Never Ending Story of NOW
Hi Himali.. thanks so much for dropping by with a visit..
and so happy you enjoy the photos..
my wife and i live in a rural residential subdivision..
with country as far as one can see in the backyard..
and up North a little in our county is plenty of farmland
as pictured often on my blog in numerous photos..
and that is my Wife’s Sister’s
In-law’s by marriage farm..
a place we visit for what is named First
Sunday at the beginning of each month..
after church as the farm owner is a protestant
pastor of a church as well..
and tomorrow Katrina
and i are visiting one of the most beautiful
places in the world.. south in the county on sugar
white Navarre beach of emerald green gulf..
with sea oats swaying and seagulls in breeze..
and interestingly enough..
i dance walk in reverse for around
5 miles with my athletic shoes on..
every time we visit in the afternoon there..
about once a month.. and recently
she videotapes a short section
of that named Moonwalking
the Beach haha!..
and i will add that here for your amusement..
and for some reason it doesn’t have a thumbnail preview
in the YouTube Video but the short 44 second video works
fine when you click on it.. i warm up going down
the beach and coming back up in the video..
but as you might imagine doing that
in Athletic Shoes for 5 miles
or so in reverse.. in soft
sand.. is yes.. great exercise
as I use my arms to propel me with gravity as well..:)
Anyway.. many great beach photos coming after the beach trip tomorrow or the next morning after that.. in my next blog post.. and truly as far as i can see.. it is impossible not to take great photos at one of the most beautiful places on EARTH!.. smiles..
And off to check your blog to see if you have something
new there.. with more smiles.. of course..
with some words too of course.. if I find that there..:)
HAHA! and here’s one from Super-Walmart.. just for fun too..;)
And yes.. i used to create some music on the piano.. and here is
one i transferred off an old dictation device i used to record
something i just created from heart.. back in 2007 before
i get real sick..:)
one i transferred off an old dictation device i used to record
something i just created from heart.. back in 2007 before
i get real sick..:)
And yes.. i love love love to sing.. in my church
choir and this is the first time i ever try
karaoke shortly after i get well in 2013..:)
choir and this is the first time i ever try
karaoke shortly after i get well in 2013..:)
Oh and almost forget to mention.. i am blessed to be able
to leg press 930LBS on a parallel leg press machine
14 time slowly in the video below with
my arms raised in air..
and now i
increase the repetitions to 25..
as there is no more room for
weight on the
machine.. hehe!..;)
Everything ART
and CREATIVITY
IS MY FAVORITE STUFF TO DO..:)!
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I love reading all the flavors of language that come through
in English translations.. and the more complex they are
to interpret the more i enjoy reading them
time and time again.. to get to the
meaning… the more complex..
the more interesting
in my eyes..
and
sometimes the complexity
can just be in approximation
of translation from one language to another..:)
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I’ve never seen the FULL ‘Never Ending Story’ before.. and i believe it comes out first in 1984.. i’ve been wanting to see it for decades.. and after purchasing it the other day.. on BLU RAY.. I’m gonna take a break and watch it tonight.. after finishing this post in a few.. and adding it to my other Blogger Blogs.. for my other readers there…
And hell yes.. the Cajun Grandmother is a frigging fireball of energy.. business woman.. and has French Foreign Exchange students as Lovers into her fifties to sixties.. and that first marriage to the priest my Grandfather.. only lasts a few years.. and then she marries a Jewish Policeman guy.. and she is a hell of a character indeed.. dying of a massive heart-attack.. at age 69.. always having high hopes for my development as someone special in the work world.. but that is not ever for me.. as just living is enough.. with no special job at all.. AND OH GOD.. little did i know the job of JOB as far as surviving catastrophic physical illness in synergy of 19 will come my way later.. to literally survive for around 5 years.. with that.. as shut-in too..
