Angel’s Fare Heaven’s on Fire

Large Love Dies
Yes Without SmAll LoVE
EverGreen LiGHTSKeYeS FLoWeRinG
TruE There is ALWays
Room for at least
one Note of New Now
Love Polished with Truth Now
Creates of Course the Most Authentic Light…
This Way the Focus does not have to pretend
As Love Shines
out of all
Away From Truth
Smiles i surely will
Love to See More Love
Colored this way in Focus
Now where i Live my FRiEnD…
SMiLes Charlie Thanks for coming by “Rushing Flu Away”
And Yes with the Inspiration of the Great Band ‘Rush’ and in deed
with the Assistance of Some Recently purchased Antibiotics to really
Kick the Butt of the Bacterial Infection of Bronchitis that Flu often becomes
before the Potential of Walking
Pneumonia and the Lying Down
version that in some cases ends up
with never getting up true the Flu is nothing
to Treat Foolishly in Life and that’s for sure..
Particularly as i’m pushing 60 in June the Flu
Doesn’t care nor Does Bronchitis or potential
other versions of Pneumonia whether i Leg
Press 1520 American Pounds 8 Reps or
not but true with the Help of the
Antibiotics i found myself
Roaring and making
other Primal
Wild Animal
Sounds through my Work-out tonight
at the Military Gym that always consists
of Free Style Martial Arts too and nah.. Trump
could never hang with anything more than a Mouth
my Friend he surely hasn’t seen any kind of Military Real
Service at all.. but hey he is what he is.. and that’s all there is to it…
He amuses me as well as many of his followers/subjects too.. lots of stuff amuses
me.. Thanks again For coming by.. this one is a bit on the short side and easier to open…
i suppose this is worth repeating from the Last MacroVerse… at this Point at Least before
i go on about Coloring World Love 2020 a bit more..
HMM aS ‘They’ Say iF The
‘Sandal/Shoe/Slipper’ Fits
And If You Can Take It Off.
iLove ‘God’ But ‘Religion’/’Politics’
Not So Much My God Is ‘The Beach’
My God Neither Wears Clothes Or
Human Lies oF iGnorance And Deceit
Longer Story Shorter with Moral the Dream
was in deed Prophetic This Country is at
War for the Truth And the ‘Bomb Shell’ Exploded
Either Defend the Constitution Judiciously
Now Or Break the Law too by Breaking ‘the Oath’…
Noting that the GAO has exonerated all other players
on the Lawful Side.. Now it is up to the Republican Senate…
i woke up at 10 am and saw where the Government Watch Dog
the GAO concluded the Trump Administration BROKE THE LAW
i’ll never Forget the anticipation of not knowing what the First Rocket was…
listening for the impact the full impact next…
Yeah it’s true during the Flu you will
have Vivid Dreams from Deep Down
that are Hard to Forget…
We were at War
on our Soil
But No one
was Dying… yet…
A Plane from the
Middle East Landed…
Moving up to Downtown Pensacola Another Rocket Flying Just Above
the Buildings Descending to the North… Evening Sky Grew Luminous Green
Rocket coming from Gulf South Close to Horizon No Sounds of Explosions…
Only Questions… Back at Building 633 the Administration Building at NASP
i used to work at i was Hanging up Many Keys at the Quarterdeck
i woke up early coughing a bit too hard drawing blood so i eased
up and went back to bed…. The 11th Day… The Flu is a Kind of
Reminder A Short Lived Purgatory to give Thanks for this
Gift of Life that is Just that Gift… Yes Shawna Thank
You i really am feeling better the Antibiotic Seems
to be taking Care of what turned into a Bacterial Infection of my Bronchial
Tubes.. oh Lord all that Roaring and Other Animal Grunting Noises i make when
Feeling oh so Robust came back to haunt me a bit early this morning as i got up and
Coughed so wildly i drew a bit of blood up.. so i moved back to Domesticated Animal coughing
Style and no more issue with that.. anyway it was a bit disconcerting waiting to see if the blood
would go away which it did fairly quickly
And then i went into a deep deep
Sleep and had a very very Vivid
And rather Disturbing Dream…
i worked at the Naval Air Station
Pensacola back in the early 2000’s
And Hurricane Ivan later destroyed all the
Buildings on the Gulf Side so all that was left
was a Gulf View and a Barren Parking Lot.. i actually
worked in the Administration Building for the Captain of the
Base as one of his many Assistants i was in charge of approving
Printing Jobs for the Station Oh God it was so F in Boring.. anyway
there is a Quarter Deck Office Where Historically Key Holders Bring
Security Keys back to a common point.. i had so many keys to return then
it was almost overwhelming.. the Dream was set at Night where Suddenly
the Evening Sky over the Gulf through the Big Plate Glass Windows Grew
Luminous Green and a Rocket close to the Southern Horizon was coming
overhead toward the North with my First thought oh Shit that’s the direction
Katrina is in our home now.. i wasn’t sure what kind of Rocket it was so i waited
for a noise and nothing Happened then in the Next Part of the Dream i was further
North in Downtown Pensacola and Another Rocket was Lobbing Above the Buildings
Surely coming Down Just a few Blocks North from where i was but still no noise of effect..
The Navy Escorted a Plane from the Middle East down to a rough landing on a Downtown
Road.. Obviously
We were at War
With someone
As there were Tanks
Lining the Roads and New
Types of Military Equipment i had
never seen before.. it was really scary
to think this is happening here not somewhere
else in armchair View of a TV Set as that is all the kind
of War i’ve seen since a small child just somewhere else..
Remembering my Grandmother Used to do Automatic Writing
When she was almost blind and in deed some of what she wrote was
a bit prophetic.. she was a bit of an Oracle a Savant at Intuition this way..
perhaps it runs in the Family Perhaps it doesn’t but when it does you will see…
i asked my Wife what happens
to the Oatmeal Bowl if Oatmeal is left
in it and it is not rinsed out.. she replied it is a bit
like Washing out a Bowl of Hardened Concrete
She eats Cereal and says it is not quite the
consistency of Concrete
if she were to let
the remains dry
before wiping
and rinsing…
She is a
Cleaning Perfectionist (TG)
that’s Her Baby and she won’t
let me touch it.. meh.. i’m on the
Tail End of the Boomer Generation
in 1960.. i was definitely a latch-key
Child who was assigned no chores..
on top of that i have extreme tactile
sensitivity and can’t stand to touch stuff
coming out of the Dryer.. My Wife who is
a Solid Generation X’er born in ’70 still refers
to my Generation as the me generation of the 2 Year-old..
i used to take care of the Yard as a Perfectionist then delegated
that Authority to a
Lawn Service..
it was a whole lot
more fun than the
Job i used to do..
As Long as all the Jobs
Get Done and the Workers are
Happy i suppose all is OK somehow
i fell into the opportunity to do
i don’t
think there
is a label yet
for my Generation..
Except perhaps the ‘Tarot Fool’…
interestingly my Numerology Report
does provide the Fool Number Zero for the
First Life Challenge of (freedom to do whatever)
Followed by Three ones; yes, 0,1,1,1, the Number
1 challenge is Just affirmation for what you are already doing
Standing on
Top of a
Falling off..
i chose the Dancing
the Tight Rope Option..;)
Only a Quarter of the Country Identifies as Republican; Independents are actually
the Largest Voting Demographic; According to Gallup all things considered the
Democrats Hold about a 47 to 42 Percent Advantage over Republicans in Sheer Numbers.
A Biggest Issue is the Demographic of Age and Who Gets out to actually vote.
The Most Liberal Demographic in the United States by Age are Those under 30 and
The Most Conservative Demographic in the United States by Age are those over age 65.
“A recent PRRI poll found that 74 percent of those 65 and older were certain to vote in November,
compared with 28 percent of those under 30. That obviously disadvantages Democrats.”
It’s also Worth Noting that is the Majority Age Demographic still Attending Church services where there
is often no Church or State Separation and Clear Direction is provided ‘by the Hand of God’ at the Pulpit
to Vote Republican (in other words not for the ‘baby killers’).
In other News; Change is coming; the “Gray Hair Church Demographic” won’t Live forever;
The incoming Generations won’t be taking their Voting Orders from the Pulpit.
From the Point of View of Younger Folks coming to Age of Voting now Seeing the
Circus of Lies Politics (all that is Faux (R) News) has become; What is there about Lies to be Patriotic about?
i Think the answer is clear; not much unless the Truth Means Nothing.
Some People Bond over Myths Quick; back to those who are still Buying the Church Kool Aid they are fading away…
The Freedom We Enjoy in the United States is not Guaranteed by more than the next vote.
Apathy; a lack of Basic Empathy; and an inability to discern Truth will destroy any Country.
Younger Folks are not going to be swayed as much by Bold Faced Lies and Myths smoothed over by ‘Pulpit Pooh’…
On the Other Hand, if they remain Apathetic without much Empathy; Without Much Passion for Freedoms that can be
lost they will inherit the Democracy they lost. It’s not something that is going to fixed by ‘Twitter Breaths’.
Freedom AND the Peace We now Enjoy may die silently…
All the Democrats really have is Joe Biden to Motivate the Youth to Vote…
All the Democrats really have is Joe Biden to Motivate the Youth to Vote…
They’ll get excited about Sanders and Warren and then Biden will put them to sleep….
Charisma Wins colored ‘Adolf’ for the Church Generation or ‘Obama’ for the Other Folks.
Obama can’t run again with His Mix of Charisma/Common Sense that Neither Sanders or Warren master.
I’m taking the Advice of “the Police”; “when the World is Running Down You Make the Best of what is Still Around”;
Or Like the ‘Matrix Movie’ have a big Rave before Freedom/Peace is Lost again.
Anyway; this Peace/Freedom will last as long as it can/will; it’s been an interesting ride; i’m Still enjoying the Hell out of
it and making it Heaven as Long as i can and will; if You can’t change things that seems to be the smartest thing to do….
In everyday life most folks are probably resigned to this reality; most Lost somewhere in Purgatory…. (for real now)
Other than that Vote; it’s really all We can do to effect the outcome.
SMiLes Frank Thanks for coming by ‘Rushing Flu Away’ and i must
Say in the 12th Day of the Recovery it is headed that way..
i suppose one thing worse than Having the Flu is Having
it Alone.. So many People Do go it all alone these
Days often Nomads Moving Far Distances for
an Opportunity for a Job and of course
for many Immigrants just the
Opportunity for Freedom
Any at all in a Peaceful
Society such as the one
We Currently Enjoy… yes one
of the Toughest things for any Social Animal
to do even a Wolf Howling at the Moon For Pack
Friends is to go it alone.. i’ve never Suffered the Flu alone
there has always been someone to share in all the Hope to get well…
it’s hard for me to imagine going it all alone at this Point in Life.. and Honestly
it’s really never Natural for a Human to Live that way.. somehow ‘things’ have become
more important.. time is more of the Essence as running from and to Deadlines more than
The Spirit of HeART the Soul that is timeless without distance or space no matter what..
but of course
only if two or more
Spirits are connecting
Breathing With Each other
Syncopating Beats of HeART
Truly Feeling Alive Giving Each
other Positive Energy.. This was my
Experience Singing in the Youth Choir
The Church Used to have in the 80’s the same
Catholic Church i go to now.. but before the Big Temple
Was Built when the Choir Sang at the Back of the Church
in Just a Building with Flat Ceilings and Straight Walls simple
Brick and Mortar.. but the Spirit Did Live in that Choir we were
a Connecting Force oF LiGHT radiating out into the Congregation
Alive.. i must say the Temple Dome Reverberates the Spirit of Song
so in this way what i put out comes back to me.. Smiles it’s Like Typing
on a Computer Screen as Fingers Become Dance as well as Words of Song
as a Melody of Spirit Within comes out with the Breath of 10 Fingers on Digital Keys..
