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Hi SOHEIR.. i appreciate your quick research
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..
for a source that describes Fear of God in Islam
well it seems..
And there are two particular quotes that caught
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
contributed
by
Abdullah ibn Masud
my eye.. one of which i was able to trace
as a Hadith quote
contributed
by
Abdullah ibn Masud
“Paradise is nearer to you than your shoelaces. So is Hell…”
I was almost sure that quote was not directly out of the
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
one respect
Allah to the
degree that
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
not find
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..
Kuran.. as it is a better one than the one from the
New Testament attributed to Jesus that
clearly states that Heaven is NOW..
and not a place one has to
wait until after life..
and while it doesn’t
clearly state Hell is also
a place in life that one does not
have to wait to enter until after life..
as discussed already on your site here
and mine.. i for one am 100% sure it is..
and i have described that place i entered
in detail both here and on my site.. my
friend SOHEIR.. anyway.. yes there is
good reason to fear Allah in terms
of the Hell that is real on this
terrestrial plane.. and i for
one respect
Allah to the
degree that
i give 100%
of my life to Allah
so there is no fear
for me now.. but as
the other quote
that i could
not find
a resource as to
who originally reported
it… as i am assuming it is
part of a Hadith.. as quoted here..
“If the believer had known the amount
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”
of the torture and punishment of Allah,
nobody would have hoped for Paradise.
If the unbeliever had known how much
the amount of the mercy of Allah was,
no one would have given up hope of His mercy.”
This is also a quote that rings true to me.. that i
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
in Hell..
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…
for one have described in similar metaphors
in language.. as i have been to both
places.. and i for one can
say for sure.. that
in Hell..
there is no
hope.. and in
heaven all there
is.. is hope my friend
and truly paradise now..
and as a person who had
glimpses of heaven from
age 3.. and sparks after that
as culture and religions i was
exposed to took it away.. now that
i live there always now.. one can certainly
see and feel.. in Allah’s eYes.. that Allah is
all merciful.. even when one cannot perceive
that if they ever enter hell on earth my friend…
So yes.. there is good reason to stay in balance
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
maintaining
that balance
my friend..
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
balance through
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
activity..
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
separate ourselves
from the
Nature that
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
of empty
emotions
and empty
empathy for
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
limited to
between
our ears
friend..
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
some kind
of prescription
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
stagnating and
rotting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
psychotropic medications..
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
medicine will
have to
change
to address
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
hand
we
can
stay with the
prophets.. politicians..
scientists.. priests..
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
and just
suffer
in
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
is real
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
LIVING COLOR..
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
A path
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Fred..
AN
Encyclopedia
of God..
alWays
GroWinG
bigger..:)
with Allah my friend.. but this heaven is a place
that starts within.. as well as the hell that becomes
reality when one goes far out of balance with Allah..
And while there are laundry lists of do’s and don’ts
in culture.. some of which help in gaining and
maintaining balance with Allah.. neither
Christianity or the Islam religion
or many others address one of
the most important parts
of gaining and
maintaining
that balance
my friend..
as that relates
to actual physical
movement in balance..
as we are temples of God
on this terrestrial plane now..
heaven is now and hell is now..
and in truly knowing and feeling
this.. one can gain great strides
to peace of mind and body
balance through
the art of movement..
even the Buddhists and
Yogis speak to meditation
as only a sitting still
activity..
where all of
God’s Nature moves
around us.. and in deciding
that human is somehow different
in this respect than the rest of Nature
Humans ends up separating themselves
from God more so by sitting still away
from the reality of God in Nature
that is always moving
now my friend..
it is easy
to get stuck
in one’s head when
living in our modern cultures
in school.. office work and such
but what this does often is
separate ourselves
from the
Nature that
is God in us as
a Temple of God..
and in the United States
the effect of this is one
moving toward a life
of empty
emotions
and empty
empathy for
other human beings
as emotions run through
our bodies.. when freely
moving in balance and
are not something
limited to
between
our ears
friend..
people are suffering
greatly in separating themselves
from Allah’s Nature manifest as us
as moving feeling connecting creating
creatures.. as reflections of God of
Allthatis.. as us my friend as
well.. anyway.. the
results of this
in terms of health
is empirically measurable
as in the U.S.. morbid obesity
is sky rocketing.. school age
children.. are assessed type two
pre-diabetic.. at rates of 33%..
close to half the adult
population is on
some kind
of prescription
pain killer.. for
chronic pain that is
often somatic in nature
from a body that is repressed
in human emotions and full
of tension.. treating symptoms
of pain.. instead of addressing
the root problem.. of a mind
and body out of balance..
where sitting still
stagnating and
rotting still
in front of screens
is a mainstay of even
children’s lives who also
have skyrocketing rates of
psychotropic medications..
treating symptoms now..
instead of treating the
root cause of
mind and body
imbalance as well..
but no my friend.. no bible
addresses this adequately as
there is still much to learn about
a new human condition that is a result
of modern technology ways of life that
were not present when either the bible
or the Kuran was written.. and this my friend
is why there will always be new prophets with
healing messages from God.. as this experiment
of culture is ever changing.. and truly an experiment
with no precedent in history.. we can no longer rely on
just the politics.. religions.. and philosophies of the
past alone.. as if this human species is going to
survive as whole.. without much more
suffering and misery approaching
that place of hell on earth..
even science and
medicine will
have to
change
to address
the root causes
that are truly human
beings out of balance
with God of All my friend..
all that is seen.. unseen..
felt.. and unfelt now.. or
on the other
hand
we
can
stay with the
prophets.. politicians..
scientists.. priests..
teachers and only
books of the past..
go no further..
and just
suffer
in
misery my friend..
Nah.. God didn’t give us
brains.. to shut them down..
after this book or that book..
not to adapt to change of the
future.. God gifts us rationality..
innate instinct.. and intuition to
adapt to the challenge to live
in heaven now..
as this place
is real
and i prove
it everynow of my
life my friend in
LIVING COLOR..
sMiLes.. an open
mind AND BODY
in Balance iS
A path
to heaven now
and seeing and feeling
so much more of God my friend..
Signed your friend
Fred..
AN
Encyclopedia
of God..
alWays
GroWinG
bigger..:)
Thanks my friend.. and i will
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
cycle too..
of emptiness
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
and intuition
of finding
something
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
as gifted
by God..
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
with miscarriages
and such.. yes..
she was a
real reproducing
machine.. getting
the job done..
as best she
could
adding
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
was then..
those children
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
left home..
and found
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
of course..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twin then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
God’s plan
for the young
man after he
recovered from
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
prophets
of old
and
new
my
friend…
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
to listen
to those
mysterious
ways and
change..
for the
better
will
face the
consequences
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
as always..
just
different
characters
now.. my friend..:)
end with a little story here..
there was once a woman..
a troubled woman..
very poor.. with
a religion named
Christianity.. that like
Islam.. suggests that
adultery is a sin.. worthy
of hell fire.. this woman..
innately instinctually and
intuitively was empty inside..
with a husband off in another
land with the military.. so empty
inside.. she was looking for something
to feel that emptiness as many humans
do.. who are empty inside.. most often it
is a troubled childhood with parents who
are not there to give touchy feely love to
their children.. and perhaps they have
smilar problems of this vicious
cycle too..
of emptiness
my friend.. so this
woman.. has different
fathers of different children..
adultery was her escape from
all encompassing emptiness
likely each and every time
she strayed.. but it was
her innate instinct
and intuition
of finding
something
to feel that whole
that was behind her
straying too.. so no one
to blame at this part
but her nature
as gifted
by God..
so this woman
did what she could
to survive as is.. taking
care of her children at
hand the best she could
that eventually numbered
6.. including 8 or so
with miscarriages
and such.. yes..
she was a
real reproducing
machine.. getting
the job done..
as best she
could
adding
to the humans
of earth.. and her children
a diverse group.. with different
fathers of course.. the last two children
half Pacific Islander.. only photo of their
father.. in Arabian clothes with cover
on head.. in some kind of costume
party clothes.. deep black
eyes.. and extremely
youthful face for
a man he
was then..
those children
of that man were
boy and girl.. twins..
some folks in the local
area commented that the
little girl looked like an
American Indian Princess..
and that little girl grew up..
left home..
and found
a nice poor man
to marry.. who eventually
went kinda crazy from stress
himself.. but even when he didn’t
wanna stay here on this earth she stood
by his side.. never leaving it no matter what
as the gift of her father.. she never knew was
Unconditional Love.. and from her Granny
too.. as her mother was very troubled
when she was young..
of course..
anyway.. the fact
is.. if she was born in many
Muslim Countries of that
time.. early on a decade or
so before those twin then..
Because of her mental illness
related condition.. and her open
adultery.. she would have potentially
been imprisoned.. or at worst stoned
for her behavior.. with no doubt.. so
what this means.. is that beautiful
young Indian American looking
princess would have never
been born.. and
God’s plan
for the young
man after he
recovered from
his problems would
have never met fate..
as he would have never
survived his illness without
the help of his Wife with no
legal or Christian marriage father..
So that man lives today my friend.. as a
result of that Mother who looked for Love
to fill an empty space.. whose only reward
was having a child who would never age.. at
least until age 45 as is proof and evidence in
her photos today.. from the time she married
that man.. at age 19.. a miracle of God is she..
and proof.. of who is right or wrong.. God or
prophets
of old
and
new
my
friend…
God works in mysterious
ways.. people who
do not continue
to listen
to those
mysterious
ways and
change..
for the
better
will
face the
consequences
of hell here on earth
my friend.. same story
as always..
just
different
characters
now.. my friend..:)
SMiLes.. thank you for your story
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
religion is
practiced..
depending on the
political structure
and understanding
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
Capability
and or the
learning
to understand
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
world
i find..
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
courageous way..
but it does not
come with
the sword..
or back
of hand
or whip..
it comes
with Love
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
truth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
and societal
basis..
there
lies the
start of
the lies my
friend.. from
early childhood..
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
of that
vicious
cycle of
hell
here
on earth..
but we Must
try if we hope..:)
my friend.. and i understand
the different ways
that the Islam
religion is
practiced..
depending on the
political structure
and understanding
of the religion.. and
obviously a kinder gentler
version where you live.. but
truly there should be a book where
there are no confusions my friend..
humans.. many of them..
just do not have the
Capability
and or the
learning
to understand
the simplest of human
metaphors in poetic way
of heARt speech.. even some
poets.. even some technically
popular poets too..
in the online
world
i find..
anyway.. always room
for a kinder gentler
courageous way..
but it does not
come with
the sword..
or back
of hand
or whip..
it comes
with Love
iN HeARt my
friend.. the other
place away from
human hell now..
some folks need the
truth and liGht spoon
fed to them like little
children.. and some folks
never get that as children
on an individual
and societal
basis..
there
lies the
start of
the lies my
friend.. from
early childhood..
and the sins of the
fathers and mothers
who were once misled
and misguided children…
It takes constant never ending
work to even scratch the surface
of that
vicious
cycle of
hell
here
on earth..
but we Must
try if we hope..:)
SMiLes again.. my friend SOHEIR
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
a place
iN
LOVE..
WheRe Human
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
related emoTioNs..
And true that place
did not live as
country..
politics..
philosophy..
religion or
science..
wHere
Muhammad
or Jesus
lived
or many
places around
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
upright
and strong
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
weaker children
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
walking tall
and strong
with courageous
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
for actual
skirmishes
to retain
my freedoms
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
be confident
enough
to live
in Peace
with kind and
courageous Love
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
in martial
arts..
an art
that all our
ancestors naturally
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
kind and
courageous
love.. no different
that Lions on the
Savannah very
close to
where
you live
in Egypt
my friend..
SOHEIR..
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
day is
just
getting
stArted
with ART
of LOVE..
STRONG..:)
and thank you for all the inspiring
discussion here on your site..
Aggression.. Violence.. and
Wars have a place with
tribal ruled humans
but never ever
a place
iN
LOVE..
WheRe Human
iS ruled by LOVE..
The place of no
fear and hate..
related emoTioNs..
And true that place
did not live as
country..
politics..
philosophy..
religion or
science..
wHere
Muhammad
or Jesus
lived
or many
places around
the world now..
i for one now.
need no sword
but hands and
feet to walk
upright
and strong
with the gift
of Kind and Courageous
Love.. Swords are for
weaker children
of God whEre i
live but of course
i am blessed as such..
differently than either historical
reports of Jesus.. Muhammad.. and
many others.. then and now.. in other
words.. perhaps then.. i may have been
very handy with a sword too.. but for now..
no swords necessary.. just feats of feet and hands
that can kick some butt.. with ease.. if need be
in small skirmishes for freedom.. my friend.. but
wHere i live
walking tall
and strong
with courageous
Love.. is the only
sword i’ve ever needed
really.. with a few skirmishes
of hands and feat.. and the stronger
i get.. and taller i walk.. with kind
and courageous love wHere i live at
least.. the necessity
for actual
skirmishes
to retain
my freedoms
becomes less and
less.. if all men and
women were like me..
in this regard of training
in physical effort.. of confidence
my friend.. there would be no
tribal wars.. as each man
and women would
be confident
enough
to live
in Peace
with kind and
courageous Love
instead of strife my friend..
but no.. no book is enough
it takes practice.. truly
in martial
arts..
an art
that all our
ancestors naturally
did as a way of life
before they no longer
heard the call of God
to walk tall.. with
kind and
courageous
love.. no different
that Lions on the
Savannah very
close to
where
you live
in Egypt
my friend..
SOHEIR..
as we close out
here on 3 thousand
or so more words.. on
this 21st day of January..
pleasant dreams of night
now peace my friend.. my
day is
just
getting
stArted
with ART
of LOVE..
STRONG..:)
And
Now you
Are a Poet
too.. SMiLes
With greater
Dreams..:)
Now you
Are a Poet
too.. SMiLes
With greater
Dreams..:)
My Life is my book..
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
Hello again..
my
friend..:)
My Heaven is my book..
My Happiness is my book..
My Refuge is my book..
Hello again..
my
friend..:)
2377
Right on topic.. a year ago.. for the
current never ending topic..
as well..
for now..
at least..:)
current never ending topic..
as well..
for now..
at least..:)
2396
SMiLes.. my
Friend.. gigoid..
Reality is only as
courageous and kind…
fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
and make it Courageous and Kind..
it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
but in some so-called God fearing places..
people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..
Friend.. gigoid..
Reality is only as
courageous and kind…
fearful and hateful.. as we make it..
i go to the Cinderella school for fellas
and make it Courageous and Kind..
it’s kinda funny.. don’t you feel it…
but in some so-called God fearing places..
people rule on the basis of fearful and hateful
instead of Courageous and Kind.. for JusT Now..
Now that’s ironic.. TRuLY
IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..
IRONiC iN DaRK AND LIgHT..
God is the devil of fearful and hateful in hell..
in some countries.. religions and
or cultures.. or and
individuals..
in some countries.. religions and
or cultures.. or and
individuals..
And God is an Angel..
hmm.. in no countries..
no religions.. and no
cultures that
are really
big
at
least..
this tends to only happen
on an individual ‘Miley
Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
Cyrus.. the dog
star of
truth…
for now
at least..
hmm.. in no countries..
no religions.. and no
cultures that
are really
big
at
least..
this tends to only happen
on an individual ‘Miley
Sirius’ Basis.. i mean
Cyrus.. the dog
star of
truth…
for now
at least..
Bonobos
are an exception
as they live all of life
in accordance
with the innate..
instinctual and
intuitive Love
of Mind and Body
Balance in regulating
emotions.. integrating
senses.. hmm.. including
SENsualiTy in the mix of
the LOVING TOUCH
BIG TIME
AS IT WERE
AND STILL IS
WITH REaLLY
ALL BODY
TOUCHY
FEELY
LOVE..
bottom line is
it works.. but oops..
Bonobos are not humans
so we have still not evolved
to tHeir higher standard of
Animal
Love..
but more likely
we have devolved epigeneticAlly
speaking.. in just one lifetime through
the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
and Countries that are
big.. overall..
hmm…
but OMG.. Country..
Culture.. and Religions
rule humans through the
almighty force of the politics
of human tribal instinct to conserve
resources for survival.. wheRe humans
are born into a fight and flight state of
survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
sure a mate.. if one is so
inclined to reproduce
some more
humans
to come into
the hell of nows..
overall.. for most
folks it seems..
at least
headed
in that
direction for now..
Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
to suggest that we humans are related
to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
we are too.. without the virus of Country..
Culture and Religions too.. but i do
Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
Bed.. and me some
Hot Water to
shower at
the end of the
day.. so the human
card is filled with the potential
of a greatest Heaven now if we get
our innate instinct and intuition all
involved as our reality too.. in
mind and body balance
like the friendly
super sexy
Bonobos
too..
by the way..
Miley Cyrus is one of
my favorite modern Bonobo
humans.. she is not afraid to
swing through the air.. with
a tear in her eye all naturale
as much as YouTube will
allow for now for
Love
my friend..
meanwhile.. there
are the hater chimpanzees
among us.. who still rape
and pillage.. as sure
there is the
epigenetic
potential
for us to
be either
devil or angel..
but angels in
heaven now..
there ain’t nothing
great as that reality
my friend.. as we are the
reality that cares.. once star
dust.. now the magic of Love
incarnate
as
human being Angels..
and that is real my
friend.. in the
real heaven
that can
be now..
oh.. but the
work.. the practice..
never ending to find it
and stay here my friend
is a never ending story
of
NOW
that goes
on…for
NOW..:)
are an exception
as they live all of life
in accordance
with the innate..
instinctual and
intuitive Love
of Mind and Body
Balance in regulating
emotions.. integrating
senses.. hmm.. including
SENsualiTy in the mix of
the LOVING TOUCH
BIG TIME
AS IT WERE
AND STILL IS
WITH REaLLY
ALL BODY
TOUCHY
FEELY
LOVE..
bottom line is
it works.. but oops..
Bonobos are not humans
so we have still not evolved
to tHeir higher standard of
Animal
Love..
but more likely
we have devolved epigeneticAlly
speaking.. in just one lifetime through
the virus.. of Cultures.. Religions
and Countries that are
big.. overall..
hmm…
but OMG.. Country..
Culture.. and Religions
rule humans through the
almighty force of the politics
of human tribal instinct to conserve
resources for survival.. wheRe humans
are born into a fight and flight state of
survival.. to go to school.. with no reward
but learning for 12 to 18 or who knows
even 21 years.. to gain subsistence..
for shelter.. food.. drink.. and
sure a mate.. if one is so
inclined to reproduce
some more
humans
to come into
the hell of nows..
overall.. for most
folks it seems..
at least
headed
in that
direction for now..
Anyway.. it’s quite a compliment
to suggest that we humans are related
to Bonobos.. and perhaps our ancestors
were as hairy.. and Loving as them.. and
perhaps innately instinctually and intuitively
we are too.. without the virus of Country..
Culture and Religions too.. but i do
Love Toilet Paper.. a Warm
Bed.. and me some
Hot Water to
shower at
the end of the
day.. so the human
card is filled with the potential
of a greatest Heaven now if we get
our innate instinct and intuition all
involved as our reality too.. in
mind and body balance
like the friendly
super sexy
Bonobos
too..
by the way..
Miley Cyrus is one of
my favorite modern Bonobo
humans.. she is not afraid to
swing through the air.. with
a tear in her eye all naturale
as much as YouTube will
allow for now for
Love
my friend..
meanwhile.. there
are the hater chimpanzees
among us.. who still rape
and pillage.. as sure
there is the
epigenetic
potential
for us to
be either
devil or angel..
but angels in
heaven now..
there ain’t nothing
great as that reality
my friend.. as we are the
reality that cares.. once star
dust.. now the magic of Love
incarnate
as
human being Angels..
and that is real my
friend.. in the
real heaven
that can
be now..
oh.. but the
work.. the practice..
never ending to find it
and stay here my friend
is a never ending story
of
NOW
that goes
on…for
NOW..:)
2979
Back to dVerse now for
one more link to
the 44 word
Quadrille
Dancing
verb
poems..
a prompt
of poeTry
that continues
on through Sunday…:)
one more link to
the 44 word
Quadrille
Dancing
verb
poems..
a prompt
of poeTry
that continues
on through Sunday…:)
Dancing addictions feed
what’s missing.. now.. not
just related to drugs.. food..
sex.. or gambling dice.. new
behavioral
addictions ranging
from video games
to other modern
screen addictions..
new poison
of human
mind and
body balanCinG
soUls.. danCinG
feet die under screen
feats.. ‘scream’……….!
what’s missing.. now.. not
just related to drugs.. food..
sex.. or gambling dice.. new
behavioral
addictions ranging
from video games
to other modern
screen addictions..
new poison
of human
mind and
body balanCinG
soUls.. danCinG
feet die under screen
feats.. ‘scream’……….!
PS..
Love iS MisSinG..:)
Love iS MisSinG..:)
Back at 6:17 pm..
1222016
with
one more
Quadrille link..
1222016
with
one more
Quadrille link..
sMiLes.. dancing with
Jesus.. iS a fine way to
move.. sadly many folks
talk the talk.. but never ever
truly dance the dance of Jesus
danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
setting uS free..
am i an only
one seeing
yoUr
dance
partner..
heir apparent..:)
Jesus.. iS a fine way to
move.. sadly many folks
talk the talk.. but never ever
truly dance the dance of Jesus
danCinG iN Truth and liGht..
setting uS free..
am i an only
one seeing
yoUr
dance
partner..
heir apparent..:)
3103
And now off to dVerse
Open Link Thursday..
where almost
anything
goes..
with PoeTry..
except for me..
of course in full
form.. but happily
most people let
me share my
short stuff
in real
time
stream of
conscious
poeTry writing
in mostly micro
expression ways..
on their sites that
are copied here.. and
as always the few who
turn me away.. are only
copied and pasted here..
and identified with
asterisks
so i for one
will have a record
of who inspired
what where
or when..
as empirical
analysis in
rational
thinking is
important to
exercise as well
with heARt of poeTry..
deep deep inside the
human soUl.. expresSinG
emoTion as SpiRit iN
a miNd and boDy
BalanCinG
SoUl
for now..
JUST
now in
the greatest
present that is
all that is NOW..:)
Open Link Thursday..
where almost
anything
goes..
with PoeTry..
except for me..
of course in full
form.. but happily
most people let
me share my
short stuff
in real
time
stream of
conscious
poeTry writing
in mostly micro
expression ways..
on their sites that
are copied here.. and
as always the few who
turn me away.. are only
copied and pasted here..
and identified with
asterisks
so i for one
will have a record
of who inspired
what where
or when..
as empirical
analysis in
rational
thinking is
important to
exercise as well
with heARt of poeTry..
deep deep inside the
human soUl.. expresSinG
emoTion as SpiRit iN
a miNd and boDy
BalanCinG
SoUl
for now..
JUST
now in
the greatest
present that is
all that is NOW..:)
WeLL.. from a male perspective
this rings true of course too.. Now..
when males come up to me exciting
dancing women.. them not realizing
i am almost old enough to be their
grand daddy.. just in it for the
exercise.. asking me how
many times i scored
and i’m
F E E LiNG
no.. you will..
never ever
gain.. a wife
like mine..
so many
lessons
to come
for you..
if they come..
at aLL.. ever..:)
this rings true of course too.. Now..
when males come up to me exciting
dancing women.. them not realizing
i am almost old enough to be their
grand daddy.. just in it for the
exercise.. asking me how
many times i scored
and i’m
F E E LiNG
no.. you will..
never ever
gain.. a wife
like mine..
so many
lessons
to come
for you..
if they come..
at aLL.. ever..:)
A feeLinG Chalice
without gold am i..
then and now..
heArt sTiLL
iS aLL
that
reAlly
CouNTS..:)
without gold am i..
then and now..
heArt sTiLL
iS aLL
that
reAlly
CouNTS..:)
*
All tied up..
i never knew that
possible without rope..
but without miNd and boDy
balance.. the miNd has
little relative free
will to control
a body..
so tension
comes unrehearsed
as dancing partner
of change.. as
stress will
dance
solo
in pulls
of muscle
that never
let go..
so finAlly
my body taught
my mind to relax
fully relax in balance..
but it was a lesson of
the body teaching
the mind
as the
body
iS smArter
iN Feeling..
it takes art
to truly move in
balance.. it never
comes fully until
the words
let
go.. so in
other words the
short cuts to
balance
are far
far away
from lessons..
guidelines
or any
kind of
school
for moves..
one step balances
the other.. i suggest
one step in reverse too..
the rest will come naturAlly
with continuous lifelong
practice..
the body
feels best
in miNd
and boDy
balance…
Words for all practical
intents and purposes
just retard
potential..
those who
move without
rules on sidewalks
of life.. move as Art
never limited
by lines
and angles..
eventually spiraling
no different reAlly than
greatest grand daddy
and grand mamma
we feel..
the
Milky
Way SpiRaling
iN art of US NOW..:)
All tied up..
i never knew that
possible without rope..
but without miNd and boDy
balance.. the miNd has
little relative free
will to control
a body..
so tension
comes unrehearsed
as dancing partner
of change.. as
stress will
dance
solo
in pulls
of muscle
that never
let go..
so finAlly
my body taught
my mind to relax
fully relax in balance..
but it was a lesson of
the body teaching
the mind
as the
body
iS smArter
iN Feeling..
it takes art
to truly move in
balance.. it never
comes fully until
the words
let
go.. so in
other words the
short cuts to
balance
are far
far away
from lessons..
guidelines
or any
kind of
school
for moves..
one step balances
the other.. i suggest
one step in reverse too..
the rest will come naturAlly
with continuous lifelong
practice..
the body
feels best
in miNd
and boDy
balance…
Words for all practical
intents and purposes
just retard
potential..
those who
move without
rules on sidewalks
of life.. move as Art
never limited
by lines
and angles..
eventually spiraling
no different reAlly than
greatest grand daddy
and grand mamma
we feel..
the
Milky
Way SpiRaling
iN art of US NOW..:)
*
Kinda sad.. it is.. but
my cat Yellow boy
taught me more
lessons of
life.. after
i removed allergies
from my being to have
a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
boy taught me more lessons
about life.. than 18 years
of school.. and over 30
years of work..
and 55 years
of religion..
simply
’cause
Yellow
Boy ain’t
full of shit
and now we
share.. feel..
and kNow.. the REAL
AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
little yellow boy
savior..
BIGGER
SAVE
ME..:)
Kinda sad.. it is.. but
my cat Yellow boy
taught me more
lessons of
life.. after
i removed allergies
from my being to have
a cat inside.. yes.. Yellow
boy taught me more lessons
about life.. than 18 years
of school.. and over 30
years of work..
and 55 years
of religion..
simply
’cause
Yellow
Boy ain’t
full of shit
and now we
share.. feel..
and kNow.. the REAL
AND SamE GOD OF NATURE..
little yellow boy
savior..
BIGGER
SAVE
ME..:)
Moving Art
sining sensual
feelings so much
further iNtricacies
sKin
share
danCinG
hands and fingers
iN feat of Love now..:)
sining sensual
feelings so much
further iNtricacies
sKin
share
danCinG
hands and fingers
iN feat of Love now..:)
*sinGinG sensual..
freUdian
sLip
of
inK
i guess..;)
freUdian
sLip
of
inK
i guess..;)
WeLL.. sounds liKe
peRhaps thE
Wild and
Free Appaloosa
iS now changing
into Thor upon
a horse.. at
least in
my imag
i
NaTioN
alWays
set free..
legEnds
sinG free
upOn ride
oF wiLd horSes..:)
peRhaps thE
Wild and
Free Appaloosa
iS now changing
into Thor upon
a horse.. at
least in
my imag
i
NaTioN
alWays
set free..
legEnds
sinG free
upOn ride
oF wiLd horSes..:)
WeLL.. Gemini
heRe stuck in the
middle of twins
on June 6th..
now directly
in-between
two cusps..
tWin
pillars
of endless
possibilities..
who couldn’t
be optimistic
born so close
to the Summer
Solstice iN the
middle of Summer..
forecast on the 20th
until the Doctor reels
me in early.. so he
then can go on
vacation way..
anyway.. 6660
is a miGhty
symbolic
number..
no
less
and more..
it is what it is..
and add in the
1 and 9 of
1960..
comes
complete
oNe standinG
tAll and 9 fAcing
6.. anyWay.. patterns
and free associaTions are
now certainly.. my thing too..:)
heRe stuck in the
middle of twins
on June 6th..
now directly
in-between
two cusps..
tWin
pillars
of endless
possibilities..
who couldn’t
be optimistic
born so close
to the Summer
Solstice iN the
middle of Summer..
forecast on the 20th
until the Doctor reels
me in early.. so he
then can go on
vacation way..
anyway.. 6660
is a miGhty
symbolic
number..
no
less
and more..
it is what it is..
and add in the
1 and 9 of
1960..
comes
complete
oNe standinG
tAll and 9 fAcing
6.. anyWay.. patterns
and free associaTions are
now certainly.. my thing too..:)
Oh.. one of my favorite
things to do is
wriTinG
psalmlets
oF Nature..
wheRe God lives
everywHere aLL at
one now.. so comforting
to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
and nicely expresSinG
sentiments
of God.. you
bRinG here
as weLL.. my
friend..:)
things to do is
wriTinG
psalmlets
oF Nature..
wheRe God lives
everywHere aLL at
one now.. so comforting
to be here now aLL wITh GOD..
and nicely expresSinG
sentiments
of God.. you
bRinG here
as weLL.. my
friend..:)
Seven is enough
for now.. break
for flesh and
blood real
world
activities..
on a very
rainy day
sTill fuLL
of joY
alWays
NOW..:)
for now.. break
for flesh and
blood real
world
activities..
on a very
rainy day
sTill fuLL
of joY
alWays
NOW..:)
4:57 pm..
1212016
11:04 pm..
1222016
and back again..
with 7 down and
26 more to go
to get caught
up for now..:)
1212016
11:04 pm..
1222016
and back again..
with 7 down and
26 more to go
to get caught
up for now..:)
*
Poems of Whitman
travel near and far..
from human sKin to
Nature dreams..
but never
limited by
opinions
of other
dreams..
a lesson we
could all dream
from with no
expectations
but
dreams
now
as they
frUitrue..:)
Poems of Whitman
travel near and far..
from human sKin to
Nature dreams..
but never
limited by
opinions
of other
dreams..
a lesson we
could all dream
from with no
expectations
but
dreams
now
as they
frUitrue..:)
SomewHere deep in a WinTery
cave.. timeless ageless
trapped in now..
a draGon
dreams of
anotHeR evernow..
that’s more than
yesternow..
a pLace
wHere
DragoNs
free tHeir WinGs..:)
cave.. timeless ageless
trapped in now..
a draGon
dreams of
anotHeR evernow..
that’s more than
yesternow..
a pLace
wHere
DragoNs
free tHeir WinGs..:)
Candle HeArts SinG
sweet refRains..
WinTer
ways..
FroZen
snowy
flames..
North Breeze
blows pyRinG
briGhter fiRes..
liFe grows
liGht..
dArkest
ashes pass..:)
sweet refRains..
WinTer
ways..
FroZen
snowy
flames..
North Breeze
blows pyRinG
briGhter fiRes..
liFe grows
liGht..
dArkest
ashes pass..:)
Flame inside human
Growing bright from
birth… school now
fills this
place with data more
than heARt.. input more
from devices..
electric gLows..
oh.. wheRe does human soUl
go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
SCREAM..:)
Growing bright from
birth… school now
fills this
place with data more
than heARt.. input more
from devices..
electric gLows..
oh.. wheRe does human soUl
go.. when trapped iN 4 iNch
SCREAM..:)
SMiLes.. A smARt
ass beats a
dead ass..
any time
now..
but sure..
THen there iS
sacrifice.. iS..
as well.. for onLy
flesh and blood..
and of course that
sTill leaves a mes
Sage too.. iN
sTill
refRAin..:)
ass beats a
dead ass..
any time
now..
but sure..
THen there iS
sacrifice.. iS..
as well.. for onLy
flesh and blood..
and of course that
sTill leaves a mes
Sage too.. iN
sTill
refRAin..:)
GreaTest difference
between human
and other animals
now.. iS.. one feels
tHeir place..
and the
other
only
knows
the place.:)
between human
and other animals
now.. iS.. one feels
tHeir place..
and the
other
only
knows
the place.:)
Living Nature
Broken homes..
one dies
one grows..
Pyramid
dust..
leaves
green..
Tree of Life..
kNOwledge
Tree.. dead..:)
Broken homes..
one dies
one grows..
Pyramid
dust..
leaves
green..
Tree of Life..
kNOwledge
Tree.. dead..:)
Struggle primitive..
ancestor strong..
sHell now..
back
bOne..
gOne..:)
ancestor strong..
sHell now..
back
bOne..
gOne..:)
*
Words becoming
Love leaving
feeling
behind..
words loving
leave.. feeling
remaining free
and
true..
it’s not
the thought
that counts
feeling
free..:)
Words becoming
Love leaving
feeling
behind..
words loving
leave.. feeling
remaining free
and
true..
it’s not
the thought
that counts
feeling
free..:)
*
WeLL.. like
FoRrest Gump
says.. if ya
wanna escape
the past ya run
iN the future now..
i dance instead and
alWays live
dance
now..
in steps
and SonG
of poeTry too..:)
WeLL.. like
FoRrest Gump
says.. if ya
wanna escape
the past ya run
iN the future now..
i dance instead and
alWays live
dance
now..
in steps
and SonG
of poeTry too..:)
side note begins..
And thIS bRinGS
me to my next
poInt.. onLine
is a strange
place of cold
souls i often
find.. a place
where text replaces
faces.. grins.. frowns..
vocal smiLes and laughter
wHere symbols for non-verbal
expresSioN.. drown out the
human touch and feel of
life more and more..
and sometimes
just a word
mis-
understood..
can be the basis..
to erase.. but of
course.. who
cares.. any
way
when
theRe
is no
human face..
and people wonder
why i show my face
online so much..
haha!
WTF
FTW
i am
a FUCKING
HUMAN AND
i FUCKING
SHOW
MY
FACE..
i am more
than black
and white
text.. mostly
on a Fking
white
screen..
of SCREAM!..
AND truly it’s
funny.. no it’s
sad.. yes… it’s
funny too.. but not
in a haha! way..
rarely
ever do
people who
SHOW THEIR PRESENT
FACE iN Avatars..
treat other
humans
as
less
than human
in the poeTry
world online..
most people
on Facebook
are human
more or
less..
as at least
they show their face..:)
And thIS bRinGS
me to my next
poInt.. onLine
is a strange
place of cold
souls i often
find.. a place
where text replaces
faces.. grins.. frowns..
vocal smiLes and laughter
wHere symbols for non-verbal
expresSioN.. drown out the
human touch and feel of
life more and more..
and sometimes
just a word
mis-
understood..
can be the basis..
to erase.. but of
course.. who
cares.. any
way
when
theRe
is no
human face..
and people wonder
why i show my face
online so much..
haha!
WTF
FTW
i am
a FUCKING
HUMAN AND
i FUCKING
SHOW
MY
FACE..
i am more
than black
and white
text.. mostly
on a Fking
white
screen..
of SCREAM!..
AND truly it’s
funny.. no it’s
sad.. yes… it’s
funny too.. but not
in a haha! way..
rarely
ever do
people who
SHOW THEIR PRESENT
FACE iN Avatars..
treat other
humans
as
less
than human
in the poeTry
world online..
most people
on Facebook
are human
more or
less..
as at least
they show their face..:)
Inspired by a person who lets
me post nice comments on their
site.. but deletes them..
for whatever reason..
with nary an
explanation
to me..
but that’s
okay.. i check
back now.. to see
if folks delete that
after the fact.. just
so.. i myself will no longer
comment there.. since they
are too timid.. just to
ask me not to..
or even
explain
what their
issue even
is with me..
but sure..
there could
be many reasons
for that.. heHE..
posting HERE is
always the solution..
for me at least.. as
it IS a FREE WORLD AT
LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…
me post nice comments on their
site.. but deletes them..
for whatever reason..
with nary an
explanation
to me..
but that’s
okay.. i check
back now.. to see
if folks delete that
after the fact.. just
so.. i myself will no longer
comment there.. since they
are too timid.. just to
ask me not to..
or even
explain
what their
issue even
is with me..
but sure..
there could
be many reasons
for that.. heHE..
posting HERE is
always the solution..
for me at least.. as
it IS a FREE WORLD AT
LEAST.. UNCENSORED FOR
INSPIRATION.. NOW AT LEAST..:)
side note/rant/vent/dis/Gust.. ends…
Feelings die iN clothes
of old and new..
words fade
in new and
old world
clothes
oF dying feelings..:)
of old and new..
words fade
in new and
old world
clothes
oF dying feelings..:)
iN every shell of cell
exists a memory of
dna.. that
tales
A tell
of chain
of us from now
to SonG of big
bang(s).. old
and new..
a Nautilus
SinGs sOft
sheLL SonG
forevernow..:)
exists a memory of
dna.. that
tales
A tell
of chain
of us from now
to SonG of big
bang(s).. old
and new..
a Nautilus
SinGs sOft
sheLL SonG
forevernow..:)
Bird of soaRinG heiGhts..
Bird of balance iN
Beauty’s gRace..
Bird fALLing
riSinG..
Grace
iN bal
ance
middle
NoWways
oF Peace..:)
Bird of balance iN
Beauty’s gRace..
Bird fALLing
riSinG..
Grace
iN bal
ance
middle
NoWways
oF Peace..:)
Well.. that’s
a fresh dozen
of thirteen..
leaving another
Baker’s dozen..
for Saturday
morning..
as
rest for
morrow
comes
peace iN
balance now..:)
1:02 am
1232016…
Back at
12:12 pm..
a fresh dozen
of thirteen..
leaving another
Baker’s dozen..
for Saturday
morning..
as
rest for
morrow
comes
peace iN
balance now..:)
1:02 am
1232016…
Back at
12:12 pm..
FroZen iN tHe DArkest
Oceans now oF
uS..
exiSts
SpRinG
StreAms
of Consciousness
riSinG uP.. breaKing
throuGh
sHeets
of iCe
oF
US.. Free.. noW
FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)
Oceans now oF
uS..
exiSts
SpRinG
StreAms
of Consciousness
riSinG uP.. breaKing
throuGh
sHeets
of iCe
oF
US.. Free.. noW
FlYinG HiGheR alWaYs..:)
Too often happiness
is thought of in words
or silence as a state of
mind over body..
for me at least..
i must dance
free without
instruction..
to ever catch
boDy back
up to miNd
iN balanCe..
wHere theRe
can be a peaceful
eye now oF Hurricane..
in a dance so complex
to the outer eye.. but
ease internAlly wITh
a boDy
that
feels
how..
without
any human
words at aLL..
magic iS possiBle
but free iS magic..
dance.. to me..
@lEast..:)
is thought of in words
or silence as a state of
mind over body..
for me at least..
i must dance
free without
instruction..
to ever catch
boDy back
up to miNd
iN balanCe..
wHere theRe
can be a peaceful
eye now oF Hurricane..
in a dance so complex
to the outer eye.. but
ease internAlly wITh
a boDy
that
feels
how..
without
any human
words at aLL..
magic iS possiBle
but free iS magic..
dance.. to me..
@lEast..:)
THere was a now..
not just a short
now.. nows of
66 months all..
wHere ALL noise
was overwhelming.
until i sOught the abLiTy
to find quiEt inside.. now iN
even raving crowds of hundreds
of people dancing slower than i..
the i inside.. is a peaceful
eye of
Hurricane
that is now
i…
First
theRe was
years now
rest.. then..
constant
Re..
creaTioN
wHere i iS
impervIOUs
to ALL OUTSIDE..:)
not just a short
now.. nows of
66 months all..
wHere ALL noise
was overwhelming.
until i sOught the abLiTy
to find quiEt inside.. now iN
even raving crowds of hundreds
of people dancing slower than i..
the i inside.. is a peaceful
eye of
Hurricane
that is now
i…
First
theRe was
years now
rest.. then..
constant
Re..
creaTioN
wHere i iS
impervIOUs
to ALL OUTSIDE..:)
SMiLes.. all most all religions..
have a common denominator
that we have the truth
and ‘you’ don’t
and haha..
while the
7 chakra thingy..
is certainly a flavor
of the new age thingy..
just another way of focusing
on anything but a way of being
stuck in our frigging heads..
even better yet is forgetting
all words.. just dance FREE..
and come to
the realization
that we are an
inFiniTe UniVerse
as fractal reflection
of the whole.. wheRe
every cell iS an
infinitE chakRa
of never
ending
chaKras
beyOnd
ceLLs
beyonD
aToms
sImply
inFiniTy
floWinG
like a River
iS what we are..
but no.. i for one
wiLL never have the last
word.. oN any of thiS..
and anyone who
thInks they
do..
are
a piece
of dUSt
who canNot
see the flea
sucKing the
life giving
blood
of
a dog
nAmeD
G O D..;)
have a common denominator
that we have the truth
and ‘you’ don’t
and haha..
while the
7 chakra thingy..
is certainly a flavor
of the new age thingy..
just another way of focusing
on anything but a way of being
stuck in our frigging heads..
even better yet is forgetting
all words.. just dance FREE..
and come to
the realization
that we are an
inFiniTe UniVerse
as fractal reflection
of the whole.. wheRe
every cell iS an
infinitE chakRa
of never
ending
chaKras
beyOnd
ceLLs
beyonD
aToms
sImply
inFiniTy
floWinG
like a River
iS what we are..
but no.. i for one
wiLL never have the last
word.. oN any of thiS..
and anyone who
thInks they
do..
are
a piece
of dUSt
who canNot
see the flea
sucKing the
life giving
blood
of
a dog
nAmeD
G O D..;)
Oh by the way..
Love this!!!
Brilliant!!!
Well Penned!!!
Excellent!!!
Superb!!!
Perfect!!!
Nice!!!
Great!!!
OH! YOU
are just
the best
F
in
poet
ever….;)
Love this!!!
Brilliant!!!
Well Penned!!!
Excellent!!!
Superb!!!
Perfect!!!
Nice!!!
Great!!!
OH! YOU
are just
the best
F
in
poet
ever….;)
Haha..! don’t
bLame you
for NOT wasting
your time now
commenting
on most
dVerse
poet’s
sites..
and iN
general..
all over
the E-
world
now..
wHere
shalLow
reigns
kinG
of i..;)
bLame you
for NOT wasting
your time now
commenting
on most
dVerse
poet’s
sites..
and iN
general..
all over
the E-
world
now..
wHere
shalLow
reigns
kinG
of i..;)
My badge of
honor is not
receiving
a comment like
that on anything
i’ve ever written..
except for one
time where a person
on a completely different
site named me as the
‘Perfect Definition
of God’..
but that
site was
named
the
‘Wrong Planet’..
and they actuAlly
meant iT iN a
F
iN
deeper
way than
empty
platitudes..
of come over
and like my stuff too..;)
honor is not
receiving
a comment like
that on anything
i’ve ever written..
except for one
time where a person
on a completely different
site named me as the
‘Perfect Definition
of God’..
but that
site was
named
the
‘Wrong Planet’..
and they actuAlly
meant iT iN a
F
iN
deeper
way than
empty
platitudes..
of come over
and like my stuff too..;)
Yeah.. it’s kinda like
religion.. wHere at the
end of life.. the person
with the most FB Likes..
and $1.99 E-
books sold
gets
to go to
heaven..
hehe..
while some
of us are
here NOW
alReaDy
juSt doin’
iT now!
HA! HA!x2..
[/sarcasm..
saTire.. fuLL
iN ToW].. for Now..;)
religion.. wHere at the
end of life.. the person
with the most FB Likes..
and $1.99 E-
books sold
gets
to go to
heaven..
hehe..
while some
of us are
here NOW
alReaDy
juSt doin’
iT now!
HA! HA!x2..
[/sarcasm..
saTire.. fuLL
iN ToW].. for Now..;)
When i was young.. haha..
all the way to 53.. i dreamed
of creativity.. yeah.. something
that came out of the inside
of me.. not orchestrated
by instructions outside..
like that one era i
composed a free
floWinG piano
SonG at age
47 with
zero thoughts..
instructions..ugh..
guidelines.. then..
or pre-planned
actions at all..
i’m afraid that
science of
art kills
art
almost
all togetHer..
and ‘trust me’..
E-scaPinG science
was the job of JOB
for me..
and it’s
the reaSoN
i do not lInk
at dVerse anymore..
as i already escaped
my life of
THAT
before..
Art is Free
to me.. but sure..
science before.. as well..
it’s okay to visit science..
but i sure never
wanna
live
there
again..
friend..;)
all the way to 53.. i dreamed
of creativity.. yeah.. something
that came out of the inside
of me.. not orchestrated
by instructions outside..
like that one era i
composed a free
floWinG piano
SonG at age
47 with
zero thoughts..
instructions..ugh..
guidelines.. then..
or pre-planned
actions at all..
i’m afraid that
science of
art kills
art
almost
all togetHer..
and ‘trust me’..
E-scaPinG science
was the job of JOB
for me..
and it’s
the reaSoN
i do not lInk
at dVerse anymore..
as i already escaped
my life of
THAT
before..
Art is Free
to me.. but sure..
science before.. as well..
it’s okay to visit science..
but i sure never
wanna
live
there
again..
friend..;)
Well.. it’s 1:27 pm..
still 41F degrees
of Crisp Azure
blue North
Florida skies..
cAlling me to
hell yes..
EScape
the science
of this keyboard
too.. as theRe ain’t
nothing like the Art..
of free floWinG
all Naturale..
as they say..
dance
with Sun
and SAnd..
yeah.. hmm..
the 41F degrees
iS a little challenge
but the SUn alWAys
wArms my
head at
lEast iN
Florida.. cold
from head to toe..
in dance of human
free with God
of allthatis
Nature free
as well
reAlly
WeLL too..
back later.. to
finish this up..
before it’s
time to dance
more iN DANCE
SHOPPING A
WEEKEND
STAYCATION
ALWAYS NOW
FREE
AS FREE
CAN BE
FOR
ME
FOR NOW
AT LEAST..:)
still 41F degrees
of Crisp Azure
blue North
Florida skies..
cAlling me to
hell yes..
EScape
the science
of this keyboard
too.. as theRe ain’t
nothing like the Art..
of free floWinG
all Naturale..
as they say..
dance
with Sun
and SAnd..
yeah.. hmm..
the 41F degrees
iS a little challenge
but the SUn alWAys
wArms my
head at
lEast iN
Florida.. cold
from head to toe..
in dance of human
free with God
of allthatis
Nature free
as well
reAlly
WeLL too..
back later.. to
finish this up..
before it’s
time to dance
more iN DANCE
SHOPPING A
WEEKEND
STAYCATION
ALWAYS NOW
FREE
AS FREE
CAN BE
FOR
ME
FOR NOW
AT LEAST..:)
Back at 3:13pm..
and all chilled
out and warmed
up
same..;)
and all chilled
out and warmed
up
same..;)
SMiLes.. moon..
mountain tops..
bottoms of mile
deep oceans..
novelty
to visit..
but here i
staycation free..
and every once
iN a while.. even
escape words..
as words
can
be
Novel
too..
hehE..
wITh wInks..:)
mountain tops..
bottoms of mile
deep oceans..
novelty
to visit..
but here i
staycation free..
and every once
iN a while.. even
escape words..
as words
can
be
Novel
too..
hehE..
wITh wInks..:)
27″ inch iMac..
globe of world..
vanilla flavored
metal file cabinet..
Statues of Greek
Gods’esses’ Hebes
and Apollo stand watch
atop a lap-top computer..
in front of 24″ window..
and the saddest
pArt of aLL so
far away
from ART
iS School
and Work
for so many
people is a
metal file
cabinet
that relatively
speaKing is dead
and stays the same..
With Infinity staring now
back from the WiNdow..
i’m here for the essence
of Apollo and Hebes
and forget
the rest..
when
i E-SCAPE
to InFiniTy FREE..:)
globe of world..
vanilla flavored
metal file cabinet..
Statues of Greek
Gods’esses’ Hebes
and Apollo stand watch
atop a lap-top computer..
in front of 24″ window..
and the saddest
pArt of aLL so
far away
from ART
iS School
and Work
for so many
people is a
metal file
cabinet
that relatively
speaKing is dead
and stays the same..
With Infinity staring now
back from the WiNdow..
i’m here for the essence
of Apollo and Hebes
and forget
the rest..
when
i E-SCAPE
to InFiniTy FREE..:)
sMiLes..
AND so iroNic..
so many ‘people’
and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
the different unTil tHey
actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
In REAL life.. different
scares at least
half the
population
and most of
them rarely
confront
it.. other
than
E-scaping
it… Now..
that’s okay..
as that too is
human nature..
oh.. ah.. but to be
totAlly open-minded
iS to have the Hawk’s view..
no matter iF spiRaLinG the
SuN
iS
StRange
or not..;)
AND so iroNic..
so many ‘people’
and ‘artists’ too.. pRaise
the different unTil tHey
actuAlly ENCOUNTER iT..
In REAL life.. different
scares at least
half the
population
and most of
them rarely
confront
it.. other
than
E-scaping
it… Now..
that’s okay..
as that too is
human nature..
oh.. ah.. but to be
totAlly open-minded
iS to have the Hawk’s view..
no matter iF spiRaLinG the
SuN
iS
StRange
or not..;)
SMiLes.. my friend..
two worlds heRe
below above
but sAMe
sTill.. one
feeling..
one
symbol..
dance iS feeLinG..
words try tHeir best..:)
two worlds heRe
below above
but sAMe
sTill.. one
feeling..
one
symbol..
dance iS feeLinG..
words try tHeir best..:)
Divine iN uS..
she lives In he
and her.. as
SpiRit
HeARt
emoTioNs
unfettered
by concrete
grounds that
siNk.. the soUl
now miNd and
BoDy balance
to millstone
below..
ocean
dark..
sHe
iS strong
RiSinG iN
ocean dance..
Us SprinGinG
forward forever
now.. young the
spiRit sHe never
ages
iN
uS
FREE
as dance
wE
NOW..:)
she lives In he
and her.. as
SpiRit
HeARt
emoTioNs
unfettered
by concrete
grounds that
siNk.. the soUl
now miNd and
BoDy balance
to millstone
below..
ocean
dark..
sHe
iS strong
RiSinG iN
ocean dance..
Us SprinGinG
forward forever
now.. young the
spiRit sHe never
ages
iN
uS
FREE
as dance
wE
NOW..:)
Love
alWays
comes back..
lets go..
alWays
comes back..
calLinG
cALLs
LOVE..:)
alWays
comes back..
lets go..
alWays
comes back..
calLinG
cALLs
LOVE..:)
Dancing deep iN sOUl
uS.. emoTions
SpiRit relEase
miNd
BoDy
balancE..
musiC oF
Us SonG
free steps
come next
ExpresSinG
heARts
noW
DanCe ALive..:)
uS.. emoTions
SpiRit relEase
miNd
BoDy
balancE..
musiC oF
Us SonG
free steps
come next
ExpresSinG
heARts
noW
DanCe ALive..:)
SMiLes.. no one FEELS
balance like the equator
of us.. caring more
for the
feeling
and hell
with the
knowing
appearance..
all that’s real
is the mustard
for
now..
for those
of us who
cut iT
iN
EQual pARt..:)
balance like the equator
of us.. caring more
for the
feeling
and hell
with the
knowing
appearance..
all that’s real
is the mustard
for
now..
for those
of us who
cut iT
iN
EQual pARt..:)
And yeah..
i read it like
Shawna did too..
but.. i have an
‘active’ now
imaGiNatTon
like hers too
and sure
a dog
covered
iN mustard
now and then too..;)
i read it like
Shawna did too..
but.. i have an
‘active’ now
imaGiNatTon
like hers too
and sure
a dog
covered
iN mustard
now and then too..;)
Ah.. the lost and
found books of life..
stoRinG memories
of lost pages..
and words..
finding words
to write.. what
a deliGht.. i am
now a porto-
book
bLog..
wheREver
i go..
digital
art ya
free the
words of me
wHere digit
of finger
and
keyboard
become OnE..:)
found books of life..
stoRinG memories
of lost pages..
and words..
finding words
to write.. what
a deliGht.. i am
now a porto-
book
bLog..
wheREver
i go..
digital
art ya
free the
words of me
wHere digit
of finger
and
keyboard
become OnE..:)
SAdly.. modern science shows perhaps
there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
addiction seems to most
often be the lacking end
result of connections
of feeling connections
with others.. the real
elixir in actuAlly
feeling each
other
that never
connects
where the
garden of
Love is not
literAlly then
established
in a bRain of
young
to live
old
so free
as LOVE..
there are no
winners when
Love is not the
Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…
there is no solution for ‘this’.. as
addiction seems to most
often be the lacking end
result of connections
of feeling connections
with others.. the real
elixir in actuAlly
feeling each
other
that never
connects
where the
garden of
Love is not
literAlly then
established
in a bRain of
young
to live
old
so free
as LOVE..
there are no
winners when
Love is not the
Garden of Youth.. my friend.. iT seems…
OH Lord.. 5:44 pm..
all caught up now..
almost time
to publish
now.. but
Dance
Shopping
first.. to
get out of
this screen!..;)
i mean
SCREAM!..;)
KATRINA
SAYS
GET
THE F
iN
FRED
OFF
OF THAT
COMPUTER NOW
PLEASE!!!!!!…
WITH HER HANDS
NOW AROUND mY
NECK!!!!!!!!!!
NOW F.. iN..FRED.. TICKLiNG ME!!
all caught up now..
almost time
to publish
now.. but
Dance
Shopping
first.. to
get out of
this screen!..;)
i mean
SCREAM!..;)
KATRINA
SAYS
GET
THE F
iN
FRED
OFF
OF THAT
COMPUTER NOW
PLEASE!!!!!!…
WITH HER HANDS
NOW AROUND mY
NECK!!!!!!!!!!
NOW F.. iN..FRED.. TICKLiNG ME!!
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Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by..
and like a cat who still plays with his or
her toys… public stores.. the gym..
and even Rave Dance is
my playground..
all that is in the environment
are potential targets for play..
and yes.. the stakes are high
as far as missing and
collateral damage
goes.. but now
moving on to
4700 miles
of doing this
now in around
29 months.. as
they say practice
makes muscle memory
automatic.. where it’s kinda
like driving a car on the Interstate
now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
get the human interaction to go along with
it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
am around very carefully and steer far
away from the potential timid
customers.. as that is
how one keeps
their ballet
and martial
arts-like dance
privileges in the
general public
but the more graceful
i get in doing it.. the more
obvious it is i am not
a budding
nut
as it were
or is for now..
hehe.. anyway..
the miNd and boDy
balance i have now
compared to the other
four decades of my life
is incredible.. there just
ain’t nothing like being
totally grounded
to earth iN
balance
WitH gravity
secure.. safe
with trust in
allthatis..
and as
long as
my Karma
is Good to Go
no need to fear
the wrath of what
is in terms of action
and consequence..
i keep it going
positive
to keep
allthatis
answering
back positive
as well.. it is
like reality and
me are best friends
now.. without a doubt
to me at least.. but of
course my sensitivities
to all of Nature are ramped
up like an atomic bomb at
peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
that’s all
i kNow for
me.. but
yes.. still
with compassion
as i know that
other place
all too
well
from
the past..
i’m gonna stay
in heaven.. if Karma
has anything to say
about that my
friend..
with
blessings
and peace
and Unconditional
Courageous and Kind
Love.. as is
for
Now..
Happy
now friend..
be seeing ya all around
of course.. online.. and
yes.. there is not much
i miss..
hehe..
anywheRe
my travels
take me.. and
of course i usuAlly
leave a gift wheRever
i go..
and just
look forward
to the next
destination
of joy or challenge
with CON
FI
DENCE..
in reaLiTy
NOW..:)
and like a cat who still plays with his or
her toys… public stores.. the gym..
and even Rave Dance is
my playground..
all that is in the environment
are potential targets for play..
and yes.. the stakes are high
as far as missing and
collateral damage
goes.. but now
moving on to
4700 miles
of doing this
now in around
29 months.. as
they say practice
makes muscle memory
automatic.. where it’s kinda
like driving a car on the Interstate
now.. but MUCH MORE FUN.. AS YA
get the human interaction to go along with
it.. ranging.. from excitement.. to chagrin to
perhaps down right terror but i filter who i
am around very carefully and steer far
away from the potential timid
customers.. as that is
how one keeps
their ballet
and martial
arts-like dance
privileges in the
general public
but the more graceful
i get in doing it.. the more
obvious it is i am not
a budding
nut
as it were
or is for now..
hehe.. anyway..
the miNd and boDy
balance i have now
compared to the other
four decades of my life
is incredible.. there just
ain’t nothing like being
totally grounded
to earth iN
balance
WitH gravity
secure.. safe
with trust in
allthatis..
and as
long as
my Karma
is Good to Go
no need to fear
the wrath of what
is in terms of action
and consequence..
i keep it going
positive
to keep
allthatis
answering
back positive
as well.. it is
like reality and
me are best friends
now.. without a doubt
to me at least.. but of
course my sensitivities
to all of Nature are ramped
up like an atomic bomb at
peace.. sMiles.. life is fun
that’s all
i kNow for
me.. but
yes.. still
with compassion
as i know that
other place
all too
well
from
the past..
i’m gonna stay
in heaven.. if Karma
has anything to say
about that my
friend..
with
blessings
and peace
and Unconditional
Courageous and Kind
Love.. as is
for
Now..
Happy
now friend..
be seeing ya all around
of course.. online.. and
yes.. there is not much
i miss..
hehe..
anywheRe
my travels
take me.. and
of course i usuAlly
leave a gift wheRever
i go..
and just
look forward
to the next
destination
of joy or challenge
with CON
FI
DENCE..
in reaLiTy
NOW..:)
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Hi.. Friend Zee.. thanks for coming by
and enjoying my endless azure blue
North Florida Winter skies with me today..
and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
downpour.. where my dance parking lot
was all flooded out.. and i even have
updated photos of that in this
blog post now.. as a
counterpart to all those
amazing blue skies.. and i
suppose one reason why i am
happy all the time here.. is it can break
for Summer time and clear skies all year..
really for at least a few days here and there..
and it is kinda nice to finally be
getting some cool temperatures
for a change in season.. anyway..
hope you have a lovely
weekend as well..
friend Zee..:)
and enjoying my endless azure blue
North Florida Winter skies with me today..
and oh Goodness.. yesterday was a real
downpour.. where my dance parking lot
was all flooded out.. and i even have
updated photos of that in this
blog post now.. as a
counterpart to all those
amazing blue skies.. and i
suppose one reason why i am
happy all the time here.. is it can break
for Summer time and clear skies all year..
really for at least a few days here and there..
and it is kinda nice to finally be
getting some cool temperatures
for a change in season.. anyway..
hope you have a lovely
weekend as well..
friend Zee..:)
6310
Faceboook friend Rafiah..
shares a photo of a group of
women in a classroom attending
Government College Women University
in Sialkot.. Pakistan…
shares a photo of a group of
women in a classroom attending
Government College Women University
in Sialkot.. Pakistan…
i say..
Wondering if that is Ms. Rafiah.. the
only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
thinking.. yes.. better than
one in two odds..
now.. and also
curious if Pakistan
provides this women’s
only college education for free..
and it must be kinda lonely there
without any males.. but maybe not..
as females
are cooler
anyway..
in my
book..
at least..:)
only one wearing a pink burka theRe..
thinking.. yes.. better than
one in two odds..
now.. and also
curious if Pakistan
provides this women’s
only college education for free..
and it must be kinda lonely there
without any males.. but maybe not..
as females
are cooler
anyway..
in my
book..
at least..:)
Rafiah says..
Haha you guessed right, like always.
You are smart. It’s not a free university
but the fee is minimal. There was a male
there, a professor. I was very happily
surprised that day, he said and told
some very amazing things, the
kind of things I often Wonder
about and I felt kind of
special that day like it
was a good sign from
Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
grin emoticon
You are smart. It’s not a free university
but the fee is minimal. There was a male
there, a professor. I was very happily
surprised that day, he said and told
some very amazing things, the
kind of things I often Wonder
about and I felt kind of
special that day like it
was a good sign from
Allah. smile emoticon heart emoticon
And that’s not a burka, its a chadder/dupata.
Google the difference. wink emoticon grin
emoticon That’s your favorite thing to do.
grin emoticon
i say..
Hmm.. you kNow.. i never really found out
for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
that your are compact.. and that is
okay.. but yes.. you have
very big eyes in that Pink
Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
Rafiah is the thumbs up
girl in the Grey and Black
Patterned Burka.. with the very
big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
part of India until it was divided up.. so women
in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
instructor in philosophy that made me feel
like i was getting special information
associated with God from him..
as well.. so i can relate to that
special feeling too.. that was back
in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
quite as much of all about what culture
said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
like that can come and go to.. with additional
cultural demands like working several more
decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
but not only is Googling different stuff
one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
get withdrawals from if i don’t
talk to her at least every several
days apart.. so thanks for answering
my questions.. and i’m glad University
has minimal cost there so many women can
attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
that never happened toward the end of his life..
but that is another story.. and i guess this one
is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)
for sure.. whether that was you or your sister
in the thumbs up photo.. but even though
it looks like a child sized person.. overall..
like your little sister.. yes.. i remember
that your are compact.. and that is
okay.. but yes.. you have
very big eyes in that Pink
Dupatta.. so i’m thinking
Rafiah is the thumbs up
girl in the Grey and Black
Patterned Burka.. with the very
big feminine eyes in her profile photo..
and Wiki says.. the Dupatta is a South Asian
woman’s modest form of dress.. where it can
also be worn as a cape.. like a fashion statement..
and sometimes i forget that Pakistan used to be
part of India until it was divided up.. so women
in India wear this form of modest dress as well…
and yes.. when i was in College i had a male
instructor in philosophy that made me feel
like i was getting special information
associated with God from him..
as well.. so i can relate to that
special feeling too.. that was back
in 1978.. and after that i didn’t worry
quite as much of all about what culture
said i was supposed to do and be.. hmm..
for at a little while anyway.. as enlightenment
like that can come and go to.. with additional
cultural demands like working several more
decades and dealing with that.. but yes.. i
am running on.. here.. rambling as usual..
but not only is Googling different stuff
one of my favorite things to do.. but also..
talking to my dear and very sweet friend..
Rafiah.. from Pakistan.. who i always
get withdrawals from if i don’t
talk to her at least every several
days apart.. so thanks for answering
my questions.. and i’m glad University
has minimal cost there so many women can
attend.. but OMG.. University here is tremendously
expensive.. i’m lucky i had scholarships and financial
help or i would have never obtained my three degrees
way back in 1983.. no way i could have afforded to go..
with the prices the way they are today.. as my Mother
was way too poor to send me.. and my father always
promised too.. like he promised to visit us too..
that never happened toward the end of his life..
but that is another story.. and i guess this one
is long enough for now.. sMiLes and
see ya later.. friend Rafiah..:)
Rafiah says..
Hahaha thats me in the the thumbs
up photo. wink emoticon
Universities here too
are costly, but luckily
mine is cheap one.
Philosophy is
my favorite.
up photo. wink emoticon
Universities here too
are costly, but luckily
mine is cheap one.
Philosophy is
my favorite.
i say..
WeLL.. If
philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon
philosophy iS yoUr favorite..
Yes.. wonder.. we are friends..
‘Socrates’.. And yes.. i am ‘Plato’
and welcome to the third cave.. wInks..
Signs.. a Clown..smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
It is my favorite, but unfortunately i am
not well read and aware about the subject
as I want to. I dont get the time. But
may be in future. smile emoticon
not well read and aware about the subject
as I want to. I dont get the time. But
may be in future. smile emoticon
i say..
Smiles.. my friend..
KNowing and feeling you..
i’m sure you will as all the
resources are available..
free.. online..
smile emoticon
KNowing and feeling you..
i’m sure you will as all the
resources are available..
free.. online..
smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
Fiction and literature
have become the need now.
have become the need now.
i say..
The human seeks to be free..
iN art over science..smile emoticon
iN art over science..smile emoticon
Oh by the way.. i wore my green elemental
chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
of science now..smile emoticon
chemistry shirt again.. So free as art
of science now..smile emoticon
Rafiah.. shares this Ted Talk Video
in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
THE ORIGINAL INTENT
OF THE ISLAM
KURAN..
in problems.. BIG PROBLEMS..
FOLKS HAVE IN UNDERSTANDING
THE ORIGINAL INTENT
OF THE ISLAM
KURAN..
i say..
