With that said.. the after
math of my Mother’s Death
continues today in Moving Furniture
and Spreading it to needy relatives
who spoke up that they needed it..
And Lord knows.. after my Father passed away
on May 22nd of 2014.. the After Math of getting
all that squared away was 20 months as he didn’t
plan for any of it.. and that is where systemizing science
comes in for the beauty of that.. structure makes sense when
the details of the devil of the deal unravel.. anyWay back to art
as the Moving is coming soon.. and my mother was
an excellent systemizer who had every
thing squared away before she
left.. my Father more..
the one who would
be late to
hehe.. as even in his
High school ending Senior favorite
Quote.. it was don’t do today what you can
put off until tomorrow.. must say though.. he
lived life close to stress free from what we could see..
and hehe.. i too am now 11 MacroVerses way behind on copy
and paste text on three Facebook pages for all free back up online
hard drive space.. and.. for folks who might wanna see some of what
i do.. as hey.. takes a brand new computer or smart phone that finally
catches up with my multi-media free verse mind and body in all the ways
that comes.. And Lord kNows noW with the 80th MacroVerse added in to my
‘Netherland Bible 2017’.. starting on Memorial Day of 2016.. the Grand total
of my personal Bible of words is now up to 1,203,325.. a really big bible
in free verse style and shapes of words that make themselves
in all holy spirit upon me flow.. heHe.. and sure.. now
beginning a 81st MacroVerse for this current
Bible with shores expanding as only
A paRt of Ocean wHOle
Poem as ‘Song of
mY SoUL’ that now arises
to the 752nd Macro Verse since
the end of August 2013.. and yes..
been saying 3.3 plus Million words for
that total to keep it a safe estimate for about
6 months now.. and noW it’s safe to say the total
is now 4 plUs Million words.. particularly.. when one
adds in the Pre-MacroVerses from all the way back from
March the 10th.. 2013.. in Google Blogspot Blogger avenue
too.. with multi-blogs there of back-ups and other stuff too..
AnyWay.. BabY as long ask i stay off the sidewalks heaR.. the
sheet music notes of Song.. the paint by numbers.. and
the Poetry by some systemizing science form
that someone else created as robot
disciple of that.. this is art..
and for me.. free verse
to song is holy spirit art..
the rest is science.. and i’ll save that for
moving the furniture on the concrete roads of life..
and with that said2.. the wife says get your ass off the computer..
we’ve got science to do.. yes.. a little louder.. get your ass of that computer..;)
Back from Moving stuff on asphalt roads and sidewalks too.. now to art
now to Freedom.. and now to a MacroVerse from a year ago named.. sTiLL..
Fifty Shades of heArt in ART of Freedom
With an excerpt provided free of course..
hehe.. with only the price of reading some of it or more..
is NOT free..
Never has been
never will be…
Some folks are
to die for IT…
Some folks are
to be afraid of IT
and DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT..
by their overall.. fearful ways…
ONE.. the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS..
“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST.. ’50 shades of Grey’
And NOT even
RED, WHITE, AND BLUE
the human condition..
so simple and true..
in flesh and blood connecting ways
from the time of womb
to the time of death..
And then ‘someone’
creates the idol
record of a word..
a tree.. and APPLE..
And Royally F’Ed the simple part UP…
Life is a beach.. a child.. a mother.. a father..
other relatives.. and friends
living together in peace and harmony
and WHAT NOT.. sharing meals.. shelter
and the warmth of human flesh and blood
to keep things REAL.. AND YES HAVING SEX..
USUALLY INTERCOURSE.. IF ALLOWED FROM PUBERTY
consensually.. as such..
TO MAKE MORE HUMANS TO
KEEP COOPERATIVE EFFORT
GOING STRONG AND REAL…
All the OTHER stuff is just HUMAN ABSTRACT manufactured SH**..
except the STUFF that promotes human connections stronger..
AS that IS WHAT HEALTHY SOCIAL ANIMALS DO.. IN ‘HEAVEN NOW’…
ALL THE OTHER STUFF IS TRULY ‘HELL’ NOW…
i VISIT HELL OFTEN TO TRY TO HELP FOLKS
but I never stay..
as my home is
Keep It Simple Stupid..
AND THE other humans
go on to say
Life’s a B88ch..
and that for me..
IS NO WONDER..
LIFE IS GOOD
FOR THOSE WHO LIVE IT FREE
IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE..
AS NATURE EVOLVES IT TO BE…
That’s not hard..
as long as ‘someone’ learns
SO WHY do
“When in Rome..”
Not SO WELL..
BUT I DO APPRECIATE THEM
AND AFFIRM THOSE KISSes WELL..
WHEN i SEE THEM.. WITH EYES..
and tongues OF KISS..
KALI.. or WHATEVER…
is full of Reason BUT is an ’empath’..
as well.. as OBVIOUSLY PRACTICED on STAR TREK..
LIKE SOME FOLKS ON THE SPECTRUM
in metaphor.. only.. please…
Some folks talk..
Other folks ‘read’ minds…
Put the two together in working.. cooperative.. harmonious relationship
and ya CAN get the Captain Kirk and Mr. Spock Effect and Affect
in synergistic quantity and quality
to potentially explore where
no man GOES before..
But IT will never work..
very well.. as long as ‘people’..
not ‘you’.. slow the process with character attacks…
Kirk and Spock understand each other’s differences
and use those differences in positive affect and effect
to the great advantage of
So in that way both Spock
and Kirk live on….
at least for now..
There will be nothing like the Original Star Trek.
They always sought to portray real human emotions,
and they never took themselves too seriously, despite their “mission.”
Interesting.. i agree.. and perhaps there will never be another time like the 60’s when THAT many folks relax their ‘puckering’ enough to simply breathe…..AND LIVE…
The ART of a culture.. usually.. in all the diverse ways THAT comes.. has A REAL grasp ON the heart or lack of heart.. of its inhabitants…
Now ‘we’ have Vampires and Zombies..
and NO, not surprising to me.. AT ALL…
PaRticularly the Zombie pArt…
are you aware that GOD
is both Scientist
and Artist or do you ‘SEE’ GOD..
as a robotic moving nerd alone.
God is more like Steve Jobs than Bill Gates…
God is more like a Geek than a nerd..
or perhaps Vincent Van Gogh..
once you peel away
all the human
OLDAVID are you aware that this particular part of the
site is FOR Politics, Philosophy, and Religion…
There is no S in PPR…
But of course.. i for one… Love all opinions.. rigid.. artistic.. scientific or what folks around here
love (hate) to assess and armchair term.. with narrow minds and views.. as psychotic or insane.. narcissistic OR WHATEVER..
WHO don’t have an Artistic
GOD bone in their mind or
body balanced as such……
i HAVE HOPE though THAT
‘they’ will ‘GROW’ one of ‘THOSE’ GOD bones too..
AS I for one live real life GOD BONE miracles everyday..
My GOD bones continue to grow and grow and grow.. to an Infinity
of ‘Quantum’ Mind and body balance UNLEASHED….
