Facebook Friend Rafiah views the thumbnail large Word Press Publishing photo as it comes.. when i share the ‘WinDoW Ark’ Blog post theRE and says..
I love the window and the view in it. heart emoticon I would like to have that kind of corner in my room.
And i say..
SMiLes mY friEnd.. Rafiah.. thanks.. i’m glad you enjoy the view here.. through mY WinDoW.. truly.. there are two kinds of windows iN liFe that i Love the most.. one is a WinDoW into the garden of Eden which iS God’s Nature.. and the other iS the WinDoW into the soUl of God that iS also the human eye.. both are views of God.. and iN mY liFe as trUly i was a lot like Spock in the sense that i wasn’t fully aware of the expressions on my face.. but i laser focused iN miNd melding thoughts and emotions as empath when i connected with eYes to any other human being.. and even though i could not really concentrate to ever read any homework books in school.. i absorbed the teacher’s brain and heARt with eYes that could see more than words of books.. mY friend.. so in 2008 when i lost effective use of mY eyes.. then.. trUly i lost two beauty WinDoWs to view the heARt SpiRit and SoUl then of God that i could so easily see that lives in the eYes oF Nature.. including all eYes oF animal and hUman alike.. so.. what to do.. oh.. to BRinG God back iN connection deeper than God that liveS iN me then as iS back then.. weLL.. that iS when oN a Thanks giving day for me on November 26th.. 2010.. then.. when what our church friend.. yesterday.. when we visited her.. wHere i took off my shades for a second to rub mY eyes says oh.. you have beautiful green eYes.. as offline aLL folks see of the WinDoW to mY soUl iS the dance of me.. and mysterious shades covering what iS more inside.. mY soUl as WeLL.. mY friend.. Yes.. slowLY words became mY covered eYes.. mY spiRit mY heARt MY sOuL and the even though after i lost aLL the pain i sTiLL must wear shades everywHere i go offline.. the dance of i.. iS noW mY spiRit mY heARt mY soUl iN words and STEPS!.. of i.. oH.. the Windows of God my friend.. they are everywHere i look.. and the best places are wheRE hUman eYes connect.. in eYes .. iN words.. and IN STEPS.. AND You.. mY friend have some of the most beautiful WinDoWs to a soUl i have ever seen both in eYes and words.. as neither need bE complicated but REAL AND pARt of GOD.. noW.. and oh.. the eYes in liFE that i have viewed that do set you aPart from most.. over 100K.. worKinG in a WinDoWless Bowling Center to Nature but FuLL oF hUman Nature inside.. and likely over 100K online.. since that Thanksgiving day iN 2010.. but i must say sTill.. the hUman eYeS arE mY favorite WinDoWs to God’s eYes.. and yours are deep dArk WinDoWs to God mY friEnd.. thanks for sharing them iN Brown and Black Print.. so beautifully oN Facebook now..:)
Ah.. the intelligence.. reaSon.. oh.. the heARt.. FeeLinG and sAdLY wHere most uSnoW live wherever First World Problems rule.. the reAson becomes the Sun of Life.. away from feeLinG.. mY FriEnd.. Prajakta and sAdly as iS a story of life so long away from feeling and closer to reason reaSon reason wHere smarT loses the heARt of Life.. iS a journey aWay from what is REALIST In bEinG hUman aT aLL.. spoon fed this from birth.. it truly can be hard to get back to arms iN comfort of BeiNG hUman as.. as Nature trUly goes.. the gift of Love that iS iN innate AlTRUistic Nature oF truLY wiLd and Free human beings iS a Jungle Book oF Love.. where the true savage can be the books.. the school.. the work.. and the green and other colored paper and metal stuff that ruins aLL oF That wHere the pasSiOn and Love of hUman iS tHe TRUE GOLDEN RULE OF THE TRUE liOn hUman either iN the Jungles.. the Savannah.. the Forest or Beach.. Mountains.. meadows.. etc.. etc.. LiVinG away from dead caves and books.. words.. and other symbols like paper money and print that takes uS away from Love iN fearless end and beginning oF story In livinG more than just Survival.. In liVing fearless maGic Love.. with roots that defeat entropy and apathy of living dead my friend.. Love Spreads without Fear.. Tree of Life over reaSoNoW..:)