There is a nature of human
that can discern the subtle in life..
in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
as at essence all words are only metaphors
for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
and i’ve explained this before..
to both concrete thinkers and
true original artists..
one says it’s gibberish..
and the other understands it
as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
until someone concrete set him in hate..
and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
as they often.. can neither feel or express the
human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
and paintings of all types.. including words..
more beautiful in Arabic of course..
attempt to capture the essence of
the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
one doesn’t have to read that
to see it.. IF they see further
than concrete squares and angles
that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
language of the original text.. so we
Americans are more or less left
out of the entire ‘shooting match’
of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
as i neither speak the original message of either
of those languages outside of English..
there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
God in the Greek text of the bible..
before.. the translation of that
from what was before.. it was
A son of God.. but of course..
it was to someone’s advantage to
promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
are scared to live.. anywhere else but
lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
and scary as literal hell..
in dreams and nightmares
of human imagination..
both concrete and
metaphor.. still now..:)
that can discern the subtle in life..
in metaphors of beauty.. and there is a
Nature of human that mostly sees literal and concrete..
and there lies the problem in both truth and lies..
in infinite ways of seeing meanings in words…
as at essence all words are only metaphors
for the essence of Truth and LiGht..
and i’ve explained this before..
to both concrete thinkers and
true original artists..
one says it’s gibberish..
and the other understands it
as crystal.. clear.. as a running brook..
of knowledge and FEELING that never ends..
and that is obviously where Muhammad was..
until someone concrete set him in hate..
and that is what concrete thinkers do best..
as they often.. can neither feel or express the
human emotion of Love that would never ever.. harm
another hair on Allah’s head.. unjustified of course..
problem is.. though.. books are only as good as the message
they deliver.. so half the audience or so.. misses the message..
as in reality and human nature about half the audience is mostly
concrete thinkers beyond the potential of poetic art of heARt..
that’s free.. and most all True Poets connect to the words
of the UniVersal Poet.. that sure.. we can name as Allah..
or whatever we like.. as the essence iS REAL..
and paintings of all types.. including words..
more beautiful in Arabic of course..
attempt to capture the essence of
the UniVersal Poet iN Art..
one doesn’t have to read that
to see it.. IF they see further
than concrete squares and angles
that restrict beauty to sidewalks of life..
both in concrete and words.. my friend.. but the
bottom line is this.. no one will ever truly read
the Kuran or the Bible unless they speak the
language of the original text.. so we
Americans are more or less left
out of the entire ‘shooting match’
of real as is.. so that is why i write my own..
as i neither speak the original message of either
of those languages outside of English..
there was never ever a THE ONLY son of
God in the Greek text of the bible..
before.. the translation of that
from what was before.. it was
A son of God.. but of course..
it was to someone’s advantage to
promote Jesus into an office he never claimed..
so as most always the concrete thinkers.. twist
the words to their concrete advantage.. and Love
is what gets left hitchhiking the meaning of life..
outside of the book.. of greater Truth and LiGht as
originAlly intended.. but it is next to impossible
to get anyone who has a mind set in concrete
to budge an inch.. as quite frankly they
are scared to live.. anywhere else but
lies.. the human condition.. amazing..
and scary as literal hell..
in dreams and nightmares
of human imagination..
both concrete and
metaphor.. still now..:)
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My friend from Facebook.. matter of fact.. my very
first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
who could understand me.. first.. during my
incredible stint with assessed permanent
lifelong disabilities.. in both
legal and medical
terms..
shares
the article
link above..
she is also
on the Autism Spectrum..
but doesn’t want her friends
to know.. so i keep her name
anonymous.. when i’ve talked
about her in the past..
anyway.. the
Autism
Spectrum was
a non-issue compared
to the other issues of
disability i faced..
and the
‘sick woman’
article linked above
is a societal stress
related condition
that can befall
any canary
in the
coal
mine in society
and is befalling
so-called normal
born folks too.. as
society continues
to grow more
insane in
what it
expects
humans to be
as more machine
than human.. just
like cogs in a machine
with heArt that continues
to be repressed and oppressed..
by most all cultural ways that come now…
anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
so yes.. recovery is possible too..
as i for one had zero hope for that
before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
disorder that only the person who has it
can see..with a dentist drill without
any painkiller that will work.. in
one’s face.. and in my case..
my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
many auto-immune related.. the system is
favored toward the intellectually smart..
the fate for a person.. who does not
have that gift.. is often one..
as homeless… or worse…
it’s way too complicated..
for the average person to
navigate.. and that is the
part that is also far from fair or justice…
first friend from Facebook.. who was the only one
who could understand me.. first.. during my
incredible stint with assessed permanent
lifelong disabilities.. in both
legal and medical
terms..
shares
the article
link above..
she is also
on the Autism Spectrum..
but doesn’t want her friends
to know.. so i keep her name
anonymous.. when i’ve talked
about her in the past..
anyway.. the
Autism
Spectrum was
a non-issue compared
to the other issues of
disability i faced..
and the
‘sick woman’
article linked above
is a societal stress
related condition
that can befall
any canary
in the
coal
mine in society
and is befalling
so-called normal
born folks too.. as
society continues
to grow more
insane in
what it
expects
humans to be
as more machine
than human.. just
like cogs in a machine
with heArt that continues
to be repressed and oppressed..
by most all cultural ways that come now…
anyway this is my response to her share on FB..
Invisible disabilities.. are among the most difficult
challenges in life.. as sure i can relate for 66 months..
as a ‘sick woman’.. and in my early 20’s as well.. as hard
as that might be for folks to believe now.. on the polar
opposite end of that spectrum.. and yeah sure..
so-called technical bi-polar disorder as well..
so yes.. recovery is possible too..
as i for one had zero hope for that
before.. and i for one.. feel that chronic
social stress.. and stress in general.. can be
the root ’cause of much of this.. but the question remains..
how does one escape.. i was fortunate.. to be practically a lawyer too..
to win my own case from the start.. with zero help from anyone else..
for disability benefits.. where folks around me told me.. just pull up
your boot straps.. things could be worse.. yeah.. sure.. two
years before i was diagnosed with the suicide disease..
the worst pain known to humankind.. type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. a totally invisible
disorder that only the person who has it
can see..with a dentist drill without
any painkiller that will work.. in
one’s face.. and in my case..
my eye and ear.. and 18 other disorders..
many auto-immune related.. the system is
favored toward the intellectually smart..
the fate for a person.. who does not
have that gift.. is often one..
as homeless… or worse…
it’s way too complicated..
for the average person to
navigate.. and that is the
part that is also far from fair or justice…
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SMiLes.. my friend.. Zee..
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
match
the eYes
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
challenges that
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
the survivors
among us..
who
die hard
and are still
energizer bunnies..
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
who continues
to grow.. and
wheRever i
see this
liGht
i for
one
do
not let
go of that
friendship
iN liGht.. my
friend.. Zee..
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
online
with
great fortune
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
world
now..
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
challenges
and
survival..
now in liGht..:)
the greaTest Love/Empathy..
iN my opinion.. does come from
the challenges of life.. the stress..
disorder.. and even the bullies of life..
who will tell us.. we do not deserve
to exist.. sadly.. some folks
turn to darkness..
when these challenges
come.. but for those who never
give up.. even if.. there are no little
voices from Loving people who can
see the liGht iN a homeless person
from this earth of cultures
that no longer
match
the eYes
of Wisdom that
can come through
the victory instead of
vengeance over life’s
dArk.. with LiGht.. the
human SpiRit to survive
is great.. and pARt of why
the greaTEst liGhts of human
often come from the dArkest
challenges that
we all face
to some degree..
and perhaps the greaTEst
challenge is not being challenged
enough.. as there is no bliss as great
as the Victory of liGht that conquers
dARk.. wheRe one even understands
and forgives those who continue
to ignore or transgress
the survivors
among us..
who
die hard
and are still
energizer bunnies..
with greater liGht
than ever before..
you are a liGht
my friend.. now
who continues
to grow.. and
wheRever i
see this
liGht
i for
one
do
not let
go of that
friendship
iN liGht.. my
friend.. Zee..
and sure.. sometimes
i have to travel literAlly
thouSands of miles iN a
split second to find iT
online
with
great fortune
as well.. and
that’s the best
thing about online..
it is a big small
world
now..
to find those
who can at least
relate to different
challenges
and
survival..
now in liGht..:)
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So easy it was for me.. before my middle age illnesses to express Love.. at least with my eyes.. before shades became a necessary accessory to painfully/comfortably see in life.. and
the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
in part that came from the challenge of
working in Law Enforcement for
46 years.. but his identical
twin brother seemed the
same.. in cool
James Bond
style
of everything
was A-okay in life..
but of course not saying
he was a perfect man.. as
he had very little ability to
express emotions.. but
there were times
that i wished
so much to
trade my
love for his
fearless way of
being.. as Lord knows
my anxiety was every bit
as strong as my Love through
most of life.. in a vague way
of being uncomfortable
in my own skin..
while my
father always
wore his as the
most leisure of suits..
hmm.. getting that fearless
pArt is truly the complement
of Love that works.. and my father
never really looked old in terms
of fragility.. to his dying day
standing up strong.. at age
81.. whereas i
by that time
had already
practically
seen death
and life worse
than the weakest
invalid in any nursing
home before age 48..
but still.. theRe iS Love..
oh.. the gift of Love..
but i suppose
with fearless
one may
not have
to fall
to the illusory fears
of culture and life in
general.. so i guess
Fearless and Love
iN many ways
tie.. as equal
virtues of Life..
the Fearless allows
one to live long and prosper
and the Love allows one to
live well
iN being
iN balance
without the
fear.. iN Magic..
and no my father’s
life was not magic..
it was just peace..
and that is
a goal
that most
folks these
days never even
find.. without a fathom
of what living in the magic
of Fearless Love is really like..
no different than any heaven i for
one can
imagine
now..
so.. here’s a toast
to no illusory Fears
with Love.. the bread
and water of magic life
when mixed iN
balanCinG
pArtS..
and as far as
politics goes..
as science shows
now.. humans are innately
conservative or liberal.. and
they vote with their nature moreover
the individual merits or failures of the
political system at hand.. i do my duty
to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
that is rather easy to catch
up on.. every six months
or so.. to find that
nothing much
has changed
as far as
real
substance..
the endless conflict
that WILL NEVER BE
RESOLVED.. for the
nature of the human
conservative
vs.. open
mind..
is a
mindless past time
to consume.. to escape
other issues of life.. but
knowing.. the inevitable
outcome will not change..
finally… as yes it took me
somenows.. to figure out
human nature more completely..
is enough for me to consider
politics.. as not different..
than the flower that
fades and colors
alternately
in the seasons
of the year.. i for one
am born SUPER LIBERAL..
in most every way.. and i for
one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
hardly anyone can understand my ways
of life.. but hey..
the reward
is the Nirvana..
a gift i wish i could
give everyone else..
but not a gift that most folks
even care
to take
or possibly
undertand
exists
for now..
it does.. now..
and i for one prove
what is possible.. whether anyone
listens to heaven or not..
it is real now..
for me at least..
as hell was
before..
i can never afford
for one second to believe
that anything is impossible
and that state of mind is the
possibilities of the state of
now in positive mindset
that makes the
fruition of
the heaven
i experience now
as REAL AS HELL
BEFORE.. so much
in religion is true.. if folks
can get past all the tribal stuff
of myths and vehicles and vessels
as such that house the truth and liGht..
and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
IS FUCKING INSANITY
BUT SADLY
MOST
EVERYONE
WHERE I LIVE
THAT ONE TALKS
TO ON THE STREET
IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
THE FUCKING END OF THE
WORLD.. the conservative
state of mind..
is truly a dangerous
one.. that would wish
for annihilation through
the paraphrasing of
a several thousand
year old
book.. ’cause
someone told
’em it is true..
OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
AT THE
SAME
TIME..
ENJOYING
LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
LIFE
NOW..
unless you trap ’em in a tank
alone.. like society does to so many
folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
hostage like this and would
rather
die than
not live
free
moving
connecting
playing with
other dolphins
now.. instead..
swimming then
to the bottom of
the dolphin tank..
documented in marine
science and never returning
to the top.. meanwhile folks with
so-called happy families and love..
are wishing
that a fiery
end to life
comes
now..
anyway.. again..
it’s human nature and
human is only as smart
overall as nuclear weapons
drop….
anyway..
i find the species
sad and amusing and
if i didn’t know or feel
others further than my
local community.. by
moving out in the
online world..
of the bigger
world.. the idea
that i am a star-child seed or
whatever.. becomes somewhat
plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
live in an insane local community..
truly insane.. and that
is all..
my home
is the real
place.. a living
earth in balance
with me now.. and
the rest of allthatis
open minded and FUCKING FREE..
HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
where wisdom
rains like
pearls
of
liGht..
with Love my
good friend
gigoid..
perhaps the
closest person i
know to the God i feel
and know.. online.. at least..
from the United States.. as
most folks in the poetry world
i associate with.. are introverted
conservative.. bible oriented
folks.. and my assertion that
Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
MAN.. is surely the
best way
not to
get any
United States
likes on my blog..
But as they say..
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
WILL SET YA FREE INTO
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
NOW..
THAT IS
TRULY REAL..
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
REINCARNATED…
BUT THE BIGGER
TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
ANYONE COULD
BE
LIKE
HIM..
and even
greater iN
terms of
human
potential..
LIKE BE LIKE
MICHAEL JORDAN..
IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
yes.. there is only one.. Michael
Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
eventually will likely be a
better basketball
player
too..
wITh
wInks..
and hmm.. that’s
over 1200 words..
not often one leaves
a blog post like this
on another blog
post of
close to
equal length..huh..
with wInks again..
but what i’ve come
to find out with empirical
evidence too.. is when i get
out there on the dance floor
with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
and i say that in historical mythical
terms of respect.. and not sexual
depravity.. and i dance as wildly
as perhaps anyone has ever
danced in a dance hall
in my local
conservative
area.. at least..
my creativity
ramps up
incredibly
the next day..
as obviously it changes
my brain chemistry greatly
in terms of what is A driving
force behind human
creativity..
and amazing
that not unlike
our so-called
primitive
ancestors
it is a dance now
of literal all natural
ecstasy with other
folks dancing in this
way for hours on end..
that brings the vision quest
and associated findings to the
surface of human conscious mind..
it just fucking makes sense.. common
fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
encoded still
in our DNA
as we my friends
are the books of creation
set free in flesh and blood
womanifest expression of
God
sAMe as
WeNOW..
You already told me
you dance.. and truly
a slow dance works
as well as a fast
dance
as long
as it is in balance
that escapes the
mechanical worrying
problem solving human
state of hell.. now.. so
sure
FUCKING
DANCE FREE
FOLKS.. OPEN UP
YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
you know that when you get over 9800
or so.. that the word press formatting
falls apart.. in the comments section
if it is in one comment..
hehe.. i did that
before.. and
found out..
i have
to wonder
if anyone else
has ever done that
too.. i’m thinking no..
for whatever reason.. no..
and i’ve left about 5000
words on SOHEIR’S
LAST TWO
POSTS in
Total.. SO
YOU ARE NOT
ALONE.. haha..
see ya later..
in words
of more
maNiFesto
wheRe everyday
is a feast of steps
and words for me..
at
least..:)
the statement about the inevitable coldness of life in later age.. as far
as feeling worse.. does not seem to apply to some folks.. and
my father was one of those.. who refused to stress or
worry.. for he was simply fearless.. and perhaps
in part that came from the challenge of
working in Law Enforcement for
46 years.. but his identical
twin brother seemed the
same.. in cool
James Bond
style
of everything
was A-okay in life..
but of course not saying
he was a perfect man.. as
he had very little ability to
express emotions.. but
there were times
that i wished
so much to
trade my
love for his
fearless way of
being.. as Lord knows
my anxiety was every bit
as strong as my Love through
most of life.. in a vague way
of being uncomfortable
in my own skin..
while my
father always
wore his as the
most leisure of suits..
hmm.. getting that fearless
pArt is truly the complement
of Love that works.. and my father
never really looked old in terms
of fragility.. to his dying day
standing up strong.. at age
81.. whereas i
by that time
had already
practically
seen death
and life worse
than the weakest
invalid in any nursing
home before age 48..
but still.. theRe iS Love..
oh.. the gift of Love..
but i suppose
with fearless
one may
not have
to fall
to the illusory fears
of culture and life in
general.. so i guess
Fearless and Love
iN many ways
tie.. as equal
virtues of Life..
the Fearless allows
one to live long and prosper
and the Love allows one to
live well
iN being
iN balance
without the
fear.. iN Magic..
and no my father’s
life was not magic..
it was just peace..
and that is
a goal
that most
folks these
days never even
find.. without a fathom
of what living in the magic
of Fearless Love is really like..
no different than any heaven i for
one can
imagine
now..
so.. here’s a toast
to no illusory Fears
with Love.. the bread
and water of magic life
when mixed iN
balanCinG
pArtS..
and as far as
politics goes..
as science shows
now.. humans are innately
conservative or liberal.. and
they vote with their nature moreover
the individual merits or failures of the
political system at hand.. i do my duty
to vote.. but politics is a soap opera
that is rather easy to catch
up on.. every six months
or so.. to find that
nothing much
has changed
as far as
real
substance..
the endless conflict
that WILL NEVER BE
RESOLVED.. for the
nature of the human
conservative
vs.. open
mind..
is a
mindless past time
to consume.. to escape
other issues of life.. but
knowing.. the inevitable
outcome will not change..
finally… as yes it took me
somenows.. to figure out
human nature more completely..
is enough for me to consider
politics.. as not different..
than the flower that
fades and colors
alternately
in the seasons
of the year.. i for one
am born SUPER LIBERAL..
in most every way.. and i for
one.. live in a SUPER CONSERVATIVE
AREA.. AND NATION in general.. where
hardly anyone can understand my ways
of life.. but hey..
the reward
is the Nirvana..
a gift i wish i could
give everyone else..
but not a gift that most folks
even care
to take
or possibly
undertand
exists
for now..
it does.. now..
and i for one prove
what is possible.. whether anyone
listens to heaven or not..
it is real now..
for me at least..
as hell was
before..
i can never afford
for one second to believe
that anything is impossible
and that state of mind is the
possibilities of the state of
now in positive mindset
that makes the
fruition of
the heaven
i experience now
as REAL AS HELL
BEFORE.. so much
in religion is true.. if folks
can get past all the tribal stuff
of myths and vehicles and vessels
as such that house the truth and liGht..
and also sadly ’cause much division.. aggression..
violence.. and oh MY GOD WORLD WAR III THAT
SOME SO-CALLED GOD FEARING FOLKS ARE
LOOKING FORWARD TOO.. TO END THE
WORLD NOW.. I DON’T USE THE F
WORD VERY MUCH BUT THAT
IS FUCKING INSANITY
BUT SADLY
MOST
EVERYONE
WHERE I LIVE
THAT ONE TALKS
TO ON THE STREET
IS LOOKING FORWARD TO
THE FUCKING END OF THE
WORLD.. the conservative
state of mind..
is truly a dangerous
one.. that would wish
for annihilation through
the paraphrasing of
a several thousand
year old
book.. ’cause
someone told
’em it is true..
OH MY GOD.. FUCKING
DOLPHINS ARE INCREDIBLY
SMARTER THAN HUMANS.. THEY
CAN BOTH ELIMINATE PREDATOR
SHARKS.. AND NOT WISH TO DIE
AT THE
SAME
TIME..
ENJOYING
LIFE NOW.. WITHOUT
EVEN EVER THE THOUGHT
OF ANYTHING BUT PLAYING
LIFE
NOW..
unless you trap ’em in a tank
alone.. like society does to so many
folks now.. dolphins refuse to be held
hostage like this and would
rather
die than
not live
free
moving
connecting
playing with
other dolphins
now.. instead..
swimming then
to the bottom of
the dolphin tank..
documented in marine
science and never returning
to the top.. meanwhile folks with
so-called happy families and love..
are wishing
that a fiery
end to life
comes
now..
anyway.. again..
it’s human nature and
human is only as smart
overall as nuclear weapons
drop….
anyway..
i find the species
sad and amusing and
if i didn’t know or feel
others further than my
local community.. by
moving out in the
online world..
of the bigger
world.. the idea
that i am a star-child seed or
whatever.. becomes somewhat
plausible.. but the truth is.. i just
live in an insane local community..
truly insane.. and that
is all..
my home
is the real
place.. a living
earth in balance
with me now.. and
the rest of allthatis
open minded and FUCKING FREE..
HAHA.. a maNiFesto wherever i go
FREE.. hehe.. particularly here
where wisdom
rains like
pearls
of
liGht..
with Love my
good friend
gigoid..
perhaps the
closest person i
know to the God i feel
and know.. online.. at least..
from the United States.. as
most folks in the poetry world
i associate with.. are introverted
conservative.. bible oriented
folks.. and my assertion that
Jesus is JUST A HUMBLE
MAN.. is surely the
best way
not to
get any
United States
likes on my blog..
But as they say..
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT
WILL SET YA FREE INTO
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
NOW..
THAT IS
TRULY REAL..
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
WOULD BE THE FUCKING FUNNIEST
THING OF ALL.. IS IF I WAS JESUS
REINCARNATED…
BUT THE BIGGER
TRUTH IS.. ‘HE SAID’
ANYONE COULD
BE
LIKE
HIM..
and even
greater iN
terms of
human
potential..
LIKE BE LIKE
MICHAEL JORDAN..
IN TERMS OF BASKETBALL..
yes.. there is only one.. Michael
Jordan and Jesus.. but sure there
eventually will likely be a
better basketball
player
too..
wITh
wInks..
and hmm.. that’s
over 1200 words..
not often one leaves
a blog post like this
on another blog
post of
close to
equal length..huh..
with wInks again..
but what i’ve come
to find out with empirical
evidence too.. is when i get
out there on the dance floor
with all the wild and free ‘nymphs’
and i say that in historical mythical
terms of respect.. and not sexual
depravity.. and i dance as wildly
as perhaps anyone has ever
danced in a dance hall
in my local
conservative
area.. at least..
my creativity
ramps up
incredibly
the next day..
as obviously it changes
my brain chemistry greatly
in terms of what is A driving
force behind human
creativity..
and amazing
that not unlike
our so-called
primitive
ancestors
it is a dance now
of literal all natural
ecstasy with other
folks dancing in this
way for hours on end..
that brings the vision quest
and associated findings to the
surface of human conscious mind..
it just fucking makes sense.. common
fucking.. intuitive sense.. the gift of over
14.5M fucking years.. of struggle and survival
encoded still
in our DNA
as we my friends
are the books of creation
set free in flesh and blood
womanifest expression of
God
sAMe as
WeNOW..
You already told me
you dance.. and truly
a slow dance works
as well as a fast
dance
as long
as it is in balance
that escapes the
mechanical worrying
problem solving human
state of hell.. now.. so
sure
FUCKING
DANCE FREE
FOLKS.. OPEN UP
YOUR MIND.. ‘CAUSE
HEAVEN IS WAITING FOR
YA.. NOW.. JUST FUCKING NOW..
okay.. that’s over 1500 words.. and did
you know that when you get over 9800
or so.. that the word press formatting
falls apart.. in the comments section
if it is in one comment..
hehe.. i did that
before.. and
found out..
i have
to wonder
if anyone else
has ever done that
too.. i’m thinking no..
for whatever reason.. no..
and i’ve left about 5000
words on SOHEIR’S
LAST TWO
POSTS in
Total.. SO
YOU ARE NOT
ALONE.. haha..
see ya later..
in words
of more
maNiFesto
wheRe everyday
is a feast of steps
and words for me..
at
least..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. your blog
is a real treasure.. to me
in both liGht as Love
and Wisdom
as Truth..
as in any painting
all brush strokes count
and when the painting is finished
every hair of the brush is essential
to the finished product.. i treasure
every human as every hair on
that brush of art..
and there is
not much
in life
i for
one see as
random.. if not more
than the FACT that human
can create meaning and purpose
in all of life if human sets both logic
and heart into play of balance of
Fearless Unconditional Love..
when i go to Catholic
Church on Sunday
morning.. while
i do not
agree with
all the details it is
REAL TO ME..
that the
sacred
text has hidden
meanings that are
as clear as any
azure blue
day to me..
but before..
i for
one..
lost all
my fears.. with
total open-mindedness..
i did not see so freely before..
and i for one know for sure.. that
many voices contributed to what
eventuAlly has become the
remaining still truths
and liGhts in
the New
Testament..
but they are there
for people with open minds
that can see through the metaphors
of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
not read figurative language
any other way than
literal most
often
as even
science shows..
as the language of a
psychopath can be measured
by how little emotional flavor
are attached to words
of metaphor
there..
and yes..
these are the folks..
the leaders and the rulers..
in control of what gets censored
here or there.. in history then and now..
so deeper metaphors have always been
an efficient means.. including myths..
and such.. to vehicle and vessel
the house of Truth and liGht
much further into the
future coming
now.. from then..
anyway.. what i know
and feel for sure now.. in
my own life.. is that change
starts with the heArt for most
folks moreover logic..
and religion at
core is
extremely
influential in power..
as around 2.2 Billion
folks adhere to a Christian
way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
folks adhere to a Muslim
way of thinking.. yes
mostly feeling around
the world.. to around
half the global
population now..
albeit in poorer countries
of course.. as when social welfare
programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
for the social support that religions provide
in organized and charitable ways to their
congregations and beyond.. and truly
per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
not much difference and
more similarities
in the Yogi
way of
believing
without a literal
name for God as
allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
of God as the living one inside
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
for whomever originally reported it
or wrote those words that of course
are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
as even science shows now..
i do my best to speak
the religious
languages of
other folks where i visit
them.. and perhaps A most
excited expression of worship
for the God of Nature can be found
in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
Science’ as provided
here..
is a real treasure.. to me
in both liGht as Love
and Wisdom
as Truth..
as in any painting
all brush strokes count
and when the painting is finished
every hair of the brush is essential
to the finished product.. i treasure
every human as every hair on
that brush of art..
and there is
not much
in life
i for
one see as
random.. if not more
than the FACT that human
can create meaning and purpose
in all of life if human sets both logic
and heart into play of balance of
Fearless Unconditional Love..
when i go to Catholic
Church on Sunday
morning.. while
i do not
agree with
all the details it is
REAL TO ME..
that the
sacred
text has hidden
meanings that are
as clear as any
azure blue
day to me..
but before..
i for
one..
lost all
my fears.. with
total open-mindedness..
i did not see so freely before..
and i for one know for sure.. that
many voices contributed to what
eventuAlly has become the
remaining still truths
and liGhts in
the New
Testament..
but they are there
for people with open minds
that can see through the metaphors
of hidden truth and liGht hidden on
purpose.. as callous hearts.. can
not read figurative language
any other way than
literal most
often
as even
science shows..
as the language of a
psychopath can be measured
by how little emotional flavor
are attached to words
of metaphor
there..
and yes..
these are the folks..
the leaders and the rulers..
in control of what gets censored
here or there.. in history then and now..
so deeper metaphors have always been
an efficient means.. including myths..
and such.. to vehicle and vessel
the house of Truth and liGht
much further into the
future coming
now.. from then..
anyway.. what i know
and feel for sure now.. in
my own life.. is that change
starts with the heArt for most
folks moreover logic..
and religion at
core is
extremely
influential in power..
as around 2.2 Billion
folks adhere to a Christian
way of thinking.. and 1.6 billion
folks adhere to a Muslim
way of thinking.. yes
mostly feeling around
the world.. to around
half the global
population now..
albeit in poorer countries
of course.. as when social welfare
programs are rich.. there is fewer needs
for the social support that religions provide
in organized and charitable ways to their
congregations and beyond.. and truly
per the gnostic Jesus.. there is
not much difference and
more similarities
in the Yogi
way of
believing
without a literal
name for God as
allthatis.. as Jesus spoke
of God as the living one inside
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas..
for whomever originally reported it
or wrote those words that of course
are true.. as Star Dust is now us..
as even science shows now..
i do my best to speak
the religious
languages of
other folks where i visit
them.. and perhaps A most
excited expression of worship
for the God of Nature can be found
in a video titled a ‘Symphony of
Science’ as provided
here..
Yes.. the truth is we are all connected
to each other.. and the rest of Nature
as the cosmos unto itself.. per
paraphrased words in
the video.. by
great
scientist
and philosopher
Carl Sagan.. whose
writings also contributed
to one of my favorite movies
named ‘contact’.. where the
inner Universe becomes
the one to explore
verses miles
away
outside of us..
miles of way outside of
us.. is truly inside of us same..
as well as above so below and
all around.. and as
Richard Feynman
says in the video
Nature.. the
Incomprehensible
with endless imagination
will always keep humans
guessing the more we learn about
her.. they all could be the gnostic
Jesus in modern scientist
clothes.. it’s just now
they have evidence
for the grand beauty
of Nature always
worth worshipping
whole as one..
as God stands
before as now..
and we see and feel
more of God than ever
before.. in terms of science
and of course those among us
who have once again found our
primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
of what is recorded in our DNA from the
origin of what
is is..
as cosmos
and beyond
words of Nature
as God’s imagination
more.. language is all
metaphor.. even modern
linguists agree this is true now..
it is not surprising.. that folks without
a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
instead of Nature the less but as far as
semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
know of science.. Nature as God is more
beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
liGht AND DaRK than the old
and new testament
folks could
imagine then..
as real at least..
not everyone has the ability
to discern these truths and lights
and discerning them makes the God
of Nature.. ever more powerful and
big than any
religious
text of
past
ever
did..
God is always
changing and groWinG
it is only human that
would hide God
in a book..
page
word
or
letters now
alone and
before we get
to 5000 words here
today.. as hmm.. we’ve
moved well over 2000 now
to equal your blog post of around
2600 words or so.. so the job is done
for now.
hehe..
as there is
always another
book to write tomorrow
as my book iS forever
now unabridged
my friend..
with hopeful
bridges to other
heARts for positive
change in Fearless Love
that starts one human at
a time within.. and i keep in
mind that it only takes one word
to change a human being.. as this
writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
was simply the
utterance of the
word in FB.. PM..
Synesthesia.. by my
first friend on Facebook..
who befriended me at the
end of my rope.. where almost
everyplace i had gone.. would
not accept me..
for the different
i was then..
and even
more different
now.. hehe..
but anyway..
that one word
led to the first manifesto
in my about section on my
blog.. so whenever i write one
word or 11 million i know and
feel the potential power
of what even
one of
those words
can do for others
without even any
pre-planning
or conscious
awareness of
it.. there is
no word
or step
too small
or large.. now..
to change the world
for better.. and sure worse
too.. as dArk and liGht flow
wheRever that goes..
i’m just here
to add
a verse
to the
UniVerse as is..
to paraphrase
the ‘Dead
Poet’s
Society’
that is fully
alive here.. my friend..:)
to each other.. and the rest of Nature
as the cosmos unto itself.. per
paraphrased words in
the video.. by
great
scientist
and philosopher
Carl Sagan.. whose
writings also contributed
to one of my favorite movies
named ‘contact’.. where the
inner Universe becomes
the one to explore
verses miles
away
outside of us..
miles of way outside of
us.. is truly inside of us same..
as well as above so below and
all around.. and as
Richard Feynman
says in the video
Nature.. the
Incomprehensible
with endless imagination
will always keep humans
guessing the more we learn about
her.. they all could be the gnostic
Jesus in modern scientist
clothes.. it’s just now
they have evidence
for the grand beauty
of Nature always
worth worshipping
whole as one..
as God stands
before as now..
and we see and feel
more of God than ever
before.. in terms of science
and of course those among us
who have once again found our
primitive roots.. in instinct and intuition
of what is recorded in our DNA from the
origin of what
is is..
as cosmos
and beyond
words of Nature
as God’s imagination
more.. language is all
metaphor.. even modern
linguists agree this is true now..
it is not surprising.. that folks without
a word for Nature will call Nature GOD
instead of Nature the less but as far as
semantics and syntax goes.. for what we
know of science.. Nature as God is more
beautiful.. amazing.. mysterious.. and
liGht AND DaRK than the old
and new testament
folks could
imagine then..
as real at least..
not everyone has the ability
to discern these truths and lights
and discerning them makes the God
of Nature.. ever more powerful and
big than any
religious
text of
past
ever
did..
God is always
changing and groWinG
it is only human that
would hide God
in a book..
page
word
or
letters now
alone and
before we get
to 5000 words here
today.. as hmm.. we’ve
moved well over 2000 now
to equal your blog post of around
2600 words or so.. so the job is done
for now.
hehe..
as there is
always another
book to write tomorrow
as my book iS forever
now unabridged
my friend..
with hopeful
bridges to other
heARts for positive
change in Fearless Love
that starts one human at
a time within.. and i keep in
mind that it only takes one word
to change a human being.. as this
writing journey of min(e)(d).. where a word
has taken me now to UniVerses beyond then..
was simply the
utterance of the
word in FB.. PM..
Synesthesia.. by my
first friend on Facebook..
who befriended me at the
end of my rope.. where almost
everyplace i had gone.. would
not accept me..
for the different
i was then..
and even
more different
now.. hehe..
but anyway..
that one word
led to the first manifesto
in my about section on my
blog.. so whenever i write one
word or 11 million i know and
feel the potential power
of what even
one of
those words
can do for others
without even any
pre-planning
or conscious
awareness of
it.. there is
no word
or step
too small
or large.. now..
to change the world
for better.. and sure worse
too.. as dArk and liGht flow
wheRever that goes..
i’m just here
to add
a verse
to the
UniVerse as is..
to paraphrase
the ‘Dead
Poet’s
Society’
that is fully
alive here.. my friend..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
as i gRow older i look
foRward to dancing slower
as much as faster now..
as long as iT
flows iT
goes.. oN
as river
now.. back and
forth to oceans
that never end
beyond the
visual
horizons
of nows..
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and ALL AROUND
when i dance i AM
tHe UniVerse OnE
sAMe alWays now as iS
ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)
as i gRow older i look
foRward to dancing slower
as much as faster now..
as long as iT
flows iT
goes.. oN
as river
now.. back and
forth to oceans
that never end
beyond the
visual
horizons
of nows..
my friend..
inside.. outside
above.. so below
and ALL AROUND
when i dance i AM
tHe UniVerse OnE
sAMe alWays now as iS
ever chanGinG FloWinG NOW..:)
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All 80K or so photos.. many of which still live in
photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
done.. as life comes.. almost all..
and are virtually never
touched up with
any special
effects of
photo editing
beyond a crop
here or there to
fit a profile photo
or whatever.. and this
guy here.. is now worth
literally highlighting here..
as almost every time i go now
to Seville Quarter he videos
me dancing to share on his
Social Media.. as most every
one i meet in the general public
says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
my friend’s page.. shared as
such as people love to do
these days.. as most every
one is self-employed
as a candid camera
media handler
sharing life
always as
a reality show
now..and most of
them have no idea
that i perhaps.. share
more of me.. than anyone
they can imagine does any
where on the Internet and
i do mean LITERALLY
ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
WITH NO SECOND
thoughts of
regrets..
as this is
what truly free
human beings do..
Share with Fearless
Love Free.. until culture..
religion.. and politics..
etc.. take that away..
and yes.. make
no mistake..
Real Human
Freedom is
still more
possible in
the U.S. who
learn to balance
the demands of culture
with a life truly balanced
as Free.. if i can do it now
i kNow most other folks
can do it too..
if they escape
enough of
religion..
culture..
and
politics
to truly be
REAL FREE
CHILDREN OF
GOD BORN AGAIN..:)
photo stream.. on my blogs.. as sequentially
done.. as life comes.. almost all..
and are virtually never
touched up with
any special
effects of
photo editing
beyond a crop
here or there to
fit a profile photo
or whatever.. and this
guy here.. is now worth
literally highlighting here..
as almost every time i go now
to Seville Quarter he videos
me dancing to share on his
Social Media.. as most every
one i meet in the general public
says.. hey.. i saw you at Barnes
and Nobles.. Target.. Walmart..
etc.. dancing on Facebook.. on
my friend’s page.. shared as
such as people love to do
these days.. as most every
one is self-employed
as a candid camera
media handler
sharing life
always as
a reality show
now..and most of
them have no idea
that i perhaps.. share
more of me.. than anyone
they can imagine does any
where on the Internet and
i do mean LITERALLY
ALL OF ME.. HEHE..
WITH NO SECOND
thoughts of
regrets..
as this is
what truly free
human beings do..
Share with Fearless
Love Free.. until culture..
religion.. and politics..
etc.. take that away..
and yes.. make
no mistake..
Real Human
Freedom is
still more
possible in
the U.S. who
learn to balance
the demands of culture
with a life truly balanced
as Free.. if i can do it now
i kNow most other folks
can do it too..
if they escape
enough of
religion..
culture..
and
politics
to truly be
REAL FREE
CHILDREN OF
GOD BORN AGAIN..:)
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A pound of wiSdom
iS the cure of experience..
Thanks God.. for Google..
For i can find out if someone
quoted the UniVersal Poet
whose name is Truth and
liGht.. first.. Or
paraphrased..
Who resides iN
ALL experience..
Both human and
other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)
iS the cure of experience..
Thanks God.. for Google..
For i can find out if someone
quoted the UniVersal Poet
whose name is Truth and
liGht.. first.. Or
paraphrased..
Who resides iN
ALL experience..
Both human and
other creature.. As is.. et..al..:)
As far as i and Madonna.. Know
and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
ALL THAT IS aka God
and infinite numbers
of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
and LiGht.. iN uS..:)
and FeEl.. ThIs Truth and LiGht
iS the True Timeless.. Ageless..
Illuminati.. Gifted by and to
ALL THAT IS aka God
and infinite numbers
of other ‘bible’ metaphors..
InfiNiTy grIns With Truth
and LiGht.. iN uS..:)
Reference SonG by
Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)
Madonna named ‘Illuminati’..
HiGhly inSpiRaTioNal for uS iN
the REAL kNow and Feel of GOD..
The UniVersal Poet.. aka Emily.. Et..al..;)
Yes.. and God wInks.. Too..:)
That was rather short for me.. wasn’t iT..
And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
as semi-colons are silly to me..
as language doesn’t stop
and start iT flows
like a River..
at least
iN UniVersal
style of living
free.. hehe..
this is a hiGhly
inspiRinG collection
of words you bRinG
here.. like RinGs of
Lord.. so kNow that
i am not typing with
one finger on mobile now..
lacking the more creative
rest of my left hand too..
here’s more from me..
as you likely know..
Puff the Magic
Dragon could
be a
metaphor
for the
man of
Galilee
named Jesus
now.. and wow wouldn’t
the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
instead of getting crucified for going
against the gRain of order then be so
much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
kinda like Barney.. is such
a nicer.. less sacrificing
story than a GOD man
nailed to a cross..
but the saddest
truth iS.. iF
Jesus wasn’t
made into a magical sacrificed
dragon.. his words.. whatever
is left of that UniVersal Poet
from his mouth would have
never been attributed to
him.. just to Emily
and infinite others
heRe and tHere and
everywheRe the UniVerse
SinGS free iN children
of and iS ALLTHATIS..
Christ.. that’s a cool
word for illuminati too..
as expresSinG as human
too.. and sure to make iT one
man iS insane.. but of course humans
have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
Quarterback of the local football team.. so
we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
Quarterback then and still now with
Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
thingy to conserve resources..
small or large.. is a mighty
powerful.. Nature thingy..
all Natural too..
the most ironic
pArt of all perhaps..
is it seems.. that if you
lived back in them days of
Jesus.. he probably would have
selected you as another one of
his politically incorrect against the
order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
within the experience of us.. with sure
that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
course it is the essence that
counts not the words
that house
or exist
as Truth
and LiGht..
now or then…
only ironic of course..
for the label of atheist..
and on a personal note
speaking of dealing with
the order of the day.. my favorite
pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
assigning me to the lot of the permanently
disabled among us.. in one of those it says
‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
Doctor narrowing iT down to type
one flavor.. technically that’s
true as far as paper work
goes.. and i have to
admit.. back in the
day before
i got
more
experience of Wisdom
too.. hiring someone with
Bi-polar.. and Autism..
would make me
a little
cautious
too.. but i never wanted
to manage folks anyway for
reasons just like that..
too much
empathy
here for all of
the human condition
to turn humans away on
the street.. as it were and
still is now.. overall.. at least..
but seriously how often when a child
is dropped in our cultures does that child
really get a chance to function optimally per all
his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
when reaching a certain age.. have children
and that’s it.. but of course not all
women are cut out to
have children..
and the
children
of the
women.. forced
into institutional
rape.. suffer at the
mother who is not cut
out to nurture children.. and
then we get.. cold hearted kids both
in a genetic and environmental way..
future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
and perhaps serial killers too..
and administrators of
countries like
GW.. too..
and no..
i don’t really
think i for one..
was cut out to have
kids either.. the sacred
clown thingy.. two spirit..
and all of that.. is obviously
my destiny now.. and that is
cool.. as appropriate social
roles are the path
to world
peace..
for those
who are fortunate
enough to fulfill tHeir
innate potential now..
and the greaTEst news
is.. the rebels.. of the world
are many of the one’s who bRinG
technological advancements to take
us way out of our restricted local areas..
no matter what country we are in.. to experience
MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
AND CHRIST LIGHT
METAPHOR POTENTIAL
IN ALL OF US..
NOW..
jesus.. i’m pretty
sure.. the real jesus
would be jumping up and
down.. saying.. see.. i told
y’all heaven was possible..
great job.. UniVersal
Poets.. now
keep up
the Good
GOD
WORK
NOW..
iN
TRuTH
and LiGHT..
WE ARE FINALLY
FREE.. weLL at
least some
of uS
anyway..
sMiLEs
and wINKS..
i no longer function
according to the rule
and order of society
FALSE.. CHRiST
iS now
ME!..
TG FREE!
frolicking
to my
purple
dragon
MAGIC
CONTENT..
and as a final anecdotal
note.. as often happens when
i do my lap around the entire
Seville Quarter complex after
i rave dance for a solid three
hours with not even a
water break..
inevitably some
young folks in their
early 20’s come up
to get to know me a
little better
in words more
than steps.. and they
often fist bump me first..
and most always tell me
that they wish so much they
could have fun in life all the time
like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
phraSinG a little
of course..
but that
matches
the look in tHeir
eyes.. when they too..
are feeling the truth and
liGht of me.. FACE TO
FACE.. EYE TO EYE
(:..with shades..;)
WE BECOME
ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN
TOGETHER
FOR A
MOMENT
OF A PRESENT NOW..
and the truth and liGht..
IS.. no one.. and i do mean
NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
FUCKING ILLNESS
iS A BARRIER
TO FUCKING
BEING
FREE
AND FUCKING
HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
but of course i didn’t tale them that
they already
saw iT
IN
my feat
of dancing
free as GOD…
Crazy has its
perks..
hehe..
here iN
HEAVEN..:)
And albeit dOne first in paragraph style..
lacking ‘normal’ punctuation of course
as semi-colons are silly to me..
as language doesn’t stop
and start iT flows
like a River..
at least
iN UniVersal
style of living
free.. hehe..
this is a hiGhly
inspiRinG collection
of words you bRinG
here.. like RinGs of
Lord.. so kNow that
i am not typing with
one finger on mobile now..
lacking the more creative
rest of my left hand too..
here’s more from me..
as you likely know..
Puff the Magic
Dragon could
be a
metaphor
for the
man of
Galilee
named Jesus
now.. and wow wouldn’t
the thought/feeling of Jesus frolicking
instead of getting crucified for going
against the gRain of order then be so
much more deliGhtful.. i must agree..
that a purple dragon.. Jesus..
kinda like Barney.. is such
a nicer.. less sacrificing
story than a GOD man
nailed to a cross..
but the saddest
truth iS.. iF
Jesus wasn’t
made into a magical sacrificed
dragon.. his words.. whatever
is left of that UniVersal Poet
from his mouth would have
never been attributed to
him.. just to Emily
and infinite others
heRe and tHere and
everywheRe the UniVerse
SinGS free iN children
of and iS ALLTHATIS..
Christ.. that’s a cool
word for illuminati too..
as expresSinG as human
too.. and sure to make iT one
man iS insane.. but of course humans
have this thingy about Loving tHeir favorite
Quarterback of the local football team.. so
we have the sport of religion.. first to replace
football.. and Jesus to replace the favorite
Quarterback then and still now with
Football.. and favorite manly Quarter
backs too.. as that Tribal Instinct
thingy to conserve resources..
small or large.. is a mighty
powerful.. Nature thingy..
all Natural too..
the most ironic
pArt of all perhaps..
is it seems.. that if you
lived back in them days of
Jesus.. he probably would have
selected you as another one of
his politically incorrect against the
order of the day UniVersal poet dudes
too.. speaking of the wisdom that lives
within the experience of us.. with sure
that LiGht of Love stuff too.. as of
course it is the essence that
counts not the words
that house
or exist
as Truth
and LiGht..
now or then…
only ironic of course..
for the label of atheist..
and on a personal note
speaking of dealing with
the order of the day.. my favorite
pArt of the two of three clinical letters still
assigning me to the lot of the permanently
disabled among us.. in one of those it says
‘he’ cannot function optimally in society.. of course
with diagnoses specific to the ‘mind’ issue of
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar NOS.. with one
Doctor narrowing iT down to type
one flavor.. technically that’s
true as far as paper work
goes.. and i have to
admit.. back in the
day before
i got
more
experience of Wisdom
too.. hiring someone with
Bi-polar.. and Autism..
would make me
a little
cautious
too.. but i never wanted
to manage folks anyway for
reasons just like that..
too much
empathy
here for all of
the human condition
to turn humans away on
the street.. as it were and
still is now.. overall.. at least..
but seriously how often when a child
is dropped in our cultures does that child
really get a chance to function optimally per all
his or her human potential.. it varies of course.. depending
on how closed-minded the culture is overall.. some folks..
particularly women.. are restricted to opening and
closing their legs.. insert penis.. in and out..
when reaching a certain age.. have children
and that’s it.. but of course not all
women are cut out to
have children..
and the
children
of the
women.. forced
into institutional
rape.. suffer at the
mother who is not cut
out to nurture children.. and
then we get.. cold hearted kids both
in a genetic and environmental way..
future suicide bombers.. terrorists..
and perhaps serial killers too..
and administrators of
countries like
GW.. too..
and no..
i don’t really
think i for one..
was cut out to have
kids either.. the sacred
clown thingy.. two spirit..
and all of that.. is obviously
my destiny now.. and that is
cool.. as appropriate social
roles are the path
to world
peace..
for those
who are fortunate
enough to fulfill tHeir
innate potential now..
and the greaTEst news
is.. the rebels.. of the world
are many of the one’s who bRinG
technological advancements to take
us way out of our restricted local areas..
no matter what country we are in.. to experience
MORE MORE MORE WISDOM AND TRUTH..
YES.. TRUTH AND LIGHT.. THE ILLUMINATI
AND CHRIST LIGHT
METAPHOR POTENTIAL
IN ALL OF US..
NOW..
jesus.. i’m pretty
sure.. the real jesus
would be jumping up and
down.. saying.. see.. i told
y’all heaven was possible..
great job.. UniVersal
Poets.. now
keep up
the Good
GOD
WORK
NOW..
iN
TRuTH
and LiGHT..
WE ARE FINALLY
FREE.. weLL at
least some
of uS
anyway..
sMiLEs
and wINKS..
i no longer function
according to the rule
and order of society
FALSE.. CHRiST
iS now
ME!..
TG FREE!
frolicking
to my
purple
dragon
MAGIC
CONTENT..
and as a final anecdotal
note.. as often happens when
i do my lap around the entire
Seville Quarter complex after
i rave dance for a solid three
hours with not even a
water break..
inevitably some
young folks in their
early 20’s come up
to get to know me a
little better
in words more
than steps.. and they
often fist bump me first..
and most always tell me
that they wish so much they
could have fun in life all the time
like i do WITH ZERO EXCEPTION
ALWAYS LIKE A BRIGHT AND
SHINY STAR.. i’m para-
phraSinG a little
of course..
but that
matches
the look in tHeir
eyes.. when they too..
are feeling the truth and
liGht of me.. FACE TO
FACE.. EYE TO EYE
(:..with shades..;)
WE BECOME
ONE FORCE
OF HUMAN
TOGETHER
FOR A
MOMENT
OF A PRESENT NOW..
and the truth and liGht..
IS.. no one.. and i do mean
NO ONE.. EVER WILL FORGET
THE LESSON i BrINg TO THEM..
THAT AGE.. GENDER.. DISABILITY
OR NOT FUCKING EVEN MENTAL
FUCKING ILLNESS
iS A BARRIER
TO FUCKING
BEING
FREE
AND FUCKING
HAPPIER THAN FUCKING
ANY FUCKING OTHER PERSON
ON THIS FUCKING PLANET NOW..
but of course i didn’t tale them that
they already
saw iT
IN
my feat
of dancing
free as GOD…
Crazy has its
perks..
hehe..
here iN
HEAVEN..:)
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While.. ‘some’ sleep..
Yellow Boy watches..
oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)
Yellow Boy watches..
oN a BlankEt oF Peace..:)
And yeS..
Truth and liGht
REAL ILLUMINATI
iS Both Science and
arT iN
aWE
soME
BalanCe..:)
Truth and liGht
REAL ILLUMINATI
iS Both Science and
arT iN
aWE
soME
BalanCe..:)
Betcha a Lotto ticket.. i was the
most colorful human being
the employees
AND CUSTOMERS
saw aLL FULL MOON
Saturday at
Good Old
Winn Dixie
Supermarket
AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon
most colorful human being
the employees
AND CUSTOMERS
saw aLL FULL MOON
Saturday at
Good Old
Winn Dixie
Supermarket
AIsle Styles..wInk emoticon
And yes.. been tryin’ to
teach Spidey man..
a few new moves..
but he’s having
problems
with
change
for now..
it seems..wInk emoticon
teach Spidey man..
a few new moves..
but he’s having
problems
with
change
for now..
it seems..wInk emoticon
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Hi Shawna.. just back from another Weekend
day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
it did take two days to make the full
marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
i hate typing on
Mobile.. so
i always
wait to come
home to use
two hands here
to get the flow
going and i know
you feel what i mean
by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
such wonderful positive emotions
that
i can listen
listen listen.. dancing
to the song in all the shopping
stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
when they are as great as the
“Adventure of a Lifetime”
by ‘Cold Play’.. as
i am kinda like
a dancing
Bonobo
anyway
hehex2..
so i think i’ll use
that song again for
the beginning theme
SonG.. for my next
epic post
here..
and nice to
highlight our
interaction first in
the reality show in
poeTry that continues
to be my life online
haha..
with sMiles..
of course..
and hmm..
i’m not much of a planner
for stuff.. but yes.. i
do my best to
be the
life of
the party wherever
i go.. and certainly mission
accomplished in places like
malls and Barnes and Nobles..
as hahax3.. i may be
the only 55 year old
dude who dances
a strange style
of martial
arts and
ballet like
dance and reads
full books while
listening to
music
at
the same
time too..
it increases my focus..
and today i read an entire
Dummies book on poeTRy..
so maybe now i will finally understand
what all the text book definitions of what this
and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
never gonna
be a professional
football player anyway..
hehex3.. or hahax2..
cause i missed a
number of
laugh
up there
somewhere..
yeah.. gotta
sharp
pencil..
but i try to keep
it as dull as possible
so i do not go insane
in perfectionist
dum
ways
like earlier
in my life..
where all the bricks
had to be in a perfect
straight line around
flower beds
for life
to make sense..
life leads me now..
for fun.. and i no longer
try to have a choke hold on it..
and OMG hanging loose is so
much more fun.
than the
strangle
of uptight
then..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah!.. to answer your
questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
is suffering with it now.. too much
sitting down.. all his life
where Love
and Dinner
was all
is life..
still so sweet..
but sadly too many
cat treats.. and now he
can hardly make it around
on his hind legs at only age
10.. anyway.. really hate to
see stuff like that happen
to school age children
knowing
that in
middle age
they will probably
be in those Walmart
carts.. like so many
people from
where i live..
and i try
to set a dancing
example for them..
for the joy of art in
movement but i guess
most of the older folks just
wanna wait ’till heaven after
life.. instead of having it
JusT now..
like me
and other
folks who
dance life..
instead
of growing
old.. in one
spot.. life moves
in so many ways.
both in art and feeling
when we dance free..
with no sidewalks
to hold
us
back
and down..
in straight lines
of still
in hell
now…
and oh yeah. i love
the eccentricities and silliness
of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
that is why i always look forward
so much to hearing from you ..
Shawna.. as you are
a treasure
of a unique
human being
to me.. who has
always brought a smile
to my face.. everynow
i see the new
user name
that is my
friend Shawna
still now.. anyway..
i checked again to
make sure your blog
is still there.. so i am gonna
hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
that you write and link there in terms
of music and poeTry
now.. my friend..
oh yeah.. i am
a court jester..
but i don’t get
paid by any
court.. i
choose
my
own
places
to play that
role.. and OMG
so much fun
it is to
be a clown/
sacred fool/
modern
court
jester
or whatever
i may be for now..
and yes you are
a F in Great poet
to me..
seriously..
no joke
from a
clown
here.. on that
one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)
day of Marathon Dance Shopping at over
13 miles.. today and yesterday.. so yeah..
it did take two days to make the full
marathon.. hehe.. anyway..
i hate typing on
Mobile.. so
i always
wait to come
home to use
two hands here
to get the flow
going and i know
you feel what i mean
by flow.. and yes.. oh yes..
yes.. yes.. some songs elicit
such wonderful positive emotions
that
i can listen
listen listen.. dancing
to the song in all the shopping
stores.. for hours on end.. particularly
when they are as great as the
“Adventure of a Lifetime”
by ‘Cold Play’.. as
i am kinda like
a dancing
Bonobo
anyway
hehex2..
so i think i’ll use
that song again for
the beginning theme
SonG.. for my next
epic post
here..
and nice to
highlight our
interaction first in
the reality show in
poeTry that continues
to be my life online
haha..
with sMiles..
of course..
and hmm..
i’m not much of a planner
for stuff.. but yes.. i
do my best to
be the
life of
the party wherever
i go.. and certainly mission
accomplished in places like
malls and Barnes and Nobles..
as hahax3.. i may be
the only 55 year old
dude who dances
a strange style
of martial
arts and
ballet like
dance and reads
full books while
listening to
music
at
the same
time too..
it increases my focus..
and today i read an entire
Dummies book on poeTRy..
so maybe now i will finally understand
what all the text book definitions of what this
and that and the other kind of poetry is.. but
quite honestly i don’t give a crap.. as i am
never gonna
be a professional
football player anyway..
hehex3.. or hahax2..
cause i missed a
number of
laugh
up there
somewhere..
yeah.. gotta
sharp
pencil..
but i try to keep
it as dull as possible
so i do not go insane
in perfectionist
dum
ways
like earlier
in my life..
where all the bricks
had to be in a perfect
straight line around
flower beds
for life
to make sense..
life leads me now..
for fun.. and i no longer
try to have a choke hold on it..
and OMG hanging loose is so
much more fun.
than the
strangle
of uptight
then..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah!.. to answer your
questions.. yeah.. diabetes in
general.. sucks.. our grey cat Moby
is suffering with it now.. too much
sitting down.. all his life
where Love
and Dinner
was all
is life..
still so sweet..
but sadly too many
cat treats.. and now he
can hardly make it around
on his hind legs at only age
10.. anyway.. really hate to
see stuff like that happen
to school age children
knowing
that in
middle age
they will probably
be in those Walmart
carts.. like so many
people from
where i live..
and i try
to set a dancing
example for them..
for the joy of art in
movement but i guess
most of the older folks just
wanna wait ’till heaven after
life.. instead of having it
JusT now..
like me
and other
folks who
dance life..
instead
of growing
old.. in one
spot.. life moves
in so many ways.
both in art and feeling
when we dance free..
with no sidewalks
to hold
us
back
and down..
in straight lines
of still
in hell
now…
and oh yeah. i love
the eccentricities and silliness
of folks.. it is so endearing.. and
that is why i always look forward
so much to hearing from you ..
Shawna.. as you are
a treasure
of a unique
human being
to me.. who has
always brought a smile
to my face.. everynow
i see the new
user name
that is my
friend Shawna
still now.. anyway..
i checked again to
make sure your blog
is still there.. so i am gonna
hurry up and finish this now.. finAlly
so you will know.. i still Love the stuff
that you write and link there in terms
of music and poeTry
now.. my friend..
oh yeah.. i am
a court jester..
but i don’t get
paid by any
court.. i
choose
my
own
places
to play that
role.. and OMG
so much fun
it is to
be a clown/
sacred fool/
modern
court
jester
or whatever
i may be for now..
and yes you are
a F in Great poet
to me..
seriously..
no joke
from a
clown
here.. on that
one.. my friend.. Shawna..:)
My understanding is that hot cats.. can cool
and heat up.. many times in just one day..
so maybe it’s not necessary to have
another cat
or mustard
covered dog
to warm up..
but anyway..
hehe.. your
fiery post reminded
me of another blogger
friend.. who highlighted
the article above about
a statistic on 39%
relief.. and a
special
warm-up
faux booth
to get the job done..
and called it pathetic..
and oh BOY.. lots of
comments were
generated
by that
one for
sure..
i still haven’t
got around there
yet.. to provide the
link about the faux
booth yet.. as she
seemed to
think it
was the real
deal.. and of course
it is illegal to do that
in public of course..
just another
Internet
myth..
i guess…
And crap that’s a real
issue for a young Catholic
boy.. when i was young..
as guilty
pleasures
becomes
the standard
instead of just
pure relief.. sMiLes…
PoeTry.. the art of
not saying
something..
wINks.. aGaiN..
oh.. and thanks
for linking a ‘Symphony
of Science’.. that is a reAlly
sexy video.. you are correct..
as the connection of the human
heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
and boDy
BalanCinG
soUl.. now..
iS the best
non-messy
way to get
the job
of Love
dOne..
my friend..
Shawna.. all the
time now.. and
‘this’ is just one
of those
poems..
that is
yEarning
now for a
comment..
i guess.. too..
and i did review
all of your poetry
and other stuff too..
so interesting.. and
always surprises that
come.. when Shawna’s
iMagiNation is set
free
from
home
schooLinG..
sMilEs..
wITh
fury
purring sweet..
kitties.. my friend..
oh yeah.. meeting
humming birds
dark green
and blue
with
forked
tongues
too.. now..;)
and heat up.. many times in just one day..
so maybe it’s not necessary to have
another cat
or mustard
covered dog
to warm up..
but anyway..
hehe.. your
fiery post reminded
me of another blogger
friend.. who highlighted
the article above about
a statistic on 39%
relief.. and a
special
warm-up
faux booth
to get the job done..
and called it pathetic..
and oh BOY.. lots of
comments were
generated
by that
one for
sure..
i still haven’t
got around there
yet.. to provide the
link about the faux
booth yet.. as she
seemed to
think it
was the real
deal.. and of course
it is illegal to do that
in public of course..
just another
Internet
myth..
i guess…
And crap that’s a real
issue for a young Catholic
boy.. when i was young..
as guilty
pleasures
becomes
the standard
instead of just
pure relief.. sMiLes…
PoeTry.. the art of
not saying
something..
wINks.. aGaiN..
oh.. and thanks
for linking a ‘Symphony
of Science’.. that is a reAlly
sexy video.. you are correct..
as the connection of the human
heARt.. and the rest of sPiRit
expreSsinG Nature.. as miNd
and boDy
BalanCinG
soUl.. now..
iS the best
non-messy
way to get
the job
of Love
dOne..
my friend..
Shawna.. all the
time now.. and
‘this’ is just one
of those
poems..
that is
yEarning
now for a
comment..
i guess.. too..
and i did review
all of your poetry
and other stuff too..
so interesting.. and
always surprises that
come.. when Shawna’s
iMagiNation is set
free
from
home
schooLinG..
sMilEs..
wITh
fury
purring sweet..
kitties.. my friend..
oh yeah.. meeting
humming birds
dark green
and blue
with
forked
tongues
too.. now..;)
1047
Ah.. so nice to see friend ‘circle of quirks’ here..
she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
with literally tens of thousands of
folks if not over 100K in the
last 5 years or so..
all over online..
and you two
are definitely
two of my very favorite ones..
as i can say anything to ya’ll..
without being concerned that
ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
PC for me.. hehe..
anyway.. i read your
post early this morning
while rushing to church
and just on Mobile today
doing another half-
marathon of dance
so plenty of
time to
let the
pearls
of wisdom settle
with me all day.. and
two things struck me.. one
how wonderful it is that you
at top of the class in
school.. serving
others in the
mental health
and developmentally
disabled fields are able
to spread your wisdom online
as so many of us can from the
leisure of our home today.. as truly
it was getting scary how there were no
story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
stories of our culture behind now..
as everything was getting
so text and shallow
in acronyms of
small talk
at start
of
Email
ways of being..
and now blogs allow an almost
unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
and thin.. and address subjects that we could
never address in some of our local communities
namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
a brick through the window of
my Catholic Church some
years back.. but
hopefully the
KKK is
totally
gone
now
along with
such as that..
yeah.. never ever
truly gone here.. at least
behind folks backs it seems
from what i’ve seen on
pastors lawns
after church
and such
as that
on
Northern
county farms..
hmm.. dam that was
a long intro.. but i get
really intensely focused
after dance walking
13 miles.. reading a
book while doing
it.. listening
to music
and stuff
like that.. where
my Brain lights up
like the Universe potential
we all have of course.. inside..
too.. outside.. above so below
and all around
three..
or four
and more..
But in my own life
experience.. i for one consider
fear.. to be the limiting force of
miracles.. and a body that is out
of synch in balance with mind
is a sure way
to feel
uncomfortable
in one’s own skin
and to be timid
somewhat
around
other human beings..
as sure they can be potential
predators too.. part of our instinct
that never totally goes away.. and Charles
Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
training for Industrialized humans of
the 20th Century.. watched
Lions Stretch..
learning
from them..
inventing a
new way of
isometric
exercises to
help the young boys
who got the sand kicked
in their face.. while never pursuing
their animal epigenetic potential in
feral fearless primate way..
no less than our
other
APE
friends..
who are definitely
capable of tearing the
face off of human beings
domesticated now
as such..
yeah.. even
Mahatma Gandhi
subscribed to Mr.
Atlas’ training plan..
as even a Pacifist..
can be braver in dealing
with other folks.. more secure
in a body strong.. instead of weak..
and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
what the science of epigenetics
in unpacking human
DNA for
greater potential
was with appropriate
environmental challenge..
yes.. my father too.. going into
the military as a young man coming
out two years later changing from
150LB to 230LB bear
looking
dude
then..
really shocked
too see his pretty
boy face in a high school
photo.. sometime ago..
for the first
time ever..
as sure it was
bootcamp and the military
that literally made him into a man..
and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
and coming back looking more
like gorillas
than pasty
white
office
workers
of before..
yeah.. sure too.. what
i eventually devolved into
when i left the physical
effort of Bowling Center
moving.. running..
jumping worker..
fixing machines
doing all the
cleaning 8 hours
a day.. in addition
to working out too..
an hour workout three
time a week is not enough
to keep human potential as
strong and fearless as it can be
with moving artfully all the time now..
and without feeling secure in one’s own
body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
hear the call of the
wild.. and
basically
become
somewhat
feral fearless
human beings again..
and that spills over i think
and feel now.. to all areas of life
where a person walks and stands
tall among other humans without
fear..
standing
up for ethics
that are real
and positive too..
no matter what the bullies
who were bullied themselves
in life.. in that endless cycle of
fear and hate.. will say and do..
Biggest mistake i think humans make
is the delusion that they are not
animals.. and fall under
different
rules of
the Jungle
and Savannah true..
where we too.. can become
the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
experiment but of
course.. it starts
with feet.. as barefoot
on soil.. is the best way
to gain strong feet.. as with
weak feet.. all the rest of the
body.. can be limited in strength
and fearless by the weakest link
that will always
be the feet
that handle
the basic
gravity
of life
free or
weak..
as weak
at base is fear..
still for any animal subject
to the reality of prey and predator..
even if not obvious and only
instinctual
now..
my friend
gigoid..
and sMiLes..
that’s all for now..
enjoyed your post
very much.. and
as always thanks
so much
for now..:)
she is a real phenomenon.. and of course
so are you friend.. ’cause i’ve interacted
with literally tens of thousands of
folks if not over 100K in the
last 5 years or so..
all over online..
and you two
are definitely
two of my very favorite ones..
as i can say anything to ya’ll..
without being concerned that
ya’ll will go ballistic.. as no
PC for me.. hehe..
anyway.. i read your
post early this morning
while rushing to church
and just on Mobile today
doing another half-
marathon of dance
so plenty of
time to
let the
pearls
of wisdom settle
with me all day.. and
two things struck me.. one
how wonderful it is that you
at top of the class in
school.. serving
others in the
mental health
and developmentally
disabled fields are able
to spread your wisdom online
as so many of us can from the
leisure of our home today.. as truly
it was getting scary how there were no
story tellers left anymore.. to leave the
stories of our culture behind now..
as everything was getting
so text and shallow
in acronyms of
small talk
at start
of
ways of being..
and now blogs allow an almost
unlimited avenue.. to spread it all thick
and thin.. and address subjects that we could
never address in some of our local communities
namely.. now.. without potentially getting shot.. hung..
or a brick thrown through the local church that is us..
hmm.. yeah.. the Protestants even threw
a brick through the window of
my Catholic Church some
years back.. but
hopefully the
KKK is
totally
gone
now
along with
such as that..
yeah.. never ever
truly gone here.. at least
behind folks backs it seems
from what i’ve seen on
pastors lawns
after church
and such
as that
on
Northern
county farms..
hmm.. dam that was
a long intro.. but i get
really intensely focused
after dance walking
13 miles.. reading a
book while doing
it.. listening
to music
and stuff
like that.. where
my Brain lights up
like the Universe potential
we all have of course.. inside..
too.. outside.. above so below
and all around
three..
or four
and more..
But in my own life
experience.. i for one consider
fear.. to be the limiting force of
miracles.. and a body that is out
of synch in balance with mind
is a sure way
to feel
uncomfortable
in one’s own skin
and to be timid
somewhat
around
other human beings..
as sure they can be potential
predators too.. part of our instinct
that never totally goes away.. and Charles
Atlas.. the founder somewhat of strength
training for Industrialized humans of
the 20th Century.. watched
Lions Stretch..
learning
from them..
inventing a
new way of
isometric
exercises to
help the young boys
who got the sand kicked
in their face.. while never pursuing
their animal epigenetic potential in
feral fearless primate way..
no less than our
other
APE
friends..
who are definitely
capable of tearing the
face off of human beings
domesticated now
as such..
yeah.. even
Mahatma Gandhi
subscribed to Mr.
Atlas’ training plan..
as even a Pacifist..
can be braver in dealing
with other folks.. more secure
in a body strong.. instead of weak..
and amazingly not unlike Jack LaLanne..
Charles.. kept all his muscle size statistics
all the way to age 70 plus.. showing
what the science of epigenetics
in unpacking human
DNA for
greater potential
was with appropriate
environmental challenge..
yes.. my father too.. going into
the military as a young man coming
out two years later changing from
150LB to 230LB bear
looking
dude
then..
really shocked
too see his pretty
boy face in a high school
photo.. sometime ago..
for the first
time ever..
as sure it was
bootcamp and the military
that literally made him into a man..
and i used to see that Epigenetic effect
among the Navy men.. at my base.. getting
orders.. to the sand trap of combat in Iraq..
and coming back looking more
like gorillas
than pasty
white
office
workers
of before..
yeah.. sure too.. what
i eventually devolved into
when i left the physical
effort of Bowling Center
moving.. running..
jumping worker..
fixing machines
doing all the
cleaning 8 hours
a day.. in addition
to working out too..
an hour workout three
time a week is not enough
to keep human potential as
strong and fearless as it can be
with moving artfully all the time now..
and without feeling secure in one’s own
body.. with potential to defend oneself.. i truly
feel like that is a major issue of underlying fear
and anxiety among folks.. is they never get to
hear the call of the
wild.. and
basically
become
somewhat
feral fearless
human beings again..
and that spills over i think
and feel now.. to all areas of life
where a person walks and stands
tall among other humans without
fear..
standing
up for ethics
that are real
and positive too..
no matter what the bullies
who were bullied themselves
in life.. in that endless cycle of
fear and hate.. will say and do..
