After Dance oF Fred

No More HeadLines
No More scheduLed
Poetic Prompts
A Facebook Algorithm
provided memory from
a year ago above.. and..
below.. After MaKinG the
Fredline.. of over 3.3 million
words for Longest Long Form Poem
in history of Humankind in 36 months
and witness for God in around that many
number of words plus.. in 6 months longer of blogging
public whole for 42 months from 3/13 through
9/16 and 3 years of Dance Walking a martial
arts and ballet-like free verse style..
Dance too.. in all of public stores
and places i go.. by the
Fall Equinox 2016.. to
document that
in Longest
Long Form
Poem Free Verse
style and continuing
Witness for God.. perHaps
i need a vacation.. nah.. no..
just no more deadlines.. free verse
from noW on.. and after documenting
too.. a total of 400+ photos in that
PAN FReED Dancer record
MacroVerse of over 1000
smiling dancing
women friends
in combo
with the
from Good
Old Seville
Quarter of which
around 350 photos are
in just the last 6 month record
of that since the Spring Equinox
of 2016.. i’LL have to do another Macro
Verse to document those photos come Spring
Equinox of 2017.. as the blogger blogs that
house that record almost said balk for the length
of what i recorded of that complete for 6 months
of dance smile records to date.. so now.. at
9:18 pm.. i can give this a break while
i Marathon Dance with all the cool
college age folks at Good
Old Seville Quarter..
and nah.. no
thanks needed..
scores of smiles
at Old Seville..
will be enough
for me.. juST for
the dAnce oF i AM noW..:)
“The old appeals to racial, sexual, religious chauvinism
to rabid nationalist fervor are beginning not to work.
A new consciousness is developing which sees the
earth as a single organism, and recognizes t
hat an organism at war with itself is
doomed. We are One Planet.”
– Carl Sagan
“A human being is part of the whole
called by us universe , a part limited in
time and space. We experience ourselves, our
thoughts and feelings as something separate from
the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us
to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons
nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from the
prison by widening our circle of compassion to
embrace all living creatures and the
whole of nature in its beauty…
We shall require a
new manner
of thinking
if mankind is to survive.”
– Albert Einstein
Now as i come back to this Micro-Verse
of 706th Macro-Verse that will be titLed
After Dance oF Fred.. yeah.. jUst another
two Macro-Verse Titles to come in the signature
line of each coming Macro-Verse.. for an overall
taste of what i do in this Ocean Whole Poem.. juST
in case anyone gives a FucK.. as trUly.. why should they..
liFe moves fast.. i’M heAr to hELp but hey.. if one even
can hELp themselves in finding God within that’s quiET an
accomplishment on tHeiR own.. but hey.. as far as i can see and
feel.. sure.. i could juSt hang out at the beach and dance and sing
and sip on crystal fresh water and salt breeze.. but to truly experience
Heaven now.. one muSt give and share all they have to do.. as without giving
and sharing.. we lose our humanity.. as that is what any social animal does..
with more than
half a brain
for mechanical
cognition only..
away from the social
cognition in empathy
and compassion.. and other
pro-social emoTions that FEELS
not only are wE as hUmans in this
game toGetHer.. in fAct.. SAYS.. wE hUmaNS
ARE TOTALLY BLESSED to see the Interdependent
Interrelating all that is of God living as the
entire planet as well as the rest of Nature and
all that is unseen and unfelt too.. depending on
how big yoUr God eYes and ears are to perceive more
of this real thingie that is GoD noW iSREAL for REAL..
nah.. not a man in a book.. nah.. not a book.. not
some words.. but the essence of all that is.. that
includes forms of course but forms never tale the
entire God story of essence that iSREAL noW.. whether
we see and feel this essence or not.. in all seNses and
EmoTioNs that once aGain.. some folks feel more or less depending
on how blessed or sometimes cursed they are depending on how you
see and feel the liGht of the gifts you have.. that can be perceived
differently by each individual depending on an almost infinite number
of innate and environmental factors.. but here’s the thing.. for those who
can now find peace and harmony in MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL WiTh heARt
expreSsinG EMoTions SenSEs.. as SpiRit as whOle hUmaniTy reBorn iN We..
somenows it is as simple as a free naked dance with sun and sand..
letting go of the mechanical cognition and becoming the air
and the water aGain as winds and waves and ocean whole
become reborn as wE again.. nah.. not
just dunking your head
in some frigging
your baby in
a lite version
of this with the
baby screaming.. what
the fuck.. i thought you loved
me.. now you are pouring water on
my head.. and FucKinG Laughing at
me in this big Temple Catholic Church
that’s culture for you.. female genital mutilation
in some countries.. a 20 Percent member discount
of same on males in our countries and even more
iN other countries.. and water boarding babies
lite in Catholic Church to scare
the beejezus out of them..
instead of making
them slippery
as oil
to get
away from
any devil but
fucking you who are..
water boarding babies lite..
shortly after birth along with
mutilating their penises too.. ugh..
is it no wonder.. the real definition of
Greek Apocalypse in original way of lifting
the veils of ignorance failed to reach the minions
of life.. well no.. as human beings.. with their tribal
instincts and need to fit into whatever the cultural rules
are and no matter how truly fucking insane they are away
from common human decency.. humans will do it to avoid
outcast status from the social group aS in the
evolution of human away from grocery
stores and stuff like that
outcast status
and death.. when
no longer are apes
working toGeThER to
be stronger toGeThER now..
and hell.. yes/no.. i’m sorry
iF the trUth and liGht can hurt..
but i came first to lift the veils
of ignorance from my eYes too.. and i
juST share as i go along.. and if you don’t
like it.. don’t like it.. hehe.. as i came for the
real definition of Apocalypse and not to fucking blow
the world up.. in a fiery end or such crap load as that..
hmm.. anyway.. build iT and he will come.. the only person that
i can guarantee will come is me.. and if you build it with enough
effort and perseverance and focus.. perhaps you will find God within too..
as Lord NO’s no church ever did it for me.. it was too easy for me to find
the hypocrisies from the start.. making God into one human over my bed and taling
me Santa Claus was real too.. myths serve a purpose.. they hyperbole as message and
vehicle and vessel in housing trUths and liGhts that are iSREAL.. fAct of the matter
is.. if there were not myths of old time religions.. the core trUths and liGhts would
have never made it in oral tradition in the first place.. as it is the emotive
power of the hyperbole.. no less than marketing 101 to reach a target
audience that seals the emotive glue of mind
and body emotions to remember the
cores of trUth and liGht too..
but sadly folks..
many.. at least..
have lost
the trUth and
liGht messAges of the
golden rule in harming
no other beyond consuming
nature for needed food and drink..
and shelter.. to taking more than giving
and dominating the earth in destructive ways
for other species that are dying off as we speak..
including even the Bee who is responsible for so
much of what we can even eat in agricultural
ways or even foraging/picking berries to eat..
yeah.. kill the birds and the
bees and you humans
are basically
don’t get
me started on
melting icecaps..
as i live inland enough
in a high place not to worry
about that.. but the ocean is rising
faster and faster than even forecast before..
and the same people who kill for trophies are
the one’s who will tale ya.. humans aren’t killing
the earth.. in generalized Trump ways of course..
with trophy wives
those who
suggest that
music and dance
are evil and end up
repressing and oppressing
human nature.. taling their populaces
that the opposite sexes cannot hold each
others hands.. until marriage.. and then
the Arabian clinician studies suggest
60 to 80 percent of 3 to 6 year
old little girls in that
country are
exposed to
and performing
fellatio on family
members by raping force..
and additionally intimate
so-called friends of family
too.. who get access to the
family home/girls.. this lifting
the veils of ignorance
away from lies
our God
nature.. has
a long way to
go to meet the
original definition
of Apocalypse.. a long long
long way to go.. we are very fortunate
in America to build it in fields of dreams
to find God within.. and live free again in
the Heaven of now as Kingdom of God
free.. come now.. but nah..
even folks here..
still live
under controls
illusory fears
and empty promises..
of subjugating and
controlling human nature
freedoms.. and it is the rule
of law in many other countries.. away
from human God Given Nature that is responsible
for so much of the conflicts we see in the world today..
but how to stray.. how to escape the lies of ignorance of
the past.. it ain’t easy.. and it is gonna take a lot more than
one 42 month witness for God in words of 3.3 million and more to
get this.. beyond herculean.. superman.. and batman effort done..
i can lift me..
even with 6000
miles of public
dance that lifts
some other folks
uP in the wild now..
but i cannot even
lift my wife..full.. as she
cannot escape all the lies
of indoctrination of illusory
fears of her life.. at the
hands of ignorance
but tHeir
are those outcasts
like me from a young
age who were lucky as they
learned to live without the
approval of the minions of folks
who truly follow what could be described
as despicable leaders.. who would rape
and pillage the spoils of war..
and build
to keep
people from
seeking freedom
the best they can
away from walls of the
past of rules that bring
humans down.. away from God
given human iNnate Nature now..
so sure as the Without Me Version
of M and M.. stated before.. i am only
shady.. a shadow of what you could be too..
if you build a dream and find God within..
and these two quotes from Taking IT to the
Streets of FALL are well worth repeating
along with the song that goes
with this..