And even smaller do i know.. that my best years of life will be well after 50 years old.. as i watch my father vegetate on his easy chair as long as i can remember.. falling asleep in his chair every night watching TV.. as understandably his law enforcement job takes just about his whole life.. until he retires.. and then spends his time until his day of death.. at a flea market on the weekends.. selling Nascar Stuff.. Guns and Knives.. trading silver.. and the ‘normal’ variety of other red state stuff in the deep south way of fundamentalist MALE Life…
And yes.. i do the same thing vegetating in front of a TV after work or a quick computer game.. for decades.. to always escape the rat race of life.. as most everyone does.. i guess.. to survive this strange cultural game of life.. where honestly most folks are cogs in a machine as a machine more or less..:)
Nice to escape that.. after all of this is said and done.. my friend.. Black Pearl, et al.. and going to see the monthly marriage counselor at the beach.. with a little break away from online tomorrow with plenty of beach photos coming sometime after that in an unnamed post sometime after then.. and probably will be stopping by dVerse to read and comment.. but i don’t know if i will have time to contribute something different there.. depending on how strict the guidelines will be for forms of poetry or whatever..
Anyway.. as always thanks for the visit friend.. and whenever you get a home base again.. as i’m thinking you are on vacation now.. i will be by to visit ‘your place’ too.. and i was just thinking after remembering seeing Shawna again.. i bet if you ARE a male in ‘another life’.. of course.. you will have a nice wife that looks just like U 2.. just like THAT.. as Shawna too.. as truly life is best when wife and husband can play together as one force of LOVE JUST LIKE THAT… MS. PEARL..
with Shawna too.. anyway give my love to
your substantial other.. ‘they’ will have to be
great to be married to you.. my friend..
and super nice too.. of course..
with smiles..:)
And with all that said now..
i will leave a note here with A
SCREAM!
SCREAM!
MOON CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…;)!
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Thanks so much sreejaharikrishnan.. and i think that’s true.. i write in hopes of allowing folks to see a different point of view.. and not so much to get comments or likes from folks.. i just want to share what is in my heart.. however.. that may come each day.. to me from within.. in sharing with all the tools of technology of course.. to add to that.. with others folks.. smiles..:)
Hello to you as well my friend Himali.. Sometimes the smallest things mean the most.. i suppose the Light in my Father’s eyes is his way of expressing Love.. and that is no small light or beautiful color of eyes for sure.. and you know Himali.. the way you kindly address me with the simple words Hello Fred.. Lights my Heart up.. as on this cold expanse of Internet road.. truly my friend i don’t think anyone has ever addressed me with a Hello anything.. as sad as that may be.. in school my friends always address each other with a Hello (name inserted).. as simple greeting of Human connection.. to do this online is to become human again.. my friend.. with smiles of course.. and proof that yes.. you my friend.. are Special.. too..:)
First of all.. i Love your painting that says in Magical colors of flowered heArt.. and rainbow colors of grass and more that “Love is magic One of a kind” by Himali.. with red outline of Heart as well.. and so often it is the strongest muse of Love either gained or lost that inspires the greaTEST ARTS of all or creation for the everyNOW grind of survival we see in Nature..
And one of the greatest measurements of this Magic of Love in Human Creativity that i am exposed to in life is the Legend of Coral Castle and the reality of that place in Homestead Florida where a Latvian man spends 28 years alone building a castle in dedication to his ideal of his sweet sixteen girl friend who walks out on him in promise of marriage day when he is young.. all alone this man suggests that he learns the secrets of building the pyramids of old.. and builds this coral castle alone with blocks as big as 30 tons seamlessly placed together so well without mortar that no light will escape through the tonnage of bricks..
And the Legend pArt of this great Art inspired by ideal of Love.. reports young people sneaking into watch him at night.. and seeing him somehow floating the big blocks like hydrogen balloons.. but the science of it suggests he uses a complicated leverage system.. him alone at a little over 100 LBS before his death.. in his 60’s.. accomplishing this great feat of human potential in working with Nature’s Laws of doing great ART in accord with those Laws of Nature..