Biggest mistake i think humans make
is the delusion that they are not
animals.. and fall under
different
rules of
the Jungle
and Savannah true..
where we too.. can become
the Lion of Mr. Atlas’
experiment but of
course.. it starts
with feet.. as barefoot
on soil.. is the best way
to gain strong feet.. as with
weak feet.. all the rest of the
body.. can be limited in strength
and fearless by the weakest link
that will always
be the feet
that handle
the basic
gravity
of life
free or
weak..
as weak
at base is fear..
still for any animal subject
to the reality of prey and predator..
even if not obvious and only
instinctual
now..
my friend
gigoid..
and sMiLes..
that’s all for now..
enjoyed your post
very much.. and
as always thanks
so much
for now..:)
2045
Weekly After Church..
on the grounds.. selfie..
with sweet faced wife Katrina..
always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
terror of the wrath
of the
REAL
K..
hmm.. every
once in a while..;)
on the grounds.. selfie..
with sweet faced wife Katrina..
always reliably kind in online photos.. of course..
and a real force of Nature.. all around feisty too..
for anyone who knows.. FEELS.. the
terror of the wrath
of the
REAL
K..
hmm.. every
once in a while..;)
And now i
swear.. when
i go to the Mall..
yes.. the kinda fancy
Cordova Mall
in P’cola..
i try every dam
trick in the book..
to inspire these
mall dummies
to dance.. but i’ll
be dam.. just once..
not twice.. if they totally
ignore me like i’m not
even dancing in their
face.. and i do my best
to show ’em all my newest
dance moves too.. but they
just stare off into space.. like..
they are holding up the weight
of the World.. and not like
Atlas.. aka Holder of the
Heavens..
either..
just plain
worried about
it all.. when they
could forget all
about words
through
the free
verse
poeTry
of trance
dance
now..
JUST
NOW!..
oh yeah.. and shirt of the
day says.. Green against Machine..
as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
to beat the rob
ot of life.. and yes…
onE of my favorite shows of
youth.. as i was always
trying to figure out
how to release
my inner
Ape too..
and
finAlly i did it..
yes.. feral over
domesticated human
finaALLy for me.. in warrior
martial arts.. mix of ballet
too.. in fiGht of graceful
spiRit.. in miNd and
boDy balanCinG
SoUl.. expres
SinG that
SpiRit as
such
iN fuLL
emoTioN’s
heARt so free
iN kiNd and
CouRage..
foR
NOW!..
butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
notice.. i am not holding the
heavens over my head as
the heavens live in uS..
so sure.. i am
a symbol
of a new
old age
of
sorts..
noW..
in thiS
ALL NATURAL
CLOTHeD POSE..
G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..
swear.. when
i go to the Mall..
yes.. the kinda fancy
Cordova Mall
in P’cola..
i try every dam
trick in the book..
to inspire these
mall dummies
to dance.. but i’ll
be dam.. just once..
not twice.. if they totally
ignore me like i’m not
even dancing in their
face.. and i do my best
to show ’em all my newest
dance moves too.. but they
just stare off into space.. like..
they are holding up the weight
of the World.. and not like
Atlas.. aka Holder of the
Heavens..
either..
just plain
worried about
it all.. when they
could forget all
about words
through
the free
verse
poeTry
of trance
dance
now..
JUST
NOW!..
oh yeah.. and shirt of the
day says.. Green against Machine..
as the Incredible Hulk gets released..
to beat the rob
ot of life.. and yes…
onE of my favorite shows of
youth.. as i was always
trying to figure out
how to release
my inner
Ape too..
and
finAlly i did it..
yes.. feral over
domesticated human
finaALLy for me.. in warrior
martial arts.. mix of ballet
too.. in fiGht of graceful
spiRit.. in miNd and
boDy balanCinG
SoUl.. expres
SinG that
SpiRit as
such
iN fuLL
emoTioN’s
heARt so free
iN kiNd and
CouRage..
foR
NOW!..
butT anyway.. as ‘you’ may
notice.. i am not holding the
heavens over my head as
the heavens live in uS..
so sure.. i am
a symbol
of a new
old age
of
sorts..
noW..
in thiS
ALL NATURAL
CLOTHeD POSE..
G-RATeD oF CoUrSE..
And that reminds me of
Tennis.. and middle school..
and bully boys who use to make
fun of my stiff posture.. and after
all that is part of Autism that looks
a little more like robot science than
human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
move like human art to that
point.. anyway.. the bully
boy used to raise
his arms to
the sky
mock me
laughing
yelling
CHARLES ATLAS!
i had no idea who
Charles Atlas was
or why he was
raising his
arms to
the sky
but
perhaps
he was an earlier
new age prophet
and didn’t realize
the importance
of his
EXCLAMATION
ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
THEN.. as know i hold
heaven in me..
and Ayn Rand
the famous
objective
robot thinking
queen with little
heart.. with potential
daddy issues and all of that..
used Atlas as a symbol for her
book Atlas shrugged.. as she
didn’t believe in the real
magic of human
altruistic Love..
likely ’cause
she did not
experience
it so she
suggested
humans were more
like power hungry
raping.. pillaging
now alpha male
chimpanzees..
than all loving
Bonobos at
human core..
as science
shows now
to be
the
human
miNd and
boDy way
of innate
being
in
balance
OF REAL
HUMAN
INSTINCTUAL
SOuL when
FREE HOLDING SHARING
HANDS AS COOPERATING
HUMANS FOR NOW IN
RELATIVELY SMALL
LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)
Tennis.. and middle school..
and bully boys who use to make
fun of my stiff posture.. and after
all that is part of Autism that looks
a little more like robot science than
human art.. i just hadn’t learned to
move like human art to that
point.. anyway.. the bully
boy used to raise
his arms to
the sky
mock me
laughing
yelling
CHARLES ATLAS!
i had no idea who
Charles Atlas was
or why he was
raising his
arms to
the sky
but
perhaps
he was an earlier
new age prophet
and didn’t realize
the importance
of his
EXCLAMATION
ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR
THEN.. as know i hold
heaven in me..
and Ayn Rand
the famous
objective
robot thinking
queen with little
heart.. with potential
daddy issues and all of that..
used Atlas as a symbol for her
book Atlas shrugged.. as she
didn’t believe in the real
magic of human
altruistic Love..
likely ’cause
she did not
experience
it so she
suggested
humans were more
like power hungry
raping.. pillaging
now alpha male
chimpanzees..
than all loving
Bonobos at
human core..
as science
shows now
to be
the
human
miNd and
boDy way
of innate
being
in
balance
OF REAL
HUMAN
INSTINCTUAL
SOuL when
FREE HOLDING SHARING
HANDS AS COOPERATING
HUMANS FOR NOW IN
RELATIVELY SMALL
LIVING GROUPS OF COURSE..:)
ANYWAY.. whenever i remember my
prophet bullies.. i love to play
this SonG.. ’cause
i CAN…
When i bump
into their
cart
chairs
at Walmart..
yes.. some of us
Robots DO LIVE
LONG AND PROSPER
WHEN WE FiND OUR
ART OF HeART in moving
ways of boDy and MiNd
BalanCinG
expresSinG
SpiRit
iN soUL
NOW!
iN Steps of
Dance and
Words of
PoeTry in
a mix of Pan
and Apollo alive….
prophet bullies.. i love to play
this SonG.. ’cause
i CAN…
When i bump
into their
cart
chairs
at Walmart..
yes.. some of us
Robots DO LIVE
LONG AND PROSPER
WHEN WE FiND OUR
ART OF HeART in moving
ways of boDy and MiNd
BalanCinG
expresSinG
SpiRit
iN soUL
NOW!
iN Steps of
Dance and
Words of
PoeTry in
a mix of Pan
and Apollo alive….
Oh goodness.. another ‘quick’ hero comes back
from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
walking really stiff as my
Autism has regressed
severely back
to almost
infantile
stages..
except for getting
to the gym.. ’cause
even if i am dammed
in hell i dam sure ain’t
giving up then.. yeah
and even through 40 days
of
almost
no sleep at all when
i was totally confined
at home during that
lent period of 2008
yeah.. ironic
huh but
true
down
to the fortieth
day when i finally
slept after not sleeping
at all for the last 35 out of
40 days.. with only one hour
of very shallow sleep assisted
by powerful alpha blocker
medication.. the first
35 of 40 days..
with the worst
pain known
to mankind
during all
waking hours with
type two trigeminal
neuralgia combined
with dysautonomia
where heart rate and
blood pressure is
no longer
properly
controlled
by autonomic
nervous system
along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome where eyes
no longer make tears..
along with around
16 other disorders..
including Severe
Anxiety.. Panic
Attacks.. Anhedonia..
and other stuff related
to no emotions and
stuff like that..
anyway..
i staggered into
my own work-out
room at home to do
something.. anything
to exercise my body
out of mind.. if only
several minutes each
day THE KEY IS I NEVER
FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
THAT NIKE SYMBOL
FOR THE GODDESS
OF VICTORY IS..
IT IS F iN
mine
NOW!..
and yes.. back to the gym
during those five years..
the person i used to supervise
and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
grounds maintenance.. were mocking
my stiff posture.. just like the bully
boy did in school.. and after i
recovered STRONGER THAN
EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
LATER LIFTING THE
MAX AND MORE THAN
ANY DUDE IN THERE
ON MANY OF THE GYM
MACHINES.. then/now..
let’s just say i had a lot of
fun with him.. coming in early
to make sure i caught him at work..
asking him.. how did he think i did
all of what i do now.. and recover like that
as of course then and now i am about twice
as strong as him.. and even his friend who
weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
anyway.. he had no
answers for me..
but i for one had them
all finally totally away from
school.. and work.. gifted to
me by the God of Nature who
taught me how to move free and
wild as feral human again.. with
Yellow Boy as God’s little
savior leading the
way as God’s
cat for
me..
never ever
will i now again..
suggest that modern
education can beat what is
gifted inside of us for ISA’s
over KSA’s as that relates to
Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
God gifted.. as compared
to Knowledge Skills and
Abilities as gifted
by man
made books..
the gift is in our
DNA.. just waiting
to explode in harmony
and balance.. like the
eye of a hurricane..
with winds that
no so-called
‘educated
human’
can beat..
it’s free inside for those
who find the Nuclear power
of God of Nature all back
now in A
riSinG
SonG oF
BALANCE..
so sure.. i too am
a Hill Billy again..
more concretely
put an old goat
with sure feat..
perhaps..
a RAm
of sorts..;)
from the dead zone.. (Batman.. 5 year reference
story too.. where the Dark Knight Rises).. story…
i am all cold in my tattered jacket in the
gym.. wearing earplugs and shades..
walking really stiff as my
Autism has regressed
severely back
to almost
infantile
stages..
except for getting
to the gym.. ’cause
even if i am dammed
in hell i dam sure ain’t
giving up then.. yeah
and even through 40 days
of
almost
no sleep at all when
i was totally confined
at home during that
lent period of 2008
yeah.. ironic
huh but
true
down
to the fortieth
day when i finally
slept after not sleeping
at all for the last 35 out of
40 days.. with only one hour
of very shallow sleep assisted
by powerful alpha blocker
medication.. the first
35 of 40 days..
with the worst
pain known
to mankind
during all
waking hours with
type two trigeminal
neuralgia combined
with dysautonomia
where heart rate and
blood pressure is
no longer
properly
controlled
by autonomic
nervous system
along with Sjogren’s
Syndrome where eyes
no longer make tears..
along with around
16 other disorders..
including Severe
Anxiety.. Panic
Attacks.. Anhedonia..
and other stuff related
to no emotions and
stuff like that..
anyway..
i staggered into
my own work-out
room at home to do
something.. anything
to exercise my body
out of mind.. if only
several minutes each
day THE KEY IS I NEVER
FULLY GAVE UP.. EVEN WHEN
I WENT TO CRASH INTO A TREE
IN MY CAR AND JUMP OFF A BRIDGE
AT THE END.. MY SURVIVAL INSTINCT
STILL TRUMPED ALL OTHER THOUGHTS
OF ENDING IT ALL.. SO YES.. I AM STILL
LIFTING THE HEAVENS EMPTY HANDED
AS BY GOD THOSE HEAVENS LIVE IN
ME NOW.. IN THE PLACE OF
REAL HELL THEN.. WOOSH..
SWOOSH.. OR WHATEVER
THAT NIKE SYMBOL
FOR THE GODDESS
OF VICTORY IS..
IT IS F iN
mine
NOW!..
and yes.. back to the gym
during those five years..
the person i used to supervise
and his ‘hill billy friend’.. who did the
grounds maintenance.. were mocking
my stiff posture.. just like the bully
boy did in school.. and after i
recovered STRONGER THAN
EVER.. SOME FIVE YEARS
LATER LIFTING THE
MAX AND MORE THAN
ANY DUDE IN THERE
ON MANY OF THE GYM
MACHINES.. then/now..
let’s just say i had a lot of
fun with him.. coming in early
to make sure i caught him at work..
asking him.. how did he think i did
all of what i do now.. and recover like that
as of course then and now i am about twice
as strong as him.. and even his friend who
weighs all of what i do at 230LBS now..
anyway.. he had no
answers for me..
but i for one had them
all finally totally away from
school.. and work.. gifted to
me by the God of Nature who
taught me how to move free and
wild as feral human again.. with
Yellow Boy as God’s little
savior leading the
way as God’s
cat for
me..
never ever
will i now again..
suggest that modern
education can beat what is
gifted inside of us for ISA’s
over KSA’s as that relates to
Instinct.. Skills.. and Abilities
God gifted.. as compared
to Knowledge Skills and
Abilities as gifted
by man
made books..
the gift is in our
DNA.. just waiting
to explode in harmony
and balance.. like the
eye of a hurricane..
with winds that
no so-called
‘educated
human’
can beat..
it’s free inside for those
who find the Nuclear power
of God of Nature all back
now in A
riSinG
SonG oF
BALANCE..
so sure.. i too am
a Hill Billy again..
more concretely
put an old goat
with sure feat..
perhaps..
a RAm
of sorts..;)
Hmm.. have you ever attempted to
shoot a photo of your leg
in a really fast martial
arts kick..
that’s the hard
part.. capturing it
in a selfie kick
photo…
hehe..
the kicks iS
a piece of cake..
once ya do it about
a milLioN times..
wax on
wax off..
like ‘they’
say.. wITh
Zero errors
after practice..
getting a hair close
as to not knock over
any store display targets
and such.. as that oN course..:)
shoot a photo of your leg
in a really fast martial
arts kick..
that’s the hard
part.. capturing it
in a selfie kick
photo…
hehe..
the kicks iS
a piece of cake..
once ya do it about
a milLioN times..
wax on
wax off..
like ‘they’
say.. wITh
Zero errors
after practice..
getting a hair close
as to not knock over
any store display targets
and such.. as that oN course..:)
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Speaking of Aristotle.. oh.. the
Dragonfly and Roach..
smarTer than
any human
ever.. simply
’cause they still
live here longer than
any we can ever imagine
to do.. REAL.. and their meek
ever preSent.. relatively
speaKinG.. Instincts..
Skills.. and Abilities
will likely
survive
the human
species.. far far
into the future.. after
whatever is.. replaces
our existence on this
terrestrial plane..
as simply
living
longer
than
us for then
now.. i remember
my sister-in-law coming
in our home.. looking at our
cat relaxing on the table saying
wow.. if only life was like that..
THAT is the smArTest..
unwitting Wisdom
i’ve ever
heard
’cause
it is True
It IS liGht..
iT iS FEELING
THAT COUNTS..
ALL KNOWLEDGE
In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
MORE THAN
LESS.. THAT..
So Socrates had
it correct from the
beginning when he
said he kNew noThing..
Aristotle fell in to words
of writing.. where Socrates
spoke
the Truth
and Light and
additionally understood
that reality is much more
interesting
than
fiction..
of course he paid
the price for that..
but we don’t have
to.. and sure.. ultimately
now.. that makes all of us
smArter
than
Socrates
as we live..
Smart..
or the
other
way..
DEAD
FeeLinG iS aLive..
KnowLedge without
feelinG iS trUly dead
iN
dArk..:)
Dragonfly and Roach..
smarTer than
any human
ever.. simply
’cause they still
live here longer than
any we can ever imagine
to do.. REAL.. and their meek
ever preSent.. relatively
speaKinG.. Instincts..
Skills.. and Abilities
will likely
survive
the human
species.. far far
into the future.. after
whatever is.. replaces
our existence on this
terrestrial plane..
as simply
living
longer
than
us for then
now.. i remember
my sister-in-law coming
in our home.. looking at our
cat relaxing on the table saying
wow.. if only life was like that..
THAT is the smArTest..
unwitting Wisdom
i’ve ever
heard
’cause
it is True
It IS liGht..
iT iS FEELING
THAT COUNTS..
ALL KNOWLEDGE
In BOOKS IS ILLUSION
MORE THAN
LESS.. THAT..
So Socrates had
it correct from the
beginning when he
said he kNew noThing..
Aristotle fell in to words
of writing.. where Socrates
spoke
the Truth
and Light and
additionally understood
that reality is much more
interesting
than
fiction..
of course he paid
the price for that..
but we don’t have
to.. and sure.. ultimately
now.. that makes all of us
smArter
than
Socrates
as we live..
Smart..
or the
other
way..
DEAD
FeeLinG iS aLive..
KnowLedge without
feelinG iS trUly dead
iN
dArk..:)
Amen.. on the Negative
affect and effect
of lesser feelings
around us..
but ha!
i continue
to put out..
with FeelLinGs..
a choice at
least
for
me now
away from the
non-feeling of
INPUT
mostly..
GoverNmenT Work..:)
affect and effect
of lesser feelings
around us..
but ha!
i continue
to put out..
with FeelLinGs..
a choice at
least
for
me now
away from the
non-feeling of
INPUT
mostly..
GoverNmenT Work..:)
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i reAlly wish i had my iPhone 6s..
when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
And the world will be a more peaceful..
place.. as more and more humans
have the opportunity to get
involved.. in art.. as it
increases the power
of the human heARt..
Priceless.. no
now dollar
amount or
amount of
fame
can
equal
human
hEart
in just
Doing iT nOW..
the PreSent of
Art Lives Now..
and even greater
when shared as friends..:)
when this opportunity visited me on the beach..
but the point is.. i always have it with me.. for the
opportunities like this.. period.. sMiLes..
And the world will be a more peaceful..
place.. as more and more humans
have the opportunity to get
involved.. in art.. as it
increases the power
of the human heARt..
Priceless.. no
now dollar
amount or
amount of
fame
can
equal
human
hEart
in just
Doing iT nOW..
the PreSent of
Art Lives Now..
and even greater
when shared as friends..:)
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Facebook Rafiah shares
a Ted Talk Video that
proves science
can be
fun..:)
a Ted Talk Video that
proves science
can be
fun..:)
i say..
Emotions=Human. Then
Science + B L A N K aka
No Emotions=Non-Human.
Non-Human=Science.
The ingredient of
Emotion=Human
is vital
to true
Human Being.
Humans Like
to be Humans.
My only memorable
science teachers from
early school.. expressed
emotions in teaching
science lessons
in gluing
human
memory…
It’s like the
rest of them
never existed..
as we remember
humans more often..
than
non-humans
without emotions expressed..
including what they say and
do of course..
It’s like a
no brainer..
it takes heArt
to understand iT..:)
Science + B L A N K aka
No Emotions=Non-Human.
Non-Human=Science.
The ingredient of
Emotion=Human
is vital
to true
Human Being.
Humans Like
to be Humans.
My only memorable
science teachers from
early school.. expressed
emotions in teaching
science lessons
in gluing
human
memory…
It’s like the
rest of them
never existed..
as we remember
humans more often..
than
non-humans
without emotions expressed..
including what they say and
do of course..
It’s like a
no brainer..
it takes heArt
to understand iT..:)
Rafiah says..
My favorite high school teacher was Mrs. Kauser Nelson.
She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon
She taught us mainly chemistry in 9 and 10 grade. She’s
one person that developed my interest in the subject. smile emoticon
i say..
Hmm.. i had one really interesting Physics teacher..
i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..
i’m not much of a name person.. as far as remembering folks..
but he did so many outlandish things to keep folks awake..
that i remember the whole thing like a movie playing
visually today.. as i’m seriously really not
a word person.. by birth.. as haha..
ironic as that may seem.. visual thinking
is my way.. along with auditory sing song thinking
if that makes any sense.. and that’s why i guess there
are so many visual shapes.. and sing song qualities about
my writing.. and my verbal speech in real life too..
Anyway.. back to my favorite teacher.. i have to say one..
was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
for practicing great health practices in
exercise the rest of my life..
he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
can’t remember his name.. but his face has
not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..
was a teacher in Health Leisure and Sports.. in my study of
Health Science.. as i always discounted the importance of physical
education as a kinda bully jock thingy.. but what i found is
that there is actually a philosophy of Sports that
microcosms all of human cultures.. that was really
enlightening.. and he was a source of motivation
for practicing great health practices in
exercise the rest of my life..
he was a runner in his 60’s at the time..
can’t remember his name.. but his face has
not changed in my visual memory or the optimistic
light in his eyes.. for over thirty years for me..
Hmm.. and then there was an Archeology teacher..
who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
as she believed that i had higher potential..
and she is actually the President of the
University of West Florida.. now..
where i graduated with my
three degrees in Health Science..
Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .
who was kinda like a human mentor to me..
as she believed that i had higher potential..
and she is actually the President of the
University of West Florida.. now..
where i graduated with my
three degrees in Health Science..
Anthropology.. and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary.. .
And also a favorite Anthropology teacher who taught me
so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
supported me in suggesting i have a very
bright future.. ahead of me as well…
so much about other cultures and all we human beings have
Universal elements of brother/sisterhood.. no matter individual
language or customs of each culture… and yes.. he always
supported me in suggesting i have a very
bright future.. ahead of me as well…
But my most favorite teacher of all was
my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
these kind of individuals are far and few between..
particularly these days.. when we rely on so
much outside of our souls to be us..
instead of searching deep within…
my philosophy teacher.. in my first year of Junior College..
as he was a real philosopher.. not just a book learning person..
he actually in a way was even a kind of prophet.. as he accessed
a part of his subconscious mind in speaking where it even
surprised him when the deep and insightful words came out..
these kind of individuals are far and few between..
particularly these days.. when we rely on so
much outside of our souls to be us..
instead of searching deep within…
Mr. Hunt.. yes.. i remember his name..
didn’t only teach me what was and is..
he taught me what was possible..
beyond my wildest imagination then..
and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
must be slow cooked in life.. to
truly manifest.. and that is the
lesson he taught me.. where the
deep of me.. was still brewing..
and decades later to fully
manifest.. not unlike he…
didn’t only teach me what was and is..
he taught me what was possible..
beyond my wildest imagination then..
and yes.. he was in his 50’s then..
and now.. i am as well.. some gifts..
must be slow cooked in life.. to
truly manifest.. and that is the
lesson he taught me.. where the
deep of me.. was still brewing..
and decades later to fully
manifest.. not unlike he…
He convinced me that God is
more mysterious and big than any
church had convinced me of before..
as i stArted to feel so much more of
God just by coming into contact
with this one individual..
more mysterious and big than any
church had convinced me of before..
as i stArted to feel so much more of
God just by coming into contact
with this one individual..
And that was when i knew
that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
as God is bigger than any human alone..
word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..
that NO RELIGION ALONE OWNS GOD..
as God is bigger than any human alone..
word.. book.. religion.. culture.. world..
or even Universe.. my friend.. all intuitive
of course.. somethings.. do not need to be proven..
when one experiences the truth and liGht first hand..
this faith and belief in GOD is 100% unwavering as it
is the gift of eternity that lives inside.. outside..
above.. so below.. and all around.. that has no end or beginning..
But it doesn’t matter if i tale it in one word or 11 million..
until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
feeling over words.. one will never feel the
face of God as ONE as US my friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon
until one actually experiences the truth and liGht as a
feeling over words.. one will never feel the
face of God as ONE as US my friend..
Rafiah..smile emoticon
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SMiLes.. gigoid.. the last year Oscar
Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
with as a coach.. has a great record too..
Michael Jordan is more recent..
so he gets more press of course..
with younger folks.. who can still
remember him playing.. just a
decade or so ago.. the only
time i actually watched
Basketball was at work
in the Bowling Center.. where
it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
with Baseball and Football too of course..
another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
more worth the time these days.. but for me
at least.. they are far and few between too..
it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
spent before as an input person.. the brain and
body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
these days.. spend their leisure time
doing.. in ways of video games..
TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
and perhaps that will
change for
the better
i certainly
hope.. for the
greater well being
of the human species..:)
Robertson played Basketball was in 1974..
only a fan of the Miami Dolphins Football Team
and Local High School Panther Football Team then..
Basketball not even in my Tennis Ball Park then..
so.. i actually had to Google Oscar Robertson..
to see his record.. and yes.. very impressive..
and of course Bill Russell who i am familiar
with as a coach.. has a great record too..
Michael Jordan is more recent..
so he gets more press of course..
with younger folks.. who can still
remember him playing.. just a
decade or so ago.. the only
time i actually watched
Basketball was at work
in the Bowling Center.. where
it was very popular in the 80’s and 90’s
with Baseball and Football too of course..
another center piece of Entertainment.. in the
recreation arena.. of vicarious watching of sports..
i find watching very boring now.. overall.. for anything
on TV.. except for a few out of the box shows.. like
the newest Lucifer show i watched tonight.. that
was kinda full of predictable cliche’s and really
kinda silly.. a Good movie at the theater seems
more worth the time these days.. but for me
at least.. they are far and few between too..
it’s just more fun to me to be active in output
of life now.. instead of the decades of years i
spent before as an input person.. the brain and
body is stimulated much greater in human potential..
when we direct.. produce.. and act our own play.. instead
of just being a spectator of life.. that sadly so many people
these days.. spend their leisure time
doing.. in ways of video games..
TV.. and other mostly input stuff..
and perhaps that will
change for
the better
i certainly
hope.. for the
greater well being
of the human species..:)
4792
Yes.. sadly Roman Emperor Constantine
changed Christianity into a warring religion..
against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
and freedom will come for all…
changed Christianity into a warring religion..
against anyone who dared to believe in another religion..
and that history has continued on for centuries.. particularly
gruesome.. was the killing of so many American Indians.. in
the name of God.. and of course the taking of slaves in the
name of God as well.. from Africa.. but God is in control..
and freedom will come for all…
It is God’s
way now..
after aLL
is said
and
done..
my friend
Imran..:)
way now..
after aLL
is said
and
done..
my friend
Imran..:)
4876
SMiLes.. My Sister.. SOHEIR..
3000 words of congratulations on
your First Year Anniversary providing
great learning opportunities about your
Faith and many more to come… With More
SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)
3000 words of congratulations on
your First Year Anniversary providing
great learning opportunities about your
Faith and many more to come… With More
SMiLes iN just 30 words..;)
Sometimes i use Microsoft
Word to count as
a short cut..
sMiLesx2..:)
Word to count as
a short cut..
sMiLesx2..:)
4918
My anonymous friend from Facebook
shares a formula for deriving
one’s Dragon name..
and mine is..
shares a formula for deriving
one’s Dragon name..
and mine is..
Ckahmenk
And i say..
This is what Dragons
say after every
prayer
as WeLL..:)
say after every
prayer
as WeLL..:)
4948
It’s great to be flexible..
And move with grace..
And scare the F
out of
folks
when
necessary..;)
And move with grace..
And scare the F
out of
folks
when
necessary..;)
OBTW..
F=ALL
F=FEAR
F=RISE..
F=FORCE
F=Fred
F=F..YES..
the otheR
F word too..;)
F=ALL
F=FEAR
F=RISE..
F=FORCE
F=Fred
F=F..YES..
the otheR
F word too..;)
SMiLes.. greaTest work of art
in minimalist way is the
human when
free..
in miNd
and boDy
balance..
a practice
of a lifetime
at times
caught
still..
now in
selfie
ways..
it always
moves in
flesh life..
the bottom line
is i’m brave
enough
to
be
me and
not hide it..;)
in minimalist way is the
human when
free..
in miNd
and boDy
balance..
a practice
of a lifetime
at times
caught
still..
now in
selfie
ways..
it always
moves in
flesh life..
the bottom line
is i’m brave
enough
to
be
me and
not hide it..;)
5029
“A human being is a part of the whole, called by us Universe,
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
as something separated from the rest,
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.”
a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings
as something separated from the rest,
a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison,
restricting us to our personal desires
and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole nature in its beauty.”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
Smiles.. gigoid.. and relatively
few people noticed
that Einstein
was Jesus
COMING
AGAIN..
both as
destroyer
and savior
AND JUDGEMENT..
all wrapped
up into one
package of
science
and philosophy..
and of course Jesus
is metaphor as always
as the change among us..
And relatively speaking as always
change starts at the individual and
politicians are
just grinding
theIR overall
psychopathic
leaning aspirations
of opposite from
what the
prophet
Einstein
suggests in the
holy quote above…
So Einstein helps in
leaving tools of destruction
and discovery.. and the exploration
of the real UniVerse iS
the philosophy and
science
of our
minds
and bodys
iN balance now..
but still the body relegated
as inferior to the mind iN
most all of philosophy..
science.. religions
and obviously
culture still
now.. ugh..
as all the perfect
models belie the human
iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
waddling to a death of still..
moving makes better
breathing.. no
doubt..
i must
exercise religiously
to keep my oxygen uptake
great.. as the functional
disability of not
much nasal
air intake..
means i must
stay as oxygenated
as possible through
the art of day to day
moVinG
but it
works
great.. as
i never get out of
breath as long as i keep
moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
to breathe.. the further one travels
from the
Forest
of life..
WITH TREES..
AND FORTUNATELY
i live close to one of the
biggest National Forests
alive today..
per Black
Water River
State Forest..
Conecuh National
Forest to the north..
and Eglin Air Force Base
Forest to the south
for a total
of 3 million
acres.. once
60 million
acres in
original
south
eastern
forest
system..
where i for
one will
stay..
for life
giving air
for and to me..
AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
tentacles online.. and do my best to
achieve..
his law
for connecting..
but still there is moving
and creating.. to make a New
World real.. both in us and others…
and so good to know that politicians
do not control art..
as art comes..
true heArT..
comes..
from within..
the individual holding
hands moving and creating
with others in a real dance
of connecting creating life..
either iN
flesh
or now
vicariously
virtuAlly here..
as such in mirror
neuron and oxytocin
way online in sign language
of visual images.. and symbols
including the old standard of words..
WITH
MORE
TO COME..:)
few people noticed
that Einstein
was Jesus
COMING
AGAIN..
both as
destroyer
and savior
AND JUDGEMENT..
all wrapped
up into one
package of
science
and philosophy..
and of course Jesus
is metaphor as always
as the change among us..
And relatively speaking as always
change starts at the individual and
politicians are
just grinding
theIR overall
psychopathic
leaning aspirations
of opposite from
what the
prophet
Einstein
suggests in the
holy quote above…
So Einstein helps in
leaving tools of destruction
and discovery.. and the exploration
of the real UniVerse iS
the philosophy and
science
of our
minds
and bodys
iN balance now..
but still the body relegated
as inferior to the mind iN
most all of philosophy..
science.. religions
and obviously
culture still
now.. ugh..
as all the perfect
models belie the human
iN AiSles of Super-Walmart..
waddling to a death of still..
moving makes better
breathing.. no
doubt..
i must
exercise religiously
to keep my oxygen uptake
great.. as the functional
disability of not
much nasal
air intake..
means i must
stay as oxygenated
as possible through
the art of day to day
moVinG
but it
works
great.. as
i never get out of
breath as long as i keep
moving.. and yes.. it gets harder
to breathe.. the further one travels
from the
Forest
of life..
WITH TREES..
AND FORTUNATELY
i live close to one of the
biggest National Forests
alive today..
per Black
Water River
State Forest..
Conecuh National
Forest to the north..
and Eglin Air Force Base
Forest to the south
for a total
of 3 million
acres.. once
60 million
acres in
original
south
eastern
forest
system..
where i for
one will
stay..
for life
giving air
for and to me..
AND AS FAR AS WHAT PROPHET
EINSTEIN SAYS.. i will reach out my
tentacles online.. and do my best to
achieve..
his law
for connecting..
but still there is moving
and creating.. to make a New
World real.. both in us and others…
and so good to know that politicians
do not control art..
as art comes..
true heArT..
comes..
from within..
the individual holding
hands moving and creating
with others in a real dance
of connecting creating life..
either iN
flesh
or now
vicariously
virtuAlly here..
as such in mirror
neuron and oxytocin
way online in sign language
of visual images.. and symbols
including the old standard of words..
WITH
MORE
TO COME..:)
SMiLes.. Divinity is just a word..
Feeling the divine is not a word.
Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
associated derivative of Nature
manifest in us.. inspiring the
FEELING of so-called
divinity.. and no.. it
doesn’t scare
me that either
God iS ALL
of Nature
and the feeling of
divine.. may only
be generated by
a Neurochemical..
likely from
our Pineal
gland
when it is not
withered away
from non-use
and comes alive
in activities
like trance
dance or
still..
meditating..
to stimulate
the all natural
Love drug.. DMT..
allowing us to feel aLL
one with Nature in how
Nature now manifests
as us.. in these
human skins
we wear always now..
not likely that Einstein
experienced this
from any of
the words
i’ve read
on record
from him..
but a regular experience
from the less mechanically
cognitive oriented ancestors
and still primitives of the rain
forest who still GET THE
fact AND FEELING THAT
WE ARE ONE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE..
Anyway.. Einstein
had great
reverence
for the balance
of Nature.. and
Human Nature
as innately
in balance
and not
WACKO OUT
OF BALANCE LIKE
WE SEE ALL AROUND
US NOW but no.. he only
saw the tips of the iceberg
then out of balance in human
cultures.. as the Titanic steers
ahead.. with a few weary sailors
that are
watching
for frozen
mountains ahead..
The fact that close to half
of the world assigns the
personal pronoun of
he to the God
of Nature..
is a very
tiny
view
of something
as large as Infinity
and beyond words for
beyond what exists for that..
Any discussion of God must
include a definition for God
to have any relevance at
all more than
a three letter
idol as symbol..
Nature both seen
and unseen is a clear
and present REAL
DEFINITION THAT
IS AN IRREFUTABLE
GOD WITH 100%
evidence
in all
pArts
of the
whole.. that
include us.. now
but haha.. to equal
any human with this
definition of God is
pure silliness beyond
the fractal Nature of
the smAll pARt
we play
iN
ALLTHATIS
AS NATURE
THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)
Feeling the divine is not a word.
Sure.. probably a Neurochemical
associated derivative of Nature
manifest in us.. inspiring the
FEELING of so-called
divinity.. and no.. it
doesn’t scare
me that either
God iS ALL
of Nature
and the feeling of
divine.. may only
be generated by
a Neurochemical..
likely from
our Pineal
gland
when it is not
withered away
from non-use
and comes alive
in activities
like trance
dance or
still..
meditating..
to stimulate
the all natural
Love drug.. DMT..
allowing us to feel aLL
one with Nature in how
Nature now manifests
as us.. in these
human skins
we wear always now..
not likely that Einstein
experienced this
from any of
the words
i’ve read
on record
from him..
but a regular experience
from the less mechanically
cognitive oriented ancestors
and still primitives of the rain
forest who still GET THE
fact AND FEELING THAT
WE ARE ONE WITH
THE GOD OF NATURE..
Anyway.. Einstein
had great
reverence
for the balance
of Nature.. and
Human Nature
as innately
in balance
and not
WACKO OUT
OF BALANCE LIKE
WE SEE ALL AROUND
US NOW but no.. he only
saw the tips of the iceberg
then out of balance in human
cultures.. as the Titanic steers
ahead.. with a few weary sailors
that are
watching
for frozen
mountains ahead..
The fact that close to half
of the world assigns the
personal pronoun of
he to the God
of Nature..
is a very
tiny
view
of something
as large as Infinity
and beyond words for
beyond what exists for that..
Any discussion of God must
include a definition for God
to have any relevance at
all more than
a three letter
idol as symbol..
Nature both seen
and unseen is a clear
and present REAL
DEFINITION THAT
IS AN IRREFUTABLE
GOD WITH 100%
evidence
in all
pArts
of the
whole.. that
include us.. now
but haha.. to equal
any human with this
definition of God is
pure silliness beyond
the fractal Nature of
the smAll pARt
we play
iN
ALLTHATIS
AS NATURE
THAT IS GOD ALWAYS
NOW.. REALITY AS IS..:)
5878
WeLL.. SonG noW coMinG
for dVerse Tuesday
themeD
and or
ruLed
prompt..
and today
is about the
balance of Nature
and Ecology without
the politics of it.. as iS
always when i did lInk wITh
dVerse.. most alWays
in the breadth
and volume
of what i do
heRe.. something
i did in thouSands of
words matched the
prompt perfectly
as my comment
above does..
but i am not just
a one focus person
one day at a time..
i am a multi-focus
person one
focus
at a now..
so to truly be a Renaissance
wo/man not unlike the archetype
of Prometheus.. Lucifer
the Angel of Light..
Apollo..
Atlas..
Jesus..
and all the
other mythological
and living examples
of folks like this..
make for.. let’s
just say.. a little more
challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
of being limited to just streams
and rivers of waves
and particles
of this and
that and the
other thing..
wE mirror
fields of Oceans
spreading to shores
unknown before..
and sure..
not everyone
dares to be Lucifer..
Prometheus… or
even Einstein..
or Jesus..
but the
FACT IS
SOME DO
AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
AND i FOR one AM JUST
A WATCHER AND
REPORTER
KINDA
LIKE
GOD’S
CHEERLEADER
IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
WATCHING.. OBSERVING
FROM THE SIDELINES..
AND RETELLING
THE TALE
OF ALL
i SEE
AND FEEL
FOR NOW..
YEAH.. i THiNK
THErE IS ANOTHER
DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
WHO DID THAT
NAMED
THOTH..
BUT THE METAPHORS
ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
BEYOND mY own UniVerse
of what i bRinG hEre..
now to get
readY for Dance
Shopping.. visiting
Mother.. and really
early wake tomorrow
to go to Tallahassee to
close on the sell of
my father’s
estate..
that just about
guarantees that i for one..
will be able to continue to tale
my story.. with no breaks for
however long
God Willing
allows me
this gift
of watch
and tale..
oh.. and my reward for
doing this.. my father earned
some of the dollar amount..
along with decades of my
ultimate pension
work..
but my REWARD
FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
AS i WORSHIP GOD
100%
IN HUMBLE
AND DEDICATED
SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
WITH WORDS AND DANCE
OVER
SWORDS
FOR NOW..
sure.. ‘Atlas
Danced (as is)
First’.. the naMe
of this next blog post
when i get back from
Tallahassee on
Wednesday
Night.. or
perhaps
Thursday..
anyWay.. i move
by flow.. alWays
in the eterniTy of now..
as after all.. all of time
is an illusion when heaven
lives as us..
onLy
now..
EtERniTY
NOW iS
greater
than
InFiniTy..
as NOW
iS ALLTHATiS..:)
for dVerse Tuesday
themeD
and or
ruLed
prompt..
and today
is about the
balance of Nature
and Ecology without
the politics of it.. as iS
always when i did lInk wITh
dVerse.. most alWays
in the breadth
and volume
of what i do
heRe.. something
i did in thouSands of
words matched the
prompt perfectly
as my comment
above does..
but i am not just
a one focus person
one day at a time..
i am a multi-focus
person one
focus
at a now..
so to truly be a Renaissance
wo/man not unlike the archetype
of Prometheus.. Lucifer
the Angel of Light..
Apollo..
Atlas..
Jesus..
and all the
other mythological
and living examples
of folks like this..
make for.. let’s
just say.. a little more
challenge in life.. wheRe inStead
of being limited to just streams
and rivers of waves
and particles
of this and
that and the
other thing..
wE mirror
fields of Oceans
spreading to shores
unknown before..
and sure..
not everyone
dares to be Lucifer..
Prometheus… or
even Einstein..
or Jesus..
but the
FACT IS
SOME DO
AND CHANGE THE WORLD..
AND i FOR one AM JUST
A WATCHER AND
REPORTER
KINDA
LIKE
GOD’S
CHEERLEADER
IF yoU WiLL.. JUST
WATCHING.. OBSERVING
FROM THE SIDELINES..
AND RETELLING
THE TALE
OF ALL
i SEE
AND FEEL
FOR NOW..
YEAH.. i THiNK
THErE IS ANOTHER
DUDE IN MYTHOLOGY
WHO DID THAT
NAMED
THOTH..
BUT THE METAPHORS
ARE INFINITE AS WELL AS
BEYOND mY own UniVerse
of what i bRinG hEre..
now to get
readY for Dance
Shopping.. visiting
Mother.. and really
early wake tomorrow
to go to Tallahassee to
close on the sell of
my father’s
estate..
that just about
guarantees that i for one..
will be able to continue to tale
my story.. with no breaks for
however long
God Willing
allows me
this gift
of watch
and tale..
oh.. and my reward for
doing this.. my father earned
some of the dollar amount..
along with decades of my
ultimate pension
work..
but my REWARD
FROM GOD.. HEAVEN
ALwAYS NOW AS LONG
AS i WORSHIP GOD
100%
IN HUMBLE
AND DEDICATED
SERVICE.. AS A SOLDIER
WITH WORDS AND DANCE
OVER
SWORDS
FOR NOW..
sure.. ‘Atlas
Danced (as is)
First’.. the naMe
of this next blog post
when i get back from
Tallahassee on
Wednesday
Night.. or
perhaps
Thursday..
anyWay.. i move
by flow.. alWays
in the eterniTy of now..
as after all.. all of time
is an illusion when heaven
lives as us..
onLy
now..
EtERniTY
NOW iS
greater
than
InFiniTy..
as NOW
iS ALLTHATiS..:)
LEarning to expand
noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
iS THE art of
Eternity..
wheRe immortaLiTy
iS as biG as the
preSent
NOW..
and yes..
iT’s an
inside
job first..
before we
Dance HEaveN
now.. as preSent..:)
noW to beyOnd infiNiTy
iS THE art of
Eternity..
wheRe immortaLiTy
iS as biG as the
preSent
NOW..
and yes..
iT’s an
inside
job first..
before we
Dance HEaveN
now.. as preSent..:)
Back at 10:56 p.m..
after a very long
night of Dance
Shopping..
but some
moments here
to do a few verses
at dVerse before
nite.. nite..
now comes
early as
4:30 am..
will be
the rise
for for
Wednesday’s
trip to closing
estate stuff..
visiting
relatives
and friends
there and
other stuff
too.. as always
but for now.. a
side-trip to dVerse
on the trail of poeTry..:)
after a very long
night of Dance
Shopping..
but some
moments here
to do a few verses
at dVerse before
nite.. nite..
now comes
early as
4:30 am..
will be
the rise
for for
Wednesday’s
trip to closing
estate stuff..
visiting
relatives
and friends
there and
other stuff
too.. as always
but for now.. a
side-trip to dVerse
on the trail of poeTry..:)
sMiLes.. damming
the Human race
might be easy
if not
for the
rest of
Nature iN
balance.. now..
and of course
damming.. just
means keeping
humans at bay
iN balance..
sMiLes
aGaiN for noW..:)
the Human race
might be easy
if not
for the
rest of
Nature iN
balance.. now..
and of course
damming.. just
means keeping
humans at bay
iN balance..
sMiLes
aGaiN for noW..:)
*
Hmm.. a question
here.. what woods are
for.. answered above
in my comment..
so we
can
continue
to breathe
oxygen
freely..
only fools
cut oxygen
down..:)
Hmm.. a question
here.. what woods are
for.. answered above
in my comment..
so we
can
continue
to breathe
oxygen
freely..
only fools
cut oxygen
down..:)
*
ReAlly smArt
humans move
to climate
controlled outside
environments conducive
to the Natural human
condition.. really
not so smart
folks move
to places
with
snow
drifts
waist deep
or higher.. for
the price of a bigger
home.. and fancy
car.. and such
as that.. if
not born
there
to
challenge
greater than
naturally adapted.. too..
Sadly.. too many folks
think
home
begins
and ends
within the
scope of
walls
and ceilings
and wall to wall
carpet.. with
AC and
heated
dreams..
To touch the soil
with bare-feet..
365 days a year..
means human
fully
alive
in Well
Being..
as our feet
have oxytocin receptors
to connect to Mother
Earth when bare
and warm
enough
to feel
the God of
Nature all one
and alive
under
neath our
feet.. now..
other animals
are well adapted to
cold.. but humans
simply
NO..
for snow drifts
that reach middle
doors of square
caves.. with
humans
hiding
inside..
some nows
more dead
than aLive..:)
ReAlly smArt
humans move
to climate
controlled outside
environments conducive
to the Natural human
condition.. really
not so smart
folks move
to places
with
snow
drifts
waist deep
or higher.. for
the price of a bigger
home.. and fancy
car.. and such
as that.. if
not born
there
to
challenge
greater than
naturally adapted.. too..
Sadly.. too many folks
think
home
begins
and ends
within the
scope of
walls
and ceilings
and wall to wall
carpet.. with
AC and
heated
dreams..
To touch the soil
with bare-feet..
365 days a year..
means human
fully
alive
in Well
Being..
as our feet
have oxytocin receptors
to connect to Mother
Earth when bare
and warm
enough
to feel
the God of
Nature all one
and alive
under
neath our
feet.. now..
other animals
are well adapted to
cold.. but humans
simply
NO..
for snow drifts
that reach middle
doors of square
caves.. with
humans
hiding
inside..
some nows
more dead
than aLive..:)
*
Amazing how many humans
are afraid of wild animals
after they become
domesticated
animals
and separate
themselves
from the
Larger
herd of
life and
God’s
Nature..
Nature respects
Nature when wild..
when domesticated..
it’s just soft..
it’s
just
soft…
and sad
overall..
as only
Wild is
TRULY FREE..:)
Amazing how many humans
are afraid of wild animals
after they become
domesticated
animals
and separate
themselves
from the
Larger
herd of
life and
God’s
Nature..
Nature respects
Nature when wild..
when domesticated..
it’s just soft..
it’s
just
soft…
and sad
overall..
as only
Wild is
TRULY FREE..:)
Dead zones of oceans..
bays.. inlets..
where the
dead sea goes
to places only
living before..
fish feel
the price
for this..
remains left
on shore lines
of hate and
separation
for the
rest
of Nature..:)
bays.. inlets..
where the
dead sea goes
to places only
living before..
fish feel
the price
for this..
remains left
on shore lines
of hate and
separation
for the
rest
of Nature..:)
Hmm.. a quick skip
over to Shawna’s
place before
her blog
goes
poof
again..;)
over to Shawna’s
place before
her blog
goes
poof
again..;)
Ah.. the hidden
Beaver.. and stolen
rear perfumes.. re-yes..
minds me of the Twilight
Zone Allegory to
serve man
all up on a
space ship
plate.. then..
hmm.. if now
Karma is real..
really real..
the irony
would
be
tasty delicious
for someone
at least..
to finally
S E R V E
Man.. N O W
iN a cook book
of R E A L people
bread and wines..;)
Beaver.. and stolen
rear perfumes.. re-yes..
minds me of the Twilight
Zone Allegory to
serve man
all up on a
space ship
plate.. then..
hmm.. if now
Karma is real..
really real..
the irony
would
be
tasty delicious
for someone
at least..
to finally
S E R V E
Man.. N O W
iN a cook book
of R E A L people
bread and wines..;)
PS.. that cool kids video
is one of my favorites
thanks for reminding
me of it..;)
is one of my favorites
thanks for reminding
me of it..;)
Okay.. back in
sequential order
again..:)
sequential order
again..:)
As they say.. as
above.. so below..
extended out to tools
of animals
too..
including
human culture..
the largest
animal
tool of
all..
and sure there
are viruses smaller
than humans eyes
can see..
to kill
the largest
human.. so..
culture
is the
virus
and
earth
is the
host for now..
until it runs
out of host
that
feeds..
the blood of more..
yes too.. inside
outside
all
around..
sometimes
small kills big..:)
above.. so below..
extended out to tools
of animals
too..
including
human culture..
the largest
animal
tool of
all..
and sure there
are viruses smaller
than humans eyes
can see..
to kill
the largest
human.. so..
culture
is the
virus
and
earth
is the
host for now..
until it runs
out of host
that
feeds..
the blood of more..
yes too.. inside
outside
all
around..
sometimes
small kills big..:)
And that’s all for now..
as there is always early
morning.. Mac Pro
on the
road
as well
in wireless way..
keyboard included
for two hand flow..
Gotta Love it
when some
one
else
does the
driving
and i’m
hands free
double loaded
with all ten
fingers
free..:)
as there is always early
morning.. Mac Pro
on the
road
as well
in wireless way..
keyboard included
for two hand flow..
Gotta Love it
when some
one
else
does the
driving
and i’m
hands free
double loaded
with all ten
fingers
free..:)
12:02 am…
1272016
Back at 3:20 p.m.
Spotty LTE connections
driving back from Tally
Town.. on Interstate
but will continue
here on
iMac Pro..
as far
as i
can go..:)
1272016
Back at 3:20 p.m.
Spotty LTE connections
driving back from Tally
Town.. on Interstate
but will continue
here on
iMac Pro..
as far
as i
can go..:)
Nature’s fury rush..
Nature’s sweetness..
Emotions humans
hurry more
a must iN
moving
connecting
and creating
Nature uS..:)
Nature’s sweetness..
Emotions humans
hurry more
a must iN
moving
connecting
and creating
Nature uS..:)
Ah.. so true..
People are trees..
arboreal tree dwellers
are uS.. climbing trees
in uNion.. esCaping
predators capturRinG
prey.. raiSinG our
arms iN grasp
of liFe.. sadly
arms fall to
sides now..
iN human
fAlls now
leaves
iN
BeinG..:)
People are trees..
arboreal tree dwellers
are uS.. climbing trees
in uNion.. esCaping
predators capturRinG
prey.. raiSinG our
arms iN grasp
of liFe.. sadly
arms fall to
sides now..
iN human
fAlls now
leaves
iN
BeinG..:)
Astronauts first traveling
back from space.. seeing
reality of an earth
alive.. whole..
instead
four
walls
dead
iN school
and work..
and screens
of scream of course..:)
back from space.. seeing
reality of an earth
alive.. whole..
instead
four
walls
dead
iN school
and work..
and screens
of scream of course..:)
EventuAlly..
tools of human
extending being
reclaimed by
Nature as
hers
ALLONE..
Star dUst
we come from
Dust of Pyramids
we go to
come
backs
Nature..:)
tools of human
extending being
reclaimed by
Nature as
hers
ALLONE..
Star dUst
we come from
Dust of Pyramids
we go to
come
backs
Nature..:)
More Nature
iN uS SinGs
wE SonG
Free..:)
iN uS SinGs
wE SonG
Free..:)
Back at 10:30 pm..
all secured to big
iMac at home..
with faster
broadband
access to
breeze through
the rest as
that comes..
for now..:)
all secured to big
iMac at home..
with faster
broadband
access to
breeze through
the rest as
that comes..
for now..:)
*
So many places..
so many miles..
so many forests
still saved and free..
Government is greaTest
when it saves us
from
ourselves..
Where Nature
Plays we live
more as Wild KinGdom..:)
So many places..
so many miles..
so many forests
still saved and free..
Government is greaTest
when it saves us
from
ourselves..
Where Nature
Plays we live
more as Wild KinGdom..:)
*
SMiLes.. Animals liVE
Free and nakEd
with Mother
Nature
unafraid
to be exposed
as free.. oh.. but
humans.. to be free this
way is to admit we are now
pArt of God of Nature..
sadly.. some
folks wanna
separate
and clothe
with lies
of culture..
i for one
giggle
at
the
clothes
‘they’
wear..
while i am
Google fREeD..
AND W i L D..:)
SMiLes.. Animals liVE
Free and nakEd
with Mother
Nature
unafraid
to be exposed
as free.. oh.. but
humans.. to be free this
way is to admit we are now
pArt of God of Nature..
sadly.. some
folks wanna
separate
and clothe
with lies
of culture..
i for one
giggle
at
the
clothes
‘they’
wear..
while i am
Google fREeD..
AND W i L D..:)
SAndY LoAm..
my backYard connection
to God of Nature.. oxytocin
receptors groWinG stronGer
with warmth of feet oN
hands of God
below now iN
me reaching
uP.. spiRaLs
aLL around
me when
i dance
Free
iS
GOD
of Nature..:)
my backYard connection
to God of Nature.. oxytocin
receptors groWinG stronGer
with warmth of feet oN
hands of God
below now iN
me reaching
uP.. spiRaLs
aLL around
me when
i dance
Free
iS
GOD
of Nature..:)
ShiNinG Stars above..
so far below they look..
a bluest greenest white
and brown eYe.. sKeYes
of liFe below looKinG
back meeting
eYes of Stars..
Star eYes
come closer..
eYes of guilt..
a cancer is
culture
eating
this most
beautiful eYe
of earth.. viSioN
greater comes..
when wE sEE..
wITh
sKeYes
oF Star..:)
so far below they look..
a bluest greenest white
and brown eYe.. sKeYes
of liFe below looKinG
back meeting
eYes of Stars..
Star eYes
come closer..
eYes of guilt..
a cancer is
culture
eating
this most
beautiful eYe
of earth.. viSioN
greater comes..
when wE sEE..
wITh
sKeYes
oF Star..:)
Path of Beach
Footprints ahead
Footprints behind..
Condos rise..
fAll to rear..
Sunset comes
Footprints go..
Condos faLL..
Nature now
comes Freer..:)
Footprints ahead
Footprints behind..
Condos rise..
fAll to rear..
Sunset comes
Footprints go..
Condos faLL..
Nature now
comes Freer..:)
Feeding Nature
giving back
what takes of
us.. Loving We
Feeding uS
Nature’s
Breath..
Life
Blood
oxyGen..
Tree of Life..:)
giving back
what takes of
us.. Loving We
Feeding uS
Nature’s
Breath..
Life
Blood
oxyGen..
Tree of Life..:)
Well.. that’s 18
leaving 15.. it appears
for tomorrow morning
mighty long day here
in closing Father’s
estate.. since
we hours
of this
Morning..
and hell yes..
this post keeps
groWinG Growing
GROWING.. but
i just keep
going.. etc..
for now..
until
tomorrow
for total
post of all
of this.. Free..
as dance and
poeTry can
BE!..:)!
leaving 15.. it appears
for tomorrow morning
mighty long day here
in closing Father’s
estate.. since
we hours
of this
Morning..
and hell yes..
this post keeps
groWinG Growing
GROWING.. but
i just keep
going.. etc..
for now..
until
tomorrow
for total
post of all
of this.. Free..
as dance and
poeTry can
BE!..:)!
Back at 11:33 am..
1282016 to catch up..:)
1282016 to catch up..:)
Humanity under fur..
such a beautiful way to endure..
Humanity under clothes
of culture..
so separate from
our nature
heirs
inside
as uS..
Feral we see..
and feel again..
endless connection
to Nature ONE as us..
juSt
for
NOW..
Paradise
lives under
fur sTill uS..
Free wE WiLd..:)
such a beautiful way to endure..
Humanity under clothes
of culture..
so separate from
our nature
heirs
inside
as uS..
Feral we see..
and feel again..
endless connection
to Nature ONE as us..
juSt
for
NOW..
Paradise
lives under
fur sTill uS..
Free wE WiLd..:)
SMiLes..
answer
to
human
race..
iS to
come back
to hEart.. ways
of doing that are
rather simple
LiKE..
danCinG
holDinG
hAnds..
then the
rest falls
iN
place..
first problem
iS extending
one hand
to
the other
different
and first
step of dance..
one..
that takes
kiNd
courage..
a gift of practice
and not a given
alone.. wheRe
hands
live
in pockets
or smart
phones
alone…
SMiLes.. if E.T.
were to arrive today..
he likely would go
totAlly
unnoticed
and sadly
never gEt
his heArt liGht
turned on again..
but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
When humans feel love of
other humans the
LoVin’
rest of
Nature
comes Naturale..:)
answer
to
human
race..
iS to
come back
to hEart.. ways
of doing that are
rather simple
LiKE..
danCinG
holDinG
hAnds..
then the
rest falls
iN
place..
first problem
iS extending
one hand
to
the other
different
and first
step of dance..
one..
that takes
kiNd
courage..
a gift of practice
and not a given
alone.. wheRe
hands
live
in pockets
or smart
phones
alone…
SMiLes.. if E.T.
were to arrive today..
he likely would go
totAlly
unnoticed
and sadly
never gEt
his heArt liGht
turned on again..
but nah.. miracles ARE REAL..
When humans feel love of
other humans the
LoVin’
rest of
Nature
comes Naturale..:)
InfiNiTy and
more of Nature
serves up many
hot and cold
and liGht
and Dark..
occaSioNs
oF liVing Nature..
but stiLL iN sTone..
electrons.. smaller..
oF atoms..
breathe
a dance
ani
mating..
just to be
a tiny pArt of
iT.. iS as magic
as hUman imagiNaTioN..
iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)
more of Nature
serves up many
hot and cold
and liGht
and Dark..
occaSioNs
oF liVing Nature..
but stiLL iN sTone..
electrons.. smaller..
oF atoms..
breathe
a dance
ani
mating..
just to be
a tiny pArt of
iT.. iS as magic
as hUman imagiNaTioN..
iN UniVerse oF uS set Free..:)
First theRe iS sand..
then sticks.. now then
scratching imaGinary
connections of stars
to make an
alphabet..
sansKrit..
then collective
recorded written
language named
intelligence.. complex
cultures.. guns and atomic
bombs..
first there was
sand.. answer
iS to connect
to sand
again..
and lose
the tools
of uS that
separate wE
from rest oF
Living Nature iN uS..:)
then sticks.. now then
scratching imaGinary
connections of stars
to make an
alphabet..
sansKrit..
then collective
recorded written
language named
intelligence.. complex
cultures.. guns and atomic
bombs..
first there was
sand.. answer
iS to connect
to sand
again..
and lose
the tools
of uS that
separate wE
from rest oF
Living Nature iN uS..:)
Trees breathe liFe iN uS..
We cut uS down..
and suffocate..
while
we
wait
to grow..
iN life aGaiN..
Nature inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
leaves of wE
spread as giving
Love.. Tree of
Life
iS uS as
Nature.. Free
Wild wE are
iN branches
so tall
and wide
Loving
Leaves..:)
We cut uS down..
and suffocate..
while
we
wait
to grow..
iN life aGaiN..
Nature inside..
outside.. above..
so below and
all around
leaves of wE
spread as giving
Love.. Tree of
Life
iS uS as
Nature.. Free
Wild wE are
iN branches
so tall
and wide
Loving
Leaves..:)
Elephant trunks
reach uP as branch
oF trees.. color and
texture of bark..
as pARt
of Nature
free.. oh
veins the
rivers.. travel
life giving blood
and water wE..
to separate
iS sad
to Unify
branches of
All of uS
one Tree
of Elephant
Trunks togetHeR
Wild and free
aLive aGaiN..:)
reach uP as branch
oF trees.. color and
texture of bark..
as pARt
of Nature
free.. oh
veins the
rivers.. travel
life giving blood
and water wE..
to separate
iS sad
to Unify
branches of
All of uS
one Tree
of Elephant
Trunks togetHeR
Wild and free
aLive aGaiN..:)
Instinct of Culture iN Plants
PInk Flowers.. Bees..
and Birds and
human primates..
too.. so far away..
from inNate culture
words take us..
but actions..
and even
photos..
alWays
speak
louder
than
cultural
worlds
of words
E-alone..:)
PInk Flowers.. Bees..
and Birds and
human primates..
too.. so far away..
from inNate culture
words take us..
but actions..
and even
photos..
alWays
speak
louder
than
cultural
worlds
of words
E-alone..:)
SMiLes.. my
friend.. i Love
yoUr natUre
oF Love
iN aLL
words
you bRinG here
iN Nature poetry..:)
friend.. i Love
yoUr natUre
oF Love
iN aLL
words
you bRinG here
iN Nature poetry..:)
Snakes.. slithery.. slimy..
cold blooded.. often
poisonous.. a
lowly reminder
that the
meek
inherit
the earth
even
without
legs..
they shed
a sKin anew..:)
cold blooded.. often
poisonous.. a
lowly reminder
that the
meek
inherit
the earth
even
without
legs..
they shed
a sKin anew..:)
Whales SonGs
never forget
feeLinG SinGs
connecting
Fins
friEnds
aGaiN
iN
Ocean
Seas..:)
never forget
feeLinG SinGs
connecting
Fins
friEnds
aGaiN
iN
Ocean
Seas..:)
Raping
Nature..
humans
so afraid
oF Nature
living them..
they chop off
feet to see tHeir
feaRinG Hands..
first
sin
hating
Trees and
Apples same..:)
Nature..
humans
so afraid
oF Nature
living them..
they chop off
feet to see tHeir
feaRinG Hands..
first
sin
hating
Trees and
Apples same..:)
Real Estate holds
humans cOld
iN priSon
wAlls
ceilings
hells.. trap
them iN.. then
expanding bigger
prisons.. captives
grow..
Nature
SinGs
outside
backyard door..
now humans..
4 inch
SCREAMS
Zombie
Screens..
First.. a wish
for small shelters
yes.. careful.. wishes..
do
come
false..:)
humans cOld
iN priSon
wAlls
ceilings
hells.. trap
them iN.. then
expanding bigger
prisons.. captives
grow..
Nature
SinGs
outside
backyard door..
now humans..
4 inch
SCREAMS
Zombie
Screens..
First.. a wish
for small shelters
yes.. careful.. wishes..
do
come
false..:)
Sailor seas..
shores come and
go.. Ocean WinGs
grow.. horizon hiGh
flows.. alWays glows
reaching beginning
no end.. so long
horizon
seen
sailing
now so free..:)
shores come and
go.. Ocean WinGs
grow.. horizon hiGh
flows.. alWays glows
reaching beginning
no end.. so long
horizon
seen
sailing
now so free..:)
*
Living Beach shines
liGht on me..
Culture
takes
that liGht
away.. beaches
stay away from
culture.. thanks
God for
protection
of country
or human
will erase
beauty
Nature..
National
Seashores..
you protect
God from human
cultures of
soulLess
hate..
for
God of
Nature..:)
Living Beach shines
liGht on me..
Culture
takes
that liGht
away.. beaches
stay away from
culture.. thanks
God for
protection
of country
or human
will erase
beauty
Nature..
National
Seashores..
you protect
God from human
cultures of
soulLess
hate..
for
God of
Nature..:)
Winds SinG
secret iN
plain siGht..
move
like
wE..:)
secret iN
plain siGht..
move
like
wE..:)
Simple SonG
oF cLouds..
Forms
lie
away
from Beauty’s
Essence LOVE..:)
oF cLouds..
Forms
lie
away
from Beauty’s
Essence LOVE..:)
All caught up
at 1:19 pm..
publish
next..
coming
soon..:)
at 1:19 pm..
publish
next..
coming
soon..:)
8023
i ain’t scaRed..
been there..
done it..
and yes.. it burns
but not in a temperature
way… there are no
fahrenheits for
REAL HELL
fire.. in fAct..
the Sith
feels
better
too..wink emoticon
been there..
done it..
and yes.. it burns
but not in a temperature
way… there are no
fahrenheits for
REAL HELL
fire.. in fAct..
the Sith
feels
better
too..wink emoticon
8056
Friend Suzanne from
Facebook provides the
following super cool
link where Science
shows that
Art activity
just two hours
a week increases
the well being of
mental health..
Facebook provides the
following super cool
link where Science
shows that
Art activity
just two hours
a week increases
the well being of
mental health..
i say..
The REAL REAson
i’m alWAYS
the dude oN
the left noW..
It’s Mad
SCIENCE
of ART..;)
but i am mean..
duh.. novel activity..
for decades has been
proven to increase natural
levels of dopamine in the brain
and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
that makes
humans feel
so good.. all natural
reward from the God
of Nature.. for doing the
new to survive and not
stagnating still
and basically
frigging
starving
to death..
Live by God
gifted Human
nature or suffer
by going against
it by sitting
still
stagnating
by just input
activities alone
never truly creating
anything new by
moving
moving
connecting
connecting
to others
and Nature
as whole..
and yes..
creating
creating..
and repeat
again.. for eternity
now.. oh the secret
of heaven now..
it’s
all about
Human
Nature
as manifest
by the God of
Nature ALL Naturale..:)
i’m alWAYS
the dude oN
the left noW..
It’s Mad
SCIENCE
of ART..;)
but i am mean..
duh.. novel activity..
for decades has been
proven to increase natural
levels of dopamine in the brain
and that is the pleasure neurochemical..
that makes
humans feel
so good.. all natural
reward from the God
of Nature.. for doing the
new to survive and not
stagnating still
and basically
frigging
starving
to death..
Live by God
gifted Human
nature or suffer
by going against
it by sitting
still
stagnating
by just input
activities alone
never truly creating
anything new by
moving
moving
connecting
connecting
to others
and Nature
as whole..
and yes..
creating
creating..
and repeat
again.. for eternity
now.. oh the secret
of heaven now..
it’s
all about
Human
Nature
as manifest
by the God of
Nature ALL Naturale..:)
8227
i never kNew beauty sad
until i could shed
no tears
of any
kind..
and then i found
the strength of Atlas
in one tear that finAlly
made weak
legs strong..
a death now..
made a tear..
a dear cat..
then.. a tear
now made a
human again..
if only for a moment
and the tear birthed
the first spark of hope
in five years.. truly the
first flame to rise up
from five years
of Ashes
later
in July
of that 2013 year..
so.. sure.. the story of the
strength of sorrow and joy
inspires me certainly and
bRinGs that strength
even greater
in the
present of
now by reinforcing
it again and again through
the art of fingers in song
of creativity iN
Poetry..
and later
dance again..
until every cell in my
body receives joy in
sure.. neurochemical
receptor way
throughout
my body..
in this greater way of understanding
how dArk and LiGht work for joy
and hope.. as well as challenge..
it is great to know and feel
that the UniVerse as is
innate iN uS.. iS aS
merciful to allow
a tear
and
sMiLe.. do
i need to
know
this..
not..
reAlly.. i feel
therefore.. i
F E E L..:)
until i could shed
no tears
of any
kind..
and then i found
the strength of Atlas
in one tear that finAlly
made weak
legs strong..
a death now..
made a tear..
a dear cat..
then.. a tear
now made a
human again..
if only for a moment
and the tear birthed
the first spark of hope
in five years.. truly the
first flame to rise up
from five years
of Ashes
later
in July
of that 2013 year..
so.. sure.. the story of the
strength of sorrow and joy
inspires me certainly and
bRinGs that strength
even greater
in the
present of
now by reinforcing
it again and again through
the art of fingers in song
of creativity iN
Poetry..
and later
dance again..
until every cell in my
body receives joy in
sure.. neurochemical
receptor way
throughout
my body..
in this greater way of understanding
how dArk and LiGht work for joy
and hope.. as well as challenge..
it is great to know and feel
that the UniVerse as is
innate iN uS.. iS aS
merciful to allow
a tear
and
sMiLe.. do
i need to
know
this..
not..
reAlly.. i feel
therefore.. i
F E E L..:)
SMiLes aGaiN.. my friend gigoid
and Love to you as WeLL..
