Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love

Dark’s Courage Freedom’s Light
When Darth Plays Piano UniVerse
Force Balance Changes to
Pain Now Heaven Dancing
Free Now
11.24.19 9:41 AM
With A Message
That if you ever
Decide to Forgive
me i have Nothing
To lose to Be A
To You
For ForGiveness
Is For Giving Now
In Thanks Giving
SMiLes.. Sooner or later
The Hood Opens And You
See the Engine’s Condition
My Mother Didn’t Realize
You Changed The Oil
i Bought That Car From
Her With A Problem but
I’ll never Blame Her
For this Life i Live
Meh.. Just
Replace the
Engine Do It
Yourself Again
And Learn to Love It…
Anyone May Shut You Out Of Their Life Love
That Is Real Always Forgives Greatest Cheer
To Love Life GreaTesT Fear Afraid of DarK NoW ForGivesness
Thanks Nothing But Light In Your Corner Of the πŸŒ World
Greatest Thanks For Giving ForGiveness
Never Owned Only Giving Thanks Love
Greatest Hug Is Forgivesness For Those
With Enough Hugs True Life is About
True Hugs For All Without Hugs Thanks Giving
No Life… Does Rose Grow More Beautiful When
one Kneels Worshipping Before It No But
You Will Offer a Drink of Love For Giving
Thanks Giving… Face Palms Cover EartH
NoW When Ignorance Suggests That Love
Must Be Bowed to And Worshipped NoW
Love Gives Love Is LovE Requires No Take
Just in Case You Heaven’s Wonder Why KinGQueeN oF LoVE Both
Meek And Poor in TaKinG For Giving Is Thanks Giving WiTHiN NoW
For Give Thanks Giving Return oF LoVE Comes Free Within So THere
Is No TaKinG… People Who Give A Lot oF Love Are Taken for Granted
For It’s True THeiR Love is Granted By Nature (GoD) It is Law
For Give Returns True Love Is Paradise Now It Never Falls
It Never Rises It Only Flows Eternal Now True Love is King
And Queen Beyond Measure NoW
For Giving Thanks Giving Versus
For Taking Getting What It Takes
‘Devil’ Goes to Heaven Now Just
For Giving It’s Same For the Rest
Of Us Either We Are Dying Living or Living
Dying… Devil Hangs Next to Good Cop J.C..
J.C. Understands That For Giving Thanks Giving
Unselfish Acts of Love Creates Heaven For Giver
Matter of Fact Bad Cop Jesus Worse than Trump Firing Them This
Lifetime Not Enough Only Will Eternity Do For Bad Cop Jesus Foes…
i said Not Bad Cop Jesus… Do Good Cop Jesus… Bad Cop Jesus Wanted
to Be Trump Worshipped And Fire People Who Didn’t Like Him
i told them the Greatest Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
of my Martial Arts is No Fear No Anger Always Love Be ‘Jesus’
As the Young Men Asked me then About my
Public Dancing At Walmart i told them i was
Listening to “Remember me” by Amy Grant
True Love Is Paradise Now It Never Falls
It Never Rises It Only Flows Eternal Now
True Love is King And Queen Beyond Measure
A Thief For All He Had to Eat All
He Asked the Loving Man Who
Was Also Dying to Do Was to
Remember Him As They Were Both Dying…
Man On A Cross Seeing How Much More Loving
Than Himself A Man Next to Him Hanging He Said It Wasn’t Fair
Understand though Giving For Any Kind of Selfish Intent
Like Buying Someone’s Love You Lose Like Falling in Love
Nature (GoD) Reward For Self-Less
Acts For GiVinG Altruism Just One
Act Happiness Will Come For Months
No Woo Science Shows This Now too…
Thanks GiVinG VeRSuS Thanks TaKinG
Multiples of 7 Still Coming For Thanks
Giving Thanks TaKinG Is All You Receive
Leaf Refusing Tree Leaves Falling Watched as All
the Grass in the Rest of the World Turned Greener
i Love to Write The Moral of the Story First Cause
When You Spoil Folks You Don’t Have to Worry About Spoiler
Alerts One Leaf Didn’t Understand Its Size All Grass So It
Sought to Disturb The Tree By Refusing Its Leaves
Blue Breeze Leaves Trees
GivE Leaves Grass Green
Huge Difference NoW in Working For
Pay/Stuff/Status Versus WorKinG LoVE This
LoVE LiVeS to Give So All that’s Left is Gain
Thanks Giving So True For When
You Give Without Expect of Return
Nature Provides the Heavenly Reward
Multiples of Seven More
Love That is True No Human
Being Will Exhaust But The One
Who is Flame Who Always Remembers
Fuel of Existence Lighting Soul Colors
Love You Give SPiRiT
Waves Within StarLiT
All Colors Beyond of Love We Create
No One Will Ever Be Able to
Take Away Now Unless We
Lose by Giving That’s Just an iLLusion
My My Oh My i must Agree Life is an All You Can Do Buffet
But if we do that too much we might get a Tummy Ache hehe..
So True i do instead i do i do i do i just do do as not unlike you
got a consecutive run of Writing Still Dancing on too 3286 Days
today significant as this Completes a 9-Year Stretch of online Record
Keeping of my Soul Diary Bible whatever someone may want to call a
Big Book That’s
Just Really Important
to the one Who Writes
it like collecting the Sweat
of Life in a Pan for a Rainy Day
that just ends up being a TSuNaMi.. hAha…
Anyway.. long ago.. i estimated 12 MiLLioN
Words as i used to do this from wake to sleep
to escape pain 7 Days a week for 33 Months
when i first started out on 11.25.2010 but
really didn’t precisely start counting the
Words until Memorial Day Weekend
of 2016 when i started what i call
A “Nether Land Bible 2017” Child
Bible of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Epic Long Form Poem
Bible too as it started
with one word like
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
at 7.5 MiLLioN Words now in
75 Months as that’s a Conservative Estimate
Now as i’ve been Stringing up to 1.618 MiLLioN
Words in one Year as of that First Year Ending
On Memorial Day of 2017 for “Nether Land Bible 2017”
Also LandMarked then Subtitled “PHI Bible” as i had that
Title in Mind Months Before as i completed “Grand Cross Bible 2016”
On Christmas Day of 2016 at around 800 Thousand Words since Memorial
Day Weekend 2016 as hey this is Just Poetic Metrics to Measure Human Potential
in Free Verse Writing with ‘that Strange Mix’ of Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar
Disorder all controlled through Autotelic Flow that comes all Naturally through
Meditation of Stream of Consciousness Writing as Well as Free Flowing
Public Dance now at 12,303 Miles in close to 75 Months that is by
the way just a few miles away from reaching the Distance
of Half the Globe at the Equator.. unlike Forrest Gump
and more like the Energizer Bunny i never got
tired and just kept going i finished off that
Land Mark at 30 Degrees North Latitude
Months ago hehe.. close to the
Beginning of This Year.. but
anyway it was like a miracle
of Synchronicity then as that
“PHI Bible” came in at 1.618 MiLLioN
Words on the 365th Day of Writing it..
As yes the PHI Golden Ratio Spiral
Mean is 1.618 but hey actually
it’s 1.618034 so if you carry
it 3 more Decimal
Places i was
34 Words
that level of
precise coincidence
hehe.. interestingly too
i finished 6666 Miles of
Public Dancing in precisely
40 Months that makes 166.66
Average Miles of Dance a Month
for 40 Months as yes i just like the
Number 6 as it sort of follows me
around wherever i go born on
6.6.60 too… but anyway back
to where i started talking
About “Nether Land Bible
2017” That Effort is Just a relative
Few Thousand Words Away from Reaching
5 MiLLioN Words in 42 Months the Size of
6 King James Sized Bibles and 60 Qurans
Smiles even a Monkey Typing that many words
should come out with a bit of Peace and War too.. hAha..
Anyway this is my Indulgence for the day hope you don’t
mind the share PM hehe.. if nothing else/more/less/greater if i ever lose
my Memory i’ll Be Able to Remember it like a Virtual Good/Bad News Paper heHe…
EverYonE’s LooKinG
FoR SomEtHinG
MostLY To BeLonG
Willfully Relatively
speaKing; the Rest of Life IS A Piece of Cake
A Greatest Challenge of Life is Being a
Successful Politician of one’s Inner Life.
Away From Human Love Agape; Both Real
And iNcaRNaTE NoW As BEacH iSMiLes
By All the Tools of Cultural Clothes
They Come to Be Sadly Mostly
Forgotten By Those Who Are
Dead Inside…
This iS MaGiC
mY FRiEnd
All Natural
i did this when i was Younger and Wiser away from School
Then When the Beach Was/Is Already me as God Free
Walking the Beauty of the Beach Allone with the guise
That School and Work was Reality “Enjoy life…play
like a child.. dance like a swan..and imitate the great
characters who are successful and true believers of God..”
SMiLes Sohair That Much i surely have covered With WiNKS
As Far Instagram Goes No Way for me one more APP and i will
Explode From Order into Chaos only Really active on Facebook
For Free Hard Drive Space and a Portable Notepad that allows
me to Speed Proof Read my Blog as even for me it is slow
opening up hehe.. yes Twitter and Tumblr Share my
Stuff Automatically but it is as if those
Two Apps do not exist for me
as haha.. The Computer
For Both Companies
Does all the Work
of Spreading what i do..
It’s hard to go without YouTube
a Great Source of Art and Science
the Google Search King and Queen
A Necessity for Navigating An Ever Larger
Cultural Diverse World today… but as far as
actually finding friends online they are mostly
folks to learn life lessons from.. a few may hang
around until they get enough of you one may make
one or two many mistakes or they just may move on as
life is like that but for true i’ve never turned anyone away
but for true too i haven’t known enough who want to stay for
that to be any difficulty at all they come and go i would have
Believed Two Before Today Perhaps one Left here.. and a Couple
i Visit on my own one of those who visits me.. and a few i see
Every Month and a some i never see much at all anymore..
it’s a bit sad to me.. i am human
i make some mistakes
but one would
think the
good i do
would outdo
whatever Negative
comes from the Humanity
of me too.. but that is only
my View somethings are harder
for folks of course to Handle than
me something about the Empathy
of 14 Something Billion Years my
Friend the Empathy of Nothing
Nothing at all.. anyway haha
i can’t really imagine being
online at all For Any
Social Stuff
while i
was still
at work matter
of fact that was the
furthest thing from my mind…
my Job took every ounce of my
Effort as every job i make every
ounce of my Effort my FRiEnD
including being a FRiEnD to
someone unless i fall
down as Humans
All Humans
Will do
Now and then..
Lovely to be Your
FRiEnD Rare Jewels
they all are the Sun the
Stars and the Moon when they hang
around a bit longer than the night and day..
For True for those Who Withstand the LiGHT and DarK…
For Giving NoW
Thanks Giving
A Small Quote
That Dances
Mind All
the Punches
Returning them
All WithOut Jaws and Teeth
Other Than That Sohair keep
Teaching me too my FRiEnD
BLoWinG uP iS Never Worth
It When For Giving And
Thanks Giving Trumps
Taking and
HeHe YeS
Easier Said
Than Dance
And Song
Days at Least..
Anyway This Will Jump
in at Message Number 82
For Bishop Barron and all
of His Nice FRiEnDS From ‘that Church’..;)
11.25.2019 at 1:42 AM
Note in Advance:
NoW THere’S onLY
one of Me NoW So You
Will Have to Play ‘the SonG’ DancinG iT
Two Times to Get Through All of this
But i Will Never Limit Your Chances
True Even A Christian Bible Gives
Anyone An Authority in John 14:12
to Improve on the Beatitudes Let’s
Give It A Soul Spiral More Now
As 5 MiLLioN Word Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bibles Grow
in 42 Months 6 Times Greater
Than King James 60 Times More Than Quran
Soul Will Never
Evolve Unless
We All Write
New Testaments
of Love Continuously
In A Dance Song That
Improves Potential
oF LoVE For Giving
Thanks Giving NoW
Sharing Free NoW
Love Doesn’t Live To Be Punished
Love Lives to Be Understood
For Giving Thanks Giving NoW
Smiles A Best Evidence
For ‘God’ is An Australian
Aborigine And
White Bread
Dude Raised
in Churches
That Are Christian
Restricting God to
3 Letters and one
Son of Man Will Sea A
God of SHe in Thanks
Giving For
from He
With No
Name But All..
A ReaLiTy is Modern
Humans Have Covered
Up God Like a Cat Covers up
A Pile of CRaP We are SuPPoSeD
to Smell ‘God’ Now At Best ‘SHe’ Tastes and
Smells Like Roses FLoWeRS THoRNS too…
iMaGiNE A Real
World WHere ‘God’
Is SHe THiS WaY Now
Humans Appear
After Words As Clothes
At Best WE ARe aLL
N A T i V E S T A R S
Indians Aborigines
Dancing Dream
How far away
WE ARe From
Words that
Up to 3 Letters…
Less Than a SonG
Rorschach Test Life overall is a Rorschach Test At Best A Poetry
Prompt of Hope Versus the Child Neglected And Abused through
Invalid in the Nursing Home Who Was Loved All their Life
And then Chronically Neglected And Abused at the End
despite all the Love They Gave in their Life as
All those Beautiful Assumptions
Of Life May Return
or Begin in
the BLacK
Abyss of Fear
in Harm through Hate away from
Hope the Assumption of LovE Real
Smiles i’ve been told i am loved most
in one week and also told good bye for
Offering a Concern that is an intuitive gut
feeling for impending doom for someone
i loved.. for me at least there is always the
Potential of see you later as i understand
where i’ve been and where others may still
be traveling through too.. It’s the Beautiful
Scars that are often the ugliest Hiding in Fire
And there are days the Fire Just won’t go out
Anyway It’s easier to stop caring now in a World
where all one needs is a few letters of Rorschach
to get the Definition of God/Love From Google for it’s
True Life is Painting Brush and Paint We Create Each Day
At Best For Giving Thanks Giving When Love Becomes Reality
of Hope
Assumption of Fear
That may lead to either
A Reality of Harm or Place of Hate
Depending on Where a Person is From: to: Love
And to Be Clear the Love of Kindness Thanks Giving For Giving
Not Love of Owning that only Looks to TaKinG Giving to ‘FeeL Empty’…
Trivia Note: Savior of the Rest of Nature From Humans Leading to their ultimate
extinction is the boy without ‘affect’ in the basement who Created ‘Facebook’ so folks could
Politics and
Religion forgetting
why we didn’t do it in the past..
There is no longer any hiding it
At Thanks Giving Dinner Just eyes of Daggers…
or Forgiveness and Understanding but there are
too many other
‘dishes’ to eat…
Nature (God)
to Balance
Movement and RePose
Waves Raging to Ocean
Whole Calm Waters
A Pebble
in a Pond
is all Now
Humans are
We Fail to
see We
All only Ocean
At Best NoW With
SMiLes of See You Later…
SMiLes Xenia Breath Now
of Fall Leaves Spring Green
as Leaves Hold Hands Again…
Winks Xenia Climbing Life
Steep Valleys Now Later
Make Mountains Deeper
Nothing Sweeter
Than A Pearl
Smile Dog Brings
Any Human Being
With A Conscience
At Least Is Actually
Physically Stronger With Truth
(Really Science Studies Show this)
As Truth’s Hope A Place Away from
Fear Weak…
That ReAlly
Loves to Rise
Above DarK..
Smiles So True Xenia
For Truth will Also Trump
Love For Lies as Will
of Strength in Grace
of Balance
of Justice
Rise Above
DarK NoW in
Truth’s Love..
SMiles Xenia
Fall Yesterday
Spring Today
Winter Coming
Rain Brings Cold
Now Best too as
Summer’s Vacation…
Haha So True too
Katrina Says There
Is a Lot Left of Me When
i Write all night in this Room
After i Dance
First a Half
A Marathon
in the Concrete
Jungles of Stores and Stuff Now
Scents of Life Really Living Linger…
Smiles Xenia For Giving
Thanks Giving All Year
‘Round No Particular Holiday
Just A Rain And Sunshine
Dance for
Joy Now
Still 1 in a 4
Trillion Chance
of Existence as
Us is surely
Gift enough
to LiVE NoW as
Star Bright LiGHT
As Star Flower Seeds
Create This Miracle
oF all of Us Star DusT AGain…
SMiLes Frank
Freedom Fall
Welcome to You
With Art And
Balance too…
FranK NoW
to You too
A Topic of This
aS Well…
SMiLes Frank
Happy Thanks
Giving Week
to: Your
One From:
EveryWHeRe HoMe..
