DanCinG FloWers WiNter THorns
i think anything that glows
is cool.. but ‘they’ are often
considered toxic.. including
me.. fireflies are my favorite..;)
is cool.. but ‘they’ are often
considered toxic.. including
me.. fireflies are my favorite..;)
20
One more ‘Fredbun’ left
from dVerse ‘Haibun’
prompt from
Monday..
from dVerse ‘Haibun’
prompt from
Monday..
Most born explorers..
seeking.. finding ways
of new to eat.. to shelter..
humans truly no different
than cats and territory for
food.. except holding hands..
together to gather as one…
seeking.. finding ways
of new to eat.. to shelter..
humans truly no different
than cats and territory for
food.. except holding hands..
together to gather as one…
Wonder’s muse
hand in hand
friends of now..:)
hand in hand
friends of now..:)
And now to Sun
and Sand Dance..
Catholic Church..
Mall Dance.. Book
store and perhaps
more.. more.. more..
away from online walls..:)
and Sand Dance..
Catholic Church..
Mall Dance.. Book
store and perhaps
more.. more.. more..
away from online walls..:)
90
Finding the joy and glow now
iN the smAllest of luxuries
in life.. from hot water
to juices of different
kinds.. was my
Great Aunt
Jettie’s
PleaSure
at.. 94…
her eyes liGhTinG
up and shining when
she thought about the
joy of the choice.. but a
alas in her youth.. at an
age before A grocery store..
Orange juice was practically
unheard of.. so the joy of OJ..
was still her Senior dream but
me at 47.. anhedonia.. loss of
emotions.. most severe pain..
a smile nor laugh no more..
where one step at a
time with walker
Aunt Jettie
out talked
me with
the real
power of emotions
she had over me
as a weak
specimen
of humanity
iN all ways of spiRit
then.. anyway.. her
briGht and Shining
truly gloWinG way..
defeated
any
number
of age.. what she
had.. i lost and had
no idea how to get
back as far as
HeArt
SpiRit
SoUl..
goes then..
funny there is
no prescription
of pill known to
bRinG emoTions
back except for
the street
version
of
DMT..
named
Molly.. the
Empathy.. Beauty..
and Love Drug..
but of course
danger
theRe
iS when
the substance
leaves.. whatever
exists of the EmoTioNs
goes away even darker
without
emotions
dead
is life
as far
as i
Feel..
FriEnd.. gigoid..:)
iN the smAllest of luxuries
in life.. from hot water
to juices of different
kinds.. was my
Great Aunt
Jettie’s
PleaSure
at.. 94…
her eyes liGhTinG
up and shining when
she thought about the
joy of the choice.. but a
alas in her youth.. at an
age before A grocery store..
Orange juice was practically
unheard of.. so the joy of OJ..
was still her Senior dream but
me at 47.. anhedonia.. loss of
emotions.. most severe pain..
a smile nor laugh no more..
where one step at a
time with walker
Aunt Jettie
out talked
me with
the real
power of emotions
she had over me
as a weak
specimen
of humanity
iN all ways of spiRit
then.. anyway.. her
briGht and Shining
truly gloWinG way..
defeated
any
number
of age.. what she
had.. i lost and had
no idea how to get
back as far as
HeArt
SpiRit
SoUl..
goes then..
funny there is
no prescription
of pill known to
bRinG emoTions
back except for
the street
version
of
DMT..
named
Molly.. the
Empathy.. Beauty..
and Love Drug..
but of course
danger
theRe
iS when
the substance
leaves.. whatever
exists of the EmoTioNs
goes away even darker
without
emotions
dead
is life
as far
as i
Feel..
FriEnd.. gigoid..:)
305
Yes.. Sadly in all of history since the
Forager age.. humans are harnessed
as slaves.. to serve those with
greater power.. and the
metaphors extend
even further than
named slavery
as there
are so
many ways
to be a slave
when we are taken
away from the Nature
of Allah manifest in us..
For whenever human imposes
human will over the will of another
human being human becomes slave..
and billions of people live that way now
across the globe.. in all countries now…
Anyway.. thanks for sharing the video..
Friend SOHEIR.. of this ever present
problem.. and truly the metaphor
of the ‘Matrix’ Trilogy of movies
presents how far
this phenomena
goes..
sadly
still..
and even
growing more..
as we speak now..
and for those of us who
gain our freedom.. the liGht
of Allah iN uS iS unmistakable
and often even seen as strange
for those
who are
still enslaved
and like in the
prison in the video
say we are fine.. as
often.. captives can
develop Stockholm
Syndrome where
they come to love
their imprisoners
no different truly
now than closest
family members
but iT just goes to show
that humans wiLL make the
best of tHeir lot in life.. even if an illusion…
Forager age.. humans are harnessed
as slaves.. to serve those with
greater power.. and the
metaphors extend
even further than
named slavery
as there
are so
many ways
to be a slave
when we are taken
away from the Nature
of Allah manifest in us..
For whenever human imposes
human will over the will of another
human being human becomes slave..
and billions of people live that way now
across the globe.. in all countries now…
Anyway.. thanks for sharing the video..
Friend SOHEIR.. of this ever present
problem.. and truly the metaphor
of the ‘Matrix’ Trilogy of movies
presents how far
this phenomena
goes..
sadly
still..
and even
growing more..
as we speak now..
and for those of us who
gain our freedom.. the liGht
of Allah iN uS iS unmistakable
and often even seen as strange
for those
who are
still enslaved
and like in the
prison in the video
say we are fine.. as
often.. captives can
develop Stockholm
Syndrome where
they come to love
their imprisoners
no different truly
now than closest
family members
but iT just goes to show
that humans wiLL make the
best of tHeir lot in life.. even if an illusion…
SMiLes.. my friend.. no wheRe in my comment did i say
that the Prisoners.. Love their captors.. or actually
have Stockholm syndrome.. i said they can.. not
they will.. and yes.. for starving people in
any country.. being imprisoned with
food can be better than
starving to death..
it’s just NOW A
fact OF NATURE
AS MANIFEST
IN HUMAN
BY ALLAH..
not a judgement..
and yes.. starving folks
will eat other people as
well.. matters not what the
religion.. is.. and yes.. in fact
parents will kill their newborn
children if there is not enough to
eat for the other children.. all this
happens in many poor countries… and
the fact is.. folks in rich countries.. could
help.. but they are too concerned about
accumulating more than
they need to live..
as they have
no real
love
in their
heArts that
share compassion
with ALL THEIR BROTHERS
AND SISTERS MY FRIEND..
and truly that is rare..
and also part of the
human condition..
as truly humans
are only evolved
to live in relatively
small and homogenous
groups now.. instinctually
still afraid of the different
among them.. except now
for those who
are not
afraid…
The human condition
mixed with culture is
as complicated or as
simple as humans
make it..
i write
a lot.. but
my happiness is extremely
simple my friend.. it just
requires.. food.. shelter..
moving.. connecting..
and creating sAMe..
namely now..
courageous
and kind
MOVING
LOVE..
what
ALLAH does..
is not complicated
either.. truly.. IF one
understands Human Nature..
The world’s problems are not
solved in books.. they are solved
iN
Human
Nature as
Manifest
BY ALLAH..
AND NO
ONE
ELSE..
And yes.. the last
pARt is my opinion..:)
that the Prisoners.. Love their captors.. or actually
have Stockholm syndrome.. i said they can.. not
they will.. and yes.. for starving people in
any country.. being imprisoned with
food can be better than
starving to death..
it’s just NOW A
fact OF NATURE
AS MANIFEST
IN HUMAN
BY ALLAH..
not a judgement..
and yes.. starving folks
will eat other people as
well.. matters not what the
religion.. is.. and yes.. in fact
parents will kill their newborn
children if there is not enough to
eat for the other children.. all this
happens in many poor countries… and
the fact is.. folks in rich countries.. could
help.. but they are too concerned about
accumulating more than
they need to live..
as they have
no real
love
in their
heArts that
share compassion
with ALL THEIR BROTHERS
AND SISTERS MY FRIEND..
and truly that is rare..
and also part of the
human condition..
as truly humans
are only evolved
to live in relatively
small and homogenous
groups now.. instinctually
still afraid of the different
among them.. except now
for those who
are not
afraid…
The human condition
mixed with culture is
as complicated or as
simple as humans
make it..
i write
a lot.. but
my happiness is extremely
simple my friend.. it just
requires.. food.. shelter..
moving.. connecting..
and creating sAMe..
namely now..
courageous
and kind
MOVING
LOVE..
what
ALLAH does..
is not complicated
either.. truly.. IF one
understands Human Nature..
The world’s problems are not
solved in books.. they are solved
iN
Human
Nature as
Manifest
BY ALLAH..
AND NO
ONE
ELSE..
And yes.. the last
pARt is my opinion..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..actually there
is report of Muslim eating
other Muslim in Somalia..
but it is not a Muslim
issue.. it is a
Human
issue..
as is always
the case with
human misery
and suffering…
Humans are capable
of creating great dreams
and great nightmares no matter
where they live.. and as long as
humans have some semblance
of free will.. this will go in
both dArk and liGht..
as most problems
start with
children
who
do not
have loving
parents and peers..
that is just part of human
nature.. that can improve..
but will still exist
as long
as there
is flesh and
blood human on
this planet.. sadly
and happily enough for
both the dArk and liGht in
LIfe.. but yes we can have
the relative free will to make it LiGht..:)
is report of Muslim eating
other Muslim in Somalia..
but it is not a Muslim
issue.. it is a
Human
issue..
as is always
the case with
human misery
and suffering…
Humans are capable
of creating great dreams
and great nightmares no matter
where they live.. and as long as
humans have some semblance
of free will.. this will go in
both dArk and liGht..
as most problems
start with
children
who
do not
have loving
parents and peers..
that is just part of human
nature.. that can improve..
but will still exist
as long
as there
is flesh and
blood human on
this planet.. sadly
and happily enough for
both the dArk and liGht in
LIfe.. but yes we can have
the relative free will to make it LiGht..:)
Well.. i for one.. hear a question here..
as to why no one sympathizes with Muslims..
so perhaps a little story to start.. my first encounter
with folks in the Muslim religion was in the early
90’s.. my wife and i living in a two story town-house
duplex.. with next door neighbor.. a Muslim Man
married to a converted American Woman..
both were nice folks.. and happy
together.. then..
a few years later..
