Ah.. Memories from a year ago on Facebook.. wasn’t just sharing photos of food.. but oh yes.. i do that too.. Ynot count your blesSings iN more than words.. when ya have a Smartphone to celebrate special moments of the BleSsingS oF LiFe aLL Free now.. iF nothing more than the celebration of the continuous present of now.. Positive energy and the Flow oF zOne iN positive human liGht.. As above so below.. wE humans are Walking Talking Dancing Feelings Star Dust of the God of Nature ALLTHATiS.. sure we are Star DuSt but so much more now.. aSWeLL.. to Celebrate.. make iT ALL SAcRed and positive iN FloW and liGht zOne oF God oF Nature iS a continuous practice now.. iN human relative Free WiLL.. wheRe through the art of movement AKA the FORCE OF HUMAN DANCE.. as the emotions flow from brain to gut and spread out via the metaphor oF Kundalini Serpent better known iN science as the vagal nerve.. yes.. the dance provides biofeedback for Emotional Regulation.. Sensory Integration.. and Enhanced Cognitive Executive Functioning iN both Short Term working memory and focus as we change our brain waves from stressed out Beta waves to Alpha to even border line Theta and deeper into the ocean oF human subconscious meeTinG the conscious state of miNd for amazing trance states oF human creativity to express much greater arts of liFe iN all ways that comes.. noW.. WeLL.. sPeaKinG of art.. today iS also SinGinG iN Catholic Church iN lieu of much oF the kneeling for older knees of me now.. then a visit on a Southern Baptist Pastor’s farm up north and all the associated animals thereof.. and then the Arts Festival on the River Walk.. where let’s just say my fuLL Arts of poeTry and photography and even dance can be a ‘little’ racy tHere ..so sure.. i save that in Global way online and even Facebook.. for PG13 audiences.. who can handle much much more of me.. hehe.. and all that comes wiTh that noW.. as i escape the constraints of Cultural and Religious borders while continuing to fit iN just a ‘little’ bit.. too.. heheX2.. anyway pleasant liFe N0W.. wItH joY as LIFE iS alWays good to me.. been to the other place oF real hELL.. and yeah baby.. iF tHere iS any Heaven now.. i for oNe.. Live tHeir noW.. the reward FOR NEVER F iN giving uP Survival alWAys wINs iN lonGesT runs oF liVing the gift.. the present NOW..:)
Hi.. My friend.. Zee.. thanks so much for visiting with me on this beautiful azure blue Florida Sunday.. just back from Church.. Farm Visit.. and Local Art Festival.. the topic of the photography of my next post as well.. as coming words.. Hope your weekend was great and glad you enjoyed the song and photos.. my friend..:)
Facebook friend Rafiah provides a translation on her page..
And i say..
Well.. sMiLes my friend.. Rafiah.. i suppose it was worth making the mistake of posting my post on your page to find out the meaning that knowledge is observational and experimental hence limited.. Whereas with God belongs absolute truth and knowledge.. and the FACT too.. iS anything that filters through human or is associated with human words falls short of the Glory of God Almighty Nature.. and the greaTest thing about science.. particularly.. modern Quantum Physics.. iS iT blows away all preconceived notions of what empirical science assessed reality was before.. that of course is a scribe of God.. albeit limited as the true and alWays limited prophet of God that science iS iN terms of the only real bible or book of prophecy iN absolute truth and liGht that is God’s RAW Nature.. without the illusions that humans bring to the table of reality.. that are reality as well.. with no limits of human imaGiNation where the observer human influences the RealiTy NatUre that iS God ONE and saMe as pArt of uS.. endless circles.. my friend.. wheRe wE are the inside of the circles.. the lines of the circles and pArt of many Circles of Nature true.. but beyond all human words iN comprehension of course.. as we are still but specks of particles.. dust.. waves.. pArt Field Whole but trUly amazing n0w how much we can see and feel of God.. ever groWinG.. unless we put ourselves iN borders of the past.. or