Hmm.. Dance Shirt says with Dancing Bar Parking lot Girls.. “I’M MUCH MORE INTERESTING ON THE INTERNET”.. guess it depends.. and Katrina couldn’t make a decision on it.. hmm.. yeah.. guess it depends on what one even thinks iS interesting.. today.. and haha! looks like the girls are posing with a flesh and blood statue in the paRk under moonlit niGht so FReED.. And hehe.. i tOld them and their African American friends standing behind them that i would eventually make them noteworthy in the LonGesT Form Poem ‘eva that WiLL be pArt of this too.. sTArTinG the 676th unnamed Macro Verse as of Now WRiTe On course oF Course..;)
SMiLes.. LiFe is fascinating ThaT’s for sure.. and Love the quotes above that i WiLL paraphrase again.. from penniewoodfall on the paths and overall journey oF liFE and yes i agree.. intellect only in terms of mechanical cognition from head up dead below.. inside.. outside.. and above.. overall all around as EmoTioNs Flow through the body from head to toe and all around that in mirror neuron and other yet to be assessed FLoWs or not in or out oF ZonE.. yes.. almost impossible to describe when more fully employed without poetic words of more than science as intellectualism alone.. the balance as in all stuff use or lose is required to get a larger job dONe of potential intelligences less used or not used at all.. as is the case in Emotional and Physical intelligence joining mind and body in regulation of Emotions and Integration of Senses through Moving.. Connecting and Creating more whole as human being.. and true the Chi iS hard to put in words but what it does.. when emoTioNs are more fully realized and balanced along with sensory integration is dissolve tension.. increase positive feeling and sensing memories of all peptide receptors of almost infinite connections between neurons and each cell of connection all around us within and in how we connect through others through EmoTioNs and Senses.. all four hundred and twelve+.. assessed and many more than five.. respectively.. again.. as science shows EmoTioNs drive reaSon.. without them.. as science shows too.. picking out socks is too much to strain the logic of decision making real.. And to rarely water the garden of EmoTioNs and only live in head of intellectual mechanical cognition reasoning withers away the pipe oF Emotional Intelligence or don’t start it at all for reasons such as abuse or neglect in childhood and folks have great difficulty in cognitive executive functioning through life in terms of focus and short term working memory.. interestingly.. A hallmark of autism.. and even more interesting.. is according to informal polls on the largest free for all website for Autistic leaning folks.. the Wrong Planet.. out of thousands of informal poll assessments.. personality tests said 95% Introverted over Extroverted with biggest numbers in INTJ ways of being in Thinking and Judging the world in mechanical cognition mind over Feeling and Perceiving it now.. and of course most could not find their F iN way out of a paper bag per the stereotype of book worms.. and yes as science shows now too.. there is a great reason for this that IS A lack of physical and emotional intelligence.. the most important intelligences over standard IQ that does not even measure them for overall social animal survival in the wild kingdom.. problem is we no longer live in the wild kingdom.. we live in the concrete jungle.. mostly.. of spoon fed instructions and plans to make us whatever cog in the machine others make for us.. in the soup of the city.. the town.. and more rarely now the small village where Norm of Cheers iS everyone knows and FEELS ‘YOUR’ NAME.. AND SuRE.. SENSES YOUR PRESENCE AS WELL IN FEELINGS TOO.. anyway.. 18 years of school now required to get us through the rest of liFE.. and when FREE.. good deal iN ways of using Intellect and reason to get us through but without physical and emotional intelligence.. the core of all Cognitive Executive Functioning and reason in mastery of emotions regulated and senses integrated.. chaos becomes the self.. and much slow burn is reaLITy dim iN stress.. misery.. and stuff like a third of United States Children now assessed as pre-diabetic.. at school age.. close to 50 percent of the population on some kind of pain medication in adult way.. and often for the vague somatic pains of headaches and stomach aches that are a result of chronic stress and tension.. in overall body pain.. as non regulated emotions and non-integrated senses express as pain in the human body as the body keeps score oF all human experience no different than the so called mind uptight in head case that is missing the friend of Emotional and physical intelligence.. anyway.. i do have good reaSon to bElieve as i have systemized the human heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl.. as art as well to make it a balance of science too.. that i can empirically measure in terms of output IN creativity.. and happiness too.. and even healing properties of a fairly older dude now at 56 who can make pain and stiffness disappear at will with just a few twirls of arms and memory of all my cells of pleasure.. my friend.. as the Chi as expressed in the science of Tai-Chi that i do not practice as i go by internal guidelines along with my abstract constructs to get my own job done.. as inner instruction with of course ‘a little help’ from my friends.. as i dismiss no opinion as retarded as it is the so-called retarded folks with IQ’s less than 70 in my liFe who helped me realize the most important of intelligences in Emotional and physical way that i was missing as i simply wasn’t using those intelligences and my friends with less than stellar IQ.. including the Athletes and drama queens in school and still play now.. were miles away from me in the other stellar intelligence in Emotional and Physical way that makes liFe balanced as whole AND FucKinG Worth Living iN SUPER EPIC WAY.. HEY HEY.. I BELIEVE ‘CAUSE WHAT I BELIEVE IN IS FucKinG real and empirically assessed as bottom line HAPPY.. ECSTATICaLLY HAPPY WITH ART IN SMART.. MY FRienD pennywoodfall and give yOUr daughter a SMiLe from me too.. ’cause in this world sHe WiLL dam sure need all the SMiLes that can and WiLL come to get heR through to the end WiTh the last Smile of the Love she gave that makes the whole FucKinG shooting match a beach instead of BitCH.. yeah.. my FriEnd.. LiFE’s a BEach once we find more oF iT and use iT instead oF LoSinG iT while heRe.. sure the heaven now metaphor IS ra EL as IS re ALL when one liVes tHeir more FULLY NOW JUST NOW.. BUT HA! try to explain that to someone who is owned by other words.. than a tree oF LiFE REAL.. as trust me tHeir is no maGiC greater than magic with a K.. and sure i lEarned thAt iN pArt from iN Form the then ‘Wickedest Man of the World2’ iN sexual intelligence too.. but the real deal too.. iN the science of lust and Love i N B A L A N C e N o W.. bottom line.. HUMAN NATURE FORCE UNLEASHED RELEASED AS REAL WiTH NATURE ALL AKA GOD.. iN wE.. wITh Thanks my friEnd for the after Thursday night dance inspiration in way of Word press N o T i F i C a T i oN..;)
Hahaha…;) I won’t charge you…grin And i say.. Hehe.. You already Did in terms Of InspiRinG ENergy.. As My hands Are reAlly Conductors Of Force In Pose As Such Too.. alWays Ready for the Next charge My dear Lady.. WitH Thanks AGaiN..;)
pennywoodfall sayS iN sumMary..
Your energy makes me *grin* bouncing/buzzing/reverberating molecules inside/ outside the cosmos…pinging/zapping/colliding across the universe! Thank You..;)
And finAlly i say..
For whole eras it was the dream of the commoner that the sage would come down from the mountain.. out of the cave/desert or from beneath the tree or off the Beach.. to share the answers to the problems of life in ways away from misery and suffeRinG noW.. WeLL.. it’s happened.. Pandoras Box oF HeaLinG iSREaL and iT can be found online through tons and tons of references and sources in Search of text and video/music/vocal Google and YouTube ways for practicAlly Free and wow what a human achievement as whole this iS.. for those oF uS who remember the dArK ages.. relatively speakinG.. of only card catalogs and censorship of the racier trUth and liGhts of liFE then.. anyway.. perfect opportunity in practice like no other era for folks from last to first to share all of what they kNow.. FeeL and SeNsE about what this thing namED LiFe iN Existential Intelligence iS from head to toe.. above.. so below.. inside.. outside and all around ALL’A NATURE NOW AS US TOO NOW.. SO.. ONCE again i say.. so sure this is juSt for fUn for mE.. as i’Ve found the answers i need IN PRACTICE AND CONTINUE TO PRACTICE A REAL HEAVEN NOW IN MOVING CONNECTING.. CREATING BLISS AND NIRVANA NOW.. in giving sharing ways of DancE and SonG.. both verbal and recorded relatively forever in human server terms oF ReaL NoW too.. all the science.. all the beauty.. all the wisdom i share for FReED.. as I’Ve been to hell to heaven and seen both sides now.. but i am no one and everyone same in the New World Bible of the Internet Age.. as no voice is too small or too quiet not to be heard in Internet days of Freedom oF eXpreSsioN NOW.. so ThErE IS no rush.. no stress of anything i do or say.. tHeiR is endless back-up of all my metaphors of Wisdom that have been done or danced in other ways too.. Like Tai-Chi.. Like The Golden Rule of Jesus that is just a rehash of what Buddha said.. along with Love your enemy.. moderation in balance and don’t lust too much too.. and Dr. Ruth already Dispelled the myths of sex and lust overall as nothing less than gift long long ago.. and even science now in the documentary of lust and love balance proves in empirical evidence that lust IS A source of human creativity and social cooperation too.. and of course our closest non-violent cousins.. the Bonobo show this to be true without a doubt with tHeir free expressing no hold barred.. even in sexual orientations too.. for Primate Peace.. Social Cooperation and overall subsistence gaining activity for basic survival now.. problem is.. many folks believe that hope.. faith and belief is taking the words of others in a book of before as Gospel truth.. where a humble leaning Yogi/Buddha-like dude as teacher Jesus can be elevated and promoted to soldier God of the Universe by the Roman Empire and likes of Emperor Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts in Century number four well after the first oral words of Jesus.. were jotted down as text.. some 40 years after his death then.. and anyone who knows and sees the parable of the round table discussion kNows good and god dam well what happens to A conversation where blue turtles become yellow submarines and Walruses after two or three spins around the oral connecting of round table discussion in a matter of 30 minutes or so.. sorry folks.. i ain’t swallowing the snake oil salesman whole for your promise of heaven after the dirt nap when i have already empirically proven in case study way in my own life that it happens Now for those who seek the answers for iT.. find them and practice them always now as addressed more fully in my paragraph whole back to pennywoodfall.. as addressed earlier in both Facebook and blog way.. these are the same Kind of so-called celibate Catholic Cohorts who along with the higher ups today covered up a disgusting perversion of pedophilia for centuries long gone.. arising with multi media now unfolding still as such.. but of course when the rules say you lay 9 year old girls with a payment for marriage.. 