TWELVE...
63013 12:01AM 13528 Views 150PostViews ...twElve... A Sealed Number is ready to be Opened. ... Signed, Numerical Values of a name Nine Six Seven ... Total Twenty-Two
Second of Two
starting with ... An X-Catholic Priest Grandfather who changed a last name of Six to Seven. ... For all the 'Guardians of Angels' that allow me this 53-year 'visit' on this planet; all one can say ... IS ...
That powerful voice comes
back to one, March First,
of this year, with an
acronym of Light.
The 35:15 time mark
out of the ‘Ghost in
the Machine’ and 'Synchronicity' Album has
significance
for one, since
September 6, 1981;
a time and place with no time but now…
Listening to the ‘Invisible
Sun’ song one knows a count
moves to six before three finishes.
One never hears a song
with intro count to Six.
It is at time mark
7:28 to 7:38.
Haunted with three
sixes of birthday in
small religious town;
one is haunted by
Hell, Heaven,
all one’s life.
Finding a way after three
days of no sleep;
still looking
for love lost
one finds oneself
in emergency room
telling physician
in powerful voice
from soul..
one will suffer…
and be happy.
One finds no blood pressure.
One’s body is cold as ice.
One is talking to a physician;
one is talking to a future self
in now.
A physician sees threat.
There is Thorizine
and another
destination...
Barely able to lift
one’s eyelids,
There is question.
Are you Jesus?
There is answer.
No.
Typical
response
looking
for
Yes…
One passes
finger through
flame of
lighter
feeling
no pain.
One describes
it as euphoria.
One describes it
as ‘Thorizine’.
Drugs do not
have a norm
of response
for one.
After this experience,
every friend one has
and
most family members,
except for few,
never look at one
the same again.
There is one answer.
Hide it.
Never speak
of it again
for any chance
of survival.
One no longer
‘worries’ about
survival.
One is not sad;
is weak
and exhausted
in flow of
synchronicity.
One is stronger
than ever
in One.
One is never
more alone
at home,
as one does not understand
what this means to one.
'Katie Mia' talking to 'Aghogday': (figuratively speaking)
Now... 6/26/13 4:37PM..
Remember Five Years when you were so scared, and you wanted to do anything to escape the fear.
You did it...
didn't you?
nothing scares you anymore...
Or,
does it?
What you wanted to achieve was feeling love again without facing your fears.
You thought you could build a 'special place'
where others could join you and escape the Big F.
Remember those passages from the 'Ghost in the Machine' and 'Synchronicity', from those Albums 'I' planted in your mind 30+ years ago that have followed you in your life.
The first two have been accomplished...
You 'felt' like you were the "King of Pain",
for five years..
and
'I' allowed you take a journey to find answers to 'key' questions you have been asking all your life...
I brought you here to show you fear, so you could...
tell your wife you love her
and
you mean
it this time,
from your heart...
not just your mind...
You haven't paid much attention to 'pop' culture in the last five years...
You went on a little 'Google Journey', to find out about all 'those'...
Hollywood Stars and the 'Illuminati' Conspiracy Theories...
'I' provided a hint, when you found your 'little pleasure' of 'Kanye West', thinking about naming his baby 'Khrist'...
along with all the other C and K synchronicities...
you find on this journey...
Remember that song "Frozen in Ice", by Madonna, that you listened to over and over when you first lost your emotions...
you never saw the video before...
did you?
You saw her making the symbols of the six with her hands and you started getting scared again about your birthday like you did when you saw that 'Omen' Movie.
Didn't you?
"No way; it couldn't be you... you are just too nice..."
Don't worry, that 'Devil' Guy is here for a reason...
You don't get to be him/her,
and
you
can't escape her either...
Fear is here for a reason...
'IT' is here to inspire life and love...
The people who try to escape it are making a deal with the 'Devil'...
It is the way nature works... you
don't have any control over that, no matter
what
you
'think'.
You know your wife...
who is scared all the time and 'loves' so deeply, and has no problems
showing it?
She has a gift that shes does not easily escape...
Fear and Love...
You weren't that 'lucky',
were you?
You found a way to escape it..
You see, when those folks in 'Hollywood' are making those signs, mocking 'fear' at the Camera, laughing in the background, because they know the masses feed off that type of 'thing'...
They really are making a deal with the 'devil'...
"Only, if they knew it"...
The video didn't scare you enough in the place of 'a thousand years'...
You found a way to interpret it as a gift instead of...
a 'waKe uP" call...
'I' did not give up on you yet...
'I' provided another
'gift'...
That song by 'Perri' playing backwards that you rationalized as something good not to be afraid
of,
still...
Remember when you got to the end of the video, and you kept hearing 'broke his neck', and seeing the little smirk on the face at the end...
You couldn't look away could you...
You had to keep playing it over and over again, to hear a positive message to escape any chance of fear...
You woke up this morning and asked your wife what time it was.
She said "One".
That is when you faced your fear again...
Didn't you?
You started thinking, maybe the sign was something was going to happen to your wife...
