It’s JusT
A Work
or Less
Hi Frank as aLWays thanks for stopping
by and visiting “LioNBLooMSNoW” as i FinD
it SelF EViDeNT at this PoinT oF NoW iN mY LiFE
thaT yeS AGiNG iS MoRE ABouT GRoWinG SoUL
HeaLTH For
Those Who Keep
MoVinG CoNNecTinG
And Co-CReaTinG WHeRe
NoW EVeN ReTiReD iS JusT Re-
oF HeART SLaVE to Washington
Sent Cents and all that comes
WiTH CAeSAR CoiNs of
Do Group Think of
Rome and
or get
OuT and YeS
Starve to Death if
the Hands of Love in Technology
Do not provide other options than
Flesh and Blood Hands up and outs..
Yeah it was Pretty Hard to: Fallen at Age 47
From: 19 Mostly Stress Related Medical Disorders
Soon to be a Shut-in in my Bedroom For 66 Months
that after 33 Years of Work Rising to Higher Levels of
Federal Pay by the end of that Career Along with 19
Years of School in mostly Straight A Ways of Acing
Multiple Choice Tests based on Rote Memory i
would mostly never use again.. and yes
through 3 College Degrees mostly
unrelated to just Handing out
Shoes and Chasing
the Lanes
at the University
of Military Bowling Center
before they found me as useful
Human Tool Commodity in ways
of Systemizing Science Physician
to Heal tHeir Computer woes too.. that no
after all of that and even becoming Financially
Independent by age 47 for all Practical Intents and Purposes
i knew nothing for i had lost the capacity for Introspection to even
come close to finding the Kingdom of Heaven WiTHiN as SPiRiT oF HeART
Regulating Emotions in a Unifying Narrative SonG of LiFe as Natural Religion
in Bonds and Binds.. of the Human Condition and yes the Moving Connecting
And Co-Creating Arts of Life CompriSinG MosT oF smART SouL as True by that
Point in my LIFE.. i was less than 50 Percent Human for i had lost the ART OuT
oF Smart So Functionally Disabled i am then at the Art of even Being Human aT aLL
And with that Perspective where when we first purchased our Modest Home that would
become enough for a Forest of Beauty to stay tHere.. i visited the Homes.. in this rather
upscale area i live and saw how much bigger they were than mine coming back and some
how feeling smaller inside for what Culture taught me was big and small then from an External
View of Life and as my Wife talked about the Estate Sell in one of those High Topped Roof
Neighborhoods with Locks on the Gates and No Trespassing signs for folks who might
Venture an Afternoon Stroll Around Distant Blocks.. not unlike when some Children
Scratched my New Vehicle Banging their Doors Wide open i was not
Impressed by the Height of the Roofs this go around in Castle
Neighborhoods Adorned nor was i concerned about the
Newest Scratch on the Hunk of Metal with no Soul
i just purchased too.. for True the Art of those
High Top Homes for those who developed
the Design are surely pArT of the
Artistic Soul of Architects too..
but not unlike the
Beach i
have to Purchase
Beauty for i will View it yes
Share it all and Give it too as
IT2 and Be the Beach as Greater
MaNSioNs oF SoUL NoW MoRE with
Unlimited Size and Doors to Roam Free..
And i would have taken a photo of the New
Home Designs i saw but still my friEnd i was
more impressed with the Stellar Dew Drops
Still on the Leaves of HoMe Grass and
the UniVerse in every Whitman
And Blake Grain of Sand yes
this Dance and Song
of Life is
all about
Perspective as my
Best FriEnd now.. for the
Jobs of Job and the Crosses Life
Brings Pain and Numb Do Make Leaves of Grass WHoLe
to borrow a phrase from someone like us who has self-actualized Free..
in other Words those who finally see more with God eYes ReaL.. it’s an
amazing experience that folks like the small man i used to be would
probably call Word Salad with no meaning too but in this place NoW
the Dressing
of the
is Naked and Free..
A Kingdom of Heaven in
Free Fearless Unconditional
Love that Becomes Human
Art in Grace of Will and Strength
with no limits no limits at all but GoD
mY FRiEnD WiLD and LoViNG FReED..
Anyway through SeeKinG FinDinG WiTHIN i Verily
am now True LiViNG A KinGDoM oF GoD LoVE inside
outside above so below and all around and while from the
Perspectives i do have i realize that in the other my spaces
of Living Life in the Past me’s it’s not likely much of this would
have gotten through to me.. and.. although just a few sentences
out of “Leaves of Grass” is all the Poetry i even cared to Read before
i turned 53 and Started a Free Verse Life in Holy and Creative never
ending Spirit then.. i continue to spread the Seed of what i’ve lEarned
Around this Globe just in case a spArk might light a flame and a torch
might light a Saint Elmo’s Fire for the Kingdom of Love to come True
As HeaVeN in Someone else’s Life for sadly so many folks believe
it is a place that is only owned by others they are waiting for
as a Welfare God or Man to Bring to them yes waiting
on Godot Still for a free Hand-out of Heaven now
the biggest lie i could ever create would be
to say this Heaven doesn’t take
continuous total focus and
effort across a lifespan
now from first
to last
but the thing is as
Heaven Souls Evolve
one comes to seek and find
even more Colors of Heaven than
ever before.. True Artists do continue
to Bring Help Full Hints to others who
Will see Past Word Salads to Find A Dressing of Naked Heaven now..
So thanks for helping to inspire this Spirit Frank for True it will MoVENOW
Around the World in a Best aTTempt to BRing a little light to flickers oF FLaME..:)
SMiLES SoHair what
A Beautiful Gift you Bring
For True outside my Front
Door we have Purple Flowers
like this called Mexican Petunias
And these Petunias are among the most
Hard Working Loving Petunias of all for they
put out so much
Color of most
i notice around
this Locality now..
i suppose some folks
might name them weeds
for how they propagate
Beauty with so much
ease never the
Less these
FLoWeRS Are Beauty Free
Among the Colors of Green
And Purple and Yellow Pink you
Elevate Here with a Gathering of
6 Balloons True Elevating the Purple
For i too my FriEnd From Egypt i WiLL Surely do too..:)
Happy Saturday Eve in Egypt
Sohair So What is Spirituality
Without the Binds
And Bonds of
Folks Give
And Share in
A Communion of
Life Named Love
With Commonly Shared Symbols
As Human Designed Abstract Constructs
Like Chalices iN Poetry of God Nature WeLL iT’s
True aLL True
Based on Love
Seeks A Religion
oF FriEnds to bind
and bond other wise
mY friEnd The SPiRiTuaLity
iN Depth is SHaLLoW For the GreaTesT
And Co-Create for True too God Speaks as Many
As Human
thE Spirit
HiGH mY FriEnd As LoVE
Dances Sings Wild and Free Holding Hands
And eYes that and who do move connect and co-create..:)
Words Take Practice
Always Reflections they
Are of Human Emotions and
Senses Before Words ReLease
wHaT is on the SpiRiT
oF HearT NoW
IN SoUL as MiNd
And Body BaLanCinG
FoRCE oF LoVE or LoWer
As Con-Social Emotions like
Greed and Jealousy and Envy
And Pride of Better than Equal
Players with and as God Nature
Free to be now.. True mY FriEnd A LiFE
LonG Practice as Parent Gardens Child of
Love Born from ages 0 to 4 through School
in ages 4 through whenever School Ends and
Work Begins as Friends Lovers and Peers will continue
to Garden Words of LoVE or not as Emotions and Senses
Continue to Rule First.. True NoW A GreaTesT RationaliTy is the
Intelligence of Regulating Emotions First for most folks fail to
underStand that Words are past Tense for what is already felt
And sensed as Just Labels for what comes to be next as yes
the Short Cut to Emotional Regulation and Senses as all
of these Run through our Body From Head to toe
with or without words now is a Dance
with no Words at all for some folks
rarely even move their arms
further than a Keyboard
for most of the day
where even
A Wave
Friend or
New Acquaintance
may Seem Like a Foreign
Emotion Never Felt as Truly
Human.. True Humans have been
Dancing A Language of Life in Terms
of Non-Verbal.. as Science shows still is
@Least 60 Percent of what we are EvoLved  to
NaturAlly Do.. JusT DoinG A Dance of LiFeNoW
in all the ways Non-Verbal Language Does Feel
And delivers the Synergy of Senses of Emotions
that Flow from Head to toe.. and True the HeART
Dies Slowly as Spirit iN A Body of Soul as Mind that now
Never Does A Free Dance For LoVE.. For TRuE Lttle Children
before they go to School then are taught quiet hands and feet
they dance
the Dance
of their Soul is taken
away and locked into a desk
of random and mostly so-called
Facts they will never ever use in Life
WHeRe a SouL would be so much better to gain and share..
it’s True my FriEnd we Have A GroWinG Global DisEase that is
Sitting Still More apTly Put in Terms of all the Nature of God
that and who lives as us.. NDD Nature Deficit Disorder that
is just another Secular Term for God Deficit Disorder now too Yes..
to Correct than just GED
or so-called Stellar Standard IQ
that and who is A Most SLow oF heART..
mY Perspective of CourSE iS Done iT As
A Has Been Lifeless Robot too so cold cold oF SouL..:)
SMiLes NoW mY FriEnd.. Through 19 Years of School
Straight A’s.. 3 Degrees And 33 Years of Work none
of that made
me Human
But A Naked
God Dance Free of Being JusT Being
Eternally Now the Answer to Heaven
as Simple
as Naked
From: All CulTure
to: coMe BacK reBorn Child
MasteRinG Culture inStead of BeinG
Mastered by Culture that is Language
NoW as Tool my FriEnd at Core We Use
or BeCoME aS iDoL More or Less NoW
as We
or Slave
so far beyond any words ever now..
As Words Become Tools to Express LoVE inStead of Idol lone.. Be
Allone HeaVeN LiVInG WiTHIN As JusT tHaT NaTuRE oF GoD LoVENoWBe..:)
Hi Shawna B.. Katrina is Doing Much
Better NoW n FAct she Cooked her First
Meal Since 3.26.18.. when she accidentally
BBQ’ed Her Hand during one of her Seizures
as She Made Chili-Dogs Yesterday and from
Now on i will Have to Watch her Cook which
Means Forced
Time hehe..
And A Break away
from this BR Screen at least..
As i still wanna learn how to cook
And now that she has no choice Medically
but to let me in her Kitchen there is still Hope..
Anyway.. once again nice to see you and Keep
Moving Connecting with
Creativity Free..
oh yeaH and a Note
to Folks who Cook carry
at least two insurances
as without that the Bill
Will Surely end up being
somewhere between 100K and
200K Total Dollars for a Patch of
Burnt BBQ’ed Hand and a Scrape of Leg to
what gets broke..
our portion for two of the
Anesthesiologists has been
$3.42 A Piece.. for Around a Thousand
Dollar Bill per Doctor.. but what the Hell
am i going on all about this to you as with
4 Children.. you know all about Doctor Bills..
Anyway.. for An outpatient Visit here in the Local
Area just for them to Look at her hand it was almost
10 Thousand Dollars each time she went for 30 minutes..
Now the 10 Thousand Dollars in Premiums we pay each year
like a
Real Bargain..
