Addicted too
Facebook Friend Rafiah..
From Pakistan says..
From Pakistan says..
Dolly Parton – Little Sparrow
No truer song has been written ever.
No truer song has been written ever.
i say..
Dolly Parton’s ‘Little Sparrow’.. Rafiah..
Sad.. yes.. but not always true.. and true..
pArt of the reason more women are loving
women.. i see it every week through decades
of female disappointment and change…
Anyway.. your breadth of worldly
cultural interests.. continue to
amaze me.. so young..
and so
deep..
and truly.. at
least wheRe i’m
from THAT.. my friend..
is unusual for both
genders..
and why
i go so far..
to find
friends..smile emoticon
Sad.. yes.. but not always true.. and true..
pArt of the reason more women are loving
women.. i see it every week through decades
of female disappointment and change…
Anyway.. your breadth of worldly
cultural interests.. continue to
amaze me.. so young..
and so
deep..
and truly.. at
least wheRe i’m
from THAT.. my friend..
is unusual for both
genders..
and why
i go so far..
to find
friends..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
This is one of my very favourite songs
since very long. I heard it today after
a long time, i couldn’t
keep my tears at bay. :’)
since very long. I heard it today after
a long time, i couldn’t
keep my tears at bay. :’)
i say..
OBTW.. i just completed all 60K words..
including my comments section of the last
blog post Novel.. and you helped me write it..
so thanks dear.. for that.. and all you got
was visits from me.. little Sparrow..;)
including my comments section of the last
blog post Novel.. and you helped me write it..
so thanks dear.. for that.. and all you got
was visits from me.. little Sparrow..;)
Tears are great.. by the way.. too..
enjoy your tears.. when i lost mine
for 5 years.. i missed them
very much..smile emoticon
enjoy your tears.. when i lost mine
for 5 years.. i missed them
very much..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
I love you my very kind and
dear friend. smile emoticon
dear friend. smile emoticon
i say..
i’ll always Love you my friend..
and truly God willing.. i will always be
your friend.. as long as you will have
me hear.. and it means a lot to me..
that you can tell me that..smile emoticon
and truly God willing.. i will always be
your friend.. as long as you will have
me hear.. and it means a lot to me..
that you can tell me that..smile emoticon
Rafiah provides a song by one
of those singing shows from
Britain.. that is
described
as very
sensual/
sexy/
and the
girl singing
it is like super
shy and amazingly
humble.. as yes..
she is an
obvious
stunner
in every
way.. singing
‘My Funny
Valentine’
and
i say..
of those singing shows from
Britain.. that is
described
as very
sensual/
sexy/
and the
girl singing
it is like super
shy and amazingly
humble.. as yes..
she is an
obvious
stunner
in every
way.. singing
‘My Funny
Valentine’
and
i say..
heArt RUles..:)
And side note here..
Humans are addicted to living and loving..
no doubt we have our addictions in life..
as life is an addiction that makes
the loWest dArkest niGhts
of heLL..
not worth
leaving in
even choice
of death..
and for me at
least.. i am so glad
that i learned to love
women first before i knew
anything about sex.. true..
all my friends that were
girls were always friends
first then..
and Love iS
a Sparrow and
Dove who refuses
to be fixed and
stay in one place..
every Love i have
with other human
beings.. regardless
of gender.. age..
or other differences
iS based on Unconditional
Fearless Love that requires
absolutely nothing in return..
and each Love connection is as
Unique and Special.. as when any
humans connect with Love.. truly
a new Love Creation oF God iS
come to life in this life now…
Sadly.. when i showed a photo of my
wife to ‘the guys’ from Seville..
their answer was.. are you gonna
rail that when you get home..
obviously.. most all their
lessons of
Love came
from Porn..
Sex is Sacred
but Love begins
and ends all that
is holy
now..
when cherished
as Love can
be when
free..
as
WHOlE..
Now..
and never
caged iN
a Sparrow hell..:)
no doubt we have our addictions in life..
as life is an addiction that makes
the loWest dArkest niGhts
of heLL..
not worth
leaving in
even choice
of death..
and for me at
least.. i am so glad
that i learned to love
women first before i knew
anything about sex.. true..
all my friends that were
girls were always friends
first then..
and Love iS
a Sparrow and
Dove who refuses
to be fixed and
stay in one place..
every Love i have
with other human
beings.. regardless
of gender.. age..
or other differences
iS based on Unconditional
Fearless Love that requires
absolutely nothing in return..
and each Love connection is as
Unique and Special.. as when any
humans connect with Love.. truly
a new Love Creation oF God iS
come to life in this life now…
Sadly.. when i showed a photo of my
wife to ‘the guys’ from Seville..
their answer was.. are you gonna
rail that when you get home..
obviously.. most all their
lessons of
Love came
from Porn..
Sex is Sacred
but Love begins
and ends all that
is holy
now..
when cherished
as Love can
be when
free..
as
WHOlE..
