Back to the Future of Pan Sand Now..
How to mix Sand.. Pan.. a Dark Clown..
Halloween.. and Back to the Future now..
together again.. it might sound insane..
like a crazy clown..
but i’ll figure.. a way..;)
Smiles.. my friend.. THE WONDER LOOM NOW..
ever since you COME onboard my ‘little’ RIVER ship here..
YOU bring me sMILEs of kind and understanding friend..
and you inspire me to go on stronger than ever before..
so yes.. WE need each other as friends..
YOU ARE A GREAT ONE AMONG THOSE
THOUSAND HANDS OF LOVE FOR me.. and YES..
WE ALL need EACH OTHER as FRIENDS..
And i try to find a friend
in everyone and will call them my friend..
whether they see me as that or not..
as all people inspire me..
even the people who seem
to noT like me.. and sure
there are so many reasons people find
to not like people.. but sure.. there
are so many reasons to like someone
and see them as friend no matter what..
and that is Love my friend..
an Unconditional Tough and
that takes us
away from what
scientists describe as entropy in Nature..
Love will reverse entropy in Human Nature..
and Fear is the Devil of Human Entropy
incarnate as a force
humans can generate
as Love in all ways
of Hate my friend..
There are two great forces in the Universe
for humans manifest as part of GOD..
the Light force is Love and
the Dark Force is Fear..
and truly I wonder
at first why GOD
has me do my nude art
as i am driven to do it as a
Spiritual way that sure is part Love
and the Passionate Lust of Human as Art..
but more than anything.. the fears over myself
as human animal.. and accepting all those functions
as Pure Light that are associated with human being..
is a quickER way toward fearless when one dances passionate a
nd naked in front of the world.. as allowed by laws of course..
SO.. when we other people who are free enough to do this in pop culture..
mostly women of course.. as they can be freer to express this more
divine feminine nature of human being when brave in pop-culture..
partially for the most pArt of course.. what i once see
as strange makes a perfect practice of human common
GOD SENSE.. as i know and FEEL.. the benefit
of fearless and how it generates
the Love Force HIGHER AND HIGHER..
NOWiNTO PURE WHITE LIGHT BLISS
THAT MUST BE SHARED WITH OTHERS
IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE LAWS
OF HUMAN NATURE SET BY GOD..
AND YES.. MY FRIEND
THE WORD DISCIPLE OF GOD
MEANS STUDENT OF GOD.. AND
i AM A LIFELONG STUDENT OF GOD..
WHO WILL DO THAT FOR INFINITY NOW..
AS THE PATH OF LIGHT SPIRALS UP
DOWN WITH LOVE..
So i am back as a kind of hermit.. online..
part of no community officially.. but when
i first leave autistic communities online..
among people who do not seem to be able to
share this Love or generate it.. it is a relief then..
and a blessing now.. to be a hermit of Love if i must
in avenues of life that seem dark without Love..
i have faith that i am doing what GOD
wants me to.. and you bring
reinforcement that what God
is asking me to do is.. correct..
and works for at least one person who is in need..
of encouraGinG.. as i have been at so many points in my life..
where truly then.. i wish there is me.. to read then.. as encouragement..
SO YES..! it is like i am the friend of past that i need then in the future now..
back to the future of Love i am my friend.. and i want to be the friends of others..
truly one day.. whether they realize they need that friendship or not.. as free..
so that is the benefit or recording all of my soul online as God asks me too..
as this souls grows bright in light from the black hole soul..
i once am before.. that seems to generate a STILL GROWING
Universe of Light in me.. as i’m sure that dArk
is an ARK for God’s LiGht magnifYinG
Love potential in human being.. to grow a soul..
beyond what may be seen before.. shining brighter
than the moon.. and perhaps a star as bright as our sun my friend..:)
i Love you friend.. and my furry animals Love me unconditionally..
and they set the example of life for me.. as they are my Spiritual
Guides in Love’s Flesh and fur.. so yes.. Yellow boy IS my savior TOO..
he comes out of the woods.. and calls to me under our shed..
sure he needs food.. but the food he has in store for me..
is an unconditional greatest call of the wild..
in most mammals who cooperate with each other
to survive.. namely unconditional tough
and passionate Love.. and our cat Moby..
seems to be coming down with diabetes..
from sadly a Life of only Love
and sitting still.. without
the struggles Yellow Boy
sees in the wild..
that inspires the wild part
of my moving message even more..
as without moving.. humans will
eventually end up like what seems
to be happening to Moby at a relatively
young cat age.. somewhere around 8 or 9…
like a 60 year old human i suppose.. but
sadly this is happening to school age children now..
one-third assessed as pre diabetes.. type two..
in a world where sitting still in
front of screens is like
that painting SCREAM.!..
