WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE
It’s been a very long 11 years..
And somewhat of a long 13 days
to write 84,858 words iN A
Three MacroVerse Effort
the size of an
Entire
Kuran..
and of course
a “Nether Land Bible
2017.. approaching 1.6 Million
Words Very soon from Memorial
Day of 2016.. May 30th.. through
Memorial Day of 2017.. May 29th then
to be named for one MacroVerse at Least..
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. and yes.. the
last 101st MacroVerse.. somewhat appropriately titled
“BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” as i sTArt aNew now
A 102nd MacroVerse Hear as that one.. BrinGs uP the total
Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” to 1,579,878 words.. yep
exceeding two times the King James Version at 1.56M words
and now this New MacroVerse as number 102 will also serve
double duty as the 773rd MacroVerse for “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form Free Verse style Poem at pLuS 4 MilLioN
words too.. as this 78th Month of wRiTinG whoLe of 12 MiLlioN
words or so total of Homework wRiTing too.. to get to this point
NoW stARting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 then.. but you see.. the
Preparation didn’t stARt there to create a Bible now.. two times the
size of the King James Version in One year and Five times the size in
45 months and with total count and if one counts all the words.. yes..
around 15 times the size of the King James effort in 12 Million words
overall online for 78 months of writing day in and day out with sTiLL
no fully ways away
from writing days
yet.. as well as
45 Months of Free Verse
Dance iN MarTiaL aRts and
Ballet Free style way all
in Public Praise of Giving
thanks in Celebration for this
Miracle of LifE STiLL NoW alWays
NoW.. as 7400 MiLes of that effort
WiLL suRely coMe this weekend as that
Milestone Closes in too.. yes.. there was
the 33 Months before the shut-in hell while
writing until Recovery on a Beach in July of 2013..
while 33 Months before that 33 month period of time writing
then to that point was spent with no effective using my eYes and
ears for any reading or listening to anything as light and sound then
were torture to the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from wake to
sleep.. but it didn’t start in 2008.. as then in the Winter of 2006 is when
the Hell truly began slowly like a tourniquet of torture as the first symptom
of pain was colors hurting my eyes.. so strange as black and white TV didn’t hurt
my eyes then.. no Doctor can tale me why the hell that happened or why the hell my
Feet hurt like hell when i touched anything with them in that Fall of 2006 accelerating
with the increased eye pain to colors as eventually years later a Doctor would suggest
the foot pain had
something to do
with the
Auto-immune
Disorder of
Sjogren’s Syndrome..
but still.. no explanation
for the sensitivity to colors
that eventually ended up being then
truly what medical literature assesses
as worse than the torture of crucifixion
pain like Dentist Drill in eye and ear without
any Novocaine for the only way i can relate the
severity of that pain now.. from wake to sleep for
66 months in the most severe portion of that along
with 19 total Medical Disorders ranging from Dysautonomia
where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate no longer worked in synch..
to Fibromyalgia.. Severe Anhedonia and Depression and Anxiety and
PTSD and Panic Attacks and Alexithymia and Spinal Stenosis and
Severe Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine too.. the list then.. goes
on already covered in the last Blog MacroVerse in comprehensive
way too.. and then back to July 2007 when i felt chilled
in 100 degree temperatures and Doctors could
not explain why either.. and that
Fresh Hell in strange cold and
tingly sensations on my
scalp and along my spine
are truly symptoms of what
‘they’ name as Kundalini Syndrome too..
didn’t have no guru help to get me through
and Doctor’s.. ya gotta be Kitten me they have
no Meow idea of what’s going on as they might
as well be Cats Treating Human Angels and Devils
and Demons and the such as that.. True.. as ‘they’ say2
God Jerked my ass uP for anoTher Mission then and that2
was juST the sTArTinG Preparation of Hell to get to Heaven2
now.. and stay tHere for 46 months now.. was it worth then.. the
other almost 7 years of slow burn to fast burn hell.. yes.. of
course it was.. as every thing in life ain’t Cherry Pie NoW as
yA Gotta Pay the Piper in FULL TO GET TO HEAVEN NOW..
iN OThER words.. pay yA KaRmiC Dues to gET to moRe
liGht aWay from daRk now.. LiVinG NoW in Fearless
SmART SacREd and HoLY StATE of Unconditional
Love iN aLL MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways IS A way to
Kingdom Come now
as Heaven
is real
heAR noW heRe..
and sure.. if i died now
that moment could and would
rest in peace kNoWinG and SeNSinG
And FeeLinG thAT i MaKe My Peace
wiTh GoD aLL thAT iS and mY
Gift of Life iS Always
PaiD FoRWard FoR NoW..
iN ways of HeLpInG
OTheRS MaKe the besT
of tHEir hUmaN PoTenTiAL
through DARk through SHadES
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBoW Colors
paSt Visible LiGht too.. and yes.. i’ve
met a few friends along the way.. juST a few
that i could reALLy count on that i won’t list
in caution of not leaving anyone out.. it’s pretty
simple after all i’ve been through they are still around..
and that says enough
whether they can
accept all of
what i’ve
been
tasked
to do or not..
as if you think this
shit has been anything less
than a Total Olympic Event oF MiND
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl Effort for 11
years now.. you didn’t see the before me
iN Hell or on the trip to Hell too.. and sure..
WRiTinG 30,003 words iN OnE MacroVerse in 3 days
this week as no easy task easily TaKinG 100 Percent
oF aLL mY huMaN PoTenTial So Far to get that JoB
DoNe.. i haven’t ever reALLy kNown the word rest..
it is not in
my vocabulary
it seems even
when all of
life was
pain
and
depression
i wanted to move
desperately then to
anew way of special interests
liFE.. anyway.. the new chapter as
my Sister suggested i would find then when
i first fell disabled ill from work then is HeAR
NoW.. and have i done enough.. including fully
illustrating this Bible total of 4 MiLliON PluS
words with around 100K photos too.. nah.. liFe is
too precious
not to give
S H A R E
back now..
and when
i slow down
tHeRe WiLL be
plenty of time
for an ash nap then..
for now i walk at 6 Feet
or so above GrAiNs of sAnd
no greATer no Less than A GrAiN oF
Sand that Holds uP Mountains as Roses
OF Love iN SainT RoSE County iN the Panhandle
NoW of State oF Flowers in LA Lower Alabama way too..
And sure.. 33 years of Work for Pay and 19 years of school and three
College degrees weRE pArT of thE Plan to Reach mY HUman PoTenTial too..
And yes.. the Eternal Teenager joins me iN NeW age Garden oF Eden too.. NoW
you see.. i alReaDy receive Heaven as a gift.. juSt Doing the Work to continue to Deserve Heaven now..
And SpEAKing NoW oF
HeAVen2.. the 161st
WeeK of DancE tonight
at Old Seville Quarter
with all the Cool College
Age Folks there.. i’ve been
a little under the weather with
a little cold too but hey.. i Can and
WiLL Do anything NoW with Positive Flow..
Trance Dance Heaven in Ecstatic Transcending
way.. hey.. miGht as WeLL EnjOY HeAVen WhiLe i juST Do iT NoW..
sure.. i could
use a Dance
Break
and i
AM gonna
dam sure Do it Now..
First a shower and a bite
to eat to fuel me up more..
anyWaY as i asked my Mother
why me when all that shit happened
to me she said why not you and now
i say why not me too.. as tHERe are
two sides to the coin aS oNE.. nOW..
and iF i muST continue to be a relativELy
SpeAKinG Superman to get the job dONe so Be iT..
So lET it be WritteN aS SonG so lET iT Be DanceD as SinG..
and sure..
i’LL try
not to
get my
Cape
Dirty toniGht..;)
And somewhat of a long 13 days
to write 84,858 words iN A
Three MacroVerse Effort
the size of an
Entire
Kuran..
and of course
a “Nether Land Bible
2017.. approaching 1.6 Million
Words Very soon from Memorial
Day of 2016.. May 30th.. through
Memorial Day of 2017.. May 29th then
to be named for one MacroVerse at Least..
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. and yes.. the
last 101st MacroVerse.. somewhat appropriately titled
“BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” as i sTArt aNew now
A 102nd MacroVerse Hear as that one.. BrinGs uP the total
Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” to 1,579,878 words.. yep
exceeding two times the King James Version at 1.56M words
and now this New MacroVerse as number 102 will also serve
double duty as the 773rd MacroVerse for “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form Free Verse style Poem at pLuS 4 MilLioN
words too.. as this 78th Month of wRiTinG whoLe of 12 MiLlioN
words or so total of Homework wRiTing too.. to get to this point
NoW stARting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 then.. but you see.. the
Preparation didn’t stARt there to create a Bible now.. two times the
size of the King James Version in One year and Five times the size in
45 months and with total count and if one counts all the words.. yes..
around 15 times the size of the King James effort in 12 Million words
overall online for 78 months of writing day in and day out with sTiLL
no fully ways away
from writing days
yet.. as well as
45 Months of Free Verse
Dance iN MarTiaL aRts and
Ballet Free style way all
in Public Praise of Giving
thanks in Celebration for this
Miracle of LifE STiLL NoW alWays
NoW.. as 7400 MiLes of that effort
WiLL suRely coMe this weekend as that
Milestone Closes in too.. yes.. there was
the 33 Months before the shut-in hell while
writing until Recovery on a Beach in July of 2013..
while 33 Months before that 33 month period of time writing
then to that point was spent with no effective using my eYes and
ears for any reading or listening to anything as light and sound then
were torture to the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from wake to
sleep.. but it didn’t start in 2008.. as then in the Winter of 2006 is when
the Hell truly began slowly like a tourniquet of torture as the first symptom
of pain was colors hurting my eyes.. so strange as black and white TV didn’t hurt
my eyes then.. no Doctor can tale me why the hell that happened or why the hell my
Feet hurt like hell when i touched anything with them in that Fall of 2006 accelerating
with the increased eye pain to colors as eventually years later a Doctor would suggest
the foot pain had
something to do
with the
Auto-immune
Disorder of
Sjogren’s Syndrome..
