WeLL.. BACK to Free FloWinG poeTry inspIraTioN from dVerse now back to previous week Thursday open lInk night.. as the creative spiRit oF heARt iN EmoTioNal ExpresSinG juSt can and WiLL do.. before work-out break comes after the next break here.. but first starting now 3112016 at 4:31 pm.. now..:)
* FroZen icicles depressing memories of past.. liGhts of LiFe.. emoTioNal heaLinG gonE wiTh zer0 FeeLinGs CoLd.. thAw iS as simple as forgetting to follow the instructions oF past.. moving forward iN HeARt instead oF head stuffed iN drifts Of sNOw..:)
Bees Love kNows no Sun but LiGht..:)
Interesting and perhaps fascinating note here.. of all the folks who i designate with an asterisk who have deleted or now moderate me out of their life.. which now only comprises four to five folks out of the average output of dVerse now anywhere.. from 30 to 40 folks.. they are the one’s often expressing the dArkest pARts oF LiFe.. a reflection of art we are.. either past.. or now.. future… i can go there sure.. as i’ve been there but to stay theRe too long iS to fall back to dArk.. and i suppose my zest for life.. was rather disconcerting to them.. when they allowed me in their blog homes.. undefeatable spiRit can be hard to handle when one is spiritually cynical about the TRUE LIGHTS OF LIFE THAT ARE ONLY FREE.. and yes i know that from direct experience.. then.. ANYWAY.. there are no smiling faces iN avatars who have now.. blocked me out of tHeir darkness.. in fact these folks most often show no sMiLes at aLL.. as ‘they’ say the LAWS OF ATTRACTION AND REPULSION ARE REAL.. AND ANYTHING LESS THAN FREE WiLL be repelled from me iN this negative way of brinGinG now to fruition.. one must practice happiness iN liGht.. To adhere to dArk iS surely A path to dARk iN eventuality.. at least.. for now.. as this side note ends..:)
* Politicians arise out of culture.. never on their own.. Obama rose out of hope.. and attempting to spread some Love in Giving and sharing.. that at least worked in expanding health care.. now.. no.. not.. perfect of course but never the less some have gained and as empirical evidence clearly shows the country overall is in much better fiscal health as far as the average consumer goes.. Trump is obviously home grown from the fear of the conservative far right.. wHere they are truly shooting themselves in the eventual foot.. bY FAILING MISERABLY TO MOVE.. CONNECT AND CREATE.. GIVING AND SHARINg.. TO HOARD iS to fALL iN gRains of past.. then.. end and beginning of story.. sTiLL now.. and yes.. Trump is a prophet too.. an all natural one that depicts Nature far out of balance iN human way.. as the dArk reaches out hard for one last grasp at control of human freedoms.. FREEDOM RULES EVENTUALLY.. YES.. SELFISH MEN AND WOMEN.. HAVE TAKEN iT away iN both politics and religion but THE ONLY GOD OF NATURE THAT iS NATURE IS OVERALL FREE.. and so are wE when we too as human follow iN accord wITH FreeDom RuLES.. FAR FAR AWAY iN MOST POLITICAL AND RELIGIOUS DOGMAS TO CONTROL OTHER FOLKS In aLL the colors that comes iN for N0W at least..:)
Rain Loves LiFe.. Life Loves Rain.. Tear drops n0w Nurture.. LiFe Loves Tears drop… Rain Loves LiFe..:)
“Fearless Love under WILL without harm to others”.. a simple commandment as aLL that iS.. from before now so complicated.. reaSon enough iN FEELinG iN REAL to FORGIVE one’s self.. AND aLL others too.. whatever it takes to practice iT.. WiLL Work as aLL hiStory SAges iN Truth and liGht arrive now.. thiS UniVersal Solution… Oh by the way.. regarding that quote uP tHere.. iF one googles iT with enclosed quotes.. one WiLL find out who says iT first.. like that.. at lEast… Different words.. esSence oFTrUth and liGht UniVerSal.. iN Christ as metaphor aS aLWays bEinG hUmanoW..:)
5:41 pm.. and now to work iT aLL out..:)
Okay.. back at 10:46 am.. with multiple deTours around the world online but in input and output.. as oH my God.. in relative human terms.. an infinite amount of input and output iN human singularity way is already available for folks in the know and feeling of FULL INPUT AND OUTPUT KnOW.. If you saw that movie ‘Lucy’ about transhumance.. trust me it was a metaphor but a prophecy too.. huh.. you think and feel prophecies ended some 2K years ago.. or in 632 AD.. or so.. HA! there iS NOW no beginning or ending to human prophecies as all there is is now and we live forever now.. you think i’m still kidding huh.. well wait.. for science to catch up to the infinite mind and body in balance in quantum mind and body balance unleashed and released… perhaps ‘you’ will believe me then.. and gain ‘the gift’ of eternal now as well.. in Bliss.. HELL YES.. THAT HEAVEN THINGY.. JESUS WAS TALKING ABOUT.. AND THE OTHER DUDES AND DUDETTES.. WITH METAPHORS LIKE KUNDALINI RISING.. THE DAO.. THE KI.. THE CHI.. THE QI.. THE WTF.. it don’t matter what ya call iT iN concrete label terms.. yes.. the essence iS alWays FTW REAL.. BUT ONLY iF you get tHere noW… WORDS ARE ABSOLUTELY MEANINGLESS WITHOUT ESSENCE OF REAL.. hmm.. i kinda like this comment iN this comment section.. oN dVerse last week’s Open Links poeTry.. i think.. i feel.. i’ll share iT on Facebook.. WiLL i convince anyone this iS REAL.. MAYBE NOT.. but when they get tHere iN Heaven now..they will kNow and feel precisely what i am speaking oF here in black and white concrete labels as metaphors.. as they too WiLL have the essence of eternal Heaven now living forever now then.. it’s truly another dimension.. and as a young lady asked me in the dance hall on Thursday night.. YOU are on a different level.. Are YOU natural.. i said yes.. YES.. MY FRIENDs.. HEAVEN iS ALL NATURAL AND REAL NOW.. ETERNALLY NOW.. it ain’t no fairy tale and it is on this Terrestrial plane as Life.. thing is.. as metaphor.. it’s a totally different place than what most folks FEEL AS REALITY NOW iN MACHINE