THAT’S LITERALLY SUPER COOL…
Of course there isA REALITY THAT CAN BE AND IS TO BE INVESTIGATED but the scientific method.. ALONE.. is very limited in scope AND METHOD.. WHEN it comes to the greaTEST ART experiment of all.. as certainly evidenced in the expression of human abstract language.. collective intelligence and the byproductS of ART and SCIENCE IN OUR EXTREMELY COMPLEX MODERN CULTURES…
TO RECOGNIZE there is MORE THAN ONE WAY OF DOING THINGS..
IS AT CORE OF HUMAN CREATIVITY
SCIENCE ITSELF.. IRONICALLY ENOUGH..
but since science itself cannot talk..
i will talk for it instead
and suggest Mr. Oldavid that
you consider the merits
if you can or will..
DRIVEN HUMAN SPICES OF
EMOTIONS AND MANY SENSES
SYNERGISTICALLY DRIVEN TOGETHER
TO UNDERSTAND THE NATURE
INSIDE YOU ABOVE YOU
BELOW YOU OUTSIDE YOU
and that certainly does not come
by symbolic verbal and math language
ALLONE IS PRACTICALLY LIMITLESS.. AS
there are literally hundreds of other human
intelligences when fully explored mapped and charted
with other senses and EMOTIONS.. OF HUMAN PHYSICAL
INTELLIGENCES AS WELL..
the more fully awakened and or enlightened mind.. WhERE
Science can be described as the bones of that too..
And the flesh and blood
can be described as
To use your Christian language..
The body and blood of Christ is certainly not
EVEN SPOCK COULD TELL YA
If he was alive
he will come one
IN FULL EXPRESSION AS the signature
of human myths
often precede the reality of humans..
in SCI-FI ‘scriptures’
And here’s a song in recognition of the life of
Spock whether he
Hello Spock or NOT
FORGET ABOUT THE FUTURE BABY..
LET’S GET ON
WITH THE PAST
AS “I” for one KNOW WHAT
And since i’ve spoken for science.. with a mouth that does not exist..
i will speak for GOD.. YNOt..
and simply state
THAT THIS CREATIVITY THINGY
Hmm.. speaking of memories..
in terms of past.. Oh Lord.. the memories
still coming as ‘MeMenTos From Mother Helen’..
sorting out all her ApARTment Books.. a lifelong
voracious reader and prolific journal and poetry writer
from close to when i am born.. and before of course.. a big
word person.. my mother and hmm.. not so much math along with my
sister too.. a social liGht when necessary and an introvert totally
satisfied with being alone.. not even leaving that home more than
the porch for literally years.. a place i wouldn’t wanna stay
but had to with shut-in time medical conditions..
for 66 months as sung to.. too many
times to count pages with..
and while all of that shut-in
stuff has changed for sure.. while
i go the opposite extreme in metro
public dance now closing in on 7000 miles
for the Spring Equinox.. and that reminds me..
time to catch up on what is now an Online Photo
Album2 of every 6 months of Seville Quarter selfie
photos with all the beautiful dancing folks there.. which
likely will be combined with the 7000 miles dance celebration
as has come in increments of every thousand miles.. since the 2000
mile mark was reached in August of 2014.. about the time my Mother
started losing weight after she reported a lump in her breast that she
decided to leave up to Nature and God sAMe scale of time as living the best
she could now.. then.. it’s hard to say which way is the best way to go.. in terms of this..
but early detection
is of course what
best for chance
of recovery.. it was her
life.. and we respected her
wishes as that is what love does..
never owns and always frees as free comes..
or even death as free.. freedom as life as death
one as we share the gift of birth too.. free as free as be..
anyWay a photo with my three second cousins.. Angie on the left
who eventually became a school principle and was the athlete of
basketball for the year in the entire county for female sports
in her high school ending year.. with her small daughter in tow
doing it all by the spirit of her direction of life flow..
and next.. to the right.. Sonia.. who took the home
schooling her children route.. more traditional
gender role as such.. and then Monica..
about three years my junior
here in this photo
from 30 years ago
Funeral then on 3.30.87..
and hey.. i’ve got long pants on..
as i haven’t done that since the Spring
of 2013.. and hey.. a suit.. a very rare
event.. and in fact.. three years later
when i got married in ’90.. the last
suit i ever wore.. as my
uniform.. year ’round
now.. is free
and shorts with
100% cotton undergarments
of course.. as the Autism
and anything associated with
man-made synthetic materials is
nothing i can bear to touch.. not even
the cotton.. depending on the texture of that
too.. put me out in Nature though.. and i can touch
all of that except for the thorny pArts of course..
Monica and i were very close friends.. going
to the beach.. going out to dancing clubs
while she was in her first marriage
while her husband stayed at
home.. i liked to get
out and after
i stayed in too.. except
for what was required for
life in terms of getting subsistence
items and maybe eating out once a month..
work was life.. and even though i did not wear
a suit.. i became a suit of mechanical cognition..
and no longer.. eventually.. really lived.. we
humans live best when are a after and
during pARTy of Life.. back
to the free verse
life i sing..
and oh.. this illustrates
well.. just how female my mother’s
side of the family is.. and these young
women.. obviously have some Irish from their
Daddy’s side too.. a tint of blondish red.. heaR and tHere..:)
The Facebook Video Slide Presentation Algorithm thingy has been
acting a little weird latelY in terms
of blanking out.. but i
did manage to get that
High School Senior
photo in of my Mother
from ’53.. and the photo of
my 1970 jazzed up Ford Maverick
at our Leave it to Beaver home on
Birch Street that my mother sold before
she went into subsidized apartment living
for older and disabled folks back in ’98..
and of course,. last night’s dance memories that came
all out.. about 3 am.. on the 3rd day of the 3rd Month
of 2017.. and oh boy.. what a long day.. from going to
Social Worker Psychotherapist Mental Health person who
suggested i was still too high after my Mother’s death.. having
to explain to her that the pain i feel from emotions is often
expressed somatically and invisible to others as within me..
i lEarned to smile a long time ago..
just to survive through
many hard times..
it was hard
enough to get accepted
at all with the Autism thingy..
but i could dAm sure bare my teeth
and make life look like a peace of pie..
no matter the depths of hell within.. until
i even lost the ability to do that in shut-in
hell for 66 months.. it is called Autistic Burnout..
it’s a real deal.. as so-called ‘normal’ folks can get
not only psychologically burned out from stress
but physiologically as well as stress
really can and will and does kill..
anyWay.. the Heaven’s back
within now too..
as it is
a practice of life
and also a gift as
some folks are just born
with a smile and some folks are not..
i was mostly born with a smile.. and the
Cheshire Cat lives on as sMiLes for Now..
