Rushing Flu Away

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchid Daughter..
There are some Loves that are so easy
so rare yet may be taken for granted for
Human Nature Just gets comfortable in a Groove this way..
then Tumultuous Waves Seas Rough Oceans Grey Rumbles of
Soul where Darkness
Mixes in Love to the
Point that all is
excruciating
Pain
one finds
themselves unable
to escape from particularly
if they are forgiving Souls..
Who Just will not Give up now
on Love no matter how MiSSinG
to Grey Seas Love is lost.. Smiles
the Love of my Soul castaway for Long
the Love of other Souls Lost somewhere
too there are those matches that Never Spark
Together As Flames Should.. only Flickers of Life Left..
i’m glad i understand the Depths and Shallows of so Much
of the Human Soul How Fortunate are we to be in a place Where Love is Real…
True there
are some
Lost
Souls
Who Remind
Us of Who We are
And true those Souls
are the Ghosts of Love
We Bring Back to Art.. i’ve
been sick with the Flu for 5 Days
now and so has my Wife all we’ve
really had the Strength to do is Hug each
Other.. True.. there are some Flu’s That Are
the Greatest BLeSSinGS of Love too.. for what
Stands underneath our Love… and remains through all Storms of Soul…
Cultural Empathy Dies
When Story Tellers
No longer have
Greater Stories to
Tale… my Flu helped
Me Add Darkness to
“Color World Love
2020” no
MiSSinG All
Of ‘the Condition’…
Last time i had
The Flu in ‘86…
5 Days of Resting
My Dancing Legs now…
Ugh.. i Feel so Normal…
Gotta Spin my Star up
Soon.. the 293rd Dance
Week at the Metro
Dance
May
Have to wait…
Congrats on 903
Consecutive Days
Of Writing… Always
Eclectically Interesting PM…
SMiLes Rafiah.. Without Art Now All that’s Left of heART
And smART is ‘s’ And ‘m’ of ‘he’ truly from what i’ve seen both
Male and or Female too… When We Connect to Our heARTS through
Whatever ART We Co-create We Naturally Move And Yes Are Moved to
Connect to others as the Circle of Creativity and Productivity of Living is Set
Freer to Soar as long as Wings are not Held down to create Art Original and not
just what is painted
on Cave Walls
Before but
True it’s
nice to
have common
Tradition of Art
to Bind and Bond
With For Society Glue..
Societies now don’t give Art its Human Fuller Due
As Dance is ALL the Non-Verbal Expressions in total
from head to toe We Reciprocally Socially Communicate
With Others is still the Oldest Natural Art of Being Human
as ‘normally’ this Non-Verbal Dance of Expression that may
Just be Facial Muscles Contorting And Signaling Changing Emotions
is at least 60 Percent of the Human Art of Reciprocal Social Communication
So much is Lost thru
Text so much
is not
developed
when folks no longer
have the Opportunity
to even act on who we
are evolved to be Dancing With
Others From Head to toe Signaling
Changing Emotions and Receptivity of
the Same All Day.. smiles how fortunate are
We before text communication to actually live this way
but of course how fortunate are we who are separated from
the Tribe of Work.. School.. Perhaps Church too.. to have any
other option.. Yes.. Pen Pals online will be great too for those who
take the continuing effort to make those relationships last i am a bit
blessed and haha.. my Friends are a big gifted or cursed perhaps
depending on their attention span and opportunity to read all of
what i bring.. thing is.. if i was the ‘Old Freddy’ when anyone
asked me what i have been doing all i had was two
Words.. ‘Working’ Working’ the idea of
communicating online had
no appeal to me as
really i had
nothing to
say… thing is about having
something to Say is Bringing
Art of Soul to Surface is truly
the Voice of Our Soul come to Life
no matter what form the Essence of the
Art of Soul Surfaces from Ocean Whole Deep Within..
Smiles.. i lost my Emotions as you know for 66 Months and
it was actually the Sadness of Deep Grief of a person who i thought
was my Friend who turned on me unexpectedly where all their idealization
of How ‘Spectacular’ i was suddenly became a person who wasn’t treating them
well.. it was meeting a New Nice Friend who may have made them Jealous at the
time for garnering my Attention.. Lala Rukh.. but i’ll never know as someone who says
they will be your friend forever will suddenly turn on you like you never knew them before
and the fact is you don’t know who they are for now at least.. as in general very creative
Folks are susceptible to issues with Mood Disorders.. i’ve come across a few who
just disappeared off the map of Life.. of course i can sympathize with their
plight so i do my best not to judge all i can do is speculate that they
are suffering and deserve forgiveness and understanding too
as wow the Human Condition Will surely be tough even
for so-called ‘Normal Folks’ these days.. anyway
the Grief and Relief of that Situation is what
really sparked my Emotions back for Good
Along with Memories in writing of other
Sad Times in my Life To Bring Emotions
Alive up to that point as i was literally in too
much pain off of text to communicate with
anyone in flesh and blood so bringing my
Soul Back in Text was all i could do.. and yes
as You Probably know i was severely tested last
year but my forgiveness didn’t run
out… it sure wanted to but
i was stronger
to apply
my ideal
of Unconditional
Love and Forgiveness
but with stipend of Truth and
no Secrets at my end always…
With Just Text and a few Photos of a Person
And Videos all staged and filtered it’s really hard
still to truly know who a person is.. consistency in how someone
treats you is the Best Sign particularly when it lasts and is not too much
in idealization or devaluation as both off those may come in extreme packages..
as you say in toxic ways of human personality challenges… smiles live and learn
and eventually the other person may have no choice but to leave themselves if they
can’t step up enough to express their feelings both potentially a bit negative or positive
but at least in Honesty in Sincere Communication is Truly such a Treasure to be part of..
you’ve never been anything Less than Sincere and Genuine in Your Communications
With me.. always much Appreciated as that is indeed about as close as someone will
come to be an Angel Friend someone who is genuine and just speaks their truth…
SMiLes Rafiah ain’t that What FRiEnDS are For to make Life More Full
And Happy These FRiEnDS are always the ones who make Us
Feel Joy Whenever We See their Name come up in
A Notification as it’s so easy to predict how
they will always make us feel
just fuller
And happier
Serving A Taller
Drink of Life With
Always Room for Support too..:)
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Nature Greens Lone Grey Wolf Full Moon Eclipse Skies Sublime
(Translation: Without Love You Are Less Than A Grain Of Sand
But Never Ever Give Up Keep Reaching Up to The Kingdom oF LoVE [Y.O.U.])
He’s Tired
Of Being
Dead
So is She
FiRE MeeTS
IcE LoVE MelTS
EVaPoRaTES SPReads
To Be Clear of Course It is Natural to
Bond Over Trauma when it comes just
Not a Manufactured way of Life to Call
Love… Easy to Spot ‘Trauma Bonders’ as
Although they May Be Together… Smiles and Eyes
Are Often As Distant as a Lone Wolf Full Moon Now
Folks Confident/Strong With Will on a Foundation of Grace in
Balance and Love Have No ‘Trauma Bond’ To Seek or repeatedly Create…
But Yeah ‘the Max’ was much Heavier as 5-Days Bed Rest With Flu Will Remind
You of Just How Strong You Were Before… Anyway i’ll Sleep on these thoughts as i went
to Work-out And Managed still to do Almost the Max on All the Machines As Usual…
Nope.. no Different Really than ‘the one’ Who Tries to Convince.. You Are Not
Worthy and Will Never Find a Better Way on Your Own
Speaking of Hell “Oldest Game” Sociopaths Use Even
in Religion Making Up Hell And Insisting They have the
only way out…
Neglect And Abuse
From a Younger Age
Most Always A Part
Of Ongoing “Trauma
Bonding” Across All of Life
And of course in many Interpersonal
Relationships ‘This’ is All the Glue that
Holds Folks Together to stay for a while longer…
“Trauma Bonding”
SCaRCiTies BRinG
This Human Condition
of Darker Social Glue that Binds…
“Megxit” It’s a bit the Opposite of “Brexit”
as the First exits the Traditional and the Last
Grasps For Traditional With Every Breath even if
‘Trauma Bonding’ is the only way to keep a ‘UniForm’ Life…
Birds Have Wings
And so do Chickens
And Turkeys With So Many
Colorful Tail Feathers Like
Priests and All their Colorful Robes…
Just another Sign really of the Breakdown
of the Traditional in the Western World it seems to me..
Nature overall likely Happy as without Tradition Humans
Lose the Glue of Empathy and the Reproduction that comes with
that as Information Technology replaces the Human Touch all the way
as far as that goes.. When a Species Over consumes the Environment
The Culling Comes from outside or within.. it’s worth noting to me too that
Technology
Is just
A Terminator
Arm of Nature
Yes.. a Double Edged Sword..
reminds me of the Change i saw at
the End of my Work Career as when i rose
through Administration i oversaw operations
as diverse as Food Service.. Auto Repair Facilities
Financial Management.. Information Technology Support
Accounting.. Recreation.. Life Guards and Pool Operations..
Athletics.. Yes Team Sports.. Gym and Fitness Center.. Community
Center.. Bowling Center.. yes starting out Serving Shoes Behind a Counter
at a Military Bowling Center.. close to Minimum wage after 3 College Degrees…
Status and Power has Never Meant Anything to me as long as i had enough money
to Live.. i had no choice but to move up the Ladder if i wanted to keep on Surviving as
ain’t that life.. one of the ‘New Millennials’ Working at the Auto Repair Shop was a true Tech
Whiz.. He had skills that then would allow him to eventually go anywhere.. my Boss Went
into the Shop And
Was Aghast that
he didn’t seem
to know
how
important he was..
thing is.. he wasn’t
important outside that
Job And that Job wasn’t
The Begin All End All of that
Young Man’s Life.. People who are
slave to ‘Pomp and Circumstance’ will
Sell their Soul if that is what it takes to keep
that Pomp And Circumstance i.e. “Modern Republicans”.
