Dark Chocolate Dreams

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Well.. time to celebrate my 81st Rave dance week..
at Good Old Seville Quarter with all the cool college age folks there..
and yes.. it’s Led Zeppelin and that fallen or perhaps flying Angel
in mid-air.. and yes.. of course there is a song for that..
already provided in my current blog post.. titled “Back
to the Future of Pan Sand Now”.. but truly the human
archetype of Trickster is a Universal one..
moving through Bugs Bunny.. Pan.. yes..
Lucifer.. the Angel of Light.. and so
many others.. who provide
challenges of tests..
as mythologically honing in
our light against dark.. but truly myths
like this house Truth and Light.. and yes..
WITH FEAR OF Dark of Human Being..
one will never be able to fully embrace
the Light of God with Fear of Anything
Illusory in this life.. Light is Love.. Dark is fear..
Love is cooperation.. and Fear is all stuff related
to human hate.. and sure this is what all pop artists
are saying who speak Truth and Light.. ALL IS ONE
GOD IS ALL where there is separation there is
LESS OF GOD IN LIFE LIGHT LOVE.. WHERE
POSITIVE IONS OF EMOTiON rule life instead
of the negativity that can MAKE A ‘BLACK HOLE’ SOuL
A HUMAN REALitY TOO.. WHErE ‘SUN’ LIVES AS inner
SOuL moVinG balancing mind and body.. expresSinG heArT..
with SpiRiT.. OF POSITIVE LIGHT FORCE OF GOD.. INSTEAD..
of DARK.. A WILL A CHOICE.. THE LOVE LIGHT EMOTIONS OF
HOPE.. FAITH.. AND BELIEF ARE REAL iN HUMAN REALiTY..
AND YES.. THE DARK IS REAL TOO.. IN ALL WAYS ILLUSORY
FEARS AND HATE.. AGAIN.. A WILL FREE.. A CHOICE..
IN RELATIVE WAY GIFTED BY THE INTERCONNECTING
RELATIONSHIP OF ALLTHATISGOD as
MaNiFesT in
HUman BEinG..
And
yes..
i Love ALL
OF NATURE
AKA GOD..
as much as
women..
And..ah.. yes..
that squirrel
is almost a perfect match
for that Dogwood Tree..
in practice of course..;)
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SOHEIR..
Smiles.. actually i did
NOT say that the books
are NOT revealed to humans by GOD..
of course all prophets words are eyes of GOD..
What i did say is ON a desert Isle.. as your other video
states those prophets and or books are not necessary for
God to live there with humans
as those prophets and books
do not exist
there at all..
That is just
common sense my
friend.. something
God gifts to us
with God’s
eyes too..
IN FACT..
WE ARE ALL
EYES OF GOD..
FOR THOSE OF
US WHO SEE IT
MY FRIEND..
with peace..
blesSinGs..
Love
and
blisSinGs
AGaiN..:)
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Getting ready for the dance of night..
but some now here to respond
to the humor prompt
from dVerse Poets..
on irony.. sarcasm..
wit.. and satire..
as if i don’t
do that
enough
now..
hehe..
AnyWayS..
a dance of
words.. a dance
of feet it all
comes out
in the
watch
of
me..:)
Ah.. the cautious Rooster
stays in the hen peck
way.. hmm.. the
brave rooster
preens
his
way
alive..
umm.. to
live bright..
to live feathered
darker.. a choice..
a will of now forever..:)
*Gold
heirs
errs heArt
and spiRit
expresSinG
E M O T iON
SoUl as body
mind balancing
for now.. alive.. yes..
Silver Spoons do tickle
tables.. plates.. but flesh
will wear a hearT much fuller
than the golden chalice of empty
cup..:)
Halloween.. Joker
of death
healer of
life.. rise
up death
and spoon
feed life..
costumes mark
bright.. dark fades
night.. LiGHT!noW
Sweet tweet treat..:)
Couch pillows sing a song
refrains upon strains
of human neck..
oh.. discomfort..
oh.. a Life..
just get
away
from
pillow
and move song
and dance of Life..:)
*Ah.. creativity in all its
forms.. mindless escape..
sometimes from minds
so serious.. all plays
of life valuable..
even tabloids
that steer
ones
from other
worries now Life..:)
*Pizza calories.. fat and
carbohydrates.. a great
source of energy
for running
life as long
as one
is running
life and
not
A SEAT still..
Pizza dreams
dance longer
alive.. for now..:)
Once upon a time spunk lives..
Once upon a time spunk dies..
Once upon now..
pills start..
screens stop..
classes stop..
children stop..
die
younger
later of
not
tHeir
chooSinG..
