YOU ONLY LIVE NOW
WeLl yah…
as a seeker of truth..
i am a little troubled at wearing
this shirt..
as
i cannot say
what happens after this
life
reAlly
can
i
no
i
cannot
as i do not
kNOW
it
ALL
but
wh@icansay
for sure IS YA
Only LIVE NOW
my
friend(s)
So i guess i’ll go from tHERe
and further
explore
NOW
iN
HEre
!
Well ya KNOWnow my favorite words attributeD to th@man
JESUS
IS
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS
NOW
!
WELL I KNOWNOW
FOR
SURE
THIS
2
IS
TRUE
!
AS MY EXISTENCE IS FINALLY
THERE FOR NOWMOREFOREVERNOW
!
DAM!
THAT’S A LONG WORD
BUT IT GETS
THE
IMPACT
OF FULL
NOW
A
CROSS
I
THINK
!
AS THE RESURRECTION OF NOW
IS
ONLY
NOW
!
BUT WAIT! YA MIGHT SAY WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH
BUT NO I SAY..
ALL THAT EXISTS IS NOW
SO WHY WORRY
ABOUT
ANY
THING
OThER
THAN
NOW
!
SERIOUSLY AS NOW IS ALL THAT
COUNTS
and or m@ters
in the LONGEST RUN
OF
NOW
!
BUT THE BETTER THING IS
WHEN HEAVEN IS NOW
AND BLISS
IS
yOURS
NOW
!
HEAVEN
IS
!
FOREVERMORE
NOW
!
So one might think or say…
SO OKAY FRED.. ALL THESE WORDS ARE KOOL
BUT WTF DOES ALL THIS
MATTER
IF
ALL
I
FEEL
I
S
ABYSS INSTEAD OF BLISS
NOW
!
OMG
!
I DO NOT
WANNA LIVE IN
HELL
NOWFOREVERMORE
NOW
!
Well ya see..i’ve been there done that
at the end of 35 days with only 1 hour sleep each
night and none at all for the last 5 of 40
and yah..a thousand years
of hell
tHERe
is
equivalent to just
one second
of
NOW
!
And no that ain’t no metaphor..
it could have been 10 thousand years
as tHis hell
is
REALLY
HELL
AND THE TRUE
HUMAN
ABYSS
!
Not A fiery red dude..with horns and a tail
in everlasting
fire
as pain or even DOWSING
one WITH GAS
AND LIGHTING
THE
MATCH
is
better
than
the
piece of paper existence
that is
ABYSS
!
the
TRUE LITERAL HUMAN
HELL
!
WELL..
THAT IS OVER AND my mind will
never let me come close to fully
remembering
IT
NOW
!
T
G
!
But i got this little issue!
i do not ever .. ever.. never…ever….
wanna see anyone else
visit
tHis
LITERAL HUMAN HELL
OF THE THOUSAND YEAR
HUMAN ABYSS
OF
EVEN
1
SECOND
OF THIS
LITERAL
HELL
!
WELL ..OK.. DAM THIS IS GETTING KINDA LIKE THAT
FIRE AND
BRIM
STONE
STUFF THAT TURNS ME OFF
ANYWAY
SO
I GUESS I MADE MY
POINT..
AND JUST FORGET ABOUT THAT
NOW
AS
NOW
IS
ALLABOUT
TRAVELING AND STAYING
IN ULTIMATE HUMAN BLISS
NOWONEFOREVERMORE!
THE LONGEST BESTEST
WORD
YET
!
!
So how did i get tHERE
!
Well..while i certainly cannot take
ya tHERE..
i can certainly try my damdest
to DO my bestest
to tell
ya
how
i
personAlLy
found this BLiSS of nowoneforevermorenow..
the longest word
yet
!
but
WAIt
!
BLISSNOWONEFOREVERMORENOWBLISS
THAT’S IT! THAT’S
wHERE
I
M
@
NOW
!
The journey to Bliss for me..started at that low point
of Human Hell in April of
2008
and THEN moving in my passport..
yes..my GREEN HONDA PASSPORT…
SLOWLY BUT SURELY
TO GET
tHERE
NOW
!
With a Tiger in the back
!
NO
W
W
2
For the first 2 years after that Human Hell
i was eventually diagnosed with
19 medically disabling
disorders..
including
Sjorgren’s Syndrome
where i had to stay in a dark
room for close to
8 months..
as my
eyes
completely stopped making tears..
on top of an atypical form of trigeminal neuralgia
or Sluder’s headache..that is known
as the worst pain to
mankind
in modern
medical literature
and not a once in a while
pain
!
one that is
all
the
time
!
And finally i could weather the computer
screen at lowest light settings
on November 26th 2010
to start a letter ..then a word..
paragraph..page..
and
NOW
!
somewhere close to 7 million
words spread
all
over the internet
like friggin seeds or something
like
that
!
and NOW written mostly
here
!
Well..OMG i do like logical discussions..and for the first 28 months..
my style of writing was described as computer
without emotions..
And yah i could not feel
anything but pain
so
that I
s a good
analysis
!
But oh sh** a word sparked some emotions!
Yah!..the word synesthesia..uttered by a facebook
friend at the end of FEBRUARY 2013
and the rest is history
!
