A place wHere everyOne kNows yOur Face

Seriously..
Is not that what All humans want
at
core
of
social animal being…
Well..
When i am a
baby..
my mother tells me i have an issue..
With my big toe i turn round and round
and
round in crib and do not sleep at night..
In those days doctors call it hyperactivity ..
the kid’s spunky
and other ‘normal’ adverbs…
And then one day..
before i can speak..
that is not until age 4..
i escape the trailer..
yes..
we are not of the privileged ‘lot’..
and dart across a huge yard into a road…
My mother only turns her head for just a second..
and
just like THAT i am gone…
i might not be writing this kNow..
except for a man who stops his car..
and
brings me back to my mother with serious scolding
eyes!
These days they have a medical term for that..
for non-verbal autistic children named..
WANDERING..
hmm..
really complex term huh..
and that turning one’s toe around and around and around
added in with THAT..
yes! the spunky part
is now called
ADHD!
Well..
i channeled all!
my ADHD energy
into constructive stuff..
like riding my bicycle all over town..
checking the temperature over and over
to see how hot it will
get!
at the bank in town a few miles away from home..
until one day i almost get heat stroke
and
have delirious dreams of potato chip monsters!
Yes.. and at other times i have dream control and CAN DO
WHATEVER
i want to do in dreams too!
yes..
that IS fun..!
as i get older too!
Well..
the thing is..
in most every human population
tHere is a certain percentage
of
huwomans
that
have a nomad gene..
And the further away one moves away from the original
place of huwoman beings..
like in South America..
more folks have this nomad gene..
It’s just geography and math..
more miles on foot..
means
more nomadic folks of course!
These folks who are SPUNKY!
TEND TO HAVE COURAGE AND DETERMINATION
TO MOVE BABY MOVE..
HMM..
IT’S NO WONDER THOSE FOLKS IN BRAZIL CAN DANCE
THAT!
WAY
BABY..
MOVING THOSE HIPS LIKE THAT!
YEAH..
HELL YEAH..!
SHAKIRA IS A COLUMBIAN GIRL!
THERE’S NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT IN THOSE
COLUMBIAN
NOMADIC
HIPS!
THEY DON’T
LIE!
NO THEY DON’T!
WELL..
MY BIG TOE DIDN’T LIE EITHER..
THIS GUY IS BORN TO
MOVE!
BUT!
SCHOOL TRAPS!
ME IN A LECTURE SEAT..
AND
WORK EVENTUALLY TRAPS ME!
BEHIND A DESK IN A 10FT BY 12FT PRISON CELL!
WITH ME SCREAMING SILENTLY BEHIND A COMPUTER SCREEN!
TO
GET THE HELL OUT..!
BUT
MY BODY IS TELLING
ME
NOT
ME
reAlly..
as i didn’t really know how dangerous this IS for me..
as
a
nomadic dude
not
a
sitter..!
that yes!
does occur in around
20% of all animal populations..
the natural introvert..
if you will!
the
SITTER
VS.
THE
ROVER
AND
i
am
for all practical intents and purposes
a super rover..!
even now as i dance walk 2000 miles
in one year all over my metro area..
as
a nomadic dude..
teaching the tribe to dance
by
actions not words
at
all!
ALL NON-VERBAL
JUST LIKE WHEN
i AM 3
is all i am
when
i
dance wildly
freely! for the tribe
to show ‘em a new way to
DANCE!
WITH GRAVITY
ON AND ON AND ON..
INSTEAD OF AGAINST IT
with
EASY
EXHAUSTION!
MY TRIBE IS LARGE..
YES.. VERY LARGE..!
NOT THE 150 TO 200 SETS OF EYES..
THAT is ONCE
IN OUR GENETIC MEMORY
OF RELATIVE SMALL GROUPS OF
HUWOMAN
TRIBES!
THERE IS MORE FOLKS THAN THAT
JUST IN THE
RAVE DANCE CLUB
i
dance wildly and freely AT
every Thursday night now for almost
half
a
year!
Before..!
i AM trapped
in that human zoo of an administrative office..
as
Director of this and Director of that..
of my own prison is what it
really
IS..
at
THAT!
i
work at a military Bowling Center..
yes!
a
CIVIL SERVICE GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE PAID
TO
HELP
PEOPLE
PLAY!
AND BABY THAT’S WhERE i shine!
to help
FOLKS
PLAY!
FOR ALMOST 2 DECADES
RUNNING HERE
AND RUNNING ThERE..
DOWN AND UP THE LANES..
CHASING DEAD WOOD..
PLACING BOWLING PINS BACK UP
WHERE THEY FALL..
DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY AM i
just passing out shoes
to the tribe!
YES!
i AM meant to
SERVE THE TRIBE!
NOT
LEAD
IT
DAM
IT
!
COULDN’T ‘YOU’ SEE THAT
i am not cut out to lead the tribe..!
HMM..
WELL..
BEING
A SMARTY PANTS
too..
IN
ALL
COMPUTER WAYS..
LEADS ME TO FRONT OFFICE
IN
DEMAND IS WHAT
i AM
as a cog in a computer
to show folks
computer ways..
in the end..
but yeah..
i have to find a skill
to stay in a job when the government RUNS out of money
to pay folks to help the military folks play!
but no it ISN’T my destiny!
DANCE!
TRULY
IS
MY
DESTINY
INSTEAD!
AND EVEN MARTIAL ARTS to
BOOT!
ON
THE
SIDE
TOO!
NOW A TRUE WILL OF DANCE
IS
ALL FREE TOO ME!
TO SERVE THE TRIBE!
AND BACK THEN AT THE BOWLING CENTER
MOST EVERYONE IN TOWN
KNows
ME
AS
FRED FROM THE BOWLING CENTER…
NOW
EVERY ONE KNOWS
ME
AS
THE
DANCING GUY!
AND WHEREVER i GO FOLKS RECOGNIZE MY FACE
BUT AS i rarely speak or even change my facial expressions
when all the other body parts move
like a spiraling
galaxy
in
SPACE!
i
am now in a SPACE
YES
A
PLACE!
wHere everyOne kNows my
FACE!
YES..
IT’S
LIKE
THAT
‘CHEERS’
SHOW
AND
i’m
‘NORM!’
but
instead
i’m
the DANCING GUY
THAT
MAKES
FOLKS
SMILE
AND OFTEN
LAUGH!
i
am a light of dance
and
this!
LAMP
SHINES!
GOD PUTS ME ON EARTH
TO DANCE
AND
MY
CALLOUSED
BIG
TOES
TELL
THE
TALE
OF
THIS
DANCING BABY’S
EYES!
NOW IN
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yeah..!
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too!
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One Response to Entrails of the Exposed