It’s already happening
when pills provide life
support early.. sad..
just sad
sad..
saD…:)
Chocolate dreams
feel halls
of feeling
Humans
dream
better
with
Chocolate
than without
dreams feeling..:)
*A cat on ice..
wITh cLaws
for trees..
a cat
may
faLL
aLL fOurs
WiLL LiVe..:)
A dance without
drink.. a dance for
Love.. a dance
alone..
Love
Solo
gRows..
partners
come and go..
Solo
Lives
DanCinG Love..:)
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for now..
dVerse pub ‘bar’
tenders playing..
but sadly only
two others
and just
8 total
contributors..
hopefully this
great place of
poetry is not
fading away..
but sure
the ocean
is
full
of poetry
as the Internet
has few limits
for all
interests
in life
for
now
TG..
in other
words there is
ALWAYS NOW NEW
plenty of Love
in the ocean
online
left
to explore
NEXT..!..;)
Oh goody..
treats!..
back at
12:34 pm
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and there
are more poeTry
Players to play
with for now..;)
There is once a boy who glows preenish..
Just shining light not really pruoudish..
But truly only his wife washes dishes..
And truly it’s her fault she wishes..
to marry Peter Pan.. noT misSinG..:)
SiLYis as sillY does..
Smart is as Smart does..
SILly reiGns oVer smart..
sMiLeS liVeS
fActcold..
L A U G H..!
i fOr oNe staRt
poeTrygRow
heArt.. bRain
alReaDy
mUCh
mUCh
tOO!
FLOODinG
BiG..;)
Ah.. gratitude.. the best
human humor of all..
And to appreciate
the dArk as weLL
aS liGht
IN ALL OF
WHAT GOD
DOES IS THE
FIRST STEP
TOWARD
unconditional
tough and passionate
Love of the God of
Love
and
Meteors..
Hurricanes..
Tornadoes..
Earthquakes..
Congenital
Anomalies..
HOMOSEXUALS..
FOLKS WITH
DISABILITIES
DIFFERENT
COLORS
WAYS
OF
THINKING..
MORE THAN
RAINBOW
all adaptations
to change.. sure..
and comets too.. Now
AllthatisequalsGOdNOW..:)
yeS.. friend Lynn to LOVE IT ALL
iS
TO
LOVE
GOD..
BESTEST
OF ALL TEST
CHALLENGES
AND GIFTS
AS
WELL
IN THE
DARK AND LIGHT
OF LIFE AS Is is NOW
GODAS
NOW..
some fear
dark.. some
cynic light..
both those paths
in the
end of
start
are
away from
GOD as
FIRST THERE
IS DARK
OR LIGHT
GOD’S VIEW
IS LIGHT
WHEN DARK
AND DARK
WHEN
LIGHT..
‘no separation’..
only two words
necessary..
UNITY
GOD..:)
Ghost in the machine
Word Press bugs..
formatting
doesn’t
work
but in heARt
of life there are
few rules.. just is
just is.. and the
Word Press bug
makes it
what it
is.. for
me at
least..
Special..
greaTesT
art is in unexpected..
WITH NO LIMITS..
what is planned often
falls short potential
of HUMAN HEaRT..
with little to
no play
of
rules..
rules fall
heart
reins
PoeTry Reigns
best with HeArt..:)
Ha..! greatest myth ever ruled..
it’s a man’s world HA! again..
first there is women
even in womb
then there
is man
to tomb..
So sure.. for
all practical
intents and
purposes
as far
as man
goes
GOD
is she
and
never
ever
he
alone..
and after all
it is emotions that
make humans strong..
men fail in this area
as weak
overall..
and of
course
die
first
as well..
the stronger
sex the apex
predator destroying
his home.. ha this
world needs an
enema
and
more of
a woman’s
touch of Love..
even if it means
tying
up
men
EMOTIONALLY
WEAK AND COLD..
and
them
dying
earlier..
and earlier..
with no fun at all..
LOVE IS HOT..
FEAR and or
EMOTIONS
AND LOVE
IS COLD..
‘tween
‘Luke’
warm..
17:21..;)
Ah.. passPort
place aWay
from
priS0Ns..
culTure..
rEligion..
sAMe
ways of being..
stagnate.. dead
life.. oh.. path.. now
ready.. droNes
build.. Queens
KinGs
wisDom
come
Love
aloNg
n0w
on
line
passport
freease
spirit
tracks
a
liVe
a
GaiN..:)
Ah.. the best thing about
meaningless poetry
is it exercises
the imagination
for those who
care about
that human
muscle..
of creativity..
the best thing
truly is
when
all is
meaningful..
there is no dark..