Cars used to mean a whole lot to me.. i really
took the best care ever of all my stuff.. even trimming
every blade of grass neatly by hand as a perfectionist
around the sidewalks and all the brick lined flower beds too..
letting that perfectionism go and just FloWing streAMs as RiVer
moves as waves as Ocean Whole more.. shores exPaNDinG noW sTiLL
more with no limits or expectations.. has/is been a great soUL ENLARGING
JOURNEY.. particularly now that i find even more paths of ART that work
or for even the
first time.. with
and CreATing Free verse way..
and after going through all my Mother’s
Books more of interest and photos too.. i went
to a surreal place within again.. and used up
one of my cat lives last night.. as i did not even
see the car and turned left into the gas station before
the wife said there’s a car.. and i swerved back in my lane..
really.. not a good idea to mix surreal with driving.. i’m out of that
mode for now.. and never experienced anything like this.. really.. since our son
Ryan died in ’97.. live and leARn… and yes.. live and pay close attention too..
made it to the dance.. i did.. still with the SinG of My soUL Fully in tow aliVE and WeLL..
arRive as well2..:)
And now.. a photo share from
a year ago that also became
a part of a “Cyberian Beach Tiger”
MacroVerse too.. Seagulls frolicking
in the Crystal Emerald Green Waters
of the Gulf of Mexico at Navarre
Beach.. splashing up with wings
now then now too..
at least tHeRE it’s
hard to mix Heaven
as Lord kNows
is everywhere from
the birds to the bikinis… eTc..;)
So.. finally.. i take one of those
Facebook ego Booster tests that
measure one’s personality with
metrics all over the
says.. what Greek
God resides in your SoUL..
and while i do my best not to get
too absorbed in it.. sure.. it’s true..
i do abhor blatant injustice and hypocrisy…
and as discussed with my Therapist yesterday..
let’s just say.. the environment in Nation-wide
Politics is full of both of that.. it’s disgusting
and hard for me to ignore.. but one must understand that
many of those literally do not know what they do.. and sure..
perhaps tHeiR forgiveness will come.. one day.. if they can move
away from Right Alt one-sided propaganda news.. as that’s how folks
are always controlled.. with lies.. as the truth and liGht.. basically..
like a big stinky
thing that rhymes with pure art..
so.. the result comeS in and says
“Nemesis”.. as “The Goddess of
Revenge, Nemesis resides in
your soul. You do not
take injustice lightly.
Your Personality is extraordinary
and you are always intent on your task.”
AnywaY as much as all of what’s going down
now disgusts me.. Vengeance.. in terms of harming
other folks is only a sign of human weakness.. tHeRe
are words that work much better than swords and that’s for sure.. now..:)
Good Afternoon.. from over here
in the Panhandle of Florida..
where Flowers never end..
hehe.. at least not with
my friEnd.. Xenia Tran..
thank you.. so much.. for your kind
thoughts about my Mother.. here too..
now as surely as you say at essence this
is heART fELt in spiRit of SoUL.. and perHaps
A Best Discovery is that even though i am 56 years
old.. i have the essence of the smile of that under age
5 year old boy again.. the weight of the world no longer
shrugs my shoulders.. my friEnd.. the Lift of Love.. the
Dance of Song.. Swims the water of my blood
and Feeds the
of my SoUL..
the gift of a Mother
who lives by maKing
all in life that’s worth it..
namELy Love.. holy and sacred
and full of meaning and purpose..
through decades.. i often wondered if
i would ever hold this gift again.. and no..
i do not hold iT sTiLL iT POurs out as bRead
my FriEnd thaT
never gives up in Truth
of giving and sharing no matter what..
A Sent of Love.. A Taste of Life and A sMiLe
oF LiVinG Tree aS Leaves fAll up inStead of dOwn..roots..ever reaching..more..:)
Xenia says in return..
Thank you my friend,
those wonderful gifts from your mother
and your own deep wisdom all dance through you as love
smile emoticon.. red heart emoticon and
loving red paw prints of pet..
i return with..
SMiLes.. my friEnd..
She passed it on..
to suggest that Words
are any different than Paint
or Dance or Song is to take the
art away and make art science..
Took me 40 years
to get rid
with my soUL..
Art may be the Natural
state of the being hUman..
butt science is the culture at hand..
does any of that make sense.. hehe..
matters not as i feel it and more than
KNow it as i go.. and do i want
to knoW how i got to this
place of art..
nah.. i’d rather
feel and sense it
for without that for me at
lEast.. what’s the use.. i could
play a video game instead.. like
i did for decades of input and output
in mechanical cognition way.. i love the
way art makes me tingle from head to toe..
i love the ocean of clouds that
float within the Heaven
of me as rivers
go.. i am
as Ocean becomes
me.. it is the experience oF iT
beyond the form as essence that makes
it real.. to formulate it as science is never art to me..
So.. in other words.. writer’s bLock
to me is the loss of feeling
and sensing creativity..
for i for one
PS.. i checked out a Book on how to
be Creative in college while continuing
to download data into my brain from Kindergarten
through 19 or so years of that in formal institutional way..
the book was named Creativity.. and i checked that dam thing
out.. at least 25 times over 2 years.. i remember sitting at the beach on
a cloudy day.. wondering when the creativity would come with book on
Creativity in hand.. thing is.. i could never focus long enough to read more
than a couple of pages at a time.. thing is2.. i could never focus on school books..
hardly at all.. the way i could focus.. would be to output written notes to copy what
i heard in the Lecture hall from start to finish.. rarely looked back at the notes but
it brought the focus needed to pay attention.. two small spArks.. i had at age 13 and
18.. but in 40 years.. nothing until age 53 other than that really.. in feeling and sensing
that truly magical sublime of creativity again.. i do it for the bliss.. otherwise.. i could get a job in
i lose my focus
again.. Hello Candice..
you are doing wonderful now..:)
Facebook Friend and Blogger Poet Friend
and Rationalist too.. Ned/gigoid.. shares a status on Facebook.. that says..
The following words will, most likely, create a stir of controversy, which it would be well to remember will only provide the evidence necessary to prove its contention as truth…. and, likely will cause some people to de-friend me, saving me the trouble…. Oh, well…
“God is the immemorial refuge of the incompetent, the helpless, the miserable. They find not only sanctuary in His arms, but also a kind of superiority, soothing to their macerated egos; He will set them above their betters.”
— H.L. Mencken
Life is, folks, and there really isn’t any need to be afraid of it, just because you don’t understand; your lack of understanding does not alter the facts… Instead of being afraid, try learning to deal with reality, as it is….
And i come by to visit and say..
Is not God..
There is no
And now is God
Ned returns toward the end of the discussion here and says..
Simplest proof… They’re spelled different. More complex proof: everybody has a different definition of both words…;)
Ipse fixit logic…
(in reference to
one of Ned’s
Precisely why your
original opinions fails..
*grin* “failure” is another of those words everybody looks at a little differently… I knew it was satire, amigo; apse dixit describes the logic of the Bible as proof of divinity… and where in Nature is there evidence of divinity, unless it is ascribed to every single part of it, sentient, and non-sentient? Which makes all of it, and none of it divine…
And i return with..
Neither you or your written authority
defined God.. specifically that is what the ‘lose fixit’
logic fallacy is in reference to and is the
most common failure among so-called
militant atheists who attempt to
God is not
a fairy bearded sky
God or something ludicrous
like that.. “of or like God or a god, very pleasing; delightful”
per the Oxford definition of Divine.. i see all of Nature
and feel and sense more of it.. DIVINE.. empirically so
too.. per the Nature of my Autistic Neurology..