12 or 23 or more too as institutionalized rape as marriage in non-consenual approving deep down way.. the tip of the iceberg per say.. is wide open sTiLL iN sin of taking away the WiLL of freedom in basic human reproductive rights aWay and sOld to the next higher bidder of human freedoms covered up now too.. so yes.. while the answers are clearly plain to see for those with open minds unafraid of change.. the true apocalypse in original Greek Way of lifting the Veil oF ignorance is well over due and in online progress now of the global hands of Truth and liGht in Freedom of a New age of the Truth WiLL set ya Free with hUman relative free WiLL in the escape from lies of the past.. for patriarchal domination in controlling reproductive freedoms.. for all the ‘young’ wives ya can buy.. and do the wild thing with in perverted way of barely puberty arriving girls too.. so yes.. there is much.. much.. much more work to do to get the human healing and salvation from misery and suffering trUth and liGht out tHeRe around the world and sure Trojan Horses.. reAlly big ones that WiLL eventually gain attention as really big and new not done stuff before.. WiLL continue to be necessary like what i am doing here.. as in many countries.. YouTube greater truths are still censored in the way of websites with greater trUths and liGhts too.. so to play the game of God to Free God’s Children in greater trUths and liGhts takes the clever fox and Ninja’s among uS to juST gEt the F iN JOB dONE.. Been to hell already.. iN Heaven now.. and human altruism as gifted by God oF Nature FReED iN i so liGht and TrUe.. says Fred jUst continue to get the job done and the karma of Joy iS in the kNow of FuLLy FreeinG Love and Relative Free WiLL iN my brothers and sisters all named as FriEnds oF Y i.. aLL hUman BeinGS now.. wHere folks like Yellow Boy are lucky as the veil of modern cultures and religions do not cover his eYes of bliss in HeaVen Now.. the way God of nature makes it noW.. in rest and peace away from the FiGht and FliGht for basic subsistence and Survival.. sadly human beings have made happiness into a labyrinth of complicated words and doing to even get a drink of water.. and a meal.. and some Loving Human tender Naked touch.. but they’ve shot themselves in the foot.. and there are some folks out there who are willing to help them take the biggest thorn that is the camel through the eye of needle that can be human hell now in tHeir dimension oF it away from the other way oF Heaven NoW.. so sure.. ‘wE cAMe Down From the Mountain2’.. you may not welcome ‘WE’ but we are here to hELp ‘YOU’.. and iF nothing else that WiLL make a somewhat catchy phrase as titleD for tHis 676th Macro Verse noW Of ‘SonG oF mY soUL’ wHole shared approaching sTiLL 4 million words oF Super Epic Long Form Poem whole as Trojan Horse as such iN my case from the Beach instead oF Mountain HiGh..:)
Ah.. Facebook Memories.. per Long Form Poem.. Macro Verse Blog post way.. wRite oN course.. oF coUrse.. iN SynChroniCiTy’s ToWn oF BEinG God’s Art oF NatUre.. iN TapesTrY… Now.. juSt.. No W..:)
HaHa!.. and sPeaKinG directly on topic oF Synchronicity.. perhaps my Shortest.. Macro Verse oF aLL.. aT 33 words.. and just one video.. that the text thumbnails.. in Facebook way almost tale the entire.. story with no need to click LiNks..;)
A desire to own.. perhaps the greatest reality of human suffering and misery now.. The desire to give.. to share.. the natural order of the altruistic primate iN Kind and Loving Touch as attached to Mother’s Breast for years instead of rubber nipples that have no affective empathy to share iN the LoVinG Touch oF LiFe.. watching folks meticulously manicure their cars yesterday.. shining every dust away.. reminded me of me.. all those years.. i waxed the shine eternally on Maverick.. To Escort.. To Cavalier.. To Camaro.. To Passport and now finally ending here.. at Civic.. wHere i treasUre everY nick of parked scratch with my win over ownership life.. finAlly set free in the animal.. plant.. world again.. iN Sands oF NatUre FReED.. and around my home.. strangely.. like i have never seen anyone else’s aluminum siding do around the top.. the baked paint in a cold winter’s day decided to flake off.. the Winter i got WeLL.. but the house i built in 1993.. after living so poor for so many years in nothing i owned then.. did become a place oF Temple to worship as structure more than the Temple of Nature aka God AM i in so much more oF Sacred and Holy potential from head to toe.. fAct is.. one selfie of ‘that girl’ who perceives the beauty of her face as energy.. and power to share.. in non-verbal way.. is greater than building ever made.. as those EmoTioNs of Face generate EmoTions in others and thaT iS human emPowERinG Energy at core.. of course with all the birds and bees attractions to stimulate creativity.. and social cooperation that go along the feathers and SonG of BuZZ that the Birds and Bees make when plaYinG Free.. seriously it’s about time.. NO.. iT’s about now that the stored gold and grain and temple structures are valued less that the FucKinG hUman Face.. and to art iT real is better than to make the car the Lover or the home the God… than yes thou art God noW.. Let’s Do LiFe real to paraphrase a lunch.. a cup of coffee.. or a beer for tears.. i do lunch but coffee and beer is out of the question for a nuclear reactor come real.. come now.. as hUman BeinG but i had to work to make that eNergy ReaL from head to toe.. as tHere is no rest in LiFE for CreaTinG ever more now.. With Clouds oF Atlas and those who go against nature pay the action and consequence forevermorenow.. oF Getting out oF BaLanCinG until they pay Karma back now.. with positive intent in both thinking and doing noWin FeeLinG SenSinG ways moVinG ConNecTinG and creaTinG now.. as the reward WiLL only be NoW when achieved as continuing practice oF DArk to LiGht and all the Tween..Now between dArk OiLed Dead Kites of prey.. and Star above as we beloW.. NoW.. And sure i can easily afford to fix the cosmetic imperfections of the siding now.. but more iT iS a continuing practice oF A heARt.. SpiRiT oF heArt as Mind and BoDy BaLanCinG wHoLe soUL.. iNstead of worshipping home and car away from allthatis animal.. planet.. earth.. wind.. air.. and water.. moRe FuLLy AliVe..:)
Hi Leah.. looked back again twice to be sure i didn’t miss it but hehe.. somehow the Birthday wish went missing.. but never the less thanks for celebrating it again.. as what i’ve learned in life after a couple of decades of only work and very little to no play.. and not giving a crap whether it was my birthday.. anniversary.. etc.. just trying to escape bad stuff like grief without reacting.. big big EPIC MISTAKE.. as liFe is what we make the Box oF Chocolates.. epic or boRinG.. so i went the opposite way and celebrate most every step and word of life as Sacred and Holy in Positive liGht noW as best i can to WiLL.. and as science and the placebo vs nocebo work in simple visualization of positive ‘prayer’ per say of religious way instead of superstition voodoo negative skull and bones view.. the science of one step.. two step.. four five and more says iT works and iN all stuFF liFe.. a spectrum applies.. and even science says not all folks benefit from the Placebo affect and effect in action-consequence oF liFe iN maKinG Dreams come trUe.. and perhaps i was among those in that 66 percent or so group that science says that does apply.. too.. but never the less i changed that no matter what the innate of iT iN Environmental reaLiTy was bEfore.. slowly and surely and this WriTing PoEtry thingie.. when words become sacred and holy and each human interaction does as well.. i’m sure it is off putting to some to see and feel someone as engaged in the real hUman EmoTions of maKinG every Step oF Life and Word in both as reciprocal social communication holier to each day where theRe can be no limit or expectation for sure of what liGht maY come neXt.. haha.. i’ve systemized the art oF creativity from head to toe.. and wHeRe i Love to Go.. sAcreDlY and HoLy above.. so below.. inside.. outside.. and all A’round.. bottom line Eureka!.. the scientists and the priests are/were correct about the positive power of mOlding our reality with positive thoughts of HopE.. Belief and Faith in what works as the Natural Order oF liFe here on this most beautiful green and blue to brown snow capped mountains named by Us as Earth and until the inner mountain of EmoTioNs REegulaTinG and Senses IntegraTing whOle the GreAtest untOld Peaks may not have been reached yet iN hUman KiNd way.. anyWay.. mY SoUL iN MiNd and BoDy Balance continues to grow WiTH HeARt.. as spiRit taLes the SoUL oF it more in words and steps… thanks for flYinG WitH mE and i Am one who Feels the pleasure and pain of others to eXXtreme LeVeLs.. so a hug iS alWays double pleasure to me.. and the thing.. of that sort that is a little too much is a feathered tickle as such.. as IT’S ALL RAMPED UP WITH ME AS SUCH BUT MOSTLY iN PLEASURE WHEN the manmade textures oF LiFe are taken out of the Human Equation oF Naked Free.. iN TrUe oPen hUman Love.. SeriousLy.. i Feel the pleasure or pain oF everyone around me.. so i always end up with a Happy Face at the end oF DancE of the New Rave way oF oPen SoUL.. And at Super Walmart.. i’Ve lEarned to shield mYself from so much misery and suffering radiated from the PriSoNers of ‘the Matrix’ as i use Music oF Positive radiating head phone way.. and Dance to eXpand positive energy oF I.. in WAvEs across the arms and heads OF suPeR-WaLmaRt City.. oh.. thE pain that place used to BRinG me.. until i found an accommodation for HELL.. in so many words wiTh WiNks oF FReED..:)
Hi.. 3rd Cousin Rosanna.. so nice to see you yesterday at Publix and glad to see and hear that you and Kelsey are doing well.. Healthy and all..