Love Roars.. truly it does..
when one is bullied.. and
even outcast.. and comes back
with eYes of Love.. instead of
swords of vengeance.. as Hate..
sure even the hate that is still left
in the Constantine Bible of the 4th Century
in Roman Catholic way.. where still in the Gospel
of Luke.. Chapter 14:26.. promoting hate against even
parents.. husband and wife.. and children is the way
to follow the love of liGht.. what a FucKinG oxymoron
that is that minions silently follow for thousands of
ears with no questions of dissent.. as same as always..
when they say all is liGht and no word can be changed..
dARk is surely
the Devil
who lives within..
whoever wrote that was
a heartless zealot.. sure.. there
are zealots with heart and those without
heart.. but people who develop cognitive empathy
with the feeling affective part.. understand the roots
of ignorance run as deep in hate.. anger.. and fear as the roots of
love in hope and joy.. and those are killing words.. the same killing
words that will still be taken literally and fundamentally in the Koran
too.. as sword to kill in tribal instinct way away from the
Golden rule who is capable
of even Loving
the enemy
empathy too..
understanding that the
bully is the one who was most
oft bullied before.. the sad eyed
Muslim girl was often molested in the
home by family members as clinical studies
in Arabia show.. who cannot utter a word of
truth and light of disgust and despair of the
rape of hating not loving eyes of family members
who would use flesh as a tool away from heart
to fill a soul
that has
no heart
of love
and pulsing
satiation of
selfish and
ends away from
love.. and if you don’t
think and feel God is pissed..
perhaps you cannot hear the cries..
well.. i can.. i’ve been hearing them
for a long time now.. since i was born..
aGain.. let’s just say.. and others can hear
these cries too.. even if you
think you
the sad
eyes of these
women.. up.. God hEars
in the empath compassion
of human ears.. that go
much deeper
than flesh..
my friends
but trust me..
perHaps you haven’t
felt it or seen it
The Facebook Video Slide Assistant does an excellent job of providing
an avenue to present my Dance photos from Thursday Night
in a comprehensive and somewhat brevity flow..
with even inspirational music
too.. but yeah..
choices needed
as that theme song
is kinda getting old..
but anyway.. photos ranging
from the “After Dance oF Fred”..
as this titled 706th Macro-Verse
WiLL SinG.. a photo of
a healthy
briar on
the top of
of an iMac
Notebook Computer
square in the core of
Apple symbol2..
with a bite
or without
a bite
the Apocalypse
of lifting the veils of
ignorance.. i SinG iN
WoRds of PoEtry.. i DanCE
and i Move on.. and sure.. no more
deadlines.. to meet that i kNow of
now.. but sure.. with FeeLinGS.. Milestones
will alWays arrive anew.. and i WiLL report
them in documenting way with the help of all
Apple gear
too.. but sure..
with 12 million written
words coming on the milestone
of Thanks Giving day of 2016.. that
in all likely hood has arrived now.. as
11 million words was the tally last year.. and
i am writing on average.. as easily empirically
counted now in 30K+ words a week.. that makes
over 1.5 million words a year.. and 120K words in
just 4 weeks.. or the equivalent per se.. of three Novels
of Poetry per month now.. as that comes and goes in
written way.. additionally all the nice dance girls of
last night too.. my FB profile photo.. a dance photo
of a ballet student and her smiling friend too..
still under age 21.. somewhere between
18 and that number to drink
in bars now2.. but not
likely she will..
when she
gets that
age as
this girl
is naturally
high with the force
of dance free as a way of life..
in miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG..
in poise and grace.. and that reminds
me of last week at Starbucks when i was
dancing my smooth steps in that place..
a nice other mall employee from
another place said.. i wish
i could be as light
on my feet as
he.. is..
and of course
my wife looks much
more like a dance student
and accomplished dancer from
head to toe than Arnold looking
me.. all square and moving curved
at 230 or so pounds now..
and people
have said
that before..
wow.. if you can
dance like that i can
only imagine how great
your wife can dance with
that body over tHeir.. all lean
and shapely fit in legs ways too..
she could.. if she could lose the fear..
i never thought or even would have imagined
the stiff of me could break out in poise and grace now..
but it’s NOT imagining your dreams and just doing them
after that.. that make dreams NeVER come to fruition…
Believe.. imagine.. hope.. have faith and just FEARLESS
do it.. human potential is amazing
if i can do all i can do..
with all the demons
i have had to defeat..
perhaps you need
a few demons
kick your
ass up to heaven too..
aLL the DArk in my LifE
Has led to all the liGht i am NOW..
never discount the power of the dARk ForCe noW2..;)
An 18 year old photo of my wife
hEAr.. and a 44 year old photo
of her from 2014.. and
sure.. yesterday..
i shared one
at age
45 too…
the bottom
common dominator
is.. she is a woman who
gets more beautiful with age..
like a fine wine.. per se.. who does
not drink either.. hehe.. and nah.. she
doesn’t smoke.. and she kinda chills out
and watches TV.. and escapes stress too..
so perhaps that IS A secret
of her fountain of youth
being loved
as much as i can
love someone with
never fearing losing that
love.. probably saves some
mileage on worry too.. as obviously
i am trust worthy.. huh.. with all those smiles
of pretty dance girls who can’t possibly match the
beauty of Goddess Isis.. also known
and felt as Katrina too.. mother..
wife.. sister.. all in one..
yeah.. put
pieces of
me back toGeTheR..
after all the pieces were
scattered apart.. more than
just a looker.. the essence of
that myth.. has come to fruition
in the new age of noW as alWays
noW as WeLL as prophecies
are archetypal in human
way and often
come true
in oft
varied ways
of same and different
too.. so sure.. for now..
you can call me Osiris2..
too.. been to the underworld..
and can tale ya what it’s like..
can steer you out of death in life..
but only if you can hear.. can feel
and can see what i say.. hEar now..
and more great Beach photos from
Navarre Beach from two year ago too..
in this Macro-Verse .. but sure.. the best pArts
aS oNe of the greatest muse of my Ocean Whole
Poem.. is Katrina of course.. as she and Yellow ‘Sphinx’
Boy and Moby Cat of past.. are the stars who ‘sOld’ the show.. iSREAL2..:)
Yes..wE stiLL gET aRound2..;)
And hEar is Rosalinda’s eYes from a year ago.. but
as oft happens.. the Music shared from A YouTube
Version of this Billy Joel Song
has gone the
video way
of old songs.. i’ll find another
version and sure share it aGain..
so in honor of Rosalinda’s eYes..
a Song that reminds me of my first
Love.. Cuban Girl Friend Sonia..
who was a mix of Irish too.. like
me.. although back in that day..
i hadn’t actually heard from
my Irish ancestors to
even verify that
My Grandfather’s
mother and he were
both actually born in
Ireland.. on paternal
side.. and sure.. my Grandmother
was Cajun on that Hispanic leaning
French Paternal side too.. so me and
the Sonia had much in common.. even in
numerology way.. as both our year birthday’s
06061960 for 28 to 10 to 1 and 07021963 for
28 to 10 to 1 and nah.. don’t discount numerology..
came out to number one.. and as synchronicity
would have it2.. she bought me A gold chain that
had number one on it2.. with all her Babe perfume
that i can still smell now.. and while i call my wife sugar
now.. Sonia’s name was babe to me.. and that was her
name for me2.. as the memories and a few tears
still sing through everynow.. i reAlly remember
Rosalinda’s eYes.. but it’s so weird..
deep down.. somewhere i knew/fELt
i was looking for someone
who looked like Sonia..
and as the photos
show of the
girl in the blue
Homecoming dress..
with mind blowing body figure
too.. she was the precursor to Katrina..
almost like a sign of what would still come
as heaven even more.. as surely the little frail
nerd boy i am was back then.. was blessed with
the beauty of women.. that would amaze most
men.. to make me the luckiest man who ever
FucKinG walked on the EARth.. and sure
they say the nice guys finish
last… nah.. they are
just patient until
Angel eYes
who make
tHeir way..
and sure.. a couple other
girls from then are in this
photo collage i have shared
many times before.. that i scanned
that helped to bring emotions back
from lost loves before.. including Uncle
Ed who died way back when.. who wasn’t
even an Uncle at all in childhood as Grandmother’s Friend
on Maternal side then.. on the river front home.. and
Charlie my dog in middle school who was my mostly
only friend out of outcast life of what they named
as skank boy then.. at school.. among
other names that said
you do not
to live
yeah.. i saw
him on the side
of the road one day
coming home on the
middle school hell bus then…
where Vickie taunted me saying
look.. he’s got eyes lashes like a girl..
they are so pretty and long.. laughing
all the way.. but truly upset as her eyes
were not nearly as pretty as mine.. heheR..
yeah.. life is funny like that… when people get
mad at other folks for having something they
don’t have deep down.. and for me mostly
it was the smile on my
face that they
erased for
a while then..
and straight A’s
but SMiLes cAMe
back as Love roars
once aGaIn isReaL..
Yeah.. Rosalinda’s eYes
are quite a muse huh.. and if
you are out tHere somewhere
listening.. Sonia.. if you could ever
keep up with what i do now.. as i know
you have visited at least once before by
way of your daughter a couple of years before..
i owe part of regaining my heart back from that
hurt before.. as muse of emotion both dARk and liGht
for tears that brought me back from the photos of that
love that hurt so much to lose then.. but i can finally feel
that warm and fuzzy in hugs that went away for so long
good bye..
and the puppy
in me died.. so far
so far.. in warm and fuzzies
that finally live again as Babe..
and yeah.. there is Michelle in
a Prom picture too.. inviting me
at she.. age 17 after a short
date or so
at age
16 the
before.. after
Sonia.. to make
her high school boy
friend a little jealous
for the next day date with
him.. but hey.. it was nice
to go anywhere then.. truly
wanted for all of who i was
or not.. and Renee in the
center.. a friend who
stayed by
my side
in letters
and phone
call ways in
some of the
darkest days in
college then.. so
troubled with a father
who sexually abused her..
and finally ending her life with
a revolver in her father’s bed
with a loving husband and two children
in her twenties then.. oh the dARk and liGht
webs we weave.. so many destinations of
hell and
they go
in iSREAL liFE noW
bottom line NoW counts..
then and NoW in what
we are evolving
and uP..
and i remember
Renee saying one time
nothing could possibly
happen to you..
you are
and you would
never deserve some
one like me to hurt you..
and i remember years after
she killed herself.. her father
walked in to the Bowling Center
where i worked.. shortly after that
he died in a motor-cycle accident..
from what i heard.. just a really ugly
man who consumed his daughter’s beauty
out in death….
yeah.. i remember
Renee’s eYes too.. and
i see them still around the
world and they make me very
angry.. spitting nails angry..
but nah..
i will NOT..
to a gun
or sword
or even vengeance..
i WiLL win WiTH Love
of the Fearless KinD..
as i always have and
always will by the will
of God in relative way
as ME
as LION iSREaL.. LoVE..
mArk mY FucKinG words..
iF yoU SeeK iN God as i do2..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd
Zee.. we stArt as
seeds.. as
gRains of
potential to
become love
as we love our selves
and others same.. the first
step is truly Loving God within
with all youR HeARt of EmoTiOns
and SeNses aS liGht iN Positivity..
tolerating and accepting
sAme God FeeLinG
dArk as not
so well..
what we can
to liGht morE..
as nows go by..
as the grains become
sand as the water of Love
becomes silt.. same as original
name of God too as Lahmu and
Lahamn too.. as i always
have to refer to
a History
of God
on page
8 by Karen
Armstrong.. to
remember how to
spell those names that
oddly enough are like my
real last name too that is just
another name for land holder too..
in Feudal German way for the ‘owner’ as such..
too.. as sure.. just synchronicity and coincidence
too.. as spelled in reverse my name sounds a lot
like name hell too.. except it it ends in EL that way
that is another name for God too.. so sure..
perhaps i have an inside
line in
too.. hehe..
for liGht and truTh..
inborn as such as well
all do when we open our
heARts.. our MiNd and BoDy
BaLanCing SoUls wiTh SpiRit
riSinG hiGher in positivity of
EmoTioNs and SeNses too..
so do not be ashamed
for as you say
up there..
in self love way..
as the other side of that
is the timid soul who never
loves self or has the power of
self love to bring love up in the
empty grains of love that can
be the tunnel of
iN Love
of otHeRs too..
