Dolly Parton – Little Sparrow No truer song has been written ever.
Dolly Parton’s ‘Little Sparrow’.. Rafiah.. Sad.. yes.. but not always true.. and true.. pArt of the reason more women are loving women.. i see it every week through decades of female disappointment and change… Anyway.. your breadth of worldly cultural interests.. continue to amaze me.. so young.. and so deep.. and truly.. at least wheRe i’m from THAT.. my friend.. is unusual for both genders.. and why i go so far.. to find friends..smile emoticon
This is one of my very favourite songs since very long. I heard it today after a long time, i couldn’t keep my tears at bay. :’)
OBTW.. i just completed all 60K words.. including my comments section of the last blog post Novel.. and you helped me write it.. so thanks dear.. for that.. and all you got was visits from me.. little Sparrow..;)
Tears are great.. by the way.. too.. enjoy your tears.. when i lost mine for 5 years.. i missed them very much..smile emoticon
I love you my very kind and dear friend. smile emoticon
i’ll always Love you my friend.. and truly God willing.. i will always be your friend.. as long as you will have me hear.. and it means a lot to me.. that you can tell me that..smile emoticon
Rafiah provides a song by one of those singing shows from Britain.. that is described as very sensual/ sexy/ and the girl singing it is like super shy and amazingly humble.. as yes.. she is an obvious stunner in every way.. singing ‘My Funny Valentine’ and i say..
And side note here..
Humans are addicted to living and loving.. no doubt we have our addictions in life.. as life is an addiction that makes the loWest dArkest niGhts of heLL.. not worth leaving in even choice of death.. and for me at least.. i am so glad that i learned to love women first before i knew anything about sex.. true.. all my friends that were girls were always friends first then.. and Love iS a Sparrow and Dove who refuses to be fixed and stay in one place.. every Love i have with other human beings.. regardless of gender.. age.. or other differences iS based on Unconditional Fearless Love that requires absolutely nothing in return.. and each Love connection is as Unique and Special.. as when any humans connect with Love.. truly a new Love Creation oF God iS come to life in this life now… Sadly.. when i showed a photo of my wife to ‘the guys’ from Seville.. their answer was.. are you gonna rail that when you get home.. obviously.. most all their lessons of Love came from Porn.. Sex is Sacred but Love begins and ends all that is holy now.. when cherished as Love can be when free.. as WHOlE.. Now.. and never caged iN a Sparrow hell..:)
Back at 6:52 pm 2132016.. after a 9.33 mile dance walk adventure all around the beaches and casinos of Biloxi free.. today.. the Casino of choice iN our church tour bus.. now iS.. the Palace.. the only non-smoking Casino in Biloxi town.. clear skies iN there.. but there iS something about smoking and gambling and even Bowling that goes together and yes.. that is the nomad gene and the desire to stimulate oneself socially or in ways of stuff.. the Hard Rock is my favorite.. all age groups attend and there is always a rock and roll edge of spirit iN the atmosphere that i feed higher off of to do my free dance of life as style.. and one of the folks in our group won over 13K.. so he was certainly excited as well as the other folks for him.. but gambling and money.. not something that excites me at all.. but dancing and writing and Love yes once again aLLnoW addictions for me.. yes that at least contribute something more than money and smoke to a world that is in dire need of positive emoTioNs in moving connecting and creating human Arts of heArt..now with spiRit expreSsinG that emoTionAl avenue of life so much hiGher and hiGher than ever bEforE.. iN a miNd and boDy balanCinG as soUl once again.:)
Hi Adrianna.. sMiLes.. i Love to play with words and i Love it when they talk back with double meanings.. and even new meanings the next day after a long night of writing when my bRain and heArt are fresh again.. thanks for stopping by.. and be seeing ya later on the dVerse trail..:)
And yes.. one of the reasons i wear shades.. as to not burn holes in the eYes of others.. hehe.. and yes.. per this quote and linked song..
“Mama always told me not to look into the eyes of the sun But mama, that’s where the fun is..”
