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Autism
and the
Nautilus
4272013
Okay,
now I am going to respond
with the meaning of life.
This is just
a different
approach
that is all.
I'm just trying to stretch
the boundaries here a little.
Move into the realm
of imagination.
It's part of God's plan.
Or whatever you
want to call the IS.
OREO THE MEANING OF LIFE
You are so logical.
It's interesting your logic started my story
when you saw my logic back in late February
inspiring life back into my words
with the word Synesthesia.
I meet this Poet
that inspires me
with their poetry
in the middle
and at the end
a girl
from Pakistan
understands most
of the
spiritual experience.
Three girls and a Nut.
BTW
my wife's name is Mut.
I might look
like a tall blonde haired guy
but I'm actually a Sky Goddess.
hAhaHaHeHuh
Mut is the Golden Girl
in Revelation 66.
'Trust me'
some of this stuff is in Wiki.
Wiki knows all..most...anyway...
Oreo started the whole story.
Oreo is a 6Lb cat;
a black and white tabby tuxedo mix
who walks with me around the block
at night.
Tonight Oreo
grabbed my leg
and said
hold on damn it
give me some credit
for saving your soul.
He is the true star
of my blog show.
This cat
is
amazing.
Tiny
little
thing
will not
back down
from humans
if he wants
to fight
another cat.
I am positive
that he is the one
that hurt Yellow Boy
in the beginning
causing him to stay
inside inspiring
that underlying
emotion
in that thought
in the first post
in my blog
I had with you
in the first part
of this private message
thread.
That was a really long sentence,
BTW.
Then he was the one that hurt Sunny Boy
leading to his demise
and the first
real awakening
of my emotions
in five years
in the post
Goodbye Sunny Boy.
Thanks God
Evil Loves
Devil Cat
Cat Lived
Loves live
God Thanks
Oreo,
the meaning of life
Yes,
this is going to be part
of the story
but you are going
to be identified
as the
anonymous
E-World
Samaritan.
I thought that part
might not
make this part
seem as sad.
7/24/2013
is the 16th
anniversary
of my Child's
death.
I vowed
that his spirit
would live in
my eyes
until my last
dying day.
I am still alive
and that child
still lives
in these words.
His name is Ryan.
The heat of my passion
to tell a story
that will not be easily
forgotten
by those
who were really
part of it
started on 6/4/2013.
That was Ryan's
16th birthday
as he lives
in my
eyes
and
words.
He touches
thousands of
people's lives
in this 32 month
online journey
in a rise from ashes.
Signed, Fred
just Fred.
Ryan
Frederick,
He is my royal baby
not the golden one.
The last child;
the hidden one.
The Son creates
the Father...
As I reach
the farthest Star...
Only fitting
Rexxxfit/White Pearl
that you helped
with the story
and an ending
happens
with you too.
Every letter
every word
is precious
in life.
And so are you.
I don't think
you will ever
know how much
your connection
in this life
means.
It's not mushy
it's true.
I'm balanced
like that....
what can I say.
Don't worry about
responding
you can't hide
your soul
from me.
You are
the
second
person
to see this.
White Pearl
will be the third.
Fair and balanced
too. and three...
Oops...
I forgot the title:
OREO
THE MEANING
OF LIFE
I had to Giggle
considering the titles
of the last three posts…
Smiles...
Some days
it's good
to giggle on google.
Think about the story.
The beauty
of bad
is good.
It really
happened.
7302013
2:00PM
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since 3012013
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and the
Nautilus
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Days
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6042013
16 years
57 Days
16
Years
Livingin
MyEyes
Words
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwlsziopzmQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C111Jh9NroY
now I am going to respond
with the meaning of life.
This is just
a different
approach
that is all.
I'm just trying to stretch
the boundaries here a little.
Move into the realm
of imagination.
It's part of God's plan.
Or whatever you
want to call the IS.
OREO THE MEANING OF LIFE
You are so logical.
It's interesting your logic started my story
when you saw my logic back in late February
inspiring life back into my words
with the word Synesthesia.
I meet this Poet
that inspires me
with their poetry
in the middle
and at the end
a girl
from Pakistan
understands most
of the
spiritual experience.