Life is a struggle and joy..
some stuff
stays
relatively
the sAMe
as balance..
ah.. but
joy..
REAL..
iN pleaSure
over struggle..:)
and Love to you as WeLL..
Life is a struggle and joy..
some stuff
stays
relatively
the sAMe
as balance..
ah.. but
joy..
REAL..
iN pleaSure
over struggle..:)
8464
Victoria says..
Wonderful poem you
left in my comments–you
definitely grasped what I wanted to
communicate about the Salton Sea.
left in my comments–you
definitely grasped what I wanted to
communicate about the Salton Sea.
i say..
Smiles
Victoria.. thanks
so much for stopping
by on Google Plus with those kind words..
i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)
Victoria.. thanks
so much for stopping
by on Google Plus with those kind words..
i always enjoy your poetry and it has inspired literAlly
thousands of words from my heArt.. my friend.. overall..:)
8521
Hmm.. a kinder
gentler
fallen
Angel..;)
gentler
fallen
Angel..;)
8527
SMiLes.. i suppose the main reason
i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
edifaced Washington DC.. still not
impressive to me.. compared to
the sugar white sand and
emerald green gulf of
the beaches here
along with breezing swaying
sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
young man.. what i remembered most was
all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
In shorts.. i say..
if there are
no bikinis
on other
planets..
i ain’t
goin’…
wInks..
but i’m older
now.. but sTill
not
dead..
SMiLes
again..
and when i watched one
of my most favorite movies..
‘Contact’ inspired by
the writings of
Carl Sagan..
it was no surprise to
me at all that the place
picked for Paradise out
of all the Universe
for Jodie
Foster
was
Pensacola
Beach at the end
of that Movie.. and also
no surprise that after Billions
of year of research the advanced
Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
that what makes purpose and meaning
iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
of affective
empathy
in emotional
contagion of actually
feeling the other person’s
heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
that together.. sadly technology..
as ironicAlly even science shows
takes that away.. when mechanical
problem solving cognition activities
take the center role over
life.. the touchY feelY
human ways
of connection
wither away
no less than
a stopped up
pipe of life..
FULL oF
shiT
iN iT..
That’s why i saY
F all that.. yes..
Fred all that..
and move
to poeTry
and dance
to increase
the Alien gift
iN me of 14.5 billion
years ago.. or so before
then.. the gift of that
YEs.. in the preSent
of now..
in paradise
R E A L NOW..
Some nows just a
10 minute segment
iN a movie says it aLL..
to employ my
mechanical
cognition
more
specifically..
9 minutes
and 53 seconds..
i’m not counting anymore..
i let Microsoft Word do that for
me and Word Press in terms
of effective/affective results after
the flow of
words
ends
free.. and
sure.. my Nike
GPS sports
watch for miles
and miles of dance
in stores.. after the
flow of that
ends
for now
as well..
iN Affect of
effect of Human
BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)
i have no desire to go to Mars or the Moon..
is.. i’ve practically never left the Paradise that
i live in.. here.. in Northwest Florida.. beyond
the folks who can kinda be sticks in the mud
of the past sometimes.. yeah.. i’ve been to
edifaced Washington DC.. still not
impressive to me.. compared to
the sugar white sand and
emerald green gulf of
the beaches here
along with breezing swaying
sea oats.. and dove white seagulls..
and did i mention the bikinis.. yes.. the
bikinis and tan skin too.. and Disney World..
that was cool.. but i have to admit that as a
young man.. what i remembered most was
all the tan foreign women.. not wearing bras..
i guess i’m human so sue me.. hehe… so now..
In shorts.. i say..
if there are
no bikinis
on other
planets..
i ain’t
goin’…
wInks..
but i’m older
now.. but sTill
not
dead..
SMiLes
again..
and when i watched one
of my most favorite movies..
‘Contact’ inspired by
the writings of
Carl Sagan..
it was no surprise to
me at all that the place
picked for Paradise out
of all the Universe
for Jodie
Foster
was
Pensacola
Beach at the end
of that Movie.. and also
no surprise that after Billions
of year of research the advanced
Aliens.. came to the simple conclusion
that what makes purpose and meaning
iN all of life.. iS the deep human connection
of affective
empathy
in emotional
contagion of actually
feeling the other person’s
heArt of emoTioNs and sharing
that together.. sadly technology..
as ironicAlly even science shows
takes that away.. when mechanical
problem solving cognition activities
take the center role over
life.. the touchY feelY
human ways
of connection
wither away
no less than
a stopped up
pipe of life..
FULL oF
shiT
iN iT..
That’s why i saY
F all that.. yes..
Fred all that..
and move
to poeTry
and dance
to increase
the Alien gift
iN me of 14.5 billion
years ago.. or so before
then.. the gift of that
YEs.. in the preSent
of now..
in paradise
R E A L NOW..
Some nows just a
10 minute segment
iN a movie says it aLL..
to employ my
mechanical
cognition
more
specifically..
9 minutes
and 53 seconds..
i’m not counting anymore..
i let Microsoft Word do that for
me and Word Press in terms
of effective/affective results after
the flow of
words
ends
free.. and
sure.. my Nike
GPS sports
watch for miles
and miles of dance
in stores.. after the
flow of that
ends
for now
as well..
iN Affect of
effect of Human
BEinG for N0W WeLL..:)
8968
Well.. this epic Free Verse
expression of all that is..
has run its course now..
where Microsoft Word
says it’s around
10K words or so
with the last
post of over
10K words
makes a
half a
novel
of Free
Verse Epic
poeTry or so..
it is what is is..
it just flows until
it runs its course..
and gets
centered
in Word Press
publishinG
pose.. now..
and i suppose..
this is also a Celebration
of course.. in finishing now
a 19 month old journey
of selling my
Father’s
estate
that
ends
today
at the
deposit bank..
hehe.. anyway..
it sets me free..
in truly an Adventure
of a lifetime in prison
of culture mostly
there..
but the
bottom line
iS now is aLL that
exists.. done the
hell and
now’s
the heaven
of Dance
and
SonG
now
for here..
speaking of dance..
celebrating my 95th dance
week at Old Seville Quarter
tonight.. with all the cool
college age folks there..
so let the party
continue..
as i’m
always
just
getting
started now..
more fun dance
photos to be added
in this post..
“Atlas Danced
First”.. sometime
around the
wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday morning..
but the truth.. truth
is for someone
truly
re-
tired with
full all natural
rubber on the wheel
the weekend lives now
forevermorenow
so let the
celebration
continue..
with
a celebration
of Kashmir too.. now..:)
expression of all that is..
has run its course now..
where Microsoft Word
says it’s around
10K words or so
with the last
post of over
10K words
makes a
half a
novel
of Free
Verse Epic
poeTry or so..
it is what is is..
it just flows until
it runs its course..
and gets
centered
in Word Press
publishinG
pose.. now..
and i suppose..
this is also a Celebration
of course.. in finishing now
a 19 month old journey
of selling my
Father’s
estate
that
ends
today
at the
deposit bank..
hehe.. anyway..
it sets me free..
in truly an Adventure
of a lifetime in prison
of culture mostly
there..
but the
bottom line
iS now is aLL that
exists.. done the
hell and
now’s
the heaven
of Dance
and
SonG
now
for here..
speaking of dance..
celebrating my 95th dance
week at Old Seville Quarter
tonight.. with all the cool
college age folks there..
so let the party
continue..
as i’m
always
just
getting
started now..
more fun dance
photos to be added
in this post..
“Atlas Danced
First”.. sometime
around the
wee hour
of 3 am..
on Friday morning..
but the truth.. truth
is for someone
truly
re-
tired with
full all natural
rubber on the wheel
the weekend lives now
forevermorenow
so let the
celebration
continue..
with
a celebration
of Kashmir too.. now..:)
9199
1282016
20
2
1005
6
Most all that arrives at my heARt now..
comes to print here..
now in only
approximation
of course
as words
will never come
close to equaling
God of Nature’s reality..
sure we can attempt to set
the world in concrete.. but
the world
is set
free in God
of Nature’s
SkeYes.. FREE..
Anyway.. i am so inspired
by people first and Nature
rest.. that often the headliners
of my next epic post come inspired
by words of others online..
but no.. of course online
is not all of life.
is it..
sure.. when one
scours the human environment
it is becoming more and more
it seems.. and E-world of
Humans instead
of Nature’s
touch to
six senses
of hearing.. seeing..
yes.. touch.. tasting
smelling.. and the new
science assessed 6th sense
of proprioception of where one’s
body is in distance and space
relative to the real
flesh and blood
Nature
balance
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around..
sadly online
is really all about
seeing and hearing..
and that is not nearly what
life comprises when all intelligences
and the potential for many we do not even
recognize.. that truly exist now.. for only
some folks that expand their mindful
awarenesses into the realm of
art of being.. including
emotional intelligences
of infinite ways
of feeling emotions
along with the art of
movement or generally
dance and martial arts
that can be infinite too..
in scope and complexity
of what we can create to do
and not just be.. as stagnant
labels of human being..
hmm.. it seems so
many folks
wanna be
famous these
days.. without the
understanding of what that
wish would actually bring.. and
that is truly easy to see when one looks
at the problems of Hollywood stars.. Musicians
and all the other top dollar folks.. including Athletes
too.. who are the bringers of Sport now to tame a human
tribal way in safer activities than guns and nuclear bombs..
to the art of singing and dancing.. that inspire our inner emotions
to bring liGht into our life.. raising our SpiRit of emoTioNal HeARt
higher and higher in mirror neuron emotional contagion way
of affective empathy true.. where we feel more of life
both in senses and emoTioNs.. nuanced and
beautiful as they can be.. and sure this
includes sensuality/sexuality too..
as of course that is the driving
innate force of human
Nature survival
and all
animals
who
reproduce
to carry own on
this earth of tHeirs
and ours aLive for
more breathing
and existing
here on
this most
Beautiful terrestrial
plane.. at least where humans
are evolved to inhabit in their
innate skin of living breathing
homeostasis in animal way.. now..
One day if i keep going at this
rate i may write a novel of 40K words
or more.. just in stream of consciousness
writing BUT OH NO.. THAT AIN’T WHAT HUMANS ARE
STILL EVOLVED TO DO.. AND THERE IS A PRICE
FOR THAT I WILL PAY IN TERMS OF HEALTH OF
SITTING STILL NO MATTER HOW LONG I DANCE
AFTER I STAND UP.. AFTER 24 TO 48 HOURS
OF WRITING OR MORE..
comes to print here..
now in only
approximation
of course
as words
will never come
close to equaling
God of Nature’s reality..
sure we can attempt to set
the world in concrete.. but
the world
is set
free in God
of Nature’s
SkeYes.. FREE..
Anyway.. i am so inspired
by people first and Nature
rest.. that often the headliners
of my next epic post come inspired
by words of others online..
but no.. of course online
is not all of life.
is it..
sure.. when one
scours the human environment
it is becoming more and more
it seems.. and E-world of
Humans instead
of Nature’s
touch to
six senses
of hearing.. seeing..
yes.. touch.. tasting
smelling.. and the new
science assessed 6th sense
of proprioception of where one’s
body is in distance and space
relative to the real
flesh and blood
Nature
balance
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around..
sadly online
is really all about
seeing and hearing..
and that is not nearly what
life comprises when all intelligences
and the potential for many we do not even
recognize.. that truly exist now.. for only
some folks that expand their mindful
awarenesses into the realm of
art of being.. including
emotional intelligences
of infinite ways
of feeling emotions
along with the art of
movement or generally
dance and martial arts
that can be infinite too..
in scope and complexity
of what we can create to do
and not just be.. as stagnant
labels of human being..
hmm.. it seems so
many folks
wanna be
famous these
days.. without the
understanding of what that
wish would actually bring.. and
that is truly easy to see when one looks
at the problems of Hollywood stars.. Musicians
and all the other top dollar folks.. including Athletes
too.. who are the bringers of Sport now to tame a human
tribal way in safer activities than guns and nuclear bombs..
to the art of singing and dancing.. that inspire our inner emotions
to bring liGht into our life.. raising our SpiRit of emoTioNal HeARt
higher and higher in mirror neuron emotional contagion way
of affective empathy true.. where we feel more of life
both in senses and emoTioNs.. nuanced and
beautiful as they can be.. and sure this
includes sensuality/sexuality too..
as of course that is the driving
innate force of human
Nature survival
and all
animals
who
reproduce
to carry own on
this earth of tHeirs
and ours aLive for
more breathing
and existing
here on
this most
Beautiful terrestrial
plane.. at least where humans
are evolved to inhabit in their
innate skin of living breathing
homeostasis in animal way.. now..
One day if i keep going at this
rate i may write a novel of 40K words
or more.. just in stream of consciousness
writing BUT OH NO.. THAT AIN’T WHAT HUMANS ARE
STILL EVOLVED TO DO.. AND THERE IS A PRICE
FOR THAT I WILL PAY IN TERMS OF HEALTH OF
SITTING STILL NO MATTER HOW LONG I DANCE
AFTER I STAND UP.. AFTER 24 TO 48 HOURS
OF WRITING OR MORE..
SO STOP..
My body says no to that.. no matter how powerful
now the neurochemicals and neurohormones of human
potential in mind say GO GO GO.. GO GO GO.. now..
i have a rational mind that tales me.. stay stay stay..
at least long enough to retain
human balance in animal
homeostasis where
just to create
is not enough
and just to connect
online is not enough..
one must venture out into
the flesh world of Nature and
other Human Beings.. to fully Move..
Connect and Create as the God of Nature
evolves us still to be moving.. connecting
creating now.. more more more.. and away
from this new experiment of sitting still
and working in a virtual world so
far away from other
incredible human
intelligences
that are not
even being touched
at all when we sit here
online and waste them away
in human epigenetic potential
LOST LOST LOST.. YES. LOST..
HUMAN BEING DOWN THE
TOILET BOWL OF
ONLINE
ONLY..
HMM.. warning for me
yesterday.. is when i leaned
down with my left hand to sit
and rise from my Cadillac of office
chairs designed to sit for 8 hours
or more.. of plus 250 LB humans
with really thick chrome metal
arms.. Industrial style
in office as it were
before i broke
the dam left
arm of my chair off
again.. now.. granted i
do leg press half a ton twenty
five times.. and bicep curl over
200LBS easily with arms fully
employed at gym.. but still
it is the amount of time
of sitting in this
chair and getting
in and out of it..
that creates the wear
and tear to break a arm of
chrome thick metal steel.. two
times now in 6 months.. welded
by professionals last time.. scheduled
to get re-welded again now.. so yeah..
even though i dance around 166 miles
a month all around the public.. i must escape
this chair more during the day now of all hours..
and my cholesterol testing shows a rising issue
with that too.. as well as active blood pressure..
that is rising somewhat too.. the
bio-feedback is in.. i don’t
wanna end up like Moby
the Cat who just smiles..
loves.. and eats..
i must move like
a feral cat more..
to more fully connect
and create in the real
Flesh and Nature world Now..
So back to my other world of flesh and blood
now.. i suppose i continue to gain the status of
legend.. by what i do.. in dance.. instead of who
i am as Fred.. yes the dancing guy legend stories
continue to come in.. as two of the bathrooms are
broken at Old Seville Quarter last night with
a very long line to get to the urinals
of relief.. and as with most males..
no.. no words allowed
in bathrooms.. get
it.. get out and
that’s it..
but last night
was an exception as
a group of about 7 or 8 guys
wanted to know all about the history
and more of the so-called dancing
legend of P-cola Florida.. and
then when i was getting
ready to leave the
parking lot..
a dude getting
in his car spotted me.. runs
over and taps on the passenger
window of my car saying.. hey man can
i please get a selfie with you.. i’ve been
seeing you dance for like 6 years since i was
18 and have always wanted to meet you.. please..
please.. please.. hmm.. okay that’s how legends
and even myths about folks flow harder
as first it is one year.. two years.. of
dancing.. now 2 and a half.. and
someone else adds in
another three and
a half to make
it 6 years
of dancing
free and wild
and notable enough
to crave a selfie autograph
with said legend.. and anyway..
the prospect of fame.. is a sour taste
to me.. as that is the last place one can be
truly free.. and have fun.. and be noticed for what
they do.. instead of who they are.. so dancing legend
dancing guy of the P’cola metro area.. will continue to
be enough for me.. as i control the fanfare.. and no
one can close me in.. in a small box
of publicized fame..
and plus
i am a sacred
clown and or fool
overall as my current
assigned role in destiny
now.. and what i do.. to serve
the God of Nature is now between
God and me.. and no other frigging
employer.. so while some folks are working
hard for bucks.. for fame.. or the weekend
i am frigging working
ALL FOR NOW..
HOLDING NOTHING
BACK EXCEPT FOR THE
HINTS GOD GIVES ME ALL
INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND
INTUITIVE LIKE FRIGGING
BREAKING THE LEFT
ARM OF MY HEAVY
DUTY INDUSTRIAL
OFFICE CHAIR
FOR SITTING
STAGNATING
PER MOST SENSES
AND EMOTIONS OF HUMAN
BEING.. as yes.. i am only frigging
human and i get no special passes for
anything in life.. but it does feel good to have
both females and males now.. by the scores
when i go to the public dance hall.. hi-
five me and say the most common
phrase i hear
of
DUDE
YOU ARE
AWESOME..
and keep in mind
if one reads me before
very much.. that i once
was a shut-in in my home
for 66 months.. only escaping
in severe pain with shades on..
sitting in my car at Super-Walmart
wishing.. i could go in there and
just be a frigging participating
human being like
everyone else
in the world..
while Katrina
shops back then..
So now i dance
the Lesson and
Revelation of 66 months
of pain for me is Dance
SinG and
F in
work
for
NOW..
So.. just now returning to this
computer for this.. after Yellow
boy grabbed my arm with his sharp
claws while i was reviewing what
i did last night by way of current
‘Atlas Danced First’ Post..
as after several cloudy
and rainy days
he knows
and feels
where the place
he must be is at..
and that is on the
patio relaxing in both
shade and sun free..
as the Sun gives life
to us.. and to
avoid it
is to
wither
away too..
even for human
beings.. with all our
clothes and other illusions
of culture that set us so far
away from God’s Nature iN
uS as Wild And Free Beings
no better than another animal
of this earth.. but of course so far
removed and worse off than most wild
animals in ways of Nature in moving
connecting creating intelligences that
modern schools and standard IQ
rarely touch.. including
all sensory.. sensual
and emotional
intelligences
and the
Existential
one’s of connection
with the God of Nature
as well.. that are a synergy
of all above.. to create the whole
of uS to work for now.. with GOD
JUST
NOW..
i will be visiting dVerse
online Thursday themed link
about writing now directly
about images.. later after
i visit a few blogger friends
to get inspired about what they
are currently writing.. to add more
here.. but this time early.. i already
know and feel what the title
of this next post
will be.. yes..
‘WORKING FOR NOW’
WITHOUT hopes for fAMe
and money.. just for
working for now and
beinG pArt of
NoW.. Free
and Wild
as God of Nature
WiLL have Nature’s
Children Wild
and FREE
aLive
NOW..:)
now the neurochemicals and neurohormones of human
potential in mind say GO GO GO.. GO GO GO.. now..
i have a rational mind that tales me.. stay stay stay..
at least long enough to retain
human balance in animal
homeostasis where
just to create
is not enough
and just to connect
online is not enough..
one must venture out into
the flesh world of Nature and
other Human Beings.. to fully Move..
Connect and Create as the God of Nature
evolves us still to be moving.. connecting
creating now.. more more more.. and away
from this new experiment of sitting still
and working in a virtual world so
far away from other
incredible human
intelligences
that are not
even being touched
at all when we sit here
online and waste them away
in human epigenetic potential
LOST LOST LOST.. YES. LOST..
HUMAN BEING DOWN THE
TOILET BOWL OF
ONLINE
ONLY..
HMM.. warning for me
yesterday.. is when i leaned
down with my left hand to sit
and rise from my Cadillac of office
chairs designed to sit for 8 hours
or more.. of plus 250 LB humans
with really thick chrome metal
arms.. Industrial style
in office as it were
before i broke
the dam left
arm of my chair off
again.. now.. granted i
do leg press half a ton twenty
five times.. and bicep curl over
200LBS easily with arms fully
employed at gym.. but still
it is the amount of time
of sitting in this
chair and getting
in and out of it..
that creates the wear
and tear to break a arm of
chrome thick metal steel.. two
times now in 6 months.. welded
by professionals last time.. scheduled
to get re-welded again now.. so yeah..
even though i dance around 166 miles
a month all around the public.. i must escape
this chair more during the day now of all hours..
and my cholesterol testing shows a rising issue
with that too.. as well as active blood pressure..
that is rising somewhat too.. the
bio-feedback is in.. i don’t
wanna end up like Moby
the Cat who just smiles..
loves.. and eats..
i must move like
a feral cat more..
to more fully connect
and create in the real
Flesh and Nature world Now..
So back to my other world of flesh and blood
now.. i suppose i continue to gain the status of
legend.. by what i do.. in dance.. instead of who
i am as Fred.. yes the dancing guy legend stories
continue to come in.. as two of the bathrooms are
broken at Old Seville Quarter last night with
a very long line to get to the urinals
of relief.. and as with most males..
no.. no words allowed
in bathrooms.. get
it.. get out and
that’s it..
but last night
was an exception as
a group of about 7 or 8 guys
wanted to know all about the history
and more of the so-called dancing
legend of P-cola Florida.. and
then when i was getting
ready to leave the
parking lot..
a dude getting
in his car spotted me.. runs
over and taps on the passenger
window of my car saying.. hey man can
i please get a selfie with you.. i’ve been
seeing you dance for like 6 years since i was
18 and have always wanted to meet you.. please..
please.. please.. hmm.. okay that’s how legends
and even myths about folks flow harder
as first it is one year.. two years.. of
dancing.. now 2 and a half.. and
someone else adds in
another three and
a half to make
it 6 years
of dancing
free and wild
and notable enough
to crave a selfie autograph
with said legend.. and anyway..
the prospect of fame.. is a sour taste
to me.. as that is the last place one can be
truly free.. and have fun.. and be noticed for what
they do.. instead of who they are.. so dancing legend
dancing guy of the P’cola metro area.. will continue to
be enough for me.. as i control the fanfare.. and no
one can close me in.. in a small box
of publicized fame..
and plus
i am a sacred
clown and or fool
overall as my current
assigned role in destiny
now.. and what i do.. to serve
the God of Nature is now between
God and me.. and no other frigging
employer.. so while some folks are working
hard for bucks.. for fame.. or the weekend
i am frigging working
ALL FOR NOW..
HOLDING NOTHING
BACK EXCEPT FOR THE
HINTS GOD GIVES ME ALL
INNATE.. INSTINCTUAL AND
INTUITIVE LIKE FRIGGING
BREAKING THE LEFT
ARM OF MY HEAVY
DUTY INDUSTRIAL
OFFICE CHAIR
FOR SITTING
STAGNATING
PER MOST SENSES
AND EMOTIONS OF HUMAN
BEING.. as yes.. i am only frigging
human and i get no special passes for
anything in life.. but it does feel good to have
both females and males now.. by the scores
when i go to the public dance hall.. hi-
five me and say the most common
phrase i hear
of
DUDE
YOU ARE
AWESOME..
and keep in mind
if one reads me before
very much.. that i once
was a shut-in in my home
for 66 months.. only escaping
in severe pain with shades on..
sitting in my car at Super-Walmart
wishing.. i could go in there and
just be a frigging participating
human being like
everyone else
in the world..
while Katrina
shops back then..
So now i dance
the Lesson and
Revelation of 66 months
of pain for me is Dance
SinG and
F in
work
for
NOW..
So.. just now returning to this
computer for this.. after Yellow
boy grabbed my arm with his sharp
claws while i was reviewing what
i did last night by way of current
‘Atlas Danced First’ Post..
as after several cloudy
and rainy days
he knows
and feels
where the place
he must be is at..
and that is on the
patio relaxing in both
shade and sun free..
as the Sun gives life
to us.. and to
avoid it
is to
wither
away too..
even for human
beings.. with all our
clothes and other illusions
of culture that set us so far
away from God’s Nature iN
uS as Wild And Free Beings
no better than another animal
of this earth.. but of course so far
removed and worse off than most wild
animals in ways of Nature in moving
connecting creating intelligences that
modern schools and standard IQ
rarely touch.. including
all sensory.. sensual
and emotional
intelligences
and the
Existential
one’s of connection
with the God of Nature
as well.. that are a synergy
of all above.. to create the whole
of uS to work for now.. with GOD
JUST
NOW..
i will be visiting dVerse
online Thursday themed link
about writing now directly
about images.. later after
i visit a few blogger friends
to get inspired about what they
are currently writing.. to add more
here.. but this time early.. i already
know and feel what the title
of this next post
will be.. yes..
‘WORKING FOR NOW’
WITHOUT hopes for fAMe
and money.. just for
working for now and
beinG pArt of
NoW.. Free
and Wild
as God of Nature
WiLL have Nature’s
Children Wild
and FREE
aLive
NOW..:)
1737
Facebook Friend Rafiah says..
Nana Abu receiting and explaining Zarb e kaleem
is the greatest thing ever. It takes very special people
to understand the poetry of Allama Iqbal and it takes
even more special people with very
special heart to feel his poetry.
is the greatest thing ever. It takes very special people
to understand the poetry of Allama Iqbal and it takes
even more special people with very
special heart to feel his poetry.
i say..
i found this one about the Morning Sun..
and it certainly rings true to me..
as in the morning sun in
the specter of the
Forest behind
my back door..
of walls and ceilings..
all the answers of God
are there just waiting for
me to see and feel.. once
they come as one
wITh
me
as
Nature Free..
but no words can
truly contain this
free.. as contain
is prison and God’s
Nature lives free iN
uS when
Free and
WiLd as
the rest of Nature
of course.. all the
answers for God
above.. so below..
inside outside.. aLL
around us
Nature
FReED..:)
and it certainly rings true to me..
as in the morning sun in
the specter of the
Forest behind
my back door..
of walls and ceilings..
all the answers of God
are there just waiting for
me to see and feel.. once
they come as one
wITh
me
as
Nature Free..
but no words can
truly contain this
free.. as contain
is prison and God’s
Nature lives free iN
uS when
Free and
WiLd as
the rest of Nature
of course.. all the
answers for God
above.. so below..
inside outside.. aLL
around us
Nature
FReED..:)
1889
Consistency.. the pill
for fear.. the
cure..
creativity
just doing
something
new..
hmm..
people get all
freaky when exposed
to something new.. unless
they themselves go down
the path
less driven
by others
in so
many ways..
some folks feel it their
duty of tradition and acceptance
to do it all the consistent way..
others
get
bored and
make a new path..
another human journey
unbundles unpacks
iN epigenetic
SpRing
a new human
way is born alive
so free.. now.. and
breezy.. the wind
of all directions become us.. now..
and yeah.. of course the man reason
that republicans push limits on
female reproduction..
along with
all other patriarchal
ways.. is fear of being
man.. and taking the full
responsibility of meeting the
demands of a woman truly free..
most men are terrified by truly free
women.. but many countries do not
allow truly free women
to be themselves
so they marry
disgruntled
and Nature gets
the final say.. as most
often.. when pregnant women
are disgruntled or forced into
institutional rape.. the
stress during
pregnancy
in hormonal
in-utero way..
just
creates more
weak males
or no
males
at all..
Nature gets her way
either by metaphor of
the womb
or timid
males..
and the cycle goes
on.. until women become
free enough to choose who
they want to freely procreate
with or not procreate at all..
and just
do other
creating
stuff.. to
help the species
survive.. but anyway.. the
cat is out of the cage.. there ain’t
no turning back now.. women
for the most
part are
becoming
FREER ALMOST
EVERYWHERE
WE
SPEAK..
sMiLes..
i Love Free Women
but.. no.. i ain’t scared..
’cause i am
a FREE
MAN
without
silly fears..
as i know and
feel what women
TRULY WANT..
TO BE
FREE
IS IT..
JUST FREE
LIKE US AND
ME.. SO FREE..:)
for fear.. the
cure..
creativity
just doing
something
new..
hmm..
people get all
freaky when exposed
to something new.. unless
they themselves go down
the path
less driven
by others
in so
many ways..
some folks feel it their
duty of tradition and acceptance
to do it all the consistent way..
others
get
bored and
make a new path..
another human journey
unbundles unpacks
iN epigenetic
SpRing
a new human
way is born alive
so free.. now.. and
breezy.. the wind
of all directions become us.. now..
and yeah.. of course the man reason
that republicans push limits on
female reproduction..
along with
all other patriarchal
ways.. is fear of being
man.. and taking the full
responsibility of meeting the
demands of a woman truly free..
most men are terrified by truly free
women.. but many countries do not
allow truly free women
to be themselves
so they marry
disgruntled
and Nature gets
the final say.. as most
often.. when pregnant women
are disgruntled or forced into
institutional rape.. the
stress during
pregnancy
in hormonal
in-utero way..
just
creates more
weak males
or no
males
at all..
Nature gets her way
either by metaphor of
the womb
or timid
males..
and the cycle goes
on.. until women become
free enough to choose who
they want to freely procreate
with or not procreate at all..
and just
do other
creating
stuff.. to
help the species
survive.. but anyway.. the
cat is out of the cage.. there ain’t
no turning back now.. women
for the most
part are
becoming
FREER ALMOST
EVERYWHERE
WE
SPEAK..
sMiLes..
i Love Free Women
but.. no.. i ain’t scared..
’cause i am
a FREE
MAN
without
silly fears..
as i know and
feel what women
TRULY WANT..
TO BE
FREE
IS IT..
JUST FREE
LIKE US AND
ME.. SO FREE..:)
2195
SMiLes.. a great philosopher..
probably.. hundreds.. thousands..
and billions of ‘philosophers’ once
said.. then and now..
Love is never now
as strong as it is
when lost.. now..
Loving
now.. now..
is the greatest
Love.. as Loving
now.. now..
is never now..
lost tomorrow..
as now is tomorrow
too.. and yesterday doesn’t
matter when Love iS Loving Now..
In other words.. when Love is Lost
People pay attention to Love now..
Loving Now
solves that
problem now..
but Now.. now
iS the practice
of Love Now..
that counts
when now
successfully employed now
as a way of life.. now in other
words.. words are not enough..
Doing Love now.. is all that
truly counts now.. whether
remembered as now lost
or Loving
Now.. now..
continuAlly
now.. now. now..
anyWay.. Love
iS Strange
Love iS
Real
and Love
CAN BE..
ALwAYS NOW..:)
probably.. hundreds.. thousands..
and billions of ‘philosophers’ once
said.. then and now..
Love is never now
as strong as it is
when lost.. now..
Loving
now.. now..
is the greatest
Love.. as Loving
now.. now..
is never now..
lost tomorrow..
as now is tomorrow
too.. and yesterday doesn’t
matter when Love iS Loving Now..
In other words.. when Love is Lost
People pay attention to Love now..
Loving Now
solves that
problem now..
but Now.. now
iS the practice
of Love Now..
that counts
when now
successfully employed now
as a way of life.. now in other
words.. words are not enough..
Doing Love now.. is all that
truly counts now.. whether
remembered as now lost
or Loving
Now.. now..
continuAlly
now.. now. now..
anyWay.. Love
iS Strange
Love iS
Real
and Love
CAN BE..
ALwAYS NOW..:)
2336
Next stop now..
dVerse with
the direct
describing
imaging
prompt
from
Thursday..
time for
a few
and gym
calls
then..:)
dVerse with
the direct
describing
imaging
prompt
from
Thursday..
time for
a few
and gym
calls
then..:)
ImagiNation..
visual images
created and remembered
in mind that some of us
can count on.. but some
of us.. as science and
others tale in
words alone..
are not
images
that they
can see with
eye’s mind
iN view..
Never a word
person myself until
recently as far as thinking
goes.. reading plenty but
visual images.. patterns.. are my forte.
Interestingly enough.. some folks
navigate the world in words of
guiding through
and for others
an iron cross
can take one farther
iN iMages than the longest
locomotive
words
known
as print..
so.. sure..i’m waiting
patiently for 6 to 99..
guaranteed to come..
as pictures tale more
words than mind
will
ever say..:)
visual images
created and remembered
in mind that some of us
can count on.. but some
of us.. as science and
others tale in
words alone..
are not
images
that they
can see with
eye’s mind
iN view..
Never a word
person myself until
recently as far as thinking
goes.. reading plenty but
visual images.. patterns.. are my forte.
Interestingly enough.. some folks
navigate the world in words of
guiding through
and for others
an iron cross
can take one farther
iN iMages than the longest
locomotive
words
known
as print..
so.. sure..i’m waiting
patiently for 6 to 99..
guaranteed to come..
as pictures tale more
words than mind
will
ever say..:)
*
Grey crawling ash bark
driving branches.. touching
skies.. rain calling..
Tree reaches up
now for Sun..
fAlling behind
clouds.. hope
rotting..
roots
SinG
back..
sky responds..
rains Free Sun..:)
Grey crawling ash bark
driving branches.. touching
skies.. rain calling..
Tree reaches up
now for Sun..
fAlling behind
clouds.. hope
rotting..
roots
SinG
back..
sky responds..
rains Free Sun..:)
*
Lillies.. Roses.. flowers
all.. color human
emotions.. petaLed
strong..
fading
falling
petals now
make room for
other colors
Life..:)
Lillies.. Roses.. flowers
all.. color human
emotions.. petaLed
strong..
fading
falling
petals now
make room for
other colors
Life..:)
Trees of night
live liGht
in shadows
of greater
bright..
roots
dig
deep in
hidden life..:)
live liGht
in shadows
of greater
bright..
roots
dig
deep in
hidden life..:)
A skip and jump
out of sequential
order to Shawna’s
place before
it morphs
into
whom
ever’s
place..:)
out of sequential
order to Shawna’s
place before
it morphs
into
whom
ever’s
place..:)
Books dream
in carpet
hAirs
cat
snores..
Sun shines
out.. book
screams..:)
in carpet
hAirs
cat
snores..
Sun shines
out.. book
screams..:)
Back in sequential
order for now..
order for now..
*
Facebook photos stagnaTinG
never changing profile
ways.. all days
change
picture
real now
and make
i what i is
now.. never
afraid
to be
now.. i..
wheRe aLL
now i KNow/FEEL
that matters.. now..:)
Facebook photos stagnaTinG
never changing profile
ways.. all days
change
picture
real now
and make
i what i is
now.. never
afraid
to be
now.. i..
wheRe aLL
now i KNow/FEEL
that matters.. now..:)
*
Beach Life.. after
glow.. washing away
all reminders on us
oF
earth..
iroNic..
dusTing
liFe now
iN ground..
uS.. oFF..:)
Beach Life.. after
glow.. washing away
all reminders on us
oF
earth..
iroNic..
dusTing
liFe now
iN ground..
uS.. oFF..:)
SUn sHades..
SuN BaThes..
CaT pAws
SinG
sUn
cLaws
sPlay
cAt
SmiLes
SuN WHoLe..:)
SuN BaThes..
CaT pAws
SinG
sUn
cLaws
sPlay
cAt
SmiLes
SuN WHoLe..:)
Eight is enough for now..
and sure.. regarding the
asterisks for places
where my longer
play was not
welcome
before..
some folks play
short and light..
some folks
play long
and hard..
others make rules
and try to fit others
in molds.. not everyone
can get the attention span
of JOB
until
they go
to hell.. and
learn a little
patience
in heaven
and learn how
to work long
and hard
to make
the best of
all that exists
as now.. so in other
words.. i could spend 30
seconds or so and do the
brevity thingie.. that is
the new twitter way
of most all
that comes
into human
minds now..
or go deeper
harder and have
a metaphorical
human orgasm
of now
always..
in UniVerse
of MiND.. Quantum
released and unleashed
to do more.. than 30
second poetry
here
and there..
pLeasing the
audience
of
brevity
theRe..:)
and sure.. regarding the
asterisks for places
where my longer
play was not
welcome
before..
some folks play
short and light..
some folks
play long
and hard..
others make rules
and try to fit others
in molds.. not everyone
can get the attention span
of JOB
until
they go
to hell.. and
learn a little
patience
in heaven
and learn how
to work long
and hard
to make
the best of
all that exists
as now.. so in other
words.. i could spend 30
seconds or so and do the
brevity thingie.. that is
the new twitter way
of most all
that comes
into human
minds now..
or go deeper
harder and have
a metaphorical
human orgasm
of now
always..
in UniVerse
of MiND.. Quantum
released and unleashed
to do more.. than 30
second poetry
here
and there..
pLeasing the
audience
of
brevity
theRe..:)
5:25 pm..
Anyway.. the truth
is.. after spending
almost always now
online during
my illness
from
November
26th.. 2010..
then.. until
July 22nd or
so of 2013..
rising up
on the
beach
and
dancing
real life again..
yeah.. the phoenix
thingy applies
specificAlly
here.. what
i learned
very well
in those
first
three years..
is online ain’t a
place to make real friends
in the touchy feely way of life..
no matter how hard one tries.. most
often.. although rare exceptions do
come here and now.. yeah.. i can
name.. maybe.. less than 20 out
of 100K or so.. compared
to thousands in
the real
fleshy
world
of past
and present..
where i can actuAlly
reach and touch folks
with eyes.. dance..
or song.. now..
yeah.. eYes
with shades
don’t really
do the trick
so dance.. SonG
and sMiLes must
suffice for now..
at least.. well..
anyway.. the flesh world
is where we meet friends most
often that last.. if we become
Superman online or cater to the
lowest common denominator we
can buy likes
and favorites
online..
but nah..
i can’t
play that shallow
game of life.. where i
never even dip into
the human
pARt
at aLL.. i
must dive
deeper..
and
skim
past the
shalLow
Life now..
i could make
100 links of poeTry
out of just one epic
post here.. but why
do a hundred
when
1 WiLL
do for
me at least..
brevity as epic
works for me..:)
5:31 pm…
Back at
11:34 pm..
Anyway.. the truth
is.. after spending
almost always now
online during
my illness
from
November
26th.. 2010..
then.. until
July 22nd or
so of 2013..
rising up
on the
beach
and
dancing
real life again..
yeah.. the phoenix
thingy applies
specificAlly
here.. what
i learned
very well
in those
first
three years..
is online ain’t a
place to make real friends
in the touchy feely way of life..
no matter how hard one tries.. most
often.. although rare exceptions do
come here and now.. yeah.. i can
name.. maybe.. less than 20 out
of 100K or so.. compared
to thousands in
the real
fleshy
world
of past
and present..
where i can actuAlly
reach and touch folks
with eyes.. dance..
or song.. now..
yeah.. eYes
with shades
don’t really
do the trick
so dance.. SonG
and sMiLes must
suffice for now..
at least.. well..
anyway.. the flesh world
is where we meet friends most
often that last.. if we become
Superman online or cater to the
lowest common denominator we
can buy likes
and favorites
online..
but nah..
i can’t
play that shallow
game of life.. where i
never even dip into
the human
pARt
at aLL.. i
must dive
deeper..
and
skim
past the
shalLow
Life now..
i could make
100 links of poeTry
out of just one epic
post here.. but why
do a hundred
when
1 WiLL
do for
me at least..
brevity as epic
works for me..:)
5:31 pm…
Back at
11:34 pm..
Hmm.. one more
poem.. from Shawna..
didn’t see the link
before.. but read
it anyway.. before..
and blog gone now.
so i’ll skip to
that first..
poem.. from Shawna..
didn’t see the link
before.. but read
it anyway.. before..
and blog gone now.
so i’ll skip to
that first..
Oh.. poem
connections
high.. low..
spreading out
and in.. writing
completely satisfying..:)
connections
high.. low..
spreading out
and in.. writing
completely satisfying..:)
okay.. back in
sequential
order now..
sequential
order now..
Water flows
dePenDinG nOne..
flows Water..:)
dePenDinG nOne..
flows Water..:)
SKating SpiRaLinG
ice cuts
pond
sheds
silver
duSt..:)
ice cuts
pond
sheds
silver
duSt..:)
Rusty memories of paint
peeling off aluminum
anything.. scrape
paint.. and
peel again..
cycles
human
made
entropies..
rust or not..:)
peeling off aluminum
anything.. scrape
paint.. and
peel again..
cycles
human
made
entropies..
rust or not..:)
Crystal moon..
Winter deLight
shining
briGhter
haze
Summer
Dreams..:)
Winter deLight
shining
briGhter
haze
Summer
Dreams..:)
SaiLinG.. air birds
taKing fliGht..
oars
roWing..
sunliGht
soaRing
hiGher
never
heaRinG
words at aLL..:)
taKing fliGht..
oars
roWing..
sunliGht
soaRing
hiGher
never
heaRinG
words at aLL..:)
Get an iMac
one’ll never
go back..
now so
confident
anYone wITh
computer problems
doesn’t have iMac..
Micro
soft..
bLues..:)
one’ll never
go back..
now so
confident
anYone wITh
computer problems
doesn’t have iMac..
Micro
soft..
bLues..:)
7 here..
now sleep..
12:29 pm
1302016..:)
now sleep..
12:29 pm
1302016..:)
Back at 8:33 am..
with 26 more to go..
to get all caught up!..;)
with 26 more to go..
to get all caught up!..;)
Iron of past
so secure and
true.. butterfly wings
say false.. all is change
and potential
new..:)
so secure and
true.. butterfly wings
say false.. all is change
and potential
new..:)
Oh my God..
that’s why i hate
form poetry.. it’s
like birthing the
same baby
over and
over again..
ad nauseam..
essence is cool..
now when Quantum
mind is unleashed
and released.. essence
free of prison form hell..;)
that’s why i hate
form poetry.. it’s
like birthing the
same baby
over and
over again..
ad nauseam..
essence is cool..
now when Quantum
mind is unleashed
and released.. essence
free of prison form hell..;)
Side note here.. this is what
i love most about random
poeTry all over
online wherever
i go.. my mind
is a UniVerse
inside free
now when
unscathed by
limitations and
expectations of cultures
and others imprisoned by
what comes before.. now
don’t get me wrong
what comes before
is mighty cool..
but what
comes new..
that’s the REAL
MAGIC of Creativity..
and it dam sure don’t
come in paint by numbers
style alone.. Allone is
taking it all in
consideration..
from allthatis..
letting all
that go..
and
just floWing
the tides and
rivers.. streams
and oceans
in fields
of consciousness
both visible and
invisible to us
in planning
awareness
freer
in
mindful
awareness total..
human Quantum
miNd and boDy
iN balance
unleashed
and released
wheRe the new
stuff comes out
more and more
as nows
go
by..
yes.. truly
like a mind
orgasm it is..
where below
comes above..
with aLL
iN
synch..
hmm.. looking
for a song.. now
i feel the one
for this
segment
of
open
flow
Ocean
poeTry
FREE!..:)
Side note ends..
i love most about random
poeTry all over
online wherever
i go.. my mind
is a UniVerse
inside free
now when
unscathed by
limitations and
expectations of cultures
and others imprisoned by
what comes before.. now
don’t get me wrong
what comes before
is mighty cool..
but what
comes new..
that’s the REAL
MAGIC of Creativity..
and it dam sure don’t
come in paint by numbers
style alone.. Allone is
taking it all in
consideration..
from allthatis..
letting all
that go..
and
just floWing
the tides and
rivers.. streams
and oceans
in fields
of consciousness
both visible and
invisible to us
in planning
awareness
freer
in
mindful
awareness total..
human Quantum
miNd and boDy
iN balance
unleashed
and released
wheRe the new
stuff comes out
more and more
as nows
go
by..
yes.. truly
like a mind
orgasm it is..
where below
comes above..
with aLL
iN
synch..
hmm.. looking
for a song.. now
i feel the one
for this
segment
of
open
flow
Ocean
poeTry
FREE!..:)
Side note ends..
Canines.. oh.. so sharp
sinking.. SinKing
apex predator
so free..
short
hunts
grocery
store steak
captures blood..
flesh so rare and fat..;)
sinking.. SinKing
apex predator
so free..
short
hunts
grocery
store steak
captures blood..
flesh so rare and fat..;)
Oh.. the glory
oh.. the peace
iF IsiL sword
swingers
wILL
replace swords
with bats and
just
play
BALL!
instead
of human
heads.. ugh..
dum humans..
without tribal sports..;)
oh.. the peace
iF IsiL sword
swingers
wILL
replace swords
with bats and
just
play
BALL!
instead
of human
heads.. ugh..
dum humans..
without tribal sports..;)
side note..
#dumhumans
side note ends..
#dumhumans
side note ends..
sidenote begins again..
a very taling note on the
state of mindheart
of many poets..
online and
off.. is the
melancholy mostly
‘present’.. now..
and yes..
been theRe
and dOne
the dArk
pArt all
too bLack..
and understand
the hatred of joy..
and probably why my
happy parTy doesn’t get
too many melancholy poet
visits here.. with my
celebration of my
liFe iN
360 degrees
of supeRJOY
HERE..
anywWy
there was a
prompt on humor
at dVerse one time
and suddenly all the
creative minds went
blank as they
couldn’t
figure
out
how to
write about
the emotion
of human humor..
oh my GOD.. can’t ya
see anything.. ironic..
saracastic.. satirical
about the insanity of
the world we live
in.. where
some folks
make a man
an only God
man.. and others
make a man the last
prophet of the entire
trillions or so stars
of Universe.. with all
God’s other creatures
to bow down
before
these
two
folks.. message
from God.. where
words are just
symbols
and God
iS
so much
MORE IN ESSENCE
OF ALL THAT IS.. EVEN
iN THE TINY EYE OF A
HUMAN AIDED TELESCOPE
NOW.. HUMANS ARE
SOCIAL ANIMALS
MORE THAN
INTELLECTUAL
ANIMALS.. LET’S
FACE THE FACTS
AND AS YOU KnOW
AND i FEEL EMOTIONS
ARE PARAMOUNT TO
HUMAN HAPPINESS
AND SUCCESS
iN SOCIAL
LIFE..
but the problem
is humans are ignorant
of reality when it comes
to social acceptance.. they
will believe FUCKING ANYTHING
to be accepted by the tribe..
words are dangerous..
Love is real..
Common Sense
iS contagious
when humans
put tHeir
feeling and
thinKinG caps
on and get
unhosed
by lies
of the
past..
to control
and subjugate
humans through
illusory fears
and promises.. for
status.. power and
material gains.. to
collect enough subsistence
to make sure tHeir kiddies
get all the spoils and riches
of the raping and pillages of
someone else’s home of free..
but these are the psychopathic
leaning humans among us.
problem is getting
gullible
humans
to understand
the difference
between the God
of Nature Truth
and LiGhts that
each individual iS
gifted from birth
to discern verses
cold and psychopathic
leaning lies of F in
Control.. Freaks
after power..
spoils..
and
raping
someone
else for more..
including mother
earth as whole..
to F in
Kill
the whole
human
race
for selfish
purposes of
devil’s eyes…
side note ends
again.. for now..;)
a very taling note on the
state of mindheart
of many poets..
online and
off.. is the
melancholy mostly
‘present’.. now..
and yes..
been theRe
and dOne
the dArk
pArt all
too bLack..
and understand
the hatred of joy..
and probably why my
happy parTy doesn’t get
too many melancholy poet
visits here.. with my
celebration of my
liFe iN
360 degrees
of supeRJOY
HERE..
anywWy
there was a
prompt on humor
at dVerse one time
and suddenly all the
creative minds went
blank as they
couldn’t
figure
out
how to
write about
the emotion
of human humor..
oh my GOD.. can’t ya
see anything.. ironic..
saracastic.. satirical
about the insanity of
the world we live
in.. where
some folks
make a man
an only God
man.. and others
make a man the last
prophet of the entire
trillions or so stars
of Universe.. with all
God’s other creatures
to bow down
before
these
two
folks.. message
from God.. where
words are just
symbols
and God
iS
so much
MORE IN ESSENCE
OF ALL THAT IS.. EVEN
iN THE TINY EYE OF A
HUMAN AIDED TELESCOPE
NOW.. HUMANS ARE
SOCIAL ANIMALS
MORE THAN
INTELLECTUAL
ANIMALS.. LET’S
FACE THE FACTS
AND AS YOU KnOW
AND i FEEL EMOTIONS
ARE PARAMOUNT TO
HUMAN HAPPINESS
AND SUCCESS
iN SOCIAL
LIFE..
but the problem
is humans are ignorant
of reality when it comes
to social acceptance.. they
will believe FUCKING ANYTHING
to be accepted by the tribe..
words are dangerous..
Love is real..
Common Sense
iS contagious
when humans
put tHeir
feeling and
thinKinG caps
on and get
unhosed
by lies
of the
past..
to control
and subjugate
humans through
illusory fears
and promises.. for
status.. power and
material gains.. to
collect enough subsistence
to make sure tHeir kiddies
get all the spoils and riches
of the raping and pillages of
someone else’s home of free..
but these are the psychopathic
leaning humans among us.
problem is getting
gullible
humans
to understand
the difference
between the God
of Nature Truth
and LiGhts that
each individual iS
gifted from birth
to discern verses
cold and psychopathic
leaning lies of F in
Control.. Freaks
after power..
spoils..
and
raping
someone
else for more..
including mother
earth as whole..
to F in
Kill
the whole
human
race
for selfish
purposes of
devil’s eyes…
side note ends
again.. for now..;)
It’s surprising i have
any friends at all..
as i refuse
to lie
to God
or me
or anyone
else.. as what
i for one am here
for is to spread
truth and liGht
no matter
how un
comfortable
it may be
to hear
and absorb
but the truth
is the truth
and liGht
WiLL set
ya free
in God’s
Kingdom
of heaven
iN aLL oF
God’s Nature
manifest iN uS
for Now.. the first
step to freedom iS
escaping the lies of
the past.. and then
creating something
new with God’s
gift of moving
connecting and
creating for God’s
children once again
free and wild
unshackled
from
lies
of before..
the golden
age of knoWinG
Truth and LiGht
of God of Nature
that is hear now..
for those who listen
to aLL those iN the
kNow and Feel of
THAT..
IT’S ALL OVER
CULTURE.. FOR THE ONE’S
WHO DARE TO GO THERE.. POP
MUSICIANS.. AND OTHER ARTISTS
GET IT.. SPREAD IT.. AND ARE
JUST WAITING FOR
SOMEONE
TO
GET IT
TOO..
JUST TO
BE NICE..
AS THEY ALREADY
GOT IT.. AND JUST
WANNA SHARE TO ALLOW
OTHER FOLKS PASSAGE
TO
HEAVEN
NOW..
sadly that
freedom terrifies
some folks enough
where they
are willing
to kill other
folks and remain
now in hell instead
of going to heaven
now.. ignorance
iS insanity..
bliss
iS kNowledge
and feeLinG
of what iS
REAL AS
TRUTH
AND
LIgHt
for each
human to individuAlly
discern with the gift
of eYes from God aLL
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive living
as God inside
uS Now!
juSt
Now!..:)
yeah.. sidenotes
come in particles
waves and fields
of three
iN OCEAN
TRUE AND
LIGHT
AS
WELL..
FOR now gOne..:)
any friends at all..
as i refuse
to lie
to God
or me
or anyone
else.. as what
i for one am here
for is to spread
truth and liGht
no matter
how un
comfortable
it may be
to hear
and absorb
but the truth
is the truth
and liGht
WiLL set
ya free
in God’s
Kingdom
of heaven
iN aLL oF
God’s Nature
manifest iN uS
for Now.. the first
step to freedom iS
escaping the lies of
the past.. and then
creating something
new with God’s
gift of moving
connecting and
creating for God’s
children once again
free and wild
unshackled
from
lies
of before..
the golden
age of knoWinG
Truth and LiGht
of God of Nature
that is hear now..
for those who listen
to aLL those iN the
kNow and Feel of
THAT..
IT’S ALL OVER
CULTURE.. FOR THE ONE’S
WHO DARE TO GO THERE.. POP
MUSICIANS.. AND OTHER ARTISTS
GET IT.. SPREAD IT.. AND ARE
JUST WAITING FOR
SOMEONE
TO
GET IT
TOO..
JUST TO
BE NICE..
AS THEY ALREADY
GOT IT.. AND JUST
WANNA SHARE TO ALLOW
OTHER FOLKS PASSAGE
TO
HEAVEN
NOW..
sadly that
freedom terrifies
some folks enough
where they
are willing
to kill other
folks and remain
now in hell instead
of going to heaven
now.. ignorance
iS insanity..
bliss
iS kNowledge
and feeLinG
of what iS
REAL AS
TRUTH
AND
LIgHt
for each
human to individuAlly
discern with the gift
of eYes from God aLL
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive living
as God inside
uS Now!
juSt
Now!..:)
yeah.. sidenotes
come in particles
waves and fields
of three
iN OCEAN
TRUE AND
LIGHT
AS
WELL..
FOR now gOne..:)
Human boarded homes..
floors old.. human
old in age.. but
still new in feat
of young.. where
55 year old
floors
will
crash
to earth
from 55 year
old feats of
feet still groWinG
Stronger with God’s
relative free wIll
gifted iN uS.. we
come crashing
ahead
with
new
liGht
of Strength
and Love for Joy’s truth..:)
floors old.. human
old in age.. but
still new in feat
of young.. where
55 year old
floors
will
crash
to earth
from 55 year
old feats of
feet still groWinG
Stronger with God’s
relative free wIll
gifted iN uS.. we
come crashing
ahead
with
new
liGht
of Strength
and Love for Joy’s truth..:)
Another quick side note..
A Poetry ‘professor’ once
visited me and phrased
her guidance first
with i don’t
wanna rain on
your party BUT..
first clue she
ain’t happy
and i am..
and then she
says.. more than
14 lines must be
single spaced
according
to ‘THE
RULES’ of
poetry and
ya.. got
too much emoTion
going on here.. and
haha.. i’m thinking..
hey baby.. if ya ever
go to hell and get out
ya will understand and
FEEL THIS MUCH AND
DO THIS
MUCH TOO..
WITHOUT SIDE
WALKS OF HUMAN
BEINGS TO TAKE
YA BACK TO
CONCRETE
HELL..
lesson learned
for me.. lesson
feeling for others
likely still coming
in God’s GREAT NOW..:)
yes it was quick.. took
30 seconds to type
it.. might take
more than
a minute
to read iT
though..;)
side note ends again..
and the pARty stays ONE!..:)
A Poetry ‘professor’ once
visited me and phrased
her guidance first
with i don’t
wanna rain on
your party BUT..
first clue she
ain’t happy
and i am..
and then she
says.. more than
14 lines must be
single spaced
according
to ‘THE
RULES’ of
poetry and
ya.. got
too much emoTion
going on here.. and
haha.. i’m thinking..
hey baby.. if ya ever
go to hell and get out
ya will understand and
FEEL THIS MUCH AND
DO THIS
MUCH TOO..
WITHOUT SIDE
WALKS OF HUMAN
BEINGS TO TAKE
YA BACK TO
CONCRETE
HELL..
lesson learned
for me.. lesson
feeling for others
likely still coming
in God’s GREAT NOW..:)
yes it was quick.. took
30 seconds to type
it.. might take
more than
a minute
to read iT
though..;)
side note ends again..
and the pARty stays ONE!..:)
Bright eyed peaches
desKing miNd/boDy
heArts
creativity
@school..
cogs now
machines
@work..
prey
hoping
one now
peach wiLL
stop rotting
and ripe again..
moving.. connecting
creating fruition aLive..:)
desKing miNd/boDy
heArts
creativity
@school..
cogs now
machines
@work..
prey
hoping
one now
peach wiLL
stop rotting
and ripe again..
moving.. connecting
creating fruition aLive..:)
yeah.. another side note..
leaving school with
three degrees..
briGht eYed
and busy
talEd..
waiting
to create
a world.. ugh..
job prospects
outside of
office
work
few..
minimum wage
liGht in Military
Government Bowling
Center work.. meet
100k or so flesh
and blood humans
over around two
decades..
each human
a UniVerse
within of
experience
to know and
feel.. all those
interactions treasure
UniVerse Whole of meNow..
UniVersity of Bowling
Two decades almost
spent.. greaTest
education
ever for
a human
now..
and then theRe
was/iS gym.. and dance
hall.. beach and all the
other churches and
Universities
of God’s
Nature
True in
liGht of
all Natural
prowess of strength..
human.. art and wisdom
true in liGht for then
and alWays
now..
it’s the
pARt ya take
with ya so far
away from work
of machine and
textbooks
of school..
if i am a FKing
genius it is more
because of the humans
in the Bowling Alley
than any school
or actual
technical
work
i’ve
ever
done.. the
human heARt says
more than any other
art of science now..
experience of wisdom
and love.. in Truth
and liGht is
the way
that
keeps
giVing
inFinity
NOW alWays..:)
and side note
ends again..;)
leaving school with
three degrees..
briGht eYed
and busy
talEd..
waiting
to create
a world.. ugh..
job prospects
outside of
office
work
few..
minimum wage
liGht in Military
Government Bowling
Center work.. meet
100k or so flesh
and blood humans
over around two
decades..
each human
a UniVerse
within of
experience
to know and
feel.. all those
interactions treasure
UniVerse Whole of meNow..
UniVersity of Bowling
Two decades almost
spent.. greaTest
education
ever for
a human
now..
and then theRe
was/iS gym.. and dance
hall.. beach and all the
other churches and
Universities
of God’s
Nature
True in
liGht of
all Natural
prowess of strength..
human.. art and wisdom
true in liGht for then
and alWays
now..
it’s the
pARt ya take
with ya so far
away from work
of machine and
textbooks
of school..
if i am a FKing
genius it is more
because of the humans
in the Bowling Alley
than any school
or actual
technical
work
i’ve
ever
done.. the
human heARt says
more than any other
art of science now..
experience of wisdom
and love.. in Truth
and liGht is
the way
that
keeps
giVing
inFinity
NOW alWays..:)
and side note
ends again..;)
um..
plums
are not
enough..
bers..;)
plums
are not
enough..
bers..;)
pAint on paint off..
was off wAx on..
art iS iN
new
strOkes
bRushing ‘fences..
fenCinG sWords..:)
was off wAx on..
art iS iN
new
strOkes
bRushing ‘fences..
fenCinG sWords..:)
side note..
#iMFkINGbriGht ..;)
ends stARts..
#iMFkINGbriGht ..;)
ends stARts..
back to dVerse
now..
now..
*
Imagery poeTry
iS kinda nice
but iF there
ain’t no
deeper
meaning..
i’d rather
iMagine wITh eYes..
Nature iS better
but i’ll
settle
4
crisp
clean
iPhone6S
photo(s)..
ugh.. words
without
deeper
meaning..
just concrete..
more or less to me..
but sure.. concrete
status.. great.. for
metaphor
scare..:)
Imagery poeTry
iS kinda nice
but iF there
ain’t no
deeper
meaning..
i’d rather
iMagine wITh eYes..
Nature iS better
but i’ll
settle
4
crisp
clean
iPhone6S
photo(s)..
ugh.. words
without
deeper
meaning..
just concrete..
more or less to me..
but sure.. concrete
status.. great.. for
metaphor
scare..:)
sidenote.. yep..
Seriously.. the challenge
is as old as humanity
now.. MOST always
the conservative
natures against
the liberal natures
of uS.. some see
concrete.. some
see metaphors..
some afraid
of naked
some
unclothed..
bottom line
is some scaRed
some fearless..
i WONE..fearless
and liberal MInD
AND BOdY FREE
BALANCE..
now.. fish
out of
conservative
poetry schools
online.. the little
nippy bully fishies
bit at me.. until
i said F it..
yes.. Fred it..
i am
free..
naked..
liberal.
OPEN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCed..
wiLd hUman
SO FREE AGAIN!
side note
ends..;)
Seriously.. the challenge
is as old as humanity
now.. MOST always
the conservative
natures against
the liberal natures
of uS.. some see
concrete.. some
see metaphors..
some afraid
of naked
some
unclothed..
bottom line
is some scaRed
some fearless..
i WONE..fearless
and liberal MInD
AND BOdY FREE
BALANCE..
now.. fish
out of
conservative
poetry schools
online.. the little
nippy bully fishies
bit at me.. until
i said F it..
yes.. Fred it..
i am
free..
naked..
liberal.
OPEN MIND
AND BODY
BALANCed..
wiLd hUman
SO FREE AGAIN!
side note
ends..;)
yeah.. sure..
i’m preAching
to the choir
oF me..
but iT
iS me
that liVes
so free and wiLd..:)
side notex2ends
again..
i’m preAching
to the choir
oF me..
but iT
iS me
that liVes
so free and wiLd..:)
side notex2ends
again..
Essence
oF tea
Feels..:)
oF tea
Feels..:)
side note..
(:..this is the
most boring
prompt of
all.. FOR
A naturAlly
visual
THiN
KinG
person
like me
but..oh..
challenge
so GREAT!.;)
(:..this is the
most boring
prompt of
all.. FOR
A naturAlly
visual
THiN
KinG
person
like me
but..oh..
challenge
so GREAT!.;)
Seriously.. some
folks navigate
the world with
words.. and
do not
see images
like some
of the rest
of us.. DO..
namely
the liberal
among us over
conservative
iN ways
of
seeing
more iN
life.. iT
iS challenge
of Nature
continUinG
as uS..
iN Us..
spectrum..
variety..
of challenge
and ease in flow
of images.. words..
senses.. sensualities..
feelings.. and so much MORE!..:)
side note ends..
folks navigate
the world with
words.. and
do not
see images
like some
of the rest
of us.. DO..
namely
the liberal
among us over
conservative
iN ways
of
seeing
more iN
life.. iT
iS challenge
of Nature
continUinG
as uS..
iN Us..
spectrum..
variety..
of challenge
and ease in flow
of images.. words..
senses.. sensualities..
feelings.. and so much MORE!..:)
side note ends..
*
Ah.. so many guidelines..
books.. and other online
help guides for publishing
books.. oh.. so much brown
nosing.. to get another
look.. so many
empty
platitudes
to stroke egos
to get another
like and another
look.. oh the
world of
commercials
has invaded
poeTry land..
thanks God..
i am
free and
not a
shallow
point
of that..
in online bricks..
of wall that has
no escape
but more
brown
nosing
to go..
but still..
oh.. you inspire
me so.. as i am
working for now..!
and no FKing
pubFishing
print..;)!
Ah.. so many guidelines..
books.. and other online
help guides for publishing
books.. oh.. so much brown
nosing.. to get another
look.. so many
empty
platitudes
to stroke egos
to get another
like and another
look.. oh the
world of
commercials
has invaded
poeTry land..
thanks God..
i am
free and
not a
shallow
point
of that..
in online bricks..
of wall that has
no escape
but more
brown
nosing
to go..
but still..
oh.. you inspire
me so.. as i am
working for now..!
and no FKing
pubFishing
print..;)!
another note..
Anonymous AsteRisk
poeTry inspiration
is so dam cool..
as ya can
say what
eva’ ya
want
and
not worry
about butt
hurtt sore
folks..;)
[/giggle}:
Anonymous AsteRisk
poeTry inspiration
is so dam cool..
as ya can
say what
eva’ ya
want
and
not worry
about butt
hurtt sore
folks..;)
[/giggle}:
FloWeRed
earth
tRagic
pot…
earth
tRagic
pot…
Asphalt
humans..
road
play
prey
road kill
spells
hU
man
dooms…
humans..
road
play
prey
road kill
spells
hU
man
dooms…
Houses fade
in Summer Sun
pyramids
fall
to
Star dust..
Birds play
alive
in
Tree homes..
knowledge
feels
lives
free..:)
in Summer Sun
pyramids
fall
to
Star dust..
Birds play
alive
in
Tree homes..
knowledge
feels
lives
free..:)
Ghost homes
on dimly lit
streets..
waiting
for
soUls
to enter
again..:)
on dimly lit
streets..
waiting
for
soUls
to enter
again..:)
liFe Door..
never ceaSing..
now
open
asKing
onenowforever
more
everfornowone..:)
never ceaSing..
now
open
asKing
onenowforever
more
everfornowone..:)
Book signed by
Pope.. XPriest
Grandfather’s
Book.. Yellow
Boy sits
atop
book..
wife
says
scram..
i say..
if Yellow
Boy is not
that book
there is no
God but pages
in a book.. that’s
a parable my friend
and more than
simple
imagery
reServed
for now..:)
Pope.. XPriest
Grandfather’s
Book.. Yellow
Boy sits
atop
book..
wife
says
scram..
i say..
if Yellow
Boy is not
that book
there is no
God but pages
in a book.. that’s
a parable my friend
and more than
simple
imagery
reServed
for now..:)
Meaning and Purpose
iN sacred fishing
boat of liFe..
Sacred aLL
aLL fish
caught..
Virgin
or
Not.. sMiles..:)
iN sacred fishing
boat of liFe..
Sacred aLL
aLL fish
caught..
Virgin
or
Not.. sMiles..:)
(:..yeah.. that’s
a parAble.. 2..;)
a parAble.. 2..;)
ALLuRe oF innocence
pInk petaLed
floWers noW
oF yoUth
aLiVe..
never
gro
WinG
cOlder
spiRit
floWinG
FreEr NOw..:)
pInk petaLed
floWers noW
oF yoUth
aLiVe..
never
gro
WinG
cOlder
spiRit
floWinG
FreEr NOw..:)
Ugh.. money
pit homes..
remind uS..
tenants
upon rent
Home Earth..:)
pit homes..
remind uS..
tenants
upon rent
Home Earth..:)
Ah.. i guess you accidentAlly
lInked your first one as the
second one in the
lIink page..
but at least
one person
found the
new one
and now me
too.. hmm..
funny how
easy most
folks give up
these days..
lesSon of
JOB goes
a long way
to search a little
longer for success.. but
anyWay.. back to the
current one..
yeah.. potatoes
can be boring
but they
sure
do fill
up tummies
more than
colorful
fruits
and veggies..
potatoes.. always
the common man
staple.. of life..
so filling
and feeling too
in comfort food way..
and humans are like
that too.. it is often
the brown paper
bag humans
that touch
us the
most
on sidewalk
streets.. at least
those of us with
brown
paper
heaRts
my friend..
Victoria..
stores no cOld..:)
lInked your first one as the
second one in the
lIink page..
but at least
one person
found the
new one
and now me
too.. hmm..
funny how
easy most
folks give up
these days..
lesSon of
JOB goes
a long way
to search a little
longer for success.. but
anyWay.. back to the
current one..
yeah.. potatoes
can be boring
but they
sure
do fill
up tummies
more than
colorful
fruits
and veggies..
potatoes.. always
the common man
staple.. of life..
so filling
and feeling too
in comfort food way..
and humans are like
that too.. it is often
the brown paper
bag humans
that touch
us the
most
on sidewalk
streets.. at least
those of us with
brown
paper
heaRts
my friend..
