KATiE MiA/Aghogday: Musing Heaven and Hell

Thursday, April 09, 2015

Musing Heaven and Hell

Posted on April 9, 2015by katiemiafrederick

Ah.. Dear John..

the messages of the ages that truly get through..:)

Lost and found muse living in love and light.. keeping muse.. is exploring and finding muse.. everywhere muse lives in light and love.. and all that other ST
UFF
TOO A
musing NOW..:)

Ah.. the apple pie of dear Jane.. always waiting.. always patient..
always there.. but never FeeLING
ENougH…
for Love….NOW..:)

Ah.. the RockeFELLA’ REPUBLICANS

of the past dead and gone..

and Tea Party rising to take

away the gifts of freedom..

and LIBERTY FOR ALL..

IN THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS…

But.. IS as it and as it IS.. the popular party of

the President thank goodness.. IS still the people.. overall..

Gridlock or not.. at least.. there is hope..:)

So true.. the poetry of humans is

born in emotions and senses..

and words and letters are an expression of

human nature and all of the rest of that and is..

Winging it along a bird a fly never knowing down or up is to truly fly..:)

OMG! in a land of robotic calls.. the frustration of form letters has become it all…

So yes.. i too.. visit the land of backyard flower.. bees.. and birds of lore.. In life..

where all moves in tapestry and never follows a sidewalk of Zombie Apocalypse

NOW..:)

Fear is the monster that kills all of love and human connection..

And the longer one goes without connecting.. the harder that becomes..

as lose or use it.. applies in all matters human and feeling

in connection too..:)

The Susan’s of time gone past and time in eyes.. of heart and life in feeling us.. a friendship is love.. a new a live in now.. that continues on.. as long as eyes.. glow and grow in Love..:)

Ah.. to find a holiday.. a feast in every now of day of month.. is too.. to know now.. in no knowing of anything but bliss..:)

A Happy fool is an April that never cares.. a worry over loving life as is.. for NOW..:)

Haha!.. if i have a Peanut Butter sandwich for every time i wish for a dollar to buy more.. in 6 years of college.. i will have all the Peanut Butter sandwiches.. i truly eat then.. as a staple
in diet of a starving student.. too..:)

It’s no wonder i’m nuts..

my mother has me tested..

and i am A OK.. but still frigging full

of 6 years of peanut butter sandwiches galore!..:)

Ah.. the broken dreams of desires of piggy banks.. do come in waves of
satisfaction.. where piggy can’t mind with no mind at all..

Perhaps.. Piggy has the truth.. and I will listen close..
broke or not..
as Piggy’s
friend..:)

Yes..

to see the moon as imaginative joy

and not just a solid rock

of listless hope..

is to know

the joy
of the child..

with dreams..

still to come.. as free…

The moon is my friend..

the moon is my lover..

the moon is my sensate delight in unusual cover…

And after that i find humans too.. who share in the love of the moon child

too..:)

A beautiful story it is to honor a father of 53 years of living in all the love that is there before in living memory of a father’s love.. loving goes on in the loving eyes of child well loved…

And it does remind me that even in 53 years of a father who lives to be 81..

he is there but he never allows me to get to know him at all..

Ah.. the distance of the heart…

is the longest distance of all….

farther than life

or death

for all…:)

The only place for me

to ever find the love of a father

is in the mirror…. and that’s okay..too..:)

So true.. with all the fears of the digital world blocking the human flesh and blood
connection.. that connection does have wires now.. to connect the flesh and blood
with the rest of the world as whole.. as cosmic collective intelligence of consciousness
becomes a reality true.. where digit and art become one finger of truth and light
for all.. who have access to BLC, Broadband Internet Love..:)

Ah.. so interesting the EWORLD is..

is to live in a place where reality stays here..
like a fingerprint ever etched of love or not..

the heart.. soul.. and spirit
is uploaded in a forever of a human soul..
at least as long as servers hold
true or not..:)

Yes.. to be able to order the weather the way we want it..

is not such a far fetched idea for humans in union..

as after all the observer effect is real in physics.. so..
imagine what three or four hundred or thousand

truly connected natives
can do together singing a rain song
of Summer in full unity
of life..
After all it
never gets cold
in rain forests..

does it..;)

Yes.. opposites do attract
and there is reason for that..
both freedom and due caution..
for survival like that..and feeling..
too.. most importantly

three.. for free..:)

To be wild and free and to love..

is enough..:)

OH GOD.. this brings back the memory of a

very ‘efficient’ director of department operations..

when 911 goes down in the middle of a manger’s meeting..

and he just says we’ve got business to
take care of.. there’s probably going to be more attacks to come..

