Confidence.. seriously what’s wrong with being confident.. nothing as far as i can see.. OR FEEL.. as i’ve certainly been anxious before.. but no more.. Confident is what’s for breakfast.. lunch and dinner.. hehe! Wa some.. Yes.. it’s science of Human Being.. in balance.. fearless..
And OMgoodness there’s a new song out for JUST THAT..;)
Visiting Aunt Teenie.. at the Health and Rehabilitation Center.. And now off to finish this next blog post.. title not yet created.. but post written.. perhaps something about confidence..:)
And yes.. that’s the side of the family with Sioux and Cherokee.. on my mother’s side.. her sister.. of course.. 89 years old..:)
And yeah.. it’s pretty amazing how ballet/martial arts.. can make a person’s shoulders broader.. back to the confidence thingy.. i suppose.. and yeah.. Arnold the Governor.. did ballet.. believe it or not.. so no.. i ain’t the first 234 LB dude to do it.. either..:)
But Nude Art.. 55 year old style.. sure i’m pretty much the only one who does that in free verse poetry style.. butt.. honestly that has done more for me in human freedom way than anything else.. as to stand naked in front of the world is the ultimate human archetype since 3500 years or so.. of what is named alpha male status.. and truly all that means is one fears no other human same as the other animals like Yellow Boy.. who fears no other cat.. but still respects humans as he knows where his meal ticket comes from.. and no me no slave to the work world any more so i am subservient to no human out of fear.. yet i serve freely out of Love.. and sure i must serve wife Katrina both out of love and ethics of my own making of course.. obviously our relationship is secure as she feels no threat of my passion in nude art.. in sharing that with the world.. but Love is THE DEEPEST POWER AND GREATEST POWER OF ALL HUMAN POWER.. LOVE ALWAYS GIVES.. REAL LOVE NEVER RELIES ON TAKING.. SHARING IS THE INNATE WAY OF REAL HUMAN FREEDOM.. When i walk tall like A LION ON THE SAVANNAH I NEED NOT BOW OR PROSTRATE myself to the ground to worship GOD as GOD lives best as courageous and kind in human form and essence of FEARLESS LOVE.. yes.. unconditional passionate tough LOVE is GOD’s GREATEST GIFT MANIFEST BOTH IN FORM AND ESSENCE OF GOD IN HUMAN BEING.. THAT HUMAN LOVES AND LIVES WITH GOD THERE IS NO FEAR WHERE THERE IS REAL FAMILY LOVE.. JUST RESPECT AND LOVE..:)
Hi.. friend revels1.. thanks for the visit today.. and i’m glad you enjoy the lovely flowers from my North Florida home.. here in the Panhandle.. with perhaps the most beautiful sugar white sands.. emerald green gulf.. sea oat swaying.. sea gulls spiraling around Sun.. place.. in the world!
But i live around 20 miles or so North of that beauty iN sandy loam soil that is white but not quite as white as the beach.. with flowers galore.. living in this soil with more nutrients to grow.. and i used to take great care in fertilizing my yard flowers.. watering them.. and even using some pesticide on ants then now.. but when i get sick i decide to let Nature take her course with all of that..
And to my greatest surprise and delight when i get well.. as all i feel is pain or emotional nothingness before my recovery.. is.. the flowers are more beautiful than ever before.. they take on the challenges of drought and plentiful rain the same.. and survive.. in God’s all natural plan of greaTest beauty among God’s creations that do adapt and survive these challenges of life…
Flowers are Universal beauty to human eYes.. requiring no language.. culture.. or religion for truth and light of beauty.. and the same is true when the beauty of God Expresses SpiRit of HeARt emotiOns.. in body and mind balancing soUl of human..
The continuing flower of all creation now.. is GOD.. and we humans are offshoots of that greaTEst FloWer reflecting iN US.. when we sing toGetHeR as one Force of AllGODONE in voice of SAcreDLove ALLTHATIS HOLY AND WORtHiT..:)
NO separation ALLisUNitY..:)
And now to finishing up any more links for Haibun Monday and Tuesday poetic links at dVerse online poetry pub.. in poetic responses of expression of course.. however that may come in no particular order of stream of conscious writing rivers flow OceanOne..:)
Oh.. two paths of Friends and Human BEinGs in general.. yes.. two paths of cognition in general Social ways of connecting and Mechanical ways of problem solving.. while Problem solving is required for modern life Social way is Loving Life..
Live social.. solve problems.. see ya later..:)
Ah.. yes.. a SonG above a DanCe below a poeM sonG moves dancE above.. first is liGht then is dArk movement or dance and song or sound.. we work toGeTheR to inspiRe more..
iNfiNiTy n0w daNceSinGs..:)
When i am a child.. i guess most children dream of playing games and being movie stars.. but i just want to have a machine where i can ask it any question i want.. and my handwriting is so bad.. i wish i can do it faster and neater.. than the cursive word to keep up with my mind of course… and sure.. something more exciting than a boring paper library.. with clunky card catalogs.. not fast enough.. too..