Percussion Flows with all 10 Fingers too.. but the Song comes up yes from Deep Within..
And the More
Naturally it
the More Ornate the
Shapes of Breath do
come to relate the Melody
of the Song Within.. it’s a bit like
A Walk in the Forest Yet the Wind
The Spirit comes from the Forest Within…:)
WiNGS i’m gonna i’m Free
Yes… Lunch Consists
of Green Bean Casserole
Hot Wings and Mixed Juice…
Now to go Fuel Up!
Then i’ll Just Wander
Out into Nature
For No Reason No Reason At ALL
Like Everything Else Just Free Just Free….WiNGS
First… i’ll Ask the Head Cook/All Around
Katrina Of All Trades What’s Free For Lunch…
Hmm… it’s Sunny Outside.. Still A Beautiful Day i’m gonna
take a Walk/Dance.. i don’t know why.. i don’t have to.. i’m Free…
“When your body is not aligned [形不正],
The inner power will not come.
When you are not tranquil within [中不靜],
Your mind will not be well ordered.
Align your body, assist the inner power [正形攝德],
Then it will gradually come on its own.[16]
When you enlarge your mind and let go of it,
When you relax your [qi 氣] vital breath and expand it,
When your body is calm and unmoving:
And you can maintain the One and discard the myriad disturbances.
You will see profit and not be enticed by it,
You will see harm and not be frightened by it.
Relaxed and unwound, yet acutely sensitive,
In solitude you delight in your own person.
This is called “revolving the vital breath”:
Your thoughts and deeds seem heavenly.[19]
There is a numinous [mind] naturally residing within [有神自在身];
One moment it goes, the next it comes,
And no one is able to conceive of it.
If you lose it you are inevitably disordered;
If you attain it you are inevitably well ordered.
Diligently clean out its lodging place [敬除其舍]
And its vital essence will naturally arrive [精將自來].
Still your attempts to imagine and conceive of it.
Relax your efforts to reflect on and control it.
Be reverent and diligent
And its vital essence will naturally stabilize.
Grasp it and don’t let go
Then the eyes and ears won’t overflow
And the mind will have nothing else to seek.
When a properly aligned mind resides within you [正心在中],
The myriad things will be seen in their proper perspective.[20]”
-From Wiki Describing the attainment of ‘Wu wei’…
Attaining Wu wei Effortless Action.. Tao.. Qi.. Satori.. Prana.. Basically the Flow
that is beyond ‘knowing’ as all comes in Balance in Fruition now… True a Serious
Illness like the Flu Will De-Elevate one from this Expanding State of Mind and Body
Awareness in Flow for it’s True You don’t Try to Achieve it You Just Do When You Do and basically
Say Wow this is Cool let keep doing the ‘Wu wei’ or whatever other Metaphor ya wanna use
once You Achieve Heaven the Higher Kingdom of God Within So Creative So Productive
Yes so Effortless in Action to do as all Flows in the Act of Creative Fruition beyond
knowing as more of our Human Potential comes Awake to Give and Share Free..
It’s almost Useless to Describe unless
You Have come to this place of no
Space Distance Time or Matter
Yet still References Remain
for those who attain it
and Jot Notes in
Hopes to
continue Effortless Action
of Creativity and Productivity More..
It’s quite the Difference the Difference in deed
Between Cocoon and Human Butterfly With Wings…
Basically it’s what Bruce Lee Was Speaking of when he
said ‘Be the Water’ so many Metaphors will Work Be the Wind
Be the Spirit Flow be Water Wave Ocean Whole realizing the
Integral Nature of our God Being Within now with all that is..
Feeling Sensing Life sure as Krishnamurti relates Feeling Complete Perceiving Existence as is
Just a Bird on a Wing as the Air Naturally Flies the Bird as the Water Naturally Swims the Fish Now
as Love Naturally Drives the Human To Dance And Sing In Pure Joy Just Experiencing the Feeling
The Sense of ‘I Love You’ in Flow You See that Feeling Belongs to You.. whether anyone else cares
to Share it and Give it for Free too is totally up to them too… Meanwhile You ‘I Love You’ Just in the
of Love
And if You
Think it’s Silly
i’ll Just Dance Sing SmileS AGAiN
At You as there’s nothing wrong with ‘i Love You’..
Just Remember This is my Love i give it and keep it same…
It’s Like Energy it transforms but Never Truly Goes away…
God the Force
Within then You’ll understand
but again You Can’t Force the
Force Effortless Action LoVE Real LoVE iN Flow..:)
Gonna Keep Doing
Shakespeare With You
iThank Y.O.U. For the iPhoto
of my iBeach….
Fear The
iFeathers The
Wind oF iLoVinG iWings
Love Or Death
Takes All Breath
A Vacation Same
in the Wind
Knows nothing
But is Everything of
the Beauty of God Eternally
Now.. it is finding this place
Where the Human Species has
Clothed itself in Layers and Layers
Away from Heaven That is Simply Free…
The River The Forest The Beach The God
that Human
It’s Not Just “the Rampage
Killers”… There are so many
Others Who Delegate the Job to Gods/Heroes…
Moral of the Story Sadly the Others Never Understood
Sought Or Do the “Good News” Hint: No one Label Owns It
Meanwhile Back At ‘the Other Ranch’.. “Wu wei” And “Silly Love Songs”
Are Playing Just For the Hell oF iT… Eternally Now… In the New Netflix
Series “The Messiah” Some Folks Still Waiting For The Slaughter Forever
“Next Season” in Hell…. That Old Dragon The Reptile Brain The Shadow
MasterS HeART At the Bottom of THeir MiNioN Ocean… Ever Wonder
Why So Many People’s Gods And Heroes Are Cold Blooded Killers/Torturers…
Spoiler Alert:
“Their” Enemies
Meanwhile Back “at the Ranch”
The Rest waited at the Bottom of
The Ocean Eternally for ‘Him’ to Kill
“It has no nose..nor lungs..but it can breathe..
Do you know it???
It’s the morning..
Thank God for the new day..”
Paradise Always a New Day in Paradise Now..
Smiles Sohair Growing up ‘House Poor’ Yet Nature
Rich on the River Downtown Where my City Started…
i Learned Early to enjoy the Bliss of Every New Morning on
The River With the Never Ending Forest Gazing back at me across
The Shore..
it is the same
Now outside just
the Gaze of a 24-Inch
Window in my Bedroom
into the Distance of the Colors
of the Ever Green Forest and Flowers
that bloom Year-Round in my BackYard
but that does not nearly disclose the Beauty
of the Emerald Coast to the South of me.. Just a few
Pictures of that Beach Area captured in the Fog of last
Tuesday in my visit there.. yet there once was an even more
Beautiful Place named Shalimar Point Where Bay Waters meet
the Most Emerald Green Waters of Gulf in the Entire Area… and Your
Picture Here reminds me of that place as the richest among the richest
of those with Material Goods and Building Abilities have covered the Beauty
with Palatial Estates to draw the most affluential Guests to Vacation from around
the World.. my Uncle who recently survived Heart Surgery is a resident of this place
nah.. not just a visitor from around the World
but a Man Who Sold Appliances
at Sears and Left when the
Company no longer
Cared for the
Employees as
they once
did so my Uncle
Sold Vacuum Cleaners Door-to-
Door Built Stores then Franchises
and somehow Built a Multi-Million Dollar
Home on this Bay in Truly what is Paradise on
Earth in Nature now Built Up With Palatial Estates of
Hotels to offer a piece of Nature’s Best to those who wander
in from the Rest of the World.. Smiles at least those who can afford it…
Meh.. i grew up on these Beaches the only ticket needed
a Few Dollars of Gas in my Vehicle
in a place of National Seashores
Still protected from the
onslaught of Buildings
that cover
Pristine Beauty
i was without Material
Ambition fortunate enough far away enough
from that not to be spoon-fed to me then from
Birth.. i had the opportunity to go to even a more
Beautiful Place than this External Beach Provided by
and as the Face of God the Nature that is our Home.. the
More Beautiful Place is the place of Pure Love From Within
The Beach the Potential of Peace and Harmony Bliss and Nirvana
Laser Focus Effortless Action in Amazing Creativity and Productivity more…
Where we become not only Citizens of Paradise But Citizens Who Create Paradise
With the Dance And Song We Bring to others Free for those who are interested in
What We
see in ever
expanding Views
of Beach Within.. Sadly
there are those who wish to own the
Taller Towers the Mansions on the Water
and if they work hard enough to own them
they find they have nothing more than what they started with..
for it is all external they are still as empty inside as they have ever been..
so perhaps they fill the void with Fancy Alcohol or Exotic other Drugs yet
after the effect is gone they still remain with that empty feeling inside.. the
Same Old Void
The Same
Old Void
from the Start
True some folks Believe
Falling in Love Will fill that void
forever too.. and when that Temporal
State of Biology Leaves they find themselves
Empty again.. so perplexed so busy with deadlines
of work what it takes to survive Hours spent escaping
through endless media never really going anywhere at all..
in the Wind
Knows nothing
But is Everything of
the Beauty of God Eternally
Now.. it is finding this place
Where the Human Species has
Clothed itself in Layers and Layers
Away from Heaven That is Simply Free…
The River The Forest The Beach The God
that Human
Smiles my Friend
While many People may
See those Palatial Buildings
And Cars as Paradise as truly
the Architecture and the Vehicles
Worth 100K US Dollars and more
are a common sight Where my Uncle
Lives it wasn’t always true but now all i see
is a Cancer Covering the Sky And Beautiful Sunrises
And Sunsets And Green of Palm Trees Year ‘Round
The only thing that impresses me about my Uncle’s
Home is the View through His Window of God’s Face
and true i am not any more impressed with His 40 feet
of Windows from Floor to Ceiling than the 24-inch View
my Bedroom
Window for
Both Views
are the Size of
God’s Face that is Never ending…
Now No Different than the View from Within…
but see this View Did not Come Free.. i literally
had to write 7.7 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry to Expand
my Soul Within as today is the 77th Month Anniversary of Doing that
Now on 1.18.20 and while somewhat slowed thru the recovery from the Flu
12,572 Miles of Meditative Moving FLoWinG Public Dance in 76.7 Months of
doing that now.. but you see i’m not selling Vacuum Cleaners to one Day Build a
Mansion on A Bay in the Most Beautiful Place in the Entire World.. every Step of Dance
every Word of
Spiral Dance
And Song up the
Staircase of my Soul More
As additional Doors oF LiGHT
Continue to open Within to see more…
There are unlimited other ways of achieving
This but it is has absolutely nothing to do with Material
Goods.. with Power And Status.. With Recognition And Honor
as all those things are Just a distraction from Heaven Within
What You
Tend to come
to Understand
is God Offers a Gift
to Us for Free and surely
does not need a ‘thing’ back from
Us.. only the Love the Pure Love We continue to give and share for free..
Those are the Wings of God We Spread.. Those are the Wings that are totally Free..:)
“It has no nose..nor lungs..but it can breathe..
Do you know it???
It’s the morning..
Thank God for the new day..”
Smiles Sohair you Already Illustrated it with no Picture at all…:)
“You know the only thing that
attracted my attention in the
above image is the clear
sky in the early morning..
I feel afraid of big houses..
“Happiness is when you live with people
who really care about you and your feelings…
It’s about who we live with not where we live..
Great that you live inside the true nature..
