Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for taking the long way home.. haha.. in getting to the bottom of all of this.. very kind of you to drop by with those very nice words of appreciation and next stop for me dance.. dance.. dance.. and more dance My FriEnd.. with smiles.. be by your place tomorrow to comment as i have to have 10 fingers to do that then properly as smart phones don’t sing for me with just one finger wItH SMiLes.. aGaiN..:)
Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for dropping by again.. and sMiLes.. i am happy you see my comments as fun.. i aM juSt about recovered from the laborious act of dance last night and will be by soon.. to see more of what dVerse has to offer and respond to your ‘My Friend’ poem as FriEnds are so important to find and maintain in this world of wordS now.. where the turn of a friEndly card becomes the creation now oF humanLY FriEndly Words..;)
I’m not normal. I refuse to be normal. Not being normal is awesome; in fact, some folks with open minds see it as Super Epic. I have great respect for Alex for developing this site as it helped me to develop my writing talents that I never developed in any creative way in either school or work; just on a couple of occasions where for some reason I broke free in middle school for a Christmas story contest and Philosophy class in college.
In short, i reached deep down and expressed emotions in words that was very difficult for me to do other than short factual statements all about non-fiction, of course.
Anyway, I don’t post here anymore, because it is very difficult for me to conform to the form of what folks name as the way the English Language is written in straight lines all the way across the page.
In my opinion, it should be expressed naturally like sound waves, or perhaps more poetically put like the waves of the Beach and what is left when the essence of the Ocean become the shorelines of that essence as waves and never ever straight lines.
I am a curvy person now; I do not move by sidewalks in steps or lines of pages by words. But, Smiles, most of the rest of the world sees lines and sidewalks, and moves accordingly the straight and narrow path of what is designed by the architects of sidewalks and pages. I am much more now like the Matrix oracle and Neo2 and architect3.
Anyway, to make a ‘normal’ paragraph break. I refuse to be normal, because i can. I am re-tired with rubber now on what once was hard and metal wheels, and am Financially Independent and without that millstone of Having To Conform, and by the way I would fully capitalize those three words for emphasis but the straight line and sidewalk folks of the world, of course, would see that as yelling, instead of simple emotional emphasis as that is the what normal expects; and sure, I understand that as i used to conform to normal to survive in society.
There are two types of intelligences assessed in science. One, is fluid intelligence; and the other is crystalized intelligence. I just so happen to have a great deal of both, as empirically assessed, now. What that this means is I know the facts and I can revert back to normal writing, if I apply the rule of sidewalks and lines of conformity in crystalized intelligence.
According to research by Michelle Dawson, non-verbal Autistic folks with a verbal delay in childhood, like me, who had this difficulty until age four, often compensate with fluid intelligence as neuroplasticity and epigenetics will humanly and naturally do to adapt to challenge of environmental struggle and change. And later in life they actually exceed so-called ‘normal’ ‘neurotypical’ folks in measures of fluid intelligence.
And interestingly, these once non-verbal so-called Non-Verbal Autistic folks, also have been shown in Dawson’s small studies as exceeding so-called folks with the diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome, in measures of fluid intelligence. They still lag behind, though, in crystalized intelligence as measured in standard IQ test way. The Raven Matrices measure of fluid intelligence provided the measure needed to illustrate this ‘Autistic Advanatage’, per the non-verbal folks with language delay of spoken speech.
In reference to one of the comments in ‘this’ discussion, where an individual stated that their classmates sort of stagnated after high school, per Michelle Dawson’s research, this makes a little common sense, as use it or lose it applies to all stuff human being.
Go to school and learn facts and get a job and do the same thing over and over and sit in the same basic way of sitting down all day; and physical, sensory, emotional, fluid, and crystallized intelligences stagnate from not doing very many things different anymore, than at least school demands in the way of learning so-called new facts, from before that increase crystalized intelligence in memory way.
And yes, of course, it is more complicated than that but I’ll try to keep this somewhat short in what my potential is of writing close to a Novel in one sitting, as I continue to increase both types of intelligence by simply using it, gaining it, and never losing it, to this point at least, in my life.
Interestingly, when Hans Asperger’s case study patients were followed up on later in life; most had found niches they were good at and were doing quite awesome, in fact; credit fluid intelligence of course, in adaptation to challenge of struggle in the environment, and change.
Now, then, the thing about the original assessment of what Hans named as Autistic Psychopathy; verbal delays like mine until age four were included in that assessment. The APA was as they say, stuck in the world of crystalized intelligence and wanted to make the diagnosis as ‘normal’ people do, by the Crystalized Intelligence book of before. So, they made basically a watered down version of what they already named as Autism, by simply reducing the number of diagnosing elements to ‘Autism Lite’, also known as Asperger’s Syndrome, back in the 1994, DSM IV addition of that diagnosis.
Now, the DSM 5 has come up with a behaviorally determined cover-all diagnosis to make life even easier for them to label it as just one thing. This is what normal people do. They come up with labels and pills to make life easier for them to solve problems.
Problem is; this approach is symptom based rather than root of condition based. And of course that root in the case of Autism is in the whole of the human being in all types of intelligence; including sensory, physical and emotional intelligences that Standard IQ does not assess at all. And if you’ve ever met a psychiatrist; most lack high degrees of emotional and physical intelligences as they are medical doctors and they have been studying facts in the way of crystalized intelligence for literally decades sitting at a desk and now even worse, attached to a computer all day; even in the office with the patients at-hand attempting to do mechanical cognition and social cognition at the same time, which even science shows now, is not what human beings are evolved to do efficiently without the potential for great stress and reducing the proficiency of both types of cognition now, when each is not focused on separately. And of course that is common sense, but no, common sense is not always the way of the crystalized intelligence of what comes before in book way. By the way, wow that was a really long paragraph and sentence; it could be so much easier to read without these long, long lines.
I am diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome by three diagnosing professionals, still. I have the paperwork to prove it. My sister is also diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. More than likely my father and grandfather had the same condition but of course, the diagnosis was no where to be seen in most of their lifetimes. My father did law enforcement and never rose above the ‘degree’ of Deputy Sheriff as he lacked the social skills to supervise. My Grand father was an X-Catholic Priest and a noted Author of last Century who even dined with Einstein in the socialist party circles in New, New York in the intellectual circles of that place then. By the way I am very wordy and can be very precise and detailed too, if I choose to express that type of intelligence with relative human free will.
Initially, my doctor diagnosed me with PDD NOS, because of the language delay in childhood; but after further assessment changed me to the Asperger’s syndrome diagnosis, per the original Hans Asperger’s diagnosis of the condition that includes a potential language delay in childhood that is often associated with Hyperlexia, in which I was a very precocious reader with difficulties in reading comprehension that fits that mold too.
I have extreme tactile sensitivity, which means I cannot touch anything manmade without extreme discomfort. I spent most of my life in man-made environments with hands closed and rarely open, to avoid touching man-made stuff with my finger tips.
This Wrong Planet Internet site, helped me immensely to express myself in writing. I thank Alex Plank, very much for the opportunity to write on this site, as by the time I was able to accommodate 19 medical disorders, enough to write on a computer, about two inches from the screen in extreme pain, with most of the disorders, likely a result of Autistic Burnout after conforming to what society expected of me in over 30 years of work; yes, this site probably literally helped to save my life, as I was suicidal for the two years before that. I had Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the worst pain known to humankind, like a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear without novocaine, for a total of 66 months, from wake to sleep; including 33 months with a lot of that time spent here writing as no drug would touch that pain, and writing helped me a little to remove it from my focus.
It took me 66 months to recover from two years of fight or flight stress that basically almost killed me, as science shows now the stress hormones will break down one’s body from head to toe, which did happen in my case. Doctors have no idea what causes Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, but in my case it certainly may have been associated with the break down of myelin sheaths as i was in pain in every cell of my body from head to toe, too. I was also assessed with Fibromyalgia, Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine, etc., but the worst part was losing my emotions as without emotions there is no glue for cognitive executive functioning.
What I found in my personal research in the road to having an incredibly awesome and epic life now as assessed by some third party interests, is increasing my physical, emotional, and sensory intelligence through free style dance and free verse poetry to connect language with emotion and to regulate emotions and integrate senses through the art of movement (dance/martial arts) as all emotions and senses flow through the human body, and moving naturally regulates emotions and integrate senses when one moves innately, instinctually and intuitively without lessons on how to move.
Anyway, I am comfortable in my own skin now, in ways of getting around the world with advanced proprioception and in emotionally regulating my feelings in the human environment and integrating senses, which means I am centered and no longer lost in an environment, ‘out there’. Yes, I have great self-awareness now, where I was incredibly deficient in this human skill before that seems to come naturally for most everyone else.
Here’s the thing though, with use it or lose it; I received all my gold stars in school, through my Hyperlexic ‘super power’ of reading very fast and memorizing rote facts that I spit back like a computer on multiple choice tests. The teachers loved it, as they never had to help me do anything in the way of learning or tests. Problem was that had little to nothing to do with the real life of work that I would encounter after earning three degrees in college, So, in a way, this incredible strength was my incredible weakness, as I failed to work very very hard on the types of physical, emotional, and sensory intelligences that would make life so much easier than the incredible hard it was that almost literally killed me by age 47.
I survived. I adapted to struggle and changed. I continue to rise now and thrive.
There is even a song for that I will share below. I am so sorry that I did not continue that line above to the side of this page, as I must conform here to come back to even say all of this. But here’s the other thing, my so-called professionally labeled Autism is Super F iN epic and it has made me one of the most epic individuals to ever dance and write on this earth, and I prove that by writing the longest long form poem in the history of humankind, now approaching 4 million words; and sure I literally prove it with my signature link below, as it is way too long to ever ever publish in print.
