Beyond Birth and Death what all living things share is thE WiLL to live and as my son proved that in his 51 days of life with multiple congenital anomalies.. My mother at age 82.. with multiple cancers from head to toe at 8 days now with no food or drink surely proves this out too.. and so many otHeRs of course.. including miracle stories to relate… i am sort of an expert on Happiness by now but moreover before that i was more an an expert on the much daRker side of life.. namELy heLL on earth in the Kingdom of living within as opposed to other much nicer place of the Kingdom of Heaven living within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so beloW.. and all around on eARTh.. the much nicer place wHeRe tHeRe is no tiME but forevermore now.. wHeRe the otHeR place mostly consists of cLocks with hands so big they crowd out NoW wiTh numb and pain.. and if i didn’t go tHeRe substantiAlly.. at lEast temporarily through this.. the story would be even daRker as i could no longer define myself as fully human to enter both thE LIGht and dARk places oF Life that lead back to LiGhT as Nature AKA God is on whole merciful for those who seek and find tHeiR way back with WiLL over Love.. not all do… sAdly.. not all do.. some bounce back as Nature iN hUMan WiLL do.. given the opportunity with move.. connect.. and create.. but pushed back too soon as a mechanical cog in a machine means a more likely longer priSon stay in the numb and pain that has not been processed with emotional regulation and sensory integration of a dance and song of liFe with others free verse as liGht goeS oN for more.. Death IS A merciful end NoW for the WiLL to LIVe as LoVe as liGht when the WiLL is left that DanceS on without a SonG.. so.. i continue that SonG as DancE can go.. longer noW as i StiLL hOld the chalice of Love thAT has no bounds of wAlls to hold love inside.. and the Sun is coming out by dark cloud by dArk cLoud removed… and clouds come back and clouds removed aGain for liGht.. as mentioned earlier while school doesn’t teach one how to come back and sadly church does little other than the social connection to bring one back.. the Kingdom of Heaven within IS A Dance and SonG of art for me in fully MoVinG ConNecTinG and Co-CreaTinG with the GoD of Nature allone never separate in how i see and feeL and SeNSE the world now wHOle when this BALanCinG ForCe oF LiGht over dARk rains a reign for me.. as the Gravity of DArk liGhts uP to a float of liFe and after a pick-up out of dArk through a Kundalini DAncE and SonG of MoVinG meditation liGht.. the sAMe SonG we listened to.. ‘i believe i can fly’ is the SonG i DancED to that brought me out of dARk sAMe as when i listened to it back in ’97 when our child was dying then.. And when my Grandmother died back in ’87.. thE LiGht i remember most is my Mother’s will to go on in liGht oF Love.. as it is those who liVe wHo muSt continue to spread thE LIGht of Love the best they can and WiLL..:)
Blogger Poet Friend Xenia Tran iN kind wishes of Love Sings..
Thinking of you at this time and wishing your mother well on her new journey of light. Blessings to you all and know that all will be well. You are surrounded by love and light xxx
And i return the sAMe WiTh.. Hello.. Xenia Tran.. tHeRe arE LiGhts iN the world that WiLL never be extinguished.. NoW.. namELy liGhts oF Love.. thank you for surrounding me.. mY FriEnd.. aS LiGht liVes Love FlyInG hiGher.. And my MoThEr goeS oN as LoVe and liGht FliGht evEn HiGhER..:)
WeLL.. been awhile gigoid.. and anyWheRe IS A good place to stART and what better place than now and an occupation as a cat hammock is also a best place to be in the now.. as connection is what makes life worth living most even for a feral territorial animal who comes to suck the mother’s milk of love again… sUre.. with kitty biscuits too.. yes.. that touchy feely warm and fuzzy stuff that science names as the cure of the social bonding neurohormone as oxytocin that kills the pain of the human soUL of HeARt as SpiRit reLease in comfort of life the most for those not addicted to adrenaline alone.. i suppose of course from thE Lit place iN dArk and liGht within.. anyWay.. liFe goeS oN my friEnd best with a Loving hUman tOuch/FeeL/seNse thaT reFuses to be put out by A dArk of LiFe oF ‘Fore..cE… GOLden tOuch feeL to reLatE..:)
“I’m Nobody! Who are you? Are you- Nobody- Too? Then there’s a pair of us? Don’t tell! they’d advertise-you know! How dreary-to be- Somebody! How public-like a Frog- To tell one’s name-the livelong June- To an admiring Bog!”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
Communion with Nature.. never a cost butt toAlly Free..:)
“Cats, no less liquid than their shadows, offer no angles to the wind.”