Oh.. God! NakED Love..! you eXcite me..! you comfort me.. you make me more human from the NOW i am 16 and aM eXposED to the greatEst art of God iN.. hell yeS.. penThouse magazine.. oh ending JeWeLs oF God.. bEhind pants and dresses of school.. you wiLL not be held back anymore.. God’s Love of hUman sKin iS here and will NOT be hidden anymore.. well.. at least online.. anyway.. hehe.. And surely enough when BROAD band access of free online human naked art COMES.. back in the early 90’s.. aLL ‘kinds’ of crime goes down.. should iT reAlly be any surprise that the NaturAlly occurring social bonding oxytocin neurohorMone and dopamine and serotonin in pleasure and trust neuro- chemicals and pain killing endorphins that are increased by the human contact either visually or feeling in seeing and touching flesh from head to toe.. in so-called porn.. reduces human aggression.. violence and warring ways.. weLL.. HeLL NO.. as thAT iS God’s Nature aLL Natural bEinG n0w grEat! releasED iN hUman form.. of what lies and tells the truth underneath and wITh hips and lies that don’t lie in human eYes oF Living free.. and oh.. the entropy.. the death of liFe iN liVinG.. iS precipitated bY coveRing up the nakED trUth oF feeLinG comfort and pleaSUre of bEinG human.. but ah.. entropy iS defeated even greater now.. as oNe Force of hUman Love iN sKin in mirror neuron way.. increasing human oxytocin.. dopamine.. serotonin.. pain killing endorphins.. and even poTenTiAlly the so-called God molecule DMT.. from potenTiaLLy the Pineal gland above and yes associated with the Penis and Vagina below.. and breasts and hips and all the delicate and tough muscled skin above and below.. inside and outside all around that.. is shared relatively free online now… wheRe the beauty of the sKin never ages as long as the servers of God iN online way keep on serving up flesh.. of God’s sKin iN Real as videos and photos WiLL COME ALIVE ONLINE.. OH MY GOD WHAT SOME FOLKS THINK IS EVIL IS THE GREATEST GIFT OF GOD’S LIGHT IN FORM EVER GIFTED TO US WHEN FREE AND SHARED IN CONSENSUAL WAY.. and for me to take this without giving would be the greAtest siN of aLL In relative way of course so i give humbly of whatever i can to defeat the entropy of living death where God’s greaTEst gift is covered up.. and in those places where it is covered uP as God WiLL say iN God’s way.. those are the places where the most violence.. in ways of aggression and wars do still exist.. and the most peaceful places are topless beaches and even more peaceful places that are bottomless to wHere this pit to heaven.. is open ended sKin of GOD aLive.. an Ode to God’s Porn aLiVe once again iN hUman Form.. at LEast online free.. and you can frOwn all ya want but iF yA are huMan and trUly Free God’s children.. you too WiLL share iN aLL the ways oF God’s Love Free.. LiVinG as the Real reported Jesus does say iN the Gospel of Thomas 37.. so sure.. consensuAlly speaKinG these days more than likely iF Jesus walks the earth now.. he would be a consensually performing porn STAR NOW.. it’s no joke.. he said he was a stripper when ‘hE’ COmES BACK..:)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us, and when shall we behold you?” He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and take your garments and put them under your feet like little children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Yes.. Jesus was the first dude back in iSrAeL stArting a nudist camp back then.. and somehow tHiS trUth and liGht got aLL covered uP by those who would Own God rather than share God free Living OnEinside outsidesobelow aboveallaroundnow..:)
Yeah.. baby.. ‘Jesus’ was a lot more like Tarzan then and now than any concrete fucking church steeple Jungle now..;)
Side note.. i’m FucKinG wickED aRt in liGhTinG flAMe iN smARt..;)
IF yoU See K iN GOD..:)
Oh.. never NoWjudge God.. God’s cover.. Now.. iN words noW.. or pay NoW now the consequence oF THE action of LiVinG D E A T H N O W.. aKA HELL.. Heaven or HeLL.. Heaven’S !FREE!..:)..!now!