PoEtry and DancE and
SonG and aLL otHeR arTS
of heARt is how we grow
A muscle of Love.. wriTing
A SonG of YouR SoUL.. and
you my friEnd.. will help build other mountains
too.. where a heARt replaces.. for a way to love
a tunnel
of dArkness.. from Before..
in oTheR words.. my friEnd
Zee.. BeCoMe the Love you dREam
of.. BeCoMe the Lover you desire..
Be Free..
Love ALL..
SinG and DancE Long..
A SonG oF liGht liFE.. mY FriEnd.. Zee..:)
“We live only to discover beauty. All else is a form of waiting.”
~~ Kahlil Gibran ~~
i take
of literally
and when all oF
it becomes holy
and sacred as an
emotion of essence
and hell no.. no book
or words as empty shells
of nothing but believe what
i say or else.. or get the
gold pot
at the
end of
the rainbow
that never
comes in
6 foot
noW for those
who liVe Beauty iSREaL..
a Tree of liFE that breatheS now..
with roots that run deep as iSREAL2..:)
“The man who believes he can do it is probably right.”
~~ Helvetius ~~
Doing requires
no words..
with symbols
that become
iNtent of positive
liGht in form aS WeLL..
bottom line sTill.. just do it
or it
get doNe..
A Science
of art and Art of science
of doing nothing at
all or all of nothing..
“In all affairs it’s a healthy thing now and then
to hang a question mark on the things you have long taken for granted.”
~~ Bertrand Russell (1872-1967) ~~
Life is a Koan..
An inkblot..
color it with
paint of another color…
more of BeFore..:)
“To develop a complete mind:
Study the science of art;
study the art of science.
Learn how to see.
Realize that everything connects to everything else.”
~~ Leonardo da Vinci ~~
in other words….;)
“People might not get all they work for in this world,
but they must certainly work for all they get.”
~~ Frederick Douglas ~~
Poor FD..
didn’t make it
into the 20th century
ShArinG Rules..
and taKinG Gives..
and sure.. we can beneFit
from that more as Love Rules over
aLL iN Giving more than Taking.. i pay
with words..
photos.. etc..
as Karma
action consequence
aS A BaLaNce oF liGht iN liFe..;)
“The only way round is through.”
~~ Robert Frost ~~
And Robert
thE INternet..;)
Oh.. the
too.. mY friEnd..gigoid..;)
“Hold the MAYO And; pass the COSMIC AWARENESS…”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
condoms or
the equivalent..
life on the planet
as we know it is
And ps.. my
Bible IS A FucKinG Funny..
Book.. at lEAst iN mY Fredhead..;)
“YOW!! I’m in a very clever and adorable INSANE ASYLUM!!”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
And that’s why..
books without
FucKinG iNsane..
and cultures that take
life too seriously are
FucKinG INSane..
God’s a joke..
A Laugh..
and the
truth is
i have Free Will..
Relatively sPeaking to make iS..bE for mE..;)
But it
Oh God.. the practice..
of BaLaNCinG to experience
iT aLL
as God
IS A Fear
and Tear too..
that perHaps i Love..
even more than the
Joker all
says and do’s..;)
“Any one can hold the helm when the sea is calm.”
~~ Publilius Syrus — Maxim 358 ~~
i for one find..
the calm
plain boring..
i choose waves
as calm
is for cautious and fear..
the hardest thing i could possibly do is hold
of a boring
F iN Calm Sea.. now..
it just ain’t what humans
are obviously evolved to do..
as struggle is what makes strong..
but only in Victory over Vengeance way as liGht Houses…:)
“Because I could not stop for Death —
He kindly stopped for me —
The carriage held but just ourselves
And immortality.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
Death IS A FeeLinG
that humans
are stupid..
of course..
the only
actually imagines
A Feeling of Death..
or shall i say unfortunate..
for those who do.. as nah.. truly
there is no rule that insists we dream of death..
but the
noW as Real..:)
Now is immortal…
always has been..
always will be
who don’t do science..;)
“Do you love it do you hate it
There it is the way you made it”
~~ Frank Zappa, “Brown Shoes Don’t Make It” ~~
Nah.. as science shows now..
how we even have the
ability to Love
is largely
by the Love
that is touched and
given to us in hugs
0 to 3..
A major
source of addictions
to fill a feel that does not
exist in some.. as far as touchy
feely warm and fuzzy puppy love
every F iN.. Day.. for a heARt that
fully lives.. is neglect either
in early life
and or social
abuse as live goes on..
Some folks simply have
no biological way to Love
anything as their
or other
never fed the
seed of love that wires
from head to toe… in biology way..
Refrigerator parents are a menace to Love..
phone addicts
with children too..
as the truth and light
of that is largely
“Kids, don’t gross me off..
“Adventures with MENTAL HYGIENE” can be carried too FAR!”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
is one smARt cookie
systems that
are not
to germs
and choke
off asthma breath too.. etc..
i expose myself every chance
i get.. except for ‘that stuff’ in restaurants.. etc..
the shits of life..;)
Thanks as always
for the muse.. my Friend
gigoid.. as practice
makes eTc..
of course too…;)
Hmm.. Feeling a bit eclectic
here.. and it’s been ‘literally’
months since i’ve visited an
open link night at dVerse..
so perhaps i’LL head
on over..
muse tHeRE
too.. Ynot..
it doesn’t
take much
to keep
for fun.. after
all is said and wordy
dance walked and
keyboarded more..
iN Ocean Whole Poem
thAt i am swimming sTiLL
iN NoW juST for Fun..:)
Hmm.. the most interesting
pARt of a North Florida
FaLL seAson these
days is it loses
once Global
Warming makes
it all tropic until
after the New
year of winTEr..
anyWay.. as paRt
Indian.. i can’t say i mind
an Indian Summer ongoing..
anyway bottom line you are
only as Fall as you Feel as
Eve Winter Warms a heARt aLive..
and Indian Summers are miGhty Cool too..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Lillian..
haven’t done an open prompt
night in months.. but came by
for an eclectic mix of muse..
and the comments
here certainly
FeeL the
atmosphere of
thaT.. a greatest lesSon
i lEarned was from the military..
just working for the Navy as civilian
for a quarter of a century.. everyone was
noted to bleed the same color.. and it was
amazing how everyone.. and i do mean everyone
treated each other as a shipmate.. just a few miles
North in a place named Jay.. until just a couple of
decades ago.. still in the 90’s.. it was a place
where the veteran shipmates warned
their fellow African
American friends
not to
after dark..
i for one.. will
bleed now with shipmates
my friend.. and sadly the truth
is.. ‘that good book’ was used
to substantiate the ‘good’ of slavery..
Now that homosexual individuals are
finally able to get legal marriage rights..
from the same part of ‘the Good book’
that used to give credence
to slavery too..
the Declaration
of Independence finAlly
is applying to all as Lord
kNows.. outcast status for any
social animal is a form of slavery..
as bad as shackles as it prevents the
pursuit of Life as Liberty and Happiness…
Yes.. as Shawna said above.. aka LZ.. Martin Luther King
in eYes
that see
sKin as Free..
bEyond words
and books of before.. My FriEnd..
wE bleed.. we bleed toGetHer FReED..
and truly there are so many forms of ‘invisible’
slavery heir apparent to the rabbit who still moves..
like classrooms and work attached to StiLL and stagnate..
but ha..
that could
be another
WiNks not
isn’t this great fun..
being ReTired now with
so much new tREad to sHare..
and i swear i could have never
done any of this in that Government
place of slavery in stagnate Golden CuFFS
not only
slavery but
literal prison..
as i can still remember
the Captain of the base storming
through.. demanding that the blinds
be turned one way.. without a dare
at her power that had no oversight..
So many paths.. to slavery.. mY FriENd..
And as the Matrix says.. many people
have no clue wHeRe they are2..
it can
be.. to unplug..
as alWays.. thanks
for the inspiration too.. my FriENd..:)
A place
with little
helm control…
Force A feather into
heLm.. float siNks as
concrete quills…Spill..:)
WeLL.. hello Glenn.. as my
mama alway said.. if you
don’t have anything
kind to say
don’t say
it.. hehe..
when one is involved
in a song of art that
comes from within.. a wild
spirit of horses too.. from a place
that has enough feeling and empathy
to tolerate and even accept what they are not
used to too.. from before.. what the Fuck is Poetry
but what
comes from
heart.. spirit
S o U L noW..
W H A T Now
the fuck is
a mundane
of every day life..
and a fucking three line
do a full
symphony of
somewhere you’ve
never been before..
to share with others
who have enough look.. to read..
to each his/her/etc.. own.. but may
the naysayers stew in their own soup..;)
Note here.. the same ‘Poetry Administrator’
who couldn’t understand my metaphor of the
‘Desert Isle’ for change..
and my main reason for
no longer linking
there.. as i ain’t
working for
F iN
Officers or Red
Tape anymore never..F iN AgAinT..
calls friEnd Glenn’s
not what
she considers
poetry.. like she
couldn’t figure out
where my poem ended
with a date stamp
and frigging literal
tally of words counted..
and the comments section began..
but it’s par for the course.. some folks demand same..
