A Bible Bottle..
Love and Truth
otHeRWise kNoWn as TrutH and LiGht
seems to be a little more compeLLinG
With Hope @lEast..
DanCinG and SinGinG
out of Doubt.. nOw..
Baby May Be NoW A
MessAge iN A Bottle Bible..
as opPosed to.. too sMaLL iN
An Ocean to See.. too BiG iN A
TwitterVerse to heAR.. yeP.. TL;DR..
As ‘they’.. say.. And A trUtH iS..iN liGht..A onLY
PerSon.. Now.. When oNe Builds A Field oF DreAMs For
surE wHo coMes IS A Me wHo builT iT for otHeRS too.. noW
iN Movie Reference2 oF course.. wRite oN course iN wHole
Synchronicity waY aS WeLL.. oF courSe.. as Ocean too aLL..
And sure.. i wrote this first pARt StaRTinG NoW of this 88th
MacroVerse like 88 Keys on a Piano whOle of 10 months aS
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. first MacroVerse Published
on Memorial Day.. 5.30.2016.. and yes.. considering
writing stArted for that on 5.27.2016.. date
of publish of 87th MacroVerse of
‘Nether Land Bible 2017’.. as
titled ‘Road to Green
the Grand total
of 87 MacroVerses
wHole NoW as 1,302,397 words
in 10 months that keeps an average
of 130K words written each month through
noW oN 4 Blogs and other social media avenues..
like Twitter.. and Tumblr.. too to the T
as it were and sTiLL iS Now.. hehe..
and of course this 88th MacroVerse
NeW Keyboard induced DancE SonG
now titled.. hmm..
flip a coin.. yep.
WiLL make It “MessAGe
iN A Bible Bottle” as that
comes up original in a Google
Random search.. haha.. and of course
it’s hard to fit A Bible in a Bottle unless
iT iS all Bottled up online in a metaphorical
Bible as Blog.. yes yes yes.. sure.. this IS noW
A Blog Bible overAll AKA SonG oF mY souL Too
Ocean wHOle Poem as Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem kNOwn to Google aT leASt foR Now
sTiLL aRiSinG pass 4 Million words as this
MacroVerse Number 88 Key also doubles
as MacroVerse Number 759 as SonG
oF mY SoUL and sure iT could be
cALLeD A Bible too.. and nah..
not revising my
Bible 2017”.. A
fourth time with this
New MacroVerse titLed
Bible nAMe.. i jusT like the
number 88.. A Whole lot so make
iT Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
and Purpose wiTh the rest of aLL ThAT iS
in dArk and Light.. ‘tween sHades oF Grey bE
YoNd Rainbow Colors too.. and voila.. wiTh MoVinG..
ConNecTinG and Co-Creating WiTh aLL thAT iS NoW aka
God.. Heaven is heAR noW as aLLThATiS.. includinG NoW
Me and God wHole aS OnE ForCe and PoWer of LovE NoW..
WiTh SpiRiT FeeLinG and SeNSinG exPreSsinG oPen heARt
aCt IsrEAL foR nOW..
And yes.. i’M NoW jusT
aBouT a FuLL 250K words since
the 69th MacroVerse as titLed
nAMe.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
catching uP the text noW without the
fullY illustrated pArt on three Facebook
Pages.. including personal Facebook too.. Now
And OH God.. or.. OH God2.. depending on which
MoViE you did or did not or will or will not see now
neXt.. that’s 18 MacroVerses Behind taKing about
2 Facebook Statuses each to comPile in copy and
paste across three FB pages.. so the Math says
3 times 36 makes 108 Statuses and about
750K words now of tiring hands and
fingers on mouse and keyboard
and scrolling pad way.. Oh
God.. while some folks
read a 800K Bible
in a year..
i get to
write one the
sizes of two bibles
in one year and copy
and paste now about the
number of words in the KJ
Bible.. juST to catch up on 19
MacroVerseS.. on three FB pages..
and oh no.. i don’t have a personal
secretary or assistant other than the overAll
tool of technology aS iN TG for COPY AND PASTE.. HEHE..
in a New World now..
wHeRe the Priests of the
Cosmos becOmE @leASt some
oF aLL uS noW iN lone effortS in
transhumanist added technology wayS..
anywayS2.. as ‘they’ say.. may you live in
interesting times.. and when i can double
the size of a bible in one year and double
the size of the longest Long Form Free Verse
Poem of the earlier 1.8M try of Centuries of effort in India
before too.. NoW in about 4 years too.. yes.. exceeding 4 Million
words now too.. shall i pat mysELf on the back.. heLL no.. it’s almost
time for April Fred’s Day this Saturday.. and i’M A Fool for God.. oKaY..
and this is just for fun.. and if someone finds the bottle.. more power to them too..;)
Are you curious about life..
i sure am.. more curious than..
George even.. or Paul or Ringo..
hehe.. or even Dear
And after reviewing
today’s Facebook Memories
ranging from science abstract-like
writing in Autism oNLiNe Communities wHere
A Deficit of emotional and physical intelligences
are the biggest problems
there as a connoisseur
i for one became
of tHeir issues..
at LeASt in pARt..
wHeRe Canaries out of
Coal Mines make what hopefully
will be a temporary home until they fLiGht
out of what can become a self-fulfilling prophecy
of never branching out as a bigger Tree of liFe
in YiN AnD YanG BaLaNCinG LiGht Force as
Ray oF Art and Science as Synergy oF FoRce
oF FuLfiLLinG much greater hUman poTenTiaL
iN hopefully whaT WiLL be A ReaL LiGhT
Placebo impAct of Positive
boDy and miNd..
iN unpacKing DNA
as the Army says and
Fred says now too.. BE ALL
YOU CAN BE.. yeP.. as i say
a lot latELy in terms of John 14:12..
and as expected.. a loss of two so-called
followers likely from my original interpretation
NoW of a man named Jesus instead of a God made up
by Constantine and his same Trump Cohorts as Minions
way back in 325 AD.. the thing is.. i find God iN all StuFF liFe
liKe i Love to DancE SinG.. beyond A to Z and Rainbow colors as seen by
science so far.. NoW as metaphor for Quantum abiLiTies bEyond what most
bLack and whiTe literal thinkers both iN science and sadly still religion in
terms of John 14:12 aS hEaling and going farther than mosT iN BeLieVinG and caRinG to do now..
more to fulfill in Praise and Glory and Thanks as metaphor for the Gift of Creation aLL aka
God aS WeLL bigger than we can currently see as a race of Being hUman
wiTh alWays the PoTenTiaL to see more of all that is aka GOD now.. Can
yoU imaGinE A Heaven NoW wHeRE aLL iS FuLL of Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose.. WeLL.. yes that bEcoMes A practice oF
liFe until one day you CaN/WiLL wRite or at lEast visualiZe
An iNfiNite aMount of Holy and Sacred FuLL
of Meaning and Purpose beYoNd2 as you Pose
as Grace and Love and Strength
iN WiLL as A Sun Drop
from Anchor of
be less than
all you can be noW with
as ‘they’ say.. witH A Little
hELp from friEnds and Now the
rest oF aLL of Nature plUs AKA
GoD NoW.. and it goes back to core
of what we are as being hUman.. Non-Verbal
DanCinG ConNecTinG CreAtinG moreover sTiLL tHan
SonG oF Words creatUres toGeThER For A ForAge oF LIFE
CoMinG toGeTher at the end of the search for subsistence..
shelter and yes.. sure.. iN some cases mates.. to dance naked
and free as the Environment allows of course.. NoW in cold or hot..
iN Night of Moon liT SoUL exPanDinG in Spiral Form of hUman Dance too..
aLL wiLd and frEE wHeRe Domestication iS iN concrete floors and walls as WiLd FReED iS HiGher
than any manmade home with ceilings.. ‘touch the stars’.. as the young female
audience blurted out to me.. passing me in a safe pack of four toGeTher iN
SuperWalmART laSt week.. touch the moon.. better yet.. touch eAcH otHeR
wTth the giFt of agAPe Love thaT has no exclusion in warm and
fuzzy all natural oxytocin Love.. are you strong enough to Love
this way.. sure.. hard to do in a grocery and general store oF
A Thousand or so eYes avoiding each other to make
ends meet in the lowest level of Maslow’s
hierarchy of stress away from
look forward to
in breaks from flight
or fight shorter times of life..