Hmm.. so the scientist of my mind engages back here.. while i am opening the patio door and Katrina is emptying her mop water and i think.. well.. actually i kNow as a degreed Anthropologist.. Sociologist Psychologist and Health Scientist as degreed at the University of West Florida.. where the humble Nautilus Shell in the form of the Golden Spiral 6.. sits atop my desk in yes.. three 6 Nautilus SheLLs of degree college tHere.. that hell no.. Jesus rule of stripping down and going naked everywhere we go in large cities today in huge populations more than 150 to 200 sets of friEndly human eYes that we are StiLL evolved to comfortably live in will not work now any better really than a frigging 1 or 2 thousand sets of eYes or thousands more on a busy city sidewalk wherever one looks away or is overwhelmed by social stimulus in taking in social cues and figuRinG them aLL out at one now.. and OH MY GOD.. add in several thousand penises.. breasts butts.. vaginas and all of that and crap your brain might liKely eXplode from all that social info taken in all at one now then and now per se.. so.. clothes have their place in large human societies.. yes.. even covering up the whole enchilada in hot arid desert lands to keep moisture in where water is not easily found to prevent dehydration and ultimately potential death there.. Survival is key.. and even though there is more aggression.. violence and wars over there.. they are still reproducing and kicking alive in fists and feet and chopping heads off and crucifying folks.. burying Lesbians up to breasts and stoning them.. slowly torturing them.. while they cannot cover their eyes from Rocks.. but nah they Live in iRan and IRaq.. etc.. and i live in the Heavenly abundance of God’s Paradise.. in Beaches.. Sugar White Sand.. Sea Gulls SpiRaLinG the Sun.. Rivers with fish fLoWinG Freely into oceans of bliss.. Forests filled with Deer and Flowers beautiful iN all seaSons of the year.. how can judge the folks who live iN ‘hell’.. or the children who were never hugged and given yes.. the feelings of life from ages 1 to 3.. both tHere and heRe.. these people deserve our empathy and sympathy in understanding ways to help them into heaven the best we can away from HeLL as aLL iS God from mountain to the grain oF sAnd that holds the Mountain of God’s Love uP iN hUman Being Love aS WeLL.. so sure.. maybe one now they WiLL gET freely accessibly broadband porn too.. and consume it in whatever amounts bRinG them greater levels of oxytocin social comfort.. dopamine pleasure.. serotonin trust iN Nature wHoLe.. and perHaps even DMT.. the God MOleCuLe too.. now.. balance iS kEY some folks can take and give more.. others less.. but wHere there is a volume knob and an on and off button iT becomes choice iN stead of Force of Fear.. anger.. and hate Where fearless Love rUles hUman CAN LIVE iN Heaven now.. Free as Free as God WiLL to Be in God’s eyes for NOWoNE..:)
It’s a fAct iN science now that lust or what iS otherwise known as the human connection of flesh from head to toe.. either in sKin of touch or mirror neuron way of seeing it in recorded way.. or imagining iT same in day dreams of luCid DreAMinG BLiSS.. that lust increases human productivity and creativity as well as social cooperation iN Surviving.. Living and Loving free.. a balance of LuST and Love iS what makes the FREE World trUly greAt.. and sure i’ll lInk that video aGain.. as FActs.. sPeak Louder to some folks than Just doing iT NoW FREe.. in God given innate instinct and intuition in touchY feeLY ways of MoVinG.. Connecting and CreaTinG WiTh.. for and AS the God oF Nature NOW!..;)
Yeah.. baby.. it’s science and art.. and this is just more proof as to why i am so creative.. productive.. iN general.. and particularly after my Holy and Sacred personal path of Thirsty Thursday way..;)
And yeah.. it kinda pisses me off how the church/state neutered Jesus.. historically speaking.. and me when i was young.. coveRinG up the best that God has to offer iN hUman heARt.. PenThouse beats pent uP heARt..;)
And nah.. the Bible.. the Kuran.. the Gita.. the Tao and all that sTuff.. iT’s cool noW butt NOT nearly complete aSiT left aLL tHiS super cool human GoD sHit out!.. so yeah.. i’LL juSt do iT nOW.. and FucKinG un-Neuter ‘Jesus’.. and aLL those ‘Mary’s’ then and noW too.. oh.. oH YES!.. so.. NaKeD and FREeNOWhenFReED..;)
Art and Science.. puT ’em toGeTHeR FucKinGnoW aS aLL THaT iS IsA MaKinG GodSENseNoW..:)
Do ya dare mE to nAMe tHis neXt GodbLog posT FucKinGoD.. naH.. won’T do thaT.. iT miGht bOil the blood of liteRal ThInKinG cardBoard miNds.. eVen worse than aLL oF GOD eXposED aS tHisnowiNaSsREaL..:)
iF yA.. don’T liKe thiS.. which more than likely Ya wiLL noT.. heHe.. bLaMe iT oN Facebook.. after aLL iS said and dONe heRe.. ‘Facebook’ asked mE ‘what’S on yoUr miNd’.. yeAh.. baBy.. bE careful what YA wish for.. ya.. miGht juSt geT iT.. noW.. heaVen or heLL.. iN noW.. It cAn aNd WiLL Be Now aT lEast iN pArt bY tHe chOices ya maKe iN priSon oR FREe..:)
iF ‘you’ follow what i do.. you may kNow.. i have been doing Art of the human body for over 2 years now on restricted links as to not offend anyone.. and Google in all its algorithm intelligence.. provided a short movie.. in moving PG ways.. that wife Katrina has approved for public purview.. and now.. what’s interesting.. perhaps.. iS that i am fixing to turn 56 years old this June.. of 2016.. and have been dance walking now over 5100 miles.. 32 months.. since recovering from a 66 month stint of severe shut-in illness from years January of 2008 to July of 2013.. where i could not even make it into the backyard without almost stumbling down with a TV Dinner that i barely had enough coordination and focus left to even make on my own.. so i do this not just for the art but for the inspiration.. and potential of human recovery in life.. in both neuroplasticity and epigenetic way through hope.. faith.. and belief.. truly riSinG from the ashes like a phoenix.. here at 230 LBS.. now.. not like a body builder reAlly but more like art of hUman heARt when set free.. iN dance and SonG oF liFe wheRe the human archetypes as Apollo.. Pan of the Forest.. and even the Jesus as reported iN verse 37 of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas comes iN real as living ONE liFe again noW wITh God of NatureNow..smile emoticon
AnD n0w juSt fOr fUn.. heRe’S aNotHeR SonG bY RiGht sAid Fred.. oN tHe cAT walK aS iT weRe aNd sTiLL iS moVingConNectaRinG crEaTinGnoWforNow..;)
Facebook Status: Yaas.. Yoos.. oOs.. FeeLinG HulKy.. HuNky.. HonKy DorArY.. did i misS anYthinG.. yeS wiTH siLLy lauGhs.. Now.. piece oF advice.. noW.. never take liFE seriOUslY.. yeS.. thAt alMost killED mE.. God NatUre makes laughs FoR no reAson.. butt lauGHinG.. and heaven noW oF course.. wiTh.. sMiles.. oF jOy.. i thInk i left something riGht ouT Of the liSt butT WTF FTW tO bloW a horN as sucH..wink emoticon
A few words here from philosopher educator.. last Century.. named Alan Watts.. on having fun ‘these days’..