Slave to the Golden Hand-cuffs of Early Federal Retirement
Lifelong Health Benefits for Family too i sold my Soul for 66 Months too..
Yes i made a Deal with the Devil and Had to Pay the Debt off First in my case at least.
“Land of Hope and Glory, Mother of the Free,
How shall we extol thee, who are born of thee?
Wider still and wider shall thy bounds be set;
God, who made thee mighty, make thee mightier yet,
God, who made thee mighty, make thee mightier yet.”
Know Your Place
Human no Greater
Than Less than a Grain of Sand
Raising Up Love of Freedom or Pomp And Circumstance.
“It’s usually what one hears these days before the Student Loans come due too…”
As almost everything in Life Becomes ‘a Bond of Trauma’ rather than Wings Flying…
SMiLes Sohair as a Life of Practice i’ve Learned
Skills that Allow me to Shield my Soul With Light
Surrounding me where all the Misery and Despair
of the World Will No Longer Enter my Soul and Engulf
it in
Tears
of Pain
Smiles again
5 Days Bed Rest
And Flu took that
Empath Shield away
as i too was looking at
the Full Moon in Despair and
Melancholy too Feeling the Suffering
of Half a Billion Animals Dying at the Hands
of Humans with the Imbalance they continue to
Bring to Nature.. but true it’s not Humans that are
Inherently this Imbalance it is the Tools that Have replaced
Our Nature Yes the Culture that grows a Mind of its own above
what is even
common
sense
to even
feel the
Empathy for
All of Nature as
God’s Face and Breath too..
No Separation the Spirit We Exhale too..
Yes.. there are those who still Love all of Nature
Who fight ‘That Fire’ for free.. Smiles these are the Hands of God Still Free..
Thanks Sohair Looking at that Melancholy Wolf Full Moon last night i was actually
Outside of the Gym Getting Ready to Embark on Fuller Recovery Managing
to do what i could before but struggling all the way through i found my
Shield oF Light
Again.. with
Strength
as the Traumas
of Life Do Come
And Go Thank God too..
yes true so Many Animals
Died in those Fires in Brazil too…
Thanks for the Suggestion of Lemonade
Juice with Honey i regularly consume Honey
a couple of Table Spoons a Day as there is surely
nothing Closer to the Life of Nature that is the
Sweetness
that
comes
from the
Colors of Flowers..
Anyway.. i got an Interesting
Picture of that Wolf Full Moon Through the
Grey of Limbs And the Shade of Living Green too…
Nature is always Full of Sublime Beauty Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose Just waiting for our eyes to more Fully See..
Happy Friday Afternoon to You my FRiEnD that only day of at least
partial Rest for the Peoples of Egypt who work 6 Days a Week and
of course Mother’s
who never
Get a
Day off
From Nurturing
Love and Basic Survival..
Nature Greens Lone Grey
Wolf Full Moon Eclipse Skies Sublime
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SMiLes Pass Code Love Yeka so True We Become What
We Focus And Interact With in Life sadly if we don’t interact at least and
at best Co-Create and Co-Produce.. We Lose Focus And Become a Watered Down
Version of Someone else’s target audience.. i surely will relate to this trapped in the
Passive World of So Many TV Shows Growing Up with Quiet Hands and Feet that Did
Play Outdoors but what might i have done if i started Painting instead of Watching 3 Black
and White TV Stations and
Sure Playing
That ‘Pong
Game’ where
the Electronic
Ball bounced back
and forth and back and forth
True a bit of an escape and a trance-like
State but Not enough Quiet of the Mind to Co-Create…
There is something to be said for the Garage innovator
but there is also the Revenge of the Nerds where everyone
else Just goes with the Program at hand.. Yes You are So right
We are What We Feed Our Minds and We Are the Potential that
We Become depending on How we adapt to the Environment at
Hand.. It’s kinda sad to think that if Michelangelo and Leonardo
were born today there might not be Any ‘David’ as Sculpture
or Painting of the ‘Last Supper’ Where Leonardo who wore
a Beard and Long Hair that was antithetical to
His Culture provided His Freedom of Hair
and Beard to the Work of Art he
painted of Jesus and “The Last
Supper” and all
that
Still
Stands for
As Love that will forgive
before transgression comes
Thanks Giving For Giving so
Amazing in Balance of Grace when We Color World Love..
Smiles my Friend i wish to inspire more folks to Free Dance
To better Regulate their Emotions and Integrate their Senses
to set their Spirit Free not so trapped in Deadlines of Life as
That is what the NeoCortex does best for Survival in deed..
also i would Love to inspire more folks to Sing but since
Hardly no one sings in the Congregation of our Catholic
Church anymore unless it is Christmas Day i have
no choice but to listen to my own voice
but true How Singing Old Church
Spirituals Will Lift our Spirit
up in True Healing Force of
Love my Friend nothing
Fancy not even
a discernable Video
Just a voice who still believes
in the Essence of Amazing Grace
Thanks Giving For Giving Love my FRiEnD..
i Truly believe in the metaphor of Pass Code Love So True in all Effect (God)…
Hi Shawna.. Thanks For Asking about my Uncle.. he made it through the Surgery and
then had some issues with His Kidneys requiring a Couple of Dialysis Procedures but he
recovered out of that and will be moved to a Rehab Facility for the Open Heart Procedure
Repairing His Mitral Valve and Double Bypass that he successfully made it through.. Smiles
me and Katrina have spent about the Last 5 Days in Bed With the Flu.. hard to Believe perhaps
but the First Time We’ve acquired it since close to 30-Years of Marriage and the first time for
me since ’86.. hehe.. when You were 9 Years old.. OMG so Humbling made me feel every Year
of my ‘Real Age’ and also the Entire Poundage that 240 Pounds Makes when you don’t feel light
as a Butterfly Dancing on Terrestrial Earth.. anyway.. Katrina went to the Doctor Yesterday where the
diagnosis was confirmed and i was the one who had it First passing it on to her almost immediately too…
She is taking Tamiflu.. i went to Work-out Yesterday and OMG that 1340 Pounds i Leg Press really felt like that
much Weight too.. hehe and all the other weight as yeah the first 72 Hours.. 54 i spent in Bed.. i restrained my Achilles
Heel/Left Ankle Working-out a bit so today Dancing at Walmart for a Couple of Hours i had to make all New Dance Moves
to make it work.. die hard..
now i actually feel a
bit worn-out but
very happy
to still
be moving
and finally
not laying down..
that Meditative Movement
With Inspiring Music is so Healing
my Ankle and Achilles Heel feels so much
Better Now… Good Luck With All the Alabama
Storms tomorrow.. the worst part is supposed to
Hit us at 4 PM… It most always seems to be a bit
more Dangerous as one Moves up North a Bit in Alabama..
Anyway Sweet Home And All that Roll-tide Deacon-Blues ‘Bama-Jam to ya!…
Thanks So much Shawna Baby Hope you all are doing okay ‘up there’ too..
Katrina is out of cooking-order so i acquired a Sub-Way Sandwich
for Her at Walmart and me too of course hehe.. just saw Your
Blog Link Fly By Thanks needed some fresh inspiration.. will
review and get back in reply on that link to you soon with SMiLes…
OMG.. i was gonna ask what kind of Surgery Your Husband
Had and OMG Speaking of Achilles and Heel too THAT HEEL
ULCER LOOKS INCREDIBLY PAINFUL.. hope the Surgery helped!
i got to see my Psychotherapist today and got the Whole Hour
of the Monthly Visit that me and Katrina have been doing since
2011 in the Dead Zone then.. The Flu took my Empath Shield Down
such Profound Sadness i feel for those Half a Billion Animals Burned to death
in Australia when i feel I REALLY FEEL.. i’m still a little prickly/nostalgic.. Seeing Photos of Your
Daughter With Asperger’s Syndrome Brings personal Childhood Memories of that challenge to me at
least in some of Her expressions so good to See Her Smile with her eyes closed so genuine and unique…
my Sister still refuses to smile in Photos.. i’m sure i told you that she has Asperger’s Syndrome too…
it’s probably actually more difficult
for females than it is for males
but i remember you
Saying your daughter
is socializing much better
now not too long ago.. hopefully
that is still going well.. Your Other Children
Seem so full of Joy and Vigor such a beautiful
Memory of their Childhood’s they will have across
their Lifespan the quote by Albert Camus about Keeping
Joy Fresh in Wonder and Amazement of what life continues
to offer is surely what keeps us Young.. and haha.. glad to know i’m not
the only one Blogging ‘Spencer Gifts’ Mall Photos too.. but of course
i don’t Leave much out of any Cultural Experience i employ.. oh yes
as i continue to ‘steal stuff’ for sale yes Commercial Advertisements
For RobinHood Magic Turning Stuff for sale into Free Art Just for Fun…
Smiles i found the line touching about being awake with ‘Daddy’ and sleeping With ‘Jesus’..
Smiles one way to take all the fear away one way not to have any Nightmares as we are the
Diet We Feed our Minds the Reality We All Hallucinate next is indeed the one we Co-Create
i’ll take the Doobie Brothers Version of Jesus is Just all right with me but i must say sadly
to really
feel
it
fully
i will probably
Always have to
be Outside of
Four Walls
and a
Ceiling
and Even Books..
After All Love is a
Force that Lives or Dies within
to give and share for free Love is
the Manna the Bread the water of
Life that we either use or dries up and blows away
Like Desert Sands so Lost So Lost from SouL ART of heART WHeRE aLL That’s Left is ‘He’..
