Ha! Harry Connick Jr.. talking on the TV about 24 Billion Selfies taken a year and making male model Face.. so i figured why not make a close uP oF iT.. After wearing my Homer Simpson Last Perfect Man T-shirt While Forest Bathing.. yes.. totally Clothed in a State Park As PaRT of Black Water River Forest.. nah.. the Forest don’t care ’bout Selfies but it does as Nature presents its Best Face Naturally to Survive.. Humans do this too.. no surprise.. aided in trans-humanist ways of sMaRt PhOne Selfies and ‘work’ as ‘they’ also do as a third of Tax Refunds this year as studied and allocated for some kind of Cosmetic Surgery.. Hey.. i’ve earned every grey hair and a few extra inches that are still hard to pinch around the middle as the wife Katrina so aptly reports iN discrepancies turned to the profile side of my Modern New Age Renaissance And Egyptian MiN Michelangelo SoUL Flesh way oF sPiriTed Apollo And David-like Homer Simpson Art per DancE anD SinG oF ThAT toTaLLy free and footloose no longer uptight as they say.. hanging loose now more as Art gRows at any age when FReED.. @LeAst for Me.. A Picture tales a story and So much more.. coming soon.. wRite on cOUrse oF YeS…;)
And coming across the TV Waves NoW.. three types of selfies reported as such on the Harry Connick Jr. show as the wife reports to me too..;)
Communicator Auto-Bio-Grapher Self Publicist
It’s all art to me.. yes.. Communication arts yes.. Personal Story arts yes.. Non-Verbal Language arts it’s what normal humans do.. NoW2.. even online.. iT WiLL Be rather strange to suggest we don’t like to share our face and get feedback..;)
Seriously NoW don’t be afraid to express yoursELf all of what you can and WiLL Be jusT for A Playground of Fun.. even if you are the only player iN iMaGiNaTioN and CreATiVity too.. in ways of flesh and blood physical art too.. NoW iT’s what healthy humans do.. move.. connect and create.. and yah.. reAlly healthy ones stay that way longer in grace of age if and when they make liFE the same AmaZinG WondRous plAy Ground oF LiFE wHo any modern aGe Curious George CaN AnD WiLL Do as ART oF LiFe.. set totAlly Free and it’s trUe We DO liVe iN A New Brave age.. Renaissance wHeRE the First Amendment RiGhtS Allow total Freedom of Expression as LonG as it harms no one else.. and online the solution is simple.. turn of Freedom iF iT Offends the Measure of Freedom one sees.. Few limits HeaR Baby.. as i create a different color every NoW oF all of wHo i Can Be.. liGht to dARk.. SHades oF Grey.. beYOnd RainBow CoLor of MoVinG.. .CoNnecTinG And CreATinG juST ’cause i CaN And WiLL and on top of thAT iT iS Simply FuN..:)
sMiLes.. Good NiGht.. mY Dear FriEnd.. i’M GuesSinG iN Egypt for you by now.. and i am very happy that our talk makes you happy as inspired by what you give and share heAR.. And jusT back from HiKinG iN NaTuRe aLL Day.. ReFresHinG thAT iS anD NeXt for Public Free Style Dance WiTh some wRiTing to Go aLonG wiTh thaT StiLL Word Counting too aT 1,438,120 Long Form Personal Poetry Bible words since Memorial Day of 2016.. and StiLL eXSeeDinG 4 Million Words in Long Form Poem way iM what i aM wRiTinG heAR NoW pLuS iN 96th/767th MacroVerse way too.. along with eXceeding 7200 Miles of that Public Dance in the 44th Month of doing that WiTh Long Form Poem.. Ocean wHole “SonG oF mY soUL”.. to go along with the sMaLLer close to 11 month effort of what i name as “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. per the 96th Macro Verse stARTinG NoW too.. heHe.. but that’s what i’Ve been DoinG.. How have i been.. it’s all Heaven.. mY FriEnd.. sure.. A challenge but life’s like that too.. and i continue to hold you in my prayers for your continued success iN your Graduate Studies.. NoW too.. All the best my FriEnd.. alWays all the best to you and your children.. family and friEnds too.. Hopes Like thaT for the rest of Creation Too as Equal pArtS oF goD whOle WiTh NeVeR SePaRatioN As BlanKet whOle.. all is covered.. aS Allah coVers… Essence God alWays ReAL HoLY WHOle.. mY FriEnd.. SOHEIR..:)
sMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Xenia.. As GeM iS FriEnD.. Sun shines Forest Green.. afTer HiKinG tHeiR thiS Morning through afternoon.. how relaxed i am curRenTly NoW iN A SpiRiT heART And soUL of Creativity Free.. wHErE TRuLY nOw WiTh MoVinG.. ConNectinG And CreATinG waY NoW Lives forever iN beYond what science can say is HuMaN PoTenTiAL eXpreSSinG Bliss.. Hopefully.. everyone can attend A pARTy likE ThiS mY FriEnd.. never.. the less.. and alWays more.. so .. thanks.. for joining iN oN mY Bliss..:)
Powerful Stories about life.. they surround us every day on Facebook.. they really do.. and it is the outliers that i appreciate the most as most often they are having a grand time at life.. Like the Gentleman.. a Puppeteer in a Big City with a TwerKinG Skeleton Puppet.. as shared with me by Second Cousin Monica.. whose efforts eventually earned 37M Views on Facebook.. whether the originator of the effort shared that art electronically or not.. the human impact is the same.. a little more hUman liGht in way of EmoTioNs and SenSEs for the day.. And then.. Dance Friend Maggie silly and fun as she can be.. sharing a Disco Tits story about glittering the ‘girls’ up for Festivals and all around town as Maggie makes for a silly wish now.. as the Homer Simpson last perfect ‘immortal’ man in Xanadu way might say.. don’t take life too serious.. death will come soon enough or never now for those who play instead of fret.. And A Powerful Story About Life heAR.. And encouraging to me in how Poetry as of Elite Renaissance ages is making a comeback and even making the YouTube Trending list for efforts like this of a minute or so to last through the modern age human attention span of less than a Gold Fish as science says but never the less and actually more.. A Powerful Story that in short says the Kingdom of Nature as Happiness lives in the UniVerse Within as continuing Bliss in miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForCe iN A Satisfaction that one already has it all.. even Naked and Free with enough to eat.. enough to drink.. shelter.. and most importantly.. the ArmS and eYes and Hips of Love.. to Share NoW WiTh otHeRs who also See.. SeNse And FeeL this LiFE to Be A Wonderful Adventure Now.. And it’s true while my long form poetry WiLL likely never be shared in whole on Facebook.. as its evident that its time and place is not now in this way at LeASt.. however.. not a word… do i need to entertain juST the heaRT StringS of LiFE i Pull NoW wherever i go wiTh DAncE.. and you KNoW its hilarious and truly sad when folks have to ask me why i do it.. in terms of basically you are crazy for doing it as it earns no money and you are just wasting your life.. and that’s a big part of the problem why we are closer to Nuclear war since the Bay of Pig’s incident in the 60’s now.. people are not happy with what they have.. it’s not enough so they want the World to end instead by not Giving a FucK.. iF our Dear Leader Shoots the World in the Foot and it never walks again as far as humans live.. root cause… conservatism.. never have enough.. religion per heaven and hell is somewhere else but here.. and sure.. politics that is the above mentioned and the way of the Tribal Nature that sees separate and not enough in scarCityway.. instead of Abundant and Heaven W H O L E.. Now in rich with have instead of poor with have not.. with the greaTest poverty always of the soUL that dies within..:)
So.. i DancE.. So.. i SinG MorE.. ‘HeaVeN NoW ALWayS HeAR’..:)
And iT Appears now.. i have preSenTly.. A TiTle for A 96th/767th MacroVerse too.. As “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. And “SonG oF My SoUL” aS trUly NeVeR EnDinG NeVeR LanD Stories And A Hotel California.. Heaven or Hell.. Depending NoW on one’s iNk Blot View of LiFe.. Hehe.. endless rabbit holes too.. sure.. check iN.. if you like.. and whatever you do.. leave and NoW get back to Nature and God the sAMe.. nOw..:)
Hotel California.. and the place NoW i was and am raised NoW.. STiLL.. Yes.. Heaven.. nice metaphor NoW alWays for the ‘normal’ Human place oF iNheritance.. forAGinG all day close to naked for what’s to eat for today and ‘morrow way.. most imporTantly.. hand to hand and hip to hip eYes wiTh ComMoN HoLy and SaCred Meaning and Purpose in continUinG survive and thrive in Moonlit Naked Furry Dance under Moonlit Skies of campFire Love.. work of the niGht wHere the child was/is the prize to be raised by a Village of Love where each oTHeR is the only answer to LiFE as continuing LiVing.. yes.. survive and thrive and how far we go and how far we come away from all that is like this Holy and Sacred.. Full of Meaning and Purpose in Survive in Eat and Drink and Shelter and DancE and SinG and Drum Beat a Bliss in Trance then STiLL NoW LiFe wiTH NatuRe GoD sAMe WhoLe pArT uS MoRe GoD all that is so.. it’s true.. i for one am not only NoW A 56 soon to be 57 on 6.6.17 Divine MasculiNe WiLL and StrenGth Divine FemiNine LoVe and GRace PoSinG Man with Last Perfect Man Homer Simpson TheMeD T-ShiRt HeAR on the River.. i Am the River.. i am the Magnolia Tree.. i am the Grass… i am the Clouds and Blue Sky.. i am the Tracks and Trains of Rail Road Trestle Bridge Soon to connect wHole and one.. i am the Forest aCross to Shore.. i AM thaT sAMe and DiFFeREnt 3 year old boy.. Standing on the sAMe Bank in ’63 iN/oN Down Town WiLLinG Street Milton.. FL.. i AM God and so is all the rest.. yes.. sAMe God that/wHo spoke to me within at age 3 before i learned to talk.. with words in vocal way.. at age 4.. yes.. born with what ‘they’ name as Autism and on the so-called Bi-polar Merry Go ’round and Roller Coaster too.. thing is.. i was and am hard wired for Heaven in more than one way too.. born with the luxury of only A Shotgun Home on the River.. no Air Conditioning.. No Central Heat or Heat at all in Bathroom for Cold Winter Baths.. but Moreover.. Mother Nature GoD as River.. Grass.. Sky.. Clouds.. yes.. NoWdid i mention i am the Birds and Bees too.. to Do Nurture me thenow.. sure.. Mother and Grandmother too.. and Sister too.. Poor kids down the Street.. who only shared RiCH Love and Play and Nature/GoD SamE.. And while Heaven lasted long enough then.. sure.. a little Hot in the Summer and Cold in the Humid Winter on River Front too.. A School Beckoned on top of the Hill waiting to trap me behind a Desk.. as for a Grandfather long lost in Death before i lived was a real PHD too.. in piled higher and yes.. S deeper as that school stuff can/will grow.. sure.. even had Dinner With Einstein last Century in the Socialist Circles of New York, New York too.. ex-communicated from Catholic Church.. once Legal Counsel at the Vatican.. And yes.. sure.. Horny enough for desire of a Cajun 17 year old Girl theN iN thE Pews of HiS Church And Parish at age 36.. to eventuaLLy maKe NoW the reaLiTy of my Love isREAL NOW too.. Yes.. God.. Love and FucK the rules.. sure.. Go Grand Dad too and Do her too.. hey.. it’s the Work of the niGht that does make Heaven/Hell for just another 3 year old Boy.. Eventually NoW on a River on the Blue and Green and.. Brown Planet Heaven.. and then to school for 19 years along with work for 33 years.. separated from Creativity ways of Art and Life overall for 40 years and eventually Landing sQuAre in isREaL HeLL on eARTh for 66 months after a couple of years or so stints in College Age years too.. but you see/feeL iT was/iS the place i is/was born and the perSon i was and am then born sTiLL NoW aS and the Love by family and friends then that is still the man i am now reborn at the end then/now of July of 2013 on a Free Beach again now then.. and heHe.. even though i do not seek fortune or fame for writing the longest long form poem at over 4 million words as i celebrate 77 months of writing since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. without a break today for 12 Million or so words.. sure.. over 7200 miles too NoW of Public Dance in the 44 month effort of Longest Long Form Poem.. ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” too.. as mY.. “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. latest permanent titled Version is coming to exceed that old Kings James Version all antiquated as such by double at close to 1.6 MiLLioN words by little old me.. Close to one year oF WritinG oN Memorial Day of this year.. 2017.. as that effort stARTed oN.. Memorial Day of Last year.. heHe.. ‘they’ have already made mY RaiSinG Fred Place.. the Down Town Festival Park.. in fAcT.. ‘they’ have erected a stone place ground in my old yard of play for Bands on The River.. fresh sod covering the Sand too.. where then Shot Gun home once stood.. Roses on the River Banks where Briars once bloodied folk’s ankles who came to this place long before i am born.. yes.. then.. they called this place Hell for that issue long before i come to Heaven then and now too.. And eventually out of Hell too.. And it’s true.. all ‘they’ know and feel and sense about me now.. is i’m the DanCinG Guy and that’s enough for me for i had it all at age 3 and still do.. i am God and so are you.. trUe iT FeeLs and SenSEs Better iN HeaVeN NoW STiLL.. heHe… And that reminds me.. the DVerse Poet’s Pub Online Poetry Club has a Prompt on Monday about the word ‘still’ as muse of prompt.. sAdly hmm.. all of me is too much for them to see.. at a 44 Quadrille NoW Word Modern Twitter Length poetry restriction.. sAMe thing with Milton but STiLL thAT is Okay too.. STiLL juSt STiLL iN Hotel California the Heaven version NoW.. STiLL..
