We forgot to FEEL.. wee Baby linKing Mother breast.. gazing blues see Love brown touch.. We forgot to move.. sitting still in class all day.. skipping recess to connect to screens.. We forgot to connect.. NO not to screams of Screens Lives.. but human breast.. and hips of eyes that move and smile.. BUTT most of all we forgot Now to create ..to play.. a Life.. aLive.. without imagination and creativity with moving feat.. of toes spread out.. we forgot to LIVE we die THAT in LIfe WE Forgot ’till DEATH A PART
The Truth and LifgHT of Love is Always enough and as always Friend Lala Rukh.. YOU iNspiRe JUST THAT..:)
THAT IS ALL i Have to GiVE.. And TAKE with me ALLways eternAllY NOW..:)
‘they’ say the music a person listens to..
says a lot about the person’s soul.. and i suppose this music says
you believe that Love is more Powerful than death.. and in the movie Skyfall..
it truly is about a ‘Hobby’ of Resurrection of Death as Life.. and giving one’s life if necessary to protect others.. so yeah.. everyone needs strong leading women and men in their life…
Do i ever tale you.. you are one of my strong leading women of life.. well if not.. i hope this says it all.. i could say more.. but your browser might not be able to open.. THAT.. haha!…;)
But anyway.. Adele the singer.. has a powerful emotionally inspiring beautiful voice.. that wins the Academy Award in 2012.. for original song.. and since in that year.. i still live in the Dead Zone before my ‘soft resurrection’ in Summer of 2013.. i have no effective use of my eyes and ears then for music or video.. for 66 months.. so if not for you today.. i may never hear or see this song.. as then.. there IS no pop culture for me.. zero.. not a.. ALL NULL and VOID.. YES.. DEATH IN LIFE… FOR what makes us human IN ART..:)
AND James Bond is always one of my favorite movies.. ever since Doctor NO.. in 1952.. i have the early Sean Connery.. movies on Blue Ray.. and the real reason I Love James Bond so much.. is because.. he is like my father in Law Enforcement Super Cool with that perennial cigarette in his hand.. never breaking a sweat.. never showing FEAR.. THE ultimate Father Figure.. who leaves me before I can remember him at 3 years old.. and visits with me a few hours.. twice a year.. where i have a crash course to try to be a man..
So yeah.. James Bond is more like my father…
So yeah.. in ending i guess I will say…
Fred.. Fred Bond.. ha!..
or the Six Million Dollar man..
or Robert Conrad off the
show the Wild Wild West..
while my father always promised
to come see us.. more.. he never
came through.. but Sean.. Lee.. and
Robert.. were always waiting on TV
or at the theater to be my role
models as Father…
to be A
With no tears FOR FEARS WITH TEARS OF LOVE
And by t
he way.. in 2008..
during the Catholic Lent
Period.. then.. i face death
twice and survive.. And then
NOW.. i die in life as alive.. now..
And on 7..22..2013.. i rise again..
in yes.. human ‘soft resurrection’..
these metaphors of religion.. are NO
fairy tales.. they are as Real as NOW
IN METaphor.. IN Life.. AND LOVinG
LIFE of TRUTH..:)
Hmm.. instead of words.. my friend X.. how about.. some moon wide WAKE.. AND Shakira.. oh.. the mythoLogical SHE WOLF.. says it all to me.. ‘Moon’s aWake n0w.. EyES WiDE OPEN’.. and wHen IT fulLY breaThes Love RISES AND FaLLS.. AND RiSES AGAiN..;)
So i’m shaving…yes.. JUST shAving.. the Military Gym closes early on Holiday’s so that JUST means more early working out for me.. on Labor Day.. so while i’m ‘in tHere’.. t his ‘little birdie’.. named ‘synchronicity’.. ‘says’.. in how ‘Synchronicity says it’.. ‘Fred play this sonG now’..
And yes.. tHIS IS a much lonGer EniGma.. AND IT IS SynchroniciTy2…
My neighbors find disdain in my yard.. when i let the Dandelions grow wild and free.. oh i Love Nature and cannot even kill a Dandelion.. the heart of an empath i am.. BUT.. and A big BUT.. i have really big canine teeth.. in fact having to get a cap.. once the Dentist says oh what big teeth you have Fred.. a little bigger and we will have to special order one just to try it on.. yes.. while i have a very big smile.. a little wider and the Shark Teeth in the back appear.. and yes.. i can look like a werewolf on the turn of a DIME OF A FULL MOON.. but i will not show you.. less you never like another one of my blog posts haha!.. but seriously.. this is a fascinating topic.. there are inherent factors that predispose some cultures per genetics in eating more or less meat.. and of environmental factors like having pet cows.. and a culture of Loving Nature.. generates much more empathy among human beings.. so yes.. one may find the nicest folks in India.. as i definitely find is the case so far online.. and Muslim people are kinda nice too.. but just not quite as open friendly as folks in India.. But anyway.. the only thing that separates Hannibal the Cannibal from ‘Super Heroes’.. is that Hannibal has no fear.. and no human empathy at all.. and Super Heroes have so much empathy that they cannot separate their needs from the needs of others and will willingly lay down their life for their fellow human beings but one thing for sure is.. severe stress and or physical illness can take human empathy away.. and starvation.. is a key potential factor.. but my dear Prajakta.. you will probably starve to death when it comes to that.. as i imagine even if you lose your empathy.. your aversion is so strong when you take the first juicy bite of human you will upchuck that flesh and blood.. even if cooked.. with a mighty sudden purge… As an empath losing my emotions and affective empathy feelings where i cannot even feel comfort from a cat.. fortunately I had plenty to eat.. and i do not even want to think.. what might of happened if I was starving to death.. as i will tale you this.. as a person who survived the worse pain known to mankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia during all waking hours for 66 months.. named the suicide disease.. the human will for survival.. is incredibly strong.. our serpent AKA reptilian brain WILL FRIGGING DO ANYTHING TO SURVIVE.. UNLESS THERE IS A GUN AND A TRIGGER….