Always liked that Idea of Our heARTS GLoWinG With LoVE iNSidE OuR Chest What a Higher Power to Employ
as Night becomes LiGHT and DarK Becomes Day.. yeah i think i told you my X-Catholic Priest Irish Grandfather did have
a Protestant Mission to Convert Catholics and He went all over the Country Evangelizing Last Century.. i suppose i take it a step
further
out
of Church
With SMiLes…
Michelangelo and
Leonardo Already came
Back as Rush in Metaphor of ‘John 14:12’ too
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A Rose Is Not EnougH iT MusT
Continue To Rise
Somehow Someway…
Orange Man Cometh…
No one understood the
Significance but the
Bird With Wings…
SMiLes.. Yeka.. You
Are Surely a Bundle of
Positive Encouragement
As You Know the Way is
Thru Love Thanks so Much
With
SMiles…
Barter
Free of ❤️ Love☺️
Thanks Charlie
The World is Best
As A Kind Place..
Smiles there is no
Real Creativity
Without
Escaping
The Bell Curve…
Good Saturday Afternoon to you in Egypt Sohair.. Play in Deed is So Important Now
in keeping a Fresh Outlook on Life including Co-Creativity and Co-Productivity too…
in a Leadership Class i was part of for my County back in 2004 when i still worked..
A Simulated Society was the exercise and for Greater Connection and Cooperation
Play was definitely part of the Syllabus as we went into the Woods and
Even Participated in an Obstacle Course together.. very Humanly
Stimulating that was everyone quickly became
closer in their Humanity inspiring greater
Creativity and Productivity in that part of the
Leader Ship Class too where Group Cooperation to
Resolve Problems was part of the Class too.. but first in Play we
moved together we connected in just basic problem solving
of overcoming an Obstacle Course in the Woods together
the difference even between a Domesticated all
Indoor Cat and one who enjoys an Outdoor
Nature Life in Challenge of Play
for capturing Prey brings
a Youthful Vigor and
Intelligence that
Domesticated
Sedentary Cats
no longer Gleam with
consequences that may also be
Health Problems for not Engaging
in Stimulating Play of Life.. SMiLes as the recovery
of this flu lags a bit more and spurts back.. i’m not nearly
as much in a state of Play but soon and sooner i will be too..
Thanks Dear Soheir Still on the Flu Recovery
We have Very Strong Storms Passing through
This Afternoon it seems that may make the Chest Congestion
a Bit More Difficult as intuitively too there is the Sense for Taking
Shelter and Cover When a Storm Like this is in the Air.. i’m Sure when
it passes through and the Cold Front Breeze Comes Fresh i will be
invigorated more towards recovery…
Hope you are having
a Nice Saturday
With Your
Family and of
Course High school
Female Students as over
in Egypt School Seems to be 6 Days a
Week with only Friday off if i am not mistaken…
Smiles.. i am very fortunate not to have to work or go
to School through this recovery for i surely did back in
those Days.. nice to sleep for recovery when ever necessary…
Play makes
us feel
Alive
Play
is the Breath
of Wind that
Changes our Spirit Outlooks on life..
Earth Bound and Misfit Oh How Nice it is
Learning to Fly Becoming Friends With Gravity
How Beautiful it is To Free Soul Deep Within Out
of Prison Darkness into GLoWinG Sparkles that
Spread to All Dimensions of Our Existence
Is it possible for a Human Being to
Fly you Bet but don’t expect
to Escape to anywhere
But Within Yes
Another
Dimension
A Real MaGiC
Dreamtime Dimension
That is no space time distance
or Matter no sensation to compare this
to One must just Visit and Stay to understand
This Place Exists Like Going From Black And White
TV to A Holographic Soul You Continue to Co-Create
As Nature is the Force Within Yes God that Becomes our Best
Friend as Gravity Becomes one With Flight no Longer Dropping
out of Orbit Open to Newest Creativity Original and not felt and sensed before..:)
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Oh Goodness Shawna Missed this Email this morning catching up now with you.. Hope you Weathered
The Alabama Version of the Storms When the Orange Part Hit us i was coming out of my Car Walking
to the Gym about a City Block Distance Away.. unfortunately the Umbrella was not put back into
the Car the Last go Around so add insult soaking wet insult to mostly recovery from the Flu
it’s been Years but i finally broke down and bought some Cough Medicine oh Lord
Still So Die Hard but All my Dreams were on the edge of Coughs last Night
not really sure how much i really slept but OMG such a challenge
Working out but yes complete.. i am so very happy to hear
that the Heel Ulcer did not belong to Your Husband
of course sadly still belonging to His Father…
my Father’s Side and my Mother’s
Side generally speaking Live at least until
their 80’s quite a Few Mid Nineties Recorded too..
but Oh So True.. it’s not so much Age but Quality of Life Our
Remaining Energy to Move to Connect and to Co-Create and
Produce new Arts and Sciences in Life.. and OMG Yes too Both the
Mechanical Cognition of Reason and the Social Empathic Artistic HeART SPiRiT SouL
Intelligence Required for a Great Balance of Life to continue to fulfill our Human
Potentials as Health is so very important as a Foundation for all we do next in Focus
And Cognitive Executive Functioning And Generally Speaking Memory too.. of course
Health from Head to toe through Mind through Soul.. Leave no Stone of Human Potential
unturned
for achieving
More Human
Potentials.. sure the
Flu will slow that down
a bit but it will also bring
Vulnerability if one has become
a bit too Invincible feeling as a level
of Caution in Life is important too as Lord
Knows no matter How Strong with Will We feel
atop a Foundation of Grace in Balance and Unconditional
Fearless Love there are those Environmental Factors that may be
Human too that will surely erode the Balance of Life away from Life Potential
More.. smiles i can surely relate to Your Remark about Getting to a ‘Certain Age’
or in Fact Human Condition and Just wanting to turn it all off like a Robot before we
get too rusty in Mind and Body HeART of SoUL in Balance Moving Connecting Co-creating
not so well anymore.. i would have been very mistaken in Hell ‘to turn that light’ switch-off even
though all Emotion including hope was gone.. it is kinda sad not to have any Children Living but there
are always lives to touch.. the writing is pretty much just fumes of my Bliss but the Dance is literally Impossible
to Miss and at least for those left with a Sense of Humor for out-of-the-Box an incentive to Smile at least once in a trip
in a store whenever i Dance
i didn’t see all those
smiles i was too busy
dancing i suppose if there
is a God Like some folks believe
in a Bible God Will Show Me a Tape
of all those Smiles one day.. some people
wouldn’t care if they inspired a smile on another
Person’s Face but Perhaps they’ve never lost the Memory
if they ever felt a smile at all.. the Value of that Smile to bring
to others is Priceless for those who have Seen the other side of Soul Existence…
The Human Species if they could let go of some of the Ignorance in Life surely could experience
more Joy in Life but really if anyone is left out for whatever reason of Difference A Tainted love it is
SMiLes it is always a Bit of a Treasure to Hear an original Version of a Song i’ve Never Heard in Decades before…:)
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It’s worth Noting that in ‘Real Life’, “Politics And Religion”, is generally off limits in even discussing as “Normal Social
Etiquette”; People are more likely to Cooperate Face to Face than they are if ‘Avatars’ online and dueling text in a
Competition to establish a Subjective Higher State of Being on the ‘Dominance Hierarchy’; but of course basically
it’s all in their imagination as they haven’t defeated anyone really just words on a screen; but additionally true
Imagination inspires and enhances positive Neurochemicals and Neurohormones so of course that is why
Folks engage in arguments online seeking some greater feel and sense being within. Meh; there are way
too many ways to satiate in Autotelic Ways in Flow Generating our own Feel and Sense Good Neurochemicals
and Neurohormones than to engage in some kind of online Competition to ‘be a man’ or whatever it is someone
is looking for they cannot find in flesh and blood life.
i for one; consider the fact that the online Experience of Humanity is always incomplete; and the same folks
that might be trying to start an argument or even just trying to play with the Heart Strings of others in the
Sense and Feel of Manipulating Pawns in a Chess Game have who knows what issues they are dealing with
in Real Life; they may be one paycheck away from Losing their Room in a Trailer or yes who knows what;
you just don’t know who is hanging on the other ‘end of the line’.
Conservative People Generally Speaking are less Open-Minded and tolerant of Change And Differences among other Folks.
Liberal People Generally Speaking are more Open-Minded and tolerant of Change and Differences among other Folks.
These Propensities are built in Genetically and Environmentally Affected as Well from the first Spoon-Fed Rule of
Life since they are little Children.
That’s not something any of us is gonna change in an online discussion; not the Wiring of another Person from Birth;
The Main Difference is how we as individuals react to the behavior of other folks; also Locus of Control of regulating
our Emotions and Integrating our Senses in Mastering our Emotions First as the Body Keeps score and Emotions
Generally Speaking are what drives most all of our So-Called Rational Think.
If one has control of one’s Emotions; one surely has much better control of their Words; i surely don’t let text on a
Screen bring a ‘bad day’; that would be rather silly when staying in Heaven is the other Option within for those
who in autotelic Ways of flow Generate their own Heaven Within.
As far as Church stuff goes, i find a the lack of Faith of seeking and finding Heaven within disturbing as most
folks seem so lost from it; but of course i understand and surely don’t let it upset me; as far as ‘Jesus’ goes
if he were to come in glory now judging the living and the dead; it wouldn’t be a good Look for those who
Never did take action on his Beatitudes more than Likely he would Just say; i left the instructions why didn’t you act?
People stuck in the ‘Dominance Hierarchy’ mode of Go Team Go My Team is Better than Yours my Top Quarterback
is gonna Destroy Your Team would expect ‘Jesus’ to play that game; but on the other hand he would look way
too ‘Muslim’ if he came back as he comes for anyone to even give him ‘the time of day’; It’s a bit ironic that
People worship the words brought by Innumerable Ghost Authors and Scribes but that’s another topic
for a Biblical History Class and surely not worth getting all ‘worked up about’ unless someone
has elevated the words of others into idols to worship; story is still King and Queen’; Particularly
for those who have not risen in Human Potential to Write their own; “John 14:12” doesn’t
leave many limits or restrictions on what is possible next; surely more than ‘Avatar Life’..:)
It’s Fascinating to me Growing up with ‘Evangelical Flavored Folks’ in a Deep South State Trump Town
‘the Jesus’ Folks ‘Acted as’ Here; was surely nothing representative of the Man in the Story; the Fact that
Trump Has become the Truth and the Way and the Light of How they Feel Just goes to show how ‘Plastic’ Life goes.