but still.. no explanation
for the sensitivity to colors
that eventually ended up being then
truly what medical literature assesses
as worse than the torture of crucifixion
pain like Dentist Drill in eye and ear without
any Novocaine for the only way i can relate the
severity of that pain now.. from wake to sleep for
66 months in the most severe portion of that along
with 19 total Medical Disorders ranging from Dysautonomia
where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate no longer worked in synch..
to Fibromyalgia.. Severe Anhedonia and Depression and Anxiety and
PTSD and Panic Attacks and Alexithymia and Spinal Stenosis and
Severe Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine too.. the list then.. goes
on already covered in the last Blog MacroVerse in comprehensive
way too.. and then back to July 2007 when i felt chilled
in 100 degree temperatures and Doctors could
not explain why either.. and that
Fresh Hell in strange cold and
tingly sensations on my
scalp and along my spine
are truly symptoms of what
‘they’ name as Kundalini Syndrome too..
didn’t have no guru help to get me through
and Doctor’s.. ya gotta be Kitten me they have
no Meow idea of what’s going on as they might
as well be Cats Treating Human Angels and Devils
and Demons and the such as that.. True.. as ‘they’ say2
God Jerked my ass uP for anoTher Mission then and that2
was juST the sTArTinG Preparation of Hell to get to Heaven2
now.. and stay tHere for 46 months now.. was it worth then.. the
other almost 7 years of slow burn to fast burn hell.. yes.. of
course it was.. as every thing in life ain’t Cherry Pie NoW as
yA Gotta Pay the Piper in FULL TO GET TO HEAVEN NOW..
iN OThER words.. pay yA KaRmiC Dues to gET to moRe
liGht aWay from daRk now.. LiVinG NoW in Fearless
SmART SacREd and HoLY StATE of Unconditional
Love iN aLL MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways IS A way to
Kingdom Come now
as Heaven
is real
heAR noW heRe..
and sure.. if i died now
that moment could and would
rest in peace kNoWinG and SeNSinG
And FeeLinG thAT i MaKe My Peace
wiTh GoD aLL thAT iS and mY
Gift of Life iS Always
PaiD FoRWard FoR NoW..
iN ways of HeLpInG
OTheRS MaKe the besT
of tHEir hUmaN PoTenTiAL
through DARk through SHadES
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBoW Colors
paSt Visible LiGht too.. and yes.. i’ve
met a few friends along the way.. juST a few
that i could reALLy count on that i won’t list
in caution of not leaving anyone out.. it’s pretty
simple after all i’ve been through they are still around..
and that says enough
whether they can
accept all of
what i’ve
been
tasked
to do or not..
as if you think this
shit has been anything less
than a Total Olympic Event oF MiND
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl Effort for 11
years now.. you didn’t see the before me
iN Hell or on the trip to Hell too.. and sure..
WRiTinG 30,003 words iN OnE MacroVerse in 3 days
this week as no easy task easily TaKinG 100 Percent
oF aLL mY huMaN PoTenTial So Far to get that JoB
DoNe.. i haven’t ever reALLy kNown the word rest..
it is not in
my vocabulary
it seems even
when all of
life was
pain
and
depression
i wanted to move
desperately then to
anew way of special interests
liFE.. anyway.. the new chapter as
my Sister suggested i would find then when
i first fell disabled ill from work then is HeAR
NoW.. and have i done enough.. including fully
illustrating this Bible total of 4 MiLliON PluS
words with around 100K photos too.. nah.. liFe is
too precious
not to give
S H A R E
back now..
and when
i slow down
tHeRe WiLL be
plenty of time
for an ash nap then..
for now i walk at 6 Feet
or so above GrAiNs of sAnd
no greATer no Less than A GrAiN oF
Sand that Holds uP Mountains as Roses
OF Love iN SainT RoSE County iN the Panhandle
NoW of State oF Flowers in LA Lower Alabama way too..
And sure.. 33 years of Work for Pay and 19 years of school and three
College degrees weRE pArT of thE Plan to Reach mY HUman PoTenTial too..
And yes.. the Eternal Teenager joins me iN NeW age Garden oF Eden too.. NoW
you see.. i alReaDy receive Heaven as a gift.. juSt Doing the Work to continue to Deserve Heaven now..
And SpEAKing NoW oF
HeAVen2.. the 161st
WeeK of DancE tonight
at Old Seville Quarter
with all the Cool College
Age Folks there.. i’ve been
a little under the weather with
a little cold too but hey.. i Can and
WiLL Do anything NoW with Positive Flow..
Trance Dance Heaven in Ecstatic Transcending
way.. hey.. miGht as WeLL EnjOY HeAVen WhiLe i juST Do iT NoW..
sure.. i could
use a Dance
Break
and i
AM gonna
dam sure Do it Now..
First a shower and a bite
to eat to fuel me up more..
anyWaY as i asked my Mother
why me when all that shit happened
to me she said why not you and now
i say why not me too.. as tHERe are
two sides to the coin aS oNE.. nOW..
and iF i muST continue to be a relativELy
SpeAKinG Superman to get the job dONe so Be iT..
So lET it be WritteN aS SonG so lET iT Be DanceD as SinG..
and sure..
i’LL try
not to
get my
Cape
Dirty toniGht..;)
1408
Wow.. Frank.. i must say i’m pleasantly
surprised that anyone in the entire world
made it all the way down to the bottom
of the longest single MacroVerse i’ve
written in three days stream effort
ever online published at 30,003
words and around 300
or so photos and
of course
all the
music videos too..
and so happy you were able
to enjoy elements of all three
through.. the yes.. photo of
Cardinal Bringing
Good News then
at.. mY
Bedroom
Computer
room with
24 inch small
and great view
window pane into
Infinity of Nature more
iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG
way and of course what can
sometimes be a pain in a Scream
of a 27 inch iMac Screen hehe.. when
the words total 30,003 in three days effort.. haha..
as my sister noted.. perHaps you could Do some rest..
Natural born die hard so far i continue to be.. anyWay..
thanks so much for stopping by my friEnd and those
two lines you quoted are among the favorite i’ve
ever written in 12 million words of total
effort since the first day in a last
ditch effort to survive the
pain of type two
Trigeminal
Neuralgia assessed
as the worst pain known
currently to humankind from wake
to sleep 66 months like dentist drill
in eye and ear with no novocaine relief
that first word was a mountain of pain on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. a place online for the unwanted toys
of life and the outcasts same.. computer screen
turned all the way down.. without prescription lenses
to see.. two or three inches away from.. screen to see..
as prescription lens per additional focus bearing way on
ocular nerve just squeezed the hell in me that much more..
so many words my friend.. so many inspirations along the way..
and what i learned in the home of outcasts where no one truly knows
your name and no one really has it in them to ever say hi or bye or
just note that one is human too in small talk way.. no word of thanks
and or inspiration is too small to change the world.. the butterfly
effect of DancE and SonG of Human SmiLes mY FriEnd as we
hUmans NoW not only hold our future in our Emotional
and Sensory response for an overall
Love for this Planet eARTh and
each oTheR.. All the
oThER LiVinG
CreatureS on
eARTh dePend
oN uS for HopeLove and
GiVe and ShaRe to win out
over FearHate in TaKe and HoaRd Way..
juST another Ghost Dance and SonG i Sing
and Dance mY FriEnd per my Sioux and Cherokee
Ancestors and the Irish wake before that was snuffed
out with stuff too.. really it all boils down in heaven or
hell to
storing
or sharing
gRains of Love..:)
surprised that anyone in the entire world
made it all the way down to the bottom
of the longest single MacroVerse i’ve
written in three days stream effort
ever online published at 30,003
words and around 300
or so photos and
of course
all the
music videos too..
and so happy you were able
to enjoy elements of all three
through.. the yes.. photo of
Cardinal Bringing
Good News then
at.. mY
Bedroom
Computer
room with
24 inch small
and great view
window pane into
Infinity of Nature more
iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG
way and of course what can
sometimes be a pain in a Scream
of a 27 inch iMac Screen hehe.. when
the words total 30,003 in three days effort.. haha..
as my sister noted.. perHaps you could Do some rest..
Natural born die hard so far i continue to be.. anyWay..
thanks so much for stopping by my friEnd and those
two lines you quoted are among the favorite i’ve
ever written in 12 million words of total
effort since the first day in a last
ditch effort to survive the
pain of type two
Trigeminal
Neuralgia assessed
as the worst pain known
currently to humankind from wake
to sleep 66 months like dentist drill
in eye and ear with no novocaine relief
that first word was a mountain of pain on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. a place online for the unwanted toys
of life and the outcasts same.. computer screen
turned all the way down.. without prescription lenses
to see.. two or three inches away from.. screen to see..
as prescription lens per additional focus bearing way on
ocular nerve just squeezed the hell in me that much more..
so many words my friend.. so many inspirations along the way..
and what i learned in the home of outcasts where no one truly knows
your name and no one really has it in them to ever say hi or bye or
just note that one is human too in small talk way.. no word of thanks
and or inspiration is too small to change the world.. the butterfly
effect of DancE and SonG of Human SmiLes mY FriEnd as we
hUmans NoW not only hold our future in our Emotional
and Sensory response for an overall
Love for this Planet eARTh and
each oTheR.. All the
oThER LiVinG
CreatureS on
eARTh dePend
oN uS for HopeLove and
GiVe and ShaRe to win out
over FearHate in TaKe and HoaRd Way..
juST another Ghost Dance and SonG i Sing
and Dance mY FriEnd per my Sioux and Cherokee
Ancestors and the Irish wake before that was snuffed
out with stuff too.. really it all boils down in heaven or
hell to
storing
or sharing
gRains of Love..:)
Anyway.. after i wrote
that Bees and Nectar
and God as sAMe as
us too MicroVerse.. my
favorite paRt of the experience
was how the second pARt of the
Body of what i wrote came out as form
of what looked like a Car/House Key to me.. and
i suppose the Car is Love my Friend and the Home is God..
