Don’t Look Me in the Eye
When my form of Autism regressed back in 2008
under the phenomenon
of Autistic Burnout
described in fuller detail
in the link
here..
i
did lose the ability
to look people in the eye..
every stimulus including emotional contagion
IS
almost
UNBEARABLE..
A STREET light IS BRIGHT AS THE
SUN..
And a cricket is loud as
a
FREIGHT TRAIN..
OF COURSE WITH THE
OTHER 19 DIAGNOSED
MEDICAL DISORDERS..
THAT MADE
LIFE
human
HELL…
but..
Yes that is over..for me..
NOW
but interestingly
now as before the regression..
My
Penetrating Laser
GAZE
IS
BACK..
People told me throughout my life..
that i could look into their soul..
and
well
the truth is i could
and i regain that ability
to
it’s fullest
once
again..
MY form of Autism IS one of HYPER SENSORY/EMOTIONAL
EVERYTHING..
YES
INCLUDING THE ABILITY
TO MIND MELD WITH OTHERS
LIKE
SPOCK..
What i FEEL NOW ALL OVER THE WORLD..
AND YES I DO HAVE THE
ACTUAL
ABILITY TO FEEL IT..
IS A SHIFT
IN GLOBAL CONSCIOUSNESS
TO SACRED LOVE
THROUGH ALL THE ARTS
OF CREATION ACTIVITY
OTHERWISE KNOWN
AS
GOD
TO
ME..
WHAT CONNECTS US IS EMOTION
AND OUR CREATIVE
EFFORTS TO CONNECT..
FROM PHYSICAL
to
HEART
to
MIND
to
LOGIC
to
SOUL
TO
SPIRITUAL
CONNECTIONS
THAT BAR NO
HOLDS..
TO STICK TOGETHER
AS
ONE..
MY CREATivity IS exploding now..
and i see this in pop culture..
through the
SACRED LOVE
JUST COMING TO ME..
ON YOUTUBE FEEDS
THROUGH THE SUPRAORGANISM
OF HUMAN BEING..
MINd
THAT IS NOT LIMIT
OR
EXPECTATION..
FREE
IT
IS
TO EXPRESS..
THIS
SACRED LOVE..
MY FAVORITE SONG NOW..THAT DOES
IT THE BEST..
IS
EMPIRE by SHAKIRA
AND MIDNIGHT
by
COLD PLAY
i
am
honoring these songs again..
as they empower ME to
greater
heights
of
SACRED LOVE
AND YES IT SHOWS IN THE
ENTIRE BODY
OF
MY
NON-VERBAL EXPRESSION
AS
FULLY ILLUSTRATED BELOW..
WITHOUT
SUN
GLASSES
ON
And yex..the rest of my freedom of expressing my full
humanity
will
be linked here
at my more restricted
blog
for
adults..
in a few..
FULL FREEDOM…
ThERE
IS
NO
SUBSTitUTE..
FOR
FREEDOM
!
IN TRUE
WILL
UNDER
SACRED
LOVE
!
