of human connection to each other and the rest of nature as All That IS, as metaphor for the all natural GOD as Nature.
When I suggest someone does not have a soul, heart, or spirit expressed, it is not a moral judgement; in fact, it is an empirical assessment in their ability to feel empathy/emotions and senses, in balance; as well as expressing empathy/emotions and senses in balance.
There is no woo to this; it is human nature as gifted by Mother Nature as another synonym for ALL THAT IS as GOD.
Problem with human disagreement between militant Atheists and fundamentalist Christians, alike, are semantic differences in the language of Science/Nature vs. the language of Religion/Culture; but the real essence of balance or strife is in all natural imbalance, in regulating emotions and integrating senses for a human soul in mind and body balance.
You are able to communicate on this site and stay light-hearted enough to express your feelings and not attack others in peace; that makes you as holy as my Catholic priest. The words are just idols to me; it is the human feelings and senses that are felt and expressed in balance that is a soul to me.
It’s so dam simple; but culture and religion, along with the ever present nature of the human instinct for tribalism is what makes the world such a hateful place to live in with someone’s special quarterback of their team as Jesus or Muhammad or Richard Dawkins or Stephen Hawking if one happens to be ‘Sheldon Cooper’, for pop-culture metaphor.
IN general, the reason humans cannot get along is they cannot come to a tribal agreement on the meanings of words as that applies to the human experience. AS an outcast in youth, I develop my own natural beliefs by looking within and at nature; as above so below, inside, outside of me and all around me.
My life is balanced and simple; but sadly enough the simple can become convoluted to the extreme when it is as simple as reciprocal communication received and delivered as empathy/feelings and senses with and for humans and the rest of nature in balance.
It’s taken me years to put what is so easy to feel and give into words; but my form of Autism is not an issue with non-verbal language; as discussed earlier on another thread here; it is an issue in the areas of output in both writing and verbal language.
So now, I have both parts of the human pie; and am simply enjoying life and attempting to provide a bridge of understanding as the bridge of my mind, body, emotions, and sensed are balanced in heart, spirit and soul..:)
Understanding is valuable. Not easy in a world of diversity; but well worth the price of providing understanding in as many ways as possible, as each human being has a unique language of a Universe unto themselves in feeling emotions and senses and expressing emotions and senses in mind and body balance.
Anyway, peace to you too; everything I speak here is about Universal Human Nature and Mother Nature; the metaphors change; but the Universal Truth stays the same for the majority of human beings; but yes, as in all spectrums of life; mileage varies for the outliers of life..:)
“getting frustrated with stupid lines of thinking is part of who you are, or because you’re a contrary person. That’s just how your neurons are arranged.”
IRONY; SAD IRONY.
AND no illusion.
Dude, I suggest you do a little MORE research into epigenetics, neuroplasticity, cognitive behavioral therapy, and biofeedback, in general; and MANY other areas of human pursuit.
Zoology 101 does not cover this or Biology 101.
Humans are more than robots or parasites, my friend.
And yes, in metaphor and reality they are pArt of that; as well or NOT so well.
Experience is the WELL spring of wisdom and freedom; you are still relatively green my friend; and that’s just how reality goes with human nature.
Just means you are young baby and and have a long way to go STILL to understand more of what life can bring.
I hope that helps, eventually; but for now it seems to me that you are still locked in Plato’s first cave, with all due respect.
And if this distorts your picture of reality; please feel free to moderate it out; sincerely, with all due respect.
Oh, and in case you missed it; Alex, the owner of the site gives me permission to type however I like on this Internet site in the gun thread that was locked.
If that is changed again; fine. I follow the rules at hand.
Or you can make the rules as you go; this site does not belong to me; or any other person who dares to tread out of the cave; for the most part anyway; as far as can i see for now.
The ONLY WAY to develop human relative free will is TO DEVELOP IT; IT AIN’T COST FREE; Years of real life practice baby; flesh and blood practice.
“Well said Fred. There’s nothing I can add.”
Smiles, and thank you, friend..:)
With experience and practice, it is possible to grasp it, practice it, master it, and orchestrate it, as a merit of human excellence innately instinctually and intuitively as whole of human continual practice over the lifespan.
A choice NOT to do it is weak relative free will, others of us become Lions or Kings of the Jungle as Legend Dictates..:)
I for one, provided a great deal of explanation
in the comment that preceded THAT COMMENT.