And neVer away from hoMe.. @1057..
According to MicroSoft Word @1061.. And i Do Love Number 1066..:)
And as a side note heAR.. mY New Hobby is WRiTing thiS Continuing “Nether Land Bible 2017” And “SonG oF mY SoUL iN the Description paRT oF aLL mY Facebook Profile Pics too.. sure.. 130K words iN Profile pics a Month too..1111..:)
MeaSure MakeXpectations BEat limITaTioNs and ExPectations hAnds dOwn aNd sMiLes uP.. for those wHo travEL fartHeR thAn SeeN BeFoRe noW or shorTer thaN longeR or whateVerS waYS NoW DoEs GroW OR ShriNK.. iT’s thE insIDes thaT coUnT NoW ouT when the flesh hiTs the mattRess And NoW DreAMs cOMe FRuiTioN isReAL.. moRe Than meaSuRE ‘ForE.. Other than thaT2.. Hi.. Candice.. STiLL2 trying now how to get Notifications for yoUr Blog as tiMe sure gETs aWay wHen thAT neVer exisTs now By,.:)
HeHe.. and Candice.. your comment above about the Middle Aged Pot Bellied Men… LeaRinG at the 17 year old girls in their shortie shorts when they come into StarBucks made me giggle.. i lOOk at FloWers but not at shorts.. iT’s what mAMmals do.. suRe.. And bEhind my sHades.. i NoW too.. Catch Women oF aLL ages LeaRinG aT mY Legs.. every wHeRe i go in Public.. approaching age 57 oN A DEViL’s style NoW 6660 BirthDate2.. hmm.. too.. yes.. more than likELy ’cause ‘they’ move.. and ‘them’ too.. tHeRe is morE to forM as esSenCe.. And A FloWer says more than A WorD NoW NamED NoW iNFiNiTy NoW.. ProbAbly.. the reAson i don’t lear is i don’t do Caffeine..
SuRe.. BlaMe iT oN thE CoFFee..;)
TRutH and the LiGht oF iT is as side note heAR.. is..Healthy Human beings set Freed are eXtreMely sEXual and SeNSual iN Nature.. Head to toe.. suRe.. it’s the saMe way WiTh Bonobos and more as our closest Primate Cousin as proven through Science uses sex as a greaTesT tool to avoid aggression.. violence with no talk of World War III.. And yes.. Bonobos are as Queer as Male Swording can get as A Pleasure Dome of Relax don’t get in a fight yet.. it’s Nature.. nah.. don’t Blame the hiGh on the Coffee Beans alone.. no.. i do not lear at Women’s Legs… at LeASt not when they are LooKing as that can and will make a woman who is not interested in ‘you’ in that way very uncomfortable per the ethical rationale in Altruism of doing no harm.. but on the other hand.. some Women get mad if you don’t look too.. it’s a mix in ethics of morality of what’s right or wrong.. mileage varies accordingly with the culture at hand.. ever been to a MagiC Mike XXL Movie with your Wife and heard the Cougars roar at the end of the Movie in DAncE and SonG of someone’s gonna get something when they get home.. sure.. this in the most conservative area per Patriarchal rule as Social Scientists say too.. butt Truth beHold and TrUe and LiGht.. Nature rules.. Nature rules when FReED and particularly when no one is LooKinG Lears do come as thAT is what HeaLthy Humans Do they lOOK and Do.. hmm.. i’ve seen both sides of the coin.. ugly duckling as a boy called skank and whatever as a measure of my unworthiness to live by the opposite and the same gender too.. thick four eYe Glasses thin as a rail and a Full Blonde Hair with Androgynous Look.. sure.. the Sheldon Cooper look and more Nerdy than that.. The teachers loved me for my Grades and that was enough.. then.. a Gold Star got me through as the Apple on the Desk of the Teacher’s eYeS.. True.. TrUth Be nowthen tOld i would then rather be HoLdinG Hands with that cute girl in the desk ahead.. no matter if i even knew what sex was.. or how to do it until 16 and 18 years old respectively as back in those days fur was as far as Penthouse went and online porn was still a relative lifetime away but never the less i was hot for every pretty girl that came my way.. sure.. more hot for eYes of HoLDinG HanDs and FeeLinGS but never the less.. a fire beLow lived as DancE and SonG too.. what to do with that without a clue.. sure.. those were the days of ignorance below too.. And then i grew in stature and girth a little bit through school.. thick glasses still an issue but when contact lens came as the green to blue eYes shone through a new world opened up to me at 22 years of AGe.. Girls started looKing at me too.. Happy days are heAR aGAIn then.. sure.. A girl friend before that somewhat attracted by my dance in early disco days.. enough for a 10 month relationship at 18 years old first Love eventual Blues.. too.. ButT iT was the eYes that freed the attraction to me.. And i guess the Furry Chest back in the Travolta and Magnum PI days helped a little bit too as a hint of virility of what could coMe.. so.. yeah.. i’ve lived in the Desert of no Women or Girls attracting to me.. and by the time i stARTed then.. worKinG at a Bowling Center at about 180LBs oF Runner.. Body and Spirit then.. oh.. how things changed with or without money.. suddenly the outlook on me was much different then before.. And is it just middle aged men that look at younger women.. nah.. much older women do it too.. but the difference is they can get away with groping you when it’s your turn to work the Women’s League per do.. sure.. pinned up to a column that held up a ceiling that first day by A wHole Group of Women at Work then.. it’s okay when A Group of Women then Do it to a man.. as it’s just for fun.. and true it made me uncomfortable as i was interested in none of those women that way any more than the 17 year old girl in the StarBucks is interested in the Old Pot Bellied Men Learing at her.. thing is.. they go to jail if they go further and the Women in the Bowling Center then.. do not.. and nah.. i suffer no lasting emotional or physical maLadies from that Groping encounter then.. but if you think it ended then or now you would be mistaken too.. For i have had Young Women at Old Seville Quarter totally strange to me.. get hand fulls of my ass and chest too.. just passing by or to check the fullness and the freshness i guess of my butt from dancing too.. And the Bootie Dancing aggressively rubbing the front of me without ask and i do literally mean aggressively aS Such2.. uP and dOwN have come too.. thing is.. don’t blame it on the Coffee as it is not only Human Nature for Men.. it is the Similar for Free Spirited Women too.. And of course.. i understand it is different as tHeRe ain’t anyone gonna get me pregnant without my consent this way.. but still.. the drift and the riff is.. Humans are sexy beasts.. men and women too..:)
Candice comes back from my last response on her Blog with a nice comment that says what i do on Facebook Encourages Happiness and Smiles..
And i go on to say..
