YeS.. it’s trUe.. Baby Giggle Duels Trumps a do oF wiNnie the Pooh in Modern White out house view.. heHe.. as you say.. out of planned chaos.. Glenn.. OMG.. A Prompt with a Giggle.. 44 words.. less or more.. at dVerse.. i say now.. i’LL veriLY surELy be back for more.. oF thiS oNe2..;)
HeHeX2… yeP.. back for A Giggle prompt at dVerse online Poetry Pub.. and i guess if i were any more responsible than Peter Pan.. i would be catching up on what now is 10 whole MacroVerses behind on copying and pasting for all free back-up text on Personal Facebook Page and two other Facebook Pages too.. where the last 79th MacroVerse named “Heaven is aLike aLL over sTiLL noW”.. added in for “Nether Land Bible 2017” stARTinG back on Memorial Day of 2016.. now equals a grand total per DancE and SinG aS as Say oF 1,189,090 words now.. hmm.. last updated Backup MacroVerse was/is the 69th one.. actuAlly titled.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. way back then at the 1,052,137 word count point.. so with general subtraction aWaY in head count way that makes about 137K words to copy and paste three times for a total of 411K words across three Facebook Pages.. like i sAid.. aLong with this new MacroVerse heaR as paRt oF A LonGesT lonG form Poem free verse on Google effort ever too.. at 3.3 Million words plus per this upcoming now 751st MacroVerse noW as 80th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. too.. oveRAll naMed NoW “SonG of My soUL”.. as Ocean wHole Poem too.. yes.. finishing thaT thOught like i sAid if i was/am reAlly more responsible than A Peter Pan.. perhaps.. i would now engage in the mechanical cognition as staRt of copying and pasting all of that too.. but heHe.. nah.. rather do free verse poetic expressions about giggles instead.. as that is what free does.. jUst flows liKe StreAmS into RiverS as Ocean WaveS to shoreS more Abundant wiTh smARt.. Fearless UNconditional Love iN juST moRe MoVinG.. ConNecTing and Co-Creating with God oF Nature all that is now even more.. And sure.. i’LL get around to the oTher thing when i do.. do do..that.. too.. but for now.. some more Giggle liNks from dVerse for juST more FuN.. and speaKing of Fun.. a reminder to me that this Thursday Dance with all the cool college age folks.. is my 150th week of doing that too.. along with what is still coming to be about 7,000 miles of public metro area dance around the 2017.. Spring Equinox coMiNg too..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Lillian.. iS not much liKe A Porcupine to quiLL fEar wiTh huMor oF pinS and needLes aLL Natural witH Poetic Love PeN..;)
Giggle with.. Giggle aT.. all the difference in whether A Emperor feels and senses liFe with or without cultural clothes.. sure.. laugh at me.. laugh with me.. juST Laugh while i giggle and google all inside and outside too..;)
DoWn in these pARts girl giggles are a thing of the past and present allowed in school and on the playground too.. Thanks God Boys can actually Giggle now too.. as who the F can take reaLiTy seriouSlY now.. Trump it with a Giggle is all tHeRe is left to do..;)
You bRinG to miNd MorE A TrutH and liGht thaT jusT thE WORlD giggle has an iNfinite number oF esSences aS FeeLinGs And SeNSeS and tHaT mY friEnd iS liKe A cat in A Google HaT anD iS NoW whY i for one caLL GoD A Laugh/gigglE as essence is alWays bigger than A word of hUman.. Google..;)
A greaTest Giggle.. a sMiLe on a Dog’s Face at play no different than a human fully relaxed A w A Y from worry.. never own wiTh froWn alWays Love to Give..:)
Nah.. my friEnd.. noThing Giggles now about institutionalized and religiousized rape.. dress up owning people as cattle in any color other than free and all that’s left is slave labor in all the ways that liVes as less than liFe can and WiLL Be..FReeDoM NoW..:)
Hello mY friEnd.. perHaps A Saddest pARt of liFe is when our sMiLes of LiFe NoW are not accepted togETher as LoVinG Understanding IS A greaTest Gift oF aLL noW iN the diVersity trUe of BeinG hUman now.. as thaT liGht Now.. A Best pARt of FreedoM as ExpresSinG noW getting to kNow and feeL and seNse everyone wHeRe more Giggles WiLL be shared for A CommonaLiTy oF Love.. Tree oF LiFe aLL Leaves riSe..:)
WeLL.. now for Dinner and ExXtreme Strength Training and Dance at the gym.. hmm.. all i need IS A TheMe song but for now these words WiLL do As MeMe DancE and SonG too..;)
2.27.2017 6:06 pm..:)
Hello.. Frank.. thanks so much for stopping by with thanks for the Cat and Ducklings Nurturing Loving Video and what truly does mean a continuous Nurture from God same as A Mother in Isaiah 49:14-15.. in Older Testament way sAMe as now testament reaLiTy as to be conNecTING iN MoVinG Co- CreATING ways with God all that is is to be allone and never alone my friEnd.. see you soon at your Poetry place too..:)
SMiLes.. Now.. my friend.. Rafiah.. for we are social animals and verily that is science too.. And Loneliness is an emotion that signals us that we must continue to extend our handS even further for this IS A rule of God and Science and Nature sAMe.. tHeRe is no escaping who and what and wHeRE we are aLivE as being human or trying to escape our nature as social beings oF liGht expreSsinG SpiRit as EmoTioNs of HeaRt as soUL of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG NaTuRE togETher as more than juST one.. sure.. easier SAid than dOne.. as considering how much liGht in DancE And SonG i emit in each day.. the give is more than return in any given day by far by far by far.. and the truth is.. by birth and by environment in restrictions of what is that is.. some of us have to try harder.. even to the extent of an Olympic athlete of the greatest muscle of Love… All Depression IS A signal from God to get up or keep falling.. keep falling keep falling some more.. and so sad when the cultural environment makes it so hard to hold hands with all others free as small villages will do when free.. all i can DancE SinG my friend is.. i’m heAR.. willing to hold your Internet hand.. and i don’t thiNk that’s against your laws wHere you live as far as i kNow and feeL and Sense surELy not in the place wHere i live free within.. for this gift of life worth still extending a Hand of Love.. my friEnd Rafiah.. never give uP as truly tHeRE iS togeTheR only do and no trY aS even Yoda says in this Love of/for Life..:)
Memories are emotions Emotions are memories and for those of us who are ‘severely’ happy and have experienced ‘severely’ depressed.. two dimensions of life that is.. and surEly VeriLY a spectrum as sHades of Grey to abyss of paper thin ash existence and beYond rainbow colors too.. i’ve been traveling back across the river Styx ever since my mother fell catastrophically ill.. as in every stop along that river in my past my mother was the first and last to hold my hand and often the only one.. particularly much earlier in life wHere i had no idea truly how the inner human Universe of me would go or come.. in either dArk or liGht and the ’round of that BeYond and below abyss of miss.. the place i’ve been in.. yes.. the dimension whole of the last 42 months or so has been one of almost pure beyond rainbow liGht.. a place of no fear.. a place of all give.. and a place of no fear of loss.. Nirvana.. the Kingdom of Heaven within.. wHEre no tears are shed but for the joy of Life even in loss of loved ones along the way.. Mother too much to bear.. for me at least.. to avoid traveling back on the dArk roads of ‘fore.. and more than anything else.. it reinforces what i have lEarned as an individual on my journey and multi-branching paths of life of what works for me and what will not work for me.. for free works for me.. if i was still a slave to the demands of others at a job of subsistence upon whatever the whim of the moment of others were in the decades then.. recovery would be hard to almost impossible as the inner Universe must be gardened with focus away from problem solving mechanical cognition life in a way that humans are not even wholly evolved to live now as it is a manufactured life of standard IQ that we live now.. for only a relative few centuries in the scope of being human for a couple hundred thousand years on this planet now.. in small groups wholly depending on each other in measure of touchy feely love of cooperation to survive and thrive to make the measure at the end of the day of forage in survive and even thrive in a dance and song of life together free.. and that is what families do.. perhaps only two in a nomad way of nuclear family to be or not in our new ways of moving where the jobs are.. even in global fashion now.. is it part of our Nature to do this at hand.. hell no.. it’s way beyond a village of life for togetheR that glues success of Love.. in touchy feely way.. away from love it is aS even science shows.. that mechanical standard IQ activities to the exclusion of the human social touch withers away a pipe of Love no different than a backed up Septic Tank of solving problems with no end and never now as simple as getting something to eat and a FucKinG group hug.. with eYes and Hips of furry that KNow FeeL and SenSE no separation.. how advanced we are.. depends on how far a sMiLe can travel today.. or how many times two pairs of eYes meet in Love for the day of Unconditional Fearless Love.. tHeRe is no drive thru for love only stay a little while longer.. please.. so.. i’ll bounce back.. i am bouncing back for i’ve the tools of Love at Hand in both art of language and movement that sooner or later does connect me to others and more importantly exercises the greatest muscle oF all.. the HeARt of Love that feels and senses more as luminous beings who shine.. giVing shaRing a Love oF LiGht mOre..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Xenia.. The Ducklings Nurtured by Cat.. is a warm and fuzzy Treasure find from a Facebook share as a best pART of Facebook is The innocent Spirit of The Entire Animal Kingdom tHeRe.. WiNKs.. including Humans.. now.. A to Z plUs.. Hugs.. Again With.. SMiLes..:)