However; it was deleted as I use a literary device
of language to overcome the inability of most humans
these days to attend to more than a few sentences
written all the way across a page without losing interest.
The reason that some folks do not like my accommodation for this as
A literary device is they actually read it; instead of ignoring
walls of text. It pisses them off ’cause
they have to work a little bit in life
and go outside their comfort zone.
But IF you WILL see
this is the issue of relative free will;
moving outside the box;
doing what science says is impossible;
and that is precisely the comments I provide
in my out-of-the box literary device that in the real BIGGER
world folks described as passionate and brilliant;
quotes and links available upon request.
I share the amazing things that I do in life
to inspire people to the FACT OF MIND OVER MATTER
in exceeding what folks ‘think’ or what ‘science’
says just does not happen in life.
I went on in that comment to talk about my achievements;
overcoming 19 medical disorders and doing feats of strength
in leg pressing 930LBS, 25 times, slowly and surely,
with my arms raised in the air on a parallel leg
press machine; a machine
that is almost twice
as hard than the steroid doped
dudes can do on a vertical leg press machine with sled.
This relative free will allows ME, a permanently disabled person
who is a shut-in in their home who cannot even go
into Whataburger for 15 minutes
two years ago;
a person who has to watch his wife walk
and copy her to even be comfortable
walking in Super-Walmart,
before age 53 two years ago;
when he could go in Super-Walmart at all, at age 47;
NOW who is literally named by the audience in dance at
one of the top 100 clubs for dance in the U.S.A.
as an ICON in my entire metro area;
also named legend, hero, boss of dance,
spirit animal, inspiration of dance,
awesome dancer, amazing dancer,
as well as similar accolades online
for the unique style of free verse poetry
I write; when all I can write at age 47
is technical writing without error
for the government,
in one of my many hats there.
And of and on course, additionally,
I dance walk a free style martial arts and ballet style of dance, fearless in public everywhere I go now for about 3900 miles, closing in on 23 months since the end of August 2013. Before that I have horrible social anxiety in Super-Walmart; now I master social situations with ease; and am ENFP in personality analysis instead of INTJ, before; scoring 11 on the AQ test for Autism a few months after healing, as opposed to 44 to 45 before; as well as scoring 95 on the EQ test as opposed to the mid fifties before.
My point tHere is THAT IS PROOF OF HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL;
and the power of epigenetics, neuroplasticity; and orchestrating reality with the power of the imaginative, creative, innate, instinctual and intuitive mind and body in balance with much GREATER PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE.
If I have ‘his’ current attitude in cynicism of relative free will;
I will be still be locked in my bedroom as a shut-in;
in my underwear with a grim stone look of
a dead heart soul and spirit instead
of so dam fully alive now
that my light of
who have no light in their life, in real life.
It’s not easy for folks who live very differently to hear this;
but it can help folks without hope to know
that there is more to this
life than a random
mix of flesh
and blood that is in control instead of US.
Many Christians think that GOD is in control and they have no will alone.
And many Atheists, ironically enough, in metaphor, believe the same dam thing.
And truly it is a literal dam; as the lack of belief in the REAL POWER OF imagination and creativity of human being in mind AND BODY BALANCE over matter that is the flesh and blood human body; is a self-fulfilling prophecy for human misery, suffering, and a potential earlier grave in life.
This is serious stuff, friend; life or death stuff for some folks in the reading audience; and for anyone to suggest that this is non-sensical or not worth a little extra effort to read when I provide a way to do that; is living in a much smaller world than me for sure; with or without relative free will to the power I have it now; in empirical results that are both documented and provided in visual evidence to help people here; that has now been banned by the moderators along with my
attempts in new literary devices
to allow anyone with a short attention span
to potentially gain the information for HELP.
LIFE IS GOOD OR NOT; AND WE COLOR THAT FRIEND; THOSE OF US WITH A PAINT BRUSH
of RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL IN much greater human potential.
This is the place for the most human suffering and misery for that online; as physical intelligence in emotional regulation and sensory integration along with greater cognitive executive functioning with enhanced focus and short term memory is required for human relative free will; and there are ways I bring to the table to increase that.
Those are my deficits before that AND
are the heart of Autism
in misery and suffering
and almost a much earlier grave for me,
as documented in medical science WITH MY DOCTORS.