Hmm.. i think Bill Gates and Steve Jobs.. must be dreaming the same thing.. so thank goodness their dreams come true.. in action.. as my etch a sketch now.. is a wondrous machine that allows the outside world to finally catch up.. but haha.!. not necessarily keep up with my inside world expressed as such.. through so many new electronic means of etch a sketch communication!…
Etch a Sketch Gates and Jobs avenue poetic expressions for me..:)
i suppose the greatest human illness is the modern day first world malady of perfection.. ugh perfection just s88Ks as Infinity as now demands mistakes all the now.. anyway when my first and last child is born with multiple congenital anomalies SUFFERS FOR 51 DAYS AND DIES WITH NOTHING BUT PAIN.. i wake up go back to sleep until i am blessed with 19 medical disorders including the worse pain known to mankind for 66 months of shut in life.. 20 YEARS LATER AT 47.. AT 55.. AND WELL AGAIN.. i ain’t going back to sleep baby.. i let i all go now.. and just flow with what is REALLY REAL NOW.. my friend.. there are perfectionists all around me.. but i for one LET IT ALL GO.. revel in flow and never a care for anything but a practice of Life AS IS NOW.. LESSON OF INFINITY FREE AT LEAST FOR ME..:)
YEAH BABY.. POP THE PIMPLE OF LIFE!..;)
And yes.. theRe is a SonG for THAT.. no doubt one hears iT before.. but never the less.. IT IS WHAT IT i iS..;)
X.. It all starts with human heart.. fill it up in the first couple of years if the innate stuff is ready.. and the environment becomes loving and filling chalice rather than just empty cup with no feelings.. of comfort.. trust.. and love..
Greatest gift of life.. is the human touch from birth to life..
without it gifts of stuff and power takes the place..
drugs illegal prescription drink a like becomes the pill of feel never filling human liGht..
Love is the answer but it comes first.. and modern science says if the connections are not made early there is no going back.. the primacy of Love has no equal.. no grade.. no.. test no equal… and sadly no teacher.. after the FaCT of empty… But sure we can still hope for more.. we have to.. there is no other avenue.. of anything but hope… and i for one believe in more than science i for one feel and know miracles are real.. but perhaps all of that too.. comes from the unconditional touchy feely Love of Mother’s unconditional tough Love breast connecting ALLONE.. LIKE a terminal of life.. off or ONe..:)
Hi X.. thanks for coming by tonight..
and yeah that devil of fear.. instant gratification of sin..
is challenging stuff to overcome in our western way of life..
but possible i find now with adequate cultural escape and
true human freedom in relative free will..
And yeah.. it has been a long
and cloudy 10 days
or so here..
and i too..
am so glad to see the wonderful sun
shine so high again yesterday after cold front passes
crisp azure sky once again.. still not cold but with dry skies.. smiles..
And.. oh yes.. exploring with your son.. is a way to go.. to make new connections in our physical and emotional aspects of social cognition pathways of mind.. and exploring farther than one’s neighborhood on foot is a best way to move in three dimensions outside electronics and automobiles..
Anyway.. that sounds like fun.. i’ve been spending way too much time behind this scream of screen lately and it is time for me to explore more out into the real world as well.. writing is fun.. but the dance of life is where i really love to go.. and explore.. my friend X.. as adventure truth and light in human eYes of wanderlust!.. and sure.. i can still share that here in photography!..in treasure the moment and count my blessings warm and true..:)!
One of my favorite work-out shirts.. yes.. it says.. living the dream.. with a dude wired up to a screen of scream.. hmm.. yes.. GOD yes.. i spend lots of time online.. but it is in a dream of creativity and not a scream of screen alone.. to read is nice.. sure… and
OH GOD i do SO MUCH of that as well.. but to create is divine.. same as the weeds in the field that refuse to conform to the plain of the meadow without SPiCE yes SpiCE.. hmm.. ‘Dune Book’ reference too.. free association vs. rigid ways of analytical thinking is the difference between a Van Gogh and a textbook.. that gathers nothing but dust into old age.. and sure humans are the same..
Maslow’s top of the pyramid in human being is the level at self-actualization.. where the human finds purpose and meaning of life.. and reconciles the dichotomies of life in light and dark as a mix of purpose.. meaning.. and truth and light.. and the only REAL WAY to do this is through creative expression of art.. a place in the United States where historically only an elite few truly are able to express in later life..
as the demands of mechanical cognition repetitive
problem solving ways of life are the way
of the 9 to 5 grind for
many all the way
’til their last breath..
BUT the great thing about the
Steve Jobs way of bringing art to technology..
is it becomes a broader avenue to express the ART of US as Human being..
and YouTube.. and free platforms for Blogs provide an affordable avenue of that for folks to branch out in art and creativity not only to just do it.. but to connect as well.. where human self-actualization becomes a much greater force of creative energy.. for the entire world tribe to share in as well..
WeLL.. self-actualization.. is truly an adequate secular metaphor for religious terms like born again.. and enlightening and awakening.. as when we as human beings express ourselves with imagination and creativity we do become little children again in the spirit of free living.. expresSinG our most inner dreams of imagination and creativity.. brinGinG them to fruition like a cocoon of human who is literally born again in the spirit of creativity.. as a butterfly of human life..