~~ from ‘Cats’ by Arthur Seymour John Tessimond ~~
“My Cat is a Tai Chi Master”.. it must be True.. one can Google iT and see It has no skyscraper LabELs thaT tRump Free cLouds oF FliGht Float..:)
“Words are, in my not so humble opinion, our most inexhaustible source of magic, capable of both inflicting injury, and remedying it.”
~~ Albus Dumbledore ~~
heHe.. if no thing else.. i for one am proof words don’t run out and even proof that yes.. they run on.. and words surELy hELped cure me at lEast.. and the best thing oF aLL is an infinite number of new symbols can be created to relate more than what one does before.. and as far as any poTenTial harm or butt hurt.. online has a switch for off.. haha..;)
“Never play a thing the same way twice.”
~~ Louis Armstrong ~~
For me aT leASt2.. Free verse essence over staGnate form..:)
“A mistake is a lesson on its way to be learned!”
~~ Milton Berle ~~
i ofTen find thE GreaTest art in mistakes as they are mostly free oF Form and full of essence more..:)
“If it takes a lot of words to say what you have in mind, give it more thought.”
~~ Dennis Roth ~~
Truth is.. dARk or liGht.. some minds are bigger than others and have more to say in short and long.. and the smallest ones often say the most in no words aT aLL.. Like ants who are relatively speaKing much stronger than humans butt the greatest feat oF aLL is how they work together with common objective Eusocial purpose to get the job done for survival.. mostly importantly.. BaLanCing wiTh the rest of Nature too.. humans fAiL oN all counts now… iN big picture view oF survive foR All.. sure.. i’M dancing singing to the choir.. butt the Truth is as far as bigger picture view.. heAR.. Ants are probably God of Nature’s favorite pArts here for all.. as whole..;)
“One cannot make an omelette without breaking eggs — but it is amazing how many eggs one can break without making a decent omelette.”
~~ Professor Charles P. Issawi ~~
Ugh.. yeah that thing cAlled the hUman coNdition all environmental aS Such.. otherwise known as Modern Human Cultures.. the curRent greaTEst virUs on eARTh.. at lEast from Space view of Stars checking dOwn on StAR DuST SenTienT plUS.. sTuFF uS..;)
Why is the universe the way we see it? If it had been any different, we would not be here!”
~~ Stephen Hawking ~~
Save A MiRAcle.. why not..:)
“It did not matter, after all. He was only one man. One man’s fate is not important. If it is not, what is? He could not endure those remembered words.”
~~ Ursula K. Le Guin, spoken by Gaverel Rocannon, Rocannon’s World ~~
ButterFly WinGs count iN total effect and affect of Beauty.. no different reAlly than A sMiLe oN A Down’s Child Face..:)
“You don’t get to choose how you’re going to die, or when. You can only decide how you’re going to live now.”
~~ Joan Baez ~~
i saT sTill LiVinG deATh liFe quiet.. i dance i live i sing liFe Lives.. Dance sings Dance..:)
“Professor! Is this all real? Or, is it just happening inside my head?”
“Of course it’s happening inside your head, Harry! Why should that mean that it’s not real?”
