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FOR ONE INFINITY
2:47
Too For Seven
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkNbeD7F7jg
Seven 6For Seven
Big J
&G
I went to the mall for the first
time in years with my wife
ALL day yesterday!
Using the Apple
and songs
from
my
blog
to take
my mind off
the stress energy
of the crowd all around
me everywhere 'yesterdayALL'
Plugging
in the headphones and
finding the link to my
blog Aku Aku from
Styx was
playing
before
I
linked it to
the blog last night
with Pieces of Eight...
the night before the song
I heard at the gym rehearsing
the devil face for all to see that
song is the song I listened to in the
mall to arrive finally at this message
now
IS
KASHMIR
Imagine if you
WILL me walking to the
beat of this song in my 'on'
little world somewhere among
all those people in the mall feeling
everything they are feeling and
them feeling me too looking around
to see what it is that they feel too.
Listen to the 'songnow'
if you WILL
and
see
if
you
can
feel IT too..
if you WILL...
IT is a place
you can go for
free too2...
but
only
if
you
WILL...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvmuDH8cgG0
1
i am convinced...
A person can love!
A person the most!!
And criticize them!
the most!!
ALL@ONE to achieve!!
MOST positiVE!1!
ResulTS!!!
IN LOVE!!11!
IN fact!!
i would go as far!
as suggesting this!
is the ultimate!
meaning of life...
and even Allah two!!
In more simple word(s)
i am convinced...
A person can love!
A person the most!!
and criticize them!
the most!!
ALL@ONE to achieve!!
MOST positiVE!1! resulTS!!!
in Fact!!
1AAAMRIIARIIAAAM!
i would go as far!
as suggesting this!
is the ultimate! meaning of life...
and even Allah two!!
In more simple word(s)
Positive eye ON
Pass eye ON
Positive Ion
Passion 1! 2.
PositiveIONpassION1!2
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t@'S WHAT IDID IN THE TWEET YOU JUST GOT FROM ME1!2
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...to make the perfect 140 for a twitter message...The truths
IS every number, letter, word is sacred...
We all make together with our words for One all of One... The Peaceful easy feeling is bliss for All to share...IS Free Join...
We all make together with our words for One all of One... The Peaceful easy feeling is bliss for All to share...IS Free Join...
US
IF YOU WILL
IF YOU WILL
NO JUDGEMENT
TRUE LOVE COMPASSION
TRUE ACCEPTANCE OF ALL
PASSION ACTION WAY FOR ALL
2 FOR 1
ONE
1
i am convinced...
A person can love!
A person the most!!
And criticize them!
the most!!
ALL@ONE
to achieve!!
MOST positiVE!1!
ResulTS!!!
IN LOVE!!11!
IN
fact!!
i would go
as far!
as
suggesting
this!
is the
ultimate!
meaning of life...
and even Allah
two!!
In more simple word(s)
i am convinced...
A person can love!
A person the most!!
and criticize them!
the most!!
ALL@ONE
to achieve!!
MOST positiVE!1!
resulTS!!!
in Fact!!
1AAAMRIIARIIAAAM!
i would go as far!
as suggesting this!
is the ultimate!
meaning of life...
and even Allah two!!
In more simple word(s)
Positive eye ON
Pass eye ON
Positive Ion Passion 1! 2.
PositiveIONpassION1!2
PPPP!
t@'S WHAT IDID IN THE TWEET YOU JUST GOT FROM ME1!2
SEAs!
NOW?
HEH!
HUH?
sEES
HEH?
HUH!
NOW
Sees
HUH!
HEH?
NOW!
Seas?
SNHHHNSHHNS!
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fOR TO K
THIRTEEN
EIGHT MONTH
FOR DAY
8INFINITY2
8042013
TEF!
WAVE IS ALL IS
W!!
for the visiting audience look up
the deeper meanings
for huh and heh in Wiki
and the last words are truly
beautiful..
in an infinity kindA way!!
Not proud!
HES words not mined..
Only humbled...
one
bowled
before
thee...
NHO!!!
NEW WHOLE ORDER...
