Okay.. so Katrina and i go to the Pensacola Seafood Festival.. and as always they have great bands playing with an almost football field space to dance.. yes.. a grassy area just like a football field.. and by the time i finish.. it looks like there is an entire football game played by the looks of the turf torn up.. by a dance storm of just my feet.. ’cause no one else is brave enough to dance but me.. but for a few minutes.. and pretty much little bitty kids.. but never the less i have a blast.. as all band music moves me moves me moves me..
And i continue the dance at the mall later on in Dick’s Sporting Good’s store.. and seriously if Darth Vader can only learn to ballet martial arts dance like i do.. he will be in a much better mood.. and work for world peace instead of the frigging dam Dark Force side… and ha!.. who needs laser sabers.. when you got.. quick feet that can deliver a fast punch that leg presses half a ton 25 times.. float like a butterfly.. sting like a bee.. and when i was not tearing the turf up.. i float across blades of grass as butterfly.. with smooth winGs..smiles emoticon..;)
I bet if Dancing with the Stars is on in the 60’s Muhammad Ali.. will catch on quick.. and dance circles around the professional dancers.. no doubt.. floating like a butterfly is just like walking on water for metaphor as not only is one water one is air one and same.. as well..smile emoticon..:)
Oh.. yeah.. and many more fun photos coming in this blog post somewhere around the ‘witching hour’ of midnight.. on early Monday morning.. or perhaps as early as Sunday evening.. if it is too cloudy to see the Super Blood Moon Eclipse.. with only four set for my life time.. one in 1964 when i am 4.. one in 1982.. when i am 22.. now one in 2015.. when i am 55.. and likely the last one.. if i am fortunate to make it that far in life.. 2033.. when i am 73.. and perhaps i’ll still be dancing at Seville Quarter then.. haha! and all the area stores.. and if i keep going at the rate i am now.. 2000 miles a year.. that will be 36 thousand miles more.. with the already 4 thousand miles… for a grand total mileage recorded of 40 thousand miles..:)
Well.. for anyone who reads my goings on here.. or there..
or ahem.. there.. you likely know by now..
that i am so excited about the 4th Blood moon..
AKA the Super Blood Moon.. first one in 33 years since 1982..
when i am 22.. and the next one will not happen until 2033.. when i am 73.. so yeah ‘the Pope’ makes a ‘special detour’ to my Catholic Church.. so we can get together and talk about these final touches on my blog post for tonight.. and ‘he says’
OH MY GOD Katrina is just the sweetest Angel
‘he’ ever comes across.. NOW..
so ‘he’ insists on getting in a selfie with her too.. as coming above..!..;)
Anyway so.. per reference of the last Facebook profile photo status thingy.. ‘the Pope’ says.. go ahead Fred.. get in the picture too.. so i have one more photo of me and ‘the Pope’.. and yes.. ‘they’ have a big party for ‘him’ at my Catholic Church with more fun photos coming on that.. as soon as the “Super Blood Moon of Truth and Light’ comes again.. later on tonight.. and perhaps into the wee hours of the cloudy Monday morning.. looks like it’s gonna be a virtual photo of THaT from ‘somewhere else’..:)
Well.. seriously.. i’m not Jesus.. i’m just Fred BUT.. AND A BIG BUT.. yeah an Epic Butt.. what if i could convince the Pope who likely can see further into all these metaphors i provide that i am incorrect about that assumption.. and what IF i could do anything to make change real.. say like just one small change of suggesting the simple common sense TRUTH and LIGHT that there are already enough humans on the earth.. and it is only GOD sense to promote effective Birth Control.. instead of getting all pissed off after the fact.. when women do abortions.. hmm.. seriously.. it’s kinda sad to think and feel.. that Jesus would have to DO A huge epic effort like this to prove he is ‘hear’.. just to get people to SEE THE SIMPLEST OF HUMAN COMMON SENSE WAYS OF VIEWING LIFE.. in balance.. dam IT!
BUT YEAH.. RELIGION AND CULTURE.. THE CAMEL.. AND THE SMALLEST EYE OF THE NEEDLE TO GET THROUGH FOR BALANCE OF NATURE ONCE AGAIN..
Human beings have become rigid overall.. and afraid of the smallest changes.. as conservative leaning human beings..
And quite honestly.. the truth is they do not Love God enough to appreciate the life they have now as heaven and the only heaven they will ever see and by GOD one need look not far to see how this terrestrial plane truly is one small sliver of heaven in a very challenging Universe of discomfort.. BUTT.. by GOD the true secret of happiness in my book is TO NEVER EVER LEAVE BOOT CAMP.. TO BE ALL ONE CAN BE.. ‘GOD IS A MILITARY GENERAL’.. WHO IS ALWAYS ABOUT TOUGH LOVE.. WHEN humans get soft they disappear like any other animal will.. GOD is A GOD of merit not A free movie pass with John 3:16…
So no.. i ain’t leaving Boot Camp and if i GO away from this terrestrial plane while i’m still in Boot Camp.. i am sure GOD will be pleased with me.. for honoring my life in the human potential that GOD does gift ALL OF US WITH MORE THAN MOST OF US REALIZE WE DO HAVE ‘CAUSE OF THE BLINDERS OF RELIGION AND CULTURE OVERALL and yes.. science.. overall.. too.. sadly enough.. as well..
SMILES GLENN.. AND AS always thanks for stopping by and being one of very few real friends i meet in literally over 100,000 connections with people online.. Since Thanks Giving day November 26th.. 2010.. yes.. my friend.. THAT MAKES YOU EPIC as WELL.. in my ‘BlacK BookS’.. @lEast..;)
Honestly.. humans create their own realities.. for those who just do it.. smiles.. and do not rely on historical precedents to rule their lives.. but of course.. God is free too.. like this my friend.. Rafiah..:)
Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for coming by on ‘this post’ to comment on ‘the other one’.. and although these ‘symptoms’ of emotional contagion and tactile sensitivity.. i mention are associated with the Autism Spectrum.. they are also common to folks with symptoms of ADHD.. and of course there is always a spectrum of human being that consists of bits and pieces of most anything possible in life.. both in gifts and challenges.. but the most amazing part is.. humans have truly incredible epigenetic potential.. if challenged enough to unpack the genetic material to do more than a human may have literally thought with reason is not possible before.. when miracles become LITERaLLY NATURaLLY REAL..:)
But anyway.. the best way to limit this potential is literally to be cynical of the light or fearful of the dark..