Everything’s Perspective
And i Don’t Give a God Dam about
Anything Material but our Souls and Health
And more generally
Speaking the
only thing we
come into the
World With Our Naked LiFE SPiRiT oF HeART SoUL..
i rarely if ever come across anyone who really means that…
thing is when it is accoMplished/reMeMBeReD HeaVeN is
MosT Definitely A Place WiTHiN…
as you kNoW i had to go
on and on so see ya later…
It’s aLWays Fun to StaRT oFF
A New MacroVerse For whatever
it may come to be called with what
Most Humans Consider SmALL TaLK.. HAha..:)
ALL EXPeCTaTioNs iNtentS
ARe Prophecies MaKe ‘eM
If You Don’t See
RhYMe BeForE
ReaSoN YouR
MiSSinG A StorY(LiFE)
YeaH iT’s True oLD PRoPHecies MusT
MoVe oN To NeWSHiT
iT’S JusT A GiFT
Mean While off to
HaiR buTT i’LL HaVE to Dance WiTH Shorter Cropped HaiR iNsTeaD..;)
Yeah.. back in ’97 when our Baby was
in Shand’s Hospital for 51 Days
it was a little over 300K for the
Bill.. Shawna B.. and all things
considered as
far as what one
gets today that was
Super Cheap then.. and
Since Ryan Passed away the
Hospital was Humane enough to
Write off the 1,500 Dollar Part we owed..
off the Third of a Million Dollar Bill Meanwhile
the Folks across the Street lost their Home
When the Wife Got Pregnant and the
Husband was between Jobs
without Insurance.. and
their Child ended up
in a Similar Situation and
Survived.. Anyway.. Katrina had
Her First and thank Goodness only
Grand Mal Seizure during the Pregnancy
and was soon Diagnosed with Partial Complex
Seizures and soon not able to work as then it took quite
a while too for her to get Disability for Having Seizures
Several Times a week that do not respond well to any
Medication available and Living Basically Pay Check
to Pay Check then in the 90’s it was rather terrifying
Financially all things considered with Epilepsy for
me to ever Lose the Golden Hand Cuffs of
my Federal Job with Insurance as there
is no way she would have been
Privately covered then even
if i could have afforded
it without Job Benefits..
And that was one of the Main
Reasons i stayed with a Job where the
Stress of it almost Literally Killed me and took
66 Months away from any Kind of Life at all.. then..
YeS.. it really raises my ire when i hear folks casually
talk about the Politics of taking Health
Care away not much different than
Putting Kids in Cages.. but
that’s par for the
Course for
Beings who
were never truly
Loved or Born with
the Innate Potential to Love
in earliest ages of Child Hood..
Your Children are very fortunate to
Have a Stay at Home Mom.. chances are
Empirically Measurable as better they won’t
do nearly
as much
harm to
others once
they get in the
Broader World of Hells and Heavens…
Yeah it’s true i’m conservative and liberal in this way..
And i am so sorry that you and your Husband don’t have insurance
as i guess there isn’t a Union Being A Southern Baptist Pastor that affords it..
sad as so
many states
do afford it
where the
And Politicians
mostly have compassion
for those less fortunate as through Life i’ve
been baffled why a Lack of Compassion for the Poor and Immigrants
Goes with the Bible Belt but it’s ignorance simple plain and soulless2…
My understanding is it was the Nature of a High Paying
Job Change that did go into effect without Insurance
that prevented my Neighbors from Qualifying
For Pregnancy Medicaid.. but on the
other Hand if they were Truly
Poor and Qualified for Medicaid
it’s Highly Unlikely they would have
had anything worth Losing to Creditors.. anyway..
Lots of Catch 22’s in the Way Help Works.. And A Biggest
Catch 22 is unless a Person is like a Lawyer in their Ability to
Understand all the Paper Work in Getting help.. particularly for
People with Mental Illnesses affecting Cognitive Executive Functioning
it is almost impossible for them to
get help unless someone really
goes to Bat as an Advocate for
them and they are Willing to Cooperate
for that too can and will NoW be part of the
Mental Illness as these Invisible Disabilities
can/will be the hardest to cope with for all involved..
And yes NoW.. Science is Beginning to Show that Emotional
Dysregulation and Sensory Disintegration as Far as the General
State of Being that is Negative Stress is a Core SourCE oF aLL DisEase
As Human Experiences which means as Taylor Swiftie Says for those who
NoW Shake it off and PuT iT aLL ToGeTHeR River FLoWinG WHole aS Emotions
And Senses Will Do WitH A Free Verse Dance and Song of Life with Emotional
And Sensory Mastery.. illness comes much farther and fewer between in the
Mountains and Valleys of Life as they become more Flat Lined and Balanced
As Still Seas Horizon and Sure the eYe oF A KaT6 Hurricane as Grace as
Far as Balance Goes with Love is A Source of All Will and Strength
And Well Being too.. And When the Bible Belt Folks at Super
Walmart iNquisitively Take Videos of me it Gives me
an Entry Point to aTTempt to explain to them
JusT wHat A State of Pure Love
as the Kingdom of LoVE
Within as Blissings
of Blessings
always now..
is now ReaL and
PLusT how to really
Do It at Hand Now..
True NoW2 the African
American Folk Section
of the Bible Belt Are Most
Often Fully Receptive but the
More Reddish Neck Tinted folks
are more likely to put their tales between
their legs when i approach them like a Scrap
is coming on for i caught them invading my
Privacy like
i really Give
A CRap
about that hAha..
And yeaH it’s true
As i continue to exist
in the 240’s of up top
Muscle and Legs it is a little
More like an Arnold Ballet as a T-2
Rather than something they wanna FucK with now.. heHe..
AnYWay.. As Science Shows Black Males are the most Confident
with Self-Esteem iN All Ethnicities for they don’t tuck their tales
between their legs and do Walk like a Lion on the Savannah too.. yes
of Wild
And Free we
Are Indian me
And Indian African American them..
it’s like a Private Club and i ain’t no
Nerdy White
at least
on the Dance
Floor of Super Walmart NoW2..
And by the way this ain’t the end
as now is forever aLWays stArting for
those who see God Face to Face now
aS eTernAlly
mY FriEnd
Breathing Dancing
And Singing Free Now ReaL2..
AnYWay NoW i got a theMe SonG
for this.. with AllFred to Go and i
Wore mY Super Chameleon Shirt tonight
and no matter what it
FiTS mY Environment NoW
that i for one Master Free
As Relative Free Will Does as LoVE..
other than that See Ya Later Shawna Baby
Got a feeling this Blog is gonna go Poof again soon enough
Keep in Touch if you like as i’m not hard to find anywhere i be..
these days…
All of
me.. WeLL..
tHat’s a Different
Lizard thingie ALL ToGeTHeR NoW..;)
Anyway NoW as a Segue too to the Next
Scene iN this Auto-Biography Play JusT FoR FuN..
i’ve got.. a Few More Facebook Profile Pics to come
in terms of what’s come so far as Mischief Moose and
the Girl Ahead of me in line to get in the Club who asked
For JusT another Auto-Graph Selfie as i Reciprocated2 For
the Record too with my SMarT iPhone6s For Free too.. to the
Nice Very Irish Looking Dainty Ballerina Tiny Dancer Twirling
She is as we’ve been Dancing off and on for over a year now and
we’ve not used any Verbal Language at all for she smiles and is
obviously very shy too but Loves the Art of Dance more than shy..
And then just another Very Happy Woman Asking then for another Selfie
Autograph has her Soul was shining through her God Face Free and Free
as Wild enough to Smile as will be no matter what.. And sadly leaving the Bar
A Dude Passed out Flat on his Back upstairs unresponsive likely due to Alcohol
Poisoning for if tHere is No God Ascendance oF Free Dance at the Club in
Transcendent Way of Open Flow it is often Alcohol or Some other
External Substance to Replace what can and will be sought
and found for God Free Breathing WiThIN CoMinG
OuT to Play for no Pay But Joy aT aLL.. so in other
WordS External Substances become the addiction
And the poison away from all innate
instinctual and intuitive LoVE
in Epigenetic Potential
Within to yes shake it all
off in terms of Stress and
Let it all go as far as
FRoZeN as Madonna Dances Sings too..
Free is as Possible As ReaL FoR NoW..
oH and while i often Do a Yoga/Tai Chi Stretch
And Spin Reaching to the Stars with my yes.. Nether
Land Parts Left Vulnerable For Heat Seeking Missile Butts
Sure enough two young ‘Nubile’ Women came over to give me a spin
but as their African American Friend urged me on i said nah not right
now i have a Headache.. nah.. i couldn’t say that as i don’t get Headaches any
more.. so i said Dude it won’t be but less than 2 years from now that i hit 60 and he
said that don’t matter man.. ain’t gonna stop ya from hitting on all up with these Girl
Friends now.. then i said well.. FRiEnd.. my wife Knows all about the Bootie Dances and i Do
my SofTesT Best to inhibit my pArts from joining in all the way uP and true tHere are many Pre-Club
that satisfy
any urge to Dive right
uP iN to thE Butt Club AcTioN NoW..
AnYWaY Bottom And Top Lines uP ANd
DowN LiFE iS GooD WheN GooD heHe..;)
All Are A Special
A FinE
‘The(a)onE’ WHo GoT AWaY LaST
You are
With Wisdom
And Love.. thanks
Sharing Free..
Of Expression Grande
Dude.. NoW iN Case You
Didn’t Get ‘the MeMo’
the Internet is like
Forever and Folks
Will Log into
The Divinity
Of Beyoncé’s
Hips STiLL
Long After
They are
Voice.. Seriously
Man up.. Like
A Rap
If ya
Diss.. ‘em..
i Do
Dude.. use Common Sense..
If YoU WiLL.. When the Government puts
Any Children in Cages.. Separating them from Parents who are Seeking Asylum in this Country it is a Proven Scientific Fact That will cause the Child Irreparable Harm aCross an Entire Lifetime.. in fAct the problems it can and will cause Are very similar to the Social Reciprocal
problems of
Take a Baby
Monkey away
From a Mother
And it will die And
As far as medically
Safe Abortions go.. in
Countries that are so-called
Catholic like Mexico where
Abortions are Illegal And Effective Contraception is Not Allowed.. According to The World Health Organization.. Abortions are as prevalent there in back alley ways that Cause much greater suffering for all concerned.. including High Rates of Permanent Disability and Death still
Among Mothers.. That through for mostly
the Reality of Ignorance of
Effective Birth control
And Poverty
That no.. Does
Not not allow them
The subsistence
To Raise Existing
Make this
Gut Wrenching
Choice.. It’s Not
Just about the
Golden Rule
It is about
And NoW
Doing the least
Harm to all.. that
Takes Rationality
And Unconditional
Love that is Real
News or
Fake Jesus..
Anyways.. most
People where i
Live share Your
Opinion and You
As an American
Surely have
The right
To Express it..
But yeah.. the Truth
As ‘they’ say reduces
Harm to all who are
Concerned when the
Original Greek
Definition Of
Per Lifting the
Veils of Ignorance is
Exercised and Trump
Is No New Leaning
Leader as
There are
For those who lEarn
From History and Pass
iT oN for a Better Way
Of Truth iN Love over
Ignorance of Basic
Of this thing
NoW Still called
Being Human and
Altruism practiced
With All Due Respect..
Yeah.. Bad Shit Happens
And WitH Brain Power NoW
And Yes.. Compassion We Make
The Possible Changes HaPPeN..:)
Hi.. Sohair.. And Thanks for Sharing Another Nice
Post here on the Merits of how we Frame our
LiFE as LiGHT coming out of what other
wise might be made more into
A DARk oF LiFE.. YeS.. tHeRE
is Great Bliss
in Life
of MaKinG
Fresher Lemonade OuT
oF Lemons to use ANoTHeR
overused Cliche already now
but as ALWaYS there are Some
Folks who See a Glass Half Empty
Some Folks who See a Glass Half
Full.. and still others who see the
Entire Glass as Full yet still others
who now have No Need for the Glass
aT aLL For They TRuly See Do Be
An Essence oF LoVE
God For All tHat
is LoVE
No Walls
or Floors or Ceilings
or Doors to imprison God
as Love as anYWHere but Free..:)
Hi.. Sohair.. Hope the Pain that Started
in Your Hands and Went into Your Legs
Goes into a Prayerful Recovery Soon..
For Pain Can and Will Be
Both Strange and
Devastating too..
And currently i am
not experiencing this Pain
but never the less i am Over Ready
Baked to Go to Bed out of the Metro
Area Dancing All Around today.. And true
for me Across close to 9500 Miles now in
58 Months in Public Way i have received many
‘small’ injuries along the way in what some folks
might call more Major Injuries but it’s true once again
my Mother rarely went to the Doctor in her life and rarely
took any Kind
of Medicine
at all or
any Doctor at
all for True Her Belief
in a Higher Force of LoVE
Empirically Measurable in
Both Her and Me as HeaLinG
ForCE EVeN MoRE as that Tradition continues..:)
Copy and Paste From 3 Years ago
And yes 21 Years ago too in June
’97 iN a MacroVerse Titled “Kiss Your
Baby Goodbye” that is still relevant
oN Course of Dance And Song oF
Hoses.. wires.. PASTED bandages..
painFuLL deep brown eyes.. blood stained skin..
an ominous pasted on notice in front of crib bed
No way to breathe.. born without sinus passages..