It Seems Fitting that they’ve finally Found a Man who Looks like ‘the Jesus’ they’ve always worshipped here; not all
of course; but the ones who are all about exclusion and chosen ones rather than one big Human Happy Love Family.
Jesus is portrayed as a very Liberal Individual in the New Testament; there are no ifs, ands, or buts, to get around
that; of course, except for Changing the Story to Reflect the Personification of the ‘other Jesus’; ‘the Conservative one’.
Basically they are looking for the Old Pissed off ‘He’; the ‘Old Testament God’ to come back and ‘Big Daddy’ Put all their
Enemies in their Place (Hell); it must be literally Horrible to live with that kind of fear and hate day to day; year in and out.
So much Easier to Just Love it all; but of course You have to find Heaven first to Live life that way; that takes work; most
folks expect ‘A Welfare God’ to Do all the work for them; Perhaps a Magic Incantation like Romans 10:9 should Be enough; but nah; Love is real; but only when real.
Trump Belongs to no Essence of Love; Trump is Anti-Love; Trump is the Personification of Fear and Hate; ‘Father of all
Lies’; so many old story book titles associated with the Human archetype of the Villain and the Demagogue of ‘the Old
Testament God’ Do Apply.
‘The Orange Man Cometh’
For ‘them’ at least; he’s back for real.
Imagine the Irony of Meeting ‘Trump at the Pearly Gates’
And Him Saying, Well, i am the Jesus you Chose Welcome to Your Same old Home.
This actually Happens every day for some People who continue to Sleep with their Personal ‘Trump Jesus’.
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Feather Wind Air
Boat River Sea
Particle Wave Field
Why So Many Metaphors…
LoVEiTaLLNoW
The Feather
Is The Wind
The Art NoW
LiFE LoVE AiR
SMiles WHere THere
is Peace And Harmony
Song of Soul over noise
Such a Beautiful Path Now
But So Often Sadly Less taken
Smiles i offer this Path to everyone i meet
what more on Paths of Life Will We SeeK NoW
to Find than Light of Kindness Courage that is Beauty
of Wisdom LoVE iN Deed
SMiLes i’ve Heard
it said to me
that all Human
Emotion is Weakness
And Even Mush that in deed
Love is non-sensical too.. but no
Not for those Who Understand the Life
Giving Healing Power and Force that Love
And All its Related Pro-Social Emotions Bring
to the Humanity of Us.. While some folks do seek
External Rewards in Life Luxuries as such too the
Rich i see
is in the
Smiles
of Giving
Sharing Eyes
Just for Free..
so much more impressed
in the LiGHT i see from those
who hold few external rewards
but Live With Riches Within to Give
And Share For Free.. Truly Love is all that is Real
that counts
at least
that
Lives
on that
Breathes
That Sees
And Gives and
Shares Sunshine Within
the only Stars We are Shining Love For Real..
Smiles Sohair Storms have moved through cloudy
and overcast with congestion remains of the 7 Day Flu
Love
Still
Lives
no Flu
Takes Love Away..:)
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“Flu flu go away
Let Fred Stay
Healthy and Okay
Bad Storm Just Stop
Public Dancing Non-Stop”
Yes SMiLEs Coming Next iGO!
Smiles Thanks for the Humorous
Poem Sohair Taking Your Advice i Drank
Some Orange Juice too.. i made it to Church
While Katrina still Slept.. i’ve made it through Lunch
now i’m taking a break on my Desk-top before Dance at
Super-Walmart Next.. i have a Bear Shirt on With Big Teeth
to Give me Extra Strength i think it’s already working Hehe..
Honestly
after being
Sick for a
Week i am so
Fortunate to be able
to maintain this much Strength..
i feel rested and so appreciative for this
Gift of Life i’m Glad Long ago i decided to get
up and just keep dancing and singing as my Life
is never wasted this way.. as long as there is once again
an opportunity to Bring to a smile to anyone at all now even
A Bird but of course Birds Already fly what will i give to them for free..
the Difficulties
of the Path
to Light
The Dark
that comes
And Goes makes
room for more appreciation
of the Light overall i’m happy
for this Gift of Flu i’ve hugged Katrina
Probably as much as i’ve ever done and
that is surely a benefit that lifelong partners bring too…
i am very blessed Sohair Dear FRiEnD Very Blessed with Your FRiEnDShip too..:)
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SMiLes.. Holding onto the Sunshine With understanding
How Low one Will Go in ‘the other place’.. SMiLes Vitamins Plenty
for me the Cough Medicine Seems to be Helping what has evolved
into Bronchitis too.. i haven’t ever sought Antibiotics for Bronchitis but
if it doesn’t go away very soon i’ll probably get something to prevent it from
developing into Pneumonia as i am reminded that Jack LaLanne succumbed to that at
Age 96 because he didn’t get in to see the Doctor until it was too late.. breathing is important
i made two Hours of Dance in somewhat of a colder than usual sweat.. at Walmart and yeah it did take
longer much longer about an Hour in until i really starting smiling within.. that smile without distance.. space
and time or even matter.. that smile of playing with Gravity surely like Playing With God too.. such a Sunshine outlook
as ever
reaching
rays that
place is..
that
is never
land indeed
no place and
every place center
beyond the UniVerse now
in only Subjective Human Terms of course…
it’s been a very long while since i’ve felt less than
invincible hehe.. at least as long as the last Intestinal
Virus in the Fall that Katrina unfortunately shared with me too..
i suppose in this way getting sick may be part of the Balancing act
for Bi-Polar inclinations but as you say “bringing smiles to ourselves…sometimes
we have to do it to/for ourselves so we don’t spiral into a dark place. We must hold on to the yellow.”
Not feeling in optimal physical Health i was Just thinking how fortunate i am to be able to explore the depths
of online.. always potential adventure to learn something new.. never running out of somewhere else to go.. the people
we may meet may in deed be magic like you my Friend Shawna who accept us and listen to what we have to say.. and then of
course there
are those
who have
hidden
agendas strategies
as we become cogs
in the machines
they continue
to oil collecting
likes follows shares and
hoping for more money and overall
Life advantage more.. smiles i love the feeling
of open ended wandering for whatever magic may come
next always best when we do not get caught in lairs for after all the
Web is a Web.. one would expect to Find Spiders who wanna consume us too.. hehe..
just a metaphor nothing against spiders haha.. not much in Nature scares me but i can’t
stand the thought of touching roach legs and oh no.. no dust in this house not at least
that escapes the once 20/15 Vision of Katrina that is likely only 20/20 now she is
like my Grandmother on my Mother’s Side Working 7 Days a Week as a Waitress
Walking to Work doing this for a Decade Raising a Family of 3 Girls and in her
Spare time on Her knees Scrubbing the Wood Floors of her Little Shot-gun
Home with a Million Dollar View of the River and the Forest of God
Together.. it was funny that house wasn’t worth much but
we lived in the spot that inspired the Whole Town to
Grow.. it inspired me a lot too.. Nature Lives
Forever now always changing while i
enjoy online i’m glad i had
the opportunity to
make stories
in my Head..
i used to imagine seeing
Brutus from Popeye Hiding in the
Shadows of the Railroad Trestle
little did i know one day i
would marry Olive
Oil and Speaking
of that i’ve eaten Spinach
For the 3rd time today i am
what i am and what i am i will be
when i want a change in my mood i have a way of putting
myself in a trance now and achieving it some days it is faster
Dancing other days it is faster in whatever melody of song slips off my Fingers..
there is no Bronchitis where i am at now my Airways are open back to no distance
space or time just the place of no matter a Vortex of touching it all lightly with no effort..
oh what
mind over
matter
will
do particularly
when we come
to feel and sense
All is God Mind and there
is No Separation other than the
illusion when we are not in that place now…
True Sleeping with the eyes of Jesus wide awake..
so easy to promise paradise when it is now and real
and never really out of touch.. the value of that shotgun
home.. that River that Forest those Multi-colored Crabs
Reaching up to say hello to me.. there is so much of life to experience beyond
words so much that will never be put into words which makes this endeavor ever more
“Xanadu” is a song by the Canadian rock band Rush from their 1977 album A Farewell to Kings. It is approximately eleven minutes long, beginning with a five-minute-long instrumental section before transitioning to a narrative written by Neil Peart, which in turn was inspired by the Samuel Taylor Coleridge poem “Kubla Khan”.
In Peart’s lyrics, the narrator describes searching for a place called “Xanadu” that will grant him immortality. After succeeding in this quest, a thousand years pass, and the narrator is left “waiting for the world to end”, describing himself as “a mad immortal man”.
Although the song does not explicitly state where “Xanadu” is, references to Kubla Khan imply that it is a mythical place based on Shangdu, the historical summer capital of the Mongol Empire.[1]”
-From Wiki
i couldn’t find the Mystic of God easily at Church when Younger as i couldn’t break the codes of the Hidden meanings of the Parables
on the Other Hand before there was online there were Air Waves of the Radio and Rush.. Neil Peart recently falling to Brain
Cancer this Song Produced the Year you are born in ’77 such a year for transcendental Music taking our Emotions
And Senses to where the Musicians go in the height of the Art of their Flow.. and Rush so intelligent they
didn’t even need ‘external substances’ to take us to a Deeper Part of Ocean Flow truly so far
beyond words
and truly so
Close to Words
to the Spirit the HeART
The Soul Coloring the Wind
of the World More.. in whatever Art that comes next…
there is the external world that we measure observable with
Tools of Science We Create to Replicate What works in life and
then there is the Art that will never Be Held Prisoner by 12 inch Rulers
Smiles this Music almost catches up to what it’s Like to Live in my Mind when all my cylinders are firing..
such bliss such never ending Joy just a Christmas Tree Lighting up with ever more Colors of Paradise now..