What a wonderful world it is when one can just accept the way things are.. and always strive to change what they can with patience perseverance and the real powerful human emotions of hope faith AND BELIEF.. NO one RELIGION and or CULTURE.. OWNS THESE INNATE INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE GIFTS OF EMOTIONS AND POTENTIALS GIFTED TO US BY GOD..:)
Sadly.. Victoria.. the difficulty with the text jumping up on my blog is a limitation with technology.. specific to memory of the hardware as well as potential limitations of Internet access bandwidth.. and Word Press is much slower than the identical copied blog posts i have in my Google blogs as linked on the right hand side of my Word Press page..
I have no problems on my iMac.. And with the new iPhone6s.. with the power of a desktop.. the problem should be solved in mobile access.. for those who can afford it and care to.. Creativity is a special gift from GOD.. and there is no Lukewarm for me.. Only fire.. Smiles again.. with biggest grin.. And wINKS..:)
*Side Note.. 9262015 12:08 am.. The iPhone6s arrives at home.. all new and now moving ahead.. and i am happy to announce that technology in mobile form finAlly catches up to my heArt and bRain expresSinG spiRit iN MiND and Body BalanCinG soUl so here’s to ya.. Steve Jobs.. a man of greatness who starts a path to catch up with me years later.. sMiles in MORE WAYS THAN ONE.. AS NOW with a monthly fee from a cell phone provider almost anyone can catch up with me.. hehe.. all the kings men and work horses.. finAlly help put me back together again on ‘paper’ like Drone Bees.. and Queen Bees like Katy Perry help bRinG back my soUl togeTheR again like an Eggman and Walrus holDiNG HAnds..;)
*sidenote ends.. 12:21 am..:)
9232015 11:07 pm and back to dVerse Tuesday Poetry links for the joy of writing in poetic expression to the songs of other souls.. creating now.. just for FUN..:)
Ah.. for me.. tRuly heaRt makes everything easy losing the reasons is hard for me but well worth it to live as heArt.. smiles.. with as few reasons as possible other than passion for LiFEnOW..:)
For me every human interaction creates a new life.. and to reconnect with anyone is a rebirth of unique life like that..:)
Well.. it seems your mother solved the age old problem of the chicken or the egg first.. where egg is equal to chicken so it’s a tie of feathers as yolk..:)
Oh.. the earth the desert the mountains all comprise a world without humans and problems too.. oh.. humans who touch this have no problems now just breathing airs mountains rise NOW..:)
Ah yes.. Leah.. Princess Leah.. hehe..;)
OMG.. i didn’t realize you are still basically shut-in since your accident.. so glad you are re-entering the world.. and i can certainly relate to that.. living that way for 66 long long months.. but i did manage to make it to the gym for 30 minutes three times a week.. almost when they closed.. putting myself in another state of fight or flight.. or shall i say life or death.. necessity for survival.. as it was my only little escape from hell.. but still painful AS HELL..
“WELL… ELVIS IS MY DADDY.. MARILYN IS MY MOTHER.. JESUS IS MY BESTest FRIEND.. WE DON’T NEED NO BODY.. ‘CAUSE WE GOT EACH OTHER.. OR AT LEAST I PRETEND”…:)
FROM this video Tropico by Lana Del Rey.. before she goes into a wonderful oration about the innocence of the human body.. relating poetic words of Whitman and Ginsberg.. as to how the BODY IS THE SOUL.. The greatest lie established by Christianity sometime after the REAL JESUS.. whose REAL WORDS of wisdom about THAT puts him in the same league as Whitman with his BODY ELECTRIC IS THAT OUR HUMAN BODIES ARE SHAME INSTEAD OF GREATEST SACRED TEMPLE FROM HEAD TO TOE TO PENIS TO VAGINA AND ALL THAT TRULY LIES IN BETWEEN THAT IS HUMAN TRUTH… JESUS AND WHITMAN ARE basically the same person in this philosophy of life.. and IN MY BookS that is truly what makes them prophets as per the real meaning of the word of someone who tries to take the blinders off of cultural lies and promotes real human healing.. so yeah.. hell yeah.. sure in this way.. i do my best to fulfill that REAL SOCIAL ROLE AS PROPHET.. BUT YES.. NO WOO.. A REAL SOCIAL ROLE.. AS WE LIVE IN A FUCKING INSANE SOCIETY.. where we move farther and farther away from the Nature of our body becoming more and more like a computer instead of a human.. of course you and i not included in that philosophy of life.. and for all the bullshit I am given both at the Wrong Planet Website and the poetry world of organized sharing of poetry i am no fool.. the ones who do not like me.. do not understand me.. likely never move their ass off of a computer or keyboard.. and i started breaking out in my underwear to make a poetry of the human soul as body.. and HA! to be a new age renaissance Michelangelo Artist in the flesh instead of stone.. and to go one step further since the Egyptians and FULLy express a Love for the Soul as human body expressed in the FULL PASSION OF A MALE.. YES.. TO BRING THE FIRST EGYPTIAN GOD MIN IN METAPHOR TO LIFE IN GOOGLE BLOGGER RESTRICTED LINKS.. AND SURE.. King David from that metaphor of the bible.. celebrating the Lord in so-called more vile ways than dancing before servant girls.. stripped down wild and free.. while the conservative leaning folks likely including his immediate family chagrin to