i WiLL I BE!

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Quote..
from the intro line
of my last
post:
i
am
FROM ONE too.. gaining great pleasure of peace from ‘seeing’
the happiness of others.. at peace and joy..
and truly that is what ‘Angels’ do..
they pray for others more than they…
AND now LOTS
more
on
THAT..;)
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Oh god.. i’m sorry i left out the ‘from’ word.. and i’m sorry you cannot see i come from a place of Love and being bullied for different that i am used to NOW..in what should be more than clear from reading this post.. with or without the literal word ‘FROM’ me..:)
And no.. i no longer worry about conFORMing when folks cannot understand me.. although i always clarify and validate what my points are.. when asked ‘before shooting’.. smiles..:)
But that’s okay.. it IS just more inspiration for me.. and NOTHING NEW.. as i’ve stated time and time again.. i come here for not recognition of what i do.. but for continuing inspiration from others.. and trust me.. this is just more fuel for that fire… friend..;)
AND IF THE WHOLE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH MUST BE TOLD; my wife IS screaming at me TO GET OUT THE DOOR RUSHING TO A DOCTOR’S APPT.
and i make a typo as YES; I AM FROM THE ONE GOD OF ALL..
LIKE THAT OR NOT..;)
Other than that..
after commenting on
the other posts..
AND CORRECTING MY TYPO;
AFTER GETTING BACK FROM WHAT
IS REQUIRED FOR ME TO DO OTHER THAN THAT.
i see the fuller intent here;
IT IS transparent
friend.
YOU DO NOT WANT
ME HERE;
and THAT
is
clear.
Honesty is my policy;
all the
way..:)
Whatever.. is your will… for ‘eyes’ that cannot see my point..friend..:)
Not a problem.. as stated above.. i am used to it.. and have accommodated
quite well.. for not being understood by others.. at least for me smiles..:)
my friend..:)
To know how the details of the structure
wHere one is from is certainly
a path of wHere on may go..;)
Yes.. truly the loneliest place of all can be
when we are only from the records of others..as is then..:)
i suppose the best place to be to take the next step..
is to acknowledge the failures.. face them..
and move on where light shines forward..:)
A beautiful place to be full of action.. colors and all the sensate delight..
that comes from a life of mindful awareness that better knows where
it’s going now..:)
Ah.. yes.. and the best of all places can be that loving food.. midnight kisses and soulful prayers of the unconditional love of a mamma that makes young men grow the strongest of all as loving others as same..:)
Ah yes.. the wealthiest of philosophers often have the deepest fore bearers of all.. and that reminds me of the foreign diplomat.. my x-step mother’s husband that in this way is still a father to me.. long passed on.. with a vigor for saying it all with no hesitation..:)
Sadly.. they are a lost lot.. always welcome to me..
in all the corners of now where they still exist.. friend..;)
I love it when folks acknowledge
how much their pets.. dogs.. or cats..
lizards or hamsters.. are a great source of who they are now..
to come from noble dogs is to be best friends of others.. as well..:)
And cats do say a lot on that about me as well..
as i tend to wander and
come back
whenever..:)
Ah.. this
reminds me of my Grandmother
on the river making egg sandwiches..
while too poor to buy french fries at Burger King..
and yes.. i miss that woman more than the fries now..
as the loving touch of eggs.. beats the freedom of buying fries for now..:)
Yes.. again.. and again.. and again.. Papa do preach.. the mother’s love
is the glue that keeps all of it together to live.. in love..:)
Yes.. the smell of Eucalyptus is a memory for me too.. a most beautiful tree felled by a Hurricane Nurturing the sweet smell of blossoms.. from a stump.. hoping for it to come back.. and finally saying bye to that beloved tree..:)
Hmm.. one sounds like a precocious reader.. a lot like me.. when symbols for life come first.. and then the speech comes later.. i suppose that is where my love for words first exist.. and oh my goodness back again.. in alphabet soup overflowing bowls.. haha! with winks and smiles too..:)
This reminds me quite a bit.. of ‘Malcom in the Middle’.. with M instead of B.. and oh my goodness.. not too long ago.. i am raised more by TV.. than reality.. first born or not..:)
Yes.. i too am friend and from the seasons.. changing my creative powers from warm to extremely hot..;)
And love the move out of the box.. here.. as literal is not my game..