In fact, Microsoft word says it would take over 30,000 paper pages to print what I name as the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’. And i also have fully documented almost 6,000 miles of dance in tens of thousands of photos in that same Super Epic personal bible of mine in autobiographic fashion too that includes close to 1000 selfies of gorgeous college age girls smiling ear to ear with me at the dance hall I have danced now for 122 weeks named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida. Funny, the girls never liked me in school, much. And now totally beautiful college age girls I do not even know attempt to kiss me, or at least that’s what it looks like at the dance hall with their friends, as recent as last night. And I can even prove it here, with my signature link in my most recent blog post with the photo, as the photo is too big to fit the formatting here, in case one wonders, if i am telling the truth.
I make zero dollars by doing this. I have danced walked a free verse style of martial arts and ballet everywhere i go now for almost 6 thousand miles after I recovered from the disabling portions of those 19 disorders that without question I suffered with, like A Biblical ‘Job’ for 66 months, as a shut-in in my home. Yes, Autistic Burnout hurts, very bad, as I can certainly attest to.
So what does this have to do with the topic at hand. Autism cannot be assessed by behavior alone, as far as what makes it the most difficult of all to deal with in the inner Universe of the human being. No one could see the stress I was under when I was in those two years of flight or fight stress at work, as i conformed, as I truly believed I would never ever get another job because people most always thought and expressed I was weird. I wore a mask of Okay when I was literally slowly dying inside. It really hurt, so bad.
No one could see that hell, but me. I looked normal enough on the outside, and still do now. I am different. I am even too different to post here the way I normally speak now in words, and I accept that as I do not expect anyone to tolerate or accept me, as often folks don’t. To each his or her own is the way I live. Where folks tolerate and accept me it’s wonderful, and where folks don’t, I move on to greener pastures, as online allows an environment out of my closed- minded community in my red state area to do that in ways of blog and poetry to express all of who I am as different and human being.
As far as dancing everywhere I go like a Bruce Lee Ballerina at around 6 feet tall now at 235 Lbs of solid muscle. I am stronger than every Marine in my military gym with legs now that press close to half a ton 33 times in what the strongest folks who leg press there cannot even budge as I’ve watched them try it up close and personal to their dismay. So no, i am no longer that uncoordinated Five foot 10 inch, 120LB scrawny boy from Middle School with the long blonde hair, pretty blue eyes, and eye lashes that people called the F word and not Fred.
My genetics are different, I matured slowly, and am still getting stronger by the day, as empirically assessed at the gym. So, no one messes with me in the general public, as I can easily pass now for a College Linebacker who floats like a butterfly and can sting like a bee with martial arts kicks every which way and loose.
Botton line is, I do not fit in, but I still rise to the occasion of all my human potential and am no longer held back by anyone who lives on the pages and sidewalks of crystalized intelligence. I am fluid as whole, and I am the Ocean and Field and Wave and Particle whole as one in trinity of threes that even science assesses as real.
As above so below, inside, outside, and all around. Most folks don’t realize we are walking and talking mini-me’s of the Universe when whole and part the same. I was blessed by Nature in what I view as God to be able to see and feel this.
If my Autism Is a Disability, I fail to see and feel this. In fact I fail to see any labels at all.
I am, I rise and thrive, end and beginning of the story whole.
And this will not make total sense to perhaps 95% of the people here as you folks are much more normal than me, as whole as my history shows here.
Oops, I did it again. Again, just dropping by out of respect for Alex. He probably is more Autistic like I am when I was his age too. And sure, he has already done something super epic by creating this site. It just took me longer at age 50 and after to start the journey of me finally getting free away from societal expectations that make no sense for me.
I was the last kid picked on sports teams, and the one who was picked on by almost everyone for being different in middle school.
I am now, likely the most different person of all in my local community, as assessed by that ‘general audience’. But here’s the thing, I accept all of who I am now from head to toe. No one stops me from being me now, because I am strong enough to be me now, no matter what anyone else thinks or feels about that..
I no longer conform.
Again, I rise, I thrive.
I sing A Song of Free.
Thanks Alex. You did a great thing by making this site.
And no, no one will ever ever cure me again into the insanity of normal as insame..;)
And as the moderators predicted, I am still incurable from being me. And at least for me I F in Love it. And no, I cannot come back, ’cause I will not conform. But again, that does not mean I do not appreciate Alex for helping me to finally be me, by creating the opportunity to write on this site, as Super Epic in so many ways never ever seen before.
Have a nice day. I hope every one here will one day rise, thrive, and never ever conform again. But yes, first, make sure you have some money, as the working world will not accept that; The ‘normal’ one at least, with smiles; but sure, I could on and on about that so bye, and I do mean bye to this straight line..;)
(Song Rise, by Katy Perry for inspiration. Inspiration is important in life and so are emotions fully expressed and not repressed or oppressed.)
Whatever it is i have.
It is a gift
Bottom line, and I prove it everyday, for the naysayers of life that say you can’t, you can’t, just ’cause you are different.
SMiLes mY FriEnd.. Victory.. in vicStory.. as i look back in youth i looked for that Friend that friend as mountainous tower of electrifying light as you say so eloquently and poeticAlly here.. to help me on my way.. noWhere to bE found then so i looked within.. and i must say it took me 40 years total from age 13 to 53 of walking in a cultural desert.. to find that friEnd in Me.. and it seems a Universal experience.. some folks call it vision quest.. others call it satori.. some others call it being reborn again or Kundalini Rising.. and scientist type folks call it self actualization .. but what i kNow and FeeL and SeNse for sure is the essence of this fRiEnd within iS real.. i call this friEnd me.. the me who was alWays waiting to simply come out and direct and produce and act a play of relative free will.. no longer subject as an actor in someone else’s play(s) oF liFe away from the potential oF aLL of ME F R e E D noW aS i directs actor I in exclamation point spirit super epic play oF liGht liFe!..:)
Victoria responds and i quote her here..
‘Yes, we are all our own best teachers/friends/mentors. Seek the guru within..:-) But hopefully you’ve had a few people who pointed you in the right direction.’
SMiLes.. As a philosophy Teacher from Junior College.. named Hunt.. did provide Some helpful hints.. The rest of it Seemed lost.. In comparison..;)
‘Well, it sounds like you’re reaching out and being the mentor to others that you did not find. You’re a blessing!’
And you Are so Kind And A welcome Addition to nice..:)
then i say..
So.. i’M stArting To think here in terms Of that really Cool Fox spoof About ‘Lucifer’.. Per.. ‘Did Father Send you’.. In other Words.. i am Both literally And meta-physically Getting an Angel oF liGht Vibe From you Friend And It is rare As literally 100 or so K Interactions Online has Empirically Proven To Me.. Sincerely.. Me..:)
Victoria responds in kind..
‘That’s so kind My kids might laugh at that though’
And with even more wit i say..;)
TheRe IS A Little Devil And dArk in the yin And yang of Human real EARTh Angels.. My wife Can certainly relate To that too or shall I SAy i can As sHe Angel2..;)
‘Yes there is a lot of dark here. Glad you’re married to an angel angel emoticon.’
Lilith Hehe.. On ocasSion2.. Or that assistant On the Fox show.. Lucifer.. A little Demon To Spice My angel uP2..;)
Friend Rafiah shares a Facebook Status that says..
If any pet come into my life ever, I’ll name it TARDIS..;)
And i return with..
A cat Named TARDIS Is nice..;)
Rafiah says in liking response..
I like cats. I imagine calling Tardis and it jumps over my lap and cuddles like your cat does to your Kat in pics..:)
And i say.. i pray that you will have a cat my friend and even more than one…:)
And i say now here and there and everywhere.. we really do have a lot of advantages in the United States and i.. in the United States have a tremendous privilege and advantage and even innate ability now that i almost magically got over my allergies too.. where my airways no longer close up with a cat inside.. Humans through history have almost always lived side by side with other domesticated animals.. to lose that connection is to lose the connection greater with Nature that shows one clearly that we all are same as Animals whole of God and Nature same.. and the same is true that i live where A Forest lives that i can walk into by simply going out my back door any now of day or night.. but it is raining now.. so i am focusing on writing instead… and too how privileged i am to live in the country of the U.S. of A. that has plans for people to retire and ways to save incredible amounts of money to do that in government work too.. and even a safety net for folks who succumb to unforeseen disabilities that are sometimes even invisible to those who attempt to understand the disabilities from the outside in.. and what else.. the fact that i live in a place where someone has strange as me can simply be me.. to no great affront of that from others as privilege just too be all of me free all i want to be of me now.. i am lucky to live here.. in this little sliver of heaven afforded by all the ancestors and the origin of all that is now.. now AKA GOD that iS real ALLREALNOW..:)
Facebook Friend Michael responds by saying.. in reference to the TARDIS TERM..
