124 weeks noW oF Super Fun Dance at Old Seville Quarter in the can.. but not wasted.. hehe.. fully documented for years to come.. like the photo of me and my sister at somewhere around the age of middle school.. wHere nah.. i wasn’t the kid picked as most likely to be named a Dance Icon in my Pensacola Metro Area.. hehe.. i looked more like i would be collecting bugs or butterflies or who knows even selfies with a thousand pretty girls at Old Seville Quarter once i grew up.. much further than after puberty in my mid 50’s hehe.. FREE… Bottom Line.. yes.. FREE.. anyWay.. nice of the Facebook Video Production Algorithm Assistant to keep the video slide documentation.. just going DOWN FOR iSREAL..:)
Eureka.. finAlly aLL oF Charlie’s Angels back toGeThEr for a Dance Hall Reunion.. with Charlie2.. with Maggie.. Chelsea.. and Cortney.. pictured left to RiGht!.. OMG.. it’s so so now to sleep.. after i add all the fun dance photos that are more than the Facebook Video Algorithmically decided to include in slide show way.. anyWay coming to my latest post.. posted today iN MacroVerse of Ocean WHole Poem View Now..:)
sMiLes.. My FriEnd.. Cabrogal.. first oF all.. to get the empathy and compassion paRt out of the way.. now.. yes.. nice to you see you blogging again after around 5 months.. hope you are doing well.. Oh.. the Asperger’s.. now.. back to what your blog post.. post inspireS in me now.. as EW=F.. Emotions times Words=Force… Words that inspire E M O T i O N S make change.. in terms of H U M A N Productivity and Creativity.. Give and take.. we give and take in terms of Energy.. And when we enslave other species and domesticate them as is the plight of the Chicken in the walls of grey prisons we really FucK uP.. per se.. as we domesticate ourselves.. and perHapS.. end up using Super-Walmart carts to move our Fried Chicken eating bodies instead of Free Ranging the lands of FoRaging in Hunting and Gathering in the bliss that comes with miNd and BoDy Balance.. as to be domesticated is to lose one’s BoDy and miNd in the process in Human way too.. OFTen.. iN Dysregulation oF Emotions and Disintegration of senses from the time we sit in school to small work cubicles now to get the all you can eat fats and sugars that oh.. feel so.. so good.. for an animal wHo is hUman who is evolved for Intermittent Gratification and not the instant gratification that comes from the Human who has lost the call of the wild.. no different than the wolf-dog from that Jack London Book.. To no longer have a luSt for the HUnt of liFe.. yeS.. in all the ways that comes.. is to die a chicken’s life in a slow torture of a grey walled prison that truly most humans today are no more aware of than the chicken with his/her free grains in her or his chicken/human grey cAge.. anyWay.. the Good news is.. iF wE understand that we too are born to be wild.. we do something about it.. now.. all nows.. and that my friend is why.. pArtLY.. every Thursday Night now.. i make it a religious ceremony.. at age 56 to Dance Wildly and oh God.. full of lust/love with women whose hips and breasts taste of the reproduction of liFe.. always out of my grasp of course.. as a happily married man who FucKinG hasn’t forgot his Wild thing and uses the science of his human nature to keep the productivity and creativity going ..oh God…so strong the day after dance… As you may remember.. Aleister Crowley was all in to this thing called sex magic and sure.. sex magic wasn’t well understood from a scientific point of view then.. as it wasn’t then something that was appropriate to study.. Queen Victoria and all of that.. you know.. but science shows now that a balance of lust and love is at the core sTilL of human productivity and creativity.. so sure.. enhance the lust part of life without having the instant gratification for it.. in other words.. the hUnt of liFe iNstead of visiting a brothel.. makes the Karma of action and consequence always of human libido where LL=P+C.. yes.. Lust times Love equals Productivity plus Creativity and of course when that comes in a positive way.. the science of Karma says the positive consequences come in more than one way.. now and to make it into an instant gratification game of the domesticated all one can eat grains chicken.. or the domesticated all you can eat Fried Chicken or the Domesticated all you can do porn.. is to shoot oneself in the chicken’s foot.. also iT caN bE to understand our Natures in LiVinG iN balance with Nature NoW giving as much noW as taking and for humans with their cognitive reasoning discipline with a healthy mix of empathy and compassion.. and no.. don’t forget the hunt for life in Moving.. Connecting and Creating that for human spells a Balance of lust and love in life.. and yes.. killing animals reduces empathy and compassion for flesh and blood all around.. that is one part of domestication.. i care not to change.. as it is my empathy and compassion in terms of love.. that makes me a gentleman no matter how much the blood sinks to the lower part of my body in the free range dance of life.. but i have to admit when the sexiest breasts.. and hips move before me even when they are my long term dance friendS it can be a little hard to do this.. a balance though.. in the luSt and loVe of liFe in this case giVing much more than taKing makes liFe fUn.. @least to me.. and all i know/feel is.. the girls are smiling.. a LoT so they must be enjoYiNg it a little bit too.. @ least… NoW bottom line.. iS.. to lose the Libido for the hunt of life is to die aS iN life.. no matter iF iT is a chicken or a human who has lost tHeir free range of MoVinG CoNecTinG and CreAtinG.. beHind desks and cubicles .. mY FriEnd.. oh to live.. FREE.. tHeRe’s noThing liKe iT.. in animal terms.. oF humans sAMe as chickens for the most pArt.. are most definitely SLAVES… NEO.. sAdly sees and feels tHeir pain most everywhere he goes.. except for the active danCeRs/SinGeRs in the hAlls of Free Range HUman LiFe.. for those who don’t drink.. and pretty much thAT leaves NEO.. now My FriEnd.. to watcH as the others slaveS to their addictions.. to instant gratification in all the ways that comes in behavioral and substance priSons aS well.. i’M addicted to lUst and loVe but in BaLanCinG.. my friEnd.. FOR FREEsT LIfE.. as NEO SinGS and DanceS on and aS alWays.. thanks for the EW=F.. DS=a lot of words..2.. DANCE times SOnG.. and no.. ‘the word’ didn’t come first.. always dance then song.. and whatever comes after Movement then Sound.. MS equals all that is and GOD.. sAMe.. MS=G.. and perHaps distance.. space and time is all illusion.. and illusion is Real too.. SeriouSly.. my friEnd(s) last night.. who was/were the sexiest wom(e)an(S) in a cRoWd of hundreds of girls.. at least then from what i could see and feel with shadeS on.. probably had no idea how much she(they) would inspire all of this.. (LL=P+C) the next day.. the advantage my friend.. oF ALwAYS GoinG.. hoMe.. ALLONE.. And DanCinG And SinGinG WiTh ALL that is iN BaLanCinG ForCE.. NoW.. AKA GOD..:)
WeLL.. iT’s TrUe as this Facebook MacroVerse Memory of two years ago say..s Out of my mind..anything! is possible!.. in terms of productivity and creativity wHere innate instinct and intuition come in to play and of course of out ones’ mind means/FeeLs.. to move now past mechanical cognition state of miNd and to FloW iN ZonE iN miNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG FoRce iSREAL also kNoWn as Super Consciousness miND and BoDy BaLanCinG or Christ Conciousness or yes.. the cALL of the WiLd oF GoD sOught.. FoUnd and pracTiCinG jUst thAt for an eXpanDinG view/FeeL oF miNd and BoDy Total awareness iN noW thAt has no equal in the written words.. pages.. and books of hUman alone.. suRe.. a pArt of thiS hUman collective intelligence may be but the Father.. the Goddess.. or whatever yA wanna metaphor for it.. sure.. even a Blue Turtle too.. is the poTenTiaL.. the DNA gift of GoD oF aLL NaTuRe.. An iNheritance of a iSREAL.. Heaven and Bliss and Nirvana same in self-actualization of animal homeostasis .. WiLd and FReED aS BaLAnCinG Force noW of the ExisTenTiaL InTeLLiGenCe.. oF BeinG all one can be in the greAtesT GiFT and oNly iSREAL gifT of the PreSenT oF NoW noW.. aLLoNE WiTh GoD WiLd and FRee iN A DancE oF liFe nowoneforevermoreeverforonenow..:)
‘Celosia cristata is a member of the genus Celosia, and is commonly known as cockscomb, since the flower looks like the head on a rooster (cock).’ Quick Wiki description and definition of the head liner thumbnail muse of photo for the Facebook provided Macroverse Memory of Kat Year Secrets from a year ago.. and of course many more Kat Year Secrets have been revealed now.. but of course if they were all revealed that would be instant gratification and humans are evolved to juST do intermittent gratification and that is why in stuff of Romance things like one night stands and all you can eat buffets without a hunt of/for life can leave one feeling rather empty and never ever filled/FeeLeD up as a slow romantic burn of FeeLinG is what keeps life hot and never luke warm in all the work of GoD NoW sAMe iN Interdependent InterrelaTinG Connecting Force oF LiFe.. and this flower that has a white dusting on top of what might look like a multi-colored brain if one metaphors it that way.. aS in much stuff Nature like Mushrooms.. and the longer top oF reproductive pArts of male Sego Palms that lived about 300 million years ago2.. before the first human peNis appeaRed.. is sure kind of what the name of the flower suggests2.. particularly when red and full.. with a little white dusting on top.. let’s face it.. life is full of lust/love to get the job of survival and reproduction done.. and more coming on that soon.. in a another micro verse that could be dedicated to a sexiest dress i’ve ever seen a woman wear on a dance floor too.. we naturally aim to please each other.. whether we consciously do this or not.. wE are creATuREs of luSt and love that inspire the productivity and creativity Now oF liFe to gEt iT aLL dONe.. this is no secret but a lie that noW has been forced on us to say that lUst/LoVe for life in all the ways that comes in intermittent gratification is no less than holy and sacred as it brings subsistence with social cooperation in productivity and creativity from birth to life.. as aLL of liFe is FeeLinG and SenSinG weLL beFore words even are a dreAm in a child’s beauty of FeeLinG and seNSinG liFe Free from head to toe.. seriouSly.. some folks spend all tHeir lives in misery and suffering from repressing the FeeLinGs and SeNSes.. yes including lust of and for liFe too.. and this is the way folks have been controlled through cultures with religions.. etc.. that suggest that the earthy reaLiTy oF FeeLinG.. and seNsinG liFe noW iS somEhow evil and less than worthy oF liVinG liFe iSREaL.. WeLL.. heRe’s thE Deal.. Nature and Human Nature is alwayS in control.. we have the abilLiTy to liVe a life full of luSt and loVe in Happy balance holding each otHeRs hands or live in the other place of fear and hate.. and when i first stArted dancing my very sensual free dance in public.. when the First Baptist Lady in her 60’s came up to me in her bleached blonde hair.. with bra pointing breasts straight ahead in a bright yellow dress to tale me that i was evil then and just drawing attention to my self no less that her blonde hair.. her brightly colored cockscomb dress or bra pointing her breasts to a direction that says i am fertile.. i am fertile.. i am woman and i am a sexy beast too.. i almost stARted to seriouSly giggle.. when she said i shouldn’t be shinning my liGht oF MuSe for LiFe iN LusT and LoVe BaLanCe as trUly mY dance was attracting much more attention from the opposite sex a few years younger than her brightly colored cock’s comb dress.. yellow hair.. too.. and push up bra that says i am woman heRe mE roar.. humans are funny.. and there are no secrets for someone who kNows and FeeLs all of mY human nature as God’s trUth and liGht in wE.. i would have given her a liNk to my cockscomb art too.. but to be honest.. like dance i was juST stARting that muse of aRt then.. and the wife tales me.. yeah.. babe.. i thInk that does the female trick and treat now.. as who better to ask if you are sexy now than the wife who has seen ya.. for 26 years now.. if you can do something new to turn the world on.. by all means.. wear the brightest cockscomb dress ya can fiNd with Yellow hair and push ’em up bra.. because honestly.. a briGhtly coloRed cockscomb bRain as metaphor is the biggest sexual organ oF aLL and to let the fantasies ecstasy oF iMaGination run free creativeLY makeS iMaginary Lovers the hottest feaTure oF LiFe’s poteTenTial oF aLL anyWay.. NoW.. anD got an ARS theme Song out of the end of this SonG now..2.. as a hint iN DancE of More to coMe.. in KAt YEar SeCrets moRe REveaLeD.. noW2..;)
Hi Zee.. oh.. the pleAsure.. is all mY mine and miNd and emoTioNs of BoDy and SeNses too oF liFe.. as poEtry heLps uS iN BaLaNCinG and procesSinG all these.. as i eNjoy them and cry the sAme.. and beFore my moTher dies.. as sure.. she is 81 and we all must make room for those who come neXt to pArTake iN/oF thiS grEaTEst God Given GiFt oF LiFe oN this Warm and trUe liGht blUe orB pLanEt.. In a UniVerse so full of space without nearly as much liGht oF Sentient liFe.. what a gift iT iS to bE able to experience liFe to the mAx as when we do we cherish iT aS We are God’s ONE GiFT sAMe as wE.. noW.. i wiLL share this with her and it will make her happy and ease the grieving process as a memory more when she leaves.. i go wHere i AM now weLcOme.. mY friEnd.. and tHerE has been no community whole that has ever welcomed the all of mE.. and that is oKAy.. as sure.. free verse in all stuff liFe is what i do.. noW.. no matter iF tHere is ever a community whole that allows a place to rest the free of BE.. thaT is me.. in other words.. i have been deleted and banned out of every online community no matter iF iT is folks with disabilities or ‘grey poupon’ Poets.. it is the price of free my friEnd.. Vagabond Wanderer.. i’LL continue to bE.. best oF aLL FREE.. rarely does any group of individuals understand me at the administrative level of that.. but those who do.. i cherish.. and trUly people seem to understand me better when i dance and keep my mouth totAlly shut.. and perHaps that is the reAson i am named now as Dance icon and legend by the general public in doing that now almost 6000 miles everyWheRE i go.. in three years since 2013.. juST for fUn in a MoVinG Ballet and martial arts-like way of a dance oF liFe FReED.. trUly mY FriEnd.. the greAtest art has been produced by those who have to work hardest to have a connection of some kind with others.. as trUly the hUman connection is what drives every social animal to even live at the most basic levels of survival.. At the heARt of every masterpiece IS A heArt that never gave uP the SpiRit oF Human Love iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG souL.. and that my fRiEnd iS wHo i AM.. oh what a lonely boy who literAlly works miracles will do.. juSt for the sMiLe of a friEndly hUman.. the human connection.. is what moves uS.. mY FriEnd.. Zee.. as long as we are HUman and Create Free as Fearless Love does2.. i don’t need no chocolate bars.. or no dollar bills.. a smile will do for now.. or a word of kind.. it’s all i ever wanted.. with a tEar thaT iSREAL.. iS FucKinG iSREAL..:)..
WeLL.. anyWay.. per reference of last Micro-verse.. in poetic discussion wiTh Zee.. noW in this Micro-Verse thaT wiLL soon enTale.. Micro-Micro Verses from Thursday open liNk niGht from dVerse as i Free Lance Free Verse poetic expresSioNs in response to muse of inspiRaTioNs i fiNd tHere.. i will say heRE iN larger wHOle of this 698th Macro-Verse.. yeT to bE named.. but perhaps ‘CocksComB deLiGht oF SciEnce and arT’.. wiLL Do.. as a SeNsuAL FeeLinG CocksComB coloRed brAiN more than RainBow way continues to DancE anD SinG FReED NoW iN Bliss.. Nirvana.. that reborn thinGie of Super Consciousness of Father Son and Holy Spirit.. Goddess.. Daughter and great ancestral DNA SpiRit liGht oF liFe.. the metaphors matter noT as lonGeR as the EssEnce GeTs dOnE.. and the metaphor of Autism and the Nautilus does come into older pre-Ocean Poem of pre-Macro-Verse in the 6 months of 42 wHole months noW as WiTness for GoD oF aLL oF NatURe that sure even this approaching FuLL Ocean Poem personal bible does little to no JuSTice foR GoD oF aLL.. or even the 8 million words i wrote wHOle bEfore thAT.. soon to maKe around 12 Million wHOle.. in the 6 yeArs of BeGinninG on ThanksGiVinG DaY.. 2010 through noW 2016 as TsuNami oF words oF poEtry and steps of DanCe do continue to gRoW soMe MoRe..:)
AnyWay.. the so-called Autism Spectrum as put toGeTheR Behavioral deficits in Reciprocal hUman Social Communication.. is a catch all diagnosis for many potential underlying physiological and environmentally produced disorders of reciprocal social communication and restricted repetitive behaviors now beYond Social Empathic Cognition overt Behaviors.. And in general.. the systemizing science miNd in 10 to 15 percent of the population leaning this way.. have similar behavioral deficits in reciprocal Social Communication.. and poTenTiaL restricted and repetitive ‘special interests’.. biggest difference is some unusual folks find a niche in life that works WeLL to Super ways in finding and maintaining subsistence needs fully.. and others don’t and are considered functionAlly disabled.. we all have potential hidden talents.. and the fAct is one reason some folks never change from Autistic to Artistic.. noW is.. it doesn’t bRing iN Bucks much now.. particularly.. as sources oF Art online are offered freely all over the Internet now.. i have a feathered nest so that doesn’t hurt.. but sure.. a boy or girl now when they grow up do have to eat at least.. and that don’t come free usuAlly without ways of modern robot like machine iN A Cog of society to keep the creature comforts.. and extravagant luxuries always increaSinG… i got off that boat.. Thanks God and am roWinG oN my On NoW.. And speAKinG oF the all night Dance i jUST gotta geT a nap.. if thaT SonG does not inspiRe a greATer liT oF LamP iN Creation Activity noW as servers so free online Serve iT mOST aLL uP for mE FReED.. @ lEast and west and etc.. et al oF aLL oF thAT.. for mE noW aLL FREE..:;)
WeLL the SonG is found and the Sun just came back from behind a napping FeeLinG cloud to a BriGhter light noW of wide aWAke inspiration and with that sAid.. Facebook Friend Ned of Blogger lore as gigoid who continues to take somewhat of a social media break shares two quotes on Faceboook each that i like in yin and yang of liGht and dARk ways of wisdom and EnliGhtenment.. that the alien or outcasts of LiFe who walk or jog the late niGht sidewalks of liFe spiRaLinG ouT in Flow beYond the sidewalks come to finD.. more and more in liFe.. as once aGaiN the greATest masterpieces of new are often Created by the Nautilus who never givES uP on a SHell for mansions of stately per Oliver Wendell Holmes that never cease to gRow oN as Ocean Poems larger.. the only question now is who will play mY pArt in my own Pee Wee HerMes MoVie noW.. WeLL NoW.. trUth iS.. this sheLL oF Nautilus F Y i.. is too big for any movie screen or actor other than the FloWer oF Y i.. WitH zero limits or expectations of culture now.. and sure many folks have intimateD iN artful ways that individuals like mE and more WiLL come from in future days wHeRe folks come without fears of illusions of yesternows of culture and or religion.. Free with God aS oNe WiTh God.. the way has been prepared by many otHers for this opportunity through both religion and technology and now to to share the two quotes of like in dArk and liGht aSone by Ned now.. from Facebook..