It’s all a Beautiful Divine sunrise to
me.. my friend.. and no wonder
to me that folks who do
not feel it and sense
it that way
a shell of
whatever God they define aS Such..
AND YES.. i see the dArk as divine too as liGht comes
from it.. yes.. the liGht of SenSinG and FeeLInG the
Divine of all that is AKA God.. once again
God is bigger
in my definition at least.. and ‘Divine’ is
relative in accordance with the reaLiTy of
essence as feeling and sensing
as experience of essence
of Divine.. as a word..
the way of LIGht.. as dArk..
but that’s not a problem..
as once again..
daRkest of dARk..
even Star Wars knows that..;)
Now back to the beginning of the
where i said and
continue to say..
Is not God..
There is no
And now is God
Is no contraction
No to Defend IT..:)
No is not
In other words..
God is Deeper
Shit than words
And piles higher
They all have THE
one of ‘those’
Ipse fixit logic…
“an assertion without proof;
or a dogmatic expression of opinion.
The fallacy of defending a proposition
by baldly asserting that it is “just how it is”)
And i return with…
Haha.. in case you missed
the gist.. all of this is satire..
No 10 gallon words required..;)
Then i go back up to the top of
the discussion to specify
that neither he
or his written
provided a definition
of God using a
opinion that there
is only one
God in the mix
and i say here..
In summary.. winks..
an art of communication is
getting someone to prove their own failure..;)
Ned’s Christian Friend Bruce comes into the evolving convo.. and says..
The belief in God has given us hospitals, orphanages, universities, abolished slavery in many parts of the world. Absent this we have social Darwinism, survival of the fittest, and contempt for our competitors for survival rather than being our brother’s keeper
I knew this one would cause discussion…:) What you say is partially true; it does fail to mention the negatives that religion has provided us with, such as far too many compelling reasons for war, and a disdain for truth over belief. Also, I have been absent the training religions provide my entire life, and I don’t think I lack either compassion, or empathy… which is also true of every other atheist I know of…. I acknowledge many good people are believers; I don’t acknowledge it to be the ONLY method of achieving a peaceful coexistence with other forms of life…
Bruce goes on to say in return..
And the cultural revolution of Mao, Pol Pots killing fields, Stalins purges, ethnic cleansing throughout the world. It has been estimated that in the past 3 thousand years approx 11 million have died in religious wars. In the 29th century well over 100 million were killed by atheistic governments. I’ll take my chances
Ned.. additionally says..
Nationalism is no better, or rational, than religion; both place belief ahead of what is real. I see them both as a result of our human ability to deny reality, in the hope what we believe to be true makes it true, as opposed to what is real… a process of thought taught from the cradle to most humans…
I interject per my statement below
on the current global growing
No better or rational.. true..
but human Nature.. yes.. as science shows..:)
Bruce goes on to say..
What is real? I believe that God is real
Haha.. i return with this and
as expected i am ignored.. by
Bruce as i’m not exactly the
person ya wanna
with as i’ve got all the words..
as a practice of course of 12 million
of them and you know what ‘they’ say
about practice and why i don’t need any other
authority but what i bring to the table.. hehe..;)
So i say..
I believe God is Nature..
go ahead.. make my day..
prove me wrong.. no one has yet..;)
Ned’s back in the room
like a visible man and says..
“Belief gets in the way of learning.” — Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love
I don’t believe this, but, I have learned it is the truth…;)
And i’ll note here that more so.. too..
learning gets in the way of
believing.. more specifically
all human emotions
in the big
blue room of Nature..:)
Bruce says in return to
Ned again.. ignoring
If belief is well thought out and reasonable
is it a product of learning not just a feel good knee jerk reaction
i return directly to Bruce by saying..
Heaven doesn’t live in a word.
And i say here.. as
Bruce ain’t gonna
entertain any of me..
a little overrated
by folks born
Ned is done with the discussion
and this is where it will stand.. and..
And now back in return to what i said back
to Bruce regarding that one cannot live
without the bible in peace.. substantially
bullshit as God lives
on an Island
in really naked peace.. and
harmony in a place with no cuckoo cola or Bibles too..;)
i say in conclusion more and less..
Meh.. the teachings of the so-called Dude Jesus..
only reaffirms what science understands of
Human Nature when co-existing in
small homogenous groups..
the twenty most peaceful
societies in the world
the science of
sociology are all
small and Christianity
is not a necessary component
as a restricted Bible originated Golden
rule for the success.. the common element
is most everyone works together in sharing and giving,,
otherwise known as the altruistic Nature of being human..
Governments and or Religions are necessary for providing
laws in insanely large heterogenous populations of humans..
the lowest levels of Christianity are in the most peaceful
larger homogenous societies in the world.. in
Scandinavian countries.. common element
is the Government provides the laws
for a really big social net.. everyone
is required to give and share
and it works as one
can leave their
on the sidewalk.. pre-mix
of immigration.. and feel safe..
and this is also a major source
of current populist movements..
insanely large heterogeneous societies
cause division.. inherently so.. takes a lot
of neo-cortical control to overcome that tribal aspect of
human Nature.. and even more required giving and sharing..
And add in environmental conditions of scarCity like deserts
and snowy mountains and all that other sTuff and folks will
naturally fight for subsistence.. shelter.. and to find reproductive mates
As History and Herstory separated.. do most definitely continue to sHow.. in/as division..;)
So heAR in the continuing commentary section.. what’s the answer to all of this..
Conflict will continue.. of course.. as Human is out of balance with
God AKA Nature and to be clear.. i am not just
a Pantheist.. i experience much more
about/of God AKA Nature than
science (systemizing) can sHow
than any rabbit
hat trick as it needs
no props at all but the
Heaven and the Kingdom
within of the Inner hUman
UniVerse.. mE.. now.. aLive..
‘you see’.. tHeRE IS A Lady Bar
ring A stairway to Heaven.. now.. her
name is.. reason.. but really.. she IS A
man as words alone.. A Piper WiLL bRing
ONE to ‘reaSon’ but remember.. dARk is liGht
and liGht is dARk.. and tHeRe are two meanings
and more to every metaphor of word.. take the words
off and see.. in other words to be.. More Specifically.. feel and sense
God and please don’t chain the essence in idols of words.. or Golden Calves..
i find God within
and it is all DiViNE..
as Tree oF LiFE..NoW..:)
“And the FoRest
Will Echo with Laughter”
Gentile or Jew..
Servant or Free..
Response from me
Cherry Picked and
paraphrased in punctuation
from Galations.. 3:28.. which is
also the name of one of my favorite
Video games.. albeit.. spelled Differently
and in outer space.. aka the stars and planets
and too.. a favorite
pARt of a Song they
do in Catholic Church.. named
“One Body.. One Bread” in words
to that effect and affect.. and more
specifically that video game is named..