I only enjoy the green coloured nature
when I visit my relatives in the countryside..
but I return home after that with a different soul..
a better soul..all passive energy goes away..I become fresh..”
So Far Away in Egypt So Far Away in Some Technical Aspects
of Culture And Religion but So Close in how We View What
Truly Counts in Life.. Smiles Sohair you Give me Greater
Hope for the Human Species.. And Here is a Gift for You
What First Drew my Attention When i went to the
Beach on Tuesday After Seeing my Doctor..
it was if a most Sublime and
Beautiful Painting
Appeared Before
my Eyes True not much
Color only Beach and Fog
With Brown Sea Oats Swaying
in the Breeze but after i got home looking
at the Photo more closely what really struck
me was the Peace and Harmony of the Foggy Day
at the Beach.. the 3 Seagulls Standing in the Distance
By the Shore and the Lone Human Being who wasn’t really
Alone for That Person was Part of the Vast Nature yes the Face
of God Free in the Spirit Yes the Breath of the Wind as God’s Lungs
Fuel the Fire of Life in all of us.. and in this place of Nature Free
unscathed by Human Worries.. Our Souls Do Become Refreshed
with the Salt Breeze for in this place there are no Fears
no Stress Just Freedom of God’s Breath and
Feeling Sense of Fully Living
With Empathy Radiating
From Us For all that is
Nature as God’s Face
upon us as We Take Flight
of Freedom Again Wings Above
Wings Below Within Inside outside
And ALL Around ever more now yes Free…
Smiles my FRiEnD still a bit of Bronchitis Left-over
on this 14th Day of Enduring the Flu.. but over 2 Hours of
work-out and over 4 Hours of Dance as that Mileage is already
rising now to 12,584 Miles since we Last spoke.. Strangest thing
but when i went to work-out even after Losing around 5 Pounds
through all the cold sweats of illness i felt stronger than i believe i
ever have.. i had to check the weights to make sure i wasn’t picking up
something lighter.. smiles and then i left in the rain and slipped a bit
off a step as i stepped on a root trying to avoid some of the rain
underneath a shelter feeling my Achilles Tendon strain a bit
again… but the discomfort didn’t last too long as i took
it easy but still finished 4 More Hours of Public Dance..
I felt the Flow in Full come back
ascending and transcending
all the difficulties of the
challenges of illness
in the Last 2 Weeks..
SMiLes i felt the real Magic
again Fully with no more stress
or fears as the Flu surely will put us in
a Grave if we are not careful to get well..
it is the Pneumonia that often brings folks down..
i feel really blessed that in all my Decades of Life that
i’ve spent 6 and a Half Years feelings and sensing Life this
Way and even better a Path Back through Illness when i lose my
way a bit.. truly a path back that so far is almost guaranteed to work
the Moving Meditation.. i wish People could understand that the benefit
is so much more than what some folks see as a waste of time that makes no
Price is there
to Put on Heaven
within none.. none..
as nothing will compare
to the Higher Force of God
Within Unleashed and Released
to feel and sense what most other Animals
find all on they own without speaking a word
one might ask how i am i so sure they do for true i feel their
Soul often More Powerful a Force that is real than almost every Human
i pass
in Walmart
my FRiEnD
know this place
exists there are no
words that will ever give
it full credit we only find out
what it is we are missing when
we finally come home within to meet God more Fully..
Smiles my FRiEnD even from such a Distance in a photo
this is the place i feel like the Human in the Photo was
seeking and finding that day.. their Feelings the empathy
of them
What Drew
me to Capture
the Photo only finding the evidence later..:)
Painted Heaven Fades From:
Love Continues to: Paint…
Shells Mirror…
See Creatures…
Wave.. Breathe…
SouL SPeaK NoW
Candle Goes Out…
NoT All DanCE SinG NoW
When Our Roots Agree with Our
Leaves as Living Trees of Love
We Naturally Fertilize the World
Always my Pleasure Dear Yeka..
Inspiration oF Light Pass Code ❤️ Love…
Your Home DeLiGHT🌈
No doubt if i was a Woman
I’d have to ask my Wife
Where the Zipper is
To get out of a Dress…
(Yes.. if i was a Woman
I’d Still be Married
To a Woman there
Is no other way for me)
She Travels Around
With A Balloon
Filled Now With
Helium constantly
And Occasionally
Violently Yanking
It Back Down
To Earth Now
Anyway… A Best
Sign of Mental
Health is
We Jovially
Laugh at our
Self and
Silly a
Delight in Life…
Your Story is Fun!…
SMiLes as far as i can and will ‘see’ and ‘do’ the Human Potential to Create Original
Art out of Imagination that is Effort Without Force; Art Without Reason; Flow with no Reason;
And Without Knowing is most definitely a Spiritual Realm that is Real for me in Autotelic Flow
That is Simply
Heavenly Bliss;
that i for one practice
in Moving Meditation Dance and
Song of Words coming ‘Wu Wei’ Now
As Action Without Forcing; as all of Life
Becomes Water, Waves, and Ocean Same;
in other Words, Yin of Big Picture and Yang
of Small Details; Roots and Leaves Become one
As We Fertilize Existence with Additional Colors of
Loving All there is about existence more; Yes, DarK Thru LiGHT.
Science Proves this Spiritual Realm Exists; and in Fact Meditation both
Still and Moving Meditation is a Real Fountain of Youth that Regenerates Gray Matter
in the Brain; Reduces Stress that is Fear; Generates Greater Empathy and Compassion for
all that is; and considering in 77 Months of practicing a Meditation of Free Verse Song in Poetry
with 7.7 Million Words of that; and 12,584 Miles of Public Dancing in Moving Meditation along with that since
the Age of 53; and 66 Months Prior to July, 19th, 2013, Living with a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening Disorders
as a shut-in in my Bedroom; including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; the worst assessed Pain Known to Humankind
from wake to sleep; that now yes, my Leg Strength pushing 60 Years-Old this June is three times Greater than when i was
22, Running 10K Races then; as yes, 1520 Pounds now is Three times more than 500 Pounds then; i just got over 2 Weeks
of the Flu; and my Strength still hasn’t gone anywhere but the same and more; Yes, by all Empirical Measure i found the
Real Fountain of Youth; Eastern Philosophies have understood this for Thousands of Years; and Science is now Just catching up as in a State of Flow with Just Small Amounts of Intermittent Meditation; Science assesses Creativity
400 to 500 Percent, in increases above ‘the control’ of ‘just the norm’.
The thing is; This Experience is Cross Cultural; Terms include Prana; Satori; Tao; Qi; Wu Wei; Ka, Ki, Chi, Kundalini
Rising as sure Yoga is slow and Moving Meditation too; every Hold; every Pose is a symphony of Muscle Fibers
Moving to attain and keep that pose; But in General the Bottom Line is Autotelic Flow as far as Science
Related Terms apply; as Transient Hypo-Frontality is the Organic Scientific Description of what happens
when we move out of the restriction of Neo-Cortical Control and Light the Rest of our Brain and Subconscious
Mind up through Body Whole bringing Greater Human Potential to the Center Focus of our ‘Light’ as Human beings;
as yes, Cognitive Executive Functioning not only becomes a Laser Focused Highly Tuned Ferrari Human Being for
Reason; but Yes Big Picture Art Being too; what comes next are the results that are in deed empirically measurable
and real.
The Sum of Art and Reason is the Spirit of all We Can And Will be as more;
A Real Christmas Tree Human Being that continues to Light More Colors as We Flow.
It is more than Seeing into the Spiritual Realm; It is Being and Doing the Spiritual Realm too.
As Far as Bad Ghosts and Demons and Scary UFO Stuff; that’s not something i care to create;
there is enough of that in Politics/Religion; more than enough to fill my plate that is as real as real gets;
for it is true; there is Negative Flow; Negative Synchronicity; And the Nocebo Effect too; as some folks
in the
Dark Side
too; lately
it’s been colored ‘Orange’;
the Roots and the Leaves are in Deed Minion in Affect and Effect.
Other than that; have a nice day; i continue to ‘iFly’, Just ’cause i can and will.
In deed, i am Naturally Super Logical and Reasonable; but in deed when Magic comes and Proves it’s real;
i am still Naturally
And Reasonable
When Magic is Real;
the Synergy of both now
is truly beyond measure; “it’s just a fact”, Life is Art at Best;
The Life We Can and Will Co-Create Now is beyond the iMaGiNaTioN of Yesterday.
In other Words; Demons, Ghosts, and UFO’s someone else created; i’ll do something new.
As Far as UFO’s go; any Species developing enough Empathy to get along without destroying
each other; more than likely Would have Enough Empathy and Common Sense to understand
Just How great the Gift of Life is that Makes Life worth Dying to Live; and additionally, my God
We are only Evolved to Live Where We are Evolved to Live; only a ‘Rocket Scientist’ could miss
‘the knows’ of their face. Empathy that is advanced in Compassion Extends out Far more than
Just the Flesh and Blood of One Species; for less than a Grain of Sand will be Seen as the Foundation
for whatever stands upon it with the Force of Love. Humans like this Will Go Down With their Ship before Fleeing
with their
between their legs…
If one ever really lives one won’t be scared of dying;
This is What Flow Teaches; Now Is Eternal; and all that is; that’s spiritual enough for me, at least..:)
It would be a bit of a Nightmare, if ‘the Beatles’ Were the only Band that ever existed….. And Yesterday is all there is…..
God is Life NoW in case
‘You’ did not get the broad
band show on that
YeS oF CourSE ThE
BroaD BanD LiFE
Considering It’s ‘SunDay’
And Who Was Left Supporting
‘Jesus’ At His Death… Then…
Who The F Would Jesus
Hang Around With If He
ReAlly Comes aT aLL…
As LoVE… i Don’t Care WHaT
‘You’ Say Life Is Good LiFE iS HEaVeN NoW MaN UP.
LoVE Is The Gift We CReaTE ToGeTHeR BesT MorE
CoLoRFuLL We WiLL iN SubliMe Beauty Feathers
CoNTiNuinG APPreCiaTinG WinD Now Wings Free…
“If you want a rose, you can’t run away from the thorns.”
Oh Lord Ain’t That the Truth Life Will Be So Thorny Finding
one’s Way to the Colors of Flowers Free.. Reminds me of the
January Flu hehe.. Day 16 Now including Bronchitis Complications…
Katrina’s Visit with the Doctor today as she gets a topping of Sinus and Ear
Infection out of the Thorny Deal with An Inhaler and a Shot in Her Butt and
some Antibiotics too..
True actually i only
missed one Weight
Work-out thru the Whole
Ordeal and i’m not sure how i did
that and the Dance Mileage is accumulating
‘big time’ again too as Monday today becomes Dance
Day While the Prescription of Medicine and other Basic
Supplies are purchased as Katrina works-out this way at
least thru Her Illness too.. but ain’t that the Way Life goes
it’s not all a Rose Garden with Just Flowers those Darn Thorns
are spread out like Mine Fields Just Waiting for Us.. Nope.. no Perfect
Loves and So much Effort to make Love Real all the way thru Thorns and
Flowers too.. if you think you are going to get away with only Flowers with Love
You Better find a Good Robot to Get to Partner up with.. with Artificial Flowers that
Never Wilt now.. but on
the other hand chances
are those will only be Cold
Hugs after the Love that
Never Started is already gone…
Smiles Yeka from Pass Code Love i am so Happy
to come here today and find 3 Posts to be inspired
by as that associates with “Peace is Power”
“Your Key. Your Life” and “Choose Joy! With
HeART” that is Practically the Trifecta Aim
to Happiness my Friend.. True Peace is
Most Definitely Power as Peace is the quiet
Garden Where Love Sprouts Highest Now
And True i will only Add Truth as without Truth
Love Will Not Be Truly Satisfying in Trust and
continuing Faith in all that is Life and God so inspiring
Dear Friend now off to Check on “Your Key. Your Life”!