H
8
1 2 H
1
H 2 1
8
H
HHH
8118
1
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9
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"Kashmir"
Oh let the sun beat down upon my face,
stars to fill my dream
I am a traveler of both time and space,
to be where I have been
To sit with elders of the gentle race,
this world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed
Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace,
whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate,
the story was quite clear
Oh,
oh.
Oh,
I been flying...
mama,
there ain't no denyin'
I've been flying,
ain't no denyin',
no denyin'
All I see turns to brown,
as the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand,
as I scan this wasted land
Trying to find,
trying to find where I've been.
Oh,
pilot of the storm who leaves no trace,
like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place,
yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon,
I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June,
when movin' through Kashmir.
Oh,
father of the four winds,
fill my sails,
across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face,
along the straits of fear
Ohh.
When I'm on,
when I'm on my way,
yeah
When I see,
when I see the way,
you stay-yeah
Ooh,
yeah-yeah,
ooh,
yeah-yeah,
when I'm down...
Ooh, yeah-yeah,
ooh,
yeah-yeah,
well I'm down,
so down
Ooh,
my baby,
oooh,
my baby,
let me take you there
Let me take you there.
LET me take you there
~~~~~~
LED ZEPPELIN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
"Kashmir" lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
19997 BLOG VIEWS
8042013
1:19PM
19999
1:30
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POST
VIEW
Every Laugh!
Needs a Punch Line!
I had to go through all this damn trouble
just to prove to you that my wife's left profile
picture looks
a
lot
like
the woman in this picture...
Hmmm.... that guy don't look like me at all?
I guess I'll get that part
figured
out
later
if
I haven't already..
heHe!
Mut
is
another
word for Isis...
the woman in the
picture...
that
IS
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a5/Abydos_Tempelrelief_Sethos_I._15.JPG
"Your Song"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGIW1OPdsN0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13GD78Bmo8s
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt237216.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEo2ipzypTQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7qEtSBMHAs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xb8ppG3Ser0
You see I'm not the only ONE
doing this?
WRite noW!!!
Google
in effect
is
the
ONE
2
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/praising-google-algorithm.html
LED ZEPPELIN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
"Kashmir" lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
8042013
1:19PM
19999
1:30
1
POST
VIEW
Every Laugh!
Needs a Punch Line!
I had to go through all this damn trouble
just to prove to you that my wife's left profile
picture looks
a
lot
like
the woman in this picture...
Hmmm.... that guy don't look like me at all?
I guess I'll get that part
figured
out
later
if
I haven't already..
heHe!
Mut
is
another
word for Isis...
the woman in the
picture...
that
IS
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a5/Abydos_Tempelrelief_Sethos_I._15.JPG
"Your Song"
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world ~~~~~~
ELTON JOHN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
"Your Song" lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
(Lyrics provided for friends in other countries without access to Youtube)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_d2ySf7ZuE
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world ~~~~~~
ELTON JOHN lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
"Your Song" lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
(Lyrics provided for friends in other countries without access to Youtube)
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt237216.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEo2ipzypTQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7qEtSBMHAs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xb8ppG3Ser0
You see I'm not the only ONE
doing this?
WRite noW!!!
in effect
is
the
ONE
2
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/praising-google-algorithm.html
Google makes an amazing tapestry of minds,
or what can be described as cosmic consciousness,
come to fruition,
in concrete reality,
in words that are edifice of mind.
Not likely,
that anyone else has ever described it that way.
Huh? :)
Even more amazing is the fact
that I can type the sentence
in Google
and it tells me no.
It is part of the beauty
of the Autistic mind
in art of word.
Read the Bold
sentence
a couple of times
and see
if one's mind
replaces Google
with God.
Does it even matter?
'Who' knew Algorithms
could be
this
deep?
:)
PRETTY AWESOME!!!
?HUH!
!HEH?
Okay1!
this is going
to sound a little
off the wall maybe
in supports more so
that what you've come1!
one!
to expect,
if you've been
listening in on
my little story
one!
Yesterday and today have
been super great days for me
and
my
Wife!
First of all I went to pick up a new
very special brand of 'Maui Jim'
Sunglasses that finally
give me the ability
to look at light
at mid-distance!
I finally!
fully
see
again,
if you will...