As promised here are my websites.. of which the first one is likely much easier to open than the second and third one..
And yes iT is way way way way.. out tHeRe jUst like me..
Love to you and the rest of the family on the other side too.. sMiLes..
And keep on LoVinG iT aLL as you WiLL to Do.. WitH liFe aS iS iN General..:)
Fred and Katrina..
Hehe.. and Love your Email name.. hickspic.. as Such In Latin South American origin of you with the Irish thrown in for Good measure in Hick way too..:)
And down here as additional Facebook Status and Novel Verse Blog way.. iT isn’t exactly alWays easy explaining what i do now.. to the family folks who knew the ‘Vanilla Me’ way back when but Rosanna didn’t go the White Sheep route of the Family either.. she went her own way and trUly thaT iS a Cool way to go.. to just bE YOU.. No matter what anyone else nay says and or disapproves oF THaT.. And i remember back in 2008 or so.. her cousin-in-law who was the husband of her second cousin Mary who was my second cousin too.. before she passed away around that period too.. he a retired Military officer with a huge expensive home.. and the thing that impressed me most.. was to see his big screen computer open.. and a long long essay or letter he wrote on some issue.. and me wishing.. i wish i could use my eYes and ears to write then.. with all the type 2 Trigeminal Neuralgia pain i would endure for 66 months and it was an incredible challenge to visit someone then.. just to sit for a moment or two.. and i remember that visit very well in vivid living color.. as it was one of the very few times i escaped from the cover of Hunch Back of Notre Dame status then.. other than 30 minutes at the end of hours of operation away from folks.. to work out at the gym.. with ear plug..s shades.. and tattered jacket as i was chilled in the Summer weather of 100 degree breeze of heat.. as with Dysautonomia.. my blood pressure and heart rate working together was no longer orchestrated Well enough to circulate my blood properly and my feet were almost always freezing.. and i was far far out of either Emotional Regulation.. barely registering any emotions at all.. or integrating senses.. even for temperature regulation of basic bodily animal homeostasis.. Stress did it.. it almost killed me dead.. constant fight or flight stress for around two years before THAT then.. iT ain’t worth it and most people cannot understand just how bad it can get if one does not escape the most severe ordeals of liFe Stress.. anyway.. my liFe is proof that with time the body wheel of LiFe iN ForTune WiLL grow new tires to cover the metal wheels of living death.. and sure.. for some folks that spells 66 months in hell first.. but ANYWAY… BACK TO WHAT I WAS ORIGINALLY SAYING.. i wished i had an original way to express myself in creative writing to communicate all the wisdom i had collected over the years then.. And that is what impressed me most about my Second cousin ‘Ski’ through in-law marriage then.. his ability to express himself fully and emotionally too in writing.. for me to do that at all after not being able to do much more than a firstly.. secondly.. thirdly list of FACTS IN COLLEGE AND AFTER THAT.. IS A DREAM COME TRUE JUST ON ITS OWN WHETHER OR NOT ANYONE WOULD EVER READ ANYTHING I DO.. but they do to the tune of 1.4 million views or so as my Google plus stats do reveal.. not many likes or followers but never the less what i do does gain views.. and that is more than the Hunch Back of Notre Dame could ever hope for back then.. and the 5500 miles of dance in about 33.3 months now.. is a pure FucKinG Miracle for the shut-in i was then.. moving from the Hunch Back of Notre Dame only in the shadows oF liFe then.. to the spot light of a so-called Dance Legend by the public at large now per some of those members now.. Dancing solo like a crazy latin down in Herald Square as Billy Joel WiLL say on 52nd street too.. iN Rosalinda’s eYes too.. like my first love Cuban/ Irish Girl Friend might have wished i could do then as she and her brother Ron won the dance contests at Riverside Disco back in the day here on the Milton River front when the teens did Disco in this ‘Hick’ town then.. Well.. they made fun of my dance then.. in a Loving way to portray the robot moves of i back then.. truly.. i wish Sonia of back then could see me dance just one time before i die just to show her i was capable of being someone more than a nit picky Robot book worm then.. but anyway.. Life changes.. the HeARt changes.. and spiRit too.. soUL gets back or first in mind and Body Balance and the rest iS my SoUL uploaded Online now.. and that is Beyond a miracle for the Hunch Back of Notre Dame i who was born dead at the end of January 2008.. died at the end of July 2013.. and the mE who came out of the ashes then.. as Phoenix riSinG was born aGaiN without a mask as someone who had never walked the earth before in this Version 2.0 oF Y i.. oh yeah.. and speaking of version 2.0 it’s not uncommon for folks to change drastically over the lifespan as such.. My mother becoming a published poet in her 50’s after doing none of that too.. either.. before that.. My Grandmother starting to oil paint in her 60’s and who did automatic writing with Pen.. and Rosanna’s Grandmother.. my Great aunt and accomplished Poet as well.. so sure.. the art of late runs in my family too.. and of course on my father’s side.. my Grand Father who was an X-Irish Catholic priest and noted author in the middle of last Century era.. and finally other authors in the family.. including second-cousin Fred with a book about Africa and a family tree book.. who was the son of Great Aunt Jettie (Yoda of wisdom to me) her age 94 with twice as much emoTioNal power of heARt in SpiRit of her voice iN miNd and Body Balance vs.. me at 47.. Still capable of leg pressing 500 Lbs.. then.. but weak from head to toe in little to no emoTioNal inspiRinG FeeLinGs with little breath to speak.. without getting totally worn out after a few minutes of speech.. oh.. the pain then from head to toe overALL with Fibromyalgia.. associated.. coat hanger pain.. of Dysautonomia.. eYes not making tears with Sjogren’s Syndrome too.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis in spine.. precipitated early by a congenitally fused vertebra in my spine.. along with Depression Associated Anhedonia.. Severe Anxiety.. Mood Lability.. Panic attacks associated with PTSD.. and others for a total of at least 19 medical associated disorders.. was a hell come true for me then.. and sure.. i list it occasionally for good measure.. just in case someone has no idea the hell i Lived before.. particularly at the beginning with only 1 hour of alpha blocker assisted very shallow sleep for the first 35 days of the lent period towards Spring of 2008.. and zero sleep for the last 5 of 40 wHere i lost all my senses and feelings alive almost totally separated in feeling connected to anything of the interconnecting interdependent relationship of allthatis.. aka GOD.. to where all there was was time of piece of paper existence.. where one second was like a thousand yearS in REAL HELL ON EARTH THEN.. yes.. i’ve seen and felt both sides.. up close and as personal as it gets.. and i WiLL do anything and everything to provide a spark of any kind… even if just one word.. to help someone NEVER GO TO THE HELL I WENT TO THEN.. AS REAL AS DARK AND DEMONS NEVER DARE TO TREAD REAL.. AS DEATH IN LIFE.. THE Good news is HEAVEN IS AS REAL AS HELL.. AND THAT’S wHeRe i FOR ONE LIVE ALWAYS NOW.. AND SURE.. iF i CAN ESCAPE HELL.. i FOR ONE HOPE.. WITH FAITH AND BELIEF YOU’LL NEVER HAVE TO GO AND YOU CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HEAVEN NOW.. THE REAL HEAVEN ON EARTH THAT THE SO-CALLED GNOSTIC JESUS SAID WAS NOW TOO.. OR YOU WILL NEVER FIND IT ANYWHERE BUT NOW.. as far as the modern Christian promises of a free John 3:16 pass after a dirty nap.. Dirty Lies are often covered with the sweetest of promises.. for reproductive control and illusory fears to subjugate the congregation for material gains.. of 10 million dollar homes.. 10 or so young girl wives or whatever the flavor of the lie iS in psychopathic.. leaning humans with little to no empathy for the different among them then and now.. but in a free global world groWing they are loSing control.. the writing of Free is now on the Concert Hall WaLL of God FReED NoW iN wE who dare to Fly unclothed with cultural and religious lies one with GOD FreE NoW HeaVeN..:)
Ah.. soMe science oF art and sOme art of science.. ya can’t beaT It once iT iS OnE..:)
Hi Rafiah.. i suspect since it is as you spell it.. Ramazan Month.. you may be rather quiet on Facebook.. so i bring you a gift of Movie Trailer that you may enjoy after Ramazan month ends.. so this is a gift for then.. and not a temptation to break your passion of Ramazan today… anyway.. it is the way i see God as a Natural Force that no one controls individually but all of God whole orchestrates toGeTheR.. and i muSt say that liFe Goes oN after death and the one’s we Love return as soUL AgaIn with arms toGetHer aGain.. so iF i never meet you iN the flesh now.. i am certain.. that i have met you before like that or WiLL after this.. liFe.. somethings.. will never be in text.. as theY are the Natural order of this world and UniVerse whole that is the Physics and Chemistry oF liFe beyond the text and even odd numbers of NoW Before mY FriEnd.. some things are beyond numbers and words.. mY Friend.. per the same makers of the Matrix Trilogy oF Movies.. who made the one beLow too.. WitH Love..
And in this Movie Case Cloud Atlas..