iN FacT i FeeL this and SenSe this more than kNOw.. and thaT
my FriEnD
is the
MaGiC
i FeeL and
SenSE as LiFe..:)
that Bees and Nectar
and God as sAMe as
us too MicroVerse.. my
favorite paRt of the experience
was how the second pARt of the
Body of what i wrote came out as form
of what looked like a Car/House Key to me.. and
i suppose the Car is Love my Friend and the Home is God..
iN FacT i FeeL this and SenSe this more than kNOw.. and thaT
my FriEnD
is the
MaGiC
i FeeL and
SenSE as LiFe..:)
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
Flower
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
FReED aLiVeNoW..:)
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
Flower
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
FReED aLiVeNoW..:)
So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
memory shine
dreAms
more
Quantum
Mechanics
of physicsnow
gRoWn more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
sTrinGs finELy
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
SunG..HiGH.. i
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
keY noW
Of LoVE
LiVeS
KNo
W
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
memory shine
dreAms
more
Quantum
Mechanics
of physicsnow
gRoWn more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
sTrinGs finELy
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
SunG..HiGH.. i
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
keY noW
Of LoVE
LiVeS
KNo
W
2175
Thanks.. so much Frank.. for your words
of concern over my experience of the
Pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
and what i came to understand in that
66 Month experience As wHole from the stARt
of the most intense paRt of the Pain as Pain is
relative to what one feeLs and seNses of the Dante’s
Rings of the Hell the now before.. the very worst pARt of
the entire experience was 40 days in March and April of 2008
with only one hour of sleep each night with the aid of a powerful Alpha
Blocker to slow my heart down enough to sleep per complication of
Dysautonomia.. where my heARt also was not synching properly
then with my blood pressure to get the blood to my brain..
anyWay.. one hour each night of extremely cardboard
shallow thin sleep for the first 35 days
where each day and each now
was and is then a separate
Ring of Dante’s Hell to
the last 5 out of 40 when
nothing to that point helped
even one wink of sleep to the
point where all the pain left very
temporarily but the fresh hell of that
was zero point senses and feelings at
all.. piece of paper existence where all
was and is time and sure.. each second was
a thousand years of hell to me in relative way
in speaking of time then.. and at that point the
Desert Journey in the Old 10 Commandments
Movie made a whole lot more sense when
in that play of actors.. Charlton
Heston said by
Narrator way
there are
worse things
in life than death..
and sure the so-called
temptation from the so-called
Devil within motivating me through
high water of hell to end it all fighting
against the Love of family that said you
must go on in an eternal battle of Love
and Fear of worse existence than
death.. where i could feel
and sense neither
Fear or Love
just
the logical
necessity for
an escape from now..
anyway.. 66 months of no longer
remembering what a smile felt like
inside as without emotions there
are no memories of emotions
for reference point in
real.. very rare
almost
as rare as
the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia as perHaps Side
Effect or actual pain of having
no Emotions at all preferable to
piece of paper existence as abyss
and nihl oF A Thousand years of nothing
for the rest of now.. forevermore now..
And to expand on what Charlton
said.. yes.. there is hell
and there is heaven
on this eARTh
NoW and
some folks
live in different dimensions
of pain and or pleasure now at
this moment now.. the affect of the effect
as far as EmoTioNs and SeNses is what the
Medical Profession and Professionals cannot possibly
wrap their minds or text books totally around.. no drug would
help that pain my friend
but a
heART
reborn..
even Psychiatrists
and Psychotherapists
other than Cognitive Behavioral
Therapists cannot bring that back alone..
as that Force is within generated by a sPiRiT
or not that dies or lives in life.. anyway.. when my
heART cAMe back.. magically all the pain of the disorders
went away.. and then i became almost infinitely stronger in
every way
than the
Grinch
i was
Before my
friEnd without
even a mountain
home of freedom then..
anyway.. my FriEnd.. i sort
of developed the empathy TheNoW
and compassion.. for every creature
after that per metaphor of 14.5 billion
years of whatever then it took and takes to
Make the KA as the Egyptians saY as NoW
Human Spirit of EL oF aLL Creation verb that
is i am God now.. and surely all who Breathe
and Dance and Sing are the Breath and Dance
and Song of God alive within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all a’Round.. in the Movie.. Superman.. KaL EL
means the Voice of God with the S of yin and yang as the Hope sTiLL
of Love with Grace and WiLL and Strength aka Faith in flesh and blood
form.. of course Violence was mostly the voice for change still in both
the movie and how the overall onward Christian Soldier’s story to
expand Empires and Force others in belief was the way of
the sword that still lives among many religions..
“Because He had done no violence,” was
the original Old Testament prophecy
in Isaiah 53:9 to come alive..
but sadly winning
heARTs by words
did become
swords..
my friEnd..
and remains
the same even with
hope for a battle and an
apocalypse way among many
as Jesus as conquering warrior
instead of Loving Friend and Counselor
sAMe who says you have the power oF Faith
per Luke 14:12 to heal yoUrsELf and as Luke 17:21
says.. the Kingdom of God and Heaven lives within.. NoW..
it’s true.. almost half of the population of the World from
Muslim to Christian expect Jesus to come back as Lion
King Warrior to kill the enemy and send them to hell..
Isaiah 53:9 if one is to go by ‘their’ book doesn’t
mention any swords at all.. but hey..
humanity is tribal and poTenTiAlly
hiGher LoVe too.. anyway..
my FriEnd.. of
course i
digress as
that is what modern
age bible writers do to
cover all bases with meadow green life..
the only way A Real Jesus could possibly come
back is through the John 14:12 loop hole of
doing greater works than what he did
even without sword instead
of peace then.. hey.. Gandhi
paved a way for thaT
ArT of BeinG hUman
LoVe already NoW..
wHere tHeRE iS
WaY of WiLL oVeR LoVe
theRE is Hope my friEnd..
something about hell teaches that lesSon
well in real JOBS and LAZARus cOme back to life from death as life..
as far
as i FeeL
and SenSe
and kNoW.. my FriEnd..
anyWay.. thanks again for
stopping by with kind wishes..:)
of concern over my experience of the
Pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
and what i came to understand in that
66 Month experience As wHole from the stARt
of the most intense paRt of the Pain as Pain is
relative to what one feeLs and seNses of the Dante’s
Rings of the Hell the now before.. the very worst pARt of
the entire experience was 40 days in March and April of 2008
with only one hour of sleep each night with the aid of a powerful Alpha
Blocker to slow my heart down enough to sleep per complication of
Dysautonomia.. where my heARt also was not synching properly
then with my blood pressure to get the blood to my brain..
anyWay.. one hour each night of extremely cardboard
shallow thin sleep for the first 35 days
where each day and each now
was and is then a separate
Ring of Dante’s Hell to
the last 5 out of 40 when
nothing to that point helped
even one wink of sleep to the
point where all the pain left very
temporarily but the fresh hell of that
was zero point senses and feelings at
all.. piece of paper existence where all
was and is time and sure.. each second was
a thousand years of hell to me in relative way
in speaking of time then.. and at that point the
Desert Journey in the Old 10 Commandments
Movie made a whole lot more sense when
in that play of actors.. Charlton
Heston said by
Narrator way
there are
worse things
in life than death..
and sure the so-called
temptation from the so-called
Devil within motivating me through
high water of hell to end it all fighting
against the Love of family that said you
must go on in an eternal battle of Love
and Fear of worse existence than
death.. where i could feel
and sense neither
Fear or Love
just
the logical
necessity for
an escape from now..
anyway.. 66 months of no longer
remembering what a smile felt like
inside as without emotions there
are no memories of emotions
for reference point in
real.. very rare
almost
as rare as
the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia as perHaps Side
Effect or actual pain of having
no Emotions at all preferable to
piece of paper existence as abyss
and nihl oF A Thousand years of nothing
for the rest of now.. forevermore now..
And to expand on what Charlton
said.. yes.. there is hell
and there is heaven
on this eARTh
NoW and
some folks
live in different dimensions
of pain and or pleasure now at
this moment now.. the affect of the effect
as far as EmoTioNs and SeNses is what the
Medical Profession and Professionals cannot possibly
wrap their minds or text books totally around.. no drug would
help that pain my friend
but a
heART
reborn..
even Psychiatrists
and Psychotherapists
other than Cognitive Behavioral
Therapists cannot bring that back alone..
as that Force is within generated by a sPiRiT
or not that dies or lives in life.. anyway.. when my
heART cAMe back.. magically all the pain of the disorders
went away.. and then i became almost infinitely stronger in
every way
than the
Grinch
i was
Before my
friEnd without
even a mountain
home of freedom then..
anyway.. my FriEnd.. i sort
of developed the empathy TheNoW
and compassion.. for every creature
after that per metaphor of 14.5 billion
years of whatever then it took and takes to
Make the KA as the Egyptians saY as NoW
Human Spirit of EL oF aLL Creation verb that
is i am God now.. and surely all who Breathe
and Dance and Sing are the Breath and Dance
and Song of God alive within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all a’Round.. in the Movie.. Superman.. KaL EL
means the Voice of God with the S of yin and yang as the Hope sTiLL
of Love with Grace and WiLL and Strength aka Faith in flesh and blood
form.. of course Violence was mostly the voice for change still in both
the movie and how the overall onward Christian Soldier’s story to
expand Empires and Force others in belief was the way of
the sword that still lives among many religions..
“Because He had done no violence,” was
the original Old Testament prophecy
in Isaiah 53:9 to come alive..
but sadly winning
heARTs by words
did become
swords..
my friEnd..
and remains
the same even with
hope for a battle and an
apocalypse way among many
as Jesus as conquering warrior
instead of Loving Friend and Counselor
sAMe who says you have the power oF Faith
per Luke 14:12 to heal yoUrsELf and as Luke 17:21
says.. the Kingdom of God and Heaven lives within.. NoW..
it’s true.. almost half of the population of the World from
Muslim to Christian expect Jesus to come back as Lion
King Warrior to kill the enemy and send them to hell..