Saudia Arabian Pilots
being trained on the Navy
Station i worked.. specifically
supervising a Military Bowling
Center where all these diminutive
looking soldiers came in holding
hands.. which is very odd and
considered homosexual
behavior for men
in America then..
so people made
fun of them… and i kinda
felt bad for them.. as they were
so polite when they came up and
asked for Chicken Sandwiches.. their
main staple of sandwich food while
they resided at the Navy Station.. they
often called up and said can we have
30 chicken sandwiches to go.. and we
made the chicken sandwich dream come
true for these Saudia Arabian pilots..
so yes.. that was my first sympathy
for these people.. as they were
always nice to me.. but
acted like my wife did
not exist.. so she
kinda thought
they were
a little rude..
but i explained to her
that was not appropriate
in their culture to talk to other
women.. as their religious standards
and cultural standards that are one and
same.. do not put women as equal with
men.. and i know that was the way they
were raised.. and many of the women
accepted it as is.. as that is the
way culture works.. a person
does what is required
for social acceptance
or they pay the
penalty..
and some of this goes to
the extreme in some African
Countries where women’s sexual
behavior is controlled by female
genital mutilation.. but never the
less some women are very
proud of losing their
female pleasures
and consider
it a great
means of gaining
self-esteem and couldn’t
imagine having this female
pleasure part.. to fill desiring
ways of reproducing..
other human
beings..
as they
say just
for fun….
Well.. after that and during
that there was the invasion
of Iraq in 1991.. obviously all
about protecting US interests
in the oil rich middle east.. as
seriously the US would be no
more interested in the Middle
East than Africa.. if it was not
for the oil.. like all the slaves..
murders.. and cannibalism in
Burma where Muslims are
being killed there unfairly
and the rest.. there is
no oil there.. so
no interests
in protecting
U.S. interests there
as it is all about politics
when it comes to government
my friend.. and politics and in many
cases.. even religion.. is all about the
almighty way of making dollar bills
and gaining power and status greater
and greater to fill a space in individual
human who cannot feel the over filling
chalice of what Love can be without
fear and other con-social related
emotions of hate.. so US interests
in oil were protected then.. and
then eventually as a response
to that we got the terrorist
attack of 9/11 as some
folks didn’t like the
fact that the US..
was intruding
on their
local country
business.. and then
we got a destabilizing
war.. and now we have
ISIL.. as the the area was
ripe for extremist soulless
power plays.. for status now
in religious extremist ways
and that is all one hears now
advertised on the media.. about
folks.. namely Christians getting
Crucified.. and beheaded.. all that
tortuous stuff for not agreeing to
the extremist Islam State law
in interpretation of extremist
Sharia Law.. where folks
are whipped and stoned
and hung and crucified
and beheaded for veering
from the established
Extremist Sharia
Law there for a
State of Islam
way.. and then of course
in many extremist leaning
Muslim countries reports of
human rights offenses against
women are reported rampantly
from Rape of women.. to stove
top burning of new wives who
don’t meet the dowry requirement
in Pakistan.. where i have made several
female friends over the last few years..
who are all very nice.. and sure.. that
makes me very angry to hear about
women treated that way.. but still
these women are kind and loving
people so i do have great sympathy
for the suffering they encounter at
the hands of males.. although some
accept it as okay.. and others do
not want to have to be
accompanied by a male
escort when they
go out in public..
it is a matter of
human nature also
that some humans are
more open minded to
change and some are
not.. so what works
for some.. as happy
is extreme suffering
and misery for
human freedoms
for others.. so if they
like the way the religion and
state control works for them..
i am happy for them.. but if not
i do believe it is against their human
rights not to be free.. as God does
NOT SEE WOMEN AS WORTH
HALF THE VALUE AS MEN..
in fact.. God probably likes
women better as women
live in peace and love
much more than
men.. obviously
as men tend
to be more aggressive
and violent overall as part
of Nature too.. anyway.. men
ARE NOT WORTH MORE THAN
WOMEN AND WHENEVER I HEAR
THAT IT MAKES ME VERY INDIGNANT
IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN PEOPLE
HURT WOMEN LIKE THAT REGARDLESS
OF REASON.. STATE OR RELIGION .. IT
IS THE MISERY AND SUFFERING.. THAT
IS THE DARK PART OF LIFE.. that can
be resolved when folks are provided
equal opportunities in life
to be free..
which is always
the goal.. of any
free being of GOD..
however.. social roles are
important.. and sure i am
the head of the household
where i live.. and that works
well with my Nature and my
wife’s Nature.. as she is
naturally a submissive
kinda person.. and
although i try not
to be.. i can be
naturally
a very dominant
human too.. if i do
not curb that tendency
with cognitive control…
i Love my wife.. so i try
to give her as much control
as she wants.. but say she starts
spending all our money in the bank..
yes.. i will have the final say so on that..
and she doesn’t mind when it is necessary..
obviously if she did.. i would not still be married
after almost 26 years.. but the key is.. these social
roles of somewhat dominant and submissive are
natural parts of human nature in social roles
with some men and women.. and not with
others.. as both gender and sexual
orientations are a spectrum
and no cookies cutter part
of God as God makes
spectrums of human
and the rest of
nature differences
and not one strict
mold of any creature
or inanimate creation..
God creates art.. not
concrete science alone
my friend… so yes.. i am a good
rule follower.. if i have to be.. and
proved that all the way at the top
of the class in school… and around
a quarter of a century of the strict
regulations of government work..
so it is part of my Nature to
both make and enforce
rules of life.. which
means i wasn’t
always the easiest
person to work for
in the employer and
employee relationship
or in the marriage relationship
when it came to micro-managing
the details of life.. and yes a perfectionist
too.. and that almost killed me with Type-
A personality ways.. and i have worked
very hard to change in more
free ways.. to not
be such
a rigid person
that i was before..
and additionally.. most
controlling people control
because of fear instead of love
and this applied to me.. very much
then.. so anyway.. my wife used to
be on a strict budget enforced by
me of spending less than a
hundred dollars a week
for everything at stores
for 20 years.. i got
sick.. and had
no choice but
to relinquish
that control.. and
i was very fortunate
that my wife was ripe
and ready for the duty
of being in control as she
did a fine job.. and sure she
got to spend lots of the money
i had saved for the rainy day
that finally came.. YES THE WHOLE
FLOOD OF DARKNESS CAME FOR
ME.. and no doubt part of that
was Karma in being out of balance
with God for so many years
living as a controlling
person who feared more
than loved in the balance
of 2 decades or more
of life.. my wife
and i get along
great now.. as i think
she probably hated me
deep down for around two
decades when i was so strict
with her.. so sure.. i can feel the
pain of both my wife.. and other
women.. who are controlled in
patriarchal ways.. but it is
a very complicated
human condition
that we have
with all the
cultural complexities
that exist now.. and perhaps
overall your way may work
better.. in your country for
successful lives in areas
where resources are
not so high..
and this
leads to lots
of children and increasing
population.. as Muslims are
definitely outpacing other
religions and peoples
in making new humans
but my friend there is even
a bigger picture.. of God and
that is that humans overall
are raping the earth for resources..
and this planet will not be able to
continue to hold the population that
is vastly increasing.. where misery and
suffering in ways of natural starvation and
many other ways of suffering will increasingly
be the rule of the day.. until somehow human
gets in balance with the rest of God’s living
Earth.. but you see… the Balance of God as
Nature.. is truly the ONE STILL IN CONTROL..
WHILE we like to think that human is
the one in control… where the
big picture of God comes
in.. yes Nature overall
is still the one
in control..
and most of the conflicts
we see today.. that are attributed
to religions.. politics.. philosophies..
cultures.. are truly a much larger
penalty paid by human for
getting out of balance
with God..
and until
folks figure out
that GOD IS REAL
AND THERE ARE REAL
DEADLY CONSEQUENCES
ALONG WITH MISERY
AND SUFFERING..
the misery and
suffering of human in
slavery.. starvation.. rape..
aggression.. violence.. wars..
and overall mental illness
of human will increase..
as we have
seen over
the last few decades
and in general.. ever
since human established
huge civilizations.. overpopulating
with over consuming humans out
of balance.. so sure.. i have
sympathy for human..
including you of
course dear.. and
your loving Muslim
friends.. but in my
opinion.. one must
Support God first and
foremost.. as the God of
Nature is still very much in control..
and all we humans.. regardless of
state.. culture.. religion.. or
human nature differences
will pay the
prices if we
do not heed
the cautions and
WARNINGS OF GOD
that are all around
us now.. but meanwhile
as alway we should count
our blesSinGs.. do the best
we can.. and SinG a SonG of
Love togetHer whenever
possible my
friend..
not forgetting..
the least among
us that does include
a gRain of God’s sand as well
my friend.. Soheir.. now and always now..:)
as to why no one sympathizes with Muslims..
so perhaps a little story to start.. my first encounter
with folks in the Muslim religion was in the early
90’s.. my wife and i living in a two story town-house
duplex.. with next door neighbor.. a Muslim Man
married to a converted American Woman..
both were nice folks.. and happy
together.. then..
a few years later..
