Welcome to iCafe
(Fuller Version With More Characters)
Little Flame comes
And goes always stays
Some Days Flicker Flame
Some Nights Torch Afire
Never Disappearing Less
Little Flame Lives On NoW
In Dimmest Light
Glimmer of Hope
Comes Back
Alive How
It is Little
Flame Now
Loving Inside
Darkest Night
So Bright when
Little Flame Lights
Up Every Little Flame
Is Welcome in my Soul
But How
i Love
Little one’s
Spirit Stays
HAha.. Thanks ‘Auntblabby’…
You Are A Nice/Kind Person…
That’s What
Counts Most
At The End
And The
Of The StART..
And Smiles ‘That’
is Probably ‘The Hero
Name’ my Wife Would Call me too..:)
Thanks!! Auntblabby;
We’ve made it
Thru Thick
And Thin
Low ‘Still
Standing’ to
Quote Elton
John and Everyone
Else ‘Making It Through Fire’;
Our 29th Anniversary is on the
21st this Thursday and in Church
This Sunday i Will Announce
She Also Deserves A Gold
Medal if she Makes it to
30 as not only Did She
Make it through
66 Months of
Hell in Misery
And Suffering With
me; She has Never Got
Jealous in the 66 Months
Of Heaven Now After that
Bringing Joy in Dance Smiles
In Selfies to Lovely Young
Women Old Enough To
Be Her Daughter Now
Numbering in the
Thousands And
Lovely Poetry
Muses Around the
World Who Have also
Stood By my side now in
Heaven True For She Feels
The Opposite of Jealousy
That is Compersion for
The Joy i Bring to
Others as Well as
The Joy they
Bring to me
All Clothed
Of Course As
I remain Monoganous
In that Flesh and Blood
Way Trust Keeps Relationships
Together as Well as A Policy
Of Total Honesty With
No Secrets Yes
Truly She
Is Not only
A Wife But A Guardian
Angel Sent to me By
God to Hold My Hand
In Both Hell and Heaven
Oh My Lord The
Place of Giving
And Sharing and
Yes Recieving Love Free..:)
Hellooove Again
iMali, In ReViewing
Your Lovely Smiling
Photo this
i Find
You Gifted
me Twice For
In Your Bathroom
Selfie at Work While
You were at Lunch that
You took on Valentine’s
Day to send in the Mail
There was an Angel
With You in
In the Reflection
Of Your Dark
And Very
Glossy Eyes
Which Either
Means You Love
You Hehe or
You were thinking
Of in the Photo who
i am sure Is All of who
You Love and of Course
You too!! i Hope Now
You are Experiencing
That Same iAngel Gloss
In Your Eyes
You Go
Today Now And
In Days to Come
As Well With A
Lovely Smile that
To Dance
Life is
Full of
Joy what
Fun it is to
Play and Give and
Share And Yes of
Course to
All For
Free Love the
Priceless Gift
With Wings
Happpyyy Saturdddayy!!
To: Y.O.U. As i read this
Friendship Letter
Of Love to
The Rest of
The World Free Too
Sent from my iPhone… Love, iFred
i really ‘Should’ Be Putting Together 25K Words and 300 Photos or so of my Next MacroVerse/Blog
Post Titled “LoVE LeTTeRS LiVE oN NoW” But Guess What i am Doing instead for there is no
Should in ‘Saturday in the Park’ only the Heaven of ‘Want’ to now.. So Okay this
Will Be the Start of a Series of Adventures of ‘Him’ and ‘Her’ in ‘iCafe’ a
Place of Soul Stirring and Perhaps Strange Conversations out
of Time Distance and Space some Folks Call it A Place With
No Sun or Moon A Place of Heaven Within Inside Outside
Above so Below and All Around You Share With Loved
ones Lost But Found in Space ‘She’ is the Moon
‘He’ is the Sun She is ‘Ice’ By
God Even ‘Her’ Name
Means this on
‘Her’ Birth Date as
Well ‘He’ is Fire She is Beautiful
He is Beast She is Darker He is Lighter
She is Shorter He is Taller He is more Extroverted
but Can be More Introverted She is More Introverted but
Can be More Extroverted He is Older She is Younger He is Taller
She is Shorter She is More Analytical But Can Be more Poetic He
is More Poetic But Can Be more Analytical She is Born Sagittarius
He is Born Gemini Where he Lives it is Day Where She Lives it is Night
On Opposite Sides of the Earth they Live She Makes Lots and Lots of Money
With Work He Makes No No Money He has already Been there Done that
He Does Not Work For Pay and Oh My God She Does Work So Very
Very Hard For Pay Deserving Every Cent She Earns He is Married
Successfully Still Almost 29 Years She Still Searches for Her
Future Husband With Every Grain of Her Being Outside
of When She is Working Her Brain Filled With
Numbers Looking For Love That Stays
So Many Years She Has Been
Looking the Curse of the
Ice Princess A
Soul Mate
to Find
With Someone
as Perfect Like Her
True though He is Opposite
of Her She is Opposite of Him
In Almost Every Way except they
Both Seem to See Love the Same Way..
Unconditional Without Fear Willing to Almost
Go To Hell for someone They Love So Well.. Okay
We Have introduced the Main Two Characters of iCafe
the Place Out of Time Distance and Space A Place with
No Sun or Moon Except for He who is Sun and She who is
Moon as they Meet and Greet in a Place Called Heaven Where
Only Love Resides to Give and Share Fearlessly for Free.. i think
what ‘they’ Love to
Say is True
When Opposites
Meet and Greet in Heaven Online..
So For Now at Least He is Sitting at a Table in
the iCafe with Her He Sees the Mirror of Her Eyes
as the Mirror of He so Far Across the Table She Drinks
Black Coffee And All He Wants for Now is Hot Chocolate to be continued……
Facebook Friend Vita Helped me With What Time It Is And Facebook Friend
Sherri Reminded me of Ice Ice Baby And i Told ‘Her’ Hey Jude
‘Does Anybody Know What Time it is’ Always ‘Saturday
In the Park’ i Woke Up At 10 AM That Rhymes
With Sleeping-in
OK Never ‘Mind’
me I’m ‘Crazy’
When i Get
Too Much Sleep..
Window Mirrors
Whisper to See..
i Dreamed You Lived
WHere i Do Last Night
It is So Beautiful Waiting for Her Replies….
We Are Only Friends We Will Never Make
Children but We Will Make Beautiful Words Together
A ‘Few
This As True Love…
God’s Love For When
Two or More of Y.O.U. Come
Together in Creativity ‘i am’ THeRe
aS He And or Her Holds Hands Purely FoR Love.
Pepe Asks: “Your Play?”;
“*I’m* Spartacus”… (With Mr Green Emoticon).
i Say: Per Quote, First As such.
-As You Like It, Act II, Scene VII [All the world’s a stage]
William Shakespeare, 1564 – 1616
-Jaques to Duke Senior
“All the world’s a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse’s arms.
Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress’ eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon’s mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slipper’d pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well sav’d, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank; and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion;
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything”
Now i Return with:
There are Writers, Directors, Producers,
Photographers, Dancers, Singers,
And Actors of their Own Play.
There are Spectators, Audiences,
Workers, Servants, and Even Slaves
to Plays Written, Directed, Produced,
Photographed, Danced, And Sung by Actors on a Stage Now.
Smiles; All The World is My Stage And i Play It as i Will And Love
It All Dark Thru Light, Just For Fun; All The Words of Song; All the
Steps of Dance; All the Love i Give and Share; Just Because i Can and Will for Free.
In other Words,
You Can and Will
Be Spartacus And i Can And Will Be too.
We Can And Will Be Whomever We Become; That’s All Up to Us Most of All.
Shakespeare, only Made it until Age 52; and His Observations then were
Based on the ‘Norm’ and not What is Possible When Epigenetic Potentials
All Packed as Humans Potential is Unpacked and Delivered as our Realities
With the Environmental Stimulus that We Engage to Unpack More of our Human Potential.
My Life Really Didn’t Even Start Until Age 53; as far as anything Close to Self-Actualization.
The Question Remains; What Works; i continue to Find What Works for me to continue to increase my Human Potential.
I can’t Imagine, anything Better than Dancing and Singing to Entertain the Female Side of Nature. But When i’m not
Doing that i am Exploring So Many other Human Intelligences as the River Flows there are Many Streams that
Empty into Many Rivers that Empty into Bays And Gulfs And Seas And Oceans
too as i continue
to Surf This
Wave come
What May
for what i Enjoy
Most in Life Honestly
Yes; Totally, Honestly
there is no one in History
i Would Rather be than me;
Or on TV or on the Big Screen in
Any Book of Fiction including Fictional Bibles too.
However; i get Lots of Ideas for Fun From the Work of others too.
The Paths are Many; The Choices are unlimited; if i have much more fun than this,
i will Float Away And May Never Come Back; But Again i appreciate the Fact that Thorns
Are Necessary
With Flowers
to make the
Rose of Life Whole.
I’ve Never Been to ‘Bootcamp’;
But my Philosophy To Keep Love
As Well With Thorns of Roses along
With All the Flowers is to Create Many Bootcamps
to Enhance my Human Potential and Never Ever Leave
Bootcamp Now or Heaven Either In and as Love. Smiles;
i would Rather Be ‘A Real Spartacus’ Than Just an Actor.
And on Top of that those who Live By The Sword are much more
Likely to Die
that way.
i Choose
Fearless as
my Weapon
And Love as my Gift.
If Predators Observe Us as
Fearless in Real Life, it’s Very
Unlikely Predators will Pick ‘Us’ out as Prey.
Smiles; And by Social Scientist Study the Factor
that Women Love Most About Men is the Fearless
Factor in Every
Which Way
That Comes.
Smiles, in other
Words, i’m still
Living Now in the
Third Age of Shakespeare;
Truly it is A Fountain of Youth;
As Far as How Love Feels and Senses Within.
And iWin
i Do i Win
Just Because i Do;
i Don’t Spend Nearly
As Much Time Understanding
All the Success that Comes; i Just Do What Feels and Senses Good.
Note: In Regard to the ‘Win’ Theme Song; Generally Speaking,
i am the G Rated Version of the Song; And My Success has Nothing
And i Do Mean Zero Nothing to Do With Making Money.
is Based
Now on the
Reward of
Love in all the
Ways Love Comes;
Smiles Generated
By my Dance/Song Are
Among my Favorite Treats in Life.
‘He’ Remembers ‘That Day’
Long Ago When ‘She’ Said
She Wanted ‘Him’ to Not Only
Read Her Stories.. She Wanted to
Be A Part of ‘His’ Story that Day So Long ago..
He Thought to ‘Himself’ i Will Easily Make That Happen
Not Only That
my Words
NoW oN 2.16.19
Not only is She ParT
Of my Story She Will Part of History.
Smiles.. Sohair for of course as we have discussed
Before there Is Heaven and Hell on Earth
Within Human now one Close
to Love
so Far
Away in
Pain and Numb
The Rest i Leave up to
God for God has shown
me God’s Face and i Trust in God…
There is Love There Is Love and There is Love
There is the Love of Neighbor and Enemy the Same
Turning the other Cheek against Offense and there
is the Love of Giving one’s Life for Another Human
Being for the Promise of Heaven but then still
there is another Love the Third Love
of Loving Your Neighbor So
Much You Will
Give Your
and Go
to Hell now
to Give Your Life
For the Ones You Love
Well Illustrated in a Modern
Version of a Movie.. About the
Myth of a Vampire Named ‘Dracula’
Who Loved His Wife and Family so Much
He was willing to Lose His Soul to ‘The Evil
one’ Damned to Hell For Eternity as a Vampire
in Return
for the
the Loves
of those he Loved
the Most and i suppose
an even Fourth Love would
be to do that for a total Stranger too
for it is not Much Faith Really if God Proves
God’s Face to one and Assures Heaven For the other
End of Faith it is the Pure Love that/who Will Suffer
for the
Love of
A Stranger
For there is Love
Low and there is Love
Higher Really there is no Limit of Love
Beyond iNFiNiTY NoW Persevering Hell on Earth as Well.
‘No More
Than Know’
Those Three Lines are Like
A ‘Koan’ For as Written They
May Be Read in more than one way..
Smiles each Sunday as i am getting ready to do now
i attend the Catholic Church Realizing that for all practical
Intents and Purposes as far as Dirty Water and the Baby Of
Love it is one of the most Evil Organizations there is for not just the
Reason that it Crawls With Pedophiles as that is a Human Disease commonly
Measured Wherever there are those in positions of Authority around Children
But it is the Real ‘Psychopathic Evil’ that Values Position and Status Over Love
And Particularly the Safety of the ‘Little One’s Among Us Vulnerable to Human
Predators as such for an Organization that Protects Predators is the Real Vampire
of Life that ‘you’
will not Trust
either Your
or the Virtue
of Love to Either..
This is the So-Called Organization
Overall for Centuries that and who
Determined what words would come to Be
In A Book Called the Bible.. i take that Book
As only a Shell with Gems of Gold as Love Left
Scattered with Other Words Obviously that comes
From the Same Kind of Psychopathic Intention Protecting
Pedophiles in the Catholic Church in other Words to Protect
the Status and Position of Psychopathic Leaning Folks who Value
That over the Empathy.. Sympathy and Compassion with Cognitive
Empathy in Understanding that People See the World Differently and
even an Extrovert’s View of Heaven Will Be Different than an Introvert’s
View of
It’s Like my
Wife.. i still have
A Video she took
of me Public Dancing
Where You can Hear Her
Muttering ‘You are Stupid You
Are Retarded’ but You See i am not
Afraid of Dancing In Public for i have
Seen Hell on Earth in Pain and Numb and
Realize Dance is the Cure to Both of Those…
She only Sees how she would Feel How
Embarrassed She would Be to Dance
in Public And Projects her
Feelings Upon me
Simply for
that is
what we Humans
Do we View the World
through the Colors We
Bring from the Experiences
of Life that are Unique to Us
so in this way of my Cognitive
Empathy understanding the Differences
of Others i Smile and Understand that it is Her
Insecurities and Not mine that are Muttered from
Underneath her Breath and as You Might Imagine
Other Couples Might Get into a Big Argument over something
Like that but it is to my Blessing and Fortune that i understand
for that is a Gift and a Privilege to Gain Whatever Wisdom Life Brings
to Us Better to Live with each other.. in Peace and Harmony.. of Love..
Life is Much more Complicated than any Words in any Books So is Love
and all Associated with Love and so is Hate and all Stuff Now Associated
With Hate For No Human Emotion or even Sense is limited to Empirical
Analysis or Words Nor is Heaven or Hell and again nor is Hate or Love
it is the
Art we
Do in Life
From First
to Last Blink
in this Life from
Now Dark thru Light
Black Abyss Soul Days
to Forevernow and Beyond
Rainbow Colors Time out of Time
Distance out of Distance Space out
of Space the Eternal Love of Now as
We Become one with God Incarnate as Love
Possible it is my Friend at Least for me but i will
Never Judge another Human for either the Privilege or the
Task Now for
i understand
How Long
Hell is
And How
Short Heaven
is Eternally now
God Bless you my Dear Friend Sohair For as I View Now
Life is Complicated Now as Hate And as Simple As Love..:)
How Will Sun Ever Express All Appreciation
Sun Feels For Inspiration of Moon to Rise
And Fall Each Day.. Oh.. How Sun Will
Love to Hug Moon in Reply
But Long Distance
Calls of Love
are Just
too Far
Away For the Rays
of the Sun to Penetrate
Shadows in Night Dreams
of Sunshine come out to Play
Reaching Out to Touch Moon
Beams of Light For the Moon’s
Reflection Still Dances and Sings
Against the Winter Grass.. Sending
Up Leaves of Grass to the Morn of
Sunrise Next.. True.. Sun Expands
Now With Imagination No Longer
Bound By
Space or
Time For Moon
is Only Far Away from
Sun Now as Inner Soul
Brings Alive For the Light
Will Never Die as Long as
Sun Dreams of Moon..
And Continues
to Rise
Morn In Respect
of Love Both Dark and Light..
Smiles.. Himali.. for the Magic You Continue
to Do to me Truly From the Very Start Are Always
the Sweet Surprises of Your Soul You Bring to me
From Head to Toe too.. How Blessed Am i to Receive
So Many Treasures of the Art of You.. So True.. i Return Now Again
to You With Hellooove Himali As Always Thanks for Just Being You..:)
“We Trust God Because God Is Love”
How Beautiful You Also Sum it up Here
Sohair With Words True of “We can enjoy heaven on earth if we have a true love inside our souls to everything and every one..and love for our fate ( good or bad) because we are sure that everything written by God is Good for us even if it seems to bad in appearance..”
Smiles.. my Friend For God Writes with the Pen of Each and Every Grain of Sand
Holding Potential Mountains of Human Love Up Incarnate as Such
to Give and Share All of Life as Love Full of Sacred and Holy
Meaning and Purpose.. Even More For God’s Pen is
the Air We Breathe And The Wind that
Carries That Breath With Our
Hair in Soft to Hard
Storms of
As Well
Even when
there is no Well
Left no Water and
Blood and Light of
Life We May Call Love
As Always Thanks Dear
FriEnd Sohair For All the Words
You Bring Here Inspire the Art of HeART
of me Spirit Carrying Soul Always in Balance my FriEnd..:)
Hurricane Of Love Never
Touching Always Feeling
Rainclouds Storming
Now Waking
More For All
Of Hurricane’s
Poetic Words as
Rain Drops Keep
Falling on His Head
Day and Night Fruition
Of Beauty Visits Winds
Feather Tides
His Soul
Until His
Heart Wakes
Up Again Spirit
Soaring Floating All
Of His Body Lost in
Highest Clouds of
Hurricane Arms
Bands of
Circling Around
His Soul Again Never
Ending Story Always
Starting More Raindrops
Of Hurricane’s Poetic
Words carried by
Brings Downpours
In Tears of Joy Just
To Be Alive Enjoying
Every Raindrop of
Eyes Now
Perfect Storm
Of Love
Always Felt
Hurricane Now
With Angel Wings..
Dancing Singing
In the Wind
Ever Now
Always Living
When Fire And Ice
Make Love in Hurricane
Winds of Words to carry
Of Hurricane
Beyond All Labels
Of Categories Only Love..
He will make Her Ice Glow
By Fire until
A Flower
Of Her Grass
For He and Her
Hurricanes only Love
Only if You
Count All Rain
Drops in YouR
Eyes Will
Know How
Much i Love
Hurricane Y.O.U.