Victoria..
stores no cOld..:)
Note.. i went on a little
longer here than
usual..
as i predict
there will
be no
plastic
bags
to follow..;)
longer here than
usual..
as i predict
there will
be no
plastic
bags
to follow..;)
Old homes
across tracks
of trains..
where
porches
live.. extincting
being human..
AC rules..:)
across tracks
of trains..
where
porches
live.. extincting
being human..
AC rules..:)
WeLL.. my friEnd
almost at the
end Lynn..
i wrote
37 poems
to get here
and it was
worth it
just to see
the shape of
your snow
drift
words..
now on to
39 as the sNow
of me
drifts
oN..;)
almost at the
end Lynn..
i wrote
37 poems
to get here
and it was
worth it
just to see
the shape of
your snow
drift
words..
now on to
39 as the sNow
of me
drifts
oN..;)
P.S..
Poe
Try
Hob
by
that
never
ends..
free..
easy
peacey
breezey
wiNds..
forty
iS juSt
anotHeR
one oF
mY favorite
numBers to
eNd anD beGiN aGaiN..:)
Poe
Try
Hob
by
that
never
ends..
free..
easy
peacey
breezey
wiNds..
forty
iS juSt
anotHeR
one oF
mY favorite
numBers to
eNd anD beGiN aGaiN..:)
OMG..! thanks so much!
i keep hoping to remember
to change the year and
a half blades out
on my
2 0 1 4
Honda
Civic
EX
Coupe..
aLL Blue
Onyx..
with
raindrop
smears
blocKing
storm View..
ha! maybe
you saved
my life..
with
juSt
aN
iMageRy
poem..;)
i keep hoping to remember
to change the year and
a half blades out
on my
2 0 1 4
Honda
Civic
EX
Coupe..
aLL Blue
Onyx..
with
raindrop
smears
blocKing
storm View..
ha! maybe
you saved
my life..
with
juSt
aN
iMageRy
poem..;)
Well.. that
makes a total
of 40 with the
double hit on
Lynn’s poem..
and of course
OG.. more
with all
my side
note poems
including this
one.. hehe..
poetry done
now.. for
dVerse forms
until Monday..
more writing to come..
but it’s now to get out
in the flesh and blood
world.. and
DANCE BABY
DANCE FREE
OF INK AND PENS
AND HARDWARE TOO..;)
makes a total
of 40 with the
double hit on
Lynn’s poem..
and of course
OG.. more
with all
my side
note poems
including this
one.. hehe..
poetry done
now.. for
dVerse forms
until Monday..
more writing to come..
but it’s now to get out
in the flesh and blood
world.. and
DANCE BABY
DANCE FREE
OF INK AND PENS
AND HARDWARE TOO..;)
12:123 pm..
1302016
yeah.. God
rewards me by
the hoUr
foR
noW..;)
1302016
yeah.. God
rewards me by
the hoUr
foR
noW..;)
A tear
of freedom
is aLL iT takes…
of freedom
is aLL iT takes…
Yes.. it took precisely
230 minutes to complete
this last segment..;)
230 minutes to complete
this last segment..;)
5476
Hi.. gigoid.. thanks for coming by..
just back from working out.. and
sleep will be coming soon for me too..
enjoy your recharge.. i plan a full
night of sleep as well..
compared to last
night of dance..
for sure..:)
just back from working out.. and
sleep will be coming soon for me too..
enjoy your recharge.. i plan a full
night of sleep as well..
compared to last
night of dance..
for sure..:)
5516
Work-out shirt photo..
SpRinG back again..
coming this weekend
warm is always
possible
in North
Florida
way
of
change..:)
SpRinG back again..
coming this weekend
warm is always
possible
in North
Florida
way
of
change..:)
5535
From Google Plus..
Victoria says..
I enjoy your poetic
comments.
Thank you Freddie.
Victoria says..
I enjoy your poetic
comments.
Thank you Freddie.
i say..
SMiLes..
you are always
welcome Victoria..:)
you are always
welcome Victoria..:)
i say now..
#alwayslearningsmalltalk ..;)
5560
SMiLes.. friend gigoid..
Nature Kills
Nature Loves..
Nature Laughs
Nature Plays
Nature Purrs
Nature Creates
an inFinite numBer
of poems through human
too.. Emotional Intelligences
Number IQ.. Moving Art
of Dance.. Ballet
and Martial Arts
too..
more we
gAiN more
oUr relatively
infiniTe human
potenTial intelligences
the more one sees God
aS magiC
cenTeRed
iN bEinG
and balanCe
liVinG iS As Us..
but true iT seems
theRe are the chosen
ones.. who figure thiS
out by choosing
themselves
and finding
God
iN
Center
play moVinG
connecTinG
creaTinG
repeaTinG
iN no necessary
order.. expand for more..
Some UniVerses keep
expanding some fAll
back.. but my my
to have
some
choices
iS maGic
iN
deed
for what
iS credible
for MAgic
God
iN
aS
uS..
God or NatUre
makes no difference
the maGiC iS thE sAMe
when experienced asOne..
Been to both places now..
one iS a concrete boX
iN liFe.. tHe otheRs
hAve no
liMits
aLiVe..
now..
as ART..
and that’s
all theRe is.. is
now.. any
way..
for now..
Zombie Apocalypse
or alive in moving
connecting and
creating
ways
as GOD
now iN aS uS..
Nature sounds so
much prettier and uglier too..
but no one ever said God iS FAir
or knowledgeAble or perfect
except iN illusions
of huMan
eYes..
that see
perfect
when
perfect
is heLL..
below the
practice oF
tApEsTrY noWaRt..;)
Nature Kills
Nature Loves..
Nature Laughs
Nature Plays
Nature Purrs
Nature Creates
an inFinite numBer
of poems through human
too.. Emotional Intelligences
Number IQ.. Moving Art
of Dance.. Ballet
and Martial Arts
too..
more we
gAiN more
oUr relatively
infiniTe human
potenTial intelligences
the more one sees God
aS magiC
cenTeRed
iN bEinG
and balanCe
liVinG iS As Us..
but true iT seems
theRe are the chosen
ones.. who figure thiS
out by choosing
themselves
and finding
God
iN
Center
play moVinG
connecTinG
creaTinG
repeaTinG
iN no necessary
order.. expand for more..
Some UniVerses keep
expanding some fAll
back.. but my my
to have
some
choices
iS maGic
iN
deed
for what
iS credible
for MAgic
God
iN
aS
uS..
God or NatUre
makes no difference
the maGiC iS thE sAMe
when experienced asOne..
Been to both places now..
one iS a concrete boX
iN liFe.. tHe otheRs
hAve no
liMits
aLiVe..
now..
as ART..
and that’s
all theRe is.. is
now.. any
way..
for now..
Zombie Apocalypse
or alive in moving
connecting and
creating
ways
as GOD
now iN aS uS..
Nature sounds so
much prettier and uglier too..
but no one ever said God iS FAir
or knowledgeAble or perfect
except iN illusions
of huMan
eYes..
that see
perfect
when
perfect
is heLL..
below the
practice oF
tApEsTrY noWaRt..;)
SMiLes.. AlWays a pleaSure to visit
here in all the free floWing
work you do to
add Truth and
liGht
iN ways oF
ancient and modern Love
and Wisdom.. there just
ain’t nothing like
iT most
other
places
i go.. my friend..
so yes.. a treaSure
remains
here..
for now..:)
here in all the free floWing
work you do to
add Truth and
liGht
iN ways oF
ancient and modern Love
and Wisdom.. there just
ain’t nothing like
iT most
other
places
i go.. my friend..
so yes.. a treaSure
remains
here..
for now..:)
#notalwayslearningsmalltalk ..;)
5835
Hi Friend Zee.. all essence of Art..
Human heArt.. iN SpiRit reAching
out to Grow.. not folLow..
and that is mostly
the problem with
school and work..
maKinG humans
now into
computers..
cogs in machines
to suit society and
now basic
subsistence
needs.. it’s
a scary
thOught
trUly not
to have
the time to
a write a poem
in a month’s demand
of school or work.. or
painting either.. as deliGhtfuL
iN color and dArk oF umbrella
sHade from colors iN liFe
as you paint ‘above’
my friend..
but sure
i wandered the
desert of no creativity
from age 13 to 53.. with
little respite from a culture
demanding me to be
more machine
than human
now then..
the metaphors
for the Matrix
and Terminator
series of movies
are no myth
they are
real
now.. prophet
movies of wheRe
humans are now..
then too.. but more
so.. so much more so
now.. until we escape
the science of culture
and are
just free
again..
to move..
connect
and create..
as that is what
eliminates the
black umbrella
of culture
that
covers
the colors
of the wind
that paint
so beautifuLLy
when free flows uS..:)
Human heArt.. iN SpiRit reAching
out to Grow.. not folLow..
and that is mostly
the problem with
school and work..
maKinG humans
now into
computers..
cogs in machines
to suit society and
now basic
subsistence
needs.. it’s
a scary
thOught
trUly not
to have
the time to
a write a poem
in a month’s demand
of school or work.. or
painting either.. as deliGhtfuL
iN color and dArk oF umbrella
sHade from colors iN liFe
as you paint ‘above’
my friend..
but sure
i wandered the
desert of no creativity
from age 13 to 53.. with
little respite from a culture
demanding me to be
more machine
than human
now then..
the metaphors
for the Matrix
and Terminator
series of movies
are no myth
they are
real
now.. prophet
movies of wheRe
humans are now..
then too.. but more
so.. so much more so
now.. until we escape
the science of culture
and are
just free
again..
to move..
connect
and create..
as that is what
eliminates the
black umbrella
of culture
that
covers
the colors
of the wind
that paint
so beautifuLLy
when free flows uS..:)
6027
From
last
year..
sTill
applicable now
tommorownow
as well.. of course..;)
last
year..
sTill
applicable now
tommorownow
as well.. of course..;)
6039
Haha.. Shawna..
you know that song..
you light up my life..
you light up my
brain.. brains
of a feather
stick togetHer..
but i’m not gonna
say it
like
it was
orginAlly
statEd..
heheR..
as usual…
Yeah.. this Innate
Autism and Bi-Polar
stuff is really hard when
one is in mainstream
society..
but haha!
when free
it’s super
hero
stuff..
but more
like legend
not being afraid
to JUST BE ME..
man.. i wish you could
be just you.. in the flesh life
as you do it OH SO WELL.. ONLINE..
and that’s where i starTed
so let it be written
so let it
be done..
i made myself
into a mythical creature
first.. and i manifest as
the dancing
guy in
real life..
and the martial
arts dude.. and
the dude that
presses
half a ton
with his legs..
DREAMS COME TRUE..
all i wanted in life was
friends.. and i feel
like i have a few
plus my wife
now..
so mission fully
accomplished..
dancing and
poeTry
is just
icing
that made
the cake come true..
Love you friend..
i’m glad
you
came
my way..
and now off to
visit your blog
with my
fingers
crossed
that it
stays
there by
the now i get there
now.. so off to Shawna’s place..:)
you know that song..
you light up my life..
you light up my
brain.. brains
of a feather
stick togetHer..
but i’m not gonna
say it
like
it was
orginAlly
statEd..
heheR..
as usual…
Yeah.. this Innate
Autism and Bi-Polar
stuff is really hard when
one is in mainstream
society..
but haha!
when free
it’s super
hero
stuff..
but more
like legend
not being afraid
to JUST BE ME..
man.. i wish you could
be just you.. in the flesh life
as you do it OH SO WELL.. ONLINE..
and that’s where i starTed
so let it be written
so let it
be done..
i made myself
into a mythical creature
first.. and i manifest as
the dancing
guy in
real life..
and the martial
arts dude.. and
the dude that
presses
half a ton
with his legs..
DREAMS COME TRUE..
all i wanted in life was
friends.. and i feel
like i have a few
plus my wife
now..
so mission fully
accomplished..
dancing and
poeTry
is just
icing
that made
the cake come true..
Love you friend..
i’m glad
you
came
my way..
and now off to
visit your blog
with my
fingers
crossed
that it
stays
there by
the now i get there
now.. so off to Shawna’s place..:)
6253
OMG..! Shawna..!
one of my
favorite
subjects..
my
pineal
gland..
and for folks
who don’t know/FEEL iT..
that’s in the upper head..
yes.. as you kNow.. cut and
paste coming for thiS.. hehe..
and DMT.. OMGx2.. the
spirit molecule
isS alwWys
riSinG me
uP when i
sinG and dance..
some folks get
easier access
and i got
some
at 21..
and now i have
an all natural prescription
focused more by new electronic
music and trance dance HIGHER
AND HIGHER.. without substance
drugs.. and seriously
most everynow i dance
i have folks begging
me for whatever
i’m on.. and
i just tale
’em dance
baby.. 166.66
miles a month
and you can
have this
alWays
now too..
A dancer moving
with savage grace
like dancing girls
in ancient Egypt am i..
and hell yah.. males did
it more than women..
back when
being
naturAlly
hiGh
was the
iN FEELinG
to do to connect
God oF allthatis
ONE ONE ONE..
LIKE YESHUA…
sure he danced almost
as much as me.. or more..
in the desert sands of balance
my friend.. where each gRain
of sand
iS UniVerse
to dance on
hiGher and
hiGher with
eYes oF God..
if i could bottle what
i feel like inside.. when i dance
so free and wild.. i could make
a trillion dollars and feed all the
poor.. and give everyone..
a home for free..
and no i wouldn’t
seLL iT..
i would just
give it free to the
billionaires..
as a practice
of life.. and
then they
could see
that heaven
iS iNside and
notFKING iN
A DOLLAR
BILL..
and
give
theiR
spare
dollars
aWay!
sMiLes
so hiGh
and a John
Denver SonG
comes to mind..
i Loved his movies..
by the way.. about God
being George Burns..
and being
John’s
best friend..
one of my
favorite
subjects..
my
pineal
gland..
and for folks
who don’t know/FEEL iT..
that’s in the upper head..
yes.. as you kNow.. cut and
paste coming for thiS.. hehe..
and DMT.. OMGx2.. the
spirit molecule
isS alwWys
riSinG me
uP when i
sinG and dance..
some folks get
easier access
and i got
some
at 21..
and now i have
an all natural prescription
focused more by new electronic
music and trance dance HIGHER
AND HIGHER.. without substance
drugs.. and seriously
most everynow i dance
i have folks begging
me for whatever
i’m on.. and
i just tale
’em dance
baby.. 166.66
miles a month
and you can
have this
alWays
now too..
A dancer moving
with savage grace
like dancing girls
in ancient Egypt am i..
and hell yah.. males did
it more than women..
back when
being
naturAlly
hiGh
was the
iN FEELinG
to do to connect
God oF allthatis
ONE ONE ONE..
LIKE YESHUA…
sure he danced almost
as much as me.. or more..
in the desert sands of balance
my friend.. where each gRain
of sand
iS UniVerse
to dance on
hiGher and
hiGher with
eYes oF God..
if i could bottle what
i feel like inside.. when i dance
so free and wild.. i could make
a trillion dollars and feed all the
poor.. and give everyone..
a home for free..
and no i wouldn’t
seLL iT..
i would just
give it free to the
billionaires..
as a practice
of life.. and
then they
could see
that heaven
iS iNside and
notFKING iN
A DOLLAR
BILL..
and
give
theiR
spare
dollars
aWay!
sMiLes
so hiGh
and a John
Denver SonG
comes to mind..
i Loved his movies..
by the way.. about God
being George Burns..
and being
John’s
best friend..
it’s hard to prove
you see God to
folks who
Can’t
FEEL
GOD
ALL
INSIDE..
OUTSIDE..
ABOVE..
SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND
BUT IT IS THE REAL
DEAL THAT OUR ANCESTORS
KNEW AND FELT WHEN THEY
danced under the moonlit
fires of night
naked
togEtHer and
FREE.. ’till some
one came.. and
told ’em you are
crazy
God iS
a word
and not
iN ONE
and all
around the
dance of liFe
iNTruth and LiGht..
Thanks for the
GOD PROMPT!
wITh spiRit
Molecule
fully in
tow.. as
i just got
back from
danCinG
12 miles..
my friEnd
Shawna..
aGaiN!..:)
you see God to
folks who
Can’t
FEEL
GOD
ALL
INSIDE..
OUTSIDE..
ABOVE..
SO BELOW
AND ALL AROUND
BUT IT IS THE REAL
DEAL THAT OUR ANCESTORS
KNEW AND FELT WHEN THEY
danced under the moonlit
fires of night
naked
togEtHer and
FREE.. ’till some
one came.. and
told ’em you are
crazy
God iS
a word
and not
iN ONE
and all
around the
dance of liFe
iNTruth and LiGht..
Thanks for the
GOD PROMPT!
wITh spiRit
Molecule
fully in
tow.. as
i just got
back from
danCinG
12 miles..
my friEnd
Shawna..
aGaiN!..:)
Dance on.. Shawna Baby..
And Keep your Angel WinGs on..
Yeah. that song We Could Be Heroes..
By Tove Lo.. Doing the Nike Victory Dance..
All the way home.. Baby.. And
yes.. reference ‘these’ very
pretty car selfies.. Car selfies
are so cool.. yes.. again..
while parking of course..
And speaking of
Angels.. so true.. you never
age.. just like my wife.. and more
homework coming
here..
And Keep your Angel WinGs on..
Yeah. that song We Could Be Heroes..
By Tove Lo.. Doing the Nike Victory Dance..
All the way home.. Baby.. And
yes.. reference ‘these’ very
pretty car selfies.. Car selfies
are so cool.. yes.. again..
while parking of course..
And speaking of
Angels.. so true.. you never
age.. just like my wife.. and more
homework coming
here..
Yes.. per this link.. Androgynous
folks on the Autism Spectrum..
on the so-called
higher
functioning
end like you
and me.. yeah..
sure.. know you
haven’t been
diagnosed
but hmm..
yeah.. i’m almost
totAlly sure.. we both
have the ‘Angel disease’..
hehe.. as
the research
above shows that
folks with this so-called
YOUTH disorder have higher
levels of DHEA.. well into
older ages.. compared
to control groups..
so yeah..
perhaps we
are Angels in
a metaphorical way
of course.. as higher
levels of this does
keep ya
younger..
Baby Shawna..
yeah.. that’s wheRe
i got the Baby pArt
from.. ’cause
ya never
age..
since
around
’98.. forever
twenty-one
and all
that
stuff!..;)
folks on the Autism Spectrum..
on the so-called
higher
functioning
end like you
and me.. yeah..
sure.. know you
haven’t been
diagnosed
but hmm..
yeah.. i’m almost
totAlly sure.. we both
have the ‘Angel disease’..
hehe.. as
the research
above shows that
folks with this so-called
YOUTH disorder have higher
levels of DHEA.. well into
older ages.. compared
to control groups..
so yeah..
perhaps we
are Angels in
a metaphorical way
of course.. as higher
levels of this does
keep ya
younger..
Baby Shawna..
yeah.. that’s wheRe
i got the Baby pArt
from.. ’cause
ya never
age..
since
around
’98.. forever
twenty-one
and all
that
stuff!..;)
Anyway.. enjoy
the homework.. if
only i didn’t talk so
dam fast.. and scattered..
i probably would have ended
up being a real teacher
instead
of an
Internet
PHilosopher
and all of THAT..;)
the homework.. if
only i didn’t talk so
dam fast.. and scattered..
i probably would have ended
up being a real teacher
instead
of an
Internet
PHilosopher
and all of THAT..;)
AND.. IF ya wanna know
more about Autism now
and Androgyny.. truly
a fascinating subject
on its own merit too..
here is another
link here..
more about Autism now
and Androgyny.. truly
a fascinating subject
on its own merit too..
here is another
link here..
Back.. in my scientist only days
at the Wrong Planet before..
at the Wrong Planet before..
(back when i was metaphorical
Lucifer too.. in that place
called metaphorical
Hell.. An Angel of
LiGht.. WhO
took
a permanent
vacation from
HELL.. last
Summer..;)
Lucifer too.. in that place
called metaphorical
Hell.. An Angel of
LiGht.. WhO
took
a permanent
vacation from
HELL.. last
Summer..;)
Yes.. and before..
i became a full
fledged
Poet
Philosopher
in blog way..
yup.. and i bet
ya like the topic
of serial killing too..
just a hunch based on
one of your favorite
movies..
i became a full
fledged
Poet
Philosopher
in blog way..
yup.. and i bet
ya like the topic
of serial killing too..
just a hunch based on
one of your favorite
movies..
Yup.. some of the topics i authored on the Wrong Planet
out of my 8005 posts and around 8 million words
there are still top Google search results
based on topic
name..
out of my 8005 posts and around 8 million words
there are still top Google search results
based on topic
name..
i get around..
hehe..;)
with
different
aliases..
THAT one
is Aghogday..
and haha.. like you
my friend..
there
are
MANY
MANY
MORE..
from the past..
but now i keep
with the same
one..
as i’ve
got stuff
to say
for
the
ages..
now..:)
hehe..;)
with
different
aliases..
THAT one
is Aghogday..
and haha.. like you
my friend..
there
are
MANY
MANY
MORE..
from the past..
but now i keep
with the same
one..
as i’ve
got stuff
to say
for
the
ages..
now..:)
And also ‘nuTher
side note
here..
side note
here..
Aghogday..
back in its popular
days.. used to bring
up the result Aghori
too.. on Google..
back in its popular
days.. used to bring
up the result Aghori
too.. on Google..
Yup.. the left handed path..
and the dark side and
all of that..
Anyway.. ya
probably have
some nursing
to do.. imagine
if we met face to
face.. we would
talk for days..
and
wear
our
brains out..
yeah.. probably
good that you
erase your
blogs..
’cause
i can
be A FRIGGING
EXHAUSTING
HEADACHE
LIKE MY
WIFE
SAYS..
and part of the
reason that my online
activities are her
REALLY
BIG
HEADACHE
PILL.. for
brain
relief
from
ME!..
heHEX2..;)
and the dark side and
all of that..
Anyway.. ya
probably have
some nursing
to do.. imagine
if we met face to
face.. we would
talk for days..
and
wear
our
brains out..
yeah.. probably
good that you
erase your
blogs..
’cause
i can
be A FRIGGING
EXHAUSTING
HEADACHE
LIKE MY
WIFE
SAYS..
and part of the
reason that my online
activities are her
REALLY
BIG
HEADACHE
PILL.. for
brain
relief
from
ME!..
heHEX2..;)
But see that’s the thing..
with DHEA.. my
brain never
ages
AND KEEPS
GROwING
LIKE
FREDINSTEIN’S
MONSTER!..
And i keep
getting
faster and
stronger..
and etc.. etc..
yeah.. kinda like
the modern
Prometheus
movie.. now..
Frankenstein..
only difference
between me and
other folks with
Bi-Polar and
D E L U S I O N S
oF G R A Nduer..
i can prove
my
SHIT..
ONLINE..
WITH LiNKS
HEHEx3.. AGAiN!…;)
with DHEA.. my
brain never
ages
AND KEEPS
GROwING
LIKE
FREDINSTEIN’S
MONSTER!..
And i keep
getting
faster and
stronger..
and etc.. etc..
yeah.. kinda like
the modern
Prometheus
movie.. now..
Frankenstein..
only difference
between me and
other folks with
Bi-Polar and
D E L U S I O N S
oF G R A Nduer..
i can prove
my
SHIT..
ONLINE..
WITH LiNKS
HEHEx3.. AGAiN!…;)
And yes.. obtw..
When i was 13 the
cashier at McDonald’s
called me Miss.. as
i was super
androgynous
then.. as hard
as that may be
to believe now..
but i was
slowly
aging
reaching
full maturity
at age 53.. like
the comic book
super hero..
Hell Boy..
with
me
born
on
6660..
the rabbit hole
keeps getting
deeper huh..
see ya later..
‘Alice’..;)
When i was 13 the
cashier at McDonald’s
called me Miss.. as
i was super
androgynous
then.. as hard
as that may be
to believe now..
but i was
slowly
aging
reaching
full maturity
at age 53.. like
the comic book
super hero..
Hell Boy..
with
me
born
on
6660..
the rabbit hole
keeps getting
deeper huh..
see ya later..
‘Alice’..;)
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HeLLo.. Friend gigoid..
Life is only as good
as the moment
is full
of Life..
To feel the
moment iS
to Live LIFE!
hmm.. words..
words.. words..
words..
SUCK..
Dance.. dance..
dance.. dance..
dance..
MOVES..
i dance
words
and MOvE
ON..
NOW..
dance
MOVES WORDS…
Writing in a way to
stay iN the Now..
alWays verb
vs.. yester
day’s
noun..
Hmm.. lesson lEarned..
to worship a man or idea
of yesternow.. is NOT to
move forWard..
whether
it is
a word
or a man
named
GOD…
As a participant observer
Anthropologist i study
it aLL
iN
PerSon.. and when i
visit Catholic Church this
morning.. there will be much
talk about 2 to 3.5K years
ago.. and little
talk or
ACTION
ABOUT NOW..
MOST PEOPLE..
will be nodding off..
or dazed and confused
or just plain bored.. and
leave wrong after they
receive the magical
bread and wine..
thinking that
will get
’em a
free ticket
to heaven
after all
their
stress
is gone..
as D E A D..
Man that’s sad..
they just hide the
truth of what Jesus was
really saying about heaven
being now.. and the fact that
human potential was groWinG
and not siNking forever into
the past of one human
being.. myth
and man..
but here’s the deal..
FEAR IS THE DEAL.. tHEDEVIL..
THEY JUST CANNOT HANDLE
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT THAT
ALL THAT IS IS NOW AND NO
OTHER NOW BUT NOW..
AND TO PRACTICE
A PERFECT
PRACTICE
OF FEELING
AND FILLING THE
MOMENT OF NOW..
is as close to FiN heaven
as they will ever see
or FEEL
NOW
JUST
NOW..
and that was also
the message of the
Luke 17:21 reported
words of a man named
Yeshua.. and OMG yes..
so many other philosophers
poets.. and sitting on a rock
thinkers of Universal Truth
and liGht.. meanwhile
a man hangs on a
wall with
or without
a cross..
and
people
kneel
to him..
hoping with
all their heart for
heaven after life and
to meet the man then..
when.. all he was truly
reported to say is
ya find it..
within
and work
from theRe..
it’s all about
‘ME’ getting
iT correct
now..
iN any
hUman heARt..
SpiRit expreSsinG
emoTioNaL BoDy
miND Balance
SoUl..
NoW
JUST
NOW..
as much oF
Truth and LiGht
wE CAN be for
NOW never
ending
NOW..
And yes.. the flesh dance
of Life works excellent to
bRinG noW hiGher and
hiGher iN BliSs..
ever RinGinG
True iN everY
ceLL beLow
and aBove..
in our miNd and
BoDy balanCinG
SoUl.. Working
for NOW..
just
NOW
aLL
aRound!..:)
Life is only as good
as the moment
is full
of Life..
To feel the
moment iS
to Live LIFE!
hmm.. words..
words.. words..
words..
SUCK..
Dance.. dance..
dance.. dance..
dance..
MOVES..
i dance
words
and MOvE
ON..
NOW..
dance
MOVES WORDS…
Writing in a way to
stay iN the Now..
alWays verb
vs.. yester
day’s
noun..
Hmm.. lesson lEarned..
to worship a man or idea
of yesternow.. is NOT to
move forWard..
whether
it is
a word
or a man
named
GOD…
As a participant observer
Anthropologist i study
it aLL
iN
PerSon.. and when i
visit Catholic Church this
morning.. there will be much
talk about 2 to 3.5K years
ago.. and little
talk or
ACTION
ABOUT NOW..
MOST PEOPLE..
will be nodding off..
or dazed and confused
or just plain bored.. and
leave wrong after they
receive the magical
bread and wine..
thinking that
will get
’em a
free ticket
to heaven
after all
their
stress
is gone..
as D E A D..
Man that’s sad..
they just hide the
truth of what Jesus was
really saying about heaven
being now.. and the fact that
human potential was groWinG
and not siNking forever into
the past of one human
being.. myth
and man..
but here’s the deal..
FEAR IS THE DEAL.. tHEDEVIL..
THEY JUST CANNOT HANDLE
THE TRUTH AND LIGHT THAT
ALL THAT IS IS NOW AND NO
OTHER NOW BUT NOW..
AND TO PRACTICE
A PERFECT
PRACTICE
OF FEELING
AND FILLING THE
MOMENT OF NOW..
is as close to FiN heaven
as they will ever see
or FEEL
NOW
JUST
NOW..
and that was also
the message of the
Luke 17:21 reported
words of a man named
Yeshua.. and OMG yes..
so many other philosophers
poets.. and sitting on a rock
thinkers of Universal Truth
and liGht.. meanwhile
a man hangs on a
wall with
or without
a cross..
and
people
kneel
to him..
hoping with
all their heart for
heaven after life and
to meet the man then..
when.. all he was truly
reported to say is
ya find it..
within
and work
from theRe..
it’s all about
‘ME’ getting
iT correct
now..
iN any
hUman heARt..
SpiRit expreSsinG
emoTioNaL BoDy
miND Balance
SoUl..
NoW
JUST
NOW..
as much oF
Truth and LiGht
wE CAN be for
NOW never
ending
NOW..
And yes.. the flesh dance
of Life works excellent to
bRinG noW hiGher and
hiGher iN BliSs..
ever RinGinG
True iN everY
ceLL beLow
and aBove..
in our miNd and
BoDy balanCinG
SoUl.. Working
for NOW..
just
NOW
aLL
aRound!..:)
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Shirt of ‘yesterday’..
says.. PLEASE DON’T
MAKE ME DO STUFF…
says.. PLEASE DON’T
MAKE ME DO STUFF…
NOw-Typical..
after Church..
sweet.. shy..
photo of
wife..
with super
confident
husband..;)
after Church..
sweet.. shy..
photo of
wife..
with super
confident
husband..;)
Attempting
to teach the
Man of Steel..
a little flexibility
iN Moving Dance..
however he is now
accustomed
to flying,,
so he
iS having
difficulty
on terrestrial
Land.. moving
iN SpiRaLs
practiCinG
balance
but not
giving
uPoNa
lesSon
plan
yet..;)
to teach the
Man of Steel..
a little flexibility
iN Moving Dance..
however he is now
accustomed
to flying,,
so he
iS having
difficulty
on terrestrial
Land.. moving
iN SpiRaLs
practiCinG
balance
but not
giving
uPoNa
lesSon
plan
yet..;)
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Another visit
At Shawna’s
place and
she provides
this SonG.. noW..
At Shawna’s
place and
she provides
this SonG.. noW..
i say..
i can never gEt
enough oF
church
under
the milky
way.. now..
sMiLes.. ageless
timeless.. juSt now..:)
enough oF
church
under
the milky
way.. now..
sMiLes.. ageless
timeless.. juSt now..:)
And now to spRinG board
off that thought.. church today..
iS most excellent as iT sPeaKs to
Love as a Universal human
emoTioN above aLL other
human FoRce oF emoTioNaL
bEinG..
and iT iS..
as to live wITh
Love.. to lose the
ability to either give
iT or receive iN positive
feeling.. F E E L I N G..
NOT JUST A WORD..
F E E L I N G..
iS THE lesson of
a liFe of what iS important
iN liFe.. vs.. what iS shalLow..
without the mEat of Love..
iN HeARt.. expresSinG
SpiRit oF Love..
iN miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
SoUl..
alWays
now..
And to kNow and
FeeL.. so many other
human bEinGs have
lost tHeir capacity
and ability
to both
give
and receive
the FEELING
of hUman Love
that speLLs
empathy
and sympathy
both feeLinG
and ExpresSinG
FREEly as Flow
of Love
NOW..
My church
iS Love..
My Savior
iS Love..
My God
iS Love..
and that
iS all i need
to feel iS
LOVE..
All positive
Flow of energy
always now..
wheRe the
Love
Muscle
iS alWays
getting
WorKed
Stronger
juST
NoW
aS
LOVE..:)
off that thought.. church today..
iS most excellent as iT sPeaKs to
Love as a Universal human
emoTioN above aLL other
human FoRce oF emoTioNaL
bEinG..
and iT iS..
as to live wITh
Love.. to lose the
ability to either give
iT or receive iN positive
feeling.. F E E L I N G..
NOT JUST A WORD..
F E E L I N G..
iS THE lesson of
a liFe of what iS important
iN liFe.. vs.. what iS shalLow..
without the mEat of Love..
iN HeARt.. expresSinG
SpiRit oF Love..
iN miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
SoUl..
alWays
now..
And to kNow and
FeeL.. so many other
human bEinGs have
lost tHeir capacity
and ability
to both
give
and receive
the FEELING
of hUman Love
that speLLs
empathy
and sympathy
both feeLinG
and ExpresSinG
FREEly as Flow
of Love
NOW..
My church
iS Love..
My Savior
iS Love..
My God
iS Love..
and that
iS all i need
to feel iS
LOVE..
All positive
Flow of energy
always now..
wheRe the
Love
Muscle
iS alWays
getting
WorKed
Stronger
juST
NoW
aS
LOVE..:)
And Speaking of
Truth and LiGht..
the Monsignor
Catholic Priest
Mike.. shaRed
the Cherokee two
Wolf Story to illustrate
how we exercise our Love
Muscle by feeding iT beautiful
wolf ways instead of ugly
wolf ways..
iN the Video
i’ve often used
on this blog
before..
as iT
iS true
one must make
the intended conscious
effort of self to feed the
wolf of Hope and Love
rather than the wolf
of Fear
and
Hate..
and
associated
pro or con
S O C I A L
emoTioNs now
wHere we move
toward liGht or
DArk.. basEd
oN oUr relative
Free WiLL.. to feed
the liGht wolf
over
dArk
wolf
now..
AnyWay.. i’ll end with
the video oF topic..
as iT’s worth
watching
and reading
through.. as a
UniVersal Bible
of Indian Wisdom
oF Love.. iN Truth
and LiGht oF
BEinG
HUman..
and OMG..
‘thiS’ bLog post
iS getting lonG!..
time to publish
soon!..;)
Truth and LiGht..
the Monsignor
Catholic Priest
Mike.. shaRed
the Cherokee two
Wolf Story to illustrate
how we exercise our Love
Muscle by feeding iT beautiful
wolf ways instead of ugly
wolf ways..
iN the Video
i’ve often used
on this blog
before..
as iT
iS true
one must make
the intended conscious
effort of self to feed the
wolf of Hope and Love
rather than the wolf
of Fear
and
Hate..
and
associated
pro or con
S O C I A L
emoTioNs now
wHere we move
toward liGht or
DArk.. basEd
oN oUr relative
Free WiLL.. to feed
the liGht wolf
over
dArk
wolf
now..
AnyWay.. i’ll end with
the video oF topic..
as iT’s worth
watching
and reading
through.. as a
UniVersal Bible
of Indian Wisdom
oF Love.. iN Truth
and LiGht oF
BEinG
HUman..
and OMG..
‘thiS’ bLog post
iS getting lonG!..
time to publish
soon!..;)
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SMiLes.. my friend.. gigoid..
never now a need to apologize
for not having time to respond
to all my
torrent of
words in flow
and cou
rage..
as well..
For me it is the inspiration
that counts.. and friends of
course.. i never expect
anyone to
float
in the boat
i do now.. as my
river’s path
is different
of course
than most..
or haha..
all perhaps..
SMiLes again..
as of course aLL our
journeys and paths
are ‘IEP Individual
Education Plans’
provided
by both
the God of
Nature iN iNnate
iNstinct and iNtuition..
and OMGx2.. a culture..
school.. and work.. spoon-fed
to us from almost now when oUr
eYes meet liGht in delivery room
of birth in culture.. now.. recently
i used the old Cherokee Indian
Chief’s Wisdom of feeding
the two wolfs of human
Fear and Hate..
opposed to
Love and Hope..
but surely even though
Love is All i Need.. challenge
of Cou
rage pArt
of Love iS a
necessary pArt
of Life for balance..
and the tale of
three cats
who live(d)
in my home..
Arthur.. the first..
20 years-old at death..
inside outside neighborhood
Noble Alpha cat.. never getting
injured in a fiGht.. with no being
he ever bowed down to in
life other than
free as he..
wITh wiLd
cAll of THE
God of Nature
wheRe he found his
own answers in life..
of course with the
partial assistance
of human made
culture.. now..
for a guaranteed
and subsidized meal..
when the hunting was low..
but the fact is he kept the
challenge of life for survival
and moved steadily from
fast to slow.. to
his last
day of
life.. when too
weak to meet
the challenge
wandering into
the woods.. to go
back to the dust of Nature
and yes.. as Karma goes
to feed the
birds
in his
last hurrah..
doing life his way..
Yellow Boy.. all feral..
on his last leg of difficulty
iN finding a meal..
down to
single
digit
LBS.. when
he came out of
the woods and cried
under our shed.. gaining
predictable subsistence..
and a new found
respect for
human
beings..
his friends
from the brick
caves who altruistically
provided a bowl of
life sustaining
tender
vittles
and Love of
Course.. as the
wiLd boy who only
knew the fight of life
and comfort in his own
arms and paws..
gained
the
comfort of
human warmth
to the belly of my
wife.. and lap..
that became
the mother’s
milk
of life
once again..
born to the paws
of Love before
the hunt
and
play
of life
takes
over..
Yellow Boy will never
lose the call of the Wild
and even after ‘the operation’
as muscular and power
flows from before..
THE EPIGENETIC
POTENTIAL OF CAT
WILD STAYS
IN PLACE..
same as human
when more fully
challenged
in the
cou
RAGE
of life..
And Moby the human
among the cats.. adopted
by us from down the street
neighbors at three years
old.. baby allergic.. cat
goes.. to us.. spoon-fed
from birth.. with only Love
as the requirement
of his ages..
job done
well on
Love..
but job
on couRAGe
not pArt of his
Human
culture
functionally
disabling instruction
of life.. can i blame him
now for his diabetes.. for
his crippling weakness and
arthritis in flesh and
bones of walk.. at
age 10.. nah..
the enemy
is also
Love
in his
case.. and this
same sitting comfort
in human’s case..
Love is like oxygen
to quote ‘that
band’ you get
too much.. you get
too high.. not
enough
and
ya
gonna
die.. in life
at least.. but
without
the
cou
Rage of
Life.. suffeRinG
iS and Misery iS the
eventual pitfall and
stumble to a shorter
life in weakness and pain..
As always a balance.. iS the
answer to life.. Finding the balance
iS a challenge of a lifetime for most
folks now.. but i for
one PROVE
IT’S POSSIBLE..
and what works for
me may not work at
all in terms of dance
and all arts for others…
that’s the complicated
pARt.. theRe
are no
same
answers
to the questions
of life.. The search
for balance..
iS
a
me Art
of NOW..
but sure.. we
at least share our
stories now of what
works.. and perhaps
helpful hints wiLL spark
the life of others
iN
Balance
as well..
Anyway.. our challenge
today.. my wife and i..
was finding a lid
to a plastic
container
at Target
that was low
enough where Moby
can climb over the edge
for a litter box.. with
continued
diminished
use of his legs
a complication
of both Diabetes
and Cat Arthritis..
and medicine
is no longer
meeting
the
challenge
alone.. now
Humans have
a choice to move
early to avoid this
premature fate
in Wheel
Chair carts
at Super-Walmart..
but sadly culture
says
sit
still boys
and girls
and do
not F
in Fidget
in your seats..
at work.. at school..
at home.. and now
stuck to screens
as a self-fulfilling
prophecy.. that
even i fall
to.. too
often
now..
that i must
balance even with
166.66 miles of
dance walking
a month..
as sitting
still is scientifically
proven now.. as bad
as smoking cigarettes
for degenerative
human
health..
So i came down
from the Mountain
and not only said
let’s dance in
Church
i actually
F
iN
show
Ed
’em
how
to do iT..
i make a bigger
impact on healing
in the real world..
as reading
me.. now..
can encourage
folks to sit more
and more and more..
but i must at least
leave a record
of what
i lEarn(ed)
as yes.. it is
possible to both
move.. and use
a smARt phone
but OMG
not in A
car! oN
FOOT iN
AN OPEN
FIELD OF LIfE..
OFF OF SIDEWALKS
OF HUMAN MADE HELL..
i can show ’em A way..
but i cannot
make
them
drink
from A
Chalice
iNArtFuLFlowNoW
oF Human Dance..
Holding Hands with
the God of Nature
and All others
once
again..
as a tribe
oF FREE DANCE..
And a Springboard from
that comment to here..
never now a need to apologize
for not having time to respond
to all my
torrent of
words in flow
and cou
rage..
as well..
For me it is the inspiration
that counts.. and friends of
course.. i never expect
anyone to
float
in the boat
i do now.. as my
river’s path
is different
of course
than most..
or haha..
all perhaps..
SMiLes again..
as of course aLL our
journeys and paths
are ‘IEP Individual
Education Plans’
provided
by both
the God of
Nature iN iNnate
iNstinct and iNtuition..
and OMGx2.. a culture..
school.. and work.. spoon-fed
to us from almost now when oUr
eYes meet liGht in delivery room
of birth in culture.. now.. recently
i used the old Cherokee Indian
Chief’s Wisdom of feeding
the two wolfs of human
Fear and Hate..
opposed to
Love and Hope..
but surely even though
Love is All i Need.. challenge
of Cou
rage pArt
of Love iS a
necessary pArt
of Life for balance..
and the tale of
three cats
who live(d)
in my home..
Arthur.. the first..
20 years-old at death..
inside outside neighborhood
Noble Alpha cat.. never getting
injured in a fiGht.. with no being
he ever bowed down to in
life other than
free as he..
wITh wiLd
cAll of THE
God of Nature
wheRe he found his
own answers in life..
of course with the
partial assistance
of human made
culture.. now..
for a guaranteed
and subsidized meal..
when the hunting was low..
but the fact is he kept the
challenge of life for survival
and moved steadily from
fast to slow.. to
his last
day of
life.. when too
weak to meet
the challenge
wandering into
the woods.. to go
back to the dust of Nature
and yes.. as Karma goes
to feed the
birds
in his
last hurrah..
doing life his way..
Yellow Boy.. all feral..
on his last leg of difficulty
iN finding a meal..
down to
single
digit
LBS.. when
he came out of
the woods and cried
under our shed.. gaining
predictable subsistence..
and a new found
respect for
human
beings..
his friends
from the brick
caves who altruistically
provided a bowl of
life sustaining
tender
vittles
and Love of
Course.. as the
wiLd boy who only
knew the fight of life
and comfort in his own
arms and paws..
gained
the
comfort of
human warmth
to the belly of my
wife.. and lap..
that became
the mother’s
milk
of life
once again..
born to the paws
of Love before
the hunt
and
play
of life
takes
over..
Yellow Boy will never
lose the call of the Wild
and even after ‘the operation’
as muscular and power
flows from before..
THE EPIGENETIC
POTENTIAL OF CAT
WILD STAYS
IN PLACE..
same as human
when more fully
challenged
in the
cou
RAGE
of life..
And Moby the human
among the cats.. adopted
by us from down the street
neighbors at three years
old.. baby allergic.. cat
goes.. to us.. spoon-fed
from birth.. with only Love
as the requirement
of his ages..
job done
well on
Love..
but job
on couRAGe
not pArt of his
Human
culture
functionally
disabling instruction
of life.. can i blame him
now for his diabetes.. for
his crippling weakness and
arthritis in flesh and
bones of walk.. at
age 10.. nah..
the enemy
is also
Love
in his
case.. and this
same sitting comfort
in human’s case..
Love is like oxygen
to quote ‘that
band’ you get
too much.. you get
too high.. not
enough
and
ya
gonna
die.. in life
at least.. but
without
the
cou
Rage of
Life.. suffeRinG
iS and Misery iS the
eventual pitfall and
stumble to a shorter
life in weakness and pain..
As always a balance.. iS the
answer to life.. Finding the balance
iS a challenge of a lifetime for most
folks now.. but i for
one PROVE
IT’S POSSIBLE..
and what works for
me may not work at
all in terms of dance
and all arts for others…
that’s the complicated
pARt.. theRe
are no
same
answers
to the questions
of life.. The search
for balance..
iS
a
me Art
of NOW..
but sure.. we
at least share our
stories now of what
works.. and perhaps
helpful hints wiLL spark
the life of others
iN
Balance
as well..
Anyway.. our challenge
today.. my wife and i..
was finding a lid
to a plastic
container
at Target
that was low
enough where Moby
can climb over the edge
for a litter box.. with
continued
diminished
use of his legs
a complication
of both Diabetes
and Cat Arthritis..
and medicine
is no longer
meeting
the
challenge
alone.. now
Humans have
a choice to move
early to avoid this
premature fate
in Wheel
Chair carts
at Super-Walmart..
but sadly culture
says
sit
still boys
and girls
and do
not F
in Fidget
in your seats..
at work.. at school..
at home.. and now
stuck to screens
as a self-fulfilling
prophecy.. that
even i fall
to.. too
often
now..
that i must
balance even with
166.66 miles of
dance walking
a month..
as sitting
still is scientifically
proven now.. as bad
as smoking cigarettes
for degenerative
human
health..
So i came down
from the Mountain
and not only said
let’s dance in
Church
i actually
F
iN
show
Ed
’em
how
to do iT..
i make a bigger
impact on healing
in the real world..
as reading
me.. now..
can encourage
folks to sit more
and more and more..
but i must at least
leave a record
of what
i lEarn(ed)
as yes.. it is
possible to both
move.. and use
a smARt phone
but OMG
not in A
car! oN
FOOT iN
AN OPEN
FIELD OF LIfE..
OFF OF SIDEWALKS
OF HUMAN MADE HELL..
i can show ’em A way..
but i cannot
make
them
drink
from A
Chalice
iNArtFuLFlowNoW
oF Human Dance..
Holding Hands with
the God of Nature
and All others
once
again..
as a tribe
oF FREE DANCE..
And a Springboard from
that comment to here..
SMiLes my FriEnd..
yes.. in the end
now and the
beginning
now.. iT
aLL comes
down now to
the Politics
of SEX..
Oh.. the balance.. oh
the culture.. oh the
FiN Insanity of
an originAlly
scores of thousands
of years.. foRager then
human being.. wHere
Sharing was the law
and selfishly
collecting
was forbidden..
and The Semen
of Life was sacred and
sharing sex was the
way to human
peace no less
than Bonobos
do today..
and nah..
not just my
roving opinion..
A Science studied
phenomenon in a
ground breaking
book study
named
‘Sex
AT Dawn’
free reading
for me at
the B and A
Bookstore now
yesterday.. only confirming
what i for one know and feel
as truth and liGht now.. both from
studying the Nature of Humans
and Bonobos in the wiLd..
now our closest primate
cousins.. and only one
who shares
the missionary
position of sex..
oral sex..
and
yes..
French Bonobo
tongue kissing as well..
and same sex female
genital rubbing and
males swording
their public parts..
and while some folks may
be saying disgusting.. bull
shit.. the only reason animals
lick the parts of others like
these bonobos..
is to feel the
other animals
pleasure
through mirror
neurons.. oxytocin
receptors.. and in general
the emotional contagion
of human
empathy/
sympathy
all imPaSsIONed..
for the hunting.. gatheRinG
and shaRinG of Life.. reducing
all agression.. violence.. warring..
while the ignorant psychopathic
leaning folks in Iran.. cover up
adulteresses to their head
for maximum
suffering
and misery
for torture
in stoning
to death..
these really smart
humans didn’t just
have single or only
double parent families..
they had up to double
digit and more fathers
where the Semen and
educational nourishment
of more than one father in
the ways of the forage of life..
was seen as a positive way of
sharing the Holy Semen as a
sacred sacrament of Life.. instead
of nasty disgusting.. humans now.. who use
it as a violent tool of defacement of women..
to share the dark.. of owning women and collecting
them as no more than cars with moving parts
to keep in garages..
or all covered
up in clothes..
with
owner
ship
papers..
But of course the real
insanity is huge populations
of humans in desolate areas
of the earth with few
natural resources
and harsh
weather
conditions..
not really
safe
for
human survival..
where tools.. become the
functional disability of life..
making humans softer..
softer..
weaker
until
a Life
of Moby
becomes
tHeir fate..
and to add greater
misery and suffering to
the torture.. they are spoon
fed shovels of mental stress..
in sitting still positions.. enduring
the tension and somatic pains
of degenerative
stress..
until
a slow
burn of
early death
is the final
fate
of
Life..
Anyway.. as i said
before.. there are no easy
answers.. and again as stated
over and over iN ‘this’ blog.. social
acceptance iS a vital instinct for
human survival in tribal
ways.. and
whatever insanity
to accommodate a
land of few resources
and harsh environmental
conditions.. is the spoon-fed
rule of life in cultures.. or religions
or whatever metal chalice that
holds the rules
of humans
for enough
insanity
in order
to at least
survive long enough
to reproduce folks
into the same
insane
cycle
of human
life again..
if i was born in another
country.. or not retired now
from disability and challenge
meeting that challenge and doing
all of this now.. my boat could still
be pain and suffering..
but i found a
river out
of the
dead
sea
and am
still traveling
upstream
in heaven
now.. NOW..
but yeah.. still
writing way too
much.. and sitting
still way too much..
and that is my problem
too.. a self-fulfilling sacrifice
as well.. in attempting to do
everything i can to help
other folks
out of
cultural
and religious
hells.. so sure
a price for Love..
a price of cou
Rage..
a price
for free
D O M
and the
ANSWER
AS ALWAYS
iS BALANCE..
SO.. now.. sand dance
with clouds and Sun iN Nature
for me.. to connect back out of
faux life to real life in
flesh
and blood
FredLand..:)
yes.. in the end
now and the
beginning
now.. iT
aLL comes
down now to
the Politics
of SEX..
Oh.. the balance.. oh
the culture.. oh the
FiN Insanity of
an originAlly
scores of thousands
of years.. foRager then
human being.. wHere
Sharing was the law
and selfishly
collecting
was forbidden..
and The Semen
of Life was sacred and
sharing sex was the
way to human
peace no less
than Bonobos
do today..
and nah..
not just my
roving opinion..
A Science studied
phenomenon in a
ground breaking
book study
named
‘Sex
AT Dawn’
free reading
for me at
the B and A
Bookstore now
yesterday.. only confirming
what i for one know and feel
as truth and liGht now.. both from
studying the Nature of Humans
and Bonobos in the wiLd..
now our closest primate
cousins.. and only one
who shares
the missionary
position of sex..
oral sex..
and
yes..
French Bonobo
tongue kissing as well..
and same sex female
genital rubbing and
males swording
their public parts..
and while some folks may
be saying disgusting.. bull
shit.. the only reason animals
lick the parts of others like
these bonobos..
is to feel the
other animals
pleasure
through mirror
neurons.. oxytocin
receptors.. and in general
the emotional contagion
of human
empathy/
sympathy
all imPaSsIONed..
for the hunting.. gatheRinG
and shaRinG of Life.. reducing
all agression.. violence.. warring..
while the ignorant psychopathic
leaning folks in Iran.. cover up
adulteresses to their head
for maximum
suffering
and misery
for torture
in stoning
to death..
these really smart
humans didn’t just
have single or only
double parent families..
they had up to double
digit and more fathers
where the Semen and
educational nourishment
of more than one father in
the ways of the forage of life..
was seen as a positive way of
sharing the Holy Semen as a
sacred sacrament of Life.. instead
of nasty disgusting.. humans now.. who use
it as a violent tool of defacement of women..
to share the dark.. of owning women and collecting
them as no more than cars with moving parts
to keep in garages..
or all covered
up in clothes..
with
owner
ship
papers..
But of course the real
insanity is huge populations
of humans in desolate areas
of the earth with few
natural resources
and harsh
weather
conditions..
not really
safe
for
human survival..
where tools.. become the
functional disability of life..
making humans softer..
softer..
weaker
until
a Life
of Moby
becomes
tHeir fate..
and to add greater
misery and suffering to
the torture.. they are spoon
fed shovels of mental stress..
in sitting still positions.. enduring
the tension and somatic pains
of degenerative
stress..
until
a slow
burn of
early death
is the final
fate
of
Life..
Anyway.. as i said
before.. there are no easy
answers.. and again as stated
over and over iN ‘this’ blog.. social
acceptance iS a vital instinct for
human survival in tribal
ways.. and
whatever insanity
to accommodate a
land of few resources
and harsh environmental
conditions.. is the spoon-fed
rule of life in cultures.. or religions
or whatever metal chalice that
holds the rules
of humans
for enough
insanity
in order
to at least
survive long enough
to reproduce folks
into the same
insane
cycle
of human
life again..
if i was born in another
country.. or not retired now
from disability and challenge
meeting that challenge and doing
all of this now.. my boat could still
be pain and suffering..
but i found a
river out
of the
dead
sea
and am
still traveling
upstream
in heaven
now.. NOW..
but yeah.. still
writing way too
much.. and sitting
still way too much..
and that is my problem
too.. a self-fulfilling sacrifice
as well.. in attempting to do
everything i can to help
other folks
out of
cultural
and religious
hells.. so sure
a price for Love..
a price of cou
Rage..
a price
for free
D O M
and the
ANSWER
AS ALWAYS
iS BALANCE..
SO.. now.. sand dance
with clouds and Sun iN Nature
for me.. to connect back out of
faux life to real life in
flesh
and blood
FredLand..:)
And yes PS.. then and now..
the Beatles ARE prophets
of the God of Nature..
Make
Love Not
War.. Peace
Baby and no
need to imagine
Heaven when it is
NOW.. just now..
in a warm
embrace
all naked
dancing around
a moonlit campfire
of niGht.. with other Human
Beings with the SPark of God
living from head to toe.. and
yes.. like.. LIKE one should much
more now.. for peace and
bliss from tip
of Penis
to the
Bottom
Floor of Vagina..
truly.. ULtiMateLy..
The truth and liGht
Feels Good.. God lives
in US.. and PleaSure
after
Cou
Rage
iS God’s
Way of Reward
and Balance..
and that’s
how we
show
God a
Good time
with ways of action
and consequence also
known as just doing
Good Karma
now..
Good
Karma equals
Pleasure after
struggle.. to show
God a bad time..
is the
way to
hell now..
there is NO
ESCAPING THE
GOD OF NATURE
EVER NEVER
NOW..
SinG a
Joyful SonG
of God in Blood
Sweat and Tears
in Smiles and Laughs
or go to
the other
place
away
from liGht
iN the
dArk
of eternal
hell now..
just
now
in REAL
LIFE NOW..
GOD IS REAL..
HEAVEN IS
REAL
AND HELL
IS REAL NOW..
and people do have
A GREAT DEAL! of relative
free WiLL to get TO
the liGht
place
with
a
little help
as alWays..
now from
FRIeNDS..:)
the Beatles ARE prophets
of the God of Nature..
Make
Love Not
War.. Peace
Baby and no
need to imagine
Heaven when it is
NOW.. just now..
in a warm
embrace
all naked
dancing around
a moonlit campfire
of niGht.. with other Human
Beings with the SPark of God
living from head to toe.. and
yes.. like.. LIKE one should much
more now.. for peace and
bliss from tip
of Penis
to the
Bottom
Floor of Vagina..
truly.. ULtiMateLy..
The truth and liGht
Feels Good.. God lives
in US.. and PleaSure
after
Cou
Rage
iS God’s
Way of Reward
and Balance..
and that’s
how we
show
God a
Good time
with ways of action
and consequence also
known as just doing
Good Karma
now..
Good
Karma equals
Pleasure after
struggle.. to show
God a bad time..
is the
way to
hell now..
there is NO
ESCAPING THE
GOD OF NATURE
EVER NEVER
NOW..
SinG a
Joyful SonG
of God in Blood
Sweat and Tears
in Smiles and Laughs
or go to
the other
place
away
from liGht
iN the
dArk
of eternal
hell now..
just
now
in REAL
LIFE NOW..
GOD IS REAL..
HEAVEN IS
REAL
AND HELL
IS REAL NOW..
and people do have
A GREAT DEAL! of relative
free WiLL to get TO
the liGht
place
with
a
little help
as alWays..
now from
FRIeNDS..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
Challenge and Change
iS both the dArk
and spice of
life.. as
well as
liGht
and yes..
a little/lot of both
for me.. currently
too.. my friend
Gigoid.. but
trust
lives
Me..
Love..
as WeLLiT..:)
Challenge and Change
iS both the dArk
and spice of
life.. as
well as
liGht
and yes..
a little/lot of both
for me.. currently
too.. my friend
Gigoid.. but
trust
lives
Me..
Love..
as WeLLiT..:)
1969
i had a science teacher
aha.. her name
sounded
like Ms.
RaNew..
but hmm..
sure.. spelled
differently then..
i think now..
but she told
us a story
about
taking the TV
out in the Yard and
Shooting the F iN
thing as it was
ROTTING HER
WHOLE FAMILY’S
BRAIN.. hmm.. i saw
the family.. don’t think
they moved their body
that much.. but she did
comment to a boy i knew
named Roger that Roger
means sit up straight or
you will be bent
forever
little
boy..
hmm.. yeah..
she was eccentric..
and that’s why i remember
her.. as STRANGE GETS
NOTICED.. FOR FUN
OR SCAREY
TOO..
SO anyway
on the tale end
of the Beatles Song
up there.. with Ringo
and Paul Singing CosmicAlly
Conscious by inspiration
of Indian Guru and all
of that.. yes.. when
we dance and sing..
in trance like mind away
from problem solving.. the
Truth and liGht of mind
and body balance
as part
of our
genetic
shared memory
with all of creation
since the point of whatever
is that still ends and begins
with now.. iS a REAL DEAL
OF RELATIVE FREE WILL
TOO.. that science is
stArting to shed
some liGht
on too..
but i ain’t
got time for
the slow.. clunky..
step one step
this and
that
worm
process of Science
Art iS FULL SPEED AHEAD
OF ME.. AND MAGIC IS REAL
WHEN YA KNOW AND FEEL
MORE ABOUT GOD
THAN CHURCH
AND
SCIENCE
ALONE.. at least
what it has to offer
for now.. overall.. although
many helpful hints along the
IEP.. way of course
for now..
and the way
now takes me
to dVerse to respond
to a few poems.. for
Monday Haibun with
Fredbun special
micropoetic
expressions
from me as
usual..
and then escape
finAlly out into the
GREAT OUTDOORS
OF GOD’S COUNTRY…
AS WALLS OF SCREENS
AND CONCRETE.. CAN
BE SO DAM
CONFINING
WITHIN
THE REALM
OF WAY LESS
THAN
RENEW
POTENTIAL..
but back to the
beginning of the
story this scream
of computer will
F
iN
Rot my
Body if
i do not
MOVE BABY
MOVE AWAY
FROM iT SOOn
and frigGinG MORE
IN THE FUTURE NOW..:)
aha.. her name
sounded
like Ms.
RaNew..
but hmm..
sure.. spelled
differently then..
i think now..
but she told
us a story
about
taking the TV
out in the Yard and
Shooting the F iN
thing as it was
ROTTING HER
WHOLE FAMILY’S
BRAIN.. hmm.. i saw
the family.. don’t think
they moved their body
that much.. but she did
comment to a boy i knew
named Roger that Roger
means sit up straight or
you will be bent
forever
little
boy..
hmm.. yeah..
she was eccentric..
and that’s why i remember
her.. as STRANGE GETS
NOTICED.. FOR FUN
OR SCAREY
TOO..
SO anyway
on the tale end
of the Beatles Song
up there.. with Ringo
and Paul Singing CosmicAlly
Conscious by inspiration
of Indian Guru and all
of that.. yes.. when
we dance and sing..
in trance like mind away
from problem solving.. the
Truth and liGht of mind
and body balance
as part
of our
genetic
shared memory
with all of creation
since the point of whatever
is that still ends and begins
with now.. iS a REAL DEAL
OF RELATIVE FREE WILL
TOO.. that science is
stArting to shed
some liGht
on too..
but i ain’t
got time for
the slow.. clunky..
step one step
this and
that
worm
process of Science
Art iS FULL SPEED AHEAD
OF ME.. AND MAGIC IS REAL
WHEN YA KNOW AND FEEL
MORE ABOUT GOD
THAN CHURCH
AND
SCIENCE
ALONE.. at least
what it has to offer
for now.. overall.. although
many helpful hints along the
IEP.. way of course
for now..
and the way
now takes me
to dVerse to respond
to a few poems.. for
Monday Haibun with
Fredbun special
micropoetic
expressions
from me as
usual..
and then escape
finAlly out into the
GREAT OUTDOORS
OF GOD’S COUNTRY…
AS WALLS OF SCREENS
AND CONCRETE.. CAN
BE SO DAM
CONFINING
WITHIN
THE REALM
OF WAY LESS
THAN
RENEW
POTENTIAL..
but back to the
beginning of the
story this scream
of computer will
F
iN
Rot my
Body if
i do not
MOVE BABY
MOVE AWAY
FROM iT SOOn
and frigGinG MORE
IN THE FUTURE NOW..:)
SO LET THAT BE WRITTEN
SO LET THAT BE DONE..
IN FACT I’M GOING
OUTSIDE
NOW
COSMICALLY
CONSCIOUS
BEFORE
I LOWER
MY
CONSCIOUSNESS
DOWN TO COMING
BACK HERE
AGAIN..
AND
ATTEMPT
TO RAISE IT
AGAIN.. iN approximation
of these metaphors named
human symbols
of reality
named
words..:)
SO LET THAT BE DONE..
IN FACT I’M GOING
OUTSIDE
NOW
COSMICALLY
CONSCIOUS
BEFORE
I LOWER
MY
CONSCIOUSNESS
DOWN TO COMING
BACK HERE
AGAIN..
AND
ATTEMPT
TO RAISE IT
AGAIN.. iN approximation
of these metaphors named
human symbols
of reality
named
words..:)
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Side note stARts..
Yeah.. i went on to
dVerse now..
couldn’t
pass this
concrete
thought
iN form
oF FloWer..
side note ends..
Yeah.. i went on to
dVerse now..
couldn’t
pass this
concrete
thought
iN form
oF FloWer..
side note ends..
Concrete form humans
meadow violet floWers
Dividing Nature
and tools..
where
fools
tread iN
concrete from
Violet Nature deliGht..
meadow violet floWers
Dividing Nature
and tools..
where
fools
tread iN
concrete from
Violet Nature deliGht..
Flower soft
truth
Concrete dead
truth
Concrete dead
side note again..
now outside
away from
dead
for me..:)
now outside
away from
dead
for me..:)
Back at
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2:18 pm..:)
2012016
2:18 pm..:)
A skip over
to Facebook
Friend.. Suzanne’s
Link.. for now..
to Facebook
Friend.. Suzanne’s
Link.. for now..
Superman/Batman..
Nowborn Superman
Nature Free Streams
FloWinG under
Angst.. now..
Batman
bridges
born
riches..
gaining
best tools
weapons
maKinG
Laws
Orders
concrete now..
oh.. so.. predictable..
safe.. Yes.. oRder now
DArk.. Freedom LiGht..
Cape FreeDom..
mAsk
Order..
BAtman
dArk pArt..
employ
tools..
B out..
Atman Truth liGht..
dArk Balance Order
Truth too.. Batman
Science.. Superman
hEArts Freedom Now…
Nowborn Superman
Nature Free Streams
FloWinG under
Angst.. now..
Batman
bridges
born
riches..
gaining
best tools
weapons
maKinG
Laws
Orders
concrete now..
oh.. so.. predictable..
safe.. Yes.. oRder now
DArk.. Freedom LiGht..
Cape FreeDom..
mAsk
Order..
BAtman
dArk pArt..
employ
tools..
B out..
Atman Truth liGht..
dArk Balance Order
Truth too.. Batman
Science.. Superman
hEArts Freedom Now…
Atman Balance
he ArTs..
Superman way..:)
he ArTs..
Superman way..:)
now back to
Sequential order..
Sequential order..
Bridge.. concrete passage
way over living stream..
paths infinite..
bridge one..
Stream
flows..
Bridge
sTiLL
way over living stream..
paths infinite..
bridge one..
Stream
flows..
Bridge
sTiLL
Single file
human
Bridge now..:)
human
Bridge now..:)
*
Center stage
work plays
Love down..
under tunnels
tear drop windows
buses move on without Love..
Center stage
work plays
Love down..
under tunnels
tear drop windows
buses move on without Love..
Hope moving
Buses
Moving Love..:)
Buses
Moving Love..:)
*
Harried Lives.. sLow
cook.. of stress iN
hell.. Train
Windows
reflecting
Faces.. inner
Brain.. UniVerse
uS deeper reflecting…
Harried Lives.. sLow
cook.. of stress iN
hell.. Train
Windows
reflecting
Faces.. inner
Brain.. UniVerse
uS deeper reflecting…
Train tracks
now
deeper ThInk..:)
now
deeper ThInk..:)
*
Streams now
Bridge past
concrete memories
stay same.. now
pasSinG.. now
Streams..
pass now..
same stay
memories
concrete
past bridge
now Streams..
Streams now
Bridge past
concrete memories
stay same.. now
pasSinG.. now
Streams..
pass now..
same stay
memories
concrete
past bridge
now Streams..
No Escape
Now
Screams..:)
Now
Screams..:)
Males.. sTill often preconceived
predators.. when they are
just in man mode..
So true..
how cultures
since the Agriculture
age have made
this fiction
reality
change and
balance back
to egalitarianism
where chosen
froZen..
ones’
become
allnoW free..
coMing stronGer..
predators.. when they are
just in man mode..
So true..
how cultures
since the Agriculture
age have made
this fiction
reality
change and
balance back
to egalitarianism
where chosen
froZen..
ones’
become
allnoW free..
coMing stronGer..
theaTer
naMed aLL
Earth..:)
naMed aLL
Earth..:)
Exquisite RAnDom beaUty
MeadoWed WiLd FloWers
SinG SonG.. VioLet.. noW
LiFe.. aLways chanGinG
never set onconcrete
wAll.. floWers… Now
MeadoWed WiLd FloWers
SinG SonG.. VioLet.. noW
LiFe.. aLways chanGinG
never set onconcrete
wAll.. floWers… Now
TaPestry
ALL
NAture…:)
ALL
NAture…:)
SonG oF JFK.. then..
lOnely Mother.. ’63..
two children.. Yes..
Valor glory way..
lOnely stone
cut bridge
life streams
on.. SonG
oF mY
mother..
then too..
lonEly
woman..
father worship
by three year
old boy..
one sister..
Doesn’t
matter..
Mother
won’t
work..
Father.. No..
wants Money..
leaves early..
Son lEarns..
never care
about
money..
Father
dies..
some
money and
little heARt
then.. at 81..
Son Lives
wITh Tons
More..
reGains
hEart..
lesSon
lEarned…
lOnely Mother.. ’63..
two children.. Yes..