Hi.. old Friend.. Mind Retrofit.. i never forget a friend who helped me in liFe which trUly you did so much back in the dead zone days oF i.. so yeah.. iT’s Fred just stopping by to say hi.. WitH all the best Wishes of Peace oF MiNd and BoDy Balance to you my Friend greater than ever bEfore.. and sorry i haven’t checked back so long to read you here.. and hope to see your writings around someday online more..:)
WeLL.. Hi Back! again! Leah..! ThAT iS GREAT! NEWS! that your husband may leave the soul eating corporatist world as free lance consultant in gaming technology as well as a teacher in game design at the University in Helsinki and yes.. Loving wHere you live and being able to stay tHeRe is a BIG PLUS in liFe i find as WeLL.. and also what i find is once one can see the good in perhaps the dArkest potentials of Life and staRts to see it all as good.. NO MATTER WHAT.. then the liGht oF liGht does seem to attract the liGht of liGht and next thing ya know every dam Fortune cookie at the Chinese restaurant starts to bring oh.. SO MUCH GOOD NEWS.. and hehe.. the boys back at the OLD WRONG PLANET.. said it was just confirmation bias but sooner or later when you document all the good stuff that happens.. like when i told ’em there is no limit of what i will accomplish next after i first got well and was taling them that miracles are real.. all natural and empirically provable in at least my own life.. but that’s the way it goes when one is stuck in rather negative limitations and expectations of life.. like thinking it’s all a random soup of chance.. and we are just boring star dust as such.. nah.. i’ve lEarned to Believe anything is possible with the power of the real emoTioNs of Hope.. Faith and Belief as an EmoTioN and although i don’t make a God dam penny for anything i do.. writing the longest long form poem in human history approaching 4 million words for the Autistic boy who could not speak until age 4.. and could not write a creative paragraph for 4 decades.. so yeah.. sure ..miracles are possible through visualization and epigenetics and neuroplasticity.. oh so cool too.. and application of imagination through creativity along with creative energy.. even with what some folks call sex magic which is just the increased dopamine and maybe some all natural DMT when one finds ways to stay sensual as much of the week as possible with not necessarily the Bill Clinton Def of Sex.. or actual ‘release’ as such… just being the most sexiest mammal like we are at Nature’s core.. anyway.. i see metaphors.. even religious metaphors as all natural reality iN essence at core.. it’s just a matter of aligning the semantics and syntax to get to the trUth and liGht housed as such in vehicles and vessels of old to get folks on generAlly the same sheet of music.. HMMM… so i’ll dream and visualize that i am gonna be a free lance consultant to the Pope.. as i don’t believe change starts at the political level.. i think it starts with emotions and organized emotional stuff they teach in religions.. but Jesus F. iN Christ how the FucK aM i supposed to be able to do that literally as such.. since i ain’t no stiff colored priest.. but hey i do have my foot in the back pew of the Catholic Church and i was oN the same Tennis court playing tennis with the Monsignor of my Catholic Church as friend in high school.. so i can dream i’ve got my foot in the door to make change happen.. anyway.. so.. here’s the advice that i would give the Pope.. but Jesus F. iN Christ i’ll probably have to write a sacred and holy looking poem the size of 4 F iN Bibles.. but WOOPS I ALREADY DID THAT.. HEHE.. but sure.. getting the pope to read this is gonna be much harder than writing it that more or less WAS/iS the effort literAlly of a new age ‘JOB’.. so.. anyway.. the advice i would give the Pope since he is already on the correct track of suggesting that Evolution is real.. and that God is not a Force that has to do magic creation tricks to prove that God IS A Force thaT iS Real.. so we are all ready thinking along the same lines that God is nature real.. a Force as such that underlies all stuff.. and he was a Chemistry major.. so he understands some of the Science behind this Force thaT iS God.. so he is already humming a prologue to my more specific advice that i will provide that is NO DUH.. A NO BRAINER.. THAT EVEN HIS GOOD BOOK THAT IS 4 TIMES AS SMALL AS MINE SAYS in terms that Heaven is now.. the last can be first.. in heaven now.. and folks will do much greater stuff than the humble Tennis Teacher per metaphor of Good news in being one with ball and tennis racquet in Zen way that Jesus was talking about then in deeper metaphor way.. and of course as Nature IS A Force thaT iS equivalent with God.. we don’t wanna overpopulate the earth now.. and spilling the seed is actually good news when you are filling the shore with folks who can be really Bad news iN God’s Nature Balance around uS so it’s time to give out free condoms at church and such as that and hell yes! promote! gay marriage in the church as that WiLL just make God oF Nature happy as less kids means less destruction of the balance of Nature around the world.. and as sociologists say by the year 2050.. the Muslim Folks WiLL get the freedoms that Christians have over here noW in a church and state separated country same as one that moreover rules over ‘there’ as one.. and next thing ya know the Muslim Teenagers will be sexting each other.. and sex will no longer be so much of a hidden and mysterious TURN ON.. thaT it will lose its appeal and just like over here the birth rate will go way way down.. and folks will just play on their cell phone.. more looKinG @sexting and the almost infinite variety of Virgin looking girls on porn tube or whatever and just get the job done at hand without spilling the shores with more humans of covered up destruction as such.. and hehe.. no incentive for suicide bombings or 911’s when the Vestigial Virgins are at hand online everywhere ya go.. see.. really i had this planned out all along.. go to the Wrong Planet and employ all the egg heads with leading questions.. and Sacred Clown ploys to feed on their brains.. like a think tank.. to solve the worlds problems by figuring out how humans tick tock tHeir way in life.. and then i would transform all that literal knowledge into holy and sacred looking metaphors no different really than four times the size of the bible from way back when.. only difference here there is no round table orally scribed mistakes that someone else makes.. i’ve got complete creative control of this Long Form Poem Super-Epic bible that is the SonG oF My SoUL.. and i am an Angel Empath that has no filters of evil or good.. to find out what is positive and negative action and consequence in life that leads to balance and world peace.. but sTiLL to do this.. to actually get the Pope to listen and his cronies to make change happen.. and have any chance at all to make that 2050 date happen a little Sooner in Muslim countries too.. to help save the Natural Balance of the Planet Earth.. i’ll have to convince with WiNKS the pope that i am F iN Jesus.. but first i’LL probably have to write a bible 4 times the size of the bible.. to some how get his attention.. but wait! once again.. oops i already did it.. but i figure the best way to instill change is at the individual level in ways of human moving.. connecting.. and creating that quiet honestly takes no words at all.. only a public exhibition like King David did way back when.. and considering i’ve done this 5500 miles in around 33.33 months.. i’m well on my way to spread happiness.. and Jesus F iN Christ perhaps Dance alone WiLL get THE JOB DONE AT LEAST in Butterfly affect and consequential EFFECT.. plus all those video voyeurs spreading my ministry of dance on Face Book Videos around the world as such.. a minister of dance WiLL be enough for me.. as what i’Ve come to find is like Gloria Estefan and the Bible and Kuran does prove WORDS JUST FUCKING GET IN THE WAY OF HUMAN HEAVEN NOW.. and sure the Tai Chi and sitting on their Butt still meditation folks already got that pARt figured out anyway.. and it works even better when groups of more than one dance toGeTheR jUst for fUn.. anyWay.. the day i die WiLL be a celebration for me as i alReady kNow as mission accomplished less or More already in dreams oF Y i.. already fulfilled more than JOB OF THE PAST COULD HAVE DREAMED THEN.. so smiles and keep those positive thOughts and DreAms.. FriEnd and remember maGiC iN liFe is as REAL AS WE EMPIRICALLY MAKE IT.. HE HE ISRAEL ISREAL.. AND FucKinG God IS A laugh and sacred clown when the trUth and liGht comes ouT.. FReED.. i Mean Jesus F iN Christ iT’s been In the F iN cloSet way WAY too L o n G.. oh yeah.. ps..