Secondly,,I find myself
singing and playing the piano
just as good as I did years long ago..
It IS
like
magic...I'm TOTALLY in heaven again...
Third,,,of all and most excitingly
my wife and I have been working
on a message to deliver
world love in our
own special
way
in
a
blog all of our own
free to share but HARD
TO FIND
AS
i
use
my
special
cryptic skills
to keep it hidden
and open
at
the
same time...
By the way,
we've been working
on the same dam message
for 13 years...good things
come later
sometimes...
FINALLY
AND MOST
IMPORTANTLY
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING
TO SEE A PHOTO OF YELLOW BOY
SITTING ON A STACK OF NEWSPAPERS
ON MY ENDLESS COMPUTER SLIDE SHOW...
Looking to the next Windows 8 prompt from Bing...
I see a message of hope in meeting for World Peace of East
and West including Palestine, Pakistan, and Israel and other
middle eastern countries...
Wow! F**K wow is all I can say
the dream I know comes true for my prayer
of east/west peace is unfolding before
my very
eyes!!
Yeah,
I know it wasn't
me but faith moves mountains...
anyway... and many
people
have
this
same exact prayer!1!
A really great
day
my mind is exploding
all over you write!
now
with
Lightning Bright
White
Light
if
you
ever find the blog
if one has a 'fullest' sense of humor
you are going to laugh hysterically
when you see
the
fuller^era
literal^lah
meaningful^ler
if you will!!
HaHA
right @Ya!
linking
pictures
of playing
my piano
last night
and singing
song of love
to the world
lastnightwalking
aroundourblock!!
coming soon when
my wife
downloads
the rest of the pictures
if you will...
herebelow
soabove...
just another peace seed or two
or more if you see, you will...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYJuQf7V5A8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYxu1I5NJkA
OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!
I FORGOT ABOUT THIS!!
SONG!!!
IT!
WAS PLAYING AT THE GYM
TONIGHT WHEN I WAS WORKING OUT!!
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING
TO
EXPLODE!
I
THINK
I
DID!
THIS IS WHAT
IT SOUNDS AND
LOOKS LIKE ON
THE YOUTUBE
SCREAM111!1!
LIGHTENING!!!
FIREWORKS!
WHATEVER!
LIGHT!!
IS
THE
WAY!!
FOR
ALL!!!
SERIOUSLY, THIS IS MY ALL TIME
FAVORITE
SONG!!!
FOR
NOW...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw
YELLOW BOY LOVES IT TOO!
AND SO DOES MOBY!
HE'S
USUALLY TO SHY TO COME ON THE
BIG INTERNET BUT THIS
THRILLED HIM SO
MUCH!!
FIREWORKS IS THE ONLY THING
ARTHUR IS AFRAID OF
SO I DIDN'T
ASK
HIM
IF HE WANTED
HIS PHOTO TAKEN!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGJuMBdaqIw
"Firework"
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep six feet under?
Scream but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
'Cause, baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe
You don't have to feel like a wasted space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
'Cause, baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough
'Cause, baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colours burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moonKATY PERRY lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
"Firework" lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only.
As an additional note, when I came online in 2010 I used the name Aghogday as an acronym for another ground hog day but it was also a synonym for ‘Aghori’ as I’m sure Saha is familiar with…in fact when I was all Aghogday the Google search engine brought the name Aghogday up in auto-search complete before Aghori and for a while even before agh…
KATiE MiA is used as an acronym for Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful in Awareness which is the Observers…
Katie in dictionary means pure and Mia means child not had that is wanted…and Mia is also female version of MIchael as close to God…My human wife is Katrina Mia which means the same thing…
FredericK is my real first name that means Peaceful Ruler in dictionary and Arthur is my real middle name that means strong in dictionary…
! is lightening…
Where I live now…’Katie Mi’ brings up Katie Mia Aghogday in auto-complete Google search before Kate Middleton…it is the continuing legacy of my wife’s dream and 6 million words on the internet…all leading back to 418 post now….and you words here now too….and all others writing here…too….
