who kinda looked like my cool law enforcement dad..
never breaking a sweat.. looking calm with a cigarette in hand..
to the ‘Six Million Dollar Man’.. with Bionic right eye..
right bionic arm.. and bionic legs..
YES.. really strong legs..
so i dream then.. that one day
i will be a Super Hero too..
but haha!.. all i have
is an iPhone5S Rasta colored
LION camera.. a dance.. and a selfie
in front of a Burger King Restroom Mirror..
so ha!.. i am a Super Hero in the mirrors of MY OWNED Life..
But the thing about imagination is.. imagination is as real as real gets.. in imagination of lucid dreaming wide awake.. to dream wide awake is to make reality come truth IN CREATION ACTIVITY.. and more on dream control.. as ‘Silent Lucidity’ nicely illustrates…
When i am young.. only 18..
i look for a dark haired girl
that will make all
i am a Virgin then..
so emotionally immature..
that even 15 year old girls
like the Cuban one I meet at a
Summer Dance are years beyond me..
ah.. dark brown Island Girl.. eyes.. open up a
whole new world of emotions and passions
never feeling in my heart and
soul expressing as fire of spirit alive..
oh.. like a well of divine water is those dark brown eyes
of seemingly innocence’s breath in passion of love alive..
oh.. i still can remember a lovely smell of stale cigarette smoke..
from a house of Cuban Mother who smokes short brown cigar-like smokes..
on a knitted shawl she wears to what is named Riverside Disco at that time..
and yes.. the passion of Love.. becomes anything..
even the stale smell of a mother’s little stogie..
associated with a Flower of Love.. oh.. a Catholic Boy
raised to believe in the Virginal Qualities
of a white flowered woman..
only one wife for the rest of life..
is such a conundrum of screwed up crap..
in a world where Nature of GOD rules
and not insane rules of culture and church..
anyway.. to make a long story much much shorter..
that one does not work out..
but i guess as all men might
dream of having a wife who
never ages and retains that glowing youth..
that dream continues to come true.. as somehow wife Katrina
never ages at 45.. and it seems to be that even my Catholic Priest can still sense the so-called ‘purity’ in her.. that is more or less a sad by-product of fear.. from growing up poor without a father’s love.. with many challenges of a single mother family.. but i am free to experience all imagination’s dream of life..
for the greatest reason FEELING
of Unconditional Giving Nurturing Love
from a mother.. before T.V. raises me the rest of the way..
through illusions of life.. and peers.. and school..
and work.. and all of that.. but back to nature.. i go now..
with my wife who is like a Goddess of Nature..
in how all the animals flock
to her natural innocent giving nature..
even the okra she picks is willing to jump up in her arms..
as all recognize Real Love when ‘they’ ‘see’ it.. from Okra to Priest.. to continuing me.. TRUST.. the foundation of any relationship.. and my wife and i trust each other.. which means we can be free from stuff that holds many relationships down from continued youthful innocence of spirit that transforms the hardest of lives.. into butterfly eyes.. in Garden of Love.. that truly is
THAT GARDEN OF EDEN.. EVEN IN A CONCRETE ROOM.. AS LONG AS LOVE SURVIVES IN EYES OF HEART.. SOUL.. EXPRESSED AS HUMAN SPIRIT.. THE BUTTERFLY RISES IN STARS OF SHINE..:)
And then there is the dark side of life.. and another Facebook reference
to the ‘Children of the Corn’ movie by Stephen King
that like the movie ‘Carrie’ shows how cults
of religion can deform the rites
of love innately and instinctual
as intuitive gift in human..
where human will do anything
from mutilating pleasure parts
of women in female genital mutilation
in African Muslim cultures for an illusion of self-esteem
simply to subjugate other humans for reproductive control
no less than cattle branded with irons of ownership..
to removing the foreskin of a small baby in torture
in an illusion to separate humankind from the foreskin
of other animal as same.. as religious ideology superimposed
on All Natural FORCE OF GOD.. there is great danger
in religion and that is the FACT THAT HUMANS
WILL BELIEVE AND DO ALMOST ANYTHING
IF THE CULTURE SHAMES THE INDIVIDUAL HUMAN
TO COMPLIANCE OUT OF FEAR OF BECOMING
OUTCAST FROM SUBSISTENCE AND
SURVIVAL OF LIFE IN THE
GROUP UNIT FOR LIFE..
as yes.. this is innate instinct and intuition to survive.. alive..
with approval of the culture at hand no matter how
FRIGGING INSANE THE BEHAVIOR ASSESSED
AS THE SOCIAL-NORM MAY BE..