Isaiah 53:9 if one is to go by ‘their’ book doesn’t
mention any swords at all.. but hey..
humanity is tribal and poTenTiAlly
hiGher LoVe too.. anyway..
my FriEnd.. of
course i
digress as
that is what modern
age bible writers do to
cover all bases with meadow green life..
the only way A Real Jesus could possibly come
back is through the John 14:12 loop hole of
doing greater works than what he did
even without sword instead
of peace then.. hey.. Gandhi
paved a way for thaT
ArT of BeinG hUman
LoVe already NoW..
wHere tHeRE iS
WaY of WiLL oVeR LoVe
theRE is Hope my friEnd..
something about hell teaches that lesSon
well in real JOBS and LAZARus cOme back to life from death as life..
as far
as i FeeL
and SenSe
and kNoW.. my FriEnd..
anyWay.. thanks again for
stopping by with kind wishes..:)
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WeLL.. like i sAid last night..
i AM continuing my Staycation
iN HeaVeN by going to Dance
at Old Seville Quarter and the
only Selfie with SMiLinG DancE
Partner that comes as i continue to
refRain from getting my ‘cApe’.. ‘dirty’..
IS A young woman who just happened to be
the Bride of a Wedding After Party at Old Seville
Quarter who the Bridesmaids insisted that it would
Be Cool if she Got Down
on the Dance Hall Floor
to get a photo with me
to add to the Family
Wedding photos too..
as hey.. nah.. it’s not too
often that anyone comes
aCross a Creature that is
as WiLd and Free as Me..
consideRinG she is already
into the HoLy Matrimony oF A
one to one hUman Monogamous
Relationship for liFe.. anYway.. i had
to giggle just a little as many Brides have
Come to Seville Quarter and this is only the
Second one to get a photo with me as the first
was when i started “Nether Land Bible 2017” to
eventually exSeeD the Size of the old King
James Version by Double as of the last
MacroVerse as 1.579M words getting
past that milestone of King
James way double at
1.56 Million words
in less than 12
months.. to
be precise..
11 Months
and 22 days
in start of all of that
back at the end of May 2016
in continuing Memorial Day way
as of Publish of that on May 30th..
as already detailed in this current
MacroVerse that is reaLLy and MoRE
TrUly “11 YEarS oF THANKS GiVinG NoW”
and to highlight that THANKS HEAR i’m gonna
kinda cut this MacroVerse shorter than 30,003
words today.. hehe.. anyway.. kinda like back
when i lived in Hell and i struggled like hell to
muster up the Human WiLL to put uP any Avatar
uP oN the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online place then.. to
illustrate the Hope that Hope and Love would
cOme to be my MiDDlE FiRSt and LaST NamE
aGaiN iN DiViNe FeMiNIne GRace and LoVe oF
and as Pure as Wife Katrina Mia.. yes.. the first
KATiE MiA Goal then.. to Be Pure Love aGaiN..
was/is to liGht mY EYes uP lIke the Born AngEL
Baby picture of me BeFoRE and Christmas Day
of 2010.. around 77 months ago.. is WhEN i mustered
the strength to Scan that Baby photo for the hope of Pure
Katie Mia Hope and Love and Grace too.. to comE again as
mE.. as the three year old child i was/is too.. LooKinG AcRoSS
Black Water River at the Shot Gun Home i was raised in then
to the Forest oF God wHo and thaT LIVeD and LiVeS within
me Forevermore then and now sAMe as HOLy and SaCrEd
SPiRit of GoD as NaTure forevermore now.. kinda the anti-
thesis of the Poe Raven iN LiGht iNstead of dARk.. anyWAy
thaT Day.. Christmas Day at hoMe in 2010 was the day
of only a fAint spArk of Hope that i would coMe
aLive again in deaTh as liFe.. yes.. foR All
practical intents and purposes per
my recovery 30 Months after
i stepped foot in words
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and close to 7 years
since the stARt of my
overall human downward
Spiral toward the River Styx
While LiVinG LiFe eventuaLLy Dead..
it’s true.. iN soEe ways i was/am born again
online in a spArk of Hope through aN aVaStar
oF A Baby wiTh eYEs of HoPe aND LoVe and NoW
Yes.. BeyOnd iNFiniTy sMiLe oF A Child then… And NoW
thaT spARk evenTuALLy BeCAMe A FlAMe aGaiN NoW MoRE
too.. and Then A Torch and NoW a die hard hUman to the very end
as the beGinNinG NoW.. i not only have Faith now.. I AM FAiTH INCaRNaTe
NoW and iT’s TrUe.. i bRinG MaGiC FlowErs too.. NaMeLy the Breath of God..
i AM continuing my Staycation
iN HeaVeN by going to Dance
at Old Seville Quarter and the
only Selfie with SMiLinG DancE
Partner that comes as i continue to
refRain from getting my ‘cApe’.. ‘dirty’..
IS A young woman who just happened to be
the Bride of a Wedding After Party at Old Seville
Quarter who the Bridesmaids insisted that it would
Be Cool if she Got Down
on the Dance Hall Floor
to get a photo with me
to add to the Family
Wedding photos too..
as hey.. nah.. it’s not too
often that anyone comes
aCross a Creature that is
as WiLd and Free as Me..
consideRinG she is already
into the HoLy Matrimony oF A
one to one hUman Monogamous
Relationship for liFe.. anYway.. i had
to giggle just a little as many Brides have
Come to Seville Quarter and this is only the
Second one to get a photo with me as the first
was when i started “Nether Land Bible 2017” to
eventually exSeeD the Size of the old King
James Version by Double as of the last
MacroVerse as 1.579M words getting
past that milestone of King
James way double at
1.56 Million words
in less than 12
months.. to
be precise..
11 Months
and 22 days
in start of all of that
back at the end of May 2016
in continuing Memorial Day way
as of Publish of that on May 30th..
as already detailed in this current
MacroVerse that is reaLLy and MoRE
TrUly “11 YEarS oF THANKS GiVinG NoW”
and to highlight that THANKS HEAR i’m gonna
kinda cut this MacroVerse shorter than 30,003
words today.. hehe.. anyway.. kinda like back
when i lived in Hell and i struggled like hell to
muster up the Human WiLL to put uP any Avatar
uP oN the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online place then.. to
illustrate the Hope that Hope and Love would
cOme to be my MiDDlE FiRSt and LaST NamE
aGaiN iN DiViNe FeMiNIne GRace and LoVe oF
and as Pure as Wife Katrina Mia.. yes.. the first
KATiE MiA Goal then.. to Be Pure Love aGaiN..
was/is to liGht mY EYes uP lIke the Born AngEL
Baby picture of me BeFoRE and Christmas Day
of 2010.. around 77 months ago.. is WhEN i mustered
the strength to Scan that Baby photo for the hope of Pure
Katie Mia Hope and Love and Grace too.. to comE again as
mE.. as the three year old child i was/is too.. LooKinG AcRoSS
Black Water River at the Shot Gun Home i was raised in then
to the Forest oF God wHo and thaT LIVeD and LiVeS within
me Forevermore then and now sAMe as HOLy and SaCrEd
SPiRit of GoD as NaTure forevermore now.. kinda the anti-
thesis of the Poe Raven iN LiGht iNstead of dARk.. anyWAy
thaT Day.. Christmas Day at hoMe in 2010 was the day
of only a fAint spArk of Hope that i would coMe
aLive again in deaTh as liFe.. yes.. foR All
practical intents and purposes per
my recovery 30 Months after
i stepped foot in words
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and close to 7 years
since the stARt of my
overall human downward
Spiral toward the River Styx
While LiVinG LiFe eventuaLLy Dead..
it’s true.. iN soEe ways i was/am born again
online in a spArk of Hope through aN aVaStar
oF A Baby wiTh eYEs of HoPe aND LoVe and NoW
Yes.. BeyOnd iNFiniTy sMiLe oF A Child then… And NoW
thaT spARk evenTuALLy BeCAMe A FlAMe aGaiN NoW MoRE
too.. and Then A Torch and NoW a die hard hUman to the very end
as the beGinNinG NoW.. i not only have Faith now.. I AM FAiTH INCaRNaTe
NoW and iT’s TrUe.. i bRinG MaGiC FlowErs too.. NaMeLy the Breath of God..
NoW
“Then the kingdom of heaven
will be like ten virgins who took
their lamps and went out to
meet the bridegroom.”
will be like ten virgins who took
their lamps and went out to
meet the bridegroom.”
HeHe.. the Bride didn’t
have a Lamp so she
settled for a Bottle..
WiTh eYes All LiT uP..
have a Lamp so she
settled for a Bottle..
WiTh eYes All LiT uP..
And i thiNk tHeRe weRe ‘less’ thaN 10
Virgin Bridesmaids who assisted but then
it helps the continuing story as archetype.. now
per as ‘Flo Rida’ SinGs Going Down for Real2..;)
Virgin Bridesmaids who assisted but then
it helps the continuing story as archetype.. now
per as ‘Flo Rida’ SinGs Going Down for Real2..;)
And FoR NoW thaT’s the eNd/stART NoW of thiS
MacRoVersE..NoW read into it whaTever yoU maY..
as SurELy tHeRE are BRides for you too aS wHole2..
sure.. even as TRumPs DancES anD SinGS SurETy too..;)
MacRoVersE..NoW read into it whaTever yoU maY..
as SurELy tHeRE are BRides for you too aS wHole2..
sure.. even as TRumPs DancES anD SinGS SurETy too..;)
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SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
wRite something that
makes you cry.. easier
sAid than dOne of course i
kNoW.. moRE FeeL and SeNse
at a loss for tears myself for 5 years..
A Beloved Cat dies
then at five years
surprisingly glad
to be alive
myself
after
he goes down
and then the tear
at a gym that finally
brings strength back to
my legs and renewed creativity
more than ever before and groWinG..