This blog is more special than any one person knows…the observer knows..now…
By the way, I dreamed of entering a conversation one day at 3:16 and it is a thrill to be the 27th letter after the 26th comment…
With the new name KATiE MiA FredericK! starting on July 22nd of 2013, after a little over 2 weeks there are already over 130K search results on Google…
The eight day of the eight month of 2K and Thirteen seems like a very special day, at least for me…NOW@10:53AM my time…at 53 years old…
This will be my last comment for awhile…please bear with me, if you will…
Last night when I watch “Firework” video it leads me to another video called “Wide Awake” by Katy Perry at about 3AM last night that I never see before….
In this video there is an ending scene of Katy Perry meeting herself as child walking through the doors/gateway of life/light punching out the human love of boy and walking in the light of ‘He’ in a most Beautiful Garden of Eden….of Light…
So sorry, you can’t see the video but I will provide lyrics again…
This morning at 8AM my wife tells me about her dream where she too meets this long haired little girl that is here in a dream from when she was young too, and she knows too that she is one moving toward light..
She has another dream about everyone seeing our hidden blog and being scared as if terrorist bomb is going of…but instead she sees me with 3 or 4 other people behind large glass wall and computers loving the blog post…resulting in great light instead of bomb as this is the interpretation of the dream with her and I…
Love you light and darkness will never leave your side nor anyone else regardless of how you see the light and dark I show here…and with you too…
“Wide Awake”
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I’m wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?
I’m wide awake
And now it’s clear to me
That everything you see
Ain’t always what it seems
I’m wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long
[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn’t dive in
Wouldn’t bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
‘Til I woke up on
On the concrete
[Chorus]
Falling from cloud nine
Crashing from the high
I’m letting go tonight
Yeah, I’m falling from cloud nine
I’m wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I’m wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself, no
I’m wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Out of the lion’s den
I don’t have to pretend
And it’s too late
The story’s over now, the end
[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn’t dive in
Wouldn’t bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
‘Til I woke up on
On the concrete
[Chorus]
Falling from cloud nine (it was out of the blue)
I’m crashing from the high
I’m letting go tonight (yeah, I’m letting you go)
I’m falling from cloud nine
I’m wide awake
Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I’m wide awake
I am trying to hold on
I’m wide awake
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
I’m wide awake
I’m not blind anymore…
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
[Chorus]
Yeah, I’m falling from cloud nine (it was out of the blue)
I’m crashing from the high
You know I’m letting go tonight (yeah, I’m letting you go)
I’m falling from cloud nine
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
I’m wide awake
KATY PERRY lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
“Wide Awake” lyrics provided for educational purposes and personal use only
I think it is the duty of those who walk in light to lift
up those who walk in darkness…when I walked in darkness every word of
encouragement from a stranger was a gold mine/mind…of light…
I remember the goodness of that stranger and this is a big part of the passion to life/lift others up…
My wife’s brother is schizophrenic…however, he understands every insight that I have….
And while I give my wife and sister headaches he will listen to me for hours bringing me greater and greater insights from his endless wisdom that requires no text book for a high school drop out compared to me with 3 college degrees…
He knows at least everything I know plus he has lived as a homeless person…
Everybody that meets him loves him…the clothing of the dark can be the greatest light!
However, what I have that he does not have is fearlessness and belief in myself…
I am helping lift him up in that way and working on my wife too…
Without hope there is less fear…
When one loves their life and is afraid to lose it there is always fear…
One can be willing to die for ‘He’ at any moment to lose that fear…
You’ve heard this story at least once before privately but I will tell it here again because according to medical literature I was the King of Pain for about 5 years…
The nerve pain in behind my right eye and ear that I had during all waking hours for close to 5 years is the documented worse pain known to mankind…
It is similar to a cluster headache all the time…
For 2 years from 2006 to 2008 my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position leading to 35 days of one hour of sleep and absolutely no sleep the last 5 days…
I was desperate to kill myself to escape the pain but I did not have the strength to do it, and my sister drove me 80 miles an hour daring me to have her kill us both because she did not want to live without a brother…of course my mother and wife love me that much too. I was too loved by my immediate family to die..