IF I HAD OWNED A GUN.. I LIKELY WILL NOT BE HERE NOW.. I ALREADY KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO SUFFOCATE.. FROM DYSAUTONOMIA.. SO HANGING WAS OFF THE TABLE..
YES… i have much respect for those who do whatever it takes within reason to survive.. and beyond murder.. where affection of attachment leaves.. meat is life.. and life is meat.. and plants are life.. too.. but all eat each other.. in someway or another.. from the bottom of the food chain to top.. and i love plants too.. and now that i visit a farm and look at the loving animals in the eyes.. it gets harder and harder to look at that red meat… It’s ALL RELATIVE..:)
More than anything my first and only child teaches me through all the misery and pain is the basic lesson is Life wants to Live.. to forget that.. is a life of ease un ease inspiration comes as living instead of dying now.. in my best appease..:)
I come here for the title.. Brigita.. sonG.. sMiles and beForE it diSappEars agaiN.. smiLes agaIn.. you are fRiggNg F iN Hilarous..;)
Hi there2 Zee.. i’ve been doing this freeLY as a joy of life online since the Summer of 2013.. and for some reason and i INUIT AS feeling.. MOST people who seem to hear me are from Pakistan and India.. Egypt.. perhaps i am born in the wrong place.. as i am invisible where i live except with mostly the younger crowd.. but my spirit of dance in life is genderless… ageless.. religionless ONE race of US.. nationless.. truly it is human my friend.. and if i can do something to get the world to dance as a Universal Language of Love Free with the Spirit of Human Cooperation greater together i will aim higher and higher and just do it.. always now.. as tHere is no positive effort in human eyes or ears that is too small from the little disabled boy who waters a sapling tree as his greaTest joy and a young shy man and brave young woman meet later after the boy’s death..’we’ can call him ‘Aylan’ for NOW.. and this couple is so inspired by the beauty of this tree that college educated tree scholars suggest is one of a kind.. THAT the young shy smart man falls in love with the brave woman.. and eventually the young man inspired SO MUCH by this woman’s Love and the kind love of all teachers and parents who make him the strong soul he is now.. becomes a great political leader OF WORLD and makes a decision and ACTION that saves the world from sure destruction.. SO who is the savior of the world.. THE Tree.. Aylan.. the brave young Woman.. now wife.. older Man.. THE parents.. the teachers.. WELL truly as always the ENTIRE TREE OF LIFE IS THE savior.. and when WE as leaves branch out and connect instead of falling.. or fall and rise again AS beautiful new trees we ALL save the world ALWAYS NOW AND LIVE IN EACH OTHERS EYES.. i don’t know you friend but i Love you.. and i often think why is that so hard.. but i FEEL BETTER BY JUST LOVING FOR NO REASON AT ALL.. BUT LOVE.. sMiles.. there is no time too small or too large NOT TO LOVE EVERYONE SAME AS LOVE.. and you have a friend forever now.. God willing.. with no strings attached but Love.. as you my friend prove you can hear me.. smiles.. so in other words i’ll be back some more.. as time now goes on..:)
Yes.. Kathy.. in January 2008..
i select the ‘user name’ Aghogday to
express Another Ground Hog Day
everyday in a real human hell.. of 19 medical disorders.. and
worse of all the TOTAL LOSS OF MY HEART SPIRIT AND SOUL..
And then I go to a little online site that collectively is a virtual Hell of mostly lost Souls who also do not have the ability to fully express and desire an emotional life of Human being.. on November 26th of 2010.. when the pain of my eyes can finally tolerate a screen set to the dimmest setting with my weak eyes 2 or 3 inches from screen to see it.. at all.. AS prescription glasses only turn the hatch blade of pain in my eyes stronger..
Yes.. at this Wrong Planet online Hell..
the human emotional life
of a real life heart.. again..
is lost among most folks..