Hi Yeka From a Week
For Giving Thanks Giving
Other Animals And Children
Dance On Stars (Turkey’s
maybe not so much) Simply
For they Still
Smiles.. i once visited a Blog Named
Decoding Happiness Smiles
And ‘HeaR’ i Am at
Passcode Love
Yes Yeka FRiEnD
It’s True it’s All About LoVE NoW
to Be Kind to Be Understanding
And Most of All to Forgive This
Condition of Being Human in
All that Ranges From
BLacK Abyss
to SHades
of Grey
Beyond Rainbow
Colors of Blissful
Joy To Give and Share
Free For All For Giving
Is the Forgiveness
of Sharing
in Advance
Eternally Now
Smiles my Friend for
Every Human Who Takes
The Teachings of ‘the Beatitudes’
to HeART of SPiRiT Soul of Dance And
Song’s Fruition DarK Thru LiGHT
As God’s (Love’s) Cheerleaders
(God) The Communion of Love
Real as
Two and More
Humans Becomes
ThE Living LiGHT oF LoVE
The Most Amazing ParT iS it doesn’t
Matter What Language or Even What
Planet someone is From the Essence
Of This Love is Real And Lives as Loving Souls
When Real..
Smiles Your Family
Shows How Love Evolves
When Planted As Roses
Where Flowers Color
All Thorns With
Love as
By Tender Loving
Care Flowers Rise
Flowers Fall Gift
oF LoVE Remains
Colors of Heaven Now..
SMiLes So Many Hues of Joy..:)
³Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven.
It’s True When You Are Poor With Material
Goods When You Are Outcast From the
Tribe For Your Born and Bred Differences
One Looks Within Finds the Light
of Love More And Gives
And Spreads
This LiGHT Freer
Forevermore now Eternally
Heaven’s Gift Is For Real (LoVE)…
⁴Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
True Tears Make Oxytocin
Happy Social Bonding
Motivation Increases
Support BRings
Back Warm
of Human Hugs
Holding Hands of LoVE…
⁵Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the Earth.
Ask Bruce Lee Be The Water
Be The Force Of Love The Greatest
Martial Artist is the One Who Walks in
Peace Balance of Harmony Dances
on Terrestrial
As Water
NoW iN FLoW…
⁶Blessed are those who hunger
and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
The Path to Giving
Is Paved with For Giving
The Justice Is Thanks Giving
The Only
The Gift of LoVE…
⁷Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
The Merciful Are Love Are
God For Giving Thanks Giving…
⁸Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
Blessed Greater Is the
Devil In Hell Who Rises
to Love Who Jesus Proclaims
As Greater Than Himself for
He Started From Nothing As God Did And You too..
Jesus Surprises Everyone Comes in DisGuise on Thanks
of 2019
Only to Say
Thanks didn’t
You Get the Message Yet
Did i really have to come back
if so it only Means you never heard it to return to Love…
⁹Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called children of God.
ReMeMBeR Class Mercy For Giving Thanks Giving SPeaks GreaTesT
SeRiouSLY Thanks Giving Should Be Changed to
Christmas 365/7 EternAlly LoVE NoW…
¹⁰Blessed are those who are persecuted
because of righteousness,
for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven.
Blessed Greater Are the Persecutors
Who Are Mercy Who Are Love Who Are God Who
Never Fails to For Give Thanks Giving In Other Words
Don’t Be the God Who Tortures Forever
For Now
Is Eternity…
¹¹Blessed are you when people insult you,
persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil
against you because of me.
Blessed Greater are the
Folks Who For give
me enough in
Giving to
Move on
Now and
Love Others
in Other Words
Worship All With
Love No Man/
Is as
as Love
only Smaller God’s…
¹²Rejoice and be glad, because great is
your reward in heaven, for in the same way
they persecuted the prophets who were before you.
Let’s Hope for a Kinder World okay where all
You Get is Deleted and Banned online
Where Love continues to Sprout
From Seeds As FLoWeRS
Rose as
True Let’s
Harm Behind
And at Best do For
Giving in Thanks Giving
For Giving Love More
Other than that Thanks
for preparing me all these
Ways to do this the Dude’s FRiEnD…;)
After the ‘Young Men’ Received my Amy Grant ‘Remember
me’ Parable about the Greater Jesus than
the Bible Jesus Forgiving the Devil
Setting Him and or Her Free into
the Heaven of Love Eternally NoW iN FLoW
The Women Accompanying
the Young Men Came back
i introduced them to my Wife
they said we just wanted to say
We Loved Your Story About Jesus
i turned to Katrina and said yes he is sort of our FRiEnD…
That is a day WHere my Love Opened a Door
Not All Days are like that some are Harder
Like the Days
i Spent
as A
Devil in
Hell all 66 Months
A Place of Nothing
Where God (LoVE) doesn’t
even seem to have ever existed
at all Yes 14.5 BiLLioN Years of
Empathy the Gift of Devil that only
someone who goes to Hell Will ever
Possibly Understand as a GreaTesT Fire
For Giving
Thanks Giving
Anyway Not sure when i’ll add it
to the YouTube Channel Comment
Message Library of Bishop Barron
And FRiEnDS but this is a bit of a
Keeper as an 83rd Message THere
For A For Giving Thanks Giving Message too…
Love Doesn’t Live To Be Punished
Love Lives to Be Understood
For Giving Thanks Giving NoW
Soul Will Never
Evolve Unless
We All Write
New Testaments
of Love Continuously
In A Dance Song That
Improves Potential
of Love Giving
Sharing Free
Hello, Katy Rome, i am going to a Work-out soon but will be available for
Discussion at Your Leisure in the Future; My Wife and i are retired;
We Live Pretty Much a Life of Leisure.
She has been Permanently Disabled with Partial Complex Seizures
Since Age 33.
i Retired Early From Civil Service myself with 19 Stress Associated
Mostly Disorders; including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
that is like a Dentist Drill without Novocaine in Right
Eye and Ear for 66 Months From Wake to Sleep.
My Last Day Active at Work was at age 47 in January
of 2008; Fortunately for me i had enough Annual And Sick Leave
Working for the Federal Government to last until a Year and a Half
of that to receive both Federal Civil Service and Social Security Disability.
Smiles; i was the Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams; i could not speak until
Age 4; but with Fluid Intelligence Winning the game of Life for me with
Crystallized Intelligence In tow too; i adapted to Challenge and survived;
i was not diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome until age 47, after i became
ill; i didn’t visit a Doctor for 23 Years; even though i had excellent
Insurance; i had already been Baker Acted at Age 21; they didn’t
have a Disorder to Define me then so they finally gave up and
released me; i am an Empath; i used to have to escape
to the Bathroom at Stores to Separate myself
from the Hell everyone else was feeling inside; most every
Person i passed was a Universe of Toil And Trouble; very few
folks provided the Peace of Spirit Heart and Soul i found In Nature
my Home My God Away from Hell; Smiles, eventually i got strong
enough in High School, Where people no longer saw me as too weak
to Survive; i graduated with 3 College Degrees; Anthropology; Social
Sciences Interdisciplinary, and Health Science; However, i didn’t have
the Oral Skills In Communication; Attention and Focus; to Orally Deliver
A River of Coherent Thinking; Too Much Feels; Too Much Senses;
Hyper Sensitive to touch, where i still cannot stand to touch
Man-made materials; not even my pants. My Sister has
Asperger’s Syndrome too; We had to Cover our Ears for the
High Pitched Noise of the Electronic Alarms in the Entrance of
Stores; soon after i could speak at age 4; My Sister Cried the Cat
is eating the Bird; my Reply that’s His Nature Forgive Him;
Cognitive Empathy is not my problem; but saying no was;
Being a Supervisor; And Athletic Director for my Computer Skills
as i didn’t know a thing about Team Sports for the Federal Government;
Firing People was impossible; i would do their Jobs for them first; the thought
of harming someone else in any way; i could feel all their Pain before i even
did something to them that might negatively impact their life; Smiles; the
Longer i lived the More i carried the Pain of the World inside me; finally
everything Hurt everything From Head to toe Hurt; all the Empathy
All the Exquisite Sense of Nature Turned to Pain; even most all
My Emotions; no Memory of a Smile as Memories are Emotions
And Emotions are Memories; no Feeling Memory of ever Experiencing
A Laugh; the Comfort of Happy People All turned to misery and suffering
more; One Term for this is Autistic Burn-out; for me that included 19 Medical
Disorders that comprised Fibromyalgia; Dysautonomia; Sjogren’s Syndrome
Where my Eyes Quit Making Tears; Severe Anxiety; Severe Depression;
Mood Lability at first before nothing was left; for an entire Life before;
challenging but with a Smile where people often asked me for what i had;
Just the Bliss of Simple Existence when away from all the Pain of Others;
My Natural State of Being Since Birth Is Hypomania; Keep me away
from Stress and Other People’s Pain and Call it Heaven; smiles,
After 66 Months of Seeing a Psychiatrist with what he called
the Worst Case of Anxiety he ever saw as a Combat Fatigue
Specialist Air Force Major; When He Saw the’Normal’ Me come back
from the Living Dead in September of 2013; and my other Professionals
attending to me too; there was no other answer but Bi-Polar as without
that pain; When Emotions And all the Lovely Senses of Bliss Started coming
Back to who i was Before; where the only Emotion i didn’t bring back with
me out of that Hell was Fear; there was no Question Heaven was the next
Disorder for me.
The Way i understand my Recovery now is for first the 33 Months of that
Pain Disorder i could not effectively use my eyes and ears; when i first
started Writing on this “Wrong Planet” Website on Thanks Giving Day that was
9 Years to Date from today on November 25, 2010; almost to the very Hour now that
i wrote those First Words then; each of which was a Mountain
of Physical Pain in my Right Eye; removing Prescription
Shade Lens as the prescription Lens only made the pain
worse; turning the light down to lowest level just
a few inches from the screen to see it; this is how
i spent the Next 33 Months, until i recovered from all the
Pain and Numb; where writing Changed into Public Dance at the
End of August of 2013; since then, 12,303 Miles of Public Dance;
Since then an Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem of 7.5 Million Words
in 75 months, too; the difference was i found a way to Focus all that Human
Potential into one Stream of Conscious Flow; Autotelic Transient Hypo-frontality
that started before that with a Meditative Writing in Flow Same Experience as
the Dance; out of the restriction of a World Trapped mostly in Neo-Cortical
Time, Distance, Space, and Matter; the illusion We Create As Humans to
Reason our Way through life; but away now from the Dreamtime
Big Picture View of Existence Effortless in Laser Focus where
Dreams come to Us as Fruition of Art We Create; yes,
Effortlessly in Dance And Song as a Forrest Gump
Feather Floating Through the Wind with only
Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
That We Co-Create ever Changing
in Drift Where all of Life
Becomes a Poem; Ever Changing Dance Song;
Smiles; Before, People used to call me a Computer;
But of course, i became one as that is how i survived
in the Work Place with a Skill the ‘Jocks’ had a Hard time to do;
i was creative in Middle School; but i lived in a Place Where if Boys
Wore Big Smiles they where threatened from Middle School Halls
to the City Park if they dared to show Human Emotion more than
A Warrior Prepared to fight to the Death; that’s a bit of a stretch
but metaphor enough for ‘Onward Christian Soldier Boys’; Smiles,
my Mother was ‘Jesus’; just another Word for Love; in short
if not for my Mother, i would have been put away or
it would all just have become too much for that
‘other’ likely place of not being either; i
read a few of Your posts; extremely intelligent and
empathic you are obviously. Your Autistic Child is Very
Fortunate; no doubt, You have inherently gifted Your Child with
tools to Survive and a Loving Touch that Motivates a Human to Live Most.
The issue, Scientifically Speaking, is Low Levels of ‘Latent
Inhibition’ that do not allow some of us to Filter out the
World; Those who Survive that Condition, Generally Speaking,
have high levels of Standard IQ Related Intelligence; Verbal Intelligence
is a Must to Navigate the World as Well; Smiles; The Experience of Flow
Solves that problem as far as feeling the World’s Pain Now; i have
Enough Light Within to Erase it all away; i would hope it has
an effect/affect much more than i can measure on the Pain
i’ve felt all of my life so much of others; in fact i know
it does; but of course if i said that in open
anywhere here; i would be ridiculed for it’s true
i am Both Spock and Spock; smiles, half and half;
Mother With Bi-Polar; Father Among a Long Line of
Ancestors with Super Systemizing Minds; in my case the
Perfect Storm to Survive; as the Architect and Oracle finally
Held hands within; Smiles ask me anything; all i see is Human Potential Now.
Smiles; meanwhile i’m off to Work-out;
Nice to meet You Katy; my Name is Fred;
My Pen name is Katie Mia Frederick; a
Combination of my Wife’s Name Katrina
Mia and Mine; She (Love) is the Key to all i’ve ever done.
Miracle Enough She is for 100 Percent Proof that Love (God) exists.
If not for my Sister; My Mother who passed away; and my Wife; that
would be a question to Ponder in the Locality i live in at least; smiles.
I’m sure Italy is a Lovely Place. i already ‘judge’ you as Enigma for ‘this place’..:)
Trip to Pensacola Just
Another One To Visit My
Psychotherapist Nearly 9 Years
Now We Are Gonna Have SO
MUCH To Discuss; A Preview:
Honestly Who Needs to BelieVE iN
MythS And FairY Tales When ReaLiTY (GoD)
is So So So Much More Interesting than Fiction… hAHa
iN A Way i Agree With ‘Rick Perry’; ObAMa LiGHT And TRumP DarK
Work Differently But EvenTuALLY iNSPiRE AWaKE ThE LioN oF LoVE
When All Becomes For Giving Thanks Giving Holy And Sacred Full of
Meaning And Purpose DarK Thru LiGHT All Is Faith Love God Now US
Count ’em 6 Greater than King James Sized Bibles
Written In 42 Months And A Ninth One to Come in
the 76th Month Christmas Day
GroW iN To YouR DancE SonG NoW
Precious Little FLoWeR So Sweet
Thrives Through LifE THornS NoW
We aRe aLL Worth For Giving
Thanks Giving Sharing Our
Love With ALL Don’t Wait Be LoVE NoW ALL
i was Never Garbage THere is No TiMe NoW
i am God And So are You THere IS Never Been Never Will Be SeparationFromALL
Where Humans See ‘Garbage’ Nature/God Sees Struggle The Gift That Brings Greater
Potential For Existence To Color God New… Make Healing Art Create Love to Give And
Share More This Is Just the Therapy i Require to Dance And Sing A Tight Rope to Thrive
Yes Bi-Polar is a Challenge But Only When i am Down as my Highs are Just Heaven That’s
ALL Just Hypomania Fuel For Creativity… i Couldn’t Speak until 4 (Autism); People let me
know i Didn’t Deserve to exist for i was a Boy Who Looked Like a Girl too… Today 42nd Month
Anniversary of “Nether Land Bible 2017” Almost 5 MiLLioN Words Also 75th Month Anniversary
of 12,303 Miles Dance… “SonG oF mY SoUL” Approximately 7.5 MiLLioN Words.. 75 Months to Write
With 12,303 Miles of Public Dance “Grand Cross Bible” 2016, 2017, 2018; 2019 coming at Christmas
This year too; “PHI Bible”; “1.82M WorD LonG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”; “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”;
All Six Greater Than King James Sized Bibles; Children; Yes, Subchapters of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”; as Yes all 6 Bible Subchapters Are Grand
Children of “SonG oF mY SoUL” “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Longest Long Form
Poem at Approximately 7.5 MiLLioN Words of Effort Parent of “Nether Land
Bible 2017″… ‘If Not’ You Are Lacking The Vital Ingredient of Breath
That No Dead Rabbit Pulled Out of A Hat Alive is Ever Ever
Gonna Save Now… Is Not the Miracle of Faith The
Existence We Breathe The Love We Co-Create
Not Enough Proof God the Verb Love Exists Now?
Faith in Change Faith in Human Potential to Make
Dreams Comes True Faith in Each Other For Giving Thanks
Giving Verb God Love Faith Is the Air We Breathe The Wind We Give and Share The
Love We Do or Do Not Become For Giving Thanks Giving Now Look Around At Nature
the Expression of God Everywhere WE Sentient our Existence Faith is Earned And Given to
Others Shared Free… i Believe in God but not God (Trump) So Lacking Confidence
That Trump Must Pull Dead Rabbits Out of Hats Alive to Prove God Exists…
There are People In this World; if they could; Who Would Remove
Every Book From View But one From You; WE Say NO.