And true some folks arrive here earlier..
as a result of their life fortunes.. or
misfortunes as may be the case..
some never arrive..
and perhaps that is
the saddest part of ALL..
as i for one.. believe most human
beings have this latent potential
that is often untapped by the reality of living life
like a machine instead of human being more fully realized in creative potential..
There are no limits and expectations for fuller human creativity.. where art becomes reality and human becomes.. ART.. GOD is ART.. FULLY FREE CREATIVE ART.. and so are we.. when we too.. BECOME ART.. AND YEAH.. my middle name ARThur comes from my Irish Rainsford Ancestors.. who provide housing for the Guinness Beer Operations.. and yeah.. that middle name is originally inspired in the family of Great Grandmother Rainsford from Dublin Ireland…
through the name of Arthur Guinness.. small world it is.. of Unity and no separation.. when fuller exploRinG freedom.. being.. human.. but nah.. no beer for me.. i am high enough.. free enough.. and HA! definitely uninhibited enough without additives.. i am an all natural beer unto itself.. ARThur or Not..;)
And her husband from the Black Forest of Germany.. Great Grand Father Edmund Lehmann.. a Clock Maker and Jeweler as part of the Lehmann empire for that.. but yes.. both he and his wife die.. and my Grandfather Leo.. also born in Ireland.. is put into an orphanage.. with his brother Joseph.. and they start a shoe shop in Ireland.. but Leo goes the route of Catholic Priest.. moves up into the ‘ranks’.. and gets his PHD in Divinity studies.. and such as that.. but goes the
FURTHER ROUTE OF getting married to my
Cajun Grandmother out of his Parish..
he at 36 and she at 17 or so..
in Taylor County Florida..
and then he goes on to scathingly criticize
the Catholic Church of Rome in connection with his book authored “Behind the Dictators”.. a book in full PDF form now.. with a simple Google Internet search.. but nah..
THAT does not go over well.. with the rest of the family so he gets excommunicated in both places.. Catholic Church banning his books.. with us just now getting connected back to that history of family.. and Lord knows when I take that picture of that Guinness advertisement with the name Arthur Guinness on it so many times.. when leaving Seville Quarter by the “End of the Alley” sign.. i never realize he is the reason for my middle name.. hehe.. but anyway..
it’s a small world
also with my Grandfather Leo..
with socialist party interests
in New York, New York..
as then he is one of Einstein’s acquaintances
having dinner with him.. and on the other side of the
American Indian Lakota/Cherokee ancestral associated family..
on my mother’s side.. my Great Grandfather Robbins.. a self educated
bar passed lawyer.. and top Debater in school.. crosses the trail
with Geronimo back here in the states..
Leo on the far left as child..
All i have of my Grandfather Leo’s family for so long.. is just a picture of the early children together.. his brothers and sisters.. having no idea how ‘rich’ their heritage is.. but always just on the outside of big riches.. and not quite ‘there’ in money ways.. and i feel fortunate to have escaped riches as gold is a path often straight to human real hell.. of separation from Nature.. Love.. and what is truly real in life.. in adapting to physical and mental challenges to make change and human potential real.. instead of just a stagnant life.. living with riches..:)
Oh.. yes.. the Key to TRULY LIVING THE DREAM
IS NOT JUST TO CREATE WITH MIND ALONE
but get body in the show as well.. sadly in almost all of historical philosophy.. religion.. psychology and OH MY GOD even science too.. THE human body is relegated as animally inferior to the intellect of human miNd.. well ha! nothing can be further from the truth and this is coming from
one of the ‘eggheads’ me of all time.. always at the top of my class..
through three degrees in college and all stuff mechanical cognition..
often referred to as a computer instead of human being..
IN WAYS OF thinking.. the PITFALL OF HIGHER IQ LEANING DUDES AND DUDETTES.. is to get horribly and painfully.. in terms of potential stress.. anxiety.. and eventual illness..F*KiNG stuck in one’s head.. and oh my goodness.. the number of folks who live their lives vicariously in video games of movement while the stress hormones are pumping vigorously in adrenaline excitement of playing games is a danger of happy stress just like unhappy stress of eventually destroying the vital organ systems of the body.. where some pudgy
PASTIE ‘WHITE’ dude with a beard hiding
the pudgy pastIE SKIN of face and body
that just sits in excitement and never moves.. or gets outside..
IT is a national illness that is growing.. and sure i DO it too for many years.. so yah.. the board has been in my eyes as well.. i ain’t no worm anymore.. and by GOD if i can do it at age 55 in terms of incredible strength and agility.. there is no excuse for most young males these days who have become worm hipsters.. instead of full bred males.. but this ain’t just about vanity and picking up women.. this is about being comfortable in one’s own skin.. in ways of emotional regulation and sensory integration..
AND YES greater Focus and
Short term working memory
in terms of Cognitive Executive functioning.. and hell no.. going to the gym.. and using all the fancy machines in mechanical ways.. is not enough.. as humans are works of art just waiting to break out in the Dance Art of our ancestors who move invisibly to escape predator and capture prey.. which truly is more of a ballet-like movement than clunky boxing jabs.. and haha!.. a few people confuse my grace and smiles at times for weakness but they can become quickly aware with just one handgrip from me.. or sure.. a Youtube video of me leg pressing half-a-ton with ease.. my body is truly a temple of Nature and God the same.. as all the really cool wild animals just do IN the kingdom of God of Nature challenge..