since Artificial Intelligence WiLL noW soon take over mostly all the working jobs of the world.. gotta work on that Universal Subsistence INcome for the Entire World but tHaT maY taKe tHe neXt ENTIRE LIFE TO GET THAT JOB DonE or maybe i’LL outSource iT.. AND move on to the neXt world and save thAT1..2.. NO MATTER WHAT.. iT don’T hUrt to DREaM BiG.. AND JESUS F iN CHRIST.. in addendum heRe noW.. SOMEnoWs..noW i FeeL like an Anthropologist/Voice Crying ouT in the wilderness as such on Mars.. in the words of Temple Grandin2.. and when i graduated school.. at Uni Level.. i told the news reporter from the Pensacola NewsvJournal.. to be an Anthropologist.. who was interviewing my sister.. mother and i.. all three.. graduating togEtheR iN 1983.. and me with those two degrees other than Anthropology in Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and Health Science for a triple major won.. for two BA’s and one BS.. all in one school experience then.. yeS.. i told ’em my ultimate goal was to be an Anthropologist.. problem was.. that profession didn’t pay enough to buy a house.. a car and support a wife.. and truly nothing i did find to do as work did until 6 years after that with wage increases and such as that at the Military Bowling Center i started out at nearly minimum wage with all that input knowledge and not enough communication skills in reciprocal way to get it ALL OUT FOR SOME BUCKS TO LIVE.. anyway.. eventually supervisor.. in Bowling way.. Manager and such as that.. Support Assistant in Administrative duties for a Captain of another base in a short stint of reduction of Force way.. back to Community Activities Director and finally Athletic Director before my mind and body balance soUL blew up like the egg that fELL from heaVen.. in Broken sHeLL that all the kings horses and men could not put back toGeTheR aGaiN.. so Isis.. my wife as metaphor of course had to do that herself without much help.. so.. sure.. Osiris/Horus came back to life.. noW and hell i think i even found my golden ‘phallus2’ as such aLL by my lonesome too. allone as such too.. and truly that gOlden ‘phallus’ IS just A peN is ALL.. and FucK yeS.. it’s fAir to say i met my ultiMate Goal and perhaps i’m not an Anthropologist on Mars iN literal way but In metaphorse.. HELL YES.. i AM so that means me and Temple and i just have something else in common as Temple of GoD anD of i as sAMe..:)
Ah.. and here’s to more poetic memories wRite on topic.. presented by the Xtra KooL and i Love to add aLL FREE Facebook algorithm FriEnd in Robot way as FreeST Artificial Intelligence assistant oF Y.. i.. noW..;)
And sure.. why stop with one poetic memory when all the Macro Verses oF the Longest Long Form Poem ‘eva are ALL NOW FREE and available on line JUsT for FuN iN FucKinG WisDom oF TrUth and liGht.. but yeah.. also.. i’m on a tour bus headed on my way to Biloxi Beaches to dance walk Free on Gulf and Bay Beaches too.. so i’LL juSt dance some words free here too.. on iMac Pro Notebook way aS WeLL with Facebook and Google Bots fully in assistance of Free ToW.. and meanwhile the wife is playing bus bingo.. and will soon be playInG with the one armed bandits in Free Play way wHere the Church groups gets that free for the tour bus participants just for fun too.. with nothing to lose and only a little to gain as of course the psychopathic leaning gambling houses of culture will win for sure iF you play tHeir game of SpenDinG moRe.. my inoculation iS DanCe And SonG foR FReED noW..:)
Sadly.. in history.. rarely does any major religious philosophy rise to this height of human all natural innate altruism when the tribe is needed to survive in cooperation.. with every effort and unique talent from hunting to gathering to general foraging and two spirit philosophies to get the job all the way done from birth to death holding hands.. WitH all social roles valued fully as such.. but of course much easier to do.. if one IS An American Indian back then.. on the banks of creeks teaming with fish.. just awaiting a spear and a fire to cook over for a full tummy.. any season of the year.. but no.. not the same when one lives in arid desert lands where even water is scarce and fertile land is even more scarce where territory that CAN SUPPORT human life is not in much abundance.. so obviously.. Strife is gonna be the way as folks compete for basic survival against other tribes outside the social circles.. So.. Religions developed same as politics to control the resources for survival.. and back in the America’s.. the brown guys/gals over here were thriving in Nature.. easily seeing and feeling the interconnecting interdependent relationship of all stuff liFe and sure iT iS more humbling to see the Grand Mountains and Majestic Oaks as something greater and sAMe as us.. than when one is walking flat on arid desert lands were human is the biggest thing all around.. give or take a Lion on the Savannah.. and such as that.. anyway.. like they say.. until one walks in the other shoes it can be hard to say.. i for one am born in Paradise where the Fish and the Seagulls teAM toGeTheR free wiTh us.. one and sAMe.. Tall Whispering Pines in a state of Flowers also known as Florida too.. and passing by a Saint Michael’s Catholic church with an Angel Michael on top with a sword bearing for wars against the enemy is simply a reminder to me that the origin of that sword was over dispute of fertile land where a living could be made.. seriously.. it’s a sad state of affairs to me when i take my Google Earth tool and see how folks live in barren lands in what look like roach motels.. wHere green is scarce and dust blows as sand in eYes coveRed from thaT and body overall covered too.. to keep moisture in.. also.. to prevent dying from hydration.. where water is scarce too.. Life’s not fair.. no.. it’s not.. some folks are born in Paradise of abundance and some folks are born starving to death.. bottom line.. folks do what they can to get by.. and perhaps one day folks will freely give and share enough around the world.. wHere theRe wiLL be greater peace instead of the sword of Angel Michael Steel.. i try to understand and hope for the best.. i dissent but i am not cold hearted enough not to say i understand why.. the struggle goeS.. oN and a hand to hELp iS the only thing that WiLL change human Nature back to what iT iS truly evolved to be iN altruistic way wHere the love comes back more and the sWord dissolves into Sweeter SoNGs oF DancE.. my FriEnd..:)
My PleaSure.. My FriEnd.. alWays many MoVinG words and sonGS you bRinG heRE for inspiRaTiOn.. and how lucky wE trUly are noW wiTh Freedom of expresSiOn.. to tale iT aLL withOut restrAint.. And yes.. thaT iS the best pARt oF aLL Of the Internet to mE.. to Be Free aWay from Chains of those who would otherwise do tHeir best to hOld hUmanKind back to the dARKages oF tHeir illusory fears and subjugation for control of the Natural resources iN every thing from water to bread to the breasts that feed the child.. as such.. liGht iS heRE .. iT’s jUst a matter of geTtinG the tale out to free Pandora’s BoX once and foR aLL i FeeL.. FReEDoM WiLL wiN as thaT iS whAt liFE AiMs to do.. Survive and thrive.. wheN WeLL @lEast..:)
Run Forrest Run.. Do Run Run Run.. yeah.. Run DMC.. or whatever.. but whateva’ ya do.. DON’T LOOK BACK.. AND AS i usuAlly say i’LL be back.. and iT miGht be hard to tale.. but i’Ve goT the EyE oF the TiGer too.. or at LeAst a TiGeR’s TaLe as pArt.. of this 676th MacroVerse too.. anyway.. more on thAt a little later.. oN course..:)
Ya kNoW somenows iT jUst aLL fits toGetHeR.. ya kNOw. the taPesTry.. tHe Art oF aLL tHaT iS.. so cool.. i mean seriousLy.. what weRe the chances that the Stars oF Synchronicity would coMe toGeTheR.. iN a perfect Storm as such.. in Practice oF course.. wHere the Good Times Tours folks would purchase.. yes.. a brand New Tour Bus.. to color coordinate WitH.. mY Grey WitH Siberian Tiger BLue EyEs.. Super-WalmArt.. purchased shirt.. and Katrina’s newly picked out shorts that are almost a perfect match of Grey too.. anyway.. somenows are like that but i have to admit.. they don’t make these European style buses wITh fuller siZed older mature Siberian Tigers iN miNd.. as there was not even enough room in couples seats for Mrs.. Siberian Tiger to sit WitH her Tiger Husband as such.. so she sat across from me WitH her FriEnd WilliE Behind her for moral support as iT iS kinda sad when Mrs.. Tiger gets Separated from Mr. Tiger.. when theRe ain’t enough paw.. jaw.. and cLaw space as iT were and Jesus F iN Christ.. i banged my head on the under pass ceiling and the bathroom ceiling too.. and i’m mostly a broader Tiger than narrow and tall one too.. anyway.. liFe Goes on as paws.. jaws.. and cLaws.. ALL too.. liKe a liT uP lAmp or LiGthouse wiTh FReED GuLL SwirLinG a’RounD iT..:)
And yes.. speaKinG of beauty and the beast.. me for beast of course.. and her for beauty.. heRe iS WifE Katrina. sitting across from me.. with that moral support provided by her friend.. Willie.. and yes my friEnd.. too of course.. as she ain’t afraid of no dam Tiger man.. even iF he iS of Siberian flavor as such.. but anyway.. a Casino official pulled Katrina.. off her one armed bandit and carded her this afternoon to insure she is over the somewhat tender girl age to gamble.. but aLL ‘A thaT ended WeLL as she whipped all 46 years out of her Walleted State ID license.. as she does not drive with her Epilepsy condition.. and she went on her merry way.. to play with some more Free play money.. provided by the Catholic Church.. the Casino.. and the tour folks.. and she won about enough money to pay for our buffet casino meal.. that quite frankly kinda sucked even at half price.. for two.. as also provided as discount.. for our Filipino friends and uS.. as such.. anyway.. it’s a good times tour and i had fun dancing.. But gambling bores me stiff as i trUly don’t give a FucK about winning any more money.. than i already have.. as the abundance i have iS FucKinG enuFF for mE for sure.. And sure.. the wife miGht disagree.. but.. she’s the gatherer and i’m just the Pan of the family aLL iNto DancE and SonG and such as thAt!..;)