Now..
and never
caged iN
a Sparrow hell..:)
Back at 6:52 pm
2132016.. after
a 9.33 mile
dance walk
adventure
all around
the beaches and
casinos of Biloxi free..
today.. the Casino of choice
iN our church tour bus.. now
iS.. the Palace.. the only
non-smoking Casino
in Biloxi town..
clear skies iN
there.. but
there iS
something about
smoking and gambling
and even Bowling that
goes together and yes..
that is the nomad gene
and the desire to
stimulate
oneself
socially
or in ways
of stuff..
the Hard Rock is
my favorite.. all age
groups attend and there
is always a rock and roll
edge of spirit iN the
atmosphere that i feed
higher off of to do
my free dance
of life
as style..
and one of the
folks in our group
won over 13K.. so
he was certainly excited
as well as the other folks
for him.. but gambling and
money.. not something that
excites me at all.. but
dancing and writing
and Love
yes once
again
aLLnoW
addictions
for me.. yes
that at least
contribute something
more than money and
smoke to a world
that is in dire
need of
positive
emoTioNs
in moving
connecting
and creating
human Arts of
heArt..now with
spiRit expreSsinG
that emoTionAl avenue
of life so much hiGher
and hiGher than ever bEforE..
iN a miNd and boDy balanCinG
as soUl
once
again.:)
2132016.. after
a 9.33 mile
dance walk
adventure
all around
the beaches and
casinos of Biloxi free..
today.. the Casino of choice
iN our church tour bus.. now
iS.. the Palace.. the only
non-smoking Casino
in Biloxi town..
clear skies iN
there.. but
there iS
something about
smoking and gambling
and even Bowling that
goes together and yes..
that is the nomad gene
and the desire to
stimulate
oneself
socially
or in ways
of stuff..
the Hard Rock is
my favorite.. all age
groups attend and there
is always a rock and roll
edge of spirit iN the
atmosphere that i feed
higher off of to do
my free dance
of life
as style..
and one of the
folks in our group
won over 13K.. so
he was certainly excited
as well as the other folks
for him.. but gambling and
money.. not something that
excites me at all.. but
dancing and writing
and Love
yes once
again
aLLnoW
addictions
for me.. yes
that at least
contribute something
more than money and
smoke to a world
that is in dire
need of
positive
emoTioNs
in moving
connecting
and creating
human Arts of
heArt..now with
spiRit expreSsinG
that emoTionAl avenue
of life so much hiGher
and hiGher than ever bEforE..
iN a miNd and boDy balanCinG
as soUl
once
again.:)
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Hi Adrianna.. sMiLes.. i Love
to play with words and
i Love it when
they talk
back with
double meanings..
and even new meanings
the next day after a long
night of writing when
my bRain
and
heArt
are
fresh again..
thanks for stopping
by.. and be seeing ya
later on the dVerse trail..:)
to play with words and
i Love it when
they talk
back with
double meanings..
and even new meanings
the next day after a long
night of writing when
my bRain
and
heArt
are
fresh again..
thanks for stopping
by.. and be seeing ya
later on the dVerse trail..:)
778
And yes.. one of the reasons i wear shades..
as to not burn holes in the eYes of others..
hehe.. and yes.. per this quote and
linked song..
as to not burn holes in the eYes of others..
hehe.. and yes.. per this quote and
linked song..
“Mama always told me
not to look into the eyes of the sun
But mama, that’s where the fun is..”
not to look into the eyes of the sun
But mama, that’s where the fun is..”
No.. given the proper
mindset.. Jack
Nicholson or
the new Lucifer
ain’t got nutHinG..
on me.. as far as
‘the look’..
evil eye
or whatever..
the saying goes
trust me i’m not
even angry in ‘this photo’..;)
mindset.. Jack
Nicholson or
the new Lucifer
ain’t got nutHinG..
on me.. as far as
‘the look’..
evil eye
or whatever..
the saying goes
trust me i’m not
even angry in ‘this photo’..;)
See the thing is.. that’s a raw photo..
no Hollywood special effects..
like ‘this’..
nah.. the
devil don’t
scare me at
all.. already
been theRe
and dOne ’em..
And yes.. almost
time for a Haircut..
it’s starting to look
a little
wooly as it
were and is
for
now..;)
no Hollywood special effects..
like ‘this’..
nah.. the
devil don’t
scare me at
all.. already
been theRe
and dOne ’em..
And yes.. almost
time for a Haircut..
it’s starting to look
a little
wooly as it
were and is
for
now..;)
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Well.. while the green tint.. and
Star Wars Logo.. is not
visible in ‘this selfie
T-shirt’ photo.. it will
be in the ‘next new
blog post’ coming in
‘a day or so’..
oh.. yeah..
clear that..
may the
Rasta Force
be with you
and also
wITh
wE..smile emoticon
Star Wars Logo.. is not
visible in ‘this selfie
T-shirt’ photo.. it will
be in the ‘next new
blog post’ coming in
‘a day or so’..
oh.. yeah..
clear that..
may the
Rasta Force
be with you
and also
wITh
wE..smile emoticon
960
Yes.. definitely more ways to create
than art.. reproduction.. for instance..
humans.. so proficient to just do this..
Hmm.. i missed having kids
after the first one
passed away..
and i for one
have a tremendous
respect for anyone
who rears children..
or goes into the
military.. is a caregiver
to the less advantaged
and fortuned among us
as you were.. firefighters..
law enforcement.. army
marines.. navy.. air
force.. but most
of all Janitors
as they
provide
greater lifespans
overall for human
beings than any of the
‘fore mentioned.. as the
smallest bugs are the
biggest killers
of humans
throughout the
ages.. so far at least..