TO make life into instant gratification and ‘VIDEO GAME’.. IN ALL WAYS OF VIRTUAL SITTING ENTERTAINMENT.. thrills like this.. with not even a way to burn off the happy.. sad.. or fear.. stress hormones.. is a sure way to early onset of type two diabetes as science already shows that approximately one-third of school age children are now pre-type two diabetic..
about 50 percent of the population of adults are on some kind of pain medication for chronic pain.. that is often a result of stress and repressed emotions and associated somatic.. yes hell yes.. psychologically driven tension all over the body.. in tandem with repressing overwhelming emotions.. as well as imbalance of the homeostasis of all the bodily systems that..
SHOULD BE THE HUMAN RULE INSTEAD OF THE CHRONIC STRESS REALITY… there are so many creative ways to move.. and gain balance in emotions and senses.. it is unlimited and far far away from the schools of any exercise or dance class.. and there are an almost infinite number of emotional nuances that are a Delight
iN FEELING to go with these ways of human
imaginative and creative dance expression
in movement of life..
that some males or females
may never experience as they
adhere to polarized gender expectations of
culture on the way a ‘proper man or woman’ can move in life..
OH YEAH… AND THEN there is the epidemic of psychotropic medications for adults that has even become a reality for children more increasingly as well.. Moving.. Connecting.. Creating humans are happy joyous humans with meaning and purpose.. take away any of those three elements of human being..
And you get a broken human
who needs to be naturAllY fixed..
not just STUCK ON PILLS
OF QUICK FIX..
WORKS SIGNIFICANTLY GREATER THAN
THE PLACEBO EFFECT OF JUST BELIEVING that is also a vital way of human healing in attitude of thinking and feeling as Believing iS A FEELING EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION OF HUMAN TOO.. SADLY dead in many human beings these days too.. as a result of stagnant bodies..
FREEDOM IS IMAGINATION SET FREE
IN THE EXPRESSION OF MOVING CONNECTING AND CREATING..
AND TRULY THE FIRST STEP TO CONNECTING
AND CREATING IS MOVING..
AND THAT IS WHY THE WORLD IS
VANILLA AND QUIET
IN TERMS OF HUMAN ART..
AS SCREENS BECOME
HUMAN BEINGS SCREAMING
CREATIVITY EVERYWHERE THEY GO..
iT’s a choice of HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL..
and a tough choice to go against the grain of vanilla…
but yes.. for rational people who exercise that choice in a Peaceful
LOVING way the avenues are there for expression of human Creativity
more than ever for those who find them and fully exercise them to
self actualize human being as fully VITAL AND REAL..!..:)
Oh and did i not mention the most important pArt
of the Human Moving.. Connecting..
and Creating.. source..
THE root force of all
that mammals do.. yes..
Human sensuality in ways
of sexual expression
is the root of all that moves.. connects
and creates in terms of human being..
And even science now proves this as true
in clinical experiments that measure stuff like girth and moisture..
TO repress/oppress human sexuality IN CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS WAYS OF ILLUSORY FEARS FOR CONTROL.. AND SUBJUGATION OF HUMAN FREEDOMS LIKE REPRODUCING.. AND FOR MATERIALISTIC AND POWER GAIN in Collecting ways..
IS a sure way to increase human aggression.. violence.. and yes.. desires for World War III WITH Apocalypse dreams.. as humans become cardboard.. with frustration.. again.. aggression.. often leading to violence.. particularly in the male of the species.. as that is what GOD as nature dictates..
THAT humans freely express their sexuality..
in balancing ways of living life with Love as the regulator of that..
WeLL baby.. the USA is leading the world with other countries on that one for sure.. particularly here in Southern States where sexuality is expressed everywhere one goes in terms of ‘warm sKin’.. but the saddest
ART of all human being.. is one that is covered up and hidden as a flower that never sees the Sun or GOD for that matter.. FuLL as Nature’s Truth that lives in US from top of head to tips of toes and fingers.. to yes.. the Flowering VaGinA.. and the tip of penIs aimed at creativity in more ways than just creating children..
The Whole Human tHinG works as wHole..
from head to toe.. to subtract
any pArt of FuLL human being
.. is to break the
cHaiN of LiVinG FREE.. theRe is no fooling
or escaping GOD of Mother Nature True.. to live out of balance is to live in misery.. suffering.. and overall discontent.. but sadly most people will believe religion and culture over GOD that lives within and tales the truth through innate instinct and intuition of what is correct in life..
AND THE REASON for this is simple.. fear of being outcast from the social group.. the human instinct for social acceptance is so great.. in terms of gaining necessary subsistence for survival.. that women in countries that chop off the pleasure parts of females.. in FGM.. female genital mutilation..
come to view this truly
as that of holy.. no different really
than ISIS terrorist who rape little girls in the
name of ALLAH.. while these little girls plead
by the name of GOD to stop bringing horrifying pain to them…
These are not people of GOD.. these are humans of psychopathy who have no feeling but power gained through controlling the relative free will and human nature of perceived weaker human beings than they.. as they smile to their selfish pleasures.. in power and material gains.. that will never feel a soul..