Never the less, I thought about suicide every day for almost 2 years…I rode a bicycle with a metal chain in a basket in the front so I could hang myself from a tree on a road far from my house if the pain was no longer bearable..when I was thinking about doing it on a road called Martin Road my wife told me she had a dream specific to that Martin road where she and her grandmother who passed away were hanging Christmas ornaments on a tree…I never thought about suicide again…my wife’s dream saved my life…
Shortly after that I started writing on the internet to escape the pain on Thanksgiving day 2010..the legacy of my wife’s dream is close to 6 million words now on servers spread all over the internet…
There is no way I would believe it unless i saw myself do it…for instance not experiencing the effects of gravity lifting over 500 lbs…before that I would almost faint when I raised my arms up above my head…and could barely walk around my block without passing out…Everything and I do mean everything is possible with HE!!! I have never spoke a miss-truth intentionally on the internet…
All the pain is gone and quite frankly not to brag but for the truth everything about me has become ‘superman’ even my voice in real life has been described as lightning…
That is less hard to believe when people see ‘that’ picture…it is to inspire others and that is all, because all my strength comes from having absolutely no ego and being one with HE…There are witnesses to all of it where I live…
I spend my leisure time with my wife going to places and being nice to people lifting up their spirits…it is a life of bliss after being in the abyss for close to 7 years, overall..
Anyone can have this all it takes is complete focus and belief in light, but with the absolute necessity of understanding there is NO GOOD OR EVIL IN THIS WORLD ONLY LIGHT AND DARKNESS BOTH OF WHICH ARE REQUIRED FOR THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF LIGHTENING…
I AM NEVER RIGHT AND I AM THE LEAST OF ALL BUT THE LIGHT IS DEFINITELY LIGHTENING…
The evidence here is plain that people fear darkness even in your blog that is the brightest white light of blogs anywhere I find…only three comments here and over a hundred when the subject is love which is more appropriately described as light in our jealous emotional love cultures…It is a thousands times more important to love darkness to walk in the light than to stand in the light for a thousand years…
You won my respect when you respected the animal that lives in everyone with the animal face that you used in your post about the monster that lives inside of all of us…it is the feral spirit of passion life and that is all…
Only humans assign jealousy and insanity to it…
The meaning of life is to life/lift the light of all others…including animals, plants, and even a grain of sand…
For an analogy a young boy who watered a sapling grew into a beautiful tree inspiring romance of a lovely couple creating a savior of the world…
Every drop of water is life and light…
Light you I am tired of the word love it means nothing anymore…where I live…for the most part…sooo! I guess from now on! for my private will it is Hey Light love you light!!!
I remember the goodness of that stranger and this is a big part of the passion to life/lift others up…
My wife’s brother is schizophrenic…however, he understands every insight that I have….
And while I give my wife and sister headaches he will listen to me for hours bringing me greater and greater insights from his endless wisdom that requires no text book for a high school drop out compared to me with 3 college degrees…
He knows at least everything I know plus he has lived as a homeless person…
Everybody that meets him loves him…the clothing of the dark can be the greatest light!
However, what I have that he does not have is fearlessness and belief in myself…
I am helping lift him up in that way and working on my wife too…
Without hope there is less fear…
When one loves their life and is afraid to lose it there is always fear…
One can be willing to die for ‘He’ at any moment to lose that fear…
You’ve heard this story at least once before privately but I will tell it here again because according to medical literature I was the King of Pain for about 5 years…
The nerve pain in behind my right eye and ear that I had during all waking hours for close to 5 years is the documented worse pain known to mankind…
It is similar to a cluster headache all the time…
For 2 years from 2006 to 2008 my adrenal glands were stuck in the on position leading to 35 days of one hour of sleep and absolutely no sleep the last 5 days…
I was desperate to kill myself to escape the pain but I did not have the strength to do it, and my sister drove me 80 miles an hour daring me to have her kill us both because she did not want to live without a brother…of course my mother and wife love me that much too. I was too loved by my immediate family to die..