Perfect Picture Love
Thanks a Million More
Words of Love to Come
Busy Bee Circling Spiraling
Globe Pollinating All the Day
And Night Flowers Bringing Honey
Home to His Queen.. Flower More Beautiful
Than Ever Before Pollinating Blooms Even more..
From Within
Flowers Color
Thorns of Rose Now
Forevermore iN Light
Colors Beyond Rainbows
Continue to Come.. What A Beautiful
World He Brings to Her Brings Now to
Him She Sings to He Dances For She
Pollinating Flowers Busy Bee Always
V i
nG More…
For the Eyes
The Smiles Bee
Loves Most For
How to Hide
When Flower Blooms
True Queen Bee may be Reclusive
But When Queens Bee Love Comes Love comes
There is No Doubt In Queen Bee Eyes Love Lives..
Hive Grows For All Eyes Now That And Who See Queen Be Love
Some Days Love Will Neither Buzz Up And Out Or Down And Below
Bee Becomes HeART Pounding Louder Than Any Shorter Buzz of Love..:)
(Note: Bee Picks SonG TeaRS WeLL iN EYes GRoWinG NoW MoRE
YeS EVeRFLoWinG Bee ReaLiZeS LoVE iS ReaL AnD God ExistS NoW HiS Queen Lives)
Buzzy Bee Muses…
Wonder If She Loves Being
my Queen As MucH As i Love Being Her Be
(Welcome Again to ‘iCafe’ And Love Philosophy)
How Will Sun Ever Express All Appreciation
Sun Feels For Inspiration of Moon to Rise
And Fall Each Day; Oh, How Sun Will
Love to Hug Moon in Reply
But Long Distance
Calls of Love
are Just
too Far
Away For the Rays
of the Sun to Penetrate
Shadows in Night Dreams
of Sunshine come out to Play
Reaching Out to Touch Moon
Beams of Light For the Moon’s
Reflection Still Dances and Sings
Against the Winter Grass; Sending
Up Leaves of Grass to the Morn of
Sunrise Next; True, Sun Expands
Now With Imagination No Longer
Bound By
Space or
Time For Moon
is Only Far Away from
Sun Now as Inner Soul
Brings Alive For the Light
Will Never Die as Long as
Sun Dreams of Moon
And Continues
to Rise
Morn In Respect
of Love Both Dark and Light;
Smiles, for the Magic ‘You’ Continue to
Do to me Truly From the Very Start Are Always
the Sweet Surprises of Your Soul You Bring to me
From Head to Toe too; How Blessed Am i to Receive
So Many Treasures of the Art of You; So, True, i Return Now
Again to You With Hellooove As Always Thanks for Just Being You.
“We Trust God Because God Is Love”; How Beautiful Now ‘We’ Will
Sum it up Here With Words True Light “We Will Enjoy Heaven on Earth
Now if We Have a True Love Inside our Souls to Everything and Every one
And Love For Our Fate ( Good or Bad) because we are sure that everything
Written by God is Good for us even if it seems too Bad in Appearance…”
Smiles; my Friend, For God Writes With the Pen of Each and Every Grain
of Sand Holding Potential Mountains of Human Love Up Incarnate as
Such to Give and Share All of Life as Love Full of Sacred and Holy
Meaning and Purpose; Even More For God’s Pen is
The Air We Breathe And The Wind that
Carries That Breath With Our
Hair in Soft to Hard
Storms of
As Well
Even when
there is no Well
Left no Water and
Blood and Light of
Life We May Call Love
As Always Thanks Now
Friends For All the Words
You Bring Here Inspire the Art of HeART
of me Spirit Carrying Soul Always
iN Balance my Friends;
Hurricane Of Love Never
Touching Always Feeling
Rainclouds Storming
Now Waking
More For All
Of Hurricane’s
Poetic Words as
Rain Drops Keep
Falling on His Head
Day and Night Fruition
Of Beauty Visits Winds
Feather Tides
His Soul
Until His
Heart Wakes
Up Again Spirit
Soaring Floating All
Of His Body Lost in
Highest Clouds of
Hurricane Arms
Bands of
Circling Around
His Soul Again Never
Ending Story Always
Starting More Raindrops
Of Hurricane’s Poetic
Words carried by
Brings Downpours
In Tears of Joy Just
To Be Alive Enjoying
Every Raindrop of
Eyes Now
Perfect Storm
Of Love
Always Felt
Hurricane Now
With Angel Wings;
Dancing Singing
In the Wind
Ever Now
Always Living
When Fire And Ice
Make Love in Hurricane
Winds of Words to carry
Of Hurricane
Beyond All Labels
Of Categories Only Love;
He will make Her Ice Glow
By Fire until
A Flower
Of Her Grass
For He and Her
Hurricanes only Love
Only if You
Count All Rain
Drops in YouR
Eyes Will
Know How
Much i Love
Hurricane ‘Y.O.U.’;
Perfect Picture Love
Thanks a Million More
Words of Love to Come
Busy Bee Circling Spiraling
Globe Pollinating All the Day
And Night Flowers Bringing Honey
Home to His Queen; Flower More Beautiful
Than Ever Before Pollinating Blooms Even more…
From Within
Flowers Color
Thorns of Rose Now
Forevermore iN Light
Colors Beyond Rainbows
Continue to Come; What A Beautiful
World He Brings to Her Brings Now to
Him She Sings to He Dances For She
Pollinating Flowers Busy Bee Always
V i
nG More;
For the Eyes
The Smiles Bee
Loves Most For
How to Hide
When Flower Blooms
True Queen Bee may be Reclusive
But When Queens Bee Love Comes Love comes
There is No Doubt In Queen Bee Eyes Love Lives;
Hive Grows For All Eyes Now That And Who See Queen Be Love
Some Days Love Will Neither Buzz Up And Out Or Down And Below
Bee Becomes HeART Pounding Louder Than Any Shorter Buzz of Love..:)
(Note: Bee Picks SonG TeaRS WeLL iN EYes GRoWinG NoW MoRE
YeS EVeRFLoWinG Bee ReaLiZeS LoVE iS ReaL AnD God ExistS NoW HiS Queen Lives)
-Buzzy Bee Muses…
Wonder If She Loves Being
my ‘Queen’ As MucH As i Love Being Her Be
Never Been to The Top of A
Skyscraper Never Flown in A Plane
Been to the Moon in Your
Eyes And the
Stars on Your
Cheek A
Kiss of Love
So Pure Your
Sun Smile Speaks..:)
Thanks So Much.. ilonapulianauskaite
For Dropping by the Long of All of what i do
Here with a Blue Heart With Smiles i’ve never Received
A Blue Heart Before And Per the Benefits of Meditation
Both Moving And Still Meditation.. Yes.. Infinite Peace and
Harmony Now
As Achieved
More through
A Meditative
Practice of
Life With a
Great Diet
And Loving Connections
oF UNconditional Love
With Other
Humans Now
is surely a Path
to Heaven Now
the Kingdom of Love
Free to Be Within my Friend..
It’s Most Often True When People Greet And
Meet me they get more than they Expect With Smiles…
Those of Us Who have Been to Hell Naturally Appreciate Heaven
Now as the Rest of Nature More As Harmony in Peace And Bliss too..:)
Love’s Choice
Born Of
Pleased i Am ‘The Priest’ Did Not Deny
Love’S HeART
Since Science Shows Reasons Are Delivered By Feelings
RhetoricaL QuestioN
WritE On CoursE
Of CoursE…
So… How Do You Make A Living Life Heaven Loving Now
Mean Of Love
Or End Of Love
Candles Need
Flames Need
Do They Light
Yes Hmm.. on a Related
Note HeaR Now.. Yesterday
At Church Came a Much improved
Homily hmm.. that sounds almost
Like Himali.. Never Mind that
For Now For Reasons are
Not Always In Control
But True Love
Harm Counts Most
at the Beginning and
the Start of Love Again..
And While our Priest sometimes
Remarks that the ‘Church’ Version
of Love is Choice Without the Necessity
of Feeling Yesterday Wittingly or Unwittingly
He Acknowledged that Very Grave Error then
in Speech.. at Least.. by Admitting the Feeling
of Love is a Piece of Pie of the Whole Love Story too..
This is so True For without the Social Bonding Neurohormone
of Oxytocin that Binds Kitty Cats and Puppy Dogs and Little
Children and Grandma and GrandChildren With Love is
so Much Better than Psychopathic Leaning Pedophiles
And those Who Are Also Psychopathic Leaning
Leaders of the Church Who Protect
Pedophile Priests in the
Church to Protect
Their Power
And Status
Over the Health
And Well Being.. Both
Mental and Physical Amongst
the Most Vulnerable Ones Among us
Yes the Little ones and ugh Altar Boys too..
But True if Love Was only A Choice it would
Be easy Enough for Priests Not to Abuse Little
Children and the Cardinal’s and Bishop’s and
Monsignor’s as Such to Make a Choice to
Love instead of Protecting Child
Molesters as such.. Yes
There is Love and
Many Con-Social
Emotions of Harm
that Get all Spread Around
Even in the Catholic Church too..
but True as Intimated In Church if the
Leaders of that Place And What they Teach
Could Be the Law of the Land Women might Still
Die in Pregnancies that Threaten their Life or Health
And not only that they Might Have to Carry Dying to
Dead Babies inside too just for the Whim of Ignorance
That Still Plays in Church as Well as State for Some at
Least who only Watch Faux News and Believe those Lies..
And it’s the Same Crap in Taking Better Care of our Cats and
Dogs at the End of Life too.. Where the Most Care.. ‘You’ Can
Get is Starving Yourself without any Food or Water for 8 Days
Like my Mother Had to Do to Die as Natural A Death as Possible
All Doped-up With Morphine to the point she may or may not have suffered
even more then without any Food or Water For 8 Days Withering Away even
More Slowly Before our eyes… True and then there was my Child who could
have been Spared 51 Days of all Pain and Misery and Suffering without the Ability
to Breathe At Birth too but True ‘We’ Care more about the Pain and Suffering and Misery
of our Dogs and Cats than We do for Our Elders and Our Little Children in so many ways
for we Believe they are Objects to Be Owned as Long as Possible even if the ones in Misery
and Suffering with no more Hope of Living Wish to Die in Dignity and not Wither Away Like
A Dead
Time is past..
But You See You Really
Have to Be a King of Pain
To Understand the Value of
Life And Death as Well.. yes i made
it through the Suicide Disease for 66 Months
A Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and Quite
Honestly for me i am Glad i could not end it easy for i
dam sure would have then.. and if You don’t understand the
Extent of the Torture of a Dentist Drill in Your Eye and Ear
with No Pain Relief let’s see if you can Do it just one Second
Versus the 66 Month i endured it then.. in other Words i have
Sympathy for those Who Suffer Most and it really Pisses me
off when anyone
but a King
of Pain
Suggest that
they understand
Misery and Suffering
and the Blessing of Death
Even more for You See That
Suffering Fetus in the Living Womb
Of a Mother is a Living Being too..
You might not be able to See the
Misery and Suffering the Fetus
Endures Cognizant or not
And You might not
what it means
to Live Your First Few
Minutes in a Garbage Bin
From the Death Imposed
Like that from a Mentally ill
and Even Psychopathic Leaning
Mother but this is part of Life too You
Can Sweep it all under the Carpet and
Call Yourself Moral and Righteous but the
Harm You Bring to others without the Respect
of the Blessing of Death may one Day Be Your Outcome too..
Life is Messy it’s not always Sanitized And Clean With Black
And White Rules out of Thousands of Year-Old Books Sure
if We all lived Natural Perhaps i shouldn’t be able to Wear
Corrective Lenses for my Near Sightedness but
You See Where there is Compassion there
is Love more than only Doing to
others what You would rather
be done to you..
Some folks
S and
M and other
Folks Don’t Mind
it at all if their Mother
Starves and Dies of Thirst
Another Day for You To own Her Life…
My Mother Wanted to Go that Way but
Not all Mothers and Children do.. Meanwhile
There was a Big Vote For Trump Sign Visible
Intimated at the Church For the Devil incarnate come again too…
at least
‘they’ acknowledged
the Feeling of Love at
the End of the Mass as they
Asked for Anniversary Wishes
i stood up and Said that it is our
29th Anniversary This Thursday and if
We Makes it to 30 She will receive another
Gold Medal From me and When she asks to
Cash it in i will tell Her what i always do the
Feeling of Love is What Counts Most Now and
By A Way i read the Poem about my Philosophy
of Love from the ‘iCafe’ i continue to Create Now
Telling Her it was Inspired by both Himali and Sohair
And She Loved It All for She Understands Love is Deeper Than Blood…
True.. i Held our Baby Ryan While He Died And She Watched From afar too.
Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now;
The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
What Else is there
And Song;
As Far as i Know
i Feel i Float i go High;
What is There but Fun;
I Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
But i Make my Reality Floating Now
All Naturally High No Way to Make
Money; Dance And Singing Partners
Come and
Go; but
They Continue
to Come What more
Do i Need to Know; Nothing but Love;
Nothing But Loving Life; Nothing But Love;
Life Is Easier
As A Dance
And Song;
is Key and Naked
of Target Audiences
Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; The Dude
In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
As Far as i Can And
Will See if ‘You’
Find it
On a Naked
Beach with
only ‘Your’
Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.
Starting With A ThanksGiving Full Moon Through
Winter Solstice Full Moon Then Super Wolf
Blood Full Moon Lunar Eclipse and now
Today Rather Last Night
at Your Place A
Super Snow Full
Moon and at my Place
Now “iCafe Super Snow
Full Moon” For what i Write
Now A Full Version With Many Characters..
the Night Is Mystery the Moon LIGHT Now
Ashes Are Dark And How Beauty Rises out
of Ashes not unlike the Full Moon iNto DarK
SKeYes OF LiGHT.. True.. Thanks Giving Full
Moon is Memorable and it seems i Remember
A Flowering Dress and an Orange one on the
Winter Solstice Full Moon and the Wolf Moon
Brought a New Place and Home For You and
Here we are in a Place of another Full Moon
Now.. Where Darkness Lives there is always
More Potential Light Where Light Lives there
is the Potential to Forget the Dark and take
the Light for Granted for the Moon Reminds
Us that Light Comes and Goes as We Cherish
the Moon More when it is Full and We Celebrate
And Look Forward
to Another Moon
on the New
Moon Night
Strange it is
When the Full
Moon Becomes the New
Moon and the Full Moon all
in One Night And Day for Eyes
of Moon And Cheeks of Stars and
Yes Sunny Smiles of Sunshine too..
i’ve Heard that Pole Stars Light Dimples
up at Night and Happiness Rises out of Ashes
And Dark as Full Moon Beauty Comes in Midnight Eyes
True.. What I Do know is This that Yes Beauty comes out of Ashes
Light comes From Dark as the Dark and Ashes Brings Appreciation
For All the Lighting Living Gifts of Life.. Simply Put Thanks for Bringing
Light Back Holy and Sacred Dark True Keeper and Protector of Light too..
For It’s True.. i Bring Back the Darkness in my Spirit Heart and Soul just to
Blast the Fire of Creativity out of Ashes of Dark into what Will Become a more
Beautiful and Lit up Dance and Song of Life.. i am not Afraid of the Dark i Embrace
All the Dark Emotions and Tears with the Promise.. the Reality of our Human Nature that
As Long as We Do Embrace the Value of the Dark the Gift of Light and Love Becomes more
than ever
Before True
You Should have
Seen me Dancing Ballet
for all the ‘Old Folks’ in the
Department Store where the Elder
Ladies spend their Days Shopping into
their Retirement Meanwhile the Military Retired
Husbands ‘Enjoyed’ A Monologue From me Each
And Every Time they Watched me from then the Distance
With their Mouth’s Hanging Open Seeing what they likely
Did not Expect to See on this Day of their Life.. A 240 LB
Dude Doing Ballet in the Beal’s Department Store And
True every Wife Deserves a Shopping Spree all Week
for Her 29th Anniversary too While Her Husband
A Hopeful Romantic Dreams of Roses and
Chocolates To Light up Another Day
And Night of Dance and Song..
For those of us who
Have Lived
And Experienced
Hell on Earth We Understand
the Value of Ashes and what Rises
as a Love that is Ever Fearless including
Never the Fear of Either Ashes or Tears
For the Fire The Dark that Brings the Life Back even
More as the Light of Love is Protected once again to Torch A Rose of Thorns and
Flowers True.. i don’t do 11.. i do 22.. and 55.. and 66.. and 77.. and 88.. yes.. 99 too..
But No
100 for
There is
Always Room
For Improvement Next Full
Moon When Ashes Return too..
MuSinG Light And Even More Love…
Fire-Lit Rose Eyes Hot Chocolate Moonlit Dreams Now….
Hi Frank.. Thanks So Much for coming by “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW” And
As You Told me Last Week for Yellow Boy.. i am Sorry For the Loss of Your Sweet
Kitty Cat.. Kiki.. So Hard it Will Be To See Those Who We Love Fade Away
Slowly And Of Course Faster too.. How Eloquent Your Words are
Here “Being in a Cave And Having the Guide Suddenly Turn
out the Lights.. In Such Darkness Reality Collapses”.. True
“The Power of Light is Amazing. It Makes Everything
Real”.. But It Seems Even Science Suggests
that Light Comes From Dark Grief
Brings Relief and Life Returns
Again as Love Even
Greater to Love
Again if
We all Stand
Strong Together
For Love to Win..
True.. as You Quote
me.. We Must Develop
Masks of Personas For Basic
Survival And to Adjust the Collar
Of our Leash to Insure We Fit into
All the Matrix Parameters of What Culture
We are Born into that continues to Change..