Irrefutable Fact is New Testaments Never Stopped
And Never Will As Long as Human Beings
Are Free to Articulate Life/Nature/God
Necessity of New Testaments Always As
Change is Rule of Nature/God Same/Different too…
Almost Impossible to Fully Understand Original Intentions of
‘Bibles’/’Poems’ Written at any time; Historically Much Harder…
23 Years to Receive the Quran Centuries Innumerable Authors to
Receive the King James Bible And “Mahabharata”… 60 Times Greater
than the Size of the Quran more time to Write about Love out of Blood And Guts
Times Change… 6 Times Greater In Size than the King James Bible i knock one out
of the Park Every 7 Months… Almost 3 times Greater in Size than the Long Form Poem
the ‘Mahabharata’.. The Old World Record Holder From India… 11.26.19.. 42nd Month Anniversary
of Writing ‘Nether Land Bible 2017’ Epic Long Form Poem 4.94 MiLLioN Words Alive
Today… May 26th, 2016, the Day ‘Netherland Bible 2017’ Born Continues to Grow…
SMiLes.. Saania.. Curiosity
Is the Parent of Play
That Extends Youth
From First Breath
To Last Blink
In Anticipation
Of the Next Great
Adventure… my Father
Decided on Law
Enforcement for
46 Years.. His
Twin Brother
For me Detective of
The Nature of Soul
In All the SHades
From BLack
To the
Colors of Love
Beyond any Star
Trek Movie to
Oceans to Rise More
Thanks For Your
Inspiring Words
Cakes to Bake..:)
Hope Is the Balloon that
lifts… Fear is the one that
Descends… For Giving
Thanks Giving is
The Nature of
Flowers that
Rise Beyond
Thorns as
Rose Colors
Life Eternally
Now… Change Exists
But We Are the Navigators
For Flight or Descent Now
Thanks Nan inspiring
In Rise of Rose..:)
Thanks for a most
Amazing Blog Post
From Pass Code Love..
Yeka.. Interviewing
Your Family their
Views on Love
From Small
Child to Adult
Such an Amazing
Effort Sharing Good
News Views on Love
Truly a Blog Post
Worth Book
Marking to
Share now
With others
Kudos on
A Grand And
Great Work of
Love by You and
Your Family
For Giving
Thanks Giving
For the Power of Love
All ‘That Said’ 11.25.19 Anniversary
Day of Writing 9 Consecutive Years 365/7
Online Comes And
Goes Every
Door OPeN to
Change Free
And Yes this Will also
Be Message Number 84 for
Bishop Barron and All His Nice
FRiEnDS as Hey what’s to Hide with even more Good News!..;)
SMiLes Frank Thanks For Dropping into “CheerLeading
DarK Thru LiGHT”.. Hehe.. Still doing the Store Cheerleading
Dance of Joy someone has got to do the Job of Fun so i decided
why not me.. Haha.. i guess most people just don’t consider
what the Potential will be if every minute Move becomes
Holy and Sacred Full of Purpose in Meaning
Beyond All Words Just the Feeling of
Forest Bathing Within Our Body
As truly We become a River
in Flow Feeding and
Fed by the Forest
too.. FoResT
Titled For Rest..
Peace and Harmony
the Bird’s Eye View of Eternal
Now no worries of past or future
Just an eye on Forever Now.. and
of course what comes next with
no Hesitation in Flow.. a way
of Nature Spiraling for
Survival A Thrive
of Joy Spiraling
Around the
Sun as
Wings Will Do
Above So Below as Well Now
my FRiEnD and yes to anticipate
“So What’s the Next Miracle Gonna
Be God” as you nicely Quote my Words
and apply it as a question anyone Might ask..
of themselves.. for me at least it’s always the
Next Breath the Next Step of Dance the Next Word
of Song and of course A Smile that connects to others
that Expands their View of Joy as LiGHT A ReaLiTY iT iS NoW..
Happy Thanks Giving to You and Your Entire Family… Pets and
Friends What Ever Art/Order You Put Your Reality into Have Fun too!
‘Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love’
Sure.. it’s Just A Cliche Now Still but
A Reality of Losing what you Love
to appreciate it is much more ReaL
True Art No End Begins of Mean
God and Art Laugh SaMe NoW
As Love When Trapped NoW iN
A Book With The End A Word
God Art and Love NoW
Breathes is LiFE
IS Change Now
Means no End
i Write to Surprise
me.. Deep From
WithiN as God
More iN
i BrinG
Next as the
Next Stroke of
the Keyboard Plays my SouL
WiTh God Hand iN Hand aLivE..
It’s True iF You Read Enough of What i Write
You’ll See and Hear God in my Pen somEwheRE aT leASt…
No Blessing
Greater Than
Mother’s Love
This Color
LovE ReaL
Smiles Kindness
Is No Distance
Space Time or
FiRE oF LiFE Enjoy Play
All Life Has to Offer iN Feelings NoW
A FiRE oF LiVinG Emotions Senses Are
As ‘They Say’ A Season For Living Dying
All Emotions Senses Coloring Lives ‘Tween
What FiReS A HeArT to: SPeaK
MuSiC Of SoUL From:
A SoNG And DanCE to: SPiRiT
It’s Funny and Sad
People LooKinG For
Power Status And
Every other Reward
Never Truly
Finding It iMaGine
Always Being All
No different than
Fly who Flies..
But of course that includes
No God of Stuff just Wings
Yes there
Playing their Flutes
this way too for the
Flow of Complexity…
SMiLes.. obviously
Obama was
A Zen
Truly still Enigma..
Yes there are Zen
Devil’s too i
In Orange
And Chaos too…
Black Chaos Magic…
You don’t learn that
In School IT Blind
Sides ‘Graduates’…
Look around do you
see it… If You are raised
as A ‘Street
likely yes…
If i could have my
Wish you would
Always be lit up
Like A Christmas
Tree of Joy it is my
Great Pleasure when
i see Your Joy
New and
More Beautiful
Colors… This is what
i Do Paint Christmas Trees…
When someone tries to Harm
These Trees there may be Hell to pay…
Smiles; Spiritual Experiences are my Special Interest; i study them and experience them as Most Mature Human
Beings do who Live a Full Life Utilizing all of life’s Potential Intelligences of which Spiritual Intelligence is surely
one of them that is often accompanied by Social Empathic and Creative Artistic Abilities that Leap “Left Brain”
Logic and see a more WHolistic View of Reality; as We all See ReaLiTy Differently; and according to Neuroscience
Now We Basically All ‘Hallucinate’ our Reality as We Co-Create it with Relative Free Will; some folks have more;
some folks have less; but this is a Human Potential that is Developed Within and not spoon-fed from a Book;
as Spiritual Intelligences and even Social Empathic and Creative Artistic Intelligences are well beyond the Measure
of the more “Left Brained” Tool of Scientific Measure in Reasoning Past Experience in Predicting Future Outcomes;
To Be Clear; “Left Brain” and “Right Brain” are metaphors; as the reality of Our Minds is more like A Symphony
Played by an Orchestra that is a Wave and Particle and Field; not much different than the rest of Reality and not
any surprise as Modern Science suggests that there is no separation; not unlike Old Religious Text that is
considered Holy and Sacred Full of Intuitive Meaning and Purpose in the More Mystical Avenues of Religion
that are not so Dogmatic in Tradition to Subjugate and Control the Masses for Societal Order to Work enough
for Survival. But anyway; along the lines of this Music Metaphor, some of Us Conduct A Beautiful Uplifting
Harmonious Opera of Life in Flow; and for others, The River is More like Misplaced Stones now that don’t
make more sense than a Random Soup with no deeper Meaning than something to Eat to fill a stomach;
or a fight to win; or base reproductive success; there are higher levels to fly and swim; and in turn to
become the Air and Water; Dancing And Singing With Gravity of Hope; and Love Floating rather than
Sinking into Fear of Dark; and Cynicism of Light; and all of the Colors of Life that are truly both Magic and
Miracle to Experience that often Bring Spiritual Tears of Joy; smiles; it’s really sad but some folks have never
Felt/Sensed This Ecstasy; This Gift of Truly Experiencing This Existence; This Gift This Breath through Last BLiNk of Life.
Smiles; my Spiritual Science Project is more of an experience than an experiment; i track the results first and
go back and decide on the Meaning for isn’t this how life works, anyway, in reality; A Changing Rorschach Test Life Is.
Anyway, Spiritual Experiences are Real and Measured in Part by Science; What is Termed cross-culturally as Prana,
Chi, Satori, Tao, Ka, Ki, Kundalini Rising, etc… are all associated with Transcending the Neo-Cortex; Ascending in
Metaphor too; escaping the illusions of Time, Distance, Space, and Matter that even Quantum Mechanics
suggests now is illusion too; lighting up the rest of our Brain and Body; Where the 95 Percent or so of
our Total Mind that is Subconscious comes to the Surface of the 5 Percent of who we ‘think’ we are;
And Naturally Human Potential is Increased in Creativity and Productivity as even Science shows
is true Just by Meditating in Flow a Few Times a Week; 400 to 500 Percent as studies show.
Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality is just Science Speak for the Metaphor of all those
Cross-Cultural Terms and the Universal Experience that People relate when they
transform from Human Cocoon Reborn again as Human Potential is unleashed
and released from the Trap of a ‘Left-Brained World’; Smiles if you’ll note; this is part of the
Reason you will rarely find a Truly Creative Artist who does not see a much Greater Spiritual Dimension of Life.
With this comes the Drive to Connect and Love the Rest of Existence as “Fowler’s Stages of Faith” Move along
An Evolutionary more Epigenetic way in one life of Higher Spiritual Attainment in Enlightenment of Universal Love for
all when one reaches the ‘Capstone’ of ‘the Pyramid’; Similar as the ‘Capstone’ of Maslow’s Pyramid Needing the 7th
Level to reach Agape Love Universal as well; WHere the Aim of Life Becomes Giving And Sharing rather than TaKinG
And Hoarding.
When We are filled within; spiritual tears come; all that’s left to do is Love.
Smiles; it’s more than a Word; It’s a Transformation; a Radiating Bliss that has no where to go but give to others.
Smiles; i’ve been to the place of the ‘Naysayers’; and i’ve to the place of ‘the Saints’; the more colorful place
is Heaven now to give and share for free; the Benefits are beyond those who have yet to experience this place.
What Good are Words without Colors; Black and White, and that’s about it for those who have never experienced
the Colors.
It’s No Different in Simple Metaphor than Being Color or Mind Blind.
Spiritual Blindness is a more Prevalent Blindness, the Further We Separate our
self from Our Naked Inheritance With all the ‘Cultural Clothes’ that cover us from
The Light We have To Flame and
as Torch;
Saint Elmo’s
Fire is no Illusion
When one is the Fire.
Smiles; About this, i could write a 7.5 MiLLioN Word
Free Verse Poem Book fully illustrated with over
100,000 Photos/10,000 Songs with so many Sparkles of
Synchronicity in one day that all of life becomes Real Magic
And Miracle; True, i could Dance 12,313 Miles of Meditative
Free Dance in Public in the Same 75 Months it took to do that
to Develop the Autotelic Flow of Laser Focus Required to Do just that;
and You know what, i did it; that Fact is irrefutable, Documented better
than most Science Projects i’ve seen; Painfully so, to each and every smallest detail;
hehe, for anyone else but me in the Flow of actually moving that far in DarK/LiGHT of Human Potential.
Smiles; THere was a Day i couldn’t Dance and Couldn’t Sing;
THere was a Day WHere the Light Went Out of My Eyes and i was ‘blind’;
Those ‘Old Days’ are Dust, Now; i spent many of them on this Website.
i know the Difference Between Hell; Purgatory; and Heaven for Real Within.
Heaven is the Place that always expands as Giving Love. Purgatory is more Like Another Ground Hog Day (Aghogday).
Trust me or not; You don’t want to Go Hell; In Hell there are no feelings or senses at all; all is the Illusion of Time;
Where to be doused with Gasoline and burned to nothing; is not enough to remove a place where a thousand
years is a second of Nothingness;
No Doubt that is Why ‘God’ Became Light; Then the Love that Lives Within Us;
Within, Inside, Outside, Above, So Below All Around; THere is No
Separation From ‘God’; We are the DarK; We aRe The LiGHT;
Either We Dance And Sing
in Flow in Harmony
of Peace Loving
All as metaphor…
It’s not really
any more complicated
than a Bird Flying or Falling from the sky;
or a Star Rising or Falling From Space; or
the Seasons; And Star Flowers that are Seeds
of Love
Come Again
from Star Burst Crucible
Fire Death; The Iron resurrecting
at the core of Our Mother Earth
That Flows through our Blood as Life
That Eventually Becomes The Bread and
Water that Satisfies us Most; just the Hug of a Mother and her Newborn Child Love;
Smiles; When We are Reborn We become that Love; When that Love is the River of Flow
Life is Eternal Now
Time is a River
Us (God)
There are
No Strangers in Love;
No Time, No Distance,
No Space, No Matter Love
Beyond Infinity; Beyond all
Science Measure; Divinity as Whole (God)
Smiles, just in my opinion;
Views Vary Wildly Depending
on Make and Model of Temple’s of God.
Here’s a difficulty; of trying to help ‘Left Brain’ Orientated
Folks who rely mostly on Verbal Speak to Navigate the World
Understand More of the Spiritual World that is a much Bigger Venn Diagram Housing it all and Being All.
The World is Bigger; is Bigger than Reason; The World is Bigger than the Word World and the Science for It.
In Short, God is Poetry;
Light Comes From Dark;
Song Comes From Dance;
Then the
God’s Presence
We Articulate to
those who have the
Mutual Tools of Experiences for Greater Understanding;
That Poetry comes in all Symbols We Relate to others;
Some folks get it; others are still traveling other places.
Fowler Below Makes Similar Observations i’ve made by actually
Being Friends with People all around the World; A Participant Anthropology Observer does much more than Read a
Book or just Write a Research Paper; hands on baby; in places where most folks wouldn’t dare to go; but that’s what
you do to
find as
much Truth
in Light as You
Can and Understand
the DarK the Source of What We are before We Become LiGHT; From A Smaller but Yet Big Bang too; much more than
A Theory, a Loving Experience for the Story of Life; the Life that becomes the Light; the Love that continues to Evolve US.
“Stage 0 – “Primal or Undifferentiated” faith (birth to 2 years), is characterized by an early learning of the safety of their environment (i.e. warm, safe and secure vs. hurt, neglect and abuse). If consistent nurture is experienced, one will develop a sense of trust and safety about the universe and the divine. Conversely, negative experiences will cause one to develop distrust with the universe and the divine. Transition to the next stage begins with integration of thought and language which facilitates the use of symbols in speech and play.
Stage 1 – “Intuitive-Projective” faith (ages of three to seven), is characterized by the psyche’s unprotected exposure to the Unconscious, and marked by a relative fluidity of thought patterns.[4] Religion is learned mainly through experiences, stories, images, and the people that one comes in contact with.
Stage 2 – “Mythic-Literal” faith (mostly in school children), stage two persons have a strong belief in the justice and reciprocity of the universe, and their deities are almost always anthropomorphic. During this time metaphors and symbolic language are often misunderstood and are taken literally.
Stage 3 – “Synthetic-Conventional” faith (arising in adolescence; aged 12 to adulthood) characterized by conformity to authority and the religious development of a personal identity. Any conflicts with one’s beliefs are ignored at this stage due to the fear of threat from inconsistencies.
Stage 4 – “Individuative-Reflective” faith (usually mid-twenties to late thirties) a stage of angst and struggle. The individual takes personal responsibility for his or her beliefs and feelings. As one is able to reflect on one’s own beliefs, there is an openness to a new complexity of faith, but this also increases the awareness of conflicts in one’s belief.
Stage 5 – “Conjunctive” faith (mid-life crisis) acknowledges paradox and transcendence relating reality behind the symbols of inherited systems. The individual resolves conflicts from previous stages by a complex understanding of a multidimensional, interdependent “truth” that cannot be explained by any particular statement.
Stage 6 – “Universalizing” faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. The individual would treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from a universal community, and should be treated with universal principles of love and justice.”