Three girls and a Nut.
BTW
my wife's name is Mut.
I might look
like a tall blonde haired guy
but I'm actually a Sky Goddess.
hAhaHaHeHuh
Mut is the Golden Girl
in Revelation 66.
'Trust me'
some of this stuff is in Wiki.
Wiki knows all..most...anyway...
Oreo started the whole story.
Oreo is a 6Lb cat;
a black and white tabby tuxedo mix
who walks with me around the block
at night.
Tonight Oreo
grabbed my leg
and said
hold on damn it
give me some credit
for saving your soul.
He is the true star
of my blog show.
This cat
is
amazing.
Tiny
little
thing
will not
back down
from humans
if he wants
to fight
another cat.
I am positive
that he is the one
that hurt Yellow Boy
in the beginning
causing him to stay
inside inspiring
that underlying
emotion
in that thought
in the first post
in my blog
I had with you
in the first part
of this private message
thread.
That was a really long sentence,
BTW.
Then he was the one that hurt Sunny Boy
leading to his demise
and the first
real awakening
of my emotions
in five years
in the post
Goodbye Sunny Boy.
Thanks God
Evil Loves
Devil Cat
Cat Lived
Loves live
God Thanks
Oreo,
the meaning of life
Yes,
this is going to be part
of the story
but you are going
to be identified
as the
anonymous
E-World
Samaritan.
I thought that part
might not
make this part
seem as sad.
7/24/2013
is the 16th
anniversary
of my Child's
death.
I vowed
that his spirit
would live in
my eyes
until my last
dying day.
I am still alive
and that child
still lives
in these words.
His name is Ryan.
The heat of my passion
to tell a story
that will not be easily
forgotten
by those
who were really
part of it
started on 6/4/2013.
That was Ryan's
16th birthday
as he lives
in my
eyes
and
words.
He touches
thousands of
people's lives
in this 32 month
online journey
in a rise from ashes.
Signed, Fred
just Fred.
Ryan
Frederick,
He is my royal baby
not the golden one.
The last child;
the hidden one.
The Son creates
the Father...
As I reach
the farthest Star...
Only fitting
Rexxxfit/White Pearl
that you helped
with the story
and an ending
happens
with you too.
Every letter
every word
is precious
in life.
And so are you.
I don't think
you will ever
know how much
your connection
in this life
means.
It's not mushy
it's true.
I'm balanced
like that....
what can I say.
Don't worry about
responding
you can't hide
your soul
from me.
You are
the
second
person
to see this.
White Pearl
will be the third.
Fair and balanced
too. and three...
Oops...
I forgot the title:
OREO
THE MEANING
OF LIFE
I had to Giggle
considering the titles
of the last three posts…
Smiles...
Some days
it's good
to giggle on google.
Think about the story.
The beauty
of bad
is good.
It really
happened.
7302013
2:00PM
19401 Views
153 Spirit Days
since 3012013
143 Blog Days
since 3102013
140 Nature Days
since 3132013
94 days
since
Autism
and the
Nautilus
4272013
57 Ryan
Days
since
6042013
16 years
57 Days
16
Years
Livingin
MyEyes
Words
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C111Jh9NroY
Hi Victoria!
First of all,
I'd like to say I enjoy looking at your face;
it is all love;
it reminds me of my mother’s face!
Secondly,
I hope you don't mind
if I share a little story on your blog.
I think that might be against blog rules
but I find myself bending them sometimes.
When I was a small child
my natural state of being was love.
People saw it in my eyes
and shared it with me.
Going to middle school
the boys told me
boys cannot smile.
There was an internal battle
losing love
to be a man.
Finding work at a Bowling Center
I was told as a man
I get paid to smile at customers.
For two decades my state of being
is love again!
As a supervisor
I was told
you don't smile at employees
too much
if you want to be respected.
The light of love
grows dimmer for me.
When my vision dimmed
and pain replaced smiles
another obstacle
to be and share love.
How would I do that in words again
to once again be love?
Finding a White Pearl in a blog
she provides the answer once again!
Hey love;
I love you more;
Love ya more later!
She is a 21 year old Islam girl.