SMiLes my FriEnd.. i wish i knew why i wasn’t getting your posts.. but it could have something to do with how similar this blog name is to the other one if i am guessing correct that it has something to do with who the Algorithm sorts through what is or is not shared in terms of spam and stuff like that.. perhaps the Word Press team could help.. but they usually help better i understand if someone pays for a Premium way.. of Word Press too.. but other than that i get Facebook Memories of our Discussions past and like an Oven timer i come back.. and catch up.. so.. there is always a work around it seems no matter how long it takes to get back.. alWays worth it mY FriEnd staYinG iN the Flow of Creativity as RiverS anD Ocean wHOle STuFF shorEs even more.. hmm.. i make some folks happy but it’s also true that the more closed minded folks.. including so-called Family Friends have FB de-friended me basically for the reason of religion and how ironic that is… considering.. even turn the other cheek and love your enemy.. just an underwear photo for fun can scare the BeJesus out of them.. quite literAlly so.. as i expose the Hypocrisy far and narrow ass that’s the way the human story goeS and growS in LiGht and DArk.. mY FriEnd..:)
Candice Also returns in Discussion way to affirm that i am a nice Guy and not like those Learing Animal Pot Bellied Old men..
i go on to say..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd as i may have noted beFoRE in our Conversations.. i am Diagnosed With Bi-Polar not other wise specified as i tend not to even fit the craziest of so-called labels.. And yes.. with the intense focus on one thing like writing 12 million words total online since 2010.. talking a whole lot about some Kind of God even if that God equates to Nature plUs way out of old timey books.. And.. of course.. spending 66 months in Hell in the bottom floors oF Dante Bi-Polar ways.. i Have enough love to control lust and being close to 57 years old and being married to someone as beautiful as my wife has kept me all out of the headaches of potential uncontrolled lust.. however.. i understand how powerful the actual FeeLinG and SenSinG oF LuSt can GroW as iT IS A Neuro-Chemical and Neuro-Hormone reaLity of the BeASt we are as BeinG hUman and Mileage varies from soft most of the time to bore on hard core as you know what i mean.. thing is Do you FeeL whAt i mean in Libido BeYonD RAinBoW Colors Shooting aCross the Moon without a Drop.. It’s LiterAlly True.. it’s Harder for some folks not to look than it is for other folks like me to not look now.. no matter HoW HiGh SuN LiVes boRE HaRd iNside.. eVen More.. NoW.. THeRe is an EntiRE UniVerSE of LuSt and LoVe and no doubt FoLks on the Bi-Polar spectrum have eXploReD all ends of ThAT Place and all around more than most folks.. so.. in other words.. i have a great deal of sympathy and empathy for those who have difficulty controlling their looks and more than that.. as it is both an innate issue and an environmental continuing issue as Lust can be none or a ticking time bomb of destruction now too.. in even worse than sex addiction ways too.. although i conquer that poTenTiaL Monster with eases these days.. Advancing Age and A Beautiful Wife does hELp but mostly the experience of Love my FriEnd.. LuSt is GreaT but Love is better when iSreal.. and for those folks with hiGh OcTAne LusT and LiTtle Love there are few breaks not to look.. at least.. my FriEnd.. and sadly.. yes.. to lear even unashamedly so as folks are looking.. and it’s true both myself and my wife are products of requited Bore oN HaRd luSt somewhere done the Ancestral Line as we all are my FriEnd.. Her Mother And a Pacific Islander Sailor off a boat.. My Catholic Priest 36 year old Grandfather and a 17 year old Cajun Girl out of Priestly Parish Pews.. if not for Long Hard Looks few of us would be here for the value of luSt.. LoVe.. and LiFE no matter how we got here is StiLL HoW we Be.. oN the other hand.. coNsideRing.. my Facebook Page goes by my Wife’s name Katrina in variation of Katie Mia name shared.. whenever i get A Facebook Request that says Hi Gorgeous or Hi Beautiful when her Face is LiT uP.. it makes my sKin Crawl and reminds me of all the White Middle Aged Law Enforcement LooKing Martial Arts Privilege i have in 1020 LB Leg Pressing Ass Kicking Potential too.. when i walk the Bar Parking Lot nights lone and fearless.. ain’t easy being a Woman.. never has been.. never will be for we humans are animals and some of us don’t have control of our Beast.. juST a FaCt and not much room for Alternative ones.. now but never the less.. i alWays try to understand.. why.. why why why..:)
For what it’s worth.. to ‘you’.. my FriEnd.. your work is worth following and reading and liking too.. sorry.. i have nothing else to offer you.. for the Best Poetry NoW.. i FeeL and SeNse is that of Dance with no words as written limits.. as Air flows Water sKin Flesh rich more without Gravity NoW.. never wants.. butt of course i’m Rich.. i can afford poe E try Dance with Cheap thrills WiTh no dollar ills.. As aLways.. thanks for the inspiRaTioN as that pARt is Free as lonG aS it’s Public.. And as alWays.. i’M writing this to W-Ever..:)
Hmm.. so.. how rich am i.. not so rich i must pay taxes in terms of Green BLack Dollar BiLLs and Lincoln Sents.. but Rich enough where if something happens to me.. per my wife’s rather Meager Epilepsy Disability Income.. she will have enough money to last the rest of her life if she does not go overboard on the spending as retail therapy sometimes does.. And that took the JOB of Job to sAve that when i worked at a raise that eventually allowed me to do that in the last 7 years or so in the Miracle of a Nest Egg to get that JOB done.. as most of my career after earning three college degrees i was interested in and not to make money alone.. was at close to Minimum Wage as the Service Industry does pay even in Military related Options in the Civilian World as Such.. finally appropriated to more Money in ’93 with the Purchase of a New Home Mortgage and Car Loan to go with that soon enough too.. as the Loan Game paid on for years to come.. truly.. a Miracle that Next egg ever was and is although the Katrina was Held close to an almost unbelievable 75 dollars of spending a week for close to a couple of decades until i went down iLL and the Dollar Faucet came on as free for all for Katrina spending.. sure.. she earned it and now what’s left is saved.. and nah.. i won’t be purchasing any poetry books to reduce her slush fund for survival if anything happens to me as anything could happen to any of us at any moment and if you Love someone you take care of them in whatever it takes to do that same thing as i write poetry too.. to whatever it is that i do now Free.. as sure.. technically now i can’t do what i used to do for much bigger bucks toward the end of my career.. as i’m yes.. A kind of complicated and as complicated things do.. they break down.. if not provided enough care and maintenance along the way of life.. and the wife surely does that for me.. in enough ways for me to pay that back.. so.. nah.. while it’s true that i’m rich in the seNse and FeeL that i have all i need to survive and continue to rise and thrive as Katy Perry Loves to Dance and SinG too.. i ain’t Giving Katrina’s potential Livelihood away for some Poetry book now to make someone happy far far away now.. but on the other hand what i do heaR is Free.. you won’t even see any copyrights as what i do is the SiGNaTuRE oF mY soUL.. iN oTheR Words.. an original in every SPiRiT Word that coMes neXt.. sTeaL mY soUL and you juST Spread the Form of the heART Essence oF thAT MoRe.. sad to me that anyone must lower themselves to the level of selling tHeir soUL as thAt iS whaT PuRE ArT is.. PoeTry.. or whatever the else EsCaPES aS SoUL.. suRE.. Nude art too.. why not.. as it eXpressees MoRE of the HuMan Element oF soUL too.. iN iTs most BaSiC BeinG aS Sure.. allaRoUnd TemPle of GoD for SuRe2.. and surE3 we give Five Bucks to the homeless person whoever and wherever he is on the street NoW iN the Metro Area of HOme.. but on the other Hand.. the Church Money Changing Tables don’t get five bucks from us the neXT Week and quite Frankly they wouldn’t get money at all if it was uP to mE for as fAR as i AM concerned the SonG i SinG tHeir as the SpiRiT oF LiFE i BRinG is MoRE than enough to pay for the heat and cool thaT i share with the Electric BiLLs tHeRe.. Same thing with The Church Group Casino Trip.. as thAT Fee is considered a Church Donation too.. the pass around Basket is lighter without our Five Bucks the Day After Casino Trip too.. and sure.. all we use is the Free Play Money for the Casino Trip.. and i drink the Free Root Beer as i entertain the City Folk and Tourists Dancing all Day on the Board Walk Concrete Side Walk Road.. Spinning and Twirling like A Tasmanian Devil oF LiGht.. so.. in other words.. yes.. i’m the man with a Financial Plan too.. but nah.. ain’t no sales technique ever gonna work on me online.. words i trade and photos and my SoUL for Free.. butt bucks.. i FucKinG Hate Money.. butt on the other butt hand the reaLiTy iS it is a necessity to liVe.. as they say when in Rome and GiVing BacK to CaesAR and all oF thAT too.. except for taxes of course as that is beyond my paygrade now.. hehe.. Rich is the SoUL that Needs no hole..:)
Yep.. not having enough is like A BLacK wHole soUL.. a little spot heAR and theRe and neXt thing yA kNow the heART GRoWs eMptY of SpiRit of EMOTioNs and SeNses too.. Lowest Level of Maslow’s Hierarchy in Pyramid way too.. and as Far as getting Up on Fowler’s Mountain of Faith IN all aGaPe way as Love for all creation.. much harder to do.. sTiLL STucK iN Maslow’s Lowest Level of never feeling and sensing like one has enough.. and next thing yA kNow.. Trump is the President and any thing evil goes iF the oThEr FoLKs LeT iT And it doesn’t appear tHey WiLL to any GreAt Extent as fortunately the folks with the power are no Evangelical Christians at this point.. much.. yep.. the folks in suits are away from Church in other Branches of Government way for now.. and nah.. ain’t no body as cray cray as TrUmP ToDay @LeASt it Seems.. rule makers are rule makers are rule makers.. not usually Trump insane.. but sure.. as Einstein’s Def of insanity as same GridLock is a sure bet too.. And as far as the subject the Poet Dude too.. expressing a little dissatisfaction in how he graded poetry online in free style at large.. hmm.. i suppose if i was trying to make a living out of something that is practically free now to anyone who goes anywhere with an online button now.. it would be a little frustrating too.. but hey.. Freedom of Expression rules and Poetry.. REAL POETRY EXPRESSES SPiRiT HEarT AND SOUL AND NEEDS NO RULES AT ALL.. straight from the empty ripped out pages of the Dead Poet Society.. including Robin Williams too.. And that’s how i for one stand on the Desk of liFE too.. And in this FieLd of Dreams i make the only he thAT is CoMiNG for sURE is mE.. And that’s how i roll FReED join me if you like as everyone is welcome.. with zero Bucks needed in FredLand NoW2..;)
Fellow Poet Blogger and Facebook Friend Rafiah From Pakistan.. shares a slide show on Muhammad’s reported one night stay in Heaven and Hell as referencing a Verse 17:1 out of the Koran too.. in slide show too..
So.. i return again with this..