THAT is non-existent in terms of the greaTEST INHERENT HUMAN POWER THAT IS LOVE.. as fostered from birth through the breast connection of parents in terms of touchy feely hugging Love.. that humans are gifted by GOD greatest in by far for those who have not lost their humanity yet.. through the negative epigenetic environmental effect and emotional negative
AFFECT of a cultural or religious driven tool of life
gone truly humanely insane and psychopathic same..
by cold hands and arms that do
not Love others in moving..
connecting.. and creating ways..
BEyond made-up stuff of human myths of moral tales
that veer from GOD given human Nature.. sadly enough.. there is no
REAL Human Nature Instructor in life but GOD.. sadly some folks manage to evade GOD all their life.. with lies of religion and culture DEVIL FALSE.. INSTEAD OF ANGEL GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN as Mother Nature TRUTH AND LIGHT..:)
And now to the joy and yes.. challenge of only my making.. as it will be too much perhaps to ask this of anyone else.. hehe.. but me.. but anyway.. a new form of poetry i’ve never heard of before.. and i will proceed to use this new “Trimeric” forM of poeTry to sPeak mY heArt.. expresSinG spiRit of emoTiOns.. miNd and body balanCinG soUl of i… until i catch up with what dVerse has to offer for now.. and move onto other ways of physical creative ART.. as free as it gets for human passionate imagination creativity just doing IT now ALL FReED!..
sO heRe goEs sometHinG.. N0W..:)
*Fear creates war.. truly it’s culture that is the tool of death
Truly it’s culture so far removed from human life…
That is the tool.. that humans use to separate from Nature..
Of death culture brings.. Of life culture sings.. It is is what is it is.. so is…
*Evening Princess of Indian Lore.. Sitting by a fire of naked.. Swirling dance of flames Awaken in eYes of Life..
Sitting by a fire of naked.. warm blood sings of Nature.. Long hair brushes breasts of Life..
Swirling dance of flames engulf woman whole.. fire of live you lie inside..
Awaken in eYes of Life.. Yes.. Sing to me.. SonG of God.. am i Alive…
Prison of Love Long Lost Love Long Lost found now.. Never gone always here Love is where heArt Lives Now…
Love Long Lost found now.. Where do you go so far away.. eyes of love live near more far…
Never gone always here of course you are.. you live in me..
Love is where heARt Lives Now… Never lost.. never found.. just is As is Now.. light or dark.. Evergreen…
Canaries mine SinG daRk tUnes Lives dArk.. always paRt.. Separation myth.. Unity Real..
Lives dArk always paRt.. Real is all.. all is light.. DaRk comes.. goes..
Separation myth.. always lie.. Truth ALLthatiS…
Unity Real.. Now is woN oNe is Now.. Ancestors light no broken chain.. Hands of i and those enjoin.. Voices SinG ancestral realm.. Life goes.. comes again…
Hands of i and those enjoin.. struggles past grown strong.. challenge i.. live strong..
Voices SinG ancestral realm.. a dance of they.. a dance of i.. a fire of live.. in center heARt…
Life goes.. comes again… Life here all.. now always.. Just N0W..:)
Form of politicians.. broken DArk Truth.. There is no money.. in Truth and Light.. A day will come when money falls.. All is left.. human being..
There is no money.. in Truth and Light.. All is free.. wheRe human lives Sad cold eYes.. lose eyes of warmth..
A day will come when money falls.. Money fails on day one.. Now.. Judgement.. heArts no Love..
All is left.. human being.. cold illusion.. money sinks.. Love melts money.. Truth SinGs LiGht..:)
Moon SonG.. widows breath.. Black hair girl.. SonG gone lost.. Sweet life lives.. lips so smooth.. Hair illuminating.. full moon lit…
Black hair girl.. SonG gone lost.. picks up pieces.. Love before.. scattered here ’bout.. alone..
Sweet life lives.. lips so smooth.. Ample shoulders.. strong and true.. SonG Love Lasts.. moonlight hips..
Hair illuminating.. full moon lit.. sMiLes arise.. new born Love.. Phoenix shines.. hEr first breath..:)
*Politics always soap opera.. Conservatives and Liberals.. iNnate.. Wife Katrina.. watches soap operas.. Old white men.. watch Fox..
Conservatives and Liberals.. iNnate.. Seriously.. no shit Sherlock.. Truth.. Science measures.. this Truth.. NOW..
Wife Katrina.. watches soap operas.. Politics bores.. as it stays the same.. 4 years later.. different.. talking heads..