My First attempt at really writing long
term was to escape pain and now it is
for a Transcendent Ecstatic River Stream
experience similar to that of Free Verse Dance..
the rhythm of the eARTh are in the beats of the
Keyboard and the Melody of the Golden Spiral
oF aLL of eXistence are in the
strokes my
Friend as
essence becomes
form on page.. and this
is both strange and magical
with hints of the potential only
two times before in my life in short
short spurts of writing and a long form
Piano Song i composed as my emotions
were struggling to stay with an 11 Minutes
and 22 Seconds Song i later titled “Nautilus”..
and “Challenging Alexithymia” where emotions
no longer synch with words.. in cognitive way
of both mechanical and social empathic
cognition.. so.. i just finished my own
personal bible effort of 1.579
million words in 11
months and
22 days
as that
synchs with
the original Piano
Version of my soUL
in many other dimensions
of art in words and visuals too..
and yes.. music too.. although i borrow
from those who specialize in that area
as i cannot do it all and the trans
humanist tools starting with
the written word and
now accelerating
as Moore’s Law
hehe.. if that can keep
up with my current state
oF A Fredenstein BRain.. is
was are paths and avenues to liGht
A Journey more.. anyWAy.. the point i am
MaKinG is it would have never been possible
if i had not learned to harness the power of a tear
in all things sad and grief to jetiSoN NoW toward WilL
and Strength more my friEnd.. nah.. i am not suggesting
go out and buy a cat or dog and put them down when that
reality comes to make a tear real.. but seriously.. i would have
traded the close to 6 million words i wrote before that tear since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as that tear came in April of 2013 for
JUST ONE TEAR.. and i did my friEnd and the rest is MaGiC that
Never ends.. an Olympic Event of Life but never the less magic in
a never ending story.. each miNd.. each HeART.. each SpiRiT and
ReAL Flesh and Blood soUL in Quantum Synergistic MaKInG HUmaN
liGht iN ExpreSSinG that Force and Power of HuMaN EmoTioNs and Greater
senSes IS A Miracle of liFe as Star Death Burst Resurrection coMes Crucible FiRe sTAr
DuST SenTieNT PlUS uS NoW WaLKinG upRight STanDinG tALL InFiniTy Breathes now moRe..
And Dances and Sings now.. iN what ONLY Moon Rocks Sleep at Night.. in OtHeR words..
the greATest GiFT are dreAMs and the StuFF of FruiTioN that makes them real iN MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreATinG way of HeArT and SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MOre2..
things is.. my FriEnd.. without a Tear all is empty sHeLLs as far as i know of what i did not feel and
sense before.. does that apply to all others in the terms and fine print of human conditions.. not
likely and perhaps not for you but from what i experience i can only suggest a potential way that
you decide
to cry a Stream..
a River and beCoMe
A wAVe as Ocean wHOle
LoVe as GiVing and ShARinG
but you see my FriEnd.. the best
pArT oF aLL is YouR HuManiTy
iN your struggle of dARk that
most humans are engaged
in now as DarKEr
Breathe and
Dance
And SonG is liGht
enough to iNspire all oF
this and that’s how the story
goes.. sometimes the feathered
sleep Breathes and Dances and Sings
beyond what she knows and feels and senses now..
so rest sweetly my dear and if nothing else cry a tear for me..
And please don’t delete your blog until i at least get an opportunity to catch up..
and sure..
you’ll
kNow
by the
foot prints of liKe.. swirling around heAR..
And.. i’LL go NoW by the SonG oF mY soUL..
There is an actual.. Psychiatric Disorder that
reflects 12 Million words written in 78 months
now.. hehe.. that you missed so far in your Mental
Health Month wonderful analysis my fRiend and that
is one of Hypergraphia.. the stuff of Lewis Carol and others
too.. my Psychiatrist offered the pleasure of Epilepsy Drugs
to curtail these words.. and somehow he missed the paRt now of
Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss IN the Heaven of Now.. and that’s how
it goes with Mechanical Cognition my friEnd as a potential Eclipse
of the heARt i turn aRound BriGht eYes and Dance And SinG Longer than ever now..
Lesson of Hell.. Reward oF A Tear iN Heaven.. And Thanks my friENd for the gift of YOU..
i’ve been told
i have the gift
of bringing tears
to people.. i did and
do my best mY friEnd..
for i’ve seen the DArk SoUL
Year multiplied by 5 and more..
i never had any idea my greatest desire
was IS A tear until it cAMe and brought LiFe..
and now i do my beST to BrinG SMiLes as
SmiLes
Do Flow
from tEars..
aS WeLL as words
TSuNaMi Style too..;)
wRite something that
makes you cry.. easier
sAid than dOne of course i
kNoW.. moRE FeeL and SeNse
at a loss for tears myself for 5 years..
A Beloved Cat dies
then at five years
surprisingly glad
to be alive
myself
after
he goes down
and then the tear
at a gym that finally
brings strength back to
my legs and renewed creativity
more than ever before and groWinG..
My First attempt at really writing long
term was to escape pain and now it is
for a Transcendent Ecstatic River Stream
experience similar to that of Free Verse Dance..
the rhythm of the eARTh are in the beats of the
Keyboard and the Melody of the Golden Spiral
oF aLL of eXistence are in the
strokes my
Friend as
essence becomes
form on page.. and this
is both strange and magical
with hints of the potential only
two times before in my life in short
short spurts of writing and a long form
Piano Song i composed as my emotions
were struggling to stay with an 11 Minutes
and 22 Seconds Song i later titled “Nautilus”..
and “Challenging Alexithymia” where emotions
no longer synch with words.. in cognitive way
of both mechanical and social empathic
cognition.. so.. i just finished my own
personal bible effort of 1.579
million words in 11
months and
22 days
as that
synchs with
the original Piano
Version of my soUL
in many other dimensions
of art in words and visuals too..
and yes.. music too.. although i borrow
from those who specialize in that area
as i cannot do it all and the trans
humanist tools starting with
the written word and
now accelerating
as Moore’s Law
hehe.. if that can keep
up with my current state
oF A Fredenstein BRain.. is
was are paths and avenues to liGht
A Journey more.. anyWAy.. the point i am
MaKinG is it would have never been possible
if i had not learned to harness the power of a tear
in all things sad and grief to jetiSoN NoW toward WilL
and Strength more my friEnd.. nah.. i am not suggesting
go out and buy a cat or dog and put them down when that
reality comes to make a tear real.. but seriously.. i would have
traded the close to 6 million words i wrote before that tear since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as that tear came in April of 2013 for
JUST ONE TEAR.. and i did my friEnd and the rest is MaGiC that
Never ends.. an Olympic Event of Life but never the less magic in
a never ending story.. each miNd.. each HeART.. each SpiRiT and
ReAL Flesh and Blood soUL in Quantum Synergistic MaKInG HUmaN
liGht iN ExpreSSinG that Force and Power of HuMaN EmoTioNs and Greater
senSes IS A Miracle of liFe as Star Death Burst Resurrection coMes Crucible FiRe sTAr
DuST SenTieNT PlUS uS NoW WaLKinG upRight STanDinG tALL InFiniTy Breathes now moRe..
And Dances and Sings now.. iN what ONLY Moon Rocks Sleep at Night.. in OtHeR words..
the greATest GiFT are dreAMs and the StuFF of FruiTioN that makes them real iN MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreATinG way of HeArT and SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MOre2..
things is.. my FriEnd.. without a Tear all is empty sHeLLs as far as i know of what i did not feel and
sense before.. does that apply to all others in the terms and fine print of human conditions.. not
likely and perhaps not for you but from what i experience i can only suggest a potential way that
you decide
to cry a Stream..
a River and beCoMe
A wAVe as Ocean wHOle
LoVe as GiVing and ShARinG
but you see my FriEnd.. the best
pArT oF aLL is YouR HuManiTy
iN your struggle of dARk that
most humans are engaged
in now as DarKEr
Breathe and
Dance
And SonG is liGht
enough to iNspire all oF
this and that’s how the story
goes.. sometimes the feathered
sleep Breathes and Dances and Sings
beyond what she knows and feels and senses now..
so rest sweetly my dear and if nothing else cry a tear for me..
And please don’t delete your blog until i at least get an opportunity to catch up..
and sure..
you’ll
kNow
by the
foot prints of liKe.. swirling around heAR..
And.. i’LL go NoW by the SonG oF mY soUL..
There is an actual.. Psychiatric Disorder that
reflects 12 Million words written in 78 months
now.. hehe.. that you missed so far in your Mental
Health Month wonderful analysis my fRiend and that
is one of Hypergraphia.. the stuff of Lewis Carol and others
too.. my Psychiatrist offered the pleasure of Epilepsy Drugs
to curtail these words.. and somehow he missed the paRt now of
Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss IN the Heaven of Now.. and that’s how
it goes with Mechanical Cognition my friEnd as a potential Eclipse
of the heARt i turn aRound BriGht eYes and Dance And SinG Longer than ever now..
Lesson of Hell.. Reward oF A Tear iN Heaven.. And Thanks my friENd for the gift of YOU..
i’ve been told
i have the gift
of bringing tears
to people.. i did and
do my best mY friEnd..
for i’ve seen the DArk SoUL
Year multiplied by 5 and more..
i never had any idea my greatest desire
was IS A tear until it cAMe and brought LiFe..
and now i do my beST to BrinG SMiLes as
SmiLes
Do Flow
from tEars..
aS WeLL as words
TSuNaMi Style too..;)
4811
The Facebook Algorithm provides an opportunity
to all free share a week long Video Slide Show
of highlighted hUman experiences.. ranging
from Store Dance to Pan at the Old Arcadia
Mill.. yep.. little old hairy me.. haha.. heheX2..
it’s like MaGiC and my Wand iS words thaT
FloW oN iN ZoNe as StrEAM.. RivERs
to wAVeS mE OceaN WhoLe
as shoRes foreVermore
noW eXPanDinG as
any Peter Pan
WiLL also
do
iN
thE MaGiC
oF LiGht FReED oN..