Yep.. i can relate.. went to The three letter H place for 66 months and AM Still Living in The second six Letter H place now for 45 months.. makes for a 111 Month journey aCross both places now.. And Sure.. i have the Longest Long Form Free Verse.. Fully Illustrated Poem at over 4 Million words and closing in on a 1.6 Million Word Bible in just a year wRite on Memorial Day too.. it is true.. ReAL Miracles never cease with the Power of God within and i have that proof for those with eyeS and ears to BE..NoW2..:)
And i’LL add heAr as the Story Book isreAL iN the new World of the USA in New Age Jerusalem Milltown iN front of the Taco Town Sign heAR.. adding that yes.. i also have the proof that i did A King David Praise Dance extending all around the Metro area and as far in the SouthEastern RedState Gulf Trump Red State Area as far as Biloxi Mississippi.. wHere i am noted as a regular in that Tourist City too.. as Public Dance tends to do that Brave and Free in any Trump State or Town NoW in Direct opposition to A Anti-Christ Reign against everything Matthew Chapter 5.. verses 1 though 11 portend to say and do on A Sermon on the Mount in BeAtiTude ways.. dARKness.. PuRe Darkness our ‘dear leader’ is too.. over HeAR iN Funky way too.. anyWaY aS previouSly related in this 96th/767th MacroVerse HeAr.. that meaSures in at a Miraculous 44 Month Dance of 7200 miles like a Forrest Gump run back and forth and back about the distance from sea to sea of North America now too.. at about the shortest width too.. as i avoid exaggerating any of this @ALL Cost2.. Anyway.. Taco Town sits wRitE neXT to Locklin Insurance Agency woRKinG so hard to reduce my House Insurance per year at a massive 25 percent as every buck for the Katrina’s long term slush fund IS A Dollar saved and doNe for her.. And a nice Agent named Sarah Rambo.. and yes it’s true.. her Husband’s middle name is John.. so nice this Angel-like woman was.. as i can spot ’em even before i see ’em as i FeeL and SeNSe tHeir presence even over phone lines too.. sure.. as usual an Angel Sent by God.. one of many to give little old me a helping hand and continue to provide a way per say and do too.. anyWAy.. Sarah admits she is a bit shy and introverted like the Katrina too.. of course as one might guess her Rambo significant other half is way extroverted like me.. as extraverted as me.. not likely even Rambo would be Brave enough to do all that i do.. Per Sylvester Sly Stone and Nude Art too.. fully engaged as Rambos do go.. and Min’s of Ancient Egypt in Fertility way Rock and Roll too.. anyWay.. that’s juST anoThEr Miracle to do to tomorrow too.. iF i keep what it takes to do thaT Miracle too.. yes.. God WiLLinG WiThiN and all thAT iS too.. Anyway.. Mrs. Rambo.. had a very long and fundamentalist looking dress on too.. similar to what Angel Rafiah Friend in fundamentalist Muslim wear.. does wear too.. and that’s Okay.. NoW as at Least Angel eYes.. come through on both sides of the Atlantic Pond too.. all covered up in rest of way or even no physical presence at all per phone and web words same.. anyWay.. Mrs. Rambo.. listened to even more than what i witnessed to Angel Rafiah above in New Testament by me iN new age way all fresh and liGht and True too.. anyWay.. the Key i gave Mrs. Rambo about liFE in General is the aBiLiTy to LIGht a SMiLe for anyone or even have one is Heaven NoW isREaL.. And it’s true.. after 7200 miles of Dance Discounting all these words as no one much heaR KNoWs oF all i do and wHo i CuRRenTly AM2.. most every wHeRE i go NoW.. juSt my presence is enough to curl a LiP Up.. kinda like Funky ToWn by Lipps InC.. too.. iN FunkY ToWn MiLLtowN Jerusalem isreaL USA NoW..;)
And Mrs. Rambo said in short(s).. next time i see you in Walmart i am gonna say Hi.. Directly to you..:)
Mission Accomplished… Love SMiLes NoW.. AKA Heaven NoW2..:)
Well.. there’s sTiLL some time as times is alWays NoW on the Funky Town SonG.. and i am alWays aMused to see deeper Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in the afTer DAncE and SonG of all i do iN expreSsinG HeART as SpiRiT as a MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL oF arT.. sure.. iN OTheR Words UPlOadinG a Load of me as sELf otherwise actualizing known as soUL all online juST for FuN and sHiTs and GiGgles to perUse if for no one but the he that is me and God WithiN as a KinGdom of BeinG HuMan And NatuRe plUS aLso KnoWn as A Kingdom of GoD as HeaVen NoW within too.. more about that NoW in a coming MicroVeRse Memory toward the end of soMe Facebook Recollections of given and shared MacroVerses too.. but for now.. i muSt say or am InsPiRed by the spiRit of the SkY witHIn.. (note: reminder to change the theMe SonG to thaT iN a FeW too Now..;)
And Now.. sure iNsiDe.. outSiDE.. aBoVe.. so BeLow and allaRouNd as ‘they’ DancE and SinG SoNG too.. from Zero 0riGiN/SourcE Now STiLL alltheways to 8 StanDinG TaLL InfinitY H.. two ones as 11K.. yes.. k iN G stAnDinG tALL NoW as BeinG HUman WiTh two ones as lefT reaSon HeMiSpheRe of BraiN HooKs uP and jOiNs RiGht Social Empathic GoD AwAre as allthAT iS ART HeMISPHeRe oF BraiN too.. yeS NoW iN OperaTioNal Hours per the Taco Town and MiLLToWn and KinGdOM of GoD as NATuRe withIN hUman NaTuRE as FractAL wHOle as Cosmos unto 0-8H itsELF as even the GreaT LefT BrAIn Dude CArL SagaN somEwhAT RoboticAlly DanceS and SinGS in Systemizing ScriBe oF GOD And NATuRE sAMe SciEnce InSpiRinG whAt ‘they’ SinG NoW iN Secular way too.. yeS.. as we beinG HUMans ConneCT as Neurons oF BrAIN iN BoTh HeMiSPheRe’s oF eArTh iN LonGiTudE and LaTTiTudE wAY too online as we can and WiLL as anyWaY it’s rather Hard to keep up with 5,000 Facebook Friends in reAL LiFE as BeinG HUmaN means you only comfortably sPiLL all YOuR Beans in flesh and blood to aRouND 5 Close FriEnds and are acquaintances WiTh around 150 to 200 sets of hips and eYes even comfortably close to Naked in a ForAGiNG ViLLaGE thaT also CoNNecTS in Flesh and Blood Hips and eYes don’t lie Dance and Sing with Drum Beats of the NiGht Moonlit among cAMfiRe Disco LiGhts as i for one WiLL be doing tonight on the 158th Week of DoiNg JuST that with all the Cool STiLL Free SpiriTEd College Age Folks at Old Seville Quarter to reMaiN TrUe to mY STiLL Free spiRiTed eVolVinG NaTuRe iN juSt oNe liFeTiMe too through EpiGeNeTic and NeurOPlaSTiC NoW continuing #John1412 Advancements aS anyONe who BeliEves in TrUE liGhT and WhiTE MaGiC in UniSON WiTh AllthaTiS AKA GOD iN SynchronCiTy WaY iN ABunDanCE of the KinGdOM of BeinG HUMan NaTuRe within.. PeR #Luke1721.. and i’LL get to more aBout thaT Taco Town issue and Funky Town way within after while iN a MicroVerse Facebook Algorithm Provided Memory too.. this is how you do Oral Tradition old timey New age way in the wriTten tyPe oF Free Verse oNLinE EpIc Poetic way too.. as you FloW as StreAMs To RiVers to wAves of OceaN WhOle hUman PotenTiaL sHORinG iN and Out exPaNsinG BouNdAries oF Ocean ShoRE wHOle PoTenTiaL aS oNe DanceS and SinGS MoRE and MoRe beCoMes too.. A Wonderful AdVenTurE as JuST anoTher VoiCE iN DAncE and SonG oF GoD whOle huWoMaNiFeST aS HUman eYes and eArs wHo and thaT see and heAR more than orgAns aLoNe AlOnG aLLoNE iN a Symphony oF ART iN uPLoaDinG sOULs oNline NoW.. and the MoRE we connect and join H Hands of 11 K yes K 11 iN G 7 Now iN BeYOnD so CalLeD Normal oNly J10 Digits of Hand and Feat of Feet in ages gOne by STiLL as NOW.. the MoRE the GloBe BeCOMeS wHOle and less SeparATe as HUMaNs HOLd Hands liKe this online.. NoW as the HiVe of reALity BeCoMeS moRE Cooperative iN HUmaN Eu-SoCiaL Bee ways and wax on and wax off Skills too.. and neXT thing you KNoW and FeeL and SeNSe.. we avoid World War III and EnJOy the KinGdOM of GoD WiThIN.. yes.. Sing and DancE iT NoW.. iNSiDE.. outSide.. aBoVe.. so BeLow and aLL aRoUNd.. iN a DancE and SoNG of Not Only Survive butt thrive iN SmILes and Laughs and HiPs and eYes don’t Lie iN A MoonliT ForeVer DaY oF LiGht.. aNYway thAT’s wHeRe i Staycation as 8 H sTanding TaLL InFinity NoW and i inVite you to DancE and SinG with me as Free as the Kingdom of Heaven Stands TaLL iN and as YoU NOW too.. as GoD verily i DAncE and Sing WiLL bE Happy huWoMaNiFeST as you too.. And now every little thing is gonna Be alRiGht as that is how it’s been A WoRkInG out for mE iN a PracticE oF LiGht thAT NeVEr EveR eNdS iN a NetHeR Land NeVeR enDinG SToRy BooK NOW too.. otheRwiSe KnOwn and fELT And SENSeD as a HoLY and SacRED Bible FuLL oF Meaning and Purpose reflecting mY soUl uPLoADinG to GiVE and shAre @LeAST.. And NoW surE iT WiLL BE my PleAsure to sEE yOur soUL of NaTurE and GoD sAMe And DiFfeREnt all onLiNe too.. uNless yoU wanna make me the oNly one like they did to that last Epic Dude.. yes Dudes and Dudettes who Go wHere No OthER hUman dAreS to Go NoW iN John 14:12 ways NoW too.. Spirit of the sKY within NoW aS i DancE and Sing MOrE NoW too.. iN MacroVerse and MicroVerse all free Provided Facebook Algorithm way..:)
Recently.. Angel Rafiah was speaKing about her Girl Crush earlier today on Facebook.. so NoW perHaps too this SonG is one that both Genders/eTc.. can relate too 2.. anyWay.. i Need somEthing to keep going oN and thiS WiLL mUse tHis2..;)
“Autism and Social Animal Acceptance”.. Four Year.. Pre-MacroVerse Memory in older Blog ways of BlogspoT STiLL per Katie Mia Aghogday predating NoW STiLL KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. although Carbon Dated is not necessary online heHe.. anYwAY iN matters oF HUMaN NaTuRE the SonG remains someWhat the DancE of tens of thousands of Years ago.. theN iN similar Sapien Sapiens Homo way of BeinG.. the Trans Humanist tools we Have make the Potential of spReading a MessAGe even further iN real TiMe NoW of 2000 years ago and much more iN NoW tiMe tHen NoW.. as tHeRE is relATiVeLy speAKinG no such thIng as HUmaN tiMe.. siMply CLock iLLusioNs that we creaTE for DeadLiNes to KiLL Life as DreaM TiMe alwAys NoW.. and naH.. it took me 12 MillioN or so words of practice practice wax on and wax off to get to this point of oral tradition iN type NoW.. Evolution iN juST oNe LiFE Baby is wHeRe wE arE AT NoW joIN thaT or Not NoW iT exists iN mY FiELd of dreAMs BaLL FiEld @LeASt and STiLL GroWinG NoW2..:)
Poetic Letter in MacroVerse Form heAR to Long term Blogger friEnd from Pakistan.. Lala Rukh.. per.. “Allah NOW Flows”..
As i’m sure ya know..
Allah creates a Universe of ALL matter that dances together..
from the Milky Way that swirls the stars together in orbit of golden spiral..
To the Hurricane in wind and moisture droplets that swirl this way..