BRAIN WORRY AND CONSTANT DISCOMFORT.. MISERY.. SUFFERING.. AND THE LIST OF HELL GOES ON.. HEAVEN iS THE OTHER PLACE NOW AND iT iS REAL.. the reason theRe aint’ no movies out yet is ’cause it’s HERE AND REAL BUT ONLY CAMELS ON A STRICT DIET OF THE ALL NATURAL GOD CAN FIT THROUGH THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE THAT IS CURRENTLY CULTURAL AND RELIGIOUS LIES DESIGNED SIMPLY TO HOLD FOLKS IN THE PRISON OF THE REAL MATRIX NOW.. anyway.. iF and when you aRE tHere you WiLL get iT and say.. oh yeah.. Fred wasn’t really crazy.. nor was The real.. JUST A HUMAN.. jesus… have a nice day.. i dam sure WiLL out of HeLL and into heaven alWays nOW.. and nah.. it ain’t free.. iT is a continuous practice of Human Balance wITh.. instead of against God’s gravity of liGht vs dArk.. WiLL iS a way under Fearless Love without harm to others.. and there are limitless ways to say the same dam thing in heaven.. in other limitless human languages and associated metaphors but again.. ESSENCE iS REAL.. tootAloo..;)
Okay.. finAlly back at 10:01 pm.. 3142016.. to catch up on a week behind of prompt back to this previous Thursday Open Link Night section with dVerse.. as deTours came first beLow as free style often does now.. as Well..:)
Ah.. yes.. stars of friendship… do come in tandem orbits.. but then as planets miss orbits iN common Suns.. of familiarity.. fAlLing aWay further iN Star Dust dos and don’ts and yes.. never the less.. Stars that stick togeThEr shineasOneforevermorenow..:)
SMiLes.. perhaps i should erase pArts of me as WeLL.. then the epic would be smaller poeTry too.. but i cannot bear that.. as i lost that pARt of me before..:)
SonG of country western.. when men are men.. and a look means a look.. boundaries obvious in non-verbal language.. now the guns are bent down in small screen way.. where trigger fingers itch on keys smaller than mice stealing grain.. on a dessert night..:)
Cayan.. Raw Cayan.. Azure Blue skies remind me of you.. yeah.. up/down tHere Baby Shawna the skies are clear again..:)
A Mother’s SonG that never dies.. eternal Love that SinGs oF NoW.. aS Love..:)
* Ah.. yes ..living bubbles surface on still mirror water.. go away come again.. cycle on cycle off.. Washing Machine humans wash.. rinse dry.. and wash Again..:)
‘This’ reminds me of Uncle Ed’s dark spiral stair case.. not an uncle really.. my Grandmother’s friend with the same old stale smelled car.. from years ago working at the train station.. anyway.. a photo of a beautiful woman is his wife who died young and WiLL never age further from that photo.. in a dusty small bedroom spiraling up at the top of stares.. i suppose my first experience of melancholy at age 5.. or so.. through eYes of a man.. whose wife would never age with him longer.. sadly enclosed in metal frame of yesternows alWays now.. who would ever compete.. no one.. could.. first and last Love… should’a.. would’ a.. could’ a.. Loved More..:)
Sad to kNow.. and even more.. feel that some folks.. rarely knoW or feel now at aLL…:)
SMiLes.. SmArt feels no Knows.. now feels sMaRt kNows FeeL..:)
SMiLes.. Sun and Moon.. and even stars are human’s greaTest tools.. as none can own these three.. no owns in Free.. Shines Stars.. Moon and Sun Alike as we can be2..:)
SMiLes.. considering all stuff since G.W.. watching R pArty noW faLL apaRt.. iS best entropy oF a decade or so.. iN spOils..:)
What stays online as Art.. is tRuly A muse for survival.. a sickly planEt rises again.. when vicarious rules over populating human way..:)
Sadly.. fear of different even rots with roots.. now sTilL iN a Declaration of Independence calling TRUE American Natives then.. Savage.. yes.. now sTill.. and waiting a hundred years.. before they are even then legAlly determined to be human… Clothes lie from head to toe.. in culture’s griP oF cLotting Free Blood..:)
Ah but yes.. for a human species that is only evolved to connect to 150 to 200 sets of eYes.. A solution for more to connect at least comfortably out of face.. is WeLL traveling noW.. a New hive oF connections.. wHere truly ignorant and unfree can finAlly be introduced to REAL temptationS oF Free.. i suppose it’s worth the inconvenience of losing face to establish greater chances for World Peace..:)
Food talks Appetite walks.. Dreams Merge satiating walks wiTh Food.. Pizza.. and Hot..:)
sMiLes.. words never fail to please iN Ocean fuLL imag i Nations..:)
For me.. at least.. word.. a seed.. step foR reaL.. Dance togetHeR.. Real iS LoVeNoW..:)
i suppose.. A reaSonoW.. for poeTry iS to remind folks from agE agO.. EmoTioNs arE rEaL wheN loSt uNfeeLinG woRds..:)
Yes.. for me that sweet spot.. somewHeRe between alpha and theta waves oF wake and sleep.. wheRe ideas sPring a germinating from sEEds oF day dReAmS waves.. oh nO.. eYes cloSe.. Sandman callS asleep again.. poeTry fades iN pilLoway..:)
Well that happens to me too.. a dancing fool.. but tool.. of skylit smiLes oF honey dreams iN eternal youth spiRit.. meanwhile.. my peers from back then.. navigate carts now iN Super Walmart Captains oF tHeir ownED heLm..:)
Yes.. happiness ends and begins alWays now iN InNer waYs.. In eYes oF wArm and cOOl.. dreAMs oF FreedoM lingeRinGs..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. third world country acronym togeThEr sTill.. TS.. eYes oF hungry Eyes Of briGht i’s that need each other continue to gRow GRow GROW a heARt.. SpiRit and balanCinG SoUl.. moving connecting.. creating.. giving sharing.. human sTill liVes iN Peace..:)
11:56.. pm.. 22 more WiLL do for now.. rest a jewel.. when coming free.. aS WeLL wAves FREeD Ocean bLue iN dreaMs oF moRe..:)
Back at 9:53 am.. 3152016.. a few more Global detours first.. as usual.. but here again.. to complete the rest of a week ago Thursday lInk prompt at dVerse and get thiS GRowinG poEtry published before it goes over 10K.. SmiLes.. with words oFcourse runningONfreee..:)