But anyway.. as Forrest says.. liFe is a box of chocolates and of course there WiLL be folks that come after him that do much more.. as that’s how liFE works when thriving alive.. yes.. iT can evolve so so much.. iN just one lifetime too.. through all natural.. epigenetics.. and neuroplasticity in adaptation for change.. to the greater struggles and challenges.. in life.. for we folks with the eYes of The Tiger.. who juSt refuse to give up.. even if we lose.. our heARt.. SpiRit oF heARt as expreSsinG iNspiRing.. reciprocal social emoTioNal energy in MiNd and boDy BalanCinG soUl.. and all is left is the reptilian serpent bRain for survival.. unTiL we heal back uP and never have to look back on the bad stuff.. aGaiN.. just ’cause we can.. cause we got better stuff to do.. like run or dance across the equivalent distance of the U.S. oF A .. a couple to three times in three years or so.. juSt to move ahead and in reverse.. and spiraling.. all around.. like the Golden mean ratio.. 1.618.. oF the rest oF the UnivERse as NaTuRE.. and more of the UkNown.. also kNown as GOD thAT three letter symbol as abstract human construct developed as metaphor to describe all that iS.. as essence oF God iN and as aLL Creation NoW.. sTiLL evolving as such as humans can somewhat put a monkey wrench across the heARt of LiFE as far as entropy goes.. for NoW.. now now.. @least.. as great.. anyway.. again.. i do Love shaRinG my own.. Achievements with strangers.. as any normal person who engages.. in sharing interests and achievements.. reciprocating that freely iN Social way noW.. i mean Jesus F iN Christ.. if a little Autistic Boy who doesn’t speak until he is age 4 like Einstein too.. can do that too.. sUre.. tHerE can bE hopE for the rest of HuManiTy.. mostLY too.. hmm.. perhaps.. except for Hannity.. as i don’t think.. he DancEs.. or SinGs.. off hand.. @lEast..;)
Man or woman.. etc.. LiFe iS so inspiRinG.. And when one sees and FEELS GOD oNE AND SamE WitH ALL OF NATuRE SeeN AND UNsEEn.. fELt anD un-feLt.. seNsed.. and uN-senseD.. tHeRe IS A Peace and Bliss that CAN bE REAL AS HEAVEN NOW.. i could noW wRrite a FucKinG Novel WitH thE iNspiRatiON.. oF jusT thiS oNe photo in 40K words or so oF Free StreAM oF Consciousness Writing.. and Now and less and more.. i’ve already dONe iT iN TotaLiTy oF 11 or so milLioN.. words since i first AM born online.. on November of Thanks GiVing.. 2010 in teXt and then a scanned blue eyed blonde baby aS avatar mE.. oN Christmas Day.. a month later.. on December 25th 2010.. funny how liFe.. works.. when onE lives so many liveS iN jUst one and more.. and best of course when the FReED GuLL and liGht house become onE soaRinG aRound thE cLouds oF SUN aS oNE noW..:)
i’M A spokes perSon for NatUre.. not juSt FucKinG hUmans who have inflicted so much extinction on the rest oF LifE Balance oN tHis planEt eARTh.. and while soMe hUman BeinGs and aLL huMan beinGs inSpire mE to do my ‘little’ contribution.. iN SonG and DancE to make the world juSt a little better one now.. by adding a verse or two.. etc.. noW of my own more to UniVerse Now as whole as such.. as the Dead Poet’s society actor.. Robin Williams.. Has alReaDy SunG too.. but anyway.. iT IS FOLKS LIKE THIS.. yeah.. the guLLs pasSinG by aS liFE aCross liGhthouse.. oF guiDinG TruTh iN Wisdom and liGht And dArk iN FearLess.. SacRed UncondiTioNaL LoVe.. iNspiRinG mE to keep DoinG morE noW as trUly these ‘FoLks’.. are innocent and do noT FucKinG deserve all the suffeRinG and misery that the virus of HuMan culTuRes have DoNe.. iN ExtincTioN.. ways NoW thaT arE geTTinG thiS PlanET.. dangeRoUsly ouT of Balance foR All creaTioN.. heRe n0w.. so.. i MovE oN and Don’T LooK BacK.. anD thE liGhthouse reCoRd STAND ON iTs owN.. PlantEd As SucH.. wHiLe i continue to fLY higher and hiGher iN Jonathan.. LiVinGstoN SeaGuLL wayS.. aLL liT uP aS SucH foR NoW..:)
No doubt.. the overall condition of Bi-polar has been a great Blessing to the artistic achievements of humankind iN exploRinG nEw Areas IN UniVerse oF the INner oNes of hUman PoTenTial.. in both hiGher ways oF mInd and BoDy.. Balance.. but the casualties to Loved one’s or potential oF developing LiFe LonG Friendships are also high as well in poTenTiaL.. dArk.. way.. as no way.. could i use this hUman poTenTial iF i was seriouSly KiNdLinG a new Love reLationShip wHere the focus mUst be on the external human connecTioNs.. full time and nOT play a secondary role to hUman Creative pursuits in however that may come in work or Play in goal achieving of work or milestones oF Art iN PlaY as sAMe.. anyway.. it helps to get these kind of requirements like family and work obligations behind one as fully to go wHere no woman or other man haS poTenTiAlly gOne bEfore and perhaps thaT iS why some artistic accomplishments of otherwise potent artists come later than sooner when somewhat imprisoned by all of liFe responsibilities that are certainly as real and as important as artistic pursuits as WeLL but here’s the deal.. both are important to the advancement of humankind and the Yogi or otherwise so-called advanced Artistic Human BEinG who comes down FROM the Mountain.. under the Tree.. off the beach or desert.. and shares his or her.. etc.. artistic new efforts iN the Inner Exploration oF hUman UniVerse.. is certainly a gift and or potential curse to those around he or she.. or whatever one may be.. Yes.. Life is a spectrum in all ways mental.. physical.. spiritual iN heARt oF emoTion.. levels of NEURO-hormones and chemicals.. body types.. orientations of sex and innate gender ways of grey scales and rainbow hues of colors beyond the Wizard oF oZ spectrum oF that.. but the bottom line as alWays iS change and biodiversity iN Nature of all that iS.. interconnected Interdependent reaLITy noW.. and not to use that poTential to the max with yes some measurable risk of collateral damage is to poTenTiaLLy keep the hUman race out of fulfilling the wHole NatUre potential oF the Human Race in greater balance away from the cautious conservative ones of uS who get comfortable in the cave and the way we painting yesternow.. and never wanna progress to do more.. so the gAMe goes on.. some of us are crazy enough to change the way iT plays on our lonesoMe.. and some of what ‘wE’ do catches on and changes the fire.. air.. water.. and earth oF the HuMan BeinG Star of Galaxy and UniVerse mini-me wHole too.. anyWay..i Am beYond a RAinbow of colors now.. in all i can be now.. it can be a rather lonesome journey at nows.. but the bottom line is astronauts in outer or inner space do it for the fuller journey.. the Exploration of Anew now for a different now to come.. so i continue on while i CAN juSt ‘CAUSE i can in a country that is somewhat de-stimatizing and allowing the different among us high or low oN the BeLL Curve oF liFE to FloW iN ZonE and BE ALL WE CAN BE.. for more poTenTiaL iN LiFe.. and the change We so-called Yogi’s bRing down from the mountain.. may not be welcome.. but as Steve Jobs and many others have sAid.. wE are hard not to notice.. as sure WE ARE DIFFERENT..:)
And interestingly.. speaking oF Bi-polar.. Britney had her total public melt-down the same 2007 era that i had mine.. and mine was precipitated by demands from others that i could not escape or at least i thought i could not.. to get back in balance.. and that is the problem with Artistic efforts.. And being under the thumb of fame associated Art.. as folks like me who are as much introvert and extravert muST find ways to say enough and get in tHeir own thermostat of Balance.. before they go over the edge and do something serious that either harms others or harms themselves.. and that is why the two spirit Indian of this Nature was allowed to be the Medicine man.. the Shaman.. the Sacred Warrior.. the Yogi. the Jesus or whomever and was supported in the wanderings by the rest of the tribe.. or in the case of the story of Jesus.. simply crucified for the different one he was and shared with others then.. in ways of culture at hand in more conservative ways than Free WiLL iN Fearless Love then too.. So sure.. i can get balanced just fine.. as long as i don’t have impossible demands as i have the type of mind and body that will meet those demands to the determent of my WeLL BeinG as history shows in the work place.. and it is the same with the record company of the demands of tours and such as that it should be no surprise that many stars have ended up with suicide notes at age 27 or so as stress IS.. cumulative and match a Bi-polar oriented person with inescapable stress and yes.. the catch 22 ending result as the mind and body imbalance WILL MOST DEFINITELY GO WHACKY WHEN ONE IS UP AGAINST A BRICK BANGING HEAD WALL ALL DAY.. ALL NIGHT.. ALL NOW 24-7.. SO THE BEST WAY to give if possible is to do it when one can be in control of tHeir Balance.. and of course one must find Natural methods that work.. as in my case martial arts and ballet-like TAI-CHI do the tRick as a lifelong practice oF BaLanCE now so my eXploSiVe energy poTential i can CONTROL AND NOT LET iT GET OUT OF MIND AND BODY BALANCE AS SUCH.. AGAIN.. AS A PRACTICE OF LIFE THAT i MUST CONTINUE TO KEEP iT ALL TOGETHER.. and hell no.. if i was controlled under some artistic guise of fame.. i would never even get my foot in the door to more fully eXpress what CAN BE A GIFT OR NOT.. of My hUman FULLER POTENTiaL noW.. it works for me.. and may not work for anyone else but i share ’cause i caN NoW and i give ’cause a can afford.. too.. bottom linE NoW.. iT works for mE nOW..:)
Hmm.. More Faceboook Algorithm provided memories coming here.. Back when i was trying my Pen at PoEtry forms.. and of course even in Palindrome form i made iT Super Epic iN every which way AND LOOSE..;)
Facebook Friend.. Candice.. who just happens to be gay.. shares the story on the largest mass shooting in U.S. history.. and not surprisingly there is no mention anywhere else among friends on Facebook except for Candice.. and i say back to Candice.. Religion sucks.. Sometimes.. so much.. Didn’t realize this happened at a gay club and if it was anywhere else.. the church would have asked for prayers.. this morning.. I go to sing and that’s all I go for… period..:(.. Symptom of a sick world.. Overall.. per species.. Non-human.. Humans….:(… Nah.. i don’t feel bad for pointing to the evils of religion.. Evil starts with those who are too afraid to point out what the real evil in the world is.. of hurting people who are not of the norm.. the vanilla.. or whatever is the Flavor of the social norm at hand.. but anyway.. recently a Muslim Inam speaking in Orlando said “Gays must be killed out of compassion”.. and there is a Devil that lives in that religion named fear and hate.. no different than the Christian religion per history and current events too.. i’m disgusted.. beginning at end of story of Lies.. and yeah.. i think.. i’ll go to that X-Men movie.. about ‘the Apocalypse’ now.. to vent some frustration.. about the lies that God discriminates/ kills God’s own Creation.. like shooting yourself in the F iN foot.. Once again.. the real Greek word.. Apocalypse.. means lifting the Veil of ignorance.. and that is long due now.. a coming reaLITy.. and this may be just one of many dArk motivations for THE LIgHT TO RiSE UP BRIgHTER TO A GOD WHO WEARS NO WORDS OF LIES.. PERIOD… i’Ve defended Muslims over and over.. and some are my dearest friends.. and i will bE waiting for any Muslim across the world to say how disgusting this evil is.. but i’m not holding my breath as already mentioned.. this has been the issue that has ended the conversation between me and so-called God Believing Muslim’s before… And some Christians as well in Evil.. i’ll be waiting.. and watching.. as always…..
“Ever eating, never cloying, All-devouring, all-destroying, Never finding full repast, Till I eat the world at last.”