Valor glory way..
lOnely stone
cut bridge
life streams
on.. SonG
oF mY
mother..
then too..
lonEly
woman..
father worship
by three year
old boy..
one sister..
Doesn’t
matter..
Mother
won’t
work..
Father.. No..
wants Money..
leaves early..
Son lEarns..
never care
about
money..
Father
dies..
some
money and
little heARt
then.. at 81..
Son Lives
wITh Tons
More..
reGains
hEart..
lesSon
lEarned…
Hi.. Daddy..
meeK
InHeRiT aLL..;)
meeK
InHeRiT aLL..;)
SPend heARt..
save
MoNey..;)
save
MoNey..;)
lesSon multiPLies
iNow
HeARt/MOney..;)
iNow
HeARt/MOney..;)
NoW
True
StorY…;)
True
StorY…;)
Thanks Daddy..
smALL
iNheRiT
aLL nOW
HEaRT
LESsON..:)
smALL
iNheRiT
aLL nOW
HEaRT
LESsON..:)
All Caught up
to nine total..
slow day at dVerse..
workout comes.. food..
and my new
show
Lucifer
after that..
and back
to here..
yeah..
the
other
place..
then..;)
to nine total..
slow day at dVerse..
workout comes.. food..
and my new
show
Lucifer
after that..
and back
to here..
yeah..
the
other
place..
then..;)
5:07 pm…
oH BoY.. now..
SPrinG fever
coming soon..
still dayliGht
and creativity
does grow
wITh liGht
of ME..:)
oH BoY.. now..
SPrinG fever
coming soon..
still dayliGht
and creativity
does grow
wITh liGht
of ME..:)
2813
BB-8.. is a rather strange..
Droid.. as he or she or
whatever BB-8 is..
seems to express
complex emotions..
quite a change from
the rather predictable
R2D2.. of 1977..
fast forward..
some 38 years
and Evolution
Orange is upon us..
iN sacred balance..
of the middle chakra..
per food and sex..
and feeling a
wide range
of emotions..
but i must say
i am a lot blue
today too..
and enough
of that hear..
more about it
on my blog
‘later’..
sadly
already
enough….
Rewind.. somewhere
around the Winter of 2006..
i never could have a cat inside
as my allergies.. so severe to cats
closed up my sinuses and throat
to the point i could not breathe..
i suppose the first time i lost
my ability to Love.. was
when my Dog Charlie
my only friend
in middle
school.. outside
of family.. passing
by the Tennis Court
in school bus.. saw him
on the side of the road..
beyond my ability
to take
one
more hurt
in heart.. as almost
everyone told me i did
not deserve to exist then..
except for him outside of family..
no more dogs for me.. it hurt too much..
and so wanted to love and be loved
in return by a girl friend.. one comes
at 18.. leaves.. at 19 on a dance
floor while the EW and F song
‘After the Love is Gone’..
is playing..
and she
says sorry
i don’t love
you anymore..
crushed again..
but the dog i Love
is still alive.. and there
is nothing still I can do
to bring her back..
alive
or not..
i suppose it
is part of the
Autism Thingy..
emotions so strong
and nuanced and complicated
that ya just have to find a way
to shut them off.. not understanding
that shutting them off.. is the worst
thing a person can do.. and
writing is such a blessing
now to process grief..
when my Father
died in
2014.. and
a month later
our 20 year
old cat
Arthur..
and i borrowed
this song from friend
Shawna.. a few weeks ago
petting my cat Moby..
coming to the reality
that we probably only
had a few weeks left
with him.. as
he was progressively
getting weaker and
weaker from
Diabetes..
to the
point today..
after returning from
working out.. where
Wife Katrina tells me
he no longer can
control his bladder
and can barely lift him
self up off
the floor..
still managing
to Love and purr..
through all his weakness
and pain.. with no complaints
really to tale us of how bad
he feels throughout his
body.. anyway.. we
would love to
hold on to
him longer..
but with animals
modern medicine is
kind.. there is not a requirement
for severe suffering as animals
can naturally go.. easy
into the peace
of night..
only knowing
living.. never suffering
too much.. and never
truly knowing the
reality of
death either..
other than
escape from
misery and suffering..
so yes.. we said our
goodbyes tonight..
and tomorrow
will be the last
goodbye.. too..
and i suppose
this song will
be our song..
and whenever
i need to cry for the
grief i will be able to
play it to bring the tears
again.. tears for Love
is never having
to say we
are sorry..
and the first day
i saw Moby looking at me
through our neighbor’s window
i said to myself.. what a furry grey
Lovable Looking cat.. and later i saw
him in a bright red Winter Sweater outside..
and said man i wish so much i could have
a cat like him inside to love all the time if
only my allergies would go away..
well when God took my emotions
away.. God took my allergies
away to cats as well..
so one day
Moby arrived
on our porch..
back in late 2008
around three years
old then.. he with no
front claws had been
kicked out of home
’cause a new baby
was allergic
to him.. then..
he found refuge
at our home..
and the
neighbors
allowed us
to adopt him..
and he and Arthur
became inside cats..
with Moby only inside..
just Loving me all he could
and me finally being able
to feel that Love
some years
later returning it..
when we had to
put another beloved cat..
Sunny Boy down.. the son
of Yellow Boy injured by another
cat around the block.. finding out
he had Kitty Aids at the Vet..
such a hard decision that
was in April of 2013..
but finally a tear..
that made me
feel stronger
inside than
five years
to that point..
finally a tear
that led to my
recovery.. along with
poetry writing.. and eventually
dance.. to bring emotions all
back and stronger than
ever before..
Now Love is
mine to give.. and i have
enough to give to many
more cats in my
life and humans
too..
come
what
may..
Yeah.. and anyone
who says that God doesn’t
exist.. has never met God
like i have… as today when
we were going to have our
last full day with
Moby.. those
neighbors
passed us
twice in Target..
speaking to us..
in our last ditch
effort to find a litter
box as plastic lid from a
storage container that
Moby might
be able
to lift himself
into.. we didn’t have
the heart to tale them
what was happening to
their beloved
cat from
before..
perhaps we
should have
given them
one more
chance
to see him..
but perhaps
that was God
just telling
me God has
God’s hand
on my
shoulder
letting me
know God
is still here
for me.. to hold
my hand.. come
what
may
still
forever
now.. NOW..
anyway i WiLL
change my life for
the even better iN
memory of Moby.. like
all other darkness has
brought victory of liGht
to me.. with 100% faith..
hope and belief iN
God even in
the dArkest
hell when
i could
feel none
of God
then…
Yes.. God does
work in mysterious
ways for those who
truly wanna
find
’em..
it’s
a choice
of relative
free will WITH GOD
BEYOND ALLIMAGINATION
OF SCIENCE.. AS SCIENCE
HAS
ZERO
IMAGINATION..
AND HUMANS
ARE TRULY
MAGIC
FULLY
EMPLOYED
BY GOD..
NO MATTER
WHAT ThEir MISSION
iS iN THIs LIFE.. AND FOR
ME IF i HAD TO i WOULD BE
THE
DEVIL
FOR GOD..
THAT’S FAITH…
AND YES.. PER
THE NEW SHOW
LUCIFER..
THE REAL
METAPHOR
FOR THE
DEVIL..
iS ONE
WHO EVENLY
DISTRIBUTES
KARMA.. NOW
IN HELPING
GOD
SET
THE RECORD
STRAIGHT..
BUT IN
MOST
HUMANS
THE REAL DEVIL IS FEAR..
oF LIVNG FREELY NOW..:)
Droid.. as he or she or
whatever BB-8 is..
seems to express
complex emotions..
quite a change from
the rather predictable
R2D2.. of 1977..
fast forward..
some 38 years
and Evolution
Orange is upon us..
iN sacred balance..
of the middle chakra..
per food and sex..
and feeling a
wide range
of emotions..
but i must say
i am a lot blue
today too..
and enough
of that hear..
more about it
on my blog
‘later’..
sadly
already
enough….
Rewind.. somewhere
around the Winter of 2006..
i never could have a cat inside
as my allergies.. so severe to cats
closed up my sinuses and throat
to the point i could not breathe..
i suppose the first time i lost
my ability to Love.. was
when my Dog Charlie
my only friend
in middle
school.. outside
of family.. passing
by the Tennis Court
in school bus.. saw him
on the side of the road..
beyond my ability
to take
one
more hurt
in heart.. as almost
everyone told me i did
not deserve to exist then..
except for him outside of family..
no more dogs for me.. it hurt too much..
and so wanted to love and be loved
in return by a girl friend.. one comes
at 18.. leaves.. at 19 on a dance
floor while the EW and F song
‘After the Love is Gone’..
is playing..
and she
says sorry
i don’t love
you anymore..
crushed again..
but the dog i Love
is still alive.. and there
is nothing still I can do
to bring her back..
alive
or not..
i suppose it
is part of the
Autism Thingy..
emotions so strong
and nuanced and complicated
that ya just have to find a way
to shut them off.. not understanding
that shutting them off.. is the worst
thing a person can do.. and
writing is such a blessing
now to process grief..
when my Father
died in
2014.. and
a month later
our 20 year
old cat
Arthur..
and i borrowed
this song from friend
Shawna.. a few weeks ago
petting my cat Moby..
coming to the reality
that we probably only
had a few weeks left
with him.. as
he was progressively
getting weaker and
weaker from
Diabetes..
to the
point today..
after returning from
working out.. where
Wife Katrina tells me
he no longer can
control his bladder
and can barely lift him
self up off
the floor..
still managing
to Love and purr..
through all his weakness
and pain.. with no complaints
really to tale us of how bad
he feels throughout his
body.. anyway.. we
would love to
hold on to
him longer..
but with animals
modern medicine is
kind.. there is not a requirement
for severe suffering as animals
can naturally go.. easy
into the peace
of night..
only knowing
living.. never suffering
too much.. and never
truly knowing the
reality of
death either..
other than
escape from
misery and suffering..
so yes.. we said our
goodbyes tonight..
and tomorrow
will be the last
goodbye.. too..
and i suppose
this song will
be our song..
and whenever
i need to cry for the
grief i will be able to
play it to bring the tears
again.. tears for Love
is never having
to say we
are sorry..
and the first day
i saw Moby looking at me
through our neighbor’s window
i said to myself.. what a furry grey
Lovable Looking cat.. and later i saw
him in a bright red Winter Sweater outside..
and said man i wish so much i could have
a cat like him inside to love all the time if
only my allergies would go away..
well when God took my emotions
away.. God took my allergies
away to cats as well..
so one day
Moby arrived
on our porch..
back in late 2008
around three years
old then.. he with no
front claws had been
kicked out of home
’cause a new baby
was allergic
to him.. then..
he found refuge
at our home..
and the
neighbors
allowed us
to adopt him..
and he and Arthur
became inside cats..
with Moby only inside..
just Loving me all he could
and me finally being able
to feel that Love
some years
later returning it..
when we had to
put another beloved cat..
Sunny Boy down.. the son
of Yellow Boy injured by another
cat around the block.. finding out
he had Kitty Aids at the Vet..
such a hard decision that
was in April of 2013..
but finally a tear..
that made me
feel stronger
inside than
five years
to that point..
finally a tear
that led to my
recovery.. along with
poetry writing.. and eventually
dance.. to bring emotions all
back and stronger than
ever before..
Now Love is
mine to give.. and i have
enough to give to many
more cats in my
life and humans
too..
come
what
may..
Yeah.. and anyone
who says that God doesn’t
exist.. has never met God
like i have… as today when
we were going to have our
last full day with
Moby.. those
neighbors
passed us
twice in Target..
speaking to us..
in our last ditch
effort to find a litter
box as plastic lid from a
storage container that
Moby might
be able
to lift himself
into.. we didn’t have
the heart to tale them
what was happening to
their beloved
cat from
before..
perhaps we
should have
given them
one more
chance
to see him..
but perhaps
that was God
just telling
me God has
God’s hand
on my
shoulder
letting me
know God
is still here
for me.. to hold
my hand.. come
what
may
still
forever
now.. NOW..
anyway i WiLL
change my life for
the even better iN
memory of Moby.. like
all other darkness has
brought victory of liGht
to me.. with 100% faith..
hope and belief iN
God even in
the dArkest
hell when
i could
feel none
of God
then…
Yes.. God does
work in mysterious
ways for those who
truly wanna
find
’em..
it’s
a choice
of relative
free will WITH GOD
BEYOND ALLIMAGINATION
OF SCIENCE.. AS SCIENCE
HAS
ZERO
IMAGINATION..
AND HUMANS
ARE TRULY
MAGIC
FULLY
EMPLOYED
BY GOD..
NO MATTER
WHAT ThEir MISSION
iS iN THIs LIFE.. AND FOR
ME IF i HAD TO i WOULD BE
THE
DEVIL
FOR GOD..
THAT’S FAITH…
AND YES.. PER
THE NEW SHOW
LUCIFER..
THE REAL
METAPHOR
FOR THE
DEVIL..
iS ONE
WHO EVENLY
DISTRIBUTES
KARMA.. NOW
IN HELPING
GOD
SET
THE RECORD
STRAIGHT..
BUT IN
MOST
HUMANS
THE REAL DEVIL IS FEAR..
oF LIVNG FREELY NOW..:)
3903
Quick visit
to Shawna’s
place.. and
then some
sleep…
to Shawna’s
place.. and
then some
sleep…
OMG..
you
ARE
sTill
here..
a record
and i’m
sad..
have to
take Moby
to his last
visit at the
vet tomorrow
so say a prayer..
my friend..
for cats
in
heaven..:)
you
ARE
sTill
here..
a record
and i’m
sad..
have to
take Moby
to his last
visit at the
vet tomorrow
so say a prayer..
my friend..
for cats
in
heaven..:)
3944
Well.. most every visit
to the vet is a trauma for
Moby.. terrified he was to
visit a vet.. and the feral animal
in him.. came out in a defiant display
of cat power.. with growls as deep
as most small Lions..
but today.. he was
calm for his last visit
and Loving to the end..
and Love is the gift of some
cats like Moby.. that gives from
beginning to
last
breath
of God’s
gift of cat..
and sure i did my
crying and so did Katrina..
and now i have something to
do with my emotions instead of
repressing them all bottled inside..
i can dance.. i can listen to the sad
songs that remind me of Moby
and cry tears for the
beauty of his love
i miss.. and
then i can
reflect better
on cats of the past
who i loved so much too..
and my dog Charlie.. and
increase the size of my heArt
even greater to hug my wife
and other folks too..
and speaking of
cats and
Growing
Grinch
sized heARts
into ten or more sizes
bigger than before..
for my own
reference
and Love
my first couple
of posts associated
with Sunny Boy as i was
trying so hard to come out
of emotional numbness iN liFe..
then a story about Oreo.. the
6LB cat that attacked Sunny
Boy that led to his demise
and my first tear
in five years
and the
rebirth
of my heARt
SpiRit and SoUl
so alive eventually
in July of 2013..
where really
even though
so much suffering
came from that fight
including true death
of a beloved cat..
the savior of
a sOul
can
originate
in the silver
lining of dArk
acts of
Nature
as well..
so sure.. the
world is black and
white.. and grey
but the
colors
briGhtest
of Life can arise
from the dArkest
bLack of Life
where
daRk
is
an
ARk
to liGht..
with additional posts
coming in memorial
of my father
and cat
Arthur
that
Summer
of 2014..
and
now
‘Paws
of Love’
to close this post
out now.. in Memorial
of Beloved Moby..
a cat who also
helped
me hang
in there for
five years
with the
suicide
disease..
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. and there
are the celebrations of life
that still exist.. ranging from
my Sister’s Biopsy that came
out okay yesterday.. to selling
my father’s estate last week
and finally having the
opportunity
to become
more
debt
free..
in paper
work ways..
and what a gift
writing is to be able
to memorialize all
the emotions..
losses..
and gains
of life.. but
to be able to
fully experience
emotions ranging
from dArk to liGht
and expresSinG them period
iS the elixir of life that
keeps us moving
free and
powerful
as God’s
trUly
liGht
creatures
as humans can be..
Where the Sun of uS
are our rAys of Love that
reach out as far as imagination
and creativity will take them.. and
also enhanced by the robots.. and
scientists of life.. from Gates.. to Jobs
to my iphone6s.. that is even powerful
enough to
open
up
my brain
and hEart..
forever.. relatively..
in human terms of
servers online and
phones strong
enough
and
patient
enough
to hEar me..
sMiLes.. i wouldn’t
wanna be anything but
human.. and a Kat too..:)
And for memories (lInked)
sake.. memories now from
the past.. and a particularly
human one.. named
Autistic
Love
Letters..
that truly
led to my
awakening
as a human being
with several mystical
posts coming after that..
where human archetypes
ranging from numbers to
soUl came to liGht after..
then.. and
what has
eventually
led to
ALL
of
this..
NOW..:)
to the vet is a trauma for
Moby.. terrified he was to
visit a vet.. and the feral animal
in him.. came out in a defiant display
of cat power.. with growls as deep
as most small Lions..
but today.. he was
calm for his last visit
and Loving to the end..
and Love is the gift of some
cats like Moby.. that gives from
beginning to
last
breath
of God’s
gift of cat..
and sure i did my
crying and so did Katrina..
and now i have something to
do with my emotions instead of
repressing them all bottled inside..
i can dance.. i can listen to the sad
songs that remind me of Moby
and cry tears for the
beauty of his love
i miss.. and
then i can
reflect better
on cats of the past
who i loved so much too..
and my dog Charlie.. and
increase the size of my heArt
even greater to hug my wife
and other folks too..
and speaking of
cats and
Growing
Grinch
sized heARts
into ten or more sizes
bigger than before..
for my own
reference
and Love
my first couple
of posts associated
with Sunny Boy as i was
trying so hard to come out
of emotional numbness iN liFe..
then a story about Oreo.. the
6LB cat that attacked Sunny
Boy that led to his demise
and my first tear
in five years
and the
rebirth
of my heARt
SpiRit and SoUl
so alive eventually
in July of 2013..
where really
even though
so much suffering
came from that fight
including true death
of a beloved cat..
the savior of
a sOul
can
originate
in the silver
lining of dArk
acts of
Nature
as well..
so sure.. the
world is black and
white.. and grey
but the
colors
briGhtest
of Life can arise
from the dArkest
bLack of Life
where
daRk
is
an
ARk
to liGht..
with additional posts
coming in memorial
of my father
and cat
Arthur
that
Summer
of 2014..
and
now
‘Paws
of Love’
to close this post
out now.. in Memorial
of Beloved Moby..
a cat who also
helped
me hang
in there for
five years
with the
suicide
disease..
type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. and there
are the celebrations of life
that still exist.. ranging from
my Sister’s Biopsy that came
out okay yesterday.. to selling
my father’s estate last week
and finally having the
opportunity
to become
more
debt
free..
in paper
work ways..
and what a gift
writing is to be able
to memorialize all
the emotions..
losses..
and gains
of life.. but
to be able to
fully experience
emotions ranging
from dArk to liGht
and expresSinG them period
iS the elixir of life that
keeps us moving
free and
powerful
as God’s
trUly
liGht
creatures
as humans can be..
Where the Sun of uS
are our rAys of Love that
reach out as far as imagination
and creativity will take them.. and
also enhanced by the robots.. and
scientists of life.. from Gates.. to Jobs
to my iphone6s.. that is even powerful
enough to
open
up
my brain
and hEart..
forever.. relatively..
in human terms of
servers online and
phones strong
enough
and
patient
enough
to hEar me..
sMiLes.. i wouldn’t
wanna be anything but
human.. and a Kat too..:)
And for memories (lInked)
sake.. memories now from
the past.. and a particularly
human one.. named
Autistic
Love
Letters..
that truly
led to my
awakening
as a human being
with several mystical
posts coming after that..
where human archetypes
ranging from numbers to
soUl came to liGht after..
then.. and
what has
eventually
led to
ALL
of
this..
NOW..:)
And no.. i didn’t
write 10K to 40K or even
50K posts then like
my first free verse
poetry
Novel
linked
here weighing
in at 41,133
words for
main post
with around
10K or
so more
words
in comments
section to make
over 50K words
in this one..
write 10K to 40K or even
50K posts then like
my first free verse
poetry
Novel
linked
here weighing
in at 41,133
words for
main post
with around
10K or
so more
words
in comments
section to make
over 50K words
in this one..
but i did a 6K or so word
post named
Revelation
66.. that
Brian Miler
Called the Mother
of all Blog posts..
post named
Revelation
66.. that
Brian Miler
Called the Mother
of all Blog posts..
and that
Mother
had many
giant children
eventually
hehe..
like
Jack
in the
Bean
Stalk
BrinGinG
them down
from the clouds…
Mother
had many
giant children
eventually
hehe..
like
Jack
in the
Bean
Stalk
BrinGinG
them down
from the clouds…
Anyway.. the point is..
(:..PERHAPS NOVEL..
IF i DON’T PUT
THE BRAKES
ON SOON..;)
the human heARt iS
a muscle of imagination..
creativity.. and most of ALL
feeLinG.. when expresSinG
that fEElinG as SpiRit in writinG..
dancinG and
even martial
arts And more
ARTS! to SHAKE!
IT ALL OFF!
in a miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
SoUl.. now..
AND FEEL
iT MORE
AND MORE
AGAiN..!
iN SpiRit
oF EmoTion..
True..Love is the
Muscle and LiGht
both courage and
kind that i wanna
exercise more and
more.. and yes.. sure.. share
and yes.. i have craZy Love..
as Love iS as Love does…
iN my case
iT iS
EXxtremeLy
ZEALOUS
LOVE.. AND
i ain’t the
first one
TO
LOVE
LIKE THIS..
AS IT IS
THE
GREATEST
iN AND OuT
THING TO DO OF ALL..
but perhaps you have
to go to the
dARkest
place of
All to Love
the Most.. so
if i signed up
for that pARt..
i guess i wasn’t
reAlly crazy after
all iS said and done
to get here iN the
Heaven oF
Love iN
Cou
Rage
and
KiNd
now!..
So yeah.. sure
they talk about the
Singularity iN terms
of uploading intellect
as machine and
hUman online..
but no..
that is not
a Singularity
that is only half
a brain and body
less than human
as robot being..
the real BB-8..
is as inFiniTy
standing
tall
now
8.. wHere
folks have been
uploading tHeir greater
intelligence of Arts in
human emoTioNs
eXpResSing
that SpiRit
of HeARt
iN miNd
and BoDy
balanCinG from
the first dance
naked around
campfires of
moonlit
nights
wildly
wiTh beats
of drums..
and recorded
in that first cave
painting and more..
as a record of our
soUl comes
collective
consciousness
iN more than intellect
and science iN ways
of hEart and aRT
Alive stiLL
now
iN media
of uS
that stays
alive for
others to share
for generations and
generations now.. as
there is much to learn
butt.. by God.. THERE
IS MORE
TO FEEL
ALIVE..
AND
SHARING
THE REAL
GIFT OF
BEING
HUMAN..
THE GREATEST
GIFT OF LOVE iN
COURAGE AND KIND..
YES.. MOBY iS A VERY
INSPIRAtiOnAL CAT
AND ALL WHO
INSpiRE ME
LIVE oN
iN
my Art
of Human
Being.. both
flesh
and
media
as iS
NOW
and
then.. ALiVe..
iN eYes oF Me..:)
(:..PERHAPS NOVEL..
IF i DON’T PUT
THE BRAKES
ON SOON..;)
the human heARt iS
a muscle of imagination..
creativity.. and most of ALL
feeLinG.. when expresSinG
that fEElinG as SpiRit in writinG..
dancinG and
even martial
arts And more
ARTS! to SHAKE!
IT ALL OFF!
in a miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
SoUl.. now..
AND FEEL
iT MORE
AND MORE
AGAiN..!
iN SpiRit
oF EmoTion..
True..Love is the
Muscle and LiGht
both courage and
kind that i wanna
exercise more and
more.. and yes.. sure.. share
and yes.. i have craZy Love..
as Love iS as Love does…
iN my case
iT iS
EXxtremeLy
ZEALOUS
LOVE.. AND
i ain’t the
first one
TO
LOVE
LIKE THIS..
AS IT IS
THE
GREATEST
iN AND OuT
THING TO DO OF ALL..
but perhaps you have
to go to the
dARkest
place of
All to Love
the Most.. so
if i signed up
for that pARt..
i guess i wasn’t
reAlly crazy after
all iS said and done
to get here iN the
Heaven oF
Love iN
Cou
Rage
and
KiNd
now!..
So yeah.. sure
they talk about the
Singularity iN terms
of uploading intellect
as machine and
hUman online..
but no..
that is not
a Singularity
that is only half
a brain and body
less than human
as robot being..
the real BB-8..
is as inFiniTy
standing
tall
now
8.. wHere
folks have been
uploading tHeir greater
intelligence of Arts in
human emoTioNs
eXpResSing
that SpiRit
of HeARt
iN miNd
and BoDy
balanCinG from
the first dance
naked around
campfires of
moonlit
nights
wildly
wiTh beats
of drums..
and recorded
in that first cave
painting and more..
as a record of our
soUl comes
collective
consciousness
iN more than intellect
and science iN ways
of hEart and aRT
Alive stiLL
now
iN media
of uS
that stays
alive for
others to share
for generations and
generations now.. as
there is much to learn
butt.. by God.. THERE
IS MORE
TO FEEL
ALIVE..
AND
SHARING
THE REAL
GIFT OF
BEING
HUMAN..
THE GREATEST
GIFT OF LOVE iN
COURAGE AND KIND..
YES.. MOBY iS A VERY
INSPIRAtiOnAL CAT
AND ALL WHO
INSpiRE ME
LIVE oN
iN
my Art
of Human
Being.. both
flesh
and
media
as iS
NOW
and
then.. ALiVe..
iN eYes oF Me..:)
5038
Rafiah..
provides
a quote
from the
Kuran that
says..
provides
a quote
from the
Kuran that
says..
“2:152 – Surah Al-Baqarah
So.. remember me
and i will
remember
you..
and be
thankful
to me..
and be
not
ungrateful
to me…”
and i will
remember
you..
and be
thankful
to me..
and be
not
ungrateful
to me…”
And i
say..
say..
..:)
But first i say
all the rest
of the
above
and
more..
wInks..
all the rest
of the
above
and
more..
wInks..
And then i say..
HoldinG aLL
iN liFe.. dArk
and liGht
iS to
hold
God
iN oUr
hAnds JuSt
NOW Free
and WiLd
as wE
SpiRits
of God
caNbeN0W..:)
iN liFe.. dArk
and liGht
iS to
hold
God
iN oUr
hAnds JuSt
NOW Free
and WiLd
as wE
SpiRits
of God
caNbeN0W..:)
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Hi Shawna.. nice to see you headlining
my next epic post here again..
as haha.. i have real
human issues today..
and actually behind
the reciprocating
of writing back
to folks today..
so yes..
proof..
i am
just human
when faced
with human
issues of life..
but the good news
is.. i am alive and well
and Moby is out of his
misery and suffering..
and there are still
plenty of people
to Love in
this world
friend..
like
friends
like you and
gigoid..and Rafiah..
my Monsignor Mike
Priest from Church..
Cortney.. Chelsea..
Soheir.. Imran..
and all the other
family members
as friends and
family who
are the
Star Children
who group around
me for now.. just for
fun.. sMiles..
and yes..
i like the
name Lee..
my first Girl
friend Sonia’s
middle name
was Sonia Lee..
and she had a lot
of kids and nursed
a lot too i’m sure..
memories..
more
memories
friend..
the
stuff of life
that make us breathe
more.. more.. Love..:)
my next epic post here again..
as haha.. i have real
human issues today..
and actually behind
the reciprocating
of writing back
to folks today..
so yes..
proof..
i am
just human
when faced
with human
issues of life..
but the good news
is.. i am alive and well
and Moby is out of his
misery and suffering..
and there are still
plenty of people
to Love in
this world
friend..
like
friends
like you and
gigoid..and Rafiah..
my Monsignor Mike
Priest from Church..
Cortney.. Chelsea..
Soheir.. Imran..
and all the other
family members
as friends and
family who
are the
Star Children
who group around
me for now.. just for
fun.. sMiles..
and yes..
i like the
name Lee..
my first Girl
friend Sonia’s
middle name
was Sonia Lee..
and she had a lot
of kids and nursed
a lot too i’m sure..
memories..
more
memories
friend..
the
stuff of life
that make us breathe
more.. more.. Love..:)
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Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping
by and see.. once i gained
some real world
issues to deal
with.. you
even beat
me to comment
here before i am
still getting around
to your new post
today.. and yes..
the heArt
is an
endless
organ
iN
symphony
of Love..
as long as
we play heArts
all the other heARts
alive and passing..
are one
with
us..
my friend..
as every living
and inanimate
creation has
a spirit
that the
sensitive
of us can feel
as real or as memory
REAL.. iN the touch
and FeeL
oF Loving
liGht
Life
NOW…:)
by and see.. once i gained
some real world
issues to deal
with.. you
even beat
me to comment
here before i am
still getting around
to your new post
today.. and yes..
the heArt
is an
endless
organ
iN
symphony
of Love..
as long as
we play heArts
all the other heARts
alive and passing..
are one
with
us..
my friend..
as every living
and inanimate
creation has
a spirit
that the
sensitive
of us can feel
as real or as memory
REAL.. iN the touch
and FeeL
oF Loving
liGht
Life
NOW…:)
266
Ha.. i do that too..
reading in a
high brow
accent..
it’s like i’ve
always been
born somewhere
proper.. and you
are on a real roll..
Shawna baby..
your poeTry
is all hEated
up..
i am like
totAlly
exhausted
but will be
by tomorrow
for catch up
on dVerse..
if you
keep
hanging..
high and low
here for now..:)
reading in a
high brow
accent..
it’s like i’ve
always been
born somewhere
proper.. and you
are on a real roll..
Shawna baby..
your poeTry
is all hEated
up..
i am like
totAlly
exhausted
but will be
by tomorrow
for catch up
on dVerse..
if you
keep
hanging..
high and low
here for now..:)
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Well.. my favorite Springboard today..
gigoid.. iS Jung’s Instinct for Play..
Cat Arthur never
stopped the play
for hunt until
his last
play of
instinct
to settle life
in the woods at
age 20.. Yellow
Boy.. faces the moment
inside still with the play
of tools.. like
prey
available..
made as such
from us.. plastic
rodents.. etc..
And i for one
play everynow
from head to
toe.. in feeLinG
Life free enough to
FeeL.. iT aLL now..
WiLL iS instinct
when properly
driven..
like a finely
tuned human
Ferrari.. practice..
practice.. practice..
biofeedback of body
wIth miNd.. and potential
iS practically limitless
in terms
oF
Human..:)
gigoid.. iS Jung’s Instinct for Play..
Cat Arthur never
stopped the play
for hunt until
his last
play of
instinct
to settle life
in the woods at
age 20.. Yellow
Boy.. faces the moment
inside still with the play
of tools.. like
prey
available..
made as such
from us.. plastic
rodents.. etc..
And i for one
play everynow
from head to
toe.. in feeLinG
Life free enough to
FeeL.. iT aLL now..
WiLL iS instinct
when properly
driven..
like a finely
tuned human
Ferrari.. practice..
practice.. practice..
biofeedback of body
wIth miNd.. and potential
iS practically limitless
in terms
oF
Human..:)
430
Facebook Friend Rafiah provides
the following link.. illustrating
25 global wedding dress
traditions..
the following link.. illustrating
25 global wedding dress
traditions..
And i say..
Katrina wore an ivory skirt
and Navy Blue shirt..
i wore a Navy Blue suit..:)
and Navy Blue shirt..
i wore a Navy Blue suit..:)
Rafiah says..
I want to see the picture
please. wink emoticon
please. wink emoticon
i say..
Coming in
my next blog post..
Promise..smile emoticon
Ha! And you already saw it
at this post as you commented
on the post.. And i found it with
Google.. Of course..wink emoticon
my next blog post..
Promise..smile emoticon
Ha! And you already saw it
at this post as you commented
on the post.. And i found it with
Google.. Of course..wink emoticon
i continue to say..
Hehe.. It’s even in the
thumbnail photo..wink
emoticon
thumbnail photo..wink
emoticon
#ilikegoogle
#soulsearchgoogle
Rafiah says..
#ilikeyouandkat
Yes, I remember the photo.
You two look absolutely adorable.
Both of you look like a
teenage couple on
your wedding. ha ha
#iloveBBQtoo wink emoticon
You two look absolutely adorable.
Both of you look like a
teenage couple on
your wedding. ha ha
#iloveBBQtoo wink emoticon
i say..
Part of that iS literally true..
Katrina was 19 when we married with
me months away from 30.. And honestly
inside i feel much younger than i did then..
As now i dance instead of jog.. For health
AND Well being..smile emoticon
#iLoveBBQandRAfiah2
Katrina was 19 when we married with
me months away from 30.. And honestly
inside i feel much younger than i did then..
As now i dance instead of jog.. For health
AND Well being..smile emoticon
#iLoveBBQandRAfiah2
Hmm.. and this bRinGs me to
my next thought here.. yes.. again..
uploading one’s soul on the Internet
with the robot tools.. of human
science scribes.. like Google
for our free perusal..
i’ve posted
a total of
703 blog
posts now..
including my
blogger blogs..
with well over 3 Million
words.. and additionally
somewhere around 8
million words on
the Wrong planet
Website there
in 8005 posts..
yes.. of course one
can believe it averaging
around 1K words a piece..
easy to believe with me
hehe.. as i continue
to escalate the
word
count
in my
more modern
blog here.. by
a year or so from there..
anyway.. with scores of
thousands of photos too..
the card catalog of my
mind and soul.. and
yeah.. body FULL
TOO.. is as
close as a
search
box
for Google..
as combining the
key word katiemiafrederick
or Aghogday with almost any
human word or idea.. will pull
up precisely the result i am
looking for to express
a feeling in words
or photos
from
the past
of what i’ve
already done..
so when Rafiah
asks me.. i remember
the photo of Katrina
and her Mother..
in a wedding
dress and
just do a key
word search on
that idea.. and voila
up comes.. precisely
the photo that both
me and Rafiah
are looking
for and
as synchronicity
WiLL have it.. Rafiah
already saw it.. but i
just didn’t identify
it clearly as a
wedding
dress
then..
but still.. just
the words Katrina
and her Mother
brought
me to
the
dress..
directly
on topic..
and not only that
precious family and
cat photos i haven’t looked
at in almost a year.. and the
best surprise.. a loving photo
of Moby who passes away
yesterday..
and people
wonder why
i take all this
effort in what i do..
this is no.. FiN
poetry
contest..
this is
my
FiN Soul
WhOle now..
uploaded online
in a way i dare to
say has never
been
done
iN
recorded human
history.. and truly
a person might have
to go to hell without a
soul to make this much
effort.. so perhaps
it takes a person
getting out
to do
something
of this magnitude
that has not ever
been done before..
and of course.. couldn’t
be done before.. as the
technology to do it.. to this
extent has only recently
come available
in the last
several
years..
will more
people do it.
HELL YES.. IT’S
JUST A SELFIE
ON STAR
JUICE
STEROIDS..
And some folks are shy
that’s human nature.. they
are afraid of female breasts
and male penises.. and all
the STUFF associated with
that.. but our ancestors when
FREE AND WILD AS GOD INTENDED
NEVER EVER BATTED AN EYE LASH
ON BEING FREE IN SHARING ALL THERE
WAS ABOUT LIFE.. IN HOLDING HANDS
AND ALL OTHER HUMAN BODY
PARTS AND FUNCTIONS
THAT WERE ALL SEEN
AS SACRED FUNCTIONS
OF THE GOD
THAT LIVES
ALL FREE
AND NATURAL
iN US.. then/now..
WHEN SET
FREE OUT OF
THE CLOTHES OF CULTURE..
Freedom is intoxicating.. wild and
free.. for the simple reason that it is
Human Nature FREE FROM THE
CHAINS OF CULTURE AND
RELIGION THAT SEEKS
ORDER OVER TRUE
HUMAN
FREEDOM
iN CALL OF
WILD OF GOD
still living innately
instinctually and
intuitively within us..
JUST WAITING TO ESCAPE
LIKE THAT METAPHOR OF SUPERMAN
GETTING OUT OF HIS RESTRAINING
CHAINING CLARK KENT CLOTHES
STRIPPING DOWN TO HIS
UNDERWEAR AND TIGHTS
AND CAPE..
AND SURE
LESS IF
THE FCC
WOULD HAVE
ALLOWED THAT THEN..
SHOWING IT ALL FREE
AND WILD AS KIND AND
COURAGEOUS HUMANS
FLYING HIGHER.. HIGHER..
ALWAYS DID BEFORE
imprisoned in the
clothes
of human
cultures and
religions.. to accommodate
the psychopathic intentions
of folks to own Nature as
jealous possessions
including other
human
beings..
particularly
women and
children.. in a sex
trafficking operation
no less than what
we see today
where
selling
sex is the
way instead of
sharing human
being all natural
functions with the
same frigging DNA
as gifted to us by God
so free and wild.. loving
in kind and courage ways..
when not restraining human
moving.. connecting.. and creating..
in all sensory.. sensual.. and yes
specifically sexual ways all
associated with
the sacred
act of
reproduction
no matter how it
is done in a family
all of the same
frigging
DNA..
at core..
or if not done
at all in ways of
making babies.. juSt
ways of diluting the
aggression.. violence
and wars of the world then/
now.. anyway.. this comment..
prose.. poeTry.. and pArt of my
SoUl.. in Spirit expresSinG.. and
miNd and BoDy balanCinG soUl..
inspired by two folks who are Facebook
friends.. one who dared to show her
less of dress on Facebook and
one who loves her more
of dress on Facebook..
but the bottom line
is.. each one is
free to
do
of what
makes their
soUl feel secure..
one shy and one
like a vivacious sky..
but both precious
still as gems
of the
earth..
who are free
enough to live
as they care
to now.. FREE..
so sure.. i support
the Burka.. and sure..
i support.. what folks
wear in entertainment
bars in New Orleans
too.. all human
all now
are
WE
when
Free and
Wild to do
what our
Natures
say.. now..
some shy..
some bold..
ALL precious
human soUls..
Take any of their
freedoms away and
‘trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry
as BAtman2.. or 3’..;)
my next thought here.. yes.. again..
uploading one’s soul on the Internet
with the robot tools.. of human
science scribes.. like Google
for our free perusal..
i’ve posted
a total of
703 blog
posts now..
including my
blogger blogs..
with well over 3 Million
words.. and additionally
somewhere around 8
million words on
the Wrong planet
Website there
in 8005 posts..
yes.. of course one
can believe it averaging
around 1K words a piece..
easy to believe with me
hehe.. as i continue
to escalate the
word
count
in my
more modern
blog here.. by
a year or so from there..
anyway.. with scores of
thousands of photos too..
the card catalog of my
mind and soul.. and
yeah.. body FULL
TOO.. is as
close as a
search
box
for Google..
as combining the
key word katiemiafrederick
or Aghogday with almost any
human word or idea.. will pull
up precisely the result i am
looking for to express
a feeling in words
or photos
from
the past
of what i’ve
already done..
so when Rafiah
asks me.. i remember
the photo of Katrina
and her Mother..
in a wedding
dress and
just do a key
word search on
that idea.. and voila
up comes.. precisely
the photo that both
me and Rafiah
are looking
for and
as synchronicity
WiLL have it.. Rafiah
already saw it.. but i
just didn’t identify
it clearly as a
wedding
dress
then..
but still.. just
the words Katrina
and her Mother
brought
me to
the
dress..
directly
on topic..
and not only that
precious family and
cat photos i haven’t looked
at in almost a year.. and the
best surprise.. a loving photo
of Moby who passes away
yesterday..
and people
wonder why
i take all this
effort in what i do..
this is no.. FiN
poetry
contest..
this is
my
FiN Soul
WhOle now..
uploaded online
in a way i dare to
say has never
been
done
iN
recorded human
history.. and truly
a person might have
to go to hell without a
soul to make this much
effort.. so perhaps
it takes a person
getting out
to do
something
of this magnitude
that has not ever
been done before..
and of course.. couldn’t
be done before.. as the
technology to do it.. to this
extent has only recently
come available
in the last
several
years..
will more
people do it.
HELL YES.. IT’S
JUST A SELFIE
ON STAR
JUICE
STEROIDS..
And some folks are shy
that’s human nature.. they
are afraid of female breasts
and male penises.. and all
the STUFF associated with
that.. but our ancestors when
FREE AND WILD AS GOD INTENDED
NEVER EVER BATTED AN EYE LASH
ON BEING FREE IN SHARING ALL THERE
WAS ABOUT LIFE.. IN HOLDING HANDS
AND ALL OTHER HUMAN BODY
PARTS AND FUNCTIONS
THAT WERE ALL SEEN
AS SACRED FUNCTIONS
OF THE GOD
THAT LIVES
ALL FREE
AND NATURAL
iN US.. then/now..
WHEN SET
FREE OUT OF
THE CLOTHES OF CULTURE..
Freedom is intoxicating.. wild and
free.. for the simple reason that it is
Human Nature FREE FROM THE
CHAINS OF CULTURE AND
RELIGION THAT SEEKS
ORDER OVER TRUE
HUMAN
FREEDOM
iN CALL OF
WILD OF GOD
still living innately
instinctually and
intuitively within us..
JUST WAITING TO ESCAPE
LIKE THAT METAPHOR OF SUPERMAN
GETTING OUT OF HIS RESTRAINING
CHAINING CLARK KENT CLOTHES
STRIPPING DOWN TO HIS
UNDERWEAR AND TIGHTS
AND CAPE..
AND SURE
LESS IF
THE FCC
WOULD HAVE
ALLOWED THAT THEN..
SHOWING IT ALL FREE
AND WILD AS KIND AND
COURAGEOUS HUMANS
FLYING HIGHER.. HIGHER..
ALWAYS DID BEFORE
imprisoned in the
clothes
of human
cultures and
religions.. to accommodate
the psychopathic intentions
of folks to own Nature as
jealous possessions
including other
human
beings..
particularly
women and
children.. in a sex
trafficking operation
no less than what
we see today
where
selling
sex is the
way instead of
sharing human
being all natural
functions with the
same frigging DNA
as gifted to us by God
so free and wild.. loving
in kind and courage ways..
when not restraining human
moving.. connecting.. and creating..
in all sensory.. sensual.. and yes
specifically sexual ways all
associated with
the sacred
act of
reproduction
no matter how it
is done in a family
all of the same
frigging
DNA..
at core..
or if not done
at all in ways of
making babies.. juSt
ways of diluting the
aggression.. violence
and wars of the world then/
now.. anyway.. this comment..
prose.. poeTry.. and pArt of my
SoUl.. in Spirit expresSinG.. and
miNd and BoDy balanCinG soUl..
inspired by two folks who are Facebook
friends.. one who dared to show her
less of dress on Facebook and
one who loves her more
of dress on Facebook..
but the bottom line
is.. each one is
free to
do
of what
makes their
soUl feel secure..
one shy and one
like a vivacious sky..
but both precious
still as gems
of the
earth..
who are free
enough to live
as they care
to now.. FREE..
so sure.. i support
the Burka.. and sure..
i support.. what folks
wear in entertainment
bars in New Orleans
too.. all human
all now
are
WE
when
Free and
Wild to do
what our
Natures
say.. now..
some shy..
some bold..
ALL precious
human soUls..
Take any of their
freedoms away and
‘trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry
as BAtman2.. or 3’..;)
1492
SMiLes.. Reference.. other
Facebook Friend here..
Facebook Friend here..
FACEBOOK Friend Florence
provides a photo nicely
illustrating that
God created
Nudists..
and humans
created sinners
with clothes.. i
would share
the photo..
now.. butt..
if ya wanna
see it.. y’all
will have to
find iT iN my
friends list..
as one
of my
‘stalkers’
might flag
me for nudity..
if i fully expressed..
the idea tastefully as
done on her page now..
Ha.. and somehow i missed
the ‘original photo’ of her that
precipitated her post.. seeing it..
now and i say.. then.. and now..
Smiles.. Live free.. And Wild..
Hiding beauty is the
THE REAL sin..
smile emoticon
provides a photo nicely
illustrating that
God created
Nudists..
and humans
created sinners
with clothes.. i
would share
the photo..
now.. butt..
if ya wanna
see it.. y’all
will have to
find iT iN my
friends list..
as one
of my
‘stalkers’
might flag
me for nudity..
if i fully expressed..
the idea tastefully as
done on her page now..
Ha.. and somehow i missed
the ‘original photo’ of her that
precipitated her post.. seeing it..
now and i say.. then.. and now..
Smiles.. Live free.. And Wild..
Hiding beauty is the
THE REAL sin..
smile emoticon
1598
SMiLes.. i never met
a poem.. capable
of not inspiring me..
SMiLes more.. i never
met a criticism.. capable
of not inspiring me.. SMiLes..
no longer afraid of either liGht
or dArk.. i am fearless.. as the
DArk.. can literAlly inspire more
than liGht.. as even the loss of
friend as human or pet..
decreases
oxytocin..
the social
bonding neuro-hormone..
but then increases at the
same now.. the creativity
neuro-chemical dopamine..
life is bitter sweet.. to
taste both
at the
same
now..
and enjoy
it is Nirvana
and Bliss.. now..
and on top of that science
shows that some humans
more naturally seek order
and same.. while others
more naturally
seek novelty
and different..
A basis
for all
the spectrum
of human conservative
and liberal natures..
and perhaps that
is the core
of
creative
differences..
anyway.. i just
find it all fascinating
and attempt to observe
it better and understand it..
i stopped linking at dVerse
just ’cause some folks
could not even
understand
what i was
saying in
terms of
deeper
metaphors
iN philosophy of Life..
i’ll take essence over
form.. anynow.. but
of course.. i am
extremely
extroverted
and liberal..
not surprisingly
an odd mix
among
online
poets.. overall..
often escaping
the social world
of confusion.. from
what i’ve observed.. at least..
to find order.. in online forms..
And not saying one way is
better than the other..
overall.. just
different
that’s
aLL
iN
change
for noW..
Suzanne..:)
a poem.. capable
of not inspiring me..
SMiLes more.. i never
met a criticism.. capable
of not inspiring me.. SMiLes..
no longer afraid of either liGht
or dArk.. i am fearless.. as the
DArk.. can literAlly inspire more
than liGht.. as even the loss of
friend as human or pet..
decreases
oxytocin..
the social
bonding neuro-hormone..
but then increases at the
same now.. the creativity
neuro-chemical dopamine..
life is bitter sweet.. to
taste both
at the
same
now..
and enjoy
it is Nirvana
and Bliss.. now..
and on top of that science
shows that some humans
more naturally seek order
and same.. while others
more naturally
seek novelty
and different..
A basis
for all
the spectrum
of human conservative
and liberal natures..
and perhaps that
is the core
of
creative
differences..
anyway.. i just
find it all fascinating
and attempt to observe
it better and understand it..
i stopped linking at dVerse
just ’cause some folks
could not even
understand
what i was
saying in
terms of
deeper
metaphors
iN philosophy of Life..
i’ll take essence over
form.. anynow.. but
of course.. i am
extremely
extroverted
and liberal..
not surprisingly
an odd mix
among
online
poets.. overall..
often escaping
the social world
of confusion.. from
what i’ve observed.. at least..
to find order.. in online forms..
And not saying one way is
better than the other..
overall.. just
different
that’s
aLL
iN
change
for noW..
Suzanne..:)
SMiLes.. Most AlWays Loving
the lEarning too.. And i also
enjoy writing form.. Along with
stream of consciousness free writing..
But with Dance Arts and Martial Arts..
i find All Form too restricting..
for me.. At least..:)
the lEarning too.. And i also
enjoy writing form.. Along with
stream of consciousness free writing..
But with Dance Arts and Martial Arts..
i find All Form too restricting..
for me.. At least..:)
1875
Reference// Facebook Profile
photo.. Katrina and i..
with Red Flannel
shirted Monsignor
Mike.. all sandwiched
in the middle.. as it were..
photo.. Katrina and i..
with Red Flannel
shirted Monsignor
Mike.. all sandwiched
in the middle.. as it were..
i note..
STAR SEED CHILDREN..;)
And then go on and on
to say..
to say..
VIP’s.. hehe.. of the local Catholic Church.. Katrina..
me.. and Monsignor Mike.. my old Tennis Buddy
from high school.. and fellow Beta Club member..
super smart.. top 11 boys were we out of classes
close to 400.. but Football.. Baseball..
Basketball.. nah.. just
Swinging the
Racquet
at
balls where
Tennis ball
and human
become
one
Force
in the
Zone of Flow..
and yeah.. he’s way
too busy to play Tennis
with me.. and although i’ve
danced more than 4800 miles..
29 months now.. i do not FEEL
either Tennis or Running
would be good for A
impact of
my 230
LB Body
to hit the
concrete too
hard with all that
force behind the
bones of
me
heHE..
so dance it
continues to be..
and martial arts moves too..
Oh yeah.. and we also
spent about a half an hour
talking to Katrina’s old
Science teacher from
7th grade.. named..
Mrs. Rich..
and she
said Katrina
looks identical
to the Katrina
from 7th grade..
when she was
12 years old..
some stuff
rarely changes..
and she talked about
an Autistic Boy at her
church who could never
really speak.. but sang
Silent Night like an
anointed Angel..
yup.. Star
Seed
child like
me and Mike..
and Katrina too..
yep.. the VIP..
bit.. now too..
And yes.. all my REAL
FRIENDS ARE star seed
children.. yes metaphor
AND REAL..
for those
folks ALL
iN mY FAMiLy..
AND YES.. ALL HUMANS
ARE BORN of Star Dust..
originAlly SPeaKinG
and yes..
WE are
ALL ONE FAMILY
OF STAR DUST CHILDREN..
ALL WE SEE ON PLANET
EARTH NOW.. AS.. EVEN
SCIENCE NOW PROVES..
THE STAR CHILDREN
METAPHOR AS REAL..
for all of creation
on EARTH
N0W..:)
me.. and Monsignor Mike.. my old Tennis Buddy
from high school.. and fellow Beta Club member..
super smart.. top 11 boys were we out of classes
close to 400.. but Football.. Baseball..
Basketball.. nah.. just
Swinging the
Racquet
at
balls where
Tennis ball
and human
become
one
Force
in the
Zone of Flow..
and yeah.. he’s way
too busy to play Tennis
with me.. and although i’ve
danced more than 4800 miles..
29 months now.. i do not FEEL
either Tennis or Running
would be good for A
impact of
my 230
LB Body
to hit the
concrete too
hard with all that
force behind the
bones of
me
heHE..
so dance it
continues to be..
and martial arts moves too..
Oh yeah.. and we also
spent about a half an hour
talking to Katrina’s old
Science teacher from
7th grade.. named..
Mrs. Rich..
and she
said Katrina
looks identical
to the Katrina
from 7th grade..
when she was
12 years old..
some stuff
rarely changes..
and she talked about
an Autistic Boy at her
church who could never
really speak.. but sang
Silent Night like an
anointed Angel..
yup.. Star
Seed
child like
me and Mike..
and Katrina too..
yep.. the VIP..
bit.. now too..
And yes.. all my REAL
FRIENDS ARE star seed
children.. yes metaphor
AND REAL..
for those
folks ALL
iN mY FAMiLy..
AND YES.. ALL HUMANS
ARE BORN of Star Dust..
originAlly SPeaKinG
and yes..
WE are
ALL ONE FAMILY
OF STAR DUST CHILDREN..
ALL WE SEE ON PLANET
EARTH NOW.. AS.. EVEN
SCIENCE NOW PROVES..
THE STAR CHILDREN
METAPHOR AS REAL..
for all of creation
on EARTH
N0W..:)
2185
Culture is a necessary..
virus to deal
with girls
and boys
gone wild..
haha.. it’s
a numbers game
of flesh and knowledge..
feelings and heARt..
coming together
to come
again
in greater
numbers..
iN eYes onLY
big enough for
150 to 200
other
sets
of friendly eyes..
that get oppressive over
numbers much more than
that on average
in social
stress exceeding
the capacity of
the social
animal
us..
Nature has many
answers to control
the problem.. ranging
from viruses to bacteria..
to just plain running a
muck in street
faced
sewers..
but we cleaned
the act up..
and multi
plied
more and more..
where order is the
standard to control
the free and wiLd
chaos
of boys
and girls
gone wild..
i’m wild and
free again..
just don’t
tale
the order..
in other words.. Free
is an elite order of Wild..
kinda like
free lance
seals.. rangers
green/purple berets
and other SpeciaL
FORCE
soldiers
noW oF
Nature
aka God..:)
virus to deal
with girls
and boys
gone wild..
haha.. it’s
a numbers game
of flesh and knowledge..
feelings and heARt..
coming together
to come
again
in greater
numbers..
iN eYes onLY
big enough for
150 to 200
other
sets
of friendly eyes..
that get oppressive over
numbers much more than
that on average
in social
stress exceeding
the capacity of
the social
animal
us..
Nature has many
answers to control
the problem.. ranging
from viruses to bacteria..
to just plain running a
muck in street
faced
sewers..
but we cleaned
the act up..
and multi
plied
more and more..
where order is the
standard to control
the free and wiLd
chaos
of boys
and girls
gone wild..
i’m wild and
free again..
just don’t
tale
the order..
in other words.. Free
is an elite order of Wild..
kinda like
free lance
seals.. rangers
green/purple berets
and other SpeciaL
FORCE
soldiers
noW oF
Nature
aka God..:)
i might have already mentioned it before
in our conversations but John Calhoun’s
‘Beautiful ones’ experiment that
describes what happens
to a social animal
75 million
years removed
from our common
rodent ancestor now
who we still share
much of the same
social animal
DNA with
when
resources are plentiful
in a confined utopian
environment with
social roles
dissolving
chaos
and extinction
becomes the eventual
rule.. when females become
aggressive pair bonders and
males no longer defend their
territories.. and spend tHeir
time grooming and
grooming.. out
of the
social
anxiety of
no longer having
a social role for
basic
subsistence
and reproductive
gaining and sustaining
activities.. so in Japan
and South Korea.. farther
and farther removed from
the creative products
of lively hood..
young folks
in Japan losing
the desire to have
intercourse with the
opposite sex.. cosmetics
coming more.. almost as
attractive to males
as females
in South Korea..
Metrosexuals here..
who no longer
care to
have
children..
Nature already has her
paws in the answer
and the answer
is we humans
my friend..
Nature will have
her way inside us..
and we look later on the
outside and say.. oh shit.. that’s
what happened.. we’re just
rats in our own guinea pig
unwitting experiment
while the
painkiller
and psychotropic
medications continue
to rise.. to treat the
symptoms of
the
IRE OF
MOTHER
NATURE ALIVE
IN US FOR NOW..
it’s already happening..
the signs are all around
us.. a slow and miserable
torturing end for many..
who never
find
the
answers
from God of
Nature so clear
within each individual
who becomes enlightened
to the way of Nature’s innate
instinct and intuitive ways
of gaining balance..
well some of
that
balance
IS PAINFUL
AND WHETHER WE GO
THE BALANCED ROUTE
OR ROCKY ONE..
THE WRATH
OF NATURE
AKA
GOD
IS A REAL
DEAL NOW..
AS WELL AS HEAVEN
OF PLEASURE FOR THOSE
OF US WHO SHOW NATURE
IN US A BALANCED
AND GOOD
TIME
NOW..
GIVING
MORE THAN
TAKING FROM
MOTHER NATURE
AND others for now..
but meanwhile all we
can do is ride the wave..
until we hit the shore
of the next
wave
that comes..
my friend gigoid..:)
in our conversations but John Calhoun’s
‘Beautiful ones’ experiment that
describes what happens
to a social animal
75 million
years removed
from our common
rodent ancestor now
who we still share
much of the same
social animal
DNA with
when
resources are plentiful
in a confined utopian
environment with
social roles
dissolving
chaos
and extinction
becomes the eventual
rule.. when females become
aggressive pair bonders and
males no longer defend their
territories.. and spend tHeir
time grooming and
grooming.. out
of the
social
anxiety of
no longer having
a social role for
basic
subsistence
and reproductive
gaining and sustaining
activities.. so in Japan
and South Korea.. farther
and farther removed from
the creative products
of lively hood..
young folks
in Japan losing
the desire to have
intercourse with the
opposite sex.. cosmetics
coming more.. almost as
attractive to males
as females
in South Korea..
Metrosexuals here..
who no longer
care to
have
children..
Nature already has her
paws in the answer
and the answer
is we humans
my friend..
Nature will have
her way inside us..
and we look later on the
outside and say.. oh shit.. that’s
what happened.. we’re just
rats in our own guinea pig
unwitting experiment
while the
painkiller
and psychotropic
medications continue
to rise.. to treat the
symptoms of
the
IRE OF
MOTHER
NATURE ALIVE
IN US FOR NOW..
it’s already happening..
the signs are all around
us.. a slow and miserable
torturing end for many..
who never
find
the
answers
from God of
Nature so clear
within each individual
who becomes enlightened
to the way of Nature’s innate
instinct and intuitive ways
of gaining balance..
well some of
that
balance
IS PAINFUL
AND WHETHER WE GO
THE BALANCED ROUTE
OR ROCKY ONE..
THE WRATH
OF NATURE
AKA
GOD
IS A REAL
DEAL NOW..
AS WELL AS HEAVEN
OF PLEASURE FOR THOSE
OF US WHO SHOW NATURE
IN US A BALANCED
AND GOOD
TIME
NOW..
GIVING
MORE THAN
TAKING FROM
MOTHER NATURE
AND others for now..
but meanwhile all we
can do is ride the wave..
until we hit the shore
of the next
wave
that comes..
my friend gigoid..:)
And sure i was a beautiful one too..
but i am attempting to get as
ugly as i can..
with my
limitations
considered..
and oh God.. that
Wrong Planet place
i used to visit.. is the
microcosm and the
canary in the
coal ‘mind’
of John
Calhoun’s
experiment..
the males hate women..
and the women hate males..
that was the sickest part of
all of that whole dam place..
and sadly i see often see
the same thing
around in the
poet world
as well..
but there are truly
not many males participating
there.. as compared to females..
for reasons of the heARt obviously..
a failing
one among
males still more
than females it seems
to me at least for now..
but perhaps even
more trouble
some is how
soft
all humans
are getting
and nature smiles
as balance slowly
comes
back..
Godzilla.. baby..
is more like
God than
any
human
ever imagined
as far as i for one
can see.. back to
Blue oyster Cult
once again
i go..
son
of God
zilla
hehe
for
now..
and sure..
Mr. Calhoun..
as ‘well’..;)
but i am attempting to get as
ugly as i can..
with my
limitations
considered..
and oh God.. that
Wrong Planet place
i used to visit.. is the
microcosm and the
canary in the
coal ‘mind’
of John
Calhoun’s
experiment..
the males hate women..
and the women hate males..
that was the sickest part of
all of that whole dam place..
and sadly i see often see
the same thing
around in the
poet world
as well..
but there are truly
not many males participating
there.. as compared to females..
for reasons of the heARt obviously..
a failing
one among
males still more
than females it seems
to me at least for now..
but perhaps even
more trouble
some is how
soft
all humans
are getting
and nature smiles
as balance slowly
comes
back..
Godzilla.. baby..
is more like
God than
any
human
ever imagined
as far as i for one
can see.. back to
Blue oyster Cult
once again
i go..
son
of God
zilla
hehe
for
now..
and sure..
Mr. Calhoun..
as ‘well’..;)
2888
Back to dVerse
and Monday
Haibun and
or Fredbun
as it still
is here..
will do this first
before going on
to Tuesday
prompt
on being
reborn
whatever..:)
and Monday
Haibun and
or Fredbun
as it still
is here..
will do this first
before going on
to Tuesday
prompt
on being
reborn
whatever..:)
Connection the Life
the moving.. the
art.. imagination
creativity
at play
in Nature
at Mind
and Body
of human quelled
by spells of electronic
devices..
the moving.. the
art.. imagination
creativity
at play
in Nature
at Mind
and Body
of human quelled
by spells of electronic
devices..
Home
schooLed by
Nature..:)
schooLed by
Nature..:)
Cars.. trains..
planes.. buses
metal vessels
and vehicles
without a soul..
planes.. buses
metal vessels
and vehicles
without a soul..
Flesh enters..
device
exits metal..:)
device
exits metal..:)
Wild flowers field
Violet eyes children
swaying ever
green
dance
moving..
branching out..
Tree of child born..
Violet eyes children
swaying ever
green
dance
moving..
branching out..
Tree of child born..
4 inch
screams
Nature SingS..:)
screams
Nature SingS..:)
Journey fishing
no catching
catching no
fishing Journey
onLy
fishes..
no catching
catching no
fishing Journey
onLy
fishes..
Pole
lines
Whole..:)
lines
Whole..:)
Question..
Questions..
Questions more..
Dancing Dancing
Dancing more..
Children join
in.. older stares..
it works it
works it
works…
Questions..
Questions more..
Dancing Dancing
Dancing more..
Children join
in.. older stares..
it works it
works it
works…
Dance
SMiLes
aGaiN..:)
SMiLes
aGaiN..:)
TRains oF culTures
windows freedoms
outside box
cars..
no longer
coming back
home.. camp
cold and
windowless
destinations..
virtual life
no
longer
reels or
feels life
fishing whole…
windows freedoms
outside box
cars..
no longer
coming back
home.. camp
cold and
windowless
destinations..
virtual life
no
longer
reels or
feels life
fishing whole…
Catch of
the day septic
tank comfort..:)
the day septic
tank comfort..:)
Side note begins..
visiting Shawna’s
link.. blog gone..
but read it
last night
falling
asleep..
coming now
a response to
it.. coming
allover
words
of
bliss..;)
visiting Shawna’s
link.. blog gone..
but read it
last night
falling
asleep..
coming now
a response to
it.. coming
allover
words
of
bliss..;)
side note
includEd
ends..;)
includEd
ends..;)
Bridges Road
to LiFe..
Grass SinGs
Nature.. now..
We Bridge
Roads to
Grass..
sign
stay off..
to LiFe..
Grass SinGs
Nature.. now..
We Bridge
Roads to
Grass..
sign
stay off..
Humans on
grass..
So Green..:)
grass..
So Green..:)
Break time..
2032016
3:25 pm..:)
2032016
3:25 pm..:)
More like.. Nap
time for now..:)
time for now..:)
Back again at 11:18 pm..
so far behind.. but
seriously what’s
the rush..
hehe..
i mean
this is like
real time writing
huh.. wInks aGaiN..;)
so far behind.. but
seriously what’s
the rush..
hehe..
i mean
this is like
real time writing
huh.. wInks aGaiN..;)
SMIles.. dandelion seed
more powerful
than all
remains
from pyramid
dust.. so high
before.. low now..
more powerful
than all
remains
from pyramid
dust.. so high
before.. low now..
DandeLioN
YeLLow Sun
dust BriGhter..:)
YeLLow Sun
dust BriGhter..:)
Searching under bridges
for homeless souls..
homeless finding
souls with
or without
culture
bridges…
for homeless souls..
homeless finding
souls with
or without
culture
bridges…
Human fuLL
soUl bRidge
withiN..:)
soUl bRidge
withiN..:)
A fear of white hair for
years until i saw
the smiles
in white
hair
teeth
of elders
going into Walmart
free.. younger ones
carrying weight
of ages.. on
weaker
frowns..
timeless
angst.. feels
no age but old..
years until i saw
the smiles
in white
hair
teeth
of elders
going into Walmart
free.. younger ones
carrying weight
of ages.. on
weaker
frowns..
timeless
angst.. feels
no age but old..
SpiRit liGht
gRows
onLy yoUng..:)
gRows
onLy yoUng..:)
Art of Zen riding..
Like Zen writing
All becomes
one Force
oF ARt..
Like Zen writing
All becomes
one Force
oF ARt..
Buses.. Trains
Planes write
flowRidinG..:)
Planes write
flowRidinG..:)
Matter not.. how much
human animals grieve
over.. fear
death..
human animals grieve
over.. fear
death..
Animals
Live iN
FliGht..:)
Live iN
FliGht..:)
SMiLes.. i suppose
A first poem..
inspiRed iN
Cave oN
Cold Winter
day..
A first poem..
inspiRed iN
Cave oN
Cold Winter
day..
Writing
SinGs
Coldbound..:)
SinGs
Coldbound..:)
*
Building BriGht
Sounds loud..
Sun shines
eYes
hide..
ears shy..
senses sharp..
dull sensuality…
Building BriGht
Sounds loud..
Sun shines
eYes
hide..
ears shy..
senses sharp..
dull sensuality…
FamiLy whoLe
liGht
DArk day rules..:)
liGht
DArk day rules..:)
SMiLes..
additionAlly
a hymn.. for
screen writers
misSinGsiGns
oN hiGhways
loSin’ heads
oN iN collisIons..
additionAlly
a hymn.. for
screen writers
misSinGsiGns
oN hiGhways
loSin’ heads
oN iN collisIons..
Lose attention
blood gone
words replace..:)
blood gone
words replace..:)
SMiLes.. i Love Seagulls
and remember my
Uncle telling me..
hey.. things aren’t
that bad.. you
could be
a seagull
eating
raw
fish..
and remember my
Uncle telling me..
hey.. things aren’t
that bad.. you
could be
a seagull
eating
raw
fish..
flYinG..
apParently
no apPeal..;)
apParently
no apPeal..;)
i always wanted to travel..
but then i walked..
i always wanted to walk..
and then i danced..
and i now travel all around
iN
me..
but then i walked..
i always wanted to walk..
and then i danced..
and i now travel all around
iN
me..
never
complicated
alWays thrilLed..:)
complicated
alWays thrilLed..:)
Reminding me here of a powerful
thunderstorm.. no skyscrapers..
cat hugging
in warm bed..
this mourning..
thunderstorm.. no skyscrapers..
cat hugging
in warm bed..
this mourning..
Another cat
life ends now
one begins..:)
life ends now
one begins..:)
ALL CAUGHT UP..
to weeklong
Haibun Monday..
perhaps more later..
next stop Tuesday
prompt all ’bout..
what would ya
be reborn
as again..
to weeklong
Haibun Monday..
perhaps more later..
next stop Tuesday
prompt all ’bout..
what would ya
be reborn
as again..
for
now
just sleep..:)
now
just sleep..:)
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Facebook Status..
HAirY.. WiLd.. and
Free..wInk emotiCon
HAirY.. WiLd.. and
Free..wInk emotiCon
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WeLL.. thanks my friend..
gigoid.. coming through..
as promised..
a treatise
on change..
human change..
massive tools that
make fools out of
all of us..
and no..
not in a
sacred way..
when we live out
of Nature’s balance
of giVinG no less than
taKinG.. the Powerful
without a balance
with Nature
iN ’em..