When fight or flight stress becomes
A way of liFE to the point wHeRE all of Life
is anxiety.. with only extreme emotions of tears
and the occasional joy.. mostly out of a bottle of
spirits or pills that numb the pain.. what eventually
happens is the emptiness of LIFe.. the Zombie Apocalypse
whERe the warm and fuzzy ‘normal’ of life is replaced by perhaps
playing a further nuance of emotions numbing game like “Candy Crush”
as ‘they’ say.. problem is.. that does generate some dopamine of pleasure
but tHERe is an empty spot of oxytocin never coming to the surface of True
Cotton Candy Comfort of LiFe in Serotonin way too.. as TruSt iN a Love toGeTher
all warm and fuzzy of LiFe as hUmans in Natural Cooperative way are evolved to
with fewer clothes
on too.. in terms of
sweat and tears and blood
when necessary for a fight and flight
of life.. too.. to make survive as essential
component of life beForE thrive can come next..
in what ‘they’ name as Heaven.. Nirvana.. Bliss
iN hUman waves of comfort toGeThER NoW..
And sure.. if no one else is around
and it is legal and tender
you can dance
as God sKins
uS to be aLive..
And with that sAid.. the Sun is shining..
Be Back with more notes to coME aGAin..;)
i suppose and of course
FeeL and SensE thEre
are many poTenTial new
Ambitions of liFE and
by the way..
Rafiah.. and for me now
after close to 57 years.. it seems
to be thaT Ambition for Strength first
in grade school when my peers intimated
that i was not strong enough to count.. and
then beauty as the name calling came in calls
of less than ugly in names like Skank.. which then sounded
like Skunk to me.. wondering if i smelt okay.. hehe.. sure.. it’s
funny now.. just in the dArk then.. but surely beauty in male
way had a call to fulfill too.. as soon as i found out what that
was.. i’m still not totally sure.. it is what is for me sTilL.. and i’LL
be what i be.. sure.. haha.. more beast am i than beauty with a smile too..
And nah.. with a totAlly Loving Nurturing Mother.. no problem to FeeL
or Give Love.. more difficult to
find as receiver though
and Grace.. haha..
“are you a dizzy fly”.. i had
no idea how to move then with
Grace.. basically never lEarned
how.. sitting acing all grades through 19 years
or so.. inside/outside on Tennis Courts.. of erratic
movement then2.. as me and racket and bAll becAMe
one in River Flow.. oh yeah.. Flow.. an ambition alWays now
to me as River STiLL Dances.. As far as what culture and society
in general expect.. as far as job titles and making money.. never
mattered at all to me.. except i wanted to study human and be the
most human i could be as gifted by Nature and God oNe iN poTenTiaL
alWays.. A DancE and SonG to eventuAlly come aT LeASt in Strength
and Grace and Love wiTh WiLL Driving HiGher beYond Rainbow colors too.. iN FloW..
The Hardest pARt was loSing most all oF thAT for a couple of years in college and 66 months of
course.. ‘tween ages 47 and 53.. but anyWay.. as far as your situation goes.. as best as i now
can access/assess from the poetry heAR.. most folks where i live never get to use their college
degree for what it was initially deSigned.. Capitalism mixed with Automation of Machines
And Information Technology is coming to clearly spell.. humans no longer need apply..
A Good Husband with a Great Job and raiSing a Family may not be a sacrifice at all
if i am reading you anywhere close to you heAR(t).. it’s more of how many
folks miss you when you are gone.. than what title
one has when they are here or DO.. And it’s true..
as great as i take care of my health
as after all that was one of
three school titles
in Degrees along
with Social Sciences Interdisciplinary
and yes.. what i love to do most all for free..
study humans in Anthropology.. i might end
up being the last one standing in my family
circles heAR as i do kNow and FeeL and
SenSe i have mastered what
maintain NoW iN wHOle
affirmation as most elders
who reAlly live long lives say..
the secret is to stay complete
Loving what one has more and more
than ever beForE.. never wanting anything one can’t currently have..
A sTAte of mInd and BoDy BaLaNCinG Force of soUL @leASt to me..
No matter country either as long as one can practice from within Free enough now..
Other than that.. nice to see you FriEnd.. and see ya later.. as River Breathes Free.. Me..
oH and PS..
i always Wanted
to get Married
And Dance A Song of Creativity
2.. So Mission accomplished aLL..
sure2 witH A Yard and a Garden
and tWins.. iF onLY juSt me and ‘the wife’..
iN complete Divine Masculine and Feminine Balance..2
Yep.. kinda like Hell Boy2.. after the works are dOne2..;)
SeRiouSly.. a lot of trouble Mr. Zuckerberg has gone to..
just to allow me a platform to sHow of my
and the GOlden
Blonde one too.. heHe..
and then tHeRe is Sam Walton
and all that effort he put into.. making
a Middle Aisle Dance Floor for me in almost
any city i might travel too.. now.. just imagine how
many Washington Green bLacK Dollar Bills that would
have cost me
if i did it on my
own.. anyWay.. alWays
as ‘they’ say.. with a little
more hELp from all my FriEnds
in preparing me a way to do whatever
the F i’LL do neXT for Free verse liFE
all about Love too.. without any more
Lincoln sense of non-cents.. hmm..
what else.. the Marathon semi’s
in Dance do continue
13 miles or so
today to add into
Sunday’s effort of same..
With close to that on Saturday
Added in.. and that’s how the miles of
public martial arts mixed with ballet-like dance
do pile on.. what else.. hmm.. i predict if i leave
this photo of Katrina in my Dress heAR she continues
to pick out for me in theMed T-Shirt way that some
strange man will attempt to FriEnd me in the next
few days with a note of hey Beautiful or hi Gorgeous
will you be my Continuous Valentine Friend.. hmm.. WeLL..
ever since Facebook Determined my Acronym for KATiE MiA
per Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful iN Awareness.. is her..
i am dam sure glad.. i ain’t a girl.. or even close to A 47 year old Woman
as Katrina gains that age on Palm Sunday coming up in a little over a week..
ugh.. makes my skin crawl.. really does.. as i dam sure got more respect for
women that just another sexual object to pursue.. but i do love the heARt and eYes
of any woman all innocent as such.. above the shoulders most oF aLL.. hmm.. the Katrina
has enough skirt and legs for me.. sHehe.. as reaLiTy sHows heAR for sure.. haha.. noW.. anyWay..
wiTh the addition of some Facebook Video Slide Presentation Photos as of late and earlier too..
i am reAlly tired noW and i have so much to say in more free verse style.. not sure if i can keep
the even ten years older eYes than Katrina wide awake.. but with all this Dance.. no matter
what i look like on the outside.. i feel no older than i did when i was 16 and i wouldn’t go
back to 40 years ago.. or so.. no matter what.. as these are the Best of Times.. i for one
kNoW and FeeL anD SenSE NoW StraiGht from Paradise Theater heAR iN Man KAT Skirt Way2..;)
FLYiNg iN Kohl’S.. iT hapPens..
As ForRest Gump saYs..Now2
CreaTivity.. Free Association
oF Eclectic IDeas.. A SynErgy
coMes To pLay.. theN A Quantum
LeaP oF LiGht.. aS aiR and wateR
FliesWiMs thE MiNd And BoDy soUL
HiGher anD HiGheR.. Do Ya gET thE RiFF
yET.. A Tom SawYer mOre oF Freedom noW..
It’S A Play.. morE imporTantlY iT’s aFliGht oF morE LiFe
morE ThaN eARTh BoUnd MiSfit..;)
In otHeR words i have noThing on
my MiNd and EvERythinG Dances
SinGS mY heARt as SpiRit iN mINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL when iT
FloWs liKe this with ease effortless as float..
yes.. literally the same way i seNsed and fELt
LIFe by the now i got to around 13 MiLes of Free Verse
Dance at the ending store tour of public Dance at the Wife’s
store of retail and retale heAR Therapy.. also known as Kohl’s..
The first pARt that was fun as we do not frequent that store or
retail therapy as much as the Katrina once did before.. the nice
Cash Register Customer Service Lady says in exclamation point…
where ya been.. i’ve missed your tWirling free iN here.. so i go on to
say just different stores my friEnd.. the wife spread her wings a little further
in/than buying things.. but the Dance is still rising past 42 months and 7 thousand
miles all around the area in public view and now moving into the 44th month too..
along with 4 Million words of Free Verse Long Form Poetry too.. juSt for fun.. no dollar
bill therapy i need.. just cheap thrills heHe.. M’am Like Sia Dances and Sings too.. She
jusT Grins Bigger and my neXt whim of course is to fLY HiGher and HiGher With God and
Nature sAMe pLUs WiTh Gravity Center Balance Hurricane eYe and Winds Spreading out
Further on the whIM of AiR.. WalKinG on Water with Surf Board is Child’s Play too compared
to this Freedom
of thE HUman
and soUL with
noThing on mY miNd
in terms of words as i AM
totally MiNdfuLLy awAre from
head to toe.. like A All seeing eYe
if you’ve been to that place of Heaven now heAR..:)
Okay thaT’s a Bigger Tree or cAlL iT a LAmp never the
Less it continues to flY and sWim hiGher with Zero Gravity
of effort.. and that’s how art works.. free without a word of care..