Hmm.. next change.. pAce.. booK mark heRe.. wiTh SonG for what maY come next.. come next come may what for Song wiTh heRe mark booK pace change next Hmm.. foR Now..:)
Smart without Art is truly A noW Sado-maschochist.. yes S and M way of bEinG.. Art iS literally 66 percent of SMart but S and M stands out in terms of misery.. pain.. and suffering.. and those who enjoy the pain of living smart without ARt.. are rather insane to N0W tale A trUth iN liGht oF Lies foR NoW… Mechanical Cognition over Social Cognition takes an organic toll on mind and body balance.. Standard IQ points are bare measure over much greater and required intelligences for animal survival.. vs.. spoon fed Mechanical ways of cognition from now of birth.. it’s like 1 plus 1.. 1 without the other is missing 1… The Bonobo answer is Love The Human answer is Love Culture’s answer is the mechanical cognition of standard IQ noW over BeinG hUman.. and those iN power are doused witH mechanical cognition as the intelligence of the HeArT dies a painful death without BEinG hUman noW.. iN MoVinG ConnecTing Creating EmoTional HeARt.. Spirit ExpresSing heARt and boDy and miNd balanCinG soUl wayS oF BEinG NoW.. so the beginning and ending answer is the 1 that’s missing that iS Love aS the greaTEst primate gift of ALL when living NatUre ReaL nOw as the GreaTest primate Intelligence hOlding hands.. noW.. SMiLes mY friend.. i have ‘rich folks’ iN ‘mY family’ but the ‘poor’ ones wear a sMiLe that’s reaL.. And reaL iS trUly aLL that counts.. iN thiS liFe that can trUly bE JoY when REAL away from tests of culture that cover up what’s inside.. GreaTest gift for me.. loSiNg effective sight and hearing for 66 months.. loSinG the virus of Culture.. and rebuilding the JoY pArts oF Culture left THAT ARE REAL my friend.. gigoid.. iN noW 100% SMaRT.. My FRIeND..:)
Ha! yes..! Real iS aS Real does.. and proof of multi-verses noWin the fAct that every human experiences reaLITy different.. from folks in caves who hear voices to free verse poets and folks who believe in myths of folks dying on crosses and coming back to literal life when the point reAlly iS coming back to life after death oF emoTioNal hEart.. SpiRit expresSinG heaRt.. wiTh miNd and boDy balance of soUl.. but oh.. to live a lie is as real as living the truth… but sure theRe iS real heLL and real heaven and that purgatory stuff ‘tween.. as relative free will allows us to be the experience and one who has a great amount of feeling into creating feelings now… i’ve heard people say that mechanical cognition is all that counts.. and i’ve heard people say that human emotions are foolish to experience in all the degrees of feeling that now can bring.. but sure thaT iS iN pArt tHeir choice.. but i for one.. choose iN biofeedback of feelings.. senses.. and yes.. sensuality too.. to make my nows aS aWesome as multiVerses can come to live.. Surely.. living with emotions is more fun that just being an atom of a Sun and generating heat and burning out.. in now.. my friend.. but ha! try to convince that to someone like Trump or any other elected official away from FeeLinG and it’s like a worm hole that doesn’t exist to get through the opaque window of hell and or purgatory now.. N0W Now iS rA eL iT’s ALL that’s real but oh my.. it can be so large or so small depending on the paths and journey of multi-verses.. free or lockEDin labels of words.. culture.. and collective intelligence gone dark.. in lucid dreaming nightmares now.. No exclusions for me.. i’ll dream iT aLL and make It real in multi- verses iNow.. with no real labels now my friend.. ‘God’ is dead.. ‘Jesus’ is dead.. but the essence of both sTiLL lives witHin.. outside.. above.. so below aLL around Me wE.. aLive mY friEnd iN iREALinoW.. And for the cloSed minNded heArted spiRitED soUled boDied aLL labels are dead.. wiTh WiNks and SMiLes oF REAL.. my friend.. gigoid.. iNow.. Seriously.. some folks worship labels.. when gOlden calves aT lEast.. are shiNy iN liGht.. mY friEnd.. iF theY dance liFe wITh toes oF sAnd..:)
YeAh.. baby.. No iS Force oF Free ‘These Days’ Over Yes.. SMiLes.. No iS Force Of yeS..;)
Jesus.. thiS muSt bE mYfavoRite loGo T-shirt oF thEm aLL..