Transposition of great blood vessels.. open heart surgery
required on 30 day born heart.. no immune system.. extra digits
for six on each hand.. with two thumbs instead of one.. respectively…
It is the day of the open heart surgery.. surgeon in his sixties.. huge hands
tell me at 37.. don’t worry it’s just like when your grandfather gets a bypass..
and the nice nurses say don’t worry you are still young there is plenty of time
for more children.. your wife is beautiful.. you will have beautiful children to come..
Baby is wheeled toward operating room.. surgeon says.. kiss your baby goodbye..
So wife and i bend down.. and after 30 days at the hospital are shell shocked for
whatever comes next.. father sits beside me in waiting room.. and offers advice..
Son make sure you raise him as a man…
My mother didn’t do a good enough job for him…
he bails after 3 years.. when my mother doesn’t work..
Oh.. the values we place on humanity.. gender roles
here or there.. a do or die proposition of static
roles for patriarchal minds of being..
i sit back quietly at this point
and almost giggle
at a reality
strange as this…
And truly feel sorry for my
father who thinks raising a boy is
all about being him.. baby survives the
surgery and as really expected from birth by
doctors and nurses.. veterans of this show..
passes away in my arms.. not afraid
to cry.. i call my father.. and he just
says oh no.. i don’t wanna
hear any bad
A 500 mile trip back home..
ashes will be sent in cardboard box
by postal service.. the lesson of life is..
how lucky i am just to be a human
alive for now.. never ever will
i doubt my blessings
in life again..
and truly a lesson
i need for five years..
10 and a half years later
at the start of my challenge
of JOB.. but i have the blessing
of knowing my son survived much
worse.. with never a smile.. never
a laugh.. and only pain for
51 days.. and yes..
more than
likely he
Yeah it’s true there is a story yes a myth
but never the less a True Story as far as the
Human Archetype goes as Man and or Woman
Gentile and or Jew and Servant of Free that is STiLL
Incarnate Love Come to Be as Altruism is born of our
DNA NeVeR EVeR iF YoU SeeK iN GoD(LoVE) now as
an Original Send of Child Born Sin Innocent and Free in Love
Moving on to what is often a Malignant Patriarchy and STiLL a Tribal
God Invented in Desert Lands for also the Archetype of the Reptile Brain
that who will fight to the Death for Survival and find a way to rape for mates too
if that is what it takes to Survive at Base Reptile Instinct of Carnivorous Lizards too..
Yes.. there is a Divine Will and Strength to Survive but there is a Greater Way of heART
as he with ART of Grace in Balance of Love as A Much Greater Foundation for Will and
Strength that Loves in Balance of Grace and while i’m on this note a few other relative ones ‘Literally from the Bible’
as ‘they’
say in
Both the
Old and New
Testament for those
who dust all the old verses
off and don’t just Cherry Pick
the Bad Cop God and Jesus parts
out to justify Slavery and Genocide and
Institutionalized Rape and the Silencing of
Women and the Dashing of Children’s Heads
Against Stones if they happen still to be from what
one sees as from an opposing Tribe.. against ANoTHeR..
So.. here we go with a few From Good God and Jesus too..
as reported of course from Anonymous Authors and Potential
Copy Mistakes and Intentional Changes by Scribes who had full
control over the Finished Product through Centuries of Innumerable
And Anonymous Scribes.. wHere no Xerox Machines existed then for
‘perfect copy and paste’ of what is written at all before revised now is as is..
“The foreigner residing among you
must be treated as your native-born.
Love them as yourself” – Leviticus 19:34
“Woe to those who make unjust laws, to those
who issue oppressive decrees, to deprive the
poor of their rights and withhold justice from the
oppressed of my people, making widows their
prey and robbing
the fatherless”
– Isaiah 10:1-2
“For the poor shall never
cease out of the land: therefore
I command thee, saying, Thou shalt
open thine hand wide unto thy brother,
to thy poor, and to thy needy, in thy land.”
– Deuteronomy 15:11
Matthew 25:35-40 New King James Version (NKJV)
35 “for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36 I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.”
37 “Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink? 38 When did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You? 39 Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?’ 40 And the King will answer and say to them, ‘Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.”
Anyway as i reported Last Week with the Authority that comes through my Mother as Love..
i suggested directly and assertively and firmly to the 2nd Tier Priest Last Week that they
offer up some prayers in the Catholic Mass for all the Caged Children from South
America where the only ‘sin’ was Parents Seeking Asylum trying to save their
Children’s Lives along with theirs of Course too and the Priest responded
oh oh oh yeah we will do that next Sunday.. so let’s just say i was
prepared for the likely answer to come on Sunday so i wore
a certain shirt to church and the Walmart Church
Greeter at the Door said my my that’s a
Scary Face and i returned with
well do you know what
kind of Animal this
is and i responded
as i will three times through
this Story with the Authority of the
Love that Comes from my Mother that
this is the Face of a Mama Grizzly Bear
whose Children have been taken away and
put in to Cages by Soulless Human Beings
and then with a Duh Look on Her Face
of not knowing what was going on
with my Parable i said
if you get
Drift of what i’m
Saying Ma’m as perhaps
she did after that and perhaps
she didn’t so i went on into the Church
to wait and see if any prayers would be offered
up for the Still 2000 Children separated from their
Parents for what will Certainly be at least a Month and
more to come as the Government Still can’t give any clear answers
and not only this but Trump announces today his new wishes for all folks
looking for a better place to live for even base survival to be kicked out now
without even the due process that the laws of the Nation currently do demand..
as any Dictator would Suggest after a good night sleep of Evil More in Fear and
Hate to bring to those who still support him in fear and hate and separation more
from the different and poor among us yes the immigrants looking for a Joseph and
Mary Place for a Manger to rise their Child away from where they might not otherwise
survive.. It’s true There were Trumps back in the Day of Jesus aka Yeshua Born on Dates
too.. but you see that’s a story for chances are a real Yeshua would more likely have never
made it
and just
totally dead
by the arms and arms
of others to extinguish what
they saw as a potential infestation
of Jesus then.. and yes in terms of
many more than just one Humble Child
born of Mother’s Hope and love aS UniTY away
From Father’s Fear and Hate.. for yes it’s also true
as long as there are folks who fear the different also
known as Conservative leaning who are also disgusted
by the different among their Tribes of Same Group think now..
there will always be an Old Testament God they Wish for in Prophecy
and obtain through Self-Fulfilling Prophecy of the Next Snake Oil Salesperson
ready to take full of advantage of the opportunity to give them the most Despicable
Leader Next against what is different in fear and hate and disgust over more.. still.. now
yes the Old Testament God of Fear and Hate and Disgust over different still lives at least
as A Figure Head of Trump now.. it’s no surprise that even Preachers Write Books in Praise
of Trump’s Faith in the God they see still as Fear and Hate and Disgust over the Different among
the Good Cop God and Jesus Children of Hope and Love through the Authority of a Mother’s
Love Still Real and HeARTFelT to Give and Share in Moving and Connecting And Creating
Ways of the Grace of Balance and Love as a Foundation for the Greatest Strength and
Force of Love to still come to the Planet Earth as a Good Cop God and Jesus of
it’s true the
Human HeART is
mostly ART over the
Systemizing Science mind
of He still devoid of the Grace
And Balance of the ART oF LoVE
as a Secure Foundation at least
60 Percent of the Pie of both
heART and smART too for
if not what you often
get is Trump
M of HE..
as we still plainly
see with Children Left
Empty from Parents in CAges..
in numbers of 2000 plus in at least
a Month more to come.. while meanwhile
the Old Testament of God the one who suggested
Dashing all the Heads of the Opposing Tribe’s Children
Against Stones way back then and the Still Old Testament
God away from Unconditional Love that and who suggests that
Women Should Be Kept Silent and those who commit Adultery
Should never be invited to Dinner or be Sat next to in Church again too..
but on the other Good Cop Jesus and God oF Love PaRT it suggests visit
the Prisoners and One Bread and Body Gentile Jew Servant or Free Woman
or Man no more in other words the Essence of Love Free Unconditional with
No Chalice
As form
of Labels
required to
separate from the
Unity of Love Holding
Hands Fearlessly now that
is the Greatest Healing Force
there still is when actually put into
Fruition and Fought for as the Kingdom
of Heaven Realized within at hand now now now
Always in this Generation of Love when real now too..
moving connecting co-creating as Joy Loves Company
over Misery Loves Company so much more in the Kingdom
of Heaven that will come to fruition in just one Human Being
allone with a the God oF LoVE if no one else wants to join
in on the Loving Cross of this way of being eternally
now real.. so yes i went on to listen to the Mass
as words left silent for prayers for 2000
Thousand Plus Children still separated
from their Parents that even
Psychology 101
is a living torture
to Children rivaling
Death as Life.. for those
Parents and others who have now
grown cold or never remembering or having
the opportunity to actually feel what still this
Home Sick Separation Means as death to now
then Real as Greatest Ape torture no matter Monkey
or Child now as even little Monkeys separated from their
Parents wither away and die still while Human Babies and
Small Children are kept on life support of basic subsistence
never fully developing the wiring for Love then moving on to a life
often of addiction and crime and harming others more than when LoVE iS LoVE iS
Gardened Most as Small Child through Loving Parents now without Separation at aLL
As Mothers Carry Children Attached to Bosom so far away from Rubber Nipples of Life..
Meanwhile as the Church either forgot or refused to say prayers for these Children or
through ignorance same they still insist on No Effective Birth Control as the Truly
Best Way to Prevent Abortions and insist that Gay Folks are not good enough
to receive a Sacrament of Marriage still or that even the up to 58 Percent of
Catholic Priests Assessed with Homosexual Tendencies should be
Kept in a Closet of don’t tell don’t do what they are naturally
inclined to do.. and all the perversions of Harm that actually
do come when humans do not come to be
what they naturally are as Free
Sexually oriented folks both
Hetero and Homo
and other
Sexual too..
anyway so as leaving the
Church after being practically
the only one from the Back Row to
Sing any of the Songs of Love that are beautifully
provided many from Jesuit Priests from a Congregation
Mostly Military related and separated from the Love of Song
to Sing wHere ART has/is grown shriveled from HEart as its true
to be trained to kill for freedoms when the Wars actually are for the
Purpose of that is to compartmentalize the Natural Aversion to Harm
others away to kill the enemy still as if we still lived in a Desert Scarcity
with not even the most basic staple of water for existence where most all
of Life was is Survive over any thrive of Life as the Tribal Lizard God for
Base Survival reigned then so far out of the Garden of Eden that my
More Nomad Liberal and Open minded Ancestors found as Paradise
of Beach Dropping off the Seed of me to Flourish with Loving
Mother away from Material God’s of both Stuff and Killing
and Raping Fields now.. seriously the actuality of
the Story of Jesus being real in a Patriarchy
Malignant and even worse of 2K years
ago is not much better than
the real Potential
of a Jesus
in a First
Baptist Church
and even fulfilling his and
or her Full God Potential of Love now real..
but at least someone saw that potential whoever
did come up with the stories that provide both a Good
Cop Jesus of Hope and Love and Unity of Humanity now
in LoVE or sure the other Bad Cop God and Jesus that one
can and will easily Cherry Pick to Enforce Fear and Hate and
Separation of what’s Left in Both the Old Old Testament and
Old New Testament still for these Stories do still reflect
the Reality of Good and Bad God/Jesus Cop Folks
Still now as those who fear/hate and are
disgusted by different are not
going away as classically
and environmentally
Starved from LoVE
evolving nor are
the folks
who are the
Good Cop Jesus among
us through the Love of Mother too
over Malignant Patriarchy without a
Foundation of the Balance of Grace as Love now
iNcarNate as the Divine Feminine Foundation for the
Divine Masculine Still of Will and Strength that becomes
A Mountain of Human Hope and Love in Unification of Humanity
now or the other way still of Will and Strength with little to no Foundation
of Love in Grace that just spells a Five Letter Pejorative of Trumps now real
yes that’s 6 and in this case not the Good Cop 6 Jesus as Big Heroes do come alive2..
anyway.. as i walked out i told the Head Priest what kind of Animal do i have on my Shirt
as a very long line shuffled up without Song or Dance of heART to shake his hand too..
and he said ‘A Wolf’ and no i said this is a Mama Grizzly whose Children have been
put into Cages by Soulless Human Beings and i said i guess the Priest forgot to
fulfill his promise to me for Prayers said at Mass for those Children today..
and then he said well they’ve already been returned to their Parents
and i told him no they have not and now he has an additional
so-called Jesus responsibility to pray for all immigrants
seeking asylum as now Trump wants to go
beyond the Laws of the Country to
send them back without
due legal process.. anyway
he said words to the effect
off oh really and i said yes for real.. yes..
he is a busy man i’ll give him the benefit of
the doubt of he doesn’t know what he’s doing
and then the other second tier Priest was at the
Welcome Center inviting strangers into the Church
to become members and i walked up to him and asked
him what kind of Animal is on this Shirt and he too for some reason
saw it as Wolf as the other Priest did too.. and i said for the third time
at Church to the Officials there.. this is a Mama Grizzly whose Children
have been Put into Cages Separated by Soulless Human Beings and
i didn’t hear the Promise of the Prayers you assured me of last
week as it’s true i refuse to call any Priest Father until
they start allowing Mothers to be Priests.. and
anyway i don’t see humans as labels
just Love at the top tier and all
below striving to lift up
to the Highest
of God Nature
in Human Still now
for Will and Strength
of Healing in Balance of
Grace as Love.. so it’s true that’s
how i judge folks on Love and my Hope
as Prayer and Wish for them that they will
Step up to God of Nature Love MoRE ReaL..