hell.. while the Servants smile.. large.. in deeper reservoirs of the human soul as body down below.. Society is Fucking ignorant where Fucking sex sells everywhere.. and sure it does as it’s sacred and holy.. and REAL.. but oh the hypocrisies from the bleached blonde 60 something year old prudes sitting in the first row of the Southern Baptist churches with their breasts pointed high with the latest push up bras.. to Fox News and clear glass tables and the longest of legs under short black and red dresses.. dolled up faces and hair.. with seductive lipstick puckers.. to stimulate the old white pissed off dudes at Obama.. for a little evening news bliss.. I mean seriously.. humans ARE ANIMALS I MEAN SERIOUSLY society lies to humans and tells them they are special.. NO THEY ARE NOT.. CULTURE IS THE LIE.. THE HUMAN BODY IS THE TRUTH.. AND THAT’S WHAT JESUS PROMOTES IN THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS PLAIN AS THE PENIS BETWEEN MY LEGS.. AND THE VAGINA ON MARY MAGDALENE THAT I’M SURE HE CHERISHED.. AS otherwise where does he get the idea that there will be no marriage in heaven that HE says is NOW AND NEVER NOWHERE BUT NOW.. JESUS.. LET’S FACE FACTS JESUS IS MORE LIKE JOHN LENNON AND WILL FIT IN JUST PERFECT AT WOODSTOCK.. A BUNCH OF LONG HAIRED JESUS’ ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE THEN.. anyway.. for metaphor of course.. until FRIGGING VIETNAM COMES.. TO SPOIL THE PARTY.. AND THEN DISCO COMES.. AND THE PARTY STARTS AGAIN.. AND THEN AIDS AND HERPES AND ALL THAT STUFF COMES AND NEXT THING ya.. know over here in the states we got REAGAN.. AND THE RULE OF PSYCHOPATHS UNTIL CLINTON COMES AND COMES AGAIN ON MONICA’S DRESS.. And that’s when interestingly people finally figure out that it is the sexual intercourse act that gets ya in real trouble.. but spilling the seed is relatively harmless so now teenage rates of pregnancy go way down.. epic job by Monica.. epic job.. to bring back common sense to human.. at least in one small ACT.. of Human SENsuality.. Funny how GOD works.. YEAH.. THE REAL GOD OF NATURE WILL HAVE ‘HER’ WAY.. AND SHE LIVES IN MARILYN AND MONICA SAME.. TO SAVE HUMANKIND FROM DESTROYING ITSELF.. and i do my little part online as a SACRED FOOL.. LIKE WHITMAN AND JESUS.. TO set THE RECORD STRAIGHT.. AND JUST FUCKING LIVE LIKE GOD INTENDS US TO.. FREE IN A SACRED INSTRUMENT THAT IS ONE AND SAME ON THE REAL PLANE OF NOW WITH GOD AS TRULY FREE.. Human Sensuality.. no.. not just the actual Intercourse ACT for Reproduction.. is a sacred way JUST LIKE THE BONOBO USES IT.. TO DIFFUSE HUMAN AGGRESSION VIOLENCE AND HELL YEAH! WORLD WAR THREE.. SO YEAH.. I AIM TO SAVE THE WORLD WITH MY ‘PEN iS’ JUST LIKE EGYPTIAN GOD MIN FOR METAPHOR TOO.. AND FOR NOW I AM ON THE SS MIN NOW.. smiles Gilligan’s Island PUN.. spreading my seed of ALL NATURAL GOD WISDOM TO BE FREE.. FOR PEACE AND LOVE AND HARMONY AND TO FUCKING PREVENT WORLD WAR THREE!.. but Ha! i’m one of millions who are LEADING THIS EFFORT WRITE NOW IN MORE WAYS THAN WRITING FOR DAM SURE.. and Lana up there is DOING A MIGHTY FINE JOB OF IT IN THE TRADITION OF WHITMAN AND JESUS.. ELVIS AND MARILYN.. ALL HEROES WHO TRULY ARE IN METAPHOR THE SAME PERSON COME AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.. AS REAL.. AND NO FAIRY TALES JUST REAL HUMAN HEALING YEAH.. SURE.. SEXUAL HEALING TO BE ALIVE AND FREE WITHOUT GUILT AND SHAME FOR JUST BEING WHAT WE ARE AS THE REAL GOD’S CHILDREN ALIVE AND FREE LIVING IN TOTAL MIND AND BODY BALANCE.. NO SIN.. NO FORGIVENESS NECESSARY.. THE SIMPLE MESSAGE OF JESUS THAT IF TRULY HEARD.. WOULD MEAN.. HE WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN CRUCIFIED IN THE FIRST PLACE AS IT IS JUST FUCKING HUMAN COMMON SENSE FOR FOLKS WHO ARE STILL BRAIN WASHED by controlling psychopathic leaning folks who were never loved by their mommies and told by their daddies to hold back their tears and keep their hands off their stiff members below.. and what results is a fetish for agression.. rape.. violence.. overall hate.. and a propensity for warring ways in all stuff life.. Jesus let his hair down with Whitman Marilyn.. Elvis.. and sure.. now me.. and so many others too.. in pop-culture today.. just trying to save humankind from itself.. by simply instructing humans to play with their Temples of GOD once again for Peace and Harmony no different than our REALLY AND TRULY SMART CLOSEST PRIMATE COUSIN BONOBOS.. WHO JUST LOVE FOR PEACE.. HARMONY AND TOTAL ANIMAL HEART OF EMOTIONS.. SPIRIT EXPRESSING EMOTIONS.. AND A BALANCING MIND AND BODY THAT IS THE REAL SOUL GIFTED BY GOD THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE AND SOME PEOPLE DO NOT.. WHO NEVER UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THE BODY ELECTRIC.. AND YEAH BABY I’M ON FIRE AND WHEN A PERSON IS TRULY FREE LIKE THIS THERE ARE NO LIMITS OF WHERE HUMAN POTENTIAL WILL GO BUT THE GREATEST POTENTIAL OF TRULY FREEING AND EXPLORING OUR BODIES AS SOUL.. SACRED AND HOLY TEMPLES OF GOD AS IS NOW.. IS WORLD PEACE.. AND A PLACE WHERE A BONOBO HANDSHAKE.. LIKE I DO IN MY RESTRICTED BLOGS IS LOVE JUST LOVE..:)
JESUS WAS THE FIRST MALE STRIPPER/POET.. no joke.. if you haven’t seen the evidence on my blog.. as i will quote and link it here.. and i’m just hoping i’m NOT THE LAST MALE STRIPPER/POET IN THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN NOW..:)!