Anyway.. yes.. there are
too many humans in the world
sucking the life out of it..
but that’s the way of
the world..
it starts
at the breast
for mammals at
least.. so breasts
overall are best..
i’ve always
felt
that
way
from birth..
me and breasts
always get
along best..
sTiLL
now..:)
than art.. reproduction.. for instance..
humans.. so proficient to just do this..
Hmm.. i missed having kids
after the first one
passed away..
and i for one
have a tremendous
respect for anyone
who rears children..
or goes into the
military.. is a caregiver
to the less advantaged
and fortuned among us
as you were.. firefighters..
law enforcement.. army
marines.. navy.. air
force.. but most
of all Janitors
as they
provide
greater lifespans
overall for human
beings than any of the
‘fore mentioned.. as the
smallest bugs are the
biggest killers
of humans
throughout the
ages.. so far at least..
Anyway.. yes.. there are
too many humans in the world
sucking the life out of it..
but that’s the way of
the world..
it starts
at the breast
for mammals at
least.. so breasts
overall are best..
i’ve always
felt
that
way
from birth..
me and breasts
always get
along best..
sTiLL
now..:)
And as a side note
here.. still haven’t got
back to finish
off the
Monday
Quadrille
prompt at
dVerse or
even stARted
the Thursday
one about
Rondel’s
which is
math
poeTry
that i will let
loose on anyway..
and i am kinda
tired so
it’ll
just have
to wait.. as
being reTired
truly means floWinG
with challenge but
not insanity
oF stress
iN pressure
as one can
do that to
themselves
easily without
any help from others
if they do not carefully
listen to what the body
says to the mind about
aLL of living iN Balance.. NOW..:)
here.. still haven’t got
back to finish
off the
Monday
Quadrille
prompt at
dVerse or
even stARted
the Thursday
one about
Rondel’s
which is
math
poeTry
that i will let
loose on anyway..
and i am kinda
tired so
it’ll
just have
to wait.. as
being reTired
truly means floWinG
with challenge but
not insanity
oF stress
iN pressure
as one can
do that to
themselves
easily without
any help from others
if they do not carefully
listen to what the body
says to the mind about
aLL of living iN Balance.. NOW..:)
1217
Yeah.. i forgot something..
have to get it done by the 14th..
have to get it done by the 14th..
Okay..
back to
full FlEdGeD
Angel.. Fred..
but yes.. i’ll
keep the DEvil
iN my back pocket
iF i need some help
iN the dArk of LiFe..
back to
full FlEdGeD
Angel.. Fred..
but yes.. i’ll
keep the DEvil
iN my back pocket
iF i need some help
iN the dArk of LiFe..
Oh yeah.. Happy Valentine’s
Day from me.. and a special
gift.. i gave my wife.. 26 years ago..
yes.. the SonG tales iT aLL from back then..;)
Day from me.. and a special
gift.. i gave my wife.. 26 years ago..
yes.. the SonG tales iT aLL from back then..;)
1282
HA!.. Facebook is F iN Fun..
even when no
one plays
with
me..
we outcasts..
falliN Angels
and the such
must
aMuse
our
selves..
and keep
moving Forward.. NOW..;)
even when no
one plays
with
me..
we outcasts..
falliN Angels
and the such
must
aMuse
our
selves..
and keep
moving Forward.. NOW..;)
1311
Holding up a palm
with one hand
iS not
easy..:)
with one hand
iS not
easy..:)
1321
STiLL Dreams Dance
Posted on February 13, 2016 by katiemiafrederick
Posted on February 13, 2016 by katiemiafrederick
Well.. first of all.. whenever i write something under
10K words.. it is some reason to celebrate..
as it fits on Facebook.. hehe.. and
yes.. by now it is Valentine’s
Day.. i am all fresh out of
Roses.. but somewhere
embedded in the post
(fully illustrated) is a gift
for all
who i
Love..
well.. at least
50%.. anyway..;)
10K words.. it is some reason to celebrate..
as it fits on Facebook.. hehe.. and
yes.. by now it is Valentine’s
Day.. i am all fresh out of
Roses.. but somewhere
embedded in the post
(fully illustrated) is a gift
for all
who i
Love..
well.. at least
50%.. anyway..;)
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse.. poeticAlly
described post provided above.. and two below
and one hidden somewhere else.. that
may be easier to open.. depending
on speed of computer and Internet
access and yes..
of course..
who ‘you’
‘are’..;)
described post provided above.. and two below
and one hidden somewhere else.. that
may be easier to open.. depending
on speed of computer and Internet
access and yes..
of course..
who ‘you’
‘are’..;)
It’s Valentine’s Day and
and i’m gonna unleash
a green eyed Monster
at Catholic Church.. then
the Mall.. and no.. not
jealousy.. a
green eye
monster..
irony
is my
forte.. in other
words.. my Incredible
Hulk shirt that i ripped
the first day i wore it..
and Katrina finally
sewed up
for this
special day..
Incongruent
humor.. yeah..
that’s the ticket..
and the rose of i..;)
and i’m gonna unleash
a green eyed Monster
at Catholic Church.. then
the Mall.. and no.. not
jealousy.. a
green eye
monster..
irony
is my
forte.. in other
words.. my Incredible
Hulk shirt that i ripped
the first day i wore it..
and Katrina finally
sewed up
for this
special day..
Incongruent
humor.. yeah..
that’s the ticket..
and the rose of i..;)
1494
‘This photo’ is from 1996.. 20 years ago..