And in Nature i am always inspired by the life’s work ART in Shell of Nautilus still preserved for five hundred million years in fossils as these relatively tiny sea creatures are some of the greatest artists of Nature as we still currently see .. and just to imagine how those first Nautilus Creature’s LIFE ART will not see the LIGHT of FuLL significance and meaning OF IT.. until humans discover it 500 million years later.. and see the same Golden Spiral Mean of 1.618 PHI in the intrinsic design of the Nautilus Shell with shape reflecting the human constructed 6 and 9 symbols of Numbers.. Galaxies.. Sunflowers.. Fetuses.. Hurricanes.. and the Curled Cat Asleep.. and truly reflecting the greatest ART of GOD THAT ALL IS Interdependently connected and related in our existence.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around us..
Yes.. from the Smallest Artisans of Life
LIGHT greaTEST TRUTHS of Life
that we my friend are ALL
in this game of
LIFE TOGETHER
AND WHEN WE
WORK TOGETHER
AS LOVE WE
DO
MAKE
AMAZING
TRUE MAGIC
IN LIFE AS IS
FOR NOW!
AND this story is
my Friendship Day
belated gift to you..
My New Friend in Kind
and Courage
of Unconditional
LOVE.. tHere
need be no
barriers in
the power
of this Love
of miles
or time..
gender..
age.. race..
creed.. nationalism
tribalism.. or any
other differences
that exist between
human beings..
and Coral
Castle
and the
Nautilus
are among
my greaTEST
Muses for
JUST THAT..:)
Oh.. and when the
Beatles say
ALL YOU
NEED
IS
LOVE..
and YOU my
friend and
ALL OTHERS
OF COURSE
ON THE
LIGHT
COURSE
OF LOVE
LIGHT
LIFE!..:)
that we my friend are ALL
in this game of
LIFE TOGETHER
AND WHEN WE
WORK TOGETHER
AS LOVE WE
DO
MAKE
AMAZING
TRUE MAGIC
IN LIFE AS IS
FOR NOW!
AND this story is
my Friendship Day
belated gift to you..
My New Friend in Kind
and Courage
of Unconditional
LOVE.. tHere
need be no
barriers in
the power
of this Love
of miles
or time..
gender..
age.. race..
creed.. nationalism
tribalism.. or any
other differences
that exist between
human beings..
and Coral
Castle
and the
Nautilus
are among
my greaTEST
Muses for
JUST THAT..:)
Oh.. and when the
Beatles say
ALL YOU
NEED
IS
LOVE..
and YOU my
friend and
ALL OTHERS
OF COURSE
ON THE
LIGHT
COURSE
OF LOVE
LIGHT
LIFE!..:)
Well.. Rafiah.. if it’s not part of the requirements for your graduation i wouldn’t be too worried about understanding the proper mathematical formulation of general relativity.. as truly how much of what we learn in school.. is really about living life day to now.. other than gaining some type of COG placement in a machine of culture to gain some food to eat.. and a shelter in support of a family unit… as general subsistence for survival.. along with the rest of the tribe to Nation.. to hopefully one world of tribe with GOD of Nature one day soon.. now..:)
And you are never so-called ‘dumb’ dear.. not understanding one facet of manufactured human intelligence through abstract symbols.. is not nearly important as other kinds of human intelligence.. namely the emotional intelligence of physical intelligence and the existential intelligence of understanding.. feeling and expressing GOD as well as the emotion of LOVE and all the other emotions that in nuance are as expansive as Infinity and more.. just as the arts of human movement in dance in infinite ways of movement and senses are as an expression of that human nuanced emotion too.. and the intelligence of music and color.. that also reflects human emotions.. in living color and sound my friend… through human art in painting and composition of music.. and poetic lyrics of Heart as well.. as much greater potentials of many kinds of human intelligence far beyond the human manufactured cultural measures of so-called Standard measured cultural intelligence..:)
And the simple equation E=MC2.. or Units of
Energy equals MASS times the speed of
LIGHT AKA Light itself squared.. is truly an
Amazingly simple at core equation.. and so elegant in that simplicity.. as well as the numerical symbols that represent PI.. the ratio of the circumference of a circle to the diameter of the circle.. at 3.14 and PHI.. as the golden mean 1.618.. spiral flowing ratio seen all over nature as a signature of GOD’s GREAT interconnecting interdependently related CREATED AND PRODUCED ART.. WITH we as humans as actors of that biggest Play of GOD..:)!