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us, and when shall we behold you?” He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and take your garments and put them under your feet like little children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Yeah.. we need a bible of the REAL human soul.. it starts with Playboy and Playgirl.. and i continue THAT with FRED..
but yeah.. sure there are plenty of Internet resources like that.. as yeah.. GOD HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN CONTROL AS NATURE NO MATTER WHAT THE PRUDES SAY.. UNDERNEATH THEIR HIDDEN COVERS OF GOD..
AND OH GOD IT’S GONNA BE HILARIOUS WHEN THEY GET TO REAL HEAVEN AND HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SEE JESUS’ PENIS FULLY EXPOSED AND FREE WITH THE BREEZE AND GOD.. JUST BEING THE GREATEST GIFT EVER JUST BEING HUMAN IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN NOW.. NOT UNLIKE Tropico my friend.. in the last scene where the FCC requires some white garments to keep it clean.. but no.. not in GOD’s REAL BOOK OF THE GARDEN OF EDEN FREE..:)
RANT OVER.. and thanks for the inspiration Leah.. this fits perfectly with my current ‘TrOPICo’.. at HAND in attempting to help a few folks around me.. ALL AROUND ME.. SmILES..:)
And i hope you get stronger and stronger than ever and just tell your intellect to FUCK OFF.. LIKE A POISON APPLE.. LIKE I DO WHEN I DANCE.. AND STRIP AND ALL THE STUFF THAT JESUS SUGGESTS THEN.. AS REAL MY FRIEND.. AND YEAH.. i ride the Jesus meme.. it’s still like a world TIDAL WAVE.. YEAH STILL A tSUNamI.. but if people can really SEE ALL OF HIM LIKE HE WAS THEN.. THEN.. THERE’S A CHANCE OF AT LEAST ONE PERSON SAVING THEM SELF FROM A LIFETIME OF MISERY IN A BINARY IGNORANCE OF MIND AND BODY SEPARATION.. THE BODY IS THE BRIDE AND THE MIND IS THE HUSBAND IT DIDN’T FUCKING HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH MARRIAGE WHEN JEUS SPOKE OF THIS.. DAM A truly brilliant man for his time.. too bad we only have around 18 Percent of his real spoken words according to scholars in the New Testament.. no doubt in my mind that he danced and did martial arts all innate instinctual and intuitively.. how else could he have turned over money tables and scared the crap out of the patriarchs then.. and how else could he float on land.. like a ballet dancer that is FUCKING MUCH MORE IMPRESSIVE THAN JUST WALKING ON WATER… AT LEAST FROM HOW IT LOOKS IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE..:)
SORRY.. now the rant is over.. smiles.. ALL OVER..:)
See ya later..
For some feeling ‘this picture’ catches my eye.. but hey.. that’s how GOD speaks to us.. by catching our eyes.. and GOD is always fishing.. it’s just a matter if we see GOD’s bait.. in signs of Synchronicity that become greater and greater as now goes on for those who develop eyes and ears to see and hear GOD’s communication
REAL IN SYNCHRONICITY WAYS.. AND signs.. are Synchronicity and the same AS signs.. that prophets of old see.. prophets of new see.. in similar ways..
GOD is ruled by no human alone.. no creed..
no nothing.. but GOD.. so yeah.. i humble myself
when GOD catches my eyes in signs of Synchronicity and
GOD gives me new ideas constantly to relate them
in new and innovative ways.. as yes.. we are
ALL MESSENGERS OF GOD… SOME LIGHT MESSENGERS.. SOME DARK MESSENGERS.. SOME WHO ARE COLD.. AND SOME WHO ARE HOT..
BUT I’M ON FIRE BABY.. WITH GOD.. NO LUKEWARM IN ME.. YEAH.. WHAT DOES.. FOREIGNER SAY.. CHECK MY TEMPERATURE.. IT’S 111.. IN WORDS OF METAPHOR.. THE SAME.. AS 103..:)
AND YEAH.. i’m going dancing ‘TONIGHT’ at Old Seville Quarter.. with all the cool college age folks.. celebrating my LUCKY 77TH week of raven dancing.. hmm.. raven dancing.. WTF FTW RAVE DANCING Fred Style.. all unique.. just me and GOD..;)
And no.. i care not to learn anyone else’s dance steps.. as it is ALL FREeD WitH ME AND GOD..:)
And the only thing i am looking for tonight is heArts expresSing emoTioNal SpirRit in MiND and BoDy BaLanCinG soUls TO LIgHT UP.. IN HOW I just do IT.. ALL FReED style wITh GOD..:)
Wow.. woW.. i’m almost speechless.. and haha… that is most unusual.. you know you FEEL it’s kinda sad.. i could tale these truly natural erotic stories of human being but as a male.. my like ability rating will go down even further heHE.. HAha!.. and sure that’s okay too.. but you know you FEEL this IS humanities greatest moment where passion rules the eyes of female and OR male.. where hearts BEAT in unison Above and beLOW.. where Lust Rules life.. and brain has no rule.. @A point in time there IS a village with few rules but Love.. women are leaders and men simply serve their every desire.. WeLL.. tRuly WE are moving into an age of Venus where more and more it is women who are serving THAT desire with other women.. as overall males are failing.. ’cause they’ve lost THAT LOVING FEELING.. hmm.. there’s a sonG for that.. and i’m no longer speechless.. haha..! but there is no greater poetry than the poetry of human lust as there is NO greater creativity fueled than THAT by Lust of Human Being.. FREE.. ALL those buildings.. all those roads.. all those Internet lines and SMART PHONE.. screens.. all start with a heartbeat above.. same as below that fuel a life higher than sitting still lonely in a cave… IT’S NOW.. Go back outside and PLAY..:)
And i will link this poem in my comments section along with this comment as this one is worth reading more than once for sure.. and sharing as well of course.. it’s worth coming here my friend.. and i am always touched by your poetry.. but i don’t wanna ‘feel’ your blog UP every time like this.. so i mostly like more than TOUCH..:)
BUT sure.. large injections of me now and then probably won’t hurt.. wInks my friend and have a nice NOW.. with pLAY.. thefeatheredsleep.. a user name that is a poem unto her self.. Ageless timeless and most importantly REAL.. just REAL.. NOw..:)
And worth quoting for me as ah.. she gets me.. smiles.. again..