Saudia Arabian Pilots
being trained on the Navy
Station i worked.. specifically
supervising a Military Bowling
Center where all these diminutive
looking soldiers came in holding
hands.. which is very odd and
considered homosexual
behavior for men
in America then..
so people made
fun of them… and i kinda
felt bad for them.. as they were
so polite when they came up and
asked for Chicken Sandwiches.. their
main staple of sandwich food while
they resided at the Navy Station.. they
often called up and said can we have
30 chicken sandwiches to go.. and we
made the chicken sandwich dream come
true for these Saudia Arabian pilots..
so yes.. that was my first sympathy
for these people.. as they were
always nice to me.. but
acted like my wife did
not exist.. so she
kinda thought
they were
a little rude..
but i explained to her
that was not appropriate
in their culture to talk to other
women.. as their religious standards
and cultural standards that are one and
same.. do not put women as equal with
men.. and i know that was the way they
were raised.. and many of the women
accepted it as is.. as that is the
way culture works.. a person
does what is required
for social acceptance
or they pay the
penalty..
and some of this goes to
the extreme in some African
Countries where women’s sexual
behavior is controlled by female
genital mutilation.. but never the
less some women are very
proud of losing their
female pleasures
and consider
it a great
means of gaining
self-esteem and couldn’t
imagine having this female
pleasure part.. to fill desiring
ways of reproducing..
other human
beings..
as they
say just
for fun….
Well.. after that and during
that there was the invasion
of Iraq in 1991.. obviously all
about protecting US interests
in the oil rich middle east.. as
seriously the US would be no
more interested in the Middle
East than Africa.. if it was not
for the oil.. like all the slaves..
murders.. and cannibalism in
Burma where Muslims are
being killed there unfairly
and the rest.. there is
no oil there.. so
no interests
in protecting
U.S. interests there
as it is all about politics
when it comes to government
my friend.. and politics and in many
cases.. even religion.. is all about the
almighty way of making dollar bills
and gaining power and status greater
and greater to fill a space in individual
human who cannot feel the over filling
chalice of what Love can be without
fear and other con-social related
emotions of hate.. so US interests
in oil were protected then.. and
then eventually as a response
to that we got the terrorist
attack of 9/11 as some
folks didn’t like the
fact that the US..
was intruding
on their
local country
business.. and then
we got a destabilizing
war.. and now we have
ISIL.. as the the area was
ripe for extremist soulless
power plays.. for status now
in religious extremist ways
and that is all one hears now
advertised on the media.. about
folks.. namely Christians getting
Crucified.. and beheaded.. all that
tortuous stuff for not agreeing to
the extremist Islam State law
in interpretation of extremist
Sharia Law.. where folks
are whipped and stoned
and hung and crucified
and beheaded for veering
from the established
Extremist Sharia
Law there for a
State of Islam
way.. and then of course
in many extremist leaning
Muslim countries reports of
human rights offenses against
women are reported rampantly
from Rape of women.. to stove
top burning of new wives who
don’t meet the dowry requirement
in Pakistan.. where i have made several
female friends over the last few years..
who are all very nice.. and sure.. that
makes me very angry to hear about
women treated that way.. but still
these women are kind and loving
people so i do have great sympathy
for the suffering they encounter at
the hands of males.. although some
accept it as okay.. and others do
not want to have to be
accompanied by a male
escort when they
go out in public..
it is a matter of
human nature also
that some humans are
more open minded to
change and some are
not.. so what works
for some.. as happy
is extreme suffering
and misery for
human freedoms
for others.. so if they
like the way the religion and
state control works for them..
i am happy for them.. but if not
i do believe it is against their human
rights not to be free.. as God does
NOT SEE WOMEN AS WORTH
HALF THE VALUE AS MEN..
in fact.. God probably likes
women better as women
live in peace and love
much more than
men.. obviously
as men tend
to be more aggressive
and violent overall as part
of Nature too.. anyway.. men
ARE NOT WORTH MORE THAN
WOMEN AND WHENEVER I HEAR
THAT IT MAKES ME VERY INDIGNANT
IN A RIGHTEOUS WAY WHEN PEOPLE
HURT WOMEN LIKE THAT REGARDLESS
OF REASON.. STATE OR RELIGION .. IT
IS THE MISERY AND SUFFERING.. THAT
IS THE DARK PART OF LIFE.. that can
be resolved when folks are provided
equal opportunities in life
to be free..
which is always
the goal.. of any
free being of GOD..
however.. social roles are
important.. and sure i am
the head of the household
where i live.. and that works
well with my Nature and my
wife’s Nature.. as she is
naturally a submissive
kinda person.. and
although i try not
to be.. i can be
naturally
a very dominant
human too.. if i do
not curb that tendency
with cognitive control…
i Love my wife.. so i try
to give her as much control
as she wants.. but say she starts
spending all our money in the bank..
yes.. i will have the final say so on that..
and she doesn’t mind when it is necessary..
obviously if she did.. i would not still be married
after almost 26 years.. but the key is.. these social
roles of somewhat dominant and submissive are
natural parts of human nature in social roles
with some men and women.. and not with
others.. as both gender and sexual
orientations are a spectrum
and no cookies cutter part
of God as God makes
spectrums of human
and the rest of
nature differences
and not one strict
mold of any creature
or inanimate creation..
God creates art.. not
concrete science alone
my friend… so yes.. i am a good
rule follower.. if i have to be.. and
proved that all the way at the top
of the class in school… and around
a quarter of a century of the strict
regulations of government work..
so it is part of my Nature to
both make and enforce
rules of life.. which
means i wasn’t
always the easiest
person to work for
in the employer and
employee relationship
or in the marriage relationship
when it came to micro-managing
the details of life.. and yes a perfectionist
too.. and that almost killed me with Type-
A personality ways.. and i have worked
very hard to change in more
free ways.. to not
be such
a rigid person
that i was before..
and additionally.. most
controlling people control
because of fear instead of love
and this applied to me.. very much
then.. so anyway.. my wife used to
be on a strict budget enforced by
me of spending less than a
hundred dollars a week
for everything at stores
for 20 years.. i got
sick.. and had
no choice but
to relinquish
that control.. and
i was very fortunate
that my wife was ripe
and ready for the duty
of being in control as she
did a fine job.. and sure she
got to spend lots of the money
i had saved for the rainy day
that finally came.. YES THE WHOLE
FLOOD OF DARKNESS CAME FOR
ME.. and no doubt part of that
was Karma in being out of balance
with God for so many years
living as a controlling
person who feared more
than loved in the balance
of 2 decades or more
of life.. my wife
and i get along
great now.. as i think
she probably hated me
deep down for around two
decades when i was so strict
with her.. so sure.. i can feel the
pain of both my wife.. and other
women.. who are controlled in
patriarchal ways.. but it is
a very complicated
human condition
that we have
with all the
cultural complexities
that exist now.. and perhaps
overall your way may work
better.. in your country for
successful lives in areas
where resources are
not so high..
and this
leads to lots
of children and increasing
population.. as Muslims are
definitely outpacing other
religions and peoples
in making new humans
but my friend there is even
a bigger picture.. of God and
that is that humans overall
are raping the earth for resources..
and this planet will not be able to
continue to hold the population that
is vastly increasing.. where misery and
suffering in ways of natural starvation and
many other ways of suffering will increasingly
be the rule of the day.. until somehow human
gets in balance with the rest of God’s living
Earth.. but you see… the Balance of God as
Nature.. is truly the ONE STILL IN CONTROL..
WHILE we like to think that human is
the one in control… where the
big picture of God comes
in.. yes Nature overall
is still the one
in control..
and most of the conflicts
we see today.. that are attributed
to religions.. politics.. philosophies..
cultures.. are truly a much larger
penalty paid by human for
getting out of balance
with God..
and until
folks figure out
that GOD IS REAL
AND THERE ARE REAL
DEADLY CONSEQUENCES
ALONG WITH MISERY
AND SUFFERING..
the misery and
suffering of human in
slavery.. starvation.. rape..
aggression.. violence.. wars..
and overall mental illness
of human will increase..
as we have
seen over
the last few decades
and in general.. ever
since human established
huge civilizations.. overpopulating
with over consuming humans out
of balance.. so sure.. i have
sympathy for human..
including you of
course dear.. and
your loving Muslim
friends.. but in my
opinion.. one must
Support God first and
foremost.. as the God of
Nature is still very much in control..
and all we humans.. regardless of
state.. culture.. religion.. or
human nature differences
will pay the
prices if we
do not heed
the cautions and
WARNINGS OF GOD
that are all around
us now.. but meanwhile
as alway we should count
our blesSinGs.. do the best
we can.. and SinG a SonG of
Love togetHer whenever
possible my
friend..
not forgetting..
the least among
us that does include
a gRain of God’s sand as well
my friend.. Soheir.. now and always now..:)
Yes.. my friend.. i knew immediately
that the holding hands by men was
for brotherhood.. in social bonding..
Human is a fascinating creature
in how customs differ so greatly
from country to country from
language to language
to religion to religion
to male to male
to female to female
to male to female
and female to male
and all the differences
in between and outside
of that.. but the bottom line
is there is ONE essence that iS
GOD that WE fall under submission
too.. whether we realize that or not..
and that is the God of allthatis Nature
both known.. unknown.. seen… unseen..
felt.. and not felt as well.. and the truth
and liGht is some humans see.. know..
and feel more of the God of Nature
than others do.. so sure some
humans have more
gifts than
others
and i for one
cannot raise myself
above others.. when i for
one am more blessed than
others this way now..
or less as
before
my friend..
we are under
God togetHer whethEr
we call God.. Allah.. God
or Allthatis.. the labels
are not the essence..
the essence
iS God
my Friend..