KATiE MiA Aghogday
and then KATiE MiA FredericK
were
created
!
by me and the
All encompassing
FORCE
!
i like to call GOD..
ALLITIS..
ALLAHGODALLAH
OR WHATEVA YA WANNA
CALL THE
IS
TH@IS
WH@IS
!
I
S
I
S
!
WELL GRADUALLY THE PAIN STARTED GOING AWAY!
THE HORRIBLE EAR AND EYE PAIN
THAT WOULD NOT
LET ME
EFFECTIVELY SEE OR HEAR
MUCH AT
ALL
!
WAS SLOWLY
GOING
A
W
A
Y
!
And oh my GOD
!
Suddenly it all went away
on or about
July 22nd 2013
!
With emotions coming back
as powerful
as
eva
!
That was enough for me..
if i died ‘right’
then
!
It’s
all i could have ever
asked for
but
little did i know
then
!
there was much..much..much
more bliss to
come
!
NOW
!
Well..i also had stenosis of the neural canals in my spine..severe arthritis..
a congenitally fused T6 vertebrae..along with a
smaller right shoulder bone than
left
associated with Klippel
Feil
syndrome..
and my legs were goin
numb when
walking
forward
!
So the logical dude i was..i said heY!
i think
i’ll
walk in reverse now
!
it cannot hurt
after
all
!
and nah.. after what i went through..
there ain’t no anxiety or shame
left for anything anyone
might
think of me
as long
as
all
that pain
IS
GONE
!
SO MY JOURNEY OF REVERSE WALKING
STARTED
‘RIGHT’
THERE
!
AND NOW I’VE GOT CLOSING IN ON 500 MILES IN JUST
FOUR MONTHS..
PER MY SUPER KOOL
NIKE PLUS GPS
WATCH..
THAT KEEPS TRACK
OF ALL OF
THAT
2
!
ON THE WORLD
WIDE
WEB
!
Add in some music..and a natural progression toward
TAI CHI movements..chakra belly dance..
Meditation..
Martial
arts..
and whatever else that
comes natural
goes
!
and the result for me at least..along with
mind control of ethics
and
emotions
IS
SIMPLY
BLISS
ALL THE TIME
NOW
!
At that point i started thinking about Jesus..and wondered
hey! that dude might be what some folks refer to
AS
me
in REAL LIFE
NOW
!
SEEING ME FLOATING THROUGH THE AIR ON FEET
AND DANCING AND MOONWALKING
LIKE OUR
FRIEND
MJ
!
SAYING HEY DUDE YA LOOK LIKE A ZEN MASTER OVER THERE
WITH ALL YOUR KOOL AND RANDOM LOOKING
MOVES
!
SO YAH IF JESUS WAS IN THE HEAVEN
NOW
THAT MUST MEAN HE WAS A BUDDHIST MONK
LEANING DUDE
LIKE
ME
2
NO
W
!
WELL YAH..HE WAS MY ROLE MODEL AS A YOUNG MAN
ANYWAY..SO THAT WOULD BE EVEN MORE SUPER DUPER KOOL..
AS I COULD TRULY SAY I WAS LITERALLY
WALKING IN THE
BLISSFUL AND PEACEFUL FOOTSTEPS
OF THAT REAL DUDE
JESUS
!
WELL..IT DON’T GET MUCH BETTER THAN THAT..
BUT YAH..THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT ON OR
ABOUT JULY 22ND 2013
2
SO I NEVER DOUBT
NOW THAT MORE
AMAZING THINGS
I AIN’T EVER EXPERIENCED IN THIS
YES..THIS..REAL LIFE
NOW..
IS
MORE
2
COME
2
!
NO DAM FAIRLY TALE OF IMAGINATION…
THIS IS ALL REAL STUFF THAT I CAN TOUCH AND FEEL
AND THAT YES..OTHER FOLKS IN REAL LIFE..CAN TOUCH
AND
FEEL
2
!
BLISS
IS
ALLITIS
ALLAGODALLAH
OR
WHATEVER I AM
JOINED WITH
NOW
!
I
T SIMPLY IS
IS
BLISS
ALLAsonE
!
Well.. approaching 1222 words
NOW
!
so
i guess i’ll end/publish it here
and fill in the rest with some
evidence..photos..videos..
ETC.
later
!
oh and by the way..if i look a little uncomfortable
in those first three photos..
my wife
IS
hiding behind
me giving me a dam
wedgie
!
Ah..she’s so mischievous
THAT
GIRL
!
Oh and by the way2
if i find myself walking on water
or any of that..i’ll make sure
i take my iPhone5 to get evidence
of that
2
!
Yah!..not only did i find that Jesus WAS reportED to do
that but also some Full Buddhahood folks
and yes!
one of my favorites
!
Ninjas
2
!
Hmm..at least some folks told me most all my life
i look like that
statue dude..in that
Sargent Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band..
Album Cover..
nah..maybe i’m Captain Salt
but i ain’t
no friggin
Sargent Pepper..
and after all it’s just
a statue out of John Lennon’s
yard
right…
just
a
n
o
t
h
e
r
day in the life
ISALL………………………
NOW
AHHH..THE LAST NOTE
OF THAT
SONG
LUV
IT
NOW
2
!
and this song
2
Something about Kashmir
strikes a chord with
me
3
but as usual..
i digress..
have..
a..
nice..
NOW
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