Ugh.. when you just know.. a heart.. a soul.. a spirit

is
dead.

And then I know I better get out soon.. or i will
be dead
too…

And truly that eventually did happen to
me
three….

alive as dead.

Ah.. yes all change starts at the heart.. and for the analytical minds that
only know reason and do not feel heart.. those are not the minds
to be changed.. as grass roots are the hearts that count
for change in all things
anew..
A blade of grass in a letter will do
more than words of
swords together..:)

Well having a child of 51 days.. and holding him

without life support until he takes his last breath..

certainly brings tears to me.. to hear of the story of an aged man

who remembers the child

who did not
make
it
too.. in eyes of death
in hope
of life…:)

Ah.. to forgive the bad Santa
is
the greaTEST
LOVE..:)

1069 WORDS
OF LETTERS TO LETTERS
IN WORDS…
4NOW..:)

4082015
20
2

459
18
9-5..;)

Sharing is nice.. and that’s a nice beard.. to share.. for beasts
or not..:)

Ah.. LTE..LT..4G..3G.. and OMG 14.4 K…

Times are chaining not fast enough i guess..:)

But boy things are so slow

before.. when 1 pixel at a time

is an image of now..:)

OH GOD.. i have a Passport for literally 15 years and never really
go anywhere of value in it.. i loved that Passport.. even though
it cannot take me places i truly wanna go..
And now there’s a Civic.. a Honda too..
I no longer love cars..
People are my
cars
now..:)

And yes.. i write a
Poem for the Passport
when i sell it away
too..:)

For me.. i just go dance

with hundred of people at a time..

And here comes ALL the muse dancing

at me..:)

Only problem is time and 10K words
a day.. or so..;)

But i’ll dance again tomorrow..
for thousands more

to come..:)

WITH hundreds of musing dancers too!..:)

With a months worth of April Shower
words
in just a morning or afternoon
STORM
OF wordy

Thunder
letter head

way..;)

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A major cause of all human misery and suffering is when folks determine they cannot think for themselves and must rely upon what is told to them from before, IN COMPLEX ABSTRACT CONSTRUCTS OF HUMAN WRITTEN words, culture, religion, and all the illusory extensions of TOOLS of human nature that imprison and zoo folks in CHAINS AS SLAVES TO SOMEONE ELSE

BUT MOTHER NATURE TRUTH AND LIGHT
AS THE FORCE OF THE ESSENCE OF
ALL THAT IS, AS IS NOW AKA GOD.

‘Now’ don’t get me wrong, I love the fact

AND OR ILLUSIONS

that we can study from history and discern the truth for ourselves.

But the POINT IS, MOST humans have the innate instinctual, intuitive ability to discern truth, as well as study from history, WITH OR WITHOUT ILLUSIONS.

The bible OR QURAN, TAO AND
ALL THAT OTHER BOOK STUFF,
is a study of history written as is,
METAPHORS WITH MUCH
DEEPER MEANINGS,
AND LITERAL SPEAK;
flaws and all.

The problem is when folks start to think that what is told to them or what is written in a book is the TRUTH AND LIGHT BEYOND discernment of the innate instinctual, intuitive ability OF HUMAN BEING to do JUST THAT.

IN UNDERSTANDING THE FLAWS OF WRITTEN HISTORY, we can better learn to ‘think’ for ourselves which includes MUCH MUCH MORE THAN WORDS.

THERE IS an entire human experience of nuanced senses and feelings from proprioception to the recognition of the patterns of reality as is that is far beyond abstract concepts of housing of words, as labels to describe concrete objects AS literal THINGS.