The world needs more disciples of the art of human movement
that includes expression of sensuality and sexuality as that
drives movement much higher in comfort AND FREEDOM in one’s
own temple of GOD.. so my task from GoD is a Large one..
A VARIED one with thousands of hands OF LOVE helping me..
but with UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH AND PASSIONATE Love ALL
is possible.. and more than one can imagine
in now my friend.. of the
I have zero temper my friend
even when I do martial arts..
Temper is weakness.. water
and air is power..
i am the i eye
of the Hurricane..
Friend.. Imran Ali..
and normal men do not
Smiles and thanks for
stopping by.. Love..
Smiles.. my friend..
I used to have some strong temper too..
Love and learn.. Is what I do..:)
Hi Ocean Bones..
i Love ‘this dance poetry’ by ‘De’..
and it touches me too.. so i guess i’ll comment here too.. and yes.. as you know and feel.. dancing is a source of life and happiness to me.. and interestingly.. i can be so tired and sore i can hardly move in the morning or after dancing in one store and going to the next store.. when getting out of my car to dance.. and when the music comes on my ear buds from hanDy dandy iPhone 6s.. i am transformed back to liGht as a feather.. floating.. with the wiNd in stores.. and that is quite a balance.. as all the breeze comes from.. AC vents.. haha!..
So.. Force AKA Human EmoTiOn.. equals MUSIC times Dance.. yes.. F=MD.. or E=DM or SD.. SonG times Dance!.. or DS.. seriously that’s the route Einstein should have taken.. pursuing the inner Universe of Human as that’s WHERE ALL THE REAL FUN STARTS AND ENDS NOW! ALWAYS NOW!..as..well as HUMAN HEALING.:)!
So.. sure.. we got nuclear bombs..
And i do nuclear dance.. instead
and OMG it’s so
around to see
all of reality
as Force of the Positive
Energy of human emotions
as that relates to US.. and of
course.. Love is the drug of the
BEST FORCE.. ALL POSITIVE
ALL THE TIME.. WHEN THE FORCE
IS WITH US LIKE THIS.. AND LOVE’S
POSITIVE MUSIC WITH ALL THE
in both Force
pursuing our energy
so yeah.. when
i dance i am
no older than
7 years old
in terms of
young but sure
stronger.. as i’ve
had nows to practice
iT more FULLY NOW..:)
sMILEs of DANCE NOW
“i ain’t got no trouble
in my life.. no foolish
dream to make me
cry.. i’m never
i heat up..
i cool down..
gets in my way
i go ’round it..
don’t let life
it the way
that i found
it.. i got
this song here..
and for some
See ya later
Real now Shawna!..;)
Oh.. goodness same friend.. for now.. ocean bones..
you are still here and that’s kool.. and this graphic
illustration of how a laugh can change humans and the world even..
is magical to me.. after not laughing for 66 months..
and getting a new hair cutter named C.J. who
cracks a joke in the first of August 2013..
and cracks my funny bone.. back again..
to belly laugh alive..
and that tingly
feeling of a belly laugh
is when the Vagal Nerve is WIDE AWAKE..
again or BACK LIKE MiNE then.. Laughter is
the medicine i am after and the medicine i give..
with dance in real life too!.. Yes.. Dance Laughter..
Haha! ‘Horcrux’.. thanks God for Google..
during my period of shut-in illness..
with little use of eyes and ears..
the Harry Potter.. thingie..
goes ‘write’ over my head..
and Oh yes.. all of what
i do online is a Horcrux..
NOW that goes on forevernowmore..
All in terms of words.. photos..
videos.. and other symbols..
my friend.. still.. now..
named ocean bones@the
ocean is grey..
and PS.. i
to murder any
human beings to do
it.. all i had to do
is murder illusory
fears and all stuff
Well.. the way Scarlet slaps Rhett
backwards.. and the way
Rhett seems to enjoy
it.. i must say
be some shades
of Grey WYvern here..;)
Oh.. Google.. and YouTube associated resources..