Smiles i Believe in “Autotelic Flow” Where We become totally engaged in
what We Do and Generate our Own Happiness within in increasing complexity
of what we ‘souly’ Focus on Now in the Present Gift of the Moment where we stay
in a sweet spot ‘tween Boredom and Anxiety; and continue to fulfill our Human Potential
More; smiles best done
Financially Independent
but if one is still aiming
Toward that Freedom
Best done for Money
too.. where we Love
What We are doing
totally Engaged
where the
is always
worth more than the Pay..
It’s like the Man who Went to
Work for a Corporation as a Janitor
and Became the CEO he was only
interested in Making the Cleanest
Toilet of All; true an Honest CEO
Will go so far to achieve His
Employers Loyalty
and Trust too;
the Truth
It is really a clogged
Septic Tank of Life overall…
Smiles there is nothing to hide
With Truly Clean Toilets no different than Soul…
perhaps a Crude analogy but it is still true that Sanitation
has saved far more Human Lives than Modern Medicine ever will…
Smiles i worked as a Janitor 6 Years thru 3 College degrees starting out at the
Bottom and working to do the best job is truly transferrable to any other
Next Honor
Integrity and
Loyalty Truth Spells Love…
And as far as Human Love goes
Without Honesty of Sharing True Feelings
there will never be True Human Love..
if my Wife is ever mad at me
i accept her feedback
best i will with a smile
and never
fail to
Hug her
Before Sleep…
Both Happens Love still Breathes…
Bringing Smiles to other Folks
Total Strangers as i Dance in Public
Now Halfway around the World in total
Distance, 12,593 Miles.. in close to 77
Months is what Brings me the Most
Joy as every stranger
who wears a
New Smile
is no longer
a Stranger my
Friend… hehe… i erase
Strangers every where i Dance…
Thanks so much for this Inspiration
on 1.20.2020 still my Time in Crisp
Cool Sunny Panhandle of Florida
the State of Flowers.. my County
Santa Rosa.. A Church i visit
each Weekend, St. Rose of Lima..
the Catholic Church
Parish in this County
too; Lovely Flowers
And Thorns to appreciate
the Smell of the Entire Rose of Love more…
Hi Vrunda! in all things Life Like Lovers, Work, Homes, and Cars;
Falling in Love With them may Be So Easy but Staying in Love
is accepting the Moment as is DarK Thru LiGHT and making the
Best of Sunshine and Storms too…
Smiles.. i’ve kept the Same And First
Wife close to 30 Years; the First And
Same Home for over 26 Years; and on
Average i keep the Same Car for 15 Years;
And that’s a Huge part in how i became Financially
Independent by Age 47 as it’s true i kept the Same Job
with the Government for 25 Years and was fortunate enough
to Have the Benefit to retire Early at age 49; that’s pretty Good
considering that even with 3 College Degrees that Job started off
at close to Minimum Wage for the Government until it got converted
to Federal Civil Service Later and the Wage Automatically Doubled
that was the Lucky part of the whole deal but i had to do the rest of
the work… Smiles…
i ended up at the top
of the Heap of Pay Grade
Levels for the Government
But did you know that Science
Suggests on average now the Least
Happiest age for Human Beings is 47;
and the Most Happy is when Human Beings
are Young and Old on average; i wasn’t surprised
to Hear this as at the so-called Most Successful part
of my Career i was the Most Miserable of all then for all
The Stress that took a toll on me for 11 Years getting there..
true that took a real toll.. almost my life and 66 Months of Recovery
time to get remedied from 19 stress related Medical Disorders that were
Life Threatening in Synergy as i’ve probably mentioned in our conversations before..
Hehe; smiles, i didn’t literally get named as
Famous and a Legend until after i got
well and started Dancing in Public
Halfway around the World in
Distance now at 12,593 Miles
in close to 77 Months of doing that
along with 7.7 Million Words of Long
Form Poem in the Same Span of Months
since 8.18.13.. but you know what whenever anyone
from the General Public calls me Famous or a Legend
it is less satisfying than the Actual Joy of the Dance and
the Writing too; even though i’ve never made a Penny off of
anything i’ve done since i stopped actually making Money for Work…
What i’ve come to find is as long as i am Engaged in the Flow of what
i am enjoying doing now that is the true meaning to me for Complete Success
and Happiness now.. really the only way it will be taken away is if i come to value
what i am doing now as less than any reward i see coming in the Future.. but of course
that takes work too; just not for money; for the Joy of Living now at best i see in moving, connecting
and co-creating ways; i must say this is being In Love with Life to me; and the thing is no one can take
it away as i generate the Happiness from Within; all i have to do is continue to do what i love to do;
but of course it is the
Seeking and finding
whatever that is that
may be difficult for the
average person to find;
and of course so many people
spend their Life doing what they really
can’t stand as their only reward is the pay
check from the Job they do; that is no life at all to me;
And People have asked me to get in Dance Contests before
in Public for money but i’ve always said no even to smaller contests
Just for fun as there is no competition for me but what i improve on now
Next at my own pace in increasing complexity in Flow away from Both
Boredom and Anxiety now.. but of course that is just the way i do it..
but i really don’t
see Society’s
Ideas of
in getting the
biggest Toys and
the Most Power and
Status in Work as anything
of Success to me in fact i don’t believe
in Goals only aiming as High as i will
in fulfilling Human Potential now but true
i can afford to do that as the only cost is Freedom..
i tend to measure what i do after i finish doing it Just for my Record Book..
Haha; trust me i suck at Team Sports too; it made it stressful being an
Athletic Director of a Military Installation and SO EMBARRASSING!
But i learned to get Comfortable in My Body and now i am a Butterfly
On Land.. hehe; if i can do it you can too; just takes practice
And the big plus is The fearless part.. hAha
Just aim at objects in your room and kick at
Them without striking
Them you might
Become a Ballerina
Like me; you’ll just
Look like one
Hehe.. hey, i can’t
Even convince Katrina
to do it and she literally
Climbed 40 Foot trees
At 8 years-old;
i am still petrified
Of heights but not
Dancing in Public;
It is really really a
Miracle i can do that
Now but all it took
Was the first step
Yep showing
Up and refusing to
Quit.. there are so many other ways to do
It; GOAL: NO FEAR Then you are forever
Now Free in Flow and No One will take That
away from You; that is what i wish for You Now….
Okay; Honestly, i can’t imagine you physically striking any person or object; it is foolish to
Do either as both are trauma and potential injury. My Martial Arts Lesson will involve nothing of
that; in fact, in Art, in whole, it will be described in 4 Words: Become Friends With Gravity. Without Balance of Body there is no Balance of Mind; the same is true of Art in Mind and Body order too
as that applies to Emotions Regulating And Senses Integrating From Head to toe in increasingly complex Flow away from both Boredom and Anxiety. Yoga brings focus and control though structured poses but what it fails to do is freely allow our Bodies to express Emotions
and Senses intuitively and complete rather than Spoon-fed and controlled by
someone else. Smiles, under my Martial Arts Lesson The Dance of Spirit
Will be free ranging Expressing Anger thru Joy; it will be more
Like that painting of The Snow With Colorful Trees holding
Hands with Nature
Unafraid of Storms
Still to come through
as accepting of
Snow and
as raging Waves
of Seas.. this is the gift
i wish for you… Friends
With Gravity where you
No longer Fall or
Feel the
Need to rise…
Beautiful in Deed
It is.. the Chinese call
It ‘Wu Wei’.. but it needs
No name.. Every Living
Being Truly Free is Friends
With Gravity… But yeah.. I’ll link
An Official Description
Of it too as i realize
You come from a
Rigid Background
Of Rules and Regulations
with Realistically no
End in sight at
Work perhaps;
But not play…
But not free…
To just be
A Living Tree…
A Rose With Flowers
And Thorns in Balance
DarK Thru Light NoW..:)
God Dances Balance
Every Lost Boy And Or Girl
WiLL FinD A VoicE mY Mother’s
LoVE i ReverBEratE LiGHT
Love that is True and
Legend is Measured by
All Four Seasons of Life…
As Far As Allie and Noah
And ‘the Notebook’…
What lives
Longest is
The Feeling
As Shells of
Form Drift Away
Essence of Love May
In Deed Be Captured by
Art too… my Uncle and
Aunt approaching 90
Can’t remember
Their Living
But they
Still Smile
In this way now…
Love is the memory
That never Really dies…
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Science can’t even Reliably Measure and Replicate the Human experience of Emotions.
Science can’t even Reliably Measure and Replicate the Process of How Human Consciousness actually works.
i enjoy Science but it is only good at what it can and will reliably measure and replicate in terms of Existence, overall.
Overall, considering Consciousness is our existence; Art is much Better at describing Our Inner Universe than Science
ever will as it just doesn’t have a tool to reliably measure and replicate the Essence of our Existence; Yes, our
Conscious experience.
There are so many dimensions of Conscious Experience. There are so many Human Potentials left Untapped.
Some folks are color blind;
Some folks are mind blind;
Some folks cannot even read
Emotions into what eyes have to speak;
And Yet we try to put concrete shoes on all the potentials
of Life that NOT EVERY ONE experiences. Count me out; if i had listened
to what Science insisted my Future would be based on Averages i’d be DEAD;
It is diverse as every color of every flower; every reflection
of every grain of sand that either shimmers or stays dim.
i see ‘Dead People’ who are living without a fuller ‘spiritual realm’
most every where i go; they are missing parts now like Art of heART
and Art of smART; all they may left with is ‘s’ and ‘m’ of ‘he’; sort of like ‘Republican Politics’;
or in general, people who scam others for material gains; there is so much more of that now
that the opportunities present themselves online; ‘Good spirits’ are getting harder to find; that is what i seek.
Yep; there are plenty of Ghosts and Demons Wandering the Earth with UFO Souls as metaphor of course that
is as real as real gets in the Inner Universe of What We Experience and attempt to articulate with others.
The Flesh and Blood Spirit is as real as what we Exercise as our moving, connecting, co-creating potentials.
And every time i think of the ‘pathetic attempts’ to describe the Emotional and Sensory Experiences of life
in ‘that Old King James Version of a Bible’; i am reminded of the Round Table of Old White Angry Men at the
Hardee’s Breakfast Bar that exclude any Female input for their View of their Subjective World as it exists.
Haha; the Human condition Still wears diapers in what our potentials really are; i venture to sing most of those
diapers are still of the male variety as they fear what lurks inside; both Shadow and Flowers that Stand to Bloom
without fear.
Emotional/Sensory Realm Equals Spiritual Realm Equals the Subjective Experience of our Inner Experiences;
Some folks are incapable of actually feeling and sensing Love and freely giving and sharing Love at ALL.
So many kinds of disabilities; so much poverty of Human Flesh and Blood HeART, Spirit, and Soul; so many
that are not labeled at all. This is a much Bigger Issue than just Ghosts, Demons, and UFO’s; this is an existential
issue of Black Abyss thru Purgatory Shades of Grey to Feeling and Sensing Unlimited Colors beyond Rainbows of Heaven now; That Much Science can at least light up on a Brain scan to see there is a difference; a shallow view; never the less, different.
“To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour”
-William Blake
That’s seeing into the Real Spiritual
Realm; it is an exercise of Human Potential fulfilled.
Again; Ghosts, Demons, and UFO’s; that’s no different
to me than what Antiquated Bibles have to offer of Human Potential.