And that’s okay too.. as long as you.. say oKay.. and continue change..;)
Cold Front of Fall
Fairs of hugs
in youth
Dances and cars
to warm hands..
back and front seat
kisses that say.. Winter’s
coming.. now for a nest perhaps..
ah.. nature.. and human nature same..
factoid.. male testosterone is highest
during the Fall.. there is a reason for that
as we continue to evolve
The remaining two
who are a
little too
iN divisions
of grey poopom
mustard poEtry..
noT allowing my commenting
on their sites.. as second
note here.. gives me an
opportunity to take
their poetry
butthurt them
even more.. there..
so.. sure.. there’s
always a silver lining
to general discontent..
where lemons become different LemonAde..
anyWay.. it turns my stomach a little whenever
i am reminded of efforts to stifle creativity in actual
Yeah.. open link
night can make
more words than
usual come.. but
hey.. it is whatever
comes next.. and every
poem is an opportunity to
expand mindful awareness into
the world of minds around us.. for me @least..
and with that said.. now for dinner and a work-out
as a long weekend ahead of Dancing at a Pensacola
Seafood Festival with bands on a field of
grass.. as i may tear up some turf
there and note to self..
wear ear plugs
to avoid
damage too..
and then there is
store dance and church
and i’m still recuperating
from a full three hour marathon
of dance last night at Old Seville..
the Nike GPS watch doesn’t work in many
places well and not there at all.. but
no doubt i did at least twelve miles of
dance last night.. if not more in total
comparative effort of even
jogging that far
as would be
the case
for anyone
who hasn’t mastered
gravity in dance yet too..
thaT takes thousands of miles
of practice.. i can vouch for me
at least2.. to truly feel like water
and air on Terrestrial Butterfly Tiger Lands..
and the wife notes later no Seafood Festival
until next
so perhaps
i’ll sleep early
and start writing
early on Saturday
morning before Store Dance stARts..:)
So.. after the F.B. EN Name Test thingie.. determines
my IQ is 279 after conflating standard
IQ with common sense.. as often
the two have a rather inverse
relationship in converse way..
as they say.. hey.. hey..!..
now the Name test thingie
determines my theme song
from the eighties is.. drum roll..
Centerfold.. of course.. by J. Geils..
hmm.. wondering if the Name Test
thingie goes deep deep in my links..
and peruses all i do.. who who.. but
truly as science shows bringing back
my Standard IQ into play.. adventure therapy
is a cure for PTSD.. and of course anxiety too..
and many illusory fears.. by the way.. and as
science also shows lust play.. IS A source oF
all creativity and productivity.. just in case then
you thought this was an elaborate muse to sext
all the world.. hehe.. like Miley cyrus in Center
fold way.. well.. truly it is a mix of science and art..
and add in fearless with that.. and voila.. you get a
56 year old Center Fold Dude with an IQ that can
not even be FucKinG measured as i meet no F iN
Standard of human archetype IQ of the past at all except
for an eclectic mix like a Son of all who came before.. and don’t
take that too serious.. per literal.. as it is a metaphor in trans
Humanist way.. that relates to how we humans these days
through multi-media sources of input can live literally
vicariously thousand of lives through the actors..
producers and directors of so many other
plays of life.. why not just be honest..
well.. getting social outcast
in a First Baptist Church
is the main reason
the pastor..
to viewing
porn on Saturday
Night to intuitively
rev up tHeir creative juices
in so many ways.. to make a
very inspiring sermon to the 60’s
something Bleached Blonde Prim and
Sexy Seniors in the front row bleacher seats
with their push up bras pointed RIGHT toward the
face of the pastor’s recently satiated eyes from
last night’s porn activities.. where the younger
women in the third and fourth rows.. with
their really tight skirts are no longer
a distraction.. a frustration.. as
that human instinctual way
of male being in release
has already been
met the night
before.. perhaps
even with the pastor’s
wife.. and no not me.. hehe..
as sure.. as studies show 50% of
males and 33% of females peruse
porn at work.. it is human nature and
folks do it from all religious denominations
and it sure beats.. yes.. literally beats studies
that show when human beings are repressed
and oppressed to release their human nature in
all the ways that naturally can come.. that Arabian
clinical studies show that in cultures where men and
women are prohibited from even holding hands with
the opposite sex until after marriage.. other than
family members.. three to six year old girls..
as i’ve horrifyingly reported before..
as i would sure like to see a
stop put to this.. are
sexually abused in
the home by male
family members.. and
other intimate associations
from the home.. as sure it would
be a lot FucKinG better if those males
took care of business by themselves behind
a private FucKinG Door with some Good Old
American Porn.. to do as they wilt without FucKinG
harming your kid sister or 3 year old daughter or
whatever then else truly FucKinG perverted thing
happens when human nature is put in a cage
and comes out all truly harmful like that..
hmm.. so sure.. i support porn.. as it’s
dam sure better than harming someone
in the flesh who does not FucKinG want
it or is not even at the age of
consent.. and of course..
porn that is consensual..
and it would be nice
if porn was less
like rape
and more
like love and
fun.. that sure you
can find too.. if you
look hard enough for what
is beautiful and harms no one else..
anyway.. i grew up in the Catholic Church
where the Virgin Mary.. was used literally
to suggest that girls who are touched
down there before marriage were
less than holy.. and sure..
stuff has eased up
a whole lot
in the
Catholic church..
as take most anyone
aside.. and if they fess up
they’ll tale you they come here..
but they take all the now ridiculous
labyrinth teachings with a grain of
salt.. people understand life is much
more complicated than what the church
portends to control in strict regulations
of human nature.. and sure there are
die hard repressed and oppressing
fundamentalist folks too.. but
as we often find out
those are the
who have
the most hidden
in the closets with
skeletons that prove..
they are just human too..
humans create the best free..
and productively too.. as in all stuff
liFe.. a BaLanCinG ForCe of Human
Nature set free.. is what makes humans tick
tock best
without the
restraints of clocks
in life.. with hands that
only go in clockwise fashion..
sure.. sometimes it’s good to stroke
life to
the left too..;)
Changing gears here rapidly..
Facebook FriEnd Rafiah..
shares this very nice post
from Humans of Bombay that
so sweetly relates.. the favorite
word is beautiful as that applies to
everyone on earth.. all are beautiful
no matter what.. and truly as i’ll add here
again.. as i always come back to do.. hehe..
to find all in life sacred from head to toe.. and
in all of Nature around us too.. including the
extensions of God and Nature same that
is our technology that allows us
instruments even greater
than Star Trek had
to share our
heARt and
miNd and
SpiRit and
SoUl and sure
eYes of Body too..
with others freely IS
A way to live in heaven now
with no wait at all.. as when all
becomes beautiful even what one
might term as ugly when one understands
that dARk makes liGht in liFE too.. as struggle
makes us stronger.. with Victory and flowers
of eYes over Vengeance and swords that
the dArk Side makes for life.. sure.. let
the sword change into words
and photos.. and videos
of flowers.. dissent
as necessary
and flow
the DArk
oF BeFore..
that sure has helped
to bRing to the point oF iS noW too..
so.. i respond back to Rafiah’s Facebook
share by saying in kind reFrain oF liGht..
WeLL.. FriEnd Rafiah.. that is so
beautiful and i just am stopping
By today to say..
you have a beautiful
heart.. soul.. and spirit
and it lights up your eyes..
when you present that liGht too..:)
Language of the
Internal UniVerse of
what speaks within my
FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep..
lesSons not taught
in pre-K
to even
school at end..
i can remember when
i lost my emotions.. it’s
strange how that can happen..
when one lives in only ways of
solving external problems.. a Heart
is not a book with instruction manual
or pill
to fix..
a heARt is ARt..
and wHere does
school provide
a class
anyway.. my
brain fixer upper
the Air Force Major
combat fatigue repairman
the Psychiatrist Major then..
you need to use something else now..
other than adrenaline to motivate yourself…
hmm.. and reflecting on what the music i created
on the piano that had fingers of feelings without
words to express
those feelings..
i had no
idea what
he was saying
in words as the
reference point… even..
of all emotions other than
adrenaline and fear were lost
to living life that way in severe and
chronic stress over the course of two
years before that.. where general adaptation
syndrome brought me down then to the lowest
levels of serpent brain where logic could not even
focus to play a game of tic tac toe.. i literally could
not play a game of tic tac toe.. and my wife had
to write down if i could do anything
each day.. like brush
my teeth.. floss..
take a shower
or accomplish
any F in task
at all..
sure an
message there
is one can come
back from the cliff
with no bottom as well
dry of bRAin water from
bEfore.. as when i was young..
the common view of me was
i was way too emotional and
needed to come back down
to earth.. well.. there
is no water in
that place
pit.. of
where not
even a word
can be pulled
from bRain
screen way
of literal death in life..
seriously though.. no frigging
psychiatrist or therapist or social
worker or psychologist or general
physician or rheumatologist or pain
doctor.. or heart specialist.. as Jesus
F.. in Christ.. after seeing no doctors
at all for 23 years.. i had somewhere
close to 100 appts.. and sure i am
leaving out some of the
titles for Doctors
too.. in
way who eventually
found 19 medical disorders
in me.. mostly pain related..
invisible from a view outside..
with the common denominator
of no instruction in how to bring
my emotions back.. bottom line.. the
emotions came back storming at the
end of July 2013.. other bottom line..
when they did.. all the F iN pain went
away fast.. as slowly as it came over the
course of two years.. ’06-’08 and
66 more months of iSREAL
hell ‘tween 2008 and
and this
is why what
you do is so important
my friend.. is.. you bring human
emotion from the deep.. from the
dark.. and into the light as well.. as
my first break through was a tear after
five years when a beloved cat died
in April of 2013.. i had a spark
of poetry before in March .. ’13
just empty
shells with
no feelings inside..
that tear.. eventually
led to the first smile and
laugh after emotions of sadness
came back in July of 2013.. but then..
mostly.. truly it was the poetry where
language connected words of hEart
finally again in me.. to open up a dam
of mind in damned way with body too…
that had lost the liGht of EmoTions trUe..
these places of heaven and hell are places
within.. when within comes out of seed.. of
broken shells of what was before.. as liGht
of EmoTioNs new and or renewed..
liFe changes to
liGht away
from dArk…
and emoTiOns
flow from head to toe..
through the Vagal Nerve or
the Kundalini Serpent same..
from Brain to Gut too… where
my psychiatrist who said my case
was the worst he had ever seen.. even
offered to put an implant in my chest to
stimulate a vagal never that had gone
dark as wick to liGht.. Dance was
the second pARt to PoEtry
my friEnd.. and that
Dance was the liGht
that brought
me back
liGht than
any experience
from before.. free
flowing.. body spiraling..
as waves of ocean whole before..
where the entire FucKinG Ocean
of existence finally is complete sense
and feel as integrated.. and invincible
to Forces of DArk.. Bones can reignite
to liGht.. bottom line2 my fRiend is
we can fix ourselves…
and help others
fix themselves
with Dance
And Poetry
and other art
too.. so keep
doing what you do…
it’s not jusT the flowery words
that folks need.. they need to feel
all pARts of the Human soUL dARk and
liGht and that is what you Bring best.. heARt
and SpiRit to the
table of Life..
and first Supper
of the human being
that breaks fast for LiFe iN LiGht..