SOHEIR.. a SonG
of liFe i continue
to SinG aLL Free
as pArt of
ALLTHATiS..:)
that the holding hands by men was
for brotherhood.. in social bonding..
Human is a fascinating creature
in how customs differ so greatly
from country to country from
language to language
to religion to religion
to male to male
to female to female
to male to female
and female to male
and all the differences
in between and outside
of that.. but the bottom line
is there is ONE essence that iS
GOD that WE fall under submission
too.. whether we realize that or not..
and that is the God of allthatis Nature
both known.. unknown.. seen… unseen..
felt.. and not felt as well.. and the truth
and liGht is some humans see.. know..
and feel more of the God of Nature
than others do.. so sure some
humans have more
gifts than
others
and i for one
cannot raise myself
above others.. when i for
one am more blessed than
others this way now..
or less as
before
my friend..
we are under
God togetHer whethEr
we call God.. Allah.. God
or Allthatis.. the labels
are not the essence..
the essence
iS God
my Friend..
SOHEIR.. a SonG
of liFe i continue
to SinG aLL Free
as pArt of
ALLTHATiS..:)
Smiles my friend..
Yes.. i understand the rules of the
Koran well.. And the ONE God i know
and feel wiLL never fit a word alone..
As words are small to me.. But of course..
Once again.. i meet God face to face before
i speak at age 3.. so of course this gift colors
my view of God differently than most who rely on
verbal language for communication about God..
i need no books to understand God my friend
as i for one.. at least.. am born this way..:)
Yes.. i understand the rules of the
Koran well.. And the ONE God i know
and feel wiLL never fit a word alone..
As words are small to me.. But of course..
Once again.. i meet God face to face before
i speak at age 3.. so of course this gift colors
my view of God differently than most who rely on
verbal language for communication about God..
i need no books to understand God my friend
as i for one.. at least.. am born this way..:)
SMiLes.. my friend..
i see..
i hear..
i taste..
i smell..
i touch..
i propriocept
manifestations of
God.. inside.. outside
above.. so below..
and all around..
but God goes
so much deeper
than even words
for senses..
and feelings
my friend..
and at
3.. i experience
the trust and comfort
of all protecting God..
where there is zero
fear.. and all Love..
but this Love is
not just the languages
of Love of what normal
human beings calls
gifts.. acts of service..
quality time.. words
of affirmation..
and the
human
touch
of Love
alone..
or even with
agape Love
of Loving
all without
exception
as Mother
Nature now..
For those who drop
all fear.. for those who
Love with all their heARt..
God reveals more and more
of God as nows go by.. and
God WiLL take human higher
in feeling God as experience
more and more.. and God WiLL
show human how to feel more of
God more and more.. what i know
and feel for sure my friend.. is God
is infinitely greater than i can even
imagine through my experience up
to now.. and even more beautiful than
i ever see before.. there is only more to
look forward to when one lives with
God my friend.. as God provides
heaven to those with the
greatest faith.. belief
and hope without
fear now..
with no
wait until
death…
no limits
and no expectations
even.. of how much more
Beautiful and Loving one
can experience God more
now.. so in other words
even if i could find
the words
to describe
how i experience
God there would likely
not be words to describe
that experience.. the next now
my friend.. as God is full of surprise
and wonders for the Human Child of
God who never loses the eyes of Child
that will always experience more of God my
friend.. into Infinity and beyond of the eternal
now that always can and will exist between
God and
All God’s
children..
if i could take
you to wHere i am
you would understand
but sadly that is not
how God works now..
as every relationship
between God and child
is unique and precious
no different in this way
reAlly than each of your
children and you my
kind and
loving
friend..
and Mother..:)
i see..
i hear..
i taste..
i smell..
i touch..
i propriocept
manifestations of
God.. inside.. outside
above.. so below..
and all around..
but God goes
so much deeper
than even words
for senses..
and feelings
my friend..
and at
3.. i experience
the trust and comfort
of all protecting God..
where there is zero
fear.. and all Love..
but this Love is
not just the languages
of Love of what normal
human beings calls
gifts.. acts of service..
quality time.. words
of affirmation..
and the
human
touch
of Love
alone..
or even with
agape Love
of Loving
all without
exception
as Mother
Nature now..
For those who drop
all fear.. for those who
Love with all their heARt..
God reveals more and more
of God as nows go by.. and
God WiLL take human higher
in feeling God as experience
more and more.. and God WiLL
show human how to feel more of
God more and more.. what i know
and feel for sure my friend.. is God
is infinitely greater than i can even
imagine through my experience up
to now.. and even more beautiful than
i ever see before.. there is only more to
look forward to when one lives with
God my friend.. as God provides
heaven to those with the
greatest faith.. belief
and hope without
fear now..
with no
wait until
death…
no limits
and no expectations
even.. of how much more
Beautiful and Loving one
can experience God more
now.. so in other words
even if i could find
the words
to describe
how i experience
God there would likely
not be words to describe
that experience.. the next now
my friend.. as God is full of surprise
and wonders for the Human Child of
God who never loses the eyes of Child
that will always experience more of God my
friend.. into Infinity and beyond of the eternal
now that always can and will exist between
God and
All God’s
children..
if i could take
you to wHere i am
you would understand
but sadly that is not
how God works now..
as every relationship
between God and child
is unique and precious
no different in this way
reAlly than each of your
children and you my
kind and
loving
friend..
and Mother..:)
Anyway.. i really enjoyed
all our conversation.. SOHEIR..
as obviously you have a great
hunger to experience more of
God.. and truly God does not
spit-out humans
who have
this hunger
100%..
and yes..
before this comment..
i put 3,193 words
on here today..
if i ever
overwhelm
you.. please
let me know..
dear friend..:)
all our conversation.. SOHEIR..
as obviously you have a great
hunger to experience more of
God.. and truly God does not
spit-out humans
who have
this hunger
100%..
and yes..
before this comment..
i put 3,193 words
on here today..
if i ever
overwhelm
you.. please
let me know..
dear friend..:)
3542
Hanks says..
Very exhaustively rendered. Great pics!
i say..
Hi.. Hank.. thanks for coming
by today.. and visiting me now
here at this “Whoami”.. on my..
http://katiemiafrederickblogspot.com
site that is usuAlly
much faster than
the Word Press
site to open..
and sans
all my
draft work
in the comments
section of Word Press..
So glad you enjoyed the
photos.. as sure there is
a buffet of almost all
kinda stuff here
to select
from..
with
sMiLes of course..:)
by today.. and visiting me now
here at this “Whoami”.. on my..
http://katiemiafrederickblogspot.com
site that is usuAlly
much faster than
the Word Press
site to open..
and sans
all my
draft work
in the comments
section of Word Press..
So glad you enjoyed the
photos.. as sure there is
a buffet of almost all
kinda stuff here
to select
from..
with
sMiLes of course..:)
3620
Well.. considering i average anywhere from 20K to 40K words
a week.. approaching a novel sized book each week.. all
weeks of the year.. it should be no surprise that
what i do is rather exhaustively rendered
where there is also an average
total of around 200 to 400
photos a week.. sometimes
more.. including my ‘nether
blog’.. too.. and hmm..
anywhere from 4 to
12 to more
YouTube
videos as
well.. multiple
links elsewhere.. and
the total picture is oh so
exhaustive.. that to actually
put some of my blog posts..
a week.. approaching a novel sized book each week.. all
weeks of the year.. it should be no surprise that
what i do is rather exhaustively rendered
where there is also an average
total of around 200 to 400
photos a week.. sometimes
more.. including my ‘nether
blog’.. too.. and hmm..
anywhere from 4 to
12 to more
YouTube
videos as
well.. multiple
links elsewhere.. and
the total picture is oh so
exhaustive.. that to actually
put some of my blog posts..
namely the one that is
41,113 words and
269 photos with
over a dozen You
Tube videos.. over
600 pages long in
actual book print
and of course one cannot
watch actual videos in printed
books.. or click on links to other
online multi-UniVerses of humans
either.. the average online poet..
posts 1 to 3 poems a week..
that are somewhere around
200 words each.. with maybe
one photo on average if that
and way less than a video
a week well at all..
as most folks
don’t do that..
and the
nether world
linked blog..
very very rare
inDeed.. so
is it no
wonder
i don’t have
many folks commenting
here.. well.. of course not..
not everyone wants to
visit Barnes and
Nobles
and
leave
a comment
when Barnes and
Nobles is online..
smiles.. and
so much
more..
anyway.. it is what
i do.. and truly it is a joy
and not exhausting to me at
all.. as i am working toward human
potential.. me against me with GOD
and no one else but
US..
and when folks
visit.. it is a joy
too.. but truly
something
never expected
from the get go of this
blog adventure.. as it is
a practice of Art.. and not
a game to gain either likes
or the almighty dollar bill..
i’ve tasted hell.. and heaven
in life.. and the middle
way of peace
and bliss
is enough
for me..
with getting
a ‘little help’
from my
friends now
and then.. that literally
have and do number in
the many thousands.. whether
very few of them consider me
a friend.. or even remotely sane
for that matter.. but i am
as insane
as a fox
and by
now many
of us finAlly
know what
the Fox
says..
weLL..
at least
some of us..