And the Cow
becomes
God
LIGHT
and the
spoon too
one and
same with
us truly sane
with free will
to LOVE FREE
IN a relative
cow
way
of
course
as one dish
below above
inside outside
all around
wherever
the dish
goes
i
we
us
remain
aSonEdisH..:)
Well you certainly
do not disappoint
my friend Lynn..
traditionally
at the
end of
course..
the fear
of middle
is gone again..
hehe.. and Snoopy
is a trickster too..
and a happy
one
at that
who knows
no fear of
dark
chocolate
dreams..;)
Ah.. the work of the night..
the primitives do it
in some
places
as the work
of life.. naked
doesn’t scare
them..
it means
life..
funny how
things change
from clothes
to
fear
to hate..
naked knows
no hate of fear..
culture and
religion
clothes
brew
most
separation
from what
is inherent
AS
human
Love
simply
to move
connect
and
create
ALIVE
AS LIFE..
sadly i rarely
find it anymore
on this planet
of human
generated
cultural
and religious
HELL.. my
garden of
Eden is in
the backyard
waiting for meNow
connectingTRUEhome
@LEAST..where i
goneXtfor
now..;)
2:26 pm…
4:04 pm..
Smiles.. my wife
tosses me out
of my boat
at least
once
daily..
i flow
and she
rows..;)
4:11 pm..
ending for now..
to make a shorter
than 10 thousand
blog post
now..
to be
continued
if more poetry
comes from dVErse
in the comments
section
of
“Dark Chocolate Dreams’..:)
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Smiles.. my once again.. same new friend.. paper sea.. all your words
are poeTry to me.. and no.. the only time i watch TV is when wife
Katrina saves snippets of it.. she thinks i might especially like
and OMG.. Synchronicity.. is almost always the case..
as in the example of the Angel girl matching
my Fallen/Rising Angel Led Zeppelin
shirt of Thursday
moving
into
Friday Morning
dance photos as well..
oh.. and i am so honored that
you are inspired enough to write
a poem from my Friday morning
FrolicKinG hmm.. i don’t
think there is lick
in Frolic..
but anyway..
that is what Pan
does.. he frolics
with all
the forest
nymphs
and the closest thing
to that bar is a beach
instead of forest
but
still
plenty of nymphs..
female psychopaths
are kinda few in my experience
and even psychopaths are rare
with narcissism a little
more common
and weak..
but the dead heart
soul and manufactured
spirit are eyes i will
never miss
as they
are stone
cold unfeeling
and more on that
now as yes.. psychopaths
and rampage killings.. per
the season of Halloween
if you will and
the scariest
of human
potentials
are my special
interests for studying
humans as well.. in fact..
in case i haven’t mentioned
or you’ve heard me mention it..
i did a survey on the Wrong Planet
about Rampage Killings and it still..
hits close to number one on Google
on the top of search results on
“Major underlying factors of
Rampage Killings”.. and
hmm to pull the
trigger on
another
human
being
requires low levels
of affective empathy to
overcome that normal aversion which
may come in many different ways..
some innate.. some mastery in
repressing human
affective empathy
and emotions as
so-called ‘normal’..
on purpose
or not on
purpose
as a
result of
nurture now..
military and
law enforcement
must do to get their
cold hard job done
at times.. so it is a mix..
a spectrum that is almost
always grey.. rarely does one
come across a REAL PSYCHOPATH
WHO HAS ZERO LEVELS OF AFFECTIVE
EMPATHY FOR ANYTHING.. PET OR HUMAN..
MORE ON THAT ON YOUR poetry too.. see ya
in a few..;)
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Well.. quite honestly the only girl i ever dated
on the bar scene.. as i normally stay
clear in those ways..
of meeting the
so calling
fairer sex..
FOR DATING
PURPOSES..
was close to
a psychopath..
back in the
80’s..
but not a full
psychopath..
as always there
it is a spectrum.. in her
case as a respiratory therapist
dealing in life or death situations
a little distance from feely empathy
as is the case with many
life or death employees
in the world.. is somewhat
of a requirement to get
the job done and keep
it.. without burning
out.. so a mix..
perhaps intentional..
or born that way in some
ways.. cute but psycho..
often troubled but
not often
FULL PSYCHO
HANNIBAL CANNIBAL
OR BUNDY STYLE..