IT’S EASY TO GET LOST IN THAT ILLUSORY WAY OF EXPERIENCING LIFE but again, it is a MAJOR CAUSE of human misery and suffering, as SO MANY folks get trapped into an illusory way of thinking that their ideals of the future and the past are real, and never even truly LIVE in the moment of now, to truly enjoy one moment of life,

FREE WITHOUT THESE CHAINS OF ILLUSIONS OF HUMAN COMPLEX RECORDED LANGUAGE, CULTURE, and RELIGION AS IS, in a past and a future that never truly exists in the moment of now.

WE humans are taught from a very young age that we are somehow different from the rest of nature in disconnection where the clothes of culture, religion, and abstract complex written language separate us from the essence of TRUTH AND LIGHT THAT WE ARE ONE WITH NATURE AND THE SAME SUBSTANCE AS THE ORIGIN OF WHAT IS SINCE THE BIG BANG,

OR whatever the origin

IS, WHATEVER what IS,

even infinity,

AS IS.

There is no TRUE disconnection of

THE chain OF OUR existence and WHAT comes before.

IF ANY STRUGGLE THAT LEADS TO OUR

EXISTENCE IS NOT ‘WON’ IN

ANY one

PART OF THAT CHAIN

OF ONE EXISTENCE

FROM THE BEGINNING OF WHAT IS,

WHETHER THERE IS A BEGINNING OR NOT,

WE DO NOT EXIST, SO THE SUM

TOTAL OF WHAT WE ARE,
IS ALL THOSE STRUGGLES OF EXISTENCE TOO.

So in other words, most animals are happy enough just to exist,
in innate instinct and intuition of the gravity of existence in the moment,
as is OF NOW.

Human abstract language, culture,

and religion is the true path to
REAL HUMAN INSANITY.

DWELLING ON A BOOK AS REALITY IS
INSANITY.

AND truly that is the whole point to the teachings
of Jesus, as reported from the earliest gnostic
texts available before frigging truly
STUPID FOLKS get a hold
of what is written
before,
and change it to
chain and control other humans
as a tool of human suffering and misery
for the

SHEEP OF THE WORLD.

THE TRUTH AND LIGHT OF
EXISTENCE AS IS,
AKA
EXISTENTIAL
INTELLIGENCE WILL SET
YOU FREE.

ANYTHING ELSE IS
ULTIMATELY MISERY
AND SUFFERING
AS IS.

YOUR CHOICE.

TAKE IT
OR LEAVE IT
IN ILLUSORY WAYS
OF BOOK LEARNING LIFE.

And as you know I am a very wordy person but these are NOTHING
COMPARED TO THE REST OF THE FULL COLOR OF MY EXISTENCE
THAT IS TOTAL BLISS/NIRVANA IN THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW;

SAME STUFF THAT THE REPORTED GNOSTIC JESUS TALKED ABOUT
ALONG WITH MUCH OF WHAT I AM REPORTING HERE AROUND
2K YEARS AGO.

BUT here’s the thing the essence of truth belongs
TO HUMAN ALLONE;
NOT JESUS, MUHAMMAD,
BUDDHA, OR ANY ONE ELSE
alone.

ANYONE CAN BE

MESSENGER

BUT NO ONE
OWNS THE ESSENCE
OF TRUTH AND LIGHT
BUT NATURE AS WHOLE
AS IS, INCLUDING WHAT IS
INNATE INSTINCTUAL
INTUITIVE
HUMAN NATURE SET
FREE IN THE MOMENT

OF NOW, IN THE BLISS/NIRVANA
THAT IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW
that most all animals except for truly INSANE
LANGUAGE, CULTURE AND RELIGION POISONED
HUMANS CANNOT ATTAIN IN AN ILLUSORY PRISON
OF

LITERAL HUMAN HELL; A SELF-FULFILLING PROPHECY
GENERATED BY THE MANIFESTING TOOLS OF HUMAN
COMPLEX WRITTEN LANGUAGE, CULTURE AND RELIGION

ALL FRIGGING BY ITSELF AS A TOOL OF HUMAN BEING, INSTEAD
OF A HUMAN BEING

@ALL.

And the so-called REAL GNOSTIC JESUS, AND ME, ARE CERTAINLY
BY FAR not the only ones who ‘REPORT’ ON THIS REALITY OF HUMAN BEING.