Katrina with our first beloved cat.. in our New
home of 3 years old.. Elwood.. yes.. cat and
home at that age.. and there is someone else in
that photo too.. yes.. she is pregnant.. notice.. the
only time she had hips that wide in her entire life..
all the way up to 138 LBS.. by due date.. then..
anyway she was 26 years old in that photo..
one year shy of the age of that woman
in the movie.. ‘Age of Adaline’..
and yes.. PROOF.. that she
hasn’t aged since the age of 26..
in years after that.. okay.. it’s Valentine’s Day..
as they say.. focus on the wife.. now.. get those
Valentine’s points.. i am honest to a fault..wink emoticon
Katrina with our first beloved cat.. in our New
home of 3 years old.. Elwood.. yes.. cat and
home at that age.. and there is someone else in
that photo too.. yes.. she is pregnant.. notice.. the
only time she had hips that wide in her entire life..
all the way up to 138 LBS.. by due date.. then..
anyway she was 26 years old in that photo..
one year shy of the age of that woman
in the movie.. ‘Age of Adaline’..
and yes.. PROOF.. that she
hasn’t aged since the age of 26..
in years after that.. okay.. it’s Valentine’s Day..
as they say.. focus on the wife.. now.. get those
Valentine’s points.. i am honest to a fault..wink emoticon
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Hi.. Dear Sis.. SOHEIR..
a long day of dance walking
for me.. at 16.52 miles today..
just arriving back and i guess you
will be arriving at morning wake
soon in Egypt.. Lovely to
see your flowers
on my iPhone
today.. a highliGht
of my day friend..
and theRe iS art
iN the Love of
you.. iN sending
just what my fortune
cookie said was iN mY
future today.. God iS
watching over
uS friend..
iN ALL WAYS
iN ALL PLACES..
iN a boat
of floWers
iN water
of Love..
MaRK MY
WORDS..
GOD
iS beyond
any human
comprehension
oF simple human science..
and beyond any book ever
written.. so far
at least..
proof coming
later as the
camera
does
not
lie..:)
a long day of dance walking
for me.. at 16.52 miles today..
just arriving back and i guess you
will be arriving at morning wake
soon in Egypt.. Lovely to
see your flowers
on my iPhone
today.. a highliGht
of my day friend..
and theRe iS art
iN the Love of
you.. iN sending
just what my fortune
cookie said was iN mY
future today.. God iS
watching over
uS friend..
iN ALL WAYS
iN ALL PLACES..
iN a boat
of floWers
iN water
of Love..
MaRK MY
WORDS..
GOD
iS beyond
any human
comprehension
oF simple human science..
and beyond any book ever
written.. so far
at least..
proof coming
later as the
camera
does
not
lie..:)
1739
There is someone hiding behind me..
if ‘you’ look real hard there is a hint of who he is..
additionally that’s what i look like when i sing at church..
singing to the top of the Catholic Temple DoME..wink emoticon
if ‘you’ look real hard there is a hint of who he is..
additionally that’s what i look like when i sing at church..
singing to the top of the Catholic Temple DoME..wink emoticon
Yes.. fight or flight..
it appears he is
gonna fly..wink emoticon
it appears he is
gonna fly..wink emoticon
Dance Friend.. Cortney Tyson
and Wife Friend.. Katrina…
Cortney.. Mall Star Seller..
and Katrina.. Mall Star Buyer..;)
and Wife Friend.. Katrina…
Cortney.. Mall Star Seller..
and Katrina.. Mall Star Buyer..;)
Jesus.. i can do anything with a little
help from my friends.. and if ‘you’
look real close.. the Wizard of
Oz.. is on TV.. too.. and toto
too.. yes toto.. thiS
iS Kansas
too..wink emoticon
help from my friends.. and if ‘you’
look real close.. the Wizard of
Oz.. is on TV.. too.. and toto
too.. yes toto.. thiS
iS Kansas
too..wink emoticon
A great day.. and as sometimes happens when i am
dancing free in my ballet and martial arts
way.. some of the more patriarchal ones..
out of what they feel will be hearing
distance from me.. is heard
by Wife Katrina..
and while i
understand what
i am doing.. iN maKinG
me.. both incredibly strong
and fearless in equal meaSure
too.. of course.. the general
audience of stuck iN
the mud of modern
days.. has no clue
to what iT means
to have fearless way..
in moving.. connecting..
creating human being..
where every nuance oF
muscle move iS tRuly
sacred and holy
iN God’s
Balance
of Gravity..
so sure.. when i come
up to the register line..
all tall and calm like the
peaceful eye of a
Hurricane..
with obvious
sTill potential
oF unknown wInds..
an obviously smart
alec.. ‘fly boy’..
as it were.. now..
yeah.. the kind
fresh out of
college with
whatever degree..
who does his work-
outs on cell phones
instead of warrior style
stuff.. and the cashier..
are chatting about
my style of
being so
i come up
and ask the cashier
if she had a great
Valentine’s day
and ask
the wet
behind the
ears pilot the
same thing.. then..
and extend my
hand out with a
VERY firm handshake..
meanwhile.. iF they
were wondering
if i was
crazy.. at
this point
they are hoping
with all tHeir
might
that
they
are NOT
correct now..
anyway.. it’s easy
to say anything behind
someone’s back.. but much
harder to face the same person
face to face.. when their expectations
ARE
SHATTERED..