True though the Vacation From Persona i Find
in Dance and Song For What Flows in Peaks and
Plateaus of Bliss and Nirvana Streams Gain Steam
Rivers Flow Faster Bays and Gulfs Fill the Feel of Ocean
Whole Wave i Sail Away from Dark into Light Again as Tides
Goes out Dark Comes Back Light Comes in Tides as Well and
Another Full Moon Comes Now and Slowly Fades Away until New
Moon and Light Returns and Night is not Nearly as Dark although
New Moon Nights Bring Greater Appreciation for Daylight as Well
Count the
Stars and
Create the Connections
For Housings of Myths to
Come Alive Springing more
of Beyond Infinity From Our IMaGiNaTioNS
Into Play A Beautiful A World It Is of Change
How Beautiful the Dark Holds Hands With Light
Too How True it Is to Tolerate It Accept It and if We Can and Will Now
Love It All For What Life Is From Dark thru Light The Gift That Just is Now..:)
Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now;
The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
What Else is there
And Song;
As Far as i Know
i Feel i Float i go High;
What is There but Fun;
I Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
But i Make my Reality Floating Now
All Naturally High No Way to Make
Money; Dance And Singing Partners
Come and
Go; but
They Continue
to Come What more
Do i Need to Know; Nothing but Love;
Nothing But Loving Life; Nothing But Love;
Life Is Easier
As A Dance
And Song;
is Key and Naked
of Target Audiences
Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; The Dude
In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
As Far as i Can And
Will See if ‘You’
Find it
On a Naked
Beach with
only ‘Your’
Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.
Hmm; Had to Quote Myself again
to Remind Myself of where i AM.. oh
By the Way is anyone Having Fun Yet; haha;
For Once Again What Else is the Purpose of Life
When Did We All Forget This Whole thing is About
Having Fun now but Oh Lord How to Do that for the Trick
and Treat is the Trick is the Treat in other Words Instant Gratification
is the Killer
of All that
Feels in
Life From
Dark to Light
in a Yin and Yang
Balance while Meanwhile
someone somewhere is still
Playing ‘Candy Crush’ over and
over again into Oblivion anyway
Romance Reminds me who i am the
Down and the Up and the Tides that go
Out and In the Search For Food for Hey When
You Go To Heaven You Remember the Beauty of
Hell Better Put Dark and Never Totally Go Back to the
Abyss of Black; Anyway; Truly as the Video You Provide
So Eloquently Relates Life is a Matrix of Endless Deceptions
in Covers of Cultural Clothes that Hide the Flesh and Blood and
Dreamtime out of Neo-Cortical Prison that Most folks live in Spoon
Fed Reasons as well as Ingested Drugs For Quick Fix Escapes out of Prison
As well; Sure a Beer might Do; A Joint; A Cigarette; or Even a Porn Flick too but
Oh the Beauty
of Dark
with Light
Just the Recipe
that each Human
being will only Ever
Seek and Find within
To Mix With the Rest of
the Environment that We
continuously Re-Create As Now..
Again; the Question is, Are We Having
Fun Yet; I’m Passing through Having A
Blast Landing in the Ashes Bouncing off
Stars of Cheeks and Eyes of Moon and Yes
Sun Struck Kisses of Love that i’ll Never Touch;
But Feel
more than
Ever Before
in the Dark
for ‘the Blindness’ is the Gift;
On By The Way in Regard to Fuller
Realities when in Flow the Feather Will
Become A Poem of Wind instead of Just Adrift;
in other Words the Tapestry of Synchronicity becomes
Filled in with Loving All of Life as Dark Becomes Light as Light is Dark;
Left is Fun;
Almost Impossible
to Understand Until ‘WE’ ‘REmember’
The Sense and Feeling of Beyond All Words;
So in Other
We Having Fun.
Now off to Dream
Now on to Reality
When In Flow The Feather Will
Become A Poem of Wind Instead Of Just Adrift
Tapestry of Synchronicity Becomes
Filled in With Loving All of Life As
Dark Becomes
Light As
Light Is Dark
Full Moon Muse iMali….
Smiles Longer Version of
‘That Song’ How You Inspire
All That i Do Now For Truest
Purest Love of Muse Will Always Do…
You Are An Artist’s Greatest Dream…
You Are A Lover’s Greatest Reward…
Just to Shower Love All Over You Every Day…
And As Far As i Know At Least Never Messy With Smiles..:)
“A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind
of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to
our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free
ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living
creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.”
Heart Tilting With Love
Splashing With Dreams
Red Loving Blood
Eyes of Moon
of Sunshine
Still To Come
Oh God i Hope
SHoWeReD With
More Love Than i Bring
From All Around the World
Poster Board of Kindness
Affection Bred Hands
Who Brings Words
of Poetry
i Sing For
You in Hopes
For Others to Bring
More to You.. For You
Are the Daughter of
Love i Will Never
i Will
Love the
Heart of You..
the Light the Spirit
of Your Soul Who Dreams
Higher Than the Stone Cold
World i Visit Each Day Where Night
Warms the Spring of You.. Flowers Thorns
As Any other Rose You Come to Grow With
Fairy Wing Toes Among Tulips Meadow’s Breath
of Hugs
Never Far
Always Closer
When Love Dances
And Sings Free Just to Be..
i Will Not
Lie i am
No Tiny Ballerina
All i Will Say Now Is There Are Days
i Do Weigh 243 LBS Carrying
All oF iT With LoVE No Hiding
Most Of Us Have an ‘Evil Twin’
Part of Our Shadow Does Exist
Who Would the
People Who Follow
‘This Person’ Be
What Would It Look Like if ‘A Person’
Gained ‘The World’ And Lost Their Soul
Water of God
Drink of Love
i am Free to Love
i am Free to Dance
i am Free to Sing All ‘Naked’ Other
Than Food And Shelter What Else
Is THere ReALLy…
Smiles.. i Promise Youuu
‘They’ Will Continue to
Come as long as
They Make
Youuu Happy
Is A Puddle on
The Floor as
The Multi-Media
Of Y.O.U. From
the Mall on
It As
Your Sweetest
Nights Become
my Sweetest Light
Thank Uuuuu Much!!..
From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live
What Blessing
To Defecate
What Privilege
To Destroy…
‘We’ Hoard
Our Dead in Boxes
Away From Hungry Birds…
‘We’ Used To Laugh About A
Septic Tank Truck Painted Rose-Bud
Comparing Life Giving
Shit to Money
Truly A Dis-Grace
It Is World So Full Of Shit
Love So Free Now Be Now
Sweetest Days Sweetest Nights
Smiles sincerely Smiles Now
Younger People in ‘Japan’
Are No Longer Falling in
Love With Each Other
And Replacing Love
With Tools
‘They’ Continue
To Become…
The Root is
Money one
Is A Culture
Of Suicides and
Disconnected Elders
Dying Alone In Apartments…
Shows the Most
Peaceful Societies
Are Small Taking No
More than They Receive
Working For the Common
Loving Life
Where Money
Is No Part of
Life but of
Course ‘This
Is Rome’ and
Life is only
Birds Who
Fly Far Beyond
The Side Walks
Never Worrying
About What
City Lights
There is no
Loving Life
Without ‘Free’…
FiNDinG LoVE SeeKinG
To: Get It…
From: Is L(ove)Am…
And ‘Stuff’…
Tiny Dancer…
i Love…
Decoding Happiness
Master Passion Greed
Happiness Far Away
As Homes/Cars/Etc.
Close As Dance/Song/Beach
To: No one Now Will Take A Naked
Solo Dance/Song Away From: Sun/Sand
Like ‘Neo’ (Eye of the Needle) Said…
When Chaos Makes
The Sense We Feel
A Cat’s Life A Dog’s
Life What About ‘Us’
Now off to Dream
Now on to Reality
When In Flow The Feather Will
Become A Poem of Wind Instead Of Just Adrift
Tapestry of Synchronicity Becomes
Filled in With Loving All of Life As
Dark Becomes
Light As
Is Dark
i Love It All.
The dVerse International Poetry Pub Is Where Poets From Around the
World Come To Meet and Greet and For Some Hopefully Getting
Great Feedback on their Poetry but for me it is
The Joy of the Journey in Dancing
And Singing that Counts
Most as the Joy
is in the
Giving and
Hey if the Receiving
Comes Now Great and
if not the Joy of the Giving
Remains in the Act of Dance
And Song Now.. True.. not Everyone
Gives in Return Instead of Giving Assessments
in What is Great or Less For i am Mused by the Soul
of Whoever is Writing and i Naturally continue in the Flow
No Different in the Dance Hall if someone Greets me With
Dance there i will not Copy What they Do but i will Gift them
With Whatever their Spirit inspires in me.. Smiles.. Some Days
it’s a Bootie Dance at the Dance Hall and other Days it is a Love
Song to A Poet Who inspires all of that in me as well.. Above so
Below Different Expressions of Love But Hopefully the
Intent is one of Pleasure more than Pain.. True
Though to Each And Or Her HiS oWN Way
This too For We Reap Whatever
Our Experiences of Life
Bring to us
Next.. Yes.. it
Takes an Intense Practice
of Humanity in Laser Focus to
Come to Appreciate the Gift most everyone
Else Brings Dark Through Light With a Dance
or Song Back Not everyone will appreciate a
Human Lamp Like this that and who Shines
as Bright as they Will From First Wake
of Life in the Morning to First
Snore at night too.. Hehe..
True.. i Will Trust Katrina
when She Says i do
that too..
And When i Sneeze
in Church the Energy Released
is somewhat of a Cosmic Blast Too.. hAHa..
For there is A Chi of Leg Pressing 1340 LBS and
A Chi of Sneezing too Sure Dancing and Writing Poetry
too.. For the Chi is Laser Focus in Flow and Even Greater
in Peaks and Plateaus in an Autotelic State of Being in Human
Potential Released too.. True.. This Privilege is Privilege but it doesn’t
Come Alone for Free At Birth For this Flow this Heaven Within is the
Gift the Sages of the Ages Have Been Telling us about All Along This
Gift is not Grace as Born Alone Although the Gardening Of Love Both
in Nature and Nurture is a Huge Plus to Get to Heaven Now and Stay there
Now Next again
With the
That Overall
God Yes Love
is a Rose Where
Thorns of Dark are
As Necessary as Flowers
Of Color for the Blood You Bleed
In Colors of Love may Be Actual Blood too..
Yes.. Tears And Many Many Many Seconds Minutes
Hours Days Months Years of Sweat Sweat Sweat and
If you Leave the Body out of the Fuller Mind and Body
Equation You Lose You Lose You Lose at Least
Half of Heaven Right and Wrong From the
Beginning for Look Around Most All
of Living and Moving Nature
Most Definitely Moves
And Even
In Spirals..
Yes.. the Privilege of
the Milky Way where the
Galaxy Spirals Around a Muse
of Black Hole Dark With Arms of
Stars that Spiral too Within Inside Outside
So Below Above and All Around Now True..
For Human to Become a Spiraling Love Yes
A Force A Positive Laser Focus in Flow of Love
With iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity in Full Force of Love
Now Together We come to Play This way even more now
The Privilege Becomes the Reward as the Practice the Act
of Spiraling Do LoVE iN Whatever Way We Come to Bring this
Force oF LiGHT From the DarK iN LiFE TruE too.. Is the Journey Continuing of Heaven Now..
True Heaven is a Major Privilege as Soon as You Trim Your Camel of Culture Down to a Size
that Fits through An Eye of Spiraling Fearless Pure Force Chi Force Love NoW.. anyway off
to Visit some other Folks to add to this Full Cast Character Play of “Snow Moon Full iCafe”
As the dVerse International Poetry Pub’s Prompt From Yesterday is Privilege in Life too..
And in Additional Smiles Yes Reviewing the Last 12 MacroVerses Since iMali came on
Board Here as my Lovely Poetry Muse.. Love Lives Here Now for True even in
Heaven on the Internet a Woman’s Touch of Pure and Innocent Love Will
Be Appreciated Most no.. it’s not just about How She Looks How
Beautiful Her Eyes are or How Innocent Her Smile is it’s about
the Inside the Soul of Her.. Or Do You Believe in Souls
True Souls
Are only
As Love
Comes Real
No Matter Which
Corner of the World
From Hell to Heaven You
Visit Next.. You Know ‘what they’
Say About Office Wives Who Take
Care of You at Work.. Well True
i am not Getting Paid for this
except for all the
Muse i
continue to
Enjoy Now as Muse
Will Come From Black Abyss
Of Soul through Grey Shades
of Purgatory Up and Above Spiraling
Out of Hell to use Beyond the Colors of
the Rainbow that a Red Dress of Beauty and
A Soul Will Bring Standing in Front or Behind Artist HeART
God Paints With Wind Touches With Each And Every Grain
Of Sand A Soul Muse Of Woman Dances Sings Above Below…
So Many
So Much Blood
Sweat and Tears Earned
Ha! to be Born Rich and So Good
Looking With No Disabilities and
Environmental Struggles at all
True that is only a Myth
of Privilege
For there
is No Real
Privilege but
The Soul Who
Lives on Now..
SPiRaLinG LoVE FoR ReaL NoW..:)
Thanks For this dVerse Prompt “HA” for ‘How Anxious’
For Truly What i See Coming From An iLLusTrious
History of Anxiety About So Many things
in Life Is What A Privilege Life is
Fear Free From All
iLLuSory Fears
And What Lust
For Life Comes
When Loving Life
Free of All iLLusory
Fears my FriENd Spoon
Fed as a Prescription of Fear
Almost From the First Spoon of Birth
Away from Free that Comes From all the
Clothes of Culture That Take us Away From
Wings the Flight of Eagle our Birthright to Remember
And Take
as Life..
This Fear Free
Privilege is not without
Cost for one Must Self-Advocate
For this Privilege now in Wearing all
The Colors of our Authentic Selves
Without Fear Standing Up Tallest
For the
to: Express
For all of What
We Can And Will Come to Be..
For True too those who may Seem
to Have all the Privilege from Gaining
‘The World’ May Gain The Greatest Booby
Prize of All As Even So-Called Leader of
the ‘Free World’ in Prison of Towers and
Pyramids Higher So Much Higher
as Lower Than Fearless Love
To Give and Share
Reward of
Fearless Love Free..
The Gift With No Cultural Clothes..
Yes.. the Greatest Privilege to Give And Share Love..:)
Ah Yes.. White Man Alpha Privilege To Cry Particularly in Down
South Parts and Remain Fearless Loving any Real Empathic
Alpha Male And Leader Will Come to Be
How Sad How People
See Alpha
What Privilege
is there Leading
With No Potential for Tears
or For that Matter even a Dog
to Pet in a White
of Big
Daddy Fears
With No Soul
of the True Leader on the Field..
Even Frans de Waal ‘the Father’
of the Study of Furry Ape Alpha
Males Will Relate that Men without
Empathy are No Alpha Males Apes at all..
Just Soulless Creatures Looking For Home….
others with
them to their
Personal Version
of Hell Away from Love….
Soils Without
Sadly too
A Privilege
That Increases
Blood Shed on other
Soils Already Soaked With Blood…
How We take
to Give it..
Privilege Given Granted…
Taking Away From Others As Blood….
Smiles.. Reminds Me of a Big
Promotion to an Office
A Window
To Freedom
Ah the Work
of Nature
of Actually
Loving Life Stolen
Away So Often in
Promotions of Cultural Clothes..:)
Showing Face
Outside A Mask
Heaven Working For
Love With A Meal
Serving It
Just Love
to Give Free…
Privilege Paving Love..:)
Side Note HeaR iT’s
A Privilege to Do Anything
In Life First Before Getting
It Spoon
After Birth
And that Includes
Pre-Made Recipes
For Heaven Like those
Brochures i See in Restrooms
‘Some People’
Just Can’t
And Green
Ham.. Etc..
From the Real
Deal of Love Within
Now (Heaven)
To Give And
Share no Longer
Pre-Printed ‘Fore.
Don’t Forget
Most Anyone
Can/Will ‘Write’ About
Love in Four Letter Words Versus
‘Doing’ ‘Real Pages’ in/as ‘Books oF LoVE’..:)
Grief Brings
With of Course
A Privilege Art
That As Well..
Melting Fear into Love..:)
Smiles With Grandfather Born
in Ireland Recently 23 and me
Tells Me i have Nigerian and
South Asian
From the 1700’s
And 1800’s to Go
Along with 98.4 Percent
North Western European
including Mostly French and German
Oh Lord A Privilege of Tanning too..
With All
To Evolutionary/Geographical
Anthropology as Science too..:)
(in Other Words Now i am Not
Mis-Appropriating ‘Colors’ of Skin)
Smiles.. i suppose a Greatest
Privilege is Understanding
Why Folks
And Not Following Suit
How Fortunate
Are We
Above as
LoVE Now..:)
It’s Truly
Sad when
It Becomes
A Privilege to
From Hate..
When We
Don’t We
All Fall/Fail…
Smiles.. Conservative and Liberal
Are Written in all of the Animal
Kingdom Including Humans
For there Will
the ‘Sitters’
And ‘Rovers’
And Smiles my
Friend Lynn It’s
True Ya Can’t Fall
off the Cliff if Ya Stay
In the Cave There Is
A Safety to Being Conservative
And a Freedom to Moving Away
From ‘the Desert’
And to be
Clear that’s/
This Is Just a Metaphor
i Still Live in ‘the Desert’
And The Beach And Get along
‘Just Fine’ With the ‘Desert’ Natives..
Too.. True though.. i Leg Press 1340 LBS
And Really Weigh 243 LBS Some Days..
No ‘Farm Boy’.. Now at Least
Threatens me Not to Cry
or Smile these Days as
That’s what the
Tried to Tell
me in School and
Yes i go to Church
Every Sunday for i
Continue to Forgive ‘them’ for not ‘Feeling’ Love.
Love is a Garden if it is Not Served With Real Love
Felt Given and Shared it Does Not Exist And No NEVER
No i Will NOT Vote For Anyone who Goes Against Every
Single Verse of the Beatitudes for i Believe in That Teaching..
And on the
i Still Love
Those Who Do
Smiles; Obviously With Smiles..
But it’s True if You Really Wanna
Become a Loving Man Where i Live
in Yes ‘Trump Town’ LA Lower Alabama
Florida Panhandle You Practically have to
Become ‘Super Man’
to do it
as Lord
Jesus’ might
Get You ‘Crucified’
in So Many Ways Still
if You couldn’t Back Your Love Up
With a Sword of Guns and Arms that are not Metal..
That ‘You’ Will Never Have to Use As “A Real Man” And Not A ‘Gun Substitute’.
Note: Real Alpha Male Leaders Cry (Have Empathy) and Pet Dogs in the White House
And Somewhere in the Bible it Suggests We Expose Those Anti-to-Love-too.. Nah
i am Not
Afraid Now
to Discern..
Either.. My Friend
Lynn.. And it’s not even
The Very End Yet With Smiles..