I frigging cured my Autism baby; through all innate instinctual and intuitive abilities of human relative free will; as provided by the GOD of Nature all free in greater physical intelligence in the art of dance in free style way; that is the oldest and wisest art of human being as long as human being has been dancing the earth, instead of walking in the closed minded sidewalks of life; whether that means not able to accommodate a shorter horizontal varying wave of reading on a page, like the Golden Spiral PHI natural way to read and speak; or walking off the frigging literal sidewalks of life, with shoes off to feel the dirt of earth and oxytocin connection on receptors of feet to truly connect with nature much further than a frigging text book in high school or college OR IN A OFFICE WITH no frigging windows; or at home sitting static too, in front of a screen, like the worst dam Twilight Zone nightmare of years before, when folks have both common sense and relative free will and truly live free in a country that allows it.
You see that paragraph up there;
95 percent of the general public
will not be able to read it,
as it is too high in reading
comprehension and paragraph length.
IF I break it down in smaller pieces in vertical flow it will not be TL;DR; still hard to understand; as yes, my IQ in both standard IQ, and creative intelligence is off the charts, as THE professional who assesses me just recently measures it as such, in her expert way of providing that measurement; she’s never ever come across a person like me in her years of analysis; but you see not everyone is free with relative free will like me; and folks who meet me in real life may forget my name but they will never forget the amazing stuff, I for one can do in REAL LIFE WITH HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
IT MIGHT BE BULLCR8P ONLINE if I CANNOT provide the documented evidence but I can; and slowly and surely the folks who see it as self-indulgence rather than the altruistic effort I provide here to help other folks in this environment that literally stinks for any human with a real heart in life; is understandable, as they feel not what I do; obviously as they cannot see past the sidewalks of life; and truly the problem is a deficit in relative free will; which is in many ways precisely what the disorder of Autism is in some higher functioning folks like me; as assessed by doctors and medical science now.
I am just on the leading edge; sooner or later all of what I am speaking here will be validated by science; and in fact it already is as science now shows that Dance and in general ART therapy in expanding the human muscle of imagination and creativity IN PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE with greater emotional regulation, sensory integration, focus, and short term memory remediates the symptoms of Autism in some folks NOW, in research in that area.
Common sense baby; that’s what’s lacking in the world; GOD given as the God of Nature freely gives it to human being in innate instinct and intuition; but taken away by culture and all the distractions it provides so that humans truly never become free in exercising freedom in practice of relative free will.
This is a deep subject and requires great attention and detail for any possibility of understanding; I do what it takes to make that happen; people ridicule my methods; however, others laud them to the sky; in real life and other places on the Internet where folks are not ‘handicapped’ like they are here. I could stay in the easy places where folks understand all this naturally; or I can still come back here to attempt to help folks no matter how many times folks attempt to knock me down.
Difference here is I have relative free will;
it might seem insane to some folks but yes,
it is real; and the real time results of it
in amazing flesh and blood abilities ARE IRREFUTABLE FACT.
THAT challenges the perception of reality of some folks and makes them very uncomfortable; however, for me, I understand it as a potential eventual life or death issue of importance; as I am not just talking the talk baby; I dance the walk of life IN FREEDOM AND RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL; AND I COPY ALL MY COMMENTS AND SHARE THEM ELSEWHERE; IF PEOPLE here are too shallow and narrow-minded to appreciate my creative ways of making change a reality in the world that counts now..:)
I am as powerful as Lion in metaphor
and perseverance against all odds in life.
I am A ‘real JOB';
and NOT just a figment of creativity in a frigging big black book. My life is irrefutable evidence of The REAL HIGHER POWER OF the GOD OF NATURE AS MANIFEST in human nature THAT IS RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL; NOT JUST TEXT BABY; THE FLESH AND BLOOD THAT IS ME IN REAL LIFE NOW..:)
All these human elements AS ATTRIBUTES are subject to THE LAW OF USE IT OR LOSE IT.
I USE IT AND DOCUMENT THE RESULTS AS I GO; for other folks to study at their leisure for an unlimited number of years to come; as long as servers serve it on the internet sites I pay for that will be carried on long after I die.
That’s altruism baby; I ain’t in it for any money; as I am already financial independent in wealth of the greaTEST way in life; and that is in kindness, strength, courage, and perseverance against the greaTEST ODDS AGAINST human being in developing and using relative free for survival and assistance in helping the willing tribe that wants to be helped; This is an innate, instinctual and intuitive attribute of human life for those who gain this human potential.