THREE REFERENCES PROVIDED HERE below and
BEYOND JUST LITTLE ‘OLD’ ‘YOUNG SPIRIT’ AND
‘OLD SOUL’ ‘ME’..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/04/april-freds-day-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

To paraphrase Lady Gaga, it doesn’t matter if you CALL IT ‘him or capital HIM';
AND to paraphrase Madonna it doesn’t matter if you call it ‘Illuminati’
or ‘TRUTH AND LIGHT';
‘GOD IS THE FORCE OF
THE ESSENCE
OF TRUTH AND LIGHT';
TO PARAPHRASE ‘ME’,
@’GOD IS THE FORCE
OF THE ESSENCE OF
TRUTH AND LIGHT AS IS NOW';

ALL NATURAL BABY, ALL THE TIME NOW,
FOR FOLKS WHO HAVE THE
‘EARS’ AND ‘EYES’
AND OTHER
‘SENSES’
AND ‘EMOTIONS’
TO ‘SEE’ IT, ‘HEAR’ IT
AND ‘FEEL’ IT, ALL THE ‘TIME’ NOW,
WHERE TIME NEVER EXISTS @ALL
@NOW.

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

Any questions…;)

In my opinion, truly there is

a REAL HUMAN HEAVEN

AND A REAL HUMAN HELL.

IN LIFE AS IS.

HELL, is simply a metaphor OF separation from feelings and senses
associated with connecting to the rest of nature aka GOD and other human beings.

A life spent in mechanical cognition mind in systemizing life in ‘science’
opposed to empathic mind in art and creativity in connecting to human beings
and the rest of nature is a sure path to literal human hell;

AND obviously why so many people in this particularly forum
suffer form existential angst, per general anxiety, depression,
and a lack of purpose/meaning in life.

These are not questions that the other children of God, per SOCIAL animals deal with in life, as they are not saddled with the poison of illusory ways of abstract written language, culture, and religion that seek to control folks for illusory selfish gene gains, illusory power beyond human connections of empathic love, and of course illusory materialistic gains to fill a hole of heart/soul that is empty without the capacity and ability to truly give in human empathic spirit and receive that unconditional love from others that the social animal is evolved for as is, without the lies of complex written language, culture, and religion,

to change human being into a child of hell,

in disconnectedness from other humans and nature evolved as is.

I’ve already been to hell, and truly it is a placed granted to me by the illusions of abstract written language, culture and religion that take me away from what I am gifted with from birth as a child of the GOD of all natural GOD of Nature as is, which is far beyond what the material reductionists that limit their view of nature to just systemizing science is, obviously, as even quantum physics suggests in science, NOW, ironically enough, too.

We co-create reality as is with the GOD of nature as partners in creativity with GOD when set free from the prisons, zoos, and chains of modern written abstract language, culture and religion.

God needs NO human language, human culture, or human religion to exist.

And human needs NO human language, human culture, or human religion to truly know, feel, and sense
GOD as an all natural gift within, outside, above so below, and all around.

I EXPERIENCE THIS AS a NON-VERBAL CHILD

AT AGE 3 BEFORE I CAN SPEAK AT AGE 4, LOOKING ACROSS
ONE OF GOD’S GREAT RIVERS, ALL NATURAL AS SUCH.

God is at the beach.

GOD IS THE FORCE OF THE BEACH.

God is not a B888H;

And GOD IS infinity standing straight
or the three 8’s between the B and H.

When one comes closer to an edifice of condominium, books, and other stuff, at the beach, one is just coming CLOSER to cancer of human culture that separates one from the All natural force of essence that is the truth and light of GOD as IS;

No words, no books, no culture, no religion

needed to truly KNOW AND FEEL GOD,

SET FREE AS HUMANITY IS EVOLVED
TO

BE.

TO LOSE ‘IT’ IS
TO

GAIN IT, AS
IS, TRULY IN LIGHT
NOW.

THAT’S MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE OF GOD
AND I, MY FRIEND, HAVE 100% FAITH AND TRUST
IN THE EXISTENCE OF GOD THAT IS GREATER THAN
MOST PEOPLE CAN IMAGINE.