To the human fetus and sleeping cat that is curled this way…
as small as we see technology aided..
watching the electrons flow around the nucleus of an atom..
But ya see.. humans are similar creation of Allah still..
but still they should be moving in Sacred Love of Allah like this…
INSTEAD OF still or imprisoned movement only in a straight line of hell…
When the body moves in balance in golden spiral..
with arms and legs moving in tandem in a Universe of own..
360 degrees in all dimension of human space..
We become one with Allah as true UNI VERSE with ‘H i’m”
H i Am Two ones joined as ONE Mind and body becomes complete as ONE with ALLAH!
i am always in bliss in mind and body.. as this is how i move ALL WAYS through now..
TAI CHI like movement..
instead of prison of sidewalks as illusion in prison..
designed by others to imprison Allah in us..
instead of being FREE instinctuALLy..
letting IT ALL GO..
WITH ALLAH AS ONE!
Youtube roadblocks are sometimes severe..
in restricted countries..
as there are many teachers tHere..
waiting to show ya how to do this..
to GAIN BLISS..
AND NEVER EXPERIENCE ILLUSORY FEAR..
again ONE NOW..!
which is fear other than falling or loud noises…
But in my opinion..
the best structured way to start..
if ya haven’t already tried it..
IS TAI CHI..
if there isn’t a teacher..
perhaps there is a DVD ya can buy to watch..
and practice at home when ya are cleaning around your home..
or such as that..
One can incorporate this as a way of life..
But don’t know if ya could get away with it in general public..
like i do as i can tell folks it’s part of my religion..
or accommodation for back problems..
and they legALLy MUST..
reasonably accommodate my freedom..
to do this when i am shopping with my wife…
But now as it seems you are probably taking care of a home..
instead of in school in static position working on a computer..
which is probably the worst thing in the world..
to gain this balance of mind and body with Allah..
Ya may have more freedom at home..
to do this in your spare time to pursue it..
if ya decide to do so…
i truly think it can heal so much..
of any discord and even disease..
in almost anyone…
As ya know i had 19 medical disorders..
and people see me as martial artist..
and all of that now…
i never had a lesson though..
It is instinctuALLY a gift that Allah..
gives to US ALL..
in the illusion of culture…
And the other thing..
Allah creates dance first of matter in Golden Spiral..
but sound and music follows to inspire and FUEL DANCE..
as sound is energy like LIGHT!
And then finally..
there is the written word..
recorded to help ALL folks find middle way of balance..
of light and dark and positive and negative..
for eternal flow of BLISS in letting Allah..
and human go as ONE IN BLISS…
IN ONE ENERGY OF ALLAH..
IN SACRED LOVE!
So that is what we do here..
we share a way to BLISS with ALLAH..
in poetry of SACRED LOVE..
FOR ALL OTHERS..
GLOBALLY AS SUCH…
AS ONE TRIBE OF ALLAH….
the dream becomes…
Love you more for inspiring these words..
Lala… yOurs too..
flowing with Allah…
And yes of course this will be my next blog post..;)
thanks again to you dear..
my messenger friend…
as ONE wITh
And in reviewing the comments section from that a memory from a man named Bill GNC in poetic user name then too.. who suggested that after experiencing Tao Chi one should feel no emotions.. happy or sad.. just Be.. hmm.. anything that moves us StiLL or Run is EmoTiOn and sure.. Mileage Varies on the experience of Bliss as Eastern Philosophies have different labELs that we do not have in Materialistic Western ways wHere we make cars the Lover and Homes the God uP to Trump Towers and voting for anti christ away now from God within in the Kingdom of thaT instead of Trump Towers TaLL and the Pearl and Emerald and Gold some folks hope to be tHeirS iN somewhere in tHeir given and made Imagination and Creativity too.. after liFE.. And that’s oKay to each hiS Own Reap oF WhaTeVEr NoW.. anYway.. for mE at LeASt Bliss iS iNfiniTE iN BeYond A Word oF Beauty in the nuance thereof aS EmotioNs and SenSory expErienCe wHole.. thing is.. it don’t coMe DirT iN A PiLL alone.. one muSt practice an ascent of mindful AwAReness iN BoDyfuL way too.. to liGht uP a ChriST mAS Tree of BeinG HUman in literAlly Quadrillions of Connections in Neuron and Peptide way as Vagal Kundalini Nerve spreads OuT PosiTiVe NeuroChemicals and NeurOHorMOne ways frOM Head to toe MorE.. yeS.. iMAGiNe yOurSelF as a christ mas TrEE liT uP iN beYOnd ineffable wAys NoW of BeIng HUMan FeeLinG and SeNSinG NoW BeyOnd RainBow Colors more.. and perHaps an inKLinG oF yoU may spARk or reLate to this plaCE oF HeaVen as KingdOM of God wHo thAT LiVes WitHIn as We HOld Hands toGeTher.. yes.. inSide.. outsiDe.. aBoVe.. So BeLow and aLL aRouNd.. and iF you thiNk the tiny hand of science can meaSure this in antiquated one step two step five or whatever.. you ain’t been to the Heaven i’M FeeLInG and SenSinG WriTe NoW and WheN i DancE A TaI Chi-Like Free Style FloW.. the Bliss is boTh EmoTiONs and SeNSEs and BeYoNd EmoTiOns and seNsEs.. if you are juST RepreSsinG all YouR EmoTioNs and SeNSEs iN delegated and authoritatively instituted moves of Tai Chi and FeeLinG and SeNSing Close to Nothing.. enJoy youR NoThinG for i for oNe WiLL Fly as DAncE Without a Sensation of Gravity FloaTinG HiGher and HiGher Baby as any isrEaL LIFE Jonathan Livingston Seagull NoW2..:)
“Dark IS Challenge”.. very short MacroVerse from three years ago too as the last one was now too.. And short enough to quote too.. without the fully illustrated YinY and YangY thingies in the full MacroVerse LiNk exPanDinG ouT aS Such now2..:)
“Autism: Finding Mind and Body Balance”.. back again to four years ago.. and much research before by me to get to that point too.. as if you wanna help the entire coal mine you talk to the canaries first on the Wrong Planet as i did for about 8006 posts and about 8 Million words there and associated other Autism Communities online too.. StiLL a substantial paRt of thaT record in the type written carbon way of being hUman STiLL on the Online Wrong PlaneT too.. stiLL more of a Science project it was heAR in Pre- MacroVerse way in systemizing left Brain way of thinking until the fast and furious greaTer paRT of RiGht BrAIN cAMe into the PicTuRe wHole iN More than juST DeTALe View.. as 11K to 7G to H8 StanDinG tALL inFiniTY BEYOnd as Rihanna’s DancE and SinG to WiLL juST dO NoW for MoRe of John 14:12 and similar metaphors for Lucy-Like hUman PoTenTiaL too.. yeS.. LiGhtLiKE PoTenTiAL MoRE2..:)
(note: to sELf aGaiN to maKe thaT Rihanna Song HapPen aGaiN..;)
Nautilus Shells, Fetuses, Hurricanes, and Galaxies.
One’s School Logo is a Nautilus Shell,
which by Synchronicity
one was born with three at birth,
three at twenty-three. One also spent life in a “Nautilus” Shell
in an attempt to become stronger
aided by that advantage
in Exercise Technology, provided by culture
than others are.
Motto, coming from
Oliver Wendell Holmes
and his poem about the Nautilus
“Build Thee More Stately Mansions”
It took one longer
to Build one
but one started here,
that has finally
there was a word,
a sentence, a paragraph,
that continues to grow. It appears
to one now
the Human Species
and all that comes from it
more fully aware
of “AM” that “IS”.
Shell becomes ONE with Nautilus. One could not identify an emotion
but one thinks one finds a word to describe it.