And then tHeRE is Tax FReED
DancE at Old Seville Quarter wHeRE
MOrE oPen MindED and BoDiEd FolKs
roam ouT oF Super WalMarT and MaLL stores
and as the Video shared on Facebook tHeRe sHows
in MiLLioNs of Views ways says as 5 HUman trUThs
it’s trUE the TaX Free Folks in Church are more often
Sanctimoniously Differed from the Bio and Neuro-Diversity
oF GoD iN and aS hUmaN as HUmaN PoTenTial noW iN
waYs not alWays easy to see and feel and sense more Now
as HUmaN EmoTiONaL and SeNSorY as waYs of empath
coMe iNTo PlaY.. NoW.. anyWay.. it’s also true that folks who
drink beer and wear tattoos are often less Judgmental
against the Different of the HuMaN TemPle of God as
thAT NaTurE GroWs MORE diVerse alWays NoW
through Environmental Factors BeyoNd jusT
innate way to the chagrin often of church
goers who and that would Love
to cookie cutter each
HumaN BeinG
to tHeir
StandARd
MoDe oF exisTencE NoW..
it’s the way of Malignant Patriarchy
as a WiLL and StrenGth iN CoMMoN
DoSe oF.. LoVE and GraCE iS JuST
as ImPortAnt to attain Heaven NoW2..
aS any material made and owned thing
outside as clothes oF CulTuRe.. anyway.. yA
Can’T HIDe Love when isREAL oThER than to suiT iT uP..;)
to all free share a week long Video Slide Show
of highlighted hUman experiences.. ranging
from Store Dance to Pan at the Old Arcadia
Mill.. yep.. little old hairy me.. haha.. heheX2..
it’s like MaGiC and my Wand iS words thaT
FloW oN iN ZoNe as StrEAM.. RivERs
to wAVeS mE OceaN WhoLe
as shoRes foreVermore
noW eXPanDinG as
any Peter Pan
WiLL also
do
iN
thE MaGiC
oF LiGht FReED oN..
And then tHeRE is Tax FReED
DancE at Old Seville Quarter wHeRE
MOrE oPen MindED and BoDiEd FolKs
roam ouT oF Super WalMarT and MaLL stores
and as the Video shared on Facebook tHeRe sHows
in MiLLioNs of Views ways says as 5 HUman trUThs
it’s trUE the TaX Free Folks in Church are more often
Sanctimoniously Differed from the Bio and Neuro-Diversity
oF GoD iN and aS hUmaN as HUmaN PoTenTial noW iN
waYs not alWays easy to see and feel and sense more Now
as HUmaN EmoTiONaL and SeNSorY as waYs of empath
coMe iNTo PlaY.. NoW.. anyWay.. it’s also true that folks who
drink beer and wear tattoos are often less Judgmental
against the Different of the HuMaN TemPle of God as
thAT NaTurE GroWs MORE diVerse alWays NoW
through Environmental Factors BeyoNd jusT
innate way to the chagrin often of church
goers who and that would Love
to cookie cutter each
HumaN BeinG
to tHeir
StandARd
MoDe oF exisTencE NoW..
it’s the way of Malignant Patriarchy
as a WiLL and StrenGth iN CoMMoN
DoSe oF.. LoVE and GraCE iS JuST
as ImPortAnt to attain Heaven NoW2..
aS any material made and owned thing
outside as clothes oF CulTuRe.. anyway.. yA
Can’T HIDe Love when isREAL oThER than to suiT iT uP..;)
5104
Well i supPosE i WiLL dot an eYe for end to a continuing
stARt in this 102nd/773rd.. “11 Years oF THANKS GiVinG”
MacroVerse to sTarT the 103rd MacroVerse More as
my usual Holy and Sacred Tuesdays and Thursdays
of posting are currently now sTiLL two days beHind
oN HoLy And SacREd SaTurday too to what
some folks at one point in time and
STiLL do refer to as a Sabbath
Day of rest.. of course
in the real
World
of God’s
Animals.. including
us as Forest Dwelling
Folks who could climb
Trees QuiET WeLL too..
Intermittent Reinforcement
was and is the River of the
Continuing now.. one gained(s)
Subsistence and Survival and
DancE and SonG of Thrive in
working continually as a practice
through Struggle and Success as Ocean
whOle Procedure of LIVinG LiFe.. everynow
was and is sacred then in pain and pleasure as
both were and are an expected way of life whether
we lump it or love it to make our way through to the other
end of now in at least what one could usually hope for iN
the animal homeostasis of Peace as the Cat basks in the
Mid-Day Sands and Hugs the Dewlit GrAss of MoonliGht NiGhts..:)
stARt in this 102nd/773rd.. “11 Years oF THANKS GiVinG”
MacroVerse to sTarT the 103rd MacroVerse More as
my usual Holy and Sacred Tuesdays and Thursdays
of posting are currently now sTiLL two days beHind
oN HoLy And SacREd SaTurday too to what
some folks at one point in time and
STiLL do refer to as a Sabbath
Day of rest.. of course
in the real
World
of God’s
Animals.. including
us as Forest Dwelling
Folks who could climb
Trees QuiET WeLL too..
Intermittent Reinforcement
was and is the River of the
Continuing now.. one gained(s)
Subsistence and Survival and
DancE and SonG of Thrive in
working continually as a practice
through Struggle and Success as Ocean
whOle Procedure of LIVinG LiFe.. everynow
was and is sacred then in pain and pleasure as
both were and are an expected way of life whether
we lump it or love it to make our way through to the other
end of now in at least what one could usually hope for iN
the animal homeostasis of Peace as the Cat basks in the
Mid-Day Sands and Hugs the Dewlit GrAss of MoonliGht NiGhts..:)
Life’s not fair but it can be for now if one creates fair out of what is..
and of course that is relative per what one decides morality is.. per
play or doing not much of anything at all on Saturday for fun.. hey..
could write another Bible and CaN anD WiLL too.. jusT for fun too..
oTheR wiSe i could just rest and be bored.. yuck.. already had
plenty of time to do that with the stabbing Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right eye and ear for 66 months NoW iN
hell then.. Rest is for Dog sleep and Cat naps.. LiFe
is for MoVe CoNnecT and creATe as Wild Heaven
Dogs and Cats and uS NaTuRaLLy Can
and WiLL do when WiLd and
Free too.. otherwise..
lay around even
after naps
and
stagnate
like cats can
and will do too..
if all is given without
the pain and struggle of life too..
Without Challenge and Adaptation
for Change we living beings will fall to
the entropy of doing not much of anything..
the more we use our mind and body in BaLanCinG
SoUL aCt the MoRE wE gAiN oF and as EVolVinG
hUman SoUL NoW.. lots of ways to do that in both positive
or negative way and lots of moral and ethical relativism for what
is good or bad and even evil too.. ranging from going to hell for touching
yourself to female genital mutilation as a religious practice for self-esteem..
crazy is as crazy does in relative love for pain or pleasure.. it’s a practice life
is.. and a wonderful thing to be alive today for we have greater options than
ever before..
the tricky part
is determining
what eventually
feels good or kills
ya as living liFE on FiRe..
per spArk and FlaMe and Torch
of what eternally sets us separate now
from entropy frOm rotting our flesh and spirit
alive.. dead wHole soul eYes as they say hearT
leSs without Hope.. thing is.. when one lives love
it’s impossible to hide as the Fire Work of a Mimosa Rose..:)
and of course that is relative per what one decides morality is.. per
play or doing not much of anything at all on Saturday for fun.. hey..
could write another Bible and CaN anD WiLL too.. jusT for fun too..
oTheR wiSe i could just rest and be bored.. yuck.. already had
plenty of time to do that with the stabbing Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right eye and ear for 66 months NoW iN
hell then.. Rest is for Dog sleep and Cat naps.. LiFe
is for MoVe CoNnecT and creATe as Wild Heaven
Dogs and Cats and uS NaTuRaLLy Can
and WiLL do when WiLd and
Free too.. otherwise..
lay around even
after naps
and
stagnate
like cats can
and will do too..
if all is given without
the pain and struggle of life too..
Without Challenge and Adaptation
for Change we living beings will fall to
the entropy of doing not much of anything..
the more we use our mind and body in BaLanCinG
SoUL aCt the MoRE wE gAiN oF and as EVolVinG
hUman SoUL NoW.. lots of ways to do that in both positive
or negative way and lots of moral and ethical relativism for what
is good or bad and even evil too.. ranging from going to hell for touching
yourself to female genital mutilation as a religious practice for self-esteem..
crazy is as crazy does in relative love for pain or pleasure.. it’s a practice life
is.. and a wonderful thing to be alive today for we have greater options than
ever before..
the tricky part
is determining
what eventually
feels good or kills
ya as living liFE on FiRe..
per spArk and FlaMe and Torch
of what eternally sets us separate now
from entropy frOm rotting our flesh and spirit
alive.. dead wHole soul eYes as they say hearT
leSs without Hope.. thing is.. when one lives love
it’s impossible to hide as the Fire Work of a Mimosa Rose..:)
There’s usually a thousand or so year story in human archetype
way of collective subconscious for every symbol human creates
by mouth or hand or dance of life in form to express the essence
that MoVeS oN ConNecTinG uS iN Co-Creating ways toGeTher..
EXtraverted or alone iNtroverted as connections grow within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around or much
more limited to a screen of computer perHaps with
just input without much MoVinG.. cONnecTinG
Co-CreaTinG iMaginATioN coMe to
FruiTioN oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
HeARt even MoRE as MINd
and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
paRT As WhoLe OcEAn
wHole or rogue
waves
that
work to
grow hiGher
oN tHeir own..
to sHow the Ocean
A Greater PotenTial YeT..