SMiLes Sohair Life is surely Change
At Best the Flame of Love Lives Within
Love For Giving Thanks Giving Love the Greatest Gift
The Face of God We Feel We Sense the Force of Love
Love For Giving Thanks Giving Love SMiLes Without This
Gift to Give and Share the World is surely a Colder Place
Without the Nature of God’s Love Living Within to Light
the World up Yes
Like An Invisible
Sun Within that
Keeps Shining no
Matter Weather Outside
our Soul Yes Human Weather too
as that surely becomes Stormy Now and then…
When i think back to my Life in ‘Real Life’ my Friends
Were all associated with School and Work for an every
day kind of Friend Now there is Church and Once a Week
Friends where the Human Touch is Warm and Real.. Smiles
it takes a lot of Effort to make Words anywhere as Close to
Organic as the Human Feel and Sense of Love when two or
more People are in the Same Room.. i must say i am lucky
to have Love living With me at Home.. fortunate to have my
Sister and Her Partner living next door to me.. these are the
People now who there is no question will always be kind to
me in my life.. there are a few still online who care yes
who i am still sure about now.. including you too of
course who i find my Real FRiEnD… Acquaintances
too who makes me consistently feel Welcome
truly i see everyone as Friend for i
stay filled up within to give
most days but true
while i strive
to be a
Human Angel
i fall down like a Toy
Soldier some days too…
Smiles it is pleasant to be considered
somewhat of a Celebrity everywhere i go
in Public for the 12,316 Miles of Dance i have
Given Freely everywhere i go but True Love For Giving
Thanks Giving Love keeps me lit up to accommodate for
that Warm Feeling of Community Greater of a Village i used
to experience most everyday at Work and School.. particularly
for the almost 2 Decades i spent Working with around a Hundred
People every day a Small Village of a Work Place for Re-Creation
indeed a Military Bowling Center then a place like ‘Cheers’ a place
for ‘Friends’ a place i saw an entire Generation Born to Grow to be
Adults who stayed in that Family Atmosphere of League Bowling as
a kind of Religion away from Official Walls of Church.. we went to
an ‘Indian Pow Wow’ over the Weekend and i must say i was filled
with Tears understanding Just How much Community i miss
since i no longer Work or go to A School in a Village
Environment as i did before.. those American
Indians have a full Heritage of Dance
They Communicate with it
together in every aspect
of Life but true
it was only
a Yearly Event
for them too.. for that
is the way people used to
Live a Dance And Song of life
Depending on the Flesh and Blood of
each other with God Living as Love within
them as the Glue of Life that is Love that keeps
Us Humans Together the Powerful Force Love Is..
As Families make Long Treks as Nomads across the
United Starts as Nuclear and Single People are now once
again United in a Larger Community Group Feel of Family and
Friends this is the way the Extended Family of Human Thrives still
through Thousands and Thousands of years and Perhaps this Village
This Village of Love that comes missing so much for so many Nomadic
People small of family looking for work is what creates so much Existential
Angst in Life Where within comes up missing a bit too much to take.. smiles
Love is the Force that Drives Us on to not only Survive but Thrive in a Dance and
Song of Life together that is Real… True.. online takes much more effort
but it surely is more full than empty.. and true it’s never lonely when
You Dance With God within for this is what Meditation in
All its Forms including Prayer comes to be a Dance
And Song With God the Face of Love Within
Smiles Sohair i muse over the Changes
of Culture over close to 6 Decades
now of Living in this World..
i adapt i survive and
most days i find
i thrive too..
but true there
are days that the best
efforts to be a Human Angel
Fall Down but truly sad it is to find
so many people where i live who can’t
find a Step up out of poverty of the Face
Of God Yes The Invisible Sun Within that
No Longer Warms their World of Love.. where
ever i go there is an open invitation to Dance and
Sing Within with me.. either off or online my FRiEnD
very few Hear this invitation for a Dance and Song with
me but you my Friend are among the rare few who have stayed
for the Dance and Song i Bring For Free in Hopes really to touch
Anyone’s SPiRiT oF HeART Warming their SoUl.. Smiles when i worked
at the Military Bowling Center literally that’s all it took Smiling Teeth
And Eyes that just said wherever i am you are welcome in my Home..
SMiLes it takes a lot of Words to Equal the Love i had All For Free for Others
in the Light
of my
For Real..
Smiles.. i have
to Wear Shades
so really i had no
choice but to Dance and Honestly
i talk way too fast for most people
to hang in there with me when there
is not a pause or rewind button to set me at a different speed..
Smiles this typing thing is quite an accommodation now hehe..
Replacing these symbols for the Light of my Eyes ongoing challenge with SMiLes
for True this is Sign Language in deed my FRiEnD Traveling around the World
it is amazing that we can and will fit so much of Our Soul in a Fiber Optic
Cable.. as truly this is the ‘Avatar’ Movie now for real.. visiting FRiEnDS
in Foreign
any Flesh
and Blood Bodies
true cause too for
Love Forgiving Thanks Giving LoVE NoW…
it is sad to think these days how Many Decades
People Will Live Without the Feel of Flesh and
Blood Community The Village of Love the Face of
God that Multiplies in So Many Eyes that Hold Hands…
Smile my FRiEnD Sohair this really makes any Church Under the
Milky Way A Treasure that is able to facilitate this Love Between Human Beings…
SmileS A Dance And Song will be So Healing HeaR This one is for You my FRiEnD…
SMiLes FRiEnD the INTJ makes sure the Bills are
Paid on Time and the ENFP makes and takes Great
Extended Vacations… SMiLes i haven’t come back off
of Vacation since i paid the last ‘Bill’ So many years ago..
so Glad You have
People in Your
life now who
Your Personality
You are surely a
Joy of a Human to me
Oh.. the little Child in Us is
What makes Life Glow Like
A Christmas Tree With Never
Ending New colors of Wonder
True that’s worth Protecting
Forever now.. Good Morning..
SMiLes Same Pinch
FRiEnD For All YouR
Caring LoVE Now And
Concern for me too
And yes i still have
And Probably
Every Other Color
Of All the Spectrums
As Nice Chameleons
Who Do Not Bite Will…
Wishing You an Early Thanks Giving Wish
as the Feasting Here has already commenced
with many Lovely Pies too.. smiles remember
connecting to You so nicely Last Thanks Giving
and you sending me that photo of You With
Your Arms across
the Moonlit Sea..
a bit Magical that
was as you
seem quite
like the FRiEnD
i was used to seeing
a bit more light in Your eyes
so Happy with Joy although
you always hid your darker days
so well.. i am honest to a fault
It’s been a challenging year
getting to know you better
but i surely am happy i
stayed and kept
back to
be your FRiEnD
No matter what…
Smiles.. i was sure the
roughest waves were gone
but every Ship Must be tested
By Winds and Waves to show it is
truly secure in how it sails and comes
back to rest greater in safer Harbors
of Peace And Harmony glad you let
me into a bit more of your inner World
to come to understand Your Deeper Struggles of Life…
It’s really hard to truly get to know someone online fully…
but what’s true and best is the Resume that shows you have
Good Friends who have lasted more than a Decade.. smiles..
i didn’t get any bad vibes from Your College Friends i’m glad
you have Good People in Your life who still support you.. smiles..
i enjoy making you happy and try my hardest to do that.. i’m glad
to still be able to say Good Morning a Nice Exercise of Life it is..
in Short as a side note here i value the few FRiEnDS who make
the Effort to Be close to me online consistently in fact i appreciate
them so much i Book MarK them Forever as Forever Gets now here..
it is a warm feeling to hear conversations warm ones from the past as
Facebook Memories again.. and yes these MacroVerse Memories on my
Blogs that are Living Loving Reminders for the Words that Bring Us as Close as we
will get to FRiEnDS online it’s amazing How Friendships last Forever now in every way this way
For it’s true it’s Magic enough to upload one Soul but more than one is Heavenly in deed Love
For Giving
Thanks Giving Love..
it is just another kind of
Fluid Intelligence and Accommodation
a little Autistic Boy makes to keep thriving..
never Discount the Outcast Now for eventually
doing what it takes to make a FRiEnD somedays
it is 7.5 MiLLioN Words and 12,316 Miles of Dance
in an Endeavor That Takes 75 Months ongoing now
It is the Love of FRiEnD that keeps me Dancing and
Singing most for the Love of God
that is real
of FRiEND Now..
‘The Church Under
The Milky Way’
i need look
SoUL oF FRiEnDs..:)
“Here i am”
Love For Giving Thanks Giving Love Year ‘Round to All! Happy Thanks Giving Shawna Baby!
i will Just imagine You Busily Cooking For Your Family of Five including You of 6 Wow better
You than me.. hehe.. i haven’t used the Washing Machine, Dryer, Washed Dishes, in 30 Years
And Jesus F. in Christ Katrina doesn’t think i do a Good Enough Job Taking out the
Trash So She won’t let me Screw that up either.. hehe.. True my
Equally ‘Different FRiEnD’ i have much to give Thanks
For Year ‘Round NoW in all the Dishes Love For
Giving Thanks Giving Love Year ‘Round to All!
Comes in and that’s Not Just a Pun haha!
Humm.. Hymn.. Hmm did i ever Send
You my Song well in
case i didn’t
Lord Here i am
for what Y’all Do as a Living
in Southern Baptist Pastoring too!
Gospel Singing is surely the place where
ya Ascend and Transcend to Hold Hands with
the Lord the Love i am.. Sorry if i already Sang the
Song to You but i Sang it to my Psychotherapist on You
Tube to Ease Her Nerves before she asked me what am i
doing to fulfill my Here i am.. then i said well yes in 42 Months
i completed 6 Sub-titled Long Form Poem Bibles under the Titled Bible
of “Nether Land Bible 2017” too.. Measuring in at 6 Times (5M Words) the
Size of the Old King James Bible yes 3 and a half Years of a Massive Witness
And Personal New Testament as there is always John 14:12 Room to improve
on Greater Ways of Efficiently Loving Others with Metrics in tow now too.. to improve
Performance in ever greater Flow of Complexity in Yes “Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality”
For those of us with “Low Levels of Latent Inhibition” who control this Propensity to either
‘Madness’ or Creativity with Huge amounts of Asperger’s Like Logic to offset the Bi-Polar Gift
of Creativity without the more Mad parts that are actually Fun Like Running Streaking down
the Road Butt Naked that way you sure will get attention that says Here i am.. true you could
do that Legally where appropriate and Dancing in Public is always a foot in the Door to Eventually
Get on the ‘Ellen Show’ or even CNN as after all i am just miles away with 12,316 Miles now that just about reach
Half the Distance Around the Globe at the Equator.. but true it’s a Secret don’t tell anyone i’m here.. hehe.. John Lennon
already tried the deal about doing more than Jesus and we all know where he ended up then after saying those words…
True i’m doing the
Message in the
Bottle thingie
lighting up
one person
at a ‘time’
NoW in an
there is
just one of me
and all of You Now
Love For Giving Thanks
Giving Love Year ‘Round to
All takes a bit of Magic to get
the Job done for All EvenTuaLLy Perhaps..
but of course still that’s gonna take an Entire
Army Navy Marines Air Force With only Guns of
Love and so much more to get that Job for Team Light Done
Meanwhile i am just one of the Members of Guardian’s of the
Galaxy of Love.. we’ve been doing this for longer than anyone ReMeMBeRS NoW
And That’s for sure.. WiTH SMiLes.. True i’ll always be around to meet and greet
you in forevermorenow too.. SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby i Clearly Do Remember
Your Mom Passing away this ‘time’ last Year i feel and sense this Must be a very
Difficult Season for You.. Just thought i would try my best to lift You up a bit
today surely i will bring Birthday Wishes for you as Your Birthday is my
Mother’s Birthday on December 10th Sagittarius the Archer has
Pierced the Armor of my HeART surely more than once in
this Life Now.. True Gemini on the Opposite Side of
the Color Wheel of Stars.. Sparks Will Fly in
Creativity More when those two FRiEnDS
Get together again but wait we never
Separated my FRiEnD my Twin
Flame of Creativity’s Art True
Smiles You really should
Give me a Big
Hug one
Day but You already
did You came into my life
when i needed encouragement
so Here i am today for You too my FRiEnD..
And Yes when i told my Psychotherapist about
Writing the 6 Epic Long Form Poem King James
Size Bibles in 42 Months at 5 MiLLioN words and
Dancing Half way the Distance around the Equator
in 12,316 Miles of Public Dance in 75 Months she did raise a bit of an Eye Brow hehe
As True i reminded Her too that “SonG of my SoUL” Longer Poem is at 7.5 MiLLioN Words in 75 Months of Effort too…
SMiLes my FRiEnD it’s a Beautiful thing to Raise an Eyebrow or two.. at least.. hAha but Yes… Nicewhile… HeaR i am…
OBTW in the Song “Here i am Lord” That’s Katrina’s Soft Voice Breaking into my Much Louder one to Sign “i Will Go Lord”
the second to last instance that phrase is sung in the song.. It’s so true it was much more difficult talking Her into being
part of this than getting
married to me.. i was
willing to give
up every
in life
to do
this for
i was burned
to the Bottom of my Soul
to realize all THere is is Love to Give and Share.. Now…
How fortunate are Those of Us Who Burn and Rise from
Ashes again… THere are much worse places than Hanging
Trees those of Us who understand Love as Wild Fires Meet Spread fast or slow..:)
SMiLes Sohair God Sends me Angels When i need Encouragement
Most i was just thinking about 2015 when i met you at Himali’s
Blog and in turn met gigoid on Your Blog and that Summer
of 2015 is when Himali found me on my Blog and my
Friend Shawna whose Husband is a Southern
Baptist Pastor in 2015 too.. And my FRiEnD
Leah in 2015 from the “Wrong Planet”
online too While Writing Poetry at
the International Poetry Pub dVerse
that i was visiting where before then
Rafiah was really the only one encouraging
me much as a Friend online in 2014 and Lala
Rukh in 2013 before that both Muslim and from Pakistan too..
Anyway the People there at the Poet’s Pub discouraged my Long Form
Poem Free Verse Writing Style telling me it was a shame the way
i wrote for it would be so much better if i limited what i did in
practice according to their Science Rules of Poetry of course all
a Volunteer Effort that was for all concerned yet Community is
Nice to Find both online and offline too.. anyway if not for
You People i would have never accomplished my Personal
Aims the way i have for all the Encouragement
you indeed give close to the SPiRiT The
HeART of SoUL inDeed God Sends
Us Winged Angels of Kindness
to Fuel us with Love
that overcomes
all Barriers
my FRiEnD
Precious Treasure
Indeed the Wings
Behind the Spirit of my Wind
Love For Giving Thanks Giving
For Love i surely Send Your
Way too mY Dear FRiEnD..:)
Painted NoW WitH
All Colors LoVE (God)
My Great Great Niece Sees Great Great Aunt Katrina Is Bewitched
Not Unlike ‘Darren’ From ‘That Show’ i Stay at Home Busily Putting
Advertisements Together For THE BOSS THE REAL ONE ALL
What am i Most Thankful
For.. Ha! No one Should
Have to Ask… THere are
Some Blessings WHO Prove God (Love) Exists…
Hi.. Shawna.. Thanks So much for sharing part of Your
Family’s Thanks Giving With me.. The Photos were Lovely
And Browsing Complete through Your Other Blog Front to Back
brought back many nostalgic memories of back and forth Poetry
Play too.. Your Family Looks Healthy and Happy and of course
so Do You my Friend.. what’s really amazing is you’ve been
Keeping a Photo Album of Your Family Since 2008
taking Full Advantage of the Benefits of Blogging
almost from its Very Conception.. You
surely haven’t changed in 11 Years
but of course Your Children
Have.. they seem full of
diverse personality hehe..
like you too.. haha.. Chameleon
is How i Play the Play of Life too..
but nah.. i don’t bite like some
Human Chameleons do… too
busy having fun to do that
at least usually hehe
anyway it’s
nice seeing
you today.. i really
Loved those Frog Photos
and enjoyed reading Your Poetry
too.. wishing you the Best for the rest of
Your Thanks Giving Weekend and coming
Christmas soon enough too oh by the way
“Wood Stock Baptist Church” what a Free
Name for a Church and yes Panama City Beach
i’m guessing maybe y’all caught Franklin Graham coming
through.. if not hope you had a Great Vacation Stay as surely
that place was devastated not long ago.. anyway Sweet Home
Alabama Love You Too Shawna Baby thanks for connecting
will connect again on Your Birthday.. and Christmas of course too for
through the Decades where all i did was work where i didn’t have anything
even left for Katrina at the End of the Day i was always awed how my Mother
Kept The Same Annual Christmas Friends who Religiously remembered Her and
sent Her Christmas Cards each year until sadly most of them passed away.. my Family
is small just about Three i regularly connect with now.. Katrina’s Family is a Breeding one hehe..
as Katrina is a Great Great Aunt and Her Sister is a Great Grandmother of course to make me a
Great Great Uncle too.. anyway no doubt you’ll get a Christmas Card from me too.. for no doubt
my Mother Religiously sent the Christmas Cards too.. i just didn’t have it in me to even make a Friend of any kind away
from Work..