NewOcean of human opinions.. philosophy.. art
and yes.. attempts at science.. too..
a little over two decades for the
origin of Google..
now in 2015..
and a little
YouTube back in 2005..
and now there is a Universe
in strings of bits and bytes
of 1’s and 0’s to express
all of what humans
were.. are.. and
with few limits
of past restrictions
of local cultures
Truths and Light
of what was.. what
is.. and what
My aim is to dismiss
no opinions.. no art..
and no science
mind and body
emoTioN of SpiRit..
so i learn more than
most.. and sure.. eXpress
more than most as well.. NOW…
What Google and YouTube proves
most of all is that we are one limitless
Supraorganism of Consciousness
of Human being as Global
FORCE of BEING NOW..
wHeRe humans across
the globe are coming
to similar essences
of truth and light
and the science
of ALL ART N0W..
wHere the science
of ART is NO LIMiT
TO GROW IN MIND
AND BODY BALANCING
SOULS.. HEARTS EXPANDING
AND SPIRIT OF HEART.. AND MIND
AND BODY BALANCInG AS SOUL.. MOVING
CONNECTING AND CREATING AS ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN BEING WITH ALL THAT IS GOD NOW..
THE MoViNG evoluTioN of the human soUl expresSinG
SpiRit requires connections to grow asONe VISiOnARY
LIGHT FORCE LOVE AsUniFYinG FORCE of CreatiVitY
or SHRINK AS MANY DIVISIONARY
DARK FORCES OF FEAR
Love is the positive ion
of human emotion
ion of human
are charged either
positive or negative
as above so below
there are ions at
and at the human
level of emoTiOnS
too.. to charge human
with Love is to grow..
and to charge
With Love and positive human creativity
there are no limits in heights of heaven..
with Fear and negative human hate..
there are no
i for one laugh
in the face of fear..
of the dark force now..
so sure.. Halloween
is an excellent
of the LIGHT of
human humor against
all forces of DARK
better way to
express humor vs. dark
now than the human
and sure there
is a shirt for that..
but i think i’ll leave
the dark music off..
as there must be
it work best
in my opinion
But seriously.. this is the most
exciting time for an open minded
and bodied person to live.. as this is an
experiment of human potential as
Supraogranism of global
F-old data.. Joy-new data..
work-old data.. ugh.. it is what it is..
play iS alWays now.. old is required..
for regular data.. play is new.. is NOW..:)
Well.. like Katrina says..
it ain’t easy being NOW
married to a HALF JOKER..
HALF PAN.. Pan.. Fred Pan..
and reference last
photo status thingie..
And OMG the shape
shifter am i..
at work again..
as the joker
of me for now..
Great movie that
“PAN” movie is
iN REAL TiME
This dude up theRe with me in this selfie..
who works at Target is perhaps the best example of a Christian..
i have ever seen in my hometown of Milton.. i have never ever
seen him crack a frown yet.. and OMG he’s been working
there for years.. not even my crazy clown shirt
stops his smile..;)
i’m betting he never ever gossips
about anyone in his life..
in fact who knows..
he might be….
no NOT IN
i can’t keep
the secret NOW..
Anyway.. it’s absolutely hilarious
that a mythological God representing Nature
in all ‘her’ freedom.. is developed into a
demon by the folks who prudely and proudly
neutered Jesus.. and he wasn’t even here
to defend his virility.. THAT just is
plain and humanly sad.. oh.. the
ignorance.. of separation from
GOD AKA Nature’s Truth of Light!..:)
Well.. i’m actually kinda tired tonight
but what the heck.. i’ll do a little
poetry in response to the
dVerse online poet’s pub
i suppose the
gets me in the
Yes.. i danced around
6 miles or so.. in several
stores.. while waiting for
the movie to start… and there
i am in my really serious clown
shirt.. doing a little ballet-like
exhibition at StarBucks in Target
while Katrina waits for her
super charged drink..
and i get something
like an all
to take around
to dance along with
my swinging iPhone6s
for arms of sort..
tales my wife..
oh my God do you
know your husband
is famous all around
town.. everyone knows
who he is and what he does..
and i’m thinking they only
know half of half of what
i do in the fleshy
there is a whole
other world of
‘Pan’ as me..
free to see..
town.. as sure there
is no need to offend
those who will
by.. as far.. far
out of the box
of where i live
like a metaphor
for just being
The devil only
lies in contrived
evil of human hearts
and spirits expressed
as illusory fears
stuff of human
AND YES.. i
Nature at hEr
and hIS TRUTH
do my besTesT
*Lonely Ghost of Human and or
Zombie walks the new
a myth yes..
but a reality
for those of
us who really
have been to
this place of
darkness as dead
walkers of life.. Ghost
Souls who feel nothing but Pain..
if they are even lucky enough to
FEEL PAIN.. AT ALL FOR NOW…
Ah.. dark night of the soul..
a NOrestinG place lasts
years in one
iN Real Living
Hell.. most dark
point to this
again.. for those
who go there
lesson of Halloween
perhaps.. is all of human
ego is act.. contrived or not..
