Oh.. sub ways of human.. destination not kind.. all
aboard the underground train.. with no light
of sun.. or night of moon.. dwellers
are they who run on rat
tracks so long..
Spring or even
The voice trains restrain refrains
of yesterday’s ways.. where folks
will spend life stories.. instead
of iPhone ways.. so sad
it is to lose the
of life.. but hives
of tracks abound
Ah.. the chained boredom of trains.. one car after another
in straight row lines.. coupled together perfectly
without a rail out of line.. oh to move
outside the tracks
is a mystery
Trains.. symbols of anxiety killers..
so perfect aligned.. nothing
out of place.. the
and a Train
is a stick..
is to become
Uni-verse of Life
in more than one
a stick in the other
direction up and
not down.. stuck..:)
A sound of train such a sad refrain.. echoing past
an illusion of not present.. prevalent
on a Winter’s day.. in grey shade
way.. the air is empty
and all is left
is a song
cold and old
THAT sound of Loco
haunts me years then
without a soul.. and heArt
ironically in sadly enough.. But Now..
i never notice that Sound in west town way..
funny how the ‘little’ things of life sound
so loud.. when there is nothing
clear in tracks
of train.. in fact..
is the rule
of LOCO motives
without a clue..
of mind and body
balance i go..
no tracks.. rails..
just all aboard.. to
go wHerever is now..:)
Yeah.. take a track
Oh.. only those of unlucky we.. never
travel on a train of different
to see eyes of those
who ride another
path to survive
in life of now..
for some and
existing for others..:)
Oh.. crowded subways.. flesh presses
against flesh.. but distance..
is never further
The male train.. no male..
just train.. one destination
straight ahead.. no goal
but to get there..
a whistle.. a device..
to sound an
The slow lament
in whistle of train
knows only past
and that is sad..:)
Oh.. the routine of polishing
trains.. knows no love
like the work of man..:)
Ah.. a father and a train
in best alike.. predictable
always tHere.. when
they are needed
Oh the irony of life.. really.. where burning to death
is a KIND of option over life.. in taking others
too.. burning to death is no fun.. on trains
or not.. at home or at work..
i feel myself wondering
just how bad
literally as such..
alone of course..
so there is some
as well.. in
a human place
than fire alive
Interestingly enough and
not surprisingly too much..
cultures that are homogenous
gather to together more close
in harmony than heterogeneous
cultures that only see differences among
human race.. a sad but not so hidden
truth that people who are alike
are more likely
Oh.. visitor of only passerby of trains..
watcher of TV.. and so many
other vicarious human ways..
to avoid being human..
sadder than the
Ah.. to count the chains of train way
for nothing more than existing
well now.. is a meditation of
trains.. and perhaps
in mind and
Ha! the moment you wake up from sleep
and it ALL makes even MORE sense..
and YOU Laugh
a Frigging Runaway
Train with the skills
and Yes.. Love you
i will continue
to offer my assistance
on the bigger trail of tracks AS
Once I am just K and M
and then i gain an F
AND before that
just F.. AND..
but life can be more
K and M..
if i ever become
just a K and M
again.. i will
do something like
And haHE! it might
even make a great
P H of D
for P and H!..;)
everyone will think
this is off the wall
comes true..too.. well
off the tracks of train surgeons..:) ~p
No.. actually i did not miss your point at all..
adding points is an art of mind i partake in often..
poetically as a course of nature.. and LITERALLY
living with the suicide disease for 66 months..
worse than actual crucifixion.. as reported by science..
named type two trigeminal neuralgia.. like teeth being drilled
without novocaine in my right eye and ear.. and sorry for providing
these details.. again.. as i’m sure you’ve heard them before by now..
but in real FLESH AND BLOOD PAIN life even with those details
people still wouldn’t believe the TRUTH OF THAT.. EVEN
MY frigging closest family members.. they insisted
Jesus had it worse than me.. my mother even
bought a book about Jesus’ crucifixion
to prove me wrong.. until she goes to
the page that clearly states that TN
is worse pain than crucifixion
and even after that.. she still will
not yield to the truth
of my reality in real hell..
i learn to self advocate..
to survive my friend
and make that art as well..:)
IT was more than obvious to me though..
but anyway.. that slow lament of sadness and joy
is part of what saved me every single second
from suicide in the memories of the gift
of blessings in life i am truly gifted
with before a life of ‘JOB’..
so no.. i do NOT miss your
point.. at ALL..:)
i lived it every second for
66 months or so.. smiles..