But here’s the thing.. time is relative.. Now is real.. Love is real.. and our connections with others and the rest of Nature AKA GOD is REAL TOO.. the symbols are just THAT.. symbols for the essence of TRUTH and LIGHT..
AND WE HUMANS
NEED NO TEXTBOOKS
or schools.. to have the greatest Intelligences of ALL both felt and expressed as the Kind and Courageous Unconditional Passionate LOVE as Manifest in human beings my friend.. and never ruled by school.. alone.. or cultures/religions…
Stay Smart in LOVE.. the other stuff is just
tattering wrappings of a box that
can truly be a trap of culture..
and nothing much
to do with what is
REAL THE MOST AS
GIFT OF ALLAH AS LOVE.. AT ALL….
Science and math and all of that human developed abstract
STUFF ATTEMPTS to describe the essence of
Truth and Light in material reductionist terms..
but the Synergy of the Truth and Light that is
MUCH MUCH GREATER
THAN THE MATERIAL
REDUCTIONIST SCRIBE OF THAT..
Lives in open minded eyes AND EARS.. of human beings.. as the eyes and ears of Allah GOD magnifies the stuff that truly counts in life.. manifest in human being.. and that is Loving Connections in human eyes AND EARS.. and all other emotions and senses.. both literal and metaphorical.. manifesting the highest power of the FEELING Universe THAT IS LOVE AS EXPRESSED AS HUMANITY TOGETHER MY FRIEND…
SO YEAH.. the proper mathematical formulation of general relatively theory.. is just window dressing.. for what what truly speaks in souls of eyes of Humans.. as spirit manifest LOVE of ALLAH GOD reflecting and radiating from human souls in mind and body balance…:)
There are lots of so-called ‘retarded’ folks who make the best grades in school.. who FAIL MISERABLY IN WHAT IS EVEN TRULY REAL IN LIFE.. and that is the true danger of the devil of school.. and CULTURAL Mechanical Cognition COG in machine WORK.. and even play like mechanical cognition video games.. including human languages.. collective intelligence.. and all stuff COMPRISing complex materialistic cultures..
A path away.. this can be.. from Allah GOD and eyes
and ears of GOD that allow us to
FEEL EACH OTHER WITH FEELING EXPRESSION
OF THAT IN FLESH AND BLOOD.. AND not empty structures of mathematical formulas.. or words.. and letters.. without human expression of flesh and blood emotions and senses to even LIVE and LOVE this life hand in hand with others and GOD..:)
BUT WITH all that said.. thanks GOD for
human culture too.. collective intelligence..