“Religions are the great fairy tales of conscience.” — George Santayana
“It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity.” — Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
WeLL.. the tRuth and liGht iS.. prepare ye a way for the HUman potEnTial of mE has been provided by the myths and religions same.. in human archetypes explained in metaphor therein that often material reductionists or folks that haven’t looked deeper beyond the literal myths fail to see.. as sure.. the folks who wrote the Jesus story were not him.. but who they were.. iS REAL outcast then Scribes and Catholic Priests.. who were inherently lacking in social graces and reproductive success enough.. to go the metaphorical monk route for a social role.. these folks .. many of them.. kNew and fELt the hurt of outcast.. many were Androgynous Mama’s boys.. and sadly few were females.. and that is why the lean is all patriarchal in what is left of the good old book now.. but what did survive is human wisdom in addition to the human dArk politics of illusory fears.. empty promises to control reproductive freedoms in all ways subjugation and control.. including slavery.. violence and even rape too.. that continues on in institutionalized non-consensual ways of Dowry marriage in the old Muslim way of Abrahamic origin of religion there.. well.. these dudes that wrote the New Testament were mostly not warrior dudes.. as the created archetype of the Jesus dude by effort of many folks toGeTheR is mostly Love.. with the Roman Empire Political stuff added in to expand that by the sword of course.. in territorial disputes to gain the more fertile lands and hips and breasts for continuing subsistence and reproductive success.. as all hands on board were needed as a TogeTheR effort then to get the job of life dOne.. and heRe comes the other pArt of sMarT that is important for a truly free human being NoW to arise.. and that IS TECHNOLOGY AS TECHNOLOGY ALLOWS THE INFRASTRUCTURE OF SUPPORT THAT does not happen when one must conform for hands on support from the tribe alone.. so sure.. i love both religion and technology/science as they have prepared a path for me to GroW to BeCoMe aLL of what i do/AM NoW.. all i have to do is discern the dARk pARts out and focus on the StAR oF Y i FReED for NOW.. Sure.. Nietzsche’s supermen.. Whitman’s priests of the cosmos.. the dudes then.. whomever.. created Jesus said would do more than he noW.. including females of course who were considered less than men then same as females in Muslim countries now.. overall.. with some exceptions of course as in all stuff liFe as Yin in DArk and YanG in LiGht.. NoW.. and the converse of that iN BaLAnCinG GreaTer ForcE.. and yeah.. Buddhists have predicted this person(s) after the balance is lost of Buddhism too.. we rise.. i rise as the path has been prepared by art and science sAMe noW.. and sure.. iT is the HeLL i am from for those 66 months of A iSreal JOB challenge that fuels me on in InspiRaTion greaTest no different reAlly than a bLack wHole SuN that a galaxy whole spirals around too.. so when you find that the dArkest place oF aLL of Hell on eArth is the greATest inspiRation oF aLL what is tHeRe to Fear.. NOTHING.. BOTTOM LINE I FEAR NOTHING AS I HAVE BEEN TO NOTHING AND I AIN’T GOING BACK.. ERGO.. THE REAL SUPER MAN NOW LIVES noW.. @LEAST AS me.. yes.. i RiSE iSREAL.. Bottom line.. tHeRe is no way reAlly to fully overcome the lies of culture/religion’s parachuteS unless one sheds most of the dependence on a parachute of culture/religions oF acceptance in it to make a living.. a culture that provides a more independent interdependent option like the U.S.. for those who find iT.. trUly can rise iN the dREam of whomever created Jesus ALL.. and the oTheR TruEr liGhte now.. paRts of Myths.. Religions and SciEnces sAMe Now.. AS Total Art oF liFE FReED noW.. @least for mE iSREAL aGaiN i say.. i RiSE.. iN juSt DoinG iT NoW as Victory does fLow through these veins oF TruTh and LiGht iSREAL..:)
i just came here to see your underroos.. well.. not reAlly.. i came here to see Shawna as i find her first before she goes away again for days.. for weeks.. for months whatever she pleases.. which everyone should do for free.. yes.. i came to see the human being Shawna.. FucK the rest oF dVerse i’ll maybe do it later on and no.. and not even for her poetry.. all though that is always interesting and inSpiRinG to me.. oF course.. i could go on but i have a hangover of this amazing dress that my dance friend wore last night.. i suppose that is why i went straight to the underoos as i still have a dress on that moved in so many ways.. i don’t kNow.. i FeeL.. i SenSe i am man.. heRe me roar.. yes lust moves me in ways.. so much more.. and you are only a person of few.. in the entire world online i can be free enough to talk with about stuff like this.. and that is why i like the Shawna as Shawna Banahna alWays tales it iS as sHe sees iT noW.. anyWay.. 100 thouSand words here and tHere and what seems like a BilLion steps of dance.. i move on too.. shed the dresses of lust and it is now for warrior work out at military gym… before i snuggle in with love as i always do when i come home from the luSt of/for dance and life all day and night long.. fighting.. lusting Loving.. that’s life my friEnd.. and sure i can let it all out on you.. like a breeze that is fully honest and never ever hOlds back as Hurricane oF Y i.. with the creme and calm Center of a DArk Storm too..:)
Yeah.. i’m pretty sure i mentioned it before but not only am i diagnosed with the Gillberg style of verbally delayed Asperger’s that is also literally known in some circles as Einstein Syndrome.. per the hyperlexic part.. as more than a pun.. i got the Bi-polar too.. which sure.. explains extended runs of hypergraphia.. yeah.. and all my nude art.. wild dance and stuFF.. and my doctor wanted to give me Epilepsy drugs to stop my Lewis Carroll stuff… as he was said to be Hypergraphic too.. Lewis and not the Doctor.. but Alice and WondeRinG i’LL stay.. in my case my highs can last for decades and my lows can last for years as now 66 months rates for the longest of no emotions at all for me.. but it’s true.. emotions are the glue of cognitive executive functioning and in times of extreme stress humans tend to repress those emotions that exacerbates issues of both emotional regulation… and sensory integration which impacts both focus and short term working memory as again emotions are the glue of both of that.. and sure.. emotions are located in our body… Balance that body from head to toe with the exercise of art as body moving balance and ergo.. the mind follows suit.. as the body was always in charge naked to begin with in moving connecting ways then.. before we clothed it with all the stresses of culture.. my FriEnd.. Shawna.. anyWay my high or what Doctors describe as constant hypomania… is now going on past three years.. and sure iF it lasts 4 more decades i will have lived oveRAll a very sunsHiney.. very very happy Saturday in the park my friend.. oh the lows.. but ah.. the high that never ends in Alice and Wonder Land oF Y i.. sure.. if my spouse was a Baptist preacher.. although i don’t think that’s allowed the last time i checked.. for females.. And i was locked uP in a church environment like that with homeschooling four kids.. and not having a wife who does it all for Pan me in Peter style too.. sure i might be in the opposite polar way too.. as the social stresses of life are always what flipped the switch of liGht to off for me.. in other words.. Pan works for me.. sMiles.. i’LL keep you in my thOughts and prayers my friEnd.. but tHeRe does seem to be practical reasons too… why the switches go off in the other way too..:)
Did you feel that 60% of Smart and heart is art.. WeLL.. Zee.. see literAlly iT is.. and Evil spelled backwards is Live.. and Devil spelled backwards is Lived and Stressed spelled backwards is Desserts and yes Desserts Lived Live.. is a greater pLease of life than Evil Devil Lived and oh yeah.. even in the word HeLL.. in fact 50% of HeLL iS God as EL does mean God in some of the first of Abrahamic Religious words for GoD and ELOHIM.. in early Abrahamic Religion Tradition.. of course translated into English as all these words exist now.. And in the Christian New Testament Heaven is addressed as on earth in this generation.. and in the Quran.. Muhammad addressees Hell as near too as he journeyed to this place while in life.. and true there is only one person who kNows the full extent of both Heaven and Hell my friEnd and that is what psychiatry names as the Bi-Polar soul.. and before Psychiatry it is thought that these folks range from Leonardo to Michelangelo.. to Beethoven.. to Vincent Van Gogh.. to so many more folks who have done so much in the Heaven pArts and even Hell parts of tHeir life on this earth my friend.. and there is no doubt from what is left of the words of the man Yeshua.. and what is written of the man Muhammad by those who actually knew him that both these men existed on this Bi-polar spectrum of high and low at least.. to have as much love and discontent with the way things were to make a change and a change they both made no matter how one may disagree or agree with the details that ensued.. so in other words.. many of the folks i have met in the poetry world are on this spectrum of greatest liGht and greatest dArk of heaven and hell too.. and sure.. i am technically diagnosed as both on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s Syndrome and with Bi-Polar disOrder too.. but the thing with me.. is.. i have a super logical mind from the Asperger’s that i got from my father’s side mostly and a super art mind from my mother’s side mostly that the Bi-Polar came from that is heavy in folks in my family who have became very successful and the opposite Van Gogh.. as the Dark Black hole soul of life that can come with the Bright Yellow Sun way of bEinG.. anyWay.. iN putting it in much shorter terms than this.. poeTicAlly i can relate to the dArk niGht of the soul where all is time and nothing moves or feels or senses at all.. this place of dArk tarRed and OiLed bird who iS in a place that is cold inside.. year round in a day where spring never comes nor even winter nor even any change at all in a place i once named as aghogday.. for another ground hog day.. where SpRing never ever comes in a heart that has lost art.. in a smart that has lost art.. in a live that feels evil as it has no heARt.. to lived that has become Devil of who i felt as nothing but nothing as piece of paper existence then.. kNowing that a fire of hell in dowsing oneself with gasoline would be preferable to feeling and sensing nothing.. nothing.. @ALL mY friEnd.. and in that place i understand precisely what God was and is.. the Interconnecting.. Interdependent relationship of all that is.. and when one becomes separated from God like this.. there is no tear for a drop of Lazarus in that place here.. it is the place that likely all true prophets of God have gone too.. a place beyond all fears.. all tears.. a place where even mythological demons and creatures dare not tread.. and when a person goes here.. they will report this place does exist.. if they ever make it out.. and perhaps they will become a great artist in SonG.. DancE.. Poetry.. Theater.. Paint.. and even Inventor too.. to BrinG the HUman race up to a place far far from hell hEar on eARTh.. my friend.. as even Earth is comprised of 60% Art.. so are all these 60% statistics from the hUman who sPeaks with language of God’s SKeYeS as God Sees