“Thank you so much!!♡♡♡ All you say is, you traverse fields of poetry in your interpretation of life. Surely that is the only, authentication of existing♡♡”
Amen sister.. Few people get that or do it.. and you do too..:)!
And Now to the joy of responding in poetic expression to the Thursday Prompt on dVerse.. with all the poems linked there.. starts.. now.. AND Interestingly.. the two individuals who were crass enough to challenge what my poem meant to me.. last Thursday and delete it.. not only blocked me.. which ever one did.. oN the dVerse site from making any comments.. they blocked me from writing poetic expressions in inspiration of what they write on their blogs.. as well.. so i will continue to like their poems as that is not a block-able feature to like a poem.. haha!.. and i will no longer save comments to their pages.. i will just copy and paste them here.. with an asterisk and erase them before posting them on their sites where the ‘this comment is being moderated’ message comes up.. meaning in this case i am blocked from commenting.. so yeah.. in the new age of BLOGGING freedom of expression people can no longer totally outcast a person.. as they speak in public.. and there is no law against getting inspired for any thing.. and writing poetry THANK GOD.. at least not in the United States.. so yeah.. blogs are a huge credit to the freedom of EXPRESSION of human beings.. the most important right and privilege of living FREE so yeah.. if everyone in the entire world blocks me.. i will still be providing a message from GOD and Nature ONE as i for one FEEL IT.. SEE AND HEAR IT WITH GOD’S.. EMOTiONS.. SENSES.. ‘EyES AND EaRS’.. AS GIFTED TO ME N0W..:)
9/24/2015 3:30 pm..
*Oh God.. YeS.. better to be a bed bug than dead..:)
Oh.. the moment of death.. separation of light from dark.. appreciating LiGht..:)
Ah.. when humans no longer own humans no longer is there cheating.. always consensual.. one way or the others..:)
Ah.. for me it IS ALL so simple.. only look at life as now.. and all there is is life.. but yes.. i have faced the specter of death twice.. and no matter how bad the pain was or how empty my life was.. i wanted to still live at that moment.. so yeah.. at the time i go.. i will want to stay.. as i Love Life.. and i already know that Life never ends in an ULTIMATE kinda way.. but nah.. it’s intuitive and i can not prove it IN science equations.. however.. it is a way of NO FEAR IN LIFE THAT WORKS.. PRICELESS LIVING LIFE WITH NO FEAR AND ONLY LOVE.. AS i already die AS Life and Living IS PRICELESS WITHINLIFE.. NOWFULLY..:)
*Sitting in the pews.. Southern Baptist Gospel singing.. i watch people praise their death to come.. and GOD only tears at their own ignorance of not living life NOW as Heaven..:)
There is a GREAT Joy Living Feeling Living.. i cannot imagine wanting to go..:)
Smiles.. i never fear.. I live.. Or entertain death.. I’ll cross that bridge when i come to it as we all must..:)
As a young man all i wanted to do is become a man before dying.. as an older man i died in life and finally live.. and no longer want at all..:)
Ah.. yes.. Lover of the moon never spurned until clouds come.. New moon.. and yes.. A Super Blood Moon..:)
At least ..my intuitive feeling IS.. God enjoys those most.. who Live the most.. smiles..:)
i have to say as i age i have great respect for the darkness as it makes the greaTest Light i ever imagine in Dark..:)
i Love the smell of candles for the dead in Catholic Church.. i Live to Breathe the Life of Candles Lit.. and as they smoke i go as following trail for NOW..:)
*Winter Springs Summer Falls.. death and life rings leaves fall and rise eYes US..:)
*Ah yes.. nature thrives humans die as worry..:)
Ah.. the first Fall of Leave.. the first sign of Spring.. cycle of life dies on.. NOW…:)
WInks.. submitting ‘something’ always new.. NOW Living Art.. Whole mE sMILES.. FRIEND.. and who FEELS.. perhaps i will be the first to escape death AS LIFE.. just a practice.. as you know theRe are NO LIMiTS FOR ME my friend.. again.. just ’cause it hadn’t been done before ain’t Jack or Jill.. it’s Fred.. haHE..;)
Ah yes.. to put now first means only dying once.. some folks die all their life.. endless death as worry.. in Life..:)
Ah… yes.. ALL STUFF.. including Mountains.. eventuAlly bEcomes cosMic dUst of dYing STars…. but yeS.. We are Born of Cosmic Dust so Dust is Life and WE are Stars INsideiSUni-verse neurons shining connecting NOW.. syNeRgies multi-verses are we WHEN wESinGinTune..:)
Ah.. the Soul of Stars immeasurable imagination of human eYes..:)
The greatest REAL Thrill of Losing heArt.. spiRit and soUl in Life is never ever fearing Life again.. once the REAL PHOENIX THE REAL REBORN THE REAL HUMAN RESURRECTION THE CRUX OF WHAT similarly AFFECTED FOLKS have been trying to metaphor for several thousand years.. LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR FOLKS WHO HAVE NOT BEEN TO THIS DEATH IN LIFE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT RESURRECTION TRULY means or Life at ALL..