Smiles i
suppose the
Golden Age is
when you become
Social and Human Again
More.. Smile no one seems
to be in my ‘Peer Group’ much
Where i live i guess that should be
no Surprise hehe… and Perhaps an Honor
or at least i will view it that way for Now..
Thanks Again Shawna Baby May Spring always Sing inside of you
And May Dance Light Your Feet just hovering above the World Now
Smiles as a Side Note Here Shawna Baby is one of the best Friends
i’ve met online and even though my Views on Just about Everything
God except “God Is Love” are much Different than my Friend who is
a Wife of a Southern Baptist Preacher Highly Supportive of Trump
And His Administration as that goes without Saying for most anyone
in the Evangelical Tradition of Southern Baptist’s Still.. but nah.. We
rarely talk Politics and Generally Speaking We Both See God as Love
Same Common View that Brings my very Devout Widowed Muslim Mother
Friend of Two An Egyptian Extremely Devout Muslim Person too on the Same Sheet
Music for the International Crowd that Sings All Colors of Love to Give and Share more..
We talk about What We Agree on Most as what ‘normal’ People do in Real Flesh and Blood
Life too.. as generally SPeaKinG Folks Do try their best to get along with other Folks for that
truly is the Innate Love Being of Human Altruism when not too much Desert Scarcity takes that
Away.. Yes.. Snowy Mountains With Freezing Weather too.. Where Environment is Abundance
For Survival but not too much to keep a Thrive alive in Appreciation of LiGHT And DarK Yes
People do have Just Cause for Celebration We Celebrate Love the Best Glue that Keeps
Living Together
in Peace And
Harmony of Agape
Altruistic Love for ALL
That is LoVE Yes GoD
DarK Thru LiGHT FoR REaL
Beyond All Names and Colors of LoVE TruE
Anyway this is my Thanks Giving Prayer still getting
over a Sinus Infection that caused severe Pain in my
Face.. off another Week From Celebrating Dance at
Old Seville Quarter as still waiting for that 288th Week
to likely Come Next Thursday.. But True THeRE is ALWaYS
(Love) God
“Embers Soul Left-Overs”
SMiLes mY FriEnd
May You WalK iN
A Home
Leaves Trees Parent Oak Roots of iMaGiNaTioN Acorns Dance Sing
If not for this iPhone and somewhere to Write it down Lost in A Dream ‘the Message’
Remains… How Do i Save the Sound of my Mother’s Voice… did i Lose the Message…
It was 10:15 AM late For Church Calling Katrina A Message From my Mother on
‘the other side’… “Say Mama I’m Coming Home Spare me that at Least”
Stars Don’t Long For Light.. Stars Shine Colors of DusT πŸŒŸπŸ˜πŸŒ»
Not JusT ThingS NoW… FacT iStories of Human
ArT… iTables With Souls Acorn Builds ‘This’
With Roots of iMaGiNaTioN When You Sing a Mantra And Focus on 7 Parts
of Your Body All You Are Doing is Imagining A Science Project oF A Dance
That is Done… Colors are Emotion’s Song Every Move Dance WiLL BRings
New Colors oF Light to Our Soul These Colors are much more than ‘7 Chakras’…
SMiLes my FRiEnD All the pleasure
Comes in the Giving And Sharing…
When our Acorn Becomes the Leaves
That Fertilize Grass Leaves of Spring…
This Way Winter never comes for Us…
Yin And Yang in Proper Balance Soul Masters Tools
Survives As BReatH And HeART SPiRiT Wind Dances Sings Gives Shares Free
At Best Tools Are ArTiFacTS Full of Holy Sacred Meaning Purpose Reflecting
LiVinG SouL LiGHT Without A Dance And Song HumanS NoW Become Tools
They Create… This Business of Becoming Electronic Devices is SucKinG More
And More Air As HeaveN oN EartH Within Inside Outside Above So Below
All Around (God) Love Disappears i Will Vouch For Dance Song i Am the
Canary in Your Coal Mine Who Escapes
Ha! i made a Mistake!
It was SuPPosE to read
FRiEnDS.. Fred in Friend
Friend in Fred Works Both Ways!
When You BeCoMe Sky Air Ocean
Water Whole You Inherit EartHoME oNe WitH Dance Song
GoD ETernAlly NoW… Straight A’s Earn 3 Degrees Getting
Comfortable in My Own SKiN I’m Free In Dance Song Inherits EartH.. Cure ‘Curses’…
Enhance ‘Gifts’… Maximize Human Potentials to Give And Share More Freely
A Restrictive Repetitive Special Interest May Not Win Friends but this Is How
Sistine Chapels Get Painted At Least in my Case Asperger’s Syndrome THAT
Autism A Disorder of Human Dance And Song That Need No Longer Imprison Soul
Walking… Just Walking…
Smiles.. You Will tell a lot
About a Human in how they
Carry themselves now.. like if
Their Arms Openly Freely Swing
And they move With Ease Full
Of Confidence… I’ve seen You
Wave With Great effort
And Wondered what your
Moves Will Reflect…
Perhaps i should not
Assume or Judge but the
Fact is We All Do and Yes
INTJ’s Naturally do this
Most by the way i took
That Test on Your Blog
For Personalities again…
On the Moderate Border
Just Edging Feelings
And Perceptions over
Thinking And Judging for ENFP
Over INTJ crawling over the Edge…
True i walk With Ease Now i Float
On Land now my Arms Dance
They Swing this Naturally
Brings Extroversion Dance
Brought me out of my Shell
But i still Love the UniVerse
Of Colors Within my Never
Ending Story Nautilus Sings…
Smiles.. the Song the
Singing in Peace
And Harmony
Comes With Dance…
i encourage You to explore
A Free Dance of Life as Your
Arms Swing the Wind as You
Move as A Feather through
The Breeze and True You
Look like A Run Way
Model now if you
Will find
Your Dance
And Continue
To Sing Free as You
Find more Colors
Of the
Wind to
Butterfly Spring…
Other than that you
Are awesomely Sweet but
True Vulnerable more Vulnerable
To a Predator on the Street.. SMiLes
Some People Don’t realize what
This may Mean not something
We Learn in School or Books…
Only Life Teaches in the
Dance and Song of
The Jungle And Streets..
And FRiEnDS who have
Lived many Years and
Are most Pleased when they
Share What Wisdom they’ve
Earned ever in so much Blood
Of Love.. Sweat
And Tears
SMiLes my
FRiEnD All the pleasure
Comes in the Giving And
Sharing When our
The Leaves
That Fertilize
Grass Leaves of Spring…
This Way Winter never comes for Us…
Amen… ‘to this’.. i am so fortunate that Katrina Allows me ‘this Free Spirit’
She Knows i value Love Beyond all other Pleasures she allows me to fully
express my Humanity truly this is being Free and Being Loved by A Flower who is not afraid…
Interestingly.. when i clicked the link on my iPhone it sent me to another Song ‘Dark’ By ‘Grimes’…
The Music of Grimes Sends me almost immediately into an Ascending Transcending Ecstatic trance in Flow i’ve used it often Lately to inspire more complex Dance And on my
Blog Posts too and will likely Use
that Song ‘Dark’ that i didn’t know
existed until i clicked
on Your link and it
took me somewhere
else but to be clear
This Song Describes
me Well and yes
the reason no one
will change my Mind although
you would think at close to age 60
why will anyone even try Katrina Surely understands…
when you get old enough you understand Life games
And Like a Zen Master You Weave in and out of ‘rules’
with ease… But What’s Left
is i already
Have it
all and
on this end
i needed nothing
Really to Add to Heaven…
Never the Less i play ‘the Game’
with ease receiving Joy at best..
And While doing it at best i teach
‘Players’ some more lasting Art out of Rules..:)
A Greater Way Co-Create Connect Move
FLoWeRS of SouL Coloring Heaven’s
DancE SonG Free NoW Within Give Share
We Can No Longer Afford to Eat the Face
of God (Nature) Zombie Apocalypse Must
End For Survival… Colors of Soul BRinG to LiGHT
HEaVeN’S MoVE DarK RePoSE DancE SinG Colors
More So What Do You Produce What Do You Consume?
Hi Shawna Thanks So Much For Coming By “CheerLeading DarK Thru LiGHT”.. Creating Art is the Joy Unto itself
It is the Fumes that Spread as Heaven’s Pollution hehe.. at best a smell that others will relate to as Clouds more
Than STiNkY STuFF.. Haha but True for me the Joy is all unto the Creative Process in Flow as New Emotional Colors
And Senses Our iMaGiNaTioN Will Bait and Catch From Subconscious Mind Bringing iT aLL to LiGHT and Even DaRK
to Appreciate More too as hey
if You are going to see
Your Shadow
You might
As Well
Play With it
Master it and
Make it Your Best FRiEnD
in Your Back Pocket too just
in case the Shadow may come
in Handy one day.. hehe.. Smiles
my FRiEnD Any Art that Requires Pre-thought
of Paint by Numbers including Science Rules of
Structure to make Poetry “Grey Poupon Mustard”
is Not the Poetry that comes from the SPiRiT of My HeART
Setting mY SoUL Free in Flow.. but of course if one is looking to
sell anything to a Target Audience the Science of what they want
is integral to the value of those who are looking to actually purchase
a product.. on the other Hand there is the Value of Human Potential the
“Jonathan Livingston Seagull” Way of Life That is Just Looking to Increase complexity
in Flow to actually Feel Sense More Colors of a Christmas Tree All Lit Up!..
That comes From Within not on a Book Cover Illuminating a Name or
Green Cash Silver Coins and other Materialistic Treasures that we
Do Not produce Within for the Joy Just to Be.. Just to be
Ecstatically Happy in Joy of Love’s Bliss Now.. coming
From Art That Manages to Spark that Joy of Love’s
BliSSinG uP Instead of Down.. haha.. yes it’s
Slow for me to Open up my Blog too..
in certain instances.. every once
in a while one MacroVerse
goes a bit Viral on my
KaTiE MiA Aghogday
Blog Spot Blog where you
usually House Your Blog Posts too..
i’m including A Link to that one that kind
of Went Viral named “FaLL EQuiNoX DREaMS
CoNCEiVE 60 YeaRS” Yes Celebrating that Conception
Date in September 9 Months Away From June 6th anyway
Blog Spot is a lot easier to open up than WordPress could
Explain Why that Blog although only an Archive Blog is pushing
300,000 Views.. at 285K Views Now.. hehe no doubt for it is usually
much easier to Open than the Word Press Blog hAha.. gives me more
Hours to Write.. i had a Lot of Ducks and Public Dance Videos in the Link Below…
OMG Just finished the 3rd Go Around Already of Thanks Giving Left-Overs.. i
went to work-out as i felt like i could Hibernate ’till Spring to get over the 2nd
Round of Left-Overs.. And now i’m gonna have to take about a 2 Mile-Walk just
to Wake Back up out of this Food Coma Again.. no Shortage of Food Where i Live that’s
for sure no doubt you are reliving Some Thanks Giving Dinner Where You come from too!..
Anyway as they
Say Roll
Blues Sweet
Home Alabama too..
They got a Name for the
Winners in the World Crimson
Tide there is and for me really no name at all..
other than “Dancing Guy” and “Do You Know how Famous You are”..
i’ve Been Hearing that on ‘the Street’ Since the Summer of 2014 just
9 Months After A Birth into Public Dance.. but you know what it is the
Flow Where You Already have it all so all that’s left is to give and share more…
So i always say Really that’s Nice Thank You With a Smile Drive Thru i will give you
A Fred-Talk for an Hour and give you 30,000 Words that Way You could have a link
but the Truth is even if Real Jesus Were to come back he would simply be Dancing totally
Naked on a Beach where everyone asks where is the Heaven you Promised and then he would
say why Didn’t You Dance and Sing And Find it within hey A Gospel Singing Will Do at Church so
why didn’t
you go
to the
Strip off
all the Cultural
Clothes and find
the Living one within
A Free Dance and Naked Song..
Just Sand And Sun and Seagull
Spiraling the Sun as Waves and
Emerald Green Ocean We Naturally
Nakedly Dance And Sing one With God
my Church Under the Milky Way may
be a Church of one but it is one for all
and all for one.. doesn’t matter if any
one reads my Book but if they just
Remember the Dance a Free
Spiraling Path Within
Heaven’s Wind
of Breath
to Inhale
the Bliss and
Blow-out an
Exhale of Love
that is Fearless and
Free for Everyone else..
And All that is God ALL Alpha
thru Omega Just the Whole All
DarK Thru LiGHT ALL to do Just a
Dance And Song To Be Free With Wings
one With Gravity as a Friend Surely God got
Tired of Being DarK and said Let’s Do LiGHT
Let’s Do Dance Then Sing and Articulate Some Poetry
Deep within in Flow to Spread the Good News of a Free Dance And Song More..
Meanwhile as ‘they say’ We Can’t Eat Money More Specifically ‘Aurora’ i swear
THere are Angels on this Earth now Helping Out as they always have done in Art of God’s SKeYeS..
SMiLes the Most Popular MacroVerse i’ve written in my ‘Bible Writing Days’ was on the First Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death inspired by You with opening lines then Over Four Thousand Views for 41,351 Words still the longest 7 Day
Effort Literally Novel Size “LoVEFReEDNoW”.. Not unlike Frank from dVerse there is nothing i can and will possibly Dance And Sing to offend you…
Smiles it just
Opens up now
A TSuNaMi SouL
Without Restraint…
What a Blessing it is
just to meet someone
who doesn’t mind
if You become
all you
and come to Be Free..
Smiles Milestones and
Featnotes still to come is what that means still..
With that said as Always Love Fred Your FRiEnD
Thanks Shawna Baby With SMiLes of Just LoVEFReEDNoW Still..:)
SMiLes Shawna it seems to Never Fail God Gifts me when i meet
Milestones and Featnotes as they come.. 42 Months and 5 MiLLioN Words
And 6 King James Size Bible Long Form Free Verse Poems and 12,316 Miles of Public
Dance in the 75 Months it took to paint “SonG oF My SoUL” even Longer to Approximately
7.5 MiLLioN Words now one more
Pause in the Path
That Started
In Heaven
Within on
that Beach
Naked one with
God Again on July 19th, 2013…
RiSinG out of Ashes DarK Then..
one thing hasn’t changed that didn’t
change then through all 66 Months of Hell
Within on Earth Katrina Never Aged and surely
the Photo Above without Make-up Proves that
Still hasn’t changed as she reaches 50 Years-old
This April 2020… 60 for me on 6.6.20 infamously
With those 3 Sixes on my Driver’s License that used
to Get me Carded and Feared by the Walmart Cashiers
for a Beer with 6.6.60.. hehe.. Just the Fear of 3 Consecutive 6’s
really such a Beautiful Spiral Reminiscent as a 9 Phi Spirals now too
1.618034 Mean Ratio.. as the Feet of My Dance Naturally Spirals and
the Finger Prints Now of my Typing Dance often does too if not another
Ornate Lamp with whatever comes lit-up from Within in Shape and Essence
too.. to go.. Free.. SMiLes i suppose it’s unheard of to be together with someone
for 30 Years and never see them age.. never having to Remember them Young.. smiles
those Gray Hairs and Bald Spot at 40 still haven’t gone away but stronger than ever before
Leg Pressing 1520 Pounds that part is still true along with 166 Miles of Public Dance Each Month
still on average and 100,000 Words of Free Verse Write as Well.. It’s Safe to Dance Sing although not explicit Now that i made a Deal
With God for
All of this
The Reward
is simply the
Gift that Your
Loved one
suffer all the
Ravages of Aging..
but True she still has the
same Back-pain she had as a
Child she says she was the ugliest
Baby.. memories of Her Mother’s Boyfriend
Standing over her Bed with a knife then when
she barely could speak.. she wouldn’t exist now
at all if not for the Variety Her Mother Sought then
While Her Husband was Out to Sea.. for it is true Love
(God) doesn’t Judge or Create Evil for Life is always Beauty
Good in the Eyes of God.. even the Darkest Dark will inspire
the Lion of Love to Awake and Roar ever Louder than before…
Smiles.. if there was ever a person with 100 Percent Faith in God it is
me my FRiEnD i worked for that BLeSSinG This Faith is worth Hell as much as Heaven..