Anything is possible with it; within reason of course and CREATIVITY THE MOST..:)
Like I told you in the post that you deleted, in the gun thread, Alex and I discussed my style of writing and he clearly stated I can type however I like on this internet site so I used that liberty that he gave me.
There is absolutely nothing incoherent about my posts; I provide deeper insights that some cannot understand yes; but Yes, I have over 1.2 million views in the real world outside of this very limited area of thinking, my friend; just in one avenue that I use on Google plus; there may be ten times that much in other avenue of communication.
And before I was asked not to create threads; there are still threads that exist on this site with much more abstract poetic views that have literally thousands of views. Links available upon request for proof as well.
Just because someone is not commenting on what I write; is far from the truth of who is reading. I have been named creative genius on this internet site and insane in the span of one post; by different sets of eyes; still documented with quotes and links available on request.
I will follow the rules here as they change and as they are dictated to me; as spuriously as they are.
But you my friend are incorrect on your assessment of what I do.
But you are the authority here; and in my life I am used to dealing with that in life and flow with it just fine.
With respect; but I will defend myself; while you deride me friend, on the big board out there; and yes, more than likely at this point people have become afraid of your authority to disagree with you; but yes, I still have people supporting me here in PM’s.
Have a nice day;
And yes, I will do as you dictate now. It’s not worth my time or effort to pursue this issue with Alex, at this point.
He is the owner of this site; and not me or anyone else.
What he says will ultimately go; one way or the other.
And yes, for what it is worth; what you say for now is the way it will go. I can do that; but don’t suggest that Alex did not give me permission to type as I wanted to; as that is still documented here in black and white; I can only follow the rules as published or dictated personally to me.
Respectfully and sincerely in truth.
Yes, I will find that link
and provide it shortly.
I have respected you until today.
As truly when the owner says one can do something;
Why shouldn’t I believe it. I don’t have a problem following rules; but when they become illogical; even I have a problem dealing with that friend..:)
But for me; I can forgive and forget;
and still do what you ask me to; even now.
That my friend is a type of relative free will that is rare these days.
It is forgiveness it is a tolerating what one does not feel is fair; and it is acceptance of the individual perception of dark in life..:)
It is Love; the highest level of relative free will; the things I say today; may truly come back to haunt you one day; and I say that with concern and Love and not derision.
Page 16; and this gun thread apparently is not locked; as I don’t see any mention of that at the end of the thread; there were two gun threads of ‘fair’ disagreement..:)
Quote: “Yeah, glad we’re in agreement about that. It’s always better to walk away if possible.
By the way, the use of all caps is only acceptable for acronyms. Any other use is interpreted as shouting. You can type how you want but most people view all caps as you yelling at them, not as emphasis”
And yes, if you are going to make me write entirely across the page I will do that for you; but seriously friend; it seems a little ‘anal’ to me; with all due respect.
There are lots of folks here who write extremely lengthy posts; in fact, several in that thread that I was posting in; and in fact, many folks who make shorter sentences than the width of the entire page; and also regularly use caps for emphasis that I can provide quotes and links to upon request as well.
In fact, the rule about disrupting the format of the page, is in reference to the old software where the page could actually be stretched without being able to read the wideness of it comfortably; with a long link or such as that.
It wasn’t for people who write shorter or shaped paragraphs my friend, as that is creativity in writing for those who can see that to make life a little more interesting for folks who crave stimulus who are autistic and not the ones who abhor change.
There are different types of Autism my friend; and some of them include long monologues and out of the box styles of communication.
You may attract a very limited TYPE of Autism by rigorously imposing the ‘Queen’s Standard of English'; but what you may miss is the next Einstein; if you care about such as that;
If you do not;
you are not at all like me; as I care a great deal about everyone from below 70 IQ of incoherent communication that usually I am the only one who can interpret here; as has been the case in the past TO someone like Inventor who IS A CREATIVE GENIUS; who I understand completely; where folks demand he be banned at first OVER INTOLERANCE AND ACCEPTANCE of his different style of Autistic communication.
The individual Ci who posted here some years ago; was the object of ridicule for his issue of severe Autism and problems communicating abstractly; where most folks could not understand him; but no problem for me; and he is still my friend; as I understand his style of Autism.