THERE iS NO GREATER
FEELING AND WAY IN LIFE
THAN FEARLESS LOVE.. STRENGTH
AND COURAGE iN MEASURE oF KiND NOW..:)
dancing free in my ballet and martial arts
way.. some of the more patriarchal ones..
out of what they feel will be hearing
distance from me.. is heard
by Wife Katrina..
and while i
understand what
i am doing.. iN maKinG
me.. both incredibly strong
and fearless in equal meaSure
too.. of course.. the general
audience of stuck iN
the mud of modern
days.. has no clue
to what iT means
to have fearless way..
in moving.. connecting..
creating human being..
where every nuance oF
muscle move iS tRuly
sacred and holy
iN God’s
Balance
of Gravity..
so sure.. when i come
up to the register line..
all tall and calm like the
peaceful eye of a
Hurricane..
with obvious
sTill potential
oF unknown wInds..
an obviously smart
alec.. ‘fly boy’..
as it were.. now..
yeah.. the kind
fresh out of
college with
whatever degree..
who does his work-
outs on cell phones
instead of warrior style
stuff.. and the cashier..
are chatting about
my style of
being so
i come up
and ask the cashier
if she had a great
Valentine’s day
and ask
the wet
behind the
ears pilot the
same thing.. then..
and extend my
hand out with a
VERY firm handshake..
meanwhile.. iF they
were wondering
if i was
crazy.. at
this point
they are hoping
with all tHeir
might
that
they
are NOT
correct now..
anyway.. it’s easy
to say anything behind
someone’s back.. but much
harder to face the same person
face to face.. when their expectations
ARE
SHATTERED..
THERE iS NO GREATER
FEELING AND WAY IN LIFE
THAN FEARLESS LOVE.. STRENGTH
AND COURAGE iN MEASURE oF KiND NOW..:)
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Happy Valentine’s.. gigoid..
and just back from around
16.52 miles of dance
walking and 9.33 miles
yesterday.. coming about
.15 of a mile short
of my weekend
milestone on
that.. and i appreciate
all 10 pearls of Wisdom
here.. as it provides affirmations
of what i already know and feel
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
as human being.. who knows or feels..
after 55 years.. could have read it before
or perhaps it’s genetic memory or flying
in the atmosphere.. bottom line is
Truth and LiGht
exists.. iN ways
of Wisdom and Love..
and reading deeper into
a book named ‘Sex at
Dawn’.. even
chimpanzees
if left alone by
scientists will
live more peaceful..
most everything starting
with the Agricultural
age.. has been
and now
iS a human
virus of culture..
iN total earth
misery..
The innate..
instinctual and
intuitive way
oF WiLd and
Free iS a way
of peace.. all sharing
where guilt is collecting
and giving is KinG.. now…
Yes.. the Beatles were correct
true prophets of the God of Nature..
‘All ya need
iS Love’..
the touchy
feely kiNd too..
to make Peace
a way of Life.. now..
everything else is just
a hard pill to swallow.:)
and just back from around
16.52 miles of dance
walking and 9.33 miles
yesterday.. coming about
.15 of a mile short
of my weekend
milestone on
that.. and i appreciate
all 10 pearls of Wisdom
here.. as it provides affirmations
of what i already know and feel
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
as human being.. who knows or feels..
after 55 years.. could have read it before
or perhaps it’s genetic memory or flying
in the atmosphere.. bottom line is
Truth and LiGht
exists.. iN ways
of Wisdom and Love..
and reading deeper into
a book named ‘Sex at
Dawn’.. even
chimpanzees
if left alone by
scientists will
live more peaceful..
most everything starting
with the Agricultural
age.. has been
and now
iS a human
virus of culture..
iN total earth
misery..
The innate..
instinctual and
intuitive way
oF WiLd and
Free iS a way
of peace.. all sharing
where guilt is collecting
and giving is KinG.. now…
Yes.. the Beatles were correct
true prophets of the God of Nature..
‘All ya need
iS Love’..
the touchy
feely kiNd too..
to make Peace
a way of Life.. now..
everything else is just
a hard pill to swallow.:)
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SMiLes my friend.. Suzanne.. the most peaceful way
of living as shown by Science and Anthropology
is the primitive way of moving.. connecting
and creating that inherently includes
sharing and giving as a group
where the individual is
respected same
as group..
but the other
common element
of the 20 most peaceful
societies in the world is not
only do they do these core Truths
and liGhts of humanity they are also
small homogenous societies as well..
there ‘lies’ the problem.. humans are only
evolved currently to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes or so.. and sure there
are outliers who do more or
less and cultures overall
now that are comfortable
with less or more..
but the
bottom line
is there are limits
to human connections
and sharing that can go
in the direction of distress..
and eventually misery and suffering..
as always a balance is required.. and
perhaps the saddest situation is the
human dog who is left
in the backyard
all day
without someone
to play with but a typewriter
and a file cabinet in an office..
and at least with photos of cats
and sunsets there is the oxytocin
release that makes us feel
more like happy
dogs..
than
Wolves howling
at the moon.. hoping
for the connection and
sharing back with the rest
of the pack.. as it were and
still is now.. the truth now of
Anthropology and Science is
that no.. our prehistory was
not short and brutish..
it was more kind
and courage..
where folks
shared it
all
down to
the reproduction
of life.. as well as
all subsistence gaining
activities.. and yes.. no matter
how much it chagrins some folks
we are becoming human slowly again.
even if only in virtual ways..
of sharing cats.. sunsets
and the even
more
base human
ways of being human….