But it’s just a small blue box tripping the light fantastic..;)
And then i respond..
sMiles yes.. Doctor Doctor.. who you who..;)
And now i say.. for those with eyes and ears to see and hear more.. i for one am not planning ALL of these God Winks.. if you are not seeing the proof that God exists by what i AM doing here.. perhaps you don’t have those eyes and ears to see.. as these are all totally a-causal related events.. there is way too much synchronicity in a-causal connecting principle going on here noW for it to be anything but the language oF Art of God when more than one person comes togeTheR to express that iNterconnecting Force that is God through all forms of symbols.. Nature And extension of Nature in cultural ways all through the digits of our hands to the bits and bytes of the screen you see oF additional Nature of God creating by the number 11 extension of just 10 digits we are born with innately as such now.. Nature and God goeS oN hiGher and HiGher by the power of the human connection and all interdependent relating forces as Now well noW.. many of which are a-causal in terms of what human has invented and assesses.. as the scientific method to date.. To be more mindfully aware iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCe soUl iS to connect greater poTenTiAlly with the a-causal connecting principle of Synchronicity as identified by Carl Jung and many others as God’s Signs in liFe.. God WiNks.. etc.. all metaphors for this sAMe essence of what some folks experience and others are almost blind to.. sadly enough for those of we who see so much more of REAL iSREaL GOD oF NatURenoW..:)
“Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight (I love cheap thrills) Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight (I love cheap thrills) But I don’t need no money As long as I can feel the beat I don’t need no money As long as I keep dancing”
-Sia 2016 Cheap Thrills
i am very sweaty ‘here’.. by the way.. and with tactile sensitivity in heightened way since birth.. i can say for sure those lips did not touch my dripping wet ear.. hehe.. this is one of those faux selfie pucker-ups.. but seriously.. in 122 weeks of dancing at Old Seville Quarter.. i haven’t spent even one dollar bill.. but yes.. i sweat almost as much as a six pack of beer.. and Katrina says.. oh gross.. i cannot believe that pretty girl got that close to your sweaty face.. such is the life of dancing with a whole Sorority of University of West Florida girls.. from where i graduated with three college degrees 33 years ago.. oh how time never exists but now @least for me..;)
Here is someone who really sings to the tune of being different real.. Multiverse Man Robin Williams certainly sang a song of dancing outp of the box on top of dead poet society desks to do a dance different than the polka of beFore.. sadly.. he lost balance and he fell out of this life.. but yes.. the different is oft remembered longer and more than the insane of insame as history continues to shoW noW..:)
And here on the 5 languages of love ranging from gifts to affirmation to acts of service to touch.. and quality time of course.. and sure perhaps there is 6 and 7 and many more ranging from altruism to A purE and natural connecting in interdependent affection for all that is aka God now too.. one thing for sure is.. no matter how far alone one goes from otHeR humans the rest of Nature and God sAMe are/iS alWays waiting.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all Around with a hand that reaches out and touches us all around human being too.. for those receptive enough to see and feel God these ways of Greater LOVE..:)
And a last but not least Macro Verse coming in as part of my 694 pArt of Ocean whole poem now.. AKA ‘SonG oF mY soUL’.. in moVinG.. ConNecTinG and creAtinG ways more and more and more as i go.. but wherever that goes it is always nice to celebrate the human contributions of free verse bEFoRe and Robin Williams iN celebrating that frEEdom oF A LIFE IS A great noW sTiLL hUman way to Be..:)
A micro-micro verse quotable in size short enough to share fuly heRe.. per this Egyptian Woman too.. from 2015.. per Nefertiti..:)
Arms tall stand straight close but not at ease.. a clear sign that Egyptians live too in a very repressing and oppressing time for female human emotions and sensuality too.. People ask me YTF do i make strange poses in my selfies.. and i say FTW baby i’m alive i do not die in skin dead.. and on top of that words never live purely as flesh of Truth.. But at least photos bring us closer than words alone in sculpture and flesh of truth.. The selfie of old and new is a revelation of human soul balanced or NOT..:)
And.. here a little more on David who appears to have lesS on2..;)
Ah the statues of antiquity full of naked truth and soft as well.. oLD.. David.. a Christian pArt of GOD and others on ceiling of Sistine Chapel escape unscathed but not so for Apollo same face different clothes escapes without a you know i for one FEEL in a free world NOW men can be real ‘MIN’ and i for one illustrate that in ART as Flesh and FREE..:)
And still another micro micro verse worth sharing.. from last year..
Love sees clearly paws cat with biscuits Mother cats Milk Love is old human clothes new WE Move Connect Create Live FREE.:)
Can i have another.. weLL yes.. of course you can.. as foR All folks after all iS sAiD and dONe all iS fREe noW from 2015..;)
You are alLways welcome Friend and tRuly whEre Love Lives God Lives Free Now aLL ah without FEAR TRUE Father of aLLnow Hate associated LIFE oh Yes Fear is the Real Devil of LiFE and GOD never demands US to Fear OUR Lives in GOD’s eyEs of LOVE AND H0NESTLY THOSE ANSWERS LIVE FREE ON BEACHES NEVER BOOKS.
WeLL.. first of all.. my friEnd Zee. i find some comfort with the ease that you use with the word FucK juSt for fun as trUly that word is just an exclamation point with umph.. that says i am free without cares too.. and actually i have changed the word FucKinG to mean iF yoU seeK iN God as thAT is even more hilarious for a God that is bigger than a symbol that humans create as word.. anyWay.. i am often hiGh as FucK juST for FuN as you say.. particularly when i am FucKinG in the way i see FucKinG now.. i used to be way way too serious.. i’Ve learned to ligHten up.. so so.. much more.. and you FeeL what.!. it’s like a bird out of a cage now.. i float… i fly.. so high.. i float some more.. and somenows i even SinG.. and DancE to my cat Yellow Boy in the early Sunny morning when he gets frisky for the Patio and Nature and God free sAMe.. so i sing.. he flies.. he flies.. he flies so high.. that Yellow boy Flies he flies he flies so high.. and so do i.. and now i worry less when you visit my website that you might be offended when i FucKinG bless God this way so high so high with God and i as we and us and me as sAMe.. funny what a word can do for peace of mind and bliss in what some folks describe as Satori.. the Heaven Now.. the Bliss.. the Nirvana to fly so FucKinG HiGh.. As a side note.. a guy from Saudia Arabia last night after i danced all night all sober and naturAlly high of course.. was kicked out of the bar for being too drunk.. and he asked me if he could get back in with my help.. at that point.. i didn’t realize he was that drunk.. as i said you don’t drink do you.. and he said.. oh yes i do.. i am free in the U.S. of A.. to do what i FucK to do.. free.. anyway.. i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke and like i think i already may have said i don’t even do caffeine.. but i say FucK in anyWay i like as it is just a symbol that in poetry can be anything i want it to be free.. where i make the meanings and the words up.. juSt me and GoD toGeTher all FReED without any chains of bEfore to bRinG uS doWn..;)
“It is Maya! Dost thou not know her? Illusion — dreams — phantoms. But, to the wise, Maya is more. —————— But, to the wise, Maya is more. Look around: All that thou see’st, Trees and shrubs, The grass at thy feet, All that walks or creeps, All that flies from tree to tree, All is unreal: All is Maya. Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts. We ourselves are slaves to Maya. What remaineth? Who can say? Love to the lover, The child to the mother, The song to the singer, God to the worshipper; These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya, Are perchance shadows of that which is.”
— Holst, Savitri (based upon the sanskrit Mahabharata)
“The Mahabharata is the longest known epic poem and has been described as “the longest poem ever written”. Its longest version consists of over 100,000 shloka or over 200,000 individual verse lines (each shloka is a couplet), and long prose passages. About 1.8 million words in total, the Mahabharata is roughly ten times the length of the Iliad and the Odyssey combined, or about four times the length of the Ramayana. W. J. Johnson has compared the importance of the Mahabharata in the context of world civilization to that of the Bible, the works of Shakespeare, the works of Homer, Greek drama, or the Qur’an.”
I’ve got it beat.. close to double in both complexity and esoteric ‘strangeness’.. hehe.. now over here..