lock ourselves iN books and throw away the keys.. i am very unhappy with parts of religion that are against God’s Nature.. but ignorance iS pARt of the pie iN dArk just waiting to bE illuminated iN greater truth and liGht wHere more humans can bE frEE and fulfill the Great God Given potentials iN myriads oF different types of intelligence that modern human rarely touches.. as they are stuck in textbooks oF observation away from the Creative Force Of wE when closer to God.. that needs zero words at aLL.. now to accomplish.. greaTest feats with God and wiTh Gravity iN liGht instead oF falling iN the dArkness of Fear.. the Mother and Father of aLL stuff related to hate.. including doubt.. jealousy.. pride.. ownership.. subjugation.. and control of other human beings.. and the rest of Nature.. i need nothing but a dance with God all else iN mY feats faLL short oF the Glory oF what human CAN BE WHEN HUMAN DANCES FREE WITH GOD.. the HEAVEN iS NOW..:)
sMiLes my friend.. Rafiah.. as God lives iN uS.. greaTest Love God enjoys iN uS iS Love oF liFe wE express.. so.. hiGher we go.. higHeR God goes wIth uS no matter how that iS expressed.. God is not concrete labels alone.. God iS FloWinG alWays like a river with wE aLLonE who flow free.. but sure.. theRe are dammed among uS who WiLL bLock God’s River from FloWinG free.. sadly God iS not happy tHere my Friend.. iN Art Of uS.. that becomes concrete label instead oF REAL FloWinG River oF God iN Boundless Oceans Free.. lesSon oF Beach.. my friend.. balance wiTh SonG Waves oF God greaT sinGinG Free.. iN Ocean US..:)
Ah.. Present of play.. to Play present as play iS to Play liFe instead of spectator of someone else’s play… And iF one can imagine the look of WTF.. on a ‘Primitive’ human’s face when someone locks themselves inside a box.. and refuses to come out oF the Cave.. sure.. Dogs and Cats sTill kNow better when they escape the cave too.. and teach uS whEre we’ve been iN dArk wholes oF nothing much but nothing.. oh.. to feel life.. smell.. touch.. taste.. and proprioception so nuanced iN expanse we become Nature and are never again alone.. ALLONE.. wE Us.. iF Free Blank eT’s LOVE.. The SonG oF our SoUL.. iN EmoTioNal HeARt exists as SpiRit oF uS iN Tree oF Life.. innate.. instinctual and intuitive Nature’s Book before broken down as pages.. whole wE are..:)
3062016 10:55 pm..
WeLL.. StiLL far away from catching up on dVerse prompts from last week.. but aLL iS now iN spiRit of creativity.. no time.. no place.. no wHere but now as Creation Activity sinGs a SonG iN response to last Monday’s dVerse prompt on Haibuns about traveling with my own essence of art.. no name reAlly but aLL fuN for Fredbuns and Fredkus wiTh trUly no name but i aM FREE sinGs SonG oF mE..:)
Back at 3:36 pm.. 3072016.. Global deTours come first.. and now for a few.. before work-out next..:)
* Ah.. travel.. sadly the only now some folks have to reflect iN now.. juSt bE.. iN a stretch oF noW.. Going somewHere but stiLL goinG nowHere but now.. iN tRain tracks that flow now.. instead of dotted with seconds of illusory time..
Rain.. rains juSt tRains tracks..:)
Travel oF heARt.. stay close to human.. travel Of culture strays.. not far from sOul oF BeinG..
SpiRit Flows ONe travels near..:)
StRandeD noWoN planeTs.. otheR than Nature thAt iS earTh.. eT’s wanDer iN screams oF screens that gRow color and speed.. outside Of lEaves that groW.. future shock.. iS now human machine.. grass iS sTill groWinG.. few feeL…
Barefoot grAss Leaves..:)
* Genuine Classic Art.. Master of the pen.. the brush.. ballet shoes.. and swords of martial arts.. all miSS target free..:)
Cat paws art Free..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. 8 years ago.. God gifted me with 40 sleepless days during the Lent period.. 1 hour each for the first 35 of shallow sleep with man-made alpha blocker.. zero for the last 5 of 40.. lesSon lEarned of Job.. ha!.. after Hell.. i happily write literally hundreds of poems a week.. as nothing is too hard after REAL HELL…
And then there was literally 66 months of worse than crucifixion pain..
literally.. yes.. as assessed in Medical Literature..