Hi.. rosemawrites..
you have a
human touch
that sadly i
often find lost
in poetry land..
so.. i come to visit..
past.. dVerse trail.. now..
Yes… thE friEnd then.. close..
at age three.. i find.. i could
see so clearly too.. across the
river.. in shot gun home way.. liGht..
somehow.. not as clearly in lesSons
of school in shoes
oF seated way..
as paper
touch and
words become
grass of leaves beneath
my feet of bare before.. so free
with breeze.. and air of
water front deep..
carries me
so far
now in free before..
and in the dArkest pit
of numb i come to see so
many years later.. at age 47..
42 years of meaning lost from
then.. tHeRe IS A faint whisper
at beach that no longer warms
soul.. and eventually i become
waves and ocean whole
again my friEnd..
the FriEnd
iS alWays
tHeRe iN tHe
beGinninG as
thE ‘tween.. and
at the end and
beginning of always
noW Now.. it’s juSt that culTure
in all its complexity drOwns out
The beauty of the voice within that needs
no words but seashores open.. within.. mY FriEnd..:)
What iF..
we all reach
out to someone
with nice
words.. etc..
of encouragement..
just ’cause we can
for no other
can and
will.. and sure
a Loving human
touch that
in a grain of sand..
and sunshine rays..
that can
not hold
saying hi..
another day
is now.. and life
is worth living.. reaching out..
smiles my friend.. i don’t think we
thank folks enough for being this way
naturally as they can be.. i’ve commented
on literally thousands of poet’s sites just
for inspiration of words of heArt..
and i’ve been thinking
or better put
i miss A
human touch at nows..
that is just a ‘stranger’
with a warm heart..
as the world
is surely
without that my friEnd..
anyway.. i don’t know you..
but i encourage you to keep
being you.. just another friendly
person on the trail of life.. that can
become so rigid and unwavering if we don’t reach out..
and touch
more than
Very Intelligent..
and Wonderful Artist..
in words and paint.. Himali..
Facebook Friend.. with status..
shares some photos of
herself from India
and i say..
sMiLes.. mY
friEnd Himali..
this beauty is elegant..
you look like an Indian
princess here for sure..
just stopped
by to say
hi too..
Sweet Dreams
my friEnd.. noW iN
your pArt of the World..
as i need a Nature
and a first
step.. is alWays
the beauty of FriEnds..:)
And this reminds me too.. of my
young college age Friend Vida who
is the gym attendant where i work out..
as i came through the door she raised her
arms up and yelled Fred.. you know.. a Norm
moment from Cheers.. as i am a character most
every wHeRe
as the
Machine too..
as named that too..
at Old Seville Quarter..
last Thursday night.. then..
anyWay.. the human touch
noW is what counts.. Now
in DanCinG and SinGinG
liFE Free.. it’s harder to
do online.. deeper
than shells
of empty
but i work at
it and never ever
as human lamps of love CAN AND WILL..
and with that said.. hello Nature.. i’m coming BACK..
see ya
later online..
as Lamps Love..
DancE and SinG more
“Since we cannot know all that is to be known of everything,
we ought to know a little about everything.”
~~ Blaise Pascal ~~
A Philosophy Class in
Humanities for me
in ’78.. a dire
from the
instructor that
specialization is
the vice of the modern
world that is making us
smart in niche’s and
destroying the
of us.. leave
no stone unturned
is what i say/FeeL now..
but sure.. take
a break
and do
FucKinG noThing
that’s everythinG aLL..
as now is all at peace too..
ah.. simple animal homeostasis
on a trial of life that meanders in breeze
and air
yeah.. i know i said
i don’t like ruling
calm seas.. Now..
but hey.. noW..
everyone needs
a break from waves
too.. so.. i’ll surf water
as sTiLL Air wiTh Calm Sees..:)
“It is easier to stay out than get out.”
~~Mark Twain ~~
OH JF Christ..
Ain’t that the
trUth and dARk..
for the
modern Gold
CuffS iN decAdes
of Government work..
all for the retirement Now..
of being free ..if ya live that long
in chains as yelloWed gOld of Uncle Sam..;)
“You govern a kingdom by normal rules;
You fight a war by exceptional moves;
But you win the world by letting alone,
How do I know that this is so?
By what is within me!
The more taboo and inhibitions there are in the world,
The poorer the people become.
The sharper the weapons the people posses,
The greater confusion reigns in the realm.
The more clever and crafty the men,
The oftener strange things happen.
The more articulate the laws and ordinances,
The more robbers and thieves arise.”
~~ Tao Teh Ching, #57 ~~
Hmm.. now that Ching
Tao dude or dudette
or whomever sAid
all of this.. noW
has obviously
explored the
Deep within..
yeah.. be careful
of niches inside.. just
itching to get out and play..
and just got me to thinking.. the
Jesus dude who was against all
the old rules of the day according
to whomever wrote that.. got changed
into follow my rule as believe in me or
Go to FucKinG
now.. out..
from chains
of ignorance
is what i say..2..
to the otHeR noW..
FucKinG FReED siDe..;)
Cynics are made, not born.
~~ Max ~~
Dust has no hope.. until….
“I’m not into isms and asms.There isn’t a Catholic moon and a Baptist sun. I know the universal God is universal…. I feel that the same God-force that is the mother and father of the pope is also the mother and father of the loneliest wino on the planet.” — Dick Gregory
God iS Star dUst plus…
and end
story of US..
STiLL noW..’tween..:)
“The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.” — Gloria Steinem
Don’t forget..
about before first
and after last now..
and all the
more ‘tween
of that
goeS oN
we change..
for the better or worse.. and sAme..
Adaptation or not.. change moves on for leARn
“Walking in a forest between two hedges of ferns transfigured by autumn – that is a triumph. What are ovations and applause beside it?” — E.M. Cioran
Next to
Bottom Line..
Life IS A miracle
of sorts as even science shows now..:)
“You cling to your own ways and leave mine to me.”
~~ Petrarch ~~
Like.. i told my FriEnd
Glenn.. let ‘them’
own SoUp..
meanwhile.. i’ve
got some
plans now..
to try out..
to renew me too..
with a lot of Wild Hair
iN mY soUp FReED..:)
Other than that have a
nice respite from the online
world.. my FriEnd.. mY fingers
are still running.. straight to Nature
in spiraLinG
ways tHeiR
aS Golden
SpiRAl FeeLs.. SeNses..
more than kNow oF Words..:)
Back to the Future
of After Dance oF Fred..
hehe.. with the past and
the beginning of the
the dance of
me first.. and back
in the mid to late
70’s of course
that was
the Disco
Craze put into
the height of that era
With John Travolta and
Saturday Night Fever where
dance came into vogue of the
in thing to do.. even to the point
that River-Side Disco came to
the little River town
of Milton.. Florida..
just in time
of the day of
first Cuban Girl
Friend Sonia in ’78 with
the rest of her Cuban and
Irish mixed brothers.. one of
which by name of Ron and she
the Sonia.. were great latin-like
couples dancers.. where i as noted
before was just a stiff who was inspired
to move.. somewhat robotic and repetitive-
like instead of floWing and spiraLing Galaxy
and Nautilus style noW as back
then for a male to raise
his arms above his
head.. let’s
just say..
was still
not the in thing
to do in Riverside
Disco Town.. Milton
Florida.. but ah.. the black
lights and the electronic music..
so inspiring as trance of human
higher freer levels of consciousness
when all worries melted Away.. and yA
juST danced the night awaY.. getting higher
and hiGher.. even without any alcohol or drugs
although of course plenty of folks were abusing
that then too.. as for some folks.. there is never
enough for the more of now to be
satisfied at all..
A Gregorian chant
is a way to trance.. but
mix in some electronic music
like this and some sexy related
moves all jiggly and free
like the video nicely
illustrated in
what looks
like a very
very dark
thin sheened
dance evening
slip.. of the whatever..
you stARt to get the
drift of where the
entire sensual
experience of
dance first hand
and feet and the rest
of Ya can take ya higher
and higher in iSREAL hUman
orbit.. and like the original ‘FiLI’
of my ancestor seers as poets from
Gaelic early origin Irish Tradition then…
the FiLi Poet.. put on a pedestal much
higher than the bard.. was no less than
a bible prophet from the parable books of Abrahamic
religions too.. yah.. Poetry/Dance like this is sacred..noW
don’t yA kNow and FeeL iT.. when iT Flows with zero effort
like the Waves carry the Ocean to the shores back and
forth as juSt a free pARt of Nature.. well.. sure.. the
Ocean iS iN the moves of those women in the
video.. and if you see it other than
holy and sacred.. you
aren’t seeing and
FEELING the whoLe
piCture of God iN
wE when set FReED..
the holiest experience
that’s ever been noted
in history in the sacred
trance dance of seers and
prophets alike when truly free
to core of what it means to be
A Child of God with no limits or
expectations of clothed cultures of
later than the Sacred and Holy Fili’s
of Ireland.. that are carried on in my Irish
EYes.. and American Indian hands sTiLL noW Now..
aS Feet oF feAT dAnce noW FReED.. Wild and UntAMed..