NULL expressing those gone emotions..
where some may have never had this spirit
from the beginning of life.. with minds and bodies..
disconnecting.. to the point that they become
only words on a screen most of the day..
Yes.. again.. IN a virtual hell separated from the organic life of feeling touching.. emotional and sensory life in a three dimensional world free and real separate from virtual hell.. and i become like Lucifer eventually.. living in virtual online hell.. but becoming light bearer slowly but surely.. and amazingly the lights in my heart.. spirit and soul.. become flood lights stronger that i ever think is possible..
And those lights grow brighter now than ever..
starting in July of 2013.. and this Summer..
after two more years in online Wrong Planet Hell..
i finally get banned a month for being creative..
among an army of zombies..
so heaven is finally here for me
day ’round now ’round..
as I am not going back
to online hell where creativity
is banned.. and what comes next..
whatever that is.. has no limits or expectations..
as there is more than the sky is the limit of real dimensions
of existence now.. that go far beyond.. three..
my friend.. as real now..
i come ‘here’ via Prajakta’s site.. and i am impressed by ‘your post’ and even more so by all your thoughtful and considerate replies to all who post here.. And what i truly believe is that all things in life dark and light work toward all that IS and sometimes although we have a hard time seeing how the greaTest of tragedies mix as light after the fact of tragedies.. often we do see a strange mix of magic in dark and light.. and what i am going to believe to honor this young boy’s life.. will go to the extreme as yes.. i believe in Nature’S AKA God’s Magic.. and i will be brave enough to go ahead and say.. this young boy’s martyred death will be one of many saviors of the world like a chain reaction to prevent World War III.. as i dream big as big can be.. and how will this happen.. i will go ahead and feel THAT now.. INTUITIVELY AND say it without hesitation THAT THIS will be the final death nail in Trump’s bid for presidency in the U.S. and that will turn a tide away from future World War III.. AS HIS MAIN SELLING POINT IS BUILDING A WALL AWAY FROM IMMIGRANTS CROSSING BORDERS FOR GREATER FREEDOM’S LIFE.. and although Mexicans are browner than the skin of this young man.. Mexico is no joy ride either for the poor and helpless there as well.. and they work harder mostly than anyone here as they appreciate FREEDOM’S LIFE OH SO WELL AS FREE..
But anyway.. bottom line..
Thank you.. for this very inspirational post to make CHANGE a reality by NOT keeping QUIET..:)
I’m not sure if i ever see your eyes.. but never the less they always live in my soul.. so yes.. i Love you always too.. my friend Lala Rukh.. and good to see you back.. so good.. so well.. my friend.. for then and always NOW..:)
Wow.. my friend Lala Rukh.. you express pain so deep.. where we who experience pain like this anytime in life.. can relate so deep too.. as well.. and i do not think i can ever express pain in metaphors as deep as you do as your poem here.. touches the darkest recesses of the human soul.. with a most beautiful touch of hope at the end.. and you know friend.. i remember when your site is decorated by multi-colored curtains.. and i friend.. have an almost photographic memory for visual images and text.. and i remember like it was yesterday.. when me and Saha.. and others are Loving and Praising you loudly and you respond with a post that says you feel like you are overloaded with candy but it is the candy of the ecstasy of feeling the Unconditional Love that GOD can gift to us.. with others in connection when we let it ALL HANG OUT LIKE YOU DO HERE.. AND DID THERE THAT TOUCHES THE HUMAN HEART OF EMOTION.. SPIRIT EXPRESSED AS EMOTION.. AND SOUL IN BODY AND MIND BALANCING SO WELL DEAR.. and you are my heart.. spirit.. and soul.. school then.. YOU are my teacher through all your pain.. misery.. suffering..challenge confusion.. Love.. Laughter.. Smiles.. Joy.. yes Ecstasy of Soul that travels farther than any light year ever will in terms of human being.. and you touch people so with the depth of and age of your soul.. they will be HEAR WAITING FOR YOU UNTIL THEY NO LONGER have the literal ability to hear and see.. like me.. as i know and FEEL THE VALUE OF YOUR GIFT MY FRIEND.. AND YOU BRING MY HEART.. SPIRIT.. AND SOUL ALIVE IN TRUE ECTASY IN WAVES OF COLORS THAN FLESH AND BLOOD WILL NEVER MAKE ALONE.. in a world of flesh and blood your words come alive and yes.. my friend the rest is history and NEW NOW.. SPREAD ALL YOUR EMOTIONS OUT AROUND THE WORLD AS THIS WORLD IS DEAD INSIDE AND NEEDS IT ALL TO BE REBORN AS PHOENIX RISING FROM THE ASHES OF A WORLD GONE COLD.. LOVE IS THE WAY TO HOT.. FiRED SOUL..:)