Anyway.. friend gigoid shares the same above on Facebook and he shares part of the infamous tribal and A very evil part of the Christian Old Testament here.. as i share it down below.. of course.. based on a warring people fighting for fertile lands for subsistence for basic human eating rights and shelter.. that is a human dog eat dog life that continues on in the middle east.. a place of barren lands and scarcity.. of course better over here in the New Israel U.S. oF A today.. and even in the fertile lands of New Jerusalem where i live aka Milton that once was recorded as having the most churches per square mile.. funny how all is related and even cultural patterns repeat themselves over generations like bigger waves of ocean whole across deserts and sands of dead sea scrolls.. in cultural human terms of being whole as societies go.. and my long form poem continues on toward 4 million words now.. anyway i prefer the first selection of poetry above as anything about bashing children’s heads into rocks floats no part of my love your enemy philosophy and turn the other cheek if possible instead of bashing little kiddies heads on rocks and bringing a sword for peace.. and.. stuFF of opposing tribes and singing poetry into what supposedly is some kind of violent inerrant word of God.. like they say for the Kuran when it speaks to the same kinds of violent atrocities.. including screwing what your right hand possess in terms of wives of husbands one just killed in war as new slaves.. after a little mourning process to get warmed up and ready for institutionalized rape.. not much different still than non-consensual dowry arrangements for institutionalized prostitution when the nonconsensual spread of women’s legs is for sale as well as for rape.. as nonconsensual.. yes.. a book as long as that first one there.. half as long as mine i prefer much better as it refers to the awesome esoteric mysterious paRts of God as i AM iS with no private parts like he’s and his’ have when yA name God as a dude instead of Force of allthatis.. with ‘her’ nicer pronoun2.. of course it took centuries for that other longest long form poem to happen.. not just a couple of years for me to exceed 1.8 million words as i am almost doing that rate per year as ‘we’ speak in never ending now free verse run on poetry for long.. long.. long.. longest form poem now.. anyway.. my fingers sing my/’our’ spirit.. no requirement to even think.. so i run wordS on.. with more millions to come.. but at least when 42 months gets here by September 11, 2016 from March 2013.. when i started all this witnessing for the God of all that is.. on the date of March 10, 2013.. of that year then.. i will have fulfilled a little old prophecy along the way just for shits and giggles and perhaps a God WiNk and laugh too.. at the ludicrous idea that anyone can chain God and say that tHeir quarterback has the last word or is the last prophet or whatever.. as i can do more.. with never ever giving up.. with 100% hope.. faith,, and belief that at least the Jesus dude of Saint John predicted would eventually come true.. so sure.. in this way.. this super epic way.. two prophecies.. two doves flown aS oNe.. and hehe.. like a thief in the night2.. hardly anyone anywhere even Knows what i have done is real and exists now.. as surely humble servant and word soldier of Love for God..all thatis.. going down for real baby.. like a REAL child of vision..;)
“Happy is he who dashes the heads of his enemy’s children against rocks.” — Psalms 137:9
Considering i had A only son who died in my arms that versE noW and the whole bible now kinda pisses me off.. i think i’ll do something about it and write a bible that is four times larger and greater.. including the equivalent of 14 bibles or so.. when my 12 million words or so coMe on ThanksGiving of this year when my 72 month term of 6 years is up for doing all of this writing online since Thanksgiving day of 2010.. anyway.. R E M A S TeRed as such.. like i say.. a little birdie or now just call ‘him’ Jonathan Livingston freest seagull landed on my shoulder and continues to now guide me aLong an epic way oF now2..;)
So what does one do on an early morn.. of Sunrise and Venus star saMe.. BreakFast in America.. why not.. coming to a Blog Theater and Facebook too.. soon on September 11, 2016.. as the Nile River continues to Flood in words.. in a new world of breakfast morn then now.. now if i can just pick up the pace and finish my 6000 miles of dance in 3 years to date then2.. but Doctor.. who is counting noW.. as the prophets of Rock and Roll sang sweet lullabies in youth to me for FruiTioN’s Date pAlm evenTual self-fulfilling waYs.. iSREAL..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thE feathered sleep.. my eyeSiGht is blurry.. in accumulationS noW of words that never end.. when young.. BeFore words like this tHeRe iS SonG for Deeper ways of Seeing REAL SOUL within.. Pink Floyd and tHeir mystery Animals.. Led Zeppelin and tHeir Kashmir.. Rush a little later and Force 10… the Police and Sting.. ELO.. Styx and the Rock and Roll list goeS oN.. to Super Tramp2 noW as i mix words to the music of BeaTles BeFoRe and drifT iN afTer miDnigHt TwiLiGht waKe Of DreAminG more into FruiTioN noW afteR ecstatic dance and so littlE sleep.. as i am alreadY high enough with no added substance need to BRinG a hiGher LAmP of Seeing more wisDoM.. oh.. yes.. the inner i.. SinGs Free.. hold yoUr hand and never lET you drift away my friend as Roots of Lamp grow deeper as Kabbalah of Before wHere Lamps of Technology bLend with Trees oF liGht and Roots oF wE waKinG New Dawn liFe..:)
Conspiracy theories run in rivers of dArk oF FeaR.. Illumination theories run in waves of hoPe oF liGht.. And sure.. tHeir are open minded folks in imagiNaTioN oF creativiTy’s liGht iN bRinGinG dReaMs to FruiTioN noW and the darker Magic of those who conspire to promote a feAr greater dRoWninG iN pit of DARk.. that’s putting iT poeticAlly but as science clearly shows.. some humans are more innate rovers who are open minded seeking progressive change out of cave.. and others more fearful afraid of change.. sticking to what they know of before.. and fearing change in progression out of cave.. where cave art paint spreads to more than walls of caves.. sitting.. hehe.. when one continues to write the longest long form poem ever the oracle of poetry in red haired orangutan ape always mixes with monkey scientist and ape of warrior too.. as the planet of the ape series of movies relates too.. well yeah.. with my Irish roots in second generation paternally removed from Ireland there are sTiLL some red hairs that remain in the beard of my oracle face to go along with my scientist monkey face and my warrior ape from head to toe as well.. like Lion of Astrological portal on the eighth month of eight day of Sirius Dog Star WiLL relate in mythological flow as well.. again.. and again.. and again.. the symbols matter not.. it is the essence of we that is the same.. at the smallest pArts of Atoms and subatomic particles that we all share as one God all same inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around as even science proves now as philosophers oF old aS old Orangutan sAge way kNew without even the aid of science related tools then other than the innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive science within of reaSon pattern recognizing all the similarities of forms in Nature that express a golden spiral also known in mathematical numerology terms as 1.618 mean of living Nautilus groWing KA of sHell way.. as record in form of what comes before as alWays now.. wHere no time exists.. but liVinG liGht and DARk and tween of Both of allthatis liGht and dArk and sHades between of allthatis goeS on eternAlly now forever God as you as we as i as me as us.. we flow iN ZonE oF ONE.. anyWay..noW Now.. i ain’t afraid of no light and i bust scary ghosts of fear now everywHere i continue toward the liGht and away from feArs of weaker miNds.. in metaphor of dimensions of mind and body in or out of balance that range from living light to the fear of dark dimension2.. otherwise known as somewHeRe noW ‘tween purgatory and hell.. wHere all tHeRe iS iS worry.. doubt.. fear and all stuff related to this devil fear.. that beYond sad live side by side with those who walk as liGht.. wHo can onLY NoW try tHeiR best to lift those who walk ‘tween liGht to DaRk and be dArkest taR oiLed bird of desert soUls death from liGht of God so TrUe NoW and ReAL iN WiLL oF HUmanity WHO sings a True Illuminati of rise of rise and live as TrUth and LiGht FReED from the grasp now of the dARk OiLed TaRred birds cLaws..:)
It really disgusts me from priest to politician to folks on the Internet who feed off of what the New England Journal of Medicine suggests are a segment of the fearful sitting population who are more subject to schizotypal dark magical thiNkinG/feeLinG that some boogie man or devil is always out to get them.. psychopathic leaning people who sense the weakness of these individuals in fear.. use all types of heart stringing fear mongering techniques ranging from the oldest creature of devil in hell of fear to.. suggesting frigging Obama is the anti-christ real now of modern days.. yeah.. a little magical thinking in white magic way can be good for the heARt.. the SpiRit. the soUl in even what science assesses as the placebo effect that rates close to what ‘they’ serve up in pharmacy mix of pills.. i do my best to think/feel and act in white magical thinking ways as tHeir is FucKinG Monkey science in fActs behind this hUman white schizotypal magic placebo prayer of thiNkinG/FeeLinG driving liGht actions now.. that go way way FAR beyond what we plan at the conscious level of mind in step one step to so on as structured way of form.. below the beyond of essence of all that is that can be hUman potential when the oracle.. the scientist or architect and the ape warrior become one.. with orangutan and monkey three.. in one.. oh the threes they come.. again and again.. in numerology way.. as art of numbers beyond monkey scientist who scribes it all down in one step two step three step four and five.. scientific method oF old as WeLL.. or at lEAst partiAlly Well.. as magic baby in white way is wHere it’s at as far as reaching the positive liGht of human potential.. and yes.. you can F iN look iT up.. Voodoo is as real as the science empirically assessed dark human fears related to the Nocebo effect.. where these dArk thoughts self-fulfill in everything from frigging car accidents to F iN illness from head to toe.. guard your intentions.. your purpose and meaning in life in how you symbol it in words or images.. monkey see.. monkey do.. see no evil.. hear no evil.. be no evil.. live with as with sPeak liGht bE liGht aWay from Dark yes.. be ILLUMINATI TRUE noW AS LIGHT WE RISE.. and if you continue to listen to the dArk of Politicians.. Priests.. Clerics.. and even schizoid scientists who have little to no white magic thinking/feeling in Harry Potter liGhter ways of HUman potential.. perhaps you are one of those that the New England Journal of Medicine says are born away from the chosen few who live in liGht or better yet.. challenge yourself to this struggle from dark of fear to light of hope.. as even science shows the neuroplastic and epigenetic potential of human to fly out of cocoons as butterfly new.. IS A real deal that comes when ‘they’ say.. we don’t know how it happened.. and those otHeRs who live it say.. sure.. i FeeL how it happened it IS A real Illuminati all natural miracle of the higher power of God Nature allthatis written in the Evolving continual code of our DNA REAL.. liFe is Magic for those who CAN BELIEVE AND a much darker place where only illusion of time exists.. where hope and faith and belief with Fearless Love.. is behind the next door as an opaque window that is coming clearer as those who seek.. those who find.. BeCoMe A iSREAL iLLUMiNATinG liGht.. in BeinG noW aS oNE..:)
Words matter not so much.. again as alWays it is the essence of words that are iSreal.. some folks define allah as some he force that allows them to rape little 12 year old girls.. others see a force of all in allah that is peaceful charitable and all loving.. the same goes with God as some believe in a God that does not condemn every act of killing a child of a warring opposing team by dashing that child’s head against a rock.. and others believe now that the word God.. is identical to the word love.. and then they contradict themselves by using another old 3500 year old quote and paraphrase it out of a book of old dusty pages and say that folks with different Nature and God given same Sexual orientations are not sacred enough in their natural God given behavior to sacred marry or even get into what they name as heaven anywhere but now and a place they delude and use as illusory fear as hell.. to control reproductive God given freedoms to keep the population in balance when environmental stresses do come.. for means to gain subsistence and keep the entire tribe strong.. as species healthy whole and continuing well.. anyWay.. the monkey scientist comes in handy for my oracle orangutang too.. and my fearless ape warrior who stands strong in the defense of liberty and freedom sAMe.. says.. essence matters most.. believe the illusions brought by manmade nightmares in fears fruition real.. or go the liGht road as path and journey and gRow gRoW GROW with adaptation to dArk struggles.. to Ocean WHoLe.. bE the liGht in Change of Greater HuWoManiTy noW..:)
WeLL.. that drives through three Facebook Algorithm personal assistant provided Macro-Verses from two years ago in the year 2014.. now.. this one from a year ago.. with Blue Skeyes of Mental Health.. and truly as in all stuff liFe.. Balance iS key in MoVinG.. ConNeCTinG CreATinG.. GiVing shArinG FearLEss Love wayS.. sure.. words are easy.. ACTION COUNTS.. JUST DO IT.. get in balance or not.. yOur paths.. yoUR joUrney to what works for you.. aLL wE liGht workers who already arrive in Heaven now can do is provide what we experience in liFe thaT has sET uS free from a wrong planet of dimension in all stuff related to fear to a Loving Planet same in human meaning and purpose same in all of what wE liGht woRkers continue to do.. join uS iF you WiLL or can or not.. i for one believe in can and WiLL.. over the greater human potential DRIVING FEARLESS LOVE..:)
Whistle and dance the shimmy, and you’ve got an audience.”