SMiLes.. seed oF preSent sParK of LiFe.. DuSt of Stars.. Fire of LiVing liGht before duSt of uS…
Seed lives iN FiRe liGht..:)
Rays of Sun now.. Emotions of human SpiRit sAme heARt.. Serotonin trust and comfort.. dopamine pleasure and endorphins ease pain.. Sun we are as Sun we Shine…
Human eYes oF Love.. melt soUless icicles of Sunless cold..:)
Traveling back to 911.. now.. Department Head meeting at Navy.. operations.. cold heARted leader says get back to business.. there will probably be many more attacks.. nothing we can do about it.. get back to work.. produce..
Figuring out finally i am a slave.. how to get free.. FiN Leave..
6 years after.. deadly success.. 12 years later.. simply Bliss and Free..
15 years after.. one word M I R A C L E..
Now younger iN Spirit than ever before..
Drive aLiVe at 55..
Yes.. this makes 6 Fredkus.. you inspire me..;)
Self service culture.. human touch fleeting.. Flowers bloom.. Valleys green.. Mountains high…
Nature touches.. hUman gLove gRows cOlder..:)
Catholic Relief.. a mission worthy.. volunteers brave wiTh compassion.. true brothers and sisters of humaniTy Love…
Appeal to give.. Love.. to help.. pArt i like..:)
Words.. attempting.. travel to feeLinG.. FeelingS often trapped In words that do feelings no justice iN nuance Of aLL oF Nature.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. All ’round Free..
Feelings free.. Words bleed..:)
Nature sings iN dirt dreams..
Human clean.. dreams dirt..
Dogs grin.. Dirt or Clean..:)
Free as Love.. Human Lives when Love iS Free..
All else fails but Love..:)
Yes.. Spring now.. creation activity.. Snow birds go back to hibernation land.. wheRe spRinG liVes iN human.. WiNter never comes…. SpRinG iS noW…
soulFul refRain’s SpiRit… eases WinTer heARt oF soUL..:)
oh.. yeah.. hi Lynn.. iN the middle.. late am i.. hehe.. 4now..;)
Well.. 5:16 pm.. Dinner and a work-out.. now.. finishing 15 with 13 more to go..;)
Back at 10:58 pm..
Dunes of Beach.. stoic standing tall with Sea Oat crown waving iN Gulf Breeze.. hidden Love.. Peaceful escape from other beach view.. Ivan wipes iT all away….
Hurricane eYes sWeeps Dune Love.. gOne iN waves..:)
First green of Spring Japanese Maple Leaves SpRing against ice blue sky of warming Southern breeze…
Inviting colors.. Life breathes human bEinG..:)
Memories.. paint mind of poetry.. peacock featheRing way.. colors LiFe…
Words feather colored way..:)
TRain to lonEly kNows no trees oF Love.. Leaves fall away from whistles refRain of Kindness…
TRain tracks sEnd melancholy rAils..:)
Desert sands place humans above gRains.. often placing themselves as Gods above rest oF Nature at large.. then.. Mountains bRing humble Yogi’s…
Indian oF Earth weLL BeinG..:)
* RuSty weatheRed joints gluEd iN chAir oF sitting sTilL.. Moving lubricating fliGht of bird…
PleaSent dreams oF moVinG BLiSs..:)
Beach oF Love retUrns iN SAnd oF tears.. so long iN Love of Tears…
Love SingS BrinG SonG..:)
Blanket liFe.. oh trees.. so leaves of Grass.. SUn sMiLES iN colors LiFe..
no colors untold.. unfold.. iN breathing aLL..:)
Memories past Memories preSent Memories Future..
one aLL now.. now..:)
Bountiful Nature rains iN history oF Florida..