No one can
stop me where i go…
There is a Freedom
Here that is beyond
All Measurable
Tools
and
Devices of Humanity..:)
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FReEDoMLoVEGoDWinD
Luck of the Irish i suppose… A Backyard With Song Birds
Full of Greenest Clover in January with Daffodils blooming
ugh now if this Flu will let go.. Stark Spring Again in Winter…
“The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not
waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.”
― Neil Peart, Ghost Rider: Travels on the Healing Road
“A modern-day warrior
Mean mean stride
Today’s Tom Sawyer
Mean mean pride
Though his mind is not for rent
Don’t put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day’s events –
The river
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
-Catch the mist – Catch the myth
-Catch the mystery – Catch the drift
The world is the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his skies are wide
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the space he invades
He gets by on you
No, his mind is not for rent
To any god or government.
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren’t permanent –
But change is
What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
-Catch the witness – Catch the wit
-Catch the spirit – Catch the spit
The world is the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his eyes are wide
Exit the warrior
Today’s Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to
The friction of the day”
-Neil Peart, Rush
Freedom to Art Who We Are Authentically
Without an Every Day Practice of Lying Now
is surely one way to Flow as a “Real Tom Sawyer”
Living in the Present Gift not having to keep track of
inconsistencies of Integrity of Past and Future Nows
Honestly i’m a Bit exhausted from this Flu Recovering yes
But Sparks of Creativity are not driving me the way they usually
Do Welcome to the Human Condition not always Predictable but Let
it surprise you as change is the True Consistency of Life.. it is kind of nice
to relax and do nothing but that’s not my Nature my Nature is to move.. connect
and co-create.. never wanna be trapped as a Vegetable Behind a TV Again or a Video
Game/Job orchestrated by the rules of someone else.. there is a place of Freedom Wild Primal
Feeling a place where Fear does not live and Wings Grow and Spread out to Fly even Higher
Wherever We travel to
Next.. best to savor every
Moment of it if one ever finds
this place still as a Human Animal now
someone is stuck in Traffic now as we speak..
true at least there are Podcasts to Listen to but
Still Prisoner of Cars and Roads.. Nature Breathes
Free all the stress in the Human World is no method of
madness at all for a Bird who Soars above all that to continue to be Free….
not truly belonging to any Group Think Organization is surely one way to set
These Wings Free… Easy.. no.. as a Social Animal May End up Howling At the Moon
for the colors of Creativity that they find on their own.. but still there is the exploration
the fresh new feelings and senses of the World Wander Lust indeed Within Inside
outside above so below and All around and i’ll probably take another nap before
i go work-out for my 3rd successful go along with 2 Dance Events through all
This ending Recovery of Flu Still Pushing up Public Dancing in 76 Months
to 12,560 Miles now.. still moving connecting co-creating still going just doing it now..:)
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Predators come in
Coyote Colors… ‘Max
the Cat’.. Smart enough to
See And Stand his Ground
BRinGinG
ORDeR
OuT oF
CHaOS
MaGiC
MaKinG
ArT OuT
oF ORDeR
CReaTinG LoVE OuT oF ArT
MaKiNG A HoME OuT Of YouR MoViE
SeaT oF SouL SPiRiT AcTinG HeART
GoLDeN Age: CREaTiNG MaKinG LoVE iN ALL Y.O.U. DO:
HEaVeNoW ‘God’s LoVE’ uP to: US From: Feel/Sense/Create/Make
Just read a Study that Human Empathy is Down 40 Percent… Schools
may eventually Have to teach it test it Now For continuing Human
Survival… SMiLes thanks for the link up to your Newest Blog It all
Made me Smile i am so exhausted from the Flu and continuous
Recovery after making it thru a Work-Out tonight that hehe.. i just
about have Writer’s Block but that’s Hard to do when all in Life becomes
a Blessing to relate and next thing ya know feel and sense yes you are rolling
with whatever Wave comes next staying on as long as possible it is a bit of Kind Nostalgia
knowing that i have something that will eventually totally go away and i’ll be as strong as i ever
was… i’ve been blessed that way since ‘Hell’ For sure.. as challenges come and do go.. what i will remember most about this Story Book Flu is the support i received from
my online Friends and particularly you too Shawna Baby
and the fact that i spent a Whole Ton of Hours
With Nothing Better
to do than Hug
Katrina
there
can and
will be a bright
side of things in all
The Dark of Night too..
i kept on waking up smelling
a Fruity Smell last night that happened
to me before when i was very sick.. i felt
better about it when Katrina said she smelled
it when she woke up too.. hehe it was probably
a Bit of Cough Medicine Flowering the House
as a sweet left over of the flu.. those Ilama’s
on Your Blog are so cute they made me
smile their life is so simple Just to
Be hehe.. sure the flu will
Bring back the
Bare
Necessities
of Furry Hugs too..
It’s What Mammals Do when
they Exercise their empathy for
Each other it’s what they feel too
just a bit of love to keep life moving…
Thanks Shawna still coughing but woke up super super relaxed
Thinking Feeling Sensing the many Degrees Depths and Dimensions
of Hugs Healing Hugs that do come in this State of Being recovering from
something as small and large as the Flu… there was a day i would have spent
at least half this recovery at work.. and sadly there are still those who practically
have to spend their entire Flu at Work if they are in the first 6 Months at a Job like Walmart
as they get demerits for the Flu in the First Six Months of Work there.. smiles i remember long
ago a Young Woman in the Military when i worked for the Military and how she said wouldn’t it be wonderful if there were no work requirements
and a snuggle could be reality
for a full day in Bed but isn’t
This what Mother’s Do with
their New Born Children
isn’t this what Cats
Do with Us
when they
Give up
their Killing
Ways of the Wild
and Move to the other Dimension
of Making Biscuits and Purring Life…
if a Feral Cat Like Yellow Boy Lightening
Fast on His Feet catching Squirrels soaring
over Fences with His Prey will do this so can we..
i’m feeling a bit Domesticated today hehe and it feels
good to slow down this way.. fortunately i am in a position
where i can do that these days.. Glad you are in a ‘Traditional Position’
of Stay at Home Mom.. Yes that will make all the difference in the World
for Your Children the rest of their Life there is no substitute for a Mother
and true there is no substitute for Love.. for all the Dimensions that will be a Hug
i get to go to see my Psychiatrist today been going since the Dead Zone Days back in
2008 every 3 Months now.. it feels like a bit of a mini-vacation for His Office is at Navarre
Beach meaning a visit with him and a Visit with the Healing Beach too.. nah.. i won’t be dancing
in Reverse in Deep Sands with Athletic Shoes for Miles today but i will take in the Gulf Breeze and
Dance that way Within at least.. and sure i’ll take the less extreme option still and do a rather relaxed Dance at Walmart depending on how i feel.. there are days that it is Nice Just to be appreciate of being Alive…
The Lesson
of the Flu
what we often
take for granted
every breath of
the gift of life
we do take
in ease
as
long
as we appreciate
our Breaths and
the Hugs that we
Give and Share in Life for Real…
Life is Good i Embrace Suffering this way..:)
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Gospel of Thomas the Gospel without ‘the myths’
114) Simon Peter said to Him, “Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life.”
Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”
*114F) ‘Mary’ said to ‘Paul’, “Let ‘John’ Leave us, for men are
not worthy of Life.”
‘Mary’ said, “I myself shall lead him in order to make him
female, so that he too may become a living spirit resembling me
as Female. For every man who will make himself female will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”
*Just a Logical extension considering how closely this follows
the recommendation of Jung Balancing the Animus (Divine Masculine) And
Anima (Divine Feminine) For a Foundation of Love in Balance of Grace Holding
up True Will and Strength Without Fear as Fear Destroys all related to True Love.
Of course if You are Evangelical and Take it Literally You Will more than Likely
Force Women to become Transgender so they will be Worthy of Spiritual Life.
It’s worth Noting that in 2020 there is still only one Century separating the
Ratification of A Woman’s Right to Vote with the 19th Amendment.
The Catholic Church still hasn’t extended this Right to Women
for the Priesthood in the United States as let’s face it they just
aren’t considered ‘Good Enough’ to do it. Human Beings
are still barely crawling out of their Cocoon. And it
continues to terrify some folks as they do become free; just free.
Speaking of that; this one also comes to mind; ‘God is very very close’.
‘Magic Mike XL’ is nothing new ‘under the Sun’ either.
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Any of this could have been included in the final revision of the Bible;
Someone determined taking the Power away from the People who are Freer is a better way.
And that Brings Us Still to Modern Evangelicals plus Trump and a desire to take freedoms for ALL away.
It’s Like a Cultural Virus now that sadly Just will not give up; and yes a very Human Virus too; still in deed.
It’s the Kind of Virus that Eats the Face of the only Home (God) We Have and Looks forward to the destruction
of the whole Damn thing. Humans are not Rational; Never Have been; Never Will be, overall. The Signs are clear.
On the other Hand, Hugs make perfect sense to me when they are real; Smiles that come from within Sincere and
True too. i still would not give that Up to be a ‘Perfect Rational Robot’, without a HeART; Science suggests that
Levels of Empathy have dropped 40 Percent now in this ‘Brave New World’; Once again; the Signs are clear.
Without Empathy for others
there is surely no Empathy
for the Rest of Nature and
Surely no Agape Love that
the Teacher Jesus relates too;
that is Universal and Human When Nurtured and Gardened this way.
And Honestly, overall, very few FreaKinG Care; the signs are clear.
