Hi Leah.. great to hear from you.. and thanks so much for providing some visual images of your new home in the Netherlands.. i suppose when i hear that word it most reminds me of the Song Nether Lands that i used to play on the piano by Dan Fogelberg.. and sad to see he passed away at my age now with prostate cancer.. living in a small place as you say.. hard to meet interesting people.. i have so many interests in life.. it’s hard to restrain myself when i meet anyone new.. where i for one always see an opportunity to not only mind mELd with them but soUL meld with them as the empathy i can be in not only knowing them in interests but feelings and senses as well.. i am surely a people person and also just as surely most often too deep after a few minutes of speaking for most anyone to stay around for the end of the fredtalk.. hehe.. anyway.. the great thing about writing is.. folks can turn me off with just a few key strokes.. and that’s okay as Lord knows during my work years there were days that the only words i uttered much past thank you and drive through working at a Bowling Center and handing out shoes was putting in our military style pass down log each day as a record of what i did.. one word and that word was routine.. although the human connection then was there and felt good in happy and joy of smiles.. the intellectual aspect of my mind had gone to mush.. as all i had to say in sidewalk each day was the word routine in a blog life of routine.. kinda sad.. huh.. after graduating from college with three degrees but that’s the way the Autism Spectrum goes when one is still more in input mode than getting the words of reciprocal social communication out.. when computers came and i played that first little game of the worm swallowing its tail.. a sudden infusion of problem solving dopamine and the other side of my brain started working again in the most rudimentary ways of problem solving then.. thing is.. though.. i went the other way and started losing the social empathic part where at least i could talk about getting folks signed up for tournaments and making dry jokes on the intercom and such as that.. i made a lot of folks smile as i could be the class clown in every which way to the strange way i walked and ran down the middle of the Bowling Lanes as a significant portion of my life then was chasing dead wood pins and sliding them down the gutter.. hehe.. public dance is so much more fun in a mind and body both stimulating way of connecting both hemispheres of brain together through head to toe as well.. anyway.. haha.. what i meant to say.. is.. i too wanna meet deeper thinking folks to play bRains with.. and that’s part of the reason i liked the Wrong Planet.. but on the other hand it was killing the social empathic part of my being even more than it was already dead from the get go.. after life killing chronic stress.. in doing a zillion things at one time.. mechanical cognition against social supervision and helping every one from A to Z.. i do much better at least focusing on one way of communication brain at a time.. ALL of Nature does a BaLanCinG act to survive.. human beings are not much different in this way than planets that orbit stars like our Earth around the Sun.. they don’t have complex language.. collective intelligence and complex culture different the same to get it all Trump FucKeD uP as we see around our country now.. as i hear the inauguration foreplay on TV now in the background in my wife’s life in TV Land where she has mostly stayed for decades now.. and if it was not for computers i might be sitting on the couch too.. if it didn’t hurt my neck so much to sit less than straight up or make my brain go to mush while waiting for the next big thing on TV.. what an opportunity in a little sliver of heaven’s bRains we have to fulfill human potential greater in so many ways of sharing human experiences in so so many more ways than the past could ever imagine in human eyes.. so yeah.. thank God for Computers.. a window out of small places and mind funk.. as in all stuff life.. use or lose applies.. so happy to hear you are working out again.. as hey.. physical intelligence and emotional intelligence and the existential intelligence that as you relate with the Ron Perlman Amazon Series.. in Hand of God can get so far out of wHack as we humans in the movie ‘Contact’ as inspired buy Carl Sagan.. says.. we humans have the potential to move.. connect.. and create such horrible nightmares and heavenly dreams to liberally paraphrase as i always do freely to go to another place in words in life.. as you know.. words used to be my entire life without effective use of eyes and ears.. trapped in a mind verbAlly navigating A world after living one so much in visual navigation for so much of my life.. and the beauty of epigenetics and neuroplasticity as a human can even become words if necessary to survive.. my dreams used to consist of scrolling words every which way.. now there are no limits as i see and hear the value of both ways of thinking now and so much more in sensing and feeling life.. like ‘they’ say so commonly.. you don’t miss ‘it’ until it’s gone.. problem is.. some folks never experience ‘it’ to begin with.. the conundrum that apParently some folks on the Autism Spectrum substantially experience with deficits in the ability to think with images and other symbols beyond verbal language.. to navigate tHeir world.. and oh my Goodness.. the human nature that allows almost a quarter of the world’s population to trust a man’s words in a cave where he himself wondered if he was mad when he heard a voice of angel in the translation of another world of the Gabriel already created in other books of mythology to house vehicles and vessels of deeper truth and liGht that can truly apply to nature and human nature all as life.. and that is what the social animal human does most.. group think.. for gaining and retaining social acceptance when the task at hand ranges from female genital mutilation to what they do to little baby boys too.. and when the folks who espouse a Golden rule of doing to others kindly as you would have them do to you.. consuming no others with harm.. vote for what would be an anti-christ except that ‘they’ already made A man into an anti-christ by suggesting he was a King of the Universe instead of humble giving and sharing love.. in doing no harm to others in at least parts of both sections of the bible now.. but then.. there is the slaying of others.. swords over peace and hating family members if they don’t agree.. apologists scurrying like rats to justify the dark as light and the light as dark.. as far as Golden rules go.. and that’s the square one root problem.. my friend.. culture is the virus.. butt the more innate way of the human bonobo.. is one who lives for pleasure and love as yes a lust for all stuff life.. in happy touchy feely ways of being.. while humans continue to walk straight on whomever created the cultural sidewalks of before.. thing is.. the liGht parts of myths and religions and all other arts are just as important for a healthy and well BaLAnCinG liFE VERSES the Isis head hunting Trump stink stank stuff.. that sucks that sucks that harms and maims and kills some more.. so my personal bible of life continues as i escape the past and move to now.. always now.. and hey!.. i’m up towards 1.025 million words since Memorial day oF 2016 in my latest effort of that as of the 69th MacroVerse celebrating now still what is my own personal ascension into Unison of miNd and BoDy BALanCinG Force with the rest of Nature and always more.. that i for one scribe as God in a bigger way than most folks do restricted to books oF old.. there is no bible big enough for me.. hehe.. so i create my own in making all of life a continuing state of nirvana and bliss in making all of life Holy and Sacred existence now overrunning a chalice of life beyond form of letters alone my FriEnd.. i suppose.. i was a poem waiting to sprout as a little boy at age 3.. i kNow for sure by the date of July 22nd 2013.. i came out of a cocoon like my newest Psychiatrist commonly relates to as butterfly human being for 42 months now too.. coming up on this Sunday.. the 22nd of January.. 2017.. see that’s the thing the more meaning and purpose we can create with imagination fully in tow of positive liGht liFe as Love now.. the more our neurochemistry sets fire a sun light inside.. and that’s the part of all myths.. art.. and religion that rings trUe mY friEnd.. the greATest.. and that is the way we experience lifE iN FeeLinG and seNSinG ways.. when all is liGht and we are not weighed down by negative emotions and unhealthy senses.. ranging from a couch potato life to iSil ways of insanely cultural created ways of thinking and doing life.. as well as Trump you gotta be dollar bitch rich with golden walls and fundamentalist Christian literal taking Revelation golden and emerald floors and ceilings and pearly gates.. JuST get naked heHe.. i DancE and SinG and play my friend with a good book as unabridged bible of all that lives and breathes online in a potential otHeR pARt of Heaven with no sun and moon to light the neurochemistry of liFe within and then spray liGht as far as our hoses and otHeR butterfly paRts aLonG WiTh other stuff will reach out.. like a lamp aLL LiT with no FucKinG Walls and Ceilings aT aLL.. Life is good.. mY FriEnd Leah.. my wishes and hopes now is for life is good for you too my FriEnd in Golden years with no walls and ceilings too.. And winks.. my FriEnd.. i supPose i live in Dan Fogelberg Nether Land never ending never land story of life now that not too many folks visiT iN liFe.. the aMazing thing iS.. it’s Heaven and isREaL2.. And the most hilarious thing oF all is when naysayers say i’m crazy to liVe iN Heaven now.. butt of course not to my face as something about leg pressing 1020 LBs 33 times now.. makes it harder now for folks to approach me in those bully ways of past.. Different for the Win my friEnd when different no longer CONforms.. And hehe.. a week ago a carload of young female women asked a 56 year old man for an autograph for doing nothing more than dancing free.. you kNow.. i told those stick in the mud dudes like i used to be at the Wrong Planet back when i lived 66 months as a hunch back of Notre Dame shortly after my personality transformed from INTJ to ENFP.. and my Autism Quotient Scan went from a high of 44 to 45 on a scale of 50 down to an 11 and my Emotional Intelligence quotient went from the mid 50’s to a 95 out of 100 in a matter of weeks during that July month of 2013.. soon to move from shut-in to dancing 6666 miles in precisely 40 months of Dance Public all around my metros area.. now.. with over a thousand selfies with young women like those in the car last week.. and after writing a 3.3 million word plus free verse poem with 740 MacroVerses as of this one now tHeRE would be no limits in what i would continue to do with my human potential then.. i got to be too much for them so i left.. i got to be too much for the poet folks in the opposite end of online communities as well.. thing iS.. it’s not too much for me.. and i no longer find walls and ceilings to hit my head up against as concrete steel like i did in never ending Another Ground Hog Day AHOGDAY aS a shut-in of same for 66 months then.. like i said.. NoW Life is GOOD for those who win without even a FucKinG Trump Green BLack Dollar Bill.. Cheap thrills.. are all mine.. my friend.. iN Nether Land NoW that is aLL miNd and BoDy noW aS BaLanCE.. i suppose A theMe Song has run out by now.. Love you Leah.. Friend.. best to you alWays.. yoUr friEnd Fred..:)
Trump.. signing paper work.. you kNow.. all the required stuff of Government AKA as systemizing society and culture and yes.. religion same.. truly.. life is politics when two or more folks come toGeTheR some folks are successful like me and the Katrina for close to 27 years now and some cannot power broker tHeir way to unity of success.. in other words.. we let it all out and tolerate the dArk and liGht as oh my God.. holding all that stuFF iN CAN result in poTenTiaL nasty explosions eventually.. and i have to say.. yes.. now.. while Trump is surely rude and uncouth down to potential abhorrent rains in snow and swimming pools.. tHeRe is a certain endearing quality to me of his.. oh my God surely Munster-like family as diversity sings her sweet song.. while Trump nonchalantly says FucK the rules here and bend the shit out of them as any successful power broker will do to get the job at HAND done for dARk or liGht as EmoTioNs of the HeARt from dArk to liGht move us to adapting to challenge and maKing change for either dARk or liGht and ‘tween the all of that as sHades of Grey come waving in like some stubby middle finger saying i FucKeD the rules.. and now i am a Billionaire and the Leader of whatever the FucK i wanna make the world next.. and that’s the thing.. go by the rules slow or jump all around the obstacles to gain success in all of liGht or the road to dARk one brings nexT.. anyWay… our entire new age of Robot mechanical cognition ways of getting jobs done is a brand new experiment where nobody really knows what is gonna happen next.. Trump IS A Microcosm of reALiTy as theRE is much existential angst in suffering and pain wHere the majority of folks are trying to make ends meet.. as half the adults in the country on some kind of pain killer show for sure.. folks are holding the shit within like a time bomb ready to protest explode on both sides of the political aisle now.. meanwhile.. the artists in all liberal arts will thrive with the muse of Trump and his whole supporting Cast as Munsters and it’s not too hard to find the similarities in his family but i will not pin the roles in any of the individual characters that are currently in charge in Munster way now.. thing is.. if you take shit too serIOUsly.. it will wHack you out from head to toe and more.. i am gonna make as much artistic fun with this as i can.. in hopes that most everyone will get through the next four years in substantially ONE PEACE.. meanwhile.. lots of real problems are exposed that have been somewhat swept across underlying the statistics of growing Walmart dead end jobs where everyone is as happy working there as Lurch behind the crowd.. and the best part of all the proceedings was/is when that little boy from ‘home alone’ said.. i wanna go home.. Jesus F. iN Christ.. he said it at least 5 times.. i think.. yes Dorothy or Dan or whatever his/her/eTc name is.. thiS ain’T Kansas anymore.. but it’s home.. might as well enjoy liFe and do a Matrix Dance before the Machines control you too.. on the home front of Robot tiMes.. and yes.. there is definitely some broader Autism phenotype stuff going on in his family and as my anecdotal experience shows that is both an innate and environmental issue too.. as people get wrapped up in their ‘special interests’ and the children kind of fly by the seat of what ever happens nexT.. anyWay.. healthy and happy the kids seem at least but poor Trump’s wife.. it’s more than obvious she didn’t sign up for this shit as hey.. this is a job where you eventually serve or get kicked out.. and a very dangerous one too.. poTenTiaLLy more so.. than the beauty queen circuit of before..;)
So.. my little birdie friend.. winged over what leads to the Federally protected Lands/Waters of Navarre Beach.. says.. President Bane.. hmm.. sure.. i mean Trump.. who is Bringing back the power to the people in America.. his first initiative is to revoke the rules that provide protection from the rape of God’s Lands/waters to ensure human dominates nature to cloth hiMself with Dinosaur remnants and to further pollute the air and water that is all our home.. yes.. folks all around the world that depend on the blue atmosphere of Love of God to breathe clean air.. and drink clean water.. and while conservatives decried the Raping of Indian protected lands this is the same dam thing they support in a new President here for as hypocrisy rains down in acid like ways continuing with change for the dark dollar bills to kill mother earth and destroy the future for the children’s children etc.. of Human.. eT aL.. for a place of breathe and drink wHere we must have both to live beyond just the April Fool’s Month of January in the LA.. Lower Alabama Trump Panhandle oF Florida wHere Spring Azaleas now commonly bloom in the so-called Coldest months of the year and ‘this seagull’ reminds me that when i first got well from the insane ravages of culture that make human into robot mechanical cognition thinking creatures instead of socially empathic touching feeling people.. yes.. back on the third week of July of 2013.. standing upon the Navarre beach one with emerald green waters.. sugary white sands swaying sea oats.. and the wings of a seagull spiraling the Sun/ AKA almost juST like ‘this’.. for a few moments and a rant on Twitter that is rather difficult for me.. hehe.. as you might imagine.. haha.. with 140 character limits and such short shit as that.. i wished a flood to come and wipe all the cancer of condominiums away like sores from the distance of human footprints removed first from the sand.. but of course it was just a satire and not serious as yellow boy is included in that group of terrestrial by products and beings who/that cannot afford a flood now to continue life.. and seagulls eventually must land too.. anyWay.. it’s still disgusting when folks take almost total disregard for the home that feeds both their stomachs and lungs.. and blood stream as blood to flesh.. but that’s the way of the world.. win the lottery of abundance and waste one’s own life to everyone on earth who depends on this home.. and it’s true.. if humans go away and even their nuclear power plants melt down.. in a few million years not even the pyramids will be left to prove we were even here and the next intelligent species to arise in 300M years or so.. perHaps WiLL live longer Without Bane of Intelligence.. if not.. don’t matter.. as God continues to exist alWAys noW iN those/who/that/what survives.. our friend the roach and the dragonfly will likely continue to smile above bane refrains.. nothing is your own except your life.. all the rest eventually goes away to pyramid duSt.. so i dance and sing while alive and celebrate what is alive and free per GOD alive2..:)
