NO one Definition of FREE or GOD just RIDE!ONe!

i’ve
traveled in so many
shoes
in one life..
to
impose one ideal
of
FREE!
or
GOD!
in
definition as such
can
only
be
harmful 2some others..
who
walk
in
other
shoes
or
perhaps
not
as
many
as
me…
For me..
dance and song
and
the
connectedness
of
all that is
IS
both
FREE!
and
GOD..!
To live fast and die young
is
never a goal
i
see
as
beneficial
as
the illusion
IS
that
one’s heart dies when one grows old
and
after 50 ya might as well be dead
as
there
is
nothing
left
for
the
passion of life..
Yes..!
for
me
!
that
IS
totally!
ridiculous..
and
i back up what i say..!
through
documented
evidence!
For
those
who do not believe that words
are
enough
to
tell a story
TRUE!
BUT THE THING IS..
am
i
special..
i
think not..
i
know i am born with disabilities..
the
difference in me five years ago..
seven years ago..
IS
WILL!
EXPERIENCE!
SACREDLOVE!
AND
YES!
MOREOVER THAN ANYTHING
WHAT
i
understand
as
a
TOTALLY!
NATURAL!
GOD!
GIVEN!
WILL!
TO!
SURVIVE!
AS
GREATEST!
GIFT!
FOR
HUWOMAN
LIFE!
THE DRAGON WITHIN
ME
!
IS
WHAT
SAVES
MY
LIFE..!
AT
THAT
POINT..!
NO
ONE!
CAN
HELP
ME
!
BUT
THE
DRAGON WITHIN!
FOR
LIFE!
AKA
MY
REPTILIAN
BRAIN!
WELL..
July 1st of 2007..
the
cold
wave in my body
starts
in
100 degree temperatures..
in
what
we
have now!
YES!
i am chilled to the bone
when the breeze hits my skin..
something is wrong..
very wrong!
but
no
one
can figure it out
then!
the end of what i knew
was evident then
and
did come in
MARCH OF 2008!
AND
YES!
the 4th of July
in 2007
was
the last time
i am
well enough to celebrate!
FREEDOM!
OF
INDEPENDENCE!
DAY
!
BUT
OH!
MY!
GOD..
THE ONE
i
understand
to
be
TOTALLY!
FREE!
AND CHAINED
BY
NO SILLY
LITTLE
HUWOMAN
ones!..
i
AM!
gonna celebrate!
my
TOTAL!
FREEDOM!
AND
INDEPENDENCE!
HAPPILY
INTERDEPENDENT
WITH
ALL OTHER
HOMO
SAPIENS!
THIS FRIDAY!
HAPPILY!
STARTING
THURSDAY
NIGHT!
AT
OLE
SEVILLE
QUARTER..!
WEARING
MY
RED WHITE AND BLUE
FLAG
SHADOWED
BY
TIGER
FACE!
AS
SUCH!
YES!
TO
ME!
THE EYE  OF THE TIGER!
IS
WHAT
CARRIES
MY
CAT
ARTHUR
THROUGH
LIFE!
AFTER HIS DISABILITY
FOR
20 YEARS..
NAH..
i
didn’t go into that..
the last
memory post
FOR!
his
STRENGTH!
but
TRULY!
LIKE
ME!
HIS
CORE OF STRENGTH!
IS
!
IN
HIS
DISABILITY!
AS
THE
ARTHUR
CAT
NOT ONLY GETS NEUTERED..
WHEN HE IS YOUNG..
BUT
HAS
A
UROGENITAL
ANOMALY
THAT
REQUIRES
RECONSTRUCTIVE
SURGERY
FOR
A
PLASTIC PENIS
AS
SUCH!..
WITH HIS
FIRST SO CALLED MASTER..
A
RISKY
SURGERY
THAT
HE
SURVIVES!
THE LOVE
OF
$850..
A
LOT OF MONEY
20
YEARS AGO
FOR
THE
LOVE
OF
A
CAT..
BUT
A
HELL
OF
AN
INVESTMENT!
FOR
THE
CAT’S
WILL
TO
SURVIVE!
TOTALING!
20
FULL!
YEARS!
OF
LIFE!
2
THE
DISMAY
OF
many!
SQUIRRELS AND BIRDS
AND
NEIGHBORHOOD
CATS!
THAT
WILL
YES!
FALL!
TO
HIS!
WILL!
TO
SURVIVE!
YAH..
THIS GOD
THINGY
AIN’T
ALWAYS
FRIENDLY..
THE
WILL
TO SURVIVE
CAN
GET
VERY
MESSY AT TIMES!
FOR
YES!
ALL
ANIMALS..!
INCLUDING
HU
WO
MAN
ONE’S!
BUT
i’ll
TAKE
IT
!
AS!
IS
!
AFTER ALL..
EVEN
IF
SOMEHOW
SILLY
LITTLE
HU
WO
MAN’S
CAN
ACTUALLY
PROVE
THERE IS NO GOD..
OR
ACTUALLY
COME
TO
ONE
SINGULARITY
OF
DEFINITION
PROVEN AS SUCH!
FOR EXISTENCE!
WHO
YA
GONNA
BLAME
WHEN
THINGS
GO
WRONG
THEN
NAH..
THE
GOD
WITHIN
YA
4
SURVIVAL!
WHETHER
YA
LIKE
IT
OR NOT..
PER THE WHOLE
OF
THE WHOLE
THING
EXISTS
AS
YA
ARE
WHAT
YA
ARE
AND
ThERE
IS
NO ESCAPING
THAT
IN
LIFE
AS
IS
!
THAT
I KNOW
APPLIES
TO
ALL
WHO
LIVE
THIS
CHALLENGING
AND
YES!
REWARDING
LIFE!
i
will!
to
survive!
i
will
to
CONNECT!
I
WILL
2
ENJOY!
ALLITIS!
NO
W
o
N
e
FREE!
AS
SUCH!
i
am
a
child
of
ALLITIS
AKA
!
GO
!ONE!NOW!640wordsDword640!NOW!ONE!
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