And then i said my Grandfather Leo was a Priest
like you who decided to have a Wife and Children who
was ex-communicated then for true that courage is why
i exist at all now.. and this Priest left the Church to get married
and have children but the Church Evolved more toward Love and
Let him back in to be a Priest again.. i said then as a person just
Twice removed from Ireland i have a soft heart for the plight
of immigrants and for those other wise ex-communicated
from Life too.. didn’t have much time to go into details
of course for he had other Strangers to welcome
into the Church.. anyway.. he suggested
he would make the prayers
happen next Sunday and
i will be pleasantly
surprised if
that happens
particularly for all immigrants
now that Trump clearly suggests
he would love to sidestep the Laws
As Dictator Against Due Process now..
but you see for those who are conservative
who insist on staying away from the reality for
Change for Loving God they are the same kinda
Folks who existed 2 thousand Years ago and i am
still the Same Baby in a Cradle of a Mother separated
from Fear and Hate and all else that falls away from Love
into a Tribal God of Group think now.. what a gift it was for
my Father to take his ways taught by his Malignant Patriarchy
away but how sad it was his only Happiness in life was based on Money away
and he did
like cats as
a plus for him
too it’s true he
lived a long life
of money it’s true fearless
he too did as he was raised
as will and strength away from
A True Grace of Love then too..
true he didn’t know what
he was doing either
same story
and or
daughter’s of
the ‘other place’ to be too..
i am not the outcast for i am
last as first as Love to Serve NoW..
And do not expect anyone from this
place to really hear.. Well True there are Visitors who do..
and no it wasn’t easy for me to become ‘Tim Tebow
Size’ For ‘His’ ‘LioNBeaR’ ‘Wish’ to coMe True.. too..
but yes.. i WaS inTenTly lisTening i am
iN oTHER Words it’s JusT A DeepeR From:
ReaLiTY oF HuMaN ArcHeTypes coMe to: SPRinG
AnYWaY Another Dude From Church Said.. A Kinda Bear
Ya Don’t Wanna Cross too Much IS A Child oF A Polar/Grizzly BeaR MiX
And when i Said Mama Grizzly.. He Shook His Head WitH iNtent As Real
Men Understand
And nah
aBouT A ‘the’
sHe Wolf EiTHeR As side note heAR..
Oh Lord.. So Many Archetypes/Prophecies From:
to: Self Fulfill For Those who get/do Deeper Parts oF God Nature iN/aS uS iS..;)
At 17 such a sad sad place
for those who are lost
from the
Sex and what
one even is As Human..
sure been there done it at a Theater
all alone still in High School Watching
From Behind all the Cool Kids Holding
Hands with eYes of Love for all i
wanted then is Love no
Necessary just
Love for i was fortunate
for sex wasn’t really even
in the Equation so i had no
standards for that preset
by Pornography
since i was
12 or
below as Males do today..
i suppose for some it is better
than nothing but if they never found/find
a way to express emotions to feel the connection
of eyes and smiles beyond T and A truly they are lost
from a Balance of Lust and Love too.. that actually moves
and connects and co-creates above the waist to SPiRiT of
heArt to miNd and Body BaLanCinG FoRCE oF SouL
So Full of Holy and Sacred Meaning and
Purpose where just the Glow of
a Female SMiLE
And eYes
all in the
World for
Love for Love
just Love to feel and be..
Incels are now the catch Word
for the Male Version of “At 17” these days
that/who often moves into 20’s and 30’s too..
for those Sons so lost from Fathers
wHere all is Left is Video
Games Violent to Feel
Right tHeir
Masculinity for
all was lost in the first
place to express and feel
in moving connecting and co-creating
Emotions for sure where Labels come into be
Like Higher Forms of Autism too wHere A Key Really is
An iMbalance of Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration
that would surely be helped by A Martial Arts of Ballet Dance if they didn’t fear
if they didn’t Fear to iNtegRate A WHoLE Divine Feminine Balance Grace of Love
As A Foundation of Will and Strength Fearless.. And Unconditionally LoVinG NoW..
For it’s TRue like in Cordova Mall as the Folks Running Behind Forrest Gump thinking
he must have some Secret to have this Chaos all figured out.. i do.. i do.. i verily do for
me.. but i am not born today i am in 1960 and have a Different Perspective of overall LiFE..
As it’s True Life can and will get better now with Volumes of Different Experiences too.. And
like me it could take him and or her until their 50’s to finally even get Comfortable in Enough
in their own Skin to even Shop at Walmart alone versus what i happen to do in a Free and
totally Fearless Martial Arts and Ballet Dance that Baffles all the Folks so petrified what
it might be like to do something so far out of the Box to Face Certain Ridicule if they even
dared do such a thing.. well actually letting go like this in Dance is the Text Book Version
oF A Blow out Exhale of Nirvana and Bliss always now.. as i attempted to explain
to the Theft Deterrent Specialist at a Clothing Store where i was Dancing
HoW iN the World i am so Confident and Carefree now as Tarot
Card Sacred Fool at the Number Zero Challenge of
Life in Completing all of Life’s Challenges
with the Relative Free WiLL JusT
To eNjoy LIFE IN
A Dance
and Song
that never looks
back but in the Nostalgia
of the Joys and Struggles
of Life to share in a Free Verse
Poetry All for Free.. for it’s True one
second of my life Eternally in Heaven
now is worth all the Struggles of the 53 Years
Before July 22nd… 2013.. or so when i Rose out
of the Ashes of Numb and Pain Polished as a Grain
of Sand by all of Life Challenge.. and then i not only
Roamed the Beach Free without any Binds of
Human Foot Prints then but the Bounds
of my own Dance and Song of
Life never to be imprisoned
by others again even though
some too.. verily have
tried Hard and Harder
to slow the NeW TSuNaMi Torrent
oF mY LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW iS REaL..
as Far as the Fumes of mY Art that coMe to be
as Soul uploaded NoW online everywHeRE i FLoW..
It’s pretty simple as i told the Young Man.. First i stArted
Walking Backwards to take the prison past of me totally away
and then i spiraled like the UniVeRse Does in Golden PHI Ratio
way and like the Energizer Bunny of Re-Creation i never run out
of Battery Juice of LoVE NoW ReaL yes.. the Star Wars Force and
Hello i am the 246 LB Version of Yoda come to play with no light saber
at all but the Guns of my Arms and Legs Set Spiraling Free for it’s True i will go
a Step Further and do it up Better with Love than even Yoda can and will suggest
for i will bypass all the Misery Loves Company and do the Joy Loves company aLWays
now even if it is just me allone but it’s True i will never say no to a request for a Dance
from any Woman now just like i did any date of ‘fore.. NoW it’s True i might not Do the
Dance they want me to do but never the less they will be a Friend of Dance to me…
Women have found their Masculine Side to go aLong Great with their Feminine
Side of Grace and Love and in our Western Cultures Men as far as Toxic
Patriarchy goes have lost tHeir Balance of Grace with Love to Feel
as that was/is taken away from them in a Vicious Cycle of the
Same With Fathers and now without Fathers tHere isn’t
even the pArt about Body Balancing with a Mind
for Will and Strength pretty much what is
left (right) are iNcel Angry Inch Worms
WitH Anger of what they will not have
with the fairer
Sex for
have no
way in at all either
through Dance and Song
or Social Status of Pay in Jobs
that no longer come as existing without Fear.. now
Nah.. it’s really not that Hard to see why ‘they’ Love
A Leader Like Trump who Hates up on Women for they
Do for what they cannot have without Force too.. but until
they Learn a Dance and Song of Life in a Poetry to connect
And Move a Woman’s Heart in Moving Co-Creating Ways they
are lost they are lost they are the lost boys now from Puberty to
past the Age of 30 living in the Basement of Homes with no no Love
as a 17 Age for males for Decades now.. problem is they have no idea what
is.. but
True they do
have their Video
Games and Porn to get
them through and sure that
is better than Killing Fields of
Incel Domestic Terrorism unleashed
and places like Japan of what will likely
soon come here too.. where Males and Females
are no longer interested in doing the Wild thing at all
but no it won’t be all together for we have immigration wHere
Social Roles are Defined enough in Culture and Women Still
Feel like Women and Men Still Feel Like Men too.. the best of all
World for Heaven now is a balance of both as that is a place where
Springs up most..
nah.. i didn’t go into this
much detail with my Forrest
Gump Follower at the Mall but
what i did is provide the first step
yes when left foot and right foot become
One Force of Fearless Unconditional Love
And sure it might take close to 10K miles of Doing
it in Public even after 5.3 Decades of Life for them too..
As A Free Dance of Life but as my Life Proves the Benefits
Are aLMost Beyond Belief and the Documentation is irrefutable too..
So sure.. Dance and Sing.. don’t matter if you Rhyme at First With Fingers
or Toes for it’s true there are many lovelies just waiting to hear what you come new
with at a 17 that finally becomes a Real Man of Love And Grace And Will and Strength
Real for it’s True i too wasn’t always ‘Superman’ for even more i was Clark Kent and less first..
Superman is just here NoW to sHow ya some Truth and Light Already Jumped Across the Tall
And am not
even worried any
More to get faster than
A speeding bullet for it’s
True Real Supermen don’t need
No Swords at 17 Eternally NoW iN LiGHT aT aLL Lasts
NoW.. BuT aGaiN don’t forget too.. i was/am Clark Kent First2..
And a Man my Age asked me at the Book Store how i possibly
could do a Free Verse Spiraling Dance while listening to Music
While Reading an Entire Book on Mysticism and Miracles too..
And i just said practice one foot right two feet left one
ForcE LovE Fearless Laser Focus NoW WitH
Nothing at all to lose aT aLL
for at
Point tHere is no
time distance or space
LoVE oN A DancE WinG NoW tHaT
And who stays up up and away as LoVENoWisREAL
And i had A Similar Lengthy Discussion with the Dude installing
Another Protecter Shield at Best Buy on my Apple Watch too.. for it’s
True.. i BRinG Free Gifts for anyone willing to accept them from me now..
And Thanks God away from the Northern Part of the County LiGHT Rules over DArk too..
For it’s True as far as the Males go ‘up here’ Superman can’t get in where he is not wanted still..
