i am Frankenstein
Well..
not in the literal
and
not literally
now
but
DAM
when watching the
movie
‘i
Frankstein’..
UGH!
i
dammed
sure feel like
i
been there
DONE
the souLLess
HUMAN
trying to build!
a
soul!
part!
for
SURE!
For those..
who have never lost their
soul
in life..
and what i mean by this..
IS
simply
the
LOSS
OF
CORE OF BEING
THAT ALLOWS US TO
EMOTIONALLY CONNECT
IN FEELINGS TO OTHER FOLKS
IN HAPPY
AND SAD WAYS..
AND
ALL EMOTIONS
IN
BETWEEN..
AND THE
CORE THAT ALLOWS US
TO
SPIRITUALLY
CONNECT
TO
ALLITIS
AKA
GO
D
!
Well..
after
losing this
at age 47
completely after a stay
with no sleep but 1 hour each
night only with the aid of a powerful
alpha blocker..
for 35 nights
and none
the last
5
of
40
!
OH GOD!
I
LOSE
MY SOUL!
i AM
COMPLETELY
DISCONNECTED FROM
ALLITIS!
AKA
GOD!
AND ALL OTHERS
ON TERRESTRIAL
PLANE
THAT CALL THEMSELVES
HUMANS!
HORRIFYING!
AS THIS
IS
REAL HUMAN HELL!
FOR ME..!
WHERE
EVERY SECOND
IS A THOUSAND YEARS OF
HUMAN HELL..
WELL!
GOT MY SOUL BACK
ON OR ABOUT
JULY 22ND 2013..!
AND
i
can tell ya this..
having a soul
vs.
not having a soul
is
the difference between
every second
as
1000 years
of
timeless
bliss
instead of the hell
i
just
describe
above!
In this case..
so below
is much different
than
above!
And don’t kid ya’self
and think that psychopaths
got it made..
they suffer without a soul
as without
emotions to pro-socially
connect to other folks
with
conduit to connect
with
GOD
as well..
They live in HELL!
TRUE PSYCHOPATHS DO..!
THERE IS A SPECTRUM OF THIS
WHERE EVERYONE HAS COMPONENT PARTS
OF ALL
PERSONALITY TYPES..
BUT THE TRUE
PSYCHOPATH
DEAD
IN
SOUL
DOES
LIVE
IN
HELL..!
AND YES..!
CAN ATTEMPT TO
TAKE OTHERS
THERE
TOO..
JUST TO FEEL
ANYTHING
IN LIFE
AT
ALL
!
YES..!
WHEN i lose my soul
thank
GOD
i
still had
my rational
moral
code..
to live on…!
If ya think that teaching
folks moral CODES in church
ain’t
important..
from a young age..
over and over and over
and
over again..
be
careful what ya Atheists
wish
for
when ya wish
away
structured religion
as such..
TRUST ME..!
YA DON’T WANNA
MEET THE PISSED OFF PERSON
THAT LOSES
THEIR
SOUL
WITHOUT
A
MORAL CODE..
INDOCTRINATED AS SUCH
FROM
OTHER HUMANS..
MORAL CODE
IS
IMPORTANT..!
AND WHILE THE HATE THAT CAN
COME FROM IT
IN FUNDAMENTALIST WAYS
IS HORRIFYING
AND
SOMETIMES MURDEROUS2..!
THERE ARE NOT MANY THINGS
MORE
DANGEROUS IN THIS LIFE
THAN
COMING ACROSS
A
PISSED OFF PERSON..
WITH
NO SOUL
AND
NO
MORAL CODE..
BUT YAH..
do i need to provide examples
of
what happens
in real life…!
Just check rampage killings
and
serial killings
on Google
and such as that..!
while about 50 percent of them
are associated with
mental illness..
and yes in some forms of mental illness
a soul
can be lost as well
in TOTAL
effect
with no more fault
than a person born
as
a
psychopath that is never indoctrinated
into
rules of
loving others
instead of harming others..
PER religious
OR OTHER
moral code..
instruction..
as
such
!
By ACTIONS!
WHEN FEELINGS!
ARE NOT
PRESENT
IN
WHAT IS DESCRIBED
AS
AFFECTIONATE
AND
or
SACRED LOVE!
The alternative
is atrocities..
as what we see..
at height
of human cruelty
of
Adolph Hitler
and
6 million
tortured to death
PEOPLE!
WE NEED STRUCTURED
CHURCHES
WITH SOME TYPE
OF LOVING
RELIGION
TO
RAISE THE CHILDREN OF TOMORROW..