And Every Time i look at Katrina God Winks at me and Dances Sings you are one of my Favorites you are still least…
the GreaTest Gift is to Serve Love.. the Greatest Dance And Song is Just to Love Free.. the Greatest Light Lives this way within as God (Love)
SMiLes my FRiEnD Shawna Baby i remember God Young Forevernow For Love Never Ages within me.. This Faith is 100 Percent What Will
Love do next…
just a
that continues
to Paint This Wind
Even more Colors of LoVE
It’s True the GreaTesT Gift
is to Be Bewitched By God (Love)
The GreaTesT MaGiC is the LiGHT oF LoVE…
OBTW You are my Gift Too i Thank (God) Love For You too..:)
Be Eye Hurricane Then Winds Flow
When Y.O.U. Feel Loved
People Notice
Some People
Rise iN LoVE
My Mother’s Name Is Helen
And She Gave me the Gift of LoVE
to LivE oN…
Hehe.. Perhaps
One Day i’LL
Finish A Bible…
i’LL Leave iT oN A Bridge…
Good Morning It’s Amazing
If You Really consider every
Link of struggle unbroken
Existence Makes Forever
Now For This Gift of
Life Now to be even
Possible 1 in 4 Hundred
Trillion Chance aS even
Science Shows now such
Lottery Winners We All are
With Gratitude Best for those
Who Appreciate the Literal
Magic to Give and Receive
Love Free The Capstone of
The Pyramid of Existence
This opportunity to Give
Great Thanks for this Gift
Of Breath This Life this
Love Smiles i for one refuse
To wait for some one else
To Lead a Prayer For Thanks…
GReaTesT Gift to See Our Loved
Ones Thrive If Not No Real Love
i Believe ‘This’
Litmus Test Is True
‘Other Nature’ No Lies
‘That Nature’ Tells The
Truth.. Humans the Only
Creature With iMaGiNaTioN of
Dreams and NightmareS oN EartH
It’s Important Now to See Where
You Come From to Understand
WHere You May Go Next or Not
How Many Dollars Does It Take
Make To Build A Spiraling
Tower Golden Soul
Hint: NONE…
i Don’t Dance And Sing Leave
IT… Make Green LoVE iNstead
Do You Understand This World
We LiVE iN THiS IS The Land of Black Friday
the True American Easter and Christmas Every Day
In ‘This World of Consuming’ We Are Fed ‘Horse Shit’
That It Is Weak to Give Without Receiving Weakest of
Love (GoD) This IS.. Pro Tip: Hint in Heaven: NoW Yes
Do ‘Original Coke Jesus (Love)’ Forgive ‘Trump Jesus’ But Remember Where
He Currently IS… One of These Humans Forgives The Enemy.. The Other One
Fires The Enemy To Eternal Hell… So What Do You Get.. Yes A Combined Liberal
And Conservative Effort to Create What’s Still Left of ‘Original Coke’/‘Trump Jesus’…
Nothing Printed ‘till the 16th Century; No Verse Numbers Created ‘till the 13th Century…
Innumerable Ghost Writers, Pen Names, Scribes Over Centuries of Mistakes And Intentional
Changes Wrote ‘The Books’… For Those Who Do Not Understand The Biblical History of the
Old New Testament… Of Course i For Gave Her i CaMe to UnderStand Both DarK And LiGHT Is
Key to Heaven Within And This Gift She Gave… Truly ‘This’ Is A Pervasive Illness… One Day
We Went to Her House she was convinced my Poetry was Demon Influenced like ‘People Who
See Trump Lies’… Weeks Later Stage 4 Cancer Bleeding From Brain 8 Days Without Food or
Drink In Hospice Diagnosed Valentine’s Day 2017… My Mother In Her Last Years of Life Loved
me to Read Her my Poetry particularly if it was About my Life… It was Truly Heart Breaking Yet
More Heart Warming To Forgive… Will For Give The Reward is Even More Intrinsic If You Don’t
Look Back For Reciprocation Science Even Proves This SMiLE A Most Devastating Mental Illness
is a Lack of Empathy But if Your Parents Get Cancer You Will For Give Oh my God We Ate A
Ham to Die For On Thanksgiving Inspires me Even More to ‘Throw Pearls to Swine’ And Help
‘Bury the Dead’… A Dance Song For Every
One not reciprocating Kindness What Riches
Will continue to Love For Give Thanks Giving For Love
Seems ‘Doom’ until
Swine accept Pearls
Invitations to Dance
Love’s Fruition
Gift For Giving
Thanks Giving
At Best Babies and Old
Women Seek And Find
Love Most for Us to Live
Good Evening Or Morning Now Love
For Giving Thanks Giving For Love You Are
A Messenger FRiEnD Again You get more Colors
and less Words.. i Feel this Is Beautiful and might Make
You Feel Peaceful inside…
No Need for replies
Just Breathe
Beauty Now it’s
How i Live my Life…
How I Live my Love…
How i Live my Lust for
Life For Love By God Who
Do you ‘Think’ i am a BuddhisT heHe…
Born With Three Sixes 6.6.60 EvenTuaLLy
on Driver’s License that made the ‘Minion’ Walmart
Cashiers Afraid Where i LiVE iN ScaRCiTY too despite
the Abundance of Fresh Waters.. Salt Waters.. Yes.. Forest
And Sugar White Beaches With Emerald Green Waters
Gulf Whole Seagulls Spiraling Around Sun it is the Soul
Most That Suffers From Scarcities of Fear And Dark as
That may Relate to the Fear and Hate of People who
Come Different in Life Experiences.. Even in a place
As Beautiful As This.. Colors of Winter Steal
Eyes.. it is Diversity of the UniVerse WHoLE
God More That Thrills All my Feelings and
Senses MoRE ALiVE.. My
God isn’t it Plain and
more Colorful
than Numbers
to See that the Golden
PHI Mean Ratio Reduced to a
Number of 1.618034 is so much
More Art than NumBeRS NoW ALL
as Shape of 6 or 9 Nautilus Art Coming
Effortless and Free in Flow Journey iN Art of Sea
Creatures so tiny and Free.. shape of curled Fetus
And Cat Same.. Galaxy Milky Way Above and How
Quantum Sub-Particles Spiral as well as Below so
Above even more.. Winter Colors are all these For
All Who have eyes and ears more than Just
Organs to Feel and Sense… All God is Art
God Expresses as Art by God THere is
Even Art in smART heART pART And
All of EartH NoW too.. Yes What
pART oF GoD WhoLE do You
Not Get as MiND oF GoD
WHoLE Art Us
As Chaos
All that We Relative
Free Will More.. true that’s
Getting Deeper than Patterns
of Shapes for WHere do the Patterns
Start and Begin forevermore now.. SMiLes.. i
for one Still Seek and Find And Co-Create God’s
Mind Evolving More As Art i BRinG to LiGHT More…
so Much More Sublimely Beautiful Than A Word A
Math Equation A NumBeR or any Book Ever Written
Smaller than the Milky Way Above And Milky Way Now
Below UniVerse Whole Us as Part oF GoD WhoLE NoW
OMG LA Lower Alabama
Panhandle of Florida
Rolls Tide so Sad
In Walmart All the
Long Faces After
LSU.. Amen Bowling After
Church Yes For Bowling
Leagues Bind and Bond
Humans Like Churches and
Cozy ‘Norm’ ‘Cheers’ Bars as
A Religion on Saturday Public Dance
Spree With Store Front Shopping
For Katrina’s Saturday Church too…
Tried to talk her
Into going to
The Gulf
Breeze Zoo
Hehe.. No.. she
Cautioned the Zoo might
Keep me Smells of All
Day Dance Call of the
Wild Home Hybrid i Am Now
Dancing as Sand And Sun Free…
SMiLes Sohair Truly any Example of Any
Human Who Relates the Force of Love Fearless and
Unconditional is a Mentor i Will Learn More Light From
This is one Area
Where the
Never Grow
too Large to
Give and Share More..
In my Experience of Life in
the Last close to 6 Decades
Women have Proven this
Example of Love
10 Times Plus
than the
Men in this
Culture at least where i live..
the Most Successful Human Societies
for Peace as far as Science Shows have
Been Driven by this Love For Cooperation
Over Tribal Ties to Kill and Maim and Rape
And Pillage the Competition of the First
Grains to Hoard in Silo’s to Prove
who has the Most
to Take
Giving Love
to Share With All
for a Survive that means
Ultimately a Dance And Song of Thrive..
true though this Natural Order out of Chaos
that the Art of Love Brings Breaks Down when
Villages Grow to more than about 150 People
in Homogenous Culture Binding Bonding Folks Together
Square Root Problem one we are not evolved to live the way we do…
that is not something we will ever be able to fully escape from until we do…
it is possible for the
individual in smaller
Sub-Groups to do this
in A Free Enough
Society but
and a gift
that is no equal
to be Free to Love
Fearless and Unconditionally…
Perhaps what is most painful about ‘this Picture’ is the Loss of Human
Dignity of Innocence not only the Genocide that still continues in
South East Asia but the Young Boy who is being set his Future
example for the Burning of the Naked Couple and their
Child for this is His Future A Killing
Future With NO Real Human
Soul Perhaps He
will become
A Soldier
And Be Decorated
for Honor in War Crimes
Like this Perhaps this Started
When a Leader Forgave Crimes Against
Humanity as Status and Power and Material
Goods Becomes More important than the Soul
of Humanity that demands Justice for inhumane
Acts of Souls falling further and further down in
DarK away from Life… Sadly today in the so-called
Country that supposedly sets the Example for Freedom
Liberty and Justice the Minions of the Populace once again
Follow the Most Despicable Leader even justifying his 13,000
Lies as ‘the chosen one by God’ this is where Religion Turns not
only Sour but Deadly as well.. for this is where Genocide Starts
When Lies Become Both Human And God as Dark over Truth in
Light that Loves Fearless and Unconditional and who is not afraid
to Stand Tall against the DarK the DarK Reminds of this necessity to
Stand Tall and Roar the Lion of Love again if People remain Minion and
Asleep following the most Despicable Leader as they have done and fallen
through the Ages to their own Nightmares Horrors and Despairs this Country
Will Fall to
the Death
of Where
South Asian
Countries that
Genocide their fellow
Humans have Fallen too..
it’s already happening the Treatment
of Refugees from South of the Border Prove
that we are already Capable of destroying the Souls
of Young Couples and Children who we see as different
and less fortunate than us.. as far as why we are not helping
the people in Burma more it is no different than what we have
done now to the Folks South of the Border of us.. they don’t have
any Oil to give us no Material Goods Where Money is God they are nothing
at all for
in this World
Money is God..
Smiles the only
Good News is We Can And
Will Do Better but only if someone
speaks up and no longer ignores the Devil in their own Home…
Smiles Sohair There is a much Greater Problem than this We Humans
in this Zombie Apocalypse since the 1700’s continue to ‘Eat the Queen’
not the one with Scepter And Crown but the Face of Nature That is Both
God’s Face and Mother Earth the only Home in View of even Science
That Will Support the Life of Love this Gift of God’s Nature most
the Greatest Gift We Are Born to give and share naked free…
We Are So Far Out of Balance With This Face of God’s
Nature that Nature the Face of God is rebelling
Against the Nature of our Ignorance of
who we even are part and parcel
of this Living Earth Nature
of God’s Gift of Love to
Us.. We are no
more important to God’s
Nature than any other integral
Part of existence not even less than
A Grain of Sand that Holds up the potential
of Humanity’s Mountain of Love.. Smiles my FRiEnD
Humans Are Not Rational Beings We Are Creatures of HeART
SPiRiT of Mind and Body SoUL that at best Balances in LiGHT over
DarK Consuming Each other With Least Harm Giving more than Taking
Sharing More than Hoarding.. We cannot continue to Gorge ourselves with
the Face of God’s Nature and expect the Nightmare We currently see not
increase in intensity of Dante’s Rings of Hell as We continue to travel down
this Path
of ignorance
more.. All that touches
the Art of HeART is Just
THAT Art my FRiEnD those who
are inoculated against the SPiRiT oF
Art that is HeART complete are already
Lost from finding Most to save to inspire the
Light of Truth in Beauty of Love’s Wisdom more.. as
Souls Determined to Stand up instead of falling down away from Love…
So what is the Solution what is the Humane thing to do when Humans
LiVE So far out of Balance Eating the Face of God sadly my FRiEnD
if we don’t
we Simply
Go Away Nature
is God’s Arm Nature
needs no weapons God’s
Nature Will Set the Balance
Back in Order of Art our Structures
Will Tumble and Fall there will only
Be Dust left of us 300 MiLlioN Years after
the last of US is gone.. meanwhile the Nautilus Fossil
Shell Remains and the Meek Who LiVE iN Balance Will iNHeRiT the EartH…
We may Wish For Fire For The Wish We Fulfill Next Will be The Fire We Bring…
We Make
Smiles Holding
Hands online around
the Globe to change
to See more LiGHT is one
Small Step for Humankind to
at least extend our lives longer
at best
in LiGHT
in BaLaNCE
oF LoVE What
Beauty What
Wisdom What
Courage is Worth
the Thorns and Flowers
that Make Rose our Reality
of Dance and Song for me at
least a Flower in my Back Yard
And Less than a Grain of Sand
And Sun Above that Drives the
Dance And Song of me Forward Above Below…
A Young Naked Couple Holding Their Child Being
Burned Alive by Fear and Hate that my FRiEnD
is the Future my Country is
From the Pews of Church
How this Disgusts me how
this inspires me how much this
Wakes up the Lion of Love the Roar in me for change..
and find
of Love a God of LoVE iNstead…
Ignorance is surely the Devil in Clear Sight..
Message Number 85 for Bishop Barron and All
His FRiEnDS too.. Yes Seems JusT ABouT Right/Left NoW..
Beyond That Makes ‘The Race’ One That Is So ‘Full of Run’ that
You Never Stop Living in Flow All is Life From First Breath to Last
BLiNK All is NoW EternAlly LoVinG NoW.. And then my Parent’s Wedding
in the Next Photo as with the Beard i am Running at Age 22 A Senior in College
Earning 3 University Degrees as True Embossed With Nautilus 6 Spiraling Golden
PHI Shells as Those Three Degrees Line my Wooden Desk-Top Shelf Now With
Nautilus as Logo and Build Thee More Stately Mansions Song of Words and Dance
of Steps for me now at Least Oliver Wendell Holmes Wrote the other Motto as for that
University of West Florida Motto Then.. it seems to have Changed to An Argonaut with
A Sword Raising out of the Sea for Now as hey they Gotta Football Team Now too.. hehe..
Anyway my Father and Mother’s Wedding Day Picture my Maternal Grandmother on the Left
Who picked the Cotton from Sunrise to Sunset Helping Her Father with the House to raising
Her Younger Sisters who went to College And she Ending up a Waitress Working 12 Hours
a Day through the Decades of her 50’s.. 7 Days a Week Walking to Work so many more hours
that comprise the 5.69 Miles or so a Day for 12,316 Miles of Public Dance in 75 Months for me..
yeah my Paternal Grandmother on the Right mostly a Business Woman she was then..
My Father due for Law Enforcement for 46 Years fallen to the Idea that Rich is all
the Reward of Money there is to Work for in Life as so many others still fall to
that illusion now.. so Green so Green So Very Green a Way of Life so ill so
empty of Love True too.. but anyway at least he showed no fears
that is surely a plus in life over a Life of anxiety more… and
yeah then my Grandfather Smallest Boy in the Family
moving from an orphanage to Irish Catholic
Priest Immigrant in the 30’s to the USA
Meeting the Cajun Wife in the
Pews she 17.. He 36..
Breaking the Rules enough
for me to Eventually Exist still now..
And Finally His Father From Germany
And His Wife From Ireland my Great Grandfather
And Mother Rainsford of ‘Guinness Beer’ Association my
Grandfather From Limerick Wonder if he loved Poetry too..
Surely a noted Author from Last Century Dining With Einstein
in Social Circles of New York New York too.. with even a Wiki Page too…
And Finally my Great Maternal Grandmother And Great Maternal Grandfather
too.. she dying of Breast Cancer Early and He Living to 94.. meeting Geronimo
on the Camp Trail a Self Bar Passed Lawyer and oh Yeah by the Way my Paternal
Grandmother the Business Women who couldn’t Swim saved by Johnny Weissmuller
the Original Tarzan Actor at Wakulla Springs bottom lineS on change one small change
and i would not exist as that’s the chances of Life either small or larger to be here now…
It’s what We do with our life that counts We Can and Will Make All of the Money in the World
and Never Find the Self-Actualizing Ascending Transcending Agape Love in Flow for All (God)
one Place is still LooKinG The other Place already Arrives Forevernowmore Eternally Now
it all
one With God (Love)
NoW STiLL Sad when folks put
this off until after a Dirt Nap Now..
just imagine doing that for Thousands
of Lifetimes in Ignorance of the LiGHT oF NoW GoD (LoVE)
that is a kind of Hell i often see i often wish i could help
change to LiGHT
OuT oF DarK
for others…
i cry
i try
what else will
you do with the Water
of the Well You BRinG..