I am a 53 year old man
from the west.
A complete stranger with no face;
only words she saw love in reciprocating same.
She bes love I bes love we bes love I share love now.
Hey love;
Love you friend;
love you more later!
Visit her blog
if one wants to see
love being in words!
It is linked in my Oreo story.
It is quite contagious.
I am now the love flu too.
You can share it too.
But wait!!
You already have it!
By the way,
the letter K,
in general,
is my favorite letter.
It is Alpha across many cultures.
You show it as Omega here too;
lying hidden on the left side of the table.
Peace to you always and love my friend.
And finally,
thank you for this love muse;
I'm glad I subscribed to your blog.
Now I have another peace; of my blog too!
I am going to link this post there in these words.
I always honor those who inspire me.
http://liv2write2day.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/kavannahintention-monday-meanderings/
I keep thinking about the person who stood up and defended me
when
no one else in this online world seemed to care!
She wants to stay anonymous which I respect
but the fact is I do not gain
this far
in
life if this Good Samaritan
does
not
come!
Perhaps it is just as well
that she remains
unnamed!
It is the Anonymous
Good
Samaritan's
that make this
life
worthwhile!
She puts up a new picture
today on her Facebook page
that
is remarkable in strength for any face!
It is true that she looks like the woman below!
This is in honor of her and all the Good Samaritan's
in the World!!!
Giving!
Freedom!
Everywhere!
The Strong!
The Brave!
The Free!
Courage!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C111Jh9NroY
http://www.goodsamaritanmovement.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/PHOTO_3684907_21864_7469138_ap.jpg
oH wAIT!
tHE! GODDESS!
dECIDES! IT'S OK!
tO tAke heR pictURe!
Looking at all the Peace symbols!
It's no wonder I love Peace!
It's all over my house1~~!
I AM Jealous!
Yellow Boy! definitely!
likes heR! better1!
than me!
canCha! TelL!!
IS written on hIs snOUT!!
Hi again…
Hey love Victoria!
As a person on the Autism spectrum
I mostly reflect what I see in life.
This post is beautiful one
that expresses a dignity of dying for me.
The fewer words I say to a post
never reflect that the words
are not sacred to me.
I read fast
every word counts
whether there is much
of a response or not.
When people leave
very short comments
that was nice
or beautiful comments
on your posts
or others
the intention
may be deep
as a reflection of
what is written
that cannot easily
be expressed
in writing.
In other words
don’t judge a word
by it’s cover…
Just a thought…
not a direction.
Every word
of my previous story
was worth it to me
if only you
were able
to see the beauty
of White Pearl.
That’s how love works.
I know you
understand that.
The joy that I feel
of seeing you see
that beauty
on her blog
makes me happier
than one could likely
imagine.
Love you more now
than ever friend.
When that many people
sing a song of love
on a blog
it is worth it to see,
I think…
there is a little more
going on
there
than meets
the eye.
This is part
of that too,
if you will…
I am just drawn
to light…
call me a moth
if you like…
I see it greater
in you too
as I do
White Pearl…
See you later
on D-Verse open link
Night 107
with Autistic Love Letters…
and stories about other dark haired girls
on this path of journey in life…
where they lead this heart
of love
not the
‘emotional’ ‘type’
as Captain
of
IT…
http://liv2write2day.wordpress.com/2013/07/29/beverly-hills-dying/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8sMn1jN-EM*7302013 8:33AM*
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5533414.html#5533414
30+ Safe Sites for People on the Autism Spectrum and People Who Love Them :)!
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/30-safe-sites-for-people-on-autism.html
Autism, the Internet and "Ideological First Identity", a Collection of Thoughts:
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autism-internet-and-ideological-first.html
*
"AutisticS Peeks!"
It's Good
to Hear
ya
:)!
*
(:@@
@:)
!*
AS
P:
Autistic Spectrum
Perception
and
Perspective
...
"A Thousand Years"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdygEzfbhqc
by Christina Perri
...
Silent Lucidity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw
by Queensryche
...
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt233651.html http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xa8gz6_ningen-no-kodomo_music#.UcWYkLqcKng
http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/araiakino/ningennokodomo.htm...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8e-HNqLodM4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7frG_L7P4tA
.....