~~ Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter ~~
So let it be written and Sung so leT iT Dance aS SonG..:)
Nice to see you again gigoid.. alWays a pleaSure to come bacK aGaiN as promised..:)
i suppose my Mother was waiting for two things.. For me to get back to the Hospital.. and for the Dogwood to bloom on February 22nd for the first time ever in recorded history in the Panhandle of Florida by older timers like me and my sister now.. haha.. in anecdotal retrospect.. so.. yes.. my mother passes away tonight at 8:10 pm.. Peacefully in her sleep.. born on December 10th 1934.. making it ’till her 82nd year of life.. now on 02.22.2017.. first eternal spring here.. and before when the Hospice Nurse asked what my mother’s wish would be.. all we could say is.. she would wish to go home.. and she loved Flowers as nothing material other than books meant anything to her.. she leaves a lot of published poetry of her soul with that as well.. in written book covered form.. anyway.. now.. the Dog Wood Tree is not coming down for the new Septic Tank Drain Field.. the folks who install it.. will just have to bypass the roots for now2 and who knows.. perhaps we will have to replace it again but hey.. life counts.. even a Dog Wood Tree that blooms in Florida for the first time ever in recorded history or herstory or eTcstory too.. Make it all Holy and Sacred.. FuLL of Meaning and Purpose.. make it the Kingdom of Heaven now like a Mother who only wants to love her children in life and that’s it… i suppose that’s how God FeelS and senses within in FAcT i sing it.. i dance it FreeLY without any restraint at all with all that is GOD FReED iN mE.. as a loving Child with eYes of God that will not go away.. eternal spring of Flowers with my last words to my Mother.. i love you mama.. then her breathing eased to forevernow mY heART.. spiRit and soUl allone..GOD..NoW.. WiTh a Red Tailed Hawk Harbinger oF LIGht.. SpirRAling in the Clouds around thE Legendary Dog Wood Flowers of WiNter SpRing..LIGht..LoVE..:)
Old friend Amy.. wife of much longer term friend Greg all the way from catechism in the grade school years of Catholic Church.. his mother and still his sister one of the leaders of the church.. with both my mother supporting me very much and his mother supporting him very much through the more troubled waters of life to eventual great success as far as individual human happiness and peace of mind grows into older age.. i suppose i was a wine that took a little more time to ripen into fresh but haha.. Maverick.. i remain.. anyway.. she drops by with the following kind words finding my alias on Facebook in form of my wife’s name of Katie Mia and i really appreciate her doing this..
As she says..
So sorry for the loss of your Mom Fred. I know she supported and loved you. Moms are just someone so special.
And i return with..
Hi.. Amy.. thanks so much for stopping by and bringing these kind thoughts for the loss of my mother.. surely 8 of the longest days i have ever lived.. losing her.. but eternity having her always now both in life and passing living as divine love and grace in my heART.. SpiRit and SoUL.. i remember how difficult too it was for both you and Greg to lose your parents.. and surELy a best part is when that love lives on in our eYes of Love as LiGht to give and share iN all the essence and form that comes next as LiGht.. Hope and wish and pray that you and Greg are doing great now as well and your children and all of your family as well..:)
Facebook Friend Benny and friend from college age also says in kind regard..
So sorry to hear about your mom passing away. My condolences to you and your family. If there’s anything I can do please let me know.
And i say in kind returns.. too..
Thanks so much Benny for the kind condolences.. we are hanging in there.. friend.. and doing well..all things considered.. and hope you are doing well.. my friend.. too..:)
And now i say.. when my Father passed away back on May 22nd of 2014.. almost but not quite making his 82nd birthday as my mother achieved.. the gift he left to me was fearless strength/ WiLL.. although i had to find that more innately within as a mirror of him in me.. my mother’s gift as different was life long from ages 0 continuing through now as divine love and grace as the fearless strength/WiLL and graceful love make up the divine of my heaRt SpiRit and sOUL and surely my mother lived the divine strength and will even in her last days of surviving with not even a drop of water as per her wishes not to be kept alive by medical devices for 8 full days.. in what the Doctor’s suggested would likely be around 2 days and every day with her was a gift.. and the greatest gift she ever gives me is divine love and grace.. the strength and fearless is more of spiRit WiLL too than just brute muscular strength and that pARt.. particularly the fearless part eliminating all anxiety from life has been the most challenging part of my life.. particularly in the last 8 days as i surely felt like i was traveling the River Styx across a valley of death and entering Peace of Love as