No Gravity heAR Baby.. juST God’s eYes within Free.. it’s like when
you look uP and you first notice in words that yA got a sMaLLer and
a Bigger Tree up tHeRe and they are both diFFerEnt and sAMe as
PArt of the All that is God wHOle..so now i have to thInK a little biT
to bRing the Recent Facebook Memories in MicroVerse and
MacroVerse and Visual Images and YouTube Music
and otHEr MoVinG Pictures into Synergy
as Force oF HUMan ImAginATioN
Visualizing aLL WiTh WiLL
And MaKinG it ArT
hop and yES..
of God’s Creativity
witHin.. unlEashed.. reLeAsEd..
and sET inTo PlaY forevermorenow..
wHeRE no TiMe exists as eternal Heaven now.. yes iT
aLL fits toGeTher uP thEre if you put the pieces toGeTHeR
iN FloW iN Zone as PArT of the Masterpiece painting thAT is
GoD wHole.. Eloquence iS iN Free.. Lilting tongues as FloWeRing
Bloom when it’s obvious as a Back Yard Flower thaT is FloWeR As GOD..:)
First oFF.. i’ll stART wiTh perHaps A Freest thing i’ve ever done
iN stART of BeinG HUMan moRe in Divine Masculine Strength
and WiLL combined with Feminine Grace and Love.. not only
in essence but close enough to Naked Form.. all PG related and
rated aS Such too.. And it’s trUe.. And sure.. i can prove iT.. iN terms
of what ‘they’ do to rate ya online in all of what you do in terms of likes
and as they say heAR in Google plus way.. plUs ya uP in terms of Numbers
375,355 PluS uPs for the Target Audience on a restricted Blog i once used
as Art for public restricted adult view.. named “My Free Lance Stripper Blog”
as A pLay on words.. and yes.. of course.. a little Marketing 101.. to get a Broader
Audience for the liGht and TrutH i BrinG iN Beauty and Wisdom more as now goeS oN..
And hey.. why not call iT ‘Sacred Selfie’.. as that was the word of the year in 2014.. per
Selfie and the most in thing to do.. in terms of General Population Free art of hUman
Expression of me.. me.. me.. and it’s trUe iF You neVer lEArn to trUly Love ALL OF YOU
YOU YOU.. you and me thAT is YOU2.. you WiLL likely have a rough go oF iT in NoW Loving
ALL ALL ALL.. yeS INCLUSIVE OF ALL ALL ALL ALL AKA GOD ALL PLUS UP NOW.. HiGheR NoW2..
heHeR.. what did i have to lose but a few close family members as so-called Friends on
Facebook.. HeHe.. that’s oKay2 as not everyone is Brave enough or Free enough to either
do what i do heAr.. or even be vaguely associated with someone doing all of me now..noW
and that was enough for me to go even further in eXpresSing all of my HUman Freedoms
as that is alWays what i have done when folks attempt to make me closer to tHeir
size of Freedom further away from a God that has no exclusions in otHeR
words.. ALL As Free ME..
And NO.. i wasn’t alWays
successful in breaKing
away from conFORM..
as Free Verse Me.. for years
i walked like a Robot.. talked
like a Robot.. and put Data Download
in my Brain and leFt the rest of my Body
mostly off.. and withered away in a Desert
of Creativity mostly from ages 13 to age 53..40
Yrs.. sure.. like Moses wandering a Desert of Patriarchy
WiTh Fundie Christian.. yep.. mostly males.. telling me.. Then
that the art of smiling was only for queers.. and if you do it again
we might beat you up.. if they could butt they never did.. and yes..
so sadly.. i lost the art of me wHo.. yes.. won a two home room Christmas
Story Contest and Me.. A Boy.. who wrote a play and acted in it too.. taken
away.. then.. like pARt of the Love my Mother Gave me.. even to the point where
i could not give it back to her fully as i once did.. And you kNow/FeeL.. sometimes
it really pisses me off.. what they did to me.. still it does.. now.. sometimes
more than ever.. not really about me.. but about how it must have
made my Mother Feel as i was too ashamed to tale
her about what THEY DID TO ME.. in taking Love
And Art SMiLes Away from Free.. butt
then the Cognitive empathy
kicks back in.. as i hear the man
aCross the road yelling at his little boy
and remember how he does this for years..
as the little boy gets put in a smaller box
of love.. but the boy rebels with a kind
smile and a sweet voice still as
his Mother is obviously
And i was
as my Father.. who told
me to raise my son as a man..
when he was waiting for open heart
surgery in his short 51 day life.. left..
yes.. my son left.. and that was sad..
but my Father left.. and that was hard..
as Masculine Strength and Will is important
but the most important pArt is Grace and Love
as that HOlds the World TogeTher as Heaven or Divides
it apArT as HeLL.. in the Trumps who were never nurtured
into AngeLs oF Love.. it makes so mad i cry and get over it..
sometimes when i’m Dancing in Public to a Song like ‘Sing’ By Tori Kelly..
Don’t you worry Mama.. they won’t take the art and love away from me again..
as yes.. i have strength and will enough to never let anyone do that to me again..
and it’s true.. Bill O’Reilly and the other actors aS DaRK Fools who are ruled by
the Washington eViL BLAck Dollar Bill took a Lot of Love away from my Mother in her
years past work.. falling to the Brain Washing of alt ‘Right’ news.. And yep that makes
me mad too.. but again.. it’s a vicious cycle and it usually comes down to.. you can’t
smile too much boy.. you can’t laugh too much boy.. and you dam sure can’t cry..
if you expect to be a man in this house and survive at all in any
kind of Peace.. Patriarchy is an old desert inspired way
of doing stuff in places where empathy and
compassion is killed off in ‘men’.. so
they can overcome the
aversion to killing
folks of tHeir
and even rape
the wives of the folks
on the ‘other side’.. to eXpand
tHeir tribe in gaining access to
more subsistence.. shelter.. and
mates to expand the population
to insure continued existence
in a desert and rocky
life or snowy fields and or
bigger hills too.. with a continued
struggle for LiVinG in scarCity away from abundance..
it’s where the tribal human instinct grows from.. places
away from a real Garden of Eden wHeRE i Live whEre
LiFE sinGS as God’s FlowErs everywHere from Forest
to Beach to Bikini Bottoms and tops wHeRE Violence
and Agression is more snuffed out by loVe and lUst..
wHere nothing is hidden much from
the iMagiNation oF Freer Verse
BeinG Human now.. to eXpaNd
Creativity with Greater imaGiNation
in Free Verse Art FOR LifE now.. for those
who embrace FReER wiTh mInd and BoDy BalanCinG
soUl iN a BaLanCinG ForCe oF LuST and Love too..
anyWay.. i AM so happy i perSeveRed and just did this
at age 53 and continue to DO it at age 56 approaching
57 now on June 6th.. as i am the one who perHaps is
FreeST in this Red State Area i live.. and i AM
Stronger and smARTer than ever beFore
as science sHows all of what i do
iNcreases both hUman
as far as
HUman soUL FReED
noW @lEAst for me..:)
And now to a year after
this in 2015.. finding my
New Found Freedom in both Form
and Essence of Divine Masculine
Will and Strengh and Feminine
Love and Grace.. attempting
to stay a member of
online of dVerse
PoeTry Pub and
the Wrong Planet
Still to continue to
Develop the Art of Poetry
and the Reason of bRinGinG
folks stuck in reAson back to
A Philosophy of Art.. tough audience
members on both sides.. Oak trees who refused
to bend as Willow Free.. but i refused to fall
down as the Willow wiLL with Grace of Will with
inStead of aGainST Gravity Air and Water sAMe..
so.. eventually.. even though i did noT give up
unTil they literally kicked me out..
the stress of being somewhere
where a substantial number
of folks were hell bent
on destroying my
FRee.. took it’s visible
toll on the form of me.. aging
me visibly in form of both face and
spare tire around the middle as increasing
stress hormones will naturally do.. anyway.. it’s
worth it.. As ADversity of DARk Muse BRinGs greAT
ExPaNsiOn of hUman PoTenTiaL too.. i escaped the
cloSinG restraints of both places by tHeir
deleting and banning saMe.. but it took
awhile.. as i sAid.. it wasn’t gonna
be my choice to leave to
help others potentiAlly
get a little more
And i am
really happy about
whaT i wrote on this one
as i still have evidence oF iT heAR..