‘TIS THE SEASON
HUH..;)
BUT REALLY
it’s serious do DO..
and as you know i freely
relate all experiences in my life..
and you probably haven’t heard this
one.. but the most terrifying thing that
can happen to an empath is to lose
their empath.. and become
a cold hearted soul..
the good thing though
is the moral code of
logic remains intact
so there is little
possibility
of REAL
NEFARIOUS
ACTIONS BUT
for a human being
to never have or lose
the ability for emotional
feeling contagion of the
affective empathy way..
is what feels like
hell for an
empath as it happened
to me.. or what is hell
for a psychopath as they
have never been to the real
heaven of living in human Love..
the BESTEST PLACE OF ALL!..:)
when i lost all feeling
in my 66 month
spout of
worse than
crucifixion
pain of
atypical trigeminal
neuralgia.. from wake
to sleep.. the most beyond
horrifying part was to feel so desperate
to feel connection to other human beings..
that a scratch of a cat is the closest thing
to alive.. that i actually wanted to feel as
something.. anything.. or my mother
choking on a
piece of bread..
or my sister
worrying
about me..
and wife
too..
as well..
horrifying to
the i that still
lived inside watching
this unfold in unfeeling
way.. and there wasn’t a
GODAMN thing TO STOP
ME FROM THIS UNFEELING
WAY.. AS IT WAS ORGANIC
DAMAGE TO MY
MIND-BODY
FROM
CHRONIC
UNENDING
STRESS AND
ILLNESS..
so yes.. i understand
what it means to NOT
FEEL AFFECTIVE
EMPATHY THEN
AS A PSYCHOPATH..
BUT AS AN EMPATH
ALMOST MY ENTIRE
LIFE I KNOW THE
REAL HEAVEN
OF HUMAN
BEING..
SO YES..
I EVEN HAVE THE HUMAN
EMPATHY OF 14.5 BILLION
YEARS NOW..
TO UNDERSTAND
WHAT MADE
ADOLF TICK
AS WELL..
A BLACK HOLE
SOUL.. IS THE DEMON..
THE DEVIL.. THE BLACK
DRAGON.. THE REPTILE
OF HUMAN MIND..
SURVIVE IT
DOES
BUT
LOVE
IT
DOES
NOT..
AND FOR HUMAN
THAT IS HELL MY
FRIEND..
WITTING
OR NOT..
AND FOR THOSE WHO
NEVER LIVED IN HEAVEN
THEY LIKELY LIVE THEIR
ENTIRE LIFE IN HELL..
HARMING OTHER PEOPLE..
NEVER REALIZING THAT SOME
OF THOSE OTHER PEOPLE ARE
IN HEAVEN
AND THEY
ARE
TRULY
IN THE
WORST PLACE
OF ALL.. HELL ON EARTH..!..
BEYOND
SAD MY FRIEND..
AND i truly would Love
to help those people feel
heaven.. ’cause if they could
TRULY FEEL THAT WHITE BLISS
OF LOVE.. THEY WILL NEVER EVER
HARM
ANOTHER
HUMAN
BEING
OR
PET
AGAIN…
PSYCHO
IS NEVER
CUTE.. CUNNING
YES.. BUT CUTE NO..:)
By the way.. love your
word play on
‘better than Ezras’
Hebrew or not..
breezing
decrepit
sneezes
and all
that Jazz..
and the cute
but psycho shirt
WAS JUST PERFECT
TO GET THE POINT
ACROSS.. HEHE..
two of the girls made
me take the selfie
three times..
as they
didn’t think
they looked
good enough..
they looked great
in all of ’em.. society
sucks in what it makes
girls think they have to
look like to be worthy
to live..
zero of these boys
or girls will likely
dance when they are
my age.. as they
won’t think
they are
pretty or
strong enough to
do it.. strong enough
and feeling enough
is all it takes..
i hope that
is what they
remember me by..
and i always tell ’em..
i am 55 and still
trucking along
in the dance
of life in
hopes
that is
the one lesson
they take home
with me.. to say
FUCK OLD AND
STAY YOUNG AT
HEART.. SPIRIT
AND BALANCING
BODY AND MIND
SOUL MY FRIEND..