well.. just another cross we all eventually share in life if we live long enough to achieve all life has to offer both in liGht and dARk as greATest tests that come to us for freedom as liGht living life more than ever before.. i believe it is all for us as children to learn the lessons of both parents and God as whole.. and for me i go many steps further in human potential to thank God most for this gift of life i share as liGht with others now.. thing is.. i have that intellect of decades of school and other rational analysis mixed with the mystical parts of life that are often swept under the rug as tradition becomes not only binding for social cooperative support as religion but also choking the parts of freedom that can be sought and found when outcast from the herd of common that does bind together with ritual and tradition where symbols become holy and sacred along with ways of life as meaning and purpose where the parts that do not mesh with common binds and bounds of walls become outcast parts of life.. the greaTest pArt of that is.. although i hold no restricted beliefs of just one religion to the exclusion of others that usually brings the most number of supportive friends in life as birds of the same feathers of religion do flock together in unison song at least in life.. i go further as an explorer of God as surely there have alWays been nomads among human beings moving the greatest masses as maverick to greener pastures out of caves of life.. for Frank example that is far beyond any core beliefs of lust hating religions.. science and me sees the value of human lust in making the neurochemical and neurohormonal changes that increase human productivity and creativity.. and as science and the fringe religions show.. solo tantric so-called sex is the best way to neuro-chemically and neuro-hormonally achieve this altered state of human conscious being mind.. in other words 3 hour orgasms and such as that as that relates to the human potential all natural as such without any need for external substance drugs to achieve that higher potential of human creativity and productivity whole.. and nah.. my mother never knew about that and if she did it would have surely been another dark part of life to her.. as western religions tend to dominate and control and subjugate people with so much repression and oppression about the natural God given functions of the entire human being through life.. to hold it all holy and sacred IS A path toward Unity and Peace with God as Temple of God holding the essence of all that can be holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose if one escapes what is clearly now as far as biblical science goes in scholarly way the methods always used to control people through shaming them for their God of Nature given human Nature.. Frankly through limiting the natural pleasures of the erotic nature of being human.. controlling reproduction and using illusory fears to keep folks like robots in line for the materialistic and power gains of those in charge.. no different really than the Roman Emperor Constantine expanding his empire while erecting a Monolithic Statue of himself to be worshipped like Jesus as Soldier Sun God too.. these are historical facts now.. but if the truth that we are all free children of God by the message of the original Gnostic teachings of the Jesus who SEES the kingdom of God within and Heaven NOW as a place where there would not even be any ownership papers of marriage where all would be spiritual brothers and sisters.. that would surely take away the money changing tables to build 10 million dollar homes to provide some power of positive thinking that is an innate instinctual and intuitive human potential when one takes the shame of treading on the clothes of culture naked and comes free per the Gospel of Thomas vs 37 attributed to Jesus and not censored by the so-called Holy Roman Empire to expand it politically from shore to shore for expanded resources as humans do in tribal instinct ways too in areas of scarcity like the middle eastern deserts for sure.. to understand human nature.. to understand the true holy and sacred unity of being human with all of life full now of meaning and purpose is to achieve the potential for unity with God of Nature now.. and make the most of this great gift of life on what surely looks from space view as a miracle of heaven on this Rocky orb of beauty blue and green and beyond rainbow colors of abundance of love.. thaT’s a miracle and that’s heaven when fully experienced.. given and shared.. when no member of creation is any greater or less than an other NoW when one can find God in the split of wood by ax and in a grain of sand.. below.. above.. inside and outside and all around eARTh too where that grain of sand holds up mountains in example of human love now too.. so i groW on in all inclusive love.. the unconditional kind that groWs oN even hiGher than what our mother reserved for my sister and me as loving children.. i see a much larger family of 7 Billion plUs brothers and sisters.. and the technology of the modern age web allows me to sow what i have lEarned as seeds on paths of journey i continue to travel now.. fringe is what i am but all is who i am all as pART and whoLe of God ONE.. The Force as essence liGhTs On.. as liFE does DancE and SinG oN.. The Sun is shining NoW and i have some more liGht to sow in Dance and SonG..:)