Meh; when in Rome; ignore it and live; what other REAL choice is there…
Let’s make this Message 108 for Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS i’m Ready to Hear ‘The Wind’…
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SMiles Shawna… Mother’s And Grandmother’s verily are best at their
Recipes and i bet your Cornbread Recipe is best too.. i grew up in an extended
Family so i am glad your Father’s Father has been helping too as my Grandmother surely
did when i was growing up.. best prayers to him for his coming Surgery tomorrow i remembered
you saying before Your Husband has Diabetes best wishes to him for taking care of his Health the best he
Can.. most of my Family has been spared that issue except for my Uncle’s Children as both of them struggle(d)
with type 1 Diabetes but of course there are other issues all Families have them.. the nice thing is having a large
Family that manages to stick together well and extended as it is getting harder and harder for folks to maintain Friendships
as there are just too many distractions like life overall.. hehe.. really glad my Sister and Her partner lives Next door as that
is a bit of an extended family.. but i will say if i had living Children i couldn’t help but to be worried about their Future in this
World.. i hope there will always be Mercy for Mothers and Children who need help when hard times come.. i hope your
Husband and His Father Live many more Years
and that you continue to find connections in the
Congregation that you are part of as its nice to see
familiar faces in Church like Work We are close to a few
when we are there but nothing ever comes of it more than that..
again.. people are just busy.. so much going on so much to do.. it’s
okay until you really need Help in Life and there is no one in the Flesh
And Blood World to help i understand your Fears.. before i became Financially
Secure so much kept me up at night in Sweats.. i felt like i was under the gun for
way too long.. the flu really is so much easier than that as at least it doesn’t last
for Years and Years and Years of just General Anxiety over and over again.. then…
particularly hard when you are afraid to ask for help too as back then
any diagnosis at all might mean one day you couldn’t get insured
at all.. i almost
gave my life
for those
Golden
Hand-Cuffs
of Federal Retirement
Benefits it was almost only
Katrina who benefitted but hey
that’s what a Husband does he takes
care of the Financial Needs of the Family whatever it takes
it’s true i did whatever it takes and i’ll never look back to be sorry for that..
Now i hope to pursue ‘Mystic Rhythms’ soon when all of this Flu Flies away in Cool
Breeze as all The Beautiful Seagulls did today at Navarre Beach.. i danced to this Song
Mystic Rhythms at Super Walmart… at the Beach and OMG with a Second Winds did a few
miles in the deep sand at the Beach but i only listened to the Gulf Breeze and the Song of Seagulls
Free.. there are just some days that a Song of Nature is enough Healing Force unto itself God’s Hands all over us..
plus my Psychiatrist the Newest one is super smart and on top of Research in Multi-Disciplines and we always talk
about super interesting stuff like all of Existence as one Mind and one Consciousness connected in other Words God
as Science increasingly is showing now.. true God may Turn out to be bigger than any one book but God Does actually exist..
it was and is surely
always beyond my
pay grade to paint
all the Colors of God
there is no end to beyond
Infinity to paint More colors
really the only way any of us could stand eternity is change..
meanwhile one hug lasts forever as now is forever always has been always will be best with a hug i see at least..
and sure some Mystic Rhythms that continue to create New Connections of the Colors of our Christmas Tree too…
SMiLes Sohair my my it’s been a very long Day visiting my Psychiatrist as i continue
to see one quarterly ever since my Dead Zone Days back in 2008.. fortunately the
Psychiatrist Office is at Navarre Beach a Very Foggy Day it was but still able
to Capture Many Beautiful Seagulls Soaring in Acrobatic Flight seemingly
posing Close to my iPhone Captures of that Wild Peaceful and
Yes continuous Hungry Beauty.. Katrina Had some
Bread Edges to Feed them and they where
willing to do all kinds of tricks to receive
the next Hand-out Hehe.. i danced
a Few Miles in the Deep Sand in Athletic
Shoes as today i got some of my Wind Back From
the Flu as we Went to Walmart too as i continued Slowly
there and i must say i am very worn-out now hope i wake
up stronger tomorrow instead of weaker into relapse of Bronchitis
but that Gulf Air Sure Was Fresh there was hardly anybody there and
it was warm about 72 Degrees F which explains all the Fog in January of course.
Thanks for coming by “Color World Love 2020” and visiting me with very nice
Wishes of
Happy 2020
God Willing
as you say Insha Allah
too my Friend Plenty of Roses
and Flowers of FRiEnDSHiP to you too!…
“When you do everything for the sake of God(Allah)..
When you have a message and do your best for it..
When you serve and help for only Your Creator..
When you love and wish good even for those
who do not like you because they do not know you …
Be sure that you will be rewarded…
Your reward is the love of God..
You will feel it in every breath you take..
In every step you make..
He will surround you and cover you with his love..
You will feel that you are so strong..
You will feel that you are a whole country..
not just a single individual…
You will feel that you are protected…
You will feel enough…yes..enough..
You will become a source of giving..
You won’t need to take..
Because you have enough and you are enough…”
-Sohair
Allah says…
Those who believe and do righteous deeds,
the Most Merciful will give them love.
Mariam Chapter
Verse 96…
إِنَّ الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ سَيَجْعَلُ لَهُمُ الرَّحْمَٰنُ وُدًّا (96)
Smiles Sohair i’m Speechless all i can do for this is Quote It For Truth..:)
Price of Relative Free Will
is Responsibility for our Actions
no matter How Difficult it is to Regulate our
Emotions And Integrate Our Senses and to Understand
that if not for the Grace of our Fortunes in Life we surely could
be in Much Different Shoes now.. which really doesn’t leave us much room to
Judge.. and then Yes.. truly while we can do our best to help others with the Divine
Love You Described We can never assure ourselves We will Save the Individual but
What We will do at best is be Kind the Best We Can with Divine and Forgiving Love
so true unless
one lives in a
State of Being
that is Divine
Love These three
things can and will
be so hard to do.. as one may
Lose Patience… Patience is a Key
to So much in Life but anyway i surely
will relate to the Pain Triangle of the Savior
The Executioner and the Victim by the Grace of
God We Do Breathe Love not to fall to the Negative Aspects of those roles..:)
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God
Breathes
Balance Nature
Breathes Grace
iF i HavE To TeLL YoU WHaT
KinD oF PoETrY i WRitE
iT’s PoETrY SCiEnCE
iF i HavE To TeLL YoU WHaT
KinD oF MaRTiaL ArTs i Do
iT’s MaRTiaL SCiEnCE
ArT
iS
T
NoRuLE
HaPPY ALWaYS MoRE THaNONE CoLoR
PainT Colors oF WinDLiVEHeARTS WeaR
SLeeves oF SoUL Trees TRuE SPiRiTS LoVE ReAL
In a World of Avatars really what is Genuine
what is even Real.. as of course when we only
hear text from others we give them our Imaginary
Voice for them when they speak to us.. there is really
no other choice other than to pretend they are not there…
Anyway this much i know
the Flu is Frigging
Real and oh
Lord does
it bring
Us back
to Biology
in the Flesh and
Blood World but true even when
i was so weak i could hardly type
i could still travel to the other side of
the World in an instant.. and assign
a Make-Believe voice to someone else
who i have never Heard their voice or seen
anything of who they are.. the ‘thing’ about a counterfeit
reality online is.. it doesn’t have to get sick it doesn’t have to grow older..
it’s practically no distance.. space.. or time.. and matter of fact it fits through
a Fiber Optic Cable all of what we see and do in ‘this other place’ now.. when
Imaginary Worlds take shape.. perhaps it offsets some of the other non-genuine
stuff in life
but what i
do know
is Real..
Getting over
the Flu Completely
no Counterfeit for that!
sorry to hear you are still
sick and i do mean that hehe…
SMiles This is my 10th Day of Flu and the Day
i decided to go to the Doctor as the Bronchitis keeps
coming back stronger at night.. and the concern from the Doctor was
to prevent it from moving into Pneumonia Land so i got some Antibiotics to take
and after taking another nap i feel a bit refreshed like perhaps i’m finally coming back
and no longer being consumed by Mother Nature’s Arm of Human Disease.. yeah.. i really appreciate
how i’ve been able to take for granted so much Robust Health for so long.. and yes look forward to feeling
that way again..
where at least
i feel like i am building
up and not tearing down
and falling apart.. so humbling
Yes.. so breath taking away… no substitute
For Vigor of Health.. but yeah it’s our Minds too as they
get foggy like the rest of our body too.. i’m used to focus not all
this drifting around in my mind.. but it’s all part of the Biology
all is connected we are a Biome of Bacteria too.. ProBiotics
at best.. and just plain
out of whack
out of
Balance
And Foreign
Invaded when out of Wellness…
Anyway i’m coming back not quite
Roaring yet but i’m coming back with Smiles Shawna…
We Most all Have Our Perceived Order and Out of Order too…
So Nice When All Cylinders are tuned and nothing is too far our of Synch
But true only Biological Beings Energy oF LiGHT are We.. subject to so much
Potential change but that’s Great too as what Breaks Down may come Back and
that’s the Real Magic When You Come to Find the Reality of what you didn’t Believe
is possible before is Your Reality Now for you found a way to make all the Parts fit together
in a greater effect of synergy.. We Are Clay in this Feel and Sense of Life And We Do have much
to Say and Do for Who We Are and continue to change to be now.. the last go around seeing my
Psychiatrist 3 Months ago.. he had not gone to see the ‘Joker’ Movie but he saw it and agreed
with me for how excellent a job it did in showing where the darkness of the Mind in a Dark
Enough Environment Will Go and by the Grace of God We can’t discount the option that
we would not go there either if similarly gifted in Dark Fortunes of Life.. basically
if you
are
Loved
and Love
And Actually FeeL iT
Consider LiFE Magic NoW
For increasingly there are Broken Down Humans.