Sadly it Seems THeRE
WiLL Always Be US and
Them Who Do not Realize
They Are Us They Are All
Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto Tea Pots
Finding MaGiC AGaiN
Yes By God Jump
Higher And If
You Fall i Will
Always Be tHere to Catch You…
At Best Tear Down Walls of Ignorance, Fear, And Hatred Creating A Love
Fearless Enough to Hold Hands, Dance, Sing With ALL (GoD)
There is no Other Choice But one Grace And Choice For Each Human
Being to Build a Spiritual Tower of Babel for Their View of Love
It’s True.. THere are As Many (Languages)
Views of Love As God to Live and Do NoW
And Love For All to Be As LiVinG LoVE NoW
Just Building A Spiritual Tower of
Babel with One Language of Love
For All For Those Who Are Capable
of AWaKinG From THeiR SLumBeR
Mickey Mouse by 60 on 6.6.20… Just Another Milestone/Featnote Returns Early
Along With a 6-Pack Good Enough for ‘Government Work’… 3 College Degrees 33 Years
of Work 66 Months of Hell 12,333 Miles Public Dance 7.5 MiLLioN Free Verse Bible Words Now Mickey Mouse… Any Questions? ‘Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love’ i Am Here too…
Why i Dance in Public Why i Sing Poetry in Public Why i insist On Being ‘Mickey Mouse’
Bringing ‘Heaven’ Now… Child Hugging Parents Stripped of Clothes All Three Burned Alive
While Children of ‘A Different Faith Watch’… You Don’t Understand the Spirit of Either Story
Saving ‘The Happy Child’ Within
BRinGinG That Child Back Within…
If You Don’t Understand Walt’s
Intention of MaKinG ‘JeSuS’
‘Mickey Mouse’ in
The ‘MaGiC KinGDoM’…
Small Mouse A Meekest
Creature Humans See As Pest
Transformed into A Smiling Soul
to Save our Child Within NoW
Walt Disney A Mason Who Saw/
Sees A Supreme Being Enveloping
All of Culture And Religion Sought/
Sees Cure For Human Nightmares
This HiStory THis Nightmare NoW
Is A Human one that is long YeS iN
Deed of ‘Killing Fields’ IT Still Lives…
‘Pilgrims’ Escaping Religious Persecution
Slaughtering American Indians For not Converting to ‘Jesus’…
These are Nightmares Humans are Capable of Bringing to Fruition
Torturing Other Humans In Hell they Create on Earth…
Reality is in Middle Eastern
Muslim Countries Lesbians
Buried to Their Chest and Stoned to Death…
Reality is in South Asia Couples With Children
Stripped Naked Burned Alive For Being Muslim NoW…
‘Live Your Best Life
Bring Others Along’
A Worthy Quote in Deed
Good Morning.. it’s so so amazing
an entire Magic Kingdom Built
Around a Tiny Mouse
For what Humans
Without imagination
Will only see as pest…
Anyway… any Person
With the Soul of a
Child Should either
Visit Disney World or
Better Yet Become
The Spirit of that
Playful Mouse!..
This Will Also be Message
86 For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS
Not Quite sure when i will Deliver it
And Not sure if they will Ever Hear it
But i am Absolutely Sure There are Human Beings Capable of Hearing it
And Even Doing it And Living it Now True in Light That Rises in Beauty of Love Free
FLoWeRS Join
Hands in Light
of Rose For ALL (God) LoVE
i am a December Rose
i am Not Afraid of Winter…
Reach Out And Touch One…
12.1.19 Catholic New Year
Meh.. Every Day for me…
Stimming Stimulants
DrinKinG Coffee of
DanCinG KeePinG
YeS NoW Christmas
Tree-Lit ColoRinG
Up-Now Peaceful
HarmonieS NoW WitH
Laser Focus Flow never
Staining my Teeth… Hehe
Every New Move Aromatic
Flavor of Coffee Beans More.. CreMe
With (GoDLovELiGHT)
Gravity Floats With
Beauty of LiVinG
In the FoResT
ListeninG NoW
To Background
MaGiC MuSiC of Cold
Front Wings Winds
SinGinG Through
Pines as Four
Dreams Dance
Through SubLiMe
Keys SonG SMiLinG….
Good Morning Thanks for
continuing to be Part of my Life Story…
The Best Stories Are Real as LiFE NoW
Is more interesting Than Fiction.. Hehe
But it’s True that is Up to each and
Every one of Us to Direct, Produce,
Act; and Yes, Write our
Own Plays of Life; Lest
We only Become
A Spectator; an
Audience; and Yes,
Just a Congregation
Of some one else’s
Play; I Believe You Do
This; I am Very Proud
Of You My Young
FRiEnD whose Story
Has so much more
To Dance And Sing;
Yes, Thank You for
Continuing to be part
Of Your Life Story as
Your FRiEnD too… NoW…
We Reap What We Sow and in Doing So
in Effect We are Living Christmas Trees Ranging
From Living Less Green to More Green to Multi-Colored
Lights of Thoughts Associated With Emotions and Moves
That Become Steps of Dance Coloring Us Anew Even more
As Every Word May Come to Be A Song With A Dance of Steps
Coloring Every Light Anew.. Yes.. Coloring More From Head to Toe
As Star of Tree
Becomes Feet
of Roots We Spread
As Coloring Lights of Our
Christmas Tree to Give and
Share to All Others Freely in
Branching Out in Peace and
Harmony NoW As this Holiday
Spirit Love For Giving Thanks
Giving For Love may
be one of Eternal
Now Living Coloring
Our Christmas Tree Lights
to Give and Share More as We
Become an Eternal Light House
Lamp Now to Light those around
Us with Ever Coloring New
Christmas Lights for THeir
Trees SparKinG them
into New Lights Now
A River the
Become as Ocean
Whole Christmas Tree
Lights Shining EternAlly Now
Coloring Seas of Nirvana and Bliss
SMiLes Yeka.. i’ll leave that Lamp Up THere
as Leaves From Newly Coloring Christmas Trees
Naturally Shed Hope and Love Wherever they go…
Smiles this is what i like About the Character ‘Snoopy’
He is WHoly Self Authenticating Generating His Own
Joy of Rewards Autotelic in Flow through Coloring
Lights of Imagination Even more Within to Give
And Share Freely With Others too for
A Snoopy Dance that Lives on
Eternally Now
in the
of A SMiLe
to Give others so
Freely as Love Sings
And Yes Dances Wings
Smiles i Believe he is an
Author too but he wasn’t/isn’t worried
About Selling Books What Dog With
a Smile Will my FRiEnD What Dog
With a Wagging Tale and Eyes
of Love Will Do any Greater
Light than Love….
No Dog
than Love….
Anyway my Wife Katrina
the Katie Mia Part of Katie Mia
Frederick Bought me a Dance Shirt
That Has a Christmas Wreath Hanging
on Snoopy’s Nose the Shirt is Green and Fits Well…
And At the Bottom HeaR the Most important Light Now that
So Many People Fear that eventually Will Bring Cynicism
of Light too and that is DarK mY FRiEnD Note the Upper
Case Letter Play Where DarK Becomes Ark too for a
Greater Way of Living.. Yes.. Light of Loving to come
Out of DarK as THere is no Fully escaping DarK
only less than 5 Percent of Reality will
Science Now Even Measure
Beyond Dark Energy
And Dark Matter
What is Left
the Faith oF LiGHT
That Naturally comes From
DarK What We Touch and Sense And
Feel is Real as Both DarK and LiGHT that
Comes From DarK too.. And True Some Science
Studies Show on Average 80 Percent of Human Thoughts
Are associated with Negative Emotions as All Mammals Remember
Fear the Most for Simple Survival on this Earth.. to Escape DarK This
Way when it comes again.. But Humans Are Different We Have the Ability
to iMaGiNE And Co-create DarK NiGHTMares or Beautiful Dreams of
Beyond Rainbow Colors more.. Yes like the Beautiful Meme/Egregore
MaGiC True Magic of Snoopy Who Lives Still in the SPiRiT HeaRT
Yes SoUL of Humans Exposed to this Story not unlike the
‘Good Cop Version of Jesus’ who is All Loving For Giving
All Thanks Giving For Love Now.. Smiles ‘Snoopy’
is a Bit More Mischievous Or Not that much
is Left up to Each Set of Human
Eyes in How they Perceive
DarK Through LiGHT
but Never the less as
Human Beings We have the
Potential the GreaTesT Potentials
To Change the Lighting of Our Own
Christmas Trees in Autotelic Flow from
Head to Toe.. yes to practice a Song of Positive
Thoughts associated with Positive Emotions as Words
Indeed all Words May Become a World Of LiGHT Mostly
instead of the Other Way Around.. the Average of DarKeR
Human Christmas Trees ‘These Days’ so impoverished
in Worlds of Newer Coloring Christmas Lights of Joy..
Anyway Tears in DarKNeSS BRing Comfort.. the
Love of Loved ones Passing away Will LiVE
oN in the Eyes of Children/Friends of LiGHT
Now to Carry on This Love Eternally… Yes
Now The Gift of this LiGHT
is Equally Present
Gift NoW
DarK Through
Light to Accept the
DarK With LiGHT to Color
Our Christmas Trees with Lights
More and to Spread the Roots of these
Colors More to Everyone Else and the Rest
of Nature Giving More than Taking.. Sharing more
Than Hoarding ends and Begins These 3 Lamps Now
But It’s True all This Third Wave is.. Is Waves of Seashores
Never ending LiGHT NoW…
Eating Sugars i feel
intuitively bad for my
Health but i indulge
And Go ‘Cold Turkey’
After Thanks Giving
Week.. Hehe… the Greatest Health Benefit i find Is Reducing Fear Out of my
Mental Diet To Almost Zero Percent Now And Keeping All the Love…
On Average some Science Studies Show our Thoughts Associated
Now With Emotions that
Are Stress Flavored
With Anxiety of Fear
Comprise 80 Percent
Of our Conscious Thinking
Existence… Free Dancing
Regulates Emotions..
Integrates Senses and
Writing 100,000 Or so
Positive Words of Free
Verse Poetry on Average
Each Month With 166
Miles of Dance Literally
Wires me From Head
To Toe As A Christmas
Tree With Ever More
Colors of pleasant
Lights from Head
To Toe More…
To Give and
Share Freely too…
True.. not easy to
Eliminate all Fears
As A Continuous
Practice of Life But
When Fear Does Go
Away Human Potentials
In Arts and Sciences of
Life Reach a Beautiful New
Dimension Now that Few
Folks ‘See’ Where Almost
The Entire Experience
Of Life is one of Love
Without Fear.. Yes.. Bliss
Nirvana.. Metaphors
Unlimited for this
Rare yet Common
Experience reported
Cross Culturally in
‘Autotelic Flow’…
Smiles.. some people
Believe it is a ‘Welfare
Gift’ they Get Free after
A Dirt Nap for repeating
A Few Verses in a Book…
These People May be
Easy to Subjugate
And Control their
Entire Life Now…
Whereas A Person Who
Generates Their Heaven
Within Is impervious
To the Desires of others
To limit their Freedoms
In Life… Smiles.. Few People Are Willing to Actually Seek and Find Heaven Now…
And Keep up the Work Required to ‘Staycation’ in Heaven Within Across an Entire
Lifespan Now… When they Do They are still often ridiculed But ‘The Fool’ enjoys
‘THeir’ ‘Eternal Christmas Tree Reward’
Now… Yes.. the Health
Benefits are just a Side
Effect of the Fountain
Of Youth Too as Science
Shows just ‘Standard
Meditation’ Will
Provide that
‘Side Effect’ too…
That Said.. i Ate my Last
Piece of Pie Last Night
NoW it is ‘Cold Turkey’
‘Till Christmas.. Imagine
A World With no ‘Thanks
Giving’ Or ‘Christmas Day’…
No Need for Pie or Material Gifts… Just Lighting our
‘Christmas Trees’ Newer Greater Colors Continuously Now Giving
More Sharing Those Colors Newer Now Freer… Yes.. Money is A Glitch…
i lived in Hell First
To eliminate that
Need From my
Diet too.. Hehe..
Anyway… so many
Paths to ‘Light’…
This one Works
For me for Real
Now… Best Wishes
For Your Path
My FRiEnD…
Sooner Than Soon Love Lives Now…
Tearing Down Walls of Ignorance, Fear, and Hatred Since 6.6.60…
2020 Vision Coming Sooner Soon… My Story is… For Real… i am (Love) Not
For Sale Or The ‘Polar Bear’ (Nature) or The ‘Hulk’ (Shadow).. Yes.. iBreathe NoW…
No Longer waiting For a Breath of Heaven… Yes.. iBreathe NoW
#2020Vision MoRE Than JusT Organs of EYes PLaYinG
Either We Grow Up Accept DarK Through LiGHT
Appreciate This Life This Love This Lust For
Life As Heaven’s Gift Now Or We Do Not…
Katrina Captured me Singing ‘This Place’
Without ‘Sooner And Soon’ Only the Present
Moment Less Than A Minute of Gift NoW
True ‘A Place’ WHere You Feel No Tears
No Death Eternally Now As You Dance And Sing
The Present of Now… This ‘PlacE oN EartH Within Now’
WHere THere is NO Soon YES Sooner WHere This Present Gift of Life
is Enough to Give Thanks.. ‘PlacE oN EartH Within’ Where Loves of Those
We Lose Carry on in LiGHT of Our LiViNG EYes in Sleep And Wake Love BreatheS ON
There is ‘This Place on Earth Within’ Where You Accept ALL DarK Through LiGHT See
Blessings of Tears and Deaths as Gifts… Sadly Folks Who Seek Or Work to Retain Power
Will Sacrifice All Integrity
If They Ever See It At All
And Without the Ability to See
The Smallest Parts of Life as
Both Awesome And Miracle
Heaven Escapes Their
Grasp of Status
And Material
Not so Well
in Heaven the
Alternative Place
Within For Real NoW
Bowling For Meme’s (Egregore) by the way someone
with a User name of ‘Bowling’ took a Video of me Last
Night in Walmart and Shared in on ‘Tic Toc’ i didn’t even know
that Version of ‘Snap Chat’ Existed hehe.. anyway they shared
the Video With about less than 10 Seconds of Action and hey
most people Hide the Fact they
do it.. not these Folks.. they
were From Kentucky
The Woman who
took the Video
Grew up without
An Indoor Bathroom then…
these folks are not that shy
hehe.. anyway i did look for Your
Bowling Adventure on Your Family
Blog thanks for clarifying that on Your
Mystical Blog hAha.. Anyway the New Word
of the Day is “Egregore” that is a whole lot like
the Cultural Phrase “Meme” When Human Group
Ideas become Live in the Humansphere like ‘that
Politically Incorrect White Cat’ that is all over Social
Media as the Cat Who keeps the same i gotcha smile…
Anyway i’ve Already Become an ‘Egregore’ of the Life of
‘the Dancing Guy’ in this Metro Area of Several Hundred Thousand
Folks Spreading Two Counties in Public Folk Dance and as far as Tallahassee
and Biloxi where folks have Hollered out of their Car Windows Yelling We Know
You.. You are ‘the Dancing Guy’ in Pensacola.. same thing when we were eating Dinner
at the Casino’s in Biloxi.. so i thought to myself.. yes.. i’ll continue to Promote the Meme
With Word Captions Just for the Free Associative Creative effort to see where it goes next..
Sorry about Your Small
Son Spraining His
Ankle canceling
the Bowling Date
and the Difficulties getting
the Family to Play Scrabble oh Lord
did my Mother Love Scrabble she Played
For Hours with my Sister.. i played once when
i was super ill at least i tried too but all the Word
Combinations kept coming up with Phrases like
‘Dead End’ True there is Negative Synchronicities
too.. With MeMe’s TheMe’s i will Co-Create whoever
i want/desire/will to be in the Zen Personality of the
Moment too.. Just for the Stimulus
of the Joy for Doing it Now..