*
SEEin eLeVN
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html
...
Opened at
63013
12:01 AM
13528 Views
150 PostViews
...
TWELVE
twElve
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/twelve.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGK84Poeynk
Symphony of Science
"We Are All Connected"
..."All the World's a Stage"...William Shakespeare...
Existing Eyes of Universe ONEALLNOWFOREVERMORE ll
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/existing-eyes-of-universe_3.html
@@
@
Written in the Stone
by
Earth Wind
and
Fire!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbPxUxNtVR8AS Above!
Is
Below!
V*
A
Hawk
Standing!
on
the
FEAT!
of PEACE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwlsziopzmQ
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/autistic-love-letters.html
First of all,
I'd like to say I enjoy looking at your face;
it is all love;
it reminds me of my mother’s face!
Secondly,
I hope you don't mind
if I share a little story on your blog.
I think that might be against blog rules
but I find myself bending them sometimes.
When I was a small child
my natural state of being was love.
People saw it in my eyes
and shared it with me.
Going to middle school
the boys told me
boys cannot smile.
There was an internal battle
losing love
to be a man.
Finding work at a Bowling Center
I was told as a man
I get paid to smile at customers.
For two decades my state of being
is love again!
As a supervisor
I was told
you don't smile at employees
too much
if you want to be respected.
The light of love
grows dimmer for me.
When my vision dimmed
and pain replaced smiles
another obstacle
to be and share love.
How would I do that in words again
to once again be love?
Finding a White Pearl in a blog
she provides the answer once again!
Hey love;
I love you more;
Love ya more later!
She is a 21 year old Islam girl.
I am a 53 year old man
from the west.
A complete stranger with no face;
only words she saw love in reciprocating same.
She bes love I bes love we bes love I share love now.
Hey love;
Love you friend;
love you more later!
Visit her blog
if one wants to see
love being in words!
It is linked in my Oreo story.
It is quite contagious.
I am now the love flu too.
You can share it too.
But wait!!
You already have it!
By the way,
the letter K,
in general,
is my favorite letter.
It is Alpha across many cultures.
You show it as Omega here too;
lying hidden on the left side of the table.
Peace to you always and love my friend.
And finally,
thank you for this love muse;
I'm glad I subscribed to your blog.
Now I have another peace; of my blog too!
I am going to link this post there in these words.
I always honor those who inspire me.
http://liv2write2day.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/kavannahintention-monday-meanderings/
I keep thinking about the person who stood up and defended me
when
no one else in this online world seemed to care!
She wants to stay anonymous which I respect
but the fact is I do not gain
this far
in
life if this Good Samaritan
does
not
come!
Perhaps it is just as well
that she remains
unnamed!
It is the Anonymous
Good
Samaritan's
that make this
life
worthwhile!
She puts up a new picture
today on her Facebook page
that
is remarkable in strength for any face!
It is true that she looks like the woman below!
This is in honor of her and all the Good Samaritan's
in the World!!!
Giving!
Freedom!
Everywhere!
The Strong!
The Brave!
The Free!
Courage!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C111Jh9NroY
http://www.goodsamaritanmovement.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/PHOTO_3684907_21864_7469138_ap.jpg
oH wAIT!
tHE! GODDESS!
dECIDES! IT'S OK!
tO tAke heR pictURe!
Looking at all the Peace symbols!
It's no wonder I love Peace!
It's all over my house1~~!
I AM Jealous!
Yellow Boy! definitely!
likes heR! better1!
than me!
canCha! TelL!!
IS written on hIs snOUT!!
Hey love Victoria!
As a person on the Autism spectrum
I mostly reflect what I see in life.
This post is beautiful one
that expresses a dignity of dying for me.
The fewer words I say to a post
never reflect that the words
are not sacred to me.
I read fast
every word counts
whether there is much
of a response or not.
When people leave
very short comments
that was nice
or beautiful comments
on your posts
or others
the intention
may be deep
as a reflection of
what is written
that cannot easily
be expressed
in writing.
In other words
don’t judge a word
by it’s cover…
Just a thought…
not a direction.