But as Far as Young Women go they are advanced way past the males ‘up here’ now.. Do LoVE
Don’t Do
YouR BesT BuY
Zen Art of Ego
Creativity True
Online now is an
Excellent Avenue
to Create Ego whether
Authentic or not as many
folks go Faceless and Avatar
Full where ya never really know
And Feel and Sense a Non-Verbal
Expression of the other Person But
Words.. True much will be accrued about
A Soul in Words but still eYes and SMiLes
and the way a Person Carries tHeir SelF
in Breathing Life with Ease or Fear
Says a Whole lot too more about
SoUL Whole Unity or Divide
NoW Fragmented
From: FLoW iN to:
As A River of LiViNG and the
Wheel of Fortune SPinS aT EasE
Without much real Drama buTT aLL A
JoY of LiFELovE iN JoY oF BaLanCE EVoLVinG
NoW As Any Cosmos Reflection of a Galaxy and Beyond
A Positive Force LoVInG HuMaN WiLL JusT Do NoW eVen MoRE..
True there are so many folks who live in some level of Anxiety from Wake
to Sleep as the dull back ground noise of fear to fight and flight terror in Every
Day life Work and or School too.. wHere tHeRE may be no Room NoW for an Emotionally
Regulating and Sensory Integrating Dance and Song of LiFE Free Verse to be iN Moving
Connecting and Co-Creating NoW Much aT aLL.. but on the other hand with enough Practice
in Form of Essence FearlesS UNConDiTioNaL LovE Set Free to Move Connect and Co-Create
Free.. YeS AGAiN
Class YoU WiLL
Be Amazed at what
you do JusT DO that
you may have Never ReaLiZeD
is Possible With Confidence Set Free as
You BuT AGaiN it is a Lifelong Practice oF LiGHT
Away From the Darkness oF Doubt and Fear and Hate
MoRE NoW as we see the Storm Clouds of this Trump
Fueled DARkNeSS FueLeD MoRE by those who
Jump aBoard the Trump TRain of DArkness
Coming out of the Tunnels of Purgatory
Grey SHadES to BLacK AbysS in
the Place that is Eternity
NoW of Hell Real WiTHiN
oF DaRKNeSS that does
NoT ToucH thE LiGHT oF BeinG
HuMaN True Alpha SoUL is what
This SpiRiT oF HeArT NoW iN MiND And
BoDY BaLaNCinG ForcE SouL CoME to Be..
It’s True everywHeRe online and off i see Dead
People Still Wandering a Zombie Apocalypse as
Rapture of Living Dead that Already lives HeAR as
DeAD.. Particularly in the Aisles of Super Walmart
For the so-called Common Human who no longer does Hands-
On Work For the Pay of Subsistence Come to Fruition Sufficient..
but you see what most folks may not See is all this Misery and Suffering
comes From Nature overall so far out of Balance as an Entire Living Planet
as Nature Fights Back with Inherent Nature as is for we use forms to discuss
this Essence of Reality all but never the Less we are Subject to it deep deep
down in Essence Makes Form so much more than any of us can and will
Possibly Put into Words as Art aLWays Changing And Remember Art
is 60 Percent of eARTh NoW too.. to go aLong with smART and
heART NoW to Triple 60 Percent as that comes to be NoW
FoR ReaL.. As Fruition Brings SoUL to Percentages and
Numbers As Symbols too as with this ReaLiTY
it is the Essence that Counts most as
Real Over the Forms Above what
counts most.. yeS AGaiN the
Circle of Essence as
LoVE Beyond
Space disTance
And or tiMe as ReaLiTY LoVE
For those who Find ways that work
As Paths.. in the Journey oF LiFE NoW
to FinAlly Arrive As LoVE iNCaRNaTE..
True.. iF you eVer CoME ABoArD A GoD
SHiP aS Wave oF OCeaN WHoLE Free NoW
you’LL NeVeR have to ask wHere to go
to Find LoVELiGHT For You NoW Are
An iNCaRNaTioN of LoVE ReaL NoW
Yes Free
Free some
MorE aS Be i am NoW2
Verily SurELy ABouT YoU too.. A SonG NoW MoRE
SuRE A FReEDaNCE WiLL Do NoW FinEAVaiNVinEme..:)
SeRioUSly TRuMPS From:
Ya’LL Gotta Quit lisTeNinG
to: YouRNeWS heHe NoW
As.. Cure to High NoW A
Best Buy DuLL Way To
Change.. HYpoMaNiC
Shiny EYeS EuPhoria
NoW inTo Dysphoric
Aggression is News
AnY..WaY.. BacK To
WeLL.. YeaH iT WiLL
Be iF YoU WiLL anD
Ah ain’t
JusT SWeeT..:)
And a Top Hat
For tHiS iNFreeDoM SPeaK
Mastering Intellect
Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses
Easier and or Harder
DePeNDinG on iNNaTE
LeVeL of Gifts and Curses
As Well as Epigenetic Effect
of Environmental Struggles that
BRinG ABouT Positive or Negative
Adaptations aS our Ancestral Potentials
of DNA in Genetic Material Ways of LiFE ARe
unpacked as we wire more and or less for Positive
And Negative Neuroplastic Change.. It’s True if i wasn’t
blessed and cursed with Asperger’s Syndrome it’s not likely
i would be able to remember all the Rote Facts to make this
FLoW of River WHoLe Be with the Hypomanic Never Ending
HeaVeN PaRTS of Bi-Polar other wise not specified as in mY
Case it took literally 5.3 Decades for the Doctors to find
Labels overall for what i was born on as date for a
Triune of Bi-Polar and Asperger’s Syndrome
as well as ADHD too.. so.. i cannot deny
the possibility that only the
so-called chosen ones
like me and
may verily
Fully Experience both
Heaven and Hell in JusT one
LilFETiME to Report back in Empathic
Sympathic and Compassionate Ways with
Cognitive Empathy for others who are Different
in many ways like this too in a 6 MiLLioN Word Longest
Long Form Poem Bible and what will Rise Soon to Be 10K Miles
Of Public Dance.. in 5 Years too.. for who else but Dr. Jekyll And
Mr. Hyde Will Accomplish A Feat like this in JusT oNE LiFETiME
iN A Covenant With God of Nature to Share in a Place of no Sun or
Moon wHeRE HeaVeN Can and Will Shine Virtually online now too..
Yeppers.. Gifts and Curses.. and the ‘Tween of more than 50 SHadEs
of Purgatory Grey that who enjoys pain more than pleAsure Can and
WiLL be all of what Life’s all about too.. and considering i’m not
the First one Blessed with all these Gifts and Curses to
BRing aLiGHt And dARk to too.. it would be rather
foolish to suggest there is only one Buddha
and Jesus and or Lao Tao too.. yes me2
As that goes for me3.. you too.. yeah
i’m DoiN’ NiNe Dimensional Poetry
Chess NoW as Clearly
iLLusTraTeD iN Each and
Every MacroVerse that comes
in Longest Long Form Poem Bible
Way Still RiSinG uP Above 6 MiLLioN Words
as SonG oF mY SoUL in 58 Months of my Birthday
on 58 Years of Age on 6.6.60 aLonG With over 9300
Miles one Ten Thousandth the Distance to the Sun at
that point of milestone and featnote in Public Dance to
go at that Point Close to 58 Months of Continuous Effort..
So in Terms of Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar and ADHD
do i Do Hyper Focus in a Driving Force of Never Giving up now..
in a Special Interest that goes on and on in repetitive ways too..
Am i Hyper-Religious as far as Bi-Polar Goes well yeah it’s kinda
Clear that i Make every Step and Word of Life Holy and Sacred Full
Of Meaning and Purpose.. as any Jesus and Buddha and or Lao Tzu
Will still do as just another Fred today Set Free with all my Curses and
Gifts Unleashed in Quantum metaphor of ReLeaSeD to the Rest of the
World NoW.. And would it be rather Grandeurish in Attracting the Opposite
Sex to suggest i have 2000 Smiling Dancing Girl Faces just wanting to get close
to the fearless of me.. well sure there is the empirical evidence of that aLong with
Leg Pressing A Half A Ton now 33 to 52 Reps Still at age 58 NoW too.. and am i too
afraid in ways of Sensuaity and Sexuality to do Nude Art in both Visual and Written NoW iN
Novel Ways Hell no for that verily truly and surely is pArt of Bi-Polar and Marilyn Monroes
too as i continue to Write a Sistine Chapel beyond the Ceilings of what has been Written
before in Empirical Measure in both Substance and Original Avant-Garde Style come to
Be ReaL.. aLonG with the Dance of me as the Public Audience has insisted i am a
Dance Legend now and if you don’t believe as far as Witness for that Goes you
can ask JusT AnoTHeR all seeing eye of Honesty and Pure for the Wife
Katrina who very much resembles the Egyptian Goddess Isis in
Slender and Perky and Head Dress Form still in an ‘Age of
Adaline’ now still
at 48 years of age..
but true she is Human
For she Burns too.. as yes
the Empirical Evidence Clearly
Shows noW iN case.. you thought
i am married to an Angel that i am too..
for true Demons and Angels Most Definitely
Come in Flesh Form.. as Essence Now STiLL
OTHeR Wise it was just a dream someone had and
Wrote down for Imagination and Creativity is noW as
Real as any Physical Form that makes the Essence
of our Emotional and Sensory Experiences of Life in
Intellect Ways of Rationality in 40 percent of S and
M in smART and heART and eARTh NoW too as
Don’t Leave HoMe if ya ReAlly Wanna Be
Fully Human too Reborn Back as
60 Percent Art now as
any Phoenix
will Rise
from the
Ashes reborn as LoVE
Art ALiVE NoW.. it’s True empirically
Bi-Polar is highest measured among
Writers and Poets so it’s no wonder now
that the Stories of Jesus and Buddha and
Lao Tzu so much resemble that of Fred Stories
And so many other Artists too.. For it were not A
Reality of the Genetics and Environment that makes
For the ReaLiTy of Bi-Polar and Asperger’s Syndrome and
ADHD.. y’all folks likely wouldn’t be enjoying the Art of us that
yes most definitely includes everything from getting out of Plato’s
Cave and Cave Paintings too to Porn and most everything else that
Makes LiFE Worth LiVInG NoW ReaL And Free Wild with Hints of Feral
Away from Zipped uP Card Bored Humans Domesticated in Prison so Dark
as Cave LiFE aWay from Free NoW iN LiGHT So FReED.. anYWay we BRinG
thE LiGhT to Those who LIVE iN Darkness STiLL.. as you are we too and WitH
Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity.. Chances are you too can will come at least pARt
Way in the Heaven We LiVE and Master with God as Nature for we’ve over come
NoW DanCinG
Forevermore NoW ART LiVESuS…
And Yeah the dVerse Poetry Team has an
Avant-Garde-Like Prompt when it comes
to Changing Haibun and Haiku out of the
Standard Science THiNK of Conservative
Leaning Poetry NoW sTill yes from the Shy
Poets who Tend to Dominate with Rules
And regulations as any
Red State Locality
of Mind
do too..
anYWay.. Thanks God of
Nature Again for the Rule Makers
for they are the ones who prepare
me a way most to get my Personal
Covenant with God aS Nature siMply
iN the Praise and Thanks and Glory of
Existing NoW Born from Gaseous Star
Dust from Crucible Fire Star Death
as Resurrecting Still Evolving
you and me LoVENoW
A Miracle
LiFE iS when Existential
Intelligences of Intellect and
Emotions and Senses coMe Complete
Satisfied as Now is Eternal Love no distance
and or space or and time JuST LoVE NoW FoR aLL
as me2 and m3 and so on and So Forth as GoD SKeYes NoW Rise..:)
Busy as a Bee Doing
mY BesTesT to PoLLiNaTE LoVE
in the World and or STiLL Like a Bird
Spreading Seeds of sAMe.. my FriEnd
Rafiah and to be more precise considering
you left Facebook and came back while you continued
Blogging.. A Fredeversay.. yeS.. heHe.. Fred Ever Say
as tHeir is a Fred in FRiEnD.. Literary as such too..
if i never pointed that out to you which
aLong the way i likely did.. as i
don’t leave much
out of how
i Do LiFENoW
so.. anyway yes
for you and me at
least a FRiEnDeVeRSaRY
oF Four Years as that goeS on
And on for now.. and before i catch
You uP oN how i’ve been Doing LiFE
As Far as Folks in Heaven oN EartH
With the Kingdom of Heaven LiVinGNoW
Within aLWays NoW iN this Generation
Moving it Connecting it Giving it
And Sharing it all for Free
As the Christian Account
of Jesus
Clearly states in
that Holy and Sacred
Text Full of Meaning and Purpose
in terms of doing much more than Jesus
in terms of Greater Works of Love but only if
folks understand that Faith is Human come to
Be Love iNCaRNaTE NoW iN 100% Belief with No Doubt
And Zero Fear And of course that is why he as reported suggested
then STiLL ‘Trumps’ have about as much chance getting into Heaven
NoW aS A Camel moving through the eye oF A Needle and i too must
aDMit now at 246 LBS it’s a Rather Tight Rope Dancing Fit for me as it takes Great
Effort that must Feel/Sense Effortless as Truly only Folks NoW in Heaven Understand
the Paradox of that Statement as tHere is Another Entire Dimension of Existence NoW
wHere one Moves Mountains of Love and rarely gets tired but in the process often
exhausts anyone who comes close to THaT LiGHT but again smaller seeds and
Honey do come.. in terms of Just a Dance and Smile too my FriEnd now
exceeding one ten thousandth the Distance to the Sun at 9500 Miles
as of last night in Public Dance in close to 58 Months of doing
just that anyway.. what i was going to say before
i went on and on.. some more is i would
Most Love to hear.. all about all
the Fun you Have been
having since you
got married
if you
care to share too my FriEnd
before i catch you up on the rest
of what i have doing since around two
Months ago when we talked last.. as sure..