Simple flows.. a faucet.. ditch.. creek.. stream.. river.. bay.. gulf.. seas.. oceans free.. aLL are water aLL iS FREE.. Air we are AirY no limits iN Earth zONe.. Wind and Fire FloWFREE..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. smart iS smart butt genius IS sMart.. with addiTioNal focus oF dancing with nareaworry Of surrounding dance oF yesternows foRm.. and sure therE are geniuses oF happy wiTh so-caLLed standard IQ’s Of less than 70.. they are everywheRe tHeir smiLes are.. alWays left right stAnding tALL.. and wIDe..:)
SMiLes.. stilLest eYes oFHurricanes potenTiaL Force oF GreaTest WiNds Of both destruction and new creativity.. as alWays dArk leads to liGht leads to DARk.. endless circles of Hurricane eYes and bLack holE SuNs poweRinG GalaXy STar duSt oF i..:)
Media words.. images.. touch.. eYes.. feelings.. liGht of Air.. hEaring wAves.. smeLL of liVing taste of water fLow.. proprioception larger words we are NatUre.. limitless when aLL share a give toGetHer ZoNe oFoNE..:)
It’s kinda bitter sweet to reAlly know and feeL therE iSonce a now.. wHere theReiS too much to say and FeeL even over holding hands on a first date oF beinG human.. oh.. passion of feeLinGs that kNow of Feelings more than touch.. in seeing hearing.. smelling.. tasting Life’s hUman inner BeinG.. ah.. true Atheists of liFe are those without empathy and compassion for all others and the rest of ReaL Nature that iS God frEE floWinG ZonE..:)
Not untiL the Last child iS Free WiLL God trUly bE FREE.. All God’s children.. All oF creation iS GOD.. to impriSon any pArt of Human or other Nature Free WiLL under Love without harm to others.. iS Hell to God.. that only humans perpetrate.. when lost from Free.. True Atheist.. fears and hates.. True Theist.. Loves wiTh nO fear… and religious collars are often priSons oF First..:)
Numbers of counting.. hands of clocks waving around tick tock stop.. a never ending clue is noWiN Circle.. hands stop.. Circles live on.. iN never ending NOW.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below all around circle of clocks without hands that lock FREE.. iN tick tock..:)
sMiLes.. it was often thought that wolves were thieves.. but truly all they were doing was sharing the spoils of collecting what was alWays free.. hmm.. God is a Wolf in sheep’s clothing when imprisoned as anything less than free..:)
SMiLes.. roosters with comb overs.. are silly to me.. i would Love to locK them in a room with me.. and juSt see if they could escape mY bRain.. i have relatives like that who no longer call.. wInks.. wiTh bAld smArts oF sHine..:)
i enJoy beinG honest.. totAlly.. so.. i will continue by sinGing a SprinGnow Joy oF sexieST.. bees and birds of aLL iN mAll SonGs oF shorTest shorts and halTer tops.. oF heating creativity producing human SonGs.. LOUDEST Yet.. secret to American success.. iS boobies.. it’s true they ARE everywheRe one looks and the economy iS trUly booming.. like shirts too tight in buTTon down past NOW! exploding openEDfree..!.. God LOVES A M E R I C A!.. thiS! way..;)
Okay.. whew.. that’s aLL for noW.. with ALL THE REST NOw TO PUBLISH “FREE PAN AmericanOW” 11:23 am..:)
Funny.. the things we can take for granted in liFe.. but for me.. even working with over 100 folks everyday.. in extremely close quarters in a 12 lane Military Bowling Center.. for close to two decades.. i was never comfortable moving from behind that Big horseshoe shaped desk.. and standing close to the three foot full body space of another human being.. it made me uneasy.. ’cause i was simply uncomfortable in my own skin.. when i stood ‘straight’.. i felt like i might tip over.. perhaps my bearings were not on straight.. and true they were not.. and no doubt motor coordination problems are part and parcel of the Autism Spectrum.. but i tend to THINK.. it is more likely ’cause i spent most of my life up to that point enclosed in a desk in a lecture hall as 6 years of college and 13 years of school under that will do that to ya.. even with the occasional afternoon and P.E. breaks at school.. but anyway.. i truly believe that doing what you most fear will set ya free.. as i was also the boy who probably feared changing in the locker room most too.. as i was a just.. let’s face it.. an overall social scaredy cat then.. and a very domesticated and soft young cat… oh.. the wild.. oh.. the furry.. ah.. the CAll of the Wild i finAlly heaRd ya.. and respondeD iN Epic WAY.. iN fearless kiNd.. And true.. adventure therapy is a new therapy for PTSD.. i whole heartily and bodily agree.. if there is one thing i will lay on my death bed to agree too.. is.. oh GOD.. THANKS.. YES.. THE GOD OF NATURE AND THE CALL OF THE WILD FOR AT LEAST SETTING ME FREE AT AGE 53… dam.. just imagine what all then.. now.. i could have done.. at age 21.. or 13.. if set free then.. nah.. probably law enforcement.. military.. or ugh.. who knows.. even torturer in Guantanamo Bay.. only by the Grace of Nature.. and environment.. i am what i am now.. all-n-all.. it’s all am i.. now.. Shoes.. oh Shoes that wE walk iN by the Grace oF aLL whAt iS.. Thanks God of Nature.. BAREFOOT NOW.. iN oh my God! B A L A N C E !.. If Stephen Hawking iS correct and God iS Gravity.. my answer is sTiLL the sAMe.. B A L A N C E wiTh GraviTy iS WAY..:)
Ah.. yes.. my greatEst gift of liGht iS dARk.. and truly beyond terror.. beyond any demons imaginable was the total loss of human empathy.. an organic issue for me.. and why i understand the dark side of human so much better now.. with even empathy for the darkest places.. anyway.. other than that.. nah.. i don’t feel comfortable killing a roach or an ant.. as i feel them.. bottom line of heARt my friend.. empathy beyond belief in most avenues of modern life..:)