WeLL my friend.. as always i feel your pain of not being able to sit five minutes and write.. as sure 33 months for me of not being able to use my eyes and ears for music or read.. for the same reason of Dentist Drill like pain.. and with Dysautonomia and the failure of the autonomic function of heart rate and blood pressure.. all of the Enviroment was a barometer of a pressure pill from hell.. seriously i couldn’t walk out side in any heat or humidity for so long… for an entire 66 months and in any way of cold.. fused the ice to my bones and even a breeze in July of 100 degree temperatures a half a year before i sunk.. to this hell of lower pit of dArk tarRed oiLed bird.. chilled me to the bone of WTF is this new hell.. that was only the beginning of endless now then Dante rings and darker then bird of tarRed oiL.. anyway.. a preface perHaps to that recent profile photo you liked on Facebook.. my friend gigoid.. of the 56 year old new and improved version 2.0 of mE.. named a Dance Icon of my Pensacola Metro area.. and yes.. once again.. i’m 56.. bald spot on top and graying as they all do once i hit the age of 40 and the bald spot came at 18.. and both now.. have maintained that age of grey and bald spot same.. more and less but more of spirit.. and less of form my Friend.. when spiRit of heARt as ExPresSing EmoTioN is transformed like Katy Perry says in a rise of a new and improved human being version 2.0 and more and more and more.. wHere MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl even at age 56 warrants the respect and Love of a heArt felt kiss from a group of 6 girls some of which were 6 foot plus high heel ballerina girls from Sorority University style of up town girls as Billy Joel says for his model wife too.. i didn’t notice the symbol of kiss of respect for the freedom i illustrate in Free Verse SpiRit of DancE in Freest form Nature oF i.. to put it more poeticAlly than the girl with lips miGht have ever imagined me capable of more than a dance of hips.. and legs.. and all parts in Spiral Rotation as i become not only mE but the Universe whole when i took the photo as essence and form ALIVE.. ALIVE.. ALIVE AS STAR EYES DANCE WILL SING AND WHISTLE AND SHIMMY A DANCE AND SONG OF LIFE FREE.. Diogenes.. Socrates.. Jesus.. and Buddha.. and now the dance oF y i.. to the tune of kissing beauty lips.. it just does not get any better than this my friEnd.. particularly as the wife is the most beautiful girl who never ages either at 46 now.. and i’ll be quite Fred with the whole world now.. when i peruse porn i always end at a video of my wife.. just for fun.. like a new age Diogenes might do.. not forgetting the pleasure principle that noW moves all life that moves all life free out of pain of what was before.. now then.. i dance.. i sing.. i whistle and shimmy.. the audience returns with kisses of respect and love.. and i dance some more WiTh liGht oF Love no different than the WheeL of UniVerse fiRed as liGht and inspiRed by Sound as noW moves on iN Dance of God liGht SonG oF REAL.. And sure.. i hope life will be this good for you too mY friEnd as juST this one sMall paRT oF mY liFe IS A Miracle TruE that has no Explanation but the power of hUman WiLL.. hope.. faith and belief realized as dreAMs coMe trUe in REAL timE NoW FruiTioN for all to see and feel who care now or perhaps not @aLL.. hehe.. anyway.. i’LL remember the joy and respect of Love in that photo mostly because i’Ve never met those 6 girls beFore.. and a kiss of respect from a stranger only for the art and beauty of the dance of this 56 year old dude with her other 5 friends standing taller with sMiLes.. as well.. iS FucKinG Epic noW for what iT even means to be hUman noW as free DanCE and SonG oF wE FReED wHere FReEDoM RinGs aS simplE TrUth and liGht oF hUman DancE and SonG.. And yes.. i like to write too.. true… iT’s juSt an excuse to rest my feet until the neXt Epic Dance comes FReED!.. ah yah.. and i lala a Dare SonG for this CoMinG tRue2..;)
Saturday.. in the pArk.. a little past the fourth of July.. somEone’s Birthday Party who did not show up.. so what is left to celebrate.. well of course.. Saturday in the paRk.. and for me it is always a birthday of now as holy and sacred and no.. i’M not kidding at all.. all of Nature also known as God is all church to me.. yes.. holy and sacred.. And to view life like this.. requires no holds for what can be free.. in DancE and SonG of liFE.. as SonG and DancE in all the hUman arts that comes noW As SpiRit iN Human seNses and EmoTions set free.. set free.. set FReED.. At lEast for mE.. oh..now.. NDD.. A GroWinG so-called First World disEase of Nature Deficit Disorder away from God as sAMe into man made tools as being.. instead of riding like the Wind.. and Rivers.. Waves as Ocean FReED.. H20.. yes.. as water WHolE.. soft and powerful as fearless Love moves as Air oF liFE too..:)
SeriousLy.. you can ask around as Katy Perry says it’s a party everywHeRe i Go.. it doesn’t matter if the big big balloons are brought out and beach balls too.. iT iS A PaRty ever wHeRe i come bAcK aGain.. or perHaps the first now if i AM missed BeFore iN terms of BeinG heRe epiC as epiC WiLL comE aLL for FReED..;)
Goddess Isis at Saturday in the Carpenter’s Park.. Carpenter’s Park.. the place she learned to swim when her family threw her in off the dock.. and glad she came back to the top.. and all the struggles her mother went through life.. to find the Pacific Islander sire to BRinG her Spirit aboard in this incarnation.. of beauty to behold.. as my friend Himali once said.. you are so poetic.. your wife is so lucky to be married to you.. and yes.. it is the other way around.. i hold no poetic illusions about that reality.. sure i have a smooth pen for words and feet for dance.. but it is the Goddess Isis who cleans up after me when i have a stomach bug as Love will do.. when love loves love.. so okay.. for now.. this is the Ode to Goddess Isis Katrina in the Carpenter’s Park for our love somewhat started for consummation there on September 21st 1989.. around the date of my conception in 1959 with original due date on or about Summer Solstice Day and Father’s day 1960.. same day of my Father’s and Uncle identical Twin’s birthday on that day too.. except on my case.. the doctor went on vacation.. and pre-delivered me on 6660.. as i guess and omen of sorts.. no it wasn’t easy being married to me at all when i lived in Hell for 66 months and i was the FucKinG literal devil then for all practical Zombie purposes as the dArk tarRed and OiLed Seagull i was back then.. now i fly so far beyond the rainbow heavens of God of Nature Pure as the devil bird rises out of the lowest pit of hell groWinG AngEL STarSnoW..:)
WeLL i for ONE FeeL and SensE sorry for folks who miss God in a raindrop on the petal of a flower of a Dogwood tree WiLd.. in God’s greaTesT breathe that iS liFE iN aLL we see and FEEL oFliGht.. it’s hard for me to pass by God without sharing the beauty i see of God WiTH the World.. from the REAL Goddess Isis.. in human form.. as incarnate now as such.. to the smallest subatomic particle of H20 that swims free in Goddess Isis Blood.. that connects wE all to Ocean wHole as WeLL.. WeLL.. truly Katrina doesn’t believe she is an animal.. so that muSt make her a Goddess instead.. so might as well go with a noted one in Isis poetic form.. but me no God.. just a bEast.. a humble.. servant of God with paws and claws as nails.. and fingers that spread in pose of Dragon claws in three toed way as well.. so yes.. it’s beauty as Goddess Isis and the beast.. just a beast.. whose been to hell and rose back up as feathered fly Seagull soaRing hiGher RiSinG once and bacK aGaiN..:)
PerHaps you cannot see this pARt oF God WhOle in this photo.. but it is HeiR apparent to me thAT iT is Gaia and her humans on the crawl of lifE in low down way of life.. taKing the salt of liFe.. away from saltine Earth.. forgetting how concrete and dark ‘tween space and life allone is of Journey and paths wE liVe today.. Hope.. is.. one day this eARth’S SalTine ants WiLL join hands and finally give humble.. honor.. praise and glory to this Heaven that is a tiny sliver in the concrete jungle of space.. as garden of eden heaven now.. REALLY NOW.. NO SHIT reAlly noW as eARth.. yes.. this is reAlly going down for real as heaven now.. do realize all of what it takes as God bRingS now we humans to this Interconnecting Interdependent relationship oF Ocean wHOLE OF GOD ThAT iNcludes the dead concrete of space ‘tween all of life to make life all we got noW.. in this heaven now.. ants hold hands and Dance a Song of Joy.. for Heaven is now forever give honor to God’s eARth worthy praise and thanks.. for this opportunity for eternal heaven now.. sad that some miss the beauty and reaLity of this saltine gift we have.. the real devil knows the anti-christ evil away from all this fearless Love of Earth’s beauty as i lived in concrete hell of space for 66 months to rise to tale the beauty of God now.. to Dance to Sing as BEast of God.. Moral oF A total story noW.. or better put question mArk.. would yoU be A DEvil for LOVE.. as nicely illustrated in the most recent installment of A REAL motion picture Dracula.. if not.. don’t yOu dare judge A DEvil for LOVE.. noW aS fallen less than An AngEL or A vAMpire.. perHaps..:)
Yellow boy has been perusing the bible a little much lately as he directs our attention to John 16:25-33 that says..
Jesus Christ Has Overcome the World
25 “These things I have spoken to you in figurative language; but the time is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figurative language, but I will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in My name, and I do not say to you that I shall pray the Father for you; 27 for the Father Himself loves you, because you have loved Me, and have believed that I came forth from God. 28 I came forth from the Father and have come into the world. Again, I leave the world and go to the Father.”