anyWays..:)
41,113 words and
269 photos with
over a dozen You
Tube videos.. over
600 pages long in
actual book print
and of course one cannot
watch actual videos in printed
books.. or click on links to other
online multi-UniVerses of humans
either.. the average online poet..
posts 1 to 3 poems a week..
that are somewhere around
200 words each.. with maybe
one photo on average if that
and way less than a video
a week well at all..
as most folks
don’t do that..
and the
nether world
linked blog..
very very rare
inDeed.. so
is it no
wonder
i don’t have
many folks commenting
here.. well.. of course not..
not everyone wants to
visit Barnes and
Nobles
and
leave
a comment
when Barnes and
Nobles is online..
smiles.. and
so much
more..
anyway.. it is what
i do.. and truly it is a joy
and not exhausting to me at
all.. as i am working toward human
potential.. me against me with GOD
and no one else but
US..
and when folks
visit.. it is a joy
too.. but truly
something
never expected
from the get go of this
blog adventure.. as it is
a practice of Art.. and not
a game to gain either likes
or the almighty dollar bill..
i’ve tasted hell.. and heaven
in life.. and the middle
way of peace
and bliss
is enough
for me..
with getting
a ‘little help’
from my
friends now
and then.. that literally
have and do number in
the many thousands.. whether
very few of them consider me
a friend.. or even remotely sane
for that matter.. but i am
as insane
as a fox
and by
now many
of us finAlly
know what
the Fox
says..
weLL..
at least
some of us..
anyWays..:)
4004
WeLL.. the word Quaintrelle.. Reminds
me of a Quaint version of a
Southern
Belle.. but
of course much
more independent
in impact and affect
of free beauty..
hmm.. and i
wondered
what the male
version of that would
be and Google says Dandy..
and Dandy is kinda like the
older version of the
metrosexual
and now
manscaping..
but hey.. beauty is more
than skin and clothes deep.. and for
me represents a full experience
of the human condition wheRe
a person can experience
both a masculine
and feminine
side as well..
as Lord
kNows.. smiLinG.. laugHinG..
and even giggLinG iS a healthY
way to be.. to live longer..
and to express anger
iN arts that are
martial iS
a great
way
NOT
to keep it iN..
hmm… i haven’t provided
a word yet.. so i’LL go wITh an
old fashioned one named Love..
however.. Love iS a word of ART to
me as iT can be ever growing.. iN ways
of moving.. feeling.. sensing.. including
sensuality.. n0w
connecting and
C R E A T i N G
iN a Whitmanish
way of seeing and
FEELING ALL THE
BEAUTY iN the wor(l)d..
and to clear for the non-
poets among uS.. the now
Walt version of Whitman
iS experiencing iT aLL..
with no
fear of
Living
now.. groWinG hUman
bEinG Garden as
courageous
and
kinD
Love..
hmm.. Cosmopolitan-
Love miGht be a great
two-word stand iN..
as Love
can be
so selfish
and limited otherwise..
when not fully experienced
and shared with aLL others
including Nature as
sAME.. yeah.. now..
Unconditional-Love..
that’s the REAL Love
word(s)
to me..
my friend..
Prajakta.. reAlly
hard to do without the
online hive of connecting
so many different sAMe hands..
and finAlly yes.. i for one have
fALLen to textromancy..
yeah that’s
the ONE..
textromancy..
and danceromancy..
quiTe a
dAnDy
two..;)
me of a Quaint version of a
Southern
Belle.. but
of course much
more independent
in impact and affect
of free beauty..
hmm.. and i
wondered
what the male
version of that would
be and Google says Dandy..
and Dandy is kinda like the
older version of the
metrosexual
and now
manscaping..
but hey.. beauty is more
than skin and clothes deep.. and for
me represents a full experience
of the human condition wheRe
a person can experience
both a masculine
and feminine
side as well..
as Lord
kNows.. smiLinG.. laugHinG..
and even giggLinG iS a healthY
way to be.. to live longer..
and to express anger
iN arts that are
martial iS
a great
way
NOT
to keep it iN..
hmm… i haven’t provided
a word yet.. so i’LL go wITh an
old fashioned one named Love..
however.. Love iS a word of ART to
me as iT can be ever growing.. iN ways
of moving.. feeling.. sensing.. including
sensuality.. n0w
connecting and
C R E A T i N G
iN a Whitmanish
way of seeing and
FEELING ALL THE
BEAUTY iN the wor(l)d..
and to clear for the non-
poets among uS.. the now
Walt version of Whitman
iS experiencing iT aLL..
with no
fear of
Living
now.. groWinG hUman
bEinG Garden as
courageous
and
kinD
Love..
hmm.. Cosmopolitan-
Love miGht be a great
two-word stand iN..
as Love
can be
so selfish
and limited otherwise..
when not fully experienced
and shared with aLL others
including Nature as
sAME.. yeah.. now..
Unconditional-Love..
that’s the REAL Love
word(s)
to me..
my friend..
Prajakta.. reAlly
hard to do without the
online hive of connecting
so many different sAMe hands..
and finAlly yes.. i for one have
fALLen to textromancy..
yeah that’s
the ONE..
textromancy..
and danceromancy..
quiTe a
dAnDy
two..;)
4310
Creativity.. the Art
of free association..
and the more associations..
the greater the potential
iN Art of Creativity now..
Hmm.. politicians.. priests
and enlightened gurus
like Jesus and Buddha…
Politicians seek status
and power.. Priests
seek power
and status
and Jesus
and Buddha
are enlightened
ones.. who understand
all the power is inside..
a seed just waiting
to germinate
born again
or the
first
now.. now..
iN relative
Free WiLL..
and this reminds me
of Godzilla and Boston..
specifically the newest movie
about Godzilla and the SonG
“Higher Power” by Boston..
where Godzilla gets the
job dOne independently
with the interdependent
powers of Nature
disregarding the
folly then of
humankind
out of balance
now with Nature
in many cultural virus
ways of being too.. and
it kinda reminds me now of
when i’m dancing free in public
everywhere i go.. in total waves
of ecstasy and bliss.. not even
noticing the dismay and or
joy of others viewing
what Godzilla
iN me does
as metaphor
of course..
as Godzilla
is more of
a martial
artist than
dancer in his
major movie
star role as it
were and still
is now in
movies new..
anyway.. to truly
Understand Jesus
and or Buddha it’s really
simple.. one must become
Jesus and Buddha as they
are basicAlly the sAMe
two different humans
at core who simply
manage heaven
now iN the
higher power
of emotional regulation
sensory integration..
imagination
and moving
creativity
in what
they just
do in
real flesh
and blood life then..
And Godzilla gives such
a toothy grin to politicians
and priests.. as he knows and
feels the real way to JUST GET
THE JOB OF LIVING IN BALANCE
DoNE.. AND SURE IT’S FUNNER
WHEN IT IS A DANCE MORE
THAN A BATTLE
BUT YES..
LIFE IS
BOTH A
DANCE
AND STRUGGLE
IN LIgHT AND DaRK
OF ALLTHATIS NOW..
and of course the
meek like Jesus
and Buddha
will inherit
the earth
now then now
as the politicians
and priests.. for almost
all.. never ever had it
to begin with as
it is real.. inside..
outside.. above
so below.. now
and all around
and truly never in
all the cultural clothes we
wear.. including power and status..
material gains.. that never ever feel
or fill
the never
ending balance
of Heaven of Nirvana
that is bliss alWays now..
and yeah.. sure that’s the way
of the world.. there are the camels..
the needles.. and the truly free among US
iN
Truth and LiGht..
And the bottom
line is ‘those’
‘metaphors’
illustrate
reality
of the
human condition
when properly discerned
away from the myths and
illusions that house and
vehicle and vessel
core truths and
liGhts
of
being
hUmanOW..:)
of free association..
and the more associations..
the greater the potential
iN Art of Creativity now..
Hmm.. politicians.. priests
and enlightened gurus
like Jesus and Buddha…
Politicians seek status
and power.. Priests
seek power
and status
and Jesus
and Buddha
are enlightened
ones.. who understand
all the power is inside..
a seed just waiting
to germinate
born again
or the
first
now.. now..
iN relative
Free WiLL..
and this reminds me
of Godzilla and Boston..
specifically the newest movie
about Godzilla and the SonG
“Higher Power” by Boston..
where Godzilla gets the
job dOne independently
with the interdependent
powers of Nature
disregarding the
folly then of
humankind
out of balance
now with Nature
in many cultural virus
ways of being too.. and
it kinda reminds me now of
when i’m dancing free in public
everywhere i go.. in total waves
of ecstasy and bliss.. not even
noticing the dismay and or
joy of others viewing
what Godzilla
iN me does
as metaphor
of course..
as Godzilla
is more of
a martial
artist than
dancer in his
major movie
star role as it
were and still
is now in
movies new..
anyway.. to truly
Understand Jesus
and or Buddha it’s really
simple.. one must become
Jesus and Buddha as they
are basicAlly the sAMe
two different humans
at core who simply
manage heaven
now iN the
higher power
of emotional regulation
sensory integration..
imagination
and moving
creativity
in what
they just
do in
real flesh
and blood life then..
And Godzilla gives such
a toothy grin to politicians
and priests.. as he knows and
feels the real way to JUST GET
THE JOB OF LIVING IN BALANCE
DoNE.. AND SURE IT’S FUNNER
WHEN IT IS A DANCE MORE
THAN A BATTLE
BUT YES..