WeLL.. back to the past a little bit now.. hehe.. all the way back to Thursday night dance that for me came shortly after midnight as there were somewhere around 400 photos to download complete in two blog posts.. one G rated and the other.. let’s just say rated passionate per se in all legal ways noW alloWed oF the greaTest USA first amendment rights STiLL to express oneself fully aS Such.. anyWay.. then dance came and dance went and dance cAMe aGain.. and all the lovely very intelligent women on Thursday night college night from my old Alumni..School UWF.. made the niGht one briGht muse oF LiGht thaT alWays iNsPires the appropriate levels of neurochemistry now as any fully human holy praise dance WiLL do to reach ‘the other’ side of deeper ways of creativity also known as the Holy Spirit unleashed and released in Quantum metaphor of HUman mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL super-tuned as far as hUman Ferraris can speed alway aS liGht inCaRnAte oNe iN Yogi UniSoN WiTh God and yes.. daughters and eTcS..too..:)
And now as what most often comes at the end of Dance on Thursday night as this week at Good Old Seville Quarter iN P’Cola will number 145 DanCinG weeks since close to the Spring Equinox of 2014.. yes.. only one week missed was with an intestinal virus that would not go away and sadly kept me running aS Such to the porcelain throne and i have been very blessed this year to stay away from any severe bugs like that.. And the dance experience i have with all the young college folks reminds me of the book by Mitch Albom named “Tuesdays with Morrie”.. about a dying man doing it gracefully with a full life of living joy and pARt of what that young man at heARt and SpiRit and SoUL who was a little advanced as far as numerical age goes.. is dance freely.. in yes sort of a free verse dance like i do with all the college folks and beloved for his free spirit there.. couldn’t imagine doing solo dance in a crowd back in the day i saw that movie and surely i have advanced to Morrie-like Happiness now.. by the spiRit of Being so free now.. and while i got a little grief from folks who tend to try to eliminate different from the crowd when i first danced there like stuff on the Twitter big screen feed that said that guy thinks he is Neo and he is rolling on drugs and stuff like that.. i get a lot of love now as that is what WiLL of perseverance in being free will eventually do from ridiculed at the first of this by a few Southern Baptist types that suggested i was just drawing attention and being dark while i was lighting my lamp up so briGht and now to legend and can i have your autograph and metro area icon and stuff like that.. and as i love to say.. considering i was the hunch back of Notre Dame for all practically no intents and purposes and meaning as a shut-in in my bedroom in my uniform of white underwear for 66 months.. all of this yes.. every FucKinG bit of This is an isReaL miracle of an isReaL God LiVinG within me StiLL noW fully alive and RiSinG aS enLighTeNing even more now iN aWakeNiNG ForcE even MoRRiE than thAT.. now while ‘this’ all free Facebook Algorithm video slide presentation documents isREal miracles now..:)
AnyWay ‘that’ wall of shut-in pain and numb for 66 months is all gone now.. and i continue a rise of liFE that moves.. connects and creates further than ever beForE iN my liFE as dimensions of consciousness iN MiNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG ForcE continues to GroW now..WiTh aLL oF heART.. eXpResSinG SpIRit of heART iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG.. SoUL.. eVen moRe.. noW aLIVe.. And surely a substantial pARt of my Freedom was from the stArt of the increase of my physical and emotional intelligence as well as existential intelligence in the art of movement all the way down and yes.. up to Body Art in what would eventually become male renaissance new age arT thennow.. wHere most men my age would be terrified to go in any restricted public art forum in life for adults.. so sure.. in a way i got my ass FReED in PG way iN this blog post’ titled “Freedom of Expression1”.. and as ‘they’ say too.. in Virginia Slims commercials i’ve come aLong way baby NoW iN un-domesticating the more extreme divine masculine side of my nude art from what started out as a more softer divine feminine reflection that surely is harder now in many ways that art can come.. a lot of work goes into it.. truly hard work.. and the thing is.. i am the one who benefits most from exploring my human poTenTiaL.. but hey.. without the proof.. how can i say that miracles are isREal.. as any barefoot King David going to war without clothes and dancing the same in more extreme Hallelujah ways of Praise and Glory to the God oF aLL that needs no clothes at all to express the wild and free innate.. instinct.. and intuition that makes up the drive for liFE.. all Free as free can be clothed or not..sTiLL NoW..:)
And here is a ‘similar post’ that moves a year past the last MacroVerse memory from three years ago.. 2014 to 2015.. named ‘Finding LIGHT Force in ART and GRACE’.. which trUly spEaKS IN LiGhT more to what i am saying here.. as there is alWays ‘MoRRiE’ to come aGAIn.. as WilD and FrEE over domesticated pain and numb of disorder and disease and other iLL ways of LiVinG LiFe NoW..:)
And the last Facebook Memory shared Macro-Verse.. for now is.. “DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns”.. as i make the final laps of completing poetic responses to all of dVerse Poet’s Pub poetry links for an entire year of thousands and thousands of MicroVerse Poems written in response to many forms of ART and essence oF arT noW too.. and now for nite nite now too.. as the eyelids juSt ain’t gonna hOld uP much longer after hardly any sleep iN LAST NiGht of Dance..:)
Butt.. before i go.. one of my last dances in discussing differences of opinions about God and religion with friend Soheir from Egypt.. last year.. before we made a sharp break in irreconcilable differences PER the sanctity of the life of Lesbian women getting covered up with dirt to chest so they cannot cover their eyes and getting FucKinG Stoned to death in Iran.. but that was another last dance that came after ‘this’ Micro-Verse about fear in religion.. as my God don’t play those little man Trump games NoW in any shape form or fashion of only God men or so-called last prophets and tHeiR minions still living in caves of yesteryears with voices that have labels beyond essence oF GoD WiThin.. so.. here we go with anoTHeR hoLy spiRit tune by me and God WiThIN all NoW sET FREE thennow..AS FucKinG LOVE.. as tHere are no first or last dances iN Essence heAR onLy GoD LiVinG NoW yes! by me.. beside me within me to always guide me and hold me and sure.. if i don’t follow the rules of human nature and the laws of Nature all.. scold me again like a new age hUman JOB.. aS i DancE and SinG soMe morE noW forevermore now.. OK.. or not.. i caN and juST WiLL Do iT!..;)
SMiLes.. my friend.. Soheir.. i have read much about how Muslim people interpret fear in Islam.. and as in all religions the opinions vary in accordance with how individuals interpret the metaphors of the sacred text.. so sure.. as a Muslim it is for you to study and interpret the sacred text to arrive at confidence within your own beliefs.. and of course i would not expect you to agree with any of my opinions on this.. as you know while i believe that Muhammad was a messenger of God and a powerful and influential one certainly then.. quite frankly we are all to some degree.. the eyes.. ears.. and mouths of God.. some more effective and influential than others.. some more helpful and harmful than others.. but of course.. at the end of the day.. that all comes down to the filter of human understanding and how human will understand the metaphors and so-called concrete realities of life within the scope of how large or small their eyes.. ears and mouth of Allah are.. but no.. while i believe that Muhammad was an incredibly successful warrior and leader.. Muhammad falls as lesser among the many prophets of humanity who became famous or perhaps never famous at all.. if they were weaker.. and not warriors.. politicians.. or priests… The warrior often makes a great case for tribal strength and fear in others.. but the Love is not as great as it could be without fear my friend.. and only Courage and Kind.. but alas.. humans are born with only two innate fears.. falling and fear of noises.. all other fears are learned.. and when there is aggression and violence.. one must learn to protect themselves in defense and offense if one is going to be able to Love God with all their heArt.. without the fear that will Naturally limit love.. as the state of mind of fear… is one that inhibits Love.. as it is for base survival in fight or flight means of hand to feet combat or running away.. so naturally like in the wilderness.. the Tom Cat is more fearless.. courageous.. and even kinder to human beings.. ’cause he is confident in his ability to both defend himself in warring ways with other Tom Cats.. and capturing both prey and females for reproduction.. but no.. not all Tom cats are equal in this natural ability.. nor or all female cats weak and timid.. there is even a spectrum of differences in behavior of Cats.. and humans that are much more complex than that as a human being has reasoning abilities to remember past details in abstract constructs of language to forecast the future.. and live in an almost constant state of rationally constructed fear.. that is extremely truly illusory and irrational.. as they live in almost constant.. unrelenting.. limiting fear to move.. connect.. create.. or even love other human beings.. and the rest of allthatis GOD ONE AND sAMe… It takes not much time to create a fearful human being.. spoon-fed with fears from birth.. that can be both cultural and religious in illusory fears.. it took me years to lose all my illusory fears.. and sure.. at times they come back to me in spurts of memory way.. but God gifts human beings with the ability to pray.. yes.. to pray.. some folks call it cognitive behavioral therapy but it is truly no different than Muhammad’s soldiers who feared before they went into Battle and prayed to Allah for fearlessness for the fight.. to find the power of hope and fearlessness inside.. and even science now provides the scientific term placebo.. to show how powerful belief is for positive change in behaviors and effective results in life for as you say in the blessing from Allah to gain Prosperity.. Happiness.. and Hope.. and if anyone thinks that material prosperity will bring happiness alone.. of course we know and feel they are incorrect.. as it is often fear of loss of material goods or even owning other human beings as material goods that brings human great anxiety in fear.. of losing that control my friend.. and the greatest way any culture or religion can control other human beings in subjugation.. through fear for gaining selfish desire for power.. status.. and material gains.. is to institute a reign of fear.. as we see in America where we have false fears in exaggerating terrorist attacks and as we see in ISIL controlled territories.. where there are threats of extreme physical punishment.. like beheadings.. and crucifixions and the such for not following extreme interpretations of the sacred texts in Islam.. hmm.. all of this is why i discount religions and or cultures as providing all the answers for me to Loving God with all my heArt.. and of course respecting God with all my heaRt too.. ’cause psychopathic leaning humans with little fear or love in their heart will most always twist anything they can around to put their subordinates into a state of fear so they can control them.. and sadly these individuals as long as they are in that state of fear will never ever meet God face to face… my friend.. or gain the Holy Spirit of God inside to do incredible amazing positive miracles in life my friend.. both individually and collectively as a society of God that moves… connects and creates as free.. and i understand totally my friend.. that you and i may never see life completely eye to eye.. but that is how God makes all of God’s children with different eyes.. so God will never get bored my friend.. and that is just another metaphor my friend.. the prophet that God makes me and infinite numbers of others throughout infinity now.. as you kNow… the way i feel that it is no less blasphemous toward God to suggest any human no matter who they are.. as either the only begotten son of God or the last prophet of God… in my opinion those words whomever they come from come far far away from the God of Infinity my friend.. as no one has the last anything on God ’cause God has no endings or beginnings and this is far far.. from any human being or science abilities to get their pin head brains around.. but never the less in God’s world that is complete.. a grain of sand is no less important than the mountain it stands upon.. and these are just grains of sand i am speaking for God now my friend.. through God’s eyes small and large and infinitely many in our sensual organs of eyes.. ears.. and mouths.. where God may create other beings on other planets of God’s Universe.. with ways of perceiving God much GREATER AS PROPHETS OF GOD.. that we cannot even fathom on this speck of dust named earth.. but never the less even if we are the only one’s with this potential we all have unique gifts my friend as messengers of God.. none last.. or only.. ever in eYes as infinite as God’s eye’s so many.. my friend..SOHEIR.. Anyway.. i am looking forward to hearing your opinions on fear on your blog one day my friend.. and who knows or feels.. my message may be different then.. as i am only a stu dent of God and.. now realize i know and feel nothing compared to God.. so sure.. i have due respect for God.. but no fear of God as long as God tells me in God’s voice now that is never recorded in text now that i stand in the balance of God’s Graces now my friend.. just now.. God.. will take care of aLL the rest.. in God’s scope that is beyond all human and science understanding as grains of Sand we are now.. fearing any of THAT is just a waste of Love..:)
Anyway.. just to be clear i have much respect for all the prophets of God.. regardless of what God tells me now.. is both their accomplishments and failures my friend.. and one of my favorite verses attributed to Jesus.. of course removed from the modern versions of the New Testament as it would give power of fearless Love to the human and away from religious rule is the following.. recovered around the area of Egypt my friend.. with other gnostic texts recovered around 1959.. the year before my birth.. so sure.. as they talk about resurrection of Jesus.. in someways perhaps he was uncovered and resurrected in 1959.. through the discovery of those words.. but we will never know for sure if we have any of Jesus’ words for sure as even top scholars suggest that only 18% of the New Testament words.. come from Jesus.. so sure i can never really say for sure if he is correct or incorrect in all he says as much is reported through second hand.. and perhaps a thousand hands of degrees of separation from his mouth.. but truly that matters not as again.. all humans are God’s children and all children of God iN some degree are messengers of God.. even if they have no mouths.. no ears.. or no eyes at all.. as we see with the Great woman Helen Keller who could not speak.. hear.. or see my friend.. never the less she knew God true.. no less than i at age 3 before i could speak my friend what a gift that was to both me and Helen Keller where she was provided sign language and when i once again.. could not effectively see.. hear.. or talk in my environment to participate in the flesh and blood world.. that God through all God’s messengers on earth holding hands in efforts provided me this tool of keyboard that i still use as a messenger of God with Keyboard my friend.. as the truth is.. all of human language is sign language.. that approximates a gift of communication from God.. the keyboard is just an extension of that my friend.. no different than a piano.. or other musical instruments in essence now.. that carry the voice of emotions of God as manifest in uS.. far far through space too.. on the airwaves of God too.. perhaps there are others who are listening and have far far more to say than me or others here on Earth my friend.. but i am never too large to listen to more my friend.. as i know and feel all of creation belongs to god ONE AND SamE as NOW..:)
Psalm 37.. as reported from David in the Old Testament:
1. Do NOT fret.. etc..
that’s how it starts off.. the rest of it in 40 verses is consumed with political.. and base tribal oriented fear.. so i for one do not take heed.. as God is no politician alone most certainly.. all though we humans are certainly instinctually tribal in Nature with cognitive abilities to overcome that.. now.. in ways of praying in positive belief ways for unity instead of the separation and the division of the old testament then.. with a new testament of Courage and Kind LOVE.. my Friend..:)
Jesus as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and when shall we see You?” Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take up your garments and place them under your feet like little children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the Living One, and you will not be afraid”
Jesus apparently did everything he could to tale his disciples over and over again.. that he was just another son of man.. no more important than anyone else and God exists in us with no cultural clothing at all.. but sadly still rarely does any Christian even understand the most important and truly good news of Jesus that we are all children of God no less or important in all of God’s eyes than the other my friend or the grain of sand that holds up the Mountain my friend.. to come to truly Love God with all one’s heart.. one must escape all the clothes of religions and cultures to become ONE WITH NAKED GOD in uS.. NO LONGER AFRAID MY FRIEND.. NO LESS THAN ADAM OR EVE BEFORE THE APPLE OF CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS CLOTHES OF FALSE KNOWLEDGE AS WELL… And seriously dancing naked or almost naked like King David did as reported in the bible is a great way to become fearless iN Love with God.. sadly.. there are relatively few of us left that have that type of courage.. but yes.. there are still many in numbers alone out of 7 billion or so humans now.. objectively measured as such.. particularly in smaller so-called primitive cultures that live ONE with God whether there is a word for God to trap God in or not as smaller than Infinity and beyond.. my friend.. anyway.. back to the Gospel of Thomas Jesus also suggests that one must hate one’s father and mother.. brother and sister.. for their ways of the past.. and he did not come for peace but with a sword.. so no.. i do not agree with all of what Jesus has to say there either.. as i will continue to Love my Mother and Father Unconditionally no matter how much i disagree with them on their views of limiting God my friend.. and that includes everyone else who i may feel is misled or misguided now.. as we are all grains of God’s sand equally important to God always and forever now.. worthy of Love and Respect that comes with understanding more of both human nature.. religions.. and cultures now.. and Jesus didn’t have Google.. or 18 years of school.. so sure.. he was correct to say of course.. that others will do much more than he in the future.. as God does not create humans to stagnate and never fulfill their greater.. much greater human potentials in mind and body balance my friend.. and Jesus was humble enough at least to understand the truth and liGht of that as of course reported but those words ring Truth iN liGht no matter what messenger of God wrote them first and continues to write them now in many other metaphors of Truth and liGht just now. or many times then.. in history.. now.. SMiLes.. my friend.. i realize.. you asked for none of this.. but aS alWays God that lives within me.. guides my Pen as IS.. and i am not an easy friend to keep.. as theRe iS a TSunAmi of God iN me that continues to spread more now.. but yes.. i am only human and i Love Friends like you.. SOHEIR.. who Love God with all tHeir heARt too no matter fear or not.. GOD iS LOVE And so am i for now @ LEAST..:)
Oh.. yeaH.. and one more dance with Penniewindfall iN a Facebook Memory shared MicroVerse memory from last year as well.. as hey.. it’s all free.. now to go.. all the way.. per say..;)
Thank you.. my friend.. penniewoodfall.. i was thinking you wrote ‘that’ and i truly believe there is a UniVersal Poet inside of all of us.. Just waiting to escape the science of culture and return to Art as the core of Nature is truly Art.. whereas.. modern cultures are increasingly changing Nature into an illusion of science away from the Nature of Art that is more a river than a sidewalk.. My friend..:)
Organized religions are full of structure and organization as much as any Government ruled by politicS.. And generAlly speaKing.. human spiritualLiTy as a metaphor of course as tHeRe are aLmost infinite paRts of thaT wHOle of Human experience and much different intelligence than what comes from religion and or politics same.. yes.. Spirituality is free with a free verse expression of life that needs no rules and regulations from the past as the wings inside of God fly free without any words aT all from whatever source they are sAid to come from as we are all from the source of all that is that one can term God or a Blue Turtle or a starry night that has no end or beginning or finish.. onLY stARt noW for more eternAlly as now.. we are bound to nature and human nature in many ways.. and through what one can term as the laws of Nature and hUman Nature same looKinG from a distance as we are pARt of what may seem like an insane game of life at times when we wear more comfortable shoes than others in different ways of feeling and sensing life with eYes of God sAMe and different too.. one can somewhat predict the directions society will go when scarcity or abundance is viewed more or less as a way of life.. as scarcity brings fear brings anger brings aggression brings violence brings overall hate for the state of life.. and what happens next is often predictable too as a Bane or a Trump and if we really want to look deep at hiStory and the way it goes still now.. sure.. a Muhammad too.. who suggests a strong hand of God while bringing a mighty sword to surely kill now to protect the tribal interests of food and drink and reproductive mates.. and yes.. shelter.. material goods.. and trade of such and what it takes for a society to survive in continuing elements of scarCity in deSert lands to Rocky Mountains to snow covered hills dominated by the same kind of patriarchal defense of life to kill others for vital subsistence resources if necessary as the snake brain above love becomes the rule of the day once more and surely Trump is a microcosm of the same elements coming to the forefront.. as Technology is taking away jobs and Technology in a Free Market Capitalism State of Affairs is tHeRe to make more money at the lowest costs with little to no respect now for any real ethics and or moraLiTy of who loses out but the winners of bucks.. bottom line.. this equals an environment of scarCity and is ripe for the Banes and Trumps and Muhammads of the future to rise up with a patriarchal message of both strength and a God that/who reflects this philosophy of win at all costs at the blood of other folks slain as slain goes in many more ways of taking human freedoms away besides just draining blood from living flesh.. for death in living per the words of give me liberty or death as well.. as we see hundreds of thousands of folks.. mostly women.. who do NOT want to get in tHiS situation again tHaT many women still face at the face of Trump/Bane patriarchal rule in other countries who wear a God of Fear and Patriachy same.. yes it is the cooperation of Matriarchy that is singing her song with pink pussy caps that says you canNOT possess me with your right hand aS Such in grabbing ways.. or even kiss me without my permission or even fucking tell me what to do against my own free will as a child of God who can love whoever the FucK they wanna love no matter what you believe is good or bad in life.. and that’s the thing.. while i listened to people bring false witness against Obama.. for almost a decade as they feared the different among he.. so-called Christians who even demanded sterilization for women on welfare after they had one child.. who said that they would refuse health care benefits from Obama even if it meant tHeir OWN family members dying at the hand of disease.. all of that was full of fear and anger and hate and lies in false witness.. including the lies of birther conspiracy theories led by the so-called man at the top of the heap of these minions now.. thing is.. the dissension we see now.. is not led by false witness… it is led by the truth of the disgust at the man who brought the false witness already against his predecessor who left office with a 60% approval rating as compared to the lowest approval ratings of any President since the 70’s at about 40% coming into office.. and that my friend(s).. is the consequence of action also known as Karma as Obama was a man of integrity and character who didn’t fall to the weakness of trying to bring other folks down to make himself look bigger.. as Obama achieved what is kNoWn and felt as self-actualization as a man who was bullied in life and took the route of victory over vengeance.. male self-esteem.. true male/female esteem.. doesn’t have to bring other folks down to make it seem taller as that strength comes from within in a Disciplined way of excellence iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG Force of LIFE.. Super Heroes and Villains are very close in nature as both are willing to break rules.. are somewhat compulsive and do what ever it takes to get the job done.. thing iS in the theories of science what sets a hero and a villain apart and what sets a Villain and the traits of psychopathy and malignant narcissism the same is the common difference of the hero who cannot set himself apart in empathy from the rest of the human race and the villain who does whatever it takes to fulfill self-purposes to fuel his need for power and status as he can feel and sense little of the overflowing essence of chalice that is the power of love.. and that’s the thing.. the pink pussy cap folks have behind them in numbers of hundreds of thousands marching on Washington today.. the power of love.. that bring abundance to scarCity/gothamS in life.. thing2 is.. the power of money is the God of this material world as far as human by products at the hand of complex written language.. collective intelligence in standard IQ ways of assigning folks to tHeir place as cogs in the complex culture machine to keep the wheels oiled for creature comforts to come more.. and that’s the problem as abundance becomes a dollar bill and stuff above the abundance of spirituaLiTy that stArTS with love within that becomes liGht to give and share with the rest of the human race set FReED and that takes not only fearless Unconditional Love but smARt Fearless Unconditional Love so in the rest of my ‘little’ bible story that continues to GroW in what i will name now “Nether Land Heaven 42 Months 2017”.. in 69th MacroVerse of a new age personal bible that reaches past last MacroVerse way of 1.025 Million words.. these are some of the things that need to be said out of the liMits before of closed books that became the unabridged versions of what were named God’s word’s in chains of priSon then.. as SpirituaLiTy doesn’t even have to have words to exist in God’s eYes as And in HuWoMaN NoW Freed on a Desert Isle today.. funny.. how life gets trapped in Books and Trump/Bane words same.. and that is the way of the Minion Social animal who lives in fear and finds the most despicable leader to follow who drives illusory fears and empty promises same.. thing is.. for a metaphor that sings its Song in the expression of Trump’s wife and the joyous smiles and giggles she prEsented twirled as a free bird once again.. by an Army Staff Sergeant by the name of Jose Medina.. a first name reminiscent of Mexico and a second one reminiscent of a place where Muslim folks cherish.. Karma.. action.. consequence.. it is what it is.. and sure a little humorous when God SinGs A SonG of Free SpirituaLiTy iN HeaRts and SpiriTS who/thaT ExpreSS liFe Free iN MiNds and BoDies twirLed in spiRals oF God set free more than a Trophy wife of emperors and such as that.. it’s true.. the TruTh and the liGht WiLL set you naked free with sMiLes.. if you are clothed from head to toe with a frown.. it’s simple.. it ain’t the trUth or LIGht.. go Jose.. new age Mexican Jesus now to the rescue of Trump inspiRed frOwns and crOwns as thE tHrONE oF SpiRiTuaLiTy DanceS and SinGs hEr SonG And DancE Free wiTh sMILes oF liGht.. i would love to dance with Trump’s wife.. just once.. i promise you.. she would sMILe and i wouldn’t even have to tOuch her in a sLow dance oF liFE or even twirl/spiRAl her as she would find a way to do that on her OWN..;)
So now back to the Fred/Soheir Dialogue coming from my end and yes there are references to these full discussions in the comments sections of past MacroVerses before these newer age Bible MacroVerses Start to appear in first MacroVerse publish of this now MiLLioN word plUs Bible on Memorial day of 2016.. and yes .. those Macro-Verse liNks from pre-bible way sTiLL pARt of Longest Long Form Poem in the history of human kind in plUs 3.3 miLLioN words Style sTiLL approaching or exceeding 4 MilLliON words on three of my public blogs and other more private blogs and many other public places online by surely my 4th anniversary of blogging on March 10th of 2013.. as this IS A Nautilus sheLL A reflection as a SonG of MY soUL that has no liMiTS or expecTaTions FReED as God noW lives within me with spiRiT eXpreSSinG HeART iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ways..NoW..FREE..:)
Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam well it seems..
And there are two particular quotes that caught my eye.. one of which i was able to trace as a Hadith quote contributed by Abdullah ibn Masud
“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”
I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the New Testament attributed to Jesus that clearly states that Heaven is NOW.. and not a place one has to wait until after life.. and while it doesn’t clearly state Hell is also a place in life that one does not have to wait to enter until after life.. as discussed already on your site here and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is.. and i have described that place i entered in detail both here and on my site.. my friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is good reason to fear Allah in terms of the Hell that is real on this terrestrial plane.. and i for one respect Allah to the degree that i give 100% of my life to Allah so there is no fear for me now.. but as the other quote that i could not find a resource as to who originally reported it… as i am assuming it is part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..