With three degrees and
over three decades in the work
world.. and 11 million words..
i can comfortably say
i’ll take
sunsets
and kitty cats
and photos of so and
so’s favorite things..
over all the
11 million words
of deep stuff i have written..
simply because when i couldn’t
feel those cats and sunsets for
almost 5 years.. in oxytocin way..
all i could do is write in hopes of feeling
again.. humans talk to connect in feelings
and truly feelings at the end of the day
is all that counts
in human
ways
of
being…
i don’t need any
money.. but yes..
i do need
cats and
sunsets
and other human beings..
and even a photo of a face..
is better than just a typewriter..
and a file
cabinet
of life..
that is where the
real hell is.. in mechanical
cognition away from human
feelings and science even shows
that yes.. spend a life in that pipeline
of life.. and the other pipe of feelings will
wither away.. Love is the Drug in dopamine..
serotonin and oxytocin way that humans
as long as they are
human will always
crave and that’s also
why Internet usage is
higher during the
work week..
faces
over
cogs in machines..
but yes.. i will still
write deep thoughts
as that is my odd nature..
it is odd you know.. my friend..
My wife and cat are infinitely
more popular
than
my
words..
and that’s okay
with me.. as they
are more important
to me as well.. in Infinite way..
anyway i always appreciate your
deep thoughts.. as it encourages
my odd ways
even
more..;)
of living as shown by Science and Anthropology
is the primitive way of moving.. connecting
and creating that inherently includes
sharing and giving as a group
where the individual is
respected same
as group..
but the other
common element
of the 20 most peaceful
societies in the world is not
only do they do these core Truths
and liGhts of humanity they are also
small homogenous societies as well..
there ‘lies’ the problem.. humans are only
evolved currently to connect to 150 to 200
sets of eyes or so.. and sure there
are outliers who do more or
less and cultures overall
now that are comfortable
with less or more..
but the
bottom line
is there are limits
to human connections
and sharing that can go
in the direction of distress..
and eventually misery and suffering..
as always a balance is required.. and
perhaps the saddest situation is the
human dog who is left
in the backyard
all day
without someone
to play with but a typewriter
and a file cabinet in an office..
and at least with photos of cats
and sunsets there is the oxytocin
release that makes us feel
more like happy
dogs..
than
Wolves howling
at the moon.. hoping
for the connection and
sharing back with the rest
of the pack.. as it were and
still is now.. the truth now of
Anthropology and Science is
that no.. our prehistory was
not short and brutish..
it was more kind
and courage..
where folks
shared it
all
down to
the reproduction
of life.. as well as
all subsistence gaining
activities.. and yes.. no matter
how much it chagrins some folks
we are becoming human slowly again.
even if only in virtual ways..
of sharing cats.. sunsets
and the even
more
base human
ways of being human….
With three degrees and
over three decades in the work
world.. and 11 million words..
i can comfortably say
i’ll take
sunsets
and kitty cats
and photos of so and
so’s favorite things..
over all the
11 million words
of deep stuff i have written..
simply because when i couldn’t
feel those cats and sunsets for
almost 5 years.. in oxytocin way..
all i could do is write in hopes of feeling
again.. humans talk to connect in feelings
and truly feelings at the end of the day
is all that counts
in human
ways
of
being…
i don’t need any
money.. but yes..
i do need
cats and
sunsets
and other human beings..
and even a photo of a face..
is better than just a typewriter..
and a file
cabinet
of life..
that is where the
real hell is.. in mechanical
cognition away from human
feelings and science even shows
that yes.. spend a life in that pipeline
of life.. and the other pipe of feelings will
wither away.. Love is the Drug in dopamine..
serotonin and oxytocin way that humans
as long as they are
human will always
crave and that’s also
why Internet usage is
higher during the
work week..
faces
over
cogs in machines..
but yes.. i will still
write deep thoughts
as that is my odd nature..
it is odd you know.. my friend..
My wife and cat are infinitely
more popular
than
my
words..
and that’s okay
with me.. as they
are more important
to me as well.. in Infinite way..
anyway i always appreciate your
deep thoughts.. as it encourages
my odd ways
even
more..;)
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Hmm.. and that brings me to my next
thought and history.. after losing
my humanity for around 66
months.. the escape from
the Wrong Planet..
a place where
logical
discussions
are valued over kitty
kats and sunsets
and all
the other
sentimental
stuff of life..
it is hell
for a social
animal to live this
way.. and it is an indication
of an illness of humanity where
logic overrides the feeling of being
human.. and i will thank God for Facebook
to the top of my soul.. as it is based on the
science of being human specific to
the deficits of Autism that
include sharing
mutual interests..
reciprocating communication..
and yes most importantly making
the human connection and
yes there is a great
science of non-verbal
communication as well
in still photos of selfies
of human
emotion..
in fact selfies
are a large part of
what brought my humanity
back as i simply had feedback
to see my facial expressions
even when there
was no
one to
share them with..