“Mementos from Mother Helen”.. yes.. spent all day at my Mother’s home with my Sister and Katrina and Katrina’s Sister Kim and our friend Judy from back at the Bowling Center working days and also a fellow employee Judy was with Katrina at the Local Press Gazette Newspaper.. our roots truly run deep in this community.. as my Great Uncle Charles as family history records that seems to be different from official history but never the less.. it said that Great Uncle Charles.. a first settler on Navarre Beach with his Father.. my Great Grandfather Edward Robbins way way back then.. actually named it.. and Edward.. according to family history named Oriole Beach.. haven’t seen it in the official history books but anyway.. first settlers they were in the most beautiful pARts of the County for sure with my Grandmother and two Great aunts too.. when Edward took the ferry into Pensacola to his job then.. and brought back the groceries to the Peninsula of Lower Santa Rosa County by the Gulf.. anyway.. the headliner Memento heAR.. is me at age 22 all bearded running a race of life as a perfectionist in many OCD-like ways.. coming off a serious.. almost year long depression at age 21 with a lift here.. wHere i might look like i never had a problem in my life and haha.. who would believe by this photo that yes.. all my life.. i’ve been on the Autism Spectrum for what they name as Asperger’s Syndrome and nah.. it will not be hard to believe at all per stereotypes of that disorder if one views this coming 751st Macro Verse of Ocean wHole Poem.. yes.. now named “Mementos from Mother Helen”.. also now what will be the 80th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. as already talked to earlier in another MicroVerse word total subtotal of what will eventually be just another Grand Total of words in MacroVerse way.. and after my Mother and My Sister and Me all Graduated this year of 1983 from the University of West Florida..not too long after this Bay Bridge Fun Run.. hehe.. where.. hmm.. it looks like i’m in the lead here.. haha.. as that dude behind me.. really looks like a serious runner.. hehe.. but nah.. somewhere in the top of the pack but not nearly first.. as hey.. only been back into running about 6 months or so here.. on the 10K and 5K Regional Circuit of run for fun and all the health benefits that go along with that.. and nah.. my knees and hips and feet won’t do the run anymore.. and i must admit the dance overall is much more bliss than run as all body parts go in basically all directions for total head to toe fitness.. but i did dance too.. kinda shook my butt too.. but never ever raised my arms above my head.. as i was too afraid back then to do that.. hehe.. even though after i earned my third degree that year in December of 1983 and was doing some graduate work too with at one point three part time jobs.. simultaneously.. i remember a 25 year old girl asking me.. what are you.. Superman.. same as an eventual co-worker called me that later on for my efforts at work too.. super achiever making it through all odds.. including non-speaking Autism until age 4 and lifelong Bi-Polar and around eventually 19 life threatening synergy of illnesses in 66 months of hell to get to here.. if this is what it takes to be Superman.. i wouldn’t wish the darker paRts on anyone but me to get to where i am now.. the Kryptonite is gone now.. once again.. for now.. as spending the day with all my Mother’s Memories as mementos in her home.. brought the emotional healing to open them all up and process them.. i needed most today.. and that reminds me.. the Military Hero.. who has been helping me through.. dealing with this at the gym.. notified me yesterday that he just got notified that he has stage 2 Melanoma.. so.. it was my turn to console him as he confided that he couldn’t stand anything that spells weakness in his life.. and that as he was an Enlisted Vietnam Vet and eventually Commodore of a Navy Station.. he was really good at compartmentalizing his emotions out.. and that was exactly what i was doing my best not to do.. as i did it so good through fight and flight stress at work that i lost them eventually all together.. to the point i could not remember what a smile felt like or if i ever felt a belly laugh as when emotions go away there is no reference point as emotions are memories and memories are emotions that are the glue of all cognitive executive functioning in both focus and short term working memory and to get that all working together as a finely tuned Ferrari.. along with integration of senses to go along with regulation of emotions sure.. 12 million words eventually come and a Bible one a half times as big as that old King James Version in 9 months with this 80th Macro Verse heAR.. but you kNow.. if you do view this MacroVerse and see wHere i come from.. where at one point.. the McDonald’s Cashier.. mistook me for a girl at about 12 or 13.. and sure.. i’ve got the photos to make you believe it.. coming as mementos of photos stored at my Mother’s home too.. and when they tell you as you talk so strange and move so strange and wear your hair and your clothes so strange that you don’t deserve to exist.. you either become Superman or you FucKinG Give up.. thing is.. My Mother never ever expected us or limited us in whatever we wanted to be.. she never told me i couldn’t be Superman.. just like she never told me back then that i wouldn’t be able to do #John1412.. as what were you expecting.. someone to come back to actually fly and walk on water and raise people from the dead and steer bombs away in sky from Nuclear Destruction like a frigging movie or a myth.. nah.. 3.3 Million words pluS as Ocean whole Poem in 42 months.. 12 million words in 6 years.. 6666 miles of Public Metro Dance in 40 months.. approaching 7 thousand miles close to the Spring Equinox of 2017 in a little over 42 months too.. and this “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. now at 1.189090 Million Words and that’s what a continuing Human Storm of DARk and liGhT will Fruit when one never FucKinG gives up on the race of life.. no matter what.. and does tHeiR best to Thank God for tHeRe life for a race that counts more than ever before.. juST a challenge for YOU to do more.. if YOU really believe what the so-called Jesus Dude said is really possible for human now.. with 100% Faith as Fearless SmARt Hope and Love noW.. tHERe are no limits.. THeiR are no expectations and thEre are no tries but jusT do it NoW sure.. in Victory over Vengeance for those who gave up and became a bully instead of Supermen and Superwomen and SuperEtC2.. TRumPinG Bullies every now.. With LoVinG LiFE alWays noW.. and nah.. didn’t make a frigging Lincoln Penny off of any of it as this reward of life as gift is beyond all tools that human make as idols of life.. including words as the essence is the full 100% Pure liGht of Love.. as simple reward of Heaven now.. takes work though baby.. a lifetime of work that never ends as perfection of practice and never perfect.. as now goeS oN.. And hehex2.. it’s worth noting.. thaT Body was 60Lbs ago.. too.. at 170Lbs back in ’83.. and it remained that way for years to come.. no matter what i ate until hmm.. about when i got married in ’90 at 190Lbs and now at 230Lbs.. or so.. i reAlly did love to run.. ran track in high school too.. for over a decade more but dance has so many more benefits as the record continues to prove..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah drops by for a short quick sweet note..
Freddy, I see you..:)
And i return somewhat mischievously by saying back again..