Neuroscience currently suggests we all Hallucinate our Realities as we go based on what
We Hallucinate Before; i will much rather Create Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven and
experience what William Blake suggests is possible than still in live in 3 Black and White Channels of Life;
So, i for one; just do it.
i listened to so much naysaying about Human Emotions being mush and
all of what human limits were here based on Science; my results; my effective results now
are empirically measurable and irrefutable; no need to go over them again; at least not for me.
It’s the difference between living and Living in color as to whether or We Truly See, Be, and Do a Spiritual Realm that’s Real.
Smiles.. i Love hearing about feelings this is what any Authentic relationship
And even True Love is Defined as intimate in Expressing our true Feelings Dark
thru Light.. Yes.. DARK thru LIGHT.. We are all Human if we ever expect to be fully
understood and loved by others we cannot hide either what we love or hurts us from
Those we love for what inevitably happens is One Day that shadow
Takes control and relationships disappear not glued well enough
By all the Human we are… we Really must embrace the moments
Our close ones are sad And upset and give them the opportunity to
Explain why.. Some folks are so Very GREAT about being positive but there
Is truly a Greater Danger of not facing And resolving conflicts In Life that should harm
No relationship permanently that is Authentic in Nature.. As Far as promises go it’s not
Just about promises.. It’s about sincerity in Every Word we speak… It’s important that we
Measure every word with what we truly mean… even if it may
Not be necessarily what the other person
Wants to hear this is
Where the Difference
Between True Love and
False Love comes into
Play Literally how
Brave we Will be
Genuinely now in
Expressing yes our
Positive feelings and
Negative ones with
Someone who is
Strong enough to
Catch us when we
Fall.. I’ve caught
Katrina in my
Arms when she’s
Fallen almost every day
For very close to 30
Years of Marriage…
In turn she has caught
Me too but very rarely
Do i go to “the Dark
Side” as i am genuinely
Happy now.. When i go
There it is for a real reason…
This is the strength
i am Speaking
Of not just holding
The Angel in your
Arms but the Devil
In each other too…
When you get married
This is what marriage will be about most..
Whether or not You are strong enough
To hold your spouse’s
Shadow.. some how
Some way you are
Going to have to
Learn to make
It through conflicts
If not you will never
Find four walls
Where hugs continue..
Smiles very purposefully
I’ve let you spar
With me.. but you
See you have nothing
To lose from me as i
Am strong enough to
Handle whatever shadow
you could possibly throw at me
And never give up on
You.. no matter what
Advice anyone gives
Me.. getting you to
Throw your shadow at
Me was only the first
Step in helping you
To be a Stronger
Person… i have Faith
In You no matter
What you have
Been through in
Your past you are
A Valuable human
Being every Beauty
Mark and Scar no
Different to me
No one will ever
Be Loved without
Tender care for
Both Beauty
And Scars
As both
Compose our
Genuine Souls…
Both Drive our Breath…
Smiles.. when i worked
For the Navy at a Bowling Center
For almost two decades it was my
Responsibility to Help Resolve conflicts
Between Drunken Sailors.. the only way
To do it is to be in control of your own
Personal shadow to lift the others up…
That experience is probably one of the biggest
reasons my marriage Lasted it takes practice
AND PATIENCE To resolve conflicts
And never ending
Forgiveness or
We metaphorically
Kill what we truly love..
It’s really not about
Taming someone…
It’s about loving
All of them…
Much harder
To do than say..
i don’t have to say
Promise as all
My Words are
Now And do
Not go away..
That takes concerted
Effortless Action In
Every Breath i take
Yes DarK Thru Light
No Rose No Flowers
Without thorns
Except for
We All must
Accept the Blood
With Love if we
Want a Genuine Life..🙂
You are doing a great
Job i Am so very Proud of You…🙂
“The Rock cries out to us today, You may stand upon me, But do not hide your face.”
Surely Words for Civil Rights in Action Verily Words of Mary Angelou how far have
We Traveled Away from Truth in Light as Falsehoods are surely not afraid
to show their Face in both LiGHT and DarK NoW.. True the dVerse
International Poetry Pub has another Prompt on the Term
‘Secrets’ too but these words above are the first prompt
of the Week for how the Brave Will tell the Truth
for How those with Feelings of Superiority
in Impunity continue to Spew whatever
they care to do with Septic
Tank Remains
of Truth
so far
Away from
Light These days…
We are Witnessing History
as Abuse of Power at the top
for some at least is considered not
much of a big deal sort of like the Democracy
that so far many of us do continue to enjoy.. with
Civil Rights still intact too… Humans are the Same Classically
Evolved Creatures as they were before all this storing grains in Silo’s
Greed and Hoarding took the place of Free Trade in Giving And Sharing
the Fruits of Life as Foragers will Naturally do more Matriarchal Leaning
in cooperation
over competition
now to Bleed every
Onion of Humanity Dry…
When there is no Empathy
And Compassion left what to
Give and Receive in all its current
Forms is Trump Stink Stank Stunk of Life…
Except for those who resist and refuse to fall to
Side of
the Never
Ending Night
of Day that is Lies…
True there are two sides
to the Face of the Rock one
is Truth One is Love one is False one is Fear
As Hate and Hope have no open Hands of Love
anyway let’s see where the Prompt at dVerse will
Take me next.. as i haven’t visited yet this year might as well go..:)
Finding Nature Preferable
to the Human Touch Now
Nature in Deed Dances Sings
Back to Us NoW in Superior
Ways of Truth not
sullied by
Intellect Sold..:)
Still Tearing Down Plymouth
Rock Piece by Piece it
was never enough
to just take ‘Their’
Land Every
‘They’ Sold
Then For Profit
While Freedom
continues to Ring
more Distant Away..:)
Lord i did a Biographical Search
on ‘the Rock’ as it’s not a Movie
Genre or Wrestling Meme that i watch
Finding out his Father Rocky a Wrestler
Died just last Week.. He seems to be a Compassionate
Figure who hasn’t let fame go totally to his Head..
but His potential use of ‘Substances’
to ‘enhance’ his ‘Appearance’
is worrisome for his Health
at least… How Big does
one need to get
to Be.. as
an Athletic
Director of a
Military Installation
i’ve seen that dis ease
a common ‘dude thing’ these
days too.. we had an employee by
the Name of ‘Animal’ and behind the
Gym Counter he had a poster that
inspired the words ‘i am Big’..
Truly the Rock seems
to Have a Magnanimous
Kind and Compassionate
Personality a bit sad to
see him get sucked
down into the
really what
can be Life Threatening
Overall Toxic Patriarchy too..
there is the Man inside always bigger than
the man outside the real source oF A Rock..
Smiles i’m not sure what kind of substances
he might be using but Human Growth Hormone
would account for increases in the Skeletal structure
of His Head… working-out doesn’t increase that but Pituitary
Gland issues do as that relates to Human Growth Hormone too…
for his Health
surely best
if he is not
using anything
and does not have
any disease related issues..
Hollywood is rife with this issue…
those who don’t fall to it don’t rise to the same level of success
That’s really sad but it is the Nature of current success whatever it takes..:)
Scraps of Civilization
Garbage Dumps of Seas
Scavenging Left-Overs
Left to Eat..:)
It’s so sad to see that
Some Feel it seems
We do not all Breathe
True the Air Does not Discriminate
the Face of Nature carries the Weight
of whatever stands upon this Nature Free
for every grain
of Sand is
A Rock
of Holding
Up a Mountain
of Human Love
for Where does Love
Go but the Air We All Breathe..:)
Mouth of the Mississippi has become
So Polluted And Dead from
all of What Humanly
Pours into it..
truly it’s sad to
Walk along the Shores
not a fate yet assigned to
Living Beaches where i live further
East in the Panhandle of Florida
And then there is the Pollution
of Crimes and James Earl
Ray for who gets in the
way and who gets
to stay.. True
some days
the Rivers
Seems to Hold no conscience no Rock of Truth
No Memory as a ‘River of Shame’ is all that’s left..:)
Freedom from Within Freedom
from Without sad it is that these
West Virginian Mountains
Offering a Promise
of Freedom from
Slavery are
now such a
Home of the
Addictions of
Opiates where Freedom
Can and Will not Be Found Within..
True without Freedom Within all there
Rock of
Finds Free Within..:)
Only Seven connections but these days i only
Tend to go where my Creativity is openly welcomed..
whereas in April of 2015 thru March of 2016 i challenged myself
to respond Poetically in Return to every single prompt and Link from
the dVerse International Poetry Online Pub.. for an entire Year then..
an effort that resulted in 338,630 Words in one MacroVerse that i titled
‘GodsUniVerseNovel3′ fully illustrated with around 300 Lovely Photos of
Navarre and Pensacola Beaches with many Sunsets and Seagulls Caught
in Flight.. Photos i took along the Way to add Beauty to what inspired me to write
all those words as i worked hard to be inspired by what did not particularly interest
me in many cases but the exercise was indeed beneficial in Learning how to find Colors
in almost any situation and environment in life as without a bit of Struggle one doesn’t break
through to a Greater Side of Beauty for Words are only Fumes of the Inner Joy that requires no
external substances to ingest
or things to own…
Happy Just
the Imagination
and the Creativity
that Naturally comes
When We color our Winds
More Beautifully as We Paint
with Never Ending Possibilities and Potentials more
While factual discussions may gather dust and fade away
into antiquity the Beauty We Bring in Art truly is no Expiration date..
for it’s true i could respond poetically to every response i made in all
338,630 Words and in turn do it again beyond all time Perhaps that’s
the way
in General
Works as inspiration
to Live Gains Flight
Over and Over Again as Light..:)
i Love Social
Sciences and Arts…
Even the messy parts… hehe…
17th Day… Hopefully the
Tail end of Bronchitis
For me my
Wife just
Started her
Loving Glue
of Flu too..hehe..
SMiLes my Friend
Hopefully newer
Generations will
Appreciate our
Home and Each
Other Much Better
So the Air they Breathe
In Terms of Oxygen Will
Be Free, Love, and literally
To even
And in other News….
i surely don’t mind risk being ridiculed here for the Nature of the Spiritual Experiences
of my Life as that applies to even living at all. One CANNOT successfully ridicule someone
who has actually been to hell on Earth; it’s laughable to think it is possible at all. Nor will
anyone truly successfully take someone out of Heaven on Earth Below Sticks and Stones when
they Manufacture Heaven within For Real as even Science Shows that Autotelic Flow is no Fluke or Woo;
sure, “Wu Wei” in general, but no Woo.
Okay; two years into the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia as Part of the 66-Month Journey
of that Human Physical Disease assessed as literally the Suicide Disease and a Pain worse than the real torture
of Crucifixion for those who think that so-called ‘Jesus’ had it rough; my Stint lasted from Wake to Sleep as a Shut-in
in my Bedroom For an Entirety of 66 Months along with 18 other Medical Disorders that one day just went away on
a Sunny Beach Afternoon; all the pain and numb just melted away; assessed as A REAL MEDICAL MIRACLE by
the professionals attending to me at that date; that’s nothing new; incurable disease goes into remission
and into the files of medically unexplained recoveries; there was no prognosis for recovery for me before
that day.
But that’s not the really strange part that literally likely saved my Life.
Where a Migraine Headache is relative Heaven in Comparison or someone burning the Skin of Your Body with a Flame.
For me there was no choice but to put a Metal Chain Hidden in a Basket of a Bicycle in case the pain got so bad
there was no other choice but to end it all; i already attempted to Jump off a bridge at the beginning; at least
4 MG of Ativan was enough to put me to sleep after that for my only escape from Pain and Numb; so i survived
another 2 Years; picking a tree out on a named road far enough from Home where hopefully no one would ever
find me; feeding the Vultures giving my Life some ending Purpose; Just a Plan; Just in Case it all got even worse.