I am a code maker and code breaker, friend; far beyond the ability of most people; that is my speciality that not all appreciate; but some do describe as genius and brilliant and I have almost a photographic memory for text; I can find all those quotes and links with my skills of memory if you think I am not being honest; as I do satire but I do NOT do dishonesty under any circumstances; if I say I do it; chances are I am being humble in real life; and the real deal is actually much more impressive believe that or not THAT is true in human relative free will my friend; there are realities in this life my friend, and or ‘Horatio’ that I sincerely hope do come your way; and there will be no need for you to apologize if and when they do; as that is what I hope for you to gain the greatest and greater human potential than me in relative human FREE WILL..:)
As always, you are entitled to your opinion.
However, when you personally attack the social communication of others here in open discussion by suggesting it is incoherent or illogical you are not only being unreasonable; you are being selfish and unkind in an environment that by the very nature of the disorder that it ascribes to support; is just that for folks diagnosed with the actual condition who really have difficulties like this; that I do NOT have for folks with the ability to understand me, and some folks here have no problems at all understanding me; again links and quotes available on request.
I am a rough boy baby; there is nothing you can do to alter my bliss;
I just feel sorry for the folks who are not as strong as I am who will likely encounter your style of what has become moderation now.
I will write as you like; and I will even limit my use of caps as you suggested I must limit before; and now are suggesting that you already knew that Alex said it was okay if I used all caps; that doesn’t jive either with what you stated before in our discussions and that’s okay; my great memory and all of that you know..:)
I go with the flow, and will write the width of the page from now on friend to suit your needs..:)
And I will retain my hope for your growth as a human being, as well..:)
With all due respect.
Life is certainly not fair; at least in one life time if infinity does not allow more sentience cycles than that. I have no illusion that close to even what might be described as a minority of people can achieve what I have been able to do; however, at my lowest point there is not even a reflection of who I am now.
I was born fragile and weak; and remained that way for many years; I could not speak until age 4; and had problems communicating until my mid 40’s; even though people thought I was like superman for my problems solving abilities both at work and school;
For me what folks named as incredible intelligence was an incredible handicap for me most of my life; and eventually my overworking mind almost kills me; in ways of chronic human stress and what is assessed eventually by doctors and legally as permanent disability with no chance of recovery.
I do my best to possibly help others arrive at the same point I did in all innately, instinctually and intuitively healing myself and going to places of bliss and connection
with literally thousands of folks in real life
that before I have no idea is possible in feeling, in the actual experience of it in existence at all.
The bottom line is there is always more possible in life than we think there is; and to feel life instead of thinking about it in ways of mind and body balance in the physical intelligence of regulating emotions and integrating senses is a first step for freedom of will for me; and truly it is nothing new; eastern philosophies have been singing the praises of mind and body balance and acting on it for thousands of years; while the western world is one of external materialistic pursuits that never bring TOTAL SATISFACTION IN LIFE.
I have the worst case of anxiety, then that my psychiatrist states he ever comes across and he is an Air Force Major who dealt with the worst cases of combat fatigue and PTSD. I have zero anxiety now; and in no way did I think that was possible then, as then I have little control over my thoughts or the feelings in my body; including emotions and senses; now I orchestrate all of that in flow all the time now; moving or sitting still with the experience now of the bio-feedback of moving creatively in a Martial arts ballet style flow for literally close to 3900 miles, approaching 23 months.
The answers now seems so dam easy; but THEN; I didn’t believe I could get off the sidewalk of culture; and honestly had no idea I was even trapped in a prison of culture; I never truly understood the true message of the ‘Matrix trilogy’, until I literally become ‘NEO'; and that trilogy combines all of the world philosophies for singular metaphor for that truth in life that the empathic and systemizing sides of mind must be combined along with mind and body balance; and truly we can imagine and create our lives by writing it down and visualizing it; where what is written becomes what is done; it is no fairly tale; it is not just a movie; the Neo archetype is a real possibility; and I as fragile human being make it there; many more can too; If they don’t give up and like the ending credits of the Matrix Trilogy state in oracle way; ‘I BELIEVED'; AS THE moral to the entire Trilogy story;
I never understood that ‘Believe’ is
an emotion and not just a word; now I understand both the emotion of BELIEVE AND the amazing power it can bring to greater human potential in mind and body balance; creating one’s life as one goes; as the director, producer and actor of one’s own play; instead of being controlled by culture AKA the existing matrix.