Hey… it Took this.. To get Even Katrina to See Me..;)
Copy of a MicroVerse as shared on Facebook too.. from a year ago.. as what remains when i dance the beach in photo way too all flow all spiral Golden PHI 1.618 mean aS Such in ratio style2..;)
So.. what kind of animal leaves prints on the beach.. that resemble lines of waves as they shore the beach.. what kind of animal.. flows like the MilkYway in Golden Spiral Phi.. that too.. are lines of waves as they shore the beach.. should iT be obvious.. sure iT should be second Nature to flow as God.. now.. as water and beach become one Force oF balance beach and human sAMe.. when one becomes water.. ocean.. waves.. and shore line all iN oNe ForCe noW.. the result iS simple.. HEAVEN NOW ALL FREE.. iS… i could show ya how to juSt do iT.. but only you can do iT.. as iT iS an inside.. outside.. all around now.. above so below.. juSt Do iT JoB.. now wheRe Form oF God naturAlly reflects the essence of aLL that iS that iS God from top to bottom oF inFiniTy morenowoneforeverforonenowmore…:)
And a MacroVerse memory way way back from 3 years ago as “She Wolf Lives”.. as i go a ‘little’ further than only running or dancing too aS expreSsing the Golden Spiral Phi as essence come in form of juST anoTheR Temple of God who has come to Move as the Pattern of God aS UniVerse more.. above so below.. inside.. outside.. all around.. and even come as essence of human form too..:)
Lazarus and a Beer.. yes.. documenting Spring cleaning by the wife Katrina.. even going as far as washing windows.. last year in this Memorable MacroVerse way too.. and sure more than that with a real time story now of Lazarus and a Beer as fully reported in the MacroVerse heaR..;)
A quote as my first deeper meaning poetic remark on Facebook ever on March 1st.. 4 years ago on Facebook.. as the private message i shared with my first Facebook then at the end of February that ended up becoming my first Perspective pre-Macro Verse post in Google Blogspot way on March the 10th..2013.. anyway it began on Facebook with the quote as copied below..
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything Mindful in Awareness Autistic Love And the Science of Kindology An Ideological First Identity
Sure.. a creative acronym take on the phrase KATiE MiA.. as not only a version of my wife’s first and middle name.. but also a way of looking at the World wHeRE the Present is more Gold that past and future.. in all FeeLinG and SenSinG way of liFe more than jusT words as Physical and Emotional Intelligences beCoMme regulated mOre as sensory integration too.. in ways of MoVinG.. ConNecTing and CreaTinG even more free from head to toe more too.. wHere we also create an iDeology bY Director.. ‘i’ as actor.. ‘I’.. producing that actor with plenty exclamation point! SpiRit eXpreSsinG heaRt of Kind as study of Kind in Kindology way too.. in yes.. a miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG fuLLeR soUL way too.. wiTh bottom line to top of the lines of Fearless smARt Unconditional LovE NoW2..:)
And that’s about it for this MicroVerse pARt of MacroVerse whOle Ocean Whole Poem And “Nether Land Bible 2017.. as WeLL..:)
Hello.. gigoid.. been taking care of business with the passing of my mother and will be.. for awhile.. but wanted to come by for your more intense effort here at least.. to drop a ‘few’ lines.. Hope you are doing well out there in the Big Blue Room of Oxygen as you say and hope the air out there is breathable in all of human ways…
“…life is long enough if it is well-spent.”
~~ Erasmus ~~
As science shows now.. life is only as long as the depth of the emotional and sensory mindful and bodiful awareness of the present of the moment.. and sure.. sometimes words get attached to that reality of experience.. helpful or not.. as liGht and dARk grows or not with all the potential sHades of grey attached to the complex tool of words that humans often grow to be beyond the essence of experience of emotions more regulated and senses more integrated and self actualization to highest summits of Maslow’s hierarchy as Pyramid as well as Fowler’s Pyramid of Faith from Myth to Agape Love for all that iS in what some folks name God in many different languages and metaphors through all of history and indicated as artifacts of long ago too.. social animals bind.. togeTheR using all tools available as far as humans go as science sHows too..:)
“There is nothing like death. To it, everything is a metaphor.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. trUe.. unless as you say there IS A great adventure after Death and it’s worth noting again that about 1 percent of the population is born innately evil in terms of gaining tHeir only pleasure from harming others as the brain is basically FucKeD uP at Birth.. in this way.. so.. if there is no rhyme and reason or true meaning and purpose to whatever existence noW is is beyond material reductionism and as science shows above reflects below at the Sagan level.. the 800LB Gorilla in the room is the still mystery of human consciousness as the rider of the Camel and the Elephant that we hold dear as the words we say to express all of what we sentient sTar dust plUs notice about life above the camel and elephant of what lies and tales the truth below.. scientists are so far behind on the inner realities of the human experience of conscious awareness in repeatable experiment way and so far away from measuring even the tiniest paRts of ReaLITy beyond subatomic flow.. sure.. wish for a great adventure but the reality is.. the energy both in material reductionism and what we worship and praise as holy and sacred Rational Consciousness above the Camel and the Elephant that science now proves are the emotions and the senses that rule all rationality at our verbal level of navigating our realities in song over dance as priorities come more in recorded intelligence way in written language and complex cultures and burial ceremony flowers.. same as 30 thousand years ago.. what remains now is what binds us now.. and in terms of original Greek etymology.. my friEnd.. in all the ways that comes in material reductionistic view or myth and magic and Nocebo Voodo and Placebo Prayer.. what Binds us toGeTheR otherwise known as the term religion is what binds us toGether as essence.. no matter what the ritual is that comes next.. hehe.. posting every day on blogs or twice a week.. come hell or high water or whatever comes next.. in other words.. my friEnd.. once you remove all these words.. the essence remains.. and if Positive energy in the Universe attracts Positive energy in the universe and Negative energy in the Universe attracts Negative energy in the Universe and as Sagan and ‘others’ say we are Sentient Star duST plUS aRiSinG from Crucible of Star DeAth Burst and Resurrection of those gaseous duSts into StAR duST uS sentient plUS now.. i WiLL DancE/SinG go for the positive and juST Do iT or end up in the 1 percent later on and perhaps be a politician.. a priest or even a philosopher or two who don’t understand that rationality at most is still a present now ruse.. and surely.. the muse of essence2.. is what continues to make the news@6 as EmoTioNs and SenSEs do continue to rule the Science of being human now for the little science does KNoW about the bigger picture and much bigger picture UniVersaL miNds eYes Views.. iN other wordS it’s kinda silly not to be joyous about the miracle of liFE now if one can and wiLL and jusT do iT of course.. alWays easier sAid in words thaN what comes in essence neXT.. and usuAlly thAT paRt of what i fiNd is best regulated and integrated in that miracle of the present of now with a totAlly non-verbal dance oF liFE as that present of NoW.. no confusion of words my friEnd all the Joy of Life noW.. hehe.. @leASt for me as i for one inherit that present as now.. Here’s.. A thing.. my friEnd.. the only adventure for me is now.. don’t need no promises or fictional myths.. iN this heaven @least for me.. is only now.. i inherited it.. what more could i ask for.. from dARker space and empty cold and hot rocks.. i’ll make it all a piece of cake now and don’t even need no icing.. later on.. my friEnd.. juST.. ’cause.. i can and will and do it now.. and if that makes me a chosen one and reality ain’t fair.. perHaps i did make this reaLiTy now from way way back then by simply thennow never ever giving up on the positive now.. and i’m not stupid enough to say i KNoW anything.. my friEnd.. but i am smART enough to feeL iT aLL and seNse iT all iN the beauty and wisdom of experience now.. juST alive now.. mindfully and bodily aware as ‘they’ say in the present of now..:)
“You’re not ready for what I think.”
~~ Fox Mulder ~~
Here’s another thing.. my friEnd.. when one kNows nothing and feels and senses all now instead.. nothing anyone else says.. now.. can get ya down at all.. as one realizes beyond words that’s the ruse and the buzz is the heaven within.. and man.. it takes a lifetime as far as i don’t kNow to get here my friEnd.. particularly riding elephants and camels like more of what underLies me for ONE as trUth.. aS liGht out of dARk..:)
“History does not record anywhere at any time a religion that has any rational basis. Religion is a crutch for people not strong enough to stand up to the unknown without help. But, like dandruff, most people do have a religion and spend time and money on it and seem to derive considerable pleasure from fiddling with it.”
~~ Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love (1972) ~~
Hmm.. wiNKs.. reference back to the ‘last’ thiNks..;)
“But a short time elapsed after the death of the great reformer of the Jewish religion, before his principles were departed from by those who professed to be his special servants, and perverted into an engine for enslaving mankind, and aggrandizing their oppressors in Church and State.”