29 His disciples said to Him, “See, now You are speaking plainly, and using no figure of speech! 30 Now we are sure that You know all things, and have no need that anyone should question You. By this we believe that You came forth from God.”
31 Jesus answered them, “Do you now believe? 32 Indeed the hour is coming, yes, has now come, that you will be scattered, each to his own, and will leave Me alone. And yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. 33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will[d] have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
Anyway.. if Yellow boy does not slow his intense focus on the bible we may have to order him some corrective lenses to correct his vision from reading these verses so literally as long as is is.. anyway.. he Loves to share.. so i follow his lead..
And in visiting Friend SOHEIR.. the Muslim woman I had some interesting debates with and also her friend Imran.. she drops a note today that says.. in her Muslim Muhammad way..
“A woman is normally sought as a wife for her wealth, beauty, nobility or piety, but chose a pious woman and you will prosper..”
And i say in return..
This is true For my wife And sure.. i prosper AlWays For This.. My FriEnd SOHEIR..:)
You are blessed indeed Fred! Have a good day and smiles:-)
i then say..
Thanks..so true.. And Hope you Have a great day Too.. With sMiLes2.. FriEnd SOHEIR..:)
And now i say.. noW.. there are two definitions of pious.. one is a person who does everything in OCD fashion that a religious book will instruct them to do.. and the other definition is a rather facetious one in two faced way that says a person who talks the talk but rarely walks the walk of talk on the true and light path that IS A way of life…
Sure.. there are plenty of pious screwballs in the world.. who do rape little 12 year old girls in abusive reward of wars against infidels who are rather pious in their abuse of literalism of words evil instead of true..
And it’s true.. wife Katrina takes the Bible very seriously and literally.. and fears that if she makes just one mistake less than perfection that the devil is gonna take her straight to hell.. eternally burning in fire.. and that is part of the reason that i for one believe that most of the fundamentalist interpretations of all Abrahamic religions are a source of much darkness and evil in putting fear of God into people’s hearts instead of worshipping all of God of Nature as sacred and holy and true in liGht instead of illusory fears of hell anywhere else but these places where folks rape little girls in the name of a faux God that exists no where but in interpretations of books that become the darkest evil still of humankind now.. to literally assess in plain talk the darkest ways that ancient books have been twisted to support the darkest parts of the human being in fear and hateful hurt of others of simply lies.. lies.. lies.. and more lies.. now.. to put all of this as plainly now as i can.. and WiLL.. noW.. Now..:)
i woke up and the sun is shining.. only for now.. as sure the clouds will come again.. but the bottom line is.. as long as we are alive the Sun noW will shine again.. and reAlly my mesSage is a simple one.. as although i can be a little bright.. with words.. tHeRe is ONE news now i have for YOU NOw iN ALL Around uS iN noW this little sliver of now that is eternAlly now is Heaven NOW.. for those who come to SensE and FeeL this Heaven on Earth noW iSREAL.. now.. you might say.. or feeL and seNse that Heaven cannot be now.. cause life IS A bitch but i say liFe CAN AND WILL BE A BEACH.. if you can move away from the word bitch.. and heLL no thaT is not a woman that iS juSt a metaphor for something that hurts rather than something that feels good and to be honest.. somenows it is the greaTest Bitch that Brings the greATest Beach as this Heaven takes work at nowS in sweat.. blood.. and tears.. etc.. anyWay.. Katrina alerting me when i juSt woke up.. get ready for church Babe.. The Sun is FucKinG ShiNinGnoW.. and gotta go but yes.. be back again later with more good news here noW.. juST NOW.. more notes in a million plus more words pushing 12 million all around the world that basically say a meteor hits the ocean and then comes Heavenow..:)
WeLL… a long day of dance it’s been this Sunday Sunny Day.. along with Catholic Church.. and stores.. and stores.. and more of Katrina’s Favorite stores did come in dance hall public dance for me.. And today’s Edit as i am becoming a fixture of the Mall in someways oN SunDays.. has now moved from a graphic play edit to a Edit of Romance instead.. Hmm.. i just wrote about this last week in deTalES oF Love.. jUSt no mall prop until today to better illustrate Roses given for Romance heHe.. when everYone gETs aLonG.. anyWay.. an interesting day long Church.. Sunday Dinner.. and yes.. eTc.. at the stores Dance Event.. and a little disturbing catching that dam Sign attempting to convince folks on the back of a pick ’em up truck to boycott Target ’cause they hate.. they hate change and moving into the 21st Century with Equal Privileges for all humans to do stuff like go to the Dam Bathroom in comfort peace for whatever Gender tHeir mind validates are what they are.. and for some that spells transgender as science now indicates is an innate difference that is just another biodiversity of God Given Nature.. when.. free.. free.. free.. juSt to bE.. anyway.. some old crippled Fundamentalist Christian dude with a pony tail.. came out of the truck.. and i had to wonder how he would feel.. if they said folks with bum legs are not allowed in.. some folks just don’t get that others are in a much different skin in view of world.. but sure.. the Jesus did in words reported as gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman or man no more.. in other words gender doesn’t matter.. you bigger dummy.. to Jesus at lEAst.. then or now for iSREAL hmm.. God picked a really tough place this go around for me to live.. considering how super liberal i AM.. but crap even the Gospel of Thomas in Gnostic way reports Jesus was a gonna make Mary Magdalene into a man.. if so.. don’t think Jesus is gonna be very happy with that sign if somehow he snuck in and sees it noW iN any shape form or fashion of anything related to fear and hate.. the ignorance in the town i live in is FucKinG EpiC.. but hehe.. i’M even more epic.. and ‘they’ have almost no idea who i AM now.. in my little mill town.. as i for one build with words as organic life.. and never need wood to print my pages.. as i am a FucKinG Tree Hugger.. with 30,000 plus pages of words.. words.. words.. online in Ocean Poem Full.. and three to four times that much since Thanksgiving Day.. 2010.. and sure.. somewhere around 100K photos too.. as i continue to gRow as NOWs go by.. kinda a like a Rainbow spRead bEyond of mE.. sure iF you believe iN mE for what i saY iSREAL..:)
WeLL.. yeah.. i guess the Facebook Algorithm kinda outdid itself as Video Production slide slow assistant.. with a total of three Sunday Dinners etc.. yes.. Dance and all of that..;)
Hmm.. i’m starting to think the Facebook Algorithm is somewhat of a dirty old man.. as it choses automatically without any of my input other than my mall trip photos.. yes.. Hustler Lingerie from Spencer Gifts to draW anD audience i guess.. for the Sunday Dinner Slide show number two..;)
Yes.. that’s one sexy one piece Bra.. as the Facebook Algorithm understands all stuff associated with the female form sells.. at least at the mall.. to keep the inspiration of buying strong.. and hehe.. just a muse oF art for me.. definitely a best buy.. as all i do is f iN Free.. hehe.. as Freddy Freeloaders WiLL do to keep the arT FloWinG noW iN ZonE..;)
So.. i’M in a rush for church this morning.. up late.. sleep late.. etc.. and i AM inspired to write a rather short short micro-micro-verse.. to go along with that.. with that Sun is Shining Song of course2.. and what do yA knoW and FeeL.. the Facebook personal assistant provides three memories of which the first from two years ago.. is about the same subject i AM motivated to write this morning about Heaven now.. it’s almost like it’s fate.. or perHaps better penned as Synchronicity FlowinG ZoNE noW.. yes.. Hakuna Matata2.. WiTh sMileS Now too..:)
Culture Clothing Sins from a year ago STiLL.. yes.. folks are too dam uptight and down right Bi-Polar about the human body.. sensuality.. and sexuality2.. it’s everywHere and they try to hide it at church and call it immoral.. evil.. dirty and all of that sin and stuff like that when the Gospel oF Thomas in Jesus way says the total opposite.. to strip down naked.. tread on yA clothes and find God within Ya Temple of God sAMe as Flesh and Blood free with HeARt.. SpiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses wide aWake in MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG souL.. from head to toe.. in others words.. iT is evil NoW noT.. to get naked more than it is to get clothed with culture.. then.. at least in the opinion of the Gnostic Reported Jesus dude.. iN Thomas Gnostic Gospel way iSREAL..