at least not anymore.. no matter Winter..Spring or Summer Fall…:)
And truly this makes me think what the children of machine will remember at this
age.. for video games.. and smart phones.. never truly knowing and FEELING
the Love of Home..:)
i do believe the stronger among us originate from all these challenges and more.. and truly the honesty of one’s challenges cannot be repeated too much for ones who truly understand the greatest lights come from the most challenging dark of life..:)
I love the fact that you do not shy from your
faith in origination from God here..
funny how folks can get so shy
when it comes to faith..:)
It wasn’t always that way..
and still isn’t..
at least now
where I live
for now..:)
i suppose that the origin
that is the father and mother
of culture is becoming drifter for all..
where all is portable and no homes exist
as everyone as nomad and hive inhabitant
in a strangest way to live..:)
i suppose the longest journey in life can be finding home..
and the honest truth i think.. is we lose it.. gain it.. lose it..
until it comes again.. and sooner or later.. i guess if we are lucky..
we find it in ourself.. to rest at peace with the
person.. and place..
we truly..
can never escape..:)
Haha.. i am from the same places replace Denmark with France and Spain and
interestingly enough this replaces my assumption that you are Japanese my friend..
When i picture you.. of course i picture the Samurai..:)
i see this.. this morning and loved it as it reminds me of the actual movie and book named ‘Love Story’.. back in the early 70’s with Ryan O’Neil.. and when i see the photo of your father.. it reminds
me of that story even more.. and the moral of that story.. as the one you have here. is ‘i am a liver’.. and love never means having to say one is sorry.. as one sees fit .. to do..:)
Truly beautiful.. and i do not see it at dVerse.. where i am waiting to comment on it there.. but you provide the prompt early.. and i follow suit.. but i leave out ‘from’ and get the boot..haha.. with smiles..;)..and winks..;)..x2 as well..:)
When one suffers or LIVES enough ..one finds that living..
is truly loving unconditionAlly.. no matter what.. comes
next..and truly it takes more than that movie then..
for that lesson to sink in for real life practice..
for me ‘write’ now..:)
Ah.. to blend and be with nature
is the most beautiful from
where now is always from
and from is now..:)
Oh my goodness.. i can certainly relate raised by a river..
cane poles.. a railroad track shaking the home like thunder
all through humid nights while frogs sing a melody loud and
clear of life…
Ah.. yes.. and then the anger does come.. from a culture that
cannot understand me.. and a culture
i cannot understand.. as well..
through problems with speech..
but nows do come and now is
much more clear to me..
and truly sad.. rather
than anger of the plight
i see for others..
who do not see..
what i for one see..
of life more fuller off
the tracks of culture..:)
A wild child life lived to the hilt
of Jazzy ways of opening up beer bottles..
with keys is interesting to me..
but beer too bitter
at that age
for me..:)
To know one’s life as ONE
with the land one lives on
is to be at peace
with all that
is kNOWn
from underfoot..:)
Yes.. with the allies of GOD.. country..
and family.. there is nowhere
from that gets better
than that..:)
Yes.. to be tender as Love and hard as strength is
to be a smart cookie.. that can bend
to all molds that true dough
can wield…;)
Truly i think.. regardless of the sociology
experiments in life that do come..
THAT strong father and
loving mother
who do
dream..
is alive.. still
in the dreams of the child..:)
Yes.. and to learn to appreciate both
the times we do fit and don’t fit in,
is freedom, at least for me..:)
in treasuring and never
fearing Unique..:)
A lesson of all ages for me;
now finally learned well..:)
and appreciated even better..
AS WELL..:)
Ah yes.. a child of technology and art is this..
And oh goodness.. i never expect anyone to make
it through over 8K words to comment.. my
greaTEST effort yet.. you are certainly
a ‘trooper’ out of the group.. smiles…
But unique for me lives on.. with or
without the look or
approval
from others..:)
Thanks so much for stopping by..
even the strongest among us..
can use a word of kindness..
here or tHere..
no matter
WHO
Unique
‘we’
are..:)
After over 30 years of ‘REAL’ work.. most of which are spent in the world of Federal Service.. heavy regulations.. and oh my GOD so much red tape.. in following all the rules with the finest points of pencils.. Poetry.. dance.. and martial arts.. which are delightfully similar to me.. is my escape for creativity and ART.. and the ZEN way of that is to practice and practice and celebrate imperfection as well.. as i am always mused when imperfection says the most in fewer or more words.. steps..
kicks.. and photos.. music..
and videos of course..:)
My greaTEST ACCOMPLISHMENT is never thinking about it.. not going back.. and moving ahead.. the same as a Nautilus or Robin Williams does in the DEAD POET’S SOCIETY..