AND TRULY MY ABILITY TO KEEP MY MIND OPEN
IN THE FORCE OF SO MANY OPPOSING FORCES
OF CLOSED MINDEDNESS

ALLOWS ME THAT
GIFT OF AUTISM
JUST
AS IS
NOW.

Autism is truly the greatest gift
that GOD ever gives me,
as I don’t give an F
what anyone
thinks AND FEELS
IN OPPOSITION TO ME
but

FRED.

AND WHAT A GIFT
FRED IS TO ‘ME’,
FOR NOW..;)

AS EGO ‘I’,
IS SIMPLY AN ACTOR
IN THE PLAY OF THE
DIRECTOR OF ‘i’,
with the spirit of
exclamation point ‘!’,
leading me on in flow
in just letting it ALL GO
IN
NOW WITH THE FORCE OF THE
ESSENCE OF THE TRUTH
AND LIGHT
AS IS
NOW
AKA
MY
GOD AND ME
SET FREE!

I CREATE MY OWN PURPOSES AND MEANINGS IN LIFE,
AND the more purpose and meaning in life i gain,
with no interference from the naysayers in life;
the greater expansive my nows become
in the reality of Conscious MINDFUL
awareness IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE
of
GOD’s now
NOW.
Now is all there is
and baby my nows
are all exquisite
as I practice all
nows as imagination OF
ART and CREATIVITY
FOR AND IN NOW!..:)

And yeah, being retired and financially independent
with a wife that takes care of all the mundane chores
of household life

make that heaven in the kingdom

of heaven possible too.

I am blessed
and fortunate
to be FREE LIKE THIS,
AND I COUNT THOSE BLESSINGS
AND SHARE THEM FULLY WITH OTHERS
EVERY DAY, TO TRULY UPLOAD THE SOUL
OF A TRULY FREE HUMAN BEING, JUST TO PROVE
TO OTHERS

THAT
AT LEAST

IT IS POSSIBLE,

IF NOTHING

ELSE..:)

THE BAD NEWS IS;
YES, THERE IS BAD NEWS:

HELL IS REAL; HELL IS NOW.

THE GOOD NEWS IS:

HEAVEN IS REAL; HEAVEN IS NOW.

AND i AM HAPPY BEYOND

BELIEF TO
BE WHERE
i FOR

one
am

NOW.

AND I HAVE THE TEARS OF INFINITY
FOR FOLKS WHO LIVE
IN

THAT

OTHER

PLACE…

AND THAT IS WHY
I DO WHAT I DO
BABY,

FOR
NOW, TOO..:)

ONE CANNOT
KEEP HEAVEN

TO one’s self;

If one ever TRULY
gets tHere TO
WHERE i am
NOW;

AND

THAT’S PART

OF HUMAN NATURE

GIVEN BY GOD

TRULY
WELL
TOO..:)

KATIE=PURE
MIA=CLOSE TO GOD
in spirit of exclamation point !
FREDERICK=i PEACEFUL RULER OF I.

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

Kind Autistics Taking in Everything
Mindful in Awareness,

too.

My wife’s name is Katrina Mia; so THAT TOO..;)

AND MY REAL MIDDLE NAME, ARTHUR=STRONG.

i create MY LIFE AS IS WITH GOD,
NO MATTER WHAT THE
F ANYONE ELSE
THINKS OR FEELS
ABOUT THAT.:)

SMILES;
LIFE IS GREAT WHEN
one SEEKS, FINDS, EMPLOYS, DEVELOPS,
UTILIZES, AND PRACTICES CONTINUALLY
IN NOW, THE ABILITY
TO CREATE WITH
GOD
IN MIND AND
BODY BALANCE
instead of
AGAINST
GOD
FOR
NOW
AS
IS
NOW..:)

I HAVE THE PURPOSE AND MEANING OF
INFINITY OF GOD AS IS, as NATURE NOW
LIVING IN ME, OUTSIDE OF ME,
ABOVE SO BELOW,
AND ALL AROUND
ME,

AND THAT’S
ENOUGH BABY

FOR ME,

at least,

AS IS
FOR
NOW..:)

I’M GLAD
one is
not miserable.