THERE IS NO OTHER ANSWER
AS
PARENTS
CAN NO LONGER DO THE
JOB PROPERLY
BY THEMSELVES
BOTH IN THE WORK
FORCE!
AND OFTEN SINGLE
PARENTS
AS
SUCH!
A LOFTY IDEA IS JOHN LENNON’S IDEA
OF NO RELIGION..
BUT
IT JUST WON’T WORK
IN A HUGE HUMAN
COMPLEX
CHAOTIC
SOCIETY
LIKE THE WORLD LIVES IN TODAY…!
STRUCTURE
FOR MORAL
CODE
MUST COME
FROM SOMEWHERE!
LOVE IS A WAY
THAT MUST BE TAUGHT
TOO!
AS
FOLKS CAN BE BORN WITHOUT
SOULS
AND
YES!
HELL
YES!
TAKE MY WORD FOR
IT
!
PLEASE!
PEOPLE
CAN
LOSE
THEIR
SOULS
2
!
AS KIND AND LOVING AS i AM NOW..
AND
AS MANY TIMES AS i am COMPARED TO
BUDDHA..
JESUS..
SUPERMAN
AND ALL THAT COMPLIMENTARY
STUFF
IN LIFE WHEN I HAD IT ALL
GOING
ON IN LOVE AND POSITIVITY
i
AM THE LAST PERSON
YA WANNA
MEET
IN THE DARK AT 3AM..
BACK IN THE DAYS..
WHEN I ROAMED MY NEIGHBORHOOD..
WITH NO CHOICE!
AS MY EYES..
COULD NOT TAKE
THE LIGHT
OF DAY
AS SUCH..
WITH THE DISABLING PAIN
DISORDER
(type 2 trigeminal neuralgia)…
A person with a dead soul
has no love to generate in spirit
and transfer to others..
that yes!
people can feel
much farther out than
the physical human
body..
the SOULLESS
person
IS LIKE A BLACK
HOLE
TERRIFYING TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS..
AS
THE CREEPY FEELING IS
SOMEONE
IS
SUCKING THE
SOUL
OUT OF ME..
AND YES..
I STRUGGLE
TO EVEN FEEL THE CONNECTEDNESS
TO MY CAT WHEN I LOSE MY SOUL..
AND WHEN MY HANDS
COME CLOSE..
THE
ARTHUR
CAT’S
EARS
GO BACK!
TERRIFIED!
FEELING
LIKE
i
am sucking his
soul to feel something
myself!
desperate
to feel anything at all..!
and
as much as i love my mother..
i find pleasure in watching her
choke
on a piece of bread then..
as it makes
me feel something..
anything..
that has no label then..
but something..
horrifying!
to my logical
mind..
but at primal
animal
base nature..
a desire never quenched
like folks
who want a drop of ICE water..
in
metaphorical
and
TRUE
HUMAN
HELL
!
WELL YAH..
I TRY TO KEEP THINGS POSITIVE
HERE
ON THIS BLOG..
ALL SACRED LOVE
IS
IT
AND ALL OF THAT..!
BUT..
DON’T LET ANYONE FOOL
YA..
REAL HUMAN HELL
IS
REAL..
AND IT IS MUCH WORSE
THAN
ANY
BODY ON FIRE..!
IN FACT!
WHEN ONE IS THERE
A BEAUTIFUL
DREAM
IS DOUSING
one’s
SELF
WITH GASOLINE
AND
BURNING
TO A CRISP…
SOUL!
EMOTIONS..!
SPIRIT!
CONNECTEDNESS!
TO OTHER HUMANS
AND
ALLITIS
AKA
GO
D
!
IS LIFE!
ANYTHING ELSE
THAT ESCAPES THAT
CIRCLE
IS
HUMAN
DEATH
IN LIFE!
PRAY FOR PSYCHOPATHS!
DON’T HATE THEM..!
THEY MORE THAN ANYONE
ELSE
NEED YOUR HELP
TO GROW A SOUL..!
I GOT MINE
BACK..!
i
ALWAYS
HAVE
HOPE
THAT THE METAPHORICAL
FRANKENSTEIN
AS PSYCHOPATH
CAN
GROW
ONE
BACK
2..
AND EVEN PERHAPS
BE A HERO..
LIKE THE ADAM
AKA
FRANKENSTEIN
DUDE
IN
THE MOVIE
‘i
FRANKENSTEIN’
!
SACREDLOVEISLIFE!
IS
ALLITIS
!
NO
W
!
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