“If the believer had known the amount of the torture and punishment of Allah, nobody would have hoped for Paradise. If the unbeliever had known how much the amount of the mercy of Allah was, no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”
This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i for one have described in similar metaphors in language.. as i have been to both places.. and i for one can say for sure.. that in Hell.. there is no hope.. and in heaven all there is.. is hope my friend and truly paradise now.. and as a person who had glimpses of heaven from age 3.. and sparks after that as culture and religions i was exposed to took it away.. now that i live there always now.. one can certainly see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…
So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah.. And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts in culture.. some of which help in gaining and maintaining balance with Allah.. neither Christianity or the Islam religion or many others address one of the most important parts of gaining and maintaining that balance my friend.. as that relates to actual physical movement in balance.. as we are temples of God on this terrestrial plane now.. heaven is now and hell is now.. and in truly knowing and feeling this.. one can gain great strides to peace of mind and body balance through the art of movement.. even the Buddhists and Yogis speak to meditation as only a sitting still activity.. where all of God’s Nature moves around us.. and in deciding that human is somehow different in this respect than the rest of Nature Humans ends up separating themselves from God more so by sitting still away from the reality of God in Nature that is always moving now my friend.. it is easy to get stuck in one’s head when living in our modern cultures in school.. office work and such but what this does often is separate ourselves from the Nature that is God in us as a Temple of God.. and in the United States the effect of this is one moving toward a life of empty emotions and empty empathy for other human beings as emotions run through our bodies.. when freely moving in balance and are not something limited to between our ears friend.. people are suffering greatly in separating themselves from Allah’s Nature manifest as us as moving feeling connecting creating creatures.. as reflections of God of Allthatis.. as us my friend as well.. anyway.. the results of this in terms of health is empirically measurable as in the U.S.. morbid obesity is sky rocketing.. school age children.. are assessed type two pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%.. close to half the adult population is on some kind of prescription pain killer.. for chronic pain that is often somatic in nature from a body that is repressed in human emotions and full of tension.. treating symptoms of pain.. instead of addressing the root problem.. of a mind and body out of balance.. where sitting still stagnating and rotting still in front of screens is a mainstay of even children’s lives who also have skyrocketing rates of psychotropic medications.. treating symptoms now.. instead of treating the root cause of mind and body imbalance as well.. but no my friend.. no bible addresses this adequately as there is still much to learn about a new human condition that is a result of modern technology ways of life that were not present when either the bible or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend is why there will always be new prophets with healing messages from God.. as this experiment of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the past alone.. as if this human species is going to survive as whole.. without much more suffering and misery approaching that place of hell on earth.. even science and medicine will have to change to address the root causes that are truly human beings out of balance with God of All my friend.. all that is seen.. unseen.. felt.. and unfelt now.. or on the other hand we can stay with the prophets.. politicians.. scientists.. priests.. teachers and only books of the past.. go no further.. and just suffer in misery my friend.. Nah.. God didn’t give us brains.. to shut them down.. after this book or that book.. not to adapt to change of the future.. God gifts us rationality.. innate instinct.. and intuition to adapt to the challenge to live in heaven now.. as this place is real and i prove it everynow of my life my friend in LIVING COLOR.. sMiLes.. an open mind AND BODY in Balance iS A path to heaven now and seeing and feeling so much more of God my friend.. Signed your friend Fred.. AN Encyclopedia of God.. alWays GroWinG bigger..:)
Thanks my friend.. and i will end with a little story here.. there was once a woman.. a troubled woman.. very poor.. with a religion named Christianity.. that like Islam.. suggests that adultery is a sin.. worthy of hell fire.. this woman.. innately instinctually and intuitively was empty inside.. with a husband off in another land with the military.. so empty inside.. she was looking for something to feel that emptiness as many humans do.. who are empty inside.. most often it is a troubled childhood with parents who are not there to give touchy feely love to their children.. and perhaps they have smilar problems of this vicious cycle too.. of emptiness my friend.. so this woman.. has different fathers of different children.. adultery was her escape from all encompassing emptiness likely each and every time she strayed.. but it was her innate instinct and intuition of finding something to feel that whole that was behind her straying too.. so no one to blame at this part but her nature as gifted by God.. so this woman did what she could to survive as is.. taking care of her children at hand the best she could that eventually numbered 6.. including 8 or so with miscarriages and such.. yes.. she was a real reproducing machine.. getting the job done.. as best she could adding to the humans of earth.. and her children a diverse group.. with different fathers of course.. the last two children half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their father.. in Arabian clothes with cover on head.. in some kind of costume party clothes.. deep black eyes.. and extremely youthful face for a man he was then.. those children of that man were boy and girl.. twins.. some folks in the local area commented that the little girl looked like an American Indian Princess.. and that little girl grew up.. left home.. and found a nice poor man to marry.. who eventually went kinda crazy from stress himself.. but even when he didn’t wanna stay here on this earth she stood by his side.. never leaving it no matter what as the gift of her father.. she never knew was Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny too.. as her mother was very troubled when she was young.. of course.. anyway.. the fact is.. if she was born in many Muslim Countries of that time.. early on a decade or so before those twins then.. Because of her mental illness related condition.. and her open adultery.. she would have potentially been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so what this means.. is that beautiful young Indian American looking princess would have never been born.. and God’s plan for the young man after he recovered from his problems would have never met fate.. as he would have never survived his illness without the help of his Wife with no legal or Christian marriage father.. So that man lives today my friend.. as a result of that Mother who looked for Love to fill an empty space.. whose only reward was having a child who would never age.. at least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in her photos today.. from the time she married that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she.. and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or prophets of old and new my friend… God works in mysterious ways.. people who do not continue to listen to those mysterious ways and change.. for the better will face the consequences of hell here on earth my friend.. same story as always.. just different characters now.. my friend..:)
SMiLes.. thank you for your story my friend.. and i understand the different ways that the Islam religion is practiced.. depending on the political structure and understanding of the religion.. and obviously a kinder gentler version where you live.. but truly there should be a book where there are no confusions my friend.. humans.. many of them.. just do not have the Capability and or the learning to understand the simplest of human metaphors in poetic way of heARt speech.. even some poets.. even some technically popular poets too.. in the online world i find.. anyway.. always room for a kinder gentler courageous way.. but it does not come with the sword.. or back of hand or whip.. it comes with Love iN HeARt my friend.. the other place away from human hell now.. some folks need the trUth and liGht spoon fed to them like little children.. and some folks never get that as children on an individual and societal basis.. tHeRe lies the start of the lies my friend.. from early childhood.. and the sins of the fathers and mothers who were once misled and misguided children… It takes constant never ending work to even scratch the surface of that vicious cycle of hell here on earth.. but we Must try if we hope..:)
SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR and thank you for all the inspiring discussion here on your site.. Aggression.. Violence.. and Wars have a place with tribal ruled humans but never ever a place iN LOVE.. WheRe Human iS ruled by LOVE.. The place of no fear and hate.. related emoTioNs.. And true that place did not live as country.. politics.. philosophy.. religion or science.. wHere Muhammad or Jesus lived or many places around the world now.. i for one now. need no sword but hands and feet to walk upright and strong with the gift of Kind and Courageous Love.. Swords are for weaker children of God whEre i live but of course i am blessed as such.. differently than either historical reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and many others.. then and now.. in other words.. perhaps then.. i may have been very handy with a sword too.. but for now.. no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but wHere i live walking tall and strong with courageous Love.. is the only sword i’ve ever needed really.. with a few skirmishes of hands and feat.. and the stronger i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind and courageous love wHere i live at least.. the necessity for actual skirmishes to retain my freedoms becomes less and less.. if all men and women were like me.. in this regard of training in physical effort.. of confidence my friend.. there would be no tribal wars.. as each man and women would be confident enough to live in Peace with kind and courageous Love instead of strife my friend.. but no.. no book is enough it takes practice.. truly in martial arts.. an art that all our ancestors naturally did as a way of life before they no longer heard the call of God to walk tall.. with kind and courageous love.. no different that Lions on the Savannah very close to where you live in Egypt my friend.. SOHEIR.. as we close out here on 3 thousand or so more words.. on this 21st day of January.. pleasant dreams of night now peace my friend.. my day is just getting stArted with ART of LOVE.. STRONG..:)
And Now you Are a Poet too.. SMiLes With greater Dreams..:)
(as Soheir poeticAlly described all of her gained joy to stay away from lost in love for the Koran)
My Life is my book.. My Heaven is my book.. My Happiness is my book.. My Refuge is my book.. Hello again.. my friend.. SOHEIR..:)
And now before i go on to visit gigoid.. a self professed atheist dude that i met on SOHEIR’s site that gave kind regard to the peaceful way that SOHEIR and i discussed our differences in beliefS and on the subject of God.. after our irreconcilable differences on the stoning of Lesbians in Iran i drifted off to the gigoid place where probably a third of a million of words have come as muse of inspiration as he quotes the sages of the ages directly tHeir and in spirit i get to respond to all that wisdom in discernment of now.. thing is.. tHere are no coincidences in lIFE all is synchronicity.. all is beYond eYes isReaL of beauty full tapestry masterpiece Painting of/as GOD for those with brushes to paint it.. as pArt oF aLLThAT iS adding another verse.. another brush of paint to God’s Face LiVinG as wE KNow.. FeeL and SeNSE NoW..Free.. or unwitting of the Glory of GoD FReEd within we as us as me as i foR AllNOW..:)
Yes.. before i go ‘tHeRe’.. a share oF a MacroVerse Memory from two years ago named Transcending “Technology AND SCIENCE AND”..
AND RELIGION AND CULTURE..
NOT TO ESCAPE..
Cause sometimes it’s
JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE…
Tears of GOD
the FACE of Technology..
Science.. Culture and
FOR SOME REASON
Religion.. Culture.. Science
TRULY NOT MY HOME..
just places i visit..
that are never
So how do i connect…
In the backyard with feet
calloused and brown..
to Mother EARTH..
IS all they
IN PRIVATE SPACE..
i dance openly.. nakedly
in ballet.. and martial
loam soil with
my privet shrub
is my martial
to trim.. as for
hours in spinning
round and round
with quick kicks
to trim my
whatever it comes
the best way i find
is to simply
BY FLOWING MY BODY
SO THAT IS WHAT
IN THE PUBLIC
Hope you’re feeling better with pain.. my friend gigoid on this day of piNk today in so many cities around the world.. thiNk piNk.. and that reMiNds me.. i love the PiNk PaNther too.. so cool.. graceful.. and mischievous too pussy catscan W i LL be when let loose.. sure.. with a bite to go along with meows too..;)
“A string of excited, fugitive, miscellaneous pleasures is not happiness; happiness resides in imaginative reflection and judgment, when the picture of one’s life, or of human life, as it truly has been or is, satisfies the will, and is gladly accepted.”
— George Santayana
And surely happiness lies in the eyes of some folks who can only feel pain as anywhere related to happiness as been tHeRE.. worn out those old empty numb shoes of pain is all tHeRE is in life and verily A source of pain for many folks not directly involved in that beyond sad sense of Happiness.. anyWay.. beyond thaT of course.. Happiness tales the truth or lies in the behold of all that Happy sTuff.. some folks truly believe bliss is not an emotion.. let’s face iT.. iF oNe feels it and it inspires them to move in anyWay iT is emoTioN as surELy even the feeLinG and sense of pain is an emotion that can move us from even sitting still as you well know and feel of course and i do too.. as a connoisseur and modern King of more than crucifixion-‘like’ pain for 66 months as detailed in Devil’s way of medical literature now2.. per type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. of course from wake to sleep in hell for all those months..:)
“Going to bed with a woman never hurt a ballplayer. It’s staying up all night looking for them that does you in.”
— Casey Stengel
soMe score.. soMe don’t.. And soMe F iN Strike out for F iN Decades long…. And then.. every once iN A while.. SOme hiT iT aLL ouT thE pARk..;)
“The great French Marshall Lyautey once asked his gardener to plant a tree. The gardener objected that the tree was slow growing and would not reach maturity for 100 years. The Marshall replied, In that case, there is no time to lose; plant it this very afternoon.”
— John F. Kennedy
Artists who wait never mature.. iNto full grOWN Trees.. pARTicularly.. when it comes to the phrase.. ‘that’s OK’..;)
“Pizza is a lot like sex. When it’s good, it’s really good. When it’s bad, it’s still pretty good.”
— Smart Bee
eXplains weLL thE FuLL suCCess oF thE INterNeT..;)
“Beware of the “Black Swan” fallacy. Deductive logic is tautological; there is no way to get a new truth out of it, and it manipulates false statements as readily as true ones. If you fail to remember this, it can trip you – with perfect logic. The designers of the earliest computers called this the “Gigo Law”, i.e. “garbage in, garbage out”. Inductive logic is MUCH more difficult – but can produce new truths.”
— Lazarus Long
And of course.. NoW.. tHeRe IS A logic beyond logic that doesn’t ‘thinK’ aT aLL.. And hAha! people who don’t experience iT O F T E Nnow Have no F iN iDea iT even exists.. NoW.. And iF and when theY find iT.. iT’s like bEinG rEborn into A radicAlly Different way oF BeinG..DoinGnoW.. hmm.. some folks caLL iT Holy SpiRit buTT IT wears no essence of Religion allone.. of course.. for those who fully understand and experience it.. without the experience.. it’s often like explaining something supernatural to those who do not experience.. it.. BeinG isREaL iT.. And thaT’s A White Swan Truth.. Dove.. Seagull whATever thE F iN whaTchAmAcaLLiT..:)
“Man errs as long as he strives.”
— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust
It’s impossible to get uP without falling down first.. And that’s why straight A students often become under achievers after school.. as they rarely feeL thaT experience oF FaLLinG down to rise higher.. and then eventually when it comes as most would say it does for anyone who lives long enough.. there’s not enough travel to the moon through empty space then to get out oF A new vacuum created aS SPace.. ‘FAil Forward’.. as ‘they’ say.. it was/is so liberating For A previous perfectionist.. to get nakeD crazy iN faIlliNG that way to foRward straiGht uP noW.. no matter what ‘they’ say aBout the ’emperor’ noW heHe.. wHo..;)
“‘T is but a part we see, and not a whole.” — Alexander Pope (1688-1744) — Essay on Man, Epistle i, Line 60
As whole iNcluding the shit of Life As whole..;)
“If you tell the truth you don’t have to remember anything.”
— Mark Twain
What did you say..;)
“Eternity is a mere moment, just long enough for a joke.”
— Hermann Hesse
Amen Hermann.. man.. cake icing oR shit pie A Price oF A Laugh..NoW.. And that reminds me.. the first time i went to heaven.. i free lectured… then.. iN otHeR words.. i walked into a full class of philosophy students and speLLed mY nAMe backwards as naM hEL on the chalkboard having no understanding theN.. EL.. was/is God then2.. and as a side note the name of my mother is hELeN too.. the class erupted into laughter as i was alWays so serious unTil then.. yes… aN F iN John Nash moment.. so many shoes.. so little life to wear theM aLL.. and much later.. far into the second life round of Heaven on eARTh i found out in the booK.. A hiStory of God by Karen Armstrong on page 8 that a version of the same last name was the original name of so-called God that means a mix of water and Earth as silt.. and the SanD SingS on mY FriEnd dry with a little water MiX.. oh.. yeah.. and by the way2.. i hadn’t been to church for years and visited a little church the first go around in a so-called hick town named Bagdad.. yes.. Bagdad.. Florida.. and back at school wandering the halls like John Nash.. a church goer said.. OMG.. Fred.. when you sang the Glory Hallelujah Song so loud and spirited there was a spirit in that church that we ain’t experienced since whenever since happened before.. true story.. i had no idea what he was talKing about then.. at least not in words.. as i directly experienced IT without words..:)
“Lost in the forest… Lost in the forest, I broke off a dark twig and lifted its whisper to my thirsty lips: maybe it was the voice of the rain crying, a cracked bell, or a torn heart.
Something from far off it seemed deep and secret to me, hidden by the earth, a shout muffled by huge autumns, by the moist half-open darkness of the leaves.
Wakening from the dreaming forest there, the hazel-sprig sang under my tongue, its drifting fragrance climbed up through my conscious mind
as if suddenly the roots I had left behind cried out to me, the land I had lost with my childhood— and I stopped, wounded by the wandering scent.”
~~ Pablo Neruda ~~
Whitman was the only poet i even heard of really.. hmm.. and Edgar Allan Poe i supPose.. just remembered a few leaves of grass AS WhOle nowthen before i started writing free verse poetry by the reams at age 53.. anyways.. bottom two lines.. foR NoW haven’t lost the AscenT…one.. there’s a nAMe for that when it goes on for more than 42 months.. i’m pretty sure.. it’s the meaning of liFe.. and this is the second revision of 42 months as of this week now.. since March of 2013.. when the scent of ascent first creeped in and cAMe ouT.. just a whiff before tHe tSuNaMi.. Started on July 22nd or so.. the date of that so-called Star of David Planetary alignment on the same day iN the Summer of 2013.. when the Monarchy in England had their Golden child marKinG another special day then aS Synchronicity Flows for both the meek and the last and the first and Kings and Queens.. thing that makes me different is.. i inherited the eARth then with never another want beyond basic needs and innate instinct and intuition.. sAMe thing most other reALLY smART aNimals experience as LifE the Meaning per se.. having iT aLL.. alWays the co-owner oF aLL oF eXistence as two fingers beCoMe1.. noW.. no matter who attempts to labEL it or own it like a real fool sTiLL noW.. Funny.. how something so simple and beyond prices now of precious G E M.. can be missed as Golden Age oF liFe never ending beyOnd words.. too.. mY friEnd..:)
“I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.”
— Professor Bernardo de la Paz
Yes.. when two or more become one..:)
“When the need arises — and it does — you must be able to shoot your own dog. Don’t farm it out — that doesn’t make it nicer, it makes it worse.”
— Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”
From the sense and feel of Love and modern technology.. i for one would pay the extra few bucks to take him to the vet and have him first put to sleep with gas alive and then put to sleep with needle asleep.. as i’ve already experienced the sense of death three times.. and i dam sure ain’t gonna make it difficult for any other paRt of two makes one..:)
“It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”
— Madeleine L’Engle (Walking on Water)
Bonobos do it more human these days.. overall.. at least..:)
“How much time he gains who does not look to see what his neighbor says or does or thinks, but only at what he does himself, to make it just and holy.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, iv, 18
This is true.. my neighbors and so many more will have to choose to unplug themselves.. yeS.. even my closet one.. the wife.. as Neo ain’t no horse whisperer.. alone.. my two is one but i cannot F O R C E folks to add one and one and gET one..FORCE..:)
“I think a man ought to get drunk at least twice a year just on principle, so he won’t let himself get snotty about it.”