Need i say more.. i did as the record continues
to Stand and gRow.. from 3 years ago.. dArk mUse
as the Bullies of past and pasSinG onLY make
Me stronGer wiTh greater WiLL And
the LoVe or LuSt for LIFe..
alToGeTher @lEAst FoR NoW..
And yeS..i finAlly lEArned
How to relEase the inNer
BeASt a little too..
After all is sAid
Born with canines too..;)
And oh yeah.. by A way..
the smAll MacroVerse.. ‘Sacred
Selfie’.. was also my first Record
of Dance photos at Old Seville Quarter..
just one picture.. but nah.. i will never
forget the freedom of that first smile with me..
And just the staRt of 152 more weeks of Dance Photo
Documentation.. mostly on Thursday NiGht as this Thursday
is technically the 3 year anniversary of that Date as
already celebrated this month on Saint Patrick’s Day
With the 154th
Dance Week Night
on Thursday Night
at Old Seville Quarter sTill
witH all the Cool College Age
Folks thEre stiLL as this story
gRows.. Ocean WHole.. mOre..:)
Well.. the Big MacroVerse
above about one Blood
and Body.. is inspired
mostly by the dARk muse
of the Wrong Planet by all
the naysayers mostly tHeir..
as pINk FloYd says.. much like
the DArk Side of the Moon.. wHeRE
the Sun shines uP the Moon much more
on Poetry sites online.. with Healthy A
Dose of dARk to go along wiTh thE LiGht of course..
As many Artists are mUsed by dARk on Poetry sites too.. as aRt
comes of course from BoTh dARk and LiGht like everything else
too.. a Yin and Yang BaLanCinG ForCE of Both to inspire the entire
and in this one..
close to the end of
the March Month of 2016..
i am about a month behind on
catching up on my milestone at dVerse..
of responding poeticAlly to every prompt
and every liNk for an entire year from April
of 2015 through the very last day of March 2016
on the 31st.. literAlly thousands upon thouSands
of poetic expressions that make up GodsUniVerseNoveL3
finAlly coming to publish after catching up on 4.28.2016..
With a Grand Total of 338,630 words of still a small portion
of words written in that year total too.. as sTiLL aLL paRT
of ‘SonG of mY soUL’.. very conservatively estimated at over
4 million words noW iN all 759 verses.. including this
MacroVerse heAR.. that doubles as number 88 of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. moving over
1.3 Million words now2.. since
Memorial Day of
2016 as i waited
only a month to
stARt a much bigger
endeavor in milestones nexT..
so.. how much hiGher can i GroW/FlY thiS OceaN
wHOle noW.. thing about thaT MacroVerse.. the
really single big one at 338,630 words
long that MicroSofT Word estimated out
to print in paper pages at 3000+ pages
nah.. not including any of the photos..eTc..
which extrapolated out puts the rest of what
i do at 30,000+ pages in paper way to kill too many
trees for me to ever do that now.. ThankS God FOR the E-Way
of saving trees that continue to allow us to breathe o2 at lEAst..
yeP.. thing about thaT BIG MacroVerse is.. i shared a big stack of printed pages
with my Mother.. i’ll probably take a picture of how big that stack is soon.. when
the Anniversary of that MacroVerse rolls around again.. And i shared that big
stack of my liFe with my Mother.. and she finally leARned juSt how big mY
SpiRit.. my HeART.. and My SoUL was and is.. all hidden inside for so
many years.. and consideRing that she only lived about 10 months
after that and most every Tuesday Night i shared 20 to 40
pages oF iT with her.. it was ALL worth it for that
one reaLiTy of Gift back to my MoTher
for all the Love she
as me aLiVE noW sTiLL
as LoVe.. Now With Free..
thing is.. she gave the
Unconditional Kind of love
with no limits or expectations
for any return at all.. i returned
it in what really is still a small way
compared to all that she gave to me.. thing
is.. all i give originated in her.. and if there
is no Mother of or even Jesus.. she is her and him isREaL to me..
Never discount the old Lady you see strolling by slow in either
vehicle or behind a Shopping cart in Walmart for
an isREaL Miracle
oF aRt @LeaSt as Love..:)
The thing about outcasts.. as social animals..
known today as Human Beings is.. they aRE social
animals.. and to be outcast is a big space to replace..
And while there is this thing named as the Autism Spectrum
ANd i for one believe thaT iS mostly created by Environmental
Adversity.. namely.. outcast status for whatever way that comes..
through parental social neglect or abuse number one.. or peer social abuse
for being too different
in whatever way
Conform of Herd at Hand..
in my Five years or so.. minus
the banning and deleting of my Freedom @WrongPlanet..
there that came and went temporarily as i finally
decided to go and rarely come back.. as the bullshit
got to high for even me.. as i am a just a human too..
but yes.. i am a Social Animal too.. and scientifically
speaking in Nervous system way.. i AM an empath and very sensitive
person in both feeling and literal touch way.. rarely able
to touch anything synthetically manmade.. so to feel or
fill that space the outcast turns to art or science..
and i for one turned to the Piano and Nature from
12 years old.. and sure.. started working out
with concrete weights too for change
to greater Strength and WiLL
watching my String Bean
arms at Five foot
as nicely illustrated
in that One Blood One Body
MacroVerse LiNk uP tHEre as linked
in this Bigger MacroVerse heAR.. yep..
watching string bean arms attached to hands
pushing weight up.. and FOR that adversity when
young and bullied.. most of the time when i walk in
a room..noW it’s a safe bet i am the strongest one tHeir
not only in WiLL but empirical ability oF strength too..
Human Potential when used is trUly virtually limitless and
the opposite impact of that potential NOT used is also virtually
limitless in living death beyond any term of weak and misery now..
and Yes.. Love
and Grace and
sure a Healthy BaLanCinG
Muse of LUSt for aLL of LifE too..
Use it or lose it applies to all stuff life..
the outcasts develop special interests to feel
art more or fill holes of soUL with science too..
on the other hand.. science can take the art and the
art can take some of the reason away too.. in terms of science..
a little dARk
spot on an otherwise
PuRe wHite soUL for BaLaNce2..
trUly.. do not underestimate the
PoWer of the dARk Force for OverALL liGht
too.. even science can figure that Part ouT without ART..
STiLL.. as a little pure white spot of Art on the dARk of Science too..;)
who kNows.. if the
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
didn’t take away my Piano
Playing when i finally got my
first spArk of original creativity
at age 47.. that ended that same year
with really pain full Carpal Tunnel.. as i
burned my hands out as my soUL was dying into
a last gRasp effort of creativity attempting to escape my fingers..
Yes.. Alexithymmia.. where both emotions and the connection to them with
Language never comes or gRows away in lose it instead of use it then or now..
No doubt.. Beethoven lived in a place like that to me @Least been tHeRe doNe it NoW2..
of Life sPeaK
Volumes more thaN liGht..
anyWay.. i moved more toWard Apollo
than Beethoven in all i do now.. haha..
escape to liGht from Dark WiTh muse oF aRT..
And in my case as i for one say.. aGaiN.. “Autism and
the Nautilus”.. too.. in additional original liNk way2..;)
As yes.. my Nautilus
has surely exPanDed
since April of 2013..
juSt about 4 years ago 2..:)
And now i’ll share some MicroVerses
heAR from a year ago.. including aNotHeR
SonG About Hands and cLocks too..
juST a sampling
too of what
Before she left
like my Father did before
her in 2014.. Writing makes
it easier to pass through the
DarKEST Rivers Styx and STones..:)
Okay.. finAlly back to
dVerse two-weeks ago
Tuesday prompt on one
of my favorite subjects
hands.. oh boy.. hands..
my hands.. so small
hide those hands
from dogs as for
some reAson.. something
told me to protect them at all
costs.. play the piano.. sheet
music instruction.. but find a way
out of instruction.. eventuAlly at age
47.. stress never experienced before..
emoTiOns.. go.. trying to escape
through keys of ivory and bLack..
a secret place of hell
of no feelings
i had no idea
of feelings before
exists for then..
but the pain
sparks its last grasp
in SonG of Keys of mY
SouL.. attempting to escape
a cultural made hell of illusory
fears.. no.. it wasn’t the end of the
world if i lost my job.. no.. it wasn’t the
end of the world if we lost our health insurance
and home.. no.. it wasn’t the end of the world..
if we lost a few days of meals..
but yes.. for all practical
intents and purposes
it was the end
when i lost
my heArt of EmoTion..
separated iN miNd
and bOdy balance.. two hands
worKing feverishly to free my soUl
in balance once aGain.. but failing when
my last breath of life almost comes later
in the 2008 year after the ’07
howl of my soUl
on a small dictation
device.. right before i lost
the ability to use my eyes to
read.. or ears to hear another song
until 5 years later.. and the first SonG
i heard was on YouTube the SonG of
mY SoUl trying to E-scape.. the
hell of yesternow then..
a lonely ghost
of heLL wITh
no wHere to go
but down.. down
and down.. some more..
to the rings of Dante’s hell
that are infinity true as rings
of heaven.. in Gold of eYes fearless
Love.. anyway.. my hands hoped to save
me then.. but i wore them out in carpal tunnel
syndrome way.. eventually the keyboard was
a digital one of word.. that would eventually
link songs and words of past..
and BRinG my heARt..
these hands could
have ever played
before.. yes.. then..