Four MacroVerse Memories as shared as Facebook Algorithm Memories provided all for free of course.. hehe.. with “CORE OF creativity” heAR speakinG NoW of the power and Force aS a BaLanCinG PoWer of HumAN luSt and LoVe To greATest Heights oF Human CreaTivity.. ProducTiviTy and Overall Social Cooperation and Human PoTenTiAL coMe to FruiTioN for all ToGeThER as a MacroVerse Memory from three years ago.. in other words.. the source of LIbido in LIving and LoVinG liFE with a luST that never ends iN all oF liFe Free.. and sure.. it can range from something as soft as underwear art to full blown consensual porn.. in tantric ways of even solo wHeRE 3 hour orgasms are not uncommon.. thing is.. what comes neXt.. Sky RockEtinG Levels of Creativity and Productivity with Natural increasing levels of the Social Bonding Neurohormone oxytocin as the answer of the Love drug to kill human pain and replace that pain and numb with never ending comfort in Heaven now.. sadly.. so sadly.. leave out healthy consensual levels of lust and lose the love too.. but hey.. even athletic supporters understand this as science shows that ‘adjusting yourself’ also increases healthy levels of oxytocin as a social bonding force for sports too.. it’s true.. might not always be easy to hear by what is often seen as DArk by the Force of religions that oppress and repress human nature is the liGhTEst Force of God oF aLL iN hUman being that is the luST that leads to loVe and human cooperation and the libido responsible in origin for human creativity and productivity as whole.. the Karma is do it sow it and reap the benefits don’t sow it do it in liGht without shame and reap the other dARkers side of life too.. that can lead to addictions to opiates with vague somatic pains as human nature is snuffed out with shame.. and other dARk Forces of fear as associated with hate.. the ones who win in love are the ones who free themselves naked with God treading on the fear of shame.. just a reminder.. the Gospel of Thomas verse 37 by so-called Yeshua who intiMates this too..:)
FIFTH Dimension of LOVE.. MacroVerse from two years ago.. while i am still visiting the ‘Wrong Planet’.. online and attempting to find a language that will work with folks most trapped in left hemisphere analyzing reason only thinking ways of brain thinking there.. in other words missing much of the social empathic spiritual consensual lust and love paRts of life as life becomes more of a two-dimensional science project in rules and regulations as forms all solid as such set in concrete ways of stone life as statue sidewalk walking never reaching a dance and sing of life all green on grass whole as God as one Force of eYes that see more than left- brain thinking only as metaphor of course.. as sure.. the brain is more complicated than that.. with much NOT known about the mind as whole too beyond the brain itself.. anyway.. it’s the essence that counts as there are many languages and other symbols on the path to trutH and liGht.. and sadly the greaTest problem in the world to be expected is the tribal instinct that fights for resources to the exclusion of others to the point of killing and raping and harming others even in the name of God who lives in all of creation now and excluding parts of God Given Nature ranging from different sexual orientations to natural functions of God Given Nature so God can enjoy the ride within human a little more than pain and suffering now in a numb of life of pain that knows and feels and senses little Joy.. no doubt God would rather live in Heaven within too.. all i can do and will do is tale ya noW and sHow ya what works for me in my now individual language way and other symbols in visual and sensing and feeling ways that leads me to union with God of Nature whOle noW.. fortunately.. i live in a country with freedom of expression that allows one different languages for lust and love and God one or not.. not is the saddest part of all i.. for one see as a nihilistic outlook on life with little to no holy and sacred and almost no meaning and purpose in life.. the essence of pain numb and depression as living life as death.. in other words now that eARThly place away from heaven that can truly be a numb of pain named hell too.. free yourself.. live in heaven.. is my only suggestion in what works for you now as liGht liFE LoVe..:)