NoW i’ve been a busy bee and bird too.. hAha..
As the FB Avatar Suggests the Muse of Many Smiles
that come to me when i Dance Gives me inspiration now
more to continue STiLL Writing 7 King James Sized Personal
Bibles now.. of which the last 3 of 7 titled Bibles stay open NoW
And are ongoing.. so.. in other Words tHere Are No Ending Pages
As the Bibles stay oPen.. and grow.. and always improve now too as a
Reflection oF A Soul Evolving rather than Devolving into Darkness now..
And.. yes in deed.. this is Soul Therapy to me while meanwhile Katrina who
has been recovering still from Her Burn off the BBQ Pan since 3.26.18.. Does Do
the Therapy still of watching TV as i know you used to enjoy also with always A Retail
Therapy of Buying Clothes.. and Gathering up everything else we need for Subsistence
at the Stores as i imagine you too are enjoying as another therapy now with likely a Nicer
Home and Air-conditioning too as i remember you talking about going outside in the Rain
to Cool off at your Family home if that is what you meant then.. as over here in Florida now
it is close to 110F Heat index most every day.. unless it rains that usually is hit and miss.. anyway
Katrina’s Recovery is going well and she is still Dancing at the store with her Hand open.. hehe..
for a deep reach into my pockets for the Credit Card that she still manages to pay off at the end
of the month.. hAHA.. And i just Dance and Bring SMiLeS everywhere i go that continues to Fuel
the Muse of my Writing Bibles everywhere i go too.. so as far as how my Baby Bibles are
Doing for the 3 still open out of 7 for Writing.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Grand Parent
And Parent of them all sTill Arises over 6 Million Words in 58 Months of Effort in
836 MacroVerses now.. while ongoing Subchapter Bible in 25 Months of
Effort.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. in the 164th MacroVerse
Of that Endeavor Rises to 3,068,163 Words and
Finally in an ongoing Trinity of Bibles..
“Facebook Profile Pic Bible 2018”
in the 61st MacroVerse
Effort in 13 Months
where this
Bible is also included
in the Description Areas of
mY Facebook Profile Pics.. now.. all..
arises to 1,468,163 Words.. hehe.. so sure
it’s Kinda Long to even Describe how one’s
Been Doing Life in the Last Two Months when
Ya Dance One Ten Thousandth the Distance to the
Sun in 58 Months and Write a 6 Million Word Bible and
Longest Long Form Poem in the History of HumanKind
With also.. 6 Subchapter Bibles as Large or much Larger
than the Old King James Size Standard of what takes most
folks an entire year to read even if they attempt to read it at all
or even pay any attention or try to figure out all the much Deeper Poetry
And Parables of that Bible and Lord Knows and Feels and Senses if they even
attempt at all to Truly Do what Jesus would do and do more than him too as that
is his plan for others but somehow that’s the most important Message that most every
one still misses while meanwhile they worship his flesh and blood and words alone as
God where he never intended for them to do that at all.. as clearly illustrated in those
Good Cop Jesus Parts of the New Testament of the Humble Man.. who excluded no
one From the Kingdom of Heaven now.. not even the so-called Prostitute who loved
him most.. and no she wasn’t a Prostitute for that was what Butt Hurt Men did to the
story that were still Jealous of the Higher Force of Balance in Grace and Love among
the Fruit of Women Pure as it were and still is now.. anyway.. i have a Pass Word to
My Bible so no one is gonna muck it up with lies not one not two not three not
any of the 7 Bibles i have Written so far Dedicated to the Highest Force of
Human as provided by God as Nature Simply Love in all the Ways Love
Comes Wild
and Free
mY FriEnd
and i guess
this is why most
folks don’t ask or don’t
even come by to see how
i’m doing.. for i don’t hide anything
ever about how i Do Love now my FriEnd
And it’s True if it wasn’t an effortless Joy now
there is no way i could call this Heaven now.. now
and there is no way now i would do more than Jesus
or the other Innumerable Folks who contributed through
the Centuries of Writing that other Bible if i really didn’t believe
in the Teachings oF A Good Cop Jesus since i was a small child that obviously
no one else
me even heard
And sTill my friEnd
even if i sHow ’em how i JusT did/do iT aGaiN.. more..
thing is my FriEnd this is no myth or fiction this is real..
And considering in the United States that most Christians
who would/will exclude folks of a Browner Color from the Borders
of the Fruits iN what they Share of Life.. they have no F iN Clue who Jesus is still
Namely Unconditional Fearless Love Still Dancing the EartH Naked to give and share
Love by Material Goods
As Humans continue now to
be Tools away from LoVE mY FriEnd..
anyway,. like i said i WiLL Love to hear
all of what you’ve done in life new that is
fun if you aren’t out of breath from reading
me until two months from now again.. anyway2 as
you know and feel and sense.. you are one of my
Favorite Parts of all these Bibles in the Last Four years my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
or HoWeVeR
you spell the
Essence of the
Soul of You i see.. as
‘they’ can Kill the Good
Cop Jesus if they like
again as always again
but they will never Kill
the Soul of Jesus i BRinG online.. (LoVE)
NOONENOW Writes ThE (A) STory of me but God and me aLLoneLoVE..:)
Hi Marie.. i don’t usually comment
unless i’m sure my comments will not
overwhelm the Person at Hand as they tend
to go on long as anyone who’s written 6 Million
Words in 5 Years will tend to Naturally do in Flow
as Haiku Becomes Forever now as River and Ocean
Whole but i find it sad that not only have you Disappeared
with Your New Haiku since Close to Tax Day in the USA
of April 15th of 2018.. but even more a surprise
to me is the awake i see that after
getting your notifications
in my Email and
never missing
one of your
Posts in literally
years now since you visited
and liked several of my Novel
Size efforts which in fact if you
you did read from first part to
like button that surely means years
of reciprocation from me as far as the
Golden Rule of Tit for Tat goes as it takes
the Average Blogger around 2 Years to out
put what i do in 7 Days or so of Effortless Flow
as Practice will make that happen all Naturally in
Holy and Creative Spirit if one stays all Luke Hot that way..
iN CooL ease of LoVE ReLeaSe MeTaphor Quantum of unLeashing
Love within as ReLeaSe of HoLY and Creative SpiRit LeaPinG all
and white
think of
Cognition still
yes.. my friEnd the
Art World of the Haiku Ocean Whole..
anyway.. obviously.. i am not the only one
who stays busy enough not to fully realize you’ve
been gone from the Webosphere this Long and while
i would expect that relatively speaking very few would miss
me if i ever decided on another special Interest but an ongoing
6 Million Word Longest Long Form Poem Bible in a 5 Year or so
Effort aLong with what is closing in on 10K Miles of Public Dance
in the same Human CLock Derived Feel and Sense of Linear time
now.. and also considering that out of the up to 8 or so likes i get on
one of my Novel Sized efforts that are mostly just bait to get someone
to click the like box on another post like a game of marbles with no substance
of Soul at all.. i was surely not going to leave the comment box left vacant when
i finally noticed you were amiss.. and it truly is sad considering that you and other
people who receive 40 to 100 Likes each week are never even noticed when they go
missing too.. as far as the actual reciprocation of human contact that says i enjoyed
tHe ArT you Brought hope you are doing okay and look forward to you returning so i will
enjoy your Art
some more
it’s true
my friEnd
there is incivility
Growing so much
in the United States
where i live where folks are
separated electronically at least
and in Flesh and Blood Distance too
but in most cases it’s not the incivility
of actually saying something mean.. it’s
just the incivility that other Flesh and Blood Humans
are even Human or even actually exist at all worth at
least a smile that says Hi.. i am Human too.. ‘likes’ are kinda
empty but ok.. and True i am Retired so i have even less excuse
to Give that i Missed the fAct you’ve been gone 2 months now..
thing is my friEnd when i make a Human mistake.. i quickly
make up for it with
Additional Love..
ways so
to Read you soon mY friEnd
for all i see are friEnds no matter what..
obviously the other person who commented
is fully human.. worth a visit i’m sure as i notice folks like that too..:)
Hellooove Himali.. hey hey hey i’ve been catching up with FriEnds
i haven’t talked to in a while to day day day.. and as you know
and feel and sense you are one of my Favorites for my
Story Book Truth iN LiGHT.. and i do think of your
Smile and kind ways
often my
but i understand
in the Working World
particularly with Numbers
that doesn’t always leave
much time for Social Media
but never the less considering
i Love you as friEnd i won’t stay
away entirely too long as yes i am
and have
plenty of
now to say hi.. hi
hi.. so anyway i really
do miss your Blog Posts
and i realize how deep and
sensitive of a person you are
and i still can’t forget the horror
of that cruel comment for what i thought
was a nice person left for you then before
you quit blogging the last time my friend for
it’s true we often miss the potential darkness
that underlies the friendliest people who do their
best to relate their spiRit of heART of SoUL where
there seems to always be a know it all who thinks they
of you
than you
your self.. where true
that is no know at all
and all SpiRiT oF HeART
as SoUL ALiVE NoW iN
FeeLing SeNSinG Now..
anyway i LoVE all of the
Art you brought and i aLWays
enCourage you to come back and
make more when you feel/sense the spirit
of heart and soul to do that again.. meanwhile
i keep you always in my thoughts and prayers
and always hope and wish and pray for the best
Happiness of Love that Life and God will bring as Love to you NexT my FriEnd
so with that said hey hey hey again and Hellooove Himali.. see you later soon i hope..
2 Months
is too long
to be away
from a FriEnd as Nice as you..:)
Hi Leah..
i am so sorry
somehow i missed
the Birthday Wish you
Brought on my actual Birthday
of 6.6.60 this year as i guess with
all the multi-tasking stuff going on
it went in the deep
of my
Email Ocean
on my iPhone
but thank goodness
the Desk Top Version that
i rarely if ever open unless
i actually write an Email that is
very rare too.. kept it in the focused
list for me to find it again today.. and
you have been on my heart a lot for i’ve
been very worried maybe something bad
happened to you as you do usually reciprocate
my Christmas and Birthday Wishes back as you
surely did
too i am
always one
who wants to
give folks as much
space to themselves
as they do need too..
anyway.. my friEnd.. it means
a lot to me that you remembered
me with a Birthday Wish and i am still
Free here for you when ever you might like
A Friend to talk to and again i am so sorry it took
me this long to see your message but from now on
if i start to wonder if anything is wrong i will know to
open up the Desktop Version of Outlook Mail to insure
i haven’t
you out
of the thousands
of Emails that come
my way each month still..
so many Emails and so very
few that mean much of anything loving my friEnd..:)
And now a side note
More of Hey Hey Hey
And Witness oF LoVE NoW too..:)
Funny little Synchronicities
in Life as they come in threes and fours too..