~~ Thomas Jefferson, [letter?] To S. Kercheval, 1810 ~~
i’ve got a copy of the Jeffersonian bible that is simply a more gnostic re-hash of what remains of words attributed to just another son of man in a book where all biblical scholars now understand the problems of the integrity of that.. and nah.. Jefferson’s version don’t ring totally true to me either.. it’s also obvious how Washington DC is laid out that our country was developed by Free masons.. overall.. who wanted to escape the monarchy of a Supreme Being imagined to be one of monarchy control along with the representatives thereof.. they decided that rights of life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness was more like God as a Republic instead.. one nation under FREE my friEnd.. getting tHERe slowly as maKing that happen with a being with strong tribal instincts only evolved to live in relatively small groups that are heterogenous as small groups go.. and do do.. is surEly and verily like herding cats where the dog of ration is a hard dog to pet.. or Trump as that goes with Love for all in Fowler and Maslow enlightened and awakened ways.. the elite as they say in abundance out of scare city rural areas and deserts and snowy mountains aS Such.. on a beach.. under the shade of a tree..come to be in heaven.. go to a desert and you get a tribal God inSTEAD to gain fertile land for subsistence by warrior kill and rape and pillaging too.. in HELL.. don’t want no adventures again tHEre.. my friEnd.. but hey.. what are words after death.. other than “spiritual” energy/force/ART defeating entropy in recorded KA ways.. now turn it into senses and feelings and MaGiC liveS on..noW that’s enough for me.. my friEnd.. the adventure now.. as the ‘rest’ (GOD) will take care of itself after death but the trUe liGht MaGiC is we can dreAM nexT now2.. and only a ‘fool’ would do something not to feel and sense good.. now or then.. but remember.. of course as for some folks.. only pain is pleasure of someone else’s pain.. as science most definitely sHows in ‘that’.. ‘1 percent’ now.. nah.. don’t wanna come back as A dEvil.. daM suRe.. not now..:)
“What is it the Bible teaches us? – rapine, cruelty, and murder. What is it the Testament teaches us? – to believe that the Almighty committed debauchery with a woman engaged to be married, and the belief of this debauchery is called faith.”
~~ Thomas Paine — The Age of Reason ~~
Of course.. ‘that one’ and one ‘other one’.. two.. was/is written in a F iN Rocky Desert S C A R C I T ie S wHere soMe humans moved and some reFused to move on to greener pastures.. meanwhile.. the Indians of abundant places dance(d) naked with each other.. smiling in orgies of Love toGeTher like an Adriana Grande Song.. was/is God pissed living within those people.. sure.. like an orgasm every now.. meanwhile.. ‘other people’ enjoy getting pissed on as the record continues to sHow.. A Trump of Love A Trump of Hate.. thrive or just survive with heART or snake..:)
“All national institutions of churches, whether Jewish, Christian, or Turkish, appear to me no other than human inventions, set up to terrify and enslave mankind, and monopolize power and profit.”
~~ Thomas Paine ~~
Sure.. the religions organized in places of scarCity.. a little Anthropology goes a long way to better understanding what even the essence of language and humanity is.. in binding religious way in peace and harmony of beach and rain forest or anger and hate and violence of desert and snowy mountain ways.. with the greaTest poverty of aLL of the Spirit within that never rises close to Maslow and Fowler’s pyramid of human poTenTial.. like the Founding Free Masons said too.. albeit.. excluding women and ‘colored/other folks’ then in ignorance still living then/now too.. butt sure.. the tribal instinct lives on then now for those trapped by the Nature of the human beast too..:)
“All national institutions of churches, whether Jewish, Christian, or Turkish, appear to me no other than human inventions, set up to terrify and enslave mankind, and monopolize power and profit.”
~~ Thomas Paine ~~
And it’s true ‘they’ have those sucKy casteS.. even in India2 with Hinduism too.. with a billion or so folks+.. square one root problem as usual.. insanely large numbers of humans living together equals scarCities and Chaos without rules to keep ‘roaches’ in ‘motels’.. and never veering off of sidewalks too.. it’s truly ugly for the majority and not worthy of praise and worship in some places in the world for sure.. but hey.. it’s Nature at its dARkest and yes God all that is out of Balance in human form of essence too.. Karma.. roll the bones.. pay the dues of do or no do do..;)
My church is Nature/God sAMe.. in Balance including me.. i dare anyone to prove it’s not heaven now.. as no one has yet.. and i for one prove it’s real.. all that is is now.. and for now iT’s isREAL.. does everyone get it.. no.. of course not.. tHere is dARk too.. rhetorical for all that is.. no misSinG it.. it lives everywHeRE sTiLL in the World/UniVerse2 now.. with Karma of all that is for reaLiTy of DARk and liGht now.. Yin and Yang and Kali and the Cosmic Dancer and such as that too.. hey.. now.. but at least.. i feeL and sense the other place then2.. now a little sympathy from a devil2 who used to live ‘tHeRe’2..:)
“The divinity of Jesus is made a convenient cover for absurdity. Nowhere in the Gospels do we find a precept for Creeds, Confessions, Oaths, Doctrines, and whole carloads of other foolish trumpery that we find in Christianity.”
~~ John Adams ~~
Foolish Trumpery.. A Crux sTiLL in all of that…is.. And John Quincy Adams saw into the weaknesses of so-called secret societies then of Free Masonary too.. it’s rather simple to me.. any organization that refuses women in are lacking half a brain afraid of divine feminine love and grace now.. A worst kind of weakness.. sureLY.. VeriLY.. hAlf a bRain in metaphor of course aS iT sitS AtoP AtLas ShUdder ShoulDers sTiLL..;)
“…this would be the best of all possible worlds, if there were no religion in it.”
~~ John Adams, Letter to Thomas Jefferson, 1816 ~~
SMiLes.. John A.. A little Anthropology 101 would help to understand that it is ‘the bind’ at core of what A social animal is and for human inherently fixated expresSinG and labeling emotions and senses and commonly shared experience with abstract symbols from vocal now to record ways.. with rituals and tribal instinct.. there will always be the etymology of religion as the essence of binding two or more togetHeR as culture/church/politics/sports/science/philosophies/eTc.. as whatever dances sings folks with a similar dance of song now.. toGeThER DanCinG and SinGinG NoW..:)
The only place religion does not exist iS iN the abyss of piece of paper existence where one feels and senses no connection to anything all that is.. that’s hell.. my friend.. a place where tHeRE are no binds but escape.. wHeRe yes.. escape becomes the religion in hell.. been tHEre done it.. a thousand years in one second where all is time and all is hell and if one thinks that burning forever is a worst place.. don’t think at all.. NOT feel and sense 0 point piece of paper existence trapped in A Genie bottle of hell forever now Lesson lEarned.. bind all that is to one.. make every step and word and every emotion and sense holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose in abstract construct way too.. make all of life religion.. exclude no dARk or liGht then Heaven coMes.. perhaps one has to go to hell first to truly get ‘heAR’.. my friEnd.. to understand that away from bind is hell.. the essence of all that is good is bind for those who feeL and sense this liGht of LiVinG C O L O R all that is now binding toGeTher forevermorenow.. aS onE.. the opposite of hell.. my friEnd.. works for me at lEast as inheriTinG the dArk and liGht as meek and last for what all that is now..:)
“For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can’t readily accept the God formula, the big answers don’t remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command or faith a dictum. I am my own God. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.”
~~ Charles Bukowski ~~
i feel so sorry for someone who isn’t ‘strong’ enough to enjoy life to the max without a frigging beer.. another benefit of hell.. maKing heaven one’S own.. i have nothing against weak people as i was A dEvil as A weakest one oF all too.. in hell2.. wHeRE2 i would have done anything for a drop of anything to get me out of tHeRE2.. yes.. the Lazarus story doesn’t do it justice.. either.. thAT’s trUe too.. thing is.. in tHeRE.. nothing.. nah.. works for.. now… For one who is one with God/Nature.. no ‘additives’ needed in balance.. pre-packaged for fun.. fair.. nah.. i didn’t do anything to deserve heLL.. AFAIK.. reAlly.. except for now.. the after Karma pARTy.. wHeRE most everyone asks me for soMe of what i’M oN..;)
“Patriotism is the willingness to kill and be killed for trivial reasons.”