Yes.. my friend X THIS IS one of the worst Twilight Zone shows of all.. Biggest problem.. It’s real and Rod Serling probably couldn’t make a nightmare this obvious that most people do not even see.. and HELL YES.. a major ’cause of higher functioning autism per restricted reciprocal social communication in flesh and blood way.. along with repetitive restrictive ways of doing stuff.. i mean DUH..! additionally in refrigerator way of parenting when the child reaches arms out for a hug.. and the parent(S) never even notice it one bit.. as the sad eyes of a child sink into human hell while the parent(s) text on and share what they find interesting in E-World.. AKA the new wave of Autism as well.. A true TSUNAMI OF HUMANS WHO HAVE LOST THEIR HEART.. SPIRIT IN EXPRESSing their HeARt Emotions.. Balancing Soul NOW to a death of screen addiction.. not to mention the little children in the aisles of Super-Walmart who spin around and smile until the parents come and slap their hand and ‘just’ say Johnny if you or Sally do that one more time.. i will rap you in the.. so and so.. until your spirit ‘dies’.. and i watch freely dancing while they hope for my FREeDOM HUMANSWAY..:)
Oh.. the world sings a different song than US.. Our soil never sullies wars breath other than terrorist attack.. ah.. grant of US.. shall behold grazed of others over there as food for cows.. until the cows come home… oh moo forget moon shines a child is born.. as ashes rise in phoenix sUn..:)
i remember all of what is lost and found again.. i remember all of what is found again.. lost again.. i forget then and remember again now.. LOVEsMiLES.. forevermorenow..:)
Hi friend.. i remember my ancestors great great grandfather full blooded Sioux.. and Cherokee on the other half of maternal side.. i remember the dance after culture of the white man takes it away.. my eyes are blue my skin is red.. BROWN.. my dance is true WE live FREE AND WILD AGAIN.. AS ALL INDIGENOUS HUMAN SPIRITS OF GOD LIVE FREE MY FRIEND.. and i for onE aM the Ghost DANCE ALiVE AGAiN.. WITH NATURE ONE WE FREE WITHOUT THE WHITE MAN’S CLOTHES.. AND THIS IS MORE THAN TRUTH FRIEND.. IT IS REAL IN FLESH AND BLOOD red and white and Brown my friend.. the white man’s days are numbered but he too.. like me.. is Friend.. for NOW..:)
Oh.. wheels of light dark circle ’round body.. soul..
Oh.. times now.. time now.. present now.. remember Light
Forget darkness sinKing brighTest Life challenge dead..
Remember Now OnLY Time A head heArt HAnd NOW..:)
Aisles of separation in human stores starING straight ahead do not glance at my humanity or i will bite..
i say the hell with that and just dance.. while faces continue to move ahead particularly the patriarchal one’s more..
The young and matriarchal still have a deepest yearning to connect and patriarchy’s freedom is a start.. i
play THAT role oh so well.. but thEre is an ice princess in side hehe.. dancing all over inside of me.. no sidewalks for me.. or aisles of straight forward stares.. my body moves all over the place.. shades of GREY OR not..;)
Hope this does not offend.. but i get naked and see the LIGHT.. literAlly see THE LIGHT..:)
Ref.. Gospel of Thomas vs. 37.. i AM not in IT for the money.. sMiLES..;)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us, and when shall we behold you?” He said, “When you STRIP NAKED without being ashamed, and take your garments and put them under your feet like little children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the Living, and you will not be afraid.”
So yeah.. when people ask me why i get naked so much.. i just tale them i am practicing an all natural religion without wall ceilings OR clothes first proposed by a man named Yeshua AKA Jesus.. and guess what it works.. i Live in HEAVEN NOW.. HIS PROMISE IS BOTH TRUTH AND LIFE AS LIGHT BUT TO JUST DO IT.. IS THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE.. AND WHILE I’M SURE THERE MAY BE SOME POET THAT DOES IT SOMEWHERE I AM THE ONLY I KNOW OF SO FAR..AS YES POETS TEND TO BE A LITTLE SHY IN THAT WAY.. BUT HEHE NOT ME.. FROM HEAD TO TOE AND OTHER STUFF.. i am Liberal like the REAL MAN JESUS.. SUPER LIBERAL AND FREE BABY FROM HEAD TO ‘THAT’ IN A WORLD WHERE ‘THAT’ MAY NOT BE EXPECTED OR ACCEPTED BUT NEVER THE LESS THIS FREEDOM OF JESUS RINGS TRUE IN GOOGLE BLOGGER RESTRICTED WAY FOR THOSE OF US TRULY BRAVE ENOUGH TO BE A FLESH AND BLOOD PORTRAYAL OF WHAT THE REAL HIPPY JESUS DUDE IS TRYING TO SHOW US TOO.. JUST GETTING NAKED AND LOVING LIFE FREE WITH GOD AND WITHOUT THE CLOTHES OF CULTURAL LIES.. THAT STRANGLE OUR HUMANITY STARTING WITH LITERAL CLOTHES THAT BLOCK GOD AWAY FROM SKIN THAT FEELS GOD FROM HEAD TO TOE.. ON CLOUDY AND SUNNY DAYS.. IN STREAMS.. AND RIVERS.. OCEAN BLUES AS THE SALT OF OUR SKIN IS THE OCEAN OF GOD SET FREE IN US AS HUMAN BEING ONCE AGAIN.. BEFORE THE APPLE OF THE FALL OF HUMAN FROM TRULY BEING FLESH AND BLOOD FREE EXPRESSING EMOTIONAL SENSUAL CHILDREN OF GOD.. [/RANT OVER/] FOR NOW..;)