A FireworK A Mimosa can be
With ImAGiNAtioN and wiTh
CreATivity a FloWeR wE
too caN and WiLL
continue to
BLooM
all the way
aCross the liFE sPaN
Now as we share all the
aRT and SciEnce we KNoW and
FeeL and SeNSE togeTher on the GreaTEst
uNabridged HUmaN Bible that is online NoW iN
aLL oF HUmaN.. Freedom of Expression.. and it’s
trUe.. NoW.. the Goddess Hebe as eternal youth model
of Greek olden days of mythological stories to ideal what
can and will be human potential shares something in common
with Her Husband Heracles as neither she or he is known to have
A Human Father.. Apollo munching on lettuce with a fair maiden was
enough to bring Hebes to life.. and it’s true as Baby Katrina is pictured
in my latest Video Slide Presentation with Her Mother and Grand Mother
and her Mother’s Brothers too.. there is no Father present so in sort of that
way she is a lot like Jesus per mythology as well as eternal youth of never
passing much more than the age of 30 or even eternal teenager given
the best lighting in photo or statue way.. hehe.. and Apollo for
Wisdom and Poetry and Musical AbiLiTy.. WeLL.. the thing
is.. we do have the opportunity for greaTeR Beauty
NoW and Wisdom these days in both LiGht
of KNoWledGE and FeeLinG and
SenSinG as Beauty with Wisdom
too.. setting oneself free and
needing nothing from
any other human
being as
far as
material
goods for pay
and such as that is key
to exploring and gaining further journey
evolution of human soUL and in some ways
history and herstory and eTc story repeats itsELf
as there is probably somewhere around 5 percent
of the General Population or less that are both fortunate
and personally motivated to attain the Grade of Freedom in
Both Beauty
and Wisdom as
thing is when you
add in Full Peace of
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
Force the requirement stays
for Struggle too as no Peace of
miNdBoDYcoMes with just instant gratification..
it’s the rule.. of Nature and Human Nature too..
Carrots and Sticks are necessary for Success..
but those who make tHeiR own Carrots and Sticks
for Success are those who manage the greatest Free WiLL oF
aLL iN Relative Nature and HUman Nature way as synthesis of two bEcoMeS oNe..
Carrot
and
Stick
wHOle.. ForcE oNE.. NoW..
FiRe WorK Baby oF aS SoUL..
And note.. i didn’t buy Hebes and
Apollo on that File Cabinet of Brain..
an iNHeritAnce of my Father as his third
wife bought it after they retired to elevate
the value of tHeir God as Home.. and sure..
they bought new cars as lovers too.. thing
is.. i am more interested in Being Apollo
and enjoying myself with
Hebes than owning
a statue
of either
one.. same thing NoW
with Jesus.. i also inherited
a Statue of Jesus on my Desk
Top from the third wife of my father
too.. nah.. i dont want A statue of Jesus..
rather inCArNaTE the LoVE parT i read as
dedicated student and disciple of Love sAMe Now
per the loftiest ideal of HuMan CurrenTlY iNcArnaTE
oN eArTh NoW as LovE walKs UpRight tALL iN PoTEnTiaL
NoW as FaiTh on two legs sTiLL.. just another POTenTial noW
Of Nature aka God incARnaTe NoW as BeinG hUmaN TeMple MoRE..
oF aS GoD HoMe NoW.. Statues and otheR forms of Art are only milestones
oF LiFE to mE aLLoNe.. the essence is what counts.. Hebes.. Apollo.. or Jesus
iN
HuMan
ForM.. not
everyone gets
it but some be it..
i would Love to say
you are it more too… juST sayiN’..
LiKe Saturday in the Park on the
Fourth of July forevernowmore..
MaGiC HuMaN MuShRooms
and all thaT JiZz JAzz
oF IMaGiNaTioN
And CreaTivity
cOme to
FRuiTiON
Now even morE2..
IMaGinaTiON and CreaTivity are
Love forever toGeTher.. nah.. yAh..
yA.. can’T hIDe A FireWoRk NoW..:)
way of collective subconscious for every symbol human creates
by mouth or hand or dance of life in form to express the essence
that MoVeS oN ConNecTinG uS iN Co-Creating ways toGeTher..
EXtraverted or alone iNtroverted as connections grow within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around or much
more limited to a screen of computer perHaps with
just input without much MoVinG.. cONnecTinG
Co-CreaTinG iMaginATioN coMe to
FruiTioN oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
HeARt even MoRE as MINd
and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
paRT As WhoLe OcEAn
wHole or rogue
waves
that
work to
grow hiGher
oN tHeir own..
to sHow the Ocean
A Greater PotenTial YeT..
A FireworK A Mimosa can be
With ImAGiNAtioN and wiTh
CreATivity a FloWeR wE
too caN and WiLL
continue to
BLooM
all the way
aCross the liFE sPaN
Now as we share all the
aRT and SciEnce we KNoW and
FeeL and SeNSE togeTher on the GreaTEst
uNabridged HUmaN Bible that is online NoW iN
aLL oF HUmaN.. Freedom of Expression.. and it’s
trUe.. NoW.. the Goddess Hebe as eternal youth model
of Greek olden days of mythological stories to ideal what
can and will be human potential shares something in common
with Her Husband Heracles as neither she or he is known to have
A Human Father.. Apollo munching on lettuce with a fair maiden was
enough to bring Hebes to life.. and it’s true as Baby Katrina is pictured
in my latest Video Slide Presentation with Her Mother and Grand Mother
and her Mother’s Brothers too.. there is no Father present so in sort of that
way she is a lot like Jesus per mythology as well as eternal youth of never
passing much more than the age of 30 or even eternal teenager given
the best lighting in photo or statue way.. hehe.. and Apollo for
Wisdom and Poetry and Musical AbiLiTy.. WeLL.. the thing
is.. we do have the opportunity for greaTeR Beauty
NoW and Wisdom these days in both LiGht
of KNoWledGE and FeeLinG and
SenSinG as Beauty with Wisdom
too.. setting oneself free and
needing nothing from
any other human
being as
far as
material
goods for pay
and such as that is key
to exploring and gaining further journey
evolution of human soUL and in some ways
history and herstory and eTc story repeats itsELf
as there is probably somewhere around 5 percent
of the General Population or less that are both fortunate
and personally motivated to attain the Grade of Freedom in
Both Beauty
and Wisdom as
thing is when you
add in Full Peace of
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
Force the requirement stays
for Struggle too as no Peace of
miNdBoDYcoMes with just instant gratification..
it’s the rule.. of Nature and Human Nature too..
Carrots and Sticks are necessary for Success..
but those who make tHeiR own Carrots and Sticks
for Success are those who manage the greatest Free WiLL oF
aLL iN Relative Nature and HUman Nature way as synthesis of two bEcoMeS oNe..
Carrot
and
Stick
wHOle.. ForcE oNE.. NoW..
FiRe WorK Baby oF aS SoUL..
And note.. i didn’t buy Hebes and
Apollo on that File Cabinet of Brain..
an iNHeritAnce of my Father as his third
wife bought it after they retired to elevate
the value of tHeir God as Home.. and sure..
they bought new cars as lovers too.. thing
is.. i am more interested in Being Apollo
and enjoying myself with
Hebes than owning
a statue
of either
one.. same thing NoW
with Jesus.. i also inherited
a Statue of Jesus on my Desk
Top from the third wife of my father
too.. nah.. i dont want A statue of Jesus..
rather inCArNaTE the LoVE parT i read as
dedicated student and disciple of Love sAMe Now
per the loftiest ideal of HuMan CurrenTlY iNcArnaTE
oN eArTh NoW as LovE walKs UpRight tALL iN PoTEnTiaL
NoW as FaiTh on two legs sTiLL.. just another POTenTial noW
Of Nature aka God incARnaTe NoW as BeinG hUmaN TeMple MoRE..
oF aS GoD HoMe NoW.. Statues and otheR forms of Art are only milestones
oF LiFE to mE aLLoNe.. the essence is what counts.. Hebes.. Apollo.. or Jesus
iN
HuMan
ForM.. not
everyone gets
it but some be it..
i would Love to say
you are it more too… juST sayiN’..
LiKe Saturday in the Park on the
Fourth of July forevernowmore..
MaGiC HuMaN MuShRooms
and all thaT JiZz JAzz
oF IMaGiNaTioN
And CreaTivity
cOme to
FRuiTiON
Now even morE2..
IMaGinaTiON and CreaTivity are
Love forever toGeTher.. nah.. yAh..
yA.. can’T hIDe A FireWoRk NoW..:)
6422
As my cold lags on and in taking
the Wife Katrina back over to see
her Sister still celebrating her 56th
Birthday as i did last year and she
a Great Grandmother and
me and the
Katrina with
no living Children
in Flesh and Blood
way at least for
NoW.. i
took a
little side
avenue of trip
to my my childhood
to youth age homes on
Elm and Birch Street in days
of 9 years old almost to the
age of 30 too.. sure.. base
ment dweller as
youth i was
too.. even
with three college
degrees.. a minimum wage or
so entry job doesn’t pay for a New
Apartment and or Car very well.. then
at least as the price of Goods has stabilized
somewhat in the ways of wired up goods at least
where the Mature ones of stuff like insurance continues to
skyrocket now in ways of taking care of one’s health.. yeah..
it’s hard to imagine that my Health Insurance for just me and the
wife is more than twice as much as our Mortgage per month when we
started out and it’s true.. in the regular so-called bank i only had $1000
dollars to my name when i purchased my first 30K Sports Utility Vehicle
back in ’99.. but thanks God for Government Thrift Savings Plans that
match and add more as help and higher paying jobs that come
with the fruition of harder work.. anyway.. i remember all those
years of living pay check to pay check and that first Lowe’s
Credit Card to purchase my first Color TV as an
adult at age 26.. as in my family the only
Color TV we had lasted three years
from about ages 16 to 18 or
so then.. the
console
blew up
and on top of that
there wasn’t much stuff
interesting to watch on TV
then past 3 channels on Public
BroadCast TV.. VCR’s expanded
the potential in the 80’s and then came
DVD’s and Satellite TV after Cable too..