SMiLes.. with Love.. my friend gigoid.. thanks for stopping by and leaving this very thoughtful and detailed comment.. and yeah.. things on the farm have tHeir ways.. and i know you know what i mean.. but when i show ’em the photos of all the girls at Seville Quarter.. and the leg pressing half-a-ton on Youtube.. and practice my lightening fast martial arts kicks in spar with a few of the farm trees and associated plant life.. with yes.. the cool ass shades on.. they watch too much TV.. and give me no hassle.. and yes.. i know you know what i mean.. i try to stay respectful as much as i can of ignorance but i’ve heard some pretty backwards stuff associated with humanity there that you probably know too.. without me going into the stereotypical reality of the Fundamentalist Conservative Patriarchal Southern Baptist South.. some really great folks but in all cultures.. some apples away from the rest of the happier ones.. that can make life suffering for many folks if they have any real speak of concern anymore… and haha! yeah..! Hollywood is always playing with the ignorant masses too.. trying to help ’em up out of the dark with funny dark stuff too.. that’s part of why i like the show Lucifer.. i mean Jesus.. if God is all merciful.. Lucifer must be a pretty cool guy.. too.. the truth is all on a beach without human foot prints.. Lesson of a lifetime for me… so simple.. so true without contributions of the dark Imagination Nightmares of humans put iN Dark fruition.. per politics.. religions.. and other associated human nightmares of the REAL DARK SIDE OF HUMANITY.. YEAH.. like burying Lesbians to their chest and stoning them.. and defending it with over a millennium year old text from a dude hearing voices in a cave.. to kill thousands and thousands of folks by the word of imaginary nightmares come to fruition in human warrior make-up.. not unlike the Saul story from the Old Testament where the brutal reality of so-called God given instruction to kill women and children is illustrated in chilling blood and flesh flowing reality… Some books truly deserve burning.. when fiction is taken as what to do next in the Killing Fields of humanity’s hell breathing real serpents.. but nah.. one cannot burn the most evil of books.. and expect the others to survive too.. in the long run.. hopefully one day innate instinctual and intuitive True God of Nature given human empathy iN real LiGht now.. and Love iN Kind and courage WiLL bE the New aGe for more of the global population.. but nah.. not if the global haters have tHeir way.. but i have hope.. there is no other way for me.. who was hopeless before.. and please.. whatever here is for anyone’s use.. i don’t copyright Nature i worship it.. and share it as God.. simple as that.. and sure it’s all inclusive.. truly i own nothing.. but the Love i give.. even if there was anything else humans could really Love but Hate.. in selfish ways of owning Nature.. AKA GOD ALLONE..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah says..
(in response to our previous discussion where i suggest that her sister is an Angel as they travel in families)
She’s an angel, a very lively and naughty one. grin emoticon
Naughty Angels are nice…
Rafiah.. indicates in her next Facebook status thingy…
The feeling of a guilt after eating a paratha. unsure emoticon
Flatbread.. Not bad but oh! #languagedifferences .. when i first looked at that word i saw Python and that would make you a great Wonder Woman Warrior.. wink emoticon
Not flat bread, actually oil drenched, stuffed with veggies usually, very heavy for digestion. tongue emoticon i try to use minimal oil but still it aint a paratha if its not heavily oiled.
Come to Pak and i’ll make you one with the milk tea. smile emoticon
Milk tea sounds good.. But i never have liked bread much.. i like potatoes but that is probably ’cause my Grandfather.. The Catholic Priest.. was born in Ireland.. And the tea will have to be decaf.. Lest i shoot across the moon.. sMiLes.. Most folks think/feel i’m way too high already.. But i’m as calm as A Hurricane eye inside.. in center balance..smile emoticon
Its not bread as bread there. Its more like chapati/roti. Similar to tortillas. You’ll like it.
Ah yes.. Love Tortillas.. i am on board kNow in appetite with ya..!..smile emoticon
(in response to a previous discussion in proof of my wife’s eternal youth)
See one time you are going to be an old time and Kat still will be young and you would look like her uncle. And that will make you feel jealous of her eternal youth. Lol
Oh goodness.. Back when i was sick and looked like a Zombie.. Over 8 years ago.. People thought i was her father cause i had a Zombie Face.. HeaRt.. spiRit.. And.. SoUl.. Youth springs eternal within.. When i was in high school people thought i was way older than i was ’cause i had a beard from 17 to 24.. They confused me for the teacher.. i shaved it off and at 38 some folks confused me for 24.. Life is funny.. And no matter what.. i now see it as gift.. With a sMiLe as i welcome age and wear it as a badge of accomplishment.. As life is ongoing test..:)
I am 22 but my folks say i look like of 32 tongue emoticon
That’s ’cause you are so smart.. And wise..smile emoticon
Thats cause i have a double chin and a not-so-flat-tummy. tongue emoticon
Lol thats going to be motto from onwards. wink emoticon
My motto.. And God’s motto..
i love it short too..wink emoticon
OBTW.. If you lived closer to me.. You would never get your homework done.. As i constantly engage you in silly and friendly banter..smile emoticon
#friendsdothat ..heart emoticon n0w..:)
My father at age 18.. setting out to Defend the world in Germany.. in the early 50’s..smile emoticon
And ‘here’ is my Father.. in his early 40’s.. continuing a defense for Law Enforcement from his early 20’s to age 69 for 46 years.. longest serving Deputy Sheriff in Florida at the time of his retirement.