Another MacroVerse Memory from two years ago named “Google Away HOme aGain”.. as i make a path back to the River i was raised on and even visit my elementary school building and reflect on all thE paths to truth and liGht that are now available with global expanding free flow in sharing information associated with trUth and liGht and the nuances beyond language alone.. particularly in visuals of non-verbal language available as art online where sadly beyond the mirror neuron way of sharing in visual way.. we still miss much of the taste.. smell.. and overall feel and sense as touch of life.. seeing and hearing important of course but Helen Keller sees more of course too.. in so many more incredible potential human intelligences in physical and emotional ways to seek.. find and practice as liGht of LIfE too.. for just one example.. the proprioception of seeing the world without eyes or ears.. and this is where the free flowing art of movement comes in.. in not only integrating senses for greater above so below.. inside.. outside and all around experience of life but integrating and expanding pro-social feel good emotions and senses too.. so many resources available online now that expound forevermore now for those who are not locked in books of the past that subjugate human through oppressing and repressing their much greater overall human potential to control others through illusory fears for materialistic gains and traditionally reproductive control.. namely.. controlling the reproductive freedoms of women.. for men who see women as not much more than cattle to breed.. AND CONTROL.. and name that some name for God’s wish to even rape and Kill when God naturAlly only wants to be free as possible within each human being as history and moreover herstory and eTcstory continues to gRoW.. more than cattle behind fences closed.. up and clothed.. as hiding God Free..:)
“Broken Arrows oF Dreams Dance”.. MacroVerse Memory from a year ago.. that brings a theme song here and one more that speaks to the Free Spirits of God that so much want to escape the frowns of repression and oppression of the human spirit that so sadly can come from religion and culture of patriarchal ways of subjugating and controlling human nature through oppressive and repressive ways of life to control all subsistence resources including human beings to expand material and selfish reproductive gains.. been going on since the first part of Agriculture around 10 to 12 thousand years ago.. as storing food as grains in silos away from a forage of life together and a naked dance togeTher where the whole family is village and the child whomever the father and mother is is the child of the village whole to be raised allone with a healthy balance of lust and love altoGeTher as divine grace and love and WiLL and Strength and Fearless as one family wHOle full of holy and sacred meaning and purpose seeing and feeling and sensing God in all stuff creation beyond feeling and sensing and seeing now too.. so i dance and sing free away from SupeR Walmart aisles of frowns of misery and suffering where opiates take the place of a healthy balance of free LuST and loVe in consensual balance.. nah.. it’s not as bad as the theme song heAR but it does relate the core problem of red state fear and hate in tribal instinctual ways of human scarcity running afraid from Peace and Love for all in harmony.. true.. human beings are only evolved to live in friendly groups of 150 to 200 sets of naked eyes and hips of consensual lust and love.. so insanity of overpopulation breeds roach motels of hate and fear where frowns rule over a joy of lust and love in consensual village way.. short and brutish is the way Clothed Christians reviewed the life of American Indians in day of so-called wild and free almost naked dance together around a campfire of moonlit nights where the spirit raised one with God free from head to toe.. inside.. outside.. above so below and all around life as liGht as Lust and Love Balance now.. for all of existence whole with God.. Hell can last a long time as life too clothed.. and the greatest Heaven is the Heaven that lives within that is as invisible as disabilities of pain and numb named as depressions with opiate cures of lingering hell as well never truly cured at root of luST and Love.. for life wHole.. anyway those who wish to unplug and live will as Heaven now.. those who do not will reap what they soW as the Harvest is alwayS now.. even in a Spring that never changes into Winter now.. fitting i miGht add as Karma sinGS her song best as TrUth and liGht as he will do too.. with all the tween of thaT as GreaTEr TrUtH and liGht now WeLL.. as breathe oF liFE free as God bes within..NoW..:)
Other than that for now this finishes what seems to be a rather short overall MacroVerse as number 78 of my own personal “Nether Land Bible 2017” wHERe number 77 added in makes a total of 1,169,388 words as a running total for the record as such.. as this 749th MacroVerse whole of Ocean whole poem.. also titled ‘SonG of My SoUl’ coming to the 42 month point whole since the end of August 2013.. on Word Press still exceeds 3.3 million words.. likely getting close to 4 Million words as total blogging effort started in March of 2013 for 48 months total effort too.. and yes.. all part of a 12 million word or so online writing expedition starting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. with “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. starting on Memorial Day of 2016.. again.. just to keep