And CD players for audio enjoyment
replacing Cassettes from 8 Tracks
to Vinyl from FM To the AM
Radio Ghosts of
Mexican
Radio
at
evening dusks
on long rides that
seemed like they never
ended to visit my Father
Twice a year when young.. to
even feel what it felt like to ride
in an Air Conditioned Car too.. anyWay..
all this talk of a New Renaissance of Being Human
is truly for those still who are the elite among the elite to
find the grade of what the real Jesus Dude.. and the Buddha
and the mythological Krishna and Lao TZu and oTher sAGes
of the aGes were and sTiLL are SPeaKing about iN whoever
wrote the words attributed to these Statues and Paintings
of men and myth.. and sadly rarely women too.. as
Patriarchy most often sings A HISstory
in Bearded ways.. sure and Neo
too.. and trUe for all
practical intents
and purposes
from now too
almost
from birth
we are born slaves
in contingencies of the
Cultures and or Religions
we are born into from ripping
off foreskins of tiny babies to
mutilating pleasure organs of
the female versions of
those babies too..
and the
almighty
Dollar becomes
the King and Queen
of liFe with Dreams of New
Automobiles as Lovers and a Mortgage
for Paper Work Ownership of a God with
four walls and a ceiling and even potentially
upstairs and basement dwelling too.. for escape
from what everyone else is living in and as too..
the dream of Life begins and ends with
within.. the outside Environmental
Stuff sHades or BriGhtens
the PotEnTiaL oF thAT
to GiVE and
shARe NoW..
69% of Americans
are suggested in studies
to have less than a Grand of Savings..
and with Automation taking over jobs at a
furious rate with Slaves taking on Trump Pipes
to escape reality.. as Capitalism rules with a Ford
better idea still of cost efficiency no matter the human cost..
it’s getting harder and harder for all practical intents and purposes
to achieve Neo’s Jesus Dream and particularly the one with no swords for peace…
i was born in an ideal time.. an in-between place of the opportunity for still secure
jobs with lifelong benefits and the rise of technology in information way to expand
my human potential with the resources of humankind arT and SciEnce KNoWledge
at my keyboard to screen to hand-size device now.. but more than anything else i am
lucky and fortunate to have looked within to find the greatest intelligences of mInd and
BoDy BaLanCE all InNaTE.. InStIncTuaL and INTuiTiVe FinAlly BeCoMinG FriEnds
and LoVerS WiTh God of and as NaTuRe’s Gravity of and as LiFe.. the words are
only empty shells for that.. sure.. a reflection that likely means not much for
one who has not experienced at least a little of the Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVen now.. wHeN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCe cOmeS
BaLanCinG oNe wiTh the rest of cReaTioN NoW and
as God too.. ParT aS WhoLe two as one Force
aS and oF LiVinG LoVinG liGht NoW aLL..
it’s not the old houses i lived in
that were smALL it
was the
size of
mY soUl
then not yeT
reaLiZed as a soUL
oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force More Fully LiT uP and as Gratitude
Goes.. i have all wHo and thaT iS thAT and wHo
CAMe BeFoRE me as God too.. to THANK for
GiVinG mE this oPPoRTuniTy for HeAVen
NoW and yes.. paramount the Freedom
of Expression we eNjoy in the
United States no matter
how cuckoo stuff
is at the
bottom
and the top
of our General Population now
who are trying to prove they are an
only Gold God or just want a little more
of what other folks have with no desire to
share and give with those who are less fortunate
and live and look a different way than the them
that is us too.. in Bio and Neuro-DiVersity
NoW too.. it was the job of
JOB to discard
all those
cultural
clothes to
be free but the thing
is now a neW age Jesus
can do it and no one willl even
notice that he or she or it exists now
aS even Bonobo Flesh Free in the Blood of Jungle Peace..
And that my friEnds was/is the promise in that Generation that has come for
and as me NoW and surELy as Trumps say with Surety of and as oTheRS too..
are you free and wild enough to be naked air and water now.. sure.. NoW..
no matter
what
i’LL
still
invite
YOU to the NexT dAncE Free..
i’ve fELt and SenSed and KNoWn much
of yOUr pain but i can not make
or necessarily show you
the water and air
i am now…
God of
Merit
nothing Free but nothing
and nothing is not a place alive for humans..
as ‘they’ continue to be slaved with clothes of culture..
Anyway.. leASt i can do is provide a Window Seat Now..
in much
more
than
stringy
Long
lines of wall text..
sure.. Flying Spaghetti Monster NoW too..;)
the Wife Katrina back over to see
her Sister still celebrating her 56th
Birthday as i did last year and she
a Great Grandmother and
me and the
Katrina with
no living Children
in Flesh and Blood
way at least for
NoW.. i
took a
little side
avenue of trip
to my my childhood
to youth age homes on
Elm and Birch Street in days
of 9 years old almost to the
age of 30 too.. sure.. base
ment dweller as
youth i was
too.. even
with three college
degrees.. a minimum wage or
so entry job doesn’t pay for a New
Apartment and or Car very well.. then
at least as the price of Goods has stabilized
somewhat in the ways of wired up goods at least
where the Mature ones of stuff like insurance continues to
skyrocket now in ways of taking care of one’s health.. yeah..
it’s hard to imagine that my Health Insurance for just me and the
wife is more than twice as much as our Mortgage per month when we
started out and it’s true.. in the regular so-called bank i only had $1000
dollars to my name when i purchased my first 30K Sports Utility Vehicle
back in ’99.. but thanks God for Government Thrift Savings Plans that
match and add more as help and higher paying jobs that come
with the fruition of harder work.. anyway.. i remember all those
years of living pay check to pay check and that first Lowe’s
Credit Card to purchase my first Color TV as an
adult at age 26.. as in my family the only
Color TV we had lasted three years
from about ages 16 to 18 or
so then.. the
console
blew up
and on top of that
there wasn’t much stuff
interesting to watch on TV
then past 3 channels on Public
BroadCast TV.. VCR’s expanded
the potential in the 80’s and then came
DVD’s and Satellite TV after Cable too..
And CD players for audio enjoyment
replacing Cassettes from 8 Tracks
to Vinyl from FM To the AM
Radio Ghosts of
Mexican
Radio
at
evening dusks
on long rides that
seemed like they never
ended to visit my Father
Twice a year when young.. to
even feel what it felt like to ride
in an Air Conditioned Car too.. anyWay..
all this talk of a New Renaissance of Being Human
is truly for those still who are the elite among the elite to
find the grade of what the real Jesus Dude.. and the Buddha
and the mythological Krishna and Lao TZu and oTher sAGes
of the aGes were and sTiLL are SPeaKing about iN whoever
wrote the words attributed to these Statues and Paintings
of men and myth.. and sadly rarely women too.. as
Patriarchy most often sings A HISstory
in Bearded ways.. sure and Neo
too.. and trUe for all
practical intents
and purposes
from now too
almost
from birth
we are born slaves
in contingencies of the
Cultures and or Religions
we are born into from ripping
off foreskins of tiny babies to
mutilating pleasure organs of
the female versions of
those babies too..
and the
almighty
Dollar becomes
the King and Queen
of liFe with Dreams of New
Automobiles as Lovers and a Mortgage
for Paper Work Ownership of a God with
four walls and a ceiling and even potentially
upstairs and basement dwelling too.. for escape
from what everyone else is living in and as too..
the dream of Life begins and ends with
within.. the outside Environmental
Stuff sHades or BriGhtens
the PotEnTiaL oF thAT
to GiVE and
shARe NoW..
69% of Americans
are suggested in studies
to have less than a Grand of Savings..
and with Automation taking over jobs at a
furious rate with Slaves taking on Trump Pipes
to escape reality.. as Capitalism rules with a Ford
better idea still of cost efficiency no matter the human cost..
it’s getting harder and harder for all practical intents and purposes
to achieve Neo’s Jesus Dream and particularly the one with no swords for peace…
i was born in an ideal time.. an in-between place of the opportunity for still secure
jobs with lifelong benefits and the rise of technology in information way to expand
my human potential with the resources of humankind arT and SciEnce KNoWledge
at my keyboard to screen to hand-size device now.. but more than anything else i am
lucky and fortunate to have looked within to find the greatest intelligences of mInd and
BoDy BaLanCE all InNaTE.. InStIncTuaL and INTuiTiVe FinAlly BeCoMinG FriEnds
and LoVerS WiTh God of and as NaTuRe’s Gravity of and as LiFe.. the words are
only empty shells for that.. sure.. a reflection that likely means not much for
one who has not experienced at least a little of the Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVen now.. wHeN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCe cOmeS
BaLanCinG oNe wiTh the rest of cReaTioN NoW and
as God too.. ParT aS WhoLe two as one Force
aS and oF LiVinG LoVinG liGht NoW aLL..
it’s not the old houses i lived in
that were smALL it
was the
size of
mY soUl
then not yeT
reaLiZed as a soUL
oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force More Fully LiT uP and as Gratitude
Goes.. i have all wHo and thaT iS thAT and wHo
CAMe BeFoRE me as God too.. to THANK for
GiVinG mE this oPPoRTuniTy for HeAVen
NoW and yes.. paramount the Freedom
of Expression we eNjoy in the
United States no matter
how cuckoo stuff
is at the
bottom
and the top
of our General Population now
who are trying to prove they are an
only Gold God or just want a little more
of what other folks have with no desire to
share and give with those who are less fortunate
and live and look a different way than the them
that is us too.. in Bio and Neuro-DiVersity
NoW too.. it was the job of
JOB to discard
all those
cultural
clothes to
be free but the thing
is now a neW age Jesus
can do it and no one willl even
notice that he or she or it exists now
aS even Bonobo Flesh Free in the Blood of Jungle Peace..
And that my friEnds was/is the promise in that Generation that has come for
and as me NoW and surELy as Trumps say with Surety of and as oTheRS too..
are you free and wild enough to be naked air and water now.. sure.. NoW..
no matter
what
i’LL
still
invite
YOU to the NexT dAncE Free..
i’ve fELt and SenSed and KNoWn much
of yOUr pain but i can not make
or necessarily show you
the water and air
i am now…
God of
Merit
nothing Free but nothing
and nothing is not a place alive for humans..
as ‘they’ continue to be slaved with clothes of culture..
Anyway.. leASt i can do is provide a Window Seat Now..
in much
more
than
stringy
Long
lines of wall text..
sure.. Flying Spaghetti Monster NoW too..;)
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Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
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