And ‘here’ is kinda where it started for three generations now.. wHere my Grandfather here.. an X-Catholic Priest.. yeah.. after he married his Cajun wife out of the Pews in a Perry Taylor County Parish.. before that.. in South Africa.. before that.. at the Vatican as legal counsel.. And finally a noted Author of last Century.. and an evangelist touring the country.. making speeches.. and editing a magazine for 10 years.. named the Converted Catholic in New York.. New York.. where his life ended at my age.. now.. 55.. and surely considered a Dark Force within the Catholic Church.. then.. as his writings were censored out and eventually studied within the Catholic Church as kinda a Dark Force Dude.. thingy.. anyway.. i wouldn’t agree with his philosophy either now but that is nothing new for one who defends what’s new and real in Truth and liGht.. alWays now.. changing and Not.. as changing NOW.. Anywho.. my Grandfather.. born in Ireland.. and his ancestors in Ireland are holding a family reunion.. on Easter Weekend.. in Ireland Spring.. we aren’t making the trip.. but we are sending a few photos.. to the still Catholic Group of relatives living there.. but nah.. this one.. i will not be sending as it veers off the old written path.. of whatever is over there now.. After he was ex-communicated.. the family took all his photos down.. and did that kinda thingy they do when families excommunicate their relatives who no longer stay with the dogma of the past.. Love is Stronger in my opinion.. as always the last person in any group left standing before they find a way to excuse their selves from me.. but i go farther and that is what human potential alWays does when TOTALLY FREE NOW.. no dogmas fo’ me.. but poeTry.. SonG and DancE ALL FREE FOR ALL NOW.. WITH ALLONE GOD ON COURSE..:)
Ending email sent to a family member who is collecting all the photos of the family for some type of collage of photos at the event.. just for posterity.. Y not. smiles.. so here it goes.. as it were and is now…
And finally, here is a photo, of my Father, Fred, in his 40’s; in his Law Enforcement Uniform, as part of this 46 year career in Law Enforcement, where he retired from that occupation.
Sorry, we could not make the reunion. We would have Loved to meet relatives there and see the beautiful country of Ireland; but unfortunately, we have other issues here that keep us close to home for now.
But who knows; perhaps sometime in the future.
I am a poet; but very much ‘out of the box’; in fact, much more out of the box than Leo; as it were and is.
My money career was working for the government, retiring in ’09, as Athletic Director of a Military Station.
I am hesitant to share my online presence with family because it is far far, out of the box.
But as they say, i am fearless; so, why not.
If you want to find out everything to know about this UniVerse of the family.
It is all theRe
with a simple search of
“Katie Mia Frederick”,
by way of Google search.
I’ve written over 11 million words..
And will be finishing my next free verse Novel, of over 100K words, soon, just for fun.
I’m financially independent at age 55; but why go into details here; when it is all there; smiles. Life is great. And I’m glad i inherited this writing thingy…
A tremendous gift it is..
In terms of spirit..
And no.. zero money.. for that art and 5000 miles of dance walking in the last 30 months IN PUBLIC.. where truly where i’m from i’m noted as kinda the Lord of the dance.. Dance Legend.. etc.. by random members of the general public..
But that’s okay.. i don’t deal in bucks..
And have a great now, my friend..:)
And no, my father wouldn’t be proud of anything I do now; if he were still alive; but i suppose that could be par for the course; genetically speaking, as such; Truly glad i inherited that paRt too.. as free is my bottom line..:)
Yep.. believe it or not Ripley… the wife Katrina and i actually have Catholic Church friends.. we hang with occasionally.. and the perfect birthday gift of course.. a Pope Francis T-shirt.. very beloved here in the photo.. per hero.. and man these filipino folks are real jewels of nice people.. immigrants only once or so removed from the old country know and feel the human connection in sticking together is what makes life great.. and by the time they feed you the traditional food.. if you haven’t felt Love in a while it will bring it back in comfort.. anyway.. wife Katrina is half filipino.. but she never had the advantage of that Cultural Love.. as her father left VERY EARLY OUT OF THE PICTURE.. but anyway.. sometimes the picture comes back in Other ways of Love.. as Karma is REAL AND SO IS LOVE.. IN ACTION CONSEQUENCE FORCES OF SIMILAR HANGING TOGETHER AS LOVE..:)
When dArk and liGht become ONE wITh Rasta Colors..wink emoticon
i take one of those Facebook EN tests.. on aging.. it returns with the number 101 and i say..