Indians place.. pass.. Panzacola Indians..:)
My grandfather.. a Catholic Priest.. vow to never marry at age 36.. until 17 year old Cajun eYes say otherwise iN pews of Please..
Ah .. desire.. thanks God.. oh.. My Life..:)
HerE now sinGs statioNary.. ‘copter…
cycles.. humming wiNgs..:)
Sioux and Cherokee me.. and English on Maternal side.. Irish.. German.. French.. Spanish on Paternal side.. not going far to meet aLL iN me…
SMiLes.. when U.N. lives iN you..;)
Finished all 28 Travel related dVerse prompts at 12:04 am.. 3082016..:)
FHP=HELL HLF=HEAVEN Fear X hate X prison=HELL Hope X love X free=HEAVEN
HA!.. IT’S amazing how hard it is to convince folks in the first place to come on over to the second place but perhaps there is a missing fActor.. of D.. no.. not Devil… Dance.. or perhaps.. Devil Dance to exorcise demons from religion.. just forget all the religion.. all the so-called holy books.. and heLL.. yNOt.. all the science abstracts too.. and just dance and truly iF theRe iS a modern Jesus.. iT iS Joe..
but not many folks have the feelings and senses oF Love and Life unleashed and released iN a Dance of Life.. FREE!.. except perhaps the Cern Symbol of Dance..;)
Well.. so anyway.. i’m iN WinN Dixie last night and after another marathon or so of dance over two days.. all around the southeast.. my feet are kinda ready to rest.. until i watch your “Present Video”.. and play is once again.. the GIFT.. as moment oF Play.. NOW.. so i dance.. and go higher and higher in mindful awareness.. bliss.. nirvana.. escape from gravity.. feather.. butterfly-like existence that keeps going higher and higher aLL free.. and yes.. drug free too.. and wife Katrina.. gets mad ’cause one of the folks in the cashier line.. AFTER i’ve moved outside of the cashier line AND am iN free flow solo exhibition.. ‘CAUSE one of the ladies behind Katrina in the cashier’s line is staring at me like i’m a fallen Angel from hell.. and i tale may wife.. well in metaphor she is correct.. yes i am a fallen Angel from Hell.. but i was born in heaven first and have returned and if she goes to the churches around here.. she has likely never encountered a fallen angel come back to heaven here.. we ARE hard to miss.. we aren’t sitting on our hands wHere our thumbs are up our butt.. sMiles.. Life is Good and best i kNow and feel with the bliss of dance away from all sitting still hell in head of yesternow or forwardnow.. forwEarenow.. iS the place of dance for i.. and perhaps one now the Lady iN the cashier line WiLL break through to the other side of the opaque window of heLL.. 2.. now.. and the rest of New Jerusalem and Israel too.. iN Metaphor of course as of course wRite on course iN the State oF imaGiNaTioN anything goes and often works and that’s the magic pARt that keeps me tWirLinG.. yes.. aLL 230LBs on my toes.. iF nothing else it is the most incongruent humorous act that most folks around here who are at least liGht heARted enough to partiAlly rise out oF hell to giggle about.. aT LEast.. and that’s the first step out of Hell.. yes.. a SmiLe.. a giggle and yes.. a heARty BeLLy Laugh.. as wide as the SMiLe oF InfiniTy more wiDe iN mAss.. distance.. and space oNe as noW.. yeah.. like the dancing CERN dude2.. HLFD=HEAVEN DeviLiveD.. EvilivE.. LOVE.. aGaiN.. And as a side note here.. similar experience earlier.. wHere a Young Autistic man.. who i already encountered singing at a Catholic Church Festival earlier iN the year is singing at the River Walk Arts Festival.. and he reAlly appreciated iT when i danced for him before.. inspiRing hiS voice higher as aLL inspiRation does when any one.. two.. or more human beings.. express spiRit oF positive energy no less and similar to Stars that generate energy that are uS as walKinG Star duSt too.. wHere emoTions are the rays of Sun of uS as hiGh as wE can go iN Force of Emotional.. power to inspiRe other Star dust beinGs wiTH uS.. and hell no.. not just humans.. as cats and dogs.. Love an inspiRational human SonG oF SoUl as message to our other animal friends too.. or perhaps a soft emoTional Song of PoeTry as night night or nap nap story too.. soothing.. each soUl.. with fur or bare as sAMe.. and in my case hehe.. fur and fur as sAMe.. as i’m perhaps less removed from my other animal friends.. at lEast iN WiLd and Free SpiRit.. aT MOST.. oh yeah.. and in this case.. the lady in the line.. was Katrina.. as she didn’t think my effort was worth the extra attention she was getting iN being with me.. but ha! Unconditional Love iS FREE and kNows and feels no strangers iN the freest dance that CAN AND WILL BE LIFE AND LOVE FOR AT LEAST ME.. @ least..:)
“Dance as though no one is watching you, Love as though you have never been hurt before, Sing as though no one can hear you, Live as though heaven is on earth.”