I don’t do poetry for ease..
my friend.. i do it for ART
and to continue
to grow my heart..
my soul.. my spirit..
as i treasure that knowing
and feeling and NOT FEELING
what it’s like to truly live
in REAL HELL WITH NONE OF THAT..
smiles.. again.. and have a great
now friend with sweet memories
and the present of life..:)
It’s always better to ask questions
my friend.. clarify.. and validate communication..
before shooting blank bullets and that’s how i
FEEL ABOUT that AND LEARN my lessons in life as well..
now and then.. with smiles..
of the tracks of whatever..
Ha! Thanks for sharing..
Almost all and more of that
is pArt of my P of L..
Good to get off Grid
and better to be
Ah.. the hope the
comfort of mass transportation
of horses and steam engines alike..
oh the sitting the talking still of some delight..
oh the separation.. the machines of terminator
heart.. soul.. and spirit.. disconnecting
human trains of Love
Ah.. an outcast is a color of togetherness..
that warm flow of knowing separation is often
the greatest inspiration of living love of all..
that warm look of knowing.. FEELING
what is inside is what counts..
and love and courage flows outward in
eyes and not
just skin.. trains of sameness are
not trains i for one will ride..
the diversity in color
in all shades of hues
in grey and purple
roses is how
i feel the
I need not look at your
words as you are human
and your face shows
all the strength
truly a sickness
of online is people
who never show
their faces.. as i too..
am a faceless human being
too.. before.. now i show my
FULL colors from
You are whole
and that is more
And if anyone comes
here today and claims
yOurs is not a train..
i will vouch
are a train
“That’s” what marriages are arranged..
for.. most anyway.. through human history..
economics.. everyone in the know of marriage
feels that.. less.. AND less.. most.. anyway..
after several decades.. without friendship..
marriage will not last.. it’s truly cheaper
and more EFFECTIVE AND AFFECTIVE
to be friends…
and why i’m only
gonna do it once..
AND with that
i’ll add another song..
after the ‘Love’ is Gone..
ya gotta be friends.. or at
least economic partners for
survival to make it work..
a Herculean Effort IS Truly Love
with or without the wild thing baby..
that is usually only wild at first..
after all as in all stuff human..
diversity is the truth and
spice of life!.. even if
it stays just in
imagination and fantasy..
and maybe i’ll add another song..
for the greatest truth of life..
to dream real.. and make imagination
real in creativity.. is to be
more FULLY alive! and REAL!..:)
I do not have to go to see the
new Pixar movie Inside Outside..
as i already live that truth..
BUT i go anyway just for fun..
i am the only 55 year old dude
that goes in while wife stays home..
but hey.. i still retain.. the eyes of an
imaginative and creative child!.. or shall i say..
i regain them now.. yes i shall! the truth will s
et Ya free!.. even if one is married.. he!heR!..;)
And the reason i visit ‘here’… is.. this is one
of the only places on the Milton Internet part
of the Information highway that this comment
will NOT LIKELY pass outside the milky..
duh.. way.. of red state local
with nary a feeling
of Truth to back it UP!..:)
OK.. Ashe.. that’s all the
Fredisms for the day.. and shared music..
i’ve got more STUFF TO DO.. TO get around
and around wherever this Love food and stuff train goes next!..;)
OMG! Mass Transportation Trains of moving human LIFE
are driving me insane.. but oh.. no longer a commute
of car for me to work again..
oUch! before.. the farmers
and foragers.. swirl around
the field of gathering hunts..
in feats of feet so
strong and light
to move across
skeyes in human
light.. what mass
brings it takes
away.. ’cause and
effect.. what is
what is less
is often besTEST
STUFF of ALL ReAlly
of LOVING LIFE OFF
THE TRAIN OF
The reality of war and trains and vagabonds of warriors same..
common bonds of purpose surviving always
make one race of human being kind..:)
Ah.. what will we read on the travels and tracks
of life.. what will we see alive or dead in life..
how will we feel.. reaching destination
without books.. or tools.. of us…
who are we.. but trains
alive or dead
Trains are fun..:)
A Train.. a Ride to City of Dreams..