101.. Ok.. That will surely put me over 100K miles of dance and 100M words.. Let the fun begin and end always now with zero numerical limits and expectations.. now.. smile emoticon
Watching the documentary on the book named ‘The Secret’.. regarding Laws of Attraction of human behavior in action consequence.. which only makes common frigging sense if one considers humans beings are walking talking feeling moving Star duSt iN action similar to Stars as same.. yes.. the old wisdom applies equally when one observes Nature above as Nature below in Human Behavior.. so.. it makes sense to make ALL OF LIFE AND ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH LIFE SACRED AND HOLY TO GET THE MOST OUT OF NOW THAT IS ALL THAT IS NOW.. AKA GOD WITH US AS i as Director.. I as Actor.. with exclamation point! SpiRit.. kinda life Father Son and Holy Ghost.. if yah wanna use a more familiar metaphor.. hell no.. not applicable to just one human.. anyone who wants to use any metaphors to make tHeir own Sacred and Holy work oF ART out oF liFe and the Rest of Nature AKA God.. but of course iTiSALL RELATIVE WITH THE REST OF NATURE AS FAR AS ANYTHING GOES iN LIFE THAT IS FREE.. ALL PaRTS LEAN ON EACH OTHER TO WORK noW SMOOTHLY AS IT IS AND WERE AS NOW.. hmm.. as far as i can see and feel i am amazed at how much more sacred and holy i can make this giving sharing life with others and a force of ONE with Nature.. by simply making every little and large movement Art iN mindful body and mind Awareness NOW.. where there are an infinite number of new moves that can be created now.. just now.. new as well.. as True Art has no rules and is as iNfinite iN UNiVerse above as so below as manifest iN Human beInG.. and hell no.. i don’t need no stiff cardboard box scientific method to make this true liGht.. as liGht is true when true works as art.. liGht away from science oF stone structure ways of yesternows dArk.. that only disintegrates in entropy over nows.. i would rather go anew in sacred and holy than be stuck in the dance.. poetry or songs of the past in bible books.. and all other human books too.. of frigging yesteryear.. science.. and even art too… Creativity is the greaTEst art but when truly free there is no regulations behind iT stifling it into the same or disintegrating stone buildings that only disintegrate and never become new away from entropy.. So in other words.. Art LiFe instead of sciencing iT all with systemizing mind.. i’m sure ya can if i could as systemizing.. technically speaking.. was my medical classified disorder aka Autism.. Human epigenetics and neuroplasticity.. in science speak baby.. it’s what’s for Heaven.. when the left hemisphere of brain and right hemisphere becomes one synergetic force of miracles and when the left Earth hemisphere and right hemisphere join hands of humans to do the same.. yeah baby.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. Nature WiLL have his or her or other way as Art oF Creativity iN Magic way of REALiTY REAL NOW.. The ancients and so-called primitives understood this well as they just did it without getting spoon fed still lakes of the past with no waves..:)
So anyway last year at this time i made my cat Yellow Boy sacred and holy too with his artful.. graceful and gentle moves with all natural yogic poses.. as Cat iS a Tai Chi master and here’s a LInk to that too.. perhaps only sacred and holy to me but i as a pARt of God are no greater or less than any other grAin of sand of God that makes uP ALLTHATIS AS IS NOW AKA GOD..:)
Of dancing Mall Leprechaun celebrating Saint paddies week.. with traditional green T-shirt Clover dress.. and OMG.. Wife Katrina is making beads.. which means the Leprechaun must dance at every F iN Arts and Crafts Store in P’cola FL.. anyway i think i shocked a few older crafts and arts ladies.. with my ballet/martial arts like exhibition.. as i broke out into my own style of Joyish.. Irish.. Free Style JIG!.. Well.. anyway.. more noWon Irish iN a FEw.. heRe..:)
Hmm.. Lord of the Dance.. yeah.. just as Michael Flatley ended his Billion Dollar River Dance.. i started my Mall Dance.. Super Walmart.. Seville Quarter etc.. ways.. in my 50’s.. ALL FOR FiN Free.. and SonG and PoeTry.. yes.. for F i N.. Free2.. now at 4995 miles oF Dance WalKinG my style oF doing iT aLLFReED.. iN around 30 months now.. but no.. no pain for me during dance.. like Michael Flatley ended uP with.. from head to toe.. ‘Balance Baby.. ’cause aLL that glitters iS not Gold at the end of the RainBow aT aLL now.. Free IS A way to create.. with zero limits and or expectations.. NOT to run oneself totally in the ground oF injuries and pain.. fostered by.. yes.. expectations and limitations of other in control folks… Dance is mE.. money has ZERO CONTROL OVER mENoW ALLFREE ALLONE WITH GOD ALLONE.. AS NATURE FReED.. oh yeah.. with Irish eYes2..:)
Now.. ‘this’ was interesting.. i’m doing my ‘usual pose’ at Belk’s clothing Store.. one of my wife’s favorite stores.. i might add.. and this nice lady comes up with her buggy and says.. oh.. i thought you were posing like one of those art statues.. picture Michelangelo’s David.. iF you wILL here.. and then the wife and i go on to explain to her how i truly do.. do iT aLL nude as New Renaissance like Art in the New Internet age now.. she was quite surprised and a ‘little’ flushed.. with a big grin.. as Katrina reminds me now.. but no links provided
wiTh Irish wInks..;)WeLL… Fast Forward now to the 4th Lucky Irish Clover.. pose for the FAceBooK Status photo.. thingy.. for this lucky day now still 3132016 on a Sunday instead of Friday as it were and as it is.. for sTiLL three minutes now at 11:57 pm.. and the last photo op.. strange Clover Fred pose.. iS aLL about the new movie named “The Young Messiah”.. and interestingly.. the New “Star Wars” Movie.. and “Risen” all mostly fictional Movies of course.. aLL have one common theme and that is the dArk Side turning liGht.. hmm.. we need more of that iN the World for sure.. so despite the flagrant illustrations of myths in the story.. at an age we know little in historical or biblical testament.. The Moral was clear.. even the dArk side can gain empathy and compassion.. as WeLL as discernment and greater Wisdom and yes.. come over to ‘our’ side.. iN Brilliant liGht.. so cool.. iN a day.. i’ve dOne covered David.. Jesus.. and also done a half-marathon or so of Dance walKinG.. Mall and other store trips.. Catholic Church.. the Chinese Restaurant.. and oh.. yes.. as usual.. some epic writing too.. but as they say.. human potential and all of that realized and documented in oh so many epic ways for NOW..;)