‘Galaxians’.. where warring tribes of Nationalistic
folks as planets go to war in space over differences
in language.. collected intelligence and general beliefs
as well as the complex cultural differences that bring them
to war together opposed to each other and perhaps
a lack of food or
to take by force
like getting Iraq
oil and such as that
by the ones with bigger
bombs of Mass Destruction..
and truly Mass as in the Catholic
Church killed a lot of folks over an
only this or that.. anyway.. i used this
in response to a guest blogger on a really
great poet blogger’s place.. who is worth a read
to me.. without even commenting.. in fAct.. i’ve liked
every single word there shared over several years now..
and all stuff
related to bullies
and refuse to like that
and in regard to providing
dissent.. sure a pArt of that
Nemesis Godess thingy
residing in my
and slight of hand
in humanipulating language
to get a message across deeper
that may surface later.. perhaps in
the shower or water ever hehe..anyWay..
when a dude started going on all about how
if you don’t find a way to Heaven specifically
through the Jesus dude.. you are going to hell..
like i still occasionally hear over heRE in Southern
Baptist Gospel Singing.. that my wife and me and her friend
have dragged us along to see.. and i love singing.. so why not..
my response above is one to read between the lines as NO.
went to ‘mars’
or the Galaxian
the world is a much bigger
place online today than a patch
of desert dirt in the middle east..
And sadly.. A core message of so-called Jesus oF Unity
is lost as lamp without a filament of flame as undying ONE torch.. of Love..
OR now bRing
oF UNitY for
all NoW wHere
God can be found
in the middle of a
chopped cord of wood
with cleave of sword.. even.. of words..
anyway.. i really like the theMe song.. even
iF Katy Perry doesn’t sing it.. or that Lorde girl..;)
hehe.. i mean
i’ll be as continuing
sacred clown as human
archetype of course with
a Great Great Maternal Grandfather
pure blood Sioux line too.. not
be an indigenous
Indian of the UniVerse wHOle..
and yes.. of course more than
what big big telescopes and
Hawking Brains see..
culture is insane
to before.. at the 16
year point of 19 years of
school altogether.. several severe
depressions that came out of the not
so azure blue in separation from the
art of moving.. connecting.. and creating..
i sAid FucK iT aLL and go to the Beach.. and i say
thaT loosely as that voice came deep deep within
below the rider me and more paRt of the Camel and
Elephant sAMe that holds uP words of hUman more alone
than allone in perceiving more of reaLiTy and existence now
i just walked and walked
and said fuck the rest.. of course..
still living at home with my mama allowed
that privilege to continue to live.. to let go of the
perfectionist Nature and never giving up the ‘goal’..
that others set for me.. the hard part but yes.. i let go..
and what came next was an adventure mostly within..
those places where no human you..(me) have
gone before.. i drove slow in the left lane
and held traffic up.. i went
Philosophy class and
did an impromptu lecture
on how my name literally spelled
backwards sounded a lot like name hell..
and after that i ran in reverse all around the town..
just ’cause it felt good.. and to say fuck all this shit that
was driving me down down down again.. i even went
to a parade in war (clown) paint.. never hearing about
the Heyoka Human archetype then.. and yes..
like Britney ‘shears’.. i wanted to
shave all the hair off my
the eye brows..
just to escape
even more i guess..
that’s the thing.. when you take
it all in.. it’s not so much that you’re crazy
you just come to find out you know too much
and you’ve let it just go.. to be free again of all of much..
the Bowling Center was great and so was a change to three
other majors at one time in school.. and i finally got it all together
in a place of keep it simple enough to thrive.. then the flood came in
again.. i got lost and now the clown of me is back again.. it’s a circus my
just plaY in it..
as focus liGht in terms of liFe
thaT feelS and senses more than dARk..
and then.. i danced in reverse all around
a thirty mile regional area.. if nothing else..
i showed folks joy for nothing aT aLL butt free..;)
“Wisdom is knowing what to do next;
virtue is doing it.”
— David Star Jordan,
The Philosophy of Despair
in all Jordans..
And stars of David..
All BaLanCinG AcT
as two pyramids become one..
or triAngEls oN a pAge of sAGe..:)
To make a long story short: Once upon a time….
It was a dark and stormy night……..
and they lived happily ever after.
— Smart Bee
And I oft have heard defended,
–Little said is soonest mended.
— George Wither (1588-1667)
— The Shepherd’s Hunting
As long as we’re going insane,
we might as well go the whole way.
A mere shred of sanity is of no value.
— Smart Bee
a shred can/WiLL
have fun when unplugged..;)
“Insanity destroys reason, but not wit.”
— Nathaniel Emmons
exceptions do rules.. too..:)
“Anyone who isn’t confused really doesn’t understand the situation.”
— Edward R. Murrow
just do it
when all it takes..:)
“It is important to do what you don’t know how to do. It is important to see your skills as keeping you from learning what is deepest and most mysterious. If you know how to focus, unfocus. If your tendency is to make sense out of chaos, start chaos.”
— Carlos Casteñeda
In other words.. either
dance or run all
around noW iN
iF one escapes
all doubt.. fear.. and shame..
the ends to the mean Backwards..:)
It’s Hilarious.. my
of Happy and Free
over doubt.. fear and
shame.. under traditional form(s)..:)
“As a net is made up of a series of ties, so everything in this world is connected by a series of ties. If anyone thinks that this mesh of a net is an independent, isolated thing, he is mistaken. It is called a net because it is made up of a series of interconnected meshes, and each mesh has its place and responsibility in relation to other meshes.”
or last or
firsT all n aLL..
aWay from allone..:)
“It is not every question that deserves an answer.”
— Publius Syrus (42 BC) — Maxim 581
“There await men after they are dead
things which they do not expect or imagine.”
wire tapping to see now..:)
(in reAlly loose association)
“What is inconceivable about the universe is that it is at all conceivable.”
— Albert Einstein
Jesus F in Christ..
People are living
“Go into yourself and see how deep the place is from which your life flows.”
— Rainer Maria Rilke in Letters to a Young Poet
less that place
exists when sought and found
and more importantly.. enjoyed to the MAD MAX
Nice to see ya gigoid..
Gotta get going to the flesh and blood
moving.. connecting.. co-creating stuff..
and ‘tween the ears..;)
Lunatic Fringe.. almost
over the edge.. Vision Quest
as they say too.. but no Plastic
Shaman for sale.. heAR..
in other words..
find of improving essence
over form.. whatever it takes..
do it neXt.. to make potential
even more than before..