Winks.. i Always have at Least a
‘Few Words’ When Folks ask ‘You’?..;)
Smiles Lillian
i Kid You
Being in
And Getting
Out of Hell for 66
Months including
Enduring the Suicide
Disease Type-Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia From Wake To Sleep
For All of those 66 Months Like
A Dentist Drill Then in my Right Eye
And Ear as A Shut-in in my Bedroom
For those 66 Months too as True that
Pain is Assessed in Literature as Actually
Worse than the Torture of Real Crucifixion
And No Drug Would Bring Any Relief at All
During Any of my Waking Hours then at All
Is Yes my Greatest
Blessing and
Privilege for
Now i
True ‘Sympathy
For the Devil(S)’ too..
For That Pain Took my
Emotions And Love All Away
As That Numb Was/Is Worse Then
Than The Worst Pain Known to Humankind.
Dark Brings
is Dark
What A Privilege
It Was/Is to Live on the
Dark Side of the Moon
Smiles Heaven is Not Going Back to Hell..
With Sympathy Perspective As Empathy WHole CoMPaSSioN..:)
Hmm.. That About ‘Covers’ A Swan/Ugly Duckling Dance/Song for Now.
6:42 PM
Well.. Usually on Wednesday Night i might Be Already Just about
to Fall asleep but it appears the New Leg Press Incline Machine
is Boosting me up again at the Gym as oh Lord i did 1410 LBS
Tonight and Gosh it Still Feels Light Hmm.. 1500 LBS Getting
Closer now and 1860 LBS is the Limit of that Machine
But True 1020 LBS on the Other Machine a bit
Harder for the First Leg Press of Gravity
off the Rack for that was Straight
Forward Deader Weight
As The Incline
Machine Goes
up on a Sled
i’m Thinking 1500 LBS
is about the Equivalent
of 1020 LBS on the Other
Machine but hey i am taking it a
Bit Easier and Doing Greater Range
of Movement Just for Fun too as 1500 LBS
May Be as Far as i eventually Go Just for Safety
Sakes on the Leg Parts too for i don’t have a Million
Dollar Life Insurance Policy on my Legs at Least hehe..
True Don’t
Need it
As Money
M A KinG
is No Part of
my Artist Pie
And with that Said
off to Frank and Xenia’s
Place Now For Sure and gigoid’s
Place to Riff off of Aphorisms From
the Sages of the Ages as hey in this
“Snow Moon Full iCafe” We can invite
Dead Folks to Share the Shells of their
Living Souls in Words as they Do come Free too..:)
Frank is a Bit Silent now More than Likely over the
Passing away of His Beloved Cat Kiki as i surely Understand
that Feeling of Grief not Far Away Removed at all so Next off to Xenia’s place…
Dream Time of Nature
Sadly the Prison of the
Neo-Cortex in Reasoning
That Humans Rarely Escape Connecting
Back to Out of Time Distance and
Space Yes
the Eternal
Now of
Whole The Mind
And Body all that is
And Never Separate
Free as Grains of Soil
Become Our Nature Soul Whole
Attaching Each And Everyone
To the Bottom as our Soles
of Feet Become Soul True..
Smiles Xenia That’s Good News
For the Greyhound’s that the
Park there has Been Closed
Also Great News
Recently the
One Close
to Where
i live is Finally
Shut-Down too
Sad When Best
Friends are relegated as Slaves
But Glad When Humans Come
Around From:
Again To:
Greater Now..
Spring is Getting So So
Close Daylight Even
With Cloudy
Is Growing
Longer Flowers
More Coming Soon
Winter’s Dream Fruition Spring..
Free Range Whippets Now
Off of Sidewalk Tracks
Still iN A
Dog Race
Concrete Walks
Smiles Xenia the
Meadow of the Forest
the River and the Waves
of the Ocean Us Whole
Sense Freedom
The Love oF Free..:)
Hi gigoid.. Still Catching up Here
With You as i Fell Behind With
Always More to Do as There are Practically
Now no limits to Riffing off Even a Few Words
Yes Practically
Now More..:)
“Be virtuous and you will be eccentric.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
True Agape Love
to Most
Church Going
Folks With No
Understanding Truly
of the Venn
of and as
God as Nature Plus…:)
“It is an open question whether any behavior
based on fear of eternal punishment can be regarded as ethical
or should be regarded as merely cowardly.”
~~ Margaret Mead ~~
Well if it’s True ‘the Dudes’
Who Said Love Your
Turn the
Other Cheek
Was/is/are a Liar
At Essence
for this other
So-Called Truth
Housed as Essence
of Fear and Hate Anti- Love As Such
So Clear How Do ‘Trump Voters’ miss
It Rhetorical
So Sadly Enough
True ‘Trump’ False
Wrote ‘Revelation’
Anti-Love True…
“A short saying oft contains much wisdom.”
~~ Sophocles (496-406 BC), “Aletes”, Frag. 99
Four Letter Words…
“You’re not the only one who’s made mistakes,
but they’re the only things that you can truly call your own.”
~~ Billy Joel, “You’re Only Human” (Second Wind) ~~
Love Without Instruction Life
“I will show you fear in a handful of dust.
~~ T.S. Eliot ~~
But Not For Now Living..:)
“Chaos is but unperceived order.”
~~ attributed to Fred Hoyle ~~
Poetry Flows Art Born New Life Creativity’s Big Bang Again..:)
“Anyone who stops learning is old, whether twenty or eighty.”
~~ Henry Ford ~~
Don’t Forget to Keep Dancing And Singing Henry2..:)
“Happiness follows sorrow,
sorrow follows happiness,
but when one no longer discriminates
between happiness and sorrow,
a good deal and a bad deed,
one is able to realize freedom.”
~~ Buddha ~~
Light is Dark Light Feels Better
Reasons Usually Don’t Conquer Feelings
As Science
Are the Head of Reasons..:)
“Forget what you know and learn.”
~~ Roger von Oech ~~
Yes.. Preferably Dance..:)
in Just
my Opinion oF/
oN CouRSE Now..:)
It’s Really Been a Cloudy Week Here and it’s True
Cloudy Winter Days Used to Get Me a Little Blue
When the Days Grew Shorter Stuck in Office
Spaces in Promotions From More Open
Spaces to Smaller Spaces
Without Even
at ALL out
into Nature but
Anyway Looking at
the Clock As Bed Time
Approaches for You and
It’s My Anniversary today
Yes.. me and the Katrina
the 29th one in the
Morning over
there is Time for
a Bed Time Story
Before the Dance Adventures
Continue on with some more Song
Adventure First.. For i used to Look
At the NewsPaper When i was in my
20’s looking at all the Beautiful Brides
And Grooms.. in Higher Society Ways
of Becoming Part of the “Organization”
Of Life that Honestly made no Sense at All
To me as there was No Hierarchy imposed on
me at Home And I studied what i enjoyed in School
And When i finally Got 3 College Degrees and Really
Any Job for i really didn’t give an F about Money as that
Was Never really a Part of my Home Growing up but True
i saw the Cars and the Apartments and the Wives come and
go for my Father.. Sometimes Twice.. but for me.. it Just didn’t
make any sense wasn’t this whole thing about the Feel the Feeling
of Love anyway
so much
for me
Seem like
A Snow Ball
Chance in Hell of
me ever Getting married
No matter What Good Looks
or Education with Close to Minimum
Wage Pay and and no F’s About Money at
all until the Poor Girl the one raised without
Money came into the Room only Caring about A
Smile and Love and Truly nothing else in Life but
that for what i had most Growing up she was starving
for most
of Love
that is the
Trust that Stays..
Anyway i was living
With my Sister She Graduated
With one Degree and was making
Twice as Much Money as me and could
Afford an Apartment as i met the Katrina in the
Spring of ’89 as i misspoke Earlier when i suggested
that it was ’88.. she hadn’t Quite Turned Nineteen in the
April of that ’89 Spring.. So anyway the Romance Bloomed
little love Notes here and there Meeting over here and There too..
Briefly until She decided one day to actually Leave Her Boyfriend
And Move in With Her Sister until one Day she met me at the Park
With Just a Handful of Belongings that was all she owned Perfectly
Folded as True when you don’t have much you Treasure every Bit
of what You have.. i could take Love For Granted the Love that
Lived within me the Seed Planted and Nourished by My
Mother.. Katrina on the other hand had to actually worry
if there was Food and Water in the Home for
that came first Before Love.. True where
i Live A Beautiful Girl Like Katrina
Doesn’t Have to Look far
for a Date.. Wherever
A Beautiful Girl
Like that
And sure
she picked the
one of the Poorest
29 Year-Old Men then
With 3 College Degrees
Who Probably Existed in
the Whole Metro Area then..
But True what i had inside was
Worth More than All the Riches in the Entire
Universe the Smile of Love that knows no up or down..
So.. anyway.. after we Lived Together in my Sister’s Apartment
for a While one day at the Military Bowling Center that i started
out in that Ended in Lucrative Pay in the Federal Government Organization
Decades Later.. a Friend and Us were Casually Bowling and i said You know
in Front of my Friend.. it might be Good if We Get Married there was no Ring
it was a suggestion and we agreed Casually and then on February 21st of
1990 on a River Walk the Same Place that Katrina and i took a Selfie on
Tuesday is where we tied a Very Casual knot that required no Money
At all and the Reception was back at the Bowling Center where
the Kind People there Lavished us with many Gifts of Stuff
and Love and Food too… Love and Food and Stuff..
Sadly Many People Put it opposite than that at
Stuff and Food And Love as what seems
Like an After Feeling these days more
if it exists for Real at all.. my other
‘Higher Society’ Relatives
on my Father’s Side
of the Family
got their
Fancy 25 Thousand
Dollar Weddings Subsidized
by Credit Cards if Necessary
That Perhaps Lasted a Few Years
until the Next High Class Wedding came
along.. i guess what i’m trying to say is we truly
cannot Plan REAL Love as a Goal and Honestly
Looking Forward to an Engagement in a Beautiful
Place without some Blood Sweat and Tears of a Relationship
like that is not a Place or a Goal i suggest as Your Friend from what i have
Seen in Life.. Emotions and Love are the Magic that Naturally Comes when you
Least Expect it Simply Because Love when Real is Alive and Never a Pre-Planned
of Life
to Do
And Life
is nothing Like
Poetry if Couples
Don’t get Tough Enough
Skin to Argue a Bit most
Every Day of their Life and Stay
Together Yes out of Choice when the
Feeling Goes Dark Out of Empathy and
Sympathy and Compassion in Understanding
that Truly No one is perfect there are days we
Are Gassy and Will Blow up if we don’t let it all
out and that is in General A Metaphor for the
Reality of Life.. Smiles.. the Only Perfect
Relationships are those that
Exist in long
With Smiles for True
They are Art and they
Are Beautiful but they Truly
Reflect Little of the Human Condition
Just like those Glamorous Depictions
of Engagements on Tops of Mountains
for that one Day that Folks Spend Half
A Home in Assets for a Few Photos
To Save and Perhaps throw
Away if the Magic
the Romance
Go away all that’s
Left after that is the
Love that Will Make it
Through Hell and Last..
It’s true.. do not find someone
Like me for Truly that Fred only
Exists in Poetry.. i must tell you that
as Your Friend and Not Just someone
that makes Beauty with you Free.. Making
Magic of a Life that takes so much Blood Sweat
and Tears in Reality as my Friend Rafiah who did
have Feelings with me who was so separated from the
Male of the Species She had to ask me what has Happening
to Her.. With Those So Strange Feelings she was having then
And the Thoughts that kept Popping into Her Head then out of
Her Control as she said to me.. How Drenched in Love Katrina
Makes me every day.. and why we never argue based on what
She Saw in the Photos of Us.. when i said the reason we Do Still
Stay Married is i say Yes Dear time and time again as she Nags me
All Day Long for the Smallest Nit Picky Things but i understand why
it is from Living with no Water and Food when Young and the OCD that
Comes from Trying to Control what you Can in Life.. With the Tremendous
Anxiety that will Last a Lifetime From that.. Love is More About Understanding
Than Rosie Feelings Day in and Day Out and Oh Lord the Stress of Two Folks
Working that
Just usually
as that’s
Life too as
Take Lots of together
Time to Actually Make
It Work.. And it’s Just a Fact
if Children Truly are going to
Grow up with that Seed of Love
Planted Firmly Within there better
Be at Least one Parent Willing to Stay
Home with that Child for the First 3 and
More Years of Life all Day and Night Long
Better yet Held in A Carrier Against Their Heart..
Smiles my Friend it’s not Just a Question of finding
someone it is the Reality of the Blood Sweat and Tears
You are ready to Face and Accommodate to Stay Together for the Rest of Your Life…
True it’s Much easier to do when Neither Person Works that’s Practically the Golden
Age than
if one
Works Before..
And when Two
People Work with
Children the result of
that is all the Frowns one
Sees in Super Walmart and
Even more in the High Class Stores
Next to Million Dollar Homes.. to me there
are two Choices in Life to me really and nothing
will ever Change that Reality.. Money OR Love..
Let’s just Put it this way i can’t Lie to you now the
Environment You Have Worked so hard to make
now for Success is so far so far away from Love..
the Potential of Real Love in a Successful Marriage
That Lasts for a Lifetime..
i could have
too but
i determined
for Myself That the Poor Blood Sweat
And Tears to come would Eventually
Let me Be Rich in Love Away from Stuff…
Yes.. With a Wife who takes Care of me
Nagging me through every Step of what she Enjoys most
yes to
of me
as Her
Number one
Priority of Life..
Smiles the Same
My Mother Did for me
and if You Ever Find a
Man who tells you Different
more than Likely they are lying for what they truly want..
As Liberal as i am i understand the Value of Tradition at
the End of the Day it’s not the Wild Sex and Romance that
it is that
Your Spouse
is still there
for you no matter what happens next..
With the Rest of the Moon Story Attached
to this as True it is just a Moon Story my Friend
And if i didn’t really Love You i wouldn’t tell you all of this..
i am Your Playmate.. i am Your Friend.. i am Your 3rd Grade
Valentine’s Card Lover and You are my Poetry Muse for Life for as Long as You Like..
But it’s true there will be no time for me once You Find Your Future Lover
And Husband if there is even anytime for You To even Love each Other..
Meanwhile.. i am here for You.. With the Sweetest Hugs and Love to Bring you too..
i own time..
if i didn’t own
time i could do none of this….
It Just would not be Possible..
But i do Enjoy Sharing Beauty
With a Beautiful Loving Soul Like You..
Happiness Cannot Be Decoded for it is Always Art Now..
True though When Real it is Capable of Holding Hands Along the Paths of Life..:)
You too
My FriEnd
Clouds continue
Thanks Xenia
Clouds Speak
This Week
Still Shines..:)
Hmm.. I’ve been Laying
Up in Bed Since 4 AM
Something Since
i Saw the Full
Moon again
It Seems
Super Still
Like it is
Still in
My Eye
The Moon
May Always Be
Somewhat of
A Mystery to
Full Moon
Muse always is
i Dream About
Your Mysteries
To me in
Silence i
Can almost
Always Feel your
Breath Just out of
Reach and that is Both
The Pain And the
Of the
Hold and
Do Not such
A Lovely Forever
Feeling Never Close
Enough and Truly
As the
Art the Child
Of never be always Is
In other Words it is
To Explain
This Feeling
i have for You
That.. Seems
More than Love…
There must be another
For it
Closer than Love..
If You Figure it
Tell me…
Some Way You Do..
As What Beautiful
Art Comes
And Yes
The Word Is
Beauty God’s DeLiGHT
Spread Higher By
🌚 🌝
Above Below..
SMiLES New York
Minute Longer
Shorter Now
SMiLes.. Moving
Free Dance
With the
The Soul..
Yes.. A Song
Of Soul Free
Loving Now More..
Dearest Moon Your
Light Shines Upon
All of Who You
Meet even
In Darkest
Nights of
Soul and
Of Love the
Moon Loves
Purest For The
Moon’s Loved ones
Never Even Hug the
Face of the Moon unless
They Lived in the 60’s
And the 70’s SMiLes
Perhaps Truly the
Was the
Back then…
Where Have All
The Lovers of the
Moon Gone the Moon
Wasn’t Looking when
The Moon’s Shine
Finally Found
The Magic
When the
Moon Felt
The Romance
Of The Earth Now Again…
The Moon Loves ‘Everyone’
More Now
Of You
Brings Romance
Back to the Moon
Perhaps Eventually
Romancing Life Will
Spread to
Rest of
The Earth
If so Because
Of You Now
For it is True
While We May
Not Always
We Are
Looking For
Love Comes First
The Love Within
Shine of Us..
Sent from my iPhone..
SMiLes.. Even when the
Moon is Missing its Light
Shines on You From the
Dark side of
The Earth
i imagine
The Moon
Only Dreams
About someone
Truly With A Most
Beautiful Soul Just
Like You the Moon
Will always Love You..:)
SMiLes.. Sohair Your
Words Are Wise
Indeed And On
Top of that
That i
Sure the
Nicest Flower
Is Like Poetry
And one of
The Nicest
i Have Ever
Received and
Today is
Our 29th
And SMiLes only
If i Can Convince
Katrina that i
Am The Sweetest
Smelling Flower
After i
Work out
Three Hours
Perhaps i Will
Advance to Rose
Bud too..
Hehe But
For Now i
Will Never
Forget the
Me By
Dear FriEnd
Sohair From Egypt..
God Bless You And
My FriEnd..:)
Yeah Baby.. Yeah!