Dreams.. a City that Never
Rides a Train..
With another HA!
as always.. X
OFF THE bigger
of Life.. and
in hell.. sadly
oh.. i wanna
Good morning Sanaa Rizvi.. thanks for those kind words
of appreciation.. and hope your train tracks float
Yes.. X.. he does hit ONE
out of the park
my friend Bill
but without you
Oh yes.. Glenn.. i have that affinity for literally living with trains throughout my earlier life on river front ways of loving nature.. and trains are a singular purpose of reliability then.. that are so predictable and magnificent to young eyes.. where special effects of movies do not yet rule.. or even TV’s at all until later towards school.. when black and white first comes for us..
Ah.. the imagination of those train tracks over that river then.. i can still remember imagining Brutus from Popeye.. living under the tracks in dark structures supporting the bridge of train tracks.. just waiting to bully Olive Oil and Popeye.. i suppose a projection of my early life as well.. when school years do.. finally arrive.. thanks so much Glenn.. and my ways of writing come and go.. here and there wherever my tracks of life swirl.. in freedom ways of expressing that..
And i promise the other much longer way of Epic Free verse poetic posting.. with all the rest.. of what i motivate and am inspired to do.. when Thursday open link sings a longer tune with me..
Thanks so much for all the nice words of encouragement and appreciation for what i do here today.. and see ya later friend.. with a nice choo choo.. away.. for now.. and back again.. over course.. on course.. steaming train ways of living on and off the tracks…:)
Well.. my friend.. i will be completely Frank OR FRED WITH YOU.. AS IT WERE as it is haha.. with you.. at this point.. NOW.. and tell you this.. it is my firm belief.. faith.. and trust that every human being that is living in this plane of THIS existence now on earth IS assigned missions and purposes in life to find AND EXECUTE IN ART AND REASON with the Force of All THAT IS AKA GOD.. my current mission and purpose is to provide both definition and evidence for the existence of ALL NATURAL GOD and share that with the world.. with the clear understanding that whatever fruition eventually arises out of my totAlly unpaid and 365/7 efforts for the rest of my lifetime may not BE fully realized by me in this lifetime.. but hey.. i stand on shoulders of giants who ALREADY DO that.. including a grain of sand.. IN FLYING ‘JONATHAN LIVINGSTON’ COLORS..so i have this bliss of knowing AND FEELING just how rewarding it is to be a humble and all giving servant AKA INSTRUMENT of GOD..
What I do here is not for the short term.. technology is behind the bell curve
of what allows humans to define and prove the existence of GOD in
all natural ‘terms’ of God’s language of synchronicity.. and with
human beings.. 60 to 93% of language either poetic in
metaphor of meaning for symbolism in
nonverbal human language
and or GOD’s language
as expressed in
the rest of nature
is often best presented
in images rather than words..
so what i have to do here.. is gain
a balance and trust in all the places i
go..’dust my sandals’ off and keep my
chin up in the places i am told to
go away.. but most importantly
find ways to stay.. and maintain
my personal life-long covenant
to be an Instrument of GOD
utilizing all the tools
of culture.. and
Technology ONE NOW
will catch up with GOD..
THAT is above my pay-grade..
i just do what i am told..
in God’s way of
‘morEver’.. in highest
expressions of human
dance that brings more
GOD IN FEELING
will.. alonG of
sunsets and the
rising SUN AsWell
as Tsunamis of Love
and most importantLY
here in our communication
is that i appreciate your
kind words of
i do ‘hear’..
One day Science
with catch up
nows of the
of course that
fully color the human
poetic expression of life
including sunsets and sunrises
AND IMAGES OF US in eyes
of GOD Alive as NOW..:)
FULLY FROM HEAD TO
TOE.. AS GOD IS
AND I AM
BE THE HOTTEST..