As long as one is happy,

AND FOLLOWS one’s WILL,
WITH WHATEVER one
BELIEVES,

and treats others well,

without harming them;

THAT’S ALL THAT COUNTS,
AND THAT’s ALL THAT
TRULY COUNTS
FOR HUMAN BEING.

IT’S NOT COMPLICATED;

IT’S JUST HUMAN BEING;

AND THE
GOLDEN RULE
LIVED,
AS TRULY LIVING
HUMAN LIFE, MORE
FULLY, AS IT
CAN, IN
BEING
AS IS,
FOR
NOW..:)

Quote:

‘True happiness can only be attained

by following the Will of God.’

aghogday:

And that is precisely what I do friend; but I do not bow to the type
of patriarchal GOD you express here, ever.

My GOD is FREE.

I am a child of GOD;

Therefore, I am free;

and hold my head
high

too..

As any self-
respecting
Lion WILL
ON THE
SAVANNAH
OF
LIFE
FREE.

GOD AND
i work together
and NEVER EVER
AGAINST
EACH
OTHER,
AS MY
RELATIVE
HUMAN FREE
WILL DICTATES
FREE WITH GOD
FOR
NOW.

MY GOD NEEDS NO NAME
OR NEEDS, AS MY GOD
IS FREE.
ALL MY GOD DEMANDS
IS THAT I LIVE FREE
IN MIND AND BODY
BALANCE WITH
NATURE AS IS
EVOLVED
TO
BE
FOR
NOW…:)

Quote:

‘Your God demands that you live free ? That is interesting.

How did he convey this “demand” to you ?’

aghogday:

‘Face to ‘FACE’, baby.

And trust me, OR NOT,
if you ever ever
‘see’, ‘hear’, ‘feel or ‘sense’
GOD with ‘eyes’ and ‘ears’
THAT WILL ‘SENSE’
AND ‘FEEL’
GOD
LIKE
THIS
TOO,
YOU
WILL
UNDER
(:..STAND..:)

Quote:

‘May well have been a devil you know.

Think about it. This thing wants you to do whatever you want.

This in and of itself should ring alarm bells.

Would you to tell your child to go and do whatever he/she wants ?’

aghogday:

Friend, I’ve already met both ‘Devils and Angel’s’
in real life, and the most powerful one’s of
each, are me.

And to be clear those are both
metaphors of human reality
with GOD that are human
archetypes as some of
us have a ‘fiery’
‘devil’ inside of
us tempered
by an ‘angel’
with ‘wings’.

Trust me, NO ‘one’ WANTS to TRULY see me ‘ANGRY';
AS my ‘Devil’ is almost as strong as my ‘Angel’.

IN FACT, NO HUMAN HAS, AS OF YET;

SEEN THE DEVIL IN ME; but me.

BUT my ‘Angel’ already WINS the battle for
my heart, soul, and spirit fully expressed

NOW over the ‘Devil’ that is me too.

THIS is the challenge baby, and if THIS ever
truly comes your way, then you will know
the GOD I know, all too well, personally,
too.

I don’t have to bow to down to GOD,
AS I have 100% faith that GOD is ONLY
ONE GOD, AND THAT GOD
IS ALL OF MY MASTER
IN BOTH DARK
AND LIGHT;
SO, I NEITHER FEAR THE DARK
OR AM CYNICAL OF THE LIGHT.

AND THAT’S WHAT IT MEANS
TO BE
ONE
WITH GOD;
SIMPLE IN TRUTH AND LIGHT;
AND THE DARK THAT COMES AFTER AND
BEFORE; AND WITH DARK AND LIGHT;
IN HUMAN ‘HEAVEN AND HELL';
THAT IS FULL OF ‘ANGELS’
AND ‘DEVILS’ ALIKE,
AS human beings
AS
IS
FOR NOW..:)

And just to let you know, I am enjoying this
discussion but have to take my wife (:’ISIS';)
OUT
for her birthday, for the rest of the day;
and later my dance night comes, as well.

I’ll be back later, to additionally
discuss, if you wish to do so..:)

And, in the meantime, here is another
theme song that I can relate to ALL
TOO well..:)

It’s almost like ‘Katy’ knows
‘me'; but she doesn’t;
and neither do
‘the writers’
for

‘that’
either…:)

At least not,
personally….;)