No.. given the proper mindset.. Jack Nicholson or the new Lucifer ain’t got nutHinG.. on me.. as far as ‘the look’.. evil eye or whatever.. the saying goes trust me i’m not even angry in ‘this photo’..;)
See the thing is.. that’s a raw photo.. no Hollywood special effects.. like ‘this’.. nah.. the devil don’t scare me at all.. already been theRe and dOne ’em.. And yes.. almost time for a Haircut.. it’s starting to look a little wooly as it were and is for now..;)
Well.. while the green tint.. and Star Wars Logo.. is not visible in ‘this selfie T-shirt’ photo.. it will be in the ‘next new blog post’ coming in ‘a day or so’.. oh.. yeah.. clear that.. may the Rasta Force be with you and also wITh wE..smile emoticon
Yes.. definitely more ways to create than art.. reproduction.. for instance.. humans.. so proficient to just do this.. Hmm.. i missed having kids after the first one passed away.. and i for one have a tremendous respect for anyone who rears children.. or goes into the military.. is a caregiver to the less advantaged and fortuned among us as you were.. firefighters.. law enforcement.. army marines.. navy.. air force.. but most of all Janitors as they provide greater lifespans overall for human beings than any of the ‘fore mentioned.. as the smallest bugs are the biggest killers of humans throughout the ages.. so far at least.. Anyway.. yes.. there are too many humans in the world sucking the life out of it.. but that’s the way of the world.. it starts at the breast for mammals at least.. so breasts overall are best.. i’ve always felt that way from birth.. me and breasts always get along best.. sTiLL now..:)
And as a side note here.. still haven’t got back to finish off the Monday Quadrille prompt at dVerse or even stARted the Thursday one about Rondel’s which is math poeTry that i will let loose on anyway.. and i am kinda tired so it’ll just have to wait.. as being reTired truly means floWinG with challenge but not insanity oF stress iN pressure as one can do that to themselves easily without any help from others if they do not carefully listen to what the body says to the mind about aLL of living iN Balance.. NOW..:)
Yeah.. i forgot something.. have to get it done by the 14th..
Okay.. back to full FlEdGeD Angel.. Fred.. but yes.. i’ll keep the DEvil iN my back pocket iF i need some help iN the dArk of LiFe..
Oh yeah.. Happy Valentine’s Day from me.. and a special gift.. i gave my wife.. 26 years ago.. yes.. the SonG tales iT aLL from back then..;)
HA!.. Facebook is F iN Fun.. even when no one plays with me.. we outcasts.. falliN Angels and the such must aMuse our selves.. and keep moving Forward.. NOW..;)
Holding up a palm with one hand iS not easy..:)
STiLL Dreams Dance Posted on February 13, 2016 by katiemiafrederick
Well.. first of all.. whenever i write something under 10K words.. it is some reason to celebrate.. as it fits on Facebook.. hehe.. and yes.. by now it is Valentine’s Day.. i am all fresh out of Roses.. but somewhere embedded in the post (fully illustrated) is a gift for all who i Love.. well.. at least 50%.. anyway..;)
FULLY ILLUSTRATED FREE verse.. poeticAlly described post provided above.. and two below and one hidden somewhere else.. that may be easier to open.. depending on speed of computer and Internet access and yes.. of course.. who ‘you’ ‘are’..;)
It’s Valentine’s Day and and i’m gonna unleash a green eyed Monster at Catholic Church.. then the Mall.. and no.. not jealousy.. a green eye monster.. irony is my forte.. in other words.. my Incredible Hulk shirt that i ripped the first day i wore it.. and Katrina finally sewed up for this special day.. Incongruent humor.. yeah.. that’s the ticket.. and the rose of i..;)
‘This photo’ is from 1996.. 20 years ago.. Katrina with our first beloved cat.. in our New home of 3 years old.. Elwood.. yes.. cat and home at that age.. and there is someone else in that photo too.. yes.. she is pregnant.. notice.. the only time she had hips that wide in her entire life.. all the way up to 138 LBS.. by due date.. then.. anyway she was 26 years old in that photo.. one year shy of the age of that woman in the movie.. ‘Age of Adaline’.. and yes.. PROOF.. that she hasn’t aged since the age of 26.. in years after that.. okay.. it’s Valentine’s Day.. as they say.. focus on the wife.. now.. get those Valentine’s points.. i am honest to a fault..wink emoticon