It’s Really Not A Question if i Wanna Dance For i Danced the Night
i Heard my Father Died i Danced When my Mother Died and Moby
And Yellow Boy and Arthur Too but True that Helped so Much
to Regulate my Emotions and Integrate my Senses as the
First of that Is Mostly an Issue with Bi-Polar and the
Second the Dizzy Fly With Senses that are
Not Well Integrated Where the
World Seems Out of Sorts
In Directions here and
there Right and
Left but
Oh God
The Dance
The Cure to all of that
The Gift and Yes By God
The Actual Literal Prescription
From my Doctor as the cure Now to
the Symptoms of Life Born Challenges
in Life for there is BC Before Dance and
Writing Poetry in Hell and there is AD and
Heaven With Dance and Writing Poetry in
Heaven now neither of Which i will ever quit
as Long as my Hands Write and my Feet Dance For
That is the Cure of Hell and the Promise of Heaven Now
Fulfilled a Song of Write And a Dance of Steps True to Be
the Honesty of Who and What i am Deep Down whether that
Offends anyone else or not.. Yes Valentine’s Day is a Tragic Comedy
of Love Always Now as the Day of Love is the Day my Mother Went to
Her Death Bed and as Wedding Anniversaries Go the 21st of February
for a 29th one of Wedding for Fred and Katrina as Two Year ago.. my Mother
Made it 8 Days Without Food or Drink Per Her Wishes of Passing away Naturally
As Possible.. from Stage Four Cancer Starting with Breast and Ending as Bleeding
Brain Cancer Undiagnosed until the Day She Went to Her Death Bed 3 Days or so
After Defeating My Sister in Scrabble Living for a Couple of Years with advanced Bone
Cancer too as the Cancer Spread through Her Body Losing 80LBS only ever asking for
a Bayer Aspirin for What She Described as Arthritic Pain as the Cancer was Eating away
at Her Life then for Two Years in Standing Death Bed Status too.. Anyway.. so i Dance Again
It’s not A Choice
it is the Medicine
That Makes Me Whole
That Brings me Balance
And Sure if i Can and Will
Bring some Sunshine with what
is often a Tragic Comedy of Life
for What Many Folks Experience in
Life From Dark thru Light and Beyond and
Below of that so Be it the Gift the Medicine of
my Life the Dance of Feet and the Song of Write
That Keeps Me Whole With the All Natural Reward of
Heaven now for You See in Seek and Find Within i Learned
The Dance From God Who Lives within and then the Doctor
Saw the Cure i made and Wrote the Scientifically Provable Now
Prescription as it is finally Proven by Science Now that Moving Spiraling
Meditation in Many Ways including Free Dance is Truly a Regenerative
Healing Activity no Different Really than the Dance that Planets Spiral
Around Stars and Galaxies Overall Spiral Around Black Holes too the
Way of Being as Existence in Spiral Dance From Below Sub-Atomic
Particles to the Milky Way Our Overall Space Station Now of Home..
It is one of ‘those’ Secrets in Plain Sight that Sadly so Many Folks
Separate from their Story Books of Life the Universe Spirals
And Regenerates Either We Walk on Sidewalks and
Stagnate or Spiral Our Way into the Eternal Now
of Bliss and Nirvana this is no New News
As Old as the Wisdom and Beyond
of the ‘Emerald Tablets of Thoth’
too Sacred and Holy Texts
of ‘Fore for those
Who Seek
Find and
Write the Path
to Heaven down the
Best they can and will
Heaven does exist but it is not
Printed on A Brochure Plastered
to the Insides of the Latrine in a ‘Trump
Restroom’ or Floating in the Commode as
Such for this Heaven is the Pure Force of Fear-
Less Spiraling Love Within and My Dancing Shoes
And the Shapes of My Words Now are only a Reflection
of My Soul and God Overall Below and Above Now as Real
And Believe
it or not
and or
in this Way
of Art and Science True..
i don’t Create These Lamps/Trees/Life
of God Alone God Allone Within is Here Now True..
in my
Shoes too..
of Love
A Mini-
Me Now2
Other than that
Yeah Baby.. Yeah!
Now off to the 250th
Dance Night Week at Old
Seville Quarter With All the
Cool College Age Folks Where
A Trance Dance Melts Away Any
Worries of Life From Past or Future
As All Becomes Present Heaven now
True i Still Visit the Dark too for i will not
i come
From and
God Does too..
Oh by then Way
i Wear ‘Shiva’ Hands
And Feet True too It’s
Universal Essence only
The Symbols Change for
This Truth in Spiral Light Now..:)
Once Again.. Yeah Baby… Yeah!!..:)
Smiles, ‘Natural Plastic’, Inherently as Such the ‘Wrong Planet’ is Filled With ‘Disagreeable’ Folks, in other
Words, Inherently as such Folks who are Born And Raised; yes, both in Nature and Nurture, in ways, where
The Epigenetic Potential of (Love); Yes, the ‘Wiring’ Responsible for the Oxytocin (Love Response) is Muted
Which Means there is Less Intrinsic Reward of Warm and Fuzzy to Agree with Folks over Small Talk now like
The Weather is nice outside; for that Brings a Release of the Scientifically Proven Love Response that is also
Very Healing in Terms of the Placebo Effect for Faith Belief and Hope in a Warm and Fuzzy Way that Sets the
Cause and Effect in Action Ways From Head to Toe and in connection to others for a Brighter Warmer Future
For all too. On the Other Hand; ‘Love’ Will Go Rogue and Folks Will Bond over Stuff like ‘Trumps’ too; Yuck as
Yes, Love Will
Go Rather
This way
too as Folks
Will even Bond
over Philosophies of
A God of Love that Tortures
Bad Folks without much Warm
and Fuzzy Response of Oxytocin Forever Eternally
Who Do Crimes as Either Politicians or Serial Killers;
bottom lines; People Die more this way, whether it is
an Unwarranted War Overseas or a String of Serial Killings as such.
Anyway; The all Natural Love Drug that is so Healing too from Head to toe
And More is a Very Powerful Intrinsic Drug that makes us Hairless Apes Stronger
Together in
Either the Pleasure
or Pain We Bring to others
Who are not Part of our Immediate
Social Circles as such. Unconditional
Love that is Fearless is the Most Powerful
Force of Love; but Generally Speaking, a Love
That must Be Learned in Ways of Cognitive Empathy
Across the Lifespan continually until the Last Blink and Breath of Life.
In other Words, it takes Relative Free Will and a Practice of Life to Become this
as Human Being.
Anyway; again, We Live
Evolved Best for Intermittent
Gratification as too much Love Will
Take Away the Light of Love in Terms
of Experiencing the Underlying Neurochemicals
and Neurohormones that Give us all the Greatest Feelings
And Senses of Life in what may Described as the Eternal Now
of Deepest Emotions and Senses Experienced Now (Heaven Within) as all that comes
Attached to the Abstract Constructs We Humans Create Together to this Point as Well.
So, where was i originally
in this Flow of Stream of
Consciousness Being in
A Trance Like State of
Nirvana and Bliss;
Yes, as i greater
Employ my
Now of Rationalizing
And Reasoning in this Newer
Area of the Evolved Brain that
Brings an Illusion of Distance, Space
And Time with it; and DeaDlines and Stress
And Hell on Earth Within and Blah Blah Blah too;
Yes, the ‘Wrong Planet’ a Place of Disagreeableness
Is a Refuge for the Necessary Dark of Folks who Go against
Your Opinions So one Will Get to Enjoy Heaven More for there is
No Balance of Yin and Yang when either Comes up Missing in Life.
Now, to Be Clear, when i Lived in Hell on Earth Within as a shut-in in
My Bedroom For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including the Worst
Known Pain to Humankind from Wake to Sleep; Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia assessed
Now in Literature as Literally more severe Than the actual Torture of Crucifixion like a
Dentist Drill Pain in my Right Eye and Ear that No Drug would Touch From Wake to
Sleep; as a Meditative Write in Stream of Consciousness Flow of Being in Art Likely
Remediated Somewhat Somehow Someway as Science Does
Show Now that Does Happen when the Thalamus
of Pain is Bypassed Now for Pain where Meditation
Will Actually Become more Effective than Frigging
Morphine for Pain; By the Way, Science also Shows
that those Folks From Birth who are Wired Innately
and Environmentally With Plenty of Hugs and Kisses
For the Oxytocin Response Need Much Less Morphine
After Surgery and are much Less Likely to Fall to the Disease
of Addiction as it become more Heir and Environmental Influenced
Apparent as we Go in this Monologue Discussion that Love is the Drug
That Will Also Potentially Put Incurable Disease into Remission as Evidenced
By Science too; yes, Vaguely as Such With Evidence; as the Science of the Nuts And
Bolts of how Love Works is Just about Impossible To Fully Separate from all the other
Environmental and Innate Factors of Life to Study Separately and Empirically Fully Discrete as such.
In other Words,
too, Love is more
Art than Science
Intrinsically by
Nature for the Very
Nature of the Complexity
of Love and all Human Feelings
of Emotions and the Synergy of Senses
AS All our Senses Intermesh with our Feeling Experience
of What is Generally Described as an all Healing Force of Human;
Yes, the Much Higher Potential Within to Give and Share with Others;
Yes, the Four Letter Word Love that Yes, Will Go Rogue and Be taken for
Granted in Lifestyles of Instant Gratification and Go Mute and Silent as the
Lion of
to Sleep
Again as it Is rather
Difficult to Understand
Why and How Love Works
As there are ‘Einsteins’ of Relativity
But not nearly as many ‘Fredensteins’ of Love.
‘Jesus’; the Story Book Figure Tried ‘His’ Best through
the Words of Innumerable Pen Named Authors Like Luke
and Matthew and Mark as Ghost Writers as Such too but let’s
Face IT they had Limited Vocabulary and Oh Lord ‘Muhammad’
Only Used approximately 2000 Words in the 80K Word or So
Koran; as ‘Those Folks’ Tried to Pin God (Love) Down as a Pint
Sized God (Love) and I must admit i cannot even Fit all of Love into a 6.6
Million Word Plus Bible Longest Long From Poem Epic Style of Free Verse
Writing in 66 Months Now as Lord Knows and Feels and Senses Within me yes
Love; Jesus F in Christ, the More You Ponder and Experience Love the More Love
Grows Like a Frigging TSuNaMi That Never Ever Quits Flooding the World in Words
And So Much other Stuff (Hint: Do a Google Search to Explore Humanity’s Largest Bible
Created Hand-in-Hand; Still Growing) Yes; Abstract Constructs We Co-Create Can and Will
Be Helpful and Harmful Too and there is the Danger that the Lion of Love Will Go to Sleep if
Folks Now Do
Forget ‘You’
Have to
In Boot
Camp with
Adversarial Drill
Sergeants too if
You Wanna Keep
Your Lion of Love Roaring
Roaring Like a Katy Perry ‘Eye
Of the Tiger’ too for the Shadow
of Courage and the Lion Heart of Love True.
Back to the Original Point, you Brought Back my
Dear Adversary With Truly Amusing Dry Humor too;
“Natural Plastic”, Who i come Here to Play with Dry Humor
Too and other Words of Rhetoric and even Cliche’s too; the
Reason; Yes, the Empirically Measurable Reason that “Love Means
Never Having to Say You Are Sorry” as a rather ‘Olden Days’ Cliche now
too is that some Folks who are rather Low in Emotional IQ who Do not Understand
that We Generate our Emotions Within and they are Not Owned by the Loves We Lose
in Life as Grief is the Natural Way We are Evolved to Experience Life when we Lose what
We Love as Oxytocin becomes Naturally Reduced and Dopamine Naturally increases in a Bitter
Sweet Mix of Tears too to Motivate us to get off our Crying Butts and Do something Creative to attain
Some New Love Connections in Life as Social Animals who do not Do this tend to fall by the Wayside
And in ‘those Olden Older Days’ in our Evolutionary History Before the Aid of Technological Devices to
Live more Independently; yes, without success to reconnect to More Loved ones the Prognosis of Living
A Long Life was/is Greatly Reduced then and Still Impacted Substantially now too as Evolution; Classical Evolution
is Slow; and let’s
Face it Face
Screw up;
Problem is when
We are so F in Busy
Stuck in the Pre-made
Sidewalks of our Neo-Cortical
Mind that We come to Forget that
as Science Shows now our Neo-Cortex
is not the Director of our Life as the Limbic
System the Older Evolved Triune Part of Brain Along
with our Reptile Amygdala and Brain Stem Still Reigns
Supreme and at best our Neo-Cortex is Servant to Our
Limbic System and at Worse Slave to the Limbic System
as We continually Seek out Dopamine Stimulating Activities
Lost Like an iRobot and Particularly so, if We Never really Become
Wired in Life to both Generate and Enjoy all the all Natural benefits
And Healing Force of the Love Drug Oxytocin Naturally Released that
Comes Back as Love Strong Again when we Reconnect with others After
the Clouds of Grief Pass by and the Sunshine Within Shines Brighter with all
others too;
As Yes
Even when
the Weather is
Bad and it is shared
As Small Talk those
who are Able to employ
the Love Drug Oxytocin
Are again Warm and
Fuzzy as the
of a Fire
Place Eternal
Flame within
now come alive
Again as We are Generally
Speaking A ChristMas Tree
Lit up this Way For all Four Seasons;
Hmm; this reminds me too of a James
Taylor Song Again ‘Call me and i will Be
tHere’ yes; let’s Just Talk About How Cold it is
Outside and Inside Now True; Anyway, my Friend
Today is the 2 Year Anniversary of My Mother’s Death
That i Celebrate that Great Gift of Love; Yes, the Warm
and Fuzzy Love She Both Provided me as Innate Gift with
The Propensity of it as such and the Gardening of Love in
Unconditional Ways of Love From Birth to Death; particularly also
Effective; as i did not speak until age 4; and she had the Patience
of Loving Mother ‘Job’ and ‘Mary’ as Helen too; which means she didn’t
Swat me around to get me to Speak; she Hugged me and eventually i Repeated
Some Words of Love i Heard from Her then. I am Still Repeating Words my Friend
From Around the Love (World); and while it is true my Favorite ones are Words of
Love; Cognitive Empathy about the Greatest Reality of Love is Love and Light Come From
Believe it or not Ripley and Horatio, Dark; and Generally Speaking Hate too in ways of Adversity
from Adversaries too; True, i rather ‘Enjoy’ the Trump Phenomenon in a Dark Muse Way this way
too; in Fact, Since ‘He’ has been coming around the Last Two Years; it’s True, i haven’t come back
Here for my Dose of Dark Muse Nearly as much; hehe. True, though, now that the ‘Dems’ Control
the House Again; He is more like a Pesky Flea who is soon to be Swatted Down as Such By More Love
Hmm; Speaking
of Love and Religion
And Politics and Philosophy
As Such too through my Intense
Day and Night Studies on the Art and
Science of Love now for 66 Months and
Before in the 33 Months i inhabited this
Wrong Planet Website then as in the Last
66 Months i’ve moved on to that 6.6 Million
Word Bible all about the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’, True;
What i’ve come to Learn at core is Dance; Dance without
any Words at all is still the Oldest and Best Religion to Connect
to the Essence of others Still now, true; in Fact, in the Area i Live
in the “Footloose Metro Area”, Gulf Coast South LA Lower Alabama Florida
State of Flowers Shaped Like a Gun; Where i Live Square now in the Center of
the Barrel (Panhandle) of that Gun, still; yes, assessed by Sociologists as the Most Difficult
Place to Be Different as my Legs now that Leg Press 1410 LBS Rather Easily on an Incline
Leg Press Machine where 1500 LBS will soon Be a Piece of Cake too; and the Icing that continues
to Carry me through 10,781 Miles Now of Public Dance for the Last 66 Months too; it is rather
Amazing what Just one Little Old Dude who Really Weighs 243 LBS of Rather Solid Muscle as
Compared to the ‘Dude on the Top of the so-Called Free World’; Yes; that other Little
Old Blonde Hair Spray Painted Orange Dude Named ‘Trump’ now as the Polar
Opposite of Me too; Yeah, as ‘they’ say the Meek (those Humans who are
Fearless Enough Within in Yin and Yang Balance and Man and or Woman
enough not to Have to Threaten a Fist or Gun or Words of Offense) Yes,
it is Amazing How ‘You’ Will Influence the Area You Live in all on Your
own without even one Word; without even making one Red Lincoln
Cent will doing it too; True, When i First Started the
Endeavor now Assessed as Dance Legend by
the General Public with Words Like
Pensacola Icon too; and Words Like
My God He is Everywhere spotted Here
and there and every other Store my Wife
Spends Her time with Her Addiction of Shopping
too; True, what used to be a Dead Dance Hall at 11 PM
is now Packed to the Rim of the Chalice of Dance and Love now
True; Mostly the Younger Folks who have Grown up Seeing me in
Facebook Video Voyeur Productions Since Grade School among their
Peers in the last 66 Months. too; True, I have changed the Behavior in a Number
of the Folks who Live in this Panhandle in a Much More Liberal Dance of Life and
Considering that Elections are Won and Lost in this State; Imagine this; me and or
Even You Could Change the Course of History with Just the influence on a Relatively
Few who Become more Liberal with a FootLoose Dance than Conservative in Trump
Town USA. Never
the Force
of a little
Boy who
cannot Speak
Until Age Four
Touched by the
Love Unconditional
Of a Mother True as Love.
For it’s true Never Ending Stories
Happen and there are Some Days
that Characters of Plays Come Alive and Change the World.
Meanwhile; if You Need a Friend (Adversary/Enemy/Same); Just
Call on me for All About Love and Etc… and Etc… Hehe;
And i’ll be here for Y.O.U. too Now
As No One
Owns my
Love but
God (Love)
Within to Give and
Share Free what may
Come Will Be; But my Mother’s Love LiveS oN NoW
iN as me; True i Did/Do Need mY Mother (Love) and i
continue to Utilize all the Dark As Well As We All Do True Whether
We note it in Abstract
the Dance
of Love Will
Never Ever Be Shut-up
As Long as Life Moves US As (Hope/Faith/Belief/Love)
And Does Not Shut us Down Now As (Fear/Doubt/Cynicism/Hate)
WHere We Humans Do NaturAlly STill Bond Over BotH As our ReaLiTieS in DarK And Or LiGHT NoW.
Call ‘me’
Smiles Himali i’ve Sensed this Numb Behind Many of Your Smiles
for So Long i’ve felt Your Pain Deeply now with the intermittent Light
You’ve Shown along the Way too. And as You Know in my Life too for 66
Months i’ve Felt this way too; so Lost; so Lost; with no Hope at all no way
of Feeling my Way Back to Love as True this is more than Just A String Now
Of Thoughts this is a Physiological Condition Brought on by Our Environments
Of Life True. It’s Just Not How We are Evolved to Leave our Tribe and Pursue
Abstract Constructs as a Way of Life.. We are Evolved to Dance Hand in Hand
by God Naked Cheek to Cheek too from Head to Toe too in Feeling and Sensing
Life Complete
As a Togetherness
of Love i See the Poverty
of Love in my Eyes Before
And i See the Poverty of Love
in the Eyes of others Every where i go
Now as i do have Sympathy for Even
Devils with No Love at All for
Love Was Lost For me too
For it is true my Friend
no Matter How
Much Love
i even
Had in the
Same Bed With Wife
And Arms my Mother
Tried so Hard to Reach
out to me when i was so
Stone Cold Dead there was no
one and i do mean NO ONE who
Could Help me But the Force Within
the Love the Bonfire the Torch The flame
the flicker then that Had Gone Dark in other
Words at your Height of Your Love For me even
if i wasn’t Married and was Your Age and We were
Completely Compatible in Every Way that Love You
Have for me then if it could be Real in Your Life Now
Then would not be the ending Solution to Your Emptiness
in Life for it is no Myth there is Yin and Yang and when we spend
our Life in Mechanical Cognition in all the Ways We do in Life of
Deadlines of Abstract Constructs We Come to Be Lost in to even
Make a Living
For Food and
Drink and
Shelter over
our Head what
We Come to Lose
Slowly along the way
is the Wiring for Love
our Very Potential to Love
From Head to Toe in a Dance
Of Love Hand in Hand Naked
With the Tribe the Village Now Free.