abstract language.. as recorded to get to
THAT AS MY Air Conditioner in the Summer and Hot Water in the Winter.. and my nice soft bed sure does feel good.. but A KEY IS moderation and not getting too caught up in the comforts and stresses of mechanical cognition culture so much that we FORGET TO MOVE AND LOVE.. in SOCIAL COGNITION ..AND JUST BE KIND AND COURAGEOUS LOVING HUMAN BEINGS… AS IN ALL things a balance is TRUTH AND LIGHT.. of what is that constitutes our animal existence.. with the GOD of Nature..:)
AND WITH ALL that said.. i am sorry you feel down about school.. and i will be saying prayers that you both feel better and get that more complicated equation down correct.. and if you need help i will tutor you online.. as soon as I give a feather about the more complicated mechanical cognition part of that..;)
Chances are.. in five years.. nothing in your life will be remotely related to school.. per the theory of general relativity.. in more complex formulas.. as you enter MORE in the real test of life.. that is always Love my friend.. and with heart and ART that is only limited by human imagination and creativity in greater human potentials.. of expanding myriad intelligences beyond Standard IQ measures of that..:)
#longwordedwindymewithloveofcourseoncouseintherealtestoflife
#AKAHURRICANEOFWORDS
#AKAHURRICANEOFWORDS
#NOW
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Oh.. what a wonderful woman.. Kathryn IS.. the woman pictured with Katrina and i in the photos above.. our marriage counselor for over 2 years now.. helping me in the dead zone.. where she gives me a goal of just going into Whataburger for 15 minutes.. after being a shut-in with incredible illness for over 5 years.. back in July of 2013.. and a week later.. i am miraculously healed.. go to the beach.. and i can go anywhere and do anything.. i care to then.. and after 5 years.. of shut-in.. DEAD ZONE STATUS.. truly this woman is part of the blessings that do lead to my miraculous recovery.. and entry back into humanity.. as human being once again.. well.. she is leaving the area as her military husband is getting shipped off to California.. so this is our last visit with her.. and she leaves me with marriage duties.. in homework of cleaning out the work-out room.. fixing one of our computers.. and responding to the timer Katrina has for me.. when i am writing and i say i need ten more minutes.. before it is time to do whatever it is Katrina wants me to do.. as when a person gets in the creative spirit of writing or whatever other art they are doing in total flow and focus.. it can be hard to move onto the chores of life that must get done.. for subsistence.. and STUFF LIKE THAT.. that is required to survive.. but anyway.. she becomes more of our friend than marriage counselor at the end.. so we will miss her very much.. oh yeah.. and the other last homework.. is to put this in my next blog post.. so WHAT WILL BE WRITTEN WILL BE DONE..:)
And the first week of August of 2013..
is the first time.. i actually
provide a selfie
of myself online
in the post linked below..
And since the time of that photo
i have literally taken over 80K
photos with my iPhone
camera.. and yes..
literally thousands
of selfies as well..
that have been instrumental
with me regaining my emotional
expressions after losing them for
around 66 months.. with the
worst pain known to
mankind..
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. and a synergy
of 18 more diagnosed
life threatening Disorders..
with a pain like novocaine-less
drilling of teeth.. except in my
case the pain is in my right
eye and ear during all
waking hours
of what science describes
as the suicide disease..
as well as pain
assessed
literally
worse
than crucifixion..
and truly my recovery starting
in the end of July 2013..
around July 22nd..
is no less
than
a real life miracle..
and coming back from that.. i go back
to the place where i have written close to
6 million words at that point in time at
the Wrong Planet Website for folks on
the Autism Spectrum.. to ‘tale’
them about my miraculous
recovery and
basically
that i have proof
that the higher
power of
GOD DOES EXIST..
AND AT THAT POINT
AS HISTORY MOST ALWAYS
SHOWS WHEN A HUMAN HAS
GOOD NEWS TO REPORT LIKE THIS..
THE TRIBE OR VILLAGE AT HAND..
AND IN THIS CASE IN OUR MODERN
DAYS AN ONLINE VILLAGE JUST SCOFFS
AT MY STORY.. AND THEN I GO ON TO ‘TALE’
THEM THEN.. THAT THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING..
NOT ONLY AM I MIRACULOUSLY RECOVERED BUT
I WILL DO AMAZING STUFF IN HUMAN POTENTIAL
WHERE THERE ARE NO LIMITS TO HOW FAR I WILL
GO.. AND YES.. IN JUST TWO YEARS.. I PROVIDE EVIDENCE
OF THAT ALL ON THIS BLOG.. THAT I WILL PROVIDE HERE
CONCISELY AGAIN.. SOMEWHAT CONCISELY.. ANYWAY.. HAHA!..