the record of what i am doing in somewhat concrete structural way too.. more than just fLoWinG as Patterns do make Golden pHI waves of 1.618 Ocean Flow as water waves too.. and yeS even words heAR as reflection of God Patterns that humanifest as me noW2.. as the waves of my soUl wash on.. shores forevermore now expanding as the tide goeS in and out even more.. so with all that sAid.. tonight will be the 149th dance week at Good Old Seville Quarter with all the cool college age folks there as like the theme song here continues if one travels far enough there will be someone who recognizes one’s fuller humanity free.. it is most often the little children and so called ‘ethnic minorities’ who recognize who i am full oF liGht Free in Super Walmart when i continue my Public Dance now at about 6900 miles soon to approach 7000 miles close to the Spring Equinox of 2017.. anyway i will not hide any of my liGht as liFE is the Gift for me that keeps giving and sharing iT all as a beacon oF liGht that refuses to shine any dimmer than the GreATest liGht i for one WiLL to bRing as fearless strength of grace and love Dances and SingS oN..:)
More fun dance photos coming to this 78th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017” now titled “Dogwood Winter Blooms” and also the 749th MacroVerse oF Ocean whOle poem with photos added into the next MacroVerse too as DAncE and SonG begins and ends and alWays staRts and never finishes my efforts forvermorenow.. and i’m pretty sure that’s how it works for God overall.. within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around as liGht continues NoW the cycle from dARk to LiGht even greaTEr noW oNE..ForCe oF LOVE..:)
Getting back in the saddle.. River Flow expresSing heARt.. spiRit and souL in a continuous streAM of body and miNd BaLanCinG DancE and SonG as now goeS oN more fully iN liGht.. taking a stop at the Funeral Home to sign the paperwork for the cremation and meeting the long term county funeral director who has been burying my relatives and performing related services.. decades on end for 50 or 60 years.. deaths coming in my family starting with my Great Grandfather well before the 80’s.. in ’65.. and surrogate Uncle Ed shortly after that as friend of my Maternal Grandmother.. she taking care of him on his death bed in my home.. then.. dying of respiratory problems as a long-term railroad worker by Blackwater river too.. with his daughter.. the Editor of the Magazine.. ‘Women’s Day’.. as she hit the big time then.. and a long dry spell of human deaths after that although plenty of heart felt pet deaths as pets came and more pets entered the realm of happiness.. namely.. my first Yellow Tabby cat.. named Toby who used to sleep with me on the bed when i was in about first grade.. and my Dachshund mix Charlie in Middle School.. and Tiger and Bear in Tuxedo Black and White kitty way in college as a young adult.. to Elwood and Jake Gray and White Tuxedo Cats in full adulthood age to Arthur.. our Twenty year old Brown Tabby around June 2014 and Moby last year suffering complications of Diabetes back then.. in February too.. And back to the Human’s.. my Great Uncle Charles at age 94 in the early 80’s.. my Paternal Grandmother Myrtle in ’83.. my Maternal Grandmother.. Louise.. 30 years ago in a very late spring at the end of March of ’87 with Azaleas blooming beautiful.. she at age 83.. My Great Aunt Mary in her 80’s in the late 90’s.. Katrina’s Mother Sandra in 2006.. a really difficult time then for Katrina getting through that.. and My Great Aunt Jettie in 2010.. at age 94.. and my 2nd Stepmother Pat in 2008 and my Step Sister Karen her daughter.. in 2009.. and my 1st Step Mother’s Husband Jerry.. at Christmas time in 2013.. then my Father Fred Sr.. in May of 2014 and Katrina’s Sister Michelle on Christmas Eve of 2014.. no one died in 2015.. a very Good year that was indeed.. And then there was my Aunt Christina around Christmas of 2016.. sister of my Mother at age 89.. And yes.. of course.. as i think it is with most people.. my Mother was the hardest to lose of all.. along with my Son Ryan at age 51 days in July of ’97.. of course.. as a Mother’s Love is the bond that begins well before birth.. anyway.. it was very nice talking to the Funeral Director named Donnie Sowell who came out of retirement.. before.. running the Big Funeral Home in Milton to run a smaller one now.. he knowing most all my elder relatives back when Milton was very small and most everyone new everyone by name.. and remembering my Uncle Charles as one of the First settlers at Navarre Beach Sound side where he ran a gas station store for decades there as the men stopped to talk for hours to chew the fat and pass the time as old folks used to say.. and do.. Uncle Charles.. was the kind of orator who took you to the place whatever he was speaking on with passionate emotions as the art of speaking was the entertainment of the decades to replace all smart phones then.. i watched him and my Uncle Bob.. the Rich Uncle who did it starting with appliances at Sears to a string of Vacuum stores.. my Father’s