WeLL.. when i was still doing Form poetry last year.. here is the echo form in Pink Angel WinGS.. with more than likely more to come in Ocean wHole Poem Macro-Verse Memory way.. tomorrow or so.. as they stArted to get allergic to all my words at dVerse.. and thiS Macro-Verse SunG here to appease them in tHeir exclusionary need to stay away from Epic PoeTry oF Y i.. is only 33 words long.. with More PiNk Angel WinGS to come soon.. as i for one.. cannot do just one Lay’s Potato Chip of PoEtry.. no Matter who is trYinG tHeir best to road rail me.. into tHeir very very naRroW MOld..:)
Ah.. yes.. a test for echo as art and free continues here.. as A gifted child will refuse to now do only one assignment then of art.. now when art noW flows then as water now to river to Ocean whole as Art oF Y i continues to streAM noW iN FieLd oF DreAMs Now FloW aS iN ZonE..:)
KA.. the ancient alpha letter and sound.. in vocalization of symbol of word/SonG.. but more than that.. the reach of human lAMps.. not unlike sheLL of Nautilus that goes on in form after death.. for hundreds of millions of years.. so sure.. aLL i write IS A literal pyramid of words.. all i dance when voyeur videoed as magic steps of creativity will do when one with God as Nature wHole as spiRAlinG sun of i.. is KA too.. KA defeats the entropy of death.. and goeS on as energy/FORCE to inspire oTheRs.. yes.. even in the beauty of Nautilus sHell that inspireS even more as ARt.. as you see Art is KA oNe and sAMe.. KA and Art is all we do to liGht the world brighter even after we die.. and to take that last breath and to kNow/SeNse and feel one’s breath goeS on as Unconditional Love of ART and KA sAMe for all otHeRs.. is to die easy in the sleep of God’s arms Free.. and WHO kNows yoU may liVe forever and come back the same now forever more eternally now.. how sad iT is that some folks wait for Godot when Godot is wE are uS is now i..yoU.. moVing.. conNecting and creaTing KA and ART everMore NoW.. ah.. time.. the illusion.. NOW.. KA and Art A reaLiTy oF Gods EYes of/iN uS lit uP as Suns whose Fire goeS on.. as Love.. as Love flies in Infinite sMiLes of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing and CreaTinG more.. KA IS A fiRe of life.. Pure is the word Katrina and Katy and Katie too.. Christ is just another word for KA and ArT is God Free and WiLD iN SonG and DAncE of wE.. i AM KA.. and Katie2.. pure AS God and close as Mia means too.. and my last nAMe is juSt a variation.. yes.. the real last namE.. is jUst a variation of the name of water and sand as silt that says Lahmu and Lahamn sAMe.. the first human symboled name for GOD.. and sure.. my real First name Frederick.. means Peaceful Ruler.. and real middle name Arthur means strong now.. but you see.. all of this is KA is ArT is liGht of Lamp of hUman meaning and purpose.. nah.. it is not the shell of the Nautilus that counts.. it is the beauty we feel and sense of sHeLL as KA and ART of HeARt as SpiriT of FeeLinG and SenSes go on now as everlasting noW a Ray of LiFE goeS oN.. forevermorenow.. as after i die.. i will continue to SinG and DancE the Egyptian of BeFoRe.. i never die.. as long as tHere is liGht oF Y i.. unless i only care about a separate self that is not connected in moving ways as all of creation wHole.. sAdly.. those folks who have that illusion of separateness.. often fail to generate much KA/ART of LiFE as they cannot noW FeeL and SeNSe.. and kNow the greater liGht of KA and ArT as sAME God wHo lives within free ShiNinG BriGhter and BriGhter forevermorenow.. And this my friEnds is why Jesus said as reported by otHErS that tHeRe wiLL be those of wE who do greater works of Art than hE.. as thaT is how the KA of God flows and more and never less.. in we maGiC hUmans who kNow and FeeL.. and SeNse no boundaries of bEfore as God is Free to Be More and so are WE as trUe and liGht children oF God.. WiLd and Free.. and sure.. Heaven is juST a natural by product noW in the Kingdom of God’s KA and ArT free now a celebration of Kashmir REAL..:)
As.. the EN name test thingy says.. matching some lyrics thaT rePreSent mY liFe now.. by saYinG.. “Forever trust in who we are and nothing else matters”.. i noW say.. That’s about the size oF iT.. wE togeTheR NoW anD thE rest of NaTuRe aLL sAME as GOD.. and SPeaKinG of WanDs and MaGiC and Harry Potter.. i read the new double book in less than aN hoUr and i MusT say iT’s oKay.. but it didn’t reALLy tHrill me of course.. as i alReaDy Do iSreal liFe mAGiC HAnd iN HAnd wiTh iSREAL.. God aLL noW juST NoW..:)
Facebook Friend Ashe shares a Facebook compilation of one hit wonders from the decade of the 2000’s and i say..
Everyone’s A star.. If they Find it and Shine it For Free.. With Ease..:)
PS.. Like The eclectic Nature now of Your FB posts As never ending Stories noW and paintings.. Etc.. Now My creation Activities Are AlWays Looking To free Associate Deeper And Deeper With Eclectic InspiraTioNs So.. Sure.. i am a Zero Hit Uni-verse.. As i for OnE Will never spiRAl Around Someone Else’s idea Of fAMe.. In words OranD dance..;)
Ha.. no way did i help Saudia Arabian friend get back into the bar.. friend.. Zee.. even if i could.. And i hope he got home safe.. it’s really sad over here in America.. how much alcohol is glamorized as something positive.. and all the drugs folks use for their somatic pains.. when much of the answer truly can be in mind and body balance.. including un- repressing emotions.. senses.. and yes.. sexuaLiTy too.. as free and unafraid to connect with all of God of Nature free.. and truly too.. letting go in art of moving.. as there need be no instruction or lesson in that other than what God Brings natural.. innate.. instinctual and intuitive to be free.. and i live the life of Heaven now.. my friEnd as it is the natural gift that humans have.. when they simply escape.. under a tree.. as cave if they must retreat to look within.. or for me a beach that no longer houses footprints of culture down the way past condos that say.. we will hold you prisoner in these four walls and ceiling same.. Now the gift has always wild and free noW been God.. my friend.. and you too of course too.. Zee.. the gift of God is how God moves too.. now.. in balance and radiating the SonG and DancE oF SpiRAlinG UniVerse sAMe.. this is not something that can be found in words alone.. this is the God who lives free within us.. hoping.. just hoping.. we see within once again.. as God does not like to be imprisoned in us.. as ‘they’ make uS be in many cultures and religions same.. God is the wild and free part in us.. that says FucK you i’M gonna live now free whether you like it or not.. and trUly in the U.S.A.. those of us who escape all the instant gratifications of escape.. can find this place of heaven one day soon.. and like me and God toGeTheR they WiLL SmiLe as Wide as the UnivErse in God’s greaTeST gift we can possibly kNOw.. seNse.. and FeeL noW.. mY FriEnd Zee and that is FucKinG LiFe noW.. so sure.. i FucK liFe and GoD sAMe.. with no other substantive drug than GOD ALLONE.. and yes.. i FucK WitH people’s minds MucH in hopes they eventuALLy fiNd Heaven noW too.. as Now any helpful fool or clown WiLL Do.. employed by God @lEast to hELp.. WitH FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN GoD.. no one can make anyone do that unless they trUly SeeK God within noW Free with no con ti ge ncy but FREE.. NOW.. now.. the answers have alWays been in the language of God that is Nature.. mY friEnd Zee.. and when anyone suggests that nature is anything less than holy and sacred including the Nature of wE.. tHeRe IS A good chance they are lying for selfish means.. and will be mean… to gain their means.. Serve God or words of men.. i choose God and the language of Nature iSREAL.. but sure i read it all as all is God2..:)
i staRted witH Search in the middle but had to cOme baCK uP to fiNd the Pyramid capstone and tree the sAme noW FriEnd aS Search for liGht iN eYes of otHeRs.. goeS on and on.. as i look for more words to accompany Kashmir in eYes of YoUrs.. and funny how some males make women only a patch of moisture in V of life to enter with A of wHoles.. when the UniVerse of EmoTioNs and SeNses and kNOWinG livVs aBove more than bElow… and sAMe as BeLoW iS JuSt a SpArk of energy as FoRce that stARts Now the sHeBanG noW oF aLL oF us.. and evil lies in evil eYes when women are reduced to patches of moisture in V’s that hOld no eYes.. so have a nice day the feathered sleep.. with vines and roots that reach aCrossDeeP…:)
‘Take the Wrong Planet home’.. WeLL.. reAlly since age of 5 beFore school.. i did not really fully stArt the paths and journey until i graduated from the Wrong Planet of school and work that sure had some liGht in dArk of YiN and yANg Balance too.. until A fiRe of soUL cAMe to Calgon take me aWay then from that Wrong Planet tHere.. 33 months of hermit crab to look within.. loSinG the sights and sounds in God’s/NatUre’s Burning Fire from feet to Trigeminal Nerve with zero choice but to look within.. the dArk of outside of school and work blinded within.. and only without sight and sounds of culture would i find my way back home to God/NaTure within.. so after 33 months.. since January of 2008 then.. to withstand the pain for writing one word on ThanksGivinG day of November 2010.. witH a spArk provided iN EmoTioNs of dwindle fire of SoUl From Katy Perry’s Firework SonG in 2010.. all that’s left of HeaRt then and SpiRit to FeeL and SeNse for me in faint red of soUl wHole flaMe. then.. so.. i go to the Wrong Planet online with onLy a list of words.. that sTart to GroW as empty sHeLLs wITh little soUl.. thaT fEeLs and SeNses God iSREAL.. the empty shells grow and grow.. into 5 plus million more.. and when 6 comes or close to 6 i eXplodeS on 7222013.. and spiRiT oF heARt comes BaCK in faint spark of i.. in blog on March 10th of 2013.. aS liGht of SpARk of F Y i.. in perspective oF y i.. to GroW soMe moRE liGht of i.. soon to flood like Nile waters more.. now coming to the 42nd month point on September 11th of 2016.. close to 12 million words of dArk and liGht wHole.. by 6 year point on ThanksGiving year day 2016.. too.. with reaching out to 4 million words of longest long form poem ever in witness of God and Nature sAMe in Ocean wHole poem named SonG oF mY SoUL and KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. wHere yes.. ‘Take the Wrong Planet Home’ now makes the 694th Macro-Verse of Ocean wHOle Poem noW complete with this Micro-Verse.. with Micro-Micro Verses.. of words alone with different meanings and Micro-Micro-Micro Verses of Letters in smaLLest Particles of Words of Waves Of Verses of Ocean wHoLe poem change long and short oF all that is i of me foRnow aS liGht..:)
And sure.. i’LL quote Led Zeppelin’s SonG Kashmir in full as 9 minutes and 6 seconds of celebration of juST thaT of SonG that cAMe on the gym radio at the first of the 8 month in 2013.. goes into making that photo of me.. coming out of pain.. with the shark teeth of i in rift eye.. thAt noW floWS oNce aGAin iN streAMs of Yellow desert eYes of SuN of and as Beach SpRinG once Again i.. wHere 6 month June 6 day 1960 liGht alWays lives aS oNe in eYes of Fearless Love thAT iSREAL noW i..:)
“Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed
Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace, whose sounds caress my ear But not a word I heard could I relate, the story was quite clear Oh, oh.