KeY trYinG to tale uS something that IS A secret plain in our siGht that most people miss in every day language who are not hEaRinG and SeeInG/FeeLinG the Deeper meanings of Life that God places even in the way we wRitE.. sure.. it’s safe to say it IS A caution from God in plain siTe.. to make life more art and less science my FriEnd.. soUl iN miNd and BoDy BaLancinG for the path to heaven is Art of HeARt and SpiRiT ExprESsinG tHat ARt as alWAys has been dONE iN DancE and SonG ever sinCe the MoVinG Big Bang and the SonG thaT STiLL makes as the background noise as God sTiLL DanceS and SinGs Free.. wE are God mY FriEnd.. no different than the smAllest GRAin of sand that spirals at subatomic flow at Golden Mean Spiral of 1.618.. all is holy and sacred from EL to HELL.. and ALL iS a TeSt from GoD to Be like God in DancE and SonG.. my therapist asked me once.. advice on how to help her client as he had never ever experienced emotions in his life.. all his heart was was he with no art attached to that amputation of soul my FriEnd.. WeLL.. i tOld her the only way i could see out for him.. would be to go somewhere legal and private and dance with God all naked with feet attached to the mother of Earth bare as foot and feat of dance sAMe.. Well.. you kNow.. that’s really not even considered socially acceptable over here in the U.S… as only a fool for God would do that.. well the thing is.. even in the Gospel of Thomas.. Jesus was reported then as saying in vs. 37 to see the living one inside that was the father as they referred to God living inside then.. one must strip their clothes and tread on them unashamed in front of God.. WeLL my friend.. if they did that then.. sure.. they could be stoned too.. for being insane as nothing more than a Holy Fool then.. but those who Love God most and want to feel God from head to toe.. will find a way.. to sense and feel all of what God offers as Gift on this earth in an inheritance of heaven now.. and those clothes include culture.. school and work.. as truly the heart IS A muscle of Love that must be exercised full time all of life to be strong as Muscle of Love can come to be.. and my friEnd.. after going to hell.. several times in life.. with the last stint.. lasting 66 months tHeRe wHeRe tHeRe was no memory of emotions.. as with the total loss of emotions.. memories that are emotions do not exist there.. even as a tear.. a smile.. or the most distant faint water drop of a laugh in hell.. it’s impossible to color the bLack of each individual hell my friend.. but only through poetry and other forms of Art now FuLL is it possible truly in words and art.. to heal the heart back to art.. the smart back to art.. the devil back to lived.. the evil back to live.. and as whole the Earth back to art.. wHeRe is desserts all of everYwhere F R O M S T R E S S E D I N H E L L.. TO we see and feel.. wHere we hold hands again and say i Love you My friEnd no matter who is looking or listening noW.. mY FriEnd.. there are no coincidences in life my friEnd.. theRe is no random.. not even in the God who exists in HeLL.. every moMent God is hOlding uS toGeTheR whether we feel or see thiS noW.. all is synchronicity iN aLL dARk to liGht to sHades of Grey to hues beyond the bRightest Rainbow uNiCorn Blue mOon.. all IS A canvas.. all IS A stage all are we as actors and paint of the masterpiece of God.. and one day my friEnd.. i aM going to paint God in words as brush.. in a way that most everyone will see and feel both God and heaven now.. mArk my words.. mY friEnd.. and you are helping me as just anotHeR messenger of God.. FReED.. and yes.. that makes you special.. a very special woman inDeeD wiTh LOVE..:)
SigNeD.. jusT anotHeR Holy FooL for God.. wHere aLL is Luke Hot mY FriEnd.. aWay from the other place of CoLD..:)
And these are my passwords to Heaven for you.. and no.. i expect nOthing in return.. not even a password from you.. the gift is what you have aLready inspiRed heRe.. as a friEnd to mE..:)
Facebook and Dear FriEnd Himali.. from India currently residing in the United Arab Emirates responds to the headliner sky photo of SasQuatch LoVe Feat sKeYes
Beautiful day !!
i say in return..
Thanks Himali.. In these clouds.. i iMaGined An Angel Child birthed Below the Sun.. Magic is in sKeYes of God when We see the Key to open God’s HeArt iN uS In FeeLiNg SeNsinG MoVinG ConNecTinG Ways wiTh iMaGiNaTioN And CreatiVity oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG God’s HeArt iN uS iN MinD and BoDy BaL An CinG soUl.. OtHeR Than That.. So nice to See yOuR SMiLinG Himali Face.. At 5:55 AM..:)
Himali says in Kind and Creative Return..
Beautiful imagination Fred ! I love the beauty and the sunshine.. gives much light and positivity
And then i say.. Creatively too..
Thanks my Friend.. i was Reminded about the years ..then.. i was so Depressed.. In a Blog post by Zee.. who was Describing How the world Looks and FeeLs iN that Dimension Of Life and In leSS one FeeLs it.. It’s impossible To More Fully Understand… I Am so Blessed To Find A way Out and Will Do anything To Help Others To See and FeeL the Other Place Of Life My FriEnD Himali.. That Many people Like My Mother Experience Most all their Life.. The Lucky ones.. i work like An Olympic Athlete not To Go Back WHeRe tHeir iS no MaGiC In sKeYes oF God that does FeeL liKe MaGiC WitH Perspective Of the otHeR Place.. NoW..:)
And now as i share a Facebook algorithm 2 year.. Macro-Verse Memory that is more reflective of the more vertical ways my words flowed down the page instead of all around as they tend to do more.. as pecking that message with one finger on my smArt phone finger in bed at 5:55 am.. takes away a full concert of 10 fingers on Keyboard of Digital bits and bytes as technology becomes art of piano no less and even more in how words can flow and go so many more places in essence as form than before technology came along to assist someone like me with dysgraphia and chicken scratch pen and quill writing that has turned into flow of hypergraphia now… oh how we humans really are “i’m reAlly special now” as i say in the blog Macro-Verse way wHere all is art from head to toe.. in the essence of the 10 fingers and toes.. and all the pARts as Holy and Sacred ‘tween that yes.. quite frankly.. including full view of human penis and vagina too.. no different than the more protruding parts of flowers and plants and the receptive butterfly parts now that come with buzzing bees for life too.. truly sad that something so beautiful and innocent when only the child of that was the prize of the village to be raised with love no matter how many fathers added a gift of semen to the mix of butterfly receptacle for life in busy bee way.. of work of the night or day.. for life.. for life.. for holy and sacred life in a Universe mostly full of space now and rocks with no life.. and Suns that burn hell fire.. without soft butterflies and SinGinG Buzzing Bees to get the job of bRinGing more sentience of life to be.. just to be alive.. as how could anything be more sacred than the flower of Vagina.. the bee of penis.. and the sacred semen of life that BrinG Holy and Sacred HUmans to life.. no less than the roSe that SinGS of Breath more to be in colors of Love more than illusory fears.. and hate of humans who cover this beauty up with clothes and illusionary words of illusory fear and hate so dark.. well the truth is.. i can’t really tell my Muslim friends that a big part of why they are unhappy is because they are often repressed in ways of covering this free love up from head to toe.. by a culture that says boys and girls cannot even hold hands until they are married.. and sure that is a way to control the financial flow of resources in a barren land that is short of fertile subsistence and understandable too.. life is a struggle in these infertile places.. and sure the bottom line is survival either happy or sad.. but to be naked and free and hold hands with the opposite sex all of one’s life.. is always the way of God set Free in wE.. hard to see behind the covers of culture still across the globe from places first world to three too.. yes sadly we are far removed in the clothes of culture in many places even from the essence of what it means to be human in literally holding the hands of the opposite and sure as they still do freely in even Saudia Arabia the same sex too.. which is very very sad to me.. that they are not allowed to do that with the opposite sex.. and no wonder really at the number of closet homosexuals from that place when the records were opened up in that online dating place world wide.. truly a country that does not support the interaction in physical ways of the opposite sex and only allows that among family members and the same sex in common sense terms.. is truly a homosexual country in practice in every day terms of life.. and sadly as at least one online source shows in Arabian Doctor’s practice over their open to case-study public purview.. up to 80% percent of 3 to 6 year old little girls are molested in the home in sexual ways by either family members or intimate friends of home.. to go against the God of nature FReED in us naked from head to toe in holding hands in all the ways that comes.. is to pay a Karmic price of action and consequence therein and what becomes so called holy in human so-called good books.. produces the greatest evils of all in harming other human beings at core of what it even means as human as when what is taboo.. as far as God’s Nature in incestual relations and generally speaking homosexual behavior.. where one is born for heterosexual inclinations all through and through.. becomes a fetish of life that often brings much total human suffering and misery too.. better to Love the God you FeeL/SensE than the God who is made in idols of words in subjugating illusory fears.. empty promises of a heaven after life for suffering in the real poTenTial Heaven on earth in this generation as promised in the New T by Jesus even too.. as reports of scribes and priests relate that too.. but truly.. if you are hEaring me from ‘over there’.. the way that God is killed as Nature free in us.. is only by Force.. by threat of punishment in controlling human nature in sTiLL repressing it and oppressing it iSREAL noW.. otherwise those parts of religion would never still even come to be or exist now.. as when humans are set free they return to empathy and compassion and a free lust for all of life from head to toe.. to inside to outside.. to above.. so below and all around now.. God iSREAL.. it is only human lies of words that take us Away from GoD iSREAL as wE.. naked and free and holding hands across the lifespan once again as ISREAL CHILDREN OF GOD.. AND NAH.. we live in populations more than we are evolved in to live this free way again.. in flesh and blood everyday life.. as we are only evolved to connect to about 150 to 200 sets of naked eyes and hips in everyday work and play of life.. But when Miley Cyrus shows the art of her below and breasts that are made to feed the life of lust for Loving life whole.. if you make fun of her.. you are simply making fun of God Free when you see all of her online now.. i hold hands with her in symbolic way by setting God free in metaphor and iSREAL naked and FReED too.. and if you dare not look at my body from head to toe as Holy and Sacred as Miley’s body is the same way.. when you search her out on Google or however you come across the Temple of God as she.. she is Brave enough to be God as all that is and stand before God as witness that no one owns her but the who Breathes free in her naked flesh and blood as Temple of God from head to toe.. the holiest and most sacred of all art i do is my nude art.. very few people will understand that but the children oF God who have truly set God free in they.. treading on the illusory clothing fears of culture and religion same feeling that they are i am special from head to toe as holy and sacred iSREAL.. the fAct that a person can truly get back to this way of Nature’s art at its highest level of what is Temple of God from head to toe.. means that whatever we symbol and metaphor as Jesus can finally come back now.. at last on restricted Google links.. and places where Miley is shared all over as God comes to witness naked and free as wE once aGAin.. before the lies of the Apple..:)