Staying Positive is what
i attempt to Do
Best MaKinG
Dreams Come to
Fruition a never Ending
Play of MaGiC Practice of
‘Chaos MaGiC’ for me by the
Way that’s another Phrase for the
Day.. for Chaos MaGiC is the Creative
Magic We Bring to Fruition with no Rules and Regulations…
Just What We come To Bring To Fruition of our Dreams Now..
Like this Lamp in Left Justification View the Shape is A “SonG
oF mY SoUL” a Visual Representation of the Music i Hear within
when i Write in Stream of Conscious Flow Anyway ‘For me at
Least My Story Is For Real’.. No New Fiction For NoW.. Here…
‘Victor Hugo’ Termed “Egregore” in Older ‘MeMe SPeaK’ too..:)
The Subjective Experience of a Person Who Sees Everything in Life as a Miracle; Awesomely Indeed; is a Period of
Existence that Subjectively Lasts Much Longer as the Present now; versus one who is depressed and analyzes
Time more like a Frigging Clock; Been there done it; the More Depressed You are the More you feel like a Clock (Blah)…
But on the other Hands of ‘The Clock’…
HAha (it’s not really funny) it’s not surprising that the Responses ‘here’ are limited to Objective Measures of Science;
However, Literally that is Both Time Eating and Time Depressing to View Life that Way; if different is even possible.
The Moral of this Story is one Will ‘Live Longer’ ‘And Prosper More in Joy’ in a Much Longer Perception of Life if one
Views Life more like a Miracle And As Awesome as ‘Snoopy Will in a Dance’; ‘these Lessons’ are
Universally Human too now.
Oh, and By The Way; Looking to Fear to Experience this ‘Time Flow’ through Adrenaline ‘Jacking-up’ Experiences
May eventually Destroy every Bodily System We Employ to Live; Seeing the Colors of Life More Beautiful; and
Yes, By ‘God’ Awesome as a Miracle for every Present now; is much more efficient than Sky Diving as an Addiction;
Stuff like Combat; the such as ‘that’ too.
Oh Yeah; And Sure as Far as Empathy Goes; if ya Wanna Expand Your Perception of Time; Hang Around Snoopy
When He Dances; Or better Yet Be Snoopy; Just Do Snoopy too; and Don’t Forget ‘the Dance’..;)
From ‘Professors Wiki’ on “Time Perception”:
“Effects of emotional states[edit]
Research has suggested the feeling of awe has the ability to expand one’s perceptions of time availability. Awe can be characterized as an experience of immense perceptual vastness that coincides with an increase in focus. Consequently, it is conceivable that one’s temporal perception would slow down when experiencing awe.[50]
Possibly related to the oddball effect, research suggests that time seems to slow down for a person during dangerous events (such as a car accident, a robbery, or when a person perceives a potential predator or mate), or when a person skydives or bungee jumps, where they’re capable of complex thoughts in what would normally be the blink of an eye (See Fight-or-flight response).[51] This reported slowing in temporal perception may have been evolutionarily advantageous because it may have enhanced one’s ability to intelligibly make quick decisions in moments that were of critical importance to our survival.[52] However, even though observers commonly report that time seems to have moved in slow motion during these events, it is unclear whether this is a function of increased time resolution during the event, or instead an illusion created by the remembering of an emotionally salient event.[53]
A strong time dilation effect has been reported for perception of objects that were looming, but not of those retreating, from the viewer, suggesting that the expanding discs — which mimic an approaching object — elicit self-referential processes which act to signal the presence of a possible danger.[54] Anxious people, or those in great fear, experience greater “time dilation” in response to the same threat stimuli due to higher levels of epinephrine, which increases brain activity (an adrenaline rush).[55] In such circumstances, an illusion of time dilation could assist an efficacious escape.[56][57] When exposed to a threat, three-year-old children were observed to exhibit a similar tendency to overestimate elapsed time.[9][58]
Research suggests that the effect appears only at the point of retrospective assessment, rather than occurring simultaneously with events as they happened.[59] Perceptual abilities were tested during a frightening experience — a free fall — by measuring people’s sensitivity to flickering stimuli. The results showed that the subjects’ temporal resolution was not improved as the frightening event was occurring. Events appear to have taken longer only in retrospect, possibly because memories were being more densely packed during the frightening situation.[59]
People shown extracts from films known to induce fear often overestimated the elapsed time of a subsequently presented visual stimulus, whereas people shown emotionally neutral clips (weather forecasts and stock market updates) or those known to evoke feelings of sadness showed no difference. It is argued that fear prompts a state of arousal in the amygdala, which increases the rate of a hypothesized “internal clock”. This could be the result of an evolved defensive mechanism triggered by a threatening situation.[60]
The perception of another persons’ emotions can also change our sense of time. The theory of embodied mind (or cognition), caused by mirror neurons, helps explain how the perception of other people’s emotions has the ability to change one’s own sense of time. Embodied cognition hinges on an internal process that mimics or simulates another’s emotional state. For example, if person #1 spends time with person #2 who speaks and walks incredibly slowly, person #1’s internal clock may slow down.
Depression may increase one’s ability to perceive time accurately. One study assessed this concept by asking subjects to estimate the amount of time that passed during intervals ranging from 3 seconds to 65 seconds.[61] Results indicated that depressed subjects more accurately estimated the amount of time that had passed than non-depressed patients; non-depressed subjects overestimated the passing of time. This difference was hypothesized to be because depressed subjects focused less on external factors that may skew their judgment of time. The authors termed this hypothesized phenomenon “depressive realism.”[61]”
And Yes of course this Will Be Message Number 87 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS as i’m ALWaYS BacK NoW And i JusT Do Not Give Up on Humans Who WalK iN DarK AS This
LiGHT iS oNly Waiting Within to Seek to Find to Explore to Practice Heaven Eternally NoW iN
Who Escapes DarK
Dedicated to the Saint Elmo’s (Helen’s) Fire of Love That
BRinGS me HeaR “Love For Giving Thanks Giving For
Love” SiGNaTuRE CoMes… BefoRE… A SoN… NoW
Less Than A Grain of
Sand The Love That
Will Hold Up A Mountain
of Human Potential Love
Only Last And Least to Serve
Never Met A Stranger Not Even Less
Than A Grain of Sand Now for What
is Language More Than Essence of LoVE…
‘i am Not Impressed by Money, Social Status, or
Job Title. i am impressed by the way Someone Treats
Other Human Beings” True this is very SmART Sohair
For Without the Art of Kindness in Smart All We are left
with is a He with little to No Soul.. No Art of God that is the Love
That and
Who Lives
Within Us
Best to Give And
Share Free Thriving Alive
And never Walking Dead
With only He of HeART
Or P of Part without
Art in EartH our
HoMe that
Me and
You With SMiLes..
Yes Us and Them too…
There is ReaSon And
THere is SmART WHeRe
The Parent of All is God’s
Art God’s Love That Lives And SPRinGS
Within Us Thorns Flowers Rose For ALL…
And You know it doesn’t Matter to me What
Language What Symbol Anyone Uses as Long
As the Light the Essence of Love Consuming Others With Least Harm
NoW All Others And All Nature of God Comes to Exist Now Real Within..
Many Housings of Vehicles and Vessels that Carry Us Home to Light Within
the Love
We Give
And Share
Freely Consuming
Others and the Rest of
Nature God With Least Harm…
Meanwhile at Best We Smile Holding
HeARTS Together as SPiRiT All Rises SoUL more…
Smiles Sohair You inspire me Now in many New ways
to House to Vehicle to Vessel the Essence of what is most Real (GoD) LoVE
i rarely think of Your Gender, Your Age, Your Status, Money, Religion or any
Essence other Than Your Soul What a Blessing it is to See Essence my FRiEnD…
Smiles Sohair now i will
Dance Sing my Songs Are not
Complete without Your Comments
With Thanks Again for Dropping
By Always Encouraging me too..
Thanks For Coming by “Sooner Than Soon Love Lives Now” Sohair
For True in my Life At Least The King Is Love This God Force That
Permeates all of Existence That Makes All of Existence Possible Now
Yes Surely a Force Greater Than For Mortal Eyes to See Whole But Surely
A Force That Will Connect Us With Human Love As Well.. that Fills Us NoW
With Fire
To Survive
In Joy of
Thriving With
Each Other in Yes
Peace And Harmony
to Feed and Water.. Yes..
Garden Love Amongst Us All
Even More.. i am Neither Afraid
of Tears or Death as i have seen
The Resolution of Love These
ParTs of Life Bring to Light
of ReaLiTy out of Dark
True.. Yes.. this
Helps me
See More
Light without
Cynicism my FRiEnD
For True the Death of my only
Son Ryan inspires me to do more
than i possibly Believe i could do Before..
Simply for his life of 51 Days of only Pain made
me be filled With Love For Giving Thanks Giving For
Love Even More.. all my Struggles seem like nothing
in Life then.. something to remember in the Future to Survive..
Tiniest of Life’s Greatest Struggles will make all the Difference in
Our World’s of Coming Love…
SMiLes.. Thanks Sohair
Surely Peace And
Harmony IS A
Birthing Ground
For Human Trees
Of Love Forest Whole
My Son Would have Been 22 This
Year as of June 4th, 2019.. When i Dance
With College Age Youth His Age at the Metro
Dance Hall Coming this Thursday Night the 288th Week His Light His Love
He never Felt in Eyes of Pain… i Pass on to them A Dance A Fire of Free
Fire Living Love
Within me Still to
Give and Share Free
For True A Dance And
Song oF LiGHT to Be Now
i STiLL AM His And Her Gift Now
“Love For Giving Thanks Giving For LoVE” Now
And Sure Soon And Sooner This Will Be Essence Form Yes Now
Message Number 88 For Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS Fitting Love Seems NoW
(737 Words)
Now to Wrap this “Love For Giving Thanks Giving for Love” MacroVerse Up with
A Visit to Frank and Xenia’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid place of Aphorisms from
the Sages of the Ages.. Already Covered enough of the Tale of the Tape in the Body
of this MacroVerse so will skip on over to MacroVerse Memories From 3 Years to
Date too where the Seemingly Never Ending Doors to Chambers of this Nautilus
Word Mansion Continues to Expand as those MacroVerse Memories also include
Memories from 3 Years before that to keep the Entire
75 Month Effort now in Flow of Never Ending
Story Seemingly True too.. with even
More Doors to Nautilus
Chambers of Words..
Photos.. and so many
More Songs and Informational
YouTube Videos too what’s to lose
Nothing just Learning Potential in Arts
And Sciences more.. so now First to Frank’s Place…
So.. So Many Miracles now
This Life Brings.. wow getting
Antibiotics for a Sinus Infection
Delivering Excruciating Nerve Pain
In my Face Where i couldn’t even Chew
on my Left Side Delivered not only Freedom
from that infection/pain but full realization of smell
and taste again that i thought i had already fully recovered..
it’s pretty amazing really as people actually died from Sinus Infections
regularly before Antibiotics became available.. first time i’ve taken any
AntiBiotics in about 30 Years.. there was no question this go around
as to whether
or not to
do it..
This Face Pain
had a solution i was
so happy to find out
Antibiotics would solve
it and additionally fully
Return my Senses of Smell and Taste
Thanks Giving Dinner was truly Special this way..
other than gaining a few more pounds hehe.. Celebrating Thanks…
SMiLes A Clear
Path And
For Ever Coloring
Roses of Love With
Thorns and Flowers
Holding Hands is surely
A Nice Place of Peace And Harmony
to Live as Petals Spread over Life’s Joy in Comfort of Love…
Oh Yes When the Big Blue Room Becomes Home
Where Clouds offer Shade to Summer Spring
Or in Florida at Least only a small wait
until the Days Change into
Close to Four Seasons
of December hehe..
Currently in Winter
Mode Just coming out
of Spring again hAha.. Perhaps
No Air-Conditioner At Christmas
But With Body Heat and Blankets Really
Hard to Freeze to Death Down Here only
on the Rarest Occasions of Winter Blasts
But Never enough Snow to Become all Iced in..
it’s hard for me to imagine that and i’m glad for it
Although Florida Hurricanes will be a Rather Large inconvenience too hehe..
Anyway all the More Reason to Enjoy Nice Days in the Big Blue Room of Skies…
Smiles Stormy Seas And
Clouds Always Resolve
Conflicts Back
To Peace
of Glimmering
Skies of Blue And Sea too…
So Much Hope in a Distant path
Lined With Trees No Matter
Season as Long As
Don’t Fade
As Long as
Lights Eyes now…
Nature Lights
Our Way With
So Many Changing
Colors of Breath Left to Breathe..
Ever Grain of Sand
Sparkling As Stars
Every Leaf that
Greens And Falls
Every Cloud Rising
And Falling Over Sun
Just All That is Advent Now..
SMiLes Xenia Happy LiGHT to You..:)
“The only act of revolution left
in a collective world is thinking for yourself.”
~~ Bob Geldorf, “Is That It?” ~~
As Crazy As the World May Be
Individual Evolution Still Possible Here..:)
“God prevent we should ever be
twenty years without a revolution.”
~~ Thomas Jefferson ~~
The Inner One is not to be missed..:)
“I take a simple view of life:
keep your eyes open and get on with it.”
— Laurence Olivier
True Turn off the News Dance And Sing
It’s what they Did in the ‘Matrix Movie’
as Long as that Peace Lasted too..:)
“We do not walk on our legs, but on our Will.”
— Sufi proverb
Actually Our Emotions Regulating
Senses Integrating Make Laser Focus
on One Task Even Possible For Greater
Human Potential of Will
This Way Dance
May Become
Will of Mind Over Matter..
And Eventually Even A Song To Articulate It..:)
“I wanted to change the world.
But I have found that the only
thing one can be sure of changing is oneself.”
— Aldous Huxley
It’s true you can’t force other Folks to Dance And Sing
With HeART or SPiRiT or SoUL for that matter too..:)
“A good head and a good heart
are always a formidable combination.”
— Nelson Mandela
Yeah take Art out of smART and
HeART and all that’s Left is S and M of He..:)
“Nullum magnum ingenium sine mixtura dementiae fuit.”
There is no great genius without a tincture of madness.
— Seneca, De Tranquillitate Animi, 17
Of Course Not… Low Levels of Latent Inhibition
With Transient Hypo-Frontality in Flow Required
for Creativity not enough Reason to Turn off the
of Madness
Will Most Definitely come..:)
“A person is not given integrity.
It results from the relentless pursuit of honesty at all times.”
– Smart Bee
Yeah it’s true even a Psychopath without Empathy May Develop
A Moral Code of Honesty; Without Either One; one May Just end
up as a Demagogue and “The Father oF aLL Lies” for REAL..:)
“There are no dangerous thoughts;
thinking itself is dangerous.”
— Hannah Arendt
Why i Dance And Sing to Let it All Go
And Get IT All Out Nothing Left but
Peace And Harmony Within..
Silence of the Lamb..;)
“Things don’t change.
You change your way of looking, that’s all.”
— Carlos Castaneda
Particularly if one is doing Mushrooms hehe;
the Fall of People like Alan Watts, Terrence
McKenna, and So Many others who took the easy route ‘out’ of Mind…
But True McKenna was only Paranoid about the Cause of His Brain Cancer..
my God age 53 so much more Potential and Watts at 58 With a Heart Condition
And Decades of Cigarette Smoking and Alcoholism.. Smiles i’m so lucky to be
On the Border Line enough of
‘Madness’ Not to need
to ingest anything
to escape
‘this’ World
A Dance And
Song Will Do For me
Not too High not too Low..:)
“If you get confused, listen to the music play.”
— Robert Hunter
It’s playing TG Now For Real to Be…
it never Stops Dancing Singing Light
of So many More Christmas Tree Colors
NoW Within to Give and Share for Free
least for me..;)
“12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016″…
Yeah again below above probably more now
but even again more it gets to a Point NoW
Still Where 12 MiLLioN is More than Enough…;)
“OVengate 2016″… Considering How Bad
Katrina Burned Her Hand on a BBQ Pan perhaps
not a Great Buy That New Oven Then Later at least..:)
“New Moon Reign”… Full Moon Rising Again..:)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”… Probably More
Than 12M Words Now as above but hey that’s so far in the Past hehe.. now is now..:)
“All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”.. In Short.. Yes They Still Do..:)
That Ends the Write of “Love For Giving Thanks Giving For Love” Now
at 12:08 AM on 12.03.19.. Publish Coming Soon And Sooner Too.. hehe..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
Love iS
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)
Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)
Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…
Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW
“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)
Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)
“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)
Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)
“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

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