AND TRULY YESTERDAY..
when the Catholic Church attempts to rationalize
the exclusion of an all natural part of GOD’s Nature
from the community of sacred sacrament of marriage..
the hypocrisy is no less than the ‘children of the corn’
convinced to kill their parents over
relics of twisted images of Jesus..
yes.. only fictional and mythological but never the less
reflective of the sad eyes of homosexual children
in the pews of churches
in churches all over the country
who are made lesser than any animal that walks the earth..
but only humans with empathy and the Golden Rule of Love
can possibly understand this Truth..
the real Zombies of Earth speak from pulpits of Hate
and Disconcert of the outcastS they still relegate to lesser than GOD’s Earth..
but the strong of US In Love know AND FEEL better.. the ‘good children of the corn’.. come to expose the hypocrisies of cults AKA churches.. to bring Truth and Wisdom to the real flock of reality that GOD rules.. so i wait in the corn fields of change.. silently waiting.. as the silence of the lambs in church pews.. wait their turn to become human.. from the devil of pulpits incarnate in apathy of human being.. fully allowed to enter into acceptance of real loving eyes of Golden Rule GOD..
It is time NOW to spill the Pink Blood of ‘Carrie’.. and move away from the Red blood of Hate.. and sometimes breaking the rules means Real Love for other human beings.. away from Cults of Hate in religion and culture in general…
A school of freedom in Love.. might help….
And freedom ALIVE…
The Archetype of David and Goliath is strong in my early TV shows.. along with Heroes too..;)
Father with my Mother..
Father with his second try.. my Stepmother…
A third.. and final try.. comes later…
Like a ‘Good Catholic Boy’.. i only marry once..
Credit my Mother’s Instruction of Nurturing Love ON THAT ONE FOR SURE..:)
that go along with marriage are myriad in insuring People who love each other can gain subsistence and social support from Loved Ones through the storms of life…
God Bless President Obama.. the Democrats.. and the Supreme Court Justices.. in general.. for truly following the RULE of Unconditional TOUGH LOVE…
I visit the Catholic Church only as a visitor FOR Unconditional TOUGH LOVE.. AND HAVE not missed a Sunday.. since September of 2013…
I even haVE an opportunity to shake the hand of the Bishop.. in his special garb of colored clothes..
I am not impressed by a science of GOD.. as GOD is ART and GOD’s children.. all of them.. including HOMOSEXUALS ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT IN EYES OF GOD IN ART OF ALL CREATION DIVERSITY…
Again.. in general.. President Obama.. the Democrats..and the Supreme Court Justices in majority stand behind the hand of all natural GOD that needs no name but the FORCE OF FREE TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE NATURE AS IS.. IS NOW…
IT IS VERY encouraging that Pope Francis.. in the name of Saint Francis of Assisi precludes himself from being in a high enough position now.. to judge the behavior of homosexuals.. sin or not… Oh.. what a breath of fresh air it is FOR a HIGH priest understanding he is no higher than a grain of sand… The bishop where i go to church is around 7 feet tall.. so perhaps he’s never seen the low of life.. i know not… He makes an effective administrator of CHURCH Laws.. but the love of GOD DOES NOT SHINE IN HIS EYES.. as bright as our priest.. as i already look him directly in the eye and see that.. BUT THAT IS WHAT LIFE SPENT AS AN ADMINISTRATOR WILL DO TO ALMOST ANY HUMAN BEING.. NO MATTER HOW STRONG THEY START OUT AS ALL NATURAL LOVING HUMAN BEING…
So no.. i doubt he will be brave enough to stand by GOD and not fall to the wishes of patriarchal ideals.. that homosexuals are lower creatures of GOD.. than the animals who live FREE with eyes of GOD.. and freely do the wild thing.. with whomever GOD directs them to in total innate instinct and intuition to make the best of life in subsistence as that becomes reality now…
Anyway.. today’s long explanation letter that goes along with the homily of condolences.. like when a football team loses a big game.. is not much different than the letter I recently receive from the OPM stating that personnel records of government retirees are compromised…
Full of rules and regulations.. without exceptions of administrative personnel policies..