What one perceives,
when listening to it,
is a spiraling motion of notes
that has no end
AnyWay Greatly inspiRed by all the Canaries in the Coal Mine of the Wrong Planet.. Yes.. Affectionately described as Hell to me now too.. A last resort for the unwanted toys of culture.. and truly sad too.. that they didn’t want an isREaL LuciFrEd LiGht BrinGer tHeir to raISe tHeM uP juST a little ouT oF dArK oN A much GreateR Path to and BeinG LiGht.. yes.. of course in secular word way fully reguLaTiNG and InteGRaTiNG EmOTiONs NoW anD SeNSes wHole iN H*8 stAR sTanDinG TaLL aLL NoW INFiniTy+ NoW aLL FracTAL WhOle2 DuSt SenTient PluS frOM CruCiBlE StAR DeATh Resurrection tHeN BurST FiRE oN PlanET HeAveN eARTh NoW off the CoaL Mine HELL2.. IN WronG PlaNET WaY2.. sure.. easier dONE than sAId but i cry i try it’s noW STiLL thE LEast NoW A LuciFReED caN/WiLL.. jusT DO..:)
“LIGHT of Darth Vaders and Storm Trooper LOVERS”.. MacroVerse Memory from two years ago.. as i change the tune heAR a little bit too.. and a lot too.. BeYONd as ‘they’ say too.. iN Spock and going wHeRe no HUman DaRes to go too trUE iN TransHumanist StAR TreK Ways too.. a bit of a stress two years was too.. as two communities.. one of so-called reaSon on the Wrong Planet and so-called Poetry in the dVerse Poetry Community World online too.. were both of course Emotionally Driven places of so-called rationality of what fit in the squares and circles of life in ink blot way too.. let’s.. juSt say.. as they say about certain dudes who have no place to rest tHeir weary heads to be pART oF A Community WHole.. yep.. NoW it’s that way for me too.. as HiStory NoW GoeS STiLL and hUman NaTuRe too.. the MaVericK by very Definition exceeds the boundaries of the heaRd of Herd beForE.. and is often not welcome as one must go tHeir own Goat sure footed way.. as an ant eater as greater way2 of Eu-Social Cooperation Pioneering way.. iN other words.. not every one understands the Queen Bee well.. but thanks for doing yoUR Jobs weLL to prepare ye a way for little old me.. iN kInG and QuEEn BaLanCinG StaR Peace NoW aS Guardians of the GaLAXy juST Do iN NiKe Goddess Victory2.. anyWaY as the records sHow iN Doctor way the social stress of staying tough in places that didn’t want me.. in my usual record of outcast way.. no matter how hard it is to be human that is me too.. and yeS even my Testosterone went down to a minuscule 181 then.. below that of a 75 year old man but now thAT i aM once aGaIn StAnDinG TaLL H*8 INFiniTy wHole as i was back oN JulY 22nd of 2013.. at a rate of precisely 666 as Doctor rates sHoW2.. last count was a little over 800.. as soMe LiOns are meant to roAM anD neVER sTAY A foot iN pLaces moRe Like for Roar.. as feaT MoRE.. It’s trUe.. somETiMEs onE muST beCOMe a HerMiT MoRE to hErMeS MercuRy Roar MoRe And leave a note BeHind.. BeYOnd anD or MoRe of CourSE as SinG and DancE2.. AnyWaY2 aS ‘they’ aLways say what would Jesus Do.. and soMe folks say i reAlly wanna kNoW/FeeL/SeNSe want he Aaid MoRe iN MeANinG ways too.. so.. yES..bY GoD yeS!..!..!..!.. i juST do thaT thE beST i CaN and WiLL iN metaphor MoRE oF BeyOnd hUman Archetypes waYs2.. SuRE by God by Buddha.. Lao Tzu and yeS even NoW2.. Mythological Krishna and Cosmic DancerS too.. WitH a little Muhammad Bruce Lee Ali Added in for Float and Sting too.. be the water be the air walk on land.. eTc2..2 and Much moRE than 3.. NoW2.. Hey!.. if i aM to coMe iN Glory and Judge the liVinG and the Dead too.. that’s a lot of Work Baby.. as this World now is much bigger iN PracTiCaL InTeNTs and PurPose HoLy and Sacred than a Dead Patch of Desert Dirt in the Middle eASt NoW.. it’s FucKinG BeYond A UNiVerSe NoW.. no wonder it took 53 Years for mY Seagull Isaiah Chapter 53 Jonathan Livingston to rise uP out of flAMes.. Phoenix as ‘they’ DancE and SinG too.. but hey.. i’M a FucKinG oriGinaL aS Change2..;)
Oh Lord.. WeLL thaT does it NoW for all the cuRRenT Pre-MacroVerses and Regular Unleaded MacroVerse from years to date Memories too.. now to all the MicroVerses from a year ago.. with anoTHeR oNe of Rihanna and Calvin efforts too..;)
Hmm.. it’s 12 Noon and i forgot to eaT Break fAST alWays tiMe NoW for bRuNch LaTeR.. anyWay now to the MicroVerses moRE from a year aGo Go Now..:)
i StiLL owe gigoid.. Frank.. and Xenia a Visit too beFore Holy and SacRED R and R Thursday Activities caN and WiLL comMeNce wiTh Brunch and A Sand and Sun Dance and Much Much more comInG to UltiMaTeLy A Free Dance Rave at Old Seville Quarter tonight too.. with more fun Dance photos coMinG to thiS MacroVerse and the neXT oNe too..:) as that was just a note to sELf aS you can ignore ThaT NoW 2.. heHe.. but it’s pretty clear that without my mostly outcast status in online way.. i would never get all this CoMinG aLL iN glory and judging the LiVinG and the Dead sHit JusT dONe.. as hey!.. i am a Loyal Wookiee FRiEnD to the Very eNd sTART NoW2.. for anyone wHo Can/WiLL juST DO.. the Heavy Deep liFTinG to Hang With me RiSinG2.. STiLL2.. CoMinG to A Tree as they say2.. you KNoW/FeeL/SenSe the one NoW2 thAt’s aLL liT uP.. juSt a reMiNder for anotHeR MocKinG BiRd SonG too iN leFt arRow Street Ways2.. NoW..:)
As the MicroVerse Memories from a year ago commence2..:)
“If a cat spoke, it would say things like “Hey, I don’t see a problem here.” — Smart Bee”
At the bottom of my many illnesses.. in perhaps the coldest month of my life.. 2008.. our cat Arthur.. a brown tabby.. then 15 LBS of power.. just 14 years old.. young.. alWays strived to enter the home.. but no go.. as cat hair meant closed air ways for me then.. but it didn’t matter as i had become so weak that my calves of legs withered away and Arthur the Noble Wild one passed right through my shins for a warm day in shelter way.. and since i was already long past ready to die.. i said fuck it.. and gave in to him.. but the strangest thing happened.. i did not sneeze.. and perhaps it was more ’cause i was already at the lowest point and no longer cared enough to sneeze.. hehe.. but anyWay.. perhaps that cat actuAlly strengthened my immune system.. or better yet worked it away from destroying my own body in auto immune system disease way.. i will always have a cat and F iT i’ll bE oNE too..! Da miT as they don’t need a book to survive! and they don’t need any fucks..! they just do it.. and move on.. but anyway.. when i try to explain to the dudes at the gym.. that my gorilla sounds are just me unleashing.. releasing.. mY inner beast as i cannot make those kind of LOUD decibels bY the animal with the ‘alpha’ head in the general public.. iN fAct.. i tale them i am mild mannered.. more easy to believe when i do the ballet act in moving grace.. and then i ask them.. have you ever seen a Lion walk or measured the size of their testicles.. weLL yes.. they walk very gracefully like a ballerina with a heavy chest too.. and let’s just say the weaker parts are easier to rip off in a fight with claws and sharp canines for sure.. Adapt to challenge.. change.. or perish.. the laws of the Jungle do remain for those who are smARt enough to remember the Art noW oF the animal kingdom within.. oH.. the sanitary napkin of culture you do take.. Wild and Free.. Grace and Strength.. Compassion.. Sharing Giving.. Moving.. Connecting.. and Creating Away.. oh.. to forget you is bliss.. oh.. to live is to remember and JUST DO iT noW OG! yeS! to bE WiLd aNd Free aGaiN.. BEast i was.. BEaSt i am.. Beast i WilL bE iN hAIR oF Y i..:)
Katrina decided today.. if i could do “women’s work” of writing a one to two hundred thousand word F iN EpiC Free Verse Novel.. she could dam sure do my other job that WiNks.. only she and the gardener do now.. yes.. barefoot and armED wiTh pressUre washer..;)
(And as i sPeak from the preSent quickly heAR.. that then/now MacroVerse oF GodsUniVerseNovel3 ending up beinG 338,630 words at the end of April Publish Date 2016.. trivia side note only heAr2.. and i juST like thaT photo of Katrina too.. share2..;)
And surE.. i’LL Give and shARe me too.. Ynot @LeASt for ME2..;)
As i sAid a year ago2..
i seriouSly never F iN reaLizED.. i have green eyes.. until the selfies came along.. and in some photos blue.. some green.. and science says only green eyes change colors.. so the stARt/ final eye color verdict is green.. and my DL is a lying card for that piece of trivia today.. and that reminds me.. my Mother.. an actual published print poet.. unlike me.. who is just hanging around the E-World sphere.. wrote a poem about my Father named “Green Eyes”.. about how she working for the County judge.. spotted his bearded beverage agent style for yes.. the ATF way of catching moonshiners and all that ‘deliverance’ kinda stuff back then in the backwoods of the Northern parts of Florida Counties then.. anyway.. she was attracted by his looks to reader’s digest her poem.. but he didn’t say a dam thing.. after the marriage until i’m gonna divorce ya now @3yrs… ’cause ya wanna stay home and raise those kids instead of making the big bucks.. like my other relatives are doing now.. hmm.. i got the good pART.. from my mother.. in a way oF Love then bride to be of A Devil in blue jean law enforcement clothes.. yes.. the Love pArt and the green eyes too.. mesmerizing the most beautiful woman2now.. in the world now too at 46.. and no.. not much talking for me in 23 years of marriage.. but now.. haha.. shut uP! Fred! is what i hear most.. if ya can imagine that.. hehe.. when the Devil’s spawn finAlly lEarns to speak.. as metaphor only please.. as you do know that the really feminine women.. are most always attracted to the most masculine man around.. often named as bad boys Devils IF THeY are not taking birth control.. as that makes women seek the beta males according to modern science.. and that my friends.. is why we have so many battles of the sexes going on now.. at least in part.. as opposites are no longer attracting as much.. and the balance of human nature and culture is changing.. all around us.. as the Aeon of the me generation comes to forefront over strong armed patriarchy.. and even the Matriarchal leaning ways of distant 10K to 12K so-called primitive cultures.. and some that still exist in Rain forests and other areas today.. A Me generation.. is one who even loses interest in reproducing as as is already evidenced in Japan.. along with the cosmetics revolution.. in South Korea.. for young males.. and metro-sexual ways of being.. wHere gender lines are blurred heRe.. as well.. but here’s the thing.. iT’s juSt NatUre and CultUre hOlding hands as God wiLL do free.. to reduce the insanely over populating killing machine out of balance with the rest of Nature.. to get the job of Balance better done iN the fUtUre.. when aLL iS sAid and dONE.. iT miGht bE a tough road to go.. for we humans but Nature WILL HAVE THE FINAL SAY SO PER GOD AS SamE oF wherE we go as a species next in the Aeon of the child.. the me generation.. arriving now.. ironicAlly enough.. to save the F iN Balance of Nature.. in lesser reproductive way.. tRuSt mE.. if i had gained my inner beast when much younger.. more than likely there would be few words.. and chances are i would be supporting a family like my father did from far away.. as what comes in the genes stays in the human when set free.. away from the chains of culture.. but i for one am just fine with how iT aLL tURNed ouT.. iN fAct i aAm so dam happy mY father left.. as i am not stuck in a polarized view of what iT F iN means to be hUman.. Living can be much more than just reproducing.. iT can be iNcreating other stuff that will give more than take away from limited resources of human and other liFeNoW..:)