And iN fiNale.. yEp.. five profile photo status thingies.. in one 24 hour period… While what glitters may not alWays be gOld.. now.. thE eYes.. particularly Irish ones.. and more.. are WiNdoWs to a VERY DEEP SOUL..:)
Ah.. busy offline day.. my fRiEnD.. me too.. as this new time change.. puts me up even earlier even though the Sun says it’s later.. all the way unTiL now.. traveling back this way.. before much needed night night time comes now.. and i kinda reAlly like the simple quote about being careful about the glitter of Gold as truly at core the glitter can be a reflection greater now as the dArk core in reality.. whereas.. like in the film.. “The Young Messiah”.. darkness becomes the savior.. when compassion.. empathy and understanding rule now over cultural/religious induced human i gnorance.. now away from yes.. WISDOM iN Truth and liGht..:)
Hi Shawna.. so nice to see you here.. oN thiS Bright and Blue North Florida Azure day.. of SpRinG break bliss… yes.. i’ve already marked my territory of dance all around the metro area.. as any wild cat would.. hehe.. but seriously.. yeah.. i needed an art lift.. now.. after re-living some of my bureaucratic government career this morning juggling three agencies trying to get them to make sense together.. but aha! it is no wonder i lost my creativity.. and even after checking a book out on creativity at the library some 20 odd times trying to get it back in instruction in my college years way iT DIDN’T WORK AT ALL.. as i had to escape the instruction mind all together to bRing the Art oF mE back.. yah.. the same one at age 13 that wrote a play with the phraseology ‘HoT Chicks” that the other kids actually stated in the play.. but i had no idea what a Hot Chick was in horn filled ways.. just thought it sounded cool so i used the words in play.. anyway.. LiFe is great in SonG DancE.. and PoeTry FREE.. and yes! i Loved Volley ball too.. but it’s hard for me to find playmates these days (OTHER than the DANCE HALL).. so away from the Store dance halls.. i play with words instead.. as i can do that solo and yes ‘some art i do’ as WeLL.. it’s all for the output after all is said and done.. did my input in Jail of school and work.. and oh by the way.. ugh.. i missed your two Katy user poems at dVerse and am OMG.. three or so prompts behind on my year milestone of making a poem to every single dVerse prompt and link for an entire year.. and copying and pasting over 100K words into one blog post Novel.. titled.. GodsUniVerseNovel3.. coming soon to a theater named this blog.. but with you.. i’ll just make two Katy poems based on the dead poetic title of that blog.. hehe.. with ART THErE IS ALwAYS aWAY… With red tape of government.. just endless dead ends.. OPEN is a way NOW for me OPEN ALL THE WAY.. and with all that said and felt.. off to visit your alive blog and latest dVerse poem with some words there.. and any Poem with the words Pink Floyd associated with it in any way at all is a poem for me.. sMiLEs.. Shawna Baby.. again.. so nice to see you again..:)
Ah.. the modern world.. and Government read tape.. yes.. read tape.. dealing with three government agencies today.. one what that was blind.. one that was deaf.. one that could not write.. with a synergy of truly ignorant.. as in truth all three could see.. could hear.. and could write.. but restricted by Government red tape.. to the point none of them could fill a form out in a timely manner.. justification given on all three counts.. government efficiency.. cut backs on employees.. computers take the place of human beings.. bottom line.. humans need not apply or even function as human being… i solved the entire problem with 10 seconds of F iN common sense.. honestly.. i have been doing other people’s WORK for them my entire life.. but at LEAST THE JOB GETS DONE.. BOTTOM LINE.. sMiLes.. it’s nice to finAlly work for me and Nature ONE.. WITHOUT the ignorance of what iS NOW NAMED CULTURE WhOLE.. yeah.. AWhoLE.. three hours talking to ‘them’.. 10 seconds for me to solve the F iN problem.. OTHER BOTTOM LINE iS i crawled out of the “Crevasse” as you say NOW.. iN TRUTH.. SYNCHRONICITY RULES.. but don’t tale that to a government employee of any color ranging from blue to red pills.. i’ll take the green one and F in FLY iN Truth and liGht.. wITh Nature WAY..:)
Moving ahead here to Shawna’s poem at Dverse from Thursday before it is gone gone gone.. when she disappears her blog.. as i’m still back back back.. on the previous Thursday dVerse prompt catching up.. up.. up.. and away of course.. Ah.. synchronicity here.. Shawna Baby.. with the words execution style and Ativan.. memories spRing of my 40 day lent sleepless filled stint of hell back in 2008.. finally agreeing to go to the hospital after i had lost all control of ability to speak… feelings.. and was totally catatonic then.. and couldn’t move.. when the nurse continuously pokes me in the chest with her thumb over and over trying to get a response from me.. when i literally cannot talk.. but i know totally what is going on.. albeit.. crazy flavored for sure.. after not sleeping for 40 days.. yes.. did get 1 hour each night with an Alpha Blocker.. the first 35.. IN shallow cardboard feeling sleep.. and zero the last 5 out of 40.. and truly a massive dose of Ativan as a shot in the arm.. saved my life.. and took me five years to get off of after that.. as it was my only crutch to sleep for 5 years.. through that type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain technically assessed as the worst pain known to humankind.. in my case from wake to sleep for 66 months. yes.. including literal frigging crucifixion.. now also reminding me of the movie the “Young Messiah” that Katrina and i saw last night.. where a guy is getting crucified and begs the Roman Centurion to spear him and end it now.. rather than waiting a couple more days to die a slow suffocation of torture.. truly i was the King of Pain.. then.. in those 66 months without a doubt.. as even science shows the truth of that.. King of Love would be a better title my friend… and i suppose the other place might take one there.. in REAL FOR NOW.. and i’ll keep practicing THAT NOW..:)