And oh my Goodness.. one of the Dance Girls up in the
Video reminds me very much of ‘one’ of my Seville Dance
Friends.. but nah.. i ain’t saying which one or more she is..
anyWay.. back in the 70’s.. male chest hair was all the rAge
and that was one place.. i was gifted then.. if not the dance.. heHe..;)
How fortunate am i.. to live somewhere close
enough to Nature.. to walk out.. either my
back door or front door and escape
to God’s Hands/eYes/Feet without
much reminder of the every
day stresses of culture..
other than cars whizzing
by on busier roads..
where truly.. the
Beach as trees
and me too.. one with
Nature.. one with God..
sAMe dAM thing for those who
think that God only lives in Temples
and books of religions.. sure.. and wE commune
ecstaticAlly with Nature and God sAMe when We
Free dance naked aWaY from cultural clothes and more
on that in a few.. but i can still remember a Philosophy
class at age 18 that opened my mind/body to the similarities
of all religions and other ways of belief that bRinG
a oneness of bEinG wiTh each otHeR..
including other animals and
all of Nature sAMe
for this great
gift of
Star DuSt Life
thaT is miracle beyond
dUst beLief.. why shouldn’t
we dance scantily clothed or not
clothed at all from the ways of culture
that repress and oppress our human
natures from head to toe as gifted by
God and Nature sAMe.. well.. it’s
simple.. ’cause there are those
among us who would
subjugate us and
use the beauty
of our sensuality
and sexuality to make
money off it instead of free..
to control reproductive freedoms
for weaker men who don’t want to
have the responsibility to attract a
mate by increasing their God given
talents to do just that.. in ways of
dance innate.. and being
strong enough
to provide
for a future family..
but nah.. tools become rules..
and truly real fools are those who
repress and oppress human nature
by limiting our ability to dance and sing
free with God in all the ways that comes
free for all.. who free themselves from
the chains in books.. and beliefs
that say anything
N liNe..:)
Ha! the only thing stopping illuminati conspiracy theorists
from saying i am Lucifer come to flesh
is the fact that i ain’t famous..
from doing a red-tinted
dance here at
age 56 with
my dance
Angels last
year.. eTc.. also known
noW as Charlie’s Angels..
Cortney.. Maggie.. and
Chelsea.. left to right.. and this
gives me an opportunity of course
to honoUr them.. as they didn’t happen
to make it.. to my 6000 mile dance milestone
celebration at Good Old Seville Quarter on Thursday
Night.. but never the less they have been steady and
very supportive dance muse partners for over 2 years now
and i appreciate them very much.. as they are what you might
term as intellectual dance partners too.. and in someways a
nerd like me.. but ha!.. they hide it well like i do too..
on the freer dance floors of life.. all free
and open in dancing by heArt
of concrete
before man
made rules..
nah.. no rules for
Dance and Song for me..
not even playing the piano.. as
i remember when my friend by the
book of piano.. Pearlas… another nice
Pacific Islander friend from school.. asked
me how i did a riff on the Song.. Take the Long
Way home.. by Super Tramp.. i told her.. and it’s
no different than dance or poetry.. or how
i improvise the SonGs in Catholic
Church with Choirs of
Angels deep
down.. i feeL iT..
in ways of heARt.. Spirit
and soUl iN miNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG wayS.. and as Nike
says per the Goddess of human
archetypal Victory.. i juST F iN Do it..
and the art comes next.. juSt the way iT is for FReED..
for me..
and sure when
i write poetry
i am not
in planning way..
i aM SinGinG from deep
down and tHeRe IS A constant
melody i hEar of God of nature iN mY eAR’s HeARt..
anyWay.. the earliest renditions of hell were most
always photos of humans huddled together naked
with the obvious meaning that being naked is
evil.. and even in modern
ignorant cultures
in trance
to go deeper
in oneness with God
to exercise our higher human
potentials that sure are sensual
and even sexual in nature.. is considered
evil.. and when someone like Beyonce reaches
deep down.. and finds that masculine strength and
will inside with the serpent eYe of going higher in survival..
it is no demon.. it is just her human potential in genetic
memory of epigenetics unlocked as human
nature.. and expressed in new
neuroplastic ways
from head
to toe
of human
potential more..
And i saw it recently
with Lady Gaga continually
as she sets herself free in her
dance of her latest song named
Perfect Illusion.. the illusion is we
are not free.. when yes.. we CAN AND
AND sure.. wHeRe would A After Dance oF Fred Be..
without the Disco Electronic Trance Roots Music oF
Donna Summer and i Feel Love..
well.. the trUth and liGht iS..
when one releases
all their inhibitions
in the trance of ecstatic
DancE thaT can certainly be
enhanced through electronic trance
dance music.. one does rise higher and
higher with the higher potential of God within
wE through raising our mindful awareness NoW of
FeeLinG/SeNSinG.. the Unconditional Love from God of NatUre
Fearless Free gifted to uS.. juST waiting within to
be SpARked hiGher and Higher like this through
ecstatic dance like our so-called primitive
ancestors and some still do..
without F iN
restraints that would
hold folks back in books
and men and other’s lies to
repress and oppress our God
Given human potential to basically
make us slaves.. from old so-called
Fundamentalist Christian rules that said
dance and rock and roll both.. were the brew of
the devil.. to many Muslim countries that truly sTiLL
believe that raising mindful awareness through ecstatic
trance dance is the work of the so-called fucking devil..
Go(O)d news for you.. the only dEvil is fear and all
stuff related to hate.. that oppresses and
represses human nature…
but sure.. ‘you’ kNow
not what you
do as you
with lies that
take human freedoms
as gifted by God free away..
iF it exists free on the NAKED BeacHes of
life it is God given.. if not.. more than
likely it is fear and hate given.. by those who
would still slave human nature for selfish and tribal benefits..
that sadly are a real dARk paRt of human nature too.. wHeRE soMe
of uS have the abiLiTy to do better than that.. with hUmaN liGht PoTenTiaL..
freeR As
Happy Children of God
thaT way.. in Fearless smARt Love..:)
Every Girl Loves a Sharp ‘Dressed’ Dancer..
A satire here on a 54 year old dude.. hehe..
me.. two years ago.. continuing a free lance online
stripping career in all legal
restricted Google
liNk way
all for free
of course.. as
ha!.. who would
pay for thaT anyWay
moreover hehE.. but anYway
an endeavor to lose past inhibitions/fears..
and set myself free f(r)orm a very repressing
and oppressing red state patriarchal place now/then
i was raised in aS oNe could be metaphored as
a New Jerusalem as Milton in a Freer
U.S. of A as New iSREAL too..
wHeRE hUmans wHo
have enough
gRit and
can set themselves
free too.. hmm.. how
to.. how to.. well.. as science
shows adventure therapy or going
places that you would have been terrified
from doing and going before.. is now a
validated way to treat PTSD.. as sure
i’ve experienced that before
along with panic attacks
too.. and what would
you do to not
go back
to that
place again..
let’s just say
getting naked ain’t
nearly as hard as getting
PTSD and Panic AttackS.. in faCt
let’s juST say it is the anti-hell
of that iN FeeLinG iT is more like
SenSinG pro-Heaven now.. as it don’t matter
what you look like when you do it.. what counts
is how you FeeL/SenSe when you set yourself free and note
to self.. this Donna Summer Music IS A very/very good trance
SonG to inspire words along with Dance too.. hehe.. as they
continue to flow hEar uninterrupted as free.. anyWay2.. as Aleister
Crowley once said.. sex is magick and it brings to fruition higher
potential of intentionally changing your future to TruE wiLLful ways of
being and concrete empirical results.. well.. the trUth and liGht
now is.. even science shows that lust IS A major source of
all human creativity and productivity and as
in all stuff life now.. i use it
instead of loSing it..
i don’t give a FucK
how it looks or what
people think about.. it.. sHows..
bottom line is.. luSt increases
human creativity and productivity
as 3.3 million plus words in 3 years and abouT
100K photos.. do.. including.. over a thousand
sMiLinG beautiful women from Seville including
the Goddess Isis.. Katrina.. the you know.. real incarnated
one as human Imagination of self-fulfilling prophecies go and
continue to grow in our modern age oR either.. in Isis head
hunting aS devil ways2.. or beauty of women smiling
ear to ear.. in red tinted photos too..
okay.. fuck you head hunters..
life is beautiful..
okay.. from head
to toe
to tip
of penis
and clitoris
too.. and if you can’t
see that all those parts
are sacred and holy as God
and a Grain of Sand you are
blind my friend(S) in veils of iGnorance..
and some of us are lifting those veils
of ignorance continuAlly now as we noW
DO iN original Def of Apocalypse noW iN
aRt as we
DancE and
as naked
as the modern
age human archetype
of Angel Miley Cyrus
and her FucKinG WreckInG
bAlls against F iN C Trump
WAlls of hate.. haha.. ain’t
it ironic.. trump’s grand daddy’s
name was Frederick Christ Trump
and his Mama’s first two names were
Elizabeth Christ.. oh.. little old me..
born on 06660.. but illuminati conspiracy
theorists.. i am free free from your lies as
i am
a thief
in the night..
har har.. haha.. he HE..
keep hanging with ‘famous
folk’s oKAy.. see wHeRe thAT
takes you..
“I asked God for strength, that I might achieve;
I was made weak, that I may learn humbly to obey.”
First of all.. i find that
God iSREAL in all of
Nature and the filter
oF eYe is within as
hmm.. then..
i asked myself
for strength.. sure..
God within.. and lost
iT.. and lEarned new ways
aS the Nature oF God within
to humbly obey.. to get stronger noW
every day after that.. after encountering
the weakest pArts of liFE oF aLL when all was lost
as life..
bottom line
it works as empirically
measured.. i AM now stronger
at age 56.. by measures as much
as twice.. before.. any day of before age 54..
in fAct.. some folks who kNew me bEforE.. swear up and down i’VE even
grown taller.. sure.. standing uP straight for yoUrself iS Standing TaLLer..
and sure.. perhaps i have lEarned to shape shift somewhat too..
as science proves this is a real thingy too.. as even my
Father.. the law enforcement officer in TaLLahassee
Florida.. witnessed Ted Bundy making himself
shorter and taller and transforming his
facial expressions into someone
else in a heart beat or so..
as practice makes
as change
as practice comes
for those.. who do more..
dArk and liGht as Karma goes..
and actors in Hollywood are quite
successful in mastering tHeiR appearance like this too..;)
“I asked God for health, that I may do greater things;
I was given infirmity, that I might do better things.”
Sure.. i would be kinda crazy not to insist within
that i not be healthy.. yET.. i am hUman..
and without obeying mY hUman
Nature.. i fall.. i fall..
i totally
failed then..
to understand
and respect and
obey those limits
for doing much greater
things as BaLanCinG Force of
within.. inside.. outside.. above
so below.. and all around.. now..