i will travel a different way this day in respect and honor of all my gay dog friends in past OF life so lost and outcast.. in a city that so-called Christian and Unconditional Loving.. where a dogs eyes are Love and a Gay Person’s Love is not just dirt but demon inspired AND possessed action.. there is color there is creed there is nationality there is disability there is gender and yes by GOD there is a FULL SPECTRUM OF HUMAN GENDER AND SEXUAL ORIENTATION EVEN AMONG DOGS AND CATS.. AND BONOBOS OUR CLOSET PRIMATE COUSINS WHO DO THE WILD STUFF across all spectrums successfully eliminating violence.. aggression where never the same species kills one of its own through greed and selfishness keeping the family small instead of large of living loving life together free as one species and not subspecies.. only humans imagine as dark of human potential for greater loving lights that we too.. as Bonobos can innately do.. with a life of sharing instead of collecting in the church and political STiNK PEWS of life.. and i still go to Catholic Church as i refuse to throw the Love Baby out with this last stinky water against GOD’s unconditional Love for all GOD’s creatures.. queer as they ALL ARE IN DIVERSITIES TRUTH AND LIGHT THE TIME IS COMING.. MAYBE NOT THIS GENERATION.. BUT WHEN GAY MARRIES IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH.. IT WILL BE PROOF THAT JESUS FINALLY COMES BACK.. AND THIS TIME HE IS HEARD AND NOT IGNORED AND CRUCIFIED IN BLOOD’S HATE AND DISGRACE THAT STILL LIVES EVERY TIME A CHURCH ACCUSES GOD OF MAKING A MISTAKE.. BY CREATING QUEER CREATURES EVERYWHERE ONE LOOKS IN TRUTH INSTEAD OF HUMAN BLINDERS AND DESTRUCTION FOR SEPARATION AND IMBALANCE OF NATURE THE WAY it is MADE BY GOD IN ALL DIVERSITY FOR BALANCE AND SURVIVAL.. smiles.. this is long.. you inspired it with the Love of your dogs.. and if you find it too.. disruptive.. feel free to delete as it is the thought AND MOST OF ALL THE MEANING AND FEELING OF LIFE THAT IS REAL TO ME.. NO MATTER IF WORDS EVER EXIST AT ALL.. IF MORE PEOPLE COULD TRULY FEEL THE LOVE IN EACH OTHER THAT PAIN WILL GO AWAY.. AND PEACE WILL REIGN INSTEAD OF HATING EYES.. OF DIFFERENT.. IN HELL..:)
Rant over.. i’m not sure..;)
IF the whole world WILL just get naked and dance.. call me a fool..;) BUTT it WILL work.. smiles.. i’m dead serious IT WILL WORK.. AND i’ll make it happen eventuAlly.. WHY NOT..;) after ALL WE CAN do anything WITH THE POWER OF FAITH.. HOPE AND BELIEF.. OF COURSE HOLDING HANDS TOGETHER FREE AS FREE CAN BE.. and at least dancING with clothes on is a start.. aim high one STEP AT A TIME.. AND ONE DAY ‘THEY’ TOO WILL BE AS FREE AS ME..;)
YES.. RANT CONTINUED..;)
As.. i SIT listening with focus at a Southern Baptist Pastor’s monthly get together i watch in horror as they still talk about ‘those folks’ in Jamaica being OK.. but the ‘folks here’ as being the ‘bad’ ‘APPLES’.. yes.. the laws change but the bad apples still rot in the grey rows of Southern Baptist Churches as metaphor of course.. as that is NOT STILL LIMITED TO THERE ONLY EITHER.. AS I who live in RED STATE SO CALLED CHRISTIAN HAVEN PLACE WITH NO.. NO QUALMS AT ALL.. CAN SAY HATE STILL LIVES BEHIND CLOSED DOORS OF CHURCH OR HOME.. OR WORK OR PLAY.. IT’S TIME TO OPEN UP MORE.. TO UNDERSTANDING.. TO LOVE.. AND TOGETHERNESS PLAY.. INSTEAD OF DIVISION AND DISUNITY.. OF FEAR AND HATE.. as a way of continued RED STATE LIFE SWAY..:)
Perhaps we can talk Hillary into making THAT first one a reality sooner than we might think.. now wouldn’t that be beautiful if not only she wins but freely comes out of a closet of bisexuality as well.. after all the Kinsey study suggests that it is not that uncommon at all behind closed doors at least.. and i promise you it is no longer NOT uncommon among females in the modern dance hall scene.. smiles.. but anyway no chance of her and Bill getting divorced and her getting married to another woman.. sometimes power speaks volumes over orientations of difference not spoken clearly enough.. honesty is the best policy for human freedoms and what a hero she can be if she does speak more honestly about this.. it’s just like Bill’s putting it in his mouth and never really inhaling it.. i guess.. or the definition of sex that has grown into hooking up now.. as folks have gotten used to sex enough where the fertility rates are finally dropping as ‘IT’ just ain’t THAT big of a deal anymore.. humans love taboo more than the real dam thing apparently.. smiles.. there are enough people anyway.. truly it should be promoted as a healthy lifestyle for the earth to frigging survive.. or just be like me and my wife and don’t have children.. who survive at least.. if THAT is what floats one’s boat.. smiles again.. The world will definitely survive if the leaders just let the commoners float their boats FREE AS GOD OF NATURE TRULY EVOLVES US TO BE OR NOT TO BE..:) (i want to end this rant on a POi G nant NOTe..;)
GIVE ME EMOTION OR GIVE ME DEATH..