By Sheldon Cooper.. yes and all his degrees…hmm..
I’m Not INsane.. My Mother had me tested.. false and true.. and true and false.. depending on which seaSon and direcTion i fAce.. noW.. TheRe iS alWays spAce for anotHeR TriPle A plAceNow..:)
And speaking of crazy and Facebook.. nice niece Candy.. who is kinda like me in a different way.. talks to the face book audience and admonishes her lack of friends who do not tale her about art gallery night in Pensacola or invite her there.. so after she gets several responses the problems solver i can be to the extreme in a split-second if need be.. Googles.. copies and pastes the schedule in the comment section a few seconds after i read of her need.. and then she says UR awesome and then i say..
hehe.. i’ve heard that before and crazy too.. crazy sMart i’ll be.. haha.. and dam it.. i’m gonna make Katrina go.. at least one scheduLed date..wink emoticon
Hmm.. sTiLL haven’t got back to two weeks ago Thursday 169th open link night at dVerse for poeTry expressions unleashed again.. but over two weeks to current at the 170th open link night.. the free poet Shawna always nesting new blogs and leaving her old eggs behind.. has perched for a moment.. so i will pay tribute to her freedom for a little while this morning before we are off to Biloxi Beaches.. one armed bandits for Katrina and beach/casino dance walking for me.. just to entertain the entire city of traffic as such on the main beach drag.. in sand too..:)
Ha..!..SHeshawna.. Katrina is ofTen saying the shape of some of my poeTry looks like tits too.. yum.. busts are are so great all around the world.. but anyway.. looks like i’m gonna be 6 prompts behind.. perhaps until the 2 week July break.. so just stopping by to say hi.. and that one about the bones got me out of bed with my smart phone.. as it is particularly inspiring and requires a full loaded gun of 10 fingers to respond to too.. be theRe in a couple.. to let the word buLLetc fly aRound.. hehe.. never at a loss for AMmunition..;)
Oh.. oxytocin.. what sets Christian the hugging Lion apart from puff the real dragon.. and Zombies is a lack of oxytocin.. the neurorealhorMONe of love.. in affection way.. and as an empath back now from Zombie LAnd for 66 months.. yes.. back in my dead zone.. 2008-13 days.. and long long cold night of life 24-7.. i lost my oxytocin then when i first could not feel the pet of a cat.. and yes.. that warm and fuzzy baby comfort feeling is oxytocin.. as the receptors/ makers for that are from the brain to the bottom of the feet when we feel the mother of earth and Sun warm our toes and finger tips too.. anyway the cat’s ears went back as the cat can feel a lack of oxytocin too.. and knows it is a sign of snakes and other zombies as such.. so due caution is at straying away.. and yes.. as i know you are interested in serial killers.. this explains the Zombie part.. as it is a pretty horrible place to be.. not to be able to feel the empathic spirit of another person’s soul or one’s own so to literally consume the body.. is a failed attempt to get the human touch at all.. ugh.. the darkness of life.. and yes.. just like my Old cat Arthur.. whose ears peeled back when i tried to pet him without oxytocin.. it is a helpless feeling too.. when one has plenty of oxytocin but the other person.. has little to none.. wondering how to get something out of them.. they just don’t organically have the ability to share.. but i got mine back.. so it’s possible.. however.. science suggests if ya never get it.. in the first 3 years of life.. it might be gone forever where Christian the Lion can only eat you and not Love you with warm and fuzzy arms.. of Love.. hmm.. hEArt iS wHere it’s at.. so sad when it’s dead or never comes…. and speaking of that.. sex in all the forms and activities that comes in.. is one of the most powerful stimulus activities to gain the oxytocin nurturing feeling.. so folks who are looking for Ms or Mr.. Good Bar or entry point as such often are craving the humanity that so many folks experience just going barefoot and touching the sands of Mother earth.. so in this way.. dancing in sand is like sex of affection with the earth and God as such.. and in this way seriously.. i have mind blowing sex with God all the time.. and seriously that is why i can totally ignore the Bill Clinton Def of sex day in and day out and the wife is like that too.. and that is why we are ‘perfect’ angels on earth.. with just a little sarcasm on that one fully iN toes.. and sands of God.. my friend Shawnananananabanana.. just felt like saying that… it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.. now! oh! oxytocin! you connect me oh! so sO yeS YES! WeLL!..;)
Truly it is sad not to live with oxytocin.. and trust me Trump has none.. the empty dollar will never provide the oxytocin that a soUl sings with spiRit of heARt my friEnd..:)
Until next come what may comes.. see ya then.. S baby..;)