SonG oF mY SoUl..
For noW.. theRe is only
gravity and time in hell..
but wHere i live now tHere
are only hands of FREE.. and
a feather me that floats wITh gravity
wHere feat of feet join iN HAnds oF Love..
no longer shaking in foot of hand iN fear..
i join mY
fearless prayer of Love..
iN SonG and DanCe SoULnoW..
And now it’s now for a steak
and a somewhat early work-out
at the gym.. dVerse will be
tHere sTill when i get back..
of what iS real
and Good about
Balance SoUL REAL..:)
SMiLes.. Social media is
An Anthro’poligist’ Dream
Come true but not a
For a Timid
It helps them
Break out.. Express
Themselves more fully
In the flesh world.. As Fearless
Is the best way of life in expressing
Love along with all the challenges
With or without likes.. i never
Expect friends or likes
As i pander to zero
For group think..
The reward is
Peace of Mind
For me now..
Social media IS
A platform for the
Art of me as the rest of
The oyster is when Free..:)
Knuckles bent by arthritis..
fingers and thumbs thick
from picking cotton..
without a mother..
waitresses 12 hours
iNhAnd and feat of feet..
rest comes early iN her 50’s..
as my mother takes care
and then those
hands paint in her
60’s.. when her father dies..
Hands of change
and Art Free..:)
Sad.. Sad.. science boy..
yes.. me too.. so many
years to gain
and into poetry
with no pAint.. by
sheet music free..:)
Hand of Move..
Hand of Art..
Hand of Still..
Move of hand..
Art of hand..
stiLL oF hAnd free..
never aginG SpiRit noW
fingers oN haNd oF jOy..:)
digits of fingers
tools to get more food..
sour taste of Nuclear
humans away from Love..:)
Touch of Love..
heARt oF Hand..:)
Hands of Life
Hands of Death..
liFe… eYes of Love
live on as Hands
pray a way
Hands of Love
hAnds oF fearless..
SMiLes all humans
are born with two
hands and two spirits
of masculine and feminine
bigger doses here.. smaller
doses theRe.. aLL oF
colorful and briGht..:)
Cycles of bullied bullies
and abuse.. all a story
of empty souLs
cycle is broken..
help in providing more
opportunities for Love..:)
Language of hands.. strong
or weak.. still or passionate..
dead or alive
numbers as primitive
iN or out
Present as now..
Again as i say..
as i Dance and
as i Sing.. some
of this is effortless
as fly and float and yes
oThER pArts are dArk too..
but all is worth it for Life and Love..
MesSage as a Bottle Bible continUes to gRoW Ocean wHole.. SonG oF mY SoUL/NautilUsT2..:)
Hello.. gigoid.. been a little busy in the
big blue room as you say today too..
and glad you are feeling well enough
to get out the four walls and floor
and ceiling/screen today
can be a little
than true re
anyWay.. with that sAid..
i’LL catch uP on two of
your currents that i am behind
on and see ya later after that FriEnd..:)
“A room without books is like a body without a soul.”
with no Cover..;)
“Good people are good because they’ve come to wisdom through failure.
We get very little wisdom from success, you know.”
~~ William Saroyan ~~
“A lizard ran out on a rock and looked up,
listening no doubt to the sounding of the spheres.
And what a dandy fellow! the right toss of a chin for you
and swirl of a tail!
If men were as much men as lizards are lizards
they’d be worth looking at.”
~~ D. H. Lawrence (1928) ~~
truly it is
way.. if only
we could be the Reptiles we
are as Lizard more than concrete..;)
“Where pain predominates,
agony can be a valued teacher.”
~~ Frank Herbert ~~
As aLL dARk Leads
to PoTenTiAL GreATeSt
liGht iF Dance is more than SonG..
And yes.. of course.. iF SonG is more than DancE..
in otHeR words..
“If you want to build a ship,
don’t drum up people together to collect wood
and don’t assign them tasks and work,
but rather teach them to long for the endless immensity of the sea.”
~~ Antoine de Saint Exupery ~~
“How do the geese know when to fly to the sun?
Who tells them the seasons?
How do we, humans, know when it is time to move on?
As with the migrant birds, so surely with us,
there is a voice within, if only we would listen to it,
that tells us so certainly when to go forth into the unknown.”
~~ Elisabeth Kubler-Ross ~~
I more than K..
Kiss of death alone.. KSA..
more than Crystalized fActs..
otherwise known as Standard IQ..
alone verses allone
Gift oF aLL source BeinG noW..:)
“If you are distressed by anything external,
the pain is not due to the thing itself,
but to your own estimate of it;
and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.”
~~ Marcus Aurelius ~~
Sure.. easier said than
dONe wiTh Neuro-chemistry
in the miX.. howEver Free
toucH aS miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force IS A Fluid Intelligence
thAT works over words
alone other than
to arrive at
Bliss now Free..
once one truly
leaves words behind..
and Finds withiN A BaLanCinG
under covered by Books oF ‘Fore..
And it reminds me aGaiN.. of my Great Aunt
Jettie at age 94.. Broken Back Bent
over from head to toe.. barely
moving step to step with
she had pain
she just told it
to go away.. And Poof.. yeah..
hmm.. a lifetime though.. of
R E a L L Y..
than an 18 year
old inside outside cat or
a Twenty Year old cat inside..
wHo rises unscathed after stepped
on by accident.. by over 200 Lbs..
And yes.. i can do that at hand
by WiLL now.. but
so much more
than words alone..
A Lesson of Pain….
never give up
unless one comes to enjoy Pain..
from the Numb of HeARt as
A worst pain oF aLL..
iN Real Experience..
as there were no words
by my Great Aunt Jettie
that would have ever taken
me to heal then but experience and
years more.. practicing life to heal.. within..
@lEast noT iN words..:)
“The important thing is not to stop questioning.
Curiosity has its own reason for existing.
One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates
the mysteries of eternity,
of life, of the marvelous structure of reality.
It is enough if one tries merely
to comprehend a little of this mystery every day.
Never lose a holy curiosity.”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
This is true.. as a friEnd.. Tahir..
sAid recently.. i like your
style of physical
another.. Glenn.. saiD..
Flex it while you can..
There is no question
thaT i WiLL and that my friend is why i CAn..
And after aLL.. Jack LaLanne did it until age 96..
tHeRe’s alWays a first for Curious George’s and Jack’s and Jill’s..
never ever NoW
LoSinG A PAN oF LiFe..
oR A PAil oF Sands more nOw..
To Raise A Mountain oF Love isREaL..
iN GrAce and Strength WiTh WiLL do DO..
And nah.. these
fiRe oF HeaLinG
LiVinG wiThin.. BlUe
TurtLe oR wHaTcHa MA cALL iT2..
Seek it Find it or now for all practical
intents and purposes of superwOmen
iT/ThAT neVer liVeS @leASt FoR NoW..:)
“All is flux, nothing stays still.”
~~ Heraclitus (540?-480? B.C.) ~~
You kNow my friEnd.. the thing about E.L.O.. sTiLL that makes
the Band so special NoW.. is that Jeff Lynn
refused to be edited
aLL of Music
and Lyrics along
with the rest of the
Band falling to no big
record company demands
then.. other than.. what they
Copyright away from YouTube now..
easily defeated by the hand of YouTube though.. too..
in negotiations for commercial revenue to keep
the Globe.. continuing
in Greater Strange MaGiC
way.. oh.. the days of Deeper
SonGs wHeRe Deeper
ditches beyond the
Deep of Ocean wHOle..:)
“Do not look for all the answers at once.
A path is formed by placing stones one in front of the other.”