honestly i feel it is that simple that is what is missing not only emotions heard BUT EMOTIONS EXPRESSED IN FULL BODY AND MIND EMOTIONAL AND SENSORY WAYS OF A REAL MOVING CONNECTING CREATIVE WAY OF LIVING DANCE.. TOUCH.. FEEL.. BE ALIVE BE FREE AS WIND AND AIR.. BREEZE WE ARE WHO LIVE FREE AS WATER SOAKS AIR AS US WE BREATHE WE INSPIRE WE FEEL WE LIVE.. TOGETHER AND NOT SEPARATED BY TEXT AND OTHER ONLINE STUFF IN ALL areas of dead-hearted communication so far away from the child who rea ches out to Mother’s Breast to connect to the milk of loving water’s LOVE..:) I couldn’t understand why GOD AKA NATURE POSSESSED ME TO DANCE NAKED IN FRONT OF THE WORLD AND KNOW I FINALLY FEEL THERE ARE NO WORDS IN FLESH AND BLOOD THAT WILL EVER MEET THE SKIN OF GOD AS US.. FULL EXPRESSED AND FELT AS EVOLVING STILL TO BE FREE AS A WAVE OF SEA UNCLOTHED UNDIMINISHED UNTARNISHED BY CLOTHING US AWAY FROM ALIVE..:) And that’s a metaphor for more too.. than just dancing naked online.. smiles.. i’m kinda motivated and inspired today more than usual as these words are trailing all over today.. in telling TALING WAYS..:)
AND YES.. i’m totally mindfully aware and sober as a hawk circling the sun with no end or beginning…. etc..;)
A simple human equation for me.. The more Love I feel the more words I make.. 11 million words in less than 5 years.. can tale ya something about me NOW.. as Love is spinning into orbit higher and higher for me.. and all these words of PASSIONATE TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ASWELL.! LIKE A FRIGGING TSUNAMI OF LOVE..:)!!..:)! COMING ONCE AGAIN.. YES.. LITERALLY ONCE AGAIN.. AS i approach 52,675 words.. yes more words than a frigging NOVEL.. just in the last week.. 7 days.. or so.. NOW..:)
Yup.. Microsoft word count tales me the comments section here is 5207 words long with the 93 of the main post equals 5300 with these words makes 5324..
Oh and by the way.. after working three part time jobs.. including Janitor.. University Worker and University Research Associate in Archeology.. gaining three college degrees at the same time in Anthropology.. Social Sciences Interdisciplinary both BA’s.. and BS of Health Science.. doing a short gig with graduate study in more Social Sciences until i run out of money and the school runs out of resources for a masters degree.. the young lady from the Administration department says clearly and loudly FRED WHAT YA GONNA DO WITH ALL THAT KNOWLEDGE YOU ACCUMULATE AT SCHOOL.. AND HONESTLY I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR HER.. AS I CAN BARELY STILL SPEAK A COHERENT PARAGRAPH IN SPEECH MORE THAN RECITING FACTS FROM ROTE MEMORY OF MULTIPLE CHOICE TESTS.. AND OH GOD MY HANDWRITING IS HORRIBLE.. AND COMPUTERS FOR TYPING LIKE this just do not yet exist.. and writing a creative paragraph like they have us do in College English Literature just once.. IT’s like First of all this and Second of all that and in conclusion like the only thing I am CUT OUT OF CULTURE TO DO BUT WRITE A DAM SCIENCE ABSTRACT INSTEAD OF ANYTHING ASSOCIATED WITH ABSTRACT FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING EMOTIONS.. go figure.. i write a play in middle school.. and write an award winning Christmas story in out of two home rooms.. and start to show a little philosophical prowess in writing in a Junior College Philosophy 101 or so class.. but the mechanical cognition ways of life take that almost all away.. and what is left after wandering the Government and school place for 40 years after age 13 of writing plays and Christmas stuff.. becomes null and void.. until this explosion comes of creativity starting around March 1st in 2013 yes.. 30113.. on ‘KATiE MiA Aghogday’ Blog Post Haven there.. away from all the cold dead hearted spirit-less souls on the Wrong Planet website.. oh so GOOD to ESCAPE THAT HELL ONLINE NOW FOR BETTER AND WORSE BEFORE.. sMiLES..:)
Hi Himali.. thanks for stopping by with those kind words of wonderful.. smilesX2..2..:):)
Hi Himali.. so nice to wake up and see all your nice likes and comments on my word press notifications.. you so much make me feel like i have a good friend in this world.. smiles again.. and off to your other comments.. smiles.. with more replies of smiles again and again..:):)
Yes.. always Love to see your smile friend.. Himali.. and much Love and hugs to you as well.. with those ‘kisses’ that travel Light Years of sMiles without lips and cheeks.. known to God and US as Unconditional Tough and Passion Filled Love of Life..:)
And your shining lights always brighten my light as well.. together with all othErs WE WiLL BE THE FLAsh LiGht to change the world.. and before i say this the light comes on.. on the back of my iPhone5s for no reason at all except for GOD.. sMiLES GOD’S LOVE wiNks wITh US NOW.. my friend Himali..;)
YES! wE WiLL.. Himali.. Quest bRiNG LiGhT sMiLES LOVE PEace..:)!
