The NOW after Easter
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Well, in that case my friend, and in my case, you are obviously, IN TOTAL,
‘SADLY’ missing the context of all the evidence I’ve provided in this thread.
‘SADLY’ missing the context of all the evidence I’ve provided in this thread.
While I’m not allowed to provide direct links to that evidence that is still provided on my blogs, I certainly do not mind describing the direct evidence of THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD IN MY LIFE AGAIN AND AGAIN, UNTIL IT FRIGGING SINKS IN, as IT HAS to some folks, at least, here, and MANY MORE folks in real flesh and blood life WHERE I LIVE, and other much more open minded places online.
FIRST of all, for five whole years, I suffer with 19
DOCUMENTED medical disorders
as an almost complete shut-in, in my home.
The most severe medical disorder is the worst pain known to mankind documented in medical literature as type two Trigeminal Neuralgia. This pain is like having one’s teeth drilled without novocaine, except the pain is one’s right eye and ear in my case, from wake to sleep for almost 66 months.
In March of 2013, the pain became so severe that I cannot sleep.
But that pain is not the only issue
precipitating 40 days of no sleep coinciding with what is called LENT in 2008, for me, with only 1 hour of extremely shallow sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days, with the aid of a powerful alpha blocker and absolutely no sleep for the last 5
of 40 days.
To put THAT IN CONTEXT,
THE WORLD RECORD
FOR NO SLEEP AT ALL,
is 264 hours
AKA
11 days.
My literal
human
hell in the
most SEVERE
PART OF MY OVER 5 YEARS
OF LITERAL HUMAN HELL,
LASTS 40 days with a pain worse than crucifixion for
OVER 5 YEARS LONGER THAN HOURS OR DAYS ON A FRIGGING CROSS.
AND IN ADDITION TO THAT at the same frigging time, I am suffering from Sjogren’s Syndrome where my auto-immune system is attacking the glands that make my tears, NO LONGER MAKING TEARS, ALMOST AT ALL, where opening my eyes in air, is like opening one’s eyes in salt water.
For the first 8 months I have to stay in a dark, room, with gel in my eyes, so I will not lose my eyes to this disease.
Additionally, I suffer from Dysautonomia, a condition where the nervous system no longer controls the cardiovascular and respiratory system in proper synch. In this case, just attempting to raise my arms over my head, almost makes me pass out, and attempting to walk around the block just one time does the same.
I suffer from Fibromyalgia that is a big deal to some folks; but nothing compared to type two Trigeminal Neuralgia, in terms of the worst pain known to mankind;
AGAIN, WORSE THAN FRIGGING CRUCIFIXION,
IF YOU THINK SO-CALLED JESUS GETS A ‘RAW DEAL FROM GOD’.
I NEVER GET MAD AT GOD FOR WHAT GOD ‘BLESSES’ ME WITH IN SUFFERING. AND HELL YES, I FEEL LIKE GOD ABANDONS ME, AS WHEN ONE IS AT the bottom of the pit of hell and all feelings go away including pain, it is like every second is a thousand years of LITERAL human HELL.
AND AT THE END
of that 40 day stay
without no sleep
THAT IS where I GO,
before the pain comes
back with fiery
‘VENGENCE’ WORSE THAN ANY
IMAGINABLE PHYSICAL PAIN OF FIRE.
HOWEVER, THE TOTAL PIECE OF PAPER THIN
EXISTENCE IS EVEN WORSE THAN THAT.
OTHER ‘famines’ of disease included severe degenerative arthritis in my spine, spinal stenosis, and a congenitally fused vertebra in the C6 vertebra that makes early onset severe spinal degenerative arthritis and spinal stenosis a reality for me in constant pain, where I can hardly move standing, sitting or laying down, for over 5 years.
An ENT cat scan brings to light THAT a congenitally formed septal blockage in my sinuses makes it almost impossible to breathe through my nose, in addition, to a long term inflammation of mucosua of the linings of the sinuses and associated structures, also associated with nerve inflammation/damage to the Trigeminal Cranial nerve and additionally, associated nerves.
However, long term chronic severe stress and associated stress chemicals likely slowly and surely destroys my nervous system, respiratory system, and cardiovascular system, as science now shows stress can and will do THIS, when experienced chronically and severely as human stress chemicals once again,
WILL MOST DEFINITELY DO
TO THE HUMAN BODY AND MIND OUT OF BALANCE.
AND WHEN I KEEP TALKING ABOUT mind and body balance here and how, WHEN ACHIEVED, IT can and will save the human emotions and senses freely expressed in spirit coming from heart/soul; frigging mind and body balance achieved can AND WILL literally save one from this kind of human suffering and the eventual potentiality of a FRIGGING PREMATURE DEATH.