FeeLinG
Nature.. will
never care about
Nature.. as theRe
iS no closeness
to the
liFe of Nature
as iS.. when closed
up iN back room
boardrooms..
and extending
ways of changing
into a dollar bill.. the
extended metaphor still..
of the extension of tools
as us.. lives beyond
human
common
sense..
the answer is
common sense..
but there is nothing
much common about
that answer anymore..
sadly enough..
nah.. i don’t
think human
has it under
control.. but Nature
greater.. as mentioned
yesternow.. wiLL roar
her Atomic
FiRe
iN
GodziLLa BRAiN..
ExceLLenT musiC
by the way..
gonna’
rent iT
M O R E
for free
hehe..
yeS.. tHere
iS alWays hope
wiITh hUman HeARt..:)
gigoid.. coming through..
as promised..
a treatise
on change..
human change..
massive tools that
make fools out of
all of us..
and no..
not in a
sacred way..
when we live out
of Nature’s balance
of giVinG no less than
taKinG.. the Powerful
without a balance
with Nature
iN ’em..
FeeLinG
Nature.. will
never care about
Nature.. as theRe
iS no closeness
to the
liFe of Nature
as iS.. when closed
up iN back room
boardrooms..
and extending
ways of changing
into a dollar bill.. the
extended metaphor still..
of the extension of tools
as us.. lives beyond
human
common
sense..
the answer is
common sense..
but there is nothing
much common about
that answer anymore..
sadly enough..
nah.. i don’t
think human
has it under
control.. but Nature
greater.. as mentioned
yesternow.. wiLL roar
her Atomic
FiRe
iN
GodziLLa BRAiN..
ExceLLenT musiC
by the way..
gonna’
rent iT
M O R E
for free
hehe..
yeS.. tHere
iS alWays hope
wiITh hUman HeARt..:)
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Facebook Friend..
Rafiah.. provides
a link to more
info.. on
a Movie
she is watching
named.. ‘ The Usual
Suspects’..
Rafiah.. provides
a link to more
info.. on
a Movie
she is watching
named.. ‘ The Usual
Suspects’..
And i say..
Smiles.. mysteries
with about face..
endings..
smile
emoticon
with about face..
endings..
smile
emoticon
And before that Rafiah
changes her profile
photo to.. a dejected
looking Ballerina with
her head in her hands..
and a Black Dressed
Mary Poppins looking
lady.. fully with
black
umbreLLa
and then i say..
changes her profile
photo to.. a dejected
looking Ballerina with
her head in her hands..
and a Black Dressed
Mary Poppins looking
lady.. fully with
black
umbreLLa
and then i say..
i guess i’ll have to
be the baLLerina..
ruLed bY bLack
hat arts..smile emoticon..:)
be the baLLerina..
ruLed bY bLack
hat arts..smile emoticon..:)
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It’s what’s inside
that counts..smile emoticon
And sPeaKin’
of counts..
tonight.. my
96th Dance
Week Night
at Old Seville
Quarter.. Pensacola
FL.. with all the cool..
college age folks
there.. and
if i get my
newest
blog post
done
that
will be
titled..
‘Star Seeds
Friend Son of
Godzilla’.. more
fun photos will be
added to ‘that post’..
around the wee hour
of Friday 3am.. butt
if not.. those photos
will Come all in one
package.. some
now tomorrow..
when it all
gets togeTheR
how it comes
together..
yeah..
comes together
like the Beatle’s SinG..smile emoticon
that counts..smile emoticon
And sPeaKin’
of counts..
tonight.. my
96th Dance
Week Night
at Old Seville
Quarter.. Pensacola
FL.. with all the cool..
college age folks
there.. and
if i get my
newest
blog post
done
that
will be
titled..
‘Star Seeds
Friend Son of
Godzilla’.. more
fun photos will be
added to ‘that post’..
around the wee hour
of Friday 3am.. butt
if not.. those photos
will Come all in one
package.. some
now tomorrow..
when it all
gets togeTheR
how it comes
together..
yeah..
comes together
like the Beatle’s SinG..smile emoticon
Well.. i suppose i could go on and on
more.. after all i am two prompts
behind on dVerse which means
there is still around 50 or 60
or so more poetic
expressions to come
and more if any
more Haibuns
named fredbuns
in my case come
before the end
of that
weeklong
prompt too..
but hmm.. i suppose
for now this is enough
as i most always make
a post on Sacred
Holy Thursdays
as special
days of
R and R
for me..
so the train
will take a break
here for now.. and
come again tomorrow
now.. with more poeTry
in the comments section
of yes.. this next new blog post now..:)
more.. after all i am two prompts
behind on dVerse which means
there is still around 50 or 60
or so more poetic
expressions to come
and more if any
more Haibuns
named fredbuns
in my case come
before the end
of that
weeklong
prompt too..
but hmm.. i suppose
for now this is enough
as i most always make
a post on Sacred
Holy Thursdays
as special
days of
R and R
for me..
so the train
will take a break
here for now.. and
come again tomorrow
now.. with more poeTry
in the comments section
of yes.. this next new blog post now..:)
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Oh yeah.. and side note
here.. ever since 20 years
old.. some 35 years ago..
i’ve been in some
kinda debt
starting
with
College
Loans then..
credits cards after
that and cars and
mortgage loans..
and miscellaneous
stuff loans.. and
as of now..
i am finAlly
Loan and
debt free..
so yes.. this
is i owe you not
celebration day for
me.. wheRe i continue
to dance.. and SinG
in poeTry for free..
and the less
i owe.. means
the more i have
now.. to Love..
debt sucks..
and is a constant
itch of human beings
overall tonow.. that
cannot be
scratched
for satisfaction
to now.. either..
The key is to Love
now.. be heRe now..
and move oNnow..
connecting and
creating with
now.. Loans
are stuff
of the
past for me..
maKinG now that much
more Real in real now now..
and yes.. i only oWed about 3 more
years to go on my last car
and mortgage loan..
but my father
expedited
that for
me with
his estate all
cashed out for pay offs..
just another piece of A
system that
no longer
owns
meNow..
So sure..
Thanks Dad..
for investing
iN uS.. as mY
Sister iS loan/debt
free too for now.. aS WeLL..
and both reTired at or before
age
55.. not
bad for two
poor Autistic
kids.. singLed
parented
and aLL
of that..
yeah.. thanks Mama
too.. as the gift of
her Love..
was the
REAL POWER
in US NOW sTill the end
and beginning of now REAL..:)
here.. ever since 20 years
old.. some 35 years ago..
i’ve been in some
kinda debt
starting
with
College
Loans then..
credits cards after
that and cars and
mortgage loans..
and miscellaneous
stuff loans.. and
as of now..
i am finAlly
Loan and
debt free..
so yes.. this
is i owe you not
celebration day for
me.. wheRe i continue
to dance.. and SinG
in poeTry for free..
and the less
i owe.. means
the more i have
now.. to Love..
debt sucks..
and is a constant
itch of human beings
overall tonow.. that
cannot be
scratched
for satisfaction
to now.. either..
The key is to Love
now.. be heRe now..
and move oNnow..
connecting and
creating with
now.. Loans
are stuff
of the
past for me..
maKinG now that much
more Real in real now now..
and yes.. i only oWed about 3 more
years to go on my last car
and mortgage loan..
but my father
expedited
that for
me with
his estate all
cashed out for pay offs..
just another piece of A
system that
no longer
owns
meNow..
So sure..
Thanks Dad..
for investing
iN uS.. as mY
Sister iS loan/debt
free too for now.. aS WeLL..
and both reTired at or before
age
55.. not
bad for two
poor Autistic
kids.. singLed
parented
and aLL
of that..
yeah.. thanks Mama
too.. as the gift of
her Love..
was the
REAL POWER
in US NOW sTill the end
and beginning of now REAL..:)
AND yes..
More photos
COMING.. SOON..;)
More photos
COMING.. SOON..;)
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Well.. Hello.. Dear Friend.. Leah.. too..
Usually at the point of sending you an email
to make sure you are still doing well.. i get
one from you the next day.. so yes.. it works
out well.. and hehe.. i’m only a link away
for anyone.. friend or so-called
enemy who wonders how
i am in living color..
i Love the Victorian
headpiece you made
for the ball and it looks
lovely.. and so do you..
and hope you enjoyed
the concert very much..
lots of change for me in the
last couple of weeks.. in liGht
and dArk.. but ha!.. still with no
Day Job as it were and is for money..
i can’t complain really.. what comes my
way.. but anyway.. after a long 19 to 20..
month journey of selling my father’s estate
we finished that.. and a real epic moment for
me yesterday was getting debt and loan
free.. including car and home.. for
the first time since i was 20 with
a student loan.. as reported
in the celebration part of
my blog yesterday but
even thinking further
my mother charged
me a loan for
my first
car..
the 1970 Maverick
previously owned by her..
when i was 16 years old..
paying the $500 dollar
loan off to her at
a zero percent
interest rate
of $50 dollars
a month in
payment
which was not
as low as it seems today
as i was working as a Janitor
and Minimum Wage was
something like
$2 an hour
or so..
Anyway.. it is a peaceful
feeling not owing anyone
any dollar amounts of life
anymore.. but haha!.. i’ve
made giving a way of life..
now that the money
comes for
free..
but sure that
free almost killed
me before it set me
free in ways of work for
over 3 decades before..
anyway.. i thrive
off of busy
too..
and it is a necessity
for folks with ADHD to be
this way to keep that laser focus
that keeps us out of fog of mind..
to keep the positive neurohormones
and neurochemicals coming.. so i am
coming up on my 12 month anniversary
of my challenge to do a poem in response
to every poem on the dVerse online
poetry pub.. that i’ve been interacting
with for two and a half years now..
and have actually been
successful in doing
that and i could
go back
and count..
since it’s all still
documented on my blogs..
but at an average of 70 poems
a week or 10 a day on full average..
yeah.. that’s pushing 4000 poems
in one year.. not counting
how many i do in my
style of stream
of consciousness
writing to the tune
of anywhere from
20K to 60K words
a week or so.. yeah..
it adds up..
and my other
challenge of 1000 miles
of dance walking every six
months.. i’ve fallen a little behind
on.. as i am about 180 miles shy
of the 5,000 mile mark since
the end of August 2013..
making the end of this
month the
challenge for that..
where i met it on
SuperBowl Weekend
last February but it will
probably all balance out
for the 6,000 mile mark
at the end of August
as i really need to
get out
more and dance
and this tales me i
am writing a little too
much as opposed to dancing..
gotta keep a balance of moving
and sitting still creating to keep
the health and wellbeing all
great.. and the focus of
course.. with the
ADHD.. and
overall
dopamine
variant Nomad
gene obviously passed
down from my Law Enforcement
father.. or warrior gene or whatever
other metaphor one may use for the
crazy one’s
like me
hehe..
and the dArker
challenges were
a biopsy for my
sister that came
out A okay in
the liGht..
but our
Cat Moby..
passing away
putting him
down this
week on Tuesday..
the big grey one who
has been suffering so
from Diabetes no longer
receptive to medication
as a solution.. and
degenerative
arthritis
from a
life of
not moving
for anything
other than food
for 10 years..
as compared
to our in
side out
side cat Arthur
who lived for 20 years
and down the street Ginger
Cat Tennessee who is still a fluffy
and robust 17 year old force
of Nature.. yeah.. it just
reminds me of Super
Walmart and
the folks
i graduated with
who move more like
Red Foxx than
Jack LaLanne
as Red
Started that role
on Sandford and
Son as Fred Sandford
at age 50.. five years
my junior then..
human
beings who
are not impacted
by some genetic condition
that makes them obese have
a great deal of say so.. on how they
will live their Senior years.. based on
life style.. but anyway folks like
Jack LaLanne.. and Charles
Atlas prove that
human
potential
is like our cat
Arthur.. and the
Ginger cat Tennessee
when we remember we as
just another furry creature
of Nature.. who will pay the
consequences of not meeting
a physical challenge of life as
well as a mental one..
so i will focus
more on that
dance challenge
now.. as even my cholesterol
and blood pressure has been
a little elevated as of late
in labs.. but we humans
have this gift
of cognitive
abilities to
make that
change..
where
all that
Moby had was that
spoon fed gift from his
original masters that set
his epigenetics in cat
way to very
low
in cat
potential
for a full and robust
life to the end like
Arthur
and Tennessee..
if only people
knew and
FELT THEY
ARE
only
animals and
not just something
in between their ears..
THERE WOULD BE lots
more smiles
at
Super Walmart..
but of course the working
world that is mostly sitting still
now.. makes it almost impossible
for some folks to do it.. exhausted
at the end of a day sitting with
no where to move
to burn
off stress
hormones and
chemicals in the
mind and body
all day long
in this
new way
of cultural
sedentary hell..
Digging ditches is
no better either as repetitive
movements of any kind will
lead to ergonomic injuries
in physical way..
from neck pain
to back pain..
to PAIN
IN GENERAL..
And ha.. yeah.. i am the
only one at my age of
Sandford and Son still
dancing at Old
Seville Quarter
now on Thursday
Night.. although
there was one
other guy
who seems
to have given
that up besides me..
My heroes are folks like
Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee..
and others who refuse to play
the rules of an insane culture
at hand in ways of
restricting
human
Nature
in Moving
Connecting
and Creating life now..
Anyway.. three or four or
how many times i’ve said
anyway in this stream of
consciousness thought..
Lovely hearing from
you.. and i always
look forward to
the next
now
my friend Leah..
and yes.. you know
where i am.. hehex2..:)
Usually at the point of sending you an email
to make sure you are still doing well.. i get
one from you the next day.. so yes.. it works
out well.. and hehe.. i’m only a link away
for anyone.. friend or so-called
enemy who wonders how
i am in living color..
i Love the Victorian
headpiece you made
for the ball and it looks
lovely.. and so do you..
and hope you enjoyed
the concert very much..
lots of change for me in the
last couple of weeks.. in liGht
and dArk.. but ha!.. still with no
Day Job as it were and is for money..
i can’t complain really.. what comes my
way.. but anyway.. after a long 19 to 20..
month journey of selling my father’s estate
we finished that.. and a real epic moment for
me yesterday was getting debt and loan
free.. including car and home.. for
the first time since i was 20 with
a student loan.. as reported
in the celebration part of
my blog yesterday but
even thinking further
my mother charged
me a loan for
my first
car..
the 1970 Maverick
previously owned by her..
when i was 16 years old..
paying the $500 dollar
loan off to her at
a zero percent
interest rate
of $50 dollars
a month in
payment
which was not
as low as it seems today
as i was working as a Janitor
and Minimum Wage was
something like
$2 an hour
or so..
Anyway.. it is a peaceful
feeling not owing anyone
any dollar amounts of life
anymore.. but haha!.. i’ve
made giving a way of life..
now that the money
comes for
free..
but sure that
free almost killed
me before it set me
free in ways of work for
over 3 decades before..
anyway.. i thrive
off of busy
too..
and it is a necessity
for folks with ADHD to be
this way to keep that laser focus
that keeps us out of fog of mind..
to keep the positive neurohormones
and neurochemicals coming.. so i am
coming up on my 12 month anniversary
of my challenge to do a poem in response
to every poem on the dVerse online
poetry pub.. that i’ve been interacting
with for two and a half years now..
and have actually been
successful in doing
that and i could
go back
and count..
since it’s all still
documented on my blogs..
but at an average of 70 poems
a week or 10 a day on full average..
yeah.. that’s pushing 4000 poems
in one year.. not counting
how many i do in my
style of stream
of consciousness
writing to the tune
of anywhere from
20K to 60K words
a week or so.. yeah..
it adds up..
and my other
challenge of 1000 miles
of dance walking every six
months.. i’ve fallen a little behind
on.. as i am about 180 miles shy
of the 5,000 mile mark since
the end of August 2013..
making the end of this
month the
challenge for that..
where i met it on
SuperBowl Weekend
last February but it will
probably all balance out
for the 6,000 mile mark
at the end of August
as i really need to
get out
more and dance
and this tales me i
am writing a little too
much as opposed to dancing..
gotta keep a balance of moving
and sitting still creating to keep
the health and wellbeing all
great.. and the focus of
course.. with the
ADHD.. and
overall
dopamine
variant Nomad
gene obviously passed
down from my Law Enforcement
father.. or warrior gene or whatever
other metaphor one may use for the
crazy one’s
like me
hehe..
and the dArker
challenges were
a biopsy for my
sister that came
out A okay in
the liGht..
but our
Cat Moby..
passing away
putting him
down this
week on Tuesday..
the big grey one who
has been suffering so
from Diabetes no longer
receptive to medication
as a solution.. and
degenerative
arthritis
from a
life of
not moving
for anything
other than food
for 10 years..
as compared
to our in
side out
side cat Arthur
who lived for 20 years
and down the street Ginger
Cat Tennessee who is still a fluffy
and robust 17 year old force
of Nature.. yeah.. it just
reminds me of Super
Walmart and
the folks
i graduated with
who move more like
Red Foxx than
Jack LaLanne
as Red
Started that role
on Sandford and
Son as Fred Sandford
at age 50.. five years
my junior then..
human
beings who
are not impacted
by some genetic condition
that makes them obese have
a great deal of say so.. on how they
will live their Senior years.. based on
life style.. but anyway folks like
Jack LaLanne.. and Charles
Atlas prove that
human
potential
is like our cat
Arthur.. and the
Ginger cat Tennessee
when we remember we as
just another furry creature
of Nature.. who will pay the
consequences of not meeting
a physical challenge of life as
well as a mental one..
so i will focus
more on that
dance challenge
now.. as even my cholesterol
and blood pressure has been
a little elevated as of late
in labs.. but we humans
have this gift
of cognitive
abilities to
make that
change..
where
all that
Moby had was that
spoon fed gift from his
original masters that set
his epigenetics in cat
way to very
low
in cat
potential
for a full and robust
life to the end like
Arthur
and Tennessee..
if only people
knew and
FELT THEY
ARE
only
animals and
not just something
in between their ears..
THERE WOULD BE lots
more smiles
at
Super Walmart..
but of course the working
world that is mostly sitting still
now.. makes it almost impossible
for some folks to do it.. exhausted
at the end of a day sitting with
no where to move
to burn
off stress
hormones and
chemicals in the
mind and body
all day long
in this
new way
of cultural
sedentary hell..
Digging ditches is
no better either as repetitive
movements of any kind will
lead to ergonomic injuries
in physical way..
from neck pain
to back pain..
to PAIN
IN GENERAL..
And ha.. yeah.. i am the
only one at my age of
Sandford and Son still
dancing at Old
Seville Quarter
now on Thursday
Night.. although
there was one
other guy
who seems
to have given
that up besides me..
My heroes are folks like
Jack LaLanne and Bruce Lee..
and others who refuse to play
the rules of an insane culture
at hand in ways of
restricting
human
Nature
in Moving
Connecting
and Creating life now..
Anyway.. three or four or
how many times i’ve said
anyway in this stream of
consciousness thought..
Lovely hearing from
you.. and i always
look forward to
the next
now
my friend Leah..
and yes.. you know
where i am.. hehex2..:)
1144
Love to read your
eclectic posts.. friend
gigoid.. and let the
coffee of them
percolate in
my mind
and body for
just a little while
at least.. to see what
random seminal notes
as you say will come
from the garden
that is fertilized
longer and
watered too..
but anyway.. as you
likely know and feel now..
almost any line and seriously
amusingly more any
word can lead to
a Novel
from
me.. hehe..
as you know and
feel stream of
consciousness
writing accesses
much greater human
potential.. than the problem
solving way of making life
real.. hmm.. but in a life
that is truly spoon fed to
so many folks..
and rote
ways of
remembering
stuff for the daily
grind of work.. where
has creativity gone.. when
on Facebook.. all one sees is
sharing mostly what the directors
producers and actors of someone
else’s play has to offer..
but still for some
including me..
the percolating
takes longer.. yes..
40 years for me
since the first
fresh brew of
the coffee
of creativity
comes at age
13.. and goes away
when the muse of life
of emotions is taken away from
me by the religious right of my
community.. who are
stiff cardboard
boxes.. that
i too
mold myself
into.. for the pure ignorance
of what my frigging human nature
was taling me from the beginning
of my life..
be wild and
free.. yes.. my
rant.. manifesto..
and mantra.. be
wild and free
give more
than
take
and like Nike
says once again..
JUST DO LIFE
WILD
AND
FREE..
So i’ll continue
the rest of the Novel
on my Blog as usual..
and have a great day..
as wild and free as
nature blesses
you.. the
gift of life
iN dArk
and liGht
from God
who has
Zebra
stripes too
Nature in all her
black and white.. grey..
and colors over the
Rainbow.. in
true human
magic
imagination
and creativity tales
me yeah.. it get much
dArker and liGhter
than this..
and someone
out there is likely
living now in a better
heaven.. or worse
hell than i for
one have
felt and seen..
but line iS
iT iS n0w
what iT iS
and God
ALLthatis..
no escapes..
but living now..
MiGht aS WeLL maKinG
M A G I C NATuRE NOW
WELL MIgHT oF BALANCe..:)
eclectic posts.. friend
gigoid.. and let the
coffee of them
percolate in
my mind
and body for
just a little while
at least.. to see what
random seminal notes
as you say will come
from the garden
that is fertilized
longer and
watered too..
but anyway.. as you
likely know and feel now..
almost any line and seriously
amusingly more any
word can lead to
a Novel
from
me.. hehe..
as you know and
feel stream of
consciousness
writing accesses
much greater human
potential.. than the problem
solving way of making life
real.. hmm.. but in a life
that is truly spoon fed to
so many folks..
and rote
ways of
remembering
stuff for the daily
grind of work.. where
has creativity gone.. when
on Facebook.. all one sees is
sharing mostly what the directors
producers and actors of someone
else’s play has to offer..
but still for some
including me..
the percolating
takes longer.. yes..
40 years for me
since the first
fresh brew of
the coffee
of creativity
comes at age
13.. and goes away
when the muse of life
of emotions is taken away from
me by the religious right of my
community.. who are
stiff cardboard
boxes.. that
i too
mold myself
into.. for the pure ignorance
of what my frigging human nature
was taling me from the beginning
of my life..
be wild and
free.. yes.. my
rant.. manifesto..
and mantra.. be
wild and free
give more
than
take
and like Nike
says once again..
JUST DO LIFE
WILD
AND
FREE..
So i’ll continue
the rest of the Novel
on my Blog as usual..
and have a great day..
as wild and free as
nature blesses
you.. the
gift of life
iN dArk
and liGht
from God
who has
Zebra
stripes too
Nature in all her
black and white.. grey..
and colors over the
Rainbow.. in
true human
magic
imagination
and creativity tales
me yeah.. it get much
dArker and liGhter
than this..
and someone
out there is likely
living now in a better
heaven.. or worse
hell than i for
one have
felt and seen..
but line iS
iT iS n0w
what iT iS
and God
ALLthatis..
no escapes..
but living now..
MiGht aS WeLL maKinG
M A G I C NATuRE NOW
WELL MIgHT oF BALANCe..:)
1529
Talking with my lovely
dancing friend from Seville
Quarter late night last night
when the crowd thinned enough
to get a word in heard.. her story
of the challenges and stresses
of modern life.. Facebook
competitions of happy
faces.. and now
the competitive
nature that
can be
a modern
smart and
very attractive
girl’s life.. that says
be the best or you
are nothing.. is so sad
and such a source of
emptiness as
competition
in material
ways
of life
erases the
inner life of sharing
and feeling for Love
instead of appearances
and a race for who has more
in ways of stuff when likes become
stuff.. and even sharing in ways of
material online shares.. of
concrete hell..
i’d rather put out..
than receive as receiving
brings these days.. often.. so many
restrictions to keep that receiving
coming by playing the rules of the
given social norm.. where evil
is often good and good
is often evil..
and discerning
the two.. becomes
even more foggy for those
led down a harbor.. of
myst between
the human
animal
fur of
life wild and
free.. yes once
again.. wild and free..
sharing and cooperating
no different really.. overall
that a wolf pack roaming
together to keep
life real
and
surviving
balance.
yes.. wild
and free still for now..
Loving the one you’re with
in ways of eYes of shaRinG
and hell no Love is
not limited
to sex..
Love iS
a way of
Life iN Sharing
overall.. so whomever
i am with.. iN human
connections i
am Loving
the one i’m
with.. giving all
of who i am to them..
in the moment of now..
as truly that’s all we have
and no moment is too smAll
or large to Love as Human..
and no human is
too large
or small..
or any other
kind of different
to not Love as Human..
one now i told someone all
i see is friends i like in strangers..
and that person told me it must
not be very special to
be liked by you..
oh..
the
irony..
every jewEL
a human to me..:)
dancing friend from Seville
Quarter late night last night
when the crowd thinned enough
to get a word in heard.. her story
of the challenges and stresses
of modern life.. Facebook
competitions of happy
faces.. and now
the competitive
nature that
can be
a modern
smart and
very attractive
girl’s life.. that says
be the best or you
are nothing.. is so sad
and such a source of
emptiness as
competition
in material
ways
of life
erases the
inner life of sharing
and feeling for Love
instead of appearances
and a race for who has more
in ways of stuff when likes become
stuff.. and even sharing in ways of
material online shares.. of
concrete hell..
i’d rather put out..
than receive as receiving
brings these days.. often.. so many
restrictions to keep that receiving
coming by playing the rules of the
given social norm.. where evil
is often good and good
is often evil..
and discerning
the two.. becomes
even more foggy for those
led down a harbor.. of
myst between
the human
animal
fur of
life wild and
free.. yes once
again.. wild and free..
sharing and cooperating
no different really.. overall
that a wolf pack roaming
together to keep
life real
and
surviving
balance.
yes.. wild
and free still for now..
Loving the one you’re with
in ways of eYes of shaRinG
and hell no Love is
not limited
to sex..
Love iS
a way of
Life iN Sharing
overall.. so whomever
i am with.. iN human
connections i
am Loving
the one i’m
with.. giving all
of who i am to them..
in the moment of now..
as truly that’s all we have
and no moment is too smAll
or large to Love as Human..
and no human is
too large
or small..
or any other
kind of different
to not Love as Human..
one now i told someone all
i see is friends i like in strangers..
and that person told me it must
not be very special to
be liked by you..
oh..
the
irony..
every jewEL
a human to me..:)
1880
Just another Eagle named
Fred from Old Seville
Quarter..wink emoticon..
wow.. after every Rave
Dance night.. my mind
and body is like
candy
of creativity..
with ocean roar
of waves.. iN peace
of balance.. high..
no adrenaline
the ecstasy
of DMT..
when
human
becomes a perfect
storm of Love.. and to
be clear.. all Natural
DMT.. no substance
drugs for me..
as the
essence
is me.. when
creativity flows
alive.. from the
deepest
recesses
of stored memories
from all of my life’s
experiences and
deeper deeper
where
genetic
memory of ancestry
experiences swim
again.. and yes..
fly again like
an Eagle to
the sea..
where the
spirit of us is
set free.. and giving
and sharing becomes
the real of now.. with
no one.. to take
that away
when
we
fly like
an Eagle to
the ocean of us so
free.. so feathered wild
and deliciously briGht
in Sun of us.. waves
of rays..
of liGht
as uS come
deLiGht so free
and wild aLiVE..
where all is
now.. aLL
iS liGht
soaRinG
hiGher and
even hiGher..
so what i’m basicAlly
creatively saying here..
is i could can keep going and going
until this becomes my second technical
word length Free verse poeTry novel of
over 40K words.. and yes.. two full
prompts from Tuesday dVerse
prompt on what one
would Love to
be born again
as.. and the
Thursday open
link night prompt..
as well as any left overs
from the weeklong Monday
Haibun prompt.. 24 from Tuesday
to catch up with.. and likely close
to 40 for Thursday and maybe
two more from Monday
for close to
66 in total
effort now..
then when this
Epic post and associated
photos.. music videos.. lInks
and other artistic stuff comes
to another end for the next
beginning now.. but as
Katy Perry says.. with
perfect storms
of humans
riSinG in the
magic of God
of Nature now..
where relatively sPeaKinG
some of uS are the capsTonE
of the ancient pyramids of Egypt..
Where the origin of what is arises
from one point of pyramid spreading
out inversely wHeRe the above and
so below iS uS at BegiNinG and
end of all..
and sure Supebowl
weekend will get involved
in this post as well.. as
it is a pinnacle of modern
popistry in Art.. iN
Enlightened
human being
halftime way..
as the initiates
chosen from God
of Nature Art among
us in Natural selection
of the what that is for now..
shines greatly around the
world.. in the best effort
artists make to bRinG
the rest of the
world
iN dArker
ways better
to liGhter ways
of Star Seed children
now.. my last Novel
Free Verse Poetry post
was actually a combination
of three posts before that..
doing one at one post
is a bigger challenge
than that but
hey.. it’s
Super Bowl
50 and Mardi
Gras Weekend and yeah..
baby i’m gonna get out there in
the public and likely dance a marathon
effort this weekend too.. but again it is the
challenge that makes me who i am all in
dARk and liGht of the
storm i am
for
now..
in moving
connecting
Eagle Free Verse
PoeTry Novel
now.. and
dArk Horse
way
aS
WeLL..:)
Fred from Old Seville
Quarter..wink emoticon..
wow.. after every Rave
Dance night.. my mind
and body is like
candy
of creativity..
with ocean roar
of waves.. iN peace
of balance.. high..
no adrenaline
the ecstasy
of DMT..
when
human
becomes a perfect
storm of Love.. and to
be clear.. all Natural
DMT.. no substance
drugs for me..
as the
essence
is me.. when
creativity flows
alive.. from the
deepest
recesses
of stored memories
from all of my life’s
experiences and
deeper deeper
where
genetic
memory of ancestry
experiences swim
again.. and yes..
fly again like
an Eagle to
the sea..
where the
spirit of us is
set free.. and giving
and sharing becomes
the real of now.. with
no one.. to take
that away
when
we
fly like
an Eagle to
the ocean of us so
free.. so feathered wild
and deliciously briGht
in Sun of us.. waves
of rays..
of liGht
as uS come
deLiGht so free
and wild aLiVE..
where all is
now.. aLL
iS liGht
soaRinG
hiGher and
even hiGher..
so what i’m basicAlly
creatively saying here..
is i could can keep going and going
until this becomes my second technical
word length Free verse poeTry novel of
over 40K words.. and yes.. two full
prompts from Tuesday dVerse
prompt on what one
would Love to
be born again
as.. and the
Thursday open
link night prompt..
as well as any left overs
from the weeklong Monday
Haibun prompt.. 24 from Tuesday
to catch up with.. and likely close
to 40 for Thursday and maybe
two more from Monday
for close to
66 in total
effort now..
then when this
Epic post and associated
photos.. music videos.. lInks
and other artistic stuff comes
to another end for the next
beginning now.. but as
Katy Perry says.. with
perfect storms
of humans
riSinG in the
magic of God
of Nature now..
where relatively sPeaKinG
some of uS are the capsTonE
of the ancient pyramids of Egypt..
Where the origin of what is arises
from one point of pyramid spreading
out inversely wHeRe the above and
so below iS uS at BegiNinG and
end of all..
and sure Supebowl
weekend will get involved
in this post as well.. as
it is a pinnacle of modern
popistry in Art.. iN
Enlightened
human being
halftime way..
as the initiates
chosen from God
of Nature Art among
us in Natural selection
of the what that is for now..
shines greatly around the
world.. in the best effort
artists make to bRinG
the rest of the
world
iN dArker
ways better
to liGhter ways
of Star Seed children
now.. my last Novel
Free Verse Poetry post
was actually a combination
of three posts before that..
doing one at one post
is a bigger challenge
than that but
hey.. it’s
Super Bowl
50 and Mardi
Gras Weekend and yeah..
baby i’m gonna get out there in
the public and likely dance a marathon
effort this weekend too.. but again it is the
challenge that makes me who i am all in
dARk and liGht of the
storm i am
for
now..
in moving
connecting
Eagle Free Verse
PoeTry Novel
now.. and
dArk Horse
way
aS
WeLL..:)
2412
Starting at Monday prompt for Haibun here..
with only one link added in there for now..
and then the next one jumping all the
way to Thursday open link
night prompt.. spotting
Shawna’s blog
before
it goes
the way of
a Hurricane
wind.. to
something
else.. now
somewhere
else.. then
now.. so here’s
to Monday first..
with only one link added in there for now..
and then the next one jumping all the
way to Thursday open link
night prompt.. spotting
Shawna’s blog
before
it goes
the way of
a Hurricane
wind.. to
something
else.. now
somewhere
else.. then
now.. so here’s
to Monday first..
Worlds of work homeless
office buildings no
humans left
inside..
empty sHells
of fingers spRead
sheet theiR way further
and further inTo rinGs
oF Dante heLL.. oh
the homeleSS
man SpRinGs
outside…
office buildings no
humans left
inside..
empty sHells
of fingers spRead
sheet theiR way further
and further inTo rinGs
oF Dante heLL.. oh
the homeleSS
man SpRinGs
outside…
meLted
dReams
real comes trUe..:)
dReams
real comes trUe..:)
It’s nows like this
i’m so glad i’m not
a girl.. but yeah..
Lesbian would
be cool..
anyway..
omg.. two
prompts behind..
full prompts.. will
have to remember your
poem from Tuesday too..
but sure i can.. to make
my entry for that.. Daisy C..S..
anyWay.. God kNows
when i’ll get here
on Thursday prompt
or wheRever.. so i came
over early.. to insert
my words..
and yeah..
teenage pregnancies
are definitely going down
here and around the world..
as electronic
sperm
don’t go
anywhere
but sexting
still
empty
sHells
of
seminal
blAngst.. but
hey.. overpopulation
and all of that it’s
where God
finAlly
geTs
her revenge
for aLL the other
animals suffering
at the ’cause of
human
sex..
hmm.. but
yeah.. holding
hands.. that
sure
was
nice..:)
i’m so glad i’m not
a girl.. but yeah..
Lesbian would
be cool..
anyway..
omg.. two
prompts behind..
full prompts.. will
have to remember your
poem from Tuesday too..
but sure i can.. to make
my entry for that.. Daisy C..S..
anyWay.. God kNows
when i’ll get here
on Thursday prompt
or wheRever.. so i came
over early.. to insert
my words..
and yeah..
teenage pregnancies
are definitely going down
here and around the world..
as electronic
sperm
don’t go
anywhere
but sexting
still
empty
sHells
of
seminal
blAngst.. but
hey.. overpopulation
and all of that it’s
where God
finAlly
geTs
her revenge
for aLL the other
animals suffering
at the ’cause of
human
sex..
hmm.. but
yeah.. holding
hands.. that
sure
was
nice..:)
And now for
sand dancing
and Sun before
i purUse the other
53 left so far now..:)
sand dancing
and Sun before
i purUse the other
53 left so far now..:)
1:21 pm
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Back at
12:17..
2082016
now wITH
two more
Fredbuns
inspired
by Lynn’s
Haibun..;)
12:17..
2082016
now wITH
two more
Fredbuns
inspired
by Lynn’s
Haibun..;)
As always answers
stARt at the cradle..
humans who are
Unconditionally
Loved with
Kind and
couRAge..
are trustFul
enough of humans
and Nature around
them.. to be secure
inside..
never
allowing
themselves
to be used by
others.. but now..
then.. there is poverty..
W/O subsistence.. and
ills of health..
where
common
Christians
refuse to
lend the
helping
hand
of Government
to reach places
out of
churches
and
neigh
borhoods..
stARt at the cradle..
humans who are
Unconditionally
Loved with
Kind and
couRAge..
are trustFul
enough of humans
and Nature around
them.. to be secure
inside..
never
allowing
themselves
to be used by
others.. but now..
then.. there is poverty..
W/O subsistence.. and
ills of health..
where
common
Christians
refuse to
lend the
helping
hand
of Government
to reach places
out of
churches
and
neigh
borhoods..
Humans raped
more
than sex…
more
than sex…
OBTW..
hi Lynn..
once again
at the very end..
writing hundreds
of poems.. and
finishing my
2nd ‘official’
Novel
of Free Verse
Poetry tomorrow
iN 18 days..
around
50K words
before Catholic
Lent starts
and sure..
my Lent
and Ramadan
never ends now
as alWays
true.. iN
liGht..
iN Dance
and Words
of SonG..
hi Lynn..
once again
at the very end..
writing hundreds
of poems.. and
finishing my
2nd ‘official’
Novel
of Free Verse
Poetry tomorrow
iN 18 days..
around
50K words
before Catholic
Lent starts
and sure..
my Lent
and Ramadan
never ends now
as alWays
true.. iN
liGht..
iN Dance
and Words
of SonG..
Soldiers
oF God iN KinD
CourAGeX2..:)
oF God iN KinD
CourAGeX2..:)
2794
A long week of many
changes.. late getting
here but alWays
the less here..
and sMiLes that
bRinGs me to my
next point.. my
friend SOHEIR..
trUly coming face
to face with God that
iS real and all that Is..
IS a humbling experience..
there is a Love and Respect
that has no match.. and A Faith..
Hope.. and Belief that iS all resolve
secure and trust.. so in other words
there is no need to fear another
human being..
or a need to
rise hiGher
as theRe
is no higHer
or lOwer of
God as
US iN
uS
WitH us
my friEnd iN
fAct all nows are
beginning iN God’s
Unconditional Love
of liGht and dARk..
most imporTantLY
FeeLinG God Now..:)
changes.. late getting
here but alWays
the less here..
and sMiLes that
bRinGs me to my
next point.. my
friend SOHEIR..
trUly coming face
to face with God that
iS real and all that Is..
IS a humbling experience..
there is a Love and Respect
that has no match.. and A Faith..
Hope.. and Belief that iS all resolve
secure and trust.. so in other words
there is no need to fear another
human being..
or a need to
rise hiGher
as theRe
is no higHer
or lOwer of
God as
US iN
uS
WitH us
my friEnd iN
fAct all nows are
beginning iN God’s
Unconditional Love
of liGht and dARk..
most imporTantLY
FeeLinG God Now..:)
And so sorry.. i didn’t
have sweets to
share..
but i
am onLY
sweet.. wInks.. so
Heir sMiles for now..:)
have sweets to
share..
but i
am onLY
sweet.. wInks.. so
Heir sMiles for now..:)
Smiles to you again my friend
and as i already reported in my
latest blog post before you define
SOHEIR as Egyptian Star.. i cAll you
out as Star child/seed tHere..;)
and as i already reported in my
latest blog post before you define
SOHEIR as Egyptian Star.. i cAll you
out as Star child/seed tHere..;)
Oh yes.. Definitely believe you
and truly Love that name SOhEIR
and the Star Woman who wears it WeLL..
And might write another novel this
weekend with yoUr Star as
pArt oF God’s inspiRaTioN..:)!
and truly Love that name SOhEIR
and the Star Woman who wears it WeLL..
And might write another novel this
weekend with yoUr Star as
pArt oF God’s inspiRaTioN..:)!
SMiLes again my friend..
i looked back to
make sure
you saw the
first one named
‘GodsUniVerse Novel’..
i looked back to
make sure
you saw the
first one named
‘GodsUniVerse Novel’..
and i see you did.. and
the next one if i make
it to the required 40K
standard in words
will be after
my current
blog post..
named
‘Star Seeds
Friend Son
of Godzilla’..
writing is great
fun to me.. sMiles
again.. friend Soheir..
and Good Night to you
as well..:)
the next one if i make
it to the required 40K
standard in words
will be after
my current
blog post..
named
‘Star Seeds
Friend Son
of Godzilla’..
writing is great
fun to me.. sMiles
again.. friend Soheir..
and Good Night to you
as well..:)
Pray.. Laugh.. and Hug..
iN positive ways..
alWays beat
worry.. stress..
and hurry
as negative
direction in Life..
And yes.. all tools of humans
ranging from letters made
first by tool of sticks
scratching lines
in soil.. to
the highest
skyscrapers
are not
the core
of us iN
feeling the
empathy of human
connection as a tribe
of one eYes.. iN sharing
Cooperating.. and most
importantly surviving..
i am rich without
any clothes
of culture
and haha
i can
prove
that too..
while most
folks hide
behind
the covers
of culture now
my friend.. and
to be clear that is
a general metaphor
for all cultures as all
cultures are extensions
of tools that become
the human
being
inside..
sadly so
much now..
more than ever..
it seems to me.. now..
But perhaps the most
important quote as that
relates to separation of
church and state
from the
Kuran
that states..
There shall
be no compulsion
(in acceptance)
of the
religion
is the wisest
pARt of aLL as the
human tribal instinct
most always THINKS.. iT
has the last word in group
THINK throughout the
ages.. but God alWays
comes out on
top
knoWinG
and expresSinG
more than human
EyEs will ever
do al
one.. now..
AnyWay.. Happy
now.. it’s all that’s
ever truly counted
iN human eYes
that live
now
at least…
my friend..
SOHEIR..:)
iN positive ways..
alWays beat
worry.. stress..
and hurry
as negative
direction in Life..
And yes.. all tools of humans
ranging from letters made
first by tool of sticks
scratching lines
in soil.. to
the highest
skyscrapers
are not
the core
of us iN
feeling the
empathy of human
connection as a tribe
of one eYes.. iN sharing
Cooperating.. and most
importantly surviving..
i am rich without
any clothes
of culture
and haha
i can
prove
that too..
while most
folks hide
behind
the covers
of culture now
my friend.. and
to be clear that is
a general metaphor
for all cultures as all
cultures are extensions
of tools that become
the human
being
inside..
sadly so
much now..
more than ever..
it seems to me.. now..
But perhaps the most
important quote as that
relates to separation of
church and state
from the
Kuran
that states..
There shall
be no compulsion
(in acceptance)
of the
religion
is the wisest
pARt of aLL as the
human tribal instinct
most always THINKS.. iT
has the last word in group
THINK throughout the
ages.. but God alWays
comes out on
top
knoWinG
and expresSinG
more than human
EyEs will ever
do al
one.. now..
AnyWay.. Happy
now.. it’s all that’s
ever truly counted
iN human eYes
that live
now
at least…
my friend..
SOHEIR..:)
3297
And now to dVerse Tuesday
Prompt on what one
would like to
be if
born
again..
yeah.. hmm..
and her it goes..
Prompt on what one
would like to
be if
born
again..
yeah.. hmm..
and her it goes..
*
The toad.. The frog..
the amphibian still lives
in uS.. the fish.. the
single cell organism
still lives iN US..
while some
folks worry
about the cycle
of death and life
others just live
whomever
they care
to be
iN change
for now..
after all
we are all
connected and
one.. with aLL
Nature as birth
and death shows
iN DNA way..:)
The toad.. The frog..
the amphibian still lives
in uS.. the fish.. the
single cell organism
still lives iN US..
while some
folks worry
about the cycle
of death and life
others just live
whomever
they care
to be
iN change
for now..
after all
we are all
connected and
one.. with aLL
Nature as birth
and death shows
iN DNA way..:)
GreaTest risk of hoping
to live again.. is the
reality of never living
now.. so much to do
so much to see..
yet so
much to forget
that now even exists..:)
to live again.. is the
reality of never living
now.. so much to do
so much to see..
yet so
much to forget
that now even exists..:)
*
Perhaps the sAddest pARt
of the Christian religion
is insisting a man never
changes for 2000 years..
when no human is the
same human with
precisely the
same words..
moves.. and
emotions..
from second
to second except
for a machine.. if
Jesus truly comes back
he will be a robot
according to
modern
Christianity
and the same for
any other prophet
who cannot evolve to
greater human potential
iN both Truth and Love
iN Wisdom and LiGht..
wheRe the colors
continuALLy
change eternAlly
now iN a RaiNbow
that never ends
for now at least..
and on top of that as
reported in Luke 17:21..
if ya don’t find heaven
at hand now.. you’ll never
find it ever any now but now..
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
looking for golden
floors iN
palatial
homes and
Pearly
gates..
just the
Lottery
of Old
World Lies..
where the house
of lies always wins
the finally tAlly
away from
heaven
now..
Jesus was a Naturist
iN words.. feelings
and deep metaphors
same as any
poet
who
finds
God as Nature..
and sadly the thought
of reality scares the
beJezus.. out of
some folks
and
leads
to greater
rings of Dante’s
hell away from God
iN uS as Nature
now..
juSt now..
the gift of God
iN human potential
wasted on the lies
of psychopathic ways
of folks starting with
Emperor Constantine
in the Nicene
Council of
325 AD..
making the humble
prophet.. man
and teacher
Yeshua.. into
a Soldier Sun God
while Constantine
follows suit and
erects a monolithic
statue of himself
for others
to kneel down
and worship
him as
a Sun
God2..
the one percent
are always here
as psychopathic
folks with little
heARt for Love now..
as Spirit expreSsinG
that Love.. iN a trUly
miNd and boDy balanCinG
soUl.. that gives rather
than elevating to higher
levels of empty status
and power
with
no blood
or body
iN bread and
WinE of Love
now.. wHere
Christ iS Love
and not a robot
who never changes..:)
Perhaps the sAddest pARt
of the Christian religion
is insisting a man never
changes for 2000 years..
when no human is the
same human with
precisely the
same words..
moves.. and
emotions..
from second
to second except
for a machine.. if
Jesus truly comes back
he will be a robot
according to
modern
Christianity
and the same for
any other prophet
who cannot evolve to
greater human potential
iN both Truth and Love
iN Wisdom and LiGht..
wheRe the colors
continuALLy
change eternAlly
now iN a RaiNbow
that never ends
for now at least..
and on top of that as
reported in Luke 17:21..
if ya don’t find heaven
at hand now.. you’ll never
find it ever any now but now..
inside.. outside.. above.. so
below and all around..
looking for golden
floors iN
palatial
homes and
Pearly
gates..
just the
Lottery
of Old
World Lies..
where the house
of lies always wins
the finally tAlly
away from
heaven
now..
Jesus was a Naturist
iN words.. feelings
and deep metaphors
same as any
poet
who
finds
God as Nature..
and sadly the thought
of reality scares the
beJezus.. out of
some folks
and
leads
to greater
rings of Dante’s
hell away from God
iN uS as Nature
now..
juSt now..
the gift of God
iN human potential
wasted on the lies
of psychopathic ways
of folks starting with
Emperor Constantine
in the Nicene
Council of
325 AD..
making the humble
prophet.. man
and teacher
Yeshua.. into
a Soldier Sun God
while Constantine
follows suit and
erects a monolithic
statue of himself
for others
to kneel down
and worship
him as
a Sun
God2..
the one percent
are always here
as psychopathic
folks with little
heARt for Love now..
as Spirit expreSsinG
that Love.. iN a trUly
miNd and boDy balanCinG
soUl.. that gives rather
than elevating to higher
levels of empty status
and power
with
no blood
or body
iN bread and
WinE of Love
now.. wHere
Christ iS Love
and not a robot
who never changes..:)
And as a side note here..
i attempted to use the metaphor
of a Desert Isle escaping the lies
of culture as change in attaining
heaven now.. no different really
than Luke 17:21’s report
on Jesus.. but reference
that same post when i was
Brow Beat by folks
who insisted i not
use philosophy
and metaphors
in my way of writing
to the greaTest of human
change.. ignorant in the true
meaning of the New Testament
and the humble Man Jesus who
was only a man no different
in potential than most
other human beings..
anyway.. they
deleted my
link
on this
greatest change
iN Truth and LiGht
of human Wisdom
and Love..
and after
two other
times when folks
at the top of
the online club
could not understand
my deeper metaphors
than what that
they are used
to.. that was
the last straw
of the camel
who was visiting
the whole of tHeir
needle.. and asterisks
indicate the places where
i am no longer welcome.. dusting
my sandals off.. but still watching..
listening.. and getting inspired as all
of human
being.. dArk
and liGht..
ignorant
or wise
inspire..
me now..:)
i attempted to use the metaphor
of a Desert Isle escaping the lies
of culture as change in attaining
heaven now.. no different really
than Luke 17:21’s report
on Jesus.. but reference
that same post when i was
Brow Beat by folks
who insisted i not
use philosophy
and metaphors
in my way of writing
to the greaTest of human
change.. ignorant in the true
meaning of the New Testament
and the humble Man Jesus who
was only a man no different
in potential than most
other human beings..
anyway.. they
deleted my
link
on this
greatest change
iN Truth and LiGht
of human Wisdom
and Love..
and after
two other
times when folks
at the top of
the online club
could not understand
my deeper metaphors
than what that
they are used
to.. that was
the last straw
of the camel
who was visiting
the whole of tHeir
needle.. and asterisks
indicate the places where
i am no longer welcome.. dusting
my sandals off.. but still watching..
listening.. and getting inspired as all
of human
being.. dArk
and liGht..
ignorant
or wise
inspire..
me now..:)
And truly it is disgusting
as these folks are continuously
complaining about folks who
do not visit poetry
sites to respond..
and me writing literally
now thousands of responses
never failing to respond in
the last year since March
of last year.. and
just because
i do more
and run deeper
than everyone else
easily measurable empirically
beyond their ability to focus
and understand now..
they discarded
me like a
piece of garbage
no different really
than my middle school
bullies in school.. physically
stronger.. then.. butT
the truth iS
intellectual bullies..
who work in the world
of science and rules
and regulations
can be
just as big
bullies buTT
they’ve never met
a Lion
like
me who is
tenacious
as air and water..
malleable to change
no different and
alWays Winning
the War no
matter how
many battles
other folks THiNK
THEY’VE WON IN discarding
my humanity out of their
circle
of
influence..
but haha.. now
the whole thing
just adds to my story
and as they say of ages
old a prophet/sage is never
understood in
tHeir
own
environment
whether country
or online FiN
‘country clubs’..
of Know it
alls and
control
freaks..
and yes
side note
ends..
as these folks are continuously
complaining about folks who
do not visit poetry
sites to respond..
and me writing literally
now thousands of responses
never failing to respond in
the last year since March
of last year.. and
just because
i do more
and run deeper
than everyone else
easily measurable empirically
beyond their ability to focus
and understand now..
they discarded
me like a
piece of garbage
no different really
than my middle school
bullies in school.. physically
stronger.. then.. butT
the truth iS
intellectual bullies..
who work in the world
of science and rules
and regulations
can be
just as big
bullies buTT
they’ve never met
a Lion
like
me who is
tenacious
as air and water..
malleable to change
no different and
alWays Winning
the War no
matter how
many battles
other folks THiNK
THEY’VE WON IN discarding
my humanity out of their
circle
of
influence..
but haha.. now
the whole thing
just adds to my story
and as they say of ages
old a prophet/sage is never
understood in
tHeir
own
environment
whether country
or online FiN
‘country clubs’..
of Know it
alls and
control
freaks..
and yes
side note
ends..
*
And hmm.. a firm
denial that one is
not coming back but
going to heaven after
life.. however the
same folks demanding
that Jesus comes
back.. now.. how
iroNic..
i could
make
a parAble
oF thiS..;)
And hmm.. a firm
denial that one is
not coming back but
going to heaven after
life.. however the
same folks demanding
that Jesus comes
back.. now.. how
iroNic..
i could
make
a parAble
oF thiS..;)
Beautiful.. WeLL adjustinG
human appreciating now
and who they are wishes
for nothing more but to
be who they
are now
and then
for now..
sure we alWays
evolve to lEarn and
feel more.. somenows
too.. wE devolve iN dArk..
feeLinG less.. but bottom
liNe iS core flAMe oF
us iS both uS
and ShaREd
when
Free
aLive.. Now..:)
human appreciating now
and who they are wishes
for nothing more but to
be who they
are now
and then
for now..
sure we alWays
evolve to lEarn and
feel more.. somenows
too.. wE devolve iN dArk..
feeLinG less.. but bottom
liNe iS core flAMe oF
us iS both uS
and ShaREd
when
Free
aLive.. Now..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
i like to think of
me as nameless
faceless soUI..
projecting spiRit!
oF Ego iN human
personality driven
by emoTioNal
hEart as WeLL..
as SpiRit!
where i iS
me as SoUl..
I iS Actor oF
i and i iS
Director
and producer
of I actor
as ego
and personality
as Zen art of person..
the art that others see..
potentiAlly dArk or liGht..
but the greaTest pARt oF
aLL is i can transform
myself into many humans
or other animals now
as all our
DNA
iN genetic
style iS similar
shaRinG
mostly
sAMe..
yesterday.. i
was a Jaguar
on the primitive
hunt.. dancing
the night
away..
and today
i am now
a Nautilus
building shell..
and later.. a
Panther/Jaguar
again.. in style
of martial
arts..
sparring
with air
flying
with
ease
oF
cLaws..:)
i like to think of
me as nameless
faceless soUI..
projecting spiRit!
oF Ego iN human
personality driven
by emoTioNal
hEart as WeLL..
as SpiRit!
where i iS
me as SoUl..
I iS Actor oF
i and i iS
Director
and producer
of I actor
as ego
and personality
as Zen art of person..
the art that others see..
potentiAlly dArk or liGht..
but the greaTest pARt oF
aLL is i can transform
myself into many humans
or other animals now
as all our
DNA
iN genetic
style iS similar
shaRinG
mostly
sAMe..
yesterday.. i
was a Jaguar
on the primitive
hunt.. dancing
the night
away..
and today
i am now
a Nautilus
building shell..
and later.. a
Panther/Jaguar
again.. in style
of martial
arts..
sparring
with air
flying
with
ease
oF
cLaws..:)
Oh.. so free and wild
to be human is
what i choose
to come
back as
now.. breaKinG
bricks layer by layer
oF domesticated
human aLL
aWay
finding
furry core of me..
briGht eYed and
bushy taLed
once
aGaIN..
and yes.. reTiring..
paying the mortgage
and car off last week..
seaLed the Free
and Wild deal
of me
once
aGain..
iK inK of paws
LiOns Free..:)
to be human is
what i choose
to come
back as
now.. breaKinG
bricks layer by layer
oF domesticated
human aLL
aWay
finding
furry core of me..
briGht eYed and
bushy taLed
once
aGaIN..
and yes.. reTiring..
paying the mortgage
and car off last week..
seaLed the Free
and Wild deal
of me
once
aGain..
iK inK of paws
LiOns Free..:)
SMiLes.. so hard
to swim.. so hard
to fly.. float on
land no
swim
but fly..
reborn a butt
er fly iN liGhT..:)
to swim.. so hard
to fly.. float on
land no
swim
but fly..
reborn a butt
er fly iN liGhT..:)
Nature old..
Nature grows..
Nature knows
onLY now..
Nature
us.. Nature
we.. Nature
i.. oh..
so free..:)
Nature grows..
Nature knows
onLY now..
Nature
us.. Nature
we.. Nature
i.. oh..
so free..:)
Improvisation
here on
Shawna’s
misSinG
lInk..;)
here on
Shawna’s
misSinG
lInk..;)
Just gonna
borrow this
for a
smAll
project
oF min(e)d..
onLy need
iT now
for the
end of
the weekend..
i’m thinKinG now..;)
borrow this
for a
smAll
project
oF min(e)d..
onLy need
iT now
for the
end of
the weekend..
i’m thinKinG now..;)
Hmm.. yeah.. what IF.. yes.. this is a side
note or perhaps pArt of Shawna’s place..
WHAT IF.. Jesus did come back
like so many folks thInk
he wiLL out of now
some 2.2 million
humans around the
world.. who is he..
would he be the one
before.. would anyone
accept his Muslim
looks in the
US.. likely
dark eyes..
medium
stocky
build..
brown
skin..
hmm.. yeah..
i guess he’d have
to transform into
that portrait image
of that sweet blonde
haired female with
a beard.. that
so many homo
sexual priests
along the line
of Catholic Church
approved of with
mighty strokes
of pens..
yeah.. sure..
if ya thInk there
are a bunch of pedo
phile men.. in the
ranks of Catholic
single men..
there are
many more
practicing
homosexuals
than that..
but back to my
point.. as too bad
they cannot simply
come out of the closet
and be them.. self.. instead
of putting on a straight face
at the pulpit after coming
back from the gay
bar.. that
same sex
marriages/messages..
cannot be sacred
in humans who love
God and each other
same and as holy
and sacred as
anyone else..
A true
failing of the
Catholic Church
a lack of respect
for Nature in suggesting
that birth control is a sin..
when nature as the God of
Nature is fighting back
in her own way
in us on
that.. and
to be clear
her as far as God
goes is no more
an entity with
a vagina than
he as God
with
a Penis..
for Patriarchal
Homosexual church
leaders that truly
wish God had a big penis..
sarcasm in tow.. there for
all the pain and suffering
put on people
of different
sexual orientations
by priests with different
sexual orientations.. so
silly and downright dum..
not to express
God given
Nature
all the way
whatever it is..
God’s plan is balance..
and not humans plan
for control..
power..
and status
in shiny robes..
anyway.. SO WHAT IF..
WHO IF.. AND WHERE IF
JESUS COMES BACK.. I MEAN
YESHUA.. OR JOSHUA.. OR OTHER
LANGUAGE NAMES.. OF THE FLESH
AND BLOOD ONE MAN.. who a hundred..
thousand.. or ten thousand other
men’s words now have
been attributed to
through the first 40
years of no written record
to the first printed version
of an English Bible then in the
middle of the last millennium
about 1500 AD or whatever..
So What iF.. truth iS..
until a path iS
prepared for
the forecast
one.. and a place
big enough to hold his
or her or whatever’s soul..
Jesus will remain in prison
of HeARts.. SpiRits.. and SoUls
who refuse to grow.. Jesus iS
only as real as Christ maKinG
the man
of Love
our HeARt..
as a mission
and Art of Life now..:)
note or perhaps pArt of Shawna’s place..
WHAT IF.. Jesus did come back
like so many folks thInk
he wiLL out of now
some 2.2 million
humans around the
world.. who is he..
would he be the one
before.. would anyone
accept his Muslim
looks in the
US.. likely
dark eyes..
medium
stocky
build..
brown
skin..
hmm.. yeah..
i guess he’d have
to transform into
that portrait image
of that sweet blonde
haired female with
a beard.. that
so many homo
sexual priests
along the line
of Catholic Church
approved of with
mighty strokes
of pens..
yeah.. sure..
if ya thInk there
are a bunch of pedo
phile men.. in the
ranks of Catholic
single men..
there are
many more
practicing
homosexuals
than that..
but back to my
point.. as too bad
they cannot simply
come out of the closet
and be them.. self.. instead
of putting on a straight face
at the pulpit after coming
back from the gay
bar.. that
same sex
marriages/messages..
cannot be sacred
in humans who love
God and each other
same and as holy
and sacred as
anyone else..
A true
failing of the
Catholic Church
a lack of respect
for Nature in suggesting
that birth control is a sin..
when nature as the God of
Nature is fighting back
in her own way
in us on
that.. and
to be clear
her as far as God
goes is no more
an entity with
a vagina than
he as God
with
a Penis..
for Patriarchal
Homosexual church
leaders that truly
wish God had a big penis..
sarcasm in tow.. there for
all the pain and suffering
put on people
of different
sexual orientations
by priests with different
sexual orientations.. so
silly and downright dum..
not to express
God given
Nature
all the way
whatever it is..
God’s plan is balance..
and not humans plan
for control..
power..
and status
in shiny robes..
anyway.. SO WHAT IF..
WHO IF.. AND WHERE IF
JESUS COMES BACK.. I MEAN
YESHUA.. OR JOSHUA.. OR OTHER
LANGUAGE NAMES.. OF THE FLESH
AND BLOOD ONE MAN.. who a hundred..
thousand.. or ten thousand other
men’s words now have
been attributed to
through the first 40
years of no written record
to the first printed version
of an English Bible then in the
middle of the last millennium
about 1500 AD or whatever..
So What iF.. truth iS..
until a path iS
prepared for
the forecast
one.. and a place
big enough to hold his
or her or whatever’s soul..
Jesus will remain in prison
of HeARts.. SpiRits.. and SoUls
who refuse to grow.. Jesus iS
only as real as Christ maKinG
the man
of Love
our HeARt..
as a mission
and Art of Life now..:)
side note ends..
and time for gym
workout.. and
back to
Novel
ways of
writing after
the continuing
struggle and fiGht
for excellence in
human potential
continues
for
me.. tainted
with who knows..
perhaps a thouSand
Grains
of sand
iNLOVE..:)
and time for gym
workout.. and
back to
Novel
ways of
writing after
the continuing
struggle and fiGht
for excellence in
human potential
continues
for
me.. tainted
with who knows..
perhaps a thouSand
Grains
of sand
iNLOVE..:)
6:25 pm…
Back at 10:57 pm..:)
Back at 10:57 pm..:)
SMiLes.. perhaps the
GreaTest Forever
Loves.. sparked
the return
of the
UniVerse
aGain.. and
then Love would
be the hiGhest Force..
and perhaps it is.. Magic..:)
GreaTest Forever
Loves.. sparked
the return
of the
UniVerse
aGain.. and
then Love would
be the hiGhest Force..
and perhaps it is.. Magic..:)
Gravity.. perhaps Nature’s oldtest SonG..
and a cure for aGinG bones.. muscles..
tendons.. ligaments.. iS playing
wITh gravity and not against
it.. art of gravity.. floating
humans terrestrial oN
land of marshmallow
comfort.. wheRe gRound
becomes a dance floor
gliding feet come
one with
Earth
and gRain
of SAnd
BuTTerfly
SinGs iN
human
feat
oF
feetONE..:)
and a cure for aGinG bones.. muscles..
tendons.. ligaments.. iS playing
wITh gravity and not against
it.. art of gravity.. floating
humans terrestrial oN
land of marshmallow
comfort.. wheRe gRound
becomes a dance floor
gliding feet come
one with
Earth
and gRain
of SAnd
BuTTerfly
SinGs iN
human
feat
oF
feetONE..:)
Birth of water whole
from start of Ocean
womb.. sailor’s
deliGht oF
what we
were
underwater..
never sinkIng
shore..
finally
crawling out..
be the
water
whole again..:)
from start of Ocean
womb.. sailor’s
deliGht oF
what we
were
underwater..
never sinkIng
shore..
finally
crawling out..
be the
water
whole again..:)
Bird of bridge
swoon of heARt..
fly so hiGh
liGhting
never
landing
hard..:)
swoon of heARt..
fly so hiGh
liGhting
never
landing
hard..:)
*
Other than when
human dies.. most
other animals
feed the birds..
humans collecting
it all..
even
dead..
morbid
obsession
with form
away from essence..:)
Other than when
human dies.. most
other animals
feed the birds..
humans collecting
it all..
even
dead..
morbid
obsession
with form
away from essence..:)
Child dreams of innocence
real iN imagination
and creativity
true.. moving..
connecting..
yes creating..
wishing fruition
no limits or expectations
in passings or futures..
now a child’s
eYes..
alWays
Innocence
SpiRit Young
Never aging
fountain
youth..
inside
never going..
dreams live on..:)
real iN imagination
and creativity
true.. moving..
connecting..
yes creating..
wishing fruition
no limits or expectations
in passings or futures..
now a child’s
eYes..
alWays
Innocence
SpiRit Young
Never aging
fountain
youth..
inside
never going..
dreams live on..:)
Birds of a feather
sings songs often
not together.. solo
they go..
lonely
but always
searching
for another
feather..:)
sings songs often
not together.. solo
they go..
lonely
but always
searching
for another
feather..:)
Child’s eYes of paradise..
leave no room for
doubt.. all is hope
all is new..
all deliGhtful
when parents
Love
the
same..
Children’s
liGht a SonG
that never
ends..
with Love
at least..
living Again..:)
leave no room for
doubt.. all is hope
all is new..
all deliGhtful
when parents
Love
the
same..
Children’s
liGht a SonG
that never
ends..
with Love
at least..
living Again..:)
A world of input
sharing input
liking input..
away from
moving.. connecting
creating in flesh and blood
is in two
words..
humanely
insane..:)
sharing input
liking input..
away from
moving.. connecting
creating in flesh and blood
is in two
words..
humanely
insane..:)
Tree of knowledge..
form.. so distant..
lacking
essence..
Tree of Life..
Born again..
leaves Grass
Green as LiFe..
closer..
Now Real..:)
form.. so distant..
lacking
essence..
Tree of Life..
Born again..
leaves Grass
Green as LiFe..
closer..
Now Real..:)
Ah.. yes.. an eternal
now born iN eYes
Love.. again
through
out
ages..
Loving
eYes stay now
everforevernow..:)
now born iN eYes
Love.. again
through
out
ages..
Loving
eYes stay now
everforevernow..:)
Second response to noweverforevernow..
SMiLes.. No time in heaven now beyond inFiniTy..
Beyond fire.. All time in hell as infiNity..
To fully understand this one must go to
both places in different nows..
The lesSon of eterniTy now..
Some folks call it the dArk
niGht of the soUl or
meeting Karma and
the God of Nature
allthatis face to face..
For me at least.. Yes.. the adventure
one Lifenow.. finding no time now as
eternal in heaven and the anti-now..
In the other place.. That question
can inspire a novel.. my friend..
Thanks.. I’ll finish the rest
of it.. On my blog.. wInks..
Just for fun..:)
SMiLes..
like God
‘said’..
i’ll
come
back
creating
Now juSt
noW..:)
SMiLes.. No time in heaven now beyond inFiniTy..
Beyond fire.. All time in hell as infiNity..
To fully understand this one must go to
both places in different nows..
The lesSon of eterniTy now..
Some folks call it the dArk
niGht of the soUl or
meeting Karma and
the God of Nature
allthatis face to face..
For me at least.. Yes.. the adventure
one Lifenow.. finding no time now as
eternal in heaven and the anti-now..
In the other place.. That question
can inspire a novel.. my friend..
Thanks.. I’ll finish the rest
of it.. On my blog.. wInks..
Just for fun..:)
SMiLes..
like God
‘said’..
i’ll
come
back
creating
Now juSt
noW..:)
Third response..
SMiLes again..
i second
now
that..;)
SMiLes again..
i second
now
that..;)
Dragon Fly
oh.. and roach
wonder.. ugly..
not owing
any human
explanations
first survivors
among
living
earthy
beings and
likely last to go..)
oh.. and roach
wonder.. ugly..
not owing
any human
explanations
first survivors
among
living
earthy
beings and
likely last to go..)
Well that ends
the Tuesday
prompt
of 24
poetic
expressions..:)
the Tuesday
prompt
of 24
poetic
expressions..:)
11:59 pm..
and back for
Thursday open
link night catch
up game tomorrow..
hopefully finishing
before the Super
Bowl begins..
just for
challenge
as all i’ll
be watching is
half time.. with
Chris Martin.. and
Cold Play and
Beyonce
too enjoying
tHeir show
of human
archetypes
of so many
songs and dance
as well as other
humanly designed
sign language
attempting
to scribe
the
essence
of all that is
aka God for now..:)
and back for
Thursday open
link night catch
up game tomorrow..
hopefully finishing
before the Super
Bowl begins..
just for
challenge
as all i’ll
be watching is
half time.. with
Chris Martin.. and
Cold Play and
Beyonce
too enjoying
tHeir show
of human
archetypes
of so many
songs and dance
as well as other
humanly designed
sign language
attempting
to scribe
the
essence
of all that is
aka God for now..:)
Back at 12:41 pm..
after some
Global
deTours
on 2062016..