And the thing is..
iT is human
in all free verse
Life.. no limitations.. no
expectations.. juST do more
than you did before.. as it is the
doubt and the fear that brings you
down lower than higher can go in pure
Positive Love as Life liGht.. to flash Ahead
before the thunder
anyWay.. after dancing
all free style with new moves
as creativity comes and comes some more..
most folks around these paRts have gotten used to
me by now.. after all.. been doing this in public now for
42 months and counting more.. @~7K Miles but every once in a
while a ‘good old boy’ attempts to challenge me in the distance.. with
the ear budS on.. little do they FeeL and SensE i am aware more
of my surroundings than hear and see.. and that too is pARt oF A
Vision Quest.. exPaNding FeeLinG and SeNsorY awareness in expanded
intelligences thereof.. including proprioception and general movement intelligence
too.. with eyes in feet and fingers and beyond that in intuition beyond human logic
as logic/reason comes even after emotions according to science.. yeP.. give ’em credit
for measuring a little bit.. at lEast.. of the hUman inner UnivErse of POtenTial more and
sadly lesS.. in opposite affect and effect.. anyWay.. aLways Love a new challenge and when
‘they’ feel me up close and personal.. where i’d juSt love to give ’em my new John 14:12 witness
and testimony of my own personal lunatic fringe as irony of resistance against fear and hate..
that’s all around us these days.. from a Lunatic Lie a day to depths of human torture in misery
and suffering in ideology of separating children from their parents as any Nazi camp will
love to do.. with zero point.. empathy and compassion.. for what flesh and blood means
for brothers and sisters all.. per that mushy Jesus stuff.. diluted more than
scurried away like
a rat and i didn’t have
an opportunity to show ’em
where the ship sAils beyond
ocean blues.. as sure.. if you’ve
been around long enough all around
these parts.. you learn to ‘smell’ fearless
and move out of the way.. of progress.. heHe..
anYway.. i don’t do competition of any form.. it’s
all essence noW of improving human potential as just
appreciating this gift from God all of Nature in me Now..:)
And.. hehex2.. speaKing of Lunatic Fringes.. a MacroVerse Memory
from three years ago.. named.. “let it go..flow…” and the difference between
me and grey briefs and black pantyhouse per Batman is.. i go shirtless with
no pantyhouse.. haha.. as you do know.. don’t you that the reason that
Superheroes do this.. is to symbolize that divine love in grace is
behind and down below all tHeir super powers.. so above..
in cape crusader and telephone booth changer
ways too.. with a quick excerpt heAR..
It is THIS SIMPLE.
LET IT GO..
THAT IS A PARABLE.
by the way
ISA is the path to happiness; NOT KSA.
ISA equals Instinct Skills and Ability.
KSA equals Knowledge Skills and Ability.
Most animals live FREE by ISA
and humans imprisoned by the abstract
constructs of complex language, collective
intelligence and culture, in general, live by KSA.
Other than that my attempt to explain this on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ was rather futile but never the less a dARk muse to
save the words with later on for usage now.. as hey.. an investment
in greater human potential saved as it were and still is now as more..liGht..;)
And a couple of MacroVerse Memories from a year ago.. number one..
Dancing Friends.. left to right.. Maggie.. Chelsea.. and Cortney.. particularly
liking this picture aS it fits the continuing Charlie’s Angels theMe and mEme..
only difference really.. is in this movie.. Charlie is an active dancer with the Angels..;)
And in this Facebook Memory maker photo reminder from a Year ago.. a little help from
a few more of my mythological friends.. as increasing numbers of Super Heroes and
associated things fill my Computer Desk space on the right.. and it’s really getting
crowded over tHeRE noW and aT lEAst in this previously more sparse
population of heroes.. you can see how big my giant Pen
iS.. my wife Katrina got it for me as a gift.. a really
big one she got for me to replace the
other one as i seemed to have
losT it.. and that
is what Isis
per the book version
at lEast as themeS and MeMes continUe heAr..;)
And with all that implied.. a MacroVerse Memory from
a year ago named.. “Cyberian Tiger Beach”.. as juST anotHeR
theMe as meME of T-shirt visits beautiful Navarre Beach and TG..
we will be going tHeRe this Tuesday.. to see my favorite Lunatic
Fringe Psychiatrist.. as he monitor the success of my prescription for
dance.. literally.. yes.. he wrote me a prescription for dance in case any
‘red necks’ give me problems if they get into store management.. fortunately..
i haven’t met any in those positions yet.. but sure.. i’d love to tale them thaT
pARt of my Lunatic Fringe story.. too.. if they can hang with me that long in LocaL VocaL SonG..
And aLong with a bunch more free verse poetry in response to all of dVerse prompts and
links last year.. as i make an entire year from April of 2015 through 3/16.. yes.. March
of 2016.. through the 31st day of that month.. in what ended up as one entire
MacroVerse named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”.. weighing in as tonnage
at 338,630 words and the only credit i need is the doing
oF it then in the ecstasy of that path of journey tHeRe..
as the ‘Vision Quest’ Movie speech sAid.. it’s
not the 6 minutes that counts..
it’s what ya did
that makes life
a total beach or bitch
in those 6 minutes.. all
Beach heAR.. as i create my
life for one with God all FReED as all thAT thiS iS..:)
Hello.. gigoid.. i reAlly appreciate the efforts of YouTube in providing remastered oldies in working relationships with the original record companies.. as the music comes closer to vinyl pristine.. and copyright strikes ain’t gonna take it away.. sure.. at least not until Google goes away.. no time soon.. obviously.. as long as freedom of expression is alloWed.. and that’s a really big deal.. freedom of expression.. but the thing is.. Faux news is truly what is ruling this country now as that is a major stepping stone to making the Executive Branch beyond Saturday Night live material really live as truly the tragic comedy trumps ‘normal’ comedy in terms of Satire isrEaL now for sure.. and nah.. not funny in terms of ideology that wants to separate children from mothers and truly sick non-normal-human stuff like that.. so.. where to find a smile.. where else.. Saturday Night Live IF THEY can continue to beat the REAL ‘ART’ OF THE DEAL.. AND hell ‘us’.. there is BLack art in terms of Voodoo in the Nocebo effect of the Used Car Salesman who still trumps suckers born every day.. as power of suggestion is a mighty fine tool of an audience for those in charge of the car lot sTiLL..;)
“A ship in harbor is safe — but that is not what ships are for.”
~~ John A. She’d ~~
Comfort Zones.. my friEnd.. Comfort Zones of lies that’s never a friend of the Truth..;)
Speaking of that.. there is a secret password into the lives of the car lot heAR in milltown USA.. as when my existence hurts the sensibilities of card board box living inside of feathered nests after Sunday Dinner.. in other words .. if my colors are too bright on my 7.50 Walmart T-shirts and my ballet mixed in with martial arts is too fabulous to take all in.. and the gawks start to amuse me i move in a little closer.. as ‘they’ think my little world doesn’t move farther from my earbuds and dance.. hehe.. i move in even closer and strike up a conversation.. and really what i wanna do is free ’em.. from true frOwns dOwn all the aisles i see.. so here’s the magic word.. actually five.. “DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS” .. heHe.. rhetorical one where i live but never the less.. one they take serious no matter how otherworldly to them i may seem.. beyond ‘munDane’ as you say my FriEnd.. heHA.. after that i tale ’em all about human potential and how that relates to total positivity in looking at the world at large in pure ‘white’ love (all the colors combined in one color of course).. and then it’s off to John 14:12 that negates that ‘only stuff’ as how does God suggest that other folks will do more than God.. illogical Spock.. the cognitive dissonance hurts tHeiR heads them after i script what they never heard scribed at church.. see.. i have a photographic memory or close to that for text.. the book is limited and my mind is not.. so in other words.. i have all the words.. and it’s like dueling with the book when they get to know me more than a dance of liGht.. what they come to find out.. my friEnd is.. there is a holy madness about life that trumps all insanity particularly.. when it walks like a book.. It’s true.. if i lived in a more ‘progressive’ area.. i would be more intellectually stimulated by the convo somewhere else.. but hey.. there is the Internet for that and sAdly not many other places but here to even get that.. hehe.. if you ever go away.. i’ll figure out how to use ‘smart bee’,. i guess.. or go the archives.. just to get away from the Mundane of life.. but true it is.. where i now live and now the country i live in is the most tragic of comedies now to amuse me so far.. that’s the thing if/God/came/comes/is/back/here/now/God would be smART enough to have fun.. haha.. at least in the flesh and fool around in some other ways beyond Tom Fuckery.. as hey.. the entire Universe is full of hot and cold rocks..:)
“History, despite its wrenching pain, Cannot be unlived, but if faced With courage, need not be lived again.’