Missing Leaves of Meadows Green
5:13 pm 1:43 minutes of 18 responses to poems so far.. all caught up to the herd now.. as maverick way diverts this path once again for now..:)
Yes.. it’s 11:21 am.. and it’s 9252015 and i’m backnow..;)
aH.. DeatH.. A greaTest blesSing fOr deatH iN LiFe.. abreeZe oF moonLight dArk cLouds LiGhT.. sMiles perHaps ThoTh AMpleaSedWitHthiSthoT..:)
Candy of a rose still blooming.. Mountain peaks distance still climbing..:)
GreaTest blesSing death not wanting to go.. GreaTest curSe life not wanting to stay.. GreaTest ALLwaysNOWisALLthaTis..:)
Most terrifying specter living forever dead.. Zombies live.. Death survives…:)
Grace is Love by a mother’s touch like this.. and receives it and returns it as such.. Hate judges and accuses until IT FEELSLOVE unconditiONal iForONEFEEL.. and WiLL never leave a human siDe.. sMiles..:)
FiRst dArk tHen liGht dAncePlanEts sonGmoVInG inspiRingInFiniTyONE NowforevermorenowON..:)
I for one Die twice in Life and literAlly AM born again as A Dance of PoeTry.. Life IS magic when one comes aGAiN fulLY aLiVe.. in LiVinG Waters Ocean BReaTh..:)
Now 60 hours away from Super Blood Moon.. Synchronicity comes in dArk LiGhts way..:)
12:10 PM okay.. technicAlly IT comes in 59 hours and 50 minutes.. ha! in case someone wants to delete me for getting my numbers off by 10 minutes.. oh G0D.. the nIt picKers of Life willNeVeR enJoy tHe ART of GOD at GREATest DiStance.. but sURe.. tHey kNow ThEY fEEL litTle.. NOT whAT theY dO..;)
Little to no attention when i die in life when i life in die Little to no attention sMiles and that’s just another parable friend Sister Lynn at the end..:)
^^^ Seriously you should NOT have to give an excuse for HAVING a LIFE.. We live in a very busy world.. and not everyone has time to read and comment.. but i will tale you this friend.. i for one enjoy the opportunity to connect with the souls of others and truly Love the way Christianity.. REAL CHRISTIANITY describes LOVE as Unconditional and NEVER EVER EXPECTING ANYTHING IN RETURN.. but yes this is a practice that NOT all folks practice in all areas of life.. what i enjoy most about the Muslim religion is it is more than a Sunday Obligation of Lip service that dies as soon as most of the congregation exits the door..:)
Anyway.. there’s always room for an extra Loving hAnd.. sMiles and another opinion from a ‘doctor’ in the room.. wInks.:)
I’ve written 11 million words on the Internet in the last five or so years.. my sister has read most all of them.. and she never comments and she rarely visits me and she rarely even talks to me.. in flesh and blood life.. as she is busy stressed out and just surviving.. but she Loves me.. and that’s ALL i Love about HER.. sMiles again.. and honestly THAT LOVE GIFT.. comes from my mother and never the materialistic suits and dresses of so-called modern Christian Churches that i still attend every Sunday.. where nary a person even reaches out a hand during the Lord’s prayer of Unity.. and nary a person even sinGs in Joy for the gift of Life GOD gives us in Unison.. anyway.. happy Eid my friend..:)
12:42 pm.. and back at 11:47 pm..
Ah.. time an idea.. but never a reality until it is measured in imagination past nows future presents present is alive never dies NOW as Present..:)
Oh.. happy caterpillars make thin stems a sacrifice in fallen leaves ah.. leafy green nutritional healthy meals..:)
Watching the end of my son’s 51 days of total suffering.. in my arms.. from time of birth.. heart beats go on after machines disconnect.. one by one.. until all his pain is gone.. yes i appreciate Life.. as we do not all receive that gift as LiFE.. BlesSinGs livEon..:)
When the end comes slowly and never begins when suffering is only and life never ends.. perhaps then more people will appreciate Death as GOD’s greaTest BlesSinGs.. of LIFe.. and finAlly jUst enJoy Now.. like a cat in sand as midday sun hugGinG grass on a Super Blood Moon Night..:)
09262015 12:06 am..:)
Hi Glenn as always thanks for stopping by today..
with your always kind words of
encouragement for what i do here..
in FLOODING OCEAN OF HUMAN Consciousness
as i have already flooded the streams and rivers.. hehe..
AND YES.. OH MY GOD YES.. for decades i am so uptight about my body.. and my physical intelligence is so dim.. i have to copy my wife walking in stores to feel anywhere close to being comfortable in my own skin..
We live in a world where rocket science is valued over stuff of physical and emotional intelligence.. when physical and emotional intelligence is so real to our nature.. and rocket science for metaphor is only a hundred years old or so.. to full extent..
People have forgotten so much of what we can be when fully comfortable in our skin.. no anxieties.. no illusory fears.. just living now in comfort and peace in harmony connecting with Nature as all sane animals do..
I am just thrilled to escape the retardation of emotional and physical intelligence.. i always feel i am lacking it but have no idea how to gain it.. as it is all innate.. instinctual and intuitive to me now.. where all my life folks present me an instruction book spoon fed for every frigging human step in life..