And sorry if you can’t open up my website.. but don’t feel lonely.. i will always come and visit you.. (when i find you) and i have to have a megaton computer and broadband access to open me up too..;)
Oh yeah.. and thanks for ‘this song’.. ‘Tis a great oxytocin song.. to go along with all that i’ve written here.. traveling on a bus to biloxi.. looking out the window at the bilLowy looking November clouds.. it reminds me of 18 again.. first love.. and all the oxytocin songs like this they played in the 70’s and cuddling with my girl friend saying stuff like.. no.. i love you more.. and she saying.. i love you more.. no i love you more babe.. etc.. and i’m thinking/FEELinG.. you kNow/FEEL.. the real evidence that the Zombie Apocalypse is here.. somewhere between the 80’s and now.. Love is dying more in oxytocin human way.. so few songs like this are left anymore.. as new songs.. and now in the dance hall there are bootie dances back to front instead of the old slow dances of face to face.. oh.. new rules of human being as everyone looks for the oxytocin connection in eXtreme Ms. and Mr. good bar ways of desperation.. ugh.. the death of human love.. that really sucks.. when dogs and cats are more human than human in terms of Love.. and truly that is why some autistic children who are not empaths like me go for animals over humans to feel oxytocin on farms and such.. swimming with dolphins and all of that.. Zombie Apocalypse YOU suck and are real… as feelings slowly drift away to bootie dancing paNdemic Zombie dead Love… but true.. Bootie dancing is better than nothing at all.. hell even self injury iS in all the S and M ways that comes too… FucK iT aLL.. juSt dance.. wITh eYes of moVing.. conNectaRinG creaTinG REaL..:)
Humans… dam dirty hairless apes.. the only animal who labels itself other than being.. just being now.. and theRe lies the problem.. separation from what makes living life.. And of course that reminds me of yet.. another Charlton Heston movie.. that original “Planet of the Apes” Movie.. where Charlton and his gorgeous girlfriend with only loving touch and no words.. stands by.. when Charlton iS curSing humanity then for blowing all the cultural infrastructure up.. not an issue for the girl on the back of his horse.. the horse.. or any part of Nature.. other than Charlton wishing away the beach.. the horses.. and the beautiful Girl for edifice of olden way.. yeah.. tradition dies hard in all the cultural ways iT comes.. To be whole iS oNe wITh NatUre.. not likely.. the rest of Nature.. iS wrong wiTh ouT wordS iN noW..:)
We travel to the Biloxi Casinos ‘today’.. namely the Hard Rock Cafe.. and on the way.. Katrina and i have a discussion on me wanting to go to Gallery night in P’Cola to see all the Arts there on one Friday Night when it comes to Downtown.. close to Seville Quarter.. Katrina too shy for that but wait!.. little do we know then but when we arrive at the Hard Rock there is a Biloxi Festival on the Greens full of Arts and Crafts but the besTest pArt of aLL.. iS a huge brick dance floor and a variety of live bands.. and the first Band i dance for.. i am the only one dancing and i have my Jaws T-Shirt on.. yes.. the Great White coming to the surface with the classic photo of the blonde swimming naked up there where the sky meets the water as such.. so.. after i finish dancing and am walking away.. they play the Jaws theme SonG.. haha.. it’s hilarious.. then.. but the funniest part of all comes later in the day.. when i go back while i’m dancing.. walking around the other Casinos and Katrina is sitting in the Casino Lobby and she hears someone over a loud speaker outside saying Go Fred.. Go Fred.. Go Fred.. yes.. chanting my name like i’m running for a touchdown.. and i’ve been invited on the stage to dance with a really cool Soul group.. and even get ‘this cool selfie’ with the lead soul sister singer.. and she is so nice.. and says.. she will hire me for a back-up dancer.. haha.. as a joke of course.. Anyway.. it was another Ferris Buhler’s day off Kodak moment.. with her band groupies hi-fiving me with smart phone photos coming off the stage saying way to go Fred way to go.. and sometimes when i’m out there dancing in front of several hundred folks solo.. a couple of seconds i catch myself coming back down to earth and saying OMG.. i’m doing this in front of all these folks alone.. but then i just ZonE back iN.. In the trance of Dance and become one with the Seagulls swirling around my head.. and take some photos at the same time i’m spinning around like a F iN 230LB Ballerina on the Red Brick dance floor hall ouTside FReED..:)