Like.. totAlly eliminating negative stress and
illusory fears in life.. and becoming fearless..
and controlling every single thought in my head
liGht aS weLL..
unless i’M doing
poEtry satire as an
Art of relative free WiLL
As my own GD actor..
producer.. and
of mY
pLay too..:)
“I asked for riches, that I may be happy;
I was given poverty, that I might be wise.”
Fuck Money all together.. i asked for a rich
soul.. and once again.. by not lEArning
my Nature and obeying the
limits as imposed
by God and
Nature sAMe…
i fell with poverty of
Spirit.. and got the
riches.. without even asking..
of course.. not spending money.. helped..;)
“I asked for power, that I might have the praise of men;
I was given weakness, that I might feel the need of God.”
i asked for the Power of Love.. was born
that way.. and God as Nature in me
took it away.. once.. again..
’cause i was too ignorant
to understand Nature
and God sAMe within..
obey those Laws
of Nature
understand.. i need
that Nature AKA God BaLanCinG
within.. to do almost anything iN life At ALL..
as sure.. once again.. i failed before.. in fall…:)
“I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life,
I was given life, that I might enjoy all things.”
Life IS A Gift..
bottom line..
everything else
is icing.. if ya kNow
how to lick it good..
instead of getting whipped bad..
as a matter of perceiving life.. of course2..:)
“I got nothing I asked for but everything I hoped for.
I am, among all men, most richly blessed.”
Most everyone i meet in real life.. can’t believe
i’m on an all natural high from Nature
aka God.. allone.. within.. eTc..
but sure..
they have
no idea
how much
i practice and
obey all innate..
instinctual.. and intuitive
ways of getting the most
BleSsinGs.. bY juST figuring
i aM within
iS noW
As the
God within
as Nature i AM
iS noW as far
as other folks see..
wanTinG soMe of what
i AM
oN noW..
@leASt for mE..:)
And ha! regarding religion..
we got some hyper-scare-bowl..
from the Monsignor.. at Church.. suggesting
that Pew research reports that 50 Percent less
of Americans no longer believe in religion.. as
hyperbole goes.. but sure.. info.. bowl.. is driving
many folks into other areas of practicing emotions
of holy and sacred.. to create their reaLiTy as a Happy
one with EmoTioNs and SeNses iSREaL.. nah.. not everyone
is doing the Fundamentalist thingie any more.. in hell fire pews..
with illusory promises and fears.. the percentage noW of Atheists
in America is relatively the same at 3 percent.. since 2007 where
it was like 2 percent then.. oh no.. a 50 percent increase.. but sure
there is still the other 97%.. Believing.. Having Faith.. and Hoping are
simply human emotions and senses iSREAL.. whatever they get
attached to.. as far as metaphors.. as symbols.. vehicling and
vesselling.. houSing what works.. thAt will continue to change
noW as long as culture changes.. However.. hUman
NatUre still works the way it has at core..
before all this written language
and book/culture stuff became
the stuff of tools
that are
of our Nature..
iSREaL too.. bottom
liNe.. EmoTioNs and SeNses
are iSREaL.. and insurance pays
for hypnotherapy.. so sure.. the power
of suggestion.. for at least 33 Percent
of the population works.. and to control/utilize
that power within.. preSents amazing human potential..;)
And as the ‘Great Philospher’ Sting
and Police StiLL SinG..
when the world
is running
yA maKe
the best of what
is left that’s STiLL..
aRound.. and oh yeah..
tHeRe muST bE an iNvisible
SuN too.. i ain’t scared.. and
in fAct i’M thrilLed to bE aLiVE..
as i can’t ask for anything more.. mY
FriEnd than Heaven now.. Space is full
of shit happens.. i’M gonna enjoy this wave
iT ends
but unTiL
then.. worry
ain’t gonna do mE
a bit of Good2.. other
than keep my miNd off of liFe
and i refuse to ever do that again..
’cause.. i’M lucky enough now to master
the hardest
of liFE
i’Ve ever
found and
thAT is ME mY
fRiEnd.. and i AM
the only one inside
who could have possibly
achieved that.. everything else
i lick good as icing on the cAke..
i can and WiLL..
iN fAct.. thE LiGht iS
so BriGht.. i gotta wear sHades..
but nah.. tHey ain’t cheap..
about ‘666’ dollars.. they
come expensive
so F iN
as Practice..:)
Hmm.. i was just talking about
shape shifting in my last Micro-Verse
of Macro-Verse.. After Dance oF Fred..
and if the En Name Test thingie is any
indication of my success at this.. it’s representation
of me as not only A Creator in curious.. creating…
great at expressing myself.. and being
born in order to create something
new in this world.. as
my role in life.. hmm..
Ms. VanLanding
ham ‘here’.. the
very nice ballet
Student and Dancer
From Old Seville Quarter
that the En Name Test thingie
is suggesting who i am out of
the recent profile pic..
is certainly
of evidence
of creating me aNew heheR..
Well.. MoVinG along with
my last dance Shirt of this
706th MacroVerse of
Longest Long
form Ocean
i mUst say
that moving from
BAtman VanGogh
to SupERman VanGogh
in starry starry niGht way..
is reflective of mY HuMan Nature
as even literature study shows.. the
iConic Superman.. and other Bi-Polar
Nature way of Being Kent Nerd vs..
all star every jack of trades.. comes from
the original story of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde..
although Mr. Hyde is certainly a Bad Cop Superman
and or Batman as that can move to Super Villain
too.. as we kinda see in the last
Superman Movie too..
modeled after the
Jesus story too..
and yes..
as they
Vincent likely
was Bi-Polar too..
and most anyone Super
Creative is on some kind of
hypo-maniac stay.. like i’ve been
most of my life.. anyway.. other than
the dark.. dark.. nights of the soUL and
a few stellar and very painful extreme manic highs..
yeah.. i’ve moved past three years of clinical hypomania..
but i did almost two decades of that before.. without much of
a hitch.. until stress killed the balance that i finely maintained
then as i do the same now.. i work at the hiGh BaLanCinG oF liFe
in a Hypomanic Heaven oF liFE like a Frigging Olympic mental
and body BaLanCinG Athlete.. and it’s not anything new..
i’ve been doing this all my life.. with success stellar
as such and misery fail in the opposite
of dArk niGhtS of the soUL
too.. and i must
admit my
first major
’bout of
dARk SoUL..
i shed tears for
Vincent Van Gogh
and many oThers as it’s
impossible to understand
what it’s like unless you go somewhere
dARk like that as oil tarred bird away from
star of morn.. as rebirth.. yourself.. but as the
phoenix rises.. the ashes and charred feathers
fall away.. and yA rise again.. and once again..
juST another opportunity to use the Katy
Perry SonG by sAme nAMe as RisE
noW too.. sure.. the artists
have always been
the saviors of
the world
in all
the ways
change comes..
as change sTarts
at the heARt and tHeRe
is neither start or heart
as aLL is left
is ST
yeah.. Politics
and Patriarchy..
and in some ways
that is both art and science too..
as alWays a BaLAnCinG ForCe of WE
is required
to geT iT Super(wo)-
man aLL ToGeThEr onE
iN YiN and YanG wAyS
and Atman too..aS B..2..
So.. now.. the Name Test Thingy on Facebook determines
i am an Avalanche when angry.. and i was curious
if this had changed since the last result of
Tornado.. and sure enough..
when i feel just ’cause
iS prevalent.. a ‘revalent’
Revelatory Avalanche of Free Verse Poetry
comes in the nick of now.. to the rescue.. hehe..
along with some word play of wit too.. as
hey.. people are too FucKinG serious
these days for my tastes…
too stuck on rules..
and order..
to escape
their illusory fears
and even promises.. now
from the system.. aka the
Matrix and or culture these dAys sTiLL..
first step to anything positive in life is to lose
fear beyond the paradigm of the matrix beFore..
How to.. trUly depends on how much courAge you
can muSter.. for me.. i was lucky.. i went to hell first..
and have
of why it’s worth it
at almost any cost
to lose fear.. as fear
kills liGht.. although yes..
Fear can be a dArk ark to liGht2..
LiGht iS Hope.. Love.. and Joy..
and the inner drive to Move..
Connect.. and Create..
dARk.. is Fear.. Hate..
and Despair.. and
the Inertia..
of sitting
still.. separation..
and overall stagnation
of what human potential
can be.. when all stuff related
to fear is released.. and changed
to all stuff related to Hope.. Love and
Joy.. in MoVinG ConNecTinG and Creating
as pArt of the Canvas of God as Nature.. that
is the greATEst hiGher Paint Power of BruSh LiGht as wE..:)
Hmm.. so apparently.. the EN name test thingie has seen
the symbol of the Goddess of Victory.. yes.. that
is what the word Nike means.. as the Swish
on my shoes and socks.. and
brings definitive news..
that my pen name
per first pARt
oF Katie..
as Celtic
Name means
Kaiona as form
iN essence as Bringer
of Victory.. moving on to
say.. ‘You are blessed by
destiny. You Bring happiness
and joy wherever you go’.. hmm..
now this takes work.. practice.. and it also takes
courage and resilience to overcome the naysayers
in life.. who are not used to folks who challenge the
paradigms of life.. yes.. what is also known and
sadly fELt as the system.. the matrix.. yes..
culture in all its complexity.. including
religion.. that seeks order in
insanely large populations..
of humans packed
together like
in cans..
wHeRe Nature says..
and yes scientific studies
say.. 150 to 200 sets of eYes
are about all we are evolved to
be comfortable with all naked and
such dancing free around the moonlit
campfire homogenous and FReED.. shaRing
and giving with no greed and jealously where
even semen is considered holy and each potential
father who contributes to A Holy womb of birth
is honored in the act as the next potential
dad steps up to bat.. for the
work of the night..
or broad daylight
as a group as the
science and history of
human sexuality does iSREAL
document still and report..
both in modern primitives and
the archaeology of that.. in artifacts
of art.. where all of human life and
nature is worshipped as holy
and sacred.. as.. see.. in this
free context.. the
video i shared earlier..
of what a free dance of so-called
primitives would be.. yes.. the ‘Let’s
ALL Chant’ Video.. tHeRe is no brazilian
wax.. tHeRe all is fuzzy warm and free
love for the worship of human life..
and nature all surrounding that..
and while 12 thousand years or so noW..
of agriculture might seem a long long
time of patriarchal rule of storing grains
and jealousy and greed.. and owning other
human beings.. and even purchasing wives
for non-consensual dowry sex on the first night
as that is the reality of rape in many cases where
sure the male may like it fine.. but the woman not so okay
with first night rape.. and sure some folks follow along with
that tradition that is truly totally opposite from our God given
evolving nature still that says variety is the spice of life
and not FucKinG ownership of free.. but sure.. where
there is fear imposed through either illusory
fears or promises.. there is an environment
of order and laws to enforce strict
limitations.. and expectations
of life.. that are ironically
used to make folks
more comfortable with
the insane illusory fears that
are propagated and empty promises too..
to endure the abuse away from human freedoms
in this lifetime.. sure.. like a promise of something
after death.. when death becomes the goal over life..