~~ Maya Angelou, “On the Pulse of Morning” ~~
It’s reAlly no joke.. NoW.. the Neo-Nazis are in charge.. nOw.. we just haven’t got to the gas chambers yet.. and as a note.. that’s a metaphor.. there are many other ways than gas and internment camps.. And makes me wonder.. really.. makes me wonder.. when ‘all’ the ‘mundanes’ are going to determine that they are already gaslighted in a Christian Hell.. things is.. my friend.. i have no desire to hurt anyone in hell.. as the pain they are already in is worse than death.. even worse than that they have no reference point to the ‘other place’.. or they wouldn’t be in hell.. in the first place..;)
“Nothing can bring lasting peace, but you have it already if you just stop disturbing it. It is there always.”
~~ Sri Swami Satchidananda ~~
i tracked down the ‘redneck’ who disturbed the ‘hornet’s nest’ of dance last night and said turn around dude.. turn around dude.. and his wife said please don’t.. just don’t… like i was gonna kill a six foot five.. 270 Lb.. Deliverance dude.. didn’t even get to ask him if he believed in Jesus.. oh.. so sad.. the fear.. the fear of LiGht..as dARk.. A super-epic John 14:12 tale he did miss.. i suppose my beyond rainbow colors scared him when he found out i also DO talk.. and ain’t afraid of Big bullies with weakness.. that trumps camouflage and French cuisine.. And it’s true.. i can grow a beard.. put britches on and change my voice and fit wrong end.. too.. and most of the time.. it’s also true.. i have a red neck too.. and i am FucKinG way less civilized than any so-called ‘red-neck’ heAR.. truly they should be ashamed of what can be so much more wild than thaT.. although it’s true.. i do have sTiLL the hands of a Priest and Trump too.. thing is.. i fight like a Kangaroo mix of A Tyrannosaurus Rex and Great White Shark all accommodating their disabilities of smaller than normal ‘red neck’ size hands.. no one has ever lived to tale what happens at the end of the fight.. or on the other hands that write and think.. i am way too smart to succumb to that bullshit..;)
“I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.”
~~ Jack London, Jack London’s Tales of Adventure ~~
The best pARt of entropy is what happens before the end.. if it ever begins now.. Sentient Star plUs duSt with liGht or not.. i’ll go the path of LiGht and shine like A crazy fool sun.. juSt luST LOVE for the briGht oF LiFe.. as ACT.. do do do..:)
“You cannot do a kindness too soon, for you never know how soon it will be too late.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
Thank you you you you..;)
All truly wise thoughts have been thought already thousands of times; but to make them truly ours, we must think them over again honestly, till they take root in our personal experience.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
Johann.. (Jesus) (John 14:12) is juSt A MetaPhorse force human potential does more.. as any Lucifer per bringer of more liGht and TrUth iN action as real metaphor does literally and even more..;)
“One isn’t necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential. Without courage, we cannot practice any other virtue with consistency. We can’t be kind, true, merciful, generous, or honest.”
~~ Maya Angelou ~~
Nice metaphor/poem.. AngeLou but actuAlly babies are born with only two fears.. falling and loud noises as science shows.. in other words.. they are relatively fearless compared to the average Joe.. Jill.. Jilljoe.. eTc.. eT aL.. as language.. collective.. intelligence.. and culture bRings even more fear as complexity breeds a fall from Kiss Keep iT simple stupid.. fearless trumps smARt when common sense.. rules more.. thennow.. and to be crystal clear.. i totAlly agree with the poem aS wHOle.. Maya.. and when the Jesus dude or whomever wrote the words said.. the key to heaven is looking at life through a child’s eyes.. noW.. A key Now is sTiLL MoVinG.. ConNecTing and CreATinG with eYes of a fearless Child of Wonder and amazement as the world is beach without the bit88 yet.. (unless one lives in a desert or on a snowy mountain top or other place of scarcity over abundance outside aS Such.. The Beach is Great.. Nirvana inside and outside.. above.. so below and all around baby now.. luck of StAR DuST pLuS senTient aS Such.. coming from Star Seed STar burST crucible fire.. seeds heAR with the fortune of A draW iN a state shaped like a Gun named the Flower STAte.. oh.. the irony oh.. the fun.. of beach life now.. from head to toe.. outside.. iN.. STAYcatION.. alWays noW liGht LIFe LOVE..;)
“Be your own reason.”
~~ Levis ~~
Some folks create tHeir reality others are led by reality.. NoW.. feathered nests to hell.. my friEnd.. and garages full of Walmart shit and more shit.. in all the spare bedrooms and other places like that..;)
“Being human is a complicated gig” So give that ol’ dark night of the soul a hug. Howl the eternal yes.”
~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~
The DArk Night of the soUL aN ultiMate Enema.. my FriENd.. truLY my Best Friend ENeMA.. nOw FucK aLL the sHiTs NoW.. jusT LIVe..;)
Thanks.. gigoid.. for all the hELp.. wanted to do thAT SonG jusTice.. iN A Neo- Kashmir way..;)
Needed a lot of words for an unusually long song too..;)
gigoid.. responds back with kind wishes of Love for all three of the family heAR in the home.. including YellowBoy and i say..
SMiLes my friEnd.. gigoid.. Love to you as well and i will make sure Yellow Boy Feels your Love too.. and hey.. any version of Dancing is Good..for the Peace of LIFE for now my FriEnd.. juSt a BaLanCinG DancE and SonG of Life WhOle for NoW.. i’ll take it too.. as long as my personal peace does last for now too..:)
As Flowers Bloom.. as seeds sprout..
as stars burst.. in crucible
fire.. of star death..
of sentient star burst duSt plUs
uS.. and truly.. if you love someone..
would you want them to be only one expression
of Lover.. Mother.. Father.. Brother.. Sister.. Child
or other in caste system forever.. for all of eternity
without experiencing more of life.. as life
becomes a flower greater as the
cycle of life moveS oN..
as LiGht of BeinG
aLIve.. anyWay.. my numerology
report as far as reincarnation.. says.. i finished
all the other 9 life challenges and now all that is
is 0 for the first life challenge of doing whatever
i inspire myself to do.. and to reaffirm the next three
life challenges.. with number 1.. so yeah.. 0 and 1 and
1 and 1 are my numbers for challenges.. and now the true
challenge is doing the best one can with the ultimate prize
of free will.. anyWay that’s what the numbers say.. And
when one comes to sense and feel they have been
heAR eternAlly.. now.. ‘you’ see With God at
age three before spEaKing at foUr..
it’S even more than
a feeling and
being here now..
and that’s all i for one need is now..
wiTh a little help from my friends.. and a miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SouL NoW of DancE and SonG.. too..
as the aRt of that continues in selfie art form as well
all free verse as dance and song continues to move..
connect.. and co-create with.. thE Force of GoD oNe
that lives within me.. once again.. more than a feeling..
pure bliss as serenity.. even when i spiral dance and
sing for hours on end.. everywhere i go noW as a
practice oF LIGht iN walKing on the
water of terrestrial land
as gRains of
as my DancE
and SonG continues to GroW
iN human PoTenTiaL more.. so.. sure..
a photo wiTh a riSing AngEL on A Led Zeppelin..