Been on a Bond kick lately.. and will still be using a few theme songs to accompany my ‘next’ blog post titLed.. yES.. “For yoUr eYes onLY”.. self explanatory.. iF yA wiLL.. so here’s mY Bond Look on the Bay.. and iF i was an International Spy.. i WiLL not be working for the British undercover.. solving World crimes.. i Will be using words and dance.. worldwide.. as a not so secret agent for GodiN Winks oF REAL.. and yes.. 007 gets aLL those fancy weapons.. aLL ‘Triple A’.. KATiE MiA.. Kind Autistics Taking in Everything Mindful in Awareness iS poetic words.. photos.. videos.. other symbols.. yes.. many dance steps.. and the way God sPeaks wITh synchronicity as my onLY REAL BACK UP PER SE OTHER than a few cherished friends..:) (:@@@:) Autistic Love And the Science of Kindology An Ideological First Identity And truly the only sacrifice.. i am maKinG.. is rather tired feet after the 166.66 miles average in dance per month..;)
Katrina says.. ‘this’ is my shit don’t stInk look..;)
And then she says.. ‘this’ is my smug.. God’s got my back.. you can’t possibly Fuck with me.. Fuck no.. not even Superman can top God Back uP lOOk now..wink emoticon
Oh the world of poeTry.. and the human form as a work of art.. BOTH female and male when done tastefully.. butt where does one draw the line.. iN what IS tasteful.. weLL of course that depends on the artFulL or Less audience.. and somewhat like a Doctor.. theRe is NOthing about the God Given human form or functions that disgusts me natural as truly it is all natural from head to toes to buns to penis and Vagina and all the ‘tween.. but here’s the thing.. there is and has alWays been since the days of Egypt and Min.. yes.. the God of fertility in mythological way.. a double standard.. as since Min.. raised the bar for human art.. Men have had the private pARts broken off by the religious fundamentalists in some of the greatest historical nude male art.. including statues of Apollo.. wHere the fundies actually literally chopped off the stone penises in fear that someone’s wife might stray from getting turned on or whatever the F might make a woman’s head turn from her owner ship papers in ‘deGREED’ way as such back then.. and now it’s all a bunch of homophobe crap too.. ’cause as the science oriented folks among us know now.. even in the Kinsey reports it shows that there are at least some homosexual inclinations among close to 50 percent of the population even if they do not ACT on it.. as yes.. our closest Bonobo ancestors do it freely without the rules of culture and to each his or her own on that but here’s the thing.. men who are secretly attracted to good looking forms of the male art of the species.. will use homophobia as a defense of their own fears that they themselves might be ‘queer’ or whatever.. as a man secure in his own masculinity will never do this.. as yes.. some of us only go the female route.. particularly when we are balanced in our feminine and masculine qualities all God given in life and are not afraid to show our graceful and will full strong sides.. and sPeaking of Bond as of late.. what few people understand.. is that Ian Fleming was interested in the occult per mysteries of human archetypes.. and Carl Jung.. Aleister Crowley and the like.. who went a little further than school text books to get this human thingie more figured out to help the rest of the tribe.. better reach their human potential in self actualization that is just another term truly.. overall.. for being reborn later in life and whole.. Kundalini Rising.. etc. etc.. but the bottom line is WheRE the emotional and sensory.. including sensuality mind and body become one balanced soUl.. of truLY amazing human poTenTial fulfilled.. and it’s true releasing that feminine side or masculine side whomever the he or her is.. WiLL allow one to more fully explore tHeir poTenTial wITh the God of Nature fully iN toW allone with one.. like the real gnostic Jesus was speaking of in the Gospel of Thomas when he said the man and woman will become one being.. in one human being.. nah.. he wasn’t talking about marrying someone else.. he was talking about the feminine and masculine elements of the human being coming together in metaphor of alchemical all natural process and blooming more as human flower now.. anyway.. back in 2014.. when i first staRted exploring this all innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive process.. and actually started expreSsinG these elements in selfie art.. as technology now allows any human being to become Michelangelo in the flesh of selfie “Davids” instead of cold stone statue art.. and yes.. perhaps i am only one of few straight male artists to do this as most men are afraid they will be shamed with this homophobia thingy.. but here’s the bigger thing.. one’s peace of mind and body.. healthy state of well being.. and incredible poTenTial fulfillED iS at stake.. iN what Jesus.. the gnostic gospel version said was at stake too.. for not getting the masculine and feminine sides balanced.. and it is true.. and the benefits go far far.. further than individual way.. as what i find is most true.. is.. that ‘real woMen’.. as metaphor