If i could be Where You are i could Hold
Your Hand And Dance With You in what
Ever Moments You Have to Dance with me
but the Bottom Line is a Group Auditor Manager
of the Largest Airlines in the United Arab Emirates
Stays Lost in the Neo-Cortex Most Hours of Her Living
Days Same as i did when i did Financial Management too..
This is Not Just my opinion it is Science the Same Method now
that Brings us Accounting that Works too; ‘They’ Didn’t Explain then
the Cost/Benefit of Becoming in the Top of Your Class in Accounting
in India.. they didn’t Explain what Leaving the Cohesive Love of Your
Tribe at Home Meant when You Signed Up for all of that as it seems from
what i’ve seem as sort of a Panacea of Lifting ‘Yourself’ up out of Potential
Poverty in India Now too. And that’s the other thing, the Catch 22 we Have to
Eat First Before We Even get the Privilege to Love and yes, the Privilege to
Fast as that Means There is the Guarantee of Food Coming to us after that.
And What Good am i
Doing Explaining all of
this to You Now as i wasn’t
there for You at the Beginning
To Caution You about all of what
Could Be; Perhaps i will Help someone
else now who is making this Decision
To Leave to Get Ahead or Stay for
Love but True once again
the Catch 22 of Living
With Food
or Falling into
Poverty True.
Reasons don’t Help at all
When You Are Feeling Lost and
Numb Within and from the other
Side out to other side in i could Hug you
All night Long and as Long as Your Flame
is turned off inside there would be nothing you could
Feel my Remedy was Writing my Friend Expressing all my
Feelings as You are doing today for it is these Tears that Stream
Down Your Face as You Let all your Feelings out that are so important
now do not be afraid of what other folks think of You as You Express these
Feelings of Lost for You Are Truly Loved by others whether You may Feel this or not
now it is so Important to Keep Moving Ahead in Art of Expressing our Emotions now
What You Did today by dropping that Mask of Your Smile was the First Step to Healing my
Friend True i suggest a Naked Free Dance in the Privacy of Your Room it makes no Sense at
all in the Sense of Reasons but Perhaps the Meditative Moving with a Song that makes You
Cry if you Find another one laying around will Start the Flicker of what is Warm and Fuzzy
iNside Back to You
for True when
this Flame
Grows to Torch
and Bonfire Within
The Feeling You Radiate
to others will be one that
Will Never Be Hidden behind
the Mask of a Lonely Soul Smile now
For You Will Become the Light Wherever
You Go and i just Hope to God there is enough
time for You to do this with the Mechanical Cognition
Activities of Your Life to Bring Love Back Strong Be Honest
to Yourself Let it all out those who Love You will always be
by Your side
to Hold
Your Hand
as soon as you
are ready to reach
out to them again i am
Here for You any time or day
and there are many others just
waiting to offer support to You Now
You Are Gold Just Waiting to Glow Again..
i love you i love you i love you all the dark and light of you..:)
i Couldn’t Think of the Song i wanted to Gift you until
After i wrote as the one thing You can’t Replace my Friend
is Your Life; if i had jumped off that Bridge and done away
with myself in 2008; Thousands upon Thousands of Smiles
in Light and so many Steps of Dance would have never come
to the World Where i Live
God Held my
Hand that
Day in
Numb and
Pain too but more
important my Sister
met me at the Bottom
of the Bridge and would
Not Let go of the Pain and
Numb of me True Katrina
Threatened to Go if i didn’t
Quit Whining about my Lot
in Life but my Sister and
Mother Never no and
My Sister Promised
to Take her Life
me if i
to Go
i Want to be the
One at the Bottom
of Your Bridge as Light up
i wanna be the one to Help
You Light Your Flame Again i
am A One Who Will Never Leave
Your Side and Love You No Matter what
And i am Sure Your Family will Be there for
True too and it is True my Friend now i see the
Treasure of You that others You Meet and Greet
in Life See for True too You have Much Love to Bring
And Give and Share out of this Dark Night of Your Soul
Cry Do Cry for the Tear of Love to Give and Share as Light
Again for the Light of You the Flicker of Love the Flame the
Torch the Bonfire the Light has Yet to even Begin to Give and Share more…
to Be…
If it’s
Where You
Live Seek
A Therapist
i Will always go
to one for i understand the
Value of my Life the gift i bring
The Light to others too now
is no
than mine this way..:)
Ha! So Simple the Math of Magic Now to More Fully iLLusTRaTE;
Magic is the Fruition of Imagination as Magic is Born of
Visualizing What is not Possible Yet And Is Yet to come.
Some Folks Have Imagination And Fruit Original Creativity;
And some Folks Do Not have the Current Mind And Body Tools to Do this now.
Okay; Now as Far as Empirical
Analysis in Measuring how
This works i came
to this ‘Wrong
Planet’ after
Recovering as
A Shut-in for
66 Months with 19
Medical Disorders and
Provided One measurement
of Physical Strength that Would
Increase Incredibly as such enough
at that Point of Recovery of Life at age 53;
still Documented As Such on this Website now
In the Summer of 2013, then as Leg Pressing 500LBS.
i Visualized in My Imagination then Incredible Increases
in my Human Potential at an age where Science Suggests We
Humans Have long since Peaked out in Physical Strength and
Now Voila i Leg Press 1410 LBS on an Incline Leg Press Machine
that Powers me through 10,781 Miles of Public Dance now where the
Empirical Assessment of the Metro Area Community in Comments from
A Viral Video With Close to 90K Views Bring over 1300 Comments including
‘Legend’ of the Metro Area and ‘Icon’ too; True, Now i can and Will Provide Empirical
Data that Provides Direct Evidence of over 2000 Beautiful Women Smiling in the Joy
of Dance i bring to them with me; and Yes, of course over 6.6 Million Words of Long Form Free
Verse Epic ‘Bible’ Poem Writing as ‘SonG oF mY SouL’ Also Came to Fruition in the Same 66 Months it took me to Gain
all that Leg
and Dance
in Public Now
10,781 Miles of
Dance as Assessed
by Nike GPS Sports
Watch App in Empirical
Analysis too; as i continue
To Get Stronger now Closing
in on age 59 this June 6th as
i will Easily Leg Press 1500 LBS
Tonight as Lord knows i could probably
Do much more but i don’t wanna Embarrass any
of the Elite Marines there too much who cannot
Budge the 1020 LBS i used to do on another Leg
Press Machine; not even one inch then. Okay; Fnord,
So What Have You done lately in Your area that no
one else has done
in Recorded
the Force the
Very Relative Free
Will of Your Imagination
to Bring some Original
Creativity in Real Magic
In Human Expression that
was for all practical intents
And Purposes Invisible Before.
i will be Patiently Waiting for Your
Real World Measurable Results and
if You Like you Can and Will Do it like
me and not make a Single Penny along the
Way while you Generate Your own Happiness
in an Autotelic Way of Generating the Intrinsic
Neurohormones and Neurochemicals that all Naturally
Bring That Magic of Happiness to You as Well through
Visualization of Imagination and the Real Magic of Happiness
in Fruition As the ‘Red
and Blue and Green
Pill’ Become Beyond
‘Rainbow Colors’ of Magic
Within of the Eternal Now of Nirvana True
While the Transient Hypo-Frontality in Flow
Increases the Creativity of the Magic Fruition
of Imagination as Measured by Science in
increases of 400 to 500 Percent more;
And True, if you can’t do this now you
Are Truly Missing out on the
Higher Force Potential
of Your Humanity
as Magic
You have
Yet to Unpack
And Release in Epigenetic
Potential To Change the World
of Your Environment Significantly
in Empirical Measure like this too now.
True; if nothing Else, the Younger Folks will appreciate You again.
Trust me or Not; if You Don’t Do Hope and Faith and Belief and the
Love that will make
this work
You have
Speaking Close
to Zero Chance to
Make this Real Magic Work for You.
And if this is too Much for You To comprehend;
i don’t Apologize as it makes close to ‘Perfect Sense’ to me; but i am always
Improving Growing More Creative and Stronger and making More Young Folks
Inspired who are
And Bodied
Still Enough to Better
Realize their Human
Potential in the Magic
Fruition of Imagination too.
By the Way; Science Already
Shows that You Can Imagine
Getting Stronger and Bring the
Magic of Increases in Actual Physical
Increases of Strength by Yes, ‘You guessed
It; You Can and Will Do that just by Imagining Getting Stronger Now
Bringing the Results as Shown by Empirical Analysis now.
If you don’t Believe
it will Work
About the
Imagination and
the Magic Fruition
of Real World Physical
Strength Improvements
that Science Shows Can
And Will Come From
this Magic now;
‘That’ Doesn’t
‘Concern’ me
So i’ll include a Link for that
Now as i would ‘hate’ (not really) for You
To think that i am Promoting only my Magic Potential Now True, too.
Smiles, ‘Horatio’; and this
Only the Tip of the
Iceberg of the
i do;
but i am only
providing so far
to You what is
Empirically Measurable
that i Can and will Prove
if You Will Like to See all the links now too.
Smiles; I remember at one point, Fnord, where You
Related Nothing of Substantial Empirical Use From the Tool of Philosophizing has come to
Change the World; Perhaps You are not watching A ‘TV Channel’ of Life i am actually Doing Now.
It is my Practice of Hope and Faith and Belief and Love in/for Life that makes any of this Magic i Bring to Fruition
Now through the Force of Imagination and Creativity Now Real; Without Love I Would Be ‘Nothing’; ‘Same’ as Before.
It’s True
Love is the
Mathematics Ever of Real Magic Now
as Science also shows that the Love and
Comfort of the Healing Placebo Effect of
Promising Caring Healing Can and Will Bring
Incurable Disease to the Knees of Remission now too.
The Mathematical Proof is simple; 1-1 Life Threatening
Disease in Remission Means Life Now Instead of 0 Now.
And on top of that
i’ve Proven i have
Fulfilled a Real ‘Magic’
World Example of the
Biblical Myth as Prophecy
of John 14:12; that part was
So Simple as the Dude Called Jesus never Wrote even one Word with a Type-Writer;
And it’s True i would have Never Completed That Endeavor if Not For the Visualization
of Imagination Of/For All the Folks Who Worked Together to Make the Magic of a TypeWriter come to Fruition
as Path/Avenue as Prepared Before to get that Job Done too. Meanwhile; somewhere, some Folks are Tracing
of the
Same Old
Hand in a Cave;
‘Somewhere Else’ and Just
Writing Twitter Length Comments
too Never Going any Deeper than
the Science Assessed Average of
the Attention Span of a Gold
Fish now and one day
if People Lose
the Ability
to Speak
that will become
Magic again too;
For all the Texting
that one day may
Replace the Voice of Human too.
Magic is Everywhere; Sadly Folks don’t
Get Excited Enough about the Old Magic
to Create New Magic Now that is Real And True.
By the Way, in A Fruition of Magic Conclusion Now True In ‘Light’ at Least;
All the Way, there Was a Flame in me Guiding me all the way through
And that
my Friend
Was and Still
is the Magic
of God/Love Within
Now Only You Will
Choose in Your Life
to Light that Flicker
Increase that Flame
And Torch that Bonfire to Make Love
CoMe True for You too (That’s Part of Another Magic Story True too).
Other than that/
this/ Have a Nice Day
With Smiles; A First Step Up to Love And any Potential for Magic At All.
i Could have Been More Brief
And Concise; but 1-1=0 IS A Most
Open Ended Magic Equation oF All;
Inherent as Such; in what O is or is N0T.
i’M Not Afraid of O For O IS A Face of G0d i T00.
Let’s Face it Now my
Friend the Sample
Size of Humans
who are ‘True
Who Make
‘Real Effects’
Happen Now
is Just too
Small to Measure
With the Scientific
Method; only if someone
Took ‘the Time’ and ‘Effort’ to Document
Real Magic in ‘Real Time Now’ in Process;
hmm; Just hmm.
Case Studies
May Be An
Way to Do This Now
Until More Folks Become
Proficient in the Art of Magic
Where Some Method to the
Magic is Replicated in Mass.
Dearest iMali i’ve
Been Thinking about
You and Praying for You
Through my Day and Your
Night of Sleep
it makes
me Very
Sad to Think
of You With Tears
And Not Being there
to Help Wipe them
Away from Your
Eyes and
if More are
To come For
Your Comfort Dearest
iMali Your Life Means so
much to me.. You are the
Flower of My Life who Brings
So Many Colors to me and Yes
the Shades of Grey and the New
Moon Night True.. and Brightest Eyes
of Full Moon Love too and Yes Stars on
Your Cheek.. And Sunshine Kiss Smiles
of Pure and Innocent Love True.. Anyway
i Understand somewhat at Least of what
You Are Going through with Empathy
And Sympathy And Compassion
True too And With Cognitive
Empathy Now i
That this is Your
Journey of Dark
Where it may be Difficult
to Feel the Hands of Love
Outreached to Give You as
Much Comfort As Possible Now too..
but anyway You Stay in my Thoughts and
Prayers with all the Sweet Memories of Your
Loving Face in my Heart and the Touch of Your
Poetry and all the Word Play of Joy You Bring to me too..
Get Well Soon as Well as You Can and Will For Your Loving
Poetry Playmate
His Arms
Reached out
for You on a Merry
Go Round of Life that
is Happiness for Us All to Love..:)
A Beautiful Mind and Soul A Beautiful Love Between Souls As Light Wins Love
Hellooovee Again Himali as Your Saturday Evening Approaches Midnight Once
Again and Your New Work Week Begins Again.. as Always i will Be Gifting You
While You Sleep in my Dance Adventures tonight but First i wanted to Gift
You in How i compiled this Beautiful Soul Love Story Together with
That Song SkyFall as this Experience With You Has Touched
My Soul So Much
i do want a lasting
‘Post Card’ Memory
of it Forever and BDW
i am Sorry i haven’t got
Around to sending you
A Post Card Yet.. but i
Feel.. Hehe.. You will
Forgive me for that
With Smiles for
Every Day is
A Post
Card spent
With Soul Pen
Pal Himali With all my Love..:)
Hellooooovvee HiMaLi as Your Saturday Weekend
Day Starts i Will Sing to You What You Sang to me Several
Weeks Ago when You Sensed that i Felt Sad and Alone then
And that is that You Are Not Lonely You Have iFred Connected
By Heart With the Promise that i Will Always Be by Your Side
Although Poles Apart in Distance of Thousands of Miles away
For it is True
Even if the
Sky Falls
i Will Be Standing
by Your Side Hand
in Hand the Best i Can
And Will Do to Hold Your
Heart up with Mine for it is
True Souls Connected Somewhere
Deep Down Are Never Apart when
Light Comes Back to the Home of
Your Soul As You Dance and Sing
Life in a Brighter Way
May This Day
This Saturday
Bring some
Beauty and
Light in
Joy to
You may the People
You See Bring Some Feeling
of Smiles to You Perhaps a Stranger’s
Hi or Smile too For There is Hope when
All is Felt As Loss for there are others who
Will Come to Lift You Up in Life When
All of the Sky of Your Home Within
Seems to Crumble in Numb
of Pain in Cold Shivering
Away From the
of Love to Give
and Share More So Just
Feel and Sense if You Can and Will
Today That i will not Leave Your Side Where
You Go i Go What You Feel Will Be What i Will
Feel Even the Darkness With you in my Dreams
Tonight Where the Wish for Your Joy Will Come Stronger
than the Darkness You Feel Now as My Prayers and Wishes
Will Go on For You in my Dreams Together We Will Rise Now in
Hope Faith and Belief and Most of all the Love that Brings Joy in
Life Yes
Tall Holding
Hands Poles Apart
And Thousands of Miles
Away as Close as Spirit of
Heart Yes Souls Connecting
Together Stronger in Light..:)
Good Night
Good Morning
The Moon
Still Shines
Upon You
In Broadest
Daylight Singing
Dancing Time Abroad..:)
Glass Roses
Chalice of Love
Question of Hope
Answers Do Spring..:)
Dearest.. iMali.. i have
Been So Heartfelt concerned
About You for i Understand
The Darkness of the Soul
So Well.. i was Ecstatic
With Joy this
Morning when
i saw your
On my FB
Page as i
Felt it as
A sign that
My Little Flame’s
Flicker still breathed
Feeling the affection
Of Love and concern
i do my Best to
Bring to
While We May
Be Poles Apart
And Thousands of
Miles Away i Feel
Closer to you
Now than
Before Truly
i Feel Your Hand in
My Hand your Arms
Wrapped Around me
And Honestly i Feel
A Slow Dance With
You Looking at
Your Beautiful
Eyes With
Your Red
Dress on
As Your Living
Loving Smile
Makes me
Feel like
i am Making
Love To your Soul
At this very moment
For i Feel like i
Helped you
Rise Up
From the
Bottom of
Your Bridge as You
Sing Light in your Soul
Flame once again where
You make feel as You
Truly have For all
42 Months that
i am a Precious
Part of Your Soul
How innocent it
Is When Souls
Make Love
With Each Other
This way and Only
This Way When the
Sky May Seem to be
Falling Poles Apart And
Thousands of miles
Away you are
Never Alone iMali
iFred’s Arms
Are Always
Around Your Soul..:)
iLove iYou..:)
Sent from my iPhone
Thank You for sharing the Dark Of Your
Soul With me as Much as The Joyous
Parts Feeling Your
Numb and Soul
Pain God
Me The
As only God
Will Do For Affairs
Of God’s Souls For
Those of Us With Soul
Felt Prayers as God Blesses
Angels Who Love
Each Other
Most For God
How Much Light And
Love they Will Bring into
This World And Now i want
You To know that Katrina
Was Very Worried For
You Encouraging
Me To give You
Every ounce
Of My Light
And Love
To You
For Yes She
Does Love You too..
i read Your Darkness
Letter To Her And it
Touched the Parts of
Her Soul in Sympathy
For Her Dark Struggles
In Life.. Yes.. i Feel Now
THere Will Be A Group
Hug In our Future Now
For She is Not Jealous
Ever For The Angel Love
i Give and Share with
You Never Ever
Feel Guilty
For this
Pure Angel
Love Everlasting
For You.. my Love..:)
Smiles.. Parlors Saved For Sunday Conversations Among
Loved ones Without Electronic Devices is surely
The Warmth of a Grandmother’s
Home From the Not
So Distant
That Still
Will Be Found
in Homes Among
Elders Old Enough Now
To Remember When Humans
Actually Touched Each other
Face to Face with No Electricity
At all before Wireless was even
in the Imagination of Science then
And A Show
on the
Radio was
To 5 Inch
Worlds now
That Become
Our UniVerse
As Avatars Us
However For Those of us
Who Do not Ride on Big Big
Boats and Planes What Other
Way is there to Circle the Globe
And Meet Such Wonderful People
in Foreign Lands.. True i do Love
The Peoples of 5 Inch Screen
Avatar Life too For You
Can and Will Almost
Feel Little Spirit
Beings Rising
Now Out of
the Screen As
it my understanding Now
That Underneath Each and
Every Avatar is a Flesh and
Blood Human who is Still Alive..