Old white men.. watch Fox.. This 55 year old.. dance dude.. 400+ photos NOW.. with Foxes..;)
*end side note and please note.. as mentioned in previous posts.. asterisks indicate places WHO have decided not to allow my comments.. as previous record indicates.. but hey.. it’s the thought that counts..;)
Wolf Dog of London You bring memories.. wild.. i am no different.. fur now.. i SinG MooN.. new SonG…
You bring memories.. wild.. So alive.. so passionate.. real.. Present wild.. God’s delicious liGht..
i am no different.. fur now.. More challenge.. ever stronger.. GroWinG.. liVinG.. no other way..
i SinG MooN.. new SonG i am no WereWolf.. NOW Set free.. Jack’s HUman..:)
Death of life.. silence.. Death of moving.. words.. Death of life.. Still…
Death of moving.. words.. Dance.. UniVersALLangUage.. ages.. EmoTiONs expresSing fulLer…
Death of Life.. No Moving.. Connecting.. Creating..
Still.. Still.. Still..:)
Apple on a Tree.. Do not Reach.. Do not pass Go.. Do not Live..
Do not Reach.. stay put.. bore..
Do not pass Go.. stagnant rot..
Do not Live.. apple eat.. Live..:)
4:42 pm.. and 11 is all dVerse has to offer.. and on to different STUFF FOR ME.. continue this pARt later when dVerse Catches pass me again.;)
And back to catch up again.. 12:52 pm.. 10092015..:)
And first two stops on Haibun Monday to catch up there before moving on to Trimeric Thursday.. both from dVerse Poet’s Pub.. Online..:)
Perhaps.. the most influential person in my young adult life.. is no preacher.. but a philosophy instructor in junior college.. beyond the strict sidewalks of schools.. and brick churches.. curriculum.. hE looks to the American Indian for his greaTesT truths and in balance and heritage.. i do too.. yes.. Dr. Ralph Hunt.. and before he dies of Leukemia.. walking down a hill from the same two story building that is once my elementary school.. now a Junior College.. in walking distance from River home.. i have my vision quest and relate it to him.. and at the end he says.. nah.. i will not say goodbye in the words of the American Indian there is only SEE YA LATER.. and at least.. he is still here in eYeSworDs of me.. sMiLEs..
WordSeYes lifetime(s) last server ways..:)
Humans will do almost anything to escape pain.. including painful emotions.. bud sadly without the sadly or not.. Human emotions are energy for us to grow in both light and dark ways of feeling life.. Lesson of a lifetime for me.. is to appreciate both the dark and light of human emotions of the Pro-Social kind freely the other darker con-social ones.. i regulate out and do not miss at all like jealousy.. envy pride.. doubt.. illusory fears and all of that.. It is possible to get control in relative human free will of emotions and senses in ways of regulation and integration.. but surely in our culture in the U.S. with all THE NOISE.. THE job of JOB.. to get that life span job done!..
Rests n0 JOB unTiL peace iS heRe.. staYsN0W..:)
Milky way a fetus.. N0W Spiraling Alive iS It.. Now Swirling around like iT.. Is US..
Spiraling Alive is it.. Now Universe unto itself.. sAMe Patterns living throughOuT
Swirling around like iT.. Always moving.. dancing.. SinGinG.. Sound from THAT..
Is US JUST IS UniVerse WE..:)
Divine feminine and masculine in one.. Seeking opposites when two live as one.. Love only giving.. never taking.. When one becomes two..
Seeking opposites when two live as one.. Other spirit strives to live.. Joining both fully alive..
Love only giving.. never taking.. Bride is body.. groom is miNd.. Whole.. never wanting..
When one becomes two.. Feminine and Masculine.. ONE Divine..:)
Oh the tree.. Oh the desert.. Oh the cave.. Oh the Beach..
Oh the desert.. a place of Jesus to escape Religion..
Oh the cave.. a place of Muhammad to escape Christianity..
Oh the beach.. i come back full circle.. i am A Tree wITh Forrest..
PS.. And Buddha too..;)
A seed of hate.. Separating Child and Mother.. Losing Heart of empathy.. Garden of Love dies..
Separating Child and Mother.. Often Electronic devices.. raising children..
Losing Heart of empathy eyes become screen instead of human..
Garden of Love Dies.. Human becomes gun.. Death becomes human..
Freedom’s way.. No possessions.. Wild living.. Passionful..
No possessions.. Rent this place free.. Wind as eYes bleed…
Wild Living.. Flesh and Blood Real.. No regrets.. no shame.. LiVE..
Passionful.. No looking.. BACK.. Future alWays NOW..:)
*Moon.. a dream.. a sing.. Moon.. does more than sing.. Moon.. moves.. never still.. Humans still..
Moon.. does more than sing. Moon.. dreams.. eYes uS.. We.. SinG dReaMs..
Humans travel North culture grows smarter.. humans change
escape desert South.. New World Nomads.. New IsRaEL Live Free..:)
Eternity swims sweet refrain.. All ocean fish So many more Infinite connections…
All ocean fish passers by greet each other
So many more connections stronger pleasing eYes dreams
Infinite connections… no time now.. All we Eyes..:)
Truly it’s about social roles Boys who fear emotions.. Boys driving girls away Lonely isolated boys..
Boys who fear emotions grow weak alone
Boys driving girls away become frustrated get angry..
Lonely isolated boys.. can become violent some Kill
So in conclusion who kills the emotions of boys.. Patriarchal ways of life.. where boys no longer feel like boys…
In two of the last several major rampage killings.. not having a girl friend is a cited source of all the anger..