And i saw the same pattern
on the Wrong Planet.. people
would stay there.. and slowly
learn to at least connect through
monologues.. and some would eventually
gain their social wings.. leave hell.. in Angel
broken wings and go to Facebook as
the purgatory as such
back to the
flesh and blood
world if they won
back their
humanity
in flesh and blood..
so i went greater steps forward
than that.. as i learned after 18 or so
years of mechanical cognition activities
in school.. and 30 or so in work that
humanity in me.. was not
that at all.. in robot way..
when
only problem
solving cog in machine..
so sure i went all the way back
to the humanity before the Apple
of Agricultural ways where our real
peace and happiness tells the truth
naked.. dancing around a campfire
of moonlit night and
sun bright day
as one
tribe
of human
being.. albeit
some of it is only
legal in restricted way
online.. but hey.. it is
a step backwards and
forwards and the
same now..
as Science
and Anthropology
provides truth and liGht
before the Apple FAll of humanity
AWAY FROM MOVING.. CONNECTING
AND SHARING NAKED AND FREE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE.. AS WE ARE OBVIOUSLY
STILL EVOLVED TO BE.. AS WHAT DO FOLKS DO
AT WORK.. 50% OF MALES LOOK AT PORN..
AND 33% OF FEMALES ACCORDING
TO RESEARCH..
THERE IS A REASON
FOR THIS.. FEELING HUMANITY..
A WELL THAT HAS BEEN
DRY FOR
10 TO 12
THOUSAND
YEARS FOR MUCH
OF HUMANITY.. hips
and eyes in the words
and FEELING of Shakira
do not
lie..
in human way
of being.. but
sure people
can continue
to lie to themselves
and others and pay the
consequence of inaction
to the God of Nature
away from
human
Nature..
God of Nature
in my Human Nature
works and sure i can empirically
prove that in both photos and words..
but what i cannot full show you is the
bliss and heaven i feel inside..
almost all the time..
as that is the
reward
from God
in coming
BACK TO GOD
GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
IT IS BOTH SCIENCE AND
ART.. AND THOSE WHO
REFUSE
TO COME
BACK and have
no idea there
is even any
coming back..
will continue to pay the
price of a sedentary cold
and unfeeling populace
with frowns
and grimaces
instead of butterfly
feel of flying human being..:)
thought and history.. after losing
my humanity for around 66
months.. the escape from
the Wrong Planet..
a place where
logical
discussions
are valued over kitty
kats and sunsets
and all
the other
sentimental
stuff of life..
it is hell
for a social
animal to live this
way.. and it is an indication
of an illness of humanity where
logic overrides the feeling of being
human.. and i will thank God for Facebook
to the top of my soul.. as it is based on the
science of being human specific to
the deficits of Autism that
include sharing
mutual interests..
reciprocating communication..
and yes most importantly making
the human connection and
yes there is a great
science of non-verbal
communication as well
in still photos of selfies
of human
emotion..
in fact selfies
are a large part of
what brought my humanity
back as i simply had feedback
to see my facial expressions
even when there
was no
one to
share them with..
And i saw the same pattern
on the Wrong Planet.. people
would stay there.. and slowly
learn to at least connect through
monologues.. and some would eventually
gain their social wings.. leave hell.. in Angel
broken wings and go to Facebook as
the purgatory as such
back to the
flesh and blood
world if they won
back their
humanity
in flesh and blood..
so i went greater steps forward
than that.. as i learned after 18 or so
years of mechanical cognition activities
in school.. and 30 or so in work that
humanity in me.. was not
that at all.. in robot way..
when
only problem
solving cog in machine..
so sure i went all the way back
to the humanity before the Apple
of Agricultural ways where our real
peace and happiness tells the truth
naked.. dancing around a campfire
of moonlit night and
sun bright day
as one
tribe
of human
being.. albeit
some of it is only
legal in restricted way
online.. but hey.. it is
a step backwards and
forwards and the
same now..
as Science
and Anthropology
provides truth and liGht
before the Apple FAll of humanity
AWAY FROM MOVING.. CONNECTING
AND SHARING NAKED AND FREE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE.. AS WE ARE OBVIOUSLY
STILL EVOLVED TO BE.. AS WHAT DO FOLKS DO
AT WORK.. 50% OF MALES LOOK AT PORN..
AND 33% OF FEMALES ACCORDING
TO RESEARCH..
THERE IS A REASON
FOR THIS.. FEELING HUMANITY..
A WELL THAT HAS BEEN
DRY FOR
10 TO 12
THOUSAND
YEARS FOR MUCH
OF HUMANITY.. hips
and eyes in the words
and FEELING of Shakira
do not
lie..
in human way
of being.. but
sure people
can continue
to lie to themselves
and others and pay the
consequence of inaction
to the God of Nature
away from
human
Nature..
God of Nature
in my Human Nature
works and sure i can empirically
prove that in both photos and words..
but what i cannot full show you is the
bliss and heaven i feel inside..
almost all the time..
as that is the
reward
from God
in coming
BACK TO GOD
GIVEN HUMAN NATURE..