StArtinG now
with Thursday
open lInk night
at dVerse doing
a few before
dance shopping
comes in
Marathon
ways..
at all
wife
Katrina’s
favorite stores
and mine too in
the nooks and
crannies of
the metro
mall
where
store
management
allows me to
let is all go
free in flow
of Zone..
hmm.. deserving
honorable mentions
as one.. force
of stores..
particularly
Dick’s Sporting
Goods.. the
Earth Store..
and Spencer
gifts.. as
well as
Star
bucks
in the mall..
dancing in Star
bucks in tight
quarters like
the Earth
Store..
and Spencer
Gifts.. and
away from
the mall
and Barnes
and Nobles
Book store is
like micro
poetic
expressions
a reAlly
tight
fit
that has
much to say..
in feat of feet..
like that dancing
Penguin
Happy
feet
me..
all relaxed
in flow to go..
So here i go more
in writing to
dVerse
for a few
more.. finger
treats.. now..;)
after some
Global
deTours
on 2062016..
StArtinG now
with Thursday
open lInk night
at dVerse doing
a few before
dance shopping
comes in
Marathon
ways..
at all
wife
Katrina’s
favorite stores
and mine too in
the nooks and
crannies of
the metro
mall
where
store
management
allows me to
let is all go
free in flow
of Zone..
hmm.. deserving
honorable mentions
as one.. force
of stores..
particularly
Dick’s Sporting
Goods.. the
Earth Store..
and Spencer
gifts.. as
well as
Star
bucks
in the mall..
dancing in Star
bucks in tight
quarters like
the Earth
Store..
and Spencer
Gifts.. and
away from
the mall
and Barnes
and Nobles
Book store is
like micro
poetic
expressions
a reAlly
tight
fit
that has
much to say..
in feat of feet..
like that dancing
Penguin
Happy
feet
me..
all relaxed
in flow to go..
So here i go more
in writing to
dVerse
for a few
more.. finger
treats.. now..;)
Poems.. Dance.. SonG
Art.. in general..
a way of life
that expands.. moving..
human imagination now
and creativity.. a UniVerse
we within.. onLY expanding…
Science.. the anti-art
for order..
including
poems
and
dance
that
pAinTs
by number..:)
Art.. in general..
a way of life
that expands.. moving..
human imagination now
and creativity.. a UniVerse
we within.. onLY expanding…
Science.. the anti-art
for order..
including
poems
and
dance
that
pAinTs
by number..:)
Hmm.. asteRisk
removed from
that one..
let’s
see iF
my poem
stands
or is
erased
now by
whatever..
if you see
an asterisk
the answer is
yes.. if not..
either
way..
the
poem
sTill
exists
here..
ah..freedom
the place
now that
censorship
cannot touch..
at least here..;)
removed from
that one..
let’s
see iF
my poem
stands
or is
erased
now by
whatever..
if you see
an asterisk
the answer is
yes.. if not..
either
way..
the
poem
sTill
exists
here..
ah..freedom
the place
now that
censorship
cannot touch..
at least here..;)
Store Dance
comes now..
back later..
for more
writing..;)
comes now..
back later..
for more
writing..;)
1:24 pm..
11:49 pm.. back
and hmm.. my comment
stuck.. and that’s
actually the second
person that was
moderating
my comments
out that has
decided to let
me back in..
hmm..
positive
energy
i guess..;)
11:49 pm.. back
and hmm.. my comment
stuck.. and that’s
actually the second
person that was
moderating
my comments
out that has
decided to let
me back in..
hmm..
positive
energy
i guess..;)
Anyway.. back to
dVerse.. 32 more
poetic expressions
in response coming
for me.. and
i’ve gotta
a Novel
to publish..
perhaps as
early as
tomorrow
write fred
write..
dance
fred
dance..
and that’s
where i just
came from in
steps of
measure
of around
16 miles..
now to
let the
fingers
do
the
dancing..;)
dVerse.. 32 more
poetic expressions
in response coming
for me.. and
i’ve gotta
a Novel
to publish..
perhaps as
early as
tomorrow
write fred
write..
dance
fred
dance..
and that’s
where i just
came from in
steps of
measure
of around
16 miles..
now to
let the
fingers
do
the
dancing..;)
*
Numbers.. Numbers
Numbers.. Spread
sheet
hell..
fingers
fingers
digits..bits
and bytes..
of never
quenching
thirst for Love..:)
Numbers.. Numbers
Numbers.. Spread
sheet
hell..
fingers
fingers
digits..bits
and bytes..
of never
quenching
thirst for Love..:)
Skipping over to
Shawna’s place
for another
revisionist
new
response
to her poem..
that no longer
exists on her blog..
SMiLes.. the Big S..
i mean little s..
just stopping
by long enough
to say.. now..
i like you..
Happy
sun now
day.. any
way.. Friend..
i feel all
the gaps
in with
NOW..
btw..
OMG..
that reminds
me of what my
first Girl friend
named
Little
s.. remember
her name was
Sonia Lee..
and there
was little
f.. too..;)
Shawna’s place
for another
revisionist
new
response
to her poem..
that no longer
exists on her blog..
SMiLes.. the Big S..
i mean little s..
just stopping
by long enough
to say.. now..
i like you..
Happy
sun now
day.. any
way.. Friend..
i feel all
the gaps
in with
NOW..
btw..
OMG..
that reminds
me of what my
first Girl friend
named
Little
s.. remember
her name was
Sonia Lee..
and there
was little
f.. too..;)
Okay.. back
to sequential
order.. now..
to sequential
order.. now..
Well.. wITh Azaleas stiLL bLooming
Violet.. iN middle oF WiNter
SprinG cAMe anD
leFt aNd
never
arrives
i guess..
but DaFfodils
kNow tHeir place
In February..
iN hINt
ofFSprinG
here sTill
cominG..:)
Violet.. iN middle oF WiNter
SprinG cAMe anD
leFt aNd
never
arrives
i guess..
but DaFfodils
kNow tHeir place
In February..
iN hINt
ofFSprinG
here sTill
cominG..:)
Emerald Green Beauty…
of Bermuda.. none
like it i’ve seen
except close
to wheRe i
live.. in San
Destin.
place
of the
Truman show
close tHere too..
sMiles.. so much
poeTry to be
geneRated
sTIll
MovinG
now by
paradises
oF earth..:)
of Bermuda.. none
like it i’ve seen
except close
to wheRe i
live.. in San
Destin.
place
of the
Truman show
close tHere too..
sMiles.. so much
poeTry to be
geneRated
sTIll
MovinG
now by
paradises
oF earth..:)
Ha.. being on the Autism
Spectrum with Asperger’s
Syndrome.. if i had a
dollar for everyNOW
the kids made fun
of me.. FOR THE
WAY i spoke..
i now..
would be
richer than
i already am
from it making
me stronger..
and yes.. then..
speech impediments
were much of an
improvement over
not speaking
at all
until age
4.. and now
i don’t shut
up.. and
that’s no
mythoRy..
and perhaps
THAT iS for REAL..
no speech pathologists
for me.. my memory
was good enough
for straight
A’s.. so
the teachers
didn’t pay
no mind
to my speech..
then.. somenows
the girls liked
me before i
opened
my mouth..
but at least
i had a shiny smile..
so i learned not
to talk
again..
just
sMiLes..
with shiny eyes..:)
Spectrum with Asperger’s
Syndrome.. if i had a
dollar for everyNOW
the kids made fun
of me.. FOR THE
WAY i spoke..
i now..
would be
richer than
i already am
from it making
me stronger..
and yes.. then..
speech impediments
were much of an
improvement over
not speaking
at all
until age
4.. and now
i don’t shut
up.. and
that’s no
mythoRy..
and perhaps
THAT iS for REAL..
no speech pathologists
for me.. my memory
was good enough
for straight
A’s.. so
the teachers
didn’t pay
no mind
to my speech..
then.. somenows
the girls liked
me before i
opened
my mouth..
but at least
i had a shiny smile..
so i learned not
to talk
again..
just
sMiLes..
with shiny eyes..:)
Ah.. balance
now of noble
inside outside
cats.. ours always
live longer than
domesticated
only inside
ones it
seems
by double..
but yeah..
so sweet
they are inside
as well.. so pampered..:)
now of noble
inside outside
cats.. ours always
live longer than
domesticated
only inside
ones it
seems
by double..
but yeah..
so sweet
they are inside
as well.. so pampered..:)
Smart phone saviors
oF red lights
and
waiting
rooms
standing
in Line..
too..
never
a dull
moment
with Facebook
antics.. candy
crunch
and
poeTry
for me..
and sure
some ‘other stuFf2’..:)
oF red lights
and
waiting
rooms
standing
in Line..
too..
never
a dull
moment
with Facebook
antics.. candy
crunch
and
poeTry
for me..
and sure
some ‘other stuFf2’..:)
PoeTry of human
seNsualiTy thE
dark zone
wheRe
most folks
fail to go..
i ain’t
scaRed
and so glad
to see no one
gave you a
hard time
here..
butt the
dark oF iT
ALL.. iNside..:)
seNsualiTy thE
dark zone
wheRe
most folks
fail to go..
i ain’t
scaRed
and so glad
to see no one
gave you a
hard time
here..
butt the
dark oF iT
ALL.. iNside..:)
As hard as it may
be to believe i can’t
write.. scribble
scrabble
dysgraphia
is all i get..
without
digital
keys
i just
shut-up
in print..:)
be to believe i can’t
write.. scribble
scrabble
dysgraphia
is all i get..
without
digital
keys
i just
shut-up
in print..:)
*
Brick forest..
weeds grow into
history before..
grass breaks
stone..
uproots
human
gone..:)
Brick forest..
weeds grow into
history before..
grass breaks
stone..
uproots
human
gone..:)
Only two
asterisks
out of
33 poems..
not bad at
all.. so
great iN
fAct..
as even
asterisks
inspire great..:)
asterisks
out of
33 poems..
not bad at
all.. so
great iN
fAct..
as even
asterisks
inspire great..:)
So many positive addictions..
including poetry
to feel
the void
of yester
now
empty..
dance for
me too..
and
Love
of course..
Prescription
Ativan for
5 years..
difficult
too…
free is best.:)
including poetry
to feel
the void
of yester
now
empty..
dance for
me too..
and
Love
of course..
Prescription
Ativan for
5 years..
difficult
too…
free is best.:)
SMiLes.. i’ve read
that in mountainous
areas folks are more
likely to call God
Nature..
and in
deserts
where
taLLest
standing
iS humans
God becomes
nowman and or
some last prophet..
Nature and God
even bigger than
human or Mountain..
depends oN wHere oNe Lives..
and how far one can see pass
horizon
yesternows
here for now..:)
that in mountainous
areas folks are more
likely to call God
Nature..
and in
deserts
where
taLLest
standing
iS humans
God becomes
nowman and or
some last prophet..
Nature and God
even bigger than
human or Mountain..
depends oN wHere oNe Lives..
and how far one can see pass
horizon
yesternows
here for now..:)
1:07 am..
2072016
13 more
and
now
sleep..:)
2072016
13 more
and
now
sleep..:)
Back at 9:13 am..
with now for a couple
before Church now
comes..
with now for a couple
before Church now
comes..
SMiLes broken as culture
infinite number of
rules and
regulations
that now say
not good
enough..
ha! i say
F culture
yes.. Fred
culture i am
me.. and else
is Illusion except
moving.. connecting
and creating.. and those
who care not to can certainly
travel another way if
they like than
bliss
of the
heaven of
now.. Mastery
iN relative
FREE WiLL
under LOVE..
God aLLows
aLL
of uS
when
sOught
now found
inside outside
above so below
all around uS now
expanding Stars
of Us UniVerse
withiN
aLive
NOW..:)
infinite number of
rules and
regulations
that now say
not good
enough..
ha! i say
F culture
yes.. Fred
culture i am
me.. and else
is Illusion except
moving.. connecting
and creating.. and those
who care not to can certainly
travel another way if
they like than
bliss
of the
heaven of
now.. Mastery
iN relative
FREE WiLL
under LOVE..
God aLLows
aLL
of uS
when
sOught
now found
inside outside
above so below
all around uS now
expanding Stars
of Us UniVerse
withiN
aLive
NOW..:)
Dust and Ashes of freedom
one and sAMe riSinG faLLinG
Star dust once us..
prisons many..
brick and mortar
mind and boarder..
boarder or free
iN
side or
out above
so below
aLL
’round
free now
or prisons
apArt
our
relative
free
WiLL
house
inside free
moving connecting
and creating in or
out of hUman
made
priSons..:)
one and sAMe riSinG faLLinG
Star dust once us..
prisons many..
brick and mortar
mind and boarder..
boarder or free
iN
side or
out above
so below
aLL
’round
free now
or prisons
apArt
our
relative
free
WiLL
house
inside free
moving connecting
and creating in or
out of hUman
made
priSons..:)
Back at 1:25 am..
2082016..
still
playing
catch up..:)
2082016..
still
playing
catch up..:)
Lost Love..
Loving Losses
strange bedfellows
of nuerochemicals
and neurohormones
that follow loss..
dopamine
pleasure
riSinG..
poeTry
calls.. oxytocin
social bonding
falls.. caLLinG
Love.. more..
oh.. the signs
and hints of
nuero
stuff.. now..
to understand
Nature can be
to master
iT iN..
relative
Free WiLL..
wheRe no
one..
controls
uS but Us..
FREE iS
alWays
inside..
trUly
us.. inside..
outside.. and
aLL a’Round..
at least i feel
i kNow.. i feel
i reason..
i master
relative
free
will..
miNd and
boDY balance
as soUl oF uS..
moving.. connecting
in emoTioNaL spiRit
oF heARt.. expresSinG..
feeLinGs.. now regulating
emoTioNs.. inTeGraTinG
senses.. a dance now
and SonG
of LiFe
for
NOW
Free WiLL
under Love..
F R E E D O M..:)
Loving Losses
strange bedfellows
of nuerochemicals
and neurohormones
that follow loss..
dopamine
pleasure
riSinG..
poeTry
calls.. oxytocin
social bonding
falls.. caLLinG
Love.. more..
oh.. the signs
and hints of
nuero
stuff.. now..
to understand
Nature can be
to master
iT iN..
relative
Free WiLL..
wheRe no
one..
controls
uS but Us..
FREE iS
alWays
inside..
trUly
us.. inside..
outside.. and
aLL a’Round..
at least i feel
i kNow.. i feel
i reason..
i master
relative
free
will..
miNd and
boDY balance
as soUl oF uS..
moving.. connecting
in emoTioNaL spiRit
oF heARt.. expresSinG..
feeLinGs.. now regulating
emoTioNs.. inTeGraTinG
senses.. a dance now
and SonG
of LiFe
for
NOW
Free WiLL
under Love..
F R E E D O M..:)
Letters Love
never connecting
passing ships iN
Oceans uS.. so far
so dark
so deep
so shallow
left feeLinGs
oF Love.. forGivinG
Us.. stArtinG aGaiN..
no one iS perfect
wE aLL work
toGeThEr
best
as
one
Force..
dARk and LiGht
iN Star Wars oF
miNd and boDy
balance.. now..:)
never connecting
passing ships iN
Oceans uS.. so far
so dark
so deep
so shallow
left feeLinGs
oF Love.. forGivinG
Us.. stArtinG aGaiN..
no one iS perfect
wE aLL work
toGeThEr
best
as
one
Force..
dARk and LiGht
iN Star Wars oF
miNd and boDy
balance.. now..:)
So true.. Love
iS not onLY
kinD Love
cannot
gRow
now an
ocean
with
out
cou
rage..
Kung
Fu Pan
da now
1.. 2.. or
3.. Kung Fu..
in general..
martial
arts..
bRinGs
strength
of character..
integrity of
miNd and boDy
balance.. and now
best of aLL.. trUly
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive to be
the water requires
zero letter of
instruction
to follow
heArt of
moving..
connecting
and creating now..
UniVerSal Truths now
follow Loving Strength..
iN Fearless UnconditioNal
LoVE
N0W..:)
iS not onLY
kinD Love
cannot
gRow
now an
ocean
with
out
cou
rage..
Kung
Fu Pan
da now
1.. 2.. or
3.. Kung Fu..
in general..
martial
arts..
bRinGs
strength
of character..
integrity of
miNd and boDy
balance.. and now
best of aLL.. trUly
innate.. instinctual
and intuitive to be
the water requires
zero letter of
instruction
to follow
heArt of
moving..
connecting
and creating now..
UniVerSal Truths now
follow Loving Strength..
iN Fearless UnconditioNal
LoVE
N0W..:)
Human Archetype of the
DArk niGht of the SoUl..
Human sOul
as real
as science
when the
art of
uS
rises
again..
when child
becomes science
and art once again..:)
DArk niGht of the SoUl..
Human sOul
as real
as science
when the
art of
uS
rises
again..
when child
becomes science
and art once again..:)
This is a really great poem..
perhaps the best out
of the whole
dVerse open
link lineup
this week..
and one
comment..
wow.. what
iS thiS.. poeTry
or Facebook.. sMiles..
Tit for tat like or share..
cold hEArted orb.. kNows
no.. notta
feeLinG.. now..
Moon iS briGht
hUman dark..
give and
get or
now no
give at aLL..
giving iS the best
pArt oF aLL for
those who
feel
the now
reward..
sAdly
dArkest
heARt
goNe..
now..
SinGs iTs
SonG oF
no RefRain…:)
perhaps the best out
of the whole
dVerse open
link lineup
this week..
and one
comment..
wow.. what
iS thiS.. poeTry
or Facebook.. sMiles..
Tit for tat like or share..
cold hEArted orb.. kNows
no.. notta
feeLinG.. now..
Moon iS briGht
hUman dark..
give and
get or
now no
give at aLL..
giving iS the best
pArt oF aLL for
those who
feel
the now
reward..
sAdly
dArkest
heARt
goNe..
now..
SinGs iTs
SonG oF
no RefRain…:)
Ah.. to think that
the first farmer
forgot poeTry
was never
words
and
only essence..
to feel iT.. yes..:)
the first farmer
forgot poeTry
was never
words
and
only essence..
to feel iT.. yes..:)
Canary yeLlow
humans faLL
iN cOld
Winter
mines.. minds..
Canary winGs
SinG aWay
from
cultUre
lies.. fLy
hiGher
than
cAges mAde..:)
humans faLL
iN cOld
Winter
mines.. minds..
Canary winGs
SinG aWay
from
cultUre
lies.. fLy
hiGher
than
cAges mAde..:)
*
SMiLes..
God speaks
through aLL
even through
metaphorical
DEvils and Satans
ignorance
speaks
for none..
and to be
clear i like your
poem.. sMiLes
again.. that’s
iN reference
to the
first
response..
up there forgetting
that the prophets
signs are
in concert
halls.. as
God is an
equal
opportunity
employer whether
profit or prophet..
sMiLes times three..;)
SMiLes..
God speaks
through aLL
even through
metaphorical
DEvils and Satans
ignorance
speaks
for none..
and to be
clear i like your
poem.. sMiLes
again.. that’s
iN reference
to the
first
response..
up there forgetting
that the prophets
signs are
in concert
halls.. as
God is an
equal
opportunity
employer whether
profit or prophet..
sMiLes times three..;)
SoUl
no memory
but now..:)
no memory
but now..:)
Hardestiny
and sofTest
Loves.. live
iN
mirrors..:)
and sofTest
Loves.. live
iN
mirrors..:)
Baptism in the air
and water
without
scripture
or even
one word..
Air and Water
SpRinG eternal
now.. aWay
from eYes
oF cOld..
flows
spiRit
Youth
returning..
heArt and SoUl..:)
and water
without
scripture
or even
one word..
Air and Water
SpRinG eternal
now.. aWay
from eYes
oF cOld..
flows
spiRit
Youth
returning..
heArt and SoUl..:)
Les
Son
now A
Butterfly
never looking
back iN Cocoon
ways now.. dreams
oF FliGht
fruition
SinGS
WinGs
oF flutter
hEarT FeeLs..:)
Son
now A
Butterfly
never looking
back iN Cocoon
ways now.. dreams
oF FliGht
fruition
SinGS
WinGs
oF flutter
hEarT FeeLs..:)
Spectrums from conservative..
literal.. to open minded
figurative.. wild
and free
or imprison
science.. art
is freer with
imagination
and creativity
not closed in
plastic
bags..
trial and
error failure
and success
alWays
trying
better
chances
no matter who..:)
literal.. to open minded
figurative.. wild
and free
or imprison
science.. art
is freer with
imagination
and creativity
not closed in
plastic
bags..
trial and
error failure
and success
alWays
trying
better
chances
no matter who..:)
Road travels
human moves
connects creates
Road travels
human cars
move..
without
connecting
creating..
Roads travel
destinations
change moving
connecting
and
creating
travel..:)
human moves
connects creates
Road travels
human cars
move..
without
connecting
creating..
Roads travel
destinations
change moving
connecting
and
creating
travel..:)
SeAsons greeting
All fOur
butterFly
danCinG
humans now
create FliGht
through liGht
inside shiNinG
briGht aLL
foUr
seaSons
lONg for
NOW..:)
All fOur
butterFly
danCinG
humans now
create FliGht
through liGht
inside shiNinG
briGht aLL
foUr
seaSons
lONg for
NOW..:)
Humans
Domestic..
Wild as
Wolves..
sMiLes
oN a
dog’s
face.. Sitters..
Rovers.. aLL
animals
including
uS.. no
different
reAlly outside..
excuses from
culture..
Nature
SinGS
true
and free
moving sitting
one and sAme..:)
Domestic..
Wild as
Wolves..
sMiLes
oN a
dog’s
face.. Sitters..
Rovers.. aLL
animals
including
uS.. no
different
reAlly outside..
excuses from
culture..
Nature
SinGS
true
and free
moving sitting
one and sAme..:)
Ocean dreams
of old goNe..
so blue
so deep
so cOld
daRk
blue
one
sInks..
Oceans emerald
glow in gulf..
so shallow
yet
deep
in life’s
row now oF
yeLLow sUn..:)
of old goNe..
so blue
so deep
so cOld
daRk
blue
one
sInks..
Oceans emerald
glow in gulf..
so shallow
yet
deep
in life’s
row now oF
yeLLow sUn..:)
All caught up
at 3:18 am..
and to
publish
a seventh
chapter
of a Novel
titled “Super
Bowl of Love”
tomorrow
with
Novel
titled
“GodsUniVerseNovel2”
all 7 chapters
coming ‘later’..:)
at 3:18 am..
and to
publish
a seventh
chapter
of a Novel
titled “Super
Bowl of Love”
tomorrow
with
Novel
titled
“GodsUniVerseNovel2”
all 7 chapters
coming ‘later’..:)
7297
Hi gigoid.. hey.. sMiLes better
late than never and like
Arnold and you
say you can
alWays
come back
and of course
feel free to do so
with never a rush
iN Fredland also
kNown as Boogie
Wonderland..
hmm.. and
i feel like
putting that here
write now.. haha..:)
late than never and like
Arnold and you
say you can
alWays
come back
and of course
feel free to do so
with never a rush
iN Fredland also
kNown as Boogie
Wonderland..
hmm.. and
i feel like
putting that here
write now.. haha..:)
And as a jumping off point..
that reminds me of hmm.. 2006
before the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. came for me..
to take my emotions
and life away..
first a strange
pain in the
bottom of my feet
a year or so later
to find that it was
an auto immune
issue with Sjogren’s
Syndrome.. something
about the vessels and nerves
of feet.. a pain so bad on the
bottom of my feet that
touching anything was
beyond a cut of knife..
pain is like a universe
of dArkness wITh
humans as
theRe are
so many potential
pains that one has
never experienced before
no different really than there
are so many moves in body
of UniVerse-like potential
associated with an
InFiniTy of emoTions
one can feel groWinG
through the body.. per receptors
iN cells associated with neurohormones..
neurochemicals.. some rarely experienced
like all natural DMT.. likely associated
with the Pineal Gland.. for
advanced.. ascending
masters as it were
and still is.. but
the bottom
line to
get
iN touch with one’s
boDy and miNd in Dance
oF moving integrating
senses and
regulating
emoTioNs
iS a way up.. up
up.. to the metaphorical
ascension of human being
in riSinG bliss.. up up up
and away.. farther free
as human being
heaven.. nirvana
bliss now.. hmm..
yeah.. once
again.. like
Fredland
oF Boogie
Wonderland now..
nicely illustrated
by the Blue Eyed
Penguin above..
so below
inside
outside
around here… now..:)
that reminds me of hmm.. 2006
before the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. came for me..
to take my emotions
and life away..
first a strange
pain in the
bottom of my feet
a year or so later
to find that it was
an auto immune
issue with Sjogren’s
Syndrome.. something
about the vessels and nerves
of feet.. a pain so bad on the
bottom of my feet that
touching anything was
beyond a cut of knife..
pain is like a universe
of dArkness wITh
humans as
theRe are
so many potential
pains that one has
never experienced before
no different really than there
are so many moves in body
of UniVerse-like potential
associated with an
InFiniTy of emoTions
one can feel groWinG
through the body.. per receptors
iN cells associated with neurohormones..
neurochemicals.. some rarely experienced
like all natural DMT.. likely associated
with the Pineal Gland.. for
advanced.. ascending
masters as it were
and still is.. but
the bottom
line to
get
iN touch with one’s
boDy and miNd in Dance
oF moving integrating
senses and
regulating
emoTioNs
iS a way up.. up
up.. to the metaphorical
ascension of human being
in riSinG bliss.. up up up
and away.. farther free
as human being
heaven.. nirvana
bliss now.. hmm..
yeah.. once
again.. like
Fredland
oF Boogie
Wonderland now..
nicely illustrated
by the Blue Eyed
Penguin above..
so below
inside
outside
around here… now..:)
SMiLes.. gigoid.. i
used to be impressed with
my stellar IQ points
until REAL LIFE
taught me.. that
Standard IQ
is a culturally
derived intelligence
of the last 10 to 12 thousand
years.. and sadly takes human
farther and farther away from the
almost limitless other innate..
instinctual and intuitive
intelligences
that play
by rules
of art over
Standard IQ
science points
in ways of
verbal
and non-verbal
intelligence.. reading
writing and arithmetic..
all devices of human
cultures.. moving..
connecting and
creating
all
arts of
human being..
Standard IQ
develops
creature
comforts..
but sadly sits
humans still
in desks of
hell.. decades
in school and work
and now in a 4 inch
to 5 inch scream
of screen…
Standard IQ..
is a 10 to 12 thousand
year.. human experiment
where the recipients
of the testing
requirements
are the
unwitting
so-called
smart
guinea
pigs..
i’m no longer
smart i feeL
life instead
asSMaRT
kNowing iT..
i no longer
plan.. i do..
i just do it..
and for someone who
feels nature there is no
doubt that moving.. connecting..
creating and sharing hands oN
eYes oN and feelings oN..
iS REAL as WeLL..
as taKinG
no more
than one
gives.. back..
American Indians
faiLed every test
of standard
IQ
other
than
human
intelligence..
and they lived
iN balance as
they knew
no
different..
in ways of
Standard IQ
lies.. i hope
my IQ
points
are lower than
ever.. but sadly
they are not..
so i have
to pray
10 times
more than
average men
or women to
keep
iT
ALL
TOGETHER
ONE.. REGULATED
EMOTIONS.. INTEGRATED
SENSES FLOW iN ZoNE..
WitH GOD oF
NATURE
DANCE
AND
SING
ONE..
What a relief
to know and
FEEL GOD
iS Real
as
Nature
REAL
iN
uS
no lessons
of desks or screams
of screens required..
for Truth
and LiGht
innate
instinctual
allintuitive
COMMON
F iN sense..:)
used to be impressed with
my stellar IQ points
until REAL LIFE
taught me.. that
Standard IQ
is a culturally
derived intelligence
of the last 10 to 12 thousand
years.. and sadly takes human
farther and farther away from the
almost limitless other innate..
instinctual and intuitive
intelligences
that play
by rules
of art over
Standard IQ
science points
in ways of
verbal
and non-verbal
intelligence.. reading
writing and arithmetic..
all devices of human
cultures.. moving..
connecting and
creating
all
arts of
human being..
Standard IQ
develops
creature
comforts..
but sadly sits
humans still
in desks of
hell.. decades
in school and work
and now in a 4 inch
to 5 inch scream
of screen…
Standard IQ..
is a 10 to 12 thousand
year.. human experiment
where the recipients
of the testing
requirements
are the
unwitting
so-called
smart
guinea
pigs..
i’m no longer
smart i feeL
life instead
asSMaRT
kNowing iT..
i no longer
plan.. i do..
i just do it..
and for someone who
feels nature there is no
doubt that moving.. connecting..
creating and sharing hands oN
eYes oN and feelings oN..
iS REAL as WeLL..
as taKinG
no more
than one
gives.. back..
American Indians
faiLed every test
of standard
IQ
other
than
human
intelligence..
and they lived
iN balance as
they knew
no
different..
in ways of
Standard IQ
lies.. i hope
my IQ
points
are lower than
ever.. but sadly
they are not..
so i have
to pray
10 times
more than
average men
or women to
keep
iT
ALL
TOGETHER
ONE.. REGULATED
EMOTIONS.. INTEGRATED
SENSES FLOW iN ZoNE..
WitH GOD oF
NATURE
DANCE
AND
SING
ONE..
What a relief
to know and
FEEL GOD
iS Real
as
Nature
REAL
iN
uS
no lessons
of desks or screams
of screens required..
for Truth
and LiGht
innate
instinctual
allintuitive
COMMON
F iN sense..:)
Yes.. i enjoy copious amounts
of stellar IQ mental masturbation..
Dopamine generator it is.. WInks..
And it gives the wife horrible headaches..
So.. i Just Do iT ALL online with non-suspecting
prey.. And to be clear.. To pray is more and less..
Cognitive behavioral therapy in either dArk or liGht
ways of powerful nocebo and or placebo effect and affect..
Yes.. Science is slowly catching up with Aeons of mystery schools..
For human occult.. i refuse to wait for the rest.. So like the
Goddess of Victory and Shoes says.. Yes.. i just do iT..
Dance and SinG A SonG of Nature As Classical
GAS Now..:)
of stellar IQ mental masturbation..
Dopamine generator it is.. WInks..
And it gives the wife horrible headaches..
So.. i Just Do iT ALL online with non-suspecting
prey.. And to be clear.. To pray is more and less..
Cognitive behavioral therapy in either dArk or liGht
ways of powerful nocebo and or placebo effect and affect..
Yes.. Science is slowly catching up with Aeons of mystery schools..
For human occult.. i refuse to wait for the rest.. So like the
Goddess of Victory and Shoes says.. Yes.. i just do iT..
Dance and SinG A SonG of Nature As Classical
GAS Now..:)
7993
A little after midnight
old friend Lala Rukh..
on the 6th.. the day
i’ll visit you
always as
i never
break a promise
from a soul now whole..
alWays God wilLinG
of course but
God sWays
whole
with
uS.. my friend..
hope you’re doing
okay.. great will be
better but i’ll take
okay.. as
enough..
continuing
to grow
at least
for now.. happy
happy.. just
happy
to
say happy
my friend alWays..:)
old friend Lala Rukh..
on the 6th.. the day
i’ll visit you
always as
i never
break a promise
from a soul now whole..
alWays God wilLinG
of course but
God sWays
whole
with
uS.. my friend..
hope you’re doing
okay.. great will be
better but i’ll take
okay.. as
enough..
continuing
to grow
at least
for now.. happy
happy.. just
happy
to
say happy
my friend alWays..:)
8065
SMiLes.. my friend Sherry Blue Sky..
ah.. the only one from dVerse
brave enough to
venture
wheRe
no man
or woman
has gone before..
hehe.. most
anyway..
hehex2..
hope you
are having a
wonderful
weekend
now..
as i find free
and wiLd and giving
giving giving.. the
answer to
the
UniVerse
of me..
wInks..;)
ah.. the only one from dVerse
brave enough to
venture
wheRe
no man
or woman
has gone before..
hehe.. most
anyway..
hehex2..
hope you
are having a
wonderful
weekend
now..
as i find free
and wiLd and giving
giving giving.. the
answer to
the
UniVerse
of me..
wInks..;)
8119
Torn between the balance
of two lovers..
writing and
dance..
both imagination..
both creativity..
one healthy
one not..
Before i stArted dancing
before i magically got
well and changed
Personality
like Dr.
Jekyll
and
Mr. Hyde
from INTJ
to ENFP
civilized
to wild
and free..
almost
over night..
where even a
licensed therapist
named it as a real
miracle.. yeah..
a Catholic
one too..
her
defined religion
then and now..
but for me an
all natural one
as i see Nature
as God more mysterious
and magical than any book
of fiction.. including the
Bible and Kuran..
anyway.. back
to writing..
before my
dance of life..
i spent 24 hours
in one day on June
5th.. 2013.. about a
month before
spontaneous
recovery..
writing
a ‘Garden
of Bandaid’
of two lovers..
writing and
dance..
both imagination..
both creativity..
one healthy
one not..
Before i stArted dancing
before i magically got
well and changed
Personality
like Dr.
Jekyll
and
Mr. Hyde
from INTJ
to ENFP
civilized
to wild
and free..
almost
over night..
where even a
licensed therapist
named it as a real
miracle.. yeah..
a Catholic
one too..
her
defined religion
then and now..
but for me an
all natural one
as i see Nature
as God more mysterious
and magical than any book
of fiction.. including the
Bible and Kuran..
anyway.. back
to writing..
before my
dance of life..
i spent 24 hours
in one day on June
5th.. 2013.. about a
month before
spontaneous
recovery..
writing
a ‘Garden
of Bandaid’
and
before
E-scaping
from the cocoon..
on about July 22nd..
the beginning of the
next day.. my birthday
on the 6th of June..
i then looked down at
my feet and saw them
balLooning.. the habit
of writing..
had become
an addictional
one to
shorten
my life if i did
not start paying more
attention to my body
of imagination
and creativity
along
with
mind of
writing
sAMe..
it took me almost
two years to date
this year.. where
my feet
no longer
swell sitting
down.. and
almost 5000
miles of dance
to get theRe..
words
are pretty
meaningless
compared to
basic
animal
homeostasis..
the humble graiN
oF sAnd stiLL knoWs
more than i.. as iT
kn0ws noThing..
and
feEls
WeLL
iF
not @ALL..
hOlding up
the mountains
no less than
iT
self..
my current challenge
is to write a Novel
by the end of
Mardi Gras
day on
Tuesday..
if it happens
it does.. if not..
so what..
after
all
it’s
just
a
gRain
of sAnd..
after all
is said
and
danced..
my other challenge
iS to dance my usual
literal marathon of
dance walKinG
over 26 miles..
starting
today
Saturday..
at all my
wife’s favorite
stores.. but first
a sand dance
comes with
Sun now..
as
balance
goes on
eternAlly
now.. the
only Heaven
i kNow.. for
now.. NOW..
iN FeeLinG
ah.. the FeeLinG
without that words
are just sHeLLs
of dead
finGers..
a science
project under
hEaVEN
oF
heART..
and nah.. i probably
will only get half a marathon
in.. as Sunday is a visit to
a Southern Baptist
Pastor’s farm..
after Catholic
Church.. and
then there is
the SuperBowl..
i’m all for replacing
Tribal wars with
Tribal wars
of
relatively
benign football
except for concussions
and early onset dementia..
but the half time show.. i gotta
see that.. hopefully live.. as
it is the highlight usuAlly
of
pop
art each
year now..
with so much
deeper meaning
now and symbolism..
that most people now
are not even aware of..
however.. only symbolism..
i’m a realist and a mystic
one and
sAMe..
NOW..:)
before
E-scaping
from the cocoon..
on about July 22nd..
the beginning of the
next day.. my birthday
on the 6th of June..
i then looked down at
my feet and saw them
balLooning.. the habit
of writing..
had become
an addictional
one to
shorten
my life if i did
not start paying more
attention to my body
of imagination
and creativity
along
with
mind of
writing
sAMe..
it took me almost
two years to date
this year.. where
my feet
no longer
swell sitting
down.. and
almost 5000
miles of dance
to get theRe..
words
are pretty
meaningless
compared to
basic
animal
homeostasis..
the humble graiN
oF sAnd stiLL knoWs
more than i.. as iT
kn0ws noThing..
and
feEls
WeLL
iF
not @ALL..
hOlding up
the mountains
no less than
iT
self..
my current challenge
is to write a Novel
by the end of
Mardi Gras
day on
Tuesday..
if it happens
it does.. if not..
so what..
after
all
it’s
just
a
gRain
of sAnd..
after all
is said
and
danced..
my other challenge
iS to dance my usual
literal marathon of
dance walKinG
over 26 miles..
starting
today
Saturday..
at all my
wife’s favorite
stores.. but first
a sand dance
comes with
Sun now..
as
balance
goes on
eternAlly
now.. the
only Heaven
i kNow.. for
now.. NOW..
iN FeeLinG
ah.. the FeeLinG
without that words
are just sHeLLs
of dead
finGers..
a science
project under
hEaVEN
oF
heART..
and nah.. i probably
will only get half a marathon
in.. as Sunday is a visit to
a Southern Baptist
Pastor’s farm..
after Catholic
Church.. and
then there is
the SuperBowl..
i’m all for replacing
Tribal wars with
Tribal wars
of
relatively
benign football
except for concussions
and early onset dementia..
but the half time show.. i gotta
see that.. hopefully live.. as
it is the highlight usuAlly
of
pop
art each
year now..
with so much
deeper meaning
now and symbolism..
that most people now
are not even aware of..
however.. only symbolism..
i’m a realist and a mystic
one and
sAMe..
NOW..:)
SMiLes my friend.. gigoid..
hope ya enjoy the trip
and as the creative
wheels continue
to burn in my
feet and feat
oF mind.. iN
B A L A N C E..
i already wrote
the Novel.. it has
6 chapters so far..
at around 40K
words..
starting
with
‘WrecKinG bAll of Fearless Love’
on January 23rd.. started
writing that chapter
on January 21st.. so
finishing the 6th
chapter on
February
4th makes
for two weeks
for the standard
Novel word count
oF Novel.. hovering
write around the
40K mark..
so ha.. now
it’s just
the final 7th
chapter i’m working
on this weekend and
i think i’ll end it on
the 7th of January
just for good
mEaSure..
putting aLL
the chapters
together in technology’s
ease of cut and paste..
and ha.. now i’ll never
publish a print novel..
impossible with the
way i write with
multi-media..
however..
with a paid
Word Press
site with unlimited
storage.. i could
conceivably
publish a thousand
novels with portions
of my ‘Augmented
Tuxedo
milk’..
cool
metaphor
you designed
to illustrate
that
by the
way..
of 11
million
words
overall..
cut and
pasted
every
which
way..
perhaps
an infinite
number
of Novels
who kNows..
who feels..
i’ll have to
do the
math..
as your
metaphor
of title BRinGs
an ease of answer..
heLL.. why not be crazy
when ya
CAN..
it’s a new
frontier now
after all..
might
as
WeLL
go now
wheRe
no man/woman..
has gone before..
Rod Serling one
human out oF
my favorites..
and i.. my
friend
am
iN
the TwiLiGht
Zone NOW..
hope ya enjoy the trip
and as the creative
wheels continue
to burn in my
feet and feat
oF mind.. iN
B A L A N C E..
i already wrote
the Novel.. it has
6 chapters so far..
at around 40K
words..
starting
with
‘WrecKinG bAll of Fearless Love’
on January 23rd.. started
writing that chapter
on January 21st.. so
finishing the 6th
chapter on
February
4th makes
for two weeks
for the standard
Novel word count
oF Novel.. hovering
write around the
40K mark..
so ha.. now
it’s just
the final 7th
chapter i’m working
on this weekend and
i think i’ll end it on
the 7th of January
just for good
mEaSure..
putting aLL
the chapters
together in technology’s
ease of cut and paste..
and ha.. now i’ll never
publish a print novel..
impossible with the
way i write with
multi-media..
however..
with a paid
Word Press
site with unlimited
storage.. i could
conceivably
publish a thousand
novels with portions
of my ‘Augmented
Tuxedo
milk’..
cool
metaphor
you designed
to illustrate
that
by the
way..
of 11
million
words
overall..
cut and
pasted
every
which
way..
perhaps
an infinite
number
of Novels
who kNows..
who feels..
i’ll have to
do the
math..
as your
metaphor
of title BRinGs
an ease of answer..
heLL.. why not be crazy
when ya
CAN..
it’s a new
frontier now
after all..
might
as
WeLL
go now
wheRe
no man/woman..
has gone before..
Rod Serling one
human out oF
my favorites..
and i.. my
friend
am
iN
the TwiLiGht
Zone NOW..
QUOTE:
“The instinct of creativity must be followed by the act,
the physical act of putting it down for a sense of permanence.
Once you get that prod, that emotional jar, that “I have witnessed
something.” Or “I have felt something.” Or “I have seen something.”
Or, through observation, “I have been moved by an event.” I think
the answer is, “Get it down. Get it down quickly. Write it down.”
the physical act of putting it down for a sense of permanence.
Once you get that prod, that emotional jar, that “I have witnessed
something.” Or “I have felt something.” Or “I have seen something.”
Or, through observation, “I have been moved by an event.” I think
the answer is, “Get it down. Get it down quickly. Write it down.”
-Rod Serling
And yeah..
i’ll call all of
’em ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’
as multi-UniVerses are
cool..2..3.. etc.. too.
and
i’ll just
sequentially
number ’em
like that
from now on..
GodsUniVerseNovel2
so on etc.. infinitum..
so folks like you
who actuAlly
read something
i wrote.. will
know
it’s just
a cut..
copy.. and
paste.. of the
chapters that
preceded it..
wInks..
BIG
WiNks..
Creativity
mixed with
TechNoloGy..
the art
and
science
of human magic
now.. groWing..
by the moment
oFthe
preSent
oFNow..
the CUTTING and PasTinG
EDGE OF CREATIVITY..
LIKE A RAZOR OF
WHATeVER
now THAT
“DUDE’S”
NamE
iS…
Church.. and hUman Nature..
Politics.. and Football..
sAMe.. Tribal
Nature iS.. NOW..
us.. conservative
vs. Liberal.. masculine
vs. feminine.. Broncos
vs. Panthers.. and
even atheists
vs. theists..
the greaTest
pARt oF Allthatis
isallthatis includes
All of
thiS..
sMiLes..
iT iS what It Is..
but to understand
IT.. can be to master
iT wITh relative free WiLL
in the gift of now..
iN B A L A N C E..
Soccer again..
is my favorite
way to
unify
and divide
humans without
anyone getting
hurt too bad..
but one thing
is for sure.. as long
as human beings are
flesh and blood primates..
the tribal instinct ain’t goin’
anywheRe even iF back
down to
the small
group at base..
it will be a battle
of the sexes from
patriarchy to
egalitarianism
to even
matriarchy..
the balance of
Nature sways back
and forth as the Pendulum
of realiTy wiLL have destiny’s
fate alWays
now..
riding the
wave oF
IT iS
alWays moving
connecting and
C R E A T i N G..
the flavor of now..
So.. sure.. go team..
Love for me iN
LiGht at lEast..
but sure.. i’M
human too..
and sure..
sometimes
conservatives
irk me.. as i am
so unlike ’em..
so at least
i understand
why.. shrug
and move
on.. now..
as it is well
beyond my pay grade
to change either hUman
Nature or Mother Nature…
adapt yes.. but change
basic human
nature.. now..
nah.. yes.. I E P..
that’s a continuing
work of Art oN the
individual level
always
now..
iN Education
P L A N Ning..
with the tools
of culture at
backhand
too.. now
serving
the ball
nicely
when
racquet
and ball
become ONE..
balance oF TeNnis..
Anyway.. i got my
full marathon of dance
iN this weekend at around
26 miles.. and although the
first 40K plus 7K or so
words of the Novel..
are complete..
the 7th
Chapter
sTill coming..
and looks like
the finished product.. now…
yes.. for ‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
iS closer to Mardi Gras day..
on 2092016 for now..
but anyway.. my
health says
thanks
for all the
dance walking
memories from
this weekend.. it’s
frigging amazing getting
to do that in Footloose
Town.. now.. don’t
get me wrong..
not as
bad as
Westboro
church.. in
ignorant
ways of
being.. but still
almost beyond belief,,
as just several years ago..
the local radio station.. and
local Preacher were calling
homosexuals demon possessed..
and the Manager of the station
suggesting that welfare moms
who are single.. should
be sterilized after
the first
child
if they
don’t
get off
the government
‘dole’.. then they
turn around
and talk
about
HOW F
iN great
Christians
they are.. and the
preacher dude.. has
an intro.. on his radio show…
saying he has a direct line to
God.. sure the DeVil talks too..
sMiles.. Life
iS fun iN liGht
i’d rather be
Lucifer
than a
real fiery
dEvil preacher
and his radio
leader..
now..
he
HE..;)
i’ll call all of
’em ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’
as multi-UniVerses are
cool..2..3.. etc.. too.
and
i’ll just
sequentially
number ’em
like that
from now on..
GodsUniVerseNovel2
so on etc.. infinitum..
so folks like you
who actuAlly
read something
i wrote.. will
know
it’s just
a cut..
copy.. and
paste.. of the
chapters that
preceded it..
wInks..
BIG
WiNks..
Creativity
mixed with
TechNoloGy..
the art
and
science
of human magic
now.. groWing..
by the moment
oFthe
preSent
oFNow..
the CUTTING and PasTinG
EDGE OF CREATIVITY..
LIKE A RAZOR OF
WHATeVER
now THAT
“DUDE’S”
NamE
iS…
Church.. and hUman Nature..
Politics.. and Football..
sAMe.. Tribal
Nature iS.. NOW..
us.. conservative
vs. Liberal.. masculine
vs. feminine.. Broncos
vs. Panthers.. and
even atheists
vs. theists..
the greaTest
pARt oF Allthatis
isallthatis includes
All of
thiS..
sMiLes..
iT iS what It Is..
but to understand
IT.. can be to master
iT wITh relative free WiLL
in the gift of now..
iN B A L A N C E..
Soccer again..
is my favorite
way to
unify
and divide
humans without
anyone getting
hurt too bad..
but one thing
is for sure.. as long
as human beings are
flesh and blood primates..
the tribal instinct ain’t goin’
anywheRe even iF back
down to
the small
group at base..
it will be a battle
of the sexes from
patriarchy to
egalitarianism
to even
matriarchy..
the balance of
Nature sways back
and forth as the Pendulum
of realiTy wiLL have destiny’s
fate alWays
now..
riding the
wave oF
IT iS
alWays moving
connecting and
C R E A T i N G..
the flavor of now..
So.. sure.. go team..
Love for me iN
LiGht at lEast..
but sure.. i’M
human too..
and sure..
sometimes
conservatives
irk me.. as i am
so unlike ’em..
so at least
i understand
why.. shrug
and move
on.. now..
as it is well
beyond my pay grade
to change either hUman
Nature or Mother Nature…
adapt yes.. but change
basic human
nature.. now..
nah.. yes.. I E P..
that’s a continuing
work of Art oN the
individual level
always
now..
iN Education
P L A N Ning..
with the tools
of culture at
backhand
too.. now
serving
the ball
nicely
when
racquet
and ball
become ONE..
balance oF TeNnis..
Anyway.. i got my
full marathon of dance
iN this weekend at around
26 miles.. and although the
first 40K plus 7K or so
words of the Novel..
are complete..
the 7th
Chapter
sTill coming..
and looks like
the finished product.. now…
yes.. for ‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
iS closer to Mardi Gras day..
on 2092016 for now..
but anyway.. my
health says
thanks
for all the
dance walking
memories from
this weekend.. it’s
frigging amazing getting
to do that in Footloose
Town.. now.. don’t
get me wrong..
not as
bad as
Westboro
church.. in
ignorant
ways of
being.. but still
almost beyond belief,,
as just several years ago..
the local radio station.. and
local Preacher were calling
homosexuals demon possessed..
and the Manager of the station
suggesting that welfare moms
who are single.. should
be sterilized after
the first
child
if they
don’t
get off
the government
‘dole’.. then they
turn around
and talk
about
HOW F
iN great
Christians
they are.. and the
preacher dude.. has
an intro.. on his radio show…
saying he has a direct line to
God.. sure the DeVil talks too..
sMiles.. Life
iS fun iN liGht
i’d rather be
Lucifer
than a
real fiery
dEvil preacher
and his radio
leader..
now..
he
HE..;)
9505
One of my favorite Earth Store Associates..
and Facebook friend.. Ashton.. iN one of
my favorite places in the mall to do
the slow version of my dance walking..
kinda like a Bull set loose in
a China Cabinet.. all
dainty and stuff..
wInk emoticon
and Facebook friend.. Ashton.. iN one of
my favorite places in the mall to do
the slow version of my dance walking..
kinda like a Bull set loose in
a China Cabinet.. all
dainty and stuff..
wInk emoticon
Seriously.. Batman..
why so Serious.. when
ya CANbe tWirLinG
a’round happy
like me!..
wink emoticon
why so Serious.. when
ya CANbe tWirLinG
a’round happy
like me!..
wink emoticon
9565
On a cold night soul…
Walking at 3am..
Shades..
tattered
jacket..
Darkest
Woods.. creatures
call out to me.. Moon
says keep stepping..
Streetlights as
briGht as
Sun..
keep stepping..
LiGht Soul comes
out within.. keep stepping
beat changing.. step backwards
step sideways.. step around
step spinning move hands..
move up and down
and all around
spin..
spin..
spin..
spiraling
everywhere
allplacesnow..
the sacred
dance
of
my Sioux
and Cherokee
ancestors indigenous
ROCKING TO THE BEAT
OF MOONLIGHT IN HeARt
of me.. singing faster softer
sweeter harder ROCKING
YES.. KEEP ON ROCKING
DISTANT SOUND OF
GOD iN the
background
of my Eyes..
God’s skeYes
live
again
iN Stars
of my
eYes..
still alone
SoUl Rising
SpiRit dancing
tongue sinGinG
Ancestral refRain..
God says connect.. now
move.. connect.. travel
dancing shows more than
moving connecting more
moves creating no limits
no expectations step
more.. connect now
more create more
travel more
feel more
see more
mind
ful
LY
aware MORE now
touch others more
with steps and eYes
and tongue of Love..
SinG.. Dance
steps
of words now
to write.. write
write.. dance dance
more more heroes
eYes give
more
than
take
live
briGht
EnliGhtening
Awakening more now
Dance.. Sing.. Create
record it all die young
in SpiRit rise now..
Live
Life
ALIVE!..
Hero spiRit
LIVES NOW!..
Artistry of God’s
eYes live iN uS.. now
as wE move.. connect
with other humans
and all
Nature
God one
and sAMe..
creating anew
UniVerse expanding now..
greater beyond the boundaries
of culture passing and new
now..a Revolution of art..
means expanding HeARts..
SpiRits rising..
ascending hiGher
Peace greater now
miNds and BoDys
BalanCinG now
as soUl grows
alWays LovinG
Life more..
colors now..
deeper briGhter
sounds richer..
F E E L I N G
eYes deeper
human
LOVES
ALL
GOD
EXISTS
GREATER iN
Force of human
SKeYes oF Love NOW..
Super Bowl halftime
ritual.. no different
ancestral refRain louder
roar of crowd global
now.. natural
selection of
SpiRits come
togetHer great
spiRits on stage..
heARt beat moves
louder.. crowd
sinGs in mirror
neuron refrain..
beat of eARth
comes louder
wiTh
human
Love
no longer now
limits by frowns
of restrictions move
sing higher.. beat now
higher.. richer.. deeper
harder.. softer.. alive..
move… create more
briGhter liGhter
rays of Love
spread
out from
Center point..
no different than
origin of beginning
and ending all of
now always
living
now..
SinG
beat
dance
Earth feels
refRain of human
SonG UniVerse
breathes
a sigh
of
relief..
Humans groWinG
stronger togeTher
holding hands
a’round
ill
globe..
mending
band-aids
of Love
glue
of Love
greater than
any division
of fear
and hate
Rock on
Love on
spend heARts
togetheR one..
globe comes
together
Unity
n0w oF
Planetary
SoUL.. now
REvolution
Orange comes
as Hive
oF Humans
live living
NOW aGaiN greater
than ever before now
dance and sing hero liGhts..:)
Walking at 3am..
Shades..
tattered
jacket..
Darkest
Woods.. creatures
call out to me.. Moon
says keep stepping..
Streetlights as
briGht as
Sun..
keep stepping..
LiGht Soul comes
out within.. keep stepping
beat changing.. step backwards
step sideways.. step around
step spinning move hands..
move up and down
and all around
spin..
spin..
spin..
spiraling
everywhere
allplacesnow..
the sacred
dance
of
my Sioux
and Cherokee
ancestors indigenous
ROCKING TO THE BEAT
OF MOONLIGHT IN HeARt
of me.. singing faster softer
sweeter harder ROCKING
YES.. KEEP ON ROCKING
DISTANT SOUND OF
GOD iN the
background
of my Eyes..
God’s skeYes
live
again
iN Stars
of my
eYes..
still alone
SoUl Rising
SpiRit dancing
tongue sinGinG
Ancestral refRain..
God says connect.. now
move.. connect.. travel
dancing shows more than
moving connecting more
moves creating no limits
no expectations step
more.. connect now
more create more
travel more
feel more
see more
mind
ful
LY
aware MORE now
touch others more
with steps and eYes
and tongue of Love..
SinG.. Dance
steps
of words now
to write.. write
write.. dance dance
more more heroes
eYes give
more
than
take
live
briGht
EnliGhtening
Awakening more now
Dance.. Sing.. Create
record it all die young
in SpiRit rise now..
Live
Life
ALIVE!..
Hero spiRit
LIVES NOW!..
Artistry of God’s
eYes live iN uS.. now
as wE move.. connect
with other humans
and all
Nature
God one
and sAMe..
creating anew
UniVerse expanding now..
greater beyond the boundaries
of culture passing and new
now..a Revolution of art..
means expanding HeARts..
SpiRits rising..
ascending hiGher
Peace greater now
miNds and BoDys
BalanCinG now
as soUl grows
alWays LovinG
Life more..
colors now..
deeper briGhter
sounds richer..
F E E L I N G
eYes deeper
human
LOVES
ALL
GOD
EXISTS
GREATER iN
Force of human
SKeYes oF Love NOW..
Super Bowl halftime
ritual.. no different
ancestral refRain louder
roar of crowd global
now.. natural
selection of
SpiRits come
togetHer great
spiRits on stage..
heARt beat moves
louder.. crowd
sinGs in mirror
neuron refrain..
beat of eARth
comes louder
wiTh
human
Love
no longer now
limits by frowns
of restrictions move
sing higher.. beat now
higher.. richer.. deeper
harder.. softer.. alive..
move… create more
briGhter liGhter
rays of Love
spread
out from
Center point..
no different than
origin of beginning
and ending all of
now always
living
now..
SinG
beat
dance
Earth feels
refRain of human
SonG UniVerse
breathes
a sigh
of
relief..
Humans groWinG
stronger togeTher
holding hands
a’round
ill
globe..
mending
band-aids
of Love
glue
of Love
greater than
any division
of fear
and hate
Rock on
Love on
spend heARts
togetheR one..
globe comes
together
Unity
n0w oF
Planetary
SoUL.. now
REvolution
Orange comes
as Hive
oF Humans
live living
NOW aGaiN greater
than ever before now
dance and sing hero liGhts..:)
10,036
Facebook Friend..
Rafiah says..
Rafiah says..
Grilled bbq fish is
the best fish ever..
the best fish ever..
i say..
Grill it all..
smile emoticon!
smile emoticon!
Rafiah says..
Eat it all…
smile emoticon!
smile emoticon!
i say..
If i get my wish..
one day all of
us will BBQ in
flesh and blood
life together
my friend..
and
perhaps
it will be in
heaven now..
smile
emoticon
Wish=Prayer..
at least for me..
smile emoticon
one day all of
us will BBQ in
flesh and blood
life together
my friend..
and
perhaps
it will be in
heaven now..
smile
emoticon
Wish=Prayer..
at least for me..
smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
You cook. I eat.
wink emoticon
wink emoticon
i say..
Ha!.. Katrina
cooks.. we eat..wink emoticon
Seriously… i haven’t cooked
in 26 years.. washed clothes..
or even washed dishes..
#luckyhusband
..wink emoticon
cooks.. we eat..wink emoticon
Seriously… i haven’t cooked
in 26 years.. washed clothes..
or even washed dishes..
#luckyhusband
..wink emoticon
Rafiah says..
nooo. You are such a brat.
That day, we, Kat and I, will
make you do all the labour
while we sit back and relax.
tongue emoticon wink emoticon
That day, we, Kat and I, will
make you do all the labour
while we sit back and relax.
tongue emoticon wink emoticon
i say..
Okay.. sMiLes.. then you
will be the taskmaster..
wink emoticon
Hmm.. yeah..
i probably
could do
it for one day..
smile emoticon
when we visit..
smile emoticon
will be the taskmaster..
wink emoticon
Hmm.. yeah..
i probably
could do
it for one day..
smile emoticon
when we visit..
smile emoticon
Rafiah says..
We’ll set you right.
tongue emoticon
tongue emoticon
i say..
Yes.. that’s
what task
masters
do..wink
emoticon
what task
masters
do..wink
emoticon
Rafiah shares
a beautiful
rendition
of Surah
70 from
the Kuran..
a beautiful
rendition
of Surah
70 from
the Kuran..
i say..
SMiLes.. Surah Ali-Ma’arj.. 70..
is one of my favorites from the Kuran
except for the words in my copy of the Kuran..
per this specific Surah.. that are not told
in the translation in English you provide here..
while i agree that both heaven and hell are at hand
and have been to both places.. hell a place
where every second is a thousand years..
and all there is.. is time.. and yes..
the skin is gone as this fire is
worse than any manmade flame of fire..
as there is no feeling at all and yes..
one will wish the entire of existence
of everyone and everything away.. to escape..
as there is no will to even die to escape..
is one of my favorites from the Kuran
except for the words in my copy of the Kuran..
per this specific Surah.. that are not told
in the translation in English you provide here..
while i agree that both heaven and hell are at hand
and have been to both places.. hell a place
where every second is a thousand years..
and all there is.. is time.. and yes..
the skin is gone as this fire is
worse than any manmade flame of fire..
as there is no feeling at all and yes..
one will wish the entire of existence
of everyone and everything away.. to escape..
as there is no will to even die to escape..
And yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand..
a place where there is no time.. and eternal
heaven now.. a place where all is internal bliss..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and ALL
around and material goods that are manmade
extensions of human tools have zero value
above God’s Nature.. before human created
tools and became the tools as human
becomes more machine and tools
than human now.. where those
Terminator and Matrix movies..
ring as true too.. for the
fire of real human hell
now away from heaven..
a place where there is no time.. and eternal
heaven now.. a place where all is internal bliss..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and ALL
around and material goods that are manmade
extensions of human tools have zero value
above God’s Nature.. before human created
tools and became the tools as human
becomes more machine and tools
than human now.. where those
Terminator and Matrix movies..
ring as true too.. for the
fire of real human hell
now away from heaven..
But sadly.. my copy of
the Kuran gives the male of the
species permission to hold women as slaves..
and demand sex of these women.. willing.. or not..
so that is where my copy of the Kuran.. and
Muhammad fails IF he actually said these things..
but even his closest male companion disagreed
with the ending printed version of the Kuran
and was persecuted for that.. so questions
remain my friend.. truly no different than
the bible.. Christians read that also
permits sex with willing and unwilling
slave girls as rape.. in the Old
Testament part of that..
including supporting
the slavery of
human beings
as women…
the Kuran gives the male of the
species permission to hold women as slaves..
and demand sex of these women.. willing.. or not..
so that is where my copy of the Kuran.. and
Muhammad fails IF he actually said these things..
but even his closest male companion disagreed
with the ending printed version of the Kuran
and was persecuted for that.. so questions
remain my friend.. truly no different than
the bible.. Christians read that also
permits sex with willing and unwilling
slave girls as rape.. in the Old
Testament part of that..
including supporting
the slavery of
human beings
as women…
Any part of
any words away from
the God of Nature are evil
and come from a devil.. as
metaphor.. same as in the U.S.
where so-called Christians will
say that homosexuals are demon
possessed.. who Science proves
now are a Natural Part of
the balance of Nature
when overpopulation
pressures come..
and part of the medicine
for aggression.. violence..
and warring ways.. for even
our closest primate cousin the
Bonobo in the wild without any
written and recorded culture at all..
any words away from
the God of Nature are evil
and come from a devil.. as
metaphor.. same as in the U.S.
where so-called Christians will
say that homosexuals are demon
possessed.. who Science proves
now are a Natural Part of
the balance of Nature
when overpopulation
pressures come..
and part of the medicine
for aggression.. violence..
and warring ways.. for even
our closest primate cousin the
Bonobo in the wild without any
written and recorded culture at all..
And these same so-called modern Christians
will call for the sterilization of women..
who continue to have children on welfare..
and will call for the poor to pay their
own way in life.. instead of helping
them out as fair laws will dictate
for a social net in society that
works for the less fortuned ones
among us.. who are often truly
closer to heaven.. than the rich
who live in the hell of human extended
tools of materialism that becomes us..
instead of God’s Nature.. innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively
in us.. as us now…
will call for the sterilization of women..
who continue to have children on welfare..
and will call for the poor to pay their
own way in life.. instead of helping
them out as fair laws will dictate
for a social net in society that
works for the less fortuned ones
among us.. who are often truly
closer to heaven.. than the rich
who live in the hell of human extended
tools of materialism that becomes us..
instead of God’s Nature.. innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively
in us.. as us now…
But anyway.. again..
my copy of the Kuran is
in English and as in all
poetry and translations of
different languages.. the
meanings can vary greatly
depending on a person’s innate
and environmentally influenced
ways of being.. in both translating
language and interpreting metaphors
of other human beings.. Muhammad
obviously experienced pArt
of Hell and pArt of heaven..
my copy of the Kuran is
in English and as in all
poetry and translations of
different languages.. the
meanings can vary greatly
depending on a person’s innate
and environmentally influenced
ways of being.. in both translating
language and interpreting metaphors
of other human beings.. Muhammad
obviously experienced pArt
of Hell and pArt of heaven..
Otherwise these metaphors in
just literal words could not
be brought to him.. through the
deeper spiritual part of human emotional
being.. as one cannot see this place.. just
in literal words.. as there are no literal
words to describe many potential
experiences of the inner
Universe of Human Being..
just literal words could not
be brought to him.. through the
deeper spiritual part of human emotional
being.. as one cannot see this place.. just
in literal words.. as there are no literal
words to describe many potential
experiences of the inner
Universe of Human Being..
a place of small exploration in
terms of science that has no tool to
measure the non-repeatable experiment of
each Unique Human Being internal experience as UniVerse..
as this pArt of human experience is mostly Art of
Emotions or lack of Emotions that either free
uS iN Heaven Here on Earth by continually
practicing a prayer of positivity..
or take us to Hell on Earth by
ignoring our innate God Given
Human Nature and taKing the
word of human and all of human
tools to be the truth and liGht
away from our God given Human
Natures gifted by the God of Nature..
terms of science that has no tool to
measure the non-repeatable experiment of
each Unique Human Being internal experience as UniVerse..
as this pArt of human experience is mostly Art of
Emotions or lack of Emotions that either free
uS iN Heaven Here on Earth by continually
practicing a prayer of positivity..
or take us to Hell on Earth by
ignoring our innate God Given
Human Nature and taKing the
word of human and all of human
tools to be the truth and liGht
away from our God given Human
Natures gifted by the God of Nature..
Science is the scribe of God..
but humans are the Art
of God alWays
now among
all of
God’s
creation
as equal
partners holding
hands when free
my friend Rafiah..:)
but humans are the Art
of God alWays
now among
all of
God’s
creation
as equal
partners holding
hands when free
my friend Rafiah..:)
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sreeja harikrishnan..
February 6, 2016 at 1:23 AM says..
Delightful pics and enjoyed reading…
a different perspective of things around us….
February 6, 2016 at 1:23 AM says..
Delightful pics and enjoyed reading…
a different perspective of things around us….
Kate MiaFebruary 7, 2016 at 6:29 PM
Hi sreeja.. thanks so much for stopping
by on this streamlined version
of my Word Press Blog..
on this blogger blog..
Hi sreeja.. thanks so much for stopping
by on this streamlined version
of my Word Press Blog..
on this blogger blog..
hope you are having a
wonderful weekend
friend..:)
wonderful weekend
friend..:)
And this is
the ending of
‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
to come after the seventh
Chapter ‘here’ titled..
‘Super Bowl of Love’..
yeah.. just popped
iNto my mind..
it’ll work.. now..
moving here now
to my first free
verse poeTry
expression..
from latest
February 2013
to earliest March
of 2013.. third
month of the
thirteenth
year.. 2013..
iT iS pArt of aLL
my blogs..
and sacred
to me.. now..
yes.. just now..
between me aLL
and God.. now..
as this entire
blog and all
i’ve written
oN the Internet..
aLL 11 million words..
between my blogs now
and the Wrong Planet
website.. are the ‘SonG
oF mY SoUl’.. both
iN Science
and Art..
as iT iS
the balance
that counts most
iN liFe as aLways..
and balance iS aLL
about what
this first
manifesto
of miNd..
talks
too..:)
the ending of
‘GodsUniVerseNovel2’..
to come after the seventh
Chapter ‘here’ titled..
‘Super Bowl of Love’..
yeah.. just popped
iNto my mind..
it’ll work.. now..
moving here now
to my first free
verse poeTry
expression..
from latest
February 2013
to earliest March
of 2013.. third
month of the
thirteenth
year.. 2013..
iT iS pArt of aLL
my blogs..
and sacred
to me.. now..
yes.. just now..
between me aLL
and God.. now..
as this entire
blog and all
i’ve written
oN the Internet..
aLL 11 million words..
between my blogs now
and the Wrong Planet
website.. are the ‘SonG
oF mY SoUl’.. both
iN Science
and Art..
as iT iS
the balance
that counts most
iN liFe as aLways..
and balance iS aLL
about what
this first
manifesto
of miNd..
talks
too..:)
i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”.. the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist.. for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience.. Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo..
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard.. in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen..
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”.. the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist.. for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience.. Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo..
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard.. in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen..
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
KATiE MiA
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
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