And as synchronicity will have it.. a year later in this MacroVerse Memory from a year ago.. “i AM2”.. as the i AM theme continues here a year later too.. in a dVerse inspired prompt where the administrator of the poetry site that is already sounding a little too much like an earthly ruled man-made government as that goes too.. asks the poets to use modifiers to change the meanings of what they say.. in grammar ways of doing that in literal way.. to break the rules as they say.. well.. i went a step farther and still modify words internally too.. by using inG to mean in God in many words there.. in fAct 13 times in the first paragraph alone.. and of course i had to explain this to the very literally thinking Swedish physicist as in even that native language its mostly concrete and hard.. and sure even my ancestors in Black Forest of Germany per the father of my Native Ireland Grandfather are known for their concrete and precise ways of language too.. yes.. kinda stiff.. living in cold places the human can come to be.. its nature.. reflected in language too.. as cold dark grey days do affect human nature in all the ways that comes too.. anyway.. there is enough crazy horse and ghost dancer American Migratory Sioux and Cherokee in me.. to talk and move in ways that come from essence over form still now.. the gift of my ancestors who moved away from the cold Siberian North across the Bering Straights to an abundant and free new world of fertile life in the Americas of teaming fish in creeks to the buffalo who roamed Strong and proud.. sure i am a wild one in many ways and perHaps i owe that gift to my ancestors who made the sacrifice to travel to a place where a Naked SonG and Dance toGeTheR under the warm moonlit fires of SoUls eYes free in heARt and SpiRit noW eXpreSsinG wayS once aGain became the reaLity of the Ocean view home of Beach once again Naked.. Free and Holding hands Again.. i AM all Free to be DanCinG SinGinG Naked and free.. and sure all the twerking.. all the bootie dancing.. and all the breasts and hips moving wildly in the rave dance of night.. is reflective of that human indigenous spirit once again set free as the Firework of we shoot up instead of down in hell of human made prisons of culture and religion same who would cover up the flesh and blood of God’s TrUth and liGht as US..;)
SMiLes.. thefeatheredsleep.. obviously l can relate to this story about a little Autistic boy.. as i was him2.. who couldn’t speak until age 4.. wHere thank God the Doctor told my mother.. as he could feel the intelligence underneath my bright eyes that obviously were full of emotional affect and receiving a whole lot of information from the environment at hand that yes.. he will speak when he gets ready to speak.. you give him everything he needs.. and sure that was Love my FriEnd.. perHaps that is the biggest Temple Grandin difference where she eventually not only survived but thrived in the real world too.. really making a difference in the way animals are eventually cooked.. but truly.. when one has met one so-called labeled autistic person there is no us vs them.. as this condition is a spectrum with no one inherent condition that creates the social reciprocal behavioral deficits that create functional disabilities in the so called optimum functioning of society today.. and sure.. noW the repetitive restrictive special interests that could eventually be a full opera by Mozart or so much more now.. hmm.. i would have been Beethoven but Carpal Tunnel Syndrome cut that potential somewhat away.. hehe.. i couldn’t write anything really longer than a cut and paste page of technical information until age 50 and a little after that but sooner or later all those heightened internal experiences of senses and feelings that when positive are still truly the experience of the pot of beYond gold at the end of the rainbow came OUT.. that only the pot of Gold knows/feels in internal alchemical metallurgy noW sTiLL oF lyrical flow.. so.. wHere to go neXt.. i AM a Forrest Gump Feather Floating in the wind.. my friEnd.. close to 12 million words of miles since 2010 and 33 months before that in losing speech once with pain.. again.. and after that 33 more months until the pain went away at the end of July 2013.. and 3 years from then and 1 month now as my 42nd month of Blogging is coming to an end now.. the longest long form poem ever that will never be published in print.. as sure MicroSoft Word says at even 3.3 million words that are still approaching 4 million words now.. that 30,000 worded pages and 60 to 70,000 photo pages would fill the mArk oF that at 100,00+ pages for the poem and book or what ever it is online i did just for fun… the feather knows and feels no limits when free my friEnd.. and trUly no one usually notices it and that is A-okay.. as if they did.. they might get a net and capture it and it would no longer float free.. Moral of the story.. i talked.. i be am FReED.. Thanks for recognizing me along the way.. my nice author and poet friEnd Candice.. and oh sHit.. almost forgot the close to 6,000 miles in 3 years now across the U.S.A in twice the distance of DanCinG everywhere inside and outside in public i go.. cRap.. no sHit PARADE.. i am A REAL FORREST GUMP.. AS SOMETIMES i even forget how F iN Epic i keep groWinG to BE.. and no.. i’M certainly not the only one.. how many folks are doing the same thing underneath the so-called optimal functioning level of the Twitter verse now.. just doin’ it.. just doin’ it.. ’cause it’s joy in carNate mY FriEnd.. noW.. seriously though.. A favorite pARt is the Selfie Dance Photos of the 1000+ girls with smiles from ear to ear smiling with me.. as i say FUCK YOU TO THOSE IGNORANT SO-CALLED SOUTHERN BAPTIST BULLY BOYS WHO TOLD ME BOYS WHO SMILE AND DANCE AND DO ART ARE ALL GOING TO HELL IN A PATRIARCHAL HANDBASKET.. as i dance on by them with their Beer Bellies watching NFL on mall benches now.. and all of this was breWing way back when before age 4.. where my mother told my Father.. there is something about my boy.. it’s like he knows something and he is not telling us like an adult in that crib.. and then my father says.. well yeah.. one day you’ll come in here and he’ll be leaning back with a cigarette in hand.. in crib.. i never picked up that habit.. and sure.. i put off FULLY talking for close to 47 more years AND LOOK WHOSE TALKING NOW.. WITH NO END ‘TILL NOW.. goeS oN..;)
P.S.. in highschool.. when i was the first human to be picked by teachers in 10th grade.. to get inducted into the National Honor Society then.. at that local school.. the teachers thought it was great but the girls and boys were not impressed.. And at the end of earning three college degrees with still little ability to speak fully and coherently in either vocal or written social reciprocal interaction ways of creativity then.. they still referred to me as superman doing that and three part time jobs too.. and after 30 years of work before it almost killed me at the end.. my fellow workers referred to me as superman2.. since then.. online i’ve been named Yoda.. the perfect definition of God.. which was way more than i asked.. heHE.. Buddha.. and back at work they called me the living example of Jesus2.. at the Bowling Center i managed too.. and now in dance.. inspiring to legend.. to icon of dance too in the metro area.. spirit animal.. boss of dance.. most valuable player for the boy who was picked last in teams at school.. at church.. the singer who i want to sit next to just to hear.. and yeah.. i married ‘this’ girl who never ages.. and who lived through 66 months of real iSREAL hell with me.. enduring the worst pain known to humankind with type two trigeminal neuralgia assessed as a pain worse than crucifixion like someone drilling one’s teeth without novocaine but it is in one’s right eye and ear instead.. making effective use of sight and hearing almost intolerable for 66 months from wake to sleep.. with 19 medical diagnoses.. including Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome… Severe Degenerative Arthritis in spine.. Spinal Stenosis.. Congenitally Fused Vertebra in Spine.. Nasal Passages almost closed up in sinus way from birth.. and Dysautonomia where blood pressure and heart rate no longer synched where at the beginning of that real JOB hell of that 66 months i could not sleep for 40 days of lent in Spring of 2008.. except for one hour of very shallow sleep.. with aid of alpha blocker to slow my out of control heart rate for cardboard box-like sleep for the first 35 days and none the last 5 of 40.. where suicide became my only goal as savior then.. and sure at age 21.. they almost locked me away in a mental institution as they had never come across a case like me.. in a mania no sleep episode of that continuing cycle of decades of up.. and years of down in Bi-Polar souL way too.. bottom line x2 i FucKinG lived it all my friend and lasted long enough to tale the story in just one comment to a friEnd’S online poem.. and sure.. there is much more to it than this.. as close to 12 milLion words do tale.. noW.. as mY FriEnd. reaLiTy is much more FucKinG STranGE than ANY FUCKING FICTION OF WHAT REALLY WENT AND CONTINUES TO GO DOWN for someone still considered totally and permanently too disabled to optimally function in society today.. by written reports of professionals still now my friend as the truth of the matter is Superman was not made for this world.. and nah.. i wouldn’t say that but hey.. i cannot deny and tale a lie as Abe says2.. the fActs speak more than volumes on thaT.. noW and if i come back again.. if i could come back again.. yeah.. i’d do it forever juSt to see one smile from my wife now.. all the rest oF it was just icing on that wedding cake my friend.. as the feather goeS oN and liFe sings ISREAL NOW.. and yeah.. sure.. i leg press close to half a ton on a very difficult parallel leg press machine with my stretching arms raised to the sky like a ballerina2… 33 times at age 56..2.. wiTh a sample of 14 times of that on YouTube too.. but hey.. the truth is.. other folks could do more than me too.. if they just believed more than what the optimal functioning of society says they can be.. and juST Do… FucK thaT sHit.. i do liFe my way friEnd.. so.. what in summary.. does the clever fox say.. Victory..!..iNOW…;)
The Facebook Video Production Assistant continues an almost never ending opera of my metro area dance walk and even a pre-game work-out show.. complete with Karmic All seeing Bear eye.. and this Bear actuAlly has teeth.. heHE..;)
And as fortune WiLL have it.. Facebook Algorithms never ever give uP iT seems as.. yes.. the video slide show continued all the way until the end of the night in part two of inspiration road..;)