I hope you get the pet of your choice soon.. For years i am allergic to cats so bad i cannot breathe.. and when i get sick that is ANOTHER illness i lose along the way.. and i can say for sure THAT IS WORTH ALL THE PAIN TOO MY FRIEND JUST TO LOVE A CAT.. AND GET SOME LOVE BACK.. and too.. if i never get sick i will be trapped at work and never meet nice people like you so THANK YOU GOD ONCE AGAIN FOR ALL THE PAIN AND HEAVEN NOW.. and yes.. i cannot say it too many times.. and friends like you.. Himali..:)
How sweet.. and Katrina Loves Turtles too.. she always wants to save them when they are trying to cross the road and she has a Sea Turtle tattoo.. on her shoulder and foot.. and Seahorse on leg for good measure and i guess Nature tatoos are OK but i never want one.. i like my skin as is.. better smiles..:)
Oops.. she just tales me to tell you she has two small dolphins on her ankle too.. and Dolphins are her most favorite of all they are ALL.. OVER OUR HOUSE.. smiles AGAIN with ‘FLIPPER’2 And I’m like ‘Free Willy’2.. my dorsal fin is finAlly standing tall and free and that is the pose i make so much on my blogs with my elbow UP like Free Whale FiN..;)
And finAlly i have a new Tatoo on a T-shirt most everyday.. i like change.. the same old tatoo will bore me QUICK!.. AND NO humans never bore me.. as they ALWAYS CHANGE..:)!
Hi Zee.. thanks so much for stopping by
and reading this Tree of being human.. LIFE..
hope your now is going great in moving..
connecting and CREATING LIFE!.. AND PLAY!..:)
Yes.. Bjorn.. A CAT always stretches limbs and toes out to extreme.. AFTER awaking from a CAT NAP.. and i used to wonder why until i do it automatically too.. BEforE i AM just unplugged from my human Being.. it’s nice to BE back online in FLESH AND BLOOD.. MY FRIEND..:)
Hi brother Glenn.. true that.. and sometimes i visit the box.. just to appreciate the outside stuff even more my friend.. a balance of dark and light.. and yes.. even conservative ways verse the most liberal ways of Fred.. heHE!.. FreEdom is nice.. but like my Monisgnor at my Catholic Church is not too special to still visit prison.. for metaphor of course.. and sMile ALWAYS.. i am not either.. at least heRe and tHere..;)
Thanks so much Sanaa.. for stopping by
with those nice and moving words of appreciation..
hope your nows are going great!..:)
Well.. my friend B..
i mean Brigita..
as i remember correctly
you’ve been to my NECK of the woods..
here in the panhandle of Florida.. AKA LA..
Lower Alabama.. and in my beach area of the woods..
there is no shortage of having to uncover what you are looking for here..
and it will be all available through THE end of October.. beginning of November..
through Indian Summer month of December that i am predicting again.. where short shorts.. and halters of new always reign in Super Walmart.. Malls.. and most everywhere.. where there’s LIFE.. FREE LIFE.. SMILES.. AND yes.. tHere are convictions of life worth keeping and feeling as that is the way we are made.. by GOD of course FREE AND WILD LOVING TOO.. WITH SMILES AND LAUGHS AGAIN.. OF COURSE.. wRite on Course.. with IT ALL.. Flowing.. streaming.. ALIVE AGAIN!..:)
Truly Superb moving Poetry.. expressed by ‘this young lady’..
and a wonderful inspirational prompt as well.. Grace..
one of the best on dVerse so far i feel.. ‘i will be back
to read and comment on all poems.. as usual..
after the tasks of the mother and wife variety is completed later’..