please.. who have tHeir masculine and feminine sides balanced iN both fearless strength and Love.. per masculine and feminine sides are attracted to men like this liKe hoNey.. and iF one wiLL notice.. this art of the Gun as phallic symbol.. and the graceful naked dancing girls on most all the early Bond title Videos show the male and female forms coming together as one.. as that is precisely what Ian Fleming was aiming at as larger deeper messages in his early Bond Novels.. as portrayed in earlier films.. and if one watches the portrayal of Bond.. by the first Super Masculine.. actor.. Sean Connery.. one will see.. while he has a very strong side.. he is as metro FiN Sexual as any man now in graceful way.. and combining those two elements is why he always gets the beautiful girl in the end.. and sure that is how i’ve worked my magic on girls.. from the beginning.. even when i was F iN Dirt poor.. working at an F iN Bowling Alley.. strength and grace… drive trUly wild and free women wild.. and there is a lot more going on than what iS between the belt and zipper iN all of Lust and Love as that were and still is.. as much fun as some of the homophobes.. attempted to make of me when i first went to Seville Quarter as they had rarely ever seen a man do ballet like moves in public.. after a few Kung Fu kicks and spins.. most aLL i get now are high 5’s and sure in terms of how much female attention i receive as i have documented too in blog way to show the alchemical process of combining the masculine and feminine toGeThEr in one individual is more than religion.. and the occult.. it is FucKinG science.. and the results of my science project are more than clear to see.. but anyway.. the hypocrisy sTiLL runs deep.. and when i stArtED doing this art program in my under wear.. with only some racy profile images of my buns as such.. the prudish among the bunch of older female fundie poets complained very loud and wanted me kicked off of dVerse just because the stuff was on my blog site.. but nothing at all was said about total frontal female nudity as art in poetry.. and amazingly in poetry land.. it wasn’t the men that complained.. it was the older fundie women.. but i suppose tHeir is some denial there of their own frigging human nature as the science documentaries i have provided lately provide clear empirical evidence for.. it’s true.. Hips.. Lips.. Eyes don’t Lie.. when they are pARt of God’s Nature Free and this idea of polarized genders.. truly leads to aggression.. violence.. greed.. jealously ownership of other human beings.. porn that is humiliating to the other genders.. and all the darker pArts of human nature.. Jesus was correct then and so was Michelangelo.. and Min too.. as mythology back in ancient Egypt.. wE live in a world where the trUth and liGht is no longer censored online.. and this is a source of much greater hope and inspiration.. wHere the human heaRt.. SpiRit and soUl in MiNd And BoDy balance is aligned back to iT’s natural state of God oF Nature being when the call of the wild and free that iS the sAMe as the cALL of God as Christ liGht per metaphor is set free.. and truly any thing less.. iS Anti-Christ in terms of metaphor too.. again.. the real Greek word Apocalypse .. means lifting the veil of darkness in human ignorance.. and in that sense.. my friends and other.. the APOCALPYSE IS NOW.. AND i’m just a symptom of iT among milLioNs.. of other folks coming noW aS God oF Nature onlineNow Free and Wild and balanCinG iN the metaphor oF Christ liGht aGaiN..:)
DraWinG to LiGht
Hard to believe.. that photos like ‘this’ come from a casual point and shoot step out of my car at Super-Walmart with a Cell Phone that is also powerful enough to open up my website.. almost instantly.. iPhone 6s you Rock and Roll iN WinG oF Free Bird Sun LiGht..smile emoticon
Entropy vs. Creativity.. Books of yesteryear.. verses verse oF noW.. Tapestry oF Art SinGs from SpiRit heARt.. iN FloWinG ZoNe Of MiNd and BodY Balance.. When every noW iS an Adventure of New.. tHere iS no old.. young.. gender.. nationality.. race.. creed.. oR coLor oF liFE other than more than RainBoWliGht wITh no LimiTS or expectaTionS Set FrEE iNoW.. TrUe Creativity iN FloW.. iS magic without pre-planning.. juST oN Go oF DoinG liFe noWnoW and yeS.. easier said than dONe oF Course.. trUly doAble wITh DO..:)
And to end this ‘For YoUr eYes onLY’ post as per the video linked above.. Secrets trUly are in plain siGht aLL around us.. as when hUmans come toGeTheR wITh DancE.. wITh SonG wITh reAson.. anYthinG iS possible when hands and heARts work toGeThEr to get iT aLL dONE as WeLL as possible.. noW iN.. harmony oF Balance iN HUman BEinG.. aLways MOre to gRow.. alWays morE to Do.. alWays Survival and Love iN now.. different players.. different labels.. cultures.. and all of that.. but same Love and Survival.. overall.. to make liFe exCiting Struggle iN Fearless Love aLL sAMe..:)