Every word
of my previous story
was worth it to me
if only you
were able
to see the beauty
of White Pearl.
That’s how love works.
I know you
understand that.
The joy that I feel
of seeing you see
that beauty
on her blog
makes me happier
than one could likely
imagine.
Love you more now
than ever friend.
When that many people
sing a song of love
on a blog
it is worth it to see,
I think…
there is a little more
going on
there
than meets
the eye.
This is part
of that too,
if you will…
I am just drawn
to light…
call me a moth
if you like…
I see it greater
in you too
as I do
White Pearl…
See you later
on D-Verse open link
Night 107
with Autistic Love Letters…
and stories about other dark haired girls
on this path of journey in life…
where they lead this heart
of love
not the
‘emotional’ ‘type’
as Captain
of
IT…
http://liv2write2day.wordpress.com/2013/07/29/beverly-hills-dying/
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postp5533414.html#5533414
30+ Safe Sites for People on the Autism Spectrum and People Who Love Them :)!
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/30-safe-sites-for-people-on-autism.html
Autism, the Internet and "Ideological First Identity", a Collection of Thoughts:
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/05/autism-internet-and-ideological-first.html
*
"AutisticS Peeks!"
It's Good
to Hear
ya
:)!
*
(:@@
@:)
!*
AS
P:
Autistic Spectrum
Perception
and
Perspective
...
by Christina Perri
...
Silent Lucidity
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhat-xUQ6dw
by Queensryche
...
http://www.wrongplanet.net/postt233651.html http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xa8gz6_ningen-no-kodomo_music#.UcWYkLqcKng
http://www.animelyrics.com/jpop/araiakino/ningennokodomo.htm...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8e-HNqLodM4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7frG_L7P4tA
.....
*
SEEin eLeVN
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/seein-eleven.html
...
Opened at
63013
12:01 AM
13528 Views
150 PostViews
...
TWELVE
twElve
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/twelve.html
A
Message...
...Language is A Universe of Expression...
It starts with Stars...
4 digits...
and a
Prehensile
Thumb...
People
Sketching
Angles In Sand...
Reflecting Stars In Sky...
Message...
...Language is A Universe of Expression...
It starts with Stars...
4 digits...
and a
Prehensile
Thumb...
People
Sketching
Angles In Sand...
Reflecting Stars In Sky...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGK84Poeynk
Symphony of Science
"We Are All Connected"
..."All the World's a Stage"...William Shakespeare...
Existing Eyes of Universe ONEALLNOWFOREVERMORE ll
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/existing-eyes-of-universe_3.html
@@
@
Written in the Stone
by
Earth Wind
and
Fire!
Is
Below!
V*
A
Hawk
Standing!
on
the
FEAT!
of PEACE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwlsziopzmQ
Hi D-Verse Team..
ohm...
I mean friends!
Smiles right back @you!
After finishing commenting
with all these beautiful people
I finally move to the next post!
You can't imagine the writer's block
one finds after finding
Oreo the Meaning of Life!
Quite a few keys
for my next post...
but the first hint
is in the first paragraph!
of the post linked above
from week 107
D-Verse Poet's Club!
All about writer's block!
108 night 'tis IS 1!
2! K! too!
8012013...8 1 2K Thirteen...Infinity One Two Ka One Trinity!
What's so special about 2013!
Maybe Will Seas!
Starting at midnight of One August Night in 2013!
Wow1!
This is like a Movie Trailer!
Now I really feel special!
Hehe1!
ohm...
I mean friends!
Smiles right back @you!
After finishing commenting
with all these beautiful people
I finally move to the next post!
You can't imagine the writer's block
one finds after finding
Oreo the Meaning of Life!
Quite a few keys
for my next post...
but the first hint
is in the first paragraph!
of the post linked above
from week 107
D-Verse Poet's Club!
All about writer's block!
108 night 'tis IS 1!
2! K! too!
8012013...8 1 2K Thirteen...Infinity One Two Ka One Trinity!
What's so special about 2013!
Maybe Will Seas!
Starting at midnight of One August Night in 2013!
Wow1!
This is like a Movie Trailer!
Now I really feel special!
Hehe1!