She was going off with a friend
in a car...
maybe the message was to warn her,
not to go...
You used to worry about that all the time...
Didn't you?
When you escaped fear, and made 'that deal', you stopped worrying about 'IT'...
Didn't you?
Remember, when you told your wife you loved her when she left this afternoon...
You felt 'IT'...
Didn't you?
Enjoy your gift...
of Fear, Love, and Life...
Life is fleeting...
Intelligence is over-rated...
That apple with the bite out of it that you hooked
Postscript: 62713 8:27PM 13307 Views... 111 Post Views...
I think 'SEEin elEVeN' is complete now...
In the flow of creativity/synchronicity, I did not look at the 'whole' of what I was doing in the process.
There are crosses, bells, and chalices, some easier to discern than others, that are of incredible significance to me, as well as historical context of people searching for 'a meaning' in life.
The 'One that is', provides proof of existence to me in this thing I have written, more than any other experience I have witnessed in life, in first person perspective.
I am not sure that other people can see what I see in it, but that has been the story of my life; noticing things other people don't notice in 'their' environment...
The last 'blogger software bug miracle', was when I copied and pasted the link to the person's 'Jesus video' incorporated with 'A Thousand Years' at the bottom of the latest finished version.
The first link literally broke.
What still is there in the 'raw edit' version, is the 'video of Jesus' moved to the right part of the page and the link broken in two pieces, one at the top and one at the bottom left.
The format still looks normal when it is updated, and the broken version remains in the 'edit format'.
In describing the new link, additional 'synchronicities' appear. They are not as apparent in mobile device formats.
I took notice of the significance of the first Chalice, as the new added lines intersect what becomes a chalice.
I looked up Chalice on Wiki and saw an overall implied but not as apparent message to me, until that point.
It is recognition of all the people in history who have sacrificed their lives, families, and health to bring this kind of message to other people.
The most beautiful chalice is the one describing Perri's song in reverse.
It captures the 'blood' of 'Christ' and so many others that have experienced a literal 'hell on earth' to provide a message of comfort to others...
I have been to that place without any faith or hope, years ago...
What I see as her 'reverse' message is she is speaking through 'God's voice' or whatever one wants to call it, expressing sorrow for mankind losing that message, with the link becoming broken more as days go by...
It is the tears of blood streaming down the 'Christ' face telling people 'if only you knew what I and others sacrificed for you'.
The names Moses and Buddha are also intelligible to me, but I am not sure if others can hear it.
I hear "'Sissia' in the shore" several times; a monastery that St Francis of Assisi is traditionally reported as founding, linked 'in' the title description above with other significant synchronicities.
On 'my walk' on the beach in early September of 1981, 'Sissia' is a phrase that kept coming to my mind. I had no idea why, then... other than the Saint I respected, earlier in life.
I also did not realize it is an actual monastery one can view in a video, until today, 6/28/13, 10:47PM, as an update to this postscript.
The 'Jar of Hearts' reverse video is posted for others to give opinions at the original Youtube source, and the only specific ones I noticed were of general nature of what language it might be, and one person who heard the "OMG" at :51.
It is a metaphor for anyone, regardless of faith, or religion, in what they have altruistically provided for other people, without expectation of reward, other than love... in the moment of living.
I am a believer again; feeling there is 'cause' for faith and hope. I hope someone like me, before, without that burning passion inside, can relate to this message the way it makes me feel inside...
Anyway, for anyone who comes to this message... in the future... which will happen... as there are over 5 million words that link back to it... on 'Google'... This is full disclosure... Now, back to the message... ('All three' still 'figuratively' 'speaking' through me...) One views a thirteen year old boy practicing a song for weeks... in preparation of a talent show... in middle school... The Piano Music is "Jesus Christ 'Superstar'"... The music inspires one's passion like no other has or ever will in life... One is drawn to the music, there is no choice but passion... The passion filled boy plays the song for others inspired beyond what can be imagined...
After
the song,
the boy cannot walk straight.
The
audience
erupts in laughter...
The boy thinks... "Don't they understand how much this song means to me..."
All I can say is everything I have said is 100% true as far as I know as a human being, per my personal perspective, and all the gifts, I have received along the way on this journey of life...
It is what it is,
and to quote
'Paula Deen',
'I is what I is'.
It is impossible to fully understand this last part of it, unless one watches the end of the movie "Jesus Christ Superstar", starting with that song through the end of the crucifixion; listens to the song "A Thousand Years", by Christina Perri, the same song with portraits of Jesus, and her song "Jar of Hearts", in forward and reverse.
Additionally, listening to Madonna's song "Frozen", and "Act of Contrition".
See, here's the thing I've been trying to explain.
People who move into a 'trance' of creativity, tap into a Universal force of Spirit, that is literally the voice of 'God', or whatever metaphor one wants to use for it.
I am just an observer that somehow got a small glimpse of the tapestry.
I only narrate it as a messenger of sorts...
I will link all these songs here, in chronological order of 'effect' of synchronicity in allowing me to provide the end of this very long message that I refer to as an 'Autistic Prayer', with a dot of...