’cause life sucks so bad.. as propagated by the
lies of culture and religion same.. as the
matrix says.. to get unplugged one must
want to get unplugged as Lord knows..
most everything about culture
and religion wants you to
be cooked up and hooked
on their books of laws
away from basic
now for..
Life.. Liberty and
yes.. NoW.. for the pursuit
of happiness.. for some folks that
only means doing what other folks tale
them… To escape the same propagated illusory
fears and promises.. For others.. it means stepping
outside of the cultural/religious boXes.. and sometimes
that means dancing naked ALL and chanting.. and in
the case of YouTube.. the artist who was
censored last century for doing this
on TV.. can get away with
showing you what it
would be like to
dance naked
blurred lines
of lingerie.. that
show.. the human body
is just a natural work of sensual
art.. and when you get toGeTheR like
that.. even if only through mirror neurons
as a naked virtual rave and go and come.. noW..
there’s no doubt.. as you dance free in public
in all the cooperative mall stores that allow this…
if you glance down at Victoria’s secret that is
practically the same dam thing.. on the big
displays outside the store for everyone
of every age to see and feel free..
creativity and productivity comes
to the point that folks wonder
how the hell you can dance
that free and fast at
your size if
your aren’t
on FucKinG
Crack.. well no..
i wasn’t on crack..
i had Victoria’s Secret
playing and showing on
my FucKinG smARt phone.. haha!..
while i continued to break the paradigm
of why so serious folks.. forget about buying
shit to crowd up your garage and closets some
more.. just do like Sia does.. and do some FucKinG
cheap thrills that don’t even cost a dollar.. if you’ve
already budgeted in for your broadband access
and 25 dollar or whatever a month fee for
the newest fastest version of iPhone7
and Samsung7 to play Victoria’s
Secret that is like wide
out in the open..
at least
in the land
of the free and
the brave.. who
kNow/FeeL.. how to FuckInG
unplug and play free from
the paradigms of illusory fears
and promises as orchestrated from
the patriarchy of storing grain.. greed..
jealousy and all stuff related to fear..
hate and despair.. of why so
Trump and Hillary
serious in all stuff
culture and religion now..
Challenging the paradigm is not
easy.. but when you are Grounded with
Hope.. Love and Joy within as God lives in
hiGhest human power within.. it’s kinda easy to
both giggle inside and feel sorry for the naysayers
of why so serious still.. Life IS A Beach.. sugar white
sands.. swaying sea oats in breeze.. and waves that
never end/begin noW in ocean whole altogether as beauty
now that knows and feels no limits.. and
quite Frankly that beauty.. and joy and
fearless love in human terms of
God within.. is totally naked
of cultural limits and
expectations that
say worry.. worry..
and now is not the best
now ever for life.. liberty
and the pursuit of happiness.. WeLL..
IT IS for those who find the Victory
in jusT doing it now.. for those who
stay plugged in.. Karma IS A rule of
liFe.. Action.. Consequence.. dArk or
liGht.. negative or positive.. i choose
A naked liGht oF positive SonG noW and
DancE of liFE Now.. and sure.. i share it..
as i am not hEar to make a dollar bill off a
store of greedy and jealous gRains of wheat gOne sOld..:)
Well anyWay.. the Good news
is PANdora has E-Scaped..
dONe been FOUND..
both her and
his.. etc..
out oF
the Genie’s
out.. Freedom
is here.. tHeRe’s
no turning back as the
greaTest human technology
of all is human set FReED…:)
Second bottom Neo
line.. thE Choice
and Will to get
unplugged as Always
iS only YoUrs and who
you serve.. the FREE oF God/Nature
within NoW.. or the rule of jealous..
greedy.. storing dollar bill human beings..
for me at least.. the answer is simple.. naked culture..
SonG and DancE Freed.. A Chant ALIVE NOW as bEACH..:)
And to be clear i support all local.. state and
federal laws.. that protect the still
vanishing species of human
that wants to stay
in the matrix/etc..
these local.. state
and federal laws.. ensure
the free of wE who live God
within free as naturally evolved
sTiLL.. do not scare the beejeezus
out of folks who live in fear.. hate..
and despair.. as hell is not an easy
place to live.. i know and feel..
as i’ve been tHeRe too..
wHeRe the
Neo of
me now..
would scare
the FucK iN
Fear of the
Dr. Jekyll
Clark Kent..
the nerd version
of Bruce Wayne.. the
cultural memes and human
archetype for lily white
domesticated human dogs..
are legion for what it
to lose
of the wild..
Wolf i am Free..
nice wolf.. Good
Cop Mr. Hyde..
and Jesus
as metaphor
but never
the less
Good NoW
Cop Human Wolf..
and sure an
of Words
aS noW..
my only
SWord of Teeth..
and sure.. Dance
without a dollar
bill or even penny
earned for FREE GOD WITHIN
Set my people free…
Facebook Friend Rafiah.. shares a status that says..
as reported by Mohammad Abdus Salam.. a
famous Pakistani Theoretical Physicist
that the Quran has many verses
supporting scientific
inquiry and
the expansion
of knowledge associated with Nature..
So i ask..
Just out of curiosity.. do you believe in the theory of Evolution..
i watched a video from one of the most popular.. apologists
for Islam.. Dr Zakir Naik… who attempts to say it isn’t fact..
so in other words.. is this really true.. does Islam evolve
with scientific discoveries or stay stagnant…
and of course there are still now in the U.S..
a substantial number of Fundamentalist
Christians who deny it.. but thankfully..
at least the Pope of the Catholic
Church has evolved on this
and come into the
modern age..
but of course
he was a Chemistry Major.. smiles..
Education is the key to ending conflicts
misery.. suffering.. and useless killing..
Anyway.. i watched Dr. Zakir.. yell angrily
at a Medical Student who questioned his
authority and eventually the medical student
was censored from speaking further.. in debates
over here.. Dr. Zakir would have immediately
been disqualified for just being a bully…
it disgusts me.. i must say..:)
And now i go on to say..
the fact that we share
a majority of our DNA
with a common ancestor
Rodent from 75 million years
ago.. the mouse today.. and
of course almost entirely all of it
with Bonobos and Chimps too..
and we are born with vestigial gills
in fetus form within the mother’s womb
is evidence enough that we all came together
in a mix of Star dust soup.. and some of us even
continue to evolve epigenetically in one lifetime or
become functionally disabled by not using our human
potential and unlocking our DNA potential through environmental
challenge… adaptation.. and change.. finAlly the Pope says that
the God of Nature doesn’t have to do magic tricks.. to test
us on our human potential.. it comes naturally
or does not come at all.. but sadly
he still stands by the side of
folks who would take
away a right
for marriage
still stuck
on the hypocritical
rules in paraphrasing a
Leviticus of a 3500 year
old middle east oral tradition
and scribe copied and mistaken
book.. as history shows now true and
liGht too.. with just frigging common sense..
who would call Jesus a God.. instead of just a
humble teacher.. ’cause someone said it was so
in the beginning of the fourth century after 40 years
of round table oral illiterate Aramaic language of beliefs
and myths for educated Greeks to determine which sects
that came and come to be in the 1st Century so-called now..
after death of Jesus then.. true or false.. of what was named
something similar to Christianity too..
and sure.. people use their
creative minds in
caves to
up with whatever
human archetypes
and symbols deep down
for that.. along with plagiarism
and paraphrasing of what already
has been said and written down every
which way and loose too.. including raping
and pillaging spoils of wars.. including wives
of soldiers yA killed by the sword and chopping
off heads too.. hmm.. yeah.. education
is important.. as ignorance..
the veils of ignorance
still reign the world
closed in
and needless
killings supported
by ancient myths
and beliefs that have
no natural credence any
more as science shows..
not expecting s single word
from Rafiah back on this.. as nah..
i am not a person to get in a debate noW on
this.. obviously with.. but anyway.. it’s something
in Rafiah’s education that she has been enlightened
and changed with.. and sure other stuff is harder to let go
of.. as she lives there in that culture and i do not.. as Lord
knows and feels in me.. some of the most ignorant stuff
propagated in my culture has darkened my life too..
namely the ignorance of the Catholic Religion
i was raised in.. it’s a long way to go..
and Islam religions are still
stuck in the place
of women
who have
voice in the
culture now.. no different
than women before in the U.S.
too.. but as sociology suggests.. in
those Muslim countries the minorities
that sadly still include half of the population
of women.. too.. will gain the same basic human
rights in the U.S.. as women and other minorities like homosexuals
have.. in underprivileged countries ‘over there’.. by 2050.. but surely
the fact of science now.. that all is connected and interrelated
and we are made of star dust.. from the Cosmos whole no
different than a Grain of Sand.. is just ’cause to dance
naked from the veils of ignorance coming into
the original DEF of Apocalypse in
Greek terms that
means lifting
those veils
of ignorance
true.. and perhaps
then.. Muslim women who
want too.. will be able to dance
naked and free in sands with sun
and God free.. or if they want to..
they can stay covered up still.. and
even stagnate and go functionally disabled
from their fuller human potential too.. but
as the Matrix reloaded scene says too..
and do the
Wild thing Free..
for who wants to unplug..
while the rest can do their
too.. free
or not.. in dance
or song or stagnate same..
as relative free will Sings
or does not sing and dance
of Free verse
uNiVerse added
as God verse too..:)
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Love iS
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of course too..
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