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Yes Vitamin C is Great! and nah.. i haven’t been sleeping in a recliner
can’t find a way to fit Katrina in that way but yes.. sounds like a good idea as the
Bronchitis seems to cough up a lot better upright than lying prone oh Lord So many naps..
considering i started the Anti-biotic today.. i decided to skip working out until tomorrow and ended
up taking another nap.. but i do feel stronger now.. thanks for the prayers Shawna been through this Bronchitis
thing many times before.. just not after the Flu since i haven’t encountered that since 1986.. so i am playing it safe
as i’ve seen too many other relatives in the Hospital dealing with serious bouts of Pneumonia as that generally speaking
is the part of course that could be life threatening.. smiles i’ll just have to skip Dance at the Dance Hall tomorrow night
too.. and hopefully be strong enough for a relaxing work-out instead to keep up my Physical Strength as i’ve had so much
down time with a bit of exercise in between in the last week since last Thursday.. i can be really bad about not slowing
down.. trying to pace myself now
better to avoid any complications
with Health that i won’t easily be
able to turn back.. rest and recovery
rest and recovery and i remember using
that Vapor Rub on my Chest back when i was
sick at 18-years old wasn’t something my Mother
ever did for me.. but my Girlfriend at the time’s family
did it for me.. funny how you never forget somethings
and what somethings will remind you of.. when the Doctor
listening to me wheezing she said are you sure you are not
having any shortness of breath and i said no as i am still not
having any substantial breathing problems but i do get much
more tired when i exercise having to take longer breaks between
to keep my Breath strong enough to do the exercise without getting
too exhausted.. thanks again for the Prayers Shawna and hope your Husbands’ Father’s Surgery went well…
My Oxygen Level was 98 that made me feel more confident when i saw it..
and yeah i started exercising again just the 4th Day into having the Flu..
i hate it when i start to feel like a Vegetable growing into the Bed..
interestingly during this Flu i haven’t been nasal congested much
it went straight to my chest.. after all the Chills and the
Headaches and Body Aches as such.. where i made
a big mistake was taking the Cough suppressant
as it removed the Urge to cough and get it up out
of my Bronchial Tubes.. Katrina said i am actually coughing
less frequently and sound less congested even without the Cough Suppressant
Now one of the Most difficult parts of this Flu has been the extreme Fatigue and Malaise
as it tends to make me feel almost like i am depressed and i surely wanna stay far away from that..
smiles writing
helps and
keeps me
motivated
not to go back
to nap.. i suppose i
should name this Blog post
Something about the Flu but hey
at least it didn’t end up being the
Walking Pneumonia and the Boogie Woogie Flu
i’ve Never Had Pneumonia and don’t want a first
Thanks Shawna for all Your thoughtful and helpful
remedies for what is currently illing me i plan on
Getting Well Very Soon Now to truly appreciate every breath!…
OG i was really Fortunate that Nausea wasn’t much of this Flu that really becomes a problem
with Dehydration with all the Sweats that come too.. Smiles i suppose Katrina might have wanted
to beat the Mucous Out of my Back like they do tapping the Backs of Children when i drank a whole
Bunch of Water and had a Coughing Fit and spit up like a Whole Glass of Water on the Kitchen Floor…
it was kinda
funny in a strange
way perhaps it was because
it didn’t Hurt like really throwing
up but Katrina said oh my God why did you
do that.. it was just a reflex and i was glad the
Antibiotic i just took didn’t come up.. that’s about
as far as i’ve gotten with throwing up
some smaller volumes when
you get caught in a
coughing attack
and your
Stomach
and Lungs
sort of come up
at the same time as
a reflex like the Kitchen
Floor experience.. this thing has
hung on way too long but if i had
to choose it would probably be this
over the Last Intestinal Virus i had in
October as Katrina said i literally sounded
and looked like that Girl from ‘the Exorcist’ movie
being Catholic Then that Movie really scared me like
‘the Omen’ with the 3- 6’s in the Birthday too.. couldn’t find
any marks of the Devil on my Body so i was good to go.. hehe…
i really am starting to feel better thank you so nice to have someone out
there who cares about your Welfare as a Friend.. you make me feel better thank you Shawna..:)
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“Oganesson” Element 118 Heaviest on Chart OG discovered Just
Last Decade.. and of course Hydrogen H Number 1 and Lightest
Oh Lord so Long since Chemistry in High School but thanks
to Google always an opportunity to catch up on New and
Exciting Elementary Events..
Building Blocks
of what we
are and
what we
see Synergy
of all we are
how nice it is to
be the Forest without
worrying too much about the trees…
Congratulations Frank for “Kids at Heart” Publishing three of your poems for their future anthology.
So True it is Compassionate Empathy derived from Understanding Cognitive Empathy that may Diffuse
Affective Raw Emotions in the Heat of the Moment.. reminds me of the Decades spent working at a
Military Bowling Center and insuring Chaos didn’t break-out ‘tween Drunken Sailor Bowlers..
continues to help me with my Patience and understanding
of the Differences encountered daily with the
Human Condition
University of
the Human
Condition truly
a Military Bowling
Center is a Microcosm of a Human Society
it was truly an invaluable experience of Being Human
Such a Human Job it was.. bringing a Life Long Hobby
as well Studying Humans… Apparitions Do Come in Life’s
Darkest Winter Moments my Mother with All Her Despair
early in her Marriage not sure then if she would be able to
make it was visited by a Bearded Man With Piercing Green
Eyes surrounding the Room in Light with the Comfort that all
would turn out fine..
what a gift
it made
the difference to her..
i wanted a visit like that too..
but mine was different for when i fell
deepest in Dark not having any idea if i would
make it so vivid a waking Dream of a Fiery Red Headed
Woman in a White Robe with Piercing Green eyes of Strength
as that was what i needed then.. floating above me a once in a lifetime
apparition a gift in deed
both experiences..
true i had the
Potential
for that
connection too..
i suppose i just got
a Female Version of ‘Jesus’ instead…
i suppose a question is what is enough
and another question is simply What is…
Smiles after the 10th Day of the Flu it’s humbling
to understand
it’s all about Breathing..
every breath worth Giving and
Sharing but of course best without dis ease..:)
Dogs Caught in Flight Flying ‘Tween Forest Trees
Smiles took be back to my Childhood and the Joy of Running
Barefoot on the Asphalt of My Neighborhood Block.. just the
exhilaration of Running over and over as fast as i could.. smiles
i once raced against the fastest Human in High School back in 1975..
Houston McTear Who had the World Record then in the 100-Yard Dash
From His Little
Town of Baker
Florida Not many
Miles to the East of Where i live..
Smiles i slowed to Jogging for a Decade
And came back then to Dance i no longer
can Jog or Sprint but one Adapts and Dances on..
Thanks for the memory sadly i found Out that Houston
Died of Cancer Just a Few Years ago just googling Him he had
problems with Drugs ended up being Homeless but made his
way back before the end…
SMiLes Turning Points
Still Points in deed
that change
our Life Smiles
after 10 Days of the
Flu Perhaps i am feeling one too..
for the
good
of course
For Healing Dance…
SMiLes Xenia i’ve Never Seen Snow Capped
Mountains surely nice to See the View
from Your Scotland Window…
SMiLes Xenia i Believe the
Windows of the Soul of Dog’s
Eyes so Sincerely And Genuinely
Speak a Truth of Flesh and Blood that
We are All
Family
without
exception
For true Dogs
Will Love Cats too..:)
“How we deal with death is at least as
important as how we deal with life, wouldn’t you say?”
— Kirk, “The Wrath of Khan,” stardate 8130.3.
Impossible to accept only one and really live….
“It is not the function of our Government to keep the citizen from falling into error;
it is the function of the citizen to keep the Government from falling into error.”
— Robert H. Jackson (1892-1954), U.S. Judge
Timely.. Timely in deed…
“A man who carries a cat by the tail is getting experience that will always be helpful.
He isn’t likely to grow dim or doubtful. Chances are, he isn’t likely to carry the cat
that way again, either. But if he wants to, I say let him!”
— Mark Twain
i Choose Purr..:)
“If people were required to know the law rather than to obey it,
the government would be overthrown the next day.”
It’s becoming harder to TELL the difference…
— Smart Bee
Folly, thou conquerest, and I must yield!
Against stupidity the very gods
Themselves contend in vain. Exalted reason,
Resplendent daughter of the head divine,
Wise foundress of the system of the world,
Guide of the stars, who are thou then, if thou,
Bound to the tail of folly’s uncurb’d steed,
Must, vainly shrieking, with the drunken crowd,
Eyes open, plunge down headlong in the abyss.
~~ Johann Christian Friedrich von Schiller, The Maid of Orleans ~~
i’ll take the Stars too…. other wise….
“It is not necessary that whilst I live I live happily; but it is necessary
that so long as I live I should live honourably.”
— Kant, Immanuel (1724-1804)
i’ll do both just for the heck of it….
“What is the first business of one who studies philosophy?
To part with self-conceit. For it is impossible for any one to begin
to learn what he thinks that he already knows.”
— Epictetus (c. 60 AD) — How to apply general Principles to particular Cases, —
Discourses, Book ii, Chap. xvii
That’s why i Dance i to know nothing….
“Don’t confuse the water with the pump.”
— Tom Wolfe
As Above So Below..:)
“We should have a great many fewer disputes in the world if
only words were taken for what they are, the signs of our ideas only,
and not for things themselves.”
— John Locke
True When God Became Words God
Became Small enough to put into one IDOL Word…
“Listen to the colour of your dreams.”
— John Lennon 1966
It’s Nice to Really See….
“Truth never hurts the teller.”
— Robert Browning
So much Easier to Remember When You Don’t have to….
“Even a single hair casts its shadow.”
— Publius Syrus — Maxim 228
Highlights No Highlights without Shadows…
“For a man can lose neither the past nor the future; for how can one take from
him that which is not his? So remember these two points: first, that each thing
is of like form from everlasting and comes round again in its cycle, and that it
signifies not whether a man shall look upon the same things for a hundred
years or two hundred, or for an infinity of time; second, that the longest
lived and the shortest lived man, when they come to die, lose one and the same thing.”
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121-180 AD) — Meditations, ii, 14
Now is all that is…
“A grave, wherever found,
preaches a short and pithy sermon to the soul.”
— Hawthorne
Now is all that is…
So Let’s Have Fun!