1975.. tOur shirt.. to read between the lines.. clear heAR too..:)
Sunday is surELy a fun day for me.. ‘tween singing with
choirs of angels in church to living with the beauty
of blooming flowers.. to dancing free in public
mall stores while inspiring others to
move out of the
boxes of life..
to the Book store
and a dance with a book..
particularly as full of trUth and LIGht
as the “Art of Peace”.. by Morihei Ueshiba..
a Martial artist of Aikido unbeaten in battle..
moVing from war to peace with martial arts now2
as a tool for emotional regulation and sensory
integration of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCing
soUL.. and for all practical intents
and purposes i’ve already
written the book with
my body.. innately..
instinctually and intuitively
does without pre-formed human
instruction.. which is the ultiMate
goal of this martial arts philosopher..
to liberate oneself as free verse art..
with liberal paraphrase by me HeaR too..
as to create anew is more than a 0 to 1
life challenge of numerology alone..
allone is more like it NoW as reAllY
BiG ultiMate peRsonAl Challenge Love
liGht LIFe.. heHe.. add in the Divine
feMinine BaLanCinG force of Free style
Ballet and i for one get it all toGethEr with
Chi.. Qi.. Ki.. Holy SpiRit Power Creative ForCe
and an unlimited number of interchangeable cultural
metaphors for the Heaven within of Free Serenity now..
no.. dollar bills baby.. all for free.. Nirvana and Bliss now..
more than words though.. actions.. baby.. iN Smooth
MoVinG..ConNecTing and Co-Creating ways wiTh
GoD all oF NaturE plUs.. now.. yes.. jusT Free..
and sure.. i knocked out more than one little
book.. but ‘that’ little book shows
wHere the warrior can be
A greaTEst UnConditional
LoVinG BeinG hUman too..
Strength comes in both Love and TrUtH aS
SmooThe moves too.. as grace and wisdom aLL aS LiFe LiGht Love noW2..:)
What nexT.. yes.. Dinner for family members at lunch over at
Grover T’s Barbecue.. and that’s some really good
pork ribs and brisket.. the least we could
do to treat my first cousin Laura..
the somewhat shorter one
than me.. hehe..
Daughter of my Father’s
Identical Twin Brother Ted..
who is turning 85 this year..
my sister standing casually in back..
and Laura’s friend Ronnie.. who came all
the way from Tallahassee to unload a big
China Cabinet thingy from my Mother’s Apartment
as about another day and that job.. all the way done..
sure beats the twenty months it took.. to get my Father’s
estate all squared away.. and sure.. Uncle Ted’s Senior class
Quote was words to the effect of.. i will do what no man has dared
to do before.. paraphrased heAR.. and my Father with the procrastinator
in general quote.. where he never squared his affairs before it was too late..
hmm.. as said before.. he lived relatively stress free.. even through 46 years
of Law Enforcement.. in the record books back when he retired as longest serving
Deputy Sheriff then.. in Florida.. no desire to move up on the ladder.. too.. hehe.. it’s
like he did it his way.. and he surELy did.. kinda like what my
Numerology report gives me the ‘so-called’ authority
of challenge to do or not to do too..
i choose do do do.. as all that i do..
too.. what else.. oh yeah..
today was is
and i surely don’t look much
like a public dancer in ‘these photos’..
particularly with ‘that book’.. perhaps
a pass for a clown.. but i’m dripping with
that Military/Law Enforcement look as when our parents
die.. they never reAlly leave.. as they live in our DNA from
head to toe.. i don’t mind the fearless strength from my Father
and surely don’t mind the Love from my MOthER liVinG iN
mE.. Both.. and i guess i got some of the
poTenTiaL for Wisdom
Priest as X-Catholic
one from Ireland who sired my
Father and his identical twin Brother..
as hey.. hE.. i Spied a barely legal Cajun
woman out of his pews in North Florida and
to move out of the Catholic Box of Labyrinth
as he wrote about too.. as author of that book2..
and ‘Behind The Dictators’ too.. in reference to
the Catholic Church and Illuminati Conspiracy
theories still assiGned.. to who folks don’t
like.. back in last Century too..
as my Grandfather
faCT checker too..
check mate and all
of that too.. anyWay.. beyond
our family members who pass away..
not only do they continue to live in our blood
with many of the all natural human gifts that come
our way too.. we all share the same family of almost
all DNA.. with some other animals friends too.. and as
Carl Sagan and most all his friends actually empirically prove
as SenTient plUS sTuFF..NoW..
And that’s a miGhty Big miracle
in Paradise with Big Blue Room Oxygen..
as long as thaT hOlds OUT for now… Oh Lord..
‘Free my People’.. out of/from tHeir bondage of chains
iN the mechanical cognition that seems to never run out of tOwn now2..
and that’s thaT as i’m up to 6958 miles of dance with documentation to
prove that went down for now too.. in a little over 42 months.. and
i still don’t have a title that flows to me.. for this now
81st MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017″..
And 752nd MacroVerse of Ocean
wHole Poem.. ‘SonG of mY
come.. when it does..
as i for one.. am going to bed..
to sleep on it in dreamtime.. alWays now.. too..;)
Hello Frank.. great poet and
now a member as
provider of dVerse
that i for one
have been missing..
a little lately in responding
to the trail just for fun in
poetic way as for me..
my friEnd.. Poetry
is juST An
senses within.. of
a continuing serenity
garden that i without fail do tend now
effortlessly as flow as practice makes waves
even more as streams to rivers to Ocean whole..
now and beyond that.. we just finished cleaning my
Mother’s Apartment out and received her ashes just
a little while ago.. as truly most everything i’ve written
in some way.. since Valentine’s Day of 2017 when she
fell ill to her death bed then in hospital is in Memorial to her..
she Requested Zero Memorial in the hometown here in public
way.. zero long eulogies in the Newspapers.. and that’s okay as
to share in a town
that never welcomed
the Smile of the child of
Love/Grace she gardened as me..
i got the fearless part.. the warrior fire
pArt now to go along with thaT and no body
is bully enough to stop my Smile and my Dance and
my Song now.. no body.. no where.. and that’s still now a
reAlly big credit to my Father in strength of fearless gift too..
as he passed away on the 22nd of May of 2014.. and back then this
gift of blogging/poetry was really important to properly grieve that loss too.. as
life is all emotions and senses at core.. lose that and all that’s left of the Nautilus
full of senses
and feelings or just
an empty pART of the ART of soUL..:)
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)