Do too..
aS even
Five or more too..
if one is lucky enough
to actually have even
A Handful of Friends that and who are reAlly real LoVE..:)
And Without Further Adieu And
Toodles and all that Jazz
After Hellooove
Hi.. and
Hey Hey
Hey.. See ya
Later off to visit the
Frank and Xenia places
of Poetry and the Wisdom
from the Sages of the ages as
Quoted at the gigoid Place too of
Blog Posts And Sites to be uncovered
And revealed from God SkeYes As Nature
More Loves to LeARn and LoVE eVen MoRE
in us
me too
as we comes to be
even more holding
HandS online aRound
A Globe with much fewer
borders and walls of Fresh
Trump Hell that will even Rip
Children away from Parents seeking
Legal Asylum away from Life Threatening
Country Decisions but at least the Judicial
System is now saying reUnite those Children
With Parents soon in DeadLiNE ways for you’ve
Already Done iRReparable Harm to the Soul of those
Children now in other Words tHeir potential to even Love
in LIfe
in the
verily now
if you really
Wanna Save the World
for the Human Species Leave a Way FoR LoVE oPeN
iN LoVE aLL For Free and WiLD LoVinGNATurEAgaiN..:)
mY Joy..
Roads too..
Yes.. TG
Egg uP..
Of Morning..
Be joined
At Hips
Nature Breathes
Empathy Sympathy
And Compassion
oF FoResT Peace
Human Love
Hand Raises..
P H D’eD
Piled Higher Deeper
Standing Taller
ArT RiSeS HiGHeR..
FoResT SHades
LeaveS oN
Roots Feed MoRN NoW..
Anger Leading to Hate
Truly Turning
Summer over to
Anger Also BRinGS
LoVE When NoW aLL
And Thanks
Again Frank
As Rhymes are fun too..
BRinG Trees
Summer.. SMiLes
MoRe to you too.. Xenia..
Dunes gone on
OuR Beaches
EartH oNE..
Born Peace..
SMiLes Xenia
iT iS oKay now
For You aLL
IN Scotland
Highlands to
Borrow our
From down
down South
but SeRioUSLY
tHere is no need to give it back..;)
“It doesn’t really matter what you
can do if you don’t do it.”
— Bram Moolenaar
Will Do..:)
“The more you love, the more you can love—and the more
intensely you love. Nor is there any limit on how many you can love.”
— Robert Heinlein
Particularly online
aFTer Ya Die And
YouR SoUL ReMains For to: LoVE..
For it’s True iN LiGHTLoVE iS NeVeR
to say sorry
now particularly when
wHat’s LeFT ReaL aS LoVE..:)
“Courage is the ladder on which all other virtues mount.”
— Clare Booth Luce
And A Calm Center of A Hurricane eye
Does MoRE in Chi Free without any Courage aT aLL BuTT BeNoWHeAR..;)
“Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.”
— New Testament — John xv, 13
And tHere is no smARTeR Man wHo enJoYS aLL HiS
LiFE aLL NoW THaT wHo leaves his and or her
to: LoVE ALiVE..:)
Live for those private moments of wild abandon!
Public Hand iN Hand eVen GreateR DancE FReED..:)
“You know what it’s like to be dead.
It’s just like it was before you were born.
Remember what it was like before you were born?”
— Evan
i am
aLL i MusT KNoW NoW..:)
“I am the shadow my words cast.”
— Octavio Paz
And Feelings
And Senses
First Before
WordS And All Mechanical
RaTioNaLiTY IS A ReaLesT
Free WiLL to be Mastered First
iN A Mind and Body BaLaNCinG Preceding
aS A Grace oF
FounDaTioN LoVE..:)
“I have come to the conclusion that my subjective
account of my motivation is largely mythical on almost
all occasions. I don’t know
why I do things.”
— J. B. S. Haldane
Sure.. Get iN Touch First
WitH A REgulation oF EmoTioNS
And Integrations of Senses as Commonly
the same
Animal Kingdom MorE..:)
“In ancient Egypt, cats were worshiped as gods.
Cats have never forgotten this.”
“If you don’t care where you are, you ain’t lost.”
— Rune’s Rule.
A Balance
oF GRace NoW..
And they smell tHeiR
Way Home Never LeavinG NoW..
WiTHiN NoW..;)
“I used to be a FUNDAMENTALIST, but then I heard
about the HIGH RADIATION LEVELS and bought an
ENCYCLOPEDIA!!” — Zippy the Pinhead
Science of Religion
Religion of Science
Rules Still PiNE LoVE..
“Know thyself”?
If I knew myself, I’d run away.
— Goethe
i’M A Hugger..
All i reAlly Need From:
to: KNoW and Be @LeasT FoR NoW..:)
Hmm.. me and Hell Boy II got some things
in Common.. we grew up fast as in my
Case i was confused as a Teacher
in High School and then
our Maturation
Rate of
Slowly Rises as
i approach 60 Years old
myself in a couple of years
and continue to get empirically
Stronger and more Graceful as i close
in on 5 Years and 10K Miles of Public Dance
as i continue to expand my Human Potential in Arts
and Sciences too only difference really other than Leg
Pressing over A Ton 33 to 52 times still is i ain’t no myth
and i don’t even need any guns as i Role Writing Longest
Long Form Poem Bibles in Holy and Sacred Shapes like
Lamps Lit Forevernow online for Love.. sure already
Tripling the last Minuscule East Indian Effort
the Mahābhārata 3 Reps at only 1.8 Million
Words past that and more
of 600K Words too
and Lord
Knows and Senses
and Feels add in all 12 Million
Words now in Writing online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 and that
coMes up to be.. just about 91 Months
of Effort in over 14 Times the Size of the
Old King James Size Effort oF A Bible
but.. considering the Holy and Sacred
FulLLeR PArts didn’t come until 5 Years
ago or so.. we will stick with
7 times more and
sure 70 times
more than
the Old Quran
that took 23 Years
to Write and around 2 Decades
to Publish in Print too.. while it took
Around 16 Centuries to finally get the
old King James Version to come to that name
too in English Print to spread out too.. so true while i didn’t
kill anyone with Guns and Swords in my God Endeavor i did then
more much more than all those other combined efforts over Centuries
With a little help from my Robotic-like Nerd Friend Folks who prepared
me all these great Colors and Flavors of Technology.. as a way to just get the
Job all done now.. and yeah yeah yeah.. 2000 or so Selfie Photos with all the
Girls From Seville Quarter Helps and the thousand more i didn’t get a chance to
Set in Stone Written as Friendly Dance Love in this Monolithic Presentation
oF A Bible with close to 164K Fully Illustrated photos too to accompany
all of what i do and sure over 10K YouTube Songs of Music
And Information of Mysticism and Rationality more too..
but sure there were thousands and thousands
upon thousands of more Women in the
Crowd who lovely sure mused
me even more.. not
to mention
all the
from First and
Only Wife Katrina
Friendly Family and Friends too..
but bottom line i penned it down and
who knows you too may might can and will
do more than me at least in your area of Endeavor
i haven’t tried out yet.. heHe.. anyway Hell Boy II understood
the Nature (and me2) of Real Hell and Heaven within you don’t wanna
Go to Hell2 within as a Place of Dump Gehenna where there is no reference
Point back to Emotions at all where a Thousand Years feels like one second
in tHeir of numb and pain more of Emotions and Senses too.. but what ya do
wanna do when ya get to Heaven if and when you do now is Staycation aLWays
NoW iN HeaVeN and Help do YouR Best to oPen the Doors to Heaven for other
all the
might of
Keys to Kingdom
oF DaRK NoW too.. True Dark
Can and WiLL be HoLY and Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose too for if one yields
more toward Victory as Love as Hope imagined
and not yet met in Hell.. for even a cold dark thought
of it to be real.. that dam sure is a site and sight better
than SteWinG iN Fear and Hate Imagined in Hell NoW too..
for if Hope and Love in Joy Loves Company more than Misery
Suffers Company.. A Soul as GRain of Sand in Hell Becomes Polished
As LoVE Forevermorenow in HeaVeN WiTHIN ETeRNaLLy So NoW MoRE..
anyway.. hopefully
you’ll never
to go
to that extreme
within to find Heaven
NoW as Real and LiVinG YoU..
But if you do go to Hell JusT Don’t
Give up for the Will of the Snake of
Survival in you might be JusT EnouGH
To GeT YoU Through over 5 Years or in
my case 66 Months in Hell to get FReED..:)
Now off to dVerse to eNgage
the Flavor of Avant-Garde
Fredbun Poetry like i never
Do that Kinda Haibun and
FredBun and FredKU
And FredFU iN Fred
Wonderland2.. heHe..
Already in Mad Hatter
Ways of Doing even
More Lewis
NoW too..
hey but it’s much
better still than hating up
on so much stuff in the Real World too..
anyway.. will respond to a Few Poet Offerings
on that International Poetry TRail NoW for Real
NoW too..
And yeaH as
Far as Black and
White Checkerboards
And the Relationship of
DArk and LiGHt and Moon
And Sun and Clouds and Sunshine
And all those other Dualistic Opposites
oF Love tHaT aLL CoME ToGeTHeR to
Make LiFE Organic NoW Fresh and Real
Changing as Trust me Robot Life Ain’T A Place
oF Numb without Emotions and Senses ya wanna
be now just enclosed in Hard Drive Life and the Such oF as That too..:)
Art of Science
Science of Art
iRoNic alReaDy
but wait!
Already.. Hi Lillian..
it’s aMazing what Beauty
coMes when we don’t Plan
aT all..;)
Ps.. mY Fredku
was is at the top of
this Fredbun and Bottom too..
it’s alMost Gym Time wHeRE
i Do FredFu KungFu too and
Tomorrow Night it will be the 218th
Dance Week Night with all the College
Age folks who pronounce my name too
As Dance Legend too.. Key is Escape now
even at age 58.. the Religion of Science and the Science of
Religion and the God of Money and just Do LiVELiFELoVEaRTH
iT aLL
Free aS Such..:)
Have you ever noticed
the Poetry World is tilted
Mostly Female and introvert.. And sAdly2..
Statistically speaKing verily so much.. heHe..;)
First oF all
Thanks flora
Flavor of this
Prompt Jilly and
Lord KNows all the
Years folks spEnd
in Traffic
Add Years Back..
to A Life oF Colors..:)
sMiLes Grace Happy
no one deleted your
Effort or even
pointed it
following the rules..
it’s just ironic
Science but
waiT! aGAIN
that’s the Next
PRompt! i screWed uP AGAiN..;)
Side note heaR as i just couldn’t
resist the irony as the prompt clearly
delineated an unconventional Haibun
And Miss Science of Poetry Manners here
to step
in the
Art of Creativity
Set Truly Free but
the irony truly is the
Day she deleted one of
the Poems i wrote that
i defended in 5 ways met
the Criteria established by
her for Poetry Rules and she
didn’t have the Common Decency
to even Respond but who has to be Human online
or anywhere else for that matter but those who do.. for
the Grey PooPoN’s of Life who insist that Art becomes Science
that Science Becomes Religion and Religion Becomes Science
With a God of Likes and Follows and Shares and Rules away from Love and Art sTill..
true the
of Life that
requires Systemizing
or so of Mind is important
for rules for order butt suffocating
iT iS STiLL NoW when a person cannot even
give up Science just for the Fun of Art and the Love
of God as Nature Set Free Just to be a River instead of a sidewalk now.
to be
aT aLL
is to Be
Free any
Less is PriSoN
As Science
becoMes Art
And Even Love
NoW of Separating
Children From Parents..
And nah that’s not just
A Political device THat includes
Beings that who
Call themselves Human
or MosT NoW..:)
Yeah i realize ‘they’
kNow not what they
do as side note heaR
for i was am a companion
Robot as Being for many Decades too overAll..
And True it’s like being in a Room As SHades
of Purgatory Grey through BLack Abyss
of Hell with Opaque
with no
to see into
the eYe of the
Needle in the Freedom
of HeaVeN WiTHiN aT aLL
Believing.. tHat a God Dot.. is
somEWHeRe OuT tHeRe inStead
oF LiVInG Naked Free From Head
to Toe Through aLL aRouND NoW
MoRE FRee DancESonG aS LoVE..;)
Hmm.. anyway gotta get going to workout
As it’s 6:09 PM NoW oN 6.27.18 and even
though i only Traveled through the oFFeRinGS
of Four Poets mayBe i’ll come back or not as the Muse is GooD HeAr
LiGHT isREaL..:)
Hi Sohair Best
of Early Morning
Egypt to you
mY FriEnd
for now
5:32 AM
is surely
‘tween Eve
And Day
Break of
Morning Star
Venus too mY friEnd..