-Source Unknown and worthless as copyright.. as only free works iN sharing thiS iN Giving way.. with no expectation oF return.. only hope.. Love.. FREE SonG DANCE oF LIfE alWays N0W..:)
Sun shines for free and doesn’t give a Fuck who iS watching.. lesSon oF humility as WeLL for those who shine FREE..:)
sMiLes my friend.. gigoid.. again.. coffee is the brew.. the real is hiGh.. and hi.. as Free.. with or without cool beans..;)
t’s funny.. some folks think what i do iS for attention.. well.. yeah.. some of what i do gains attention.. but what i do.. iN the first place noW.. iS Flow iN zOne.. wHere aLL iS oNe.. noW.. yet free now without concern of any thoughts on the rest of what iS going oN.. just absorbing iT and shining briGhter.. wiTh no words.. contingencies.. limitations.. expectations.. from the rest of what iS but Free… ONE but NOnE.. egoless.. free floWinG River no less than Ocean Free.. boundless waves.. no shores contain.. water.. air i now..:)
Feel Free.. aLL i need kNow FilLED..:)
sMiLes.. my friend Zee.. alWays a joy here to share yoUr liGht.. and when suns alike share liGht the UniVerse expands my friend.. as liGht..:)
At age 16.. i walked ‘those’ beaches.. barefoot and free.. arteries of blood visibly filled from hand to foot.. the hair on my ankles and feet still thick.. bronze of yellow sun imprinted on feet leaving prints on sands of God.. oh free.. oh liGht.. oh emerald green waters.. waves.. sea oats.. waving… seagulls spiraling around Sun oh bright deLiGht you bRing to me oF God.. i feeL without any words at aLL then.. my friend.. and my worry would be then.. that was the end of that.. as i saw my 44 year-old father as a potato on a reclining chair watching cars go ’round and ’round.. in Nascar circles.. watching boys with bats hitting balls.. namely Atlanta Braves.. but no sun in his eyes only TV light in easy chair rest away from moving.. then.. but sure.. in law enforcement for 46 years total.. i guess he needed the rest.. that realization for me much later.. as a worn-out warrior of the Navy work-world in a quarter of a century sunk.. when i would be 47.. removed from the beach for 17 years from the start of marriage.. coming back to walk the beach in the Winter of 2008 one more time.. for sure.. i believed.. then.. the end of life in synergy of life threatening illnesses.. cold i was to the bone.. then.. in both Winter and Summer.. no one told me that there are limits of stress that will kill human being DEAD.. but slowly.. surely.. i came back from the living dead.. at the end of July 2013.. my wife and i are standing on that beach.. still with a blog post of the shut-in me for the previous 66 months.. to commemorate my newly found life back with GOD Nature and soon to be humanity as well.. i walk down the beach lone again.. then.. no longer dunes to hide the panorama of horizon all washed away from Hurricanes.. all ways around me then.. waves brush in rhythmic sounds of Nature’s hands brushing the shores of Life free iN balance.. and after that in left hand justification my writing becomes waves as well.. ONE am i with Nature again.. able to sing Nature’s SonG Free FinAlly am i.. and i suppose if there was a centered view of waves too.. perhaps sacred symbols and patterns of words in visual way would come too.. Anyway.. i am never alone.. i am a wave.. the water and gulf oceans free.. ALLONE i see God for what God is free am i too..:)
Sun Shining or Earth receiving reflections oF otheR Stars briGhTeNinG uP.. for wE are both.. receivers and givers oF liGht or dARk.. aLL spectrums In SHades grey and color hues.. for truth and liGht or dArk of lies.. iN duSt we stay and fail to liGht.. as Stars wE are as Stars do Shine.. iN fALL of WiNter SpRinGs iN SummeR seaSons wE shine togeThEr OnE..aLL.. Ocean Free..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah says..