AND IF GOD ASKS
ME TO BE A ‘JOB’
OR A ‘DEVIL’
AGAIN.. AS GOD
I WILL OBEY
THAT my friend is the
lesson of a train FLOWER that
swirls around something
like 14.5 billion years
in all directions
in 11 dimensions AND
MORE IN REAL AS NOW..:)
Ah.. Victoria.. the question of the ages.. ‘why do we feel the need to chase what is not yet here yet’.. The answer is in Nature.. the lies are in culture.. and truly humans in written language are the source of great stuff.. and misery beyond words.. i am blessed not to speak until age 4.. finding the simple truth that GOD is Now as ALL of Nature at age 3.. and i am now forevermore now.. all there is.. is now.. and yes.. school.. starts to take that away.. eventually a philosophy class brings it back to me.. on walking desolate beaches of youth.. with only Nature.. where past and present.. good and evil.. do not exist anywhere but in human words of culture’s selfish and jealous actions moving beyond the Independent Relationship of All That IS AKA GOD EXISTENCE NOW..
and Work takes it away again.. in what feels like lifetimes to me..
WORDS ARE THE ILLUSION.. NATURE IS REALITY..
AND WORDS ARE THE ILLUSION THAT IS REAL AS WELL..
REFLECTING SMALL PaRts of Nature here and tHere..
the saddest part is getting lost away from now..
but the reality of that too.. is memory can
save a person’s life when escaping
now of pain beyond burning Hell..
there is no good.. no evil..
All THAT IS IS NOW
and we sow
what we reap..
and call THAT
and evil as
i say play..
OF DANCING DELiGHT!
Come PLAY WITH ME!
Ah.. the mythological Ninja appears on dVerse once.. twice.. thrice.. and more times now as chameleon.. and truly to successfully help in changing the world one must become chameleon AKA HUMAN NINJA in MULTI- colors to avoid banning
and the more historical
painful ways of
getting burned at
the stake.. crucifixion
stockade HEAD chopping..
ISIS SWORDS AND etc..
freedom of expression is
the greAtest freedom that allows
humans to spread Truth and Light..
oh the new age of loving and banning
is so less
Clever as a Fox
Strong as Lion..
Sweet as a Dove
as Jonathan Livingston
Seagull is what we are together..
and if i AM a girl.. AGAIN PLAYING
THAT NINJA ROLE.. TOO.. IN INTERNET
LAND AS KATIE MIA.. without the
more masculine word FREDERICK..
i will probably.. be WILLOW SLOAN..
GOD THAT REMINDS ME
OF FERRIS BEULLER’S DAY OFF!
soundS a lot like you now.. my friend..
Loving Courage in Creativity has no
Gender.. no Color.. no Nationality..
GOD is Free
OH MY GOD.. I JUST REALIZE
SOMETHING NOW.. THAT YOU
BRING IT TO MY MIND..
MY YOUNGER MAN DREAM
OF BEING LIKE FERRIS
BEULLER.. IN FLESH AND BLOOD
LIFE AT EASE.. AND LOVED BY
THE CROWDS SLIPPING OUT OF SH88T
WITH THE GREATEST OF EASE.. IS NOW
ME TOO! DAM IT’S GOOD TO BE FERRIS
LIKE WHEELS AT THE FAIR I AM.. BUT
MY WIFE TELLS MY DANCE GIRL friends..
you wouldn’t wanna be married to Disney
World.. it’s fun to visit.. but oh boy those rides
are so tiring.. that you just wanna frigging
SHOP FOR A LIVING!
ANYWAY.. I wish for a virgin
girl back in my Catholic YOUTH
boy days.. who will retain HER
youth forever.. so as usual
GOD answers my
most desiring OF
now i am
still with KATRINA
25 YEARS LATER..
THE ETERNAL PURE
VIRGIN.. AND THAT’S
CHOO CHOO.. IT’S
TIME TO GET AWAY
WORK ALL OF THIS
OUT.. AT MY MILITARY
GYM.. FOR THREE HOURS
OR SO.. BUT AS MY MAN
ARNOLD SAYS.. AS USUAL
I’LL BE BACK..