~~ The Giant from Twin Peaks ~~
SMiLes that’s why i write a book
with A beginning that
sTiLL NoW says the
end and the beginning
with never a real
any direction of
And all aRound.. patterned
after reaLiTy aLLoNe of course iN synch
iN FLoW iN ZoNe oF waVes Ocean whOle
As StreAms continue to River FloW aRound to sTARt
“There’s a great power in words,
it you don’t hitch too many of them together.”
~~ Josh Billings ~~
oR A Train
Cars for Homes..
Oh yeaH and thanks for
reminding me too of that
Train Song by Black Foot..
the one i will use for the Beginning never
ending theMe SonG for mY 88th Key MacroVerse Ocean whOle2..;)
“In the long run, we get no more than we have been willing to risk giving.”
~~ Sheldon Kopp ~~
“Just think of the tragedy of teaching children not to doubt.”
~~ Clarence Darrow ~~
with no doubt..
child’s play as whole..;)
“Human progress is furthered,
not by conformity, but by aberration.”
~~ H.L. Mencken~~
SinG A Dead Poet’s Society
in more vile ways to come.. heHeX2..;)
“In poverty and other misfortunes of life, true friends are a sure refuge.
The young they keep out of mischief;
to the old they are a comfort
and aid in their weakness,
and those in the prime of life they incite to noble deeds.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
“It does not do to leave a
live dragon out of your calculations,
if you live near him.”
~~ J.R.R. Tolkein, Lord of the Rings ~~
is far enough away..;)
“He that feareth is a slave,
were he never so rich, were he never so powerful.
But he that is without fear
is king of all the world.”
~~ E. R. Eddison, The Worm Ouroboros ~~
KinGs of the
no matter how
BiG A Tower..
“Dying is a wild night and a new road.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
Facebook FriEnd.. Suzanne..
Stops by kindly on my personal
page and says she is Feeling
A Synergy of Quantum Flow too
And i return back to say in kind2..
Thanks my friEnd.. and i truly
FeeL anD SenSe those of us now..
fortunate enough to Tree of LIfe
further out in Quantum Branches
lucky ones now..
but of course it
work to branch out..
Grace is the Balance that
takes us tHeRe but tHeRE
is no Free
to Quantum Life
that i am aware oF @LEast
iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL..:)
And then she returns to suggest it can
be somewhat of a roller coaster ride too..
and says that Nature is her calming Force..
i return again with..
Yes.. my FriEnd..
with all of this wiTh
Nature as my Savior.. too..:)
And now i go on to say heAR..
for those wiThe eYes and eaRS to See..
And as far as males go.. it appears
that the Gnostic Jesus Dude.. at lEast..
from the in-tact non-Roman influenced
TeXt sTiLL iN Greek.. suggests that Jesus
Force of Nature
also known as God
all naked within..
clothes of Culture
WiTh zero Fear of shame..
or any other fear to speak oF@LEast..
And that my friEnds iS Free iN the Kingdom
oF Heaven now.. Bliss.. Nirvana.. take yoUr pick oF Form..
as God Lives within
FuLLy aLIVe ThrivinG noW..:)
AnyWay.. this sETs A stAge nicELy..
wRite iN synchroNicity waY as God’s
voice sits aToP mY shoulder
of a closed
chained booK as BoLdEr..
As dVerse has a Tuesday prompt2..
when we become pArt oF Nature
And Anthropomorphize Nature
aS God/NaTuRE.. i’LL giVe iT aNoTher SpiRaL Flow
As most oF my StuFF RefLects lAMps and Trees sAMe..
LiFE aT LeaSt
iN LiGht as More..;)
But first i’LL go to bed..
as ‘they’ say.. i pulled ANoTheR ALL DaYer..;)
Perhaps.. A Best way to describe
how i deScribe the UniVerSe as whOle
yep.. also known as God more too pLuS
IS A Fugue
really in artistic
effect as affect than
that rough free verse draft
of piano music i composed at
age 47 as already provided in
this MacroVerse whOle heAr now
named ‘Challenging Alexithymia’..
iF iT isn’t actuAlly already clear
that i am the actual
Peace of Piano
Music in spontaneous
Prose of 88 actual Keyboard
Keys in terms of Piano ivory and
ebony more than the plastic keys
at hand now that continue to flow
with relative free will.. allone
like sure.. letting iT
FloW iN ZonE NoW.. fARTheR..
‘Touching the Stars’.. Sings hiGher
as the Sweet Women sAid Free Verse
in Super-Walmart observing me.. then as
the Essence of my Dance.. now Oh God.. yes..
Women are naturAlly much.. much deeper than
men around these pARTs heAR.. sImply ’cause they
have more oF an oPen heART.. less likely closed by the
Forces of Desert Patriarchy at hand with Big Daddy TrumpS now
CLOsing heART.. SpiRiT.. and soUL down.. saying.. get a joB and
slave for the aLmighty Green BLack DEviL.. Washington Bread Dollar
all yoUr life no matter what it is you do neXT.. meanwhile.. as “the Dude’s”
Narrator says.. ‘i am’ the ‘one’ they see (the other dudes around hear) as the
laziest ‘Dude’ in LA Lower Alabama State of Panhandle FloWers as all i do
it seems to
And oh Lord..
mention A 4 MilLion
Word Longest Long Form
Poem ever.. and that’s of course
not pART of tHeir Vocabulary and oN
course.. i would never expect it to be..
as i for one saw little to no value iN
any Kind of Poetry other than
a phrase i remember
as Whitman Sings
as it touched something
Deeper in me as i Already Long
past fELt and seNsed that God lives
as Leave of grass lone and allone aS oNe..
no different than a gRain of sand or you and me..
Lamp of Common Sense and Feel as i continue heAR..
Can you not see that God lives in these words too.. not
the first one to say that.. am i or ‘Yoda’.. to say that noW..:)
First hit on Google says..
a contrapuntal composition in which a short melody or phrase (the subject) is introduced by one part and successively taken up by others and developed by interweaving the parts.
a state or period of loss of awareness of one’s identity, often coupled with flight from one’s usual environment, associated with certain forms of hysteria and epilepsy.”
Hehe.. what i do too..;)
And.. yes.. seriously.. literally.. the
Wife Katrina.. does the Fugue associated with Epilepsy..
as alWays.. words have many essences more than Form and so do People/GoD..:)
It’s juSt with Free Verse Poetry as well as Free Verse Music..
and SoUL comes ungluED
but sTiLL a PArT of the Masterpiece Painting that IS A Fractal of GoD/Nature wHOle..:)
It’s the way Syd Barrett and Jimi Hendrix played too.. per “Shine On You Crazy Diamond”
i am one
Piano Key DancE
and A SonG of 88..:)
And with all that sAid..
one of the interWeaving
Additional Free Verse Peace
Keys more is ‘that song’ by PiNk
Floyd to go aLong with all of this..
as now i move finAlly over to dVerse
for tHeir Tuesday prompt about becoming Nature
for me.. aLLonE..
SpeAkinG as NaTuRE noW..
try it.. you miGht liKe it too.. noW..
HaHa.. and even if ‘they’ Now.. would let
me in..”it’s” way too big to liNK at dVerse
or most any other place but Facebook as
mY friEnd Zuckerberg.. unwittingly let’s me
be free enough to Do iT aLLer.. no different
reAlly than Sam and that reAlly
Big Middle Dance Aisle at
prepare a way..
some of my best
little help as friEnds are surely ‘Nerds’.. yeP.. Sam2..
like i used to be too.. beFore gRoWinG WinGS of totAlly Free..:)
But first a little story.. walKing on the Beach back in the year
of ‘our’ Lord.. ’81.. And beFore thAT two years spent in a real fugue
of school separated from social interaction with
my fellow God beings by cold and
hard empty covers of books..
as ‘progressing’ to
about 19 years
Stuff of Mechanical
Cognition.. God cALLs
me bAck from a Classroom
and i finAlly DO.. FucK tHis SHit.. i’M going
back to the Beach.. barefoot clothed in school
attire i go pursuing the Sun going down and coming
Back up again.. i’nM mE.. juSt saYiNg i want and need nothing
more than to be heAR noW you see.. no different reAlly as
Yellow Boy wakes the morning with his paws crossed at
ease like a sPhinX.. anyWay.. by the end as niGht
fALLs after walKinG MiLes and miLes
iN Sand as the gRains
more and more
as me.. i went back to
a place so deep within that
i was the beginning of iT aLL.. a lonELy
point thAT only wanted to connect to all oThEr
points in an Explosion to arrive at Love.. And what
i cAMe to suddenly be is that it is all worth it.. this Love now
when living on two feet of Sand as once again i was born as
A heART of Love.. so anyWay.. this new found realization thAT
i am parT as WhOle one wiTh God then/now from the BeGinNinG oF aLL..
was/is yes.. very fresh and refreshing.. i alWays had it all and am iT aLL
NoW aS LovE NoW mission complete of 14.5 Billion yeArs or whatEver i AM NoW
Then NoW.. Time to enjoy noW as they ‘Say’ and to forget about then as NoW
iS aLLthAt iS
in teRms of GoD
pArT wHOle LoVe ME..
so anyWay.. the Mother of
the 16 year old Italian Girl
who asked me to go to the prom
then.. me at age 21.. to make her boyfriend
Jealous and sure it worked as they got married..
yep.. the Mother said.. as she had “that intuition”..
when i came by their home for something
after ‘crazy land’.. perHaps to pick
up some prom photos..
yes.. she said..
the Mother that is..