TO establish mastery over
one’s ego.. is
is no survivor
*Ah.. vampire symbolism.. not unlike
Zombies.. or werewolves..
all archetypes for
who can only
taste the pain
of others. and have
no way to feel human
heARt of emoTioNs..
of hearT in mInd
and body balancing..
when fearless is real
pain of others..
so in this way
IN REAL LIFE NOW…
Charm of Dark..
Charm of Light..
both work with
prayer and voodoo
or both objects
i for one
my friend Glenn..
and i really love
the last movie
as it shows the
is when NOW
It is often
who bleeds most..
while others sit in
*Ah.. a crow and mouse..
might have a wonderful
tale to share..
as similar culture
reigns the different
out of us for now..:)
*Humans once surrounded by death..
it comes slow.. it comes quick..
and most always
from the reality
of death brings
of life.. as we
sanitize our lives
into something less
than challenge and
emotions of always
past.. now when
we feed our
our dreams.. a light
diet for me.. a dark
light for others..
dreams for me..:)
Smiles.. and yes.. witchcraft
works.. as effective as
the placebo effect.. light..
yes.. nocebo effect
in opposite return..
dark.. metaphors of
all reign the
same where humans
are real.. but the garlic
is as simple
light or against
the dark.. a play
of belief makes it
ALL REAL NOW..:)
Fear is the monster of heart
that finds a home..
Fear is the monster of Love
drives Love away..
Fear is the Monster of Now..
Never real.. in illusory ways..
but we make
it what it is..
So hard to
and a dash
anxiety rests in peace..
through feedback of
It works for thousands
of years in the eastern
philosophies of movement
art.. but here a quick fix
of pill.. never the
PEACE OF MIND..
there are only two innate
fears of human.. falling
and loud noises.. all the
rest are illusory and
learned but feeling
real.. what comes
Myths mirror culture realities now
still.. and interestingly still now.. now..
enough.. the rising fascination with
vampires in heart of art
mirrors science studies
almost perfect in
practice.. of declining
yes empirically declining
among college age
young adults.. around
30 percent in the last
several decades.. a cold
heart is the myth for
of all creativity
so in other
it to Beaver’
dies a cold
i guess.. i am a lucky little goblin and
still am.. as i never care much
are so much
fun.. and i’m
back to tricks again..
as a real trickster..
yes.. the white
’round for tricks..
BYOB Light tricks
Smiles.. i suppose give me the money
comes pre-packaged at
move stiff.. but at least
they move.. where read
eyed humans sit still
for hours on end
save the punch
of dark for later..
and that is
death in Still
Life.. Still.. Now..:)
All caught up for now..
at 12:33 am..
Back at 12:16 pm..
only two more poems
to respond to for
Oh.. cLocK of deATh..
clocK of tiMe..
Clock oF n0w
Pain of live..
Dark as Soul..
life a joy
life a challenge
WiLL.. the savior
of hearts gone cold..
And that’s all for now..
Nature calls outside..
in flesh and blood..
ways of moving..
for one more
and another from
another place not
related to Halloween
at all.. yes..
now for me
Ah.. the misChief
of humans do arise
on Halloween night..
do wiggle out..
of order where
tricks are in order
and prey is once again human
and humor set free in how
far can one go..
in a social
So Trick or Treat..
or Treat.. or Trick..:)
A sinG of Love
and all the
below so above..
and all around
and the heARt Art
of the dog is precious
and the poem is great
’cause i notice
SMiLEs.. Glenn.. Life IS A multi-dimensional story that never ends.. in real reality of course.. and Pure White Love that has no shame.. regret or sin.. iS the drug that fuels human creativity to the highest of heaven N0W.. so aLL of thIS.. iS a result of that.. to Live in real Heaven of Love is to move.. connect and to create.. to live in Hell of Fear.. is still.. alone.. and stagnant.. in ways of hate… now just NoW..
Division will always separate from Love and cooperation..
Unity will always separate from fear and hate…
Where open consciousness of LOVE exists..
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE..
THERE ARE NO LIMITS..
MOUNTAINS AS METAPHORS
ARE AS LIGHT AS FEATHERS OF US..