Then that Night my Wife and Her Dream; as she woke and said that was so strange it was Spring of 2010 and
she said she was Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments with Her deceased Grandmother Naming the Road that
she Never mentioned before that i had picked out that day.
i had lost all Hope in Life; but that surely proved to me at least that there was more to life than i was
Perceiving then to be fully possible and true; It was enough to carry me through the Full 66 Months until
i recovered as the 33 Month Tail-end of that was Spent on this Website starting Thanks Giving Day of
2010; my first ability in 33 Months to even effectively use my eyes for any reading at all to tolerate
a Mountain of Pain for every word i read/wrote here; just two inches from a screen on the dimmest
setting as prescription shades only made the pain that much worse; i still could not tolerate any noise at all.
There was never a second i could be totally sure i would make it to the next second of existence;
and indeed that Chain Still stayed in that Bicycle Basket although plans of ending it all never came again
through all that pain and numb.
I for one have 100 Percent proof enough for myself that a Force Much Greater than what we see that
is meaningful as Mind of all that is exists; that guides me now intuitively in Autotelic Flow i for one Generate
and Co-Create as my existence now; i didn’t learn to do anything of what i do out of books or instructions;
3 College Degrees and 33 Years of pay for work prepared me for nothing of what it would take to survive and
heal then; it all came intuitively from Within; fortunate was i to have a Wife who is capable of connecting to more
than what she has read in book or by instruction too; Her Mind is free not weighted down by the expectations of
a Society that is so confining; no different than mine now; We are Free; our Human Potentials are expanded
for we are
not weighted
down by what
is spoon-fed now from Birth;
Mechanical Cognition Limits Social
Empathic Mind Including what one
may Describe as the Spiritual Realm of
Life too including Original Art in Creativity
too; Our Innate, Instinctual, and Intuitive Greater Potentials too;
When one Limits their Existence to the Realm of Mechanical Cognition
Reasoning mind they shut down so much of their Human Potential that is
both Magic
and Miracle
in comparison
of all the Colors of
Life that are experienced now;
you see i am coming from Flow now;
i don’t need to research a damn thing as
i go; for this Mind Within is beyond infinity as it connects to all;
sure; those are all metaphors for something so much deeper that words will ever convey now;
Sad for anyone now who misses out on greater Human Potentials failing to at least attempt to seek and find them now;
it’s Like Living in Paradise compared to a Desert with just Sand and No Water at all; been there done it ain’t going back…
Yep; a Dentist Drill Pain in Your Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Will touch is kinda Rough;
What Led to the Trip to the Bridge was the Dysautonomia that no longer allowed my
Autonomic Nervous System to Properly Synch my Blood Pressure with my Heart
Rate; None of this was diagnosed until 2 Years or so later than the start of
2008; the Sjogren’s Syndrome with eyes no longer making tears was
additionally challenging but every time i tried to lay down and
go to sleep to escape the pain my Heart Raced to take
Blood to my Brain; an Alpha Blocker provided one
Hour of very Cardboard Shallow Sleep for
the first 35 of 40 days; and the last
5 days of 40 nothing worked
anymore and somehow
i managed the strength as
i couldn’t make it to the shower
on my own to grab the Car Keys to
find a place to end it all a Bridge but i was
too weak to get out of the Car; my Sister Miraculously
Found me at the Bottom of the Bridge took me and i struggled
to find a way to escape and jump off the Shallow end of a River Board
Walk; then she drove over 80 MPH on a Country road threatening to kill
us both as she had Asperger’s Syndrome too and it’s kinda hard to find a
friend outside of family and living without a brother was too much for her to bear.
i said no and eventually agreed to go to the Hospital and the Ativan Put me down and saved
my life; sure for what that was worth through the full 66 Months of the Pain; it started two Years
before that too with the Sjogren’s Syndrome as it affected the Nerves of my Feet then too as we Watched
the Movie “Happy Feet” then in 2006 and i couldn’t even bear to touch the Floor with
my Shoes on; so many years to get that diagnosed; the first sign of the Eye Pain was
i couldn’t stand Colors on TV and then all i could stand is black and white TV; all of this
Related to 11 years of Chronic Stress from 1996 to 2007 before the worst
of the Pain came in January of 2008; last two Years spent in fight or
flight Adrenaline constant stress; all work related all those years;
but it was all worth it for i escaped all of the Spoon-Fed real
Mush of Culture that was holding all of my Human Potential
Back; Pain and Numb; Disease and Disorder will
a be a Gift too; it’s just Hard to see when
you are living in Hell on Earth now;
Heaven makes the rest of
the deal more than
worth it
Eternally now.
Thanks for the Reference; Just more
Evidence that all of ‘this’ is really real;
The Transcendent Spiritual Realm Within that
is available with Paths that work to yes; generally speaking, the “same place”;
All Natural For me; but Yes, so many Years of practice to get to where i am now
and actually “stay here” without Fail; Moving Meditation in Flow and Stream of
Consciousness Meditative Writing in Flow Keep me ‘here’ continuously now;
of Charge..:)
Perhaps the Children
Will Even Dance And Sing
Free with No More Refrains
of “Quiet Hands and Feet” by
‘Terminator Songs’ of those who Subject
the Future of a Child to just an Empty Dream now..
Meanwhile.. me and others are gonna ‘tear these Walls Down of Babylon’ now.
Relationships Thrive When Honesty
And Integrity Is Left iN TacT Particularly
When Each Person Is Free to Pursue All
Potentials… The Devil Never Forgets His
Truest Friend Or Have You Forgotten Who i AM
No one Has Ever Seen Me Truly
Angry but me Trust me ‘You’ Never
Wanna Go There Again So i SMiLE
Yes THere IS A REaSoN Why
The Devils DancE And SinG
i KeeP mY LoVE LiViNG
FoR HeR So She Will NeVeR Have
to Go Back… With me as no one else ever will..
i am no Fool To Dream More i PaY ALL My Debts
With The Blood of Soul The Fire of Love That’s Real
to: (Store) Shed Fear Less And Love From: Shed (Give) More
Side Note: You Will Do So Much With Words…. oF Poetry aT LeasT…
Okay Back to Get the Jobs Done….
NauTiLusT oF SoUL
Shedding Chambers
As We Go Storing
Go Vibrations
Moving Forward NoW
Mass Energy Left ReStore…
Shedding Souls PoEtrY UPLoads…
Shedding Any Shadow
of Darkness for me
These Days
Is As Close
As A Three
Minute Three
Foot Space of
Two Feet in a Spiral
Dance or Perhaps
Now Just Raising
One Arm to the Heavens
Within As Bio-Feedback
of Thousands of Miles
of Spiraling Dance
Will Automatically
oF Joy To Give And
Share TotAlly Free
Sort of the way
Words Will
Dance too
is the Feather
And WinD oNE…
Clothes of Culture
Language of Tools
A Deeper
Living Again…
Dark Shadows
Shedding Light
Moonlit Dream
Blood Becomes
Human Soul…
‘Apocalypse’ Original
Greek Definition
Shedding Veils
oF iGnorance NoW
Avoiding All Desires
to: Blow The Place up
From: LoCusT
oF Wisdom
Away From Control…
Armor of the
HeART Shedding
War Shields
to: LoVE…
oF Materials
What Does Live…
Of Dance
First Step:
HAHaHA the solution is the same
as it is 12,000+ Years ago… Just Dance/Sing,
Move, Connect, Co-Create NEED i SAY MORE
My God Little Children Naturally do ‘this’ until someone says BE STILL BE A ROBOT DIE
WHERE YOU STAND FOR HUMAN POTENTIAL Science Shows ‘this’ Regenerates Brain
Gray Matter; Cures Depression; Increases Focus, Human Potential in Creativity/Productivity
Moving Meditation in Free Dance through the Bio-Feedback of Practice Just Raising Your Arm slowly will takes ya back to ‘Heaven’… Sure ‘it’ takes more than sitting on Your Butt in a Chair but
it does the Same Thing as Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation TMS
FREE; yes, Free of Charge no ~$20,000 Out of Pocket
Charge as rarely does Insurance cover TMS
For Centuries+ Moving Meditation like a Spiraling
Mindful Awareness Free Dance Used for
Transcending to a Greater Spiritual Realm
From Almost Birth Society Teaches Us a Way
of Life of Data Download to successfully
Trap us in a Neo-Cortex Mind of Worry
Yeah back ‘in the Day’ when my Depression was so Severe they
Wanted to implant a Vagal Stimulator too in my Chest to Save my Life
Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation TMS to Overcome Depression Escaping
the Neo-Cortex of Worry Mind W/O Insurance is ~$20,000 Just to Repeat…
Salts, Fats, Sugars
So powerless under
The Evolutionary Draw
Of Chips and Coke… too
Poor for Pizza to
Complete the
Instant Gratification
Pie thank God no
Porn when i was
In Grade School
With ‘Crack Pipe’
Phones Brightly
Lit Screens
Of even More
Taking away
The Greatest Human
Incentive of only
Intermittent Reinforcement
To Drive greater
Inner and External
Achievement i still
Spent my play outside
In exercise so those
Calories burned away
Meanwhile 20 Percent
Of Teenagers are now
Obese And
Trump and
Is Replacing
The Michelle Obama
Healthy School Lunches
That Have Resulted In
An increase of 60 Percent
Of Children eating Vegetables
with Ala Carte Pizza Again
As the Health
Of Children is
A Disposable
For a
‘Trump Nation.
So Disgusting
When ‘that
Character’ off
The Austin Powers
Movie ‘Goldmember’
Is Elected Leader
More Care
Will Come…
Perhaps the Children
Will Even Dance And Sing
Free with No More Refrains
of “Quiet Hands and Feet” by
‘Terminator Songs’ of those who Subject
the Future of a Child to just an Empty Dream now..