LIFE IS
BOTH A
DANCE
AND STRUGGLE
IN LIgHT AND DaRK
OF ALLTHATIS NOW..
and of course the
meek like Jesus
and Buddha
will inherit
the earth
now then now
as the politicians
and priests.. for almost
all.. never ever had it
to begin with as
it is real.. inside..
outside.. above
so below.. now
and all around
and truly never in
all the cultural clothes we
wear.. including power and status..
material gains.. that never ever feel
or fill
the never
ending balance
of Heaven of Nirvana
that is bliss alWays now..
and yeah.. sure that’s the way
of the world.. there are the camels..
the needles.. and the truly free among US
iN
Truth and LiGht..
And the bottom
line is ‘those’
‘metaphors’
illustrate
reality
of the
human condition
when properly discerned
away from the myths and
illusions that house and
vehicle and vessel
core truths and
liGhts
of
being
hUmanOW..:)
SMiLes..
what iS human..
i for OnE aM allthatis..
to be iS All iS aLL i’LL bE..;)
what iS human..
i for OnE aM allthatis..
to be iS All iS aLL i’LL bE..;)
4775
My friend SOHEIR.. from Egypt.. said some time
ago.. you are lucky.. your wife has
the face of a child..
and yes.. theRe
is an
innocent
face here..
pure of Virgin
spirit.. as ‘they’ say
that can never be spoiled
by human hands.. of other intention…:)
ago.. you are lucky.. your wife has
the face of a child..
and yes.. theRe
is an
innocent
face here..
pure of Virgin
spirit.. as ‘they’ say
that can never be spoiled
by human hands.. of other intention…:)
4821
Well.. now off to dVerse for their new Monday
prompt.. that is specifically
named Quadrille..
a 44 word prompt
that relates to
dance used
as a verb..
and hmm.. i could
go the strict route
and do 30 to 40 or
however many poetic
responses come in this
form now for this week long
prompt.. that is long as last
week’s Haibun prompt.. but
for me dance is free.. sacred..
and holy.. in ExpresSinG human
emoTioN.. and while i wiLL keep
it relatively short as i usually
do in less than 50 word
efforts of micro
poetic expresSinG
responses.. i will
also keep it free as
dance and SonG can
be free flowing like
waves of Oceans
with the nameless
navigator of i.. iN
miNd and BoDy
B A L A N C i N G
soUl.. expresSinG
tHe emoTioNal dance
and SonG iN SinGinG
i as free.. SpiRit of
heArt now.. iN
the dance
and SonG
of Life
as stiLL
evolving as
God’s children
US can be
when FREE..
or as ‘they’
say the
meta
phor
oF iS
Ra
EL.. Free Humans of God NOW..:)
prompt.. that is specifically
named Quadrille..
a 44 word prompt
that relates to
dance used
as a verb..
and hmm.. i could
go the strict route
and do 30 to 40 or
however many poetic
responses come in this
form now for this week long
prompt.. that is long as last
week’s Haibun prompt.. but
for me dance is free.. sacred..
and holy.. in ExpresSinG human
emoTioN.. and while i wiLL keep
it relatively short as i usually
do in less than 50 word
efforts of micro
poetic expresSinG
responses.. i will
also keep it free as
dance and SonG can
be free flowing like
waves of Oceans
with the nameless
navigator of i.. iN
miNd and BoDy
B A L A N C i N G
soUl.. expresSinG
tHe emoTioNal dance
and SonG iN SinGinG
i as free.. SpiRit of
heArt now.. iN
the dance
and SonG
of Life
as stiLL
evolving as
God’s children
US can be
when FREE..
or as ‘they’
say the
meta
phor
oF iS
Ra
EL.. Free Humans of God NOW..:)
*
Moving Dances human spiRit..
oh.. emoTioNs you SinG so Free
from head to toe.. to hand
to legs.. to arms to nether
pARts.. all so free…
and when you join
hands with
other
humans
dance of toes
of how friends
SinG Together dancing
ONE..:)
Moving Dances human spiRit..
oh.. emoTioNs you SinG so Free
from head to toe.. to hand
to legs.. to arms to nether
pARts.. all so free…
and when you join
hands with
other
humans
dance of toes
of how friends
SinG Together dancing
ONE..:)
sidenote..
okay.. i did at
least one
expression
to FILL THE
legal requirement
of the prompt.. 44 words.. and
as alWays.. asterisks indicate
sites that no longer welcome
my input.. and this person
who is a real detailer..
as i too was at
one point..
through
many of the poems..
i have already reviewed
before a nap earlier this
afternoon.. with iPhone 6s
in bed hands.. in poem after
poem.. she corrected the usage
of the word dance.. until finally
she screwed up.. and forgot what
the rules were herself..
ah.. the Karma
of the perfectionist..
i know and feel too well..
where eventually perfection
comes and makes one look
foolish when correcting
others.. to
the sharpest
of pencil
lead
heads…
side note ends…;)
okay.. i did at
least one
expression
to FILL THE
legal requirement
of the prompt.. 44 words.. and
as alWays.. asterisks indicate
sites that no longer welcome
my input.. and this person
who is a real detailer..
as i too was at
one point..
through
many of the poems..
i have already reviewed
before a nap earlier this
afternoon.. with iPhone 6s
in bed hands.. in poem after
poem.. she corrected the usage
of the word dance.. until finally
she screwed up.. and forgot what
the rules were herself..
ah.. the Karma
of the perfectionist..
i know and feel too well..
where eventually perfection
comes and makes one look
foolish when correcting
others.. to
the sharpest
of pencil
lead
heads…
side note ends…;)
Ballet dancing 230 Lbs..
even harder than
dainty 115 lb
slender
legs..
but still NOW
often identified
as a professional
dancer i am..
until women
fall into
my arms
and i
drop them..
then they
find out..
never
a lesson
or rule of
dance for
me ALL FREE..:)
even harder than
dainty 115 lb
slender
legs..
but still NOW
often identified
as a professional
dancer i am..
until women
fall into
my arms
and i
drop them..
then they
find out..
never
a lesson
or rule of
dance for
me ALL FREE..:)
side note again..
okay.. i did 44 again
and maybe i’ll do
it more just
for fun..
come what
may.. we will
see.. but yes..
this is true..
some women
at the dance
hall with
classical
experience
in ballet dancing
assumed i was professionally
oriented and just fell into my
arms.. and seriously i wasn’t
expecting it and they just
dropped to the floor..
as they say
never judge
anything
by the
dance
clothes
it wears
alone..;)
okay.. i did 44 again
and maybe i’ll do
it more just
for fun..
come what
may.. we will
see.. but yes..
this is true..
some women
at the dance
hall with
classical
experience
in ballet dancing
assumed i was professionally
oriented and just fell into my
arms.. and seriously i wasn’t
expecting it and they just
dropped to the floor..
as they say
never judge
anything
by the
dance
clothes
it wears
alone..;)
end side note
AGAIN..;)
AGAIN..;)
Interestingly.. as my father
aged never dancing
age for him..
compared
to clothes of
Anthony Quinn
in still noble look..
closing in on 80..
life then..
Lotto
tickets
replace
dreams of him
dancing free…
but still standing
when he dropped dead…
conquering life… ever now..:)
aged never dancing
age for him..
compared
to clothes of
Anthony Quinn
in still noble look..
closing in on 80..
life then..
Lotto
tickets
replace
dreams of him
dancing free…
but still standing
when he dropped dead…
conquering life… ever now..:)
*
Selfish human..
Dancing greed..
deep it runs.. now
all ways of bullying
lesser among us..
from stronger
men to weaker
women.. to the
IQ of intellectual
bullying the greed
perceiving greater
dance of human against
lower human dancing now
goes on in human suffering…
Selfish human..
Dancing greed..
deep it runs.. now
all ways of bullying
lesser among us..
from stronger
men to weaker
women.. to the
IQ of intellectual
bullying the greed
perceiving greater
dance of human against
lower human dancing now
goes on in human suffering…
Humanity deviating now..
Modern halls dancing life..
reflecting nature changes
as overpopulating humans
changing behaviors with
females hooking up with
females.. rear to rear
and no longer
dancing now
romancing
cheek to
cheek.. oh..
the bootie
dancing
is tRuly
An old/new
human rule..:)
Modern halls dancing life..
reflecting nature changes
as overpopulating humans
changing behaviors with
females hooking up with
females.. rear to rear
and no longer
dancing now
romancing
cheek to
cheek.. oh..
the bootie
dancing
is tRuly
An old/new
human rule..:)
SMiLes.. never much
for dancing girls dancing life..
with me.. wall flower am i in
20’s… but once
in a while a
six pack
of beer says
liquor dances
better.. no more
drinks.. dancing
life.. i free solo..
now girls come
to me so FREE..:)
for dancing girls dancing life..
with me.. wall flower am i in
20’s… but once
in a while a
six pack
of beer says
liquor dances
better.. no more
drinks.. dancing
life.. i free solo..
now girls come
to me so FREE..:)
SpiRaLinG DanCinG
dArk and liGht
grace and beauty
chaos and ugly
dancing human
SonG.. dancing
life aLL liGht
dArk..
dancing UniVerse
Dancing all the
objects dancing
ALL..
now
day and night
Dancing just dancing…
dArk then liGht SinGinG
inspiRing dancing
more.. InfiNity
n0w.. Dancing…
dArk and liGht
grace and beauty
chaos and ugly
dancing human
SonG.. dancing
life aLL liGht
dArk..
dancing UniVerse
Dancing all the
objects dancing
ALL..
now
day and night
Dancing just dancing…
dArk then liGht SinGinG
inspiRing dancing
more.. InfiNity
n0w.. Dancing…
Dancing Life..