SMiLes.. my friend.. Candice.. oh.. the Neurodiveristy of humanity.. a term i might ADD.. or ADHD.. created in the online Autism Communities.. WitH an extreme propensity for numbers.. but without a social cue to say what to feel next from grade school to college to work and on until my 40’s.. yes.. adversity comes for those who are different.. particularly when they are so odd and there is no label for it.. other than STRANGE.. with danger for getting institution AliZed before adulthood for simply being S T R A N G E.. or NOW the ones who moved from Asperger’s to So-Called Higher Functioning Autism.. but not really fitting my Autism still.. in terms of United States diagnosis away from Gillberg criteria.. as i did not speak until age 4.. then.. and often sat iN an office in my 40’s at work wondering if i would know what to say at all in a conversation as i rose through the ranks from three college degrees at the top of the class.. no expressive writing skills or coherent paragraph speaking skills.. until decades later.. after passing out shoes at a Bowling Center.. ruling Computers.. Supervising and Managing.. Administrating in paint by numbers micro SYSTEM IZING manage way.. additionally.. the last kid picked on sports teams in grade school.. eventually becomes the overall strongest dude in an elite military gym at age 55.. the boy the other boys called the F word and Queer.. marries perhaps the eventual most beautiful 46 year woman in the world.. and the one who folks made fun of in expressing themselves as the quiet one with no words is finishing up close to a 200K word all free verse poetry Novel.. in the next day or so.. but you kNow who i Love most.. all the folks who told me i did not deserve to exist for my ‘short’ comings.. the one’s who said you have bird legs.. your hair is so full and your lips or so full you should have been a girl.. even in my Frigging 40’s.. albeit less hair on the crown of my head then.. hehe.. anyway.. my friend i too wear the crown CROSS of adversity.. but here’s the thing.. i took the blows and chose victory over vengeance.. refuSinG to become a bully myself and never let Love die even when it did after all the stress took it away.. SO survive and never look back.. a new now will come… hold your head high.. and dance the game of life.. oh yeah and they told me you don’t even know how to walk.. now named a dance legend by the theys of then.. the human condition is one of miracle for those who continue to expand on HUMAN POTENTial.. and that my friend is the SonG oF mY SoUL WHAT I CAN DO NOT WHAT I CANNOT DO.. theRe is no sky of limits when imagination and creativity come on board in awakening and enlightening way.. liFe is more than a numbers game.. of likes.. followers and shares.. and sadly the systemizing ways of the Zombie Apocalypse is creating a world of left brain only thinkers.. Art is the answer to a fuller life my friend.. so continue the inspiration as Art WiLL be the savior of humankind and the rest of liFe on this planET overALL.. mArk mY Neuroextraterrestrialdiversity WORlD..;)
“in the attic lights voices scream nothin’ seen real’s the dream leaving the things that are real behind leaving the things that you love from mind all of the things that you learned from fears nothin’ is left for the years
toys, toys, toys in the attic”
THeRe are two ways of liFe iN bEinG.. one relative will that we mosT aLL share and can continue to perfect as practice over the course of liFe from A to B alWays A for ALiVenoW.. Positive thoughts.. feelings.. senses.. as that relates to all receptors in all cells of human body as mind and body interrelate and become oNe force of positive neurochemical and neurohormonal iON energy.. no less tRuLy than metaphor oF Sun shining above as below as US.. or the other way oF heLL.. negative thoughts.. feelings.. and senses.. so how to regulate.. for emotions.. integrate.. for senses.. WeLL trUly iT is not rocket science iT iS noW to Now a practice of MoVinG the hUman body as Art to reinforce regulaTion of emoTions and inteGraTion of seNses.. connecTinG wiTh others to increase neuroHormone connections oF social bonding as oxytocin touch.. and Serotonin Trust.. iN neurochemical way.. and the Dopamine pleaSuRe iNherent iN lEArning and or creating something new.. sadly though.. wE live in a world of pre-planned input output data garbage of remembering step by step word by word memories of what is spoon-fed to us to fit the COGs of a society that has grown from tools of comfort for survival to instant gratification sources that take away the adversity.. challenge.. and adaptation to do MORE MORE MORE than THE CAVE PAINTINGS OF PAINT BY NUMBER PAST.. ‘THEY’ CALL IT Neuroplasticity for groWinG new connections in the wiring of the bRain.. and Epigenetics for unpacking dormant DNA and becoming strong and smart as our ancestor apes.. when facing environmental challenge.. in successful adaptation and change.. but that’s not all as all cells of the body have receptors for correct pleaSure that says now you are doing things in A positive way.. or discontent of negative discomfort feeling.. sensing ways.. with or without thoughts as associations for feelings to guide us on the way to liGht away from dARk.. theRe iS rhYme and reaSon to ARt.. oF uS.. and a science Of LiVinG pleaSure iN Balance that WiLL work when tailoRed In each iNdividuAL preference oF liFe.. however.. withOut the practice.. the worK oF EnHanCinG reLative free WiLL.. in ACTUaL ACTiON OF MOVING.. CONNECTING.. AND CREATING OFF OF F iN 2 dimensional dopamine enhancing light box screens of screams that leaves out the fully social.. the neurohormone and yes.. estrogen and androgen ways of Being feminine and masculine whole.. in yes.. oxytocin social flesh and blood.. and other body fluid Loving ways of free floWinG iN Stars oF eYes that meet and do more than hear and see.. theRe are smells.. therE are tastes.. tHere iS touch.. therE Is propRiocepTion oF FeeLinG mother nature three dimensionally in a dance of moving wHere one connects without the other five senses aT aLL to Mother Nature True aka GODnow so above.. below.. inside.. outside.. and all around.. Toys are in the attic true but they are also all around the body just waiting to be sOught.. fOUnd.. and practiCED as Superhuman Real the way we were meant to be.. before we become 2D liGht box screens away from being more fully human.. oh.. intelligence of Standard IQ.. you mEasure so little oF whAT humaNiTy even means as ISreAL vibrant star six pointED bEinG A TriAnglic oF Male and V TriAnglic oF fEmale balanCinG toGeThER As sTar oF David BEinG.. oh Art.. you expand on UniVerse oF i’s in myriad multi-verse way.. the only thing thaT iS stopping uS from groWing iS ironicAlly the science that says we are less than humanOW..Now Science IS A way buT ART iS FReEDom..:)
For a Beaver theRe iS alWays a dam to make.. for a human there can be dams not to give.. Ah.. but the Busy Beaver of the ‘Turing Machine’ wITh heARt i choose to WiLL.. and i’m fAIRly sure that when the Beaver is on the path and journey to building dams the beAver both gives and shares and most imPoRTanTly just does a dam… The Beaver.. one of the largest Rodents shares a Rodent ancestor wITh mosT aLL similar leaning DNA hUmans.. 75 MilLions oF years a go too.. the Beaver never kNows what the end result of the new Dam Will bE path and journey.. beGinninG.. enDing.. fiNish.. stARt.. NowOnoW.. AnyWay.. see ya later friend.. wITh MaKinG more dAMs alWays SharRinG.. GiVinGnoW..:)
3) Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you. Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you. When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty.”
113) His disciples said to Him, “When will the Kingdom come?” “It will not come by waiting for it. It will not be a matter of saying ‘Here it is’ or ‘There it is.’ Rather, the Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earth, and men do not see it.”
Luke 17:21 King James Version (KJV)
21 “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.”
John 14:12 King James Version (KJV)
12 “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Problem with most all Sacred Texts is folks cherry pick what they like and leave out the rest.. and yes.. often the same applies to ‘religious’ text in science abstracts…
For me.. i go by what i experience.. by what i taste.. touch.. hear.. smell.. see.. propriocept.. and feel through emotional heARt.. and eXpreSsinG/Interpreting/Mirror Neuroning those emoTioNs/senses/kNoWinG wayS of i and otHeRs through what science describes noW as cognitive and affective empathy and associated sympathy and compassion in “Layman’s” terms as iS sTiLL iN/aS A ‘common’ human way.. some folks do not experience empathy in this way.. either by choice or innate reality.. in brain structure and other body way.. and then tHere iS soUl iN miNd and boDy BaLanCinG MaKinG the arcHetYpe of feminine and masculine iN innate human being one aGaiN.. after separatED by the language of culture if indeed that language separates the innate unITy of what can be a BalanCinG hUman animal.. anyway.. LiFe is Good when real and natural as evolVING FREE AT the heiGht oF ALL experience we kNoW.. SeNse.. and FeeL that CAN be the human one in the KinGdoM oF NatuRe noW God oNe and sAMe as aLL.. but yes.. the tool of written language IS A bRain washing tool iN both mind and body way whEtheR or not wE reFuse to see thiS reaLITy from cultUre to religion to politics to philosophy or not.. NatUre has all the answers iN uS.. outside Us.. above us.. aLL around US as by GOD.. GOD iS God oF dArk of LiGht.. Of Moving Dance and InsPiRinG SoUndD oF SonG thaT iS real LiVinG noW as pLay of liFE… so noW when i want to view/sense/feel MORe of God iN action than dead words Now oF Print.. and Walls.. and Ceilings that do not breathe and bleed.. or eat.. sleep.. sense.. feel.. and MoVe and SinG A SonG oF LiVinGkNoWinGnoW.. i leave the Condos of the Beach behind.. the Buildings in front of Forests gone.. and Breathe.. Dance and SinG wITh Dragon Fly WinGS that can flow WitH God at 60 miles per hour wITh WinGs of Magic more than any hUman has ever seen senSed or fELt.. i can only imaGine thiS experience and eXpreSS whaT those of NaTure do so much more than i.. but anyone with half a FucKinG ‘iF yoU sEEk iN God’ bRaiN.. sees/feels/kNoWs the star duSt oF God they are and worships the God oF Nature STANDING TALL AS bY GOD tO LiVE IS TO LiVE PRouD AND FREE.. WiLD.. iN WHAT aLL OuR ANCESTORS STRUGGLE THROUGH FROM WinGs oF Dragons Flying to the prickly spiny legs of cockroaches StiLL surviving after 300 to 400 million years before we ARE an after Dance and SonG oF the Seed oF aLL of NatUre that iS God.. sTiLL BLooMinG STiLL FloWeRinG iN poTenTiaL when WiLd and Free and wITH all thAT said.. friEnd gigoid.. i’m up to 123K words of my newest Nautilus SHeLL or so.. through August of 2015.. 7 more months to go.. over 200K.. before the now of that milestone comes.. but by God i am more inspiRed by the WinGs of 300 to 380 million year old sETs oF Dragon Fly WinGs that can flY 60 MPH.. at tHeir minuscule size.. than sky scrapers that takes billions of humans in collective intelligence to produce as many humans cooperating together now.. the Dragon Fly is already ‘Superman’.. without any FiN HuMaN written language.. culture.. religion.. politics.. or philosophy in collective so-called F iN Intelligence that is raping the resources of the Earth.. wHiLE God SPeeds aWay STiLL iN AngEL Dragon WinGs.. wHere the Love oF wE iS the God dAM thing that makes uS advanced over the Dragon.. who cannot hug and feel the clouds oF comfort iN noW SinG SonG oF heARt iN SpiRit waY.. but by God thAT Dragon fly has perhaps tHe greATest LonGest proVen MiNd and BoDy soUL iN Balance oF aLL tHe creaTioN oF iS wE FLY foR NoW.. wHom has alReaDy iNheRitED thE Earth aS MeeK WitH WinGs oF SuperGodFReED..:)
SMiLes.. i’m into Nature.. all the rest is illusion and Nature as WeLL.. No Real Separation Unless we Create that Illusion Of Real..:)
Infinity.. A long Journey With No beginning Or end but now.. Now.. What a breather When frReED..:)