Fred.. you know something don’t
you.. i can see it in your eYes.. thing is
i didn’t KnoW anything as i was/is already am all.. then now then now..eTc..
yes.. for those of you who didn’t understand what Socrates meant by that2..
Anyway.. thanks dVerse for the muse of prompt.. not likely gonna make it over this
week.. but hey.. i’ve got Nature Memories from 3.16 of ’16 all served up for free
by Zuckerberg and his Associate Facebook Algorithm Memories
as i say
and on top of that..
i have just enough ‘shine
on you crazy Diamond’ song left
to do that heAR..as it’s Thursday
R and R hoLy and SaCred Day for
me.. to get a little more Break
from this plastic
you see.. Re-Creation
gives now to time aGaIN
liGht of eYes aliVe aWay from Dead as LiFe..:)
A MacroVerse share heAR too.. from two years
ago titLed ‘SiX MAGiCK’ that includes
in many more ways than
one.. the song.. “Pure
Spirits of the Forest”..
from the movie “Avatar”
with the same Basic MesSage
that the movie.. “Emerald Forest”
in ’85 provides that we humans as
God have forgotten the struggle arriving
at Heaven now.. not appreciating what came
before to arrive at this abundance now.. and
that my friends
is the Abundance
when we are no
longer as much God
as the words.. and tools
And complex cultures that we create..
so.. in my Nude Art does the form and function
of my Body disgust you thAT i am Free enough
to expose all of my pArT of GoD beForE you.. are
you afraid to see more of God as Form of Me..
or are you more aFraid that
you have lost
the thing about
the Relative Free WiLL
to be Love as LiGht or
to lose that as
as tools as culture same..
it is not only the direction of
written words.. clothes away from
God as uS.. including Culture.. it IS A choice
we make everyday we put our pants on outside in..
anyWay.. after the Movie Avatar came out.. there was
a small spike in suicides attributed to the Movie.. for
Lost is God in i
Free Wild and Naked
and enough as is in
the Abundance pART
NoW at the Arrive of
Heaven that iS LoVe Now..
serioUsly.. do you have any
idea how man Star Seeds it
takes for just an ounce of Love..
that my friEnds is WaLkinG MaGiC or nOT..NoW..
Miracle Water it if you can.. iF you WiLL.. Sprout a Leave of Grass..
Life.. A ‘Baby Groot”..
Guardian oF Love aLive..:)
Now.. Many Many MicroMicroVerses
as shared by the Friendly Facebook
Algorithm Memory Maker from a year ago..
alWays in some ways reflecting Nature plUS AKA GOD
and as ‘they’
all oF This and More..:)
“I expect nothing. I fear no one. I am free.”
~~ Nikos Kazantzakis ~~
word.. line.. paragraph
pAge.. a UniVerse oF NatUre
wE are iN eYes oF Free.. thE world
iS a wonderful place when stars align
and perhaps theRe iS more dArkness than
stars.. but never the less the stars WiLL shine..
how true iT iS.. as above so below.. how liGht WiLL
shine through darkest niGhts oF soUL regret.. Stars
never die In dArk refRain..
liGht iS Stars
in eYes of
uS when yes..
FReEd iN liGht
oF Love.. ever BriGhter
liGht gRoWinG oceaNs
other than that..
a beautiful Bear Lake
with photos coming soon..
a hiKe.. iN Nature.. wiTh
my sister.. and only two
iN one oF
one oF which
mirrors most of
what wE come to
see as consensual
realiTy sAMe.. iN Truth
and liGht.. the magic iN
Life iS iN attraction Of LIGht..
matters not tHe foRm.. esSeNcE
shiNes through dArkest paths as
joY oF bRighter
LiGht.. iN noW.. oh
Eternal SonG iNoW..
Tree oF LiVinG LiFE..:)
My son was extra
blessed with 12
as an extra
are no strict rules..
at hand iN Nature..:)
Hands of empathy
Hands of compassion
Hands of warmth.. of
tender Love iS real
SMiLes oF thE
hands so warm
HaNds oF tiMe
Ah.. my friend.. your
poeTry iS pure and
feminine.. and me born
with my mother’s poetic
and my father’s
big head.. law
mitts he had..
from Mom to me..
and meanwhile i
am like a Tyrannosaurus
Rex.. writing poetry and roaring..;)
Sword a tool..
to kill men..
Heart a muscle
exercised in a fight
to Love LiGht..
BlesseD iS thE
boy or girl..
thE hUman race
As LoVinG heaRt..:)
Hope Kind and Love
Fear Anger and Hate
oF aLL for
iN fearless Love
@Hand.. iN Real..:)
Go iS Love..:)
SAlt hAir bEaches
SwimmingLY smooth reAches..
Shores oF Bliss cominG dRippinG
diaTom gLows iN swirling seas allone..
Interesting.. now that i think
about it.. and really
feel it i see
hands iN miNd
almost clearer than
tHeir faces.. true the
hands say and feel
to talk and feel..
My Father’s hands
strong with little
hands all feelings..
a balance of both
i suppose is what
makes heroes real..:)
SMiLes.. so sad
and feeLinG air..:)
SMiLes.. i have to wonder
what Shakespeare would
have done with a keyboard
and two hands
i would have never
written much of anything
without a tool to escape
Yes.. it’s true.. i for one
can see honest hands
too.. so graceFuL..
Men never learning
magic now of Loving
Hands.. divine grace
wHole without a
iT can belOng
LOVE ingredients iN
A super hero real..:)
SAdly.. so many
have a guilty
hand iN the
for one who
does not speak
up when others
are felLed low
or never lends
to sad eYes..
aLL they are KiLLers
Of the hUman way
So sad when creative
touch iN hands
but for me..
without a way
to penlegibly.. keYboard
iS A saVing gRace noW to
or even first
hand iN hand..
sad.. how Mercury
can become Neptune
dArk niGhts then of the
soUl.. how jealous
i was to
and feeLinG iN Zoo
hands and arms..
legs and feet..
oF the niGht..:)
i and me and
uS alWays wE..
when Fearless Love..:)
SMiLes.. greaTEst emoTions
are those expresSinG witH
oF face.. dance
and sonG.. first
Sadly.. Love iS
Not a rule aT hand..
but a gift and
one to be
greateR.. when cOld
hands of fear..
Oh.. God.. i have
the opposite issue
they come.. they
Heart oF Soul..
lives aGain iN
Hands that free
birds Of SpiRit
WeLL.. 12:06 am
iT iS.. 126
and a word from
my sponsors who
inspire me here..
in my words.. all that
iS left for here.. interestingly
zero folks respond back by Word
Press Notification.. now and
now again.. in around the 10 or
15 folks who get to the early
bird worm.. to arrive wITh
first.. but iN
as usual.. thE
last are first
and the first
are last when
iT comes to real
as empirically measured
in hUman reciprocal social
communication unleashed and
aLL oF what
for the different
among others.. and
just the kindness
of a return
iN Karma way..
Karma iS REAL
what wE give iN
terms of what
iN ReaL for now..:)
And to end this session
of poeTry for noW..
Tai Chi like
dance of Free
In the Madonna
a self key
entry into the
Kingdom of Heaven
as this kind of interpretive
dance is reflective of the state
of miNd and BoDy balance.. complete
in stellar emotional regulation
and sensory integration..
and sure the reaSon
i get lots
when i dance free like
Madonna does ‘here’ in the
all natural trance dance
of Heaven now.. like
man you must
be on Mushrooms..
as tHere ain’t
no way you can be
this high aLL Natural..