THIS IS NO CHILD’S GAME, OR PLAY, MY FRIEND. THIS IS THE POTENTIAL FOR LIFE AND DEATH OF THE HUMAN HEART, SOUL, AND SPIRIT, AS WELL AS THE corporeal
HUMAN BODY, IN PREMATURE DEATH.
OTHER disorders all associated with chronic stress and repetitive motion injuries from living life like many people do, NOW, as a human robot behind a computer, instead of a child of GOD in an
ARTFUL CREATIVE PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
motion of Golden Spiral flow
LITERALLY REFLECTING THE WAY ‘GOD MOVES’, in 360 degrees include:
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, Alexithymia, Anhedonia, Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, Autism, Coat Hanger Pain Syndrome (associated with Dysautonomia), Insomnia (if that isn’t obvious from the description above, per ’40 days’), extremely low testosterone still measured now at 277 like a 75 year old man, and that list goes on even further than 19 medical disorders all of which effectively, per what I can do in life now, ARE ALL HEALED MIRACULOUSLY BY EVEN DOCTORS REPORT AT THE END OF JULY 2013.
GOD LEADS ME TO THE CURE, ALL DOCUMENTED ON MY BLOGS, EVERY FRIGGING STEP OF THE WAY FROM MARCH 2013, UNTIL NOW.
NOW, EFFECTIVELY IN MY LIFE,
PER WHAT I CAN DO, NO MATTER,
what the MRI’s, CAT SCANS,
and blood tests still
‘say’ to the contrary; I am healed, friend,
through the higher power of GOD within me, and
BABY, IF YOU CANNOT FRIGGING SEE THE MIRACLE OF THAT ASSOCIATED WITH ME LIFTING 930LBS SLOWLY, SURELY, 14 times, WITH MY HANDS RAISED ABOVE, my head, like no one in the frigging entire world is able to leg press 930LBS, per Google YouTube record on a parallel leg press that does not assist gravity like vertical leg presses do with all the frigging ‘steroid heads’ on YouTube, who use the rest of their body to provide leverage, instead of raising their arms to heaven;
you haven’t a clue to understand what a
REAL FLESH AND BLOOD MIRACLE POWERED
BY THE INNER FORCE OF GOD even IS, TO START WITH,
IN THE FIRST PLACE, AND THAT’S THE SIMPLE FLESH AND BLOOD TRUTH, MY FRIEND, ON that relatively small part of what I have evidenced on this thread of what the higher power of GOD within human being
IS
EMOTING through imaginative, creative, innate, instinctual, intuitive, intelligence powering CREATIVE physical intelligence through the emotions of faith, hope, belief, come true in regulating all emotions, senses, and enhancing cognitive executive functioning, through greater focus and short term working memory, to
MAKE REAL FRIGGING HUMAN FLESH
AND
BLOOD
MIRACLES
COME TRUE.
YES, IN ADDITION,
I have now dance walked a style of martial arts and ballet-like dance that has been observed by others as expertise in Kung FU skills, by actual elite military instructors in this martial arts skill; and proficiency as a ballet dancer by OTHERS who actually ‘go to school’ for that too.
And I’ve done all that in an empirical measure by Nike GPS Sports watch 3369 miles, AS of last night in a little over 19 months, as documented directly in this thread already, for over 3000 miles, by blog link here, before.
And IN ADDITION, I AM CONSIDERED THE TOP DANCER by the crowds of hundred of 20 something year old folks who frequent one of the assessed top 100 dance clubs in the U.S., named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola FL, ranging from names ORIGINATED BY OTHER SPECTATORS, as MVP of dance, BOSS of dance, AWESOME and AMAZING DANCER, Super Hero of Dance, Inspiration of Dance, AND Legend of Frigging dance, in my metro area.
Keep IN MIND that this is 2015, and in 2013, I am a bedroom dweller shut-in before a dimly-lit scream of a computer screen where each and every word typed on A frigging computer since November 2010, documented at literally over 10 million words now, IS excruciating pain then,
beyond what most
people can imagine,
UNTIL I am miraculously
healed with the high power
of GOD within me, and documented,
AS SUCH, at the doctor’s office
where I GO from
NOT being able to go TO
frigging ‘Whataburger’ for 15 minutes,
to being a frigging ‘hall of fame’ dancer
in my metro area, by popular discernment
and demand, in a matter of weeks and months.
And yes, there is the ‘Autism thingy’
that some folks say is incurable,
per reciprocal
social communication difficulties.
Well, me and GOD working together
PROVE IN MY MEDICAL DOCUMENTATION THAT IDEA IS TOTAL BS.