half brother still alive.. and when i was so sick in 2008.. my spirit dead in Emotional way and just a fried bundle of nerves without what felt like any myelin sheath life to insulate my nerves from stray electricity then.. i listened to my great Aunt Jettie through all my pain then.. and her nephew Burt.. a generation older than me and her nephew by Marriage Ski who along with his wife have passed away in those decades too.. and as they said.. the art of oral tradition was a dying breed those days.. too.. as smart phones and text had even taken the phone conversations away then2.. as Aunt Jetties’ Son Fred.. yes.. another Fred.. also passed away around 2009 too.. living with my Great Aunt Jettie with some pain issues of his own he dealt with then.. he.. a writer… who wrote an ancestry of the entire family that i still.. thank Goodness.. have a book copy of.. as it’s true.. my elder family were among the first settlers of the area that grew it into what it is now.. where it’s true2.. no longer do folks know your name.. hehe.. except for me as the very strange Metro Dancing man or guy in general as what my identifier as a ‘Cheer’s Norm’ has come to be.. most often though.. they.. namely the younger folks are hiding around the corner with a Smart phone recording the wild thing they captured in video way on just another boring trip to a store.. that becomes more interesting as out of the box dances again.. in Target.. tonight.. hey.. dancing is much more fun than sitting on mall benches and watching sports as far as i for one know and sense and feel now.. and if i can do it at age 56 and folks do it in their 90’s too.. it’s really not too late to dance and sing life whether slow dance or song or a wild art like me.. oral tradition is basically twitter and text dead.. even the phone has gone a sad way away from the emotional social reciprocal social communication of the instrument of human vocal ways.. but hey.. dance was the first human and cultural social reciprocal communication of them all as art of human MoVinG CoNnecTing Co-Creating ways with God of Nature all.. most specifically.. when two or more hUmans come togeTher.. sTiLL.. a new connection of the neurons oF GoD make a new spARk of LiFE.. aRisEN.. i’LL spaRk some at Old Seville Quarter tonight… as with a few drinks.. i’m not nearly as hard to approach as i seem to be in the so-called civilized world of buying stuff.. with a dance and song of Love.. there is no need to buy shit.. hehe.. it’s a naked package dressed up enough for legal to share as human flesh and blood HeaRT and SpiRit and soUL and if you wonder why all the substance abuse.. up to about a third of the adult population now.. that’s what’s missing.. the dance and song of liFE togEther sTiLL noW.. wHeRe everyone kNows yOur naMe NoW aS youR heARt.. yoUR SpiRiT.. yoUr soUL Soars as new connections of God neurons are made with human beings more.. so.. i invite you.. to yes.. come out and play and move and connect and co-create with God more.. sure.. i’M sure God does within as well all healthy wiTh liGht more too.. so.. what song to use for this.. i suppose an Aphrodite Matrix Mix when humans really let it all out then as our so-called primitive ancestors still do.. hehe.. at the Dance Hall tonight.. liFe liGhts up now when/wHeRe liFe becomes a Song and Dance for being human Free.. it’s a within FORCE that requires no external man made tools aT all.. not even clothes as those are required as Caesar coins to get in the Dance Hall now.. but hey.. other than that i’ve got a membership and without any drinks.. i pay a buck a week at prices that could make last Century not shy away from fun.. other than that this area of Nature is beyond beautiful.. trUly there is so much to experience of life heAR that costs nothing aT aLL in terms of Caesar bucks for those who know and feel and sense how to enjoy God within.. inside.. outside.. aLL FReED.. above.. so below and all around for freeR.. hehe.. all i need IS A Target Ball for fun and less.. all i need is a SonG and DancE of Love FReED.. sure.. call me Freddy Freeloader too.. just another person collecting smiles instead of beer cans on the side of the road and that reminds me of two of the few males on my maternal side of the family.. first cousin Dickie who died in the Vietnam war in ’69 and my first cousin Jimmy who died of throat cancer at before my age now back in the 90’s or so.. he.. a generation older than me and Dickie too.. Life IS A gift.. laugh it love it and live it wiTh A SonG of DancE aGaiN.. i SinG more.. Breathe Life as gift now.. A Tree of liFe liVinG hUmanS NoW.. And sure.. i’M juSt a Special SnoW Flake sTiLL noW that my MoThEr created juSt for the local area heAR.. no way in hell i would have ended up heRe like this if my Father stayed.. likely juSt anotHeR Law Enforcement or Military officer all by the rules and regulations enforcing the law or perhaps a Judge.. wHo kNows.. FeeLs.. SeNsES.. what may coMe neXt.. to be or not to be is is for more.. to coMe neXT as thE RiVeR FloWs..now… more..:)
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