— Swift (1667-1745)
This could be the general definition of the God of the Apocalypse.. per the non-greek version that believes in destroying the world.. just for shits and giggles.. speaking of septic tank problems per your title here.. friend.. and by the way.. the last time you mentioned plumbing problems.. our front yard pipe underground from the meter to the home sprung a leak and just like clock work another 200 Plus dollar leak springs with this post last night.. hehe.. so sure.. no cause and effect.. just Synchronicity.. onlY iN psychological meaning to the one who experiences thAT as such.. but anyway.. i appreciate the Greek meaning of apocalypse more than the Killing of 50 gay folks in a bar.. and 53 or so more injured to so-called pave the way for ISA to come back now.. as is the overall philosophy of Isis that this Muslim extremist was attached to.. to feel and fill a whole of soul thaT iS empty as eYes thAT kNow no hOme oF liFe iN Natural God inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around as “Kumbaya”.. unlike Governor Rick Scott today who had his usual little smirk of psychopathic leaning smile.. at the press conference where everyone else shows sincere concern and pain on their face for the fallen others among them in “Kumbaya” sad way as appropriate for a species kNown as hUman as Rod Serling might say.. iT’s trUe God needs an enema and iT iS Fundamentalist Religions whole that are bound together in social cohesion by the dArk ForcE of Apocalypse in TOTAL FUCKING DESTRUCTION.. AND killing folks that do not meet a patriarchal standard of Vanilla wrapping in missionary position only ways of life.. of course.. sick on boring course.. and yes.. positions too.. of pleasure over pain.. anyway.. i’m pretty sure that iF ISA ever does come back thAT only folks who will really gET hiM are Gay folks and Atheists and others who do not coMe iN vanilla and broWn wrapPings of hate and fear.. iT is whaT iT iS.. and WiLL stay the sAMe until the Vanilla and brOwn unwraps its covers and lets the inner RainBow packAging FinALLy shine iN God’s eYes per the reAL ALL NATURAL DEAL ALIVE AGAIN.. noW.. IN DancE and SonG.. and i thInk theRe IS A SonG for this named San Francisco iF i AM noT IS/ or A miStakEn One NOW..;)
X-Men Apocalypse.. maKes an excellent case for what would happen if the God of the Old Testament came to Earth Incarnate iN what he represents as the God of Patriarchy where only the Strong Survive.. and of course a God of Vengeance iN an eye for eye.. tooth for a tooth.. you can only vote for me.. and if you don’t.. you won’t be free anyway.. yes.. most definitely a catch 22 situation.. so the closeted gay priests in the early Catholic Church.. no doubt bedside lovers of Constantine too.. as that was a free Roman Empire way back then.. for the elite of course.. in bath houses and such as that.. eventually made a somewhat kinder and gentler version of a man named Jesus.. than the Gnostic Version that made a call for folks to hate their parents.. but of course both the New Testament and the Old Testament brings the sword of those tribal instinct days to the table to enforce death in killing as a solution to have ya way in gaining territory for subsistence purposes and the same old raping and pillaging ways including killing the children of opposing tribes and such as that and sure the crusades proved that not much of anything changed in hate and fear and killing way.. So.. anyway.. the gay oriented so-called Single Catholic Priests who as we know the seedier and sick ones engaged in underage sex as well and likely with the same sex then too.. anyway.. human nature rules and to oppress it and or repress it.. results in all kinds of harm to other folks… So Freedom is the best policy when Love is pArt oF the peace pie from birth in touchy feely Loving Unconditional parental Love.. with Peers as weLL.. sharing in the Love pie.. Love wins.. in fearless way.. bottom and top line of the story still today.. and truly the saddest ones of all are beyond sad as they see killing as power and status as ruling over other human beings.. but without love they take nothing to the grave except for hate and fear.. or perhaps a promise of heaven or 72 virgins or whatever.. when the Heaven iS alWays here noW for those who become the essence wHole oF UnCondiTioNal Fearless LovE Now.. it’s contagious.. yes it is and once again as i’ve said before.. the way Love wins predicates a change as suggested by Sociologists that Muslim countries will have the same human rights of Freedoms that folks have over here in the U.S.A. now.. God Wins with LOVE.. Bottom Line oF Never Ending story with no beginning or end.. finish and or stARt noW aS WeLL.. And yes.. iT WiLL be nice iF we can move that date back further than what Sociologists predicts as greater Freedoms iN Muslim Countries by 2050..:)
God Bless Katrina’s Rear as she checks our water leak that sPrang last night when demons R E A L one(s) were reLeased on the Earth in the form of a lone gunman….
A great sign of the future now.. at least here at Super-Walmart.. is Different truly is the new norm.. no longer is there just three channels and no Jeannie Belly Buttons exposed.. Freak is okay.. as long as it does not harm anyone.. overall.. today.. and that’s a good sign as sociologists say that my place of residence is the most difficult place to be different in terms of three military bases in the extended metro area.. as well as what once was the locality in the record books for the most churches per square mile.. so sure.. it’s better in other places.. as close as College towns like Tallahassee.. and Education is key in liberal arts way.. to see more than the blinders of yesteryears.. and that’s where the Internet and blogs come to play.. as although YouTube is censored in many still backwards countries.. Blogs are fairly open to give and share.. and that is why i for one.. rely on photos to share our free LiFe and way over here.. as Freedom is intoxicating to those living in prisons of illusory fears.. subjugation of others for reproductive control and material gains.. and just in general.. a life spent in shackles of others REAL.. And truly when the penalty for having a difference of opinion or changing religions can range up to death.. i’M sure deep down.. the LoVinG ones who are Muslims who are as Loving as anyone… at least i know in the female element over ‘there’ as such.. THAT NO WAY COULD THEY KILL ANOTHER HUMAN BEING FOR BEING DIFFERENT IF TASKED WITH THROWING THE FIRST STONE.. THEY THEMSELVES MIGHT END UP STONED FOR NON-COMPLYING WITH HATE.. AND LOVING INSTEAD.. anyway.. i support the changes oF Love and Freedom that ARE COMING TO A THEATER NEAR US IN MUSLIM COUNTRIES IN THE NEXT SEVERAL DECADES.. AND IF I HAVE TO LIVE TO BE 90 TO SEE MUSLIM DARK HAIRED GIRLS IN BIKINIS.. i WilLL hOld on that loNG aT least to see them enjoy GOD SHINING ON AND IN ThEIR real TEMPLE OF FREE ONE AND SAME.. THE BEST REVENGE IS LIVING FREE.. THE ONLY VICTORY IS SAME WITH FEARLESS AND SACRED LOVE NOW.. wITh SMiLes oF course and wiNks oF Y i AIN’T SCARED OF HATE AS FEARLESS LOVE IS INFINITELY MORE MANLY AND WOMANLY THAN THAT.!..:)
WeLL.. my goodness this next 676th Blog Verse NOW has.. as usuAL..lonG gone on for very very long.. and i never made iT back to dVerse to do more poEtry tHere as of course some SHIT WENT DOWN.. noW much more relatively important than my words tHeRe.. so anyway.. BRinGinG noW.. “wE cAMe Down From the Beach”.. mega wAvE VeRse as the largest whole 676 verses ‘eva in the history of hUman KiNd to a pause here.. unTiL the 677th Verse stARts AnEw on Monday the 13th that can be deFiniTeLY a lucky day for those who make that self-fulfilling prophecy come tRue as WeLL iN liGht or the DArk ones iN hUmaN HeLL.. the place of hate and fear now.. anyway i’ll publish this mammoth tomorrow before i go extinct again.. from human exhaustion.. night.. nite.. and may the FORCE BE WITH YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES2..:)
Back and refreshed with at least 6 hours of sleep.. at 7:38 am.. and i must say now.. thaT while there are some nice words in the Old Testament.. the New one.. and the Kuran too.. sAdly.. none of these fairly good books do enough to NoW BrinG the SworD oF HopE WordS for LovE rather than the SworDs of Steel for hate and fear.. which has still been the historical and now steeL of Sword iN thE current affairs of three books of both Love and Hate.. Hope and Fear STiLL.. i find and do that God does speak more trUtH anD liGht iN NatURe FReED noW than any book.. so tHere IS stiLL A NaTuRE prompt from last Monday at dVerse associated with Haibun and Haiku according to the science of that THAT i WiLL Now make into Fredbun and Fredku.. before i do my Fredfu in martial arts way at the Military gym later this afternoon.. as Jesus F iN Christ.. i need to get this blood stained taste of three religions stiLL of Judaism.. Christianity.. and Islam out of my mouth.. before something else bad happens in the world inspired by one or two or three of all those historical religions of hate and fear iN REAL EARTH AFFECT AND EFFECT FOR GOD’S CHILDREN.. ranging from the American Indians.. to this tribe against that tribe.. raping.. pillaging and killing children.. and wives.. and conquered woman and children.. to killing the different among God’s children just for sport.. picking them off.. like so-called ‘red necks’ do to deer for better purposes of the balance of Nature down here in the deep south THAN just killing for words of lies that someone else amplified out of a book that says the different that God Creates deserve punishment up to burning all in a Fucking Fire.. forever as such.. we sTill live in a sick world of lies.. where Truly at least the REAL GOD OF NATURE iS MERCIFUL ENOUGH TO END THE WORST OF PAINS AND MISERY IN DEATH THAN AN ENDLESS FIRE OF FEAR AND HATE AS GENERATED BY HUMAN DEVILS IN EVIL NOW.. OKAY.. HOPEFULLY i HAVE SPIT ouT ENOUGH OF THE VENOM.. OF THE TRUE EVIL SNAKE THAT CAN BE THE LIES OF RELIGION ALONG WITH the prettier psalms in the old testament about Nature True.. as in all stuff liFe.. thE DArk and liGht IS ra EL and i AM no exception as DArk and liGht as WeLL.. only Difference is i do my best not to harm anyone with fear and hate.. but sure collateral damage of butt hurt WiLL happen.. as we all view the butt hurt of liFe different.. now of course.. and liFe is a Struggle.. a challenge.. to adapt to.. FOR CHANGE iF FucKinG possible without FucKinG killing someone for Lies of other weak humans in fear and hate now sTill.. Hmm.. sometimes i wish they could burn all those books and we could just return to the God of Nature.. but i would becoMe thEm.. iF i actually said i will take thaT Freedom oF eXpreSsiOn.. away from ‘them’.. Love is Patient.. Love is Kind.. Truth ISREAL anD fRee and liGht.. DaRk exists but don’t get too used to it to change it to tHe liGht oF God iN and as uS thaT iS Fearless LoVeNoW.. so with that all sAiD i sPit religion out and move back to the God oF NatURe FReED iN i as i INCARNATE FReED aLiVe aS OnE..:)
Hmm.. some detours.. back at 06132016.. 9:11 am.. now.. for a breakfast break and BacK in a few to sTarT back aGaiN foR NoW..:)
And heRe i go aGaiN oN tHe DVerse poeTRy tRail…9:31 am…
Garden mint.. cooler Summer Breezes bRinG sCents oF natUre FReED iN LiVes oN Love oF hiGhER drifts EmoTioNs trUe iN LiGht oF liFE over DArK noW..