IT IS BOTH SCIENCE AND
ART.. AND THOSE WHO
REFUSE
TO COME
BACK and have
no idea there
is even any
coming back..
will continue to pay the
price of a sedentary cold
and unfeeling populace
with frowns
and grimaces
instead of butterfly
feel of flying human being..:)
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And so this brings me back to why i write
poetry.. poetry is expressing our human
feelings.. in what we see and feel
as meaning and purpose
in life..
it is likely
the first way
humans communicated
in sing song of voicing
emotions before
we became
input
machines
of written
collective
intelligence..
free verse poetry
is at the root of talking
human.. a flow of emotion
off the tongue of being free..
and probably why i have been
avoiding getting back to my milestones
of responding to the two prompts i am
so far behind on.. in Quadrille’s and
Rondel’s.. is it is based on
paint by number
restrictions
of words
and that makes
it a mechanical cognition
activity away from human
art of expresSinG freely
and i just never was one
for cross word puzzles
or scrabble..
as i was the
one
who was
furiously attempting
to escape a mechanically
cognition orientated mind
that for me likely takes
much greater effort
than others..
being on
the Autism
Spectrum..
and no doubt my
Standard IQ points and
apple of the teacher’s eye
in straight A ways of conformity
brought me to the prison of life
in both mental and physical disordered
way of life in middle life.. burning out the
flAMe of my humanity to ashes as it were..
with the phoenix arising once again.. in way
of dance
and poetry
and other ways
of expresSinG the
humanity of my hEart..
including literal sinGinG..
higher and higher until i was
born again as a human being..
in feeling life innately..
instinctually
and intuitively
once more..
to step out
of the box of culture
today.. is to grow one’s
human wings again..
to stay..
is to
stay in prison..
lesson and revelation
of 66 months of hell for me..
The Lucifer portrayed on that
new TV show.. is more human
than human
devils
who live
today..
witting
or not.. in cold
and unfeeling way..
But yeah.. a little mechanical
cognition is balance too..
for rationed way
of order
too..
and after
almost a marathon
of dance in connecting
to the general public over
the weekend.. and just free
writing over the Valentine’s
weekend.. sure i can
do a little scrabble
and CROSSword
puzzle now..
so it’s back
to catching up
on paint by numbers
poetry.. as i’ve got lots
of catching up to do to continue
my milestone of responding to
every single poem.. provided
by the dVerse Online Poetry
site since March of Last
year.. and who
knows.. perhaps
my next GodsUniVerseNovel3..
will be an anthology of an entire
year of doing that.. it’s just a cut
copy and paste of March away
from now.. and when
the dude.. the top
administrator
dude..
last March
attempted to Brow
Beat me into cutting
my creative stuff short to
his liking last March..
is what inspired
me to do
even more
and that is when
my unabridged way
of responding to all
dVerse prompt
links stARted..
so sure thanks..
control of order dude..
you helped set me higher
and higher free as the true
free bird i am.. who with the
proper inspiration of folks like
‘you’.. even in dArk ways of liGht
will make someone like me soar even
higher and higher.. to wheRe no Jonathan
Livingston Seagull has gone before..
even if solo
around
the Sun
of me
and
GOD..:)
poetry.. poetry is expressing our human
feelings.. in what we see and feel
as meaning and purpose
in life..
it is likely
the first way
humans communicated
in sing song of voicing
emotions before
we became
input
machines
of written
collective
intelligence..
free verse poetry
is at the root of talking
human.. a flow of emotion
off the tongue of being free..
and probably why i have been
avoiding getting back to my milestones
of responding to the two prompts i am
so far behind on.. in Quadrille’s and
Rondel’s.. is it is based on
paint by number
restrictions
of words
and that makes
it a mechanical cognition
activity away from human
art of expresSinG freely
and i just never was one
for cross word puzzles
or scrabble..
as i was the
one
who was
furiously attempting
to escape a mechanically
cognition orientated mind
that for me likely takes
much greater effort
than others..
being on
the Autism
Spectrum..
and no doubt my
Standard IQ points and
apple of the teacher’s eye
in straight A ways of conformity
brought me to the prison of life
in both mental and physical disordered
way of life in middle life.. burning out the
flAMe of my humanity to ashes as it were..
with the phoenix arising once again.. in way
of dance
and poetry
and other ways
of expresSinG the
humanity of my hEart..
including literal sinGinG..
higher and higher until i was
born again as a human being..
in feeling life innately..
instinctually
and intuitively
once more..
to step out
of the box of culture
today.. is to grow one’s
human wings again..
to stay..
is to
stay in prison..
lesson and revelation
of 66 months of hell for me..
The Lucifer portrayed on that
new TV show.. is more human
than human
devils
who live
today..
witting
or not.. in cold
and unfeeling way..
But yeah.. a little mechanical
cognition is balance too..
for rationed way
of order
too..
and after
almost a marathon
of dance in connecting
to the general public over
the weekend.. and just free
writing over the Valentine’s
weekend.. sure i can
do a little scrabble
and CROSSword
puzzle now..
so it’s back
to catching up
on paint by numbers
poetry.. as i’ve got lots
of catching up to do to continue
my milestone of responding to
every single poem.. provided
by the dVerse Online Poetry
site since March of Last
year.. and who
knows.. perhaps
my next GodsUniVerseNovel3..
will be an anthology of an entire
year of doing that.. it’s just a cut
copy and paste of March away
from now.. and when
the dude.. the top
administrator
dude..
last March
attempted to Brow
Beat me into cutting
my creative stuff short to
his liking last March..
is what inspired
me to do
even more
and that is when
my unabridged way
of responding to all
dVerse prompt
links stARted..
so sure thanks..
control of order dude..
you helped set me higher
and higher free as the true
free bird i am.. who with the
proper inspiration of folks like
‘you’.. even in dArk ways of liGht
will make someone like me soar even
higher and higher.. to wheRe no Jonathan
Livingston Seagull has gone before..
even if solo
around
the Sun
of me
and
GOD..:)
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Sun
now..
iS Love..
alWays NOW
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Sun
now..
iS Love..
alWays NOW
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