Coming back full circle here.. as Karma action and consequence Can and WiLL do of course.. with the Karmic All Seeing Bear eye with teeth fully exposed iN and WitH the CaLL oF the Wild heARd and acted uPon for consequence way..:)
WeLL iT’s TRUe.. i reAlly do Love hUman Faces so Facebook is eXtra Cool to me.. but yes.. we have Bodies too.. and even Brains and hearts three in one per se.. of heARt.. and SpiRit aS Essence oF HeARt.. exPresSinG miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL as oNe force oF GoD wHOle as wE iN syNergy of MoVinG.. ConNecTinG anD creAtinG wiTh each oTHeR.. hOlding hands too.. and man.. i do my best to describe what i AM fully doing in terms of enhanced cognitive executive functioning in focus and short term working memory that DancE does bRing Free style in reguLating EmoTioNs and inteGrating SeNses thAT FloW iN OuR Body from Vagal Nerve.. also kNown and FelT as Kundalini riSinG too.. from bRain to GuT and swirling all around cells to peptide receptors that remember positive neurochemicals and neurohormones in cells from head to toe too.. but sure the Milton Folks seem to have a hard time understanding this as i even had one fairly young person state they’ve never heard of mind and body balancing so perHaps the old legend of the Buddhists is true too.. suggesting that when this basic art of life for noW iN gaining and maintaining simple Animal Homeostasis is lost.. in neurohormone and neurochemcial BaLanCinG from Head to toe3.. thereby reGulaTing emoTiOns and InteGrating seNses for fully body inteLLigence iN MoVinG.. ConNecTing and creAtinG With OtHeRs toGeTheR.. too.. yeah.. Baby.. the world needs more teachers.. to humbly help folks bRing tHeir innate instinct and intuition back from the brink of mechanical cognition death of being imprisoned in one’s head out of full body InTeLLiGence from head to toe.. as they say.. baby makes her blUe geNes talk..;)
And sPeaKinG of that SonG yA kNoW and FeeL especiAlly if you are a male who hasn’t forgot to FeeL and SeNse the eNvironment of female around them in reproductive innate instinct and intuition that says the hips are a signal and the butt too of course in a way a woman walks in poTenTiaL for reproductive success in Birthing large headed babies like me.. with super potential intelligence too.. hmm.. yeah.. baby’s got butt for me too.. and breasts.. well interestingly enough.. in most primitive cultures.. breasts are not idealized as much as hips.. as it’s kind of secondary you know to the initial ACT.. per se too.. in FAct.. the science of breasts and hips in this reproductive way says that breasts become more idolized and treasured when subsistence resources are low… as the toddler can nurse too.. when the foraging is sparse.. so hmm.. what about all the Breast worship in the U.S. oF A.. wHeRe every which way ya look in big banners of mall advertisement and on the road too.. hmm.. to be honest i have always been fond of hips and breasts.. so sure.. i don’t mind it all as baby can let more of her blUe geNes talk in tightly fitted dance dresses from top to bottom too.. hey.. i may be older but i ain’t dead yet.. and until then baby can sing a song from head to toe.. free as free can be..:)
Oh.. the Public Dance Walking Memories.. and about wHeRe iT all started here on August 28.. 2013.. as far as Video and or Ocean Whole Poem Documentation oF iT goes.. at this point.. no Nike GPS Sports Watch to Measure it yet.. but at Best Buy.. i give it a somewhat crude spin then.. as sure.. after sitting in my bedroom for 66 months then.. with the worst pain known to humankind as a shut-in of course.. yeah.. i was like an animal who finally escaped out of a cage.. or better yet a human who escaped out of the big one of culture and religions then too.. after 47 years of doing that before the pain said get the FucK out oF all of that and eventuAlly find God within and in doing so all innately.. instinctually and intuitively finDinG miNd and boDy balance.. thaT iS moving as art.. connecting with other human beings noW and the rest of Nature and creating something new alWaYs now bRinGS all naturAlly with the power of emotional regulation and sensory integration for much greater potential fulfilled in cognitive executive functioning through enhanced super laser focus.. and even short term working memory too.. in other words.. getting yoUr shit all togeThEr.. and seeking and finding the heARt of YoUr human potential.. eXpresSinG that HuMan potEntial as heARt of SpiRit art in all the ways creativity comes in a BaLanCinG Art and Science oF life that should be at least 60% heARt and Art as by God of Nature trUe and liGht that IS THE WAY HUMANS ARE noW EVOLVED TO BE Now sTiLL over the course of hundreds of thousands of years before school and books and the mechanical cognition rules A life now down to key strokes of data entry in routines and rituals of 8 hours a day of analytical reasoning duties stuck in the head.. wHeRe the hUman heARt dies an isolated way away from Art and SpiRit of ExpreSsinG Art and Creativity sAMe in a body that has become lost in emotions dysregulated.. and senses disintegrated.. from BaLanCinG with miNd one as wHOle soUl of much greater poTenTial hUman intelligences fulfilled instead of just what they measure oF F iN Standard IQ tests that measure what ya need to kNow and do to be a good little cog in the machine of society to keep the creature comforts and greater instant gratification luxuries coming that defeat the balance of life of intermittent gratification.. with all you can eat sugars and fats.. all you can drink beers.. wines.. alcohols.. and other varieties of substance addiction associated drugs.. to take a shortcut to happiness that becomes more often misery and suffering too.. yes.. as even those who made a dude named Jesus in a book.. as role then model of human archetype to aspire to be.. the answers are within.. Nature AKA as the Kingdom of God does.. live within.. as even science now shows we are made of the cosmos star stuff too.. as star dust of Great potential we have become.. as the miracle of life when expressing that in all of evolved God of Nature given human potential most definitely does show.. anyway.. i still grow this way as the record most definitely clearly shows2.. as there was no doubt i would do things not reported that others have done specifically.. per se.. in my own created art of liFe to come three years ago at the time of this video.. same date noW of month then.. in fact.. i documented thaT on the Wrong Planet when i told them on that website.. there was no sky for limit.. of what i would do next.. then that i have what the therapist named as miraculously recovered like a real religious miracle then.. going from not even being able to go into a Whataburger for even 15 FucKinG minutes to dancing solo in front of crowds of hundreds in public stores and eventually much more refined.. in dance hall way.. to yes.. the tune of around 1000 girls as documented in selfie autographed smiling dance photos with me too.. as documented too.. in 124 full weeks of doing that now.. that yes.. still exist in Ocean Whole Poem way now.. anyway.. NoW.. it’s just proof that this higher potential of God exists.. and God does too.. and more about that in a few.. per the next Macro-Verse shared from a year ago.. since this one too.. as Ocean Poem FlowS oN..:)
Yeah.. sure.. WTF IS GOD!.. this big question that is easy peacey as piece of peach cobbler to me.. as i have zero problem with the fAct that science now proves God to exist 100% with proof.. in what all the sages of the ages have pointed to God as being noW as an allthatis interconnecting and interrelating Force of life with no one name but the essence of all that is.. as science shows this cosmos of Nature.. aLL iS one force living within wE too.. just as the folks who wrote the Gnostic and other New Testament Gospels do relate if you can see and hear the deeper meanings of the way poetry is written in biblical sacred text too.. folks seem to be butt hurt that it took science to prove it.. not understanding that science is the scribe that is God’s best friEnd.. so far.. in proving God’s existence without a doubt.. but you kNow and feel the tribal instinct.. huh.. people worship the words they use to describe God over what the FucKinG essence of God alWays has been and alWays WiLL be as interconnecting and interrelating force ALL aS ONE NoW.. no shit.. God is FucKinG iSREAL and every wHere as noW one Force of existence.. sorry.. if you missed iT in a book.. in a three or five letter idol as form of word.. without this essence realized and fELt iN yoUr liFe.. tHeRe iS no God but an idol of a word for you or none.. noW ironically enough from the view point of the reported dude Yeshua as such.. yoUr small words for God have bEcoMe.. yeS.. Anti-Christ now.. as they have now lost the essence of thE TruTh and liGht of God that is all that is that lives equAlly within uS.. the rest of the UniVerse.. iNFiniTy and more to the smallest Quantum subatomic particle in a grain of sand too.. i don’t kNow about you.. but that makes me feel as warm and cozy As an iSREAL God blankET oF onE noW..:)
How refreshing.. yes.. DrinKing Kool Aid Dance.. one of the best pARts of this macro-verse iS.. iT sHows one of my first dance ‘dates’ with my nice Hispanic dance friend from two years ago.. and two of Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea and Cortney from two years ago.. wHere Chelsea came first.. then Maggie accompanied her and highly spirited Cortney came next.. who was kinda the social organizer then and spokes person for Charlie’s Angel’s2.. as she was sorta the only one i really got to know in-depth oF verbal language then beyond the dance of life2.. i kNow a little bit about Chelsea.. and only the dance of Maggie.. and the Hispanic girl.. just pleasantries on the dance floor.. and i don’t even know her name after two years of intermittent dance.. but i do feel the way she dances.. next to me for sure.. and yes.. from a distance too.. as every human’s dance when set free is like a finger print too.. truly iT iS lovEly art.. and a treasure to experience first hand in the greatest evolving reciprocal social communication of human that has/iS always been the body language of dance from the mating ritual to the warrior dance to the simple and complex spiritual ecstasy of not only connecting to each oTheR but to Nature one and God sAMe.. yeah.. baby.. the Dance Hall is my real church and Nature too.. but sure.. i like SinGinG.. iN the Catholic Church too.. to balance the verbal spiritual pARt oF connecting to each oTheR and God aS WeLL.. iT all coMes out in the DancE and SonG oF liFE and trUe to fact of act and FeeLinG.. iF you don’t DancE and SinG iN eXpresXing your Spirit inside of God this way.. or at least express it in the poetry of wordS.. it would reAlly be sad to never find God within and Express God as HOly spiRit of DancE and SonG and poEtic words now… prophets without all these three as iSREAL messengers of God NoW are missing something that King David seemed to have.. along with the warrior spirit for defense of survival too.. hmm.. yeah.. i’M more like King David in many ways2.. except i can control my warrior and lust side in a disciplined way without going the dArk route of harming others in all of God of Nature in my greater hUman poTenTial expresSing hoLy spiRit of miNd and boDy BaLanCinG SoUL noW as FREE Tree of liFe and kNowLedge are noW ONEFORCE noW as me.. oF course2..NoW.. Bottom line.. a sacred New Testament text goeS oN.. the Messianic Kingdom of Heaven was promised then.. in the generation of Jesus.. perHapS.. it came for some human beings who survived a liFe like i do now Free with God and otHeRs who share these freedoms of God Given potential as human Nature sAMe as Nature Free.. and across the Globe now.. the real living rapture is more possible than ever.. for those who escape the traps of religion and culture and Fly FReED wITh God as the evidence certainly relates that i do in liFE NoW.. No.. fairly tale.. is this Kingdom of Heaven.. NoW.. achievable.. iT iS iN Cheap Thrills iSREaL NOW2.. and sure.. SiA is A messenger free oF god noW2..noW iF you haven’t noticed.. hEr Holy and Sacred Angel Nature2..:)