Well.. many folks have no clue as to what they are missing in a fuller dimensional emotional and sensory life.. and to the fact that our emotions flow through our bodies and are naturally regulated when we find sensory balance in proprioception and the other regular 5 of 6 senses that fully thriving humans can enjoy.. if properly challenged and motivated for change.. through super cool imagination and creativity of Moving Dance of Life as FREE!..:)
It’s a long road for me.. starting with one step at a time in reverse to truly move like the Golden Spiral mean now.. in spiraling way.. as the human who captures prey and escapes predator does.. to be invisible in so-called primitive way.. as real
LIFE NINJA’S WHERE IT IS NO MYTH.. AND SIMPLY
Human Nature more fully expressed in physical
and emotional emoting ways.. of living LIFE FREE!..:)
IMAGINE a place where no anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications are necessary.. for me it starts once again.. with one step backwards to mind and body balance in a practice of peace and harmony that spreads.. that spreads..
like a real human tSUNaMi
set free from ocean shores..:)
Interestingly.. the last show.. immediately after we bought our first High Definition Plasma TV is the show Heroes.. and eventually the nerve issues.. per atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia.. ended that pleasure of HDTV.. as an avid TV watcher my entire life.. approaching the end of 2007.. addicted as such.. AND that is very disappointing to me at the time.. sort of like that song Isn’t IT Ironic when you get what you want and cannot use it for whatever reason…
Well.. i rarely watch TV at all.. but my wife watches OH GOD so much.. and whenever she sees something she thinks i might like to share on my blog.. as that relates to what i am writing about.. she points it out.. and i take a few snaps with my smart phone.. in what often becomes synchronicity.. in acausal connecting principle in meaning to me.. as she really has no idea what i am writing about other than the general theme of health and well being.. along with religion and philosophy.. namely GOD..
Well.. every once in a while i will make an exception for the light hearted show.. the Big Bang.. and i actually attempt to watch a little bit of “Heroes Reborn” tonight.. and that experience provides to me.. a reminder of just how harmful TV was to my fuller development as a human being my entire life.. as one becomes trapped in a screen of an injecting of someone else’s virtual life..
And we do not use the output creative part of our social empathic mind to be a full fledged human with heart of emotion expressing that emotion outwardly in spirit of human being.. and of course there is NO MIND and body true balance when one is sitting still.. as sitting still.. is no free flowing movement and actually is a static move of the body’s muscles to maintain one posture for hours on end watching TV..
And of course computers are not much better but at least one is using the right and left hemispheres of their brain in output in thinking.. typing.. and expressing oneself in sign language that is human language in general.. if they are writers as some folks only watch and read what’s on the computer as well.. with little actual output of human social empathic mind in ways of written language.. or others symbols that can express the human social empathic mind…
Anyway… it was my favorite show then.. so i might catch small segments of it grabbing a bite.. but the idea of watching a TV show for around 2 hours sitting still is off the table.. i only do that in a theater if it is something i’m very interested in.. but Thank GOD there is finally no pain .. and i can handle it fine with vision.. on the rare occasions I do go to the Theater or watch a TV show..:)
But anyway.. what we watch we feed our minds and that becomes us overall.. and to watch violent shows.. is a sure way to invite nightmares sometime in the future.. as it becomes part of us.. so yeah.. see no evil.. hear no evil.. and speak no evil.. is a great practice.. as again.. what we watch is what we will become either awake or in our dreams.. all this Home Entertainment stuff is a new experiment of human being.. and yes.. it truly took much of my human potential in life.. keeping myself in input couch potato mode.. instead of moving EXPRESSING HUMAN BEING.. yes.. and in all STUFF oF LIFE.. use it or lose it applies.. and this is certainly a major factor associated with the difficulties of the Autism Spectrum with young folks these days that are mostly brought up by a screen of some sort rather than a touch feely human being..
Yes.. no matter how politically incorrect it is to say it.. Kanner’s old refrigerator parent theory may not relate to more serious cases of Autism.. but it most definitely relates to the higher functioning cases.. whether the child was socially abused by parents or peers for any reason.. or if it is just a case of emotional neglect where the screens become the parent instead of hugs and kisses in flesh and blood human.. with all the incentive to smile back and use other ways of non-verbal expression outwardly to communicate..
Rather than just being absorbed and sucked into a screen of some kind day and night.. day and night.. until a human becomes a scream of a screen.. instead of flesh and blood giver in ways of human social cognition and empathy of touchy feely life..:)
Oh emotions.. senses.. oH.. words.. how they please.. some experience few.. some experience more.. some are rainbows of delight.. with ever changing colors.. deep.. deeper featheRing touch.. OH! imagination.. creativity.. passions.. housing words.. flowing heart beats.. swelling tides.. SumMer moisture brushing shores.. waves in and out.. smooth roughing shores.. never ending breeze cross over.. under beach.. beaches go so deep.. open books with hidden pages.. OH.. so inspiring.. hidden libraries.. shelves that goes so deep.. treasures never ending.. just waiting.. opening pages slowly.. again and again.. always coming back.. living so much deeper.. OH! words… they please..
Okay.. back to scientist mode.. where has the human heart gone.. i mean seriously.. men and women at one point in time used to BOTH live as romance novels.. and now it’s hook up this and that.. and i always love to use the example of the old songs of the 70’s that explore human emotions so deep and nuanced as a loving beach.. and now music is all like wham bam thank you and move on to the next wham bam thank you song.. and to the next and so on.. sadly the poetry i read now.. is often like that too.. boo who.. i desire it deeper.. more nuanced.. the feathered touch… of REAL POEtRY..
The songs of the 70’s will live on forever like hearts do that explore the deeper parts of our REAL BEINGS OF Imaginary Love.. that goes so much deeper than wham bam thank you songs.. bye and see you never… again… i for one STILL wanna sing a song that lives forever and always comes back for more..
And seriously.. Prajakta.. you amaze me for a young person to do it deeper than wham bam thank you songs.. BRAVO.. APPLAUSE.. i’ll be back for more from you for sure.. it is very possible that your poetry will live forever as it goes deeper.. so much deeper than most this way..:)
Hey.. i read a lot of poetry.. thousands and thousands of poems.. and when one strikes me like this.. i’m gonna let that person feel it.. in no uncertain terms.. with a thunderous clap of thanks..