With likely some new phrases too..
but i always pay careful attention
to my P’S and Q’s.. as what
is written DOES OFTEN
is to be
So let it be written…
Truly this selection
has haunted me since
its introduction by
ELO and is a song
in final spark
will have it
of the YouTube
NOT SURE WHAT
Ha yes.. thanks so much Claudia.. the dentist tells me my locomotive grill is looking stronger than ever.. and then he tells me i have a winning smile.. in so many similar words.. there just ain’t nothing quite like.. a kind and complimentary dentist.. like that for even older trains like me.. but ooh the track still feels so smooth.. smoother than ever in FacT!..:)
Good point. Yes, of course conservatives and liberals can be creative; it is a spectrum of human as in all stuff HUMAN life. In GENERAL, LIBERALS are more creative; and that CAN be correlated with repressed human sensuality, overall, as a social norm associated with fundamentalism in religion AND PATRIARCHAL RULES OF CULTURAL LIFE, overall.
In general; again in GENERAL; CONSERVATIVE FOLKS create to control.
In general; again in GENERAL; LIBERAL FOLKS create to connect.
And of course that is not surprising as the Ted Talk I linked indicated Liberals are more likely to be risk taking extraverted exploring ROVING connectors of life; while conservatives are more likely to be cautious introverted home, work, and or church SITTING controllers of life.
The ‘psychopathic’ version of a conservative is perhaps the most dangerous as they control for power as they have little to no EMOTIONAL/AFFECTIVE empathy; whereas, the ’empathic’ version of a conservative controls over unease in life overall; also known as anxiety/fear related feelings in not feeling comfortable enough in their own skin TO BRANCH OUT.
AND NO; I DID not need a textbook or a study to FEEL and KNOW any of this IN REAL FLESH AND BLOOD LIFE; I’ve literally dealt with close to 100K folks in real life dealing with the general public in the military sector of federal service over a quarter of a century in both work and social related interaction; I’ve empirically assessed it with both cognitive and affective empathy; and this has always been crystal clear to me; before empirical measures of actual so-called science confirm my all innate, instinctual and intuitive wisdom about THIS..:)
Human common sense has always been the best innate instinctual and intuitive science; also known as the wisdom of cognitive and affective empathy mixed with reason gained in real flesh and blood life experience.
The school life has always failed in providing proper education on emotional and physical intelligence in imaginative and creative ways of doing that; And no wonder, as the controllers of life are most often the one’s who set up the rules AND regulations of life; as they would rather rule and control than to freely explore.
But of course this site as assessed by the huge (in numbers of participation) informal poll that Fnord created (before it was edited) shows a fascinating distribution of Briggs Meyers personality traits for this Internet site where 95% of the participants here assess themselves as Introverts.
I am an extreme Introvert; truly only coming here as a result of physical illness and shut-in permanent disability where this is my last resort to attempt to connect to other human beings. And the truth is I only connected to myself in writing as this is overall, one of the worst places in the world to connect to others in actual reciprocal social communication in actually emotionally bonding with other folks in expressing actual caring for other individuals in verbal expression.
The only reason I am here now; is I was here before; if not this would be the last place I will ever go; I come here for the intellectual stimulation but this is the last place I come to emotionally connect to other human beings. In those places I am empirically assessed and documented as having one of the best personalities. Here I am assessed as impossible to understand and insane.
Truly it is fascinating for me as a REAL ANTHROPOLOGIST TO MAKE a case-study of out of such a controlled experiment in terms OF how a CROWD OF SOMEWHAT CONSERVATIVE INTROVERTS will treat a super liberal extraverted person; if given the opportunity. Of course, in real life; most people here would not be able to take my social energy for more than several minutes; my wife is mostly introverted and she has trouble handling my energy. My female dance partners bounce off the dancing hall walls with joy when they are around me just for my super free spirited free exploring type of dancing.