WHERE CLOSED CONSCIOUSNESS
OF FEAR EXISTS
ALL THERE IS..
IS LIMITS OF
The RULES WILL ALWAYS
STATE THERE ARE
GOD WILL ALWAYS
SpEAK THErE IS NO FEAR..
THeRE IS LOVE THAT GROWS
A HUMAN HEArT.. OF EMOtIONs..
SPIrIT of HeART EXPRESInG AND
MiND AND BODY
THE KUNDALINI.. THE
GREAT SPIRIT.. THE CHI..
THE DHARMA.. THE KI..
THE DAO.. ALL THE
Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for commenting ‘here.. on Google Plus’..
and thanks for the kind compliment.. of pondering wonder..
and sure.. i’m sorry it is so hard to consume
my blog posts and reach the end..
but with a creative explosion like i continue to have and grow
these last couple of years.. the alternative will be
to make perhaps 50 to 100 blog posts a day
to separate each poetic expression..
which of course will kill the creative process
as anything mechanical cognition or rules takes one
away from stream of
But truly what i do is easier to decipher than what Whitman does in huge blocks of text that not many off the streets could reasonably get through in our new Twitter Age of bites of small text.. where attention span is actually scientifically measured for humans of a gold fish now.. on average..
So i live in a day and now.. that i am certainly the outlier now.. but the work is there.. still in thousands of poetic expressions of less than 140 characters than i can repackage in a digestible form.. for today’s Twitter World.. whenever i please to do that.. as yes.. i take that reality in full consideration.. too..
But for now.. is the output stage.. and perhaps it will be someone else long after i am dead.. who does the review and the digestible form for whomever might be interested in what i do here now.. anyway.. creativity moves.. connects and flows for me.. i just let it go.. and it is what it is..
And oh by the way.. as far as what i do now.. although i personally cannot open up what i do on old iPads and iPhones.. in mobile way.. the new iPhone 6s with a fast broadband LTE connection opens the posts up as smooth as butter.. just like my big 27″ iMac all in one work horse of technology accomplishes with speed and efficiency..
But still.. with some posts approaching 26 thousand words.. in a couple of days effort or so.. that is beyond.. way beyond.. our Twitter Age now.. but at least the technology is catching up.. where the humans may always be left in the dust of the past.. of focus and attention.. and big picture thinking.. rather than bits and pieces of this and that..
It is beyond my pay grade as
human to fix that
Anyway.. explaining all of this time
and time again.. without anyone
from dVerse really taking the time
except for you and a couple of others
to understand the now new creative
process i am trying to accomplish
here started impinging on the
creative process itself..
so my solution
sad.. in some
ways i have
to do it.. but
but to no longer
link in online
The folks who make
the rules are rarely
free my friend..
it is the nature
of the beast that is
human being.. rules
by very nature are
and by very
I cannot change
Human Nature but
as always i adapt..
and seriously all the
restrictions the administration
of dVerse made in the rules
that were obviously
at me to curb
to chase other folks
away.. from sharing
on dVerse.. in general..
now that i am gone..
it is nice to
or i may have to
go to another place
to get enough output
for the inspiration creativity
thrives off of my friend for now..
13 or so people participating
in a Halloween prompt so
far.. is kinda
but with freedom
Life grows as always
with human creativity..:)
Hi Soheir.. i enjoy ‘the video’
and it illustrates many of the modern issues
of mixing the secular world with ideas of religion..
All real Prophets of God speak
in terms of metaphor and parables
in poetic ways of expressing
the experience of GOD..
Of course God
is not a name or word alone..
God is a limitless experience
of free human beings
And of course as always there are humans who
make rules to control other humans in analytical ways
of materialistic and power gains for illusory status..
And of course as always there are humans who
fight for freedoms of experiencing life with God in
Artistic ways of human expression.. as ART.. of GOD…
Words are rarely enough to express the fuller experience
of human as one with God.. one can see tHiS wITh the Hawk
spiraling the Sun free at mid-day.. or the Lion walking tall on
the Savannah without fear.. but human words and culture..
makes everything so much more complicated.. than what it can be…
To be one with GoD needs no words.. no religion.. no culture to attain..
as i enjoy the other video that you provide that describes a
Desert Isle with GOD One and Human saMe..
If a virus comes and kills all humans beings
except for two on a Desert Island..
the prophet will once again..
be the one who attains the experience
of Heaven now with the experience of GOD..
and attempts to use some kind of symbols
to express that to tHeir friend.. yes..
as Heir of GOD FREE as gifted from birth..
i agree with the Muslim Religion
as it speaks that humans are ONE
with GOD from Birth and not fallen
sinners from birth.. It is mechanical
cognition ways of life that are the fall
from our Innate Instinctual
and Intuitive gifts of God’s
Nature humaNiFest as US..