The Facebook Autobiographical.. Filming assistant in video slide show way.. continues to deliver.. and any short slide show video that stARts out with a Orange Flower.. is kinda nice in my opinion.. for one.. @least..:)
My Uncle and Aunt.. Both now With older age Memory issues In their eighties But still dancing With Aunt playing The Piano for a Band.. And as i Understand it.. My Father’s identical Twin Brother Ted.. Recently asked if My Father.. Who passed Away.. Two years ago.. Had any children.. And i can’t say we had many Conversations.. the decades he remembered me.. Oh.. The joy of the Autism Spectrum.. Passed Down in Broader Phenotype at Least.. And at Least.. i Understand Why now and Myself.. Better too.. And yeah.. He’s 84 And Dances with the Younger Ladies while The Aunt plays.. Dance Is at least pArt of A Fountain Of Youth.. yes.. i’ll do it ’till 96.. Mark 80 more million words Of poetry by 40 more years Too.. And 80 thousand more Miles of Public Dance unless i pick up the pace more.. noW2.. And no.. i’M NOT kidding..NOw1..;)
Yes.. Yoda goes to church.. in the longer view of this.. And Dance walks every wHere he goeS iN public view too.. even with ducks and fish two and morE noW2..;)
Hmm.. wondering here.. iF i can loosen uP Hillary enough for a bootie dance ‘here’.. heHE..;)
True Story.. as alWays of course.. at least.. in metaphor.. Two Farm Boy Heavy Weights.. seemed to be perusing the value of my dance at Walmart yesterday.. and within 15 minutes.. after i gave them.. The Fred talK.. they suggested that i should run for President.. and then i quickly provided the metaphor of Jesus in the Desert wHere the metaphorical Devil inside suggested he aspire to worldly status and power.. and i said.. hell no.. status and power are human cultural illusory developed ways of life when humans started storing grains when folks started getting jealous of the haves and others started getting angry at the have nots for wanting what the haves stored up.. it was better when we all foraged toGeTher for the day.. shared what was gatHeRred and forAged and hELd hands again the next day to gEt the Job of Basic Subsistence and Survival done for the now.. dancing togeTheR.. mostly naked around the campfire and midnight moonlit way of Free liFe.. ONE WitH God oF NatUre and each oTheR.. then FREE.. and then today.. another dude suggested that Yoda would defeat both Hillary and Trump.. in a fair race.. but course they have no idea of the extent of skeletons in Yoda’s closet that are paraded for all to see.. if they like.. of course.. noW.. heHE..;)
Yeah.. it’s gonna take A wHole lot more than 2-six packs of Heavy Duty Scott’s Paper towels to clean up all the shiT in the world but.. i gotta SonG.. and a DancE and ten fingers and toes to stArt a maTch.. and A waVe for a FiRe oF Ocean Poem way and a DancE and SonG for more too.. as metaphorS MoreS of CoursE Now.. GO..;)
WeLL.. i read a very interesting book.. yes.. from front to back while i did my slower TAI CHI-like dance at Barnes and Nobles this evening.. while yes.. listening to A Best of Alan Parsons Project Album.. as of course it’s kinda spacey and relaxing too.. for a book named ‘A God That Could Be Real’.. and iF they said iSREAL as i pun that jusT for fun off iSraEL too.. to make a point.. God is real too.. anyWay.. they didn’t get the idea directly from me.. hehe.. a famous scientist’s wife.. now.. wrote this book.. and some of her ideas mirrored some of mine.. but nah.. i ain’t gonna restrict God to what Physics thiNks iT kNows and doesn’t feel at all through the scientific method.. and don’t get me wrong.. it’s nice to know and feel.. that we don’t live on a flat earth too.. but there IS A Magic about God beyond any bible or fiction.. i’VE.. ever read that reAlly cannot be described any better that the word Magic to me.. as it defies all systemizing ways of explanation.. in scientific method terms.. of course.. the key is.. if you don’t believe tHeRE IS A MaGiC in life.. you will find none.. and if you do.. even iF iT IS A placebo effect.. never the less.. the positive consequences that come from positive beliefs and actions are iSREAL.. and as far as the magnitude of the MaGiC that comes as consequence.. tHeRE could be an aRtFuL formula for that that iS simply Luke Red Hot 100% faith.. hope.. and belief with zero doubts and fears.. it works for me.. 100%.. i cannot promise it will work that way for anyone else.. as it is an inner force that is not completely quantifiable or even qualifiable either as it can and will come in depths that empirical means.. including words.. we cannot touch.. at least fully.. in much fuller human potential of the higher power and Force of God noW wiThin uS REAL FOR THOSE OF wE.. WHO SEEK.. FiND AND PRACTiCE THiS FORCE NOW.. anyWay.. Yoda understands and FeeLs the trUth and LIGht oF all thaT is.. this.. and does his best.. to give aT lEast a spARk oF how he experiences A iSREAL Heaven oF liFE noW..:)
Both the Bible and Kuran.. taken literal.. are obviously misogynistic.. it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that part out.. but sure you have to be able to read.. and the truth is many folks in Muslim cultures are still illiterate and take what ever they are given by the ruling class in interpretation as Gospel truth that cannot be questioned.. and where religion cannot be questioned comes the prison part.. the acid thrown on female faces.. the stove top burnings.. the raping of twelve year old girls in what they name as Dowry as nonconsensual means rape.. bottom line.. whether that is little twelve year old girls.. or the abomination of doing that to a 9 year old girl.. as such that does still sadly occur as well.. as in the 7th century too.. or even after marriage.. as is still not a crime in some Muslim countries now.. and folks who are Homosexuals.. well.. when the Christian religion was in charge of state.. as it still was in reality of holding slaves and imprisoning adulterers and homosexuals until the real gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman or man.. no more.. was finally promoted and justified as correct in the secular part of the world by Majority rule of Supreme Court Justices.. who ended being more ethical then the so-called Christian rules before.. with no votes or even voices of women allowed in life.. those changes are coming in Muslim countries too.. as here’s the thing.. the real God of Nature lives free in us to be who we REALLY ARE.. and this voice is singing louder and louder as information and voices is no longer censored by threats up to death as much and the REALLY GOOD NEWS.. IF YOU WANT TO METAPHORICALLY ATTRIBUTE THAT TO THE GOOD COP OVER THE BAD COP JESUS THAT STILL CAN BE found in the New Testament is that Sociologists.. suggest that the same freedoms that women and homosexual folks here and the other oppressed folks of the United States of America once did not have also.. will be the reality.. in at least Middle Eastern Muslim countries in the coming decades.. equaling those Freedoms in the U.S.. by 2050.. and sure.. some countries in Africa will lag behind.. as they have less to offer to first world countries in terms of dollar bills.. like the oil of the middle east.. but sure.. perhaps one day.. Female Genital Mutilation will be an ignorance of the past.. when the REAL ORIGINAL DEFINITION OF THE GREEK WORDS APOCALYPSE THAT MEANS LIFTING THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE.. COMES to pass in these countries too.. as the Kindgom of Heaven is simply a place where folks can live free in a state of peace and harmony where they can be the full gift that God of Nature evolves them to be now.. in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and CreAtinG WAY..:)
sMiLes.. And Hello.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep.. AKA Candice and nice Facebook Friend and author too.. who is not afraid of different.. and that my friend is the prize of different.. rubbing noses with those who are different.. and sure.. somewhat same too.. i saw the movie.. about Alan Turing.. named the Imitation Game.. and sure this could be as much about Asperger’s Syndrome as that new movie.. named the Accountant with Ben Affleck coming out soon.. of course fiction doesn’t grab the same tears that reality can as reality is often magic and harsh too.. too harsh for even words it seems.. religions are created to control.. religions are created to bond.. and yes.. religions are part of liFe.. as human’s seek purpose and meaning and reaSons/FeeLiNGS to go on.. of course as nows go on.. ah.. but to lift the ignorance and still go on.. and yes it is happening incrementally as nows go on.. where even in the Catholic Church the truth that what they name as revelation is just a metaphor of the Nero that was oppressing the so-called Christians at that time of so-called Saint John.. is assessed now in the Catholic Church as just a metaphor for that point in time… sure.. there is a long way to the reaLiTy coming out that who ever Jesus was.. there is no proof of miracles or resurrection of death and 3 to 4 hundred thousand scribe mistakes of small to major in what makes a bible now that 2.2 million folks ascribe to now.. and as oft promise of a brighter day.. sociologists suggest that Muslim folks in the middle east will have the same freedoms that women.. homosexuals.. folks with disabilities.. and other previously much more oppressed folks in the USA.. did not have before.. before sanity of reaSon rules insanity of before.. there are no Elton John’s in the middle east.. and likely no Alan Turings.. as the more harsh the culture flushes out different the more culture kills itself in the process of achieving more as whole.. and the rule of nature will always be adapt and change and survive and thrive or don’t.. simple as that.. and true.. when resources are shared more.. a culture becomes less patriarchal and warring and more leaning towards matriarchal and loving.. the Yang and Yin of War vs Saturday in the Park with less clothes of culture to cover up human freedoms.. it’s predictable and truly as Atheist countries show.. religion of oppression comes in many clothes of politics of controlling and directing human nature for the cause of survival for the day.. China.. BiG case in point.. oh.. to live in abundance is to live free.. the rule of nature as long as social roles for social animals survive.. and instant gratification doesn’t kill folks by the time they reach middle age.. but to live in scarcity is always a place for human misery and suffering.. the infertile lands of deserts… the ice of the Siberian north.. but on beaches with bikinis.. rarely a fist is displayed.. as passion of Free rules the human heARt.. the SpiRit.. and the SoUL oF FREEDOM MY FriEnd.. Bottom Bikini line.. FREE RULES WHEN POSSIBLE.. when no longer are DicKiNsoN Poems hidden in drawers.. oF dArk..;)
The EN name test thingie.. provides a test of which bible verse reflects me and the result is..