I whip the pants off of guys who are 33 or so years my junior in attracting extraverted women as that is the only type of woman, overall, one will see actually on the dance floor; and in my patriarchal fundamentalist area assessed as the number one locality in extreme of that political red state ideology; in the U.S., even innately leaning liberal dudes have been forced into a prison of conservative ‘stick up the butt’ ways of verbal and non-verbal language in repressing and oppressing social reciprocal communication interaction.
They could learn something from me but culture makes some of them terrified of expressing their emotions; both verbally and non-verbally. And sadly enough, repressing emotions and sensuality is the core of human stress; tension; disease as assessed by science now; as well as an potential earlier grave as assessed by science.
The mind and the body are connected and one will never have optimum happiness without both being balanced. I make a science and art out of living; and as assessed empirically on my blogs I thrive in joy and reason. I am not only a super extravert, I am a super happy person as well; it is rarely I meet anyone who I cannot inspire a smile in; except for the Fundie Christians I meet in the aisles of Super Walmart and so-called tough boy and men rednecks. I can spot them all the way at the other end of the store just by the robotic PLASTIC non-flowing way they move.
African American Males are assessed as having the highest overall self-esteem of all demographics in the United States; and that just proves that overall economic status has little to do with self esteem. And hell yes; typically as a demographic group one can see that in the WAY African Americans walk and express themselves openly in emotional expression. This demographic of folks walk like Lions on the Savannah, dance with soul; and still connect on front porches in ways of loving eyes; not any different than in poor nations of all colors where people mean more than stuff. FACTORS ASSESSED IN THE STUDY ARE SEXUAL PROWESS AND ABILITY TO DEFEND ONESELF IN A REAL PHYSICAL FIGHT. YES, I CAN VOUCH FOR THESE empirical powers of natural evolving human males; as even though I am successfully and monogamously married to a one of the most beautiful women in this Universe (on earth) (empirically proven on my blogs); ever since I start my EXTREME MARTIAL ARTS TRAINING AND male nude art and start attracting gorgeous women by the dozens in my favorite top 100 dance club in the U.S.; and now literally document around 400 ear to ear selfies with them on my blogs; let’s just say I am very comfortable in my own skin; probably in the top 1% of males in the U.S.; as who else is brave enough to do male nude art and share it with 21 year old dance friends; when they are 55; am I the only one; where the strange females think this is socially acceptable; yes, probably so; perhaps in the entire world; per the non-Hollywood demographic I am currently included in; of course; PER MY ‘SLIGHTLY’ OLDER age demographic.
And I am one white boy who can dam sure dance; and one who even gets applause from the most creative of African American and Asian break dancers where I dance 33 or so years their Senior.
Anthropology; it’s what for dinner for me; my entire life; even before I gain my degree; to learn about human is the best education of all to actually thrive and survive happy all the time now in life; A degree in humanity is what many people are lacking today in the real flesh and blood dance of life; and with that said a tribute to my dancing African American Female Partners and much younger African American male peer counter-part competitors for these African American Women dancers who most always inspire me more than the more conservative other cultural motivated dancers who have a slightly less tan color of skin; that while correlated is not prison of being uncomfortable in one’s skin; once one learns the lesson of the movie ‘Frozen’ and finally jusT DOES IT BY:
LETTING ALL THAT REPRESSIVE OPPRESSIVE
verbal and non-verbal Fundie Christian Red-State
CULTURAL CONTROL STUFF GO! TO!
LIBERAL AS HELL..;)
I FOR ONE,
AM NO LONGER
WHITE AND NERDY..;)
In my DISCUSSION; culture MAKES me an extreme nerdy introvert by the time I arrive on ‘this Internet site'; I am reformed back to my innate, instinctual, intuitive way of moving SUPER EXTRAVERTED human being NOW. Cultural Environment is an incredible manipulator of human nature. And yes, in this way, culture can be deadly in more ways than is superficially visible in external ways of control; by the psychopathic leaning Folks AMONG US; who live to heartlessly subjugate and control OVER loving ways of connecting in living AND LOVING LIFE, PER ALL OTHERS, AND THE REST OF NATURE, AS WELL AKA GOD!..:)
AND I guess this is MY confession AS a Reformed Nerd;