Dancing Death..
sport of Anger..
sport of Love..
feat of Grace..
feat of Anger..
dancing sMiLes..
dancing grimaces..
wHere we dance now..
dances uS iN joy or fear..
free or bondAge.. aLL
dancing
Life
now
dancing
starting
life now
aGaiN..
danCinG fRee..:)
Dancing Death..
sport of Anger..
sport of Love..
feat of Grace..
feat of Anger..
dancing sMiLes..
dancing grimaces..
wHere we dance now..
dances uS iN joy or fear..
free or bondAge.. aLL
dancing
Life
now
dancing
starting
life now
aGaiN..
danCinG fRee..:)
first part of side
note.. reference last
poetic expression..
he/she asks me if
i’m ‘dancing
around the
topic’..
and i say..
note.. reference last
poetic expression..
he/she asks me if
i’m ‘dancing
around the
topic’..
and i say..
SpecificAlly.. dancing
30 times with 44 words
of sinGinG verbal dance..
too long to read for mere
mortals.. friend.. Hehe..
WInks.. So i did not lInk..
and left just one here..
Thanks for
your inspirational
poeTry.. i come and go aLL
around with preSent muse now..:)
30 times with 44 words
of sinGinG verbal dance..
too long to read for mere
mortals.. friend.. Hehe..
WInks.. So i did not lInk..
and left just one here..
Thanks for
your inspirational
poeTry.. i come and go aLL
around with preSent muse now..:)
second part of sidenote here..
as referenced
earlier trying
to clear up
some ‘non-
sense’ of
‘people’
who can
only ‘see’
‘concretely’
it seems..
iN terms
of poeTry..:)
earlier trying
to clear up
some ‘non-
sense’ of
‘people’
who can
only ‘see’
‘concretely’
it seems..
iN terms
of poeTry..:)
In Bjorn’s example
number #3.. it is
clearly implied that
the condition is the
object.. the condition
of ‘madness’ ..not the
word..
‘itself’..
i wasn’t
an English
teacher but
yes.. i can
read.. with
all due respect
of course.. and
just trying to
make sense
of all of this
from the
outside
in.. smiles…
in other words
Lillian.. yes.. you were
good to go already.. before..:)
number #3.. it is
clearly implied that
the condition is the
object.. the condition
of ‘madness’ ..not the
word..
‘itself’..
i wasn’t
an English
teacher but
yes.. i can
read.. with
all due respect
of course.. and
just trying to
make sense
of all of this
from the
outside
in.. smiles…
in other words
Lillian.. yes.. you were
good to go already.. before..:)
side note ends..:)
Dancing memories..
feelings sway through
hips and fingers..
Dancing thinking
so concrete..
memories of
dates..
faces..
places..
but Love
danCinG
connecTinG
sTill now
sAMe..
living life sAMe
without feelings
iS dancing liFe
with no home
being now..
dancing
hell
iS
no
love memories
connecting now..:)
feelings sway through
hips and fingers..
Dancing thinking
so concrete..
memories of
dates..
faces..
places..
but Love
danCinG
connecTinG
sTill now
sAMe..
living life sAMe
without feelings
iS dancing liFe
with no home
being now..
dancing
hell
iS
no
love memories
connecting now..:)
side note begins..
After living life
with no emotions
for 66 months as
a side-effect of the
worst pain known
to humankind..
type two..
Trigeminal
Neuralgia
from wake
to sleep..
truly it is a
blesSinG
that emotions
are the
last to
go in
Dementia..
if nothing else..
as i can surely
say that no
feeling
is really
Hell..
as it is
even worse than
the worse pain
known to
humankind
assessed as
literally
worse
than
crucifixion
my friend…
but sure.. some
wheRe.. some place..
tHere may be a darker
hell that that as even worse….
dancing alone… sings no song….
end of side note…
After living life
with no emotions
for 66 months as
a side-effect of the
worst pain known
to humankind..
type two..
Trigeminal
Neuralgia
from wake
to sleep..
truly it is a
blesSinG
that emotions
are the
last to
go in
Dementia..
if nothing else..
as i can surely
say that no
feeling
is really
Hell..
as it is
even worse than
the worse pain
known to
humankind
assessed as
literally
worse
than
crucifixion
my friend…
but sure.. some
wheRe.. some place..
tHere may be a darker
hell that that as even worse….
dancing alone… sings no song….
end of side note…
Summer SonG.. now..
Bees Dance.. SinG
more of SpRinG
Dance Bees..
DanCinG
NoWs
Dance
bes.. now..
Winter cOld
covers Bees
SonG.. FaLL
comes.. Bees
dance warm
Winter home
of Queen
Be
HoneY
safe.. World
stays.. ah.. living green
SonG DanCinG SinGinG
Homecoming alive aGain now..:)
Bees Dance.. SinG
more of SpRinG
Dance Bees..
DanCinG
NoWs
Dance
bes.. now..
Winter cOld
covers Bees
SonG.. FaLL
comes.. Bees
dance warm
Winter home
of Queen
Be
HoneY
safe.. World
stays.. ah.. living green
SonG DanCinG SinGinG
Homecoming alive aGain now..:)
Dancing Loves..
Dancing Jealousy
of Lost Loves.. Garden
Blessings.. long since
lost in dancing others
away from Love
to others
holding
dear..
Dance of Life..
so soft.. so hard..
tears.. come.. joy
goes.. fears real..
life pains.. dance
of dArk
liGht
of
Dance
SpRinGs..:)
Dancing Jealousy
of Lost Loves.. Garden
Blessings.. long since
lost in dancing others
away from Love
to others
holding
dear..
Dance of Life..
so soft.. so hard..
tears.. come.. joy
goes.. fears real..
life pains.. dance
of dArk
liGht
of
Dance
SpRinGs..:)
*
Dancing SNow of FroZen
heARts thaWinG ways now
of spiraLinG liGhts..
SpiRit flows then to
soUls deLight.. dArk
foRest green
comes back
to WiNter
feats of
feet so true..
Dancing sleds and
skis.. assist our feet.. now
Love grows warmer.. a SonG of Dance..:)
Dancing SNow of FroZen
heARts thaWinG ways now
of spiraLinG liGhts..
SpiRit flows then to
soUls deLight.. dArk
foRest green
comes back
to WiNter
feats of
feet so true..
Dancing sleds and
skis.. assist our feet.. now
Love grows warmer.. a SonG of Dance..:)
DanCinG heArt
free.. feAt aWay
from dArk.. soUl
fRee.. spRinGS from hands
of harm.. medicine within..
fearless surviving moves..
swirling inside survives..
armor of hate
outside.. swirling
spiRit rises
above..
pain
of hammers
nails.. dancing
lives again iN
human eyes..
heaRt
believing
once again..:)
free.. feAt aWay
from dArk.. soUl
fRee.. spRinGS from hands
of harm.. medicine within..
fearless surviving moves..
swirling inside survives..
armor of hate
outside.. swirling
spiRit rises
above..
pain
of hammers
nails.. dancing
lives again iN
human eyes..
heaRt
believing
once again..:)
DanCinG children’s dreams
on stage.. Nutcracker Sings
fair and lovely eyes of
sweet ways of living
liFe.. graceful moving
innocent ways of youthful
spiRit flies moves of sinGinG
SonG of play.. oh what joy
iS iN wonder cLouDs
of dancinG
free iN
youngster’s eYes..:)
on stage.. Nutcracker Sings
fair and lovely eyes of
sweet ways of living
liFe.. graceful moving
innocent ways of youthful
spiRit flies moves of sinGinG
SonG of play.. oh what joy
iS iN wonder cLouDs
of dancinG
free iN
youngster’s eYes..:)
Sanity danCinG relative
ways of human bliss..
oh.. sitting sTill WitH
poeTry can please
most sureLy now
iN SonG of style..
but the dancing flesh
and blood.. spiRaLinG
energy from head to toe
has no earthly mortal
equal
iN
screens oF
flesh and blood..:)
ways of human bliss..
oh.. sitting sTill WitH
poeTry can please
most sureLy now
iN SonG of style..
but the dancing flesh
and blood.. spiRaLinG
energy from head to toe
has no earthly mortal
equal
iN
screens oF
flesh and blood..:)
Home oF sAnd
breathes air of
dancing trees…
human heARts
free alive under
bridges of soUl..
oh.. SpiRit.. you grow when
trees of living become
dancing legs.. the free
home withiN.. then
reTurns
iN dance..
of uS.. ariSinG
aGaiN.. danCinG
SinGinG.. ways oF liFE..:)
breathes air of
dancing trees…
human heARts
free alive under
bridges of soUl..
oh.. SpiRit.. you grow when
trees of living become
dancing legs.. the free
home withiN.. then
reTurns
iN dance..
of uS.. ariSinG
aGaiN.. danCinG
SinGinG.. ways oF liFE..:)
Dancing mysteries..
of lives go on.. detectives
breathing SonGs of intrigue..
puzzle pieces come by as solving
ways of crimes iN miseries thirSting
for relief.. wITh pain still cominG
so long ago.. still dancing
hurt among
lives
gone by..
cure a
heArt..
cries now..:)
of lives go on.. detectives
breathing SonGs of intrigue..
puzzle pieces come by as solving
ways of crimes iN miseries thirSting
for relief.. wITh pain still cominG
so long ago.. still dancing
hurt among
lives
gone by..
cure a
heArt..
cries now..:)
Planets Dancing orbits
around the Sun.. five come
into view aliGninG January
through February of 2016..
last closest two
alignments in
March of 2013..
and another
seven planets
align
iN July
that same
year then..