— Raymond Chandler
No thanks.. don’t need none of that to be kind.. or the FucKinG Happiest dude oF aLL.. at least that is what most everyone says who meets me in the flesH.. and as far as i KNoW FeeL SeNSe.. iT iS true and fuLL oF LiGht.. and yes.. iT iS aLLnatural.. and alWays practiCinG as a practice for morE LiGhT noW..:)
“A person will be just about as happy as they make up their mind to be.”
— Abraham Lincoln
i have A WiLL beyond any fictional JOB.. i AM JOB.. for all practical intents and purposes.. empiricAlly based as the evidence sHows.. and it’s trUe WiLL Pure Faith No doubt.. aLL positive.. Drives iT aLL.. even Love.. and suREly liGht oF hUman eYes without words aS WeLL..:)
“Sometimes, you just gotta say “What the fuck.””
— Risky Business
No Fucks baby.. no doubts.. aLL Trust.. 100% Faith iN thE Force that is now me.. WiTh and yes.. as ME nOW.. as the PiNk PaNther.. miGht casuAlly grin..WTFTW..;)
“What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos.”
chaos of form prevailing the merely is order is imagine we What.
In Human views reaLity is how/ what/where/who we create it.. NoW and for some folks that sentence in reverse makes ‘perfect’ sense and for others it is logic aehrraid..;) (;..diarrhea logic is it others for and sense ‘perfect’ makes reverse in sentence that folks some for and NoW it create we who/where/what /how is reaLiTy view Human In..
“what we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos”
paraphrased and quoted by
“If you make people think they’re thinking, they’ll love you; but if you really make them think, they’ll hate you.”
— Don Marquis
Leaving the think totally out as science shows nonverbal language constitutes an innate 60 to 93 percent of human reciprocal social communication led me to the realization.. the best way to become a legend beyond legends as noted by at least one person who saw me public dance writing that on Facebook.. but of course that is after the fACT as the act of dance unto itself is Heavenly Bliss without thinking aT all.. so.. while i’m loving it there is no action or consequence beyond the words of others as far as how much i am loving what i am doing in the present of now as Dance.. so in other words.. the Legend thingy IS A pleasant sweet surprise but the bliss of dance is a bliss unto itself no matter what the FucK anyone else views it as from cake icing to shit pie.. or sure.. legend.. P-cola icon.. awesome.. boss of dance.. awesome.. inspiration or holy Jesus dude i wanna be just like you.. i say/do that’s nice and Dance on.. And sure.. i’ve experienced enough of the opposite too.. in 40 months and 6666 miles of public dance and more now too in Trump County USA and the metro area assessed by modern sociologists as the most difficult metro area to be different in than any other metro area in the United States now.. factors cited.. five military bases in the area.. and the world record awarded to the most churches per square mile of any locality like this too.. who kNows.. perHaps in the world too.. butt verily.. A case study now in evidence2 of this place as a new ‘Jerusalem’ of sorts about the same latitude of ‘that place’ across the Atlantic Pond per sey and do of say2.. iN whaT can/WiLL be a country too of sorts oF A New israel/zion for those who unplug in terms oF USA..;)
“No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says; he is always convinced that it says what he means.”
— George Bernard Shaw
Back to Human Mind 101.. the ink blot conundrums..;)
“Then you should say what you mean,” the March Hare went on. “I do,” Alice hastily replied; “at least – at least I mean what I say – that’s the same thing, you know.” “Not the same thing a bit!” said the Hatter. “Why, you might just as well say that ‘I see what I eat’ is the same thing as ‘I eat what I see’!” “You might just as well say,” added the March Hare, “that ‘I like what I get’ is the same thing as ‘I get what I like’!” “You might just as well say,” added the Dormouse, which seemed to be talking in its sleep, “that ‘I breathe when I sleep’ is the same thing as ‘I sleep when I breathe’!” “It IS the same thing with you, ” said the Hatter.
— Lewis Carroll, “Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland”
The genius oF aLL poetry/Art.. iNcLuding so-called non-sense sTuFF.. Alice’s AdventureS iN Wonderland poetry/prose.. 2.. i.e.. as the ink blot SinGs more differENtly aMoNg eYes.. when vague and abstract.. And even rarified aS Such like Bibles..;)
“Which is better?
A genius knows when to dumb it down A smart man knows when to know nothing And an idiot can be all three Well what does that mean?
You’re only as smart as others allow So if you’re too smart to be understood, To others your intelligence level goes down So to truly be a genius you must know when dumbing it down is good
To know nothing isn’t unintelligence It’s best for different situations Though very different from a genius, A smart man recognizes when on his knowledge to put limitations
An idiot is in the best position, Because it’s second nature for them to put it in layman’s terms An idiot has the best potential for genius if it’s his intention And being an idiot is how others feel their intelligence is confirmed”
-unknown.. (so far)
Oh.. yeah.. the Trump Credo for all practical intents and purposes of winning against all odds as A Billionaire underdog.. the billionaire part was/is a clue.. as genius can be hidden and evil too.. or even good underneath all of that as genius does what no one expects is possible neXT.. give credit to Trump for doing what everyone else said was/is impossible.. except mostly for A clown and his make-uP on thE fLiGht uPper uP wEar pArTy.. OMG! what an interesting now to LiVe..! i for one am continuing to enJoy thE rIDes..! more and more and more as any maD hatteR who don’t hate and ain’t scaRed.. WiLL do..;)
“After a hundred years Nobody knows the place,– Agony, that enacted there, Motionless as peace.
Weeds triumphant ranged, Strangers strolled and spelled At the lone orthography Of the elder dead.
Winds of summer fields Recollect the way,– Instinct picking up the key Dropped by memory.”
PoNds never worry over stones and waves.. no matter dARk or liGht or sHades of Grey or even beyOnd rainbow colors oF Stones that coMe NoW neXT.. sooner or later STiLL waters come aGaIn and the wHeel of ForTune sinGs on iN heavenLY purgatory of heLL and Heaven aGAIn.. A key is to Be noW alWays An eYe oF A Storm iN iiGht to dARk ‘tween sHades of grey beYond RAinBow colors more.. suRE.. doing iT IS A fun pART noW.. When yA gET tHeRE..as two BecoMes oNe.. Beach over B88CH juST for FuN.. aLL aScended aS Such wiTh RiSE my FriEnd.. disCarDing any paraChutes beLow as aBoVE air and water allone.. iN sKeYes oF moRE noW.. aS FiRe oF spiRit seNtieNt stAR duST plUs now from cruciBle oF sTAR seed paRentS… iF thaT ain’t A Miracle WTFTW iS.. anyWay i coNtinUe to rise as thE empiRical eVidence proVides..;)
Facebook Friend Eli.. shares a somEwhat new video that provides some movies of a Seagull following the Obaminator.. And i saY iN metaphor of return now too.. Yes.. it’s true.. i somEwhat followed Obama.. as a Jonathan Livingstone Seagull.. can and will do.. heHe..;)
Hmm.. the closest thing i had to celebrate the dignity and worth of women as well as stuff like continuing access to health care.. respect for the disabled and folks of different nations and creeds for at least tHeir rights as they exist as constitutionally provided and of course.. a statement against down ‘right’ lies left and rights to the most ridiculous assertions where a photo proves without a doubt ‘they’ are wrong on first glance.. yes.. crowd size.. like someone is covering up the size now of something else or whatever the deficiency of Trump’s self esteem is behind an obvious malignancy of narcissism that hides a timid soul behind the bravado of exploiting others of course.. anyWay.. i didn’t have a pussy cat hat to wear but what i did have was a pink shirt that in someways says that real men are not afraid to wear pink and do life gracefully like Bruce Lee.. heHe.. be the water.. be the air.. and by all means don’t be afraid of women.. they don’t usuAlly bite.. so.. no need to grab them to prove you are a man.. or kiss them with frOwn lips.. that says life is a bitch underneath all the gold.. this is surely gonna be a carnival ride from pluTo.. the thing is though.. you can fool some of the people most of the time but all the people ain’t gonna FALl for the used car sales person.. or the preacher with Blow driEd bloNde hAir as politician same.. Trump is like a flame for the demand for sane.. first there was a tea party.. then another.. and now there is the cooperative spirit of women.. around the globe.. so.. in many ways morE NoW a sleeping giant is brought to wake.. Women have always tRuly ruLED the world.. now they march.. without fear.. so.. Lord help the ‘iDiots who Now noW.. don’t see the larger picture of Freedom heAR.. iT DanceS and SingS wide awake louder than ever when threatened.. much harder to take away freedoms than it is to start new freedoms AS HiStory sHows..:)
AnyWay.. back to the stART of the pInK PaNther and the general Jungian human archetype of the trickster and the Native American Definition from Wiki that makes the most sense to me in terms of what i for one do as a social role jusT for fun.. sELf-created sELf-actualized.. un-ashamed.. yes.. jusT for fun.. and it is described like this..
“Many native traditions held clowns and tricksters as essential to any contact with the sacred. People could not pray until they had laughed, because laughter opens and frees from rigid preconception. Humans had to have tricksters within the most sacred ceremonies for fear that they forget the sacred comes through upset, reversal, surprise. The trickster in most native traditions is essential to creation, to birth.”
Here’s the thing.. there are not enough clowns in modern life.. and a clown can either be a light clown or a dark clown.. both challenging the social norms of rigid and of course Trump is a dARk Trickster or Clown who likely unwittingly will produce eventually great changes for social reform for the better of Liberty.. no different reaAlly than the dARk Clown.. G.W. Bush.. as his dArk antics eventually led to juST the right ingredients for A FuLL deck of Democratic control and the seemingly miraculous passage of any health care reform in affordable care for all that is going to be almost impossible to get rid of for essence of benefits as folks really get pissed off as millions of folks marching around the world.. surely indicate today.. as these folks are surely not willing to lose their already rights even if it means wearing pink pussy cat hats the rest of their human born life.. hehe.. if you think they are visible now.. just wait and see what happens if the Trump actually follows through with anything that actually takes the rights folks already have away.. the more he digs a whole the more the Republicans as A wHole WiLL have to Climb out of it.. no different than Inspector Clouseau out of one of my favorite Trickster Cartoons other than Bugs Bunny.. yes.. the extra cool smooth PiNk PaNther who most alWays comes out unscathed by the end of the ‘toon on TV or the Big Screen back at the height of the piNk cAT’s popularity yeS.. even more popular then Trump then as far as favorability but what do you expect from a DaRK Clown.. big audiences at an inauguration event.. of course not.. when he loses the popular vote.. and continues to dig a dARk CloWn hole.. now.. anyWay us pInK PaNthers aS liGht CloWns WiLL continue to thrive in positive liGht Karma of action and consequence as smooth as pINk can fly hiGh iN/aS A BaLAnCing ForCe on terrestrial Land and for now.. bye bye and see yA lAter as aNoTheR PaNther Adventure of SonG and DAncE comes next in perhaps a ferocious beast style of a bear as tomorrow.. oops.. past 1 am closing iN on 2 am NoW on Jan.. 22nd 2017.. as the pinnacle of 42 months celebration.. total LiVinG iN HeaVen since that rise of mine and miNd as miracle of recovery from 19 documented medical disorders happens on the same Star of David.. so-called the.. Planetary 6 pointed aliGnment yes.. that day.. 42 months aGo iN 2013.. thE last of 13 for a while since the Katrina and i hitched up the marriage papers in 1990.. the first Star of David Planetary alignment of 12 more to come ending on.. yes.. July 22nd 2013.. aS heY a PaNTheR WiLL aRise aGaiN..;)
Oh yeah.. and perhaps the most popular Trickster of them all.. yes the Jesus.. the Trickster.. the Good Cop Bad Cop Jesus that keeps shallow minded folks in the dark and those with deeper eYes and eaRS whomever and however many folks wrote the story of this parable riddle writing.. well.. considering he was illiterate as far as we kNow in Aramaic language way.. yes.. vocal speaKing Trickster dude no different really than the FucKinG piNk PaNther and little old me.. and yeS.. even my mother told me i was going to hell tonight for slandering the King of the Universe by calling him a man and dare be intiMating that NoW A holy spirit.. as creative one.. sPeaks as me.. So much of that story is true and the swords of dissension in anti-christ way of fear.. anger and hate are still surviving and thriving in New Jerusalem and Israel in a true poTenTial isreal place of Freedom.. soMe oF uS wiTh deeper eYes and eaRs STiLL sEEheaR the core Golden Rule Story of the Jesus AND Heaven within of smARt Fearless Unconditional Love and yes.. tHere are soMe of uS WiTh a Lamp LiT BriGht enough to shout iT through the roof tops oF oNline2 and face rejection by our closets relatives. by aTtuninG oursElves to the deeper messAges.. stiLL easily sought and found by those wiTh the sAMe/DifFeRenT eYes and eARs capable of sEEing and heaRing A TruTh and liGht thaT siMply seTS uS WiLd and Free aGain reborn with smARt and feaRless Unconditional Love.. anyWay.. can’t force horsies to DrInk GoLden Water when Trump Towers continue to fAll.. and on top of that nothing changed from crosses before.. ‘tHey’ kNow noT what they do.. otHeRwise.. ‘they’ would be LiVinG iN A Kingdom of God within with a Happy Clown Face too.. heHeR..;)
STar Date 1.22.2017.. 7.22 AM parable of the irony of numbers.. hmm.. well as reported when i finished the 66 Verse of a second revision of a bible named.. CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017 published then on 1.12.2017.. 7 months and 17 days since the first writing of the first Macro-Verse published Memorial day of 2016.. yes May 30th of that year.. where actual writing commenced about three days before that yesterday.. 1.21.2017 was 7 months and 22 days since the actual first publish date of the Macro-Verse to date of celebrating the date of 7.22.2013 as 42 full ascension months for me since that very date now on 1.22.2017 that back then in 2013 also marked a noted planetary alignment already noted several times in this Macro-Verse and yes a few others as the Star of David Planetary alignment that occurred on that very day where even professionals who were taking care of me noted it was a real miracle i came out of the dark of 19 medically diagnosed disorders in a real life threatening synergy of illnesses including the worst pain known to humankind.. type two trigeminal neuralgia noted as worse than the torture of crucifixion in medical literature from wake to sleep for a full 66 months since the year of 2008 starting in January way way back then when i went to real earth hell documented through this bible and documented all through 12 million words starting on Thanks Giving day 2010.. and part of the reason my mother basically disowned me last night.. (she’ll get over it.. sooner or later).. is she believes i am self aggrandizing myself by presenting all these facts over and over like i am shining my light in John 14:12 accomplishments from the rooftops of the world.. she of course embarrassed that her son is becoming even more of a nut than from before.. heHE.. and worried that i am gonna disgrace myself.. hehe.. like i haven’t already hazed myself in so many ways to be as fearless as the real original David who fought/danced ‘naked’ and killed Goliath with a sling-shot.. i though.. refuse to actually bring a sword Beyond words to do any of that consistent with the 66 verses of Isaiah.. where he insisted that the coming messenger or whatever wasn’t gonna do the social reform with actual bleeding folks dry either.. anyway.. onward Christian soldiers and all of that as one can see that the Roman Catholic Empire surely then brought enough steel swords to kill pagans that wasn’t even a real word back then.. just the folks who didn’t believe in what they forced folks to believe in as A Jesus as a pre-made soldier Sun God antithetical to a humble last is first meek inheriting the Earth Yogi-like dude that comes in clear still even in the New Testament for whoever hid the meanings in parables aS Such of riddles sTill… for us folks with the eyes and ears sTiLL too.. to see and hear the deeper core meanings in how to live an epic super great life in giving and sharing of self in unconditional love.. and nah.. there is no getting through to my mother.. or even all the way with my wife in understanding that Jesus was trying to bring the power to other folks and not himself as he already.. through those writings at least.. in sacred deeper meaning text found uniSon with God wHeRe there is no greater human than a grain of sand as all of existence is ocean whole aS oNe Force of God Being iN all thaT is all of existence.. yes.. alWays forevermorenow.. yes.. it’s about YOU.. not about Jesus or even me.. but without providing empirical evidence of John 14:12 through and through it’s not likely the minions will ever believe anything YOU say.. as they can be misled by all kinds of actual lies from the pulpit of stone face liars like Trump as he leads his own sheep into disgrace to lie for him as that Press Conference dude he set up yesterday read from his lying Trump notes to try to make Trump’s ‘Dick’ or whatever seem bigger than it really is as metaphor of a timid soul hiding behind a wizard of OZ Fascade.. same story.. different characters.. human archetypes still reign in dARk and liGht and even new myths like the Minions Movie series that of course predicted all of this/that in that movie of 2013.. in many trickster ways too.. as the art world is full of tricksters.. Chuck Lorre.. creator of the Big Bang Theory TV show aS oNe of my favorites too.. who jabs ya into thinking even when ya think you are not thinking.. hehe.. TrumP.. on the other smaller hands or whatever sticks it to you.. with lies.. knowing all the way that he’s got your heart fear strings all played up like a little violin in his big back pockets and and his minions too.. numbering.. hmm.. around 40 percent of the population or so.. who will FucKinG believe anything he says or does.. as even the Church going crowd suggests that the fact that yesterday.. his first full day of presidency.. also the 21st of January falling on his 70th year.. 7th month and 7th day of age since birth date of June 14th.. 1946.. proves that he is tHeir God sent savior now.. but here is something to consider.. IF Jesus.. the real trickster dude IS A really important son of God as reflection of..