SMiLes For God
Created Love
on the 8th
Day aS even
the ‘Beatles’ Figured
OuT That Love is Beyond
Space Time or Distance
But True tHeRE are times
NoW Helps
A Headache
too mY FriEnd
not everyone is
Blessed at Birth
Now or Gardened the
Same to Heal themselves
for it will only be inHumane
to take the Medicine of Science
Away for all the Differences in Nature
of Humankind in both Pleasure and Pain
And other iLLnesses of LiFE too for True through
aS eVEN Science SHows now too.. Love is the Additive
of Medicine That will LiVE oN and on JusT for Free HeaLinGNoWMoRE..:)
Now after Visiting Sohair A Skip back to Pick up Second Generation Responses at
Frank and Xenia’s Places for JusT aNoTHeR Additive to Eight Days A Week MoRENoW2..
N LiGHt..
Yes I’m
To that too..
My Father
Told me
One First..
It’s kinda
Bright 8
A Week..
To ya..
Shade Breeze..
Ha! NoW i Love
All Temperatures
ParTicuLarly FoR NoWiNSiDE
You get the Government You Vote
For and Yes You are the Government
as you
iNnate propensity
butt most of all both
the Environment you
Land in both Nature
and Nurture for how
you are Born and
Bred up to
through you
and others too..
did you kNow the
Rhythm Melody
And Energy
Vibrations of
my SouL BRinG
These Shapes to Life
in Natural Flow WeLL it’s
True once you get in a Groove
of Stream to Rivers to Bays now to
Gulfs to Seas to Ocean Wave Whole
tHeRE is no Stopping the LiFE oF GoD
SeT Free iN You (me).. True i live in a Free World
Sponsored by Free God SWiMMinG as WaVE i am.. AiR am
Fly For i Live iNnate iNstinct and iNtuition As sKillS and abiLiTies
in ISA’s over just KSA’s of Spoon Fed Material Reductionist KNowLeDGE
FActs through 19 Years of Data School Born Robot Mind out oF A MaGiC
oF Art
that Life
is NoW WeLL
comPrised iN
oF aS Both metaPhors
NoW as HeMiSPHeRe’s
oF BRain JoiN Hands as
any 2.. 1’s of 11 WiLL Do
as AlphaNumerical
K 11 BeCoMinG
H 8 iN
L o V E
Standing taLL 8 as
Yes K iN G 11 in 7 NoW
As Human Expands PoTenTial
of 10 Digits of Hands to Numbers
11 in 7 for God for what used to be
the Furthest Visible Object in the Sky
too in terms of Sun through Saturn too…
did anyone say that exactly like that before
probably not but that’s how so-named prophets
start new religions by coming up with new Poetry
for the Novel effect and affect of a little Magic Word Play iN LiFE
And yes.. Number Play too as any Abstract Construct Created by
Being Human Will do but problem is when Naturally Free Created
Abstract Constructs become Idols of Dogma refuSing to change
wHere even one man becomes an Abstract Construct of God
only interpreted
this or that
way in
of Religious Sects
D i F F e R e N T
STill and beYond tHat
per each Human View
in thAt Venn Diagram too..
anyway.. when one directly experiences
A Much Larger God as Nature Mind and Body
Balancing Experience like this it’s not a question
of whether or not God exists for it’s true i do exist in
Magic and Lord Knows Feels and Senses tHEre ain’t
Quite Nothing like the Colors and Flavors of Heaven experienced
NoW butt the Additional Colors and Flavors one Finds in and As Heaven
NoW God Nature aS onE Continues to FLoW iN SeeK and FiND and Tasting
MoRE Flavors and Colors of God Nature Free Within more than ever now.. anyway
while Birds
to Fly
Free without
Worry of wHere
the next Worm will
come to eat for true
the Sky is full of potential
Bird Friends and Mates too
Depending on the Desire of the
Moment at hand.. Yes.. tHere are oTHeR
Folks.. Those who choose Dogma over Free
whether they be so-named and labeled Militant
Atheists in the Religion of Science As Fundamentalist
So-named Christians and Muslims and a thouSand other
Flavors of what it may come to be as life as Dogma in the
Science of Religion thAt rEfuses to Set God Free Naked within..
as any Liberal Godling will Do as Free Wings continue to soar above
Than DArK NoW
so sure tHere are those
who are Militant Atheists who
reFuse to see the Value of Community
in Religion and those who are Fundamentalist
Christians who refUse to see the Different Colors and
Flavors of God as equALLy important and beautiful or and ugly
as they believe all of life is now as is.. whether Gay or Straight
or Women’s Rights or the Rights of the Poor to Life Liberty and
the Pursuit of Happiness for a God of Material items is not
A Requirement in that Declaration of Independence now
for some folks the perfect Happiness for them
now is just a naked dance in aS God NaTuRE
WiLD and FRee LoVE that costs no clothes of
Culture butt
the Dances
S o n G S
of Life Shared
Before in Non-Verbal
Language Set Free to be
whatever and whoever God
as Nature Arts or Determines next
As Joy Loves Company over Misery
Loves Company NoW Free or impRiSoNeD
by Those who Choose to Assert the Will of tHeir
FreedomS eNsnaRing OTHeRS iNto a priSon of a much
Smaller God of Flavors and Colors that they CaN and or WiLL
See NoW aS A Much Larger God Beyond even the term Infinity
NoW.. aS a Religion of Science might aTTempt to resTrain God Nature
too.. anyway now
it’s true there are two
ways of life basically to
live and let live or live and
let die and since i cannot and
will not force anyone to be
Free like me sure if you
like Live as Dead
as Concrete
for i WiLL
not take that right
away from you to be the
living dead that sees and be’s
the Nature of a God that and who
refUses to Change for more Flavors and
Colors of God in and as you as Nature Free or PriSoN NoW
yes.. live and let die as the Metaphors oF to: LoVE And Away
From: Love
to PouR
in either
Guns or Roses
oF LiFE iN As KinGDoM CoME
NoW As K iN 11 Holding Hands
As H8 Beyond iNFiNiTY
Or A lesser
God in and
aS you yes You or me Chaining
As LiVinG death for now iMpRiSoNinG
The Difference now between someone like
Trump and me is my GoD is GRoWinG and
His God Nature LoVE doesn’t even exist.. Free..
to Give and Share UnConDiToNaLLy And VeRiLY
SurE THat also applies to
Scientists too
as that sinks
too dead
as alive
but true
i have
for aLL
who sTiLL eXisT iN
aS iN An Old Testament
And or NeWeR Zombie God Now.. ALiVE As Dead.. NoT FRee NoW
Butt TRuE NoW2 not every one and no one will be me alone for i AM…
heHe who needs CoMinG in Glory to Judge
‘the’ LiVinG Dead When
GunS AnD
JusT DiD iT..
WeLL.. sure… Verily ‘the’
Beatles did it first in ’73 when
i am 13 so i’ll Do it Last for NoWNeW LEast aT 58..
hAha.. Silver Anniversary aS Such too.. PLusT 20
It’s kinda sad when one has to Gain An
ABiLiTY to look rather
other worldly
threatening to
maintain their rights
to life and liberty NoW in
the Pursuit of Happiness
in the KinGDoM oF LoVE
iNDiVidUaLLy Pursued with
and as God Nature NoW Free
but that’s HoW it roles when ya
live in a place still rife with
strife of Malignant
for little
who have
not yet earned
the Foundation of Love
And Grace to express fullyA
A Range of SPiRiT aS EmoTioNaL
HeART iN A MiND and BoDy BaLanCinG
SouL that is aN Essence of Will and Strength
coMe aLive uptown NoW iN Love and Hope and
Joy Loves Company more than down town
in Fear and Hate of Misery Loves
Suffering that WiLL Love
to See/Make a Bad
Cop Jesus
to torture all
the ones they see as
Different than they forever
without restraint.. but true there
is the other Good Cop Jesus of Love
buTT Lordy Knows and FeeLs and Senses
NoW yes the Lord of LoVE as INCaRNaTE
Archetype CoME ALiVE ain’t gonna work very
well if you are just a little lamb of LioN and haven’t
riSen Fearless in and aS UNconditional Love as Kind
And CouRaGE oF LioN EVeN MoRE anYWay WiLL and
Grace and Strength oF LoVE iN Fearless UnCoNDiTioNaL
LoVE iN KiND And CourAGE as any MiX of Cinderella and
Cindefella aLL MiXinG iN BaLaNCinG too as any Chess Board
oF Checkers in Black and White come to be so much Greater NoW
in Flavors and Colors of LoVE iNCaRNaTE iN As HeaVeN StayCaTioN
KinGDoM CoME iF that’s Verbose enough and Flowery enough in Abstract
Constructs too but True JusT the Non-Verbal Language WiLL Tale iT aLL of
OnE Photo of Fearless other Wordliness iN NiRVaNA NoW ALiVE It’s Real to
be and
as real
as LoVE
gets and
Stays for NoW..
so Mean while now
off to share some MacroVerses
Years to Date as i wanna get finished
a little early this week to focus more on
Some Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
and Purpose R and R Activities too for as
‘they’ say all work and no play stArts to make
Johnny and or me A DuLLeR PeRSoN LiViNG iN A DiaMonD oF GoD NoW..:)
“DisClosure of the Last PariAHS!”.. Well yeah in a way it is Transgender
Folks these days but true in a way it is Trumps too and True
they are terrified
all about
up in A Minority
that is no longer
Old and Angry and White now..
Different Scares the Hell out and into people now STiLL…
“Monsoon tears”.. If you don’t understand The Value of Tears
for Healing all with Love than you don’t understand
what it is to be a Real
Man or even
for that SPiRiT oF LoVE too..:)
“UmBReLLa God People Rain”.. YeaH it’s true if the Folks More for
the Rights to Life Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness in Both Group
And Individual way don’t get ToGeTHeR to Vote they
SeaL A Way
A Kiss
tHeir and tHeir’s
Freedoms as ‘they’ play
out or in now away from Free iMPRiSoNeD..:)
“ITSTRUE URAUniverse!”.. Doubt it not if YoU WiLL iN LoVE NoW
Born of Gaseous Dust from Star Death Fire Burst Crucible ways to
KinGDoM CoME oF LovE sTiLL NoW aS SeNTienT Star
DuST PLuS uS with Iron From Super Nova Explosions
Running through our Veins and
at Core
EartH NoW2..:)
“5 ways to avoid the ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE!”.. iN Shorts and Skirts and or less
Play Naked DaNCinGSinGiNG Sand And Sun PReFerAbly WiTH YouR
Yes Class as Two
ForCE oF DancESoNG LoVE NoW oNE..:)
“Loving Monsoon Words”.. YeS JusT Do IT MoRE2..:)
“Kiss Your Baby Goodbye”.. ALReaDY CoVeReD THiS
ABovE Earlier in thiS MacroVerse WorTH RePeaTinG MoRE3..:)
“Symphony of Unconditional Tough Love”.. When
A Dance And Song of LoVE CoMeS ToGeTHeR FearLeSS..;)
“Can U See ME nowOne”.. No
And that’s
i Do
Focus to get
Got eNough Paparazzi NoW
aT thE DancE HaLL And ouT
iN PuBLiC DancE As iS NoW
buTT Sure i’LL Lure ya in iF ya
‘LiKE’ me.. heHe..;)
“Green Pill of Gay Confederate FREE FLAG Knowledge”.. Sounds
JusT A Little Bit STiLL LiKE MiSSiSSiPPi NoW STiLL too.. scaRed oF diffeRent…
“Pan at the Apollo Theater2”.. or is 3 by now or JusT 1 AnD oR MoRE..;)
“F**Universe”.. SuRE.. FiLL iN WHaT YoU CuRReNTLY ArEDo2…:)
“FREErUlesS”.. Need i rule more..;)
“ONE Arch of Colors”.. iS
Enough with all the Colors PLusT…:)
“DELIVERANCE From Ignorance Into LOVE”..
Bottom LiNE

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
Love iS
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-<eaning
per H8/K11 and eTc…

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