Meanwhile.. me and others are gonna ‘tear these Walls Down of Babylon’ now.
i offer a Hand-out-up-all-the-way
For Free Just A Dance And Song in Flow
Take it or Leave it (Heaven) with Feet too
This iS HoW i REtALIATE toward a World
Grown Cold With Ignorance And
Constant Lies of Insincerity
As Empathy Falls off ‘the Ship’
SPREADING JOY my only Purpose
in Life i am A Real Tarot Fool Who Cares Nothing
For Money A Real Zero in Terms of Numerology too
Nah.. didn’t get paid any Green
For ‘that’ No Big Homes or Fast
Cars Nothing But Joy as You get
to Keep A Reward First And Last
Like the Peers in my 40th Class
High School Reunion ‘What are Doing Now’
HeaR Let Me Show you a ‘few’ Smiles of Heavenly Joy
Joy And Smiles vary
in Intensity of Colors
In Heaven Now some
more colorful than others
Although it’s True There was and still is
A Map of Heaven on Their Face (Smile)
Sure many of them are still patiently
Waiting for someone to take them
to Heaven Rather Than Showing Them Heaven now…
Nor Did Thousands of Video Voyeurs With All Free Promotion
of my Ministry of Dance in Autotelic Flow of Bliss, Nirvana,
Heaven now Nah Few of the ‘Participants’ the ‘Audience’
Understood in Advance They would Be Fully illustrating
a Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem at 7.7 Million
Words of Effort with all the 12,593 Miles of Dance in
77 Months too.. Yeah It’s True Folks Seek Fame and
Fortune Doing Stuff Like This Only For Empty Bucks
But All of that is only a Distraction From the Joy
inside and outside… Do You Understand the Real
Power of Heaven on Earth Now Within For
REAL When A Human Being Ascends
Transcends In the Art of Flowful Soul Force…
1.22.2020.. 2002 Public Dance Events
Innumerable Voyeur Videos Taken and
Shared Over the Course of Each Event
But it’s true Over 2000 Smiling Selfies
of Dance Joy is only a tip of the Iceberg
Brought in 2002 Public Dance Events in 77 Months
Genuine Smiles of Joy
That Are Free Weight
Our Souls With Real Gold (Love)
The Difference A World
of Dance.. Bringing Joy of Smiles
to Others Will Bring Not Hard to iMaGiNE for me at least…
The Power The Force of a Smile
of Genuine Joy Has No Equal
In Healing A Human Soul in LiGHT
i could cover a Public Wall in a Collage
of Over 2000 Smiling Joy Photos…
It Would Be Almost impossible
to Pass by it Not Feeling Joy now…
HAha it would take 6 Years Changing
A Facebook Profile Pic Every Day to
Exhaust the Supply of Every Day Smiling Joy
Yes i Have Over 2000
Smiling Joy Photos
With Dancing Angels
Just Like This
THE SMiLE NoW Genuine Smiles of Joy
SMiLes i’ll stop by and Say Hello Here
with a Comment for the Newest Post
to say how true it is we may Find the Healing
Power of God and Love in a Hospital Full of Disease
However there is
Another Dis Ease
And that is When
Empathy Grows
Cold when Truth
of Love is Replaced
With Love for Lies as this
is the place Sadly Separated
From God that is Dis ease with
No Hospital of Love Attempting to
Cure What Ills Humankind now at Worst..
For there are Physical Ills and Ills of the Soul
The Hardest Challenges to cure may be those
that cannot
easily be seen
at all truly the Essence
the Feeling of Love or not..
Other than that i surely hope
you are doing okay Sohair with
No associated Family or Friends
Suffering with Physical Illness
within the Healing Walls of
a Hospital of Love but
True not such a
bad place to
be where
at least
are remedies
that are Objective
And Proven to Actually work
no Greater Healing Force than
the Joy of a Loving Smile may you
always find them wherever you are Dear Sohair
Now… So Happy You are Doing Better Sohair..
When i saw ‘at the Hospital’ coming across
my Email Notification i became very concerned about you..
God Bless You my FRiEnD Always with SMiLes of Kindness Sincere and Real..:)
Let’s Start with a Brief Overview from Wiki as Mutually Understood by a Globe-Wide Group of Thinkers regarding ‘What
is Intuition?’
“Intuition is the ability to acquire knowledge without recourse to conscious reasoning.[2][3] Different writers give the word “intuition” a great variety of different meanings, ranging from direct access to unconscious knowledge, unconscious cognition, inner sensing, inner insight to unconscious pattern-recognition and the ability to understand something instinctively, without the need for conscious reasoning.[4][5]”
“In the East intuition is mostly intertwined with religion and spirituality, and various meanings exist from different religious texts.[6]”
My Definition:
Intuition is Wholistic Intelligence That comes Best in the Freedom of Transient Hypo-Frontality (Flow) Providing
Greater Access to the Subconscious Mind as the Entire Brain becomes greater Lit-up in Flow taking us out of the
more Restrictive Areas of Mechanical Cognition otherwise known as Neo-Cortical Control.
Intuition takes advantage of the Whole Mind; whereas Reasoning alone, is much more restricting than what
Allows us to access so much more of our Subconscious Mind; the Sum of all our Experiences and Learning
plus what the Evolutionary History of our Species Brings to the Grander Table of Mind and Body Balance
Expanding; most definitely at greater advantage in Flow.
Generally Speaking, Eastern Philosophies ‘see’ Intuition as core to the Spiritual Realm of expanding Human
Potential that is generally speaking described as Flow too; in terms like Tao, and Wu-Wei, and Satori and
Even Yoga and Kundalini rising; so many other Metaphors for generally speaking the same destination
of Human Greater Potential in Flow Do Arise as what these Philosophies Describe as the pinnacle of
Human Evolution in just one lifetime far beyond just Instinct, and ‘normal Cognition of Mechanical Cognition
in reasoning; of course it makes total sense as our Conscious Mind that We Direct With Reasoning of Thinking
With Intent is a very small part of the Entire Human Mind and Body in Balance including all of what is Subconscious
And Accumulated as Experience, and Learning, and Instinct both in our Lifetime and across our Genetic Evolution too.
If one wants to increase one’s ability to expand one’s Abilities to leap ‘normal logic’ with Intuition, one will spend a
Lifetime of Free Associating Experience and Learning opening up as many New Potentials as Possible; Specialization
may result in a Human Being who has most of his and or her Potential in the Intuition of playing Video Games as
A common restricted activity of Life, and an example many folks will relate to at least.
It’s not surprising How Much Wisdom is associated with Intuition as that surely comes with Experience
And either a Colorful Life of New Opportunities for expanding Human Potential with the Intuition that Naturally
comes increasingly with that; or a rather drab ‘black and white’ life of specialization that just doesn’t bring much
Real Magic of Original Creativity at all.
Getting Stuck in a rut; whatever the rut may be is a best way to Limit the Human Potential that Intuition does
Bring in the Fruits of Creativity and Productivity too.
Additionally, here i will say that this is Where Originally Creative Free Verse Poetry comes
from as it is an articulated written expression of Wisdom that comes with Experience and
Learning and The Grander Table of the Evolutionary History of our Species too; and a
Key once again is Finding Flow to Light up the Rest of the Mind as
that is of course Interrelated and Inseparable from the Body;
As there is No Balance of Mind that Brings Flow
Without Balance of Body too; at least
not for the Fuller Potential of it
as it comes for Free Now like this;
Friends with Gravity Now From Head to toe; yes, Free Dance Moving
Meditation in Flow works; Inertia-Free a Feeling/Sense that ‘sees’ no
limits now at least. Meh; before i made Flow a Practice of Life, i read
at a speed of about 3,000 Words a Minute; now it’s 4,000 words a minute
as tested; meh,
about 20 times
the Average
Human; surely
gives me an advantage
of Free associating even
Greater Human Potential
in the Future from now that is indeed now too.
It’s really great as you may improve now in almost every
Athletic, Intellectual, and Intuitive Original Creative Activity With Productivity Soaring.
i don’t have to make any Money to Survive so that is a Huge Distraction removed now too;
it is more difficult to do this when one is Slave to Any Thing or Any Person(s) or other ‘Ideological Entity’ too;
it is
Human Freedom
As Expressed; yes, Freely.
And Now to why i am using “Heaven’s on Fire”
by K.I.S.S. for the theme song of this is that Music
that Addresses the ‘Human Shadow’ (generally speaking
Lust and Aggression) additionally takes us out of restrictions
of Neo-Cortical Control Enhancing the Effect of Flow Even more;
So, in other Words, believe it or not listening to that Song Reading
This i will Read even that Much Faster In Focus of Flow; it really helps
as i Proof-Read what i write in Terms of 100,000 Words on Average a month.
Dancing While Listening to Meditative Music in Barnes and Noble, i typically finish a Book in Less
than an
FREE; hehe;
i ‘cheap skate’ in Flow
a lot but don’t sell what i do, either…
“Angel’s Fare
Heaven’s on Fire”
Great! Now i have a title too!
And This iS How Intuition Works..:)
ABiLiTY to: See
iT aLL nOne From:
ReaLiTY oF BeinG OnE
JusT See HeaR Be iT NoWiNDiaNoW
Super Nova Explosions
Gift Iron iN Core Of
EartH FLoWinG
BlooD BRinGS Us LoVE
SonGS DaNCinG FaLLinG Off Waves Dance Again
SoUL oN The OTHeR SidE oF A Pen No Matter How
Strange i Come And Go.. The onLY ReaL Way to GRoW Change
“Memories, love, pain can all play tricks on you.
And, it hurts. And, that is ok.”
Whenever i am reminded
Of my Mother’s Last Silent
Breath i remember
Love that Loves no
Matter what now and
Carry on.. Her Legacy
For me.. it’s not always
Easy but it keeps her
In Essence..
And me too..:)
Both Pro-Social and Con-Social Emotions are Integral to the Survival of the Human ‘Organism’.
When one is abused, Anger that Evolves into Hate serves as Motivation to get into a Safe Environment.
Envy will surely serve as Motivation for someone to get off their Butt and do something; while those
who are; are thriving.
There is Jealousy that is founded and unfounded; Jealousy that is founded may Point to Personality
Disorders of others; i.e. Someone Who Love Bombs everyone to fill an empty void that is never
filled; perhaps from Childhood Neglect or Abuse; finding out someone does not have the ability to be sincere; moving on.
“Chopping off the Finger of a Sibling Just for fun” is the stuff of Horror movies; and psychopathic STRONG tendencies at least; ‘Nightmare on Elm Street’ Intensity to have a Biological Parent like that. Back to Anger and Hate; ‘get the Hell away
from that to save yourself and Help everyone else’; as the fact is some folks are born that way without a conscience;
very rare; but real in about One percent of the Population; Usually the only solution for that is long term imprisonment (life long) sad; but part of the Human Condition too; Sympathy, no; but whose fault is it? really; when Innate and Born
that way; Room For Compassion; perhaps if you are really ‘Jesus’.
My Father just wasn’t emotionally Available for us; silent; neglect, yes; Just His Personality too;
Sad too; both my Sister and i have Asperger’s Syndrome and it surely did not come from my Mothers side;
but he never chopped his Sibling’s Finger off; so i do have reason to feel blessed in that way; and besides
as predictable, he left when i was age 3; and went on his Merry way in search of the American Dream of Green;
His only real aim in Life; other than Collecting Guns; and New Cars every three years; spending ~500 Dollars each week
on Lottery Tickets through 11 Years of Retirement from Law Enforcement for 46 Years; sure, a Hero in that way too;
for the lives he positively effected.
Usually there is Positive and Negative in everyone; Pro and Con-Social Emotions both have purposes for basic
Human Survival and for thriving; but true, there are those who just don’t have many to any redeeming Qualities;
The ‘Ted Bundys’ of Life. Again, in the game of Compassion; pretty much a role for a real ‘Jesus’ to forgive a Brother
who would Chop his Sister’s Finger off, just for fun.
Now that You have finally escaped what you needed to escape; left-over feelings of Hostility and Resentment are
surely normal; sure, even Hate too; experience the emotions and when you are ready, at best; let them go; and move
on to more Green Pastures of Pro-Social Emotions; True, Pro-Social Emotions include Shame And Regret; the
Fact that you are searching Your Conscience Proves you have one and are surely one up on your ‘Old Man’;
i feel like you should be proud of that; i believe you will overcome this and succeed with Your Family;
simply ’cause you have a conscience; without that; there is rarely a solution that works in the long term..:)
i’m Glad my Father Left at Age 3; it left me without a Father Figure; where it took me a long time to become
as Fearless as He was all through the Law-Enforcement Career and Retirement, i saw of him; Never any Fear.
i started off with a Foundation of Love from an Unconditionally Loving Mother; i can safely say; it’s not likely
i would even be alive now; without that Level of Unconditional Love; that is the Gift that will Literally Last
Lifetimes; for that is the Gift that Spreads most to others; and yes, best when it becomes fearless too;
Fearless without Love is Practically Dead as Life.
Love without Fearless, becomes too afraid to Spread and/or Suffocates in its tracks.
I’ve experienced both paths in Life for Real; the Illness of Pain brought me Fearless without Love;
After the Pain Went Away; i Left the Fear Behind as the Love (the Feeling/Light) Came Back stronger than ever before.
