and wakes up bright eyed and slimy tailed.. and with a surprised look
like Steve Erkel says ‘DID I DO THAT’.. WOW THAT’S A reAlly KOOL SHELL..;)
My philosophy is..
just keep walking..
look back and enjoy
for a moment..
but just keep walking..
one step forward at a time..
and know NOW you made your mark…
and a difference in the world.. when the shell is finished..
for others to enjoy.. resting easy on the shores of eternity.. for NOW..:)
When the shells we make.. are the shells for others.. the life we live
can be bliss.. when we spend it creating.. instead of waiting..
or following the pattern of someone else’s shell..
oh the world.. will be such a beautiful place..
if we all create shells rather than then
just following patterns of before..
the tapestry is in the flow..
and when all is said and done
the pattern is the meaning
and purpose of life.. as SHELL..
as tRuly Well of Life as Living Water..
Earth.. Wind.. and Fiery Passion
a heArt.. a spiRit..
the testosterone never arrives
and is still measured at a paltry 221..
seriously by medical test as assessed
as that of a 75 year old man or older..
And yes.. perhaps long ago..
that has something to do
with me being mistaken
for a girl at age 13..
but oh.. life
and if i can just
keep the poetry.. the memories..
and emotions I feel.. I will
never grow old in spirit..
as i already live
important ingredient of life
that is the source of all strength and youth in spirit..
and that is Love my friend.. the GIFT OF LIFE..:)
And truly everything i do both literally
and metaphorically can be
attributed to that real positive
force of Nature that is empirically
assessed in my human nature..
considering the low testosterone
of moving literal mountains..
as when I lose my
emotions at age 47..
my 94 year old Aunt Jettie..
all 4 feet and 9 inches of her
crippled body outshines my
still weak feeling legs
that retain their
leg press 500 LBS then..
feeling so weak without emotions gone
that she can out talk me for hours.. she barely
able to make her way in socks and walker
to the other side of the room…
and me without a word..
to come next..
way of being
in cold stone heart..
waiting for hell of spirit to leave me then..
The lesson of a lifetime then.. is.. i already lose it all..
and as long as I have a heart.. soul.. and spirit.. the rest
of it is just icing on the cake.. and yes.. I am enjoying
that frosting while it lasts.. as even Jack LaLanne
eventually dies at age 96.. and
OMG Bruce Lee at 32..
we are all on borrowed time..
but without worry every second now as is..
can be an eternity of heaven now..
the other place lasts forever too..
and death can be a pleasure..
compared to NOW..
as death in life
of the older person
who still retains a loving one..
remains a loving STRONG AND KIND Soul… ALIVE!..
Like you my friend.. who I never consider an age..
but kind and loving courageous SPIRIT..:)
ONE TIME SOMEONE ASKS ME WHO IS YOUR PEER GROUP
AND I SAY WHAT.. AND THEN I THINK TO MYSELF
IS SEEING ALL OF HUMANITY AS YOUR PEER
GROUP REALLY A FUNCTIONAL DISABILITY
OF AUTISM.. AND THEN I SAY
NO.. HELL NO.. THAT IS
JUST A PERSON
LIKE MY AUNT IS BORN WITH
AND MY SON.. WHOSE ANNIVERSARY
OF DEATH I HONOR FOR TOMORROW ON
THE 24TH.. AS WELL AS MY AUNT JETTIE’S DEATH
A FEW YEARS AGO.. WHO PROVIDES ME THE MEANING
OF LIFE ALREADY.. THERE IS NO RANDOMNESS IN LIFE..
IT IS ALL MEANINGFUL AND
PURPOSEFUL FOR THOSE OF US
WHO DANCE AND SING IN LYRICAL
EYES OF GOD AS ONE FORCE
OF NATURE US..:)
THE SHINING LAMP OF LOVE REFUSES TO BE PUT OUT AND WITH THAT SAID.. HERE IS LADY GAGA BORN THAT WAY IS HOW WE TRAIN ALIVE..:)
My light IS turned off THEN and truly every human that experiences this darkness in life MUST STRIVE AND DO WHATEVER THEY CAN TO SPARK ANY KIND OF SPARK THEY CAN FOR ANOTHER PERSON LIVING IN HELL OF NO EMOTIONS.. AND TRULY THE FIRST SONG UP THERE THAT I SHARE NAMED ‘A DAY IN THE LIFE’.. SAYS IT ALL WITH A GRAND NOTE OF E-MAJOR.. “I’D LOVE TO TURN YOU ON”!
AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.. COME HELL OR HELL AGAIN
TO DO THAT MY FRIEND..
AS I FEEL THE DEATH OF THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL.. AND I FEEL THE SPARKS THAT TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT AS WELL
AND THAT IS WHY I SHARE MY FRIEND.. KNOWING THAT ONE DAY.. GOD WILLS SOMEONE HERE TO SHARE THAT WITH ME.. ALIVE OR DEAD IN FLESH IT IS MY MEANING MY PURPOSE IN LIFE TO TURN FOLKS ON !iI..:)