After eXXtreMe.. strength/ martial arts training for around 3 hours and the stare iNto iNfiniTy more.. aFter you’Ve giveN iT aLL and moRe foR ultimatE balance oNe wITh UniVerse NOW..akaGOD.. Hmm.. that song about style is longer than ‘that’ Facebook.. status profile photo.. paragraph thingy.. so let me see if i can find some inspiration here.. as yes.. Taylor Swift can be very inspirational in her lower hertz sexy music video.. all about style and sure the look of come hither to wE.. as that iS Attraction.. iS All about come hither.. yes.. but iN the world of art.. sexy means more dopamine production and more creative juices.. i hate to make something hot and potentially stimulating into a science project but the God of Nature does work in ways that makes sense in human being if one takes full advantage of all the potential muse iN liFe.. so sure.. iF i am gonna partake of Taylor’s muse i’m gonna give back in dopamine producing ways to muse other folks around the art world.. whether they explicitly tale me about it or not.. matters not.. as silent muse.. baby.. can be the besTest as iN thiS gAMe oF Art and inspiRation the more mysterious it gets the greater chance there will be that more folks break through to the other side as it were and is.. and yes the other side.. is just the fuller moving.. connecting creating potential of human being let loose as unleashed and released as the Quantum Human Mind and Body iN Balance and the place that gnosticism as the Pan of me separates.. is the silly notion that somehow the material world of Nature is less than desirable.. nah.. that’s Just silly we are made the way we are still evolving as Super SEXY creatures.. and to suggest that sex iN aLL its seNsualiTy ways.. is not sacred or holy is not to understand the consensual truth of what keeps the Bonobo from fighting with fists and feet and hurting each other in physical ways.. again.. Apes strong togetHeR.. Apes weak Separate.. and our sexy natures are an inherent part of our moving.. connecting.. creating potentials when exercised as Love under WiLL and harming no others.. including the rest of Nature iN Balance AKA GOD NOW FREE.. c.. oK i told ya.. i would feel up this SonG with whatever came next!..:)
Oh.. to be Neo.. or perhaps Pan.. or even Jesus with clothes of Aleister.. and break aLL the silly cardboard rules.. well.. yeah.. edged sidewalks are pretty and skyscrapers cover the Sun with Angles high and wide.. but there is Free and Will and LOVE oF Nature wiTh no harm to otheRs that SinGs a SonG of SouL so True iN LiGht.. and perhaps now the greatest enemy of free are the development of roads/sidewalks.. so straight.. so narrow.. so wide and concrete.. and curved a little but now never the less one path that does not deviate with Living Grass and Dandelions who ROAR A SoNG OF FREE AND ALwAYS COME BACK ALIvE AND MORE BEAUTiFUL AS SUN AGAiN… Smiles.. i snicker at ‘Poetry snobs and judging despots’ as i too was ruled by rules before mY GOlden Age WinGS re-attached through Free Pan AmericanOW Dance.. SonG.. and PoeTry oF i.. and sure i could put my lawyer clothes of concrete sHell iN forms back on.. and be like all the rest.. but ha! Free iS THE WAY for me.. And as a note here.. yes.. i can relate… as even though i comment on every single poem at dVerse in poetic response to all their links.. when i did lInk. 3 of my efforts were deleted ’cause someone ‘FORM’ a different country or WITH a lEarning disability including being a Teacher didn’t understand the meaning.. but actually in reality hated the fACT that NOTHING F iN LIMITS WHAT i do.. then/now anyway.. the history of the truly great artists shows this happens again and again and again.. the fAct is.. it iS human nature.. and even science shows this as true… theRe are folks who are afraid of change and tHere are folks who revel in moving out of the cave.. otherwise we would all stiLLbe copying cave art my friend.. AND OR COVERING UP LESBIANS TO THEIR BREASTS AND STONING THEM IN OTHER EAST WAY WE TRULY frEE folks iN LiGht WILL HAVE NONE OF THAT.. A FREE PARADE OF MORE THAN RAINBOW COLORS WE WiLL ALWAYS DANCE iN SOnG AND POETRiAL FREE AS THE SUN OF REAL GOD OF NATURE THAT LIgHTS OUR LIFE.. FREE! THANKS FOR THE INSPIRATION.. mY Friend ‘thefeatheredsleep’ WAYS.. are WIDE AWAKE FRIEND.. this metaphor you provide HeaR reLates to ALL AREAS OF FREE iN BEiNG HUMANOW.. wHeRe wE can be Whitman’s.. Ginsberg’s.. Kerouac’s.. MIley’s and Jack’s over the cuckoo nest now and even meS and NO ONE CAN STOP US NOW.. it’s yeS.. OuR PaRTY N0W iN SWEeT..:)
Just a thought.. here.. maKing a liFe into a poem is a difficult thing to do.. but if the flesh will be word what else is theRe to do..;)
SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid.. very long day for Dance Walking and passing the Five Thousand Mile Mark iN a little over 30 months.. today.. with Katrina doing her video documentaries for that post dedicated to the Milestone soon.. but meanwhile OMG.. the one i’ve got going is reAlly getting long.. and as i remember.. one of your blog posts brought me to this next title iN inspiration of “Free PAN AmericanOW”.. anyWay off to comment on your next post noW..:)
i enjoyed the poetry.. and my favorite other line for inspiration today.. is the bit about living so many lives in one if one can read a book.. and of course this has been true as long as there is access to books but with Google.. and thousands oF other new media sources.. the human experiment iS just beginning anew.. wHere individual units as guinea pigs may extend the human experience of input to other outer experiences manifold hundreds of thousands over prehistoric access to other stimulus oF Life.. and then.. when one considers the interactive force oF iT aLL.. yes.. anew iN brave or scared new world… never ever done or predicted for now aS iS REaLLY REAL.. iN noW.. ahive oF human bEinGs expandinG tHeir INternal UniVerses so much hiGher.. hehe.. or iS that juSt uS.. and everyone else iS focused oN Kardashians and that’s about iT.. along with twitter feeds and Facebook shares of same general type of stuff everynow long.. now… AnyWays.. the potential iS certainly theRe for folks who uSe iT.. and wheRe the end result iN means of now WiLL go iS aLL up in the hEir aS itTwereK and iS N0W..:)
Hope without moving is worthless.. And in the long run of present the stakes ARE juSt Do iT Now for victory oF Species Survival.. Or Not and face the consequences of inaction as aLWays Now.. Hope to move aS Move N0W..:)