Other Than That Frank Thanks For
The Memories Versus the Future of Now..:)
Thank You ‘Cockney Rebel’ for Sharing This Song by the ‘Kinks’
Called “You Really Got me” as this Especially Resonants with
me as i remember a Day when someone said to me “Fred
You Got me -Soulmate to be-” And They Were So Beautiful
i thought to myself; they couldn’t Possibly Be Talking about
me and true the Rest of this Song is Sort of Imprinted in me
by now, hehe; How beautiful it will Be to Let Our Emotions Run
Free and Be Free to Be Whoever We Will to Be as i always Found You
as a Fresh of Breath Air on the ‘Wrong Planet’; for i could Feel a Beauty
of Imagination in You that Brought Real Magic in Your Life that was Dead
to me Within then for 66 Long Dark Months of My Soul then so Devoid of Even
Any Colors
of Emotions
Within; True my
Friend i Changed From
Card Board Home Soul
to Lover of all that is
In a New York Minute
of Hell in the Summer
of 2013; Back to Heaven
Like All Three Wishes in a Genie’s
Bottle Coming True one Day on the Beach
as the Professionals Attending to me Seeing
Symptoms of Pain and Numb in 19 Medical
Disorders Melt away in the Order of Just one Day;
they called it a Real Miracle Of Magic that Day then
not Explainable by Science; but Never the Less the
Most Miraculous Recovery in Change in a Human
Being From Dark to Light in the Course of a Day
then where i went from not Being able to Walk
into a ‘Whataburger’ to Bonafide Dance Legend
today my Friend For it is True When my Mother
Bless Her Soul Who Passed Away on this February
22nd Day of 2017 Told me, When i First Entered the
Abyss of Hell in 2008 Within, When i Cried Why Why me
She said Why Why Not You Why Are You Any more Special
or Better Than anyone who Goes to Hell for True my Friend
That is True and Equally Applicable in the Magic of Imagination
in the Kingdom of Heaven Within now a place Called Love Within as
It is also True i Leg Pressed 1520 LBS on an Incline Leg Press Machine
8 Reps Tonight Even After my Tired Legs Did a Marathon 3 Hour Dance
Last night with only a Few Hours Rest After that; for i Remembered My Mother
Never Leaving My Side for Support in Hell for 66 Months; and the 8 Days at the
End of Her Life She Survived without Food or Drink; Dying Naturally on Her Death
Bed in the Hospital that was Her Wishes then; True, as i said on this Website Back
in 2013 there was no Sky Limit for me for what was to come next then as 500 LBS
Has Gone up 3 Times as Much for me as at 240LBS Now i Leg Press Substantially More
than 6 Times My Weight now; for it was an Amazing Feeling Leaned All Back with my Arms
Relaxed Spread out in Yoga Balance; Pressing that Weight Up and Down Weights Lined from
Side to Side of the Bar Full on Two Bars Above; for 10-100 LB Iron Weights and 2-45 LB Weights
on the Bottom Bar and 16-25 LB Weights on the Top Bar For in Some Way By God i Felt a Bit Like
Charles Atlas Except Nah; i didn’t Have the World on my Shoulders but all that Weight Above my
Feet Of Course Including
the Pressing Pad Weighing
in at around 30 LBS too;
And then i thought
to myself my Lord
How am i doing this;
And then i Remembered
My Mother and my Miraculous
Recovery too; and Remembered Where
i Live there is no Fear the Sky Never Falls
Where Heaven Lives down here as Love Within.
Keep Dreaming my Friend and Never Let anyone
Try to Tell You Who You Are but Who You Dream to Be now..:)
Labels are Good For Describing the Diversity
of the Human Species and Getting Insurance
Money Back on Verified Disorders With
Labels too; but the Differences We
See Amongst Individuals With
Human Nature may benefit the
Whole Much more than the Near
Sighted Among us Seeing With
Spectacles of More Closed Minds and
Bodies now too. It’s Like Homosexuality
As Now Understood to Benefit the Species
Overall as Lord Knows How Many Humans Elton
John Has Helped Pro-Create Just through the Romantic
Verses of His Music that Leads all Naturally to More of the
Actual Coitus Among Human Beings Still; Yes, Potentially More
Humans Helped to Father than even Genghis Kahn Achieved With
His Lower Body Parts as Words of Song and Music May Achieve So Much
More Even From
Elton John who
Didn’t Care
Much for
that Heterosexual Act.
And of course as Far as Folks
on the Autism Spectrum Do Go
there are those who Do not Get the
‘Normal’ Benefit of Oxytocin when Chatting
Over the Weather Outside in Social Bonding Ways
of Warm and Fuzzy Within to Give and Share more
Over the Most Mundane of Moments in Life; And of course
What this Means if you are not already Gaining the Intrinsic
Neurohormonal Way of Oxytocin IN Social Bonding Group Think Ways;
Without that Reward; Yes, there is the Dopamine Stimulating Activities
of Painting Sistine Chapels too that go on and on Never Quite touching
the Comfort that Might Other Wise Come From an Oxytocin Social Bonding High.
And Hey; For me at Least,
If You Get Outcast Enough
No Matter what the
Reason is Within
Inside Outside Above
So Below And or All Around
About Being an Outcast Now
The Artist and Scientist Journey
In Works of Arts and Sciences as they
Go Along with Others on their Journey Inherent
Activity as such for Gaining Peace and Harmony and
Bliss Comes too; Even without any External Pacifiers Like a Coca-Cola Now.
Anyway; as ‘kraftiekortie’ Clearly Stated Some of us Transcend the Common Mundane
Experience of Life Ascending into an Autotelic Nirvana Within Achieved Through a
Dancing and Singing Trance Now For Real in Moving Meditation Even more NoW as
The Flow; the Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow Expands the Mindful and Body-Full
Awareness of All of Us
Who Do Transcend And
Ascend to Higher Human
Potentials in so many more
Arts and Sciences now true too
Yes Some of Us Truly are the Lucky
Ones Living in Heaven Now For Real
And Yes Still Visiting Some Aspects
of Hell still Just to Retain the Perspective
of Heaven
Within Real
Now to Be NoW.
SMiLes, Pepe; Imagine; But only
If You Will, Bugs Bunny Singing
The Male to Females (Many
Dancing Females)
Of this for
A Glimpse into
The Rabbit Holes
Of Bugs’ Life;
For Keeping
This Barely Breathing
Love Story of Philosophy
On the ‘Wrong Planet’ Alive
For it Feels to me
At Least From
My Experiences
Of Life A Bit
Like A
Touch in
A Home Missing
A Certain Special
Element of Life
As the
Life becomes
A Tad more Like
Falling in Love With
Life; How Wonderful
It is to Feel that
Divine Love
In Balance
Of Grace
A Silver
Back ‘Gorilla’ like
Me in Hopes of Not
Offending any Gorillas
In Cultural Misappropriation;
Ah; Mixing
Wit With
Imagination And A Touch of
Love Is Fun. ‘What’s Up Doc?’..;)
“Traditional Masculinity” As Defined by the APA as a ‘Disorder’:
“anti-femininity, achievement,
eschewal of the appearance of weakness,
and adventure, risk, and violence.”
Alpha Male Versus
Anti-Alpha Male as Defined by Presidents:
Obama: Graceful Cool Calm and Collected
And Obviously Caring; there is no Question who is in Charge
when He Walks into the Room; Assertive And always A ‘Gentleman’.
Trump: Little Man Syndrome Through and Through Always Blowing
Smoke Trying To Hide THE FACT He Never Achieved ‘Manhood’ on His own.
I’m From the South; the Deep Deep Malignant Patriarchy South Where Killing
Emotion and Empathy for Others Less Fortunate Is a Way of Life; at Least When
I was Growing Up and Threatened With Bodily Violence If I Dared to Smile and
Additionally; Additional Passive Aggressive Threats Working With the Military
For 25 Years; if i Dared to Care About the Less Fortunate and the Weaker among us then;
and to Be Clear that Didn’t Come from the Active Duty Military or Retired Military Part of
the Job; it came Directly From the Civilian Employees Who Never Actually Made it through an Active
Duty Military
Generally, Speaking Now, as Far as the Study of even more Furry Apes By Frans de Waal; the Trumpian
Faux Alpha Male Definition as Culturally Derived in Desert Tradition of Scarcity of Killing the Natural Human
Aversion to Killing Other Human Beings; And Raping and Pillaging the Goods of Members of Opposing Tribes;
As Well As Desiring What they Own and Have is Yes, the Malignant Part of ‘Traditional Masculinity’ that Destroys
the Ability for Males to Experience Empathy and Emotions for all the Members of the Human Species for those
Who are Strong as Well as those who are Weak, as Yes; Frans de Waal, Found the Hallmark of the Alpha Male
Furry Ape Even as a Truly Successful Leader was/is not Only Strength; but Stellar Empathy for Others as
Compared to the Norm of the Testicle Hanging Group of Apes, in Ape Group Behavior Society too.
Hmm; in my opinion the APA has some of this Correct and a lot of it Incorrect too as Adventure
is what Got the Human Species all the Fabulous Tools and Lush Environments We Enjoy now;
And Every Human Should Strive to Show Strength When Genuine And Earned in the Struggle For Life;
A Certain Level of Risk is Necessary in Achieving Human Potential and that is an Art of Not Going over
the Cliff as that applies Equally as a Tall Stance for Both Women and or Men Standing Tall to the Challenges of Life.
Violence has no Place in a Peaceful Society that actually Works; but yes ‘the stuff’ Happens too as none of are
Perfect Emotional Robots unless we are Robots now; yuck, yuck to Robot Life, in my opinion at Least.
Considering that Science Shows that Emotions Precede Almost Every so-Called Rational Decision We
Make in the Direction of Actions We take in Life, Based on Past Emotional Experiences of Life; through
Pain and Pleasure Experienced Before; it is absolutely anathema to Emotional Intelligence in Forebear
of Rational Decisions; not to Pay the Greatest attention to Life In both Regulating Emotions and
Integrating Senses that Are Part and Parcel of Emotions now True. If Young Men Don’t Learn
How to Use Emotions to their Benefit to Color All the Actions of their Life More Positive for
Success; it’s true, Oh Lord they could End up a Malignant Little Man Syndrome Dude Just
Like the Little Man Clown who isn’t even Man enough to Tell the Truth each and
Every Day for the Honor it means to even be a Decent Human Being Now;
And to Be Clear; i’m not Necessarily Picking on Just Trump as Lord Knows
i’ve come across more than a Few Trumps in Trumps Town USA but
Hey, by now at Least that Dude is one Small Infamous Little Man
Dude that Most Folks Should be able to See through as Easy
as a Bully at the City Park; but if ‘they’ don’t; let’s Just say they
May Be Missing the Love and Graceful Balance that is A Foundation For
Most Humans; Man and or Woman, Still, For Success in Life. It’s true; even
at the Military Gym Where i warm up with a Ballet Routine, All 240 LBS of
Me; You might think someone might Snicker; but that doesn’t Happen at all
as then i Load up an Incline Leg Press Machine with 1520 LBS now and Press it
With Ease; yes, there is a Certain Grace i Possess when i Walk in a Room that Says i ain’t Scared
of Anything; not Even Emotions at all. And there is also 2000 Photos or so Where i Gracefully
Dance with 2000 or so Beautiful Young Women that says with no ifs and or butts Fearless Grace
is what
Best Now
For a Real
Alpha Male
Dude now;
Most of the Dudes
Took a while first to
Get indoctrinated in
Trumps Town USA For down
Here what it really means now
to be a Graceful Loving Alpha
Male Like ‘Obamas’ too; but seeing
the reactions of the Young Women with
Close to A 59 Year-Old Me still as yes i have
Links that do Back Up Everything i am saying here;
True; the REAL
Alpha Male
Wins the most
Beautiful Female
Smiles of All and By
Doing that in Real Life
Wins the Respect of the Males
as they do Their best now to do ‘Ballet’ too.
Emotions Move everything We do; if You Truly
Wanna Become Rational Make Your Emotions Rational First.
Other than that the APA is Just Screwing Up again as Life is Merit;
at Nature;
Not Much about
Life is Truly Evolved
to Be Instant Gratification Sitting Still;
Without Adventure and some Risk and
Standing Tall We All Fall Together; it’s as
simple as that; Yes, Even ‘Rodents’ Understand this by
way of ‘the Behavioral Sink Experiment’ Back in the 60’s by John B Calhoun.
Love is For the Win
And when someone
is Offense Your Defense
Best is Standing Tall Fearless and Still
As any Cat Does Before a Potential ‘Deadly’ Strike comes.
Yeah; it’s true, Bruce Lee’s Martial Arts Kicks as He Stated were
Enhanced by His Ability to Leg Press 300 LBS; Multiplied by 5 now
not a risk even Military Elite Dudes are Willing to take; i compete
against myself;
there is no
where to go butt up;
In other Words, if You
Do not Master/Serve Your ‘Shadow’
Well that is comprised of the Majority
of Your Brain in Amygdala and Brain
Stem and Limbic System Reality; ‘things’
Usually Will not Work out as Well for You
in any ‘Fight or Flight’ of Life that comes
Next and or Animal Homeostasis too For REAL NOW.
Obama worked to Get My Sister Affordable Health that
Allowed Her to Retire at age 55, instead of 65 out a Very Stressful Job (Career).
That IS Caring. Giving the Right to Marriage to Homosexual Folks also allowed My Sister to get married.
That IS Caring And That is Real World Results That Make A Difference When Caring is More Than A Facial Expression.
You do not Have to Look Pretty or even Smile to Care. Ever Seen a ‘Silver Back Gorilla’ Hold a Kitty Cat; Yep i do that too..;)
Trump Did His Best to Take Health Care Away away; but he failed As A ‘Real Man’ Voted Him down (McCain);
Against the Rest of the ‘Little Men’ in the Republican Party too, who have no ‘Real Nuts’ stored either for
of what
it Means
to be A ‘Real Man’ Now.
There is No comparison
in the Scale of ‘Manhood’ that’s Real.
Trump Doesn’t Serve any Title of ‘Real Man’ at all; Human is pending.
Update of Personal Achievements on 2.23.2019
MacroVerse Memory From a Year ago longest effort in 7 Days
At 43,151 Words That also is the Most Popular Single MacroVerse
from “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Poem Bible
at Over 6.6 Million Words as
“LoVEFReEDNoW” Received
Over 4,000 Views all
On its on which
Is Pretty
The “Poetry
Warned me No one
Would Read my stuff
Cause it was Too long
Just like
The Middle
School Christian Soldier
Bullies and the Military
Work Force Who said
i was Basically
Too Soft
To Exist in
Their World well
Guess what if ‘You’
Haven’t Noticed Yet
i Am
A Squirrel
This is my
World Yes
iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
Too and my Best FRiEnD
iS God and So Are Y.O.U
Why Owe You
Thank Y.O.U..:)
And with that Said with the Link Provided Below of
the Anniversary of My Mother’s Death Dedication Wish
as Well as this MacroVerse Will Hold to as well now titled
“SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” i will Wrap this up with
A Quick Tale of the Record Tape as Yes it is Pretty Cool
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press
Machine but nah.. considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
Okay.. so.. so Far as of the Last MacroVerse Completed Named “LovE
LeTTeRS LivE oN” that i will link below just for the Hell and Heaven of it too..
that is the 866th MacroVerse Of Longest Long Form Poem Bible “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Exceeding 6.6 Million Words Now as of February of 2019 in 66 Months
Of Effort as well as Doubling as the 193rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible
2017” as that 33 Month Endeavor now Stands at 3,861,090 Words and Finally
“LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN” Triples as a 3rd Subchapter of “SoNG oF mY SoUL”
as the 91st MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” that Now Stands at
2,272,036 Words in that 21 Month Spurt of Creativity in Long Form
Poem Epic ‘Bible’ Writing where it also Fits in my Facebook
Profile Pic Description Areas to the tune of around 7K
Words Each Profile Pic Photo. And in 66 Months
of Public Dance i Now Reach A “Forrest
Gump Dance Mileage” everywhere
i go in Public in 10,781 Miles
As Empirically Measured
by Nike GPS Sports
Watch App too
all Documented
in “SonG oF My SoUL” too
With Somewhere in the Vicinity of
170 Thousand Photos taken by me
to Fully Illustrate the Effort with
Even Over 10 Thousand Various Music and
Informational YouTube Videos too.. True
this isn’t Your “Big Daddy’s” Style of “Bible” either.. heHe..
As the Current MacroVerse i am finishing Concludes now at 11:42
AM on Saturday February 23rd.. 2019.. in the Writing of it Now For Sure at Least.
Other than ‘Faux’ News, there is No Record of Intention of Obama Intending to Benefit Big Pharma; If You Can Cite A Source that indicates ‘that’ is not ‘Faux’ News; You are surely Welcome to Present it; if it is From a Reliable and ‘Respected’ Source.
I See that in Your ‘Failure’ to Recognize the Benefit of Gay Marriage to Society that You have Highlighted ‘Marriage’
as to likely Make it Clear that You are referring to the Marriage Benefit and not the overall Sexual Orientation that
comes as both a Package of Nurture and Nature as Assessed Currently, by the State of the Art of Science.