LESS i fall off the desk of FREEDOM’S WAY.. in creativity of imagination in art more fully unleashed and released in continuously changing human influenced forms manifest as the Human ‘Quantum’ Mind Unleashed and Released FREE…
A blissful place that is to be.. when folks allow it.. so yeah.. a solitary one too..
as uncharted territory does scare the hell out of some folks genetically so..
more or less..:)
So yeah.. i guess.. in that way this speaks for
itself.. and thanks for your words of
inspiration and tolerating
that here..;)
as the practice itself is
gift enough
for
me..:)
Yeah.. i guess my definition of that is ‘we’ live in cultures
where ‘real’ work is considered something that
gains money or recognition; and without
THAT a person is of no value.
I like to think of and most
importantly FEEL
MY real work
as a work of
practicing
LOVE of life
in all i do.. but
that’s hippy talk
where i come from..;)
in deep south ‘fundie’
Red-State land.
I am born in ’60,
staying there
with the Beatles,
Yellow Submarines,
and Sargent Peppered
bands, I guess..;)
AND gnostic
JEsus,
dug up,
in
’59…
AT least for
now,
TG..:)
i dig it..;)
And don’t worry..
i pledge NOT to fill
up your page
like this
again..
with smiles…:)
Ah.. you take me to Australia..
perhaps it is dreams of Eucalyptus
leaves and imaginary Koala bears
that help along the way..
Ah.. Poetry is a delight
to me.. an
intermingling
of souls known
or not..:)
Ah.. yes.. ‘those’ minds are rather
cheap gadgets that spin.. ah to
go deeper than the spin..
is a place where
Bill O’Reilly
never spends..
i’m not seeing
Yogi now with
‘eyes’ of Bill
O’Reilly,
as past
or future
is his life
never
now
or
NOT
AS IT
MIGHT ALL
BE AN ADVANCED
ACT OF ZEN EGO..;)
i love all these poems to this prompt as each one brings
me back a new memory from the past.. and what
i remember here is tight spiraling stairs in an
old house so creepy that i only
get to the top once to see a
most beautiful photo
of a passed on
wife of a surrogate Uncle..
but that is the beauty of all
POETRY.. the places it takes us..
with or without so-called proper
form.. and that says nothing about
your poem as form is nothing i care
about
at
all as long as the
feelings and sweet memories
flow
alive for
now..:)
Ah.. yes.. the place wHere
dark and light meet is
the greaTEST spark
of life for me..
the dark is
light the
light is
dark
as
ONE
FORCE
OF
LIFE
AS ME FOR NOW!..:)
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Sexuality and Gender is a spectrum.
In my experience, as historically speaking
considered by both sexes, to be an attractive male;
I personally find that the most verbal
homophobes are often caught later at a place
of closeted homosexual action,
at secluded parks, etc.
So in my opinion, quite often,
it is a statement of hidden desires
spoken in a fearful way.
Life is much more than 50 shades of grey;
any real balanced human has aspects
of both the feminine and the masculine.
Attraction doesn’t play by rules in a book;
particularly closed minded covers of bibles.
And for some folks their own nature scares the hell out of ’em; silly, yes but true in nations
of imbalanced human beings who are stuck in extremely complex cultural ways of head;
instead of being IN TOUCH with mind and body balance of what human being even is.
The Bonobo better reflects a free nation of humans;
than the aggressive and often violent chimpanzee;
And Bonobos engage in homosexual acts all the
time to reduce aggression;
JUST as in the days
of the rise of Rome.
People who are secure in their humanity;
need not fear the different among us.
And that comes in many more
shades of color than
homophobes, per
any kind of
bully;
physical
or intellectual.
It’s all kind of sad to me;
that folks can’t just
accept their
own selves,
as that is always the
first step to accepting others;
no matter how different they are.