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HMM aS ‘They’ Say iF The
‘Sandal/Shoe/Slipper’ Fits
And If You Can Take It Off.
iLove ‘God’ But ‘Religion’/’Politics’
Not So Much My God Is ‘The Beach’
My God Neither Wears Clothes Or
Human Lies oF iGnorance And Deceit
Longer Story Shorter with Moral the Dream
was in deed Prophetic This Country is at
War for the Truth And the ‘Bomb Shell’ Exploded
Either Defend the Constitution Judiciously
Now Or Break the Law too by Breaking ‘the Oath’…
Noting that the GAO has exonerated all other players
on the Lawful Side.. Now it is up to the Republican Senate…
i woke up at 10 am and saw where the Government Watch Dog
the GAO concluded the Trump Administration BROKE THE LAW
i’ll never Forget the anticipation of not knowing what the First Rocket was…
listening for the impact the full impact next…
Yeah it’s true during the Flu you will
have Vivid Dreams from Deep Down
that are Hard to Forget…
We were at War
on our Soil
But No one
was Dying… yet…
A Plane from the
Middle East Landed…
Moving up to Downtown Pensacola Another Rocket Flying Just Above
the Buildings Descending to the North… Evening Sky Grew Luminous Green
Rocket coming from Gulf South Close to Horizon No Sounds of Explosions…
Only Questions… Back at Building 633 the Administration Building at NASP
i used to work at i was Hanging up Many Keys at the Quarterdeck
i woke up early coughing a bit too hard drawing blood so i eased
up and went back to bed…. The 11th Day… The Flu is a Kind of
Reminder A Short Lived Purgatory to give Thanks for this
Gift of
Life
that is Just that Gift…
Yes Shawna Thank You i really am feeling better the Antibiotic Seems
to be taking Care of what turned into a Bacterial Infection of my Bronchial
Tubes.. oh Lord all that Roaring and Other Animal Grunting Noises i make when
Feeling oh so Robust came back to haunt me a bit early this morning as i got up and
Coughed so wildly i drew a bit of blood up.. so i moved back to Domesticated Animal coughing
Style and no more issue with that.. anyway it was a bit disconcerting waiting to see if the blood
would go away which it did fairly quickly
And then i went into a deep deep
Sleep and had a very very Vivid
And rather Disturbing Dream…
i worked at the Naval Air Station
Pensacola back in the early 2000’s
And Hurricane Ivan later destroyed all the
Buildings on the Gulf Side so all that was left
was a Gulf View and a barren Parking Lot.. i actually
worked in the Administration Building for the Captain of the
Base as one of his many Assistants i was in charge of approving
Printing Jobs for the Station Oh God it was so F in Boring.. anyway
there is a Quarter Deck Office Where Historically Key Holders Bring
Security Keys back to a common point.. i had so many keys to return then
it was almost overwhelming.. the Dream was set at Night where Suddenly
the Evening Sky over the Gulf through the Big Plate Glass Windows Grew
Luminous Green and a Rocket close to the Southern Horizon was coming
overhead toward the North with my First thought oh Shit that’s the direction
Katrina is in our home now.. i wasn’t sure what kind of Rocket it was so i waited
for a noise and nothing Happened then in the Next Part of the Dream i was further
North in Downtown Pensacola and Another Rocket was Lobbing Above the Buildings
Surely coming Down Just a few Blocks North from where i was but still no noise of effect..
The Navy Escorted a Plane from the Middle East down to a rough landing on a Downtown
Road.. Obviously
We were at War
With someone
As there were Tanks
Lining the Roads and New
Types of Military Equipment i had
never seen before.. it was really scary
to think this is happening here not somewhere
else in armchair View of a TV Set as that is all the kind
of War i’ve seen since a small child just somewhere else..
of course there are other Wars of Prejudice most all of us
Encounter at some part of our Lives.. in 3 days it will be 6 and
a Half Years yes 78 Months Living in a State of ‘Roar’ where i have
had almost no fear in my heART Comfortable in my Body as it became
a Work of Art instead of an obstacle to Navigate that seemed detached
from my Mind all of those Decades before.. in other words i finally became a Man..
SMiLes the Gift of a Mother is in deed the Nurture of Love the Grace of Balance of a fair
and even touch.. but then there is the Gift of the Father as i always wanted my Father who left
at three to show me how to live without fear and anxiety as i never saw any on his Law Enforcement Face…
but he didn’t have anything
to say other than when my
Child was having Heart
Surgery as he
told me to
raise him like
a man
placing
the blame on
my Mother for the
insecurities i faced in life..
it’s true i never worried about not having
a Father in my Life.. all the difficulties i wore alone
on my Shoulders to figure out.. it took so long even
a stint in hell for 66 Months.. but of course there is even
the worse failure that a Stepfather or a Father can bring to a daughter…
when he stays.. that must happen more often than reported based on what
has been reported to me in my life Journey’s across the Human Landscape..
Anyway i’ve been Celebrating the Band Rush as their Drummer Neil Peart passed
away with surely much time to reflect with their Songs and the History of my Life thru the Flu…
“Tough times demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts
Demand tough songs
Demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts
Demand tough songs
Demand.
We can rise and fall like empires
Flow in and out like the tide
Be vain and smart, humble and dumb
We can hit and miss like pride
Just like pride.
We can circle around like hurricanes
Dance and dream like lovers
Attack the day like birds of prey
Or scavengers undercover.
Look in
To the eye of the storm
Look out
For the force without form
Look around
At the sight and sound
Look in, Look out, Look around.
Tough times demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts demand tough songs
Demand.
We can move with savage grace
To the rhythms of the night
Cool and remote like dancing girls
In the heat of the beat and the lights.
We can wear the rose of romance
An air of joie de vivre
Too tender hearts upon our sleeves
Or skin as thick as thieves.
Look in
To the eye of the storm
Look out
For the force without form
Look around (Rising)
At the sight and sound (Falling at force ten)
Look in, Look out, Look around. (We twist the world and ride the wind.)
Tough times demand tough talk
Demand tough hearts
Demand tough songs
Demand.
Look in
To the eye of the storm
Look out
For the force without form
Look around
At the sight and sound
Look in, Look out, Look around.
Look in
Look the storm in the eye
Look out
To the sea and the sky
Look around
At the sight and sound
Look in, look out, look around.
Tough times demand tough hearts
Tough times demand tough talk”
-Force 10 Rush
For So Long Now i’ve lived this
Song Fully Alive and Free in Another Life Separate from
Before.. it’s truly been Magic and i hope more is to come…
i’m Glad i documented in detail all of where i’ve come on this Journey…
for it’s true i’ve really lived fear free in Joy.. yet so many people have grown
sick and passed away in my family all the beloved cats gone but i got to be
with them and be strong for them before they left this Earth.. in short life is worth living
Just
Rushing Flu Away
Landing on my Feet Again..
All of the Inspirations in Life that
Bring Backbone to Our SoUL With HeART of SPiRiT
Giving Sharing Love For Free Are Truly Priceless worth giving and sharing again..:)
“Rushing Flu Away” in deed the title of this rather
Abbreviated MacroVerse Just another documentation
of DarK Thru Light as there is never either really leaving the other..
so at best we make do with what is.. Recovering is a Blessing so let
me wrap this up and MoVE iN to Another Chapter of Freedom in Health and Well being
Shortly with a tale of the Tape that “SonG of mY SouL” is edging up to 7.7 MiLLioN words
soon enough on the 77th Anniversary of that Longest Epic Long Form Poem on 1.18.2020
just two days away as “Color World Love 2020” is MacroVerse number 906 for that also
Doubling as MacroVerse Number 234 for “Nether Land Bible” for that 43 Month Effort
of 5,143,475 Words as Subtitled Epic Long Form Bible Poem of “SonG oF mY SouL”
but yes there is one more as “Color Love World 2020” Triples as the 132nd
MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” as that 31 Month Endeavor
is also included in the FB Profile Pic Description Areas
each at around 7,000 Words each making Proof
Reading Easy on the Go too.. and yes Just
Free Hard Drive Back-Up Space provided
by Facebook too.. might as well take advantage
of all the Free Avenues provided to Give and Share this Free More too..
ending here with MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date opening Doors up
to more Chambers of this Nautilus Free Verse Poem too as those MacroVerse
Memories include MacroVerse Memories from Years before too.. so with that these…
“GOld FiSH HeaVeN PartY”
“CoLoRs oF HeAVeN Bible 2017”
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017” Consolidating thoughts
About these 3 MacroVerses 2017 surely Sounds Great
in January of 2017 in Fact the Next MacroVerse that
Would come after this has the Word Heaven in it too..
on the Other Hand Just a Few Weeks Past that on
Valentine’s Day of 2017 My Mother would
unexpectedly go to Her Death Bed
in the Hospital in Hospice
With no Food or Drink
for 8 Days
with Undiagnosed
Stage 4 Cancer all over her Body..
So Perhaps these difficulties so far
in January of 2019 are not necessarily
a Dark Omen for the Rest of Coloring the World Love 2020…
“SMiLES LiFE BE iN iT 2018”
“#Y.O.U.2019”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. These three all associated
with New Year’s Resolutions for 2018 and 2019… 2019
was probably the Most Challenging Year to Stay in Heaven..
not every gift you receive in life is necessarily easy some are almost hard as hell..
Never the Less 2020 is the Year to Color the World With Love so now i’ll Rush past the Flu..:)
This Finishes the Writing of “Rushing Flu Away” on 1.16.2020
at 2:30 PM.. Now to Electronically Publish it next putting it all together..:)
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ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
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“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
MacroVerse
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
SouL
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES”
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
“SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
BeYoNd
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
aS “EQUiNoX DanCE
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
AnD WiLL NoW
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
or
LeSS..:)
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
ever
more
NoW WRiTe
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
CoMeS
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
old
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
NoW
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
ABoVE .. Yes..FReEDGoDoLoVENoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
important
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
re-
born
LoVE
iNCaRNaTE NoW..
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Patrick’s
Day
Antics
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)
Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)
Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…
Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
And
Fed
By
Nature..
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW
“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)
Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)
“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)
Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)
“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)
“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)
“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)
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