Happy women’s day? Yeah, right. Blehhhh.
SMiLes.. come over here.. and we will celebrate it.. as you know i always do..:)
Facebook Friend Cortney provides a very informative video that says..
Bajau people live in the middle of the sea.. rarely go on land.. HAVE NO NATIONALITY.. no fixed abode.. no money.. and they go spear fishing without scuba gear.. Not even oxygen tanks..
and i say..
That’s the way i like it free or with K.C.. and the Sunshine band..;)
Very cool lifestyle…
Yes.. Buy less.. live more.. be free.. no one owns you.. but Nature.. alWAys.. free too..:)
WeLL.. anyWay.. back from my Devil Dancing Routine all around the local stores.. starting at Office Depot.. moving to Dollar Tree.. to Target and finAlly one of my favorites of course at Super Walmart.. and that bRings me to the next topic.. my favorite subject.. women.. all sizes.. shapes… and personalities… i Love thEM aLL and continue to do so.. iN fAct i totAlly consider myself a female entertainer.. so many ways to make ’em sMile.. ranging from Dance to poeTry.. to weLL.. let’s just say other stuff too.. i only have one wife.. but that doesn’t stop me from Loving them all.. and this love.. nah.. it’s not the sperm bank kinda love one sees in Muslim countries.. and sadly enough in red state areas too.. it is the emotional empathic kinda love.. where i think they are all pretty.. and what i Love most is aLL their smiLinG eYes.. particularly when i bRing a similar sMile that i have been a brinGing to tHeir eYes for 55 years now.. staRting with my mother and ending with the rest of the population of females that i can reach out and touch iN.. oh YES!.. SO MANY more ways now with modern technology.. as after all that’s why we are aLL here.. a women’s touch iS the end and beginning of wE now.. staRtinG witH Mother Nature True too.. so okay.. since it is still International Women’s Day now .. the 8th and all of that of March.. i will stop here.. and post this post iN dedication to my favorite gender.. aLL the Beautiful Women of the World.. and a title.. i need a title.. help me please.. now my special helpers… that is..”Women’s Day Love” Oh yes.. yes.. yes.. that reminds me of a Navy dude.. a Warrant Officer who used to see all the girls hanging around the Bowling Center Horseshoe Desk for that decade before i got married.. working in the day time when the cougar women’s league bowled ..they would corner me up against the wall and try to have their way with me.. and yeah.. so the Warrant Officer Dude says.. since he isn’t quite as popular with the ladies as i am back then.. Fred Fred Fred.. and i don’t wanna be crude so to be clear i am quoting him when he says.. you leave all the ladies dripping wet.. okay it wasn’t raining in there.. just changing the subject.. and then he said.. but if you were really brave you would whip iT out right now.. oh so crude.. so crude.. for pretty boy me then.. i’m rougher around the edges now.. and yes.. fucking BRAVE.. BEING A TOTAL FEMALE ENTERTAINER iS HARD WORK BUT SOMEONE JUST DOES IT.. iN a way to leave a lasting impression.. as long as servers of mE sMiLe..;)
Yeah.. that new Fox show Lucifer.. is kinda funny.. it’s almost like the show was/is pArt of my liFe.. down to the escape from HeLL on the beach.. but yes.. i’m sure ‘Father’ would/wiLL bE pleaSed wiTh mE noW..;)