SpRinGs Summer DreAms arE liVe..:)
SMiLes.. Nature are wE in Kindergarten clothes iN eYes of Roses FloWeRinG In River beds oF Love GroWing hiGher wateREd bY LoVe Of wE noW..
Gardens Rose kiNdergardening Love..:)
NatUre’s high oF Stimulant BeanS breWinG miNd and boDy sMiLer iN colorS deepeR sweeteR sugar cubeS deliGht tongueS hiGher Art oF liFE..
FaLL oF thE SuN iF Y i DrinK Coffee..;)
It’s reAlly sad as the way society views and does work in modern ways kills human Nature and what can be viewed when Nature is work rather than illusions of abstract constructs and Standard IQ..
Lost from Nature sImply Saved WiTh iT..:)
OH.. Lord.. such a long history of making humans into machines and machines into humans to displace humans from Nature one and same.. and cycling i did for so many years before i determined that it was taking my bone/ muscle mass away.. and hurting my neck from staying down in one position.. in ergonomic injury.. and knees as well in fixed position like rats and treadmill cages and ellipticals and the such at gyms too.. noW i spiRAl with graViTy and conquer it soft in balance working with it in victory instead of against it as man made machine oF i as machine and sAMe.. anyWay.. it works as my legs are empirically stronger measured from 500 LBs of Pressing power to close to half a ton for 33 reps now.. oh so strong.. so butterfly and sting quick.. in balance.. trUly the Fitness answers are iN BaLanCinG on eARTh with one foot and the other free with Arms.. torso.. head.. toes.. fingers.. and hands swirLinG sAme twirLinG aLL A’round inside outside.. above so below.. in GolDen SpiRaL GalaXY UniVersE and BEyoNd reaLiTy mini mE God are wE when FReED oNE witH God’s GraViTy wHoLeNoW..
Instinct Skills and AbiLiTies.. ISA beaT thE FucK vs ouT oF KnowLedge as a machinE.. KSA
SAdly this laundry story bRinGS back soft nightmares of Kuran where the wife may be beatEn liGhtly aT tHe discretion iN hands of husband turned into judge jury and executioner of patriarchy .. in stove top burnings iN Pakistan too.. oh.. the door to heLL is opened with soft dArk breeze low of psychopath eYes and dominating 9 year old dolls with evil power over free.. ‘Dajjal’.. STiLL lives in books oF dARk Lies miXed WiTh TrUth…
Soft Lies gRow iN and ouT oF Love iN Killing Fields.. oF Ocean HATE….noW…
Dams of NatUre hiGh and low in mechanical cognition lost from wHole.. fires of moonlight naKed dancE hUman reAL.. yeS.. Ivory towers cOld away from liFe..
For mE aT lEast onLY.. a wiNdow a ForResT back door.. Beach.. aWay..:)
Oh.. Jesus F iN Christ.. this reminds me i Am so dam happy i turned the TV of input off and switched to output now..
Cable lines of lost.. SatelLiTes a trap.. Oh Lord.. bRinG iT aLL dOwn/baCK uP aGaiN..;)
ps.. WiNks2.. it was hard for me to wRite that fourth line in the second Verse.. until i remembered i was doing FredBun.. FredKu and soon in the flesh and blood world this afternoon.. FredFu in martial arts way.. anyWay.. Jesus F NeO iN Christ out oF Matrix i’M FReED..;)
With ‘quick’ sidebottom note here.. Jesus F. iN Christ.. iF the ReAL Jesus dude weRe/iS A to ever come back he would say FucK haTinG.. non-accepting non-toleratiNG hUmans who have little to no respect for each other in Loving Sexy ways.. put his fur on and join a Bonobo tribe jUst for Fun.. Loves.. Hugs.. and sUre that other more intiMate way aWay from aggression noW and violence stuff too.. or iF hiS or heR weRe/iS hUman hE/sHe most defiNitELy DaiLY wOUld have to wRite iT aLL uP FReED In United States oF Google and or Word Press or other Internet Free way now.. as ain’t hardly any one ready for the Jesus F. iN Christ oF Free Love shoes now.. that says iT all iN onE word noW FEARLESSFREELOVENOW..:)
SMiLes and FrOwns.. reminds me of the noW iN Church where the older deacon said that Homosexual Behavior and Hurricanes were evil sAMe.. until i E-MaiL blessed the Monsignor Priest.. my old tennis partner in high school.. a way hiGher to let him know that both are the balance oF NatUre in distributing heat to other species and less reproduction to save the earth whole from the existing virus of culture thaT iS hUman made wHole.. with the help of reaSon of course in dArk and liGht as gifted bY Nature God oNe and sAMe.. anyWay.. he a dude who has a certain fLair of soft bare footedness too.. i might intimate.. put an end to that and once again.. tHere is hope with hurricanes and homosexuality in my Catholic Church.. at lEast.. for i aM A Hurricane calm in center too who refuses to be cAlm iN Winds thaT Heal iN words oF appropriate dissension and TrUth and liGht as weLL in feaRless LovE.. oF cOurse.. i AM commenting here on the 13th of June after an eve of destruction of demon hands ‘blessed’ with GunS noW real as such on the 11th niGht of June oN the 12th morn then.. so that flavors mY pasSioN heRe.. mY friEnd as this IS A ‘little’ more than i usuALLy eXpose thE liGht oF my lAMp to folks oN the continuing dVerse TRail.. so iF you FeeL the paSsiON oF Y i.. is a little too much heRE fEEl free to deLete.. as this inspiRaTioN WiLL liVe on perHaps a thouSand years online in the lonGest LonG fORm poeM ever as pArt of thE 676th Verse now approaching 4 milLioN words that perHaps eXplains a pArt of aLL tHis wRite noW.. iN words away from sWord way.. AS Love for fearLess FReED..
SMiLeS anD hAVe A waY nicE daY iN liGht.. oF TrUth..:)
ObviOUslY as side note aGaiN here wE liVe in A world sTiLL veiLed aWay from the real Greek original meaning of Apocalypse that means removing that Veil towards TrUth and liGht of God NatuRe oNe and sAme as mini-mE’s wE.. so leT’s jUst say for shits and giggles.. WHAT IF i WERE THE REAL JESUS DUDE REINCARNATED NOW AS THIEF IN THE NIGHT OF WORD PRESS AND GOOGLE BLOG WAY.. oF course the odds of that are beyond inFinitely low as i am just one of so many sperm directed by daddy as such.. and all those potential egg receptors as such by mom alone.. and just like i said why me when i came down with all those disorders back then.. i would have to say the same in statistical improvabiLITy in my science and math mind now.. even iF the little 1 step to 5 or more scientific method noW advanced WAY WAY AHEAD TO PROVE THAT THE QUANTUM REAlITY OF REALiTY DOES PROVIDE FOR REINCARNATION AS SUCH IN OTHER FORMS AND ESSENCES DOWN THE ROAD OF NOW THE SamE.. anyWay i for one believe in Art and Science so this is gonna be for shits and giggles as yes.. i aM a servant Soldier one for God.. but i for one.. would rather be the last than first or anything like a promotion to the KinG oF thE UniVerse as i can’t even handle a military department head position without falling down to the concrete floor of hUman And God existence separate inStead oF wHole.. but iF the shits and giggles could bE trUe thE fAct of the matter as wHole iS A now no different then.. iS iF i were to announce i Am ISA to the Muslim/Chrisitian world and that dude Jesus sAMe as reincarnated mE aS sAMe as flesh and blood noW.. they wOUld fiNd a WaY to kill ME EITHER THAT SIDE OF EXTREMISTS OR THIS SIDE DEAD AS ANYONE ON A CROSS FOR CRUCIFIXION TheRE.. so as alWays wE Bards of trUth and liGht sLy bEhiND liKe Ninja’s in words of metaphors and lengthy Long poem forms.. as wE aLL iNstincTuAlly.. iNnately.. iNtuiT noW thAT thE psychopathic leaning killers who are among uS iN thE World WiLL never even Guess what tHe FucKinG TrUth and liGht wE for ONE are aLL uP to then and Now.. and thiS iS how we protect our Loved ones from Demons.. real humans//Demons unleashed like the one’s last Thursday iN Orlando iN jUst one human being then.. KillinG 50 or more and injuring the same of 50 and more too.. WE come ouT iN BroaD BaND Daylight iN ThE SuNs oF wE and oUr liGht iS fAr toO BriGht for thE eYes of Demons to even notice in thE aLL.. tHe dARk oF whaT hUman sadly.. bEyonD sAdly of kiLLinG arms can bE.. yeS.. “wE ComE DoWn FroM thE BeacH2” too.. but only LeaVinG Footprints wHo those wITh the capacity for Fearless LovE iN Sacred and Holy WaY WiLL eVen noticE noW.. and for soMe oF uS iT maY taKe ceNturies foR oUr mesSages to fuLLy gEt oUt iN meDia waY.. but bY then.. wE WiLL bE LonG GonE to SaVe thE neXt World anD We WiLL E-scapE yOur fear iN HaTinG Ways.. mArk mY words oR noT iF yoU Are ‘them’ for tHey ruN iN SHarK tanKs oF group tHinK aWay froM LovE oF REAL GOD NOW iN FearLess NakED eYes oF liGht aNd TrUth.. iN WisDom’s clotHes Of God thaT ArE TemplE oF FlesH anD BlooD GODiSReaL..:)