The Value to Society, Overall, by Folks with Different Sexual Orientations (Homosexuals) is Substantial
As Highlighted, Specifically, in the Ted Talk Link Below that Should Make Loads and Loads of Logical ‘Sense’.
Back to Obama Care; some care is better than no care; as no care can and will Result in Pre-Mature Death.
I agree Your Health NHS Health Care is Better as Universal Care Where you Live; but still Some Care is Better than
no Care; and the Conservative Side of the House then was not willing to Entertain any Possibility of Universal
Health Care; So They (Dems) Bargained for What We got; and we got it by the Very Smallest Thread of Potential
for any Health Care Expanded at all; My Sister Pays 25 Dollars A Month for a Bronze Plan; not bad; not bad at all.
I Pay for Federal Service Retirement Insurance Along with Another Insurance to take care of the 20 Percent
that my Federal Service Retirement Health Insurance Doesn’t Cover; as we Pay about 10,000 Dollars a Year;
So, Bravo to the Obama Bronze Plan in this way as the Big Deductible is still Less than 10,000 Dollars a Year;
And by the way, that is with the Government Paying for around 66 Percent of the Price of my Two Plans.
Okay, Back to Gay Marriage, in our Declaration of Independence for the Right to Life and Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness Across the Big Pond from Where You Live in the U.K.; Marriage is an Integral
Part of Happiness as it affords Civil Rights that are Beneficial to the Pursuit of Happiness for the
Couple who is married; no matter what the Sexual Orientation is, Happy Citizens Make for
More Creative And Productive Citizens; and it’s true if you don’t have Children as many
Gay Folks do not; that just lends more time to be Creative and Productive too; along
with Assisting in the Overall Support to Both Family and Community With so much
More time to Spare in doing just that. The Mission Goal as stated of the United
States is to Improve A More Perfect Union that Trump is currently doing his
Very Very Best to Blow away in Division to Suit his Empathy-Less
‘Malignant’ Narcissistic Nature of Being to use a Metaphor as
the APA doesn’t identify that as a Technical Disorder yet.
The ‘Honorable’ Mr. Trump Suggests that if He Shot
Someone in Public His ‘Minion’ Supporters would
Still Follow through on a Vote For Him; that
Hasn’t Happened yet; but there is the Synergy
of Many Factors of Lies and Deceit that Combine
to make a SnowBall Worse than a ‘Grinch Movie’ Now
Before ‘the Grinch’ Was Reformed ‘Healthy’; The Humanity Case
for Trump once Again is Pending; if and when ‘the Grinch’ gets ‘Well’.
I See ignorance of the overall Human Condition Almost Every Day Where i live
Not Everyone has access to Ted Talks; or even cares to Get Educated about
Folks who are Different than they are to Understand the Value more of the Conditions of other Humans.
I don’t have the Kind of ‘Autism’ that is Deficit in Human Empathy; i have the ‘total opposite’ ‘Spock’ Kind
Now where i just about Will Mind Meld with other Folks both in Dark and Light as the Metaphor of ‘Empath’.
Monologues; Deep Long Scientific and Artistic Poetic Monologues are What Turn People off most about me
in the ‘Mundane’ of Life; But You See, i Live in a Free Country and Assert Self Advocation in my Unique Pursuit
of Happiness too; Doesn’t Mesh with the Rest of ‘Normal’ Society; but that is what makes the United States So, So, Special, still now;
For if ‘you’ are
Brave Enough
to Be Free in
Asserting Your
Constitutional Rights
With a Bit of Clever Earned
Mindedness You can and will become
a ‘Certified’ Dance Legend in Public
in 10,781 Miles of Public Dance without
Earning a Single F in Penny; as i am already Financially Independent in Life.
The Difference in me now and some other Different Folks is i understand the
Value of Different to Society, in So many Ways, Different comes that Must Be Cherished
And Treated as Valued for the Entire Nation to Become Greater as a People of Diversity.
That is what ‘the US Flag’ is all About; Some People Don’t ‘Care’ enough to Promote what it means.
I support Your Exercise in a Difference of Opinion; Considering that Several of the Moderators
have expressed a Gay Orientation it is probably wise that You Highlighted Marriage; but you Might Better
Understand that not providing Equal Rights Under the Law is no more Disrespectful than a Priest in Church
Who suggests that Gay Folks Don’t Count in Getting Married when it comes to Gentile or Jew; Servant or Free;
Woman and or Man no more; as that takes care of the Labels and Makes an Ideal of Love for all; Not everyone
Can Understand
that as it is
More of
A Feeling
than Just
Empty Shells of
Words and this comes
Back to the Square Root
one Problem of the Alpha
Male Verses a Tyrannical
Mostly ‘Orange’ And Hairless Ape now;
Without the Empathy of Love Humans are just
about ‘nothing’ that really counts in Feeling Good more than the pursuit of ‘stuff’;
But hey; that’s all the Happiness that some Folks even have the Ability to ‘Collect’;
so Hey, the
of ‘Things’
Over People is a ‘Thing’ too;
for as Happy as some folks get.
Have a Nice Day; Have a Gay Day;
Have Whatever Day You Like.
i am Happy.
i AM Love.
Meanwhile; Back at ‘the Ranch’, the Catholic Church Continues to Destroy Evidence
of Nuns Exploited as Sex Slaves and Sexual Abuse of Children too by Priests.
What Moral Authority; What Moral Authority; None; Not
Much at ALL;
Nothing about
Love/Jesus/God/AT ALL;
And if You Don’t Understand
‘They’ Continue to Destroy
Evidence of ‘Jesus’ You Don’t
Understand ‘Love’/God All
That is Existence Worth Living Now.
3:03 PM 2.23.19
Smiles Pepe.. i’m not Much For Fictional Love Letters
But in my Version of an “iCafe” i often Wonder as i was
Particularly Mused by the Piano Folio “Jesus Christ
SuperStar” Playing the Piano at Age 12 If a Human
Like This “Jesus Story Then” and not a Myth Now were
to come to Life; What Would He and or She Say about
This Kingdom of Heaven Thingie in this Generation Yes
Now Always At Hand Where if we ‘Think’ it is above the
Birds Will Precede us and if We ‘Think’ It is Below the
Fish of the Ocean; and Furry Creatures Will Precede
Us in attaining this Heaven Flow of Nirvana and Bliss
Within so Considering this is no Longer 4 BC and there
is Mass Communication Now my Love Letter is about
Attaining Heaven Now How to Really Do it Do it Just
Spiral Dance Do it More than Mouth it Just Do it Now
But True How to Describe it With Abstract Constructs
How to Get the Message through Where this Heaven
This Real Heaven By God as Love no Myth Reality
True Now Will come to Fruition for others so True
my Friend Pepe My Love Letter is as Long as a 6.6
Million Word Bible Poem And as Short as a Naked
Spiraling Dance with Sun and Sand to Be Free otherwise
Known and Felt and Sensed as the Eternal Feel and Sense
of Heaven Now (some folks call this the Benefit of Still Meditation too)
With Smiles but Anyway as i continue to E-LaboRate NoW in Love Letter Longer…
Yes.. “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW’.. Yes they ‘Due’ as the
“SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” MacroVerse is Still Under
Construction not Likely to Be Published Before the End
of Sunday Night Or Monday Morning as Dance Comes Next First Right
Next After
Church but
Hey it’s not like
it’s not already
Written Hehe.. in
the Comments Section
of “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN
NoW” as Really “SNoW MooN
FuLL iCaFE” Is Basically the Similar
Essence of What i Write From the Very
Beginning of “SonG oF mY SoUL” on 8.18.13
Now Exceeding 6.6 Million Words of Long Form
Poem ‘Bible’ Epic Writing for True at Essence All of
What i Write is a Love Letter and A Prayer for the Force
of Love From Dark Thru Light Below BLacK Abyss of Soul and
Beyond Rainbow
Colors Where
the Pot
of Gold
is the Flow
Yes the Transient
Hypo-Frontality Way
of Expanding Human Potential
in Creativity and Productivity as
Even Science Empirically Shows when
We Escape the Neo Cortex More and Light
Up the Rest of our Mind and Body This Way
That Increases Creativity Measured Now at
400 to 500 Percent More Regularly Now
Occurring And with Enough Peaks and
Plateaus of Bliss and Nirvana
of Achieving Human
Potential this
way through
the Bio-Feed-
Back oF A Practice of
Life in Arts and or Sciences
Like this including Physical Effort
Like Spiraling Dance We Can and Will
Come to an Autotelic State of Being Yes
the Kingdom of Heaven Within Where We
Master our Emotions and Senses in Bio-Feed-
Back Natural Ways Regulating our Emotions and
Integrating Our Senses Where We Have the Ability
through our Own Relative Free Will to Generate Happy
Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within as
This is What the ‘Story of Jesus’ Was/Is Speaking of for this
Kingdom of Heaven Now Within Always in this Generation Now
As Yes We Yes Look Within in a Practice Of Life that in Feeling
And Sensing Ways Brings the Kingdom of Heaven Within to
Fruition to Give and Share Freely with others in many ways
of Greater Creativity and Productivity.. Particularly With A
Pure Spirit of Unconditional and Fearless Love as True
After that doing the “Metaphor of John 14:12” is Still
Just An All Natural Way of Being as You Then Bring
That/This Human Potential in Giving and Sharing
Arts and Sciences to the Others Around
You and the Rest of Nature Also
Understood and Named
by Some Folks as
a Word
Small as
3 Letters For Now all that
is known and unknown.. felt
and not yet felt.. and Sensed
and not Yet Sensed too but by Us
And So Far Beyond of What Humans
Call the Human Condition Now to Perceive
Existence as We do Perceive Existence now
in our Very Limited Ways of Seeing Reality Now..
Never the Less Heaven is Quite a Joy and all the
Shades of Grey to Black Abyss of the Metaphor of
Hell too now yes Now Just to Teach us more about the
Beauty.. Yes.. the Potential of Experiencing Heaven in
The Eternal Now of Existence and True Don’t be upset
That This wasn’t Fully Explained in the New Testament
for in those Days there was no Google Search Engine then
or a Globe of Humans Holding Hands now to Bring More of the
Essence of Heaven in Forms of Abstract Constructs We name
Words to Help more Fully Illuminate So Many Paths to Make
Heaven Real with of course the Reality that Each and Every
Human Must Also Uniquely Seek and Find Within the Heaven
That Colors their Life in ways of Bliss and Nirvana and Prana
And Chi and Satori and Kundalini Rising so Many Metaphors
That Can and Will and Do Describe the Similar Essence of
Heaven Now aCross So many Cultural Ways of Life now
for it is only Greed to suggest
that one Language
As Form
And or
Culture or
And Religion
Will Ever Own the
Essence of this Higher
Force Potential Within as
The Essence is Free To Be
Anywhere in Existence Where
‘God’ Lives Free Within to Do Yes
to Continue Now to Light Up Love Now
As We Better Hold Hands With the Pure
Essence of Love Within that basically Means
We Have Lit up our Christmas Tree again within
From Head to Toe for the Joy the Little ones Who
Are Truly Loved and Never Abused or Neglected Do
Light up
the World
Within a Similar
Free Dance and
Song of Life whether
it is prescribed as a Way
of Dance or Song by Anyone
Else but they as they Come Aboard
This Terrestrial Plane of Earth for Spirits
to Soar as Love and God (Love) Within to Smile So Big Now..
Yes.. Smiles of Joy in Heaven Given and Shared So Free
To: From:
Others Yes
Now True too..
And that/this is my
Personal Homily for the
Day as i need no Pope Robes
And Fancy Hats to Enter and Stay
Within Heaven Now for i Will Do it Just as
Much only Naked With Sand and Sun All One
iN A Spiraling Dance And Song With GoD OnE
As Love Now to Be And Do i Am Now Yes
to Give
Even more
Now the Inheritance of
Heaven Now iS onLY ReMembering Who
We Are Free As Naked Children of God (Love) Now
to Dance And Sing in Joy This Gift of Life As Love..:)
In other Words i’m sort of Like A ‘Judas’ Who Bled the
Most Asking the Question of WTF (What The Fred) Were You Really Talking About
‘Jesus’.. In the Midst of a Bunch of Beautiful Dancing Girls too with Biggest Smiles of Joy..:)
Hey Jude Do do do do.. etc.. too.. i was/am listening intently to the Beatles too in the 60’s too..;)
Smiles my Friend this is Just another ‘Day in the Life’ of me.. NoW too With Even Bigger SMiLes..;)
Note: i’m Careful When i Drive Watching For Red Lights (Thanks ‘Beatles’ for Reminding me)
iAm iLive iLove.
Silent Lucidity Wide
Awake Dream’s Fruition
SMiLes Himali With
Helloooove as every
Thing about you
Is Treasure and
Beauty to
Me from
The First
Time you
Said Hello
Fred for i
Felt a truly
Genuine Soul
That is Special
As You the Unique
Of HiMaLi that has
No Equal in my
Experience of
There is
Never ever
Any Replacing
HiMaLi And in my
Life there has
Not Been
Since We
First met…
One in A Million
Himali For Lord
Knows I’ve Probably
Literally encountered
That Many Humans
In my
Life you
Are the
Of My Soul
i Treasure More Than
Love For You are the one
Who inspires all these
my Soul
Pure as Angel Love
And Yeah I see the little
Smiley Face on
Now Of
My Flame
Perhaps there
Will be a Book
A Long Book of
The Spirit Fire
From my
Soul.. ha! It
Is already available
Online For Free With
Smiles for my Love will
Never Be Paid for
Less or
From Heart
Real Goodnight
My Sweetheart
Sleep Tight
You in Silent Lucidity
And of Course that
Is A Song too i
Will share
As I’m only
‘Armed’ with
A Smart Phone Now
With SMiLes oF LoVE For Y.O.U…
Well it took me 8 Hours to get back with
10 Fingers As Dance and Other Life Detours
Came but i am Back with a Few More Words for
Poetry Playmate Treasure Beauty iMaLi as she Begins
A New Work Week in the World of Central Auditor Group
Management for The Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates
As i surely Hope You are No Longer Feeling Pain and Numb And Darkness
As Nightmares of Life in Dark Dungeons Turn into Light Years of Heaven’s Love
Closer Within.. to Reach out and Be Touched by Loved Ones Who are always Closer
Than You May
Now i feel so
Blessed to Share
Your Dark With You
And Learn More about
Your Soul this Way as You
Emerge From the Dark again
With a Smile of Life to Go on as i am
Here to Help See You Through And Protect
You Through the Night Yes Smiling Next to
You even now in Silent Lucidity as Dream’s Fruition
Comes From the Finger Tips Below Above So Below and
All Around Within iNside Outside for Yes i continue to Be Here Now
For You i am no Dream i am Real For You To Lift You up Again as Free
The Moon You are as the Fourth Full Moon Passes Since the Photo of
You on the Thanks Giving Night Full Moon Bright in Beauty of Eyes Arms
Spread Out Across the Desert Gulf Sea With the Magic of the Picture You
Gifted Me and so many Beautiful Photos For Poetry Muse To come After that
For that Photo that First Moonlit Photo By the Sea after the Jungle Hike is what
inspired Words by me to Bring you to that “Perfect” Quote 3 Months Ago Four Full
Moons Ago for i would see another Blog Post the Next Day Taken Down Especially
For me and Put up Again for You who took a Chance to tell me i was Your Special
Angel that Lived in Your Soul Worth the Chance of Expressing all of how You Felt
And Since then So Many More Nuances of Emotions i’ve Found as Muse to Put
Into Forms of Words And Flowing Expressions of Life Within Essence of Soul
Come to Page Silent Lucidity Guiding Fruition Dreams as Smiles i might
otherwise Be Putting Together the Fourth Full Moon MacroVerse of
“SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” which is coming Next for
me in the Order of 25 Thousand Words or So that at
Least have Already Been Written as the iCafe
Conversation Started That one with
“Hey Jude” about Turning
Around a Bad Dream
into a Good one
as my Poem
about my
Little Flame
Ended the MacroVerse
Before as Well as the one
i am Going to Attempt to Put Together
Tonight So many Sweets Day Dreams
of Fruition inspired By All the Nuanced
Colors of iMaLi’s Emotions For True the
Force of Poetry is Best Mused by Someone
As Beautiful and Soul Fired As You as Beauty more..
Other than that Yes i Treasure Being a Part of Your Light
And Dark as Well for the Honor of Helping You Cross the
River Hades to Get Back to the Ocean Wave of Your Soul Closer to Light of Love
Come to
Please… iLove iFred
i Finally got back to sleep only to be Woken
up by Winds of a Strong passing Storm then
i had the Sweetest Dream that
You were at my Beach
Some Distance Away
From me with Your
Friends then You
Called to me
Me to a
Race in the
Sand where First
You Tripped and Fell
Down in the Sand
As i waited for You
To get up then You
Easily defeated
Me as remember
This was not a
Dance but
A Run and
i surely was
Not Hurt that
You beat me and
Even though We
Did not Share a Hug
As you Smiled Big in
Glee as You were Happy
You excelled to Win i was
Just so Happy to
Be on the Same
Beach With
You Breathing
The Same Air
As You
The Same Blue
Sky like the Last
Selfie You sent me
That all i could Feel
Is How Great it Feels
To Be Alive And How
Blessed the
Is to Have
Such A Beautiful
Young East Indian
Runner Like You in
It and then i just Smiled
With Glee.. So Happy to
Be With You by Your Side
Then Precisely how iFeel
Now Early Sunday
Morning as i
Have Forgotten
At this Point About
Finishing the Publish
Of the Blog Post for Now
As the Most Important
Part of Life at
Present is
You are Enjoying
Warm Smiles With
Me So i will Conclude
That in this Life You are
Welcome to Defeat me in
Any Competition
With me as Long
As it Makes
You Happy
To Defeat
Me Again
For Just the
Joy of Seeing You
Now in all your Glory
Wings Lit
Up i Will Be
In Glee as
Your Hot
Feet Speed Past
Me once again
In the Joy
Oh So
Feat Now
With Your Mane
Of Black Beauty
Flowing Behind You..
The Race
Dear iMali
Your, Running
Mate, iFreD iLovE,
DiL MeanS HeART..:)
Well.. the Write of this MacroVerse
“SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” continued on as
Some of the Final Verses of this Will
Begin the Next MacroVerse as well but
The Write of it Did Finally Get done
on 2.24.2019 at 9:32 AM So Now to
Really Put it together to Publish Next.:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
Love iS
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

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