..God.. perHaps the real synchronicity speaKinG GoD IS A trickster too.. a joker.. who doesn’t really send you to hell.. just fucks with your head to teach you a lesSon or two when you have been ignorant kNow not what you do little boys and girls aS Such2.. and you aren’t doing so well in the Karma of sow and reap.. in action and consequence of negative and positive poTenTiAL REAL liFe isReaL results.. anywAy.. for today.. let’s jusT say for shits and giggles that this is all going down for real.. think i have a strong arm video for that to go along with this too.. with the Ladies taking the power into their own hands in pink power too.. as that New Age MTV-like prophecy comes to pass now isreal too.. you see.. it’s not everyday someone writes a bible that is now coming to 1.04 Million words in around 7 months and 3 weeks too.. without a lot of help over centuries per say and do and dance for 6666 miles all around a metro area for 40 months but hey.. if i didn’t count the words and miles and document it like Isreal God tales me today/do NoW iN synchronicity ways as milestones as nows go on in holy spirit writing and dancing flow.. who the FucK else is gonna remember all this shit and write it down.. just to prove all of this went down in my little lifetime now.. and ALL yours too by the way sincerely of course too.. nah.. the wife and mother can’t understand all this deep shit.. and that’s okay as Jesus F. in Christ sometimes it’s hard to believe.. except for the Love and Fearlessness that i cAMe from my mommy and daddy even at all or even from this planet at all sometimes.. let’s face it.. for all practical intents and purposes i am like Katy Perry’s ET too.. but hey that’s neither here or tHeRe.. (it’s now) but what is sTiLL true is the delicious irony that i was born on 6660 and quite a few of the beer cashiers when i used to have a cheap brew a day back in my work days for bucks rejected me in ways of fear when they saw them three 6’s that reflect the Golden Spirals of God like today’s 69th Macro-Verse does too and one of the most empathic sexual positions oF aLL.. as why would you do thaT if you couldn’t feel the other person’s pleasure as even Bonobo’s can do with empathic eYes! and other sexual paRts of liFE too.. yes.. eYes! are sexual pArts in-case you didn’t know now about pupil dilation in getting all turned on in ‘that’ way too.. that’s why covering women now up to tHeir eYes iS StiLL.. oh my GoD! yes! such a Turn on as their eYes reflect their so-called nether pARts of desire too.. for those of you once again.. i say with eYes.. to see that of course as some folks cannot read facial expressions hardly at all due to a lack of affective empathy and disfunction of mirror neurons too.. i fall in the category of super empath too.. high libido you might say too.. overall.. most of my life too as empaths will surely do too in all of nursing ways of life hehe.. yes.. oh yes! to get the jobs of life all licked and finished and stuFF.. perhaps that is a strange way of teaching now but that is what us tricksters do.. we challenge the rigidity and try to get a laugh to get ya to open up your heARt as well as youR Rational thinking mind to get both hemispheres of yoUr brain woRkinG for Yogi UniSoN and Daughter.. eTc.. NoW WiTh God too.. as two become one in so many ways aWay from division and rigidity in floWing river unity.. so today noW as i related before.. i will wear my special BEast shirt to celebrate this synchronicity spEakinG Holy and Sacred day full of Meaning and Purpose to me and here’s the (A) thing.. the Jesus dude already brought (A) way.. not many folks heard it then or saw it and not many folks who cAll themselves Christians sTill actuAlly hEar and sEE and act the dance upon the talk of the core messages of the Kingdom of Love in the Heaven of Love now in smARt and FearLess way.. as Jesus understood more than likely that people are alike everywhere.. open and closed minded then as they are today.. and some folks will unplug from lies and other folks will suck on the teat of lies ’till the day they die.. And hate folks to protect tHeir lies to and even kill them too.. as once again they truly kNow not what they do.. as their innate God Given Nature plus the environment they are raised in makes iT very difficult for them to do that.. (KNOW/FEEL what’s really going down now too of course as isreal now2) so even IF they drive us otHeR folks alMost crazy with their obvious ignorance of accepting and supporting and even promoting lies.. we must try to understand and tolerate and even accept that as once again they truly kNow not what they do.. otherwise the propagation of these lies would not have led to my 82 year old mother disoWning me last night for just brinGing the original jesus message to the table in my writings as many otHeR folks have attempted to do through hiStory falling on blind eYes and deaf ears that cannot see this truth and liGht.. but reaL Golden rule folks do their best to accept and love these folks living under veils of ignorance in at least tolerating it and moving on tHeir best without strife.. and that is why the demoNstrations yesterday went so well without any major conflicts as they were based on Jesus golden rule love mostly with plenty of trickster messages too with pussy power and having Trump keep his small hands off of their private parts and stuff like that and truly God must Be a Joker as this sHit couldn’t be more Joker-like if it happened in fiction as going down isreal stuff don’t have to even make so-called rational sense and it doesn’t and Trump was well aware of that when he said he could shoot someone and his minions tallying about 40% of about that same percentage or more in the original Jerusalem of the olden days but the thing is.. the Obama was never crucified for not being born in the homeland here.. he went out victorious at 60% approval while Trump retains his minions same at 40% as the so-called Jews did back in the olden days too.. they are closed minded folks And that’s pARt of human nature and even science provides evidence for this now too as i’ve often brOught that to the table with researcher TeDtalking Jonathan Haidt at the forefront as pioneer of that research on what makes conservatives and liberals tick per innate human nature in biological differences in the brain and body too.. basicAlly the difference of someone seeing beauty in a King David Michelangelo Statue and the other person turning away in disgust saying oh my God.. a wee wee.. i am so embarrassed and terrified of that little piece of mutilated male member from birth.. oh.. the song of ignorance.. you cut so deep so deep from long ago STiLL but the eYes of open minds and bodies STiLL SinG a Free Seagull SonG as any Jonathan Livingston(E) Seagull WiLL DancE and SinG Freer and hiGher NoW if only for his or her or eTC’s Field of dreAMs WiTh God NoW STill flYiGg through eYes of Needles with Camel Bodies with the greaTEsT of ease in BaLanCinG ForCE WiTh God’s Gravity now per say and DAnCE oF LiFE NoW.. UnderstandinG love and DancE and SinG oN FearLesSlY iN the Kingdom of Heaven NoW aS iNherited as last is first and meek inHeRits the eARTh now IsReaL wiTh sMiLes as dARk Trickster TRump FroWns and his miNions reap what they sow too.. as sAdly sAD…. but hey! tHeRe IS AlWays HoPe and liGht for them! as i ain’t giving up anyMore than Bugs Bunny or the PiNk PaNthEr would/WiLL too..!.. Love Wins! hmm… oveRAll at lEast iN what’s uP Doc! paNthEr ways..;)
Star Date 1.22.2017 9.!1 AM..;)
sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Prajakta.. so many people but so really few intimate connections for so many folks these days as we hide more from FriEndship sMiLes and other touches of flesh and blood are hidden behind screens of bits and bytes… there IS A book named “Bowling Alone” that speaks to this more modern issue well.. so.. you are correct.. what friendships there are.. are surELy valuable to honor as any fine glass in the china cabinet.. aT lEast.. hehe.. anyWay that’s why i dance everywHeRe.. an excuse to keep my head out of screams of screens.. and reAlly.. tHeRe iS no way i don’t connect with folks as non-verbal language and human emotional and sensory affective empathy connections are the mainstay of overall human connections and surely dance spreads some liGht ouT iN the General Public.. haha.. friend or foe aS oNe surELy cannot eXpect everyone to warm up to very different..;)
Hmm.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. third edition of a Bible or revision.. iF ya wanna name it that way too.. as the title keeps changing along with more MaCro-Verses.. too.. anyWay.. surELy surpassing 1.04 Million words now3.. with this 69th MacroVerse soon coming to an end as the first Bible consisted of 61 MacroVerses for about 915K words.. the second one at 66 MacroVerses at 991K words and now.. yes.. this one going over the Million word mArk by over 40K words now too.. as this is just a special milestone new edition bible all revised aS Such.. as milestones continue to coMe and gRow and so will this bible too.. with no end in sight.. a rhetorical exercise of course.. wRiTe oN Course.. too.. and yes.. after while.. i will provide links to the 2nd Bible that links to all the previous MacroVerses as well as listing the last two links that came after that.. sure.. i’LL do that now.. with these liNks heRE..
Nether Land Bible 2017.. count.. coming later..;) 1,052,137 words
Hello.. misstalkaholic.. Living a Stone’s throw from a railroad trestle crossing a river growing up in a mill town as such.. your post ‘here’ as you guide us through the visual imagery of a Railroad Museum in India.. is surely a delight to me.. and i must say i admire your entrepreneurial strength in putting yourself out there as the guide host of this post and your others too.. as too often the flesh and blood element is missing in the world of blogging.. sure.. not everyone is extroverted in a world of words.. and haha! that’s why i get out and dance in the real world too.. lest words wither my soul to almost nothing without a real touch of life.. anyway.. i truly enjoy your posts as they are refreshing in a world of words that often does not have a real world touch.. so.. SMiLes and surely hehe.. i talk a lot too.. wiTh WiNks..;)
misstalkaholic responds back with a note that she has enjoyed my comments on other blogs and is pleased that she has achieved me responding in kind like that on her blog too.. with a remark that perhaps she is too obsessed with herself.. so i say..
sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. than surely we have something in common as you are the eYes of Living Nature in what i like to refer to as God as Nature.. and why wouldn’t Nature be happy to be obsessed with nature after 14 billion years or so much effort of crucible Star burst seeds as sentient star dust plus life like me and you.. coming to birth on this beautiful planet eARTh.. i understand this is heaven.. i am no fool not to be able to look at a rock of moon or other stars now just hoping to burst into eYes of liFe like this.. so.. i celebrate this sliver.. this poTenTial of Human Heaven come to fruition as child of stars and Heaven same here my friend now.. and you know what.. there will be a Nautilus shell of me without a doubt left behind and forward and now that says i lived and appreciated this gift of heaven with all my life might and i encourage you to continue to be obsessed with god as nature who and that lives as yoUr eYes my friEnd full of HoLy and Sacred Meaning and purpose in THIS thing some folks call NAMASTE I SEE GOD IN OTHERS AND I RESPOND ACCORDINGLY with holy and sacred respect in poetry SonG and moving connecting creating DancE full of meaning and purpose with tears in my eYes almost every now i appreciate this gift of life fully with others..and ocean nature whole and surely i scare many folks with the extent of my love as life.. nice to hear you are not afraid of life.. my friend..keep up the good life.. and i will visit you as long as i can find your blog.. as i for one am a friend of ALL.. and i ain’t scared to Dance it and Sing thAT LOUDER..;)
misstalkaholic.. responds back with words that say.. i have a gift of words and lucky to be surrounded by me and i say..