The Other place of Fearless and Love is practically Heaven to give and share free.
The Stronger one is, in Love without the Fear; the More one overcomes and thrives..:)
“Memories, love, pain can all play tricks on you.
And, it hurts. And, that is ok.”
Whenever i am reminded
Of my Mother’s Last Silent
Breath i remember
Love that Loves no
Matter what now and
Carry on.. Her Legacy
For me.. it’s not always
Easy but it keeps her
In Essence..
And me too..:)
As a Side Note Here the depth of Trust one has in Existence
As Whole Does come Directly from the Sincerity of Love that Stays
Integral When Young.. For When that Space Within Remains FiLLeD and
FeeLeD as Love all that’s Left to do is Give and Share Free of course if one
is Fortunate enough to be Financially Independent and Souly Independent without
allegiance as slave to any thing, any person(s), or any ideals transformed into God Hood
in other Words
When Ideals
do become
Idols to
Worship Beyond
the Essence of Love
That Truly Lives within
Fearless to Give and Share for free…
Not Every one has this Perhaps it is getting
More like Many to Most People Do Not have this
it’s hard to Empirically Measure the full impact now as
many people do not have anyway to even articulate to themselves
the vague empty feeling inside for where that emptiness originates still…
We’ve truly come into a World Where the Mechanical World of Love online
has become one of Love Bombing Intermittently to gain affirmation and value
in Life.. but empty it remains when one never gains the ability to Generate Happiness
Within That way it really doesn’t matter if a ‘Target Audience’ is returning Love Bombing
or not but of course there has to be a Foundation of Love at best Fearless to start with to
Build a Human Mountain of Love Within.. one thing for sure is no Love Bombing Required
in Life when
the Light of Love
Shines from Within
and is shared with Integrity
and Sincerity Measured as Genuine Truth
But that is much deeper than the ‘click of a button’
no matter how many times the ‘Cocaine Lever’ is pressed…
For those who always serve a ‘Target Audience’ they rarely outgrow it;
But as ‘they’ say ‘When in Rome’ You May Wear ‘those clothes’ ‘Just for Fun’..;)
“The Older i Get”.. Another Comment Here
Thanking You Sohair For Sharing that Song..
Alan Jackson Wrote it when he was about my
Age and a few months younger.. at 59 Years-Old in 2017….
Actually.. i never Heard it until today.. as i am not exposed
very much to Country Music but a very nice Song indeed…
Actually even Science Suggests that People Feel the Happiest
when they are Younger and then when they get Older… With Middle
Age.. actually about age 47… the age that may be the most
Difficult to accommodate as Stresses
of Life tend to accumulate highest
at that age.. Smiles.. surely
for me at least.. the 40’s
through Early 50’s were
very difficult.. but it’s true..
never been happier since then..
not even when i was in my 20’s..
Perhaps something for you to look forward to too..
Even better Yet.. if You are feeling that way now.. my FRiEnD…
With that said now to visit Frank and Xenia’s place of Poetry and
March on over to the gigoid place of Aphorisms from Sages of the ages…
my God this is the 19th Day of Flu and Bronchitis related complications and
i do believe it is Just about gone.. perhaps the 293rd Dance Week Night will
come later tonight but for now to attempt to wrap this MacroVerse “Angel Fare
Heaven’s on Fire” up with a short tale of the tape and MacroVerse Memories
From 3 Years to date that also include MacroVerse Memories from the Years
before that as the Nautilus Shell Chambers of this Never Ending Long Form
Bible Poem Story continue to Grow more Doors as Nether Land Bibles
and FB Profile Pic Bibles will too.. anyway off to Frank’s place First…
No Thinking They Just Fly One With Sky…
No Airplane Intelligence Just
Wings one with
The Spirit
of the Air
No Thinking
They Just Dance
One With Sky Free…
Funniest Thing When Lies are out in the Wide-Open
And Secrets No Longer-Hide.. Well.. Really Not Funny
At All When Lies become Truth in Eyes of those
Who Pretend not to see..
So Brave as
Light becomes Dark…
‘The Crow Remembers’…
Winter Clouds
Hiding Blue Azure
Crisp Cool then Grey Scale
Souls Weigh
Hidden Within…
Smiles Frank.. Hear’s
to Winter Cheers of Warmth…
Water Lives on Recycling for All
Who Drink Life Memories
of Water
for Breath
Living We Are…
Chords Vocal
We All Share…
Creature’s Sing DeLiGHT…
SMiLes.. Friends with
Gravity All Living
And Existing
in Balance
oF LiGHT And DarK…
Vigor of Wild
Icy Winds
Bring Warmth…
Leaping for Joy
Shortest Path
And Beyond..
Dog’s FLight at ease…
“New Beginnings Without Beginnings”
A Way Intuitive Art Never Ends Always StArts
Wonder and Joy
SMiLes Xenia.. a
Fertile Garden HeaR for That..:)
“The company of just and righteous
men is better than wealth and a rich estate.”
~~ Euripides ~~
Oh What even a Tea Spoon of Truth Will
Be Worth.. These Days at Least of Most
“Don’t be confused by surfaces; in the depths everything becomes law.
What is necessary, after all, is only this: solitude, vast inner solitude.
Walk inside yourself and meet no one for hours–that is what you must be able to attain.”
— Rainer Maria Rilke
True When Lies Arise
Dive into Truth Within
“A power has risen up in the government greater than the people themselves,
consisting of many and various and powerful interests, combined into one mass,
and held together by the cohesive power of the vast surplus in the banks.” —
Johann L. Uhland (1787-1862) — Speech, May 27, 1836
That Much of Continued Change…
As Corporations continue
to Rule Humans now Robots…
As Not unlike the
Horse and Carriage
Sweat of
Obsolete as
FlesH and Blood Charge..:)
“All the world over, I will back the masses against the classes.”
— William Ewart Gladstone (1809-1898)
As Information at Least Now is Free
for those Who Discern what is Real from DisEase…:)
“knowledge is a polite word for dead but unburied imagination….
think twice before thinking.”
~~ e.e. cummings ~~
in Flow Intuition comes
so Free Wonder and
Pays no Mind to Rules..:)
“What kind of conflict do you like? Where will you jump in and fight the good fight
— body, heart, mind or spirit? If you say you don’t like conflict at all, then you have stopped growing, because it is only through engaging differences to find common ground or to triumph
that we become new and invigorated. Pick your battles, but always have some place you embrace conflict.”
— Callan Williams
The Shadow knows
Without DarK Light Flees..:)
“In charity there is no excess.”
— Francis Bacon
Other than Thank You..:)
“Great occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes of men. Silently and imperceptibly, as we wake or sleep, we grow strong or weak; and at last some
crisis shows what we have become.”
— Brooke Foss Westcott
True Environment Makes
the Hero Birth
Bakes the Potential..:)
“You give but little when you give of your possessions.
It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.”
— Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet
Love Lasts
Love Lives
on Within
EYes See Believe Faith Spreads In Trust of Truth in Touch..:)
WARNING: The Meaning Of Life Is Subject To Change Without Notice.
— Classic Smart Bee
As We Make or Break !T
“Any fool can know. The point is to understand.”
— Albert Einstein
i Rather Do Just Dance and Let the Meaning come next as Song Do too..:)
“The value of life lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them…
Whether you find satisfaction in life depends not on your tale of years, but on your will.”
— Michel Eyquem de Montaigne (1533-1592), 1580
And A ‘Whole Lotta Love’ at Least according to Led Zeppelin..:)
“My life is light, waiting for the death wind,
Like a feather on the back of my hand.”
~~ T.S. Eliot ~~
Death No Weight
Life No Wait
So Love So
LiVeS LiGHT NoW Free
Now to the Tale of the Tape and first of all it
appears that Week 293 for Dance Weeks at
Old Seville Quarter is gonna be extended one
more week as Katrina has developed some
Side Effects from Her Medication not severe
but never the Less Side Effects as “SonG oF
mY SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Poem now
at 7.7 MiLLioN Words in 77 Months of Effort arises
that Long with “Rushing Flu Away” as the 907th MacroVerse
also Doubling as the 235th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible”
That Gains Steam in continued words of 5,164,695 in 43 Months of Effort
As “Rushing Flu Away” comes in Tripling as the 133rd MacroVerse of “FB Profile
Pic Bible”.. 31 Months of Writing that including a copy of the Words in the Facebook
Description Profile Pic Description Areas averaging around 7,000 Words each since
Memorial Day of 2017.. as the total of that Long Form Poem Bible Effort is 3,554,565 Words..
Total Public Dance remains at 12,593 Miles.. 3 Days away from the 77th Month Anniversary
of Doing that too.. Other Endeavors of Erotic Art and Writing in Cautioned Adult Blogs is
on the back burner for now with the Art still Produced but not caught up yet for months
in Terms of actual Blog Posts still back-logged all the way back to July of 2019 as so
many other Distractions
have come and
gone and come
again as well now
but hey that’s Life DarK Thru LiGHT
You Ride the Wave as Long as You Can and Will
Without totally Falling off at least in Balance.. FRiEnDs With Gravity Still..:)
MacroVerse Memories.. 3 Years to Date:
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”.. This Current
MacroVerse actually Celebrates 78 Months IN Heaven too..
as of the Anniversary of the REAL Miracle of Recovery in Pain and
Numb From 19 Medical Disorders on Navarre Beach as Pictured in this
MacroVerse too on July 13, 2019.. Yes.. a full 78 Months IN Heaven Now
and don’t forget
the DarK doesn’t
go Away in Heaven
for if it did there will be No LiGHT Eternally Now..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. the titled Effort that actually
started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017..:)
“KaTZiLLA ReTuRnS AGAiN 2018”.. i suppose
he/she Will Also Come Again Soon and Sooner now too..;)
“Covenant 66 iN HEaVeN Complete”.. but of course it always Begins Now..:)
This Completes the Writing of “Angel’s Fare Heaven’s Fire”.. yes a bit
Challenging as of late and early too but this is Life DarK Thru LiGHT
i’m not used to actually resting to recover but not everyone
is related by
blood at
to the Energizer Bunny
so i continue to save that Energy for later use too..:)
1.23.20 at 10:05 PM
What is truly amuSing is ‘Trumps’
Bring Out the Truth In Light of Dark
‘We’ all Knew ‘it’ is ‘Bad’ Now the Court is
Out and In and the Refrain Still Now Really
from the Jury
is Clear
Dark Wins
For those who
Fear the Truth Most… or Just Ignore ‘IT’.
It’s Not Just DarK NoW it’s Always been Hell…
It’s really no Different than a Roach Motel
as THere
is no WHere
Left for Dark
Secrets when they
Become Brave in the Light of Day…
SMiLeS Heaven’s on Fire Down is Up
Fare oF ANgels DarK or LiGHT to See Now..
Hmm.. “This MacroVerse” Just waiting for these
Ending Lines to Finish.. Short and Sweet and to the
Point of Truth and False as there is No Love.. There is
No Real God Without Truth that does Remain as Love…
Truth that does the Least Harm Always Now
Possible to ALL of Nature God’s Living Face
Truth in Deed that Loves for Real Now Living
Sure.. Let’s make this Message 109 Now
for Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS too not
that ‘they’ will ever Listen or Pay Attention
to more
Before from
A God that
Becomes Less than Stone…
But Sure a Boy and or Girl Will Try
As Don’t forget David And Goliath Still Breathes..:)

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
Love iS
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)
Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)
Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…
Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW
“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)
Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)
“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)
Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)
“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)
“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)
“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

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