A REAL poet/song writer finds magical ways to touch each reader/listener and now yes.. with visual arts Looker’s eaRs and eYes heArt in a way that makes them feel the ART is written just for them.. it’s fun to imagine one is special.. why not.. be special is what i feel.. YES.. and you are a special young woman.. Prajakta..:)
So sad that another life is cut short for the distraction of an electronic device.. and i remember Steve from his poetry here.. thanks for providing his full name.. as i am able to easily find his blog again.. from when he last posted with dVerse back in January of 2014.. and i read all his poetry back to that date.. easy to do.. as he is concise unlike me.. hehe.. and yeah.. i for one read 10 times faster than the average human..
my Autistic Super power.. haha!.. like Sheldon Cooper.. smiles.. again.. and what a beautiful soul.. an 82 year old man who still has the vitality to ride a gas saving scooter all around town.. a lifelong violin player.. and a loving soul.. who helps so many people with the disease of addiction.. lending them a hand.. of GOD.. to be filled with Love once again.. instead of a substitute
FOR WHAT tRuly FEELS AS Human Soul in mind and body balance with the all natural power of Love gifted to us by GOD.. as God’s Unconditional Love.. the way your friend Steve expresses that so wonderfully on his blog.. anyway.. i suppose the most amazing thing about a blog.. is.. if one truly opens up their emotional heart.. and expresses that fully as emotional spirit.. one truly does upload their soul forever or whenever the server dies.. hehe.. which ever comes first.. but never the less.. his ashes live on.. for others to feel more than just flowers at a grave site my friend.. and those are at least tears for joy.. of a soul well spent.. and shared.. that goes on my friend.. X.. iN sMiLES..:)
It’s not easy being an EVO.. truly it’s not.. no.. not a fantasy EVO.. a REAL EVO.. and OR A DIVA.. heehee.. or HeR.. sMiLES.. For me.. True LiGhT EVO’s live in the human creative miNds wHo are living many thousands of years.. even more than humans do today.. overall.. And with further freedom of expression of human being more EVO’s are truly awakeNinG enlightened aGaiN in Truth and Light innate instinctual ALL intuitive WAYs GIFTED US ALL NATURALLY By NOW ALL NATURAL GOD ALLTHATIS.. NOW.. SADLY.. some fOLKs sPend tHeir entire lives sPending illusions on stuFF that never truly lives.. where instead they.. IF they come more fully Alive again.. like our ancestors.. so-called primitives.. then thousands of years ago.. tHEY can LiVE once aGain NOW as Ninja artist flow.. yes.. invisible in mind and body balance wITh Nature once again.. AKA ALL natural Force of God that resides inside us.. outside us.. above.. so below.. ALL around us.. as we.. each along with ALL rest of GOD’s creations are fractals of whole one and sAMe as ONe.. no separation.. when finAlly realized in Truth and LIGHT ASONE wHoly Soul Alive ALLoNE never aGaiN aLONE.. Now.. JusT NoW iNfiNiTy alWAYs iNOW.. yeah.. we are the iNOW pHones alWAYs LonG before the artificial thinG helps us and reminds us.. that wEaRe SeLFies oF GOD.
Dedicated to two of my favorite EVO Devo’s.. Christina Perri and Sia.. who lead me ‘in reverse’ of two sonGs.. one.. ‘Jar of Hearts’ and the other ‘Titanium’ calling out to me.. just to me in synchronicity.. way.. in a voice of GOD ONLY recognizable to me.. and yes.. i answer with ALL of this.. since the Summer of 2013.. twice 5.5 million.. starting November Thanksgiving day of 2010.. words NOW 11 million+ as a very lonG prayer to and from GOD.. i ask myself.. why me.. a person totally and permanently disabled with 19 medical disorders then.. including the worse pain known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia from wake to sleep for 66 months as a shut-in in my bedroom and i suppose i will answer with the sAMe answer my mother provides me when i come down with a ‘perfect storm’ of human suffering then.. with.. WHY NOT YOU.. so yeah.. the dArk makes the liGht and GOD help me BE a Perfect STORM OF LOVE.. PLEASE @LEAST IN PRACTICE AND @LEAST FOREVERMORE NOW.. AS REAL..:)
AND with that i end for tHiS NoW wITh another EVO Diva and a Dark Horse wHo WiLL come back again.. after the Super Blood Moon Rises and Falls aGAIn..;)
Oh yeah.. and of course my all time favorite EVO Jesus AKA Yeshua a likely rugged real MAN THEN.. WHO IS NOW certainly portrayed in modern western artistic ways as a really pretty female with a beard also known as a Diva.. hehe.. herher.. whatever.. mythological Krisha.. Buddha.. Muhammad and yes.. hell yes.. ignorant new ways of homophobe Christians with all their big boy beards and muscle power.. the original GOD is Elohim.. in old Hebrew text.. as a duality of sorts.. and male and female mix.. and before that is a mix of Water and Earth as silt named Lahmu and Lahamn and sure i and others are.. Fire.. why not.. and speaKing of Evo’s.. Earth Wind and Fire too.. YNOT.. and yes.. we are all shining stars in a fantasy that we EVO’S IN TRUTH AND LiGhT CREATE AS WE GO.. IN THE PLAY OF LIFE THAT IS ALWAYS REAL NOW wITh WE AS children of GOD one and sAME iNfinity NOWONe Living LoVE FREE iN ECSTASY NOWas A real FanTasY cOMe TRUTH AS LIGHT..:)
Ah yes.. my friend X.. to just be.. to find one’s own True Will in Life is to fulfill our potential as human beings.. and truly efforts to take that away from other humans beings are the greatest and perhaps only real sins in life.. as it is the Holy spirit that guides us.. with our free will.. as the art of creativity one and same in developing US into fullest children of GOD that we can WiLL to be in relative FREE WiLL working with GOD instead of against GOD.. Dance is the Naked Life Path that works for me..sMiLES..:)
Yes.. my friend X.. ‘Be YoUr Own Hero’.. is actually what the REAL MAN JESUS IS TRYING TO TALE EVERY HUMAN TO BE.. as he takes the humility role IN REAL LiFE and suggests that he is the last and there will be many other firsts that come after him.. in greater human potential.. with the power of the human emotions.. of faith.. hope and BELIEF.. with imagination and creativity making Human DREAMS come to fruition as we move the mountains of change in greaTest human potential ForevernoW More to come in Holy NOWS..:)