And the Catholic Church speaks of Jesus.. like a law enforcement officer.. instead of a loving son of GOD.. excluding the homosexuals in the congregation from deserving equal rights that black folks always have even before they win rights to vote.. as having the right to marry their loved ones in a ceremony that symbolizes a promise of Love.. in church.. like any other human being…
Here’s the thing..
one cannot force someone to love another person…
One cannot force a person to either understand or Love God unless they truly experience it..
Baptism is water to a baby.. discomfort and nothing else.. yes.. it makes the older folks comfortable.. per symbolic meaning.. but mostly makes the baby cry like ‘small’ torture…
Communion is a nice ceremony to get together and share some Love.. but Jesus never ever wanted to be worshipped and like all enlightened folks from LAO TZU to Buddha to every frigging enlightened person with GOD.. or whatever metaphor is used to describe the force of nature as all.. they come to realize all are part of whole as ONE.. and there is no separation that means human is no greater than a grain of sand…
Anyway.. St Francis of Assisi.. name-sake of Pope Francis.. puts animals other than human being animals.. on equal footing in eyes of GOD..
And at least Pope Francis.. refuses to put homosexuals lower than a dog who wags his tail for love…
YES.. THE CATHOLIC CHURCH STILL VIEWS HOMOSEXUALS.. IN ADMINISTRATIVE POLICIES AS LOWER THAN ALL THE ANIMALS OF THE EARTH.. IN TRULY A SECULAR WAY OF SEPARATION FROM GOD.. IN NOT ALLOWING THEM THE SAME LOVING RIGHTS ALLOWED TO OTHER FOLKS IN THE PEWS OF PARISHES…
THE TRUTH OR MYTH OF JESUS IS ONE OF OUTCAST WHO SUPPORTS OTHER OUTCASTS…
TO WALK IN THE SHOES OF JESUS MOST DEFINITELY MEANS AFFORDING HOMOSEXUALS THE SAME SACRED RIGHTS AFFORDED TO ALL OTHER HUMAN BEINGS TO CHERISH LOVE WITH THEIR LOVED ONES IN PROMISES OF LOVE FOR LIFE…
IF JESUS IS HERE TODAY.. FOR ANYONE WHO UNDERSTANDS WHAT IT TRULY MEANS TO BE BORN AGAIN WITH FREE EYES OF GOD OF NATURE.. HE WILL SHED A TEAR.. FOR THE INNOCENT HOMOSEXUAL CHILDREN IN THE PARISH PEWS WHO HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO COME TO CHURCH BY ENFORCEMENT OF PARENTS.. FOR SANCTIMONIOUS FOLKS WHO ARE MORE CONCERNED ABOUT SECULAR POLICIES OF CHURCHES RATHER THAN
COMMON HUMAN DECENCY AND THE GOLDEN RULE OF TREATING OTHERS HOW ONE WILL LIKE TO BE TREATED..
IN THE EYES OF UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE..
BUT TRULY I FORGIVE.. MY FRIEND.. THE PRIEST.. NAMED AS SOME SORT OF SPECIAL PRIEST CALLED MONSIGNOR..
AS HE CANNOT POSSIBLY KNOW WHAT HE DOES..