BUT SURE..
young heart
is enough..
if they
remember
that pArt..
sMILEs my
friend paper
sea.. OH GOD
ALL YOUR NAMES
ARE POETRY UNTO
YOU MY
FRIEND..:)
OH AND one more
thing.. fascinating pop
psychology research
that suggests the only
factor that separates
a hero from a psychopath
is human affective empathy
the hero is fearless.. compulsive..
a risk taker.. who is not afraid
to break the rules.. but
the hero feels such
great empathy
that the hero
cannot separate
the needs of he or
her and the rest of the
tribe.. yes the archetype
of hero.. Jesus too.. one
who lays done their life
for others.. but
in the real deal
one who knows
they will
die..
and is
satisfied
with what
is given others..
as his or her life
is worth the
joy
of
others..
or saving..
as it were..
or is my friend..
the best life’s are
saved while dying
alive.. now.. just now..:)
Oh yeah.. and a link
to the X-Altruist..
for your
purview..:)
“Sociopath:
Low impulse control
High novelty-seeking
(desire to experience new things,
take more risks, break convention)
No remorse for their actions (lack of conscience)
Inability to see beyond their own needs (lack of empathy)
Willing to break rules
Always acts in the interest of himself”
“X-altruist:
Low impulse control
High novelty-seeking
Little remorse for their actions (would “do it again in a heartbeat”)
Inability to see past the needs of others (very high empathy)
Willing to break rules
Acts in the best interest of others, or for the “common good”
(because it is the “right thing to do”)”
“Interestingly, these two type of individuals, the sociopath and the X-altruist, may appear similar in their displays of behavior, and at times, even confused for the other type. If an X-altruistic person is compelled to break rules without remorse in order to help a disadvantaged person, is may seem as if he is acting rebelliously, especially if the motives behind his behavior are not known.”
“On the other hand, a sociopath may donate a large sum of money to a charity, a seemingly altruistic behavior, but his actions may have been motivated by his selfish need to appear better than or more generous than a colleague. The defining characteristic that separates the two personality types is their ability to empathize, either not at all or too much, which then drives the extreme behavior of each.”
Hmm.. still on the topic of selfish minds..
perhaps the only thing that saves
the world from nuclear
bombs is OVERALL..
IS psychopathic
leaders who
will never
trade
their
life
for
ideology
that can be
light or dark
as seeming
right.. as is the
case of young men
who rape young girls
’cause they are told
Allah says do it
for Allah..
patriotism
is often
lost
to ideals
over GOD
and so
dark
so dark
heroes lost
in eyes
of psychopathic
leaders only power..
only power.. no soul..
lives with only power..
but again irony.. soulLess
humans protecting us from
THE REAL NUCLEAR WAR
OF WORLD WAR THREE…
at least here anyway..
as there WAS serious
talk about
that among
some folks
about Iraq..
separated from
their brothers
and sisters
across the seas..
out of sight out
of human..
a sad way
to be..
perhaps
Internet connections
globally will finAlly
make the
reality
OF ONE
TRIBE NOW
ALWAYS NOW..:)
Hmm.. the sexualization of pre-puberty girls
in the U.S. is an illness of sorts..
and while Sia uses Maddie
Ziegler as an actor
to portray
Sia’s younger
life.. in the song
‘Chandelier’ with obviously
a sexually repulsive
pre-puberty
outfit that
Maddie
wears for
men with
‘normal’
eyes at least..
the contradiction
is in the make up..
dolling up young faces
with lipstick as that is
about after puberty
and not
before..
Anyway for me..
i’m glad there is
no knowledge about
the
Bill Clinton DEF..
of sex before age
16.. as i learn to love
the eyes of girls and not
the body parts as things
to use.. and walking down the
dark parking lot and sidewalk last
night at all 235LBS of muscle man
am i now.. i know the weak place
of boy bullied by stronger boys
but i cannot still imagine the
place of fear of rape that
all women who have
any real sense must
face as a potential
when walking
through those
dark bar
lots
and sidewalks
as the predators
are inside more than
ever before seeing women
as pieces of this and pieces
of that where no care
at all of the
heart.. spirit
and soul
that lives
in eyes
of the
fairer
more Empathic
and Loving
DIVINE
Human
that are the
girls that i grow up
with.. at least.. in my
hometown of Loving
Fair girls.. my friend..
the innocence of child-
hood is just Love.. and truly
the other urges are just temporary
and passing but Love is the Force
that can remain young
FROM BIRTH..
until death..
if properly
nourished..
cherished
and practiced
as an ART of
LOVE making
the REAL LOVE
MUSCLE THE
HEART
TALL
AND
STRONG
AND MOST
IMPORTANTLY
GIVING NOW..:)
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A Dog or cats’ paw is unconditional
Love forever as they need others..
technology brings the illusion
that we as humans do
not need each other
as much.. and
sadly we
do not..
a lesson
of a Hurricane for
me years ago.. the first
and last time our neighbors
share food with each other now
is that we still need each other now
But sadly not as much iN Screens..:)
The challenge is to Love unconditionally
without feeling need as much.. the will to
do this is possible with only practice and
never ever giving up Love of Humans..:)
Anyway.. nice to see you again Zee.. words
can illustrate human souls in sign language 2..:)
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