‘we’ beLIEVE
amaZinG positive
energy wiLL come
from this.. sureLY.. iF..:)
around the Sun.. five come
into view aliGninG January
through February of 2016..
last closest two
alignments in
March of 2013..
and another
seven planets
align
iN July
that same
year then..
‘we’ beLIEVE
amaZinG positive
energy wiLL come
from this.. sureLY.. iF..:)
A form of poetry
A form of dance
A Form human
dances all
so much
freer with
no form at all..
but sure a way..
here and now then
and back again.. dancing
wanderlust for more adventure
comes.. as sidewalks go.. free grass stays…:)
A form of dance
A Form human
dances all
so much
freer with
no form at all..
but sure a way..
here and now then
and back again.. dancing
wanderlust for more adventure
comes.. as sidewalks go.. free grass stays…:)
Adventures oF liFe alWays
best when flesh and blood
moves.. iN aLL ways new
wheRe emoTioNs fly
freer.. iN moves
of grace.. and
sParks of
liGht.. now..
Dance life..
Dance free..
Dance Rain and Sun..
wITh sAnds gRain feet
feat as air and water..:)
best when flesh and blood
moves.. iN aLL ways new
wheRe emoTioNs fly
freer.. iN moves
of grace.. and
sParks of
liGht.. now..
Dance life..
Dance free..
Dance Rain and Sun..
wITh sAnds gRain feet
feat as air and water..:)
Moonlight
dreams danCinG..
midnight beaches
diatoms gloWinG
iN spiRaling sAnd
shores.. waves of
moist Summer’s eve
wash away.. morning comes..
glistening waters of
Dancing sun
rays..
breeze
sea oats
swaying ’till
seagulls
match
swirling
skies
of clouds
brushing..
evermore
danCinG SinGs
sonG.. never ending..:)
dreams danCinG..
midnight beaches
diatoms gloWinG
iN spiRaling sAnd
shores.. waves of
moist Summer’s eve
wash away.. morning comes..
glistening waters of
Dancing sun
rays..
breeze
sea oats
swaying ’till
seagulls
match
swirling
skies
of clouds
brushing..
evermore
danCinG SinGs
sonG.. never ending..:)
Dancing dOne less
Dancing doNe more..
Dancing thrills real
more donE dancing
less Done Dancing
dancing
just
DonE
more
than
sitting still
never dancing more..
moves more.. over and
over again.. different..
never
sAMe..
arise again..
dancing SonGs
human free..
no side
walk
home..:)
Dancing doNe more..
Dancing thrills real
more donE dancing
less Done Dancing
dancing
just
DonE
more
than
sitting still
never dancing more..
moves more.. over and
over again.. different..
never
sAMe..
arise again..
dancing SonGs
human free..
no side
walk
home..:)
Dancing WiNter sNow Love..
hidden heArts of Frozen
lore.. wedding
dress of
home
alone..
hope iS more
than cold snow
hands.. wish of
three.. one of
Love.. sNow
sMiles back
hAnds
cOld
now..
wArm heARt bRings
relief of Cold.. FroZen
spiRit grows.. wedding home..:)
hidden heArts of Frozen
lore.. wedding
dress of
home
alone..
hope iS more
than cold snow
hands.. wish of
three.. one of
Love.. sNow
sMiles back
hAnds
cOld
now..
wArm heARt bRings
relief of Cold.. FroZen
spiRit grows.. wedding home..:)
*
Dancing tickets to paradise
one and same.. all or none..
Dancing tickets to hell
same and one.. none or all..
Dancing tickets to now..
all one trip
different
paths..
no style
same.. danCinG
now displaYinG
Rainbow colors
life shines
multi-uNiVerseS
danCinG beyond rainBow colors..:)
Dancing tickets to paradise
one and same.. all or none..
Dancing tickets to hell
same and one.. none or all..
Dancing tickets to now..
all one trip
different
paths..
no style
same.. danCinG
now displaYinG
Rainbow colors
life shines
multi-uNiVerseS
danCinG beyond rainBow colors..:)
*
Dancing Art
away from Science..
Dancing Real.. God’s
Art free.. Dancing
human.. Dancing ways..
Dancing with
God human
free..
no restrictions
in body moves.. all
is free from head
to toe.. Sun
Shines down
on all of
sKin
no longer
separate
aLLone iN NOW..:)
Dancing Art
away from Science..
Dancing Real.. God’s
Art free.. Dancing
human.. Dancing ways..
Dancing with
God human
free..
no restrictions
in body moves.. all
is free from head
to toe.. Sun
Shines down
on all of
sKin
no longer
separate
aLLone iN NOW..:)
All caught up through
25 and one more away
from dVerse too..:)
25 and one more away
from dVerse too..:)
Back again.. the one
more away is the
one below
from gigoid’s
site.. to make
30 total.. but for
now at
11:08
1192016..
four more
to come from
dVerse now..
and this baby is
getting reAlly
long.. almost
time to post
this new
one titled
‘DanCinG
FloWers
WiNter
THorns’
more
to come in
coming blog
post comments
section.. and
perhaps some
more then..
after that..
as come what
may will come
again.. then now..
as a danCinG sinGinG me..:)
more away is the
one below
from gigoid’s
site.. to make
30 total.. but for
now at
11:08
1192016..
four more
to come from
dVerse now..
and this baby is
getting reAlly
long.. almost
time to post
this new
one titled
‘DanCinG
FloWers
WiNter
THorns’
more
to come in
coming blog
post comments
section.. and
perhaps some
more then..
after that..
as come what
may will come
again.. then now..
as a danCinG sinGinG me..:)
Black bird soUls
frozen HeArt SpiRits
Dancing dead iN
desert sNows
sAnd.. cOld
flesh.. blood
BOnes no lonGer
danCinG SonGs now
of Youthful feeLinGs
melting Frozen snows
of desert heaRt back
to life then and now
reTiring crows black
ariSinG SinGinG
Phoenix fiRes
back..:)
frozen HeArt SpiRits
Dancing dead iN
desert sNows
sAnd.. cOld
flesh.. blood
BOnes no lonGer
danCinG SonGs now
of Youthful feeLinGs
melting Frozen snows
of desert heaRt back
to life then and now
reTiring crows black
ariSinG SinGinG
Phoenix fiRes
back..:)
Dancing histories loving
embracing human touch
from romancing brave soldiers
danCinG shy damsels in diStress..
to disco days.. slow dance
songs.. enough whisky
to brave the ask
of dance..
hmm..
to joyful dance hall
days.. wHere then.. everyone
gets on the floor at once..:)
embracing human touch
from romancing brave soldiers
danCinG shy damsels in diStress..
to disco days.. slow dance
songs.. enough whisky
to brave the ask
of dance..
hmm..
to joyful dance hall
days.. wHere then.. everyone
gets on the floor at once..:)
Now it is women
who approach
women
with
bootie
dances first..
and oh.. God help
me.. i’M juSt there
to exercise.. in aerobic
martial arts and ballet moves..
happily married at 55..
assaults from rear
to front..
dancing genders
battle now.. dancing
microcosms.. society large..:)
who approach
women
with
bootie
dances first..
and oh.. God help
me.. i’M juSt there
to exercise.. in aerobic
martial arts and ballet moves..
happily married at 55..
assaults from rear
to front..
dancing genders
battle now.. dancing
microcosms.. society large..:)
DanCinG Boogie WonderlAnds..
fLoors unkNown.. rabbit
holes dancinG never
exploRinG rules
‘fore iN dance..
maKinG
words and steps
beYond pre-plan
miNDs.. counting
words and steps
leads aWay
fRom
fRee..
rUles of steps
and words.. order
reQuiRinG.. escaPinG
rabBit hole paths
knoWinG no now
liMits..;)
fLoors unkNown.. rabbit
holes dancinG never
exploRinG rules
‘fore iN dance..
maKinG
words and steps
beYond pre-plan
miNDs.. counting
words and steps
leads aWay
fRom
fRee..
rUles of steps
and words.. order
reQuiRinG.. escaPinG
rabBit hole paths
knoWinG no now
liMits..;)
Dancing religion deaths..
cold heARTinG eYes..
raping little orphan
girls.. burning
lesser dowry
wives on stoves..
killing a hundred
thouSand in desert
lies war
for all
tHeir
oiL..
danCinG
evilive
DEvilivED..
no diVine..
dUSt
be
a desert
alone
with dancing kills
sealing fate… now…
cold heARTinG eYes..
raping little orphan
girls.. burning
lesser dowry
wives on stoves..
killing a hundred
thouSand in desert
lies war
for all
tHeir
oiL..
danCinG
evilive
DEvilivED..
no diVine..
dUSt
be
a desert
alone
with dancing kills
sealing fate… now…
All caught up
and time
to publish
for now
at least..;)
and time
to publish
for now
at least..;)
12:13 pm
1192016
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i enjoyed your Haiku
friend.. no Haiku
too smAll
or too
LonG for
me celebrating
and seizing the
preSent of now
is now aGaiN..
one step
of dance
one word
of SonG
one now
the best of
all times dancing Now
my friend.. gigoid..:)
friend.. no Haiku
too smAll
or too
LonG for
me celebrating
and seizing the
preSent of now
is now aGaiN..
one step
of dance
one word
of SonG
one now
the best of
all times dancing Now
my friend.. gigoid..:)
6937
Facing what felt like the reality of death
three times in the 40 day period of
no sleep during ‘my lent period’
of 2008.. except for one hour
the first day of 35 days
helped along very
shallow with
an alpha
blocker
and no sleep
at all the last
35 of 40.. counting
down the days to
the final
closing
of the
curtain of pain..
it is one great source
of comfort and confidence
to know and feel how much
of a blesSinG death is no
matter what