The followers of Christian religions
have twisted the words differently..
and the followers of Yogi’s have
done the same.. and sure with the
uncovered gnostic Gospels of Yeshua..
also known as Jesus.. in 1959 in Egypt..
of which only 37 verses exist uncovered
before the Nicene Council of Constantine in 325 AD..
kills people if they follow those teachings of Yeshua then..
as those teachings free human beings into the experience
of the heaven of now.. WITH GOD..
with no promise of heaven
control human beings
easily like this who experience this Bliss of Heaven Now..
Illusory fears will not work on individuals immune
to fears with Bliss..
of Heaven now..
No.. not just words.. teachings.. in deep metaphors
to escape the psychopathic unfeeling.. no feeling GOD eyes
of POWER HUNGRY MATERIALISTIC leaders.. both in the
Roman Empire then.. and the Catholic Church as it stands then..
and of course that is part of human nature now.. as well as sad..
AND POWER ALWAYS INCLUDES ENSLAVING
OTHER HUMAN BEINGS THEN OR NOW..
and that slavery is not always easy to see..
when spoon-fed from birth as cultural rules…
AS long as human flesh and blood lives as evolving now..
there will be psychopathic leaning individuals who neither
feel love or read/speak the eyes of GOD in spiritual writings..
so yes.. in this way.. the metaphor and the parable..
protects the real words as symbols of GOD’s
teachings from the unfeeling GOD eyes of others..
It is up to those of us who remain with those
God Feeling eYes to discern the Truth and this Light
and spread it to the best of our ability.. and one can see
the young men in the video doing their best to express that..
but truly it is difficult ..as God is much smarter than US..
in terms of human words.. so much deeper than the
Analytical Language mind will ever speak or read my friend..
So yes.. my friend Soheir.. Peace.. BlesSinGs.. and Love to you..
and sure.. BlisSinGs as well.. as that is what humans are natural Heir to..
NOW JusT NOW.. who hEar GOD sPeak in tHeir liVes.. on desert Isle..
or desert lands.. on beach… on mountain.. in cave.. under tree..
or the furthest planet we can imagine from here..
Well.. ‘this’ is no DeLorean..
but a Honda Civic EX Coupe.. will have to do..
for back to the future October 21st for me too.. and back in 1985.. 30 years ago.. let’s see what i am doing today.. yes.. i am getting off of work right now.. close to 11 pm Central time.. downing a 6 pack of beer.. as i am too shy to go in to dancing at Club 2001.. without a strong buzz.. and yes that was stupid.. and stupid is as stupid does back then.. but the allure of the ALL females there.. makes stupid is as stupid does more of course..;)
Okay fast forward to 2015.. 180LBS back then.. dancing with friends.. including now present Facebook friend Sherri.. and i am working at a Bowling Center then.. and all IS fun.. all the time.. simple job.. just serve folks and make them smile.. and that is all life is all about then.. and now.. there is still dancing once again.. as i am truly back to the future then now.. once again.. with dancing too.. and hmm.. i used to run miles and miles for fun then.. but no running now.. just dancing 4264 miles now in around 26 months.. since August of 2013.. and hmm.. i used to work out then..
in fact.. i travel all the way to Pensacola to workout with Nautilus machines..then.. and i think i am really cool ’cause i can lift four hundred and some odd pounds on Nautilus Leg Press machine stacked up to the top approaching five hundred pounds and i cannot imagine ever weighing 235LBS like i do now..
or lifting 930 LBS 25 times now on a free weight parallel
leg press machine with arms raised in air.. like a feather on my feet..
Any way back then.. OMG 2015.. seems like i will be really old and decrepit now.. but oh surprise.. yes.. things did get really really bad with human illness for 66 months from age 47 to 53.. but now all is truly a breeze.. stronger.. faster.. except i don’t run..
i just dance.. and more comfortable in my skin
than ever ever before.. so yes..
for those folks who at age 18
or 28 or 38 or 48
who wonder if life will ever get better..
YES IT CAN WITH HUMAN WILL.. AND THE POWER OF THE REAL HUMAN EMOTIONS OF FAITH.. HOPE.. BELIEF.. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LOVE AWAY FROM ALL ILLUSORY FEARS AND STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH HATE OF COURSE..:)