IN EYES.. THAT KILL THE MESSAGE OF THE GOLDEN RULE LOVE OF JESUS.. BUDDHA LAO TZU.. AND SO MANY OTHER ENLIGHTENED HUMAN BEINGS WHO DO NOT CAST OUT THE DIFFERENT AMONG US AS GOD CREATES THEM WITH UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVING
TRULY IT’S A WONDERFUL DAY FOR GOD..
AND A SAD DAY AS ALWAYS FOR HYPOCRITICAL CHURCHES THAT ARE TRULY SECULAR IN SEPARATION FROM FREE UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVING GOD.. IN THIS WAY AND OTHERS.. TOO NUMEROUS TO HIGHLIGHT HERE..
BUT THOSE OF US
WITH ALL LOVE IN OUR HEARTS..
REFUSE TO BEND TO MAN OR WOMAN..
WE RESPECT GOD.. AND DO GOD’S WILL
AS ALL LOVING.. TOLERATING.. AND ACCEPTING HUMAN BEINGS..
WHERE NO ONE IS OUTCAST.. NOT EVEN IGNORANT SECULAR CHURCH WAYS AWAY
THE ALL POWERFUL FORCE OF THE GOD OF NATURE.. THAT ‘FEELS’ BETTER THAN ANY PRIEST.. MONSIGNOR.. BISHOP.. OR POPE..
IT’S PAST TIME TO STEP UP TO EYES OF GOD.. NOW.. YES.. NOW..
AND THROW AWAY GOLDEN CLOTHES THAT KILL THE GOLDEN RULE…
AND FOR ANY MONARCHY THAT MUST COME FROM THE TOP.. SO IT’S IN THE BALL-PARK OF THE POPE FOR NOW…
As a child of GOD.. i am born on this label thing named as an Autism Spectrum.. where some folks are born with almost no empathy.. with a great deal of chatter in verbal speech..
i for one.. cannot speak until age 4.. and have problems speaking and coherently writing most of my life.. but my savant skill like the young man who plays the fiddle.. IN DUELING BANJOS is dance now.. but all my life.. my greaTEST savant skill is that of empath… i can look into the eye of anyone and see directly into their heart.. soul and spirit.. they cannot hide their intentions from me.. not even the most skilled of hiding psychopathic eyes…
Science shows that clergy folks are in the top 10 list of folks with psychopathic traits.. as they often go into it for POWER rather than Love…
i view all the popes in my life.. and see that psychopathic leaning trait in eyes of heart.. soul.. and spirit.. rather than inherent giving Love…
Pope Francis.. a Jesuit Priest.. is an outlier who truly retains a powerful spirit expressed heart as giving LOVING SOUL of eyes…
He hangs upon my wall on a Catholic Calendar of important events.. and the most important event on that calendar is the genuine Love that speaks in his eyes of heart.. expressed spirit in SOUL OF LIFE..
So yes.. in terms of Popes.. I see so far..
He truly is a saint… and that is why he refuses to put himself any higher than a grain of sand in judging another human being as lesser than the dog who wags his or HER TALE FOR LOVE..
SO I HAVE HOPE THAT ONE DAY THERE WILL TRULY BE A UNIVERSAL CATHOLIC CHURCH OF UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE.. AND PERHAPS THEN..
I WILL JOIN UP.. AND BE AN OFFICIAL CATHOLIC MEMBER IN NAME OF THAT CHURCH.. IF IT EVER COMES IN MY LIFE NOW..
BUT FOR NOW.. I AM JUST ANOTHER HUMBLE VISITOR..
WHO WILL CONTINUE TO ASSESS THE PROGRESS TOWARD.. IN EVOLUTION.. OR DEVOLUTION AWAY.. FROM UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE.. AND I WILL REPORT IT HERE.. NO MATTER IF ANYONE READS A WORD OR NOT.. AS GOD IS LISTENING.. TO ME.. AND THAT’S ENOUGH.. WITH SMILES AND RAYS OF LOVING EYES OF GOD INSIDE ME.. OUTSIDE ME.. ABOVE AND SO BELOW ME.. AND ALL AROUND ME.. AS IS NOW ONE FORCE OF UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH LOVE FOR NOW..:)