i do not thInk i would have experiencED almost complete dissolution of ego.. if not for life threatening illnesses.. over a period of 66 months.. Emotions Drive ego.. in terms of self-esteem.. social conforming for most all social animals.. in terms of hierarchy.. in dominance and submission… for gaining reproductive rights.. and subsistence.. including Food.. Water.. and Shelter.. The tool of those who dominate others is shame and fear.. and Lord knows i for one.. was truly dominated most of my life.. in that hierarchy as i neither was comfortable in my own skin.. in ways of regulating emotions or integrating senses.. in a life spent input more in Books.. Lectures.. Electronic Media and Entertainment.. more than moving.. connecting and creating output of something new.. Pain taught me the silliness of staying with the same.. and change was the best solution oF aLL.. in new.. however.. how to lose the shame of the hunch back of Notre Dame.. locked in a bedroom for 66 months.. without contact with humanity whole in flesh and blood.. weLL.. i decided i WiLL Survive.. at all costs.. according to Donna Summer.. folks like Lady Gaga.. Miley Cyrus and other artists who finally go out on the branch oF a TaLLer tree and take a chance at bEinG so much more free without shame and fear of what others might think or feel about one’s different freedom than they.. but truly the ability to gain a Zen Art of Changing Ego to suit one’s self esteem of feeling good.. in Serotonin comfort.. is also an illusion away from Nature that technology provides for we who no longer depend on others as much for the Interdependent Relationship for survival now.. i’m truly not impressed with the Zen and Buddhist leaning goal of Ego Dissolution as a way of being.. sure it can work in a bed room closed in or a monastery but Social Survival for an animal in the Wild or Work World Working with other folks requires it in the pecking order of Social animal hierarchy of dominance and submission and all the ‘tween for subsistence and survival.. all the Ivory Tower talk of Monasteries and Basements of Mom and Dad’s living arrangements.. will not change the fAct of Nature when social cooperation is pARt of the Social Animal Game.. So.. i’m Financially Independent and can sWinG the gAMe of Zen Ego.. howEver which way oF loose i choose to go.. but i have no illusions of what would have to be if i entered the Government Work World of tightly white collarRed ways of Social Norm BeInG.. so.. truly this aberration of liFe of free makes folks like Eckart Tolle.. Miley Cyrus.. and Lady Gaga.. and yes me.. and so many other folks.. N0W possible.. but this aberration is coming real greater as another illusion of reaLITy REAL.. AS WE no longer depend on each other as much for subsistence and survival but oh no.. we ‘normal’ hUman beings.. per se.. STiLL have the innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive need of acceptance for the human touch.. And that my friend is part of the reason.. at least that suicide rates.. are much higher in so-called technologically advanced first world countries.. One can think they escape Mother Nature in submission to what is tHeir Nature.. but Nature is the Realist Deal of aLL.. one can balance this Nature within with relative free will.. but when one thinks they can escape iT with illusions like total dissolution of ego.. aWay from emotional and sensory needs.. desires and all the sweet stuff that drives life.. usually tHeir is a REAL Karma iN Now of Action Consequence In terms of Sweet and SoUr LiFe.. trUly what is good and what is bad is all relative to nature.. to master iT iS juSt an ongoing practice of what Maslow describes as self-actualization.. it seems.. and that my friend.. that balance of what Nature iS iN me.. iS an ongoing education oF Art and Science that is getting fUn more aS i lEarn to master iT iN a balance of Dancing with the PLaY as WiNd and Water and Zen Art of Ego in feeLinG and senSinG all the healthy Social Animal Will do in a liFE WiLd and Free too.. My God iS Free and so i am.. but sure i have a healthy respect for that God of Nature wHere iN mY opinion the true ego would be to suggest that no ego is a goal aT aLL.. iT’s much more fun to walk with head held high in the gyms of life and jungle sidewalks too.. than to live life in submission of false humility too.. To give and share is humility to me.. and pARt of that is to walk tall and fearless with close to zero shame of what one is at core.. free and balanced.. it was very hard for me.. to finAlly lose those laughs that were at me.. as silent utterances of someone who likely would never feel or sense the Freedom i have now.. but sure once one becomes truly free in Loving Fearless Balance oF aLL oF liFe.. including Zen Ego.. as metaphor of course not to offend the so-called Zen officials of this way or that way of bEinG now.. one tries to help raise others up no matter who they are or what they’ve done as one understands they are just duSt in the wind too.. whether Floating.. Sinking.. Soaring up.. or even Epic like ME.. but i earned iT friend.. every FucKinG grey hair.. word.. step.. smile.. laugh.. so i have zero shame for what i am now.. and truly that advice for whomever wrote the Gospel of Thomas about treading on one’s clothes and getting back to Nature.. iS the best advice for me.. butT after i already did it.. all innately.. instinctually,, and intuitively too.. Culture is complicated.. Being a social animal in a very complex culture is even more complicated but returning back to Nature after escaping is not that hard if one.. sTiLL to me.. at least.. moves.. connects.. and creates.. now leave any pARt ouT iN Flesh and Blood liFe.. including healthy self esteem and Ego.. and theRe is a price i for one.. see.. to pay to the REAL MASTER OF natUre.. THAT NONE oF uS likely wiLL ever escape.. at least for what i kNow and FeeL oF iT noW.. in tHis little illusion.. and sliver of Heaven that iS REAl.. and more real than these 2-D letters and words.. that ends as FriEnD noW…:)
Now back to the FutuRE as PreSenT alWays NoW..
A few words inspired By Candice in the midst of doing all that othER sTuFF.. too..
YeaH BEinG HuMan tHe ChALLenGe oF A LifetiMe.. heHe..;)
Ha!.. i LovE DoinG FRedKU2..;)
And now to the gigoid place.. the Frank place and the Xenia place and then for HoLy and SacRed Thursday R and R activities.. oh yeaH and note to sELf agAIn.. don’t forget to eat..;)
Hello gigoid.. great! work you are doing heAR latELy.. Very inSpiRinG and i am HoPinG for a little R and R aWay from this KeyBoard ScreAM today too.. and while this is quite enough perfect in practice on itS oWn i WiLL aTTempt to reaP a little more for fun.. other than that.. nice to see you Breezing through as Wind and Air too.. as i go oN oF course MoRe2 noW..;)
“In’I no expect to be justified by the laws of men.”
~~ Bob Marley ~~
Men and Women and eTc.. aren’t so bad.. it’s usually the written stuff.. the collective intelligence cultures and religions aS Such thaT SucK as the Foot Prints oF HuMans are suReLy A Cancer from SpaCE viEW oN eARTH thiS WaY toDaY.. that’s why i avoid these clothes aT aLL Costs.. and on top of thaT ThIS Naked is TotALLy FReED..;)
“To live only for some future goal is shallow. It’s the sides of the mountain that sustain life, not the top.”
~~ Robert M. Pirsig, “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance” ~~
Yes.. i leArned that iN Zen Tennis.. FucK the Competition for points and rewards like Trophies.. and Bucks and STuFF LikE thAT.. juST be the bacK BoarD the BaLL and RacquEt w OnE..:)
“Do you have the patience to wait till your mud settles and the water is clear? Can you remain unmoving till the right actions arises by itself?”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
F L O T A O L F A T
“Happiness depends upon ourselves.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
WiThiN.. iNsiDe.. outsiDe.. ABoVe.. So BeLoW and aLLaRouNd.. wHOle aWay from sepaRaTe sELfsMaLLonE..:)
“Between the vision and the act lies the shadow.”
~~T. S. Eliot ~~
“Real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present.”
~~ Albert Camus ~~
No take with all give no loss give all take..:)
“Doubt is not a pleasant condition but certainty is an absurd one.”
~~ Voltaire ~~
Question Positive or Negative Negative Emotion Negative.. so as is is dePends oN A FeeLinG And SenSinG oF iS..:)
“Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed, and in such desperate enterprises? If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau, “Walden” ~~
A Sun Shines With no instruction..:)
“There are worlds out there where the sky is burning and the sea’s asleep and the rivers dream; people made of smoke and cities made of song. Somewhere there’s danger, somewhere there’s injustice, somewhere else the tea’s getting cold. Come on Ace, we’ve got work to do…”
~~ The Doctor, “Survival” [Last lines of last episode] ~~
A Miracle iS/aS Standing..:)
Thanks gigoid.. as alWays.. mY FriEnd..:)
SMiLes mY fRiEnd.. tHeRe aRe no OLd DoGs.. juSt HuMans wHo have forgotten pAws..:)
OtHeR nOw thaN thAT NoW Hi Love aS eYes thAT wHo DanCE and SinG HiGheR.. FriEnD.. Xenia..:)
All thaT iS waS misSinG oN eARTh iS waS hUman aRT NoW VeeRinG Far iN LonELy ToWers aWaY FroM FloWerS NoW wATer..:)
Miracle of liFe NoW A Seed an Egg noW sUrE Now thE othEr StAR DuST SenTiEnt pArTS.. oF CreaTiON alWays NoW too.. tHe Gift.. noT all gET soMe Suffer only as my Son did for 51 Days never the less the Gift more WoN NoW or alWays Lost Bitter Sweet LiFe..:)
HoLy ALL NoW SaCreD wHOle MoRe MeaNinG noW PurpoSe aLL aS dArK cOMEs LiGht DancE CoMeS SoNG MuSicK SouND Now ForEveR iNSpiRinG NoW toGeThEr mY FriEnd Frank.. oTHeR thaN thaT Thanks For shArinG anoTheR Wonderful inSpirinG toGeThERNess Science Aided Project by Jonathan Ted Talk Haidt.. WiLL most DefiniTely shARe too.. mY FriEnd..:)
ThaT About wRaps hEr uP foR NoW.. hmm.. what SonG to go ON WitH the CoMinG DancE Photos aS Such toNiGht and more.. hmm.. hmm. and more hmm.. hmmm.. ugh.. yeah.. that’s the way i LikE it a huh a heh a huh a heh and MoRe.. WiTh Wonder WoMan Ways too MoRe..LOVE..;)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks provided in this last chapter as full table of contents oF A 915K Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH.. Written from Memorial Day 2016 and finished and published 7 months later on Christmas Day oF 2016.. Yes.. somE whAT F iN EpiC.. aS thiS beComeS mY 9th book completed iN Star Year 2016 that ranges.. yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words.. iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years written and recorded NoW oNline too.. Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL.. WitH thE ForcE oF uNConDiTioNal Fearless smART LoVe wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
991K words 66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH 5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN is made at the eNd and continuing beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal MiLLioN plUs Word Bible at this 69th MacroVerse with liNks to the rest of the Bible MacroVerse Chapters arriving at 1,052,137 words total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me.. at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record of three years of Dancing tHeRe.. and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t include all the pictures aS iT has limits more than me.. And WordPresS.. heHe.. WitH aLL the photos heRe.. iNcluded iN tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove… The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to 1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort.. Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse Publish on Memorial Day of 2016.. titLed as First MacroVerse then.. As “tSuNaMi 7th WaVe oF LoVe” aS liNked below..:)
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT.. The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt.. aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words.. and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions.. However.. Word Press to the rescue as the wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. aS LonGeST Recorded LonG ForM PoeM iN Google Records.. Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish.. wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG A Grand total of 1,402,296 words as “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. aS sTarTinG Memorial Day oN 31st May 2016 wiTh MacroVerse number one oF that effort per “tSuNaMi 7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy prophetic then NoW of whAT was and is STiLL to coMe NoW as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double thE Old King James effort size TaKinG then Centuries over a Thousand years to complete in English Print WiTh uNtOld Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH both unintentional changes along the Century scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure.. Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2.. HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT And SeNsEd WiThiN too.. aBove.. so beLoW.. iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and aLL ARouNd too.. NoW AKA allthatis GoD paRT aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2.. And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2.. iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)