Humans are still humans.. there is natural aversion to killing other humans without tools of death.. put a trigger in the mix and death comes quicker…
It’s just one plus one equals instant death.
And yes.. i’ve pursued this with great interest.. with potential candidates who overall agree about the factor of the social role.. the latest killer boy has no empathy.. and much anger.. like some other folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ too… It’s the illness of losing soul… Where the real devil becomes human… and only society overall has the potential of cure.. there are close to zero rampage killings in the 50’s.. where social roles are clearly defined.. and jobs are plentiful.. boys no longer are making the grade of being boys at all in their minds.. Credit sitting on their butts in front of screens for a large part of that.. doing whatever… There is an epidemic of a Zombie Apocalypse in the U.S. where science empirically measures empathy levels dropping 30% since the 50’s.. go figure.. it’s common sense for those who still have a soul…. but hey.. i did author the top search result on Google for this special interest of mine.. on the major factors underlying rampage killings.. if one wants to know the answers.. listen to ‘the boys’… that’s what i did.. i didn’t rely on the talking news heads.. alone..;)
smiles.. reference below.. sister Lynn.. and friend at the almost end..;)
11:40 am this part appears to be finished for now..:)
Yes.. i am on a poeTry ramPage word spree aGain.. bullets are not my style.. i WiLL JusT d0 sWORDsNOW.. letters.. photos.. videos.. and other symbols 2..;)
Steve Jobs.. ALL that effort.. all the naysayers.. all the FLACK.. well it comes down to this.. years after his death.. and yes.. celebrating his life tomorrow.. with the opening of a new movie to celebrate his life’s work.. yes.. i can take the iPhone 6s.. camera.. in my pocket.. anywhere i go.. and take pictures that are point and shoot.. of masterpieces past.. with $10,000 dollar cameras of complicated features.. with sweaty hands.. now.. dancing sideways.. on sand.. in yard spring of always.. now.. CREATIVITY.. ‘Build IT and He will Come’.. ‘Field of Dreams’.. circa N0W..:)
“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
WALT WHITMAN.. from the preface of “LEAVES OF GRASS”
“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot— death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”
“There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”
i watch ‘the entire video’..
and if this is just the interpretation of the Quran..
including an equal respect for women..
it is truly a beautiful way to live..
from what i see..
Love is the bottom line.. sadly.. fear is the Devil..
in all ways fear is incorporated into Life.. so no..
i cannot agree with some of the dogma..
but i am very happy the narrator realizes that my Ancestors..
the Sioux/Lakota and Cherokee.. of American Indian heritage
are truly the first historical people’s to believe in
ONE GOD.. as the GREAT SPIRIT..
HUMANS cannot fit God in one word only.. or one language..
or one religion and this is what i mean about God pecks out the eyes
of prophets that humans come to worship as men instead of messengers..
that’s not a literal statement.. of course.. as i have great respect for all prophets who
humble themselves to the much greater reality
that is God over human.. It is only when they are made
more than human that lies come…
Human manifests God’s power within.. outside.. above.. below and all around.. but it is never the full manifestation of all the glory of GOD that lives ALL as ONE GOD..
The danger is always when humans attempt to suggest they know and feel all the being of GOD as they are a reflection.. but never the full Light and Truth of GOD that will always be above the understanding of human..
We humans have always attempted to use symbols to express the Truth and Light of GOD of ALL.. but we always fall short of the Glory of GOD.. ALL of WE humans from the first to the last who will ever exist on this terrestrial plane.. owe our lives to GOD as lives are only gifts to cherish and offer up to the potentials gifted to us by the Grace of GOD.. i speak from spirit not from intellect my friend.. in planning way.. GOD flows in US.. ALL from the first Indians who are indigenous peoples of this planet to the last Indians who will always be indigenous beings AS children of GOD.. where GOD always lives in the open hearts.. spirits.. and souls.. of humans on desert isles.. But anyway.. i assess a religion by the people who follow it in ways of Love and never the religion or country alone.. i can disagree with you about these things and you will still unconditionally Love me as friend.. and that my friend is my definition of both Christian and Jesus ..one who Loves GOD.. first with all their heart.. spirit.. and soul.. and mind and body incorporated as temple of GOD too.. one who respects and Loves themselves the same as well as one who respects and Loves all others no matter differences of opinions.. as worthy children of GOD… as WE ALL ARE REGARDLESS OF RELIGION.. NATIONALITY.. GENERAL DISABILITY.. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.. ETHNICITY IN SKIN COLOR.. AND ALL OTHER DIFFERENCES FROM ALPHA TO OMEGA.. sadly few religions will incorporate ALL into GOD’s reality as children of GOD and that is where i for one separate paths.. as i have seen the face of GOD close up and personal… and i am both Angel and Devil/Jinn/Demon in one life and have visited both Hell and Heaven in one life as well.. so i know these metaphors for Angels and Devil/Jinn/Demons as well as hell and heaven are not just myths.. they are symbols for human reality no different than GOD is REAL and evident in ALL OF NATURE.. NO SANTA CLAUS.. NO ONLY SON OF GOD.. THE GOD OF ALL THAT IS.. AND IF I AM WORTHY TO BE IN GOD’S KINGDOM NOW.. i am the least and all others are greater than me.. and that my friend is THE REAL MESSAGE OF JESUS AS WELL.. AS GOD SPEAKS AS PARENT OF ALL.. EVEN US DEVILS/JINN/DEMONS AND LUCIFER INCARNATE IF YOU WILL.. AS METAPHOR ONLY OF COURSE.. IN OTHER WORDS.. THERE IS NO SEPARATION ANYWHERE THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD.. all else is human lies.. illusions.. and of course metaphor for Truth.. which are for the deeper seeing eyes that can read the prophets hearts.. spirits.. and souls.. and not just their words alone as literal…. sMiLEs friend .. i appreciate you.. and truly from my heart the saddest part of the Muslim religion as it is practiced in some areas of patriarchy rule over women as less than human.. IS that.. if ISA is born again.. with no earthly father.. which i do not believe God has to do magic tricks beyond Nature to convince me GOD is REAL.. THAT sadly enough.. ISA will not be able to come again like this in these areas for more than obvious reasons.. and those are the areas OF DOGMA where i diverge.. but NEVER THE LESS I WILL NEVER THROW THE LOVE BABY OUT.. ‘CAUSE OF SOME DIFFERENCES IN OPINION OR HISTORICAL REFERENCES OF RELIGION and that my friend is why i still visit the Catholic Church for over two years now.. since i am healed from Devil and Hell.. but i will never worship Jesus.. i will hear his words as teacher.. but he will be steaming angry like a lion.. if he ever does come back to find that he is both worshipped and humans have killed in his memory as not a humble prophet teacher.. but the Soldier GOD of Roman Emperor Constantine and his Catholic psychopathic Patriarchal leaning cohorts .. in that now.. of 325 AD.. my friend.. So i silence my voice when those words in church come.. but i keep the love of GoD.. myself.. and others sAMe no matter what the different opinions are that come beyond what GOD speaks to me FACE TO FACE AS ANGEL AND DEVIL with GOD.. AND SURE.. THERE IS A KARMA TO PAY FOR ALL HARM DONE TO OTHERS IN THIS LIFE NOW.. I KNOW.. FEEL.. AND UNFEEL.. THE BURNING PLACE OF PENANCE ALL TOO WELL AS REAL.. AS HELL.. AND I FOR ONE WILL ALWAYS SUBMIT MYSELF TO GOD AS NO GREATER THAN A GRAIN OF SAND.. AND SURE.. MUHAMMAD BUDDHA.. LAO TZU.. JESUS.. AND ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE OF GOD’s eYes WiLL DO THE SamE.. as far as i see.. as grain of sand..:) Peace and Blessings to you my friend and i Love you.. and you know sadly i have Muslim friends who are women who Love me as friend.. but who will never tell me in words.. as they fear their religion over GOD.. in saying that to a male.. but you and other Muslims do see deeper with eyes of fearless LOVE from GOD with GOD’s Loving Nature.. as gift of human.. GOD’s Love in human is tough.. passionate.. and unconditional and it has little to do with human reproduction.. i am married but live a celibate life to be closer with GOD as ‘priest’ without children or clerical collar.. but that is between GOD and me.. and no religion.. EVER ALONE.. GOD ALLONE IS ALL i FOR one need.. on my desert Isle.. with friends.. smiles.. my friend..:)
Yes.. my friend.. Zee.. beautiful words of children who have not yet forgotten how to live.. and i suppose it is possible to stay that way with freedom of imagination and creativity of us in a play of life where we are the Directors Producers and Actors of Now scene..:)
Hi Maria.. i think the whole purpose of life.. is for us to become our own ministers of Truth and Light.. and as we grow older if Freedom plays True.. this Light becomes brighter as God’s Truth Manifest in us as children of LiGht..:)
Ha! smiles Victoria.. the 15 responses.. mostly mine.. are a growing new post that will be finished with the addition of some photos i plan on taking at a Catholic Church Festival later today.. and i’m glad you enjoyed the sand photos.. as for so many years i avoid getting my feet dirty.. they hide beyond pure virgin 100% cotton white socks with soft skin bottoms.. as on the Autism Spectrum with my tactile sensitivities i cannot touch any textures man made with my bare skin feet.. including carpet.. but stone floors are okay.. including sand floors of nature.. i take great pleasure now with the bottoms of my sand brown and calloused feet.. i feel earthy.. one FOrCE wITh GOD.. i finAlly feel wild and FREE aLiVE.. again like a child on the River grass.. barefoot then.. The clothing of culture are the only sins i know and feel.. starting with manmade clothes.. as i am not born to even touch them.. without discomfort.. hmm.. except for 100% virgin cotton and silk.. smiles.. like ‘Rain man’.. speaking of the Rain.. i’m all about the ‘Hanes’ but we go to Walmart not Kmart for that.. (movie reference.. for clarity.. just in case..) i’m almost sure you get that cultural TV trope.. but of course almost is never now.. enough for me.. smiles again.. W/wInKs..;)