I’ve never had a problem with anyone;
no matter how different they are; as long
as they are not obviously intending to harm
someone else. Much of what I see in this world;
is just ignorant and sad. So easy just to love oneself
and move on in tolerating and accepting all others with
just a little cognitive effort. And that’s the problem; some
folks have little to no relative human free will to do this, NOW.
Dude, i AM in control of my Human Nature,
WITH RELATIVE HUMAN FREE WILL, AS A ZEN
ART OF REAL MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN CONTINUAL REAL LIFE PRACTICE.
It makes no sense not to be at peace and joy FOR me, so that
is what I always do in real life. This is just the ‘ART of ZEN
Writing’ that does include little ‘i’, me, AS DIRECTOR, i’,
PRODUCER i, AND ACTOR, BIG ‘I’ aka as FREELY AND
CHANGING CONSTRUCT OF EGO, ‘I’, OF MY, ‘i’, OWN,
‘i’, PLAY! of SpiRIT! in exclamation point !
!FULLY EXPRESSED IN NOW!
So there you go; that is the
Art and Science of i
expressed in spirit !
as such as I..;)
And what yOur i, observes as truth
does not have to be match my i’s truth.
As i too, am a FREE son of GOD aka I
with SpiRIT! FULLER EXPRESSED!
as LIGHT AND ‘TRUTH’,
With smiles, OF COURSE!
‘DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER’.
i thought you already understood that by now;
but yes, I remember English is not your first language;
SO that is OK, as well. Life is
much more than 50 shades
of grey, or hues of COLOR;
and the ‘Queen Victoria’ ENGLISH SCIENCE style of
STYLE IN GENERAL, AND Language is not
a limit, I am limited too; NO,
thanks..:)
THErE IS SCIENCE AND ThERE IS ART; AND TRULY GOD
AS REFLECTED IN US, in greatest human potential, IS ART.
AND IN THAT pART, you are still a child my friend, and still
growing like me, I can hope for you as well, IF that IS YOuR WILL.
BUT AGAIN, my Will is not yours to dictate; nor anyone else
here or anywhere else; and that is A whole WAY of TRUE
Gnosticism, ‘Jesus Style’, AND MORE,
my friend,
IN A ‘NUTSHELL’
LIKE ME..;)
That’s interesting
and Rockefeller Republicans
are another good example
of the more moderate past
of the Republicans, at least.
Patriarchy has been falling hard since Obama is elected President;
and egalitarianism starts stronger in the Clinton Administration,
felled, ironically, by the liberal sexual behavior of Clinton that knows little boundaries.
Fear is the greatest motivator for polarized sides to go stronger; and certainly for a repressive and oppressive general patriarchal nature against women, disabilities, minorities, gays, and all the perceived weak of the world;
THE FEARS ARE COMING TRUE NOW;
AS THOSE folks are gaining prominence
in the National
Spot-LIGHT,
GREATER and greater; particularly with the ‘spector’
of Gay Marriage coming this Summer or so with
THAT SUPREME COURT DECISION;
AND Hillary waiting in ‘WHITE HOUSE WINGS’ TO BE THE first female president.
To me the greatest issue is cultural change; and that part, in part for greater freedom of information and a global hive mind generated by the Internet, IT, connections of the world, will definitely make Egalitarianism against Patriarchy the global ‘war’ to come for the foreseeable future, as we are dealing with human nature at the core of conservative and liberal inherent genetics, and the war of the sexes; the war that will never end as long as we are different and unique in ways as human being.
Vanilla is an answer that does not work for me;
SO I too fight on for freedom,
as different and unique can be.
And the bright side of that is that the world is
increasingly acceptable of different as same
is becoming the NEW UNIQUE NOW;
except in boring politics;
where folks are trying to hold on
desperately to the POWER OF A FAST CHANGING
MUCH BIGGER WORLD THAT WILL SOONER
OR LATER OVERRIDE THE WILL OF
‘SMALLER’ MEN AND WOMEN;
who can no longer
enforce their
desires of POWER
through illusory fears,
and the like,
of HOLDING FOLKS BACK
FROM FREEDOMS
that MOST HUMANS
thrive better ON
when more freely
allowed.
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