I SCORE a 44 to 45, on the AQ, Autism Quotient scan in June of 2013,
and then in August of 2013, score an 11.
I score in the mid 50’s on the Emotional Intelligence Quotient scan in June of 2013, and then in August of 2013, score a frigging 95, as good or better than most any so-called ‘neurotypical’ dude or dudette, walking the streets.
And yes, there is frigging visual proof of that, as I easily connect to gorgeous twenty-something year old women, as already evidenced here in the post named “GOD’s muse of dance”, where I am literally pictured with hundreds of broadly grinning and excited girls over the muse of dance I do bring everywhere I go, particularly to the fairer gender that does view me, and has literally recorded me in video smart phone ways, and shared me in hundreds of videos with tens of thousands of friends all over the frigging world.
So now I ask you, DIRECTLY, what has the HIGHER POWER OF GOD WITHIN YOU DONE FOR YOU LATELY BABY.
IF THIS ISN’T PROOF OF THE HIGHER POWER OF GOD, NOTHING IS BABY.
SO-CALLED JESUS TALKED ABOUT IT, OTHER FOLKS WRITE ABOUT IT.
BUT I CAN SHOW YOU HOW IT’S DONE
BABY, IN FRIGGING LIVING
FLESH AND BLOOD
COLOR.
I AM A SOLDIER OF GOD;
NOT JUST A SERVANT
OF
GOD.
AND NO ONE, AND I DO MEAN NO ONE,
HAS EVER DONE AND BEEN THROUGH in measure
of human suffering,
of human suffering,
PER
RECORDED HISTORY, per what GOD BLESSES me with
both in TOTAL measure of SYNERGY IN DARK AND LIGHT,
both in TOTAL measure of SYNERGY IN DARK AND LIGHT,
I already do the research on that too,
Baby.
The difference with me is I can
IRREFUTABLY PROVE
IT
NOW; NOT THEN;
NOW.
IRREFUTABLY PROVE
IT
NOW; NOT THEN;
NOW.
AND NOT STRANGELY AT ALL,
AS HISTORY SHOWS,
it is the so-called Christians
who are most often cynical about
what I say here, in flesh
and blood life.
AS HISTORY SHOWS,
it is the so-called Christians
who are most often cynical about
what I say here, in flesh
and blood life.
The folks who have been to similar places are truly the only
folks who can understand the
folks who can understand the
FULL gravity
of
THIS.
of
THIS.
AND THAT’S THE FOLKS I LOVE TO HANG WITH THE MOST
IN ALL THE SHADY BUT TRULY LIGHT
PLACES IN LIFE.
IN ALL THE SHADY BUT TRULY LIGHT
PLACES IN LIFE.
‘SOME THINGS, rarely change.’
This is all par for ‘A course’,
and as history shows,
totally expected by
me.
Nothing TRULY surprises
me NOW,
me NOW,
BABY.
AS THERE ARE NO LIMITATIONS
OR EXPECTATIONS FOR ME, AT LEAST..:)
OR EXPECTATIONS FOR ME, AT LEAST..:)
Have a great NOW, FRIEND;
me
and God working together
are
and God working together
are
‘KILLING EVERY NOW,
IN NOW’
FOR
NOW
iNOW..
WITH ‘A SMILE’ AS WIDE AS THE
FRIGGING UNIVERSE IN INFINITY
AS
IS IS
IN NOW’
FOR
NOW
iNOW..
WITH ‘A SMILE’ AS WIDE AS THE
FRIGGING UNIVERSE IN INFINITY
AS
IS IS
NOW.
‘WE ARE FREE WITHOUT SIN.
AND WE FOR ONE
ARE HEROES.’
ARE HEROES.’
AND HERE’S an ending
and beginning theme
song for
JUST THAT, FRIEND;
YOUTUBE STYLE.
and beginning theme
song for
JUST THAT, FRIEND;
YOUTUBE STYLE.
2260
4062015
18
9
1251
9
on the 6th of the month..
during your hiatuses here..
in further thoughts/feelings from your words here..
is there is a vital aspect of human reflecting Allah..
that can be accomplished for greater fulfillment in life..
at a relatively young age..
express a gift in this area..
in tapestry of Allah’s creation as is…
painting.. and any effort of human spirit expressed from heart/soul
AS SPIRIT FLOWING WITHOUT STEPS of other humans to follow..
IS being with Allah as one force of ONE.. and to inspire others with that
creativity is to create life as
5th.. while it’s already the 6th where you live…
others prove that sentiment
again..
and
again..
alive
again..
love tHere is life
in
LIGHT
in forget me
nots or not..:)