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
And i say..
Bottom Line.. i ain’t scared..;)
And sure.. as it is our human nature to be fearless with love but how to do that.. as words are empty without living examples of trUth and liGht.. well.. truth is.. when my psychiatrist who i inspired to go teach movement therapy as proven.. my way works more than the pill way he attempted to help me with when i first went there with total human exhaustion.. also known as General Adaptation Syndrome as nicely described by Hans Selye and even worth providing a Wiki Link for it.. if you haven’t heard of him and or his theory yet..
Bottom line.. recovery of the consequences of living through 2 years of flight or fight stress at work.. took 66 months.. STRESS ISN’T WORTH IT.. BOTTOM ALWAYS LINE.. IF YOU CAN ESCAPE.. DO ESCAPE.. as stress most definitely will break down every body system of the human body.. as stress hormones.. are like acid on the brain and body.. if you wanna drink the drano.. of a slow burn of death… ANYWAY.. still.. the psychiatrist and medical profession all together is truly a practice of medicine.. and promoted as a way of making money.. of course too.. over natural healing like rest.. long term rest.. healing the body.. building it back up slowly and surely and finding what works to keep life in animal homeostasis as BaLanCinG Force like all smART animals do with innate.. instinct.. and intuition too.. as when the cat gets enough stimulation.. even pets.. the cats moves out of the way.. and if he or she is pursued.. a scratch or more than love bite will most often come next.. Cats are yes.. smARTer than humans as they NO when to say no.. and no means no.. when their capacity for environmental stimulus exceeds their ability to simply withstand it in reasonable innate.. instinctual and intuitive way of FeeLinG what works and what is dangerous to tHeir well being outside of the comfort zone of animal homeostasis.. humans.. on the other hand.. sit motionless as far as big muscle movements go to help the blood flow and burn off stress chemicals for 8 hours and more a day.. and humans don’t say no.. as the insanity of culture has no idea what it means to be human for a FucKinG Dollar Bill.. when a FucKinG Dollar Bill becomes the God BeinG of HuMaN BeinG.. problem.. truly established by religions to suggest that this world isn’t real and dying is preferable to living as the height of cultural and religious ignorance in reaLiTy noW.. by the logical fallacy of appeal to authority of before.. no FucKinG how old it is.. or FucKinG how craaayyyyzzzyy.. or violent it came to be.. in the beginning of human ignorance away from the truly simple trUths of human nature in liGht of what it even means to be a human animal set free again.. ANYWAY… WHEN i told my psychiatrist how much i write.. he called it Hypergraphia.. as sure every human behavior has a label.. except since believing in lies of before in religion is considered socially acceptable in culture.. that’s not considered insane.. that’s considered within the norm of human behavior.. however.. if one becomes all about God.. or what the psychiatry world names as Hyper-Religious even though that is kinda the opposite of luke warm that has a bi-polar label too.. Love God a little but a lot is craaaayyyyzyyy.. is what the Doctors still say.. in Bi-polar way.. and worship the human body as the flesh of God as Temple same.. like nude art.. and that can be labeled even in the church as craaaayyyzzzzzy too.. well guess what.. i AM the Happy one.. and sure the psychiatrist in his continued pill pusher practice suggested epilepsy drugs to bring me back down to luke warm about everything in life.. and just shuffle by like a Robot in Super Walmart in Zombie Apocalypse way with dead britches OWN too.. well no.. i said no.. and if you wonder why there haven’t been too many Leonardo’s.. Mozart’s.. Beethoven’s and Michelangelo’s too.. is the drugs came along.. and not until recently could a person.. even say no.. when beyond the norm.. way beyond the norm came visible and fear of the beyond was medicated by institutions and drugs that were mandatory to kill this pArt of the human soul more.. well.. sure.. there are those who do need this kinda help.. but there are others who are just different and must fly free to be alive.. or die in the lies of priSons bEfore.. in a slow torture away from heaven now.. and on top of that.. duh.. getting in the floW iN the ZonE of creating art.. no different than Michelangelo.. Mozart.. Leonardo.. Beethoven and more feels good.. of course.. as Brain waves change from Beta worry.. to Alpha focus to theta creative pleasure in the Good Cop TwiLiGht Zone of guiding lucid waKinG dreAMs of metaphor of Holy Spirit Flow comeS iSREAL.. in a metaphor of Quantum hUman miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL.. UNLEashEd.. ReLeasEd.. for poTenTiaL incredible works Now of arts to form.. in essence.. free relative FREE WiLL noW as this Ocean whole Macro Verse of Poem GroWs more and more in places too large for juSt one perSon to eXploRe.. i am A drop of water.. i am A streAm that flows as RiVer as Ocean WhoLe PoEm i AM iSREAL.. i AM juST another Wave of God iSraEL AM i..:)
Facebook Friend Himali shares two consecutive statuses.. the first one says..
“I’ve learned that home isn’t a place; it’s a feeling.”
And i simply say..
And secondly she shares..
“Everyone needs a friend who will call and say, Get Dressed We are going on an Adventure.”
And i simply say..
The trUth and liGht is.. some folks are more introverted.. and some of those are more closed minded.. and some of those.. are averse to change.. and some of those are rather homebodies who sit at home and read and watch TV to see and hear the actors in another Director’s play.. and truly that’s Okay.. and sure tHeRe IS A spectrum of ALL of that as no human is a cookie cutter copy of anotHeR human or label.. or book that describes human being.. and there are others who see joy everywhere.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. who pursue adventure.. change.. in a progressive way.. and sure they are liberal as compared to conservative otHeRs in generalized way.. and yes.. of course.. i thrill some folks with my progressive antics and scare the BeJesus out of the other folks now.. and sure if you cannot see how liberal a person like Jesus would be.. you cannot see me at all.. as i wear the same sandals too.. gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman or man no more.. different is same and same is different now to me FReED.. and no.. i’M not the only one but sure i AM a RARE SPaRoW FReED.. and as every day goeS oN its anotHeR FiGht SonG for mE to bE thIs way.. i AM what i Am and AM NOW.. i’LL BE FReED.. ‘CAUSE i can in the U.S. oF A at LeASt.. the Kingdom of Heaven @leASt for me hAS/iS COMe.. and sure.. in somEways i COMe aGain in glory to literAlly judge the living and the dead.. as the 42nd literal month mARk of this Witness for God comes to a close in a way on September 1st when my nExt 699th Macro Verse iS published as that was the first day on Facebook that my Katie Mia name came to mean more as Kind Autistics Taking iN Everything Mindful iN Awareness floating to my mind like a feather from within.. and i put it on Facebook along with a sky of blurry clouds that i had captured on a Winter day from bEfore that i will share here too.. from March 1st of 2013 then.. and sure on September 11th.. after 42 whole months.. iN Blog ways comes.. i’LL make that sacred and holy for mYself.. as when the eYes shut wHole in the last float of breath.. we become Star duSt with GoD aS oNE aGain.. and in every field of Dreams.. at the end it is only wE who comes as Star Dust to liVE noW.. or never live much aT all.. and i wiLL sleep in Star DuST comfort then.. wHOLe knoWinG and FeeLinG that this go aRound i juST DiD iT.. no matter what cAMe neXt.. and sure.. i left some mArks oF thaT iSREAL to stay a long the way oF LIFe iSREAL2 Now2..:)