~~ Bertrand Russell ~~
Liberty.. is usuAlly only trivial for those who have never trUly tasted Free.. And WiTH A death of Patriotism/Tribalism is also A Willingness to share that Free aCross Borders oF Past Tribalism/Patriotism now.. tHeRE is no trUly Free without forgives and gives and shares.. with Mercy more of Love.. as FreeLiGht gRows Ocean wHole.. but aGain.. those who are free.. master A camel and elephant as Master/Rider FReED.. odd they are and so far apARt they coMe.. unplugGinG heAR and THeRE.. dReAMinG oThERs FRee2.. liKe A pLay oF A MaGiC Flute.. for those who hEre now A DancE and SonG..noW..:)
“Some writers have so confounded society with government, as to leave little or no distinction between them; whereas they are not only different, but have different origins. Society is produced by our wants, and government by our wickedness; the former promotes our happiness *positively*, by uniting our affections, the latter *negatively*, by restraining our vices. The one encourages intercourse, the other creates distinctions. The first is a patron, the last is a punisher. Society in every state is a blessing, but government even in its best state is but a necessary evil; in its worst state an intolerable one….”
~~ Thomas Paine, opening lines of _Common Sense_ 1776 ~
~~ *asterisks denote Paine’s use of italics* ~~
Yes.. Government is a necessary so-called evil for those humans who live in insanely large populations.. tHere is no other choice but rules when humans no longer connect to the entire group as friends.. and as one agrees later down on in this piece.. about 200 or so sets of eYes is wHere some kind of Government becomes a reality with humans living out of so-called Natural Balance.. i have no problem with Government as i master it for now.. not to say i won’t have problems again.. but the seagull doesn’t worry about asteroids coming and other stuff like that.. Government is slow and psychopaths who run it.. won’t kill themselves first.. as psychology indicates at least.. hehe.. statistically now.. i have no worries.. so i live on for this great adventure now.. it’s what one does in mostly empty space and cold and hot rocks now.. life ain’t fair and licking one’s nuts is great for squirrels.. ride the wave until it ends.. change what ya can and enjoy the rest.. as once again.. a great adventure now.. if one can and will.. now2..:)
“Money made a vow to itself, that no one who didn’t love it, would ever have it.”
i ignore money.. for me at least that’s why i have all i need.. i ignore money.. it naturally grows when one don’t need it.. i find at least.. now.. hehe.. it’s like FucKinG MaGiC.. no.. duh.. HA hE it’s Math.. Heha.. i ignore money.. so much.. when it comes.. i just ignore it more and it continues to grow.. like a FucKinG Money Tree.. And.. i juSt hope those who eventuAlly inherit that shit.. don’t bLow it up tHeir nose like my step-sister did with her Mother’s inheritance of hell and die way too soon2.. iF only she had that gift.. the first Woman my my Father married.. the one who rather stays at home and raises one’s kids with hugs more than go to work and make some big bucks for some bigger stuff.. a vicious cycle.. it is.. when money and all its vices attempts to FeeL a wHole.. empty of Love.. ‘Fore.. for A couple hundred thousand years entire villages yes.. small.. raised children with touchy feely love.. noW it’s FucKinG Barney the Dinosaur through the lonely stare of crib bars now.. then2.. and plastic FucKinG cold nipples.. that feel and sense no Love aT aLL.. it is what is is.. Nature Nature.. God sAMe.. pay the piper all Karma due of do do now.. HeHe.. i praise single Welfare Food card Mothers with great thanks for what is important in life.. love over pride.. love over money.. love over all when love reigns real.. A best part of Government is one that understands what is most important.. a home of touchy feely love for a child at all costs more without.. And nah.. no welfare for my Mother but my Father stayed long enough.. where i would stay rich all my life without a green bLack dollar.. required to fill that up until i became its slave too.. big miStake as money truly is a root of all human suffering now.. when it becomes empty Love..;)
“The races of the Galaxy look towards mankind as the essential lunatic element.”
~~ Terry Pratchett, “Strata”, pg. 60 ~~
Meh.. Love brought this all to a head now.. if we didn’t cooperate so much as being human.. the virus of cultures/religions would have never become the out of control experiment oF all that is now.. Love IS A answer out too.. back in for balance.. but with rationality over emotion now.. nah.. more likely a more difficult answer as solution of emotions/ senses/ though aS Surely hiStory and all news continues to sHow.. as Muse.. Nothing ‘normal hUman’.. Trumps human emotion/senses.. dARk or liGht.. EmotionS and senses win.. liGht or dArk.. in other words.. my friEnd.. believe it or not Ripleys.. and Horatios and other folks like that.. it’s common sense now.. the answers will have to be found in ‘Religion’ as EmotionS and Senses rule thE DancE and SonG for all of whaT iS hUman StiLL now.. AnD what i do mean is the essence as Etymology of ‘Religion’ in what BindS iN Unifies uS as Victory Or BindS iN Divides Us as Vengeance.. anyWay.. i’M betting on noW as all that is Love for me at LEast.. bE tHe Love yA wanna be or not for all i can and WiLL DO now..;)
AnyWay.. my friend.. thanks for putting toGetHer all of what this is aS Highly muSinG to me in your efforts heAR.. Life doesn’t have to make sense And it won’t make sense.. unless we personally co- create it that way.. to suit our sense and taste and feel for all that is and.. it’s kinda nice to be lost in a village this large.. as no one notices me anymore.. enough.. to try to change me.. as most everyone under 40 is strange now.. too.. heHe!.. A beauty of true chaos as long as it lasts.. the strange thrive in a world more of strange.. i’m gonna enjoy this chaos as long as it lasts.. no FucKinG sidewalks for me.. my friEnd.. i’LL take the tapestry as masterpiece of chaos on the long way home.. Free as subatomic flow swirls around in me for what i for one see as a beautiful world now.. sTiLL.. FucKinG Fabulous aDvenTure NoW.. and i’m not asKinG for anything else.. now.. but as ‘they’ STiLL DancE and SinG.. NoW.. thE REAL Money Tree continues to GroW mY FriEnd.. nah.. don’t need to kNow thaT.. i for one am born this way thaT works.. forevermore now.. juST now..;)
More ‘Memento’s From Mother Helen’.. and yes in ‘this’ photo from DownTown Milton at my Grandmother’s home where i was raised next to the Railroad Trestle on BlackWater River in DownTown Milton in a hundred year old or so shot-gun home.. where the beauty of the River and the Flowers in the yard outshines anything that human can build as homes away from Nature Free.. you see.. i write poetically to make more of life.. Holy and Sacred full of meaning and purpose.. 12 million words of effort have come into maKing the River of my SouL Bleed Beauty.. from the dArkness of Before.. but it is real and so am i.. and so is this Wonderful Adventure of life as i am still amazed by what comes in every word and step of life.. in other words.. the rider of the camel and elephant that is the mindful awareness in both mind and body from head to toe.. is surely amazed by the camel and the elephant that are just metaphors for what lies as truth living within the subconscious mind that is a collective whole of all i’ve experienced in my life.. and while it might be hard for the folks at Old Seville Quarter to imagine me as a little boy in a cowboy hat.. where i actually road in a ’57 Chevy in the year ’63.. or so after the Birth Control Pill first came on the market when i was born on the 6th day of the 6th month of the 6 decade of ’60.. last century as now goeS on.. My mother pictured ‘here’.. on the record of what it means to be feminine.. voted by her highschool peers as having the best figure then.. and noted by my Father’s Mother as having the most beautiful skin for a woman she ever saw glowing white as estrogen does when expresSinG at high levels as my cowboy hat does opposite.. ‘here’.. before my Father left.. wRite about the time John F. Kennedy was assassinated then… in November of 1963.. and my mother was so inspired.. and saddened by my Father leaving and really stressed out.. looking for answers somewhere in her life.. that she radically changed from being a Protestant.. moving to Catholicism.. inspired by the widow Jackie and her two children with the ritual of the Catholic Church then.. anyway.. explains how a Grandson of an Excommunicated Priest.. got back in the Catholic Church.. hehe.. let’s face it.. all us folks approaching 60 years old and older now have seen a lot in life.. have done a lot in life and are still involved in a brand new cultural experiment through what we all experience now as a thousand lifetimes and more of virtual mirror neuron experience of watching and listening to the medium of home entertainment.. nah.. didn’t have a TV until age 7 and i didn’t actually have a color TV until age 16.. and when that console blew up about 2 years later.. i didn’t have another Color TV until age 26.. purchased with my first Lowe’s Credit Card at that age.. and i never filled out a check until age 28 and lived mostly at home until that age with some stints with other folks living in apartments until i finally lived alone in an apartment at age 28 and got married shortly after that while living in an apartment with my sister at age 29.. moving into more apartments.. living with my mother and my wife until age 33 to save