Hi.. Dear Sis.. SOHEIR.. a long day of dance walking for me.. at 16.52 miles today.. just arriving back and i guess you will be arriving at morning wake soon in Egypt.. Lovely to see your flowers on my iPhone today.. a highliGht of my day friend.. and theRe iS art iN the Love of you.. iN sending just what my fortune cookie said was iN mY future today.. God iS watching over uS friend.. iN ALL WAYS iN ALL PLACES.. iN a boat of floWers iN water of Love.. MaRK MY WORDS.. GOD iS beyond any human comprehension oF simple human science.. and beyond any book ever written.. so far at least.. proof coming later as the camera does not lie..:)
There is someone hiding behind me.. if ‘you’ look real hard there is a hint of who he is.. additionally that’s what i look like when i sing at church.. singing to the top of the Catholic Temple DoME..wink emoticon
Yes.. fight or flight.. it appears he is gonna fly..wink emoticon
Dance Friend.. Cortney Tyson and Wife Friend.. Katrina… Cortney.. Mall Star Seller.. and Katrina.. Mall Star Buyer..;)
Jesus.. i can do anything with a little help from my friends.. and if ‘you’ look real close.. the Wizard of Oz.. is on TV.. too.. and toto too.. yes toto.. thiS iS Kansas too..wink emoticon
A great day.. and as sometimes happens when i am dancing free in my ballet and martial arts way.. some of the more patriarchal ones.. out of what they feel will be hearing distance from me.. is heard by Wife Katrina.. and while i understand what i am doing.. iN maKinG me.. both incredibly strong and fearless in equal meaSure too.. of course.. the general audience of stuck iN the mud of modern days.. has no clue to what iT means to have fearless way.. in moving.. connecting.. creating human being.. where every nuance oF muscle move iS tRuly sacred and holy iN God’s Balance of Gravity.. so sure.. when i come up to the register line.. all tall and calm like the peaceful eye of a Hurricane.. with obvious sTill potential oF unknown wInds.. an obviously smart alec.. ‘fly boy’.. as it were.. now.. yeah.. the kind fresh out of college with whatever degree.. who does his work- outs on cell phones instead of warrior style stuff.. and the cashier.. are chatting about my style of being so i come up and ask the cashier if she had a great Valentine’s day and ask the wet behind the ears pilot the same thing.. then.. and extend my hand out with a VERY firm handshake.. meanwhile.. iF they were wondering if i was crazy.. at this point they are hoping with all tHeir might that they are NOT correct now.. anyway.. it’s easy to say anything behind someone’s back.. but much harder to face the same person face to face.. when their expectations ARE SHATTERED.. THERE iS NO GREATER FEELING AND WAY IN LIFE THAN FEARLESS LOVE.. STRENGTH AND COURAGE iN MEASURE oF KiND NOW..:)
Happy Valentine’s.. gigoid.. and just back from around 16.52 miles of dance walking and 9.33 miles yesterday.. coming about .15 of a mile short of my weekend milestone on that.. and i appreciate all 10 pearls of Wisdom here.. as it provides affirmations of what i already know and feel innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively as human being.. who knows or feels.. after 55 years.. could have read it before or perhaps it’s genetic memory or flying in the atmosphere.. bottom line is Truth and LiGht exists.. iN ways of Wisdom and Love.. and reading deeper into a book named ‘Sex at Dawn’.. even chimpanzees if left alone by scientists will live more peaceful.. most everything starting with the Agricultural age.. has been and now iS a human virus of culture.. iN total earth misery.. The innate.. instinctual and intuitive way oF WiLd and Free iS a way of peace.. all sharing where guilt is collecting and giving is KinG.. now… Yes.. the Beatles were correct true prophets of the God of Nature.. ‘All ya need iS Love’.. the touchy feely kiNd too.. to make Peace a way of Life.. now.. everything else is just a hard pill to swallow.:)