WITH 3930 MILES IN A MARTIAL ARTS AND BALLET FREE STYLE
OF DANCE WALKING IN ALL PUBLIC PLACES MY WIFE AND I GO..
NOW APPROACHING 24 MONTHS.. WITH 4000 MILES TO CELEBRATE
BY THE END OF THIS MONTH.. WITH A BLOG POST LINKED HERE..
WHERE I CELEBRATE 3000 MILES.. OF DANCE WALKING THEN..
AND PHOTOS WITH ME AND OVER 400 GORGEOUS
WOMEN IN THEIR 20’S THAT I AM NOW ABLE TO BRING
A MUSE OF JOYOUS DANCE
TO .. NOW IN 69 DANCE NIGHT WEEKS.. AS ILLUSTRATED
IN THEIR SMILES IN THE FOLLOWING TWO BLOG
POSTS THAT PROVES THAT..
AS WELL AS POSSIBLY THE
ONLY MALE 55 YEAR- OLD
IN THE ENTIRE WORLD
WHO DOES
FREE VERSE
NUDE POETRY AS
ALL NEW AGE RENAISSANCE
ART IN SELFIE MODE..
NOT UNLIKE THE ART OF MICHELANGELO’S
DAVID.. AND HISTORICAL PORTRAYALS OF OTHER
WORKS OF ART FROM EGYPTIAN MIN
TO APOLLO AND SUCH AS THAT..
WITH MY BEST ASSESSED EFFORT
COMING JUST TODAY..
AT YES..
AGE 55..
AS WILL ALSO
BE LINKED BELOW..
FOR THOSE WITH OPEN
MINDS ENOUGH TO VIEW ART
LIKE THAT.. SEEING THE HUMAN
BODY AS A WORK OF ART IN ALL FLESH
AND PASSION THAT COMES IN..
IN HUMAN FORM..
SO YEAH..
THERE IS THIS MOVIE ABOUT
A WOMAN NAMED ‘LUCY’
AND FOR ALL PRACTICAL
INTENTS AND PURPOSES
WITH THE ADDITIONAL
FEAT OF A 24K WORD
EPIC FREE VERSE POETIC
EXPRESSION INCLUDING
COMMENTS IN THE OVERALL
PRESENTATION OF THAT THEMED
POETIC POST NAMED ‘TSUNAMI
OF LOVE’ AND NOW 11 MILLION
WORDS WRITTEN SINCE NOVEMBER
26.. OF 2010.. WHEN I START WRITING
IN EXTREME PAIN.. TO ESCAPE PAIN
THAT NO DOCTOR’S DRUG WILL
TOUCH.. YES.. I FIND THE
POWER OF GOD
IN HUMAN
POTENTIAL BY LOOKING
WITHIN.. IN BALANCING
MY MIND AND BODY..
THROUGH MUCH GREATER PHYSICAL
INTELLIGENCE IN REGULATING EMOTIONS..
INTEGRATING SENSES.. AND INCREASING
COGNITIVE EXECUTIVE FUNCTIONING
BY WAY OF FOCUS AND
SHORT TERM
WORKING MEMORY
IN A SYNERGY OF ALL
I DO..
SO YES.. FOR ALL
PRACTICAL INTENTS
AND PURPOSES
I AM
REPORTING
THAT I AM
MORE OR
LESS
‘LUCY’..:)
AND I HOPE THE SAME
FOR WHOMEVER IS READING
THIS AS WELL AS THE KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN IS REAL NOW!
I FIND IT AND I HOPE
AND PRAY THE SAME
FOR ALL OTHERS TOO..
AND I WILL CONTINUE TO
DOCUMENT THIS PATH
IN MY TRAVELS
OF THIS
NEVER ENDING
STORY
OF
!NOW!
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