  1. i like this one
    and i do remember it
    from a year ago..
    as it does remind me
    of the dark night of the soul…
    Sometimes it last for moments..
    sometimes it lasts for years..
    but to lose a soul
    is truly to be erased
    from existence
    i know now…
    i felt the bone dust existence..
    and yes that’s all it was is bone dust existence..
    but apparently it is very flammable as light ignites my bones too..
    Yes..i think there’s a Cold Play song that says the same words too!
    Well..i know you love the cosmos
    and more and more i think about
    as above so below..
    and at core it is so fascinating
    that we are the same nucleus and electrons
    orbiting the similar as planets around our Sun..
    and Sun orbiting a Black Hole Sun too….
    Hmm..i know you have issues with dizzy..
    but i wish you could spin around and around as i do now..
    as i too used to get dizzy just with raising my arms above my head…
    In my opinion..
    when we are balanced enough
    to spin without gravity bringing us down..
    we truly do become planets orbiting Sun..
    or Sun orbiting black hole Sun…
    and this is part of where the bone dust is ignited
    into eternal fire of Sacred unconditional Love..
    where every second of eternity now..
    is truly a haven of heaven now…!
    But no..alas you do not have to spin..
    you can just balance
    in whatever way works for you..
    to be a planet in favor of Sun..:)close but not too close.. of course..:)
    to keep the ignition running hot!but not! burnt out!
    In the beginning tHere IS Dark
    Then LIGHt..
    LiGHT creates Movement
    or
    Dance..
    Dance or movement
    creates sound
    or
    song!
    So yes.. in the beginning tHere is Dark
    then LIGHT then DANCE then SONG..
    And yes..
    poetry is SONG too..
    and in word shapes Dance
    too!
    Moving in well over 8 million words
    on Internet lyrics i do flow in
    words everywHere i go online
    too..yes..i let it ALL go too!
    HeRE!
    So i guess i should mention THAT
    in
    respect of Words..
    yes..!
    Poetry Song..2!
    and
    example
    hErE true..
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    GOD IS LOVE
    TRULY!
    WHAT
    MORE
    CAN
    ANYONE DO TO PROVE
    THAT
    THAN
    JUST
    DO
    IT!
    LIKE MY FRIENDS
    YES!
    FRIENDS!
    AT
    NIKE
    SAY!
    JUST
    I
    CE
    DO
    IT
    !
    !@WORD1396!

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