SMiLes my friend.. Suzanne.. the most peaceful way of living as shown by Science and Anthropology is the primitive way of moving.. connecting and creating that inherently includes sharing and giving as a group where the individual is respected same as group.. but the other common element of the 20 most peaceful societies in the world is not only do they do these core Truths and liGhts of humanity they are also small homogenous societies as well.. there ‘lies’ the problem.. humans are only evolved currently to connect to 150 to 200 sets of eyes or so.. and sure there are outliers who do more or less and cultures overall now that are comfortable with less or more.. but the bottom line is there are limits to human connections and sharing that can go in the direction of distress.. and eventually misery and suffering.. as always a balance is required.. and perhaps the saddest situation is the human dog who is left in the backyard all day without someone to play with but a typewriter and a file cabinet in an office.. and at least with photos of cats and sunsets there is the oxytocin release that makes us feel more like happy dogs.. than Wolves howling at the moon.. hoping for the connection and sharing back with the rest of the pack.. as it were and still is now.. the truth now of Anthropology and Science is that no.. our prehistory was not short and brutish.. it was more kind and courage.. where folks shared it all down to the reproduction of life.. as well as all subsistence gaining activities.. and yes.. no matter how much it chagrins some folks we are becoming human slowly again. even if only in virtual ways.. of sharing cats.. sunsets and the even more base human ways of being human…. With three degrees and over three decades in the work world.. and 11 million words.. i can comfortably say i’ll take sunsets and kitty cats and photos of so and so’s favorite things.. over all the 11 million words of deep stuff i have written.. simply because when i couldn’t feel those cats and sunsets for almost 5 years.. in oxytocin way.. all i could do is write in hopes of feeling again.. humans talk to connect in feelings and truly feelings at the end of the day is all that counts in human ways of being… i don’t need any money.. but yes.. i do need cats and sunsets and other human beings.. and even a photo of a face.. is better than just a typewriter.. and a file cabinet of life.. that is where the real hell is.. in mechanical cognition away from human feelings and science even shows that yes.. spend a life in that pipeline of life.. and the other pipe of feelings will wither away.. Love is the Drug in dopamine.. serotonin and oxytocin way that humans as long as they are human will always crave and that’s also why Internet usage is higher during the work week.. faces over cogs in machines.. but yes.. i will still write deep thoughts as that is my odd nature.. it is odd you know.. my friend.. My wife and cat are infinitely more popular than my words.. and that’s okay with me.. as they are more important to me as well.. in Infinite way.. anyway i always appreciate your deep thoughts.. as it encourages my odd ways even more..;)
Hmm.. and that brings me to my next thought and history.. after losing my humanity for around 66 months.. the escape from the Wrong Planet.. a place where logical discussions are valued over kitty kats and sunsets and all the other sentimental stuff of life.. it is hell for a social animal to live this way.. and it is an indication of an illness of humanity where logic overrides the feeling of being human.. and i will thank God for Facebook to the top of my soul.. as it is based on the science of being human specific to the deficits of Autism that include sharing mutual interests.. reciprocating communication.. and yes most importantly making the human connection and yes there is a great science of non-verbal communication as well in still photos of selfies of human emotion.. in fact selfies are a large part of what brought my humanity back as i simply had feedback to see my facial expressions even when there was no one to share them with.. And i saw the same pattern on the Wrong Planet.. people would stay there.. and slowly learn to at least connect through monologues.. and some would eventually gain their social wings.. leave hell.. in Angel broken wings and go to Facebook as the purgatory as such back to the flesh and blood world if they won back their humanity in flesh and blood.. so i went greater steps forward than that.. as i learned after 18 or so years of mechanical cognition activities in school.. and 30 or so in work that humanity in me.. was not that at all.. in robot way.. when only problem solving cog in machine.. so sure i went all the way back to the humanity before the Apple of Agricultural ways where our real peace and happiness tells the truth naked.. dancing around a campfire of moonlit night and sun bright day as one tribe of human being.. albeit some of it is only legal in restricted way