Best wishes to you; all I know for sure is the answers come from within; trust your heart; as the best tool to find and use; is my best advice for anyone to gain truest freedom and satisfaction in life; hard to do though; of course with all the demands of culture at hand; from a small child with a plate piled up with illusion that move far from what human being even can be at much fuller potentials of what can be in life..:)
Mathematics like human language for interpersonal connection are abstract constructs created by human beings to describe the patterns and connections of nature.
But all of that starts with one digit; later named prehensile thumb, the ability to manipulate objects in the environment with fine motor coordination with the other 4 digits named as fingers, in the actual painstaking development of abstract concepts as the symbols of letters together as words and numbers that identify thumbs and fingers.
A tool may be associated from nature later labeled and named as stick, and our ancestors scratching symbols in sand by copying the imaginary connections between stars in the night sky as well as copying patterns that are observed in the rest of nature. And of course that part is even possible by just using an index finger or other digit directly in the sand.
Eventually, the result of that is human abstract constructs cooperatively developed with reciprocal social communication as symbols of numbers and an alphabet like Sanskrit.
A 6 or a 9 is a approximation in reflection of PHI as the natural occurring pattern in nature.
And any symbols in whole or part coming close to the shape of a circle as an artistically created number is coming closer to a reflection of PI, as a natural occurring pattern in nature.
Sacred geometry arises from nature, human imagination, reason, and artistic creation.
And of course it is fascinating how these symbols vary between western and eastern cultures.
The symbols actually reflect the way the cultures as whole restrict the views of people in experiencing and viewing nature.
Anyway, what is observed as sacred and holy is usually what is shared by the culture and or religion; and numbers and letters are among the most sacred of ancient symbols for good reason, as much human comfort has arisen from the earliest inventions of the sacred tools of numbers and alphabets to assist human beings in gaining subsistence.
Numbers are a reflection of nature at the core of human creation. And interestingly, people are like numbers, in macrocosm and microcosm way as above so below; inside outside; and all around; as human in many ways are the cosmos, also known as the ALL THAT IS, also known as GOD unto itself, as Carl Sagan eloquently describes the significance of the human existential much fuller reality that imagination, creativity and science allows us to greater see with the aided human eye, including the aid of artistically created numbers reflecting nature as an endless cycle of connections in both creativity and human perceived and created meaning in nature.
The bottom line is it’s not just that we are connected to each other; IT (All THAT IS AKA GOD) IS all connected and greater observed reality; there are no ‘REAL’ illusions in life; not even in the imagination of human being before the word illusion is created; it is all a reflection of ‘REAL’ nature in someway; and not all people have the ability to share the reflections of nature as whole that each unique human is able to do; as humans create their perception of the Universe as they go with unique eyes; not much different than that first human being who attempts to copy nature by scratching symbols in sand in day or night.
We can credit a prehensile thumb, four fingers, and sand for all we know in life, now as written language, as consisting of alphabet letters, numbers, collective intelligence, and culture as whole.
So a grain of sand is as important as a skyscraper, angles or the imagination of angels in sky. The moral of the entire story is don’t discount the significance of a grain of sand; we depend on that grain of sand to both stand on what it comprises as whole earth; as well as to name earth and imagine, reason, and create the ‘number’ of grains of sand as earth with the use of relative human free will, as we reflect the grand creator of Nature AKA GOD.
And no; one will never find all of this in one textbook; as creator me; creates it with relative human free will.
Relative human free will can be empirically proven through art and originality in creativity. That’s becoming rarer as time goes by, as humans become more specialized and limited in mechanical cognition mind as culture dictates; but never the less, human relative free will can be proven through the empirical results of humans who truly create with originality with the caveat highlighted that IT IS ALL RELATIVE AND CONNECTED AS WE stand upon the shoulders of giants of grains of sands.
As above so below; inside outside; all around IS more than frigging Haiku; IT IS a reflection of GOD. To understand all of this is the greater possibility to live in bliss; when exercised and practiced with human relative free will; of course..:)
And with all due respect to anyone reading this; just because one never sees it before; does not mean it does not exist; is insane or whatever. It is in empirical measure of human relative free will in human creativity and originality.
Before humans explain
to other humans what numbers are; numbers are meaningless gibberish;
however that does not discount
of that grain(s) of sand; that first finger(s) and or prehensile thumb; or that first human who works with painstaking human imagination, creativity, and reason; to artistically create what that number is now as symbol for patterns and connections in nature; through individual and cooperative effort with other humans and of course again that grain of sand AKA GOD, too.