Oh, I been flying… mama, there ain’t no denyin’ I’ve been flying, ain’t no denyin’, no denyin’
All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land Trying to find, trying to find where I’ve been.
Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin’ through Kashmir.
Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear Ohh.
When I’m on, when I’m on my way, yeah When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I’m down… Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I’m down, so down Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there
Let me take you there. Let me take you there”
God oF Y i..:)
SiGns arE everYwHeRE..;)
“So true. I think we reduce many things including the uniqueness of each person on this planet. Love isn’t the same as sex, sex isn’t the same as love. Let’s reinvent what it means to be real.”
i quote Candice and say..
“Let’s reinvent What it means to Be real”.. TruSt Me We Are And Love iSREAL When real And Fearless True As LiGht ReNeWeD..:)
WeLL.. iT appears.. Zee that i AM the first one in 2016.. to hear your words heRE and respond herE now.. firST.. and i muSt say that words are most certainly powerful with Force to heal.. power to deceive.. power to inspire misery and suffering and power to love without hold of fear.. but discernment is the fire inside that hOlds the truth ReNeWeD aWay from words as essence iS all that’s trUe in liGht oF words when A soUl hEars those words aS liGht of True.. SomE soUls heAr more of discerning liGht as TrUe.. sOme heAr less.. but the key for me alWays is any words that lead to fear and hate.. and harm.. and misery and suffering no matter who or what they come from are words of hell as there is no other way to hurt another one but hell.. in fear and hate away from fearless love that is only healing intent and purpose to rise liGht instead of fAll of dARk mY friEnd.. but sure tHat is onLY mY discernment and no rule for anyone else.. as the first step to hell is the word that says it is the last my FriEnd.. as essence is free and alWays groWing in liGht.. any word as last is dArkest words oF aLL as history repeats this lesSon of humility to hUman over and over bacK aGaiN.. the bigger words are often the ones that lead to hell so dArk on this eArth.. that essence drOwns in words beFore.. NOW.. the only place wE liVe NOW.. in essence TrUe and liGht oUr souL sinGs aS HeARt.. oF SpiRit FeeLinG and eXpreSsinG REal.. iN A BaLAnCinG oF miNd and BoDy soUL iSREAL iSNOW iSreal WE noW..:)
Facebook Friend Florence says and i quote her heRE2..
“There’s a movie out about a girl named Florence who doesn’t realise that everyone is just actually laughing at her supposed talent. I’m trying not to take it personally.”
And i say in return..
Don’t.. but Do talent..:)
And i go on to say..
And if anyone laughs smiles.. as that makes you an excellent comedian.. and they are often the most appreciated talents oF aLL..:)
0 111.. SacreD FooL.. ain’T noThing liKe iT ’cause iT’s ALL FReED.. @lEast For mE.. @6f @HomE@ NoW iSREAL..:)
And now i say in somewhat systemizing and feeling words as knowing and sensing words too of art and science that humans are social animals.. and all social animals who are healthy strive to be accepted by the group.. as being accepted out in the wild of innate.. instinct.. and intuition means survival to work toGetHer for basic subsistence to even live.. so this is how lies gain hold when language in written words and collective intelligence and art of culture growS in walls and ceilings of what is before.. and remains the same now as stagnate walls and ceilings that trap the souls of hUman Social Animals away from free.. would it have made any difference if i approached the good old boy from down south and his fundamentalist ways.. if i gave him all the facts of scientific evidence and even historical sacred text about the dude Jesus to show him how ignorant his sign of hate and fear of God of Nature Bio-Diversity in humans of transgender is all natural God and Nature work sAME that is down right and wrong silly to be feared and hated same.. well.. of course not.. as his social group he leans on for perceived social animal survival propagates and supports these lies.. to a common bind of darK in fear and hate.. and yes.. tHeRe are more progressive groups of hUman soUls who see different.. who see more of God as Holy and Sacred Nature sAMe.. but here’s the thing.. the little children he brOught on his dArk travels to the restaurant with him yesterday may tomorrow see farther in real Greek Apocalypse original definition of that term as lifting the veil of ignorance.. to bRing human Kind greater toward a tribe of GlobaL one.. allone.. as here’s the thing.. those children may not find any support in walls and ceilings of churches that hOld the human free HeARt.. SpiRiT and SoUl in mInd noW and BoDy BaLanCinG wayS to SensE and FeeL iN MoVinG.. ConNecTing CreAtinG ways thAt aLL of Nature God and sAMe is Holy and Sacred whole with noW Zero separation of God’s hOMe wHOle.. that iS all that is now.. as Ocean WhoLe way of Life.. but yes.. tHere IS A smARt phone that some geeks and nerds and artists too.. invented to expand the hUman view.. and yes.. in global terms there is support.. tolerance and acceptance for the different among us as God’s wHole hoMe sEt Free AS NoW.. and tHere is Hope of the World iN noW.. In social support to Grow a gLobal soUl of hUmans in SpiRit of HeARt that is no longer trapped in the temple walls of fear and hate bEfore.. noW and sure thAT is not juST not just inclusorRy of Church alone.. as AnwHeRe theRE iS Separation of goD whOle of NaturE tHeRe is Anti-God words/sentiment away from GOD.. it’s Kinda aS Simple as thaT.. reAlly God whole or anti God noW as separaTioNs.. paths.. that lead now to hell on Earth.. Now the other way IS A Heaven hOme noW.. anD thE cAll is loud and BeinG heARd as WE SPEAK CleaRinG iN Truth and liGht aWay from lies and ceilings that priSon hUman soUls aWay from FReEDoM noW RinGs..:)
Hi.. Candice.. thanks for tagging me in your inspirational Facebook status on the fear some humans have of differences among other humans and how others let live and live.. and others are so abhorrent to change they literally kill the different among us.. and of course the dwindling empathy that is evident even in science studies that show a reduction of 30% or so of empirical measures of human empathy in the last few decades among college age students.. use it or lose it applies as far as nurture goes.. but be born this way or that way is how nature goes.. and some folks are born more fearful of change less and more and others are more hopeful for change more and less than the other folks and the circle goes on.. in gridlock of culture where some folks agree and others may never agree as they see the world more in fear of change than hope in different in lots of stuff life.. and this is not only visible in secular culture.. it is also visible in religion even in sacred texts that have gridlock of statements that totally contradict each other with a health care system of soul that kinda works some of the now.. and kinda sucks other of the now.. depending on the environment one iS in and how tHeir nature rolls as evolving too.. in a culture that is constantly changing.. the great thing about the Internet is tHeRe IS A poTenTial safety net of social support available for almost anyone of difference if long they search.. and of course can communicate well enough to be understood in whatever art of form that comes in.. of course.. the bad thing about the Internet is it separates us from the Natural human propensity that says 60 to 90 percent of reciprocal social communication iS in non-verbal language from head to toe.. in other words without even a face to go along with the text online.. there is much missing that could go a long long way to bind folks together with positive social nurture of the golden rule as human touch.. so.. if a person now like me inhabits an area like i live.. which is somewhere around 80% red state conservative pull.. as there are three military bases and once what is the area with the most churches per square mile where churches in general are made for structure and same for comfort of minds that fear different in the world.. i was a like a mushroom in sand of desert that had no room to grow.. it took a lot of Internet space to light my WinGS.. and oh God.. lots of Olympic like Strength training to look like i’m what the good old boys say IS A handful ya don’t wanna mess with or you get your A kicked in a heartbeat of those legs.. that are kinda solid.. let’s just say.. as half a ton leg pressed 33 reps will bring.. on the other hand i would have been more railroaded outta here before meeting my current milestone of 6 foot or so 235LB linebacker delicately balleting dance.. 6000 miles in 3 years soon.. everywhere i go.. in deliverance town.. hehe.. coming out on the other side unscathed in my ballerina skin.. haha.. Anyway.. when i was a youth in middle school.. the way smiles were extinguished among males was threat of physical abuse.. and now on the Internet group think can suck in hoards of fear and hate.. to spread tHeir message of fear.. and heRe.. i keep in mind/body the same human Nature of my good old New Jerusalem town here in the new Israel melting pot of the U.S. of A.. and i use the psychology of Nurture and provide the evil or crazy Karmic eye that say in innate.. and instinctual and intuitive way that yes.. i AM a handful and nah.. you don’t wanna try to take my freedom of expression away in any shape.. fashion or form of that.. it takes a strong person to be free in this world my friend and stay that way.. as the Yin and Yang of human Nature is not going away as long as we are human.. tHeRe are benefits to the conservative mind and liberal mind too.. hehe but yeah.. i am a Shiva dancer2.. from Kali2 real in fierce and free too.. haha.. smiles my friend.. the answer is to accept it all and live like a river knoWing and feeLinG/seNsing now that the stone that hits the water.. eventually becomes sTill water too.. as the mushroom that thrives with water.. and wilts with desert water of less that struggle to survive.. in what comes what may.. anyway.. the video above.. helped me to make the decision to leave a Wrong Planet and never go back.. as it was an ocean of nurture that was different than me.. so i understand the nurture now better and live and let live.. and seriouSLy.. i laugh more and more at the differences of human being that make what is is.. as the great play workS on.. where the water swims me.. as a thriving mushroom who once did not really exist at all in the desert of New Jerusalem in old ways way back when.. Winks.. i AM a gOlden mushroom and even have a photo oF iT coming to my latest Macro-Verse ‘Take the Wrong Planet Home”.. too both in flesh/ form my fRiend.. all Natural i WiLL liVe fore Free in a world that i FReED NOW in never land never ending story oF Y i..;)