online.. but hey.. it is a step backwards and forwards and the same now.. as Science and Anthropology provides truth and liGht before the Apple FAll of humanity AWAY FROM MOVING.. CONNECTING AND SHARING NAKED AND FREE WITH THE GOD OF NATURE.. AS WE ARE OBVIOUSLY STILL EVOLVED TO BE.. AS WHAT DO FOLKS DO AT WORK.. 50% OF MALES LOOK AT PORN.. AND 33% OF FEMALES ACCORDING TO RESEARCH.. THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS.. FEELING HUMANITY.. A WELL THAT HAS BEEN DRY FOR 10 TO 12 THOUSAND YEARS FOR MUCH OF HUMANITY.. hips and eyes in the words and FEELING of Shakira do not lie.. in human way of being.. but sure people can continue to lie to themselves and others and pay the consequence of inaction to the God of Nature away from human Nature.. God of Nature in my Human Nature works and sure i can empirically prove that in both photos and words.. but what i cannot full show you is the bliss and heaven i feel inside.. almost all the time.. as that is the reward from God in coming BACK TO GOD GIVEN HUMAN NATURE.. IT IS BOTH SCIENCE AND ART.. AND THOSE WHO REFUSE TO COME BACK and have no idea there is even any coming back.. will continue to pay the price of a sedentary cold and unfeeling populace with frowns and grimaces instead of butterfly feel of flying human being..:)
And so this brings me back to why i write poetry.. poetry is expressing our human feelings.. in what we see and feel as meaning and purpose in life.. it is likely the first way humans communicated in sing song of voicing emotions before we became input machines of written collective intelligence.. free verse poetry is at the root of talking human.. a flow of emotion off the tongue of being free.. and probably why i have been avoiding getting back to my milestones of responding to the two prompts i am so far behind on.. in Quadrille’s and Rondel’s.. is it is based on paint by number restrictions of words and that makes it a mechanical cognition activity away from human art of expresSinG freely and i just never was one for cross word puzzles or scrabble.. as i was the one who was furiously attempting to escape a mechanically cognition orientated mind that for me likely takes much greater effort than others.. being on the Autism Spectrum.. and no doubt my Standard IQ points and apple of the teacher’s eye in straight A ways of conformity brought me to the prison of life in both mental and physical disordered way of life in middle life.. burning out the flAMe of my humanity to ashes as it were.. with the phoenix arising once again.. in way of dance and poetry and other ways of expresSinG the humanity of my hEart.. including literal sinGinG.. higher and higher until i was born again as a human being.. in feeling life innately.. instinctually and intuitively once more.. to step out of the box of culture today.. is to grow one’s human wings again.. to stay.. is to stay in prison.. lesson and revelation of 66 months of hell for me.. The Lucifer portrayed on that new TV show.. is more human than human devils who live today.. witting or not.. in cold and unfeeling way.. But yeah.. a little mechanical cognition is balance too.. for rationed way of order too.. and after almost a marathon of dance in connecting to the general public over the weekend.. and just free writing over the Valentine’s weekend.. sure i can do a little scrabble and CROSSword puzzle now.. so it’s back to catching up on paint by numbers poetry.. as i’ve got lots of catching up to do to continue my milestone of responding to every single poem.. provided by the dVerse Online Poetry site since March of Last year.. and who knows.. perhaps my next GodsUniVerseNovel3.. will be an anthology of an entire year of doing that.. it’s just a cut copy and paste of March away from now.. and when the dude.. the top administrator dude.. last March attempted to Brow Beat me into cutting my creative stuff short to his liking last March.. is what inspired me to do even more and that is when my unabridged way of responding to all dVerse prompt links stARted.. so sure thanks.. control of order dude.. you helped set me higher and higher free as the true free bird i am.. who with the proper inspiration of folks like ‘you’.. even in dArk ways of liGht will make someone like me soar even higher and higher.. to wheRe no Jonathan Livingston Seagull has gone before.. even if solo around the Sun of me and GOD..:)
A GOlden PreSent etched iN Sun now.. iS Love.. alWays NOW