What moves me most Grace.. is the young poet’s willingness to cry for her feelings over life’s misery and sufferings.. of others.. and not being afraid to just let the tears run with life down her cheeks.. and last Sunday when I am singing in Catholic Church.. ‘The Cry of the Poor’.. my tears start to flow.. and i wonder if i listen to the song below.. ‘Titanium in reverse’.. yes it’s spooky.. weird.. gibberish. and all of that..
and yes.. of course.. GOD works in mysterious ways.. forward or reverse.. and i hear ‘this voice of extreme need in misery and suffering.. crying the names of ancient healers’.. in synchronicity way JUST for me.. will i heed the call and
JUST DO SOMETHING.. ANYTHING ABOUT IT.. AND yes.. the cry of refugees is something i hear loud and clear.. as well.. living in a place.. they are.. against the laws of THE GOD of Human Freedoms… as prisoners and slaves of extremist hands.. altering religion.. using that against GOD to Hurt.. instead of with GOD.. to Help..
And here is another one of my ‘favorites’..
‘God.. ONLY if only’ ‘you knew it’ .. ‘if only’ ‘you knew it’.. etc.. etc.. etc…
THE power lives within.. FOUND.. NOW.. and we CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT WITH LOVE’S LIGHT INSTEAD OF HATE AND DARK.. LOST.. NOW..
HELP IS ON THE WAY.. WITH FAITH .. i BELIEVE.. i HOPE.. I PRAY.. I SCREAM.. I CRY.. More.. NOW..:)
Yes.. Mary.. and there is a now in my life.. i cannot even remember what hope is or feels like at all.. Use it or lose it applies as Well.. The Heart used fully is one that grows instead of shrinks into Grinch Real existence.. Living dead in life as a real Zombie..:)
Ah.. we have some more in common then.. Kanzensakura.. as my Grandfather an Irish Priest is born in Ireland.. migrating here.. at a Parish in Taylor county Florida.. a noted author.. and eventually a Protestant Evangelist out to convert Catholics as a life mission.. as an editor of a magazine named the converted Catholic from Christ Missions in New York New York.. too..
His father from Germany.. his mother from England.. and his wife my grandmother Cajun from Louisiana settling in his parish.. and too beautiful to stay Catholic Priest for him.. haha!.. A reason for my existence hehe..;)
But anyway.. yeah.. until i get out in the Sun and tan so well.. i am about as white as they come in so-called Blonde Aryan look.. but that wild indigenous spirit lives in me… that i truly believe lives in all of us.. as mostly our forager ancestors live around 12 thousand years ago.. that is a drop in the bucket of classical evolution.. that can change with a drop of serious challenge in epigenetic way.. as domesticated man.. can become wild and free again.. like that wolf dog from one of my favorite books in childhood.. the Call of the Wild.. by Jack London.. where my tears are not just for the wolf dog.. but Fred Dog too.. smiles..
I see the world as one race of human beings.. and of course science agrees too.. with the weight of the slow rise of classical evolution.. but true as far as skin deep goes.. the globe is mixing.. and the more tan folks who continue to follow the way of churches and family unit cohesion.. continue to populate the earth more than secular so-called western whiter more ‘professional’ ways of life.. so the world will not only continue to turn more brown.. it will also continue to turn more with traditional religions.. as also indicated in recent Pew Polls in the coming decades..
But there is a conundrum of sorts there as well.. as while family values are of upmost important where parents stay together and nurture the trusting loving literal connections of the brain and body in empathy balance that make an upstanding citizen of Love in this world.. over-population is a major cause of human suffering.. and the middle way to me.. seems to be acceptance in the Catholic and Islam churches for effective birth control.. and the common sense.. that
YES.. there is no longer a need to populate the earth for survival as there once is.. but tradition rides strong.. so we are probably still another generation away from that positive change.. but it is coming.. as GOD does work in mysterious ways.. that eventually balances all things GOD out that includes us and all other animals and creation of course..
Smiles.. K.. this is the most inspiring poem so far.. here today.. and truly my second choice of what i will write about too.. beyond the basic loss of empathy in the human race that i fear the world of screen addictions can bring to those who do not connect like this in poetry and just play video games and such as that.. smiles.. and thank you..:)
Thanks so much Sherry Blue Sky.. it seems we are feeling along the same lines of poetic expression here today.. as Nature rules humans will rules asWell.. As humans rule now MORE humans will eventually NOT rule even their own minds and bodies in balance WITH EVEN LESS HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.. as more and more people move to hell in this terrestrial dimension that surely can be HEAVEN too for those who live by GOD’s Nature rules instead of lies of culture taking us away to HELL from Humanity’s natural INSTINCT FOR HUMAN HEAVEN..:)
Hi whimsygizmo.. thanks so much for coming by with those remembering words.. there is stuff i remember now and feel that honestly I never feel and know now.. at all from before.. so much to remember.. so much distraction with BS to ever get to the good Stuff OF ALL NATURAL LIFE AT ALL..:)