A gift of life My friend.. surrounding all.. now.. thanks..:)
modus vivendi.. “an arrangement or agreement allowing conflicting parties to coexist peacefully, either indefinitely or until a final settlement is reached.” Haha.. so good to hear from you again.. Leah.. and surely considering the climate of the United States and World.. this eloquent Latin phrase is the timeless answer not only for married couples like me and Katrina but yes.. the world in general as well.. where liberal cats who go tHeir own way and more conservative dogs who need a leader to follow find a sweet spot of claws and jaws ‘tween iN all the chaos of differences.. i’m wild and free and surely more like a feral cat than either a domesticated dog or even a wild wolf in many ways.. as in this world today.. no doubt without 27 years of real life experience training.. someone slowly getting used to all my changes in the art of marriage.. if that ended now.. i would be dancing a life even more ‘allone’ than this that of course i recognize as it’s beyond most folks comprehension that any woman would knowingly and openly give ‘their man’.. hehe.. at least in the deep south red state lands.. THIS MUCH FREEDOM.. down now to the nitty gritty of advancing bootie dances in the dance halls of life now and be totally okay with it.. i suppose the nude art primed her for acceptance once she tolerated that and oh goodness emotional co-dependency among couples is a prime mover of course in restricting freedoms in the couples nomad moving ways of life these days as the bottom line.. cats or dogs.. humans are mostly social animals and do need a human touch of the village to thrive overall with plenty of free moving.. connecting and creating.. sure.. almost naked if possible to feel the nourishment of the sun and even moon at night in temps that allow that like the steadily global warming current panhandle of Florida and such as that.. wHeRe the Yellow Jasmine is blooming in the ‘normal’ coldest months of the year.. and sure.. spring azaleas too and hey that almost sounds like a flower of your name too.. i never felt that emotional co-dependency like i did of course when i moved from a village of Ted Danson and Norm Cheer’s like environment of a Bowling Center working and small village of life full of social flesh and blood touch for two decades into a life of computer chair/screen and often a windowless room 8 hours a day ’till dark in the Winter time with significant Seasonal Affective Disorder too.. as most human being do need the light more than none at all in sunshine ways through Winter Months.. so much of my happiness.. is simply recognizing what human nature is and putting myself out there in finally fearless ways to embrace what i am as an animal and not just an abstract construct of words and what work expects.. and culture in general beyond the animal touch.. And that’s a core problem with cultures/religions.. the most popular ones at least.. they take us away from our animal nature in so many ways while serving an interdependent role sTiLL iN providing a social touch of some kind at least in a world grown so cold as a matrix and terminator world will grow in ways of machine cognition over that overall social world of truly close to naked animal touch.. in small village way of course too.. as humans are not adapted to connect innately and comfortably to more than about 150 to 200 friendly sets of naked and furry eyes.. and on that line it’s worth noting that after folks saw the movie.. ‘Avatar’.. some of them committed suicide as they determined tHeir FULL loss in a trap away from theiR animal nature.. at least that’s the theory and i had the same experience the first time i saw the movie ‘The Emerald Forest’ back in the mid 80’s.. back to the wild is where i wanted to go but as a mama’s boy with apron strings tied back somewhere in the past i had no idea how to get there until pain took me away from modern culture all the way and i started reborn from pain aGain.. you know.. i’m glad i documented the whole FucKinG thing as in case study view in actual real time photos i can review my change from apron string boy to wild man with love again.. as a three year old child looking aCross the river without words at all.. only the feeling and sense that i had been/AM forevernow.. as surely my genetic memory in innate instinct and intuition was then working A-Okay until i got trapped behind a pencil at a desk in a small two story school.. thank God.. as it had small classes and not an overwhelming number of human eyes where everyone easily knew your name.. so much different from big college life these days.. and the world as whole of course in big city Western World life.. Different strokes for different folks.. my friEnd Leah.. and i must say i feel like i’ve lived so many life’s in just one life and at your age of early 40’s.. i felt so old back then.. and at age 47 when the stress almost killed me i felt like i was older than my Great Aunt Jettie at 94. all crippled with walker then as at least she could smile oF that i had no idea of iN feelings in opaque window view iN/oF thaT when i saw her do tHat back then.. and in college at age 21.. Before i escaped it and after i got trapped back in it.. i felt as old as my Grandmother then.. as she had problems smiling then.. you kNow and feeL and sensE my friEnd age IS A smile with no age at all.. a place with Nature wHeRe grains of sand and feet feel love.. that is forevermore now.. no different really i guess than the 18 year old cat Tennessee still visiting our yard wHo rolls around in that sand religiously each day about noon too.. looking off into the distance with no separation aT all in a WinTer’s Breeze FeeLinG and SenSinG liFE all totAlly forever in the real time present of now.. Fuck the world my friend.. not the flesh and blood.. sun/ sand one but the one of Trump.. and all those minions.. GET naked and pARty with the sand and sun is what i do.. even if i never find a human dance partner free enough to do that with me.. i cannot be ‘alone’ when sand and sun and me are one as allone leave of grass as Ocean whole.. for all practical intents and purposes.. i AM Nature my friEnd.. or a tree or a lamp without a bulb..now.. That’s the answer for me.. i trUly wish tHeRE was/is any way i could help folks find the essence of this Heaven in FeeLinG and SeNSinG ways so far from empty forms of words and religions and cultures and politics and all that jazz without the music of liFe LIVinG.. my friEnd.. hey.. i’ll give it a stab with a Kiss of DancE and SonG is all i caN and WiLL do.. Kiss life be Free.. still looking for the song i want to go with this as tHeRe are so many songs with that name but i heard it last night on the radio and i’ll put it uP tHeRe when i find it as i found it before and i find it again..:)
WeLL.. as i continue to enjoy very much the deLiGht oF writing this 69th MacroVerse that will be the third revision of a personal newer age Bible now revised with title.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. aS what stArted out as “Grand Cross Bible 2016”.. on Christmas Day publish at 11:58 pm as flow then..
then.. comprised of 61 MacroVerses since Memorial Day 2016 publish of the first MacroVerse.. unwittingly of course.. as i had no idea that would be the first MacroVerse of any Bible then.. other than juSt a continuing MacroVerse of Ocean WhoLe Poem in what i continue to document as the technically longest long form poem in the history of humankind as reported on Google at least.. hehe.. as i am not A REAL fool enough to thiNk i would ever actuAlly page print publish such a tSuNaMi of Words.. weLL surpasSinG 3.3 MilLion words/water that MS word suggests without printing the 100K or so photos that go along with aLL thaT and videos from Youtube that can only be linked in print of course in hard back page cover.. yeS eVeN without ALL the multi-media.. MicroSoft Word estimates about 30,000 pages for actual page print and that was back at the first 42 month point on September 11th.. 2016.. where i suggested it was A 42 Month Witness for God of Nature too in personal way of course.. doubling as that effort in all blog effort of 3.3 million long form free verse poem words since March 10th.. 2013.. at that point of rhetorical exercise of course.. i AM doing this ’cause i can and will do it.. and have survived much naysaying from places of online reason like the ‘Wrong Planet’ to places like dVerse Poetry Pub Art who did tHeir best to rein in and reign over my creativity if i wanted to share my STUFF there even with all my politeness of responding to every single prompt and link there for an entire year.. in micro-micro verse way with never ever any complaint if no one visited my blog as it requires not only big technology to open it up and any interest in what i do antithetical to either Haiku-like poetry or modern world Gold fish attention span per the words of science in Twitter Verse of 140 characters too.. as for me.. the seize the day is the seize the noW iN fLow of streAms of words and dance iN sonG sAme iN ZonE as Rivers to waves of Ocean whole in Field of dreAms LiVinG liFe heAR heRE.. noW as me and God oNe wiTh NoW And aSoNe ForCE oF liGht if ya like Star wars Metaphors to go along with yoUr otHEr religious and cultural soup as God lives with in as as all and to make God sMaLLer or my words that reflect my view of all thaT is God would be My greaTest Blasphemy oF aLL for this gift of life to extinguish the gift of life given to me in any censoring way alloWed within the guidelines of new age ‘Caesar’ laws at the local.. state.. and federal level of course.. as ‘these’ free highways are regulated by laws to keep freedom of expression in tACT and fACT and aRt aS Such aS all of this too.. no maTter iF no one but me and God allone ever reads it or writes iT aT aLL.. it is what it is i am what i am i am Love and Free With Can and WiLL surViVing and ThriVinG NoW.. aLiVe as smART and FeArLESS LoVe Can and WiLL DO as LiVinG liGht of and as LoVe NoW..:)
AnyWay.. as my early Philosophy Instructor Hunt back in the years of college so wisely then instructed.. beWare of specialization as use it or lose it applies to all stuff in life.. as all animals face the Karma of that in use it lose it ways of breathing and eating and drinking life.. in yes.. action and consequence way of doing or not doing more of liFE NoW… i use it A wHole lot.. and in doing so in sow and reap way.. as the evidence now surELy proves.. i reap the benefits of God Nature within inside.. above so below and all around as God of Nature as my Human Nature is at the hElm now of the Will that is the Rider/Writer of the GOlden Elephant and Camel saMe that are the words/symbols of human thOught that are only a tiny sliver of the entirety of the much fuller human experience in so many otHeR ways than what standard IQ meaSuREs as Human InTeLLiGence.. nah.. it is not woo when some poets and other philosophy folks of deeper way than just the rationality of equation of words say we have forgotten our roots as children of Nature and God sAMe.. as science shows now.. Emotions and SenSes comprise more of our actual navigation of reaLiTy now.. much more than the sHells of words alone bring.. words are but signs and guideposts now along the way as tools to help us navigate life but the invisible navigator inside is not invisible at all.. it just has a LiFe and essence beyond the words as tools that have become the idol of human eYes and taste over the essence that is the inheritance of 14 Billion years or so what we see now as the origin of wHERE we come as God Now as Nature life.. sure.. it’s hard to put the full experience of liFe in words.. and surEly it is impossible as the rider and writer same is only riding/writing a much bigger gOlden Camel and Elephant oF liFE than we can possibly see with just the guideposts and signs that are words and other symbols of life in human abstract construct of tools that either help us or harm us too.. in LIGht to sHades of Grey to dARk to beYond rainBoW colors of liFE eXperience that some folks cannot even fathom exists in the EYes of othER folks now.. modern culture and even older religions are an experiment of life with both failures and successes from human misery to bliss.. and the same impact to so much of the rest of creation as existence noW on this planet eARTh.. people are alike and different like the rest of existence sAMe and DiFFeRent noW as God as sepaRaTe pARt and WhOle NoW aLL.. LiFe is ArT.. Creation.. a Masterpiece aLL and we as brush continue to co create and paint thaT Masterpiece whOle oNe WiTh GoD aLL oF NatuRe NoW.. And sure.. we paint it And scribe it with our so-called rational systemizing ways of science mind.. the best we can while life already happens in EMoTiOnal and SeNsoRy ways and i’LL tale you whaT.. iF you leave the esSence behind in specialization of use it and lose it ways you lose.. you lose and you lose more and more of liFE iF yoUr liFE is anYthing like my liFe beFore iN the HaLLs and PriSoNs of threading the needle of thaT iNsanity of modern religion/culture/politics and yes.. philosophy of life in general sAdly left ouT iN the modern class room while we humans are made more and more into machine as cog of Society to continue creature comforts when the comfort goes away as we are no longer even fully human beings.. anyWay.. the tHeMe SonG heRe as MeMe.. surely DanceS and SingS to thiS in ‘Emerald Forest’ and ‘Avatar’ ways similar and sAMe.. as don’t let anyone lie to you.. living naked with nature is not as oppressive as “mama’s boys” will tale ya.. in use it and lose it NoW ways.. as alWays A BaLanCinG oF DiViNe maScuLiNe WiLL and Strength.. and DiViNe FeMiNiNe LoVe and GrAce.. And DO you lEarn thaT All in school hell no.. it’s mostly all about getting bucks and more Walmart Stuff to fill up a Garage oF LiFE aS A so-called American dreAM.. the American Dream is the Declaration of Independence for the Right to Life and Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness .. be careful what you wish for.. i’Ve KnOwn and FeeL/SeNse aLL to weLL the innocence lost of use and lose LiFe as Nature as HuMan Nature as GoD’s Nature free or pRisON so far aWay from the call of the WiLd of GoD thAt is born Naked and Free and best liVinG that way as metaphor for MoVinG and CoNNecTinG LiFe reBoRn as child as God LiVes aGaiN.. in wonder and amazement as a gift oF liFE caN and WiLL DancE and SinG liFE from dARk to liGht.. ‘tween sHades of Grey.. And.. BeYOnd rainBow colors in an Eden of Heaven NoW oh so aLiVE..:)
And i will now share Six videos of reaSon from youTube heAr thaT provide a Great core iN understanding toGeTheR what the problems of modern liFE are.. the ironies oF all of this are both incredibly sad and hopeful if we can juSt gEt oUr shit togeTheR.. and if nothing else.. a few folks can matrix un-plug aLonG the way and set tHeiR sElf free iF they live in a culture and or country WiTh a Declaration like the U.S. has that sTiLL cAN and WiLL work Now for them.. noW as IndepEndence oF Free.. iT works for me as all the case study I N T E N siVe evidence heAR sHows/ Proves to any courtroom.. L A W Y e R oF LiFe NoW judge.. and jury thAT/wHo can see and heAR it..NoW..;)
And sure.. a couple of MacroVerse Memories to share as Facebook so FReeLY provides iN robot algorithm way.. as hey.. science and systemizing minds and even “Mama’s Boys” BRinG ye a prepared way on the HighWay ‘straight’ to Heaven too.. as i spiRAl FReED noW with a quote of this “Pizza Man Playing” somEwhaT shoRt MacroVerse from two years ago NoW2..:)
fully expressed in
And patterned Nautilus
ALLY AS SUCH
MEAN OF 1.618…
The Dark side of Nature And..
And.. the All Seeing Eye.. i mean.. the LIGHT side of Nature..
And.. finAlly Wide Awake…
i must have
too much time
on my hands.. that’s
five Facebook profile status
photos in only 9 hours.. an all-time
record for Katie Mia..aka FRED… What
can i say.. i like making FACES! he.. HE!
and the so-called tough guy crazy eye
with the Don’t FWM look
is one of my favorites to
BUT HA! HA!
IT’S ONLY an act..
as IS ALL OF EGO to me
orchestrated by the director
and producer of my own
play of ego.. that is
i making I reality..
however.. i does
IT ON THE WAY..
to wHere i’m GOING NOW!..
i never wanna
the mysteries of life
is what makes IT ALL
amazing every now to me
day by day
decades in advance..
looking forward to this day or that day
or the end of all
but no.. life is always work for those
who truly RE
with no rubber
TO graces of human being
to simply be FREE child of Mother
i am born with the ability to see the patterns of GOD
through and through almost every abstract and natural
And now.. from a year ago.. “WeYes oF God”.. as A FReED verse NoW Celebration oF liFe.. DancE SonG iN steps.. words.. continUes iN HeaVen noW.. aT lEAst for me as afTer aLL iS sAid and dOne iNow inheRit thiS GiFt oF HeAVEn oN eaRTh.. use it noW as A GreaTest GifT aLL GoD GiVes NoW as FeArless smART Now UnCondiTonAL LoVe FloWinG StreAMiNg Rivers Waves OcEaN wHoLE tEars NoW GoD DanceS.. SingS.. dArk to liGht to BeYond RainBoW Colors noW.. iLiVeS oN..:)
Hi.. Noorain.. thanks so much for dropping by and i’M glad i stumbled into you and your blog as WeLL.. as aLL can/WiLL be art thaT flows.. and not reAlly sTumble at aLL.. SMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. And have a liGht filLed NoW..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep.. i followed your site here and never got any new notifications and have found it again through a Google search and i see you have been just as busy writing here and i will be back to catch up as liGhteNinG fast reading can and will do and haha! one of my posts as long as A 40 thousand word Novel depending on the muse and inspiration of the day SaMe.. so what to say about disappearing foot prints in the snow from the grief of life that grow so cold and numb with or without pain wHeRe numb now is worse than pain.. i kNoW and FeeL/SeNsE tHeRE was/is once a day and so much more that i dreamed of falling into the Gulf and beCoMinG whOle a gAIn.. a huMaN BeinG WinGinG DeeP far above a bLack wHOle SuN sOuL and suRE that’s the way iT iS for neuro-diversity and bio-diversity whoLe even from BiRth iF bOnes roll in dARker roles of liFe… one.. i WiLL say are the footprints of liFe i live and lived not much different from that other book of ONE by Richard Bach who wrote the Seagull Story of HiGher FliGht too.. ONE one wHOle so diFfeREnt so sAMe so driVing warm to cold to ice HoT stArs as hole of Whole.. Experience ..mY FriEnd.. a masterpiece painting.. we.. A brush.. iN sHades of Grey.. RAinBoW coLors more than scenes bEfore.. diMeNsioNs oF FeeLinG and SenSinG never foretOld that words cannot describe yET at lEAst my FriEnd for more oF LiGht ‘tween DaRk oF aLL ThAT iS.. anyWay.. glad i found you today for some ending words foR just aNoTher Bible oF thiS Thing cAllEd Life.. as hey.. it isn’t ofTen.. i find folks like you… iN liFE.. mY FriEnd.. Candice.. thefeatheredsleep..:)
And to honor a couple more blogging friends who have been instrumental inspiration of muse for my continuing StreAming Free Verse poetic liGht..
SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee.. the greaTest Love/Empathy.. iN my opinion.. does come from the challenges of life.. the stress.. disorder.. and even the bullies of life.. who will tell us.. we do not deserve to exist.. sadly.. some folks turn to darkness.. when these challenges come.. but for those who never give up.. even if.. there are no little voices from Loving people who can see the liGht iN a homeless person from this earth of cultures that no longer match the eYes of Wisdom that can come through the victory instead of vengeance over life’s dArk.. with LiGht.. the human SpiRit to survive is great.. and pARt of why the greaTEst liGhts of human often come from the dArkest challenges that we all face to some degree.. and perhaps the greaTEst challenge is not being challenged enough.. as there is no bliss as great as the Victory of liGht that conquers dARk.. wheRe one even understands and forgives those who continue to ignore or transgress the survivors among us.. who die hard and are still energizer bunnies.. with greater liGht than ever before.. you are a liGht my friend.. now who continues to grow.. and wheRever i see this liGht i for one do not let go of that friendship iN liGht.. my friend.. Zee.. and sure.. sometimes i have to travel literAlly thouSands of miles iN a split second to find iT online with great fortune as well.. and that’s the best thing about online.. it is a big small world now.. to find those who can at least relate to different challenges and survival.. now in liGht..:)
And.. finally A MacroVerse inspired here by friend Lala Rukh from three years ago.. that i’ll quote again.. as what are another hundred words or so.. at this point.. only more as more goeS oN..
THere IS A time when children ARE born with no matter of who the father IS as the village raises the children.. and everyone IS family..and people reAlly connect as their very survival dependS ON tHIs connection…
IN THIS WORLD women ARE the leaders as well as men.. sometimes more so..than even….
Everyone shareS..freely..as love IS necessary to survive….
This IS before agriculture…
Then agriculture..comes..and time to be still..and yes a stagnant mind and body..can make an illusion of evil..for all of mankind…
Well..then comes the idea that wealth IS important..and yes my friend..this is where the Dowry started..as it becomes important..to insure that wealth.. in collecting things..property ..or whatever..IS THE GOAL IN LIFE…
TRUE ‘EVIL’ IS BORN…IN WORSHIPPING MATERIALS..RATHER THAN JUST BEING..LOVING..AND LIVING.. LIFE…WHERE THE GOAL IS SURVIVAL..AND NOT SOME IDOL OF A THING..THAT IS NO LIFE…LOVE..OR REALLY.. OH MY GOD.. EVEN FUN..OR LAUGH….
YA SEE.. Muhammad and Jesus..come to deliver a message..that this IS not a way to go..that this..is simply illusion..that IS not true human happiness of divine love..sharing..caring..and even what wild wolves share in the snow…
But OH MY GOD..NO ONE REALLY LISTENS…not many at least…
THESE new agricultural..patriarchal ways of control and dominance..over others..for material gains..continue and even ARE PUT FORTH..AS TRUTH..TO SPOIL THE WORDS OF THESE TWO PROPHETS….
But NOW..people are listening to TRUTH ALL OVER THE WORLD..
AS THE TRUTH OF HUMAN BEING NEVER CHANGES….
AND YES NOW..
THE CHILD OF HUMAN STARTS HIS/HER RULE..NEITHER MOTHER OR FATHER..AS ALL COME EQUAL…
IN THE EYES OF GOD.
THE BLOOD RUNS COLD OF YOUR MOTHER ..YOUR FATHER..AND YA..PERHAPS NOW…
BUT ONE DAY YoUR DAUGHTERS AND SONS…
WILL ONCE AGAIN..RUN WARM….. TO SIMPLY LIVE..AS ONE…
TRUTH CAN NOT BE HIDDEN..FOR MORE THAN TEN OR TWELVE THOUSAND HUMAN YEARS…
This is about how long agriculture..has been around…
Moving .. hunting… gathering.. sharing… loving..
is the way of the little child….to continue to live life…
in the Heaven of NO w !
Your story inspires my words dear..this is nothing personal for any hope of anything i can do for ya now..
But it is truth..simple and plain.. as my wolf friend in the snow…could tell ya..
if hOWLing could SPEAK words..2ya
I cannot tell ya how sad i feel for ya..as i can not give this to ya..
my truth th@IS…
It is always for ya to find..dear..and I WISH you the best and weALTH OF LOVE…
And i only wish the light of your wedding dress..IS IN yOur eyes..on your wedding day..
for simply being love my dear is all…
DIVINE LOVE..the eternal spirit..
So DIVINE love.. and my tears free flOWLy for YA… As you did help to open up my soul..and heart..in.. what seems like ten or twelve thousand years ago now… As divine LOVE is reAlly eternity… To live in IT IS nowforevermore…in HEAVENOW.. BlISs!
To live out side of IT…
HELL..THE ABYSS..THE PLACE OF THE BLOOD THAT RUNS COLD….
Peace to ya friend..and blessings always..to come yOUR way…. and LOVE.. YES DIVINE LOVE TOO… ALWAYSNOWONEFOREVERMORE….. WITH YA2.. MY FRIEND.
Mythology..is often created
to deliver deeper meanings..
of the ‘supraorganism..
as the spiritual mind
of overall human kind…
The eye of Horus..is symbolic of many things..
Along with the mythology of ISIS..the mother
of HORUS..and OSIRIS..the father
Well..as the story goes..the matriarchs..per ISIS..or the
GODDESS element..is in effect before Agriculture..
in the days of sharing of Hunters and
gatherers ..that is still a way
of life in primitive
And OSIRIS or the Father GOD..is the way
of Patriarchal rule past agriculture..
to collect ‘things’ and dominate..
and control other folks..
other material gains…
Well..as the story continues..the
NOW is a time for the emergence of a NEW
WORLD ORDER of HORUS and the ALL seeing
Eye of Liberty..Freedom..and Justice
for all Human
The human child once again..
Okay.. weLL.. now that this is FinAlly Completing what surely is A Million and about 42 thousand words oF A Newly Named third revision of A Bible named Nether Land Bible 2017.. here is an easy short-cut too to the bible as sure.. just start with the first verse and move on.. if you can marathon read like that hehe.. yes..
“tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”.. A First MacroVerse.. of Nether Land Bible 2017 at 19,904 words spArKinG this New Bible oFF continuing to GRow too.. NoW at this Ocean whOle Poem MacroVerse as number.. 740.. too.. more.. after this 69th MacroVerse2 by name of this Bible at the end instead of the beginning for now and for now beginning for some more words as i say here too..
SurEly.. A forecast of what would evEnTuAlly come next here.. as a celebration of not only a New bible.. all personal as such but also a full 42 months of recovery from hell for 66 months in An Ascension of Heaven on juST anothER Manic Monday.. about three dayS iN riSing from soMe Phoenix ashes on Beautiful Navarre Beach.. with my wife then.. yes.. more fully on Manic Monday.. July 22nd.. 2013.. wHeRE A 6 pointed Planetary Alignment named the Star of David came to eARTh too.. a fEast for every now for holy and sacred meaning and purpose as we co-create our liFe WiTh and as GoD’s eYes toward liGht or dARk.. i for one.. Now.. continue.. A Row for OceAn FuLL oF liGht WhOle noW..:)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks provided in this last chapter as full table of contents oF A 915K Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH.. Written from Memorial Day 2016 and finished and published 7 months later on Christmas Day oF 2016.. Yes.. somE whAT F iN EpiC.. aS thiS beComeS mY 9th book completed iN Star Year 2016 that ranges.. yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words.. iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years written and recorded NoW oNline too.. Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL.. WitH thE ForcE oF uNConDiTioNal Fearless smART LoVe wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017 991K words 66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH 5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN is made at the eNd and continuing beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017 The rise oF A MiLLioN Word Bible aT Over 1.01 MiLLiON Words and suRE.. A Victory Lap GoinG aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn Yes.. most Definitely Worth Celebrating and noting in Epic way too..:)
WiNks.. Shawna.. yOur sTar is missing A point for 6 or A FloWer iS misSinG a Petal… bE back lateR iF A WhoLeNoW FLoWeReWoLF starats doeS not disapPear.. or beCoMe A Re: Wolf Flower RatS Star..;)
Shawna says and i quote her directly.. “Hey you. I tried to visit you a couple of days ago, but your awesome blog takes so long to load..:) I hope I’m not a rat’s star! Ew. Now a re-wolf flower, I can definitely get down with.
(I love palindromes and anagrams. So thank you for always bringing toys with you when you come visit me, Fred.)
Hey.. as ‘they’ say.. rats and us have a common Rodent ancestor.. some 75 million years ago.. and we share a majority of the same DNA and Lord knows and feels the crosses those rats carry saving our lives in all those science experiments too.. but it seems they started sharing the grain in our silos and the folks who didn’t wanna share.. got pissed off at our hungry rat cousins and then came the importance of the cat.. hehe.. anyWay.. Shawna Baby i haven’t had a day off of writing in almost 74 months and i do mean 7 days a week.. first 33 or so of that in hell writing and the 33 before the 74 months without a word or even a photo or gosh even a song to be tolerated then with right eye on Terminator fire and right ear too in dentist drill pain without novocaine too but i must say all that work to survive brought me to this point today where i am publishing the third revision of a Bible since Christmas Day of 2017.. started the whole now 1.052 Million word effort noW in 69 MacroVerses since the first MacroVerse published online of course on Memorial Day of 2016.. didn’t know i was writing a bible ’till close to Christmas Day as Lordy that’s how the holy spirit creativity thingie works.. you do the work first and then you or someone else gives it a label later on.. hmm.. yeS and i write all this on Facebook in realtime too.. so what that means is 15.252K words per MacroVerse and 130K words on average a month for 7 months and 3 weeks too.. moving into the fourth week now.. as this is an open source bible too.. that will continue until whenever.. with help from others too.. if they like.. of course.. to go along with the rest of the 3.3 million plus word long form poem now comprising 740 Macroverses in this 74th ending month of writing now.. overall since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as hey.. i had to get some on the job training in both reason land and poetry land for homework enclosed in over a total of 12 million words too.. Jesus.. this John 14:12 stuff is a really big Job.. i think most folks fail to realize that you can do greater works in anything that Jesus did in his life including writing another bible as he did say greater works are possible with basically Luke Red hot laser focused faith all 100 percent full re-born as such too.. hmm.. i think the only online person who has agreed that this is along the lines of that is that nice lady Lynn from dVerse.. other than that last weekend my mother told me i was going to hell for saying this all was holy spirit inspired and that i was a bragging witness for God with all the facts and numbers for evidence of doing this too.. as hey.. who else is gonna count the words except for word press and me.. hehe.. anyWay.. the last 25K MacroVerse in a comments section that i am fixing to publish after i add you to the mix in honor of course per the muse you provide too.. to inspire more spirit of words.. the 69th MacroVerse will be finished and then it’s on to more more more tomorrow.. and yes.. it’s true//i am getting much too large to see.. except for the public fancy dancy stuff where i just met 6666 miles all measured up of doing that on December 27th in precisely 40 months since start of that on August 27th.. 2013.. and documented in a first You Tube Video at Best Buy on that date.. anyway.. since you have a Daughter with Asperger’s syndrome and you probably have as much of that along with the Bi-polar thingie as me.. know you won’t mind me sharing.. as honestly no one else but me and God and a few other people give a FucK about this.. and hey.. par for the course as they say in the history books and other bibles and stuff like that.. one day technology will overall catch up with my Fredenstein Brain and perhaps more people will be able to see more than the non-verbal stuff i carry on as a way-ward son.. as Kansas might say too.. oh yeah.. on the topic of the number 74.. 740.. etc.. and i just the love the number 69 too as it’s like the Golden Spiral Phi mean of 1.618 and sure.. oTheR STuff too.. to reduce the population and all of that so the other species of animals will get a fair chance to survive and thrive in Heaven on eARTh too..now.. oh yeah.. i finished the 74th Verse of my first blog before i moved on to 740 more MacroVerses on Word Press… so sure.. it’s a day for 74 i guess and 69 is always good.. and Shawna baby is alWays cool.. as i drive through and say thanks for coming by and saying something nice to me today.. oh.. i really love people.. even more than DancE and SonG.. people tend to like me so much more when i keep my mouth shut.. hehe.. a car load of young women asked for my autograph catching me coming out of my car in the Bar parking lot.. while driving down a side road.. spotting me from the distance and after i gave them a selfie as they circled the city block and stuck their head out for one.. they drove away asking (yelling at) me to take my shirt off.. well i could have given them a link but i am too modest for that.. anyWay.. somebody likes me a little at least without all these words that make me like a thief in broad daylight online.. as i row the Ocean waves more.. eniGma.. i’ll GRoW.. hehA.. seen or unseen.. and an iPHone6s and plus that edition will open me up.. by the way.. and see ya neXt go ’round Shawna baby.. got a midnight deadline to get this shit all published as that little birdie of the holy spirit keeps taling me to iF yoU SeeK IN God get the job dOne.. FucKinG now OK.. as the holy spiRit don’t have to play by silly human rules only on this planET heRe.. ha ha.. and oh yeah.. a Valentine’s bLow kiss too in case i don’t see yA aGain unTil sweet heART and smArt ass days.. come aGaiN2.. oh.. yeah.. and the name of the third Revision of the Bible is “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. yep.. the numbers and names keep changing but the essence reMains isREaL2.. i wanna call God a Flower change it to a verb like FloWer.. but now that i proved two Flowers can make a werewolf in reverse letters and words no one will probably ‘by’ that revised name hmm.. perHaps they’ll change tHeir heARTS in new colors of FlowErs too..;)