Never the less, I thought about suicide every day for almost 2 years…I rode a bicycle with a metal chain in a basket in the front so I could hang myself from a tree on a road far from my house if the pain was no longer bearable..when I was thinking about doing it on a road called Martin Road my wife told me she had a dream specific to that Martin road where she and her grandmother who passed away were hanging Christmas ornaments on a tree…I never thought about suicide again…my wife’s dream saved my life…
Shortly after that I started writing on the internet to escape the pain on Thanksgiving day 2010..the legacy of my wife’s dream is close to 6 million words now on servers spread all over the internet…
There is no way I would believe it unless i saw myself do it…for instance not experiencing the effects of gravity lifting over 500 lbs…before that I would almost faint when I raised my arms up above my head…and could barely walk around my block without passing out…Everything and I do mean everything is possible with HE!!! I have never spoke a miss-truth intentionally on the internet…
All the pain is gone and quite frankly not to brag but for the truth everything about me has become ‘superman’ even my voice in real life has been described as lightning…
That is less hard to believe when people see ‘that’ picture…it is to inspire others and that is all, because all my strength comes from having absolutely no ego and being one with HE…There are witnesses to all of it where I live…
I spend my leisure time with my wife going to places and being nice to people lifting up their spirits…it is a life of bliss after being in the abyss for close to 7 years, overall..
Anyone can have this all it takes is complete focus and belief in light, but with the absolute necessity of understanding there is NO GOOD OR EVIL IN THIS WORLD ONLY LIGHT AND DARKNESS BOTH OF WHICH ARE REQUIRED FOR THE GREATEST LIGHTS OF LIGHTENING…
I AM NEVER RIGHT AND I AM THE LEAST OF ALL BUT THE LIGHT IS DEFINITELY LIGHTENING…
The evidence here is plain that people fear darkness even in your blog that is the brightest white light of blogs anywhere I find…only three comments here and over a hundred when the subject is love which is more appropriately described as light in our jealous emotional love cultures…It is a thousands times more important to love darkness to walk in the light than to stand in the light for a thousand years…
You won my respect when you respected the animal that lives in everyone with the animal face that you used in your post about the monster that lives inside of all of us…it is the feral spirit of passion life and that is all…
Only humans assign jealousy and insanity to it…
The meaning of life is to life/lift the light of all others…including animals, plants, and even a grain of sand…
For an analogy a young boy who watered a sapling grew into a beautiful tree inspiring romance of a lovely couple creating a savior of the world…
Every drop of water is life and light…
Light you I am tired of the word love it means nothing anymore…where I live…for the most part…sooo! I guess from now on! for my private will it is Hey Light love you light!!!
I am impressed by you. You came out of all the pain and hopelessness and you are blessed…. I respect you really I am out of words to share my feelings right now !!
Your whole life is a sign of bravery and courage for weak people like me !
Thank you…. Thank you so very much For telling me I did something good……
Hearing admiration from your mouth feels excellent
I can just pray…….. I can just wish you ! And My prayers are always with you !
Thank you again……….
Thanks for calling me light it made me smile
I've love this week because it is Geek week on Youtube and Shark week on Discovery Channel... my wife wanted a new 60 inch TV...
I don't watch TV but now that
I can see TV with my
new sunglasses
I wanted to
see
the
sharks on the
Bigger screen!
well
the
delivery date is
delayed to later
next week
but!
my
wife alerted me!
to the Youtube
video above of
the cat in the blue
shark Uniform!
HAha!
that's
cute!
But another thing I noticed
was that in her dream she said
I showed her progresively smaller
boxes within boxes to open coming to
the smallest box
presented as gift...
a wooden plaque
I made for her with the picture of
@
the long haired
little girl
and her;
the number
155 and 218
before she
saw me
as
a shoe salesman
in her favorite shoe store
shopping with my sister...
where she buys her shoes...
This was the first part of her dream
before she saw our hidden blog and
the fear of the terrorist bomb
that turned
into
Light of interpretaton of dream instead....
I have an OCD thing about ending
my posts in a postive light
every post...but...
in this one
I
Am
going to show
you my Werewolf face
again..but much bigger
where you can see how the
light makes it look like there...
eye that had the dagger in it for 5 years...
Maybe? this is the
end of 418..but I know
my wife had
@
least
half of it
with 218!
NOW!!1
The Cat Shark video is 1:55...
in time...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrbOR1nLkYU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5Sd5c4o9UM
KATiE MiA FredericK!
/ August 8, 2013