WeLL.. my friends.. the secret
iS out aLL over the world now..
as described bY many folks iN
many cultures.. ranging from
Holy Spirit.. to Kundalini
Rising.. the Ki.. the Chi..
the Qi.. the DAO.. the
like Force that
iS precisely what
the dude Jesus was
speaKing of iN words
that WiLL never replace
the first communication of
Dance that is the best
way to express what
a person iN
as when the human
body swirls in Golden
Spiral PHI iN Flow Of
zONe wITh God oF
and iF you haven’t
been wHere mE and Madonna
go.. you ain’t truly seen
and felt nothing yet..
less and more..
iN a place
far far a
as the world
as SmALLest aLL
and now as Large
as the UniVerse that
can bE hUman miNd and
BoDy iN balance as microcosm
of the galaxy and Entire Universe
BLISS OF THE
BEACH iN HUMAN
THAT ONE AGAIN
BECOMES FREE NOW
AS WATER DROPLETS..
WAVES.. AND FiELDS Of
OCEANS BECOME ONE
iN liGht alWays NOW.
other than that.. do
what Madonna does.. lose
yoUr mind and let iT gO..
bE REAL BE NOW..
but sorry folks
finding iT within
is what Jesus said
as far as the Living
ONE inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and aLL around..
iF ya tHiNk/feel
from ya.. including
status and power..
as the frigging
King of the
ya ain’t heard
a God dam thing
he said as real..
as anywhere else
iS closer to hell
3 and 16
and other power
and status grabbers
like pedophile priests..
and Popes who slay free..
away from Real
as the last becomes
first and the meek
God one oN ONE
within aS REAL..
above.. so below
and.. yes.. once
Sun briGhter SpRings equinox
joy.. Equator sinGs in Balance
hUman days equal toniGht..
But cold sTill warming
below so above
MiNd and BoDy
sOUL.. iN now..
W h O L e ON e..:)
Dance iN the rain..
Brain On hOld..
apple of head..:)
Ah pain.. sends
a story forward
as Free.. desert
continue to create anew..
perhaps a little slower
when Life Waves..
At end oF
day we sleep alone
At beginning Of waKe
wE are allonE..
and true iT
not an easy
job but possible
the color purple
and truly iT does
piss of God when
we don’t feel
duh.. so much
juSt iS Free..
C R E A T I N GneW..
creating realiTy new..:)
attract.. and i suppose
it’s a problem for humanity
instead of different..
there is alWays beauty
in the arms
oF feat iN fearless Love..:)
So true.. the
Goddess iN masculine
and feminine Love
Of animal uS..:)
wHere no one
can defeat faith
iS REAL.. TRULY
no faith required
for soUl.. reaches
beyond death of memories
old to rebirth anew iN
that you are
one of the
here on what you
do free or not
remember it like yesterday
when four wolves jumped
on you 6 months
It’s really hilariious
when they do it
they do it
where the poem
itself says the writer
is dealing with his own
cruel and a measure
of the dwindling empathy
of some humans
they would have
done it to your face..
friend.. and there
is a way out of the
iN Life for sure..
little men reign
WiN iN the
SMiLes.. i too..
a Pan oF
child of i
Ocean bLue Free..
i free.. and
meals to fuel a Pan..
slow to fast cookeD
i wiLL to
wiTh bLack ice iN Fire..
oF wE beHind WiNds liGht..:)
Ha! i dance walk
166 miles a month..
leg press close
to half a ton
and i am still
at 230 LBS.. (yes..
i’m probably shaR
ing too much2.. heHe..;)
My father and mother
both live(ed) past
obese as well..
Life is fun when
enjoyed.. i’ll never
fully trust a practice
of medicine again.. now
as happy comes within..
not.. with SMiLes..
for living great!..
Truly the practice of
medicine is an average effect
of the population as whole.. there
Interestingly.. a recent
study suggests that
good as Love..
oh Nature.. you
have a scent of huMor..;)
SMiLes.. if God could
take the form
oF a human
but trUly even
science says All oF
uS are a fractal of iT
part oF ALL..:)
‘they’ find out
SMiLes.. truth is online now
reaches more than
it is free..
Free iS cheap..
it’s the best now
ever to share free
now.. no matter wHere
wE are.. my friend..:)
Volatile of Life..
change of Nature
human we at
by grace of Love..:)
n o W
as uS Free..:)
sMiLes.. first oF
the SonG.. banG
And DanCe oF uS..
WInks.. dedicated to
the 93% of Social
that is innate
SonG without written
Word of Lies.. my friend..:)
Aw.. so sweet
sMiLes.. aLL of arT
i exclude 0
oF all that
rules are for
art oF Y i..
F R e E D..:)
thaT FeeLs no
FeeL oF Love..
for the most
oF aLL.. aLong
with the abLiTy
to move as arT
SMiLes.. my friend..
after effective loss
of my sight and
hearing due to
a pain disorder
for a full 66 months..
Without pain.. wiTh sight
and heAring.. Life iS alWays
beautiful as grace oF REAL..:)
SMiLes.. aLL oF
Ocean iN nowliGht eYes..:)
Ah.. to make
it.. to hunt
create as Life..:)
Primitives of Paradise
one in BEinG Nature
separate no illusion..
and all around..
PriSons oF words..
take free away.. and
finAlly iT comes
Work of Life
back we’re waiting..:)
And oh.. by A
way per number
one trending on
YouTube back now
to the future heAR
on 3.30.2017.. at 9.30 am..
event’ iN ’87..
has a Brand New
Movie coming out
about the Orange Clown
iT aRiSinG from a Gutter
oF Fear and Hate.. but hey..
i can see that alReady on my
ipHone updates for the News everyday..;)
Hi.. Frank.. thanks so much for stopping by
today and truly a place of Nature
IS A place
of time in clOck way
are of little importance..
hehe.. other than getting
to time on hand.. hAha..
anyWay.. Love the
Nature.. hahe.. as what else
can Humans do from tHeir
view point @lEAst..
make it tHeir to comment
on many places but i’LL drop
by yOuR place before i go on
Plastic Keys and Screen Vacation
And Back to Nature WitH more whirl words oF Free sPin..;)
The greaTest Wisdom
i kNow For sUre.. FeeL
Is iT cAnnot
forGet iT is A OaK..
AS alWays Frank..
Thanks For thE
friEnd.. WiTh SMiLes..:)
Franks Says back and i quote him.. heaR..
“After reading your comment I realized
that the acorn is an oak, not the whole oak,
but still an oak acorn. Thank you!”
And i return aGaiN WiTh..
Means we are
God within too..
SunG as uS..:)
A sMiLe on
Adult or Child..
is worth a tear of rise
away from death as life..
a day.. actuAlly
51 of them for a
son of mine..
oF liFe fELt
fAir.. ‘fore.. is sometimes
children never smile at all..
and what i cAMe to find far after
that as i voWed to make his pain
a sMiLe as my eYes to never end..
is yes.. an adult who smiles so much
can lose that smile and never remember now
then what A Smile feels like at all.. after they
wiTh a sMiLe
oF iNfinity more it seems..
as children are my friEnd.. Gifted this
way.. lesSon leARned for me all is Gift A sMiLe..:)
As alWays too.. thanks for yoUr inSpiRinG words
and these words are for your Nephew Jamie too..
As after loss oF effective use of both
my eYes and eARs for 66 months then..
with not even a memory oF A sMiLe fELt oN Face..
FeeLingS.. and SMiLes.. aLive..:)
i thiNk some
cAll ‘that’ Poetry..
i’M More For FeeLinGs sMiLes.. aLiVe..:)
Woah.. Daisy or Sun FloWer ..now to end
this reAlly Big “MesSage iN A Bottle Bible”..
wRiTe heAR.. hehe.. as my Thursday
R and R.. Staycation ultimatELy
leading to the 154th
Dance WeeK niGht
tonight oN foR NoW..
iN what i understand
miGht be a bit rainy..
outdoors aT LeASt..
is coming for me
oTheR HoLy and
R and R Activities full
oF iT.. yes.. meaning and purpose too..
WiTh more fun Dance photos coming after
around 3 AM NoW iN this MacroVerse and the
one after thaT thaT WiLL iN pArT as WHole.. Then..
aT LEast.. Be.. CelebrRaTinG April Fred’s Day too and
no heLL no HeaVen yes.. i ain’t kidding ’bout thaT.. NoW..
WiTh a little Napoleon Dynamite to make the medicine go down
aGain as SonG
oF Dance as they
say.. ‘Vote Pedro’.. ya can’t go wrong..;)
CaN i saY..
i Dance.. i juSt
WiLL afteR ALL iT iS my Special
iNterest.. ASSpUrgers and aLL of That2..;)
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)