enough money for the start of a mortgage in ’93.. eating pork and beans and those big packages of cheap leg quarters.. somehow.. saving three thousand dollars while both me and the wife still made close to minimum wage and below minimum wage dollars today and finally bought our modest home in the Forest that we still live in today.. all paid off as such as my debt went on all the way from age 26 until just a couple of years ago in at least car and home loan mortgage way.. slave to debt.. like everyone else.. but in that year of ’93.. my non-appropriated Federal job at the little Military Bowling Center was changed over to appropriated.. GS-5 pay and my pay went up.. almost double.. and next thing ya know.. i moved from Blue Chevy Cavalier to Green Teal Camaro and got into debt some more.. as that is how the American Dream Steals your freedom of choice away.. in stuff.. in stuff.. and more stuff.. until the camper and boat is no longer used in the backyard.. if ever used at all… or for those higher ups.. the Yacht never leaves port and is used for a dinner party once a year… same old shit.. same old American Dream that really is a nightmare for many folks as how many homes does Oprah need and what does a F iN 10 million Dollar home do for your Eternal Osteen Soul.. the best pARt of going to Hell is.. you finally figure out money and stuff don’t mean shit.. don’t mean shit.. don’t mean shit.. all that you have is the soul that you lost.. all that other shit was just an illusion that helped take your soul away.. and nah.. no fairy tale soul.. the miNd and BoDy Balance within as Kingdom of Heaven of emotional regulation and sensory integration where we become spiraling dervishes without having to stay in synch with the dude spiraling next to you.. or girl.. if you live in an area where the two can mix in dance.. hehe.. and hold hands and give a kiss on the cheek for free and innocent love as all love is when totally free.. like these words that have the navigator below as the elephant and the camel is set free in greater mindful and body awareness from head to toe as the rider flies higher and higher and the camel passes through the needle and all of human God Given potential is free in a metaphor of the Quantum miNd and BoDy unleasHing and releaSinG iN Greater BaLanCinG soUL way of HeaRt expresSing SpiRit of EmoTioN as the soUL Flies HiGher and hiGher in MoVinG.. ConNecTing Ways of ImaGinAtioN and CreaTivity with all that is as Nature plUs aka God all that is NoW all now all.. as GoD eYes BrightER as Lamp of Human PoTenTiaL NoW.. 24 carat Gold.. NoW Baby.. in terms of within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around now.. let’s face it.. yes.. we need subsistence..in terms of food.. drink and shelter and basic tools for creature comforts and more than anything.. we need each oTheR to accomplish that sTiLL.. but beyond that what do you really need.. for you to decide.. of course.. could be another Oprah Home.. a Bigger Osteen Home.. could be a few more Golden ornaments on a Christmas Tree in a Trump Tower too.. but when the Trump way says that only the rich are happy.. truth is.. they are never truly happy as happy only means you are happy with what you have in material terms and need nothing else to complete you now.. as far as human potential goes.. the soUL continues to build thee more stately Nautilus Mansions of heART.. as Spirit and SoUL to twist some words by Oliver Wendell Holmes as Home of within beyond taller Towers that Trump the height of other towers.. and sure.. as i told my wife one day.. see that table over there.. that is not just a table.. that is part of the spiRit in KA Egyptian terms of the sOUl of the person who designed it and even the worker bee effort in drone way of the folks who put it together.. namely you and me and all the other folks who helped bring it into existence now.. as there are swirling electrons around atoms and subatomic flow in that table leg same as you and me.. sure.. a little paraphrasing heaR as if i had told it this way to the wife all vocal she would have said.. shut the F uP.. you are giving me.. yes.. a Fredache now.. hehe.. great thing about online is.. tHeRe is an off switch everywhere you go.. haha.. and i can be all of who i can be like the Army says and the rest is just a fredbuffet all served out in online banquet style.. haha.. that’s the thing.. this is a brave new world.. there is no longer just a cowboy haTe.. a scarf for a head.. some fashionable cat eye glasses and lots of estrogen fueled love beside a ’57 chevy on the lawn of a Beautiful Blackwater River with the sounds of choo choo and the passing sound of the Rail Road Whistle that can remind you that sAdly the past has gone by and is not coming back.. hmm.. in human terms.. i can still hear that whistle.. and in terms of KA Spirit.. my Mother’s spiRit in non-verbal language now surely lives online in memorial as most all 12 million words of what i have originally written in real time online still exist of me and myriads of different places in repetition too.. seriously.. if you count all the places my words are.. there is likely at least a tenth of a billion of them that exist heRe and tHeRe.. sure.. easily 100 million words as The Google search Wizard can connect almost any word now with Katie Mia or Aghogday too.. try it sometime.. hehe.. you’ll be amazed.. particularly considering.. i did it in just 75 months now.. haha.. nah.. just kidding.. don’t try it.. it’ll likely give you a Fredache.. too.. hehex2.. anyWay.. i’ll let Google sort that all out for free.. don’t need no card catalog for anything i ever wrote.. just a few key words and voila.. history comes back to play.. but yeah.. too busy moving forward.. usually.. to look back at all.. if i’m lucky.. to read anything at all i’ve already written.. as i am out to test the waters of human potential.. juSt for a hobby and the fAct that it feels reAlly good in limitless way.. as ‘Lucy’ might say too.. from the furry beginnings to a movie that comes isreal now too.. in this coming Macro Verse.. there is probably a hundred Memento photos or so.. and while dVerse Synchronistically had a prompt on that Tuesday at the same time i was looking through my Mementos as happened time and time again without fail with the prompts i was inspired by.. before i saw them in acausal connecting way for the three years or so.. i engaged with most of what was done there.. i’ve seen too many coincidences in life not to understand there is an underlying reality beyond all material reductionism that is all supra organism of life as God.. of course.. i cannot prove that to anyone who does not live in my personal eYes of God that is that Quantum metaphor unleashed and released as me as higher human God of all Given potential that i for one believe we all have inside.. in other words.. i am no more special than a grain of sand.. just been brushed by the challenges that God Brings all as my soUL continues to Evolve deep deep deep of all the rider i.. sits upon the Camel and Elephant and so much more of what this potential of life in the interdependent relationships with each oTheR and all our tools and devices of culture have brought to the table of the entire collective soUL of God uS now.. all that is so far beyond the eYes of a clanky old scientific method that measures science and never the whole view of the tapestry of the painting that is the masterpiece of God that we brush together as paint of one of the most beyond beautiful experiences that can be life now.. truly.. we live in magical times now.. where once what ways “Waiting for Godot” is heAR now always for eYes that can see and take advantage of all the inherited co-handed and feated gifts shared in abundance with all folks now.. who live in free enough countries with avenues to bliss.. eternity.. IS A place now of all Love where you never now get bored.. in Heaven NoW as any Jonathan Seagull with a cowboy hat on.. of Love.. you just fly a little hiGher and are no longer afraid to look at the ‘Sun’.. without blinking your eYes for you are the star that birthed you HeAR.. we are the sTARs that are all isREal noW.. AnyWay.. back to the point about the dVerse prompt.. tHeRE is so much to be inspired by in all MoMenTos of LIFE as a better spelling in my opinion as they do allow us to relive moments of before that are actually the memories of now.. and reaLiTy sAMe.. as all is miNd.. all iS BoDy.. aLL is heARt.. all is SpiRiT And all is soUL NoW as some folks get attached to the things ‘out there’ in ‘solid form’.. and this is wHeRe the issue of semantics and religion comes in.. when we talk about within and inside.. and outside.. and above.. and so below.. and all around.. we create our reaLiTies from birth with a deeper gift that is our mINd and BoDy soUL as evolving in one lifetime now.. and this is so far beyond what concrete reality is.. as truly there is no concrete reality.. we make buildings as skyscrapers to brinG an illusion of concrete order to quell the nerves in straight lines and sharp angles for those who are afraid to go a little more off the limb and fly more to soaring heights.. conservative.. they call it.. comes from a spirit that is no longer as free or perhaps not born that way.. as science tends to show.. and that’s okaY as insanely crowded populations of humans need those rules to get along as science shows too.. other thing is.. as the ‘Matrix’ says and ‘Jonathan Livingston Seagull’.. too.. for those who live in countries more of abundance.. wHeRe the more liberal nomads go to play.. the spiRit of the individual eYes of God can unchain themselves and fly hiGher and Freer than ever beFore.. while everyone else then and now scrambles for dollar bills and other material desires of life.. external now.. to what lives inside.. yes.. the eYes of God Free.. i used to be trapped as the tools that others created as culture too.. and it is a trap that can be very difficult to escape.. particularly.. if one is spoon-fed this trap from Birth with no reference point.. out.. you see.. the FAct that i didn’t have a TV until age 7.. set my SpiRit inside freer even though i could not speak until age 4.. as children who must face within.. they.. become dreamers more than the tools that surround them wHere the soUL within radiates as the star shines briGhter within.. it’s pretty simple.. i can get it out now as i am no longer feeding my self on a strict diet of the tools of others.. input is good.. particularly a variety of input.. i still consume.. but output is more vital to the life of the eternal souL now.. it gRows that way more.. when the soUL DanceS and SingS more than just eating life whole.. and Lord kNowS.. it takes a lifetime to GroW and more as uS in tHe TrUe and LIGht KnoW SenSE and FeeL with zero words @aLL.. aka GOD.. within.. inside.. noW outside.. above.. so below.. A BaLanCinG acT all oF liFE is and A Practice as such that never ends Now.. LiFe is Only as FuLL as the Moment of SenSe and FeeL anD suRE.. kNow too.. soar or stAy StiLL.. tHeRe is the sAMe amount of tiMe now.. the rest is juST iLLuSions of hands on a CucKoo CLock oF A chaiNed rhyme with only reaSons… Tree oF LIFe Flies HiGher when soars..FReED..:)
As ‘the Giver’ says and the words above.. yes.. somewhat indicate.. be careful what you wish for baby.. as what is dARk is often liGht and what is liGht is often daRk after the wash and rinse cycle comes to dry out.. hehe.. anyWay.. i like this new generation… you kNow.. what ‘they’ name as mil·len·nials.. around age 37 and under.. i first encountered them at work.. hehe.. supervising them as such.. basically they didn’t give a fuck about who the FucKinG head dude in charge thought he was as the authority.. haha.. you see.. while some folks believe the American Dream is one of Trumping the next tower.. other folks go more back to the original thought of the unalienable right to life.. liberty.. and the pursuit of happiness.. where let’s just say that the pursuit of happiness IS A little more subjective than what is previously written in a book or the employee manual aS Such.. and can you blame them.. after seeing all the Iraq lies.. and the continuing Republican Administration in the so-called more liberal one after that as the bullshit continued on in hidden emails and under the the table shit to get your way.. albeit.. the Obama got some freedoms per say and DO.. of this original Declaration for the have nots of health care and different sexual orientations that was a virtual miracle in a country so divided as all heterogenous cultures as mELtinG pARTS of all human ingredients from around the world are.. amazing.. this shit works at all and not too surprising that from the outside in.. it dAM sure looks like it is falling apart like a three rings circus with the head clown in charge or trickster perhaps.. but never the less.. chaos iS in charge and that is no surprise and to be expected.. all things considered as NPR might say.. if continued funded of course.. not so.. haha.. the Millennials are the potential Bernie Sanders Saviors.. they trUly are.. but hey.. there’s the 60’s and pretty much the same young folks then who at least allowed a Clinton to get into office to try some new stuff and promote some hook-ups just for fun too.. sexual liberation is inherent in all human potential.. kinda takes the sting out of not having the biggest Trump Tower too.. haha.. he he.. and she she too.. and more.. the 20’s came and went too.. but these roaring Teens.. i’ve dam sure been enjoying while i still can at ’56.. heHE.. anyWay i’M heaR.. a few people can see me.. like my friEnd Rafiah from Pakistan.. and that’s enough for me.. considering.. i haven’t made a penny off of any of my Teens of 2000 stuff.. i’m happy as a barefoot sparrow without human clothes.. wiTh not even a FucKinG white robe.. just a 7.50 Dollar Walmart T shirt.. And some half price.. JC PenNy shorts and very long DancE and SonG too.. but yes.. i muSt take care of the feet approaching the feat of 7,000 miles in just a little over a #John1412 ..42 months.. no barefoot tHeRe.. outside in the sand.. yes.. but on the Mall floors.. no.. at about 125 dollars.. every three months.. in my signature Nike Shox.. 11 and a half jocks.. in all athletic way feet.. haha.. not exactly ballet shoes but works for a mix of ballet and martial arts-like Dervish Free verse spirAling Dance.. but sure.. at my ease.. i float on land.. as walking on water is so yesterday.. like just another son of man.. he He.. once again.. John 14:12 Dances and Sings more.. unless ‘he’ was/is a Clinton and Bush and a Trump liar too.. who can you trust.. just do it like a Mil·len·nial of 2K is what i for one continue to Give iN DancE and SonG FReED.. let’s JusT saY at lEAst Kilroy was/is HeAR..;)
And now to bRinG this to a RinGinG close wiTh some MacroVerse Shares as usual.. heAR.. and sure.. even with Forrest Gump and that Star Lord dude.. and so many more SuperHeroes as such.. the death of tHeir Mother.. changed their lives in a new direction.. not sure of what that WiLL be in totaLiTy NoW but have alWays fELt iT CoMing aGaIn all of MY liFe now.. hmm.. funny little synchronicities.. as truST me or Not.. tiMe.. sPace.. And diStance.. is only as real as you maKe that NOW.. “Naked TRUTH of philosophy”.. speaks to the tRuth and liGht of what it would be like if Jesus comes back today.. and trUsT.. Jesus WiLL come back as humans get what they wish.. when they wish for it together in a Nicene Creed with all the Muslims and the rest of the Christians in terms of half the world aS Such.. that’s a lot of human imagination and creativity in self-fulfilling prophecies.. in action aS Such.. hmm.. i suppose when i was a runner..i fit the artistic archetype.. tall and slim and dirty blonde with a beard and eYes that can glow at times.. just stretch the arms out a little bit up and out and voila a painting of Fred comes to life.. too.. and sure.. there is my mother too.. by the way.. my sister’s real name is Marie.. Helen means the giver of the light by the way.. and Frederick means peaceful ruler and Arthur.. my middle name.. means strong and my last name is just another version too.. of the original Middle Eastern name of God as Earth and Water makes Silt on page 8 of Karen Armstrong’s “History of God”.. what else.. yeah.. born as the second gen.. son of a Catholic Priest.. French Lineage through his wife too.. let’s get a little DaVinci Code in this if we can too.. and Jesus F iN Christ.. Mother could fit in a Mary Robe too.. with lily white skin.. and super feminine face with no angles at all.. or sharp jutted chin.. sure.. why not.. let’s just dream a little more.. the things is.. we create our realties and many folks have come to believe they are Jesus now or at least rode that thEMe and MeMe to get a Harem of women to live in a compound and stuff like that.. not much different than Muhammad really and his desire to break the rules for number of wives from 4 to 9.. just for him.. and that’s how you can always tale when a so-called false prophet comes to town.. they say they are the only one or the first or the last.. when in God’s time there is no only one but all and there is no first or last as time.. space.. and distance does not even really exist in the relative imagination of even Einstein living as science now too.. in other words.. we have Trump Fact checkers now.. and the biblical scholars realize that no one even knows what the real Jesus looked like.. Fully said or did.. if he even..fully existed at all.. Faith is not juST believing what someone said.. Faith is the action of John 14:12 now.. that says and does even more and that you can do more too.. there is a Christ born in every John 14:12 act.. surELy.. John Lennon and his Beatles stARTed a Revolution of Love like that too.. i’M not famous and i don’t give a Fuck about money.. but even without hardly any help.. about 1.6 million folks viewed my shit on Google plus.. what this means is.. the avenues for John 14:12 are more open than ever before.. now.. for those who are not afraid to exercise tHeir God Given Potential and be a real Jesus now.. in terms of John 14:12.. NoW iN metaphor way. most people are talking and waiting And otHeR folks are FucKinG juST doing it in Nike Victory way(S).. Hell.. yes.. tHeRE are mosTly BeYond iNfinite Suns and Planets and OTheR infinite ways.. what putS aLL toGeThER is NoW the God of all that is WE and so much more iN eXtra- planetary ways..;)
“IRREFUTABLE PROOF THAT ‘GOD’ EXISTS”.. HAHA.. really tough crowd on the Wrong Planet online of what science terms as A highest populated place of Atheists online at about a 26 percent mark as a Boston College actual peer reviewed study did make.. and after swimming amongst the crocodiles.. i understand much better noW in case study way and other research ways of what makes them tick deep within.. they simply do not sense and feel the connections to all that is (GOD) thaT our gifts of hUman potential do usuAlly.. healthy bRing.. i lost mine too.. for 66 months.. and realize fully thaT iS an opaque window of heLL on eARTh that is real for whatever reaSon that comes in Nature (GOD) now.. as hUman.. but real as it is for now.. i can predict an Atheist long before they tale me.. just by the number of emotionally heaRt felt words they use in a paragraph or the Joy that more comes when one has a Faith in some MaGiC ACT more than a dry science abstract of systemizing repetitive bore as robots go.. sAdly.. shuffling by with no rhythm of God of Nature as expreSsinG spiRit now.. and if you think they don’t exist at the Southern First Baptist Church.. tHeRe is no separation of the dead heaRT.. no matter what label one assigns to oneself.. of the DeaD SpiRit and the Dead Trump soUL.. words are empty shells without the Nature of this SoUL oF SpiRit (GOD) as EYes expreSsing HeARt iN MiNd And BoDy BalanCinG FreeR SpiRits now.. and no matter what they labEL the Word(s) they/uS/wE/i wiLL FeeL SenSe wE are ‘Christians’ by the uNconditional acts of both words and doing that speLL L O V E in uNcoNditional GiVinG shARinG altruistic so-called normal healthy ways.. in MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreAtinG ways more less the environment of machines we live in make us tools of soULess Robots now.. sharing and linKing fActs from sunrise to sunset each day in a soUL that never lEarns to DancE and SinG more than copy and paste liFe.. nah.. i’m not Jesus.. i am the FucKinG Terminator tUrned into Good Guy noW2.. And as promised i’M back.. T2 heHe.. NoW and with that sAaid.. more flesh and blood duties are coMinG i must travel to noW.. away from this Terminator Keyboard that will imprison me NoW if i don’t escape too.. now now now.. for i am jusT hUman.. adhere to the Laws of God as Nature plUs uS.. or pay the Karma of poTential eARThly HeLL.. off to Heaven more NoW i DancE and SinG isREaL.. in yes.. FucKinG Flesh and Blood more.. with more fun photos.. coMiNg on the 3rd of the 3rd month around 3 am after my 150th week at Old Seville Quarter oF free verse dance ends with all the new Millennials (college age folks) of the Teens in ’17.. of this new Century iN the art oF Free Dance NoW MoRE..:)
ONE more thing.. the Facebook Algorithm along with the two MacroVerse Memories from three years ago and two years go.. bRings ‘this’ Memory as MicroVerse oF First written creative piece on Facebook for the public in general.. thE first spiRit FilLed words thaT cAMe from within.. and that spiRit has been uPon me less and more now for 48 full months.. just anotHeR Self-Fulfilling prophecy come to pass noW as this shit is reAlly going down in first person way with no one else editing ‘my’ words then/now but ME.. read between the lines or noT it’s iSReaL..;)
Ideology of Identity:
I think I was born as a kind of classical pantheist, as I saw patterns and connections in things that were more of my thinking process, along with the tactile sensory world, than what I think most people may experience as an internal dialogue of thought.
I still have a vivid memory of connection to everything in the world, as if I had been here forever, before I was able to speak that I cannot fully put into words, from about age 3 looking out into the distance over the river I grew up next to. But I think in some ways I knew more about my existence then than I do now, as I could not separate myself from what seemed like a very old home of nature.
I am glad I had the opportunity to roam desolate pristine beaches as a teenager and young adult, without any fear, and feeling one in being with the waves, white sand, emerald green gulf, sea oats and sea gulls, with no dramas in my head.
But even my ancestors could not experience that with not being sure where their next meal was going to come from. Not likely that many creatures in the Universe could experience a little slice of nirvana like that.
I can remember getting back into my car and being jolted back into the reality of all that is the complexity of modern culture, which at that point in time was so, so limited as compared to today. I was never quite the same after home computers came along, as I drifted further and further from a home of nature.
The people I dealt with in the public at that time, in what was a “Cheers” like environment, was also a slice of nirvana. Cigarette filled, but the emotional contagion of a hundred human beings that are happy that I had the privilege to serve and make even happier, equaled the nirvana of the walks on the sun-filled beaches.
I loved my exquisite sensory experience of life….
It was worth not being able to touch man made texture without goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When I see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic Self”, the little guy on the front is how I usually felt inside that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes.
People often told me they wished they had what it was I had, or wanted some of the drugs I was taking, but I had no idea what they were talking about because there was nothing I wanted but to exist, for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that no one’s negativity could take away from me, not even when the rest of the world told me I was not one of their kind.
Sorry, that was quite a tangent, but it is kind of therapeutic for me; I hope you don’t mind…
My point I started off with was religion and classic pantheism, which is all of nature and science for me; the cultural complexity of what has come from human collective intelligence, including all the strange oddities, even the strangest of religious cults and beliefs. But most of all the reality of that beach those waves, and those grains of sand, that do not exist without me.
A gift, a wonderful gift that was provided by my father and mother, and their ancestors where there could be no break in the chain of events of human struggle that all my ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce, and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago, and all the other ancestors not identified and material substances that came together to make that possible, from the origin of what is, whatever is, is.
That one point that I can only abstractly define because of the human collective intelligence that provides the map to what can be described, as one point that we all share that can never be disconnected, as long as we exist…
Wow, I just realized that sounds kind of like the intro to the “Big Bang Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking the knowledge that I gained that this is one sliver of conscious existence and what really is a little slice of heaven for some that do exist, considering just the benefit of a warm soft bed, a hot shower, and things now considered so mundane that took billions of years to come into existence that were not here a little over a century ago. Like toilet paper…
But I could never experience that connection of what is, any stronger than when I was three. I have everything and everyone before me to thank for that experience… Including collective intelligence and the understanding of that one point that still exists in all of us and everything else…
I never met a stranger, not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But I did not feel a category, a religion, a race or even a gender for myself, which at least for me enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand.
I suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes, but it still exists in the eyes in what I perceive of the anthropomorphic expression of the cat in my face book photo.
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the wisdom of that three-year-old child that only exists in my memory and pictures…
I sense that type of wisdom requires no human intelligence at all beyond the core that is shared.
I think it can be lost so much easier in a human into a little sliver of hell somewhere outside that balance of heaven. Particularly in lives where instant gratification has become the norm…
I am at the service of my fully inside cat, but he has never had that gleam in his eyes, or the same struggles to survive.
The yellow cat in my Google plus avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website, was a feral cat that only knew struggles in his several years of life behind our house in the woods.
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from my existence. He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have a balance in his life when we allowed him a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring, younger and stronger appears intermittently out of the woods and started to injure our now neutered cat, racking up $200 dollar vet bills, every other week so the once feral cat has now been forced to become a fully inside cat.
I am watching him slowly lose that gleam in his eyes, with the call of the wild slowly drifting away, along with all the likely incredible sensory experiences that come with an outdoor world that the other cat that never gets injured in fights at age 18, can still fully experience.
As I sit outside toward the back of my yard, in the afternoon sun, he is pacing back and forth politely, still with a humility of respect for a place of subsistence that keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words what I was taking away from him, I would listen.
But I cannot bear the thought of additional bloody wounds on his face. But still I remember what it means to have that connection and balance…
When I watch him pace back and forth, it is one of the few things in life that will bring a tear to my eye that reminds me that I too am still connected..:)
Other than that, it could be just a word like Synesthesia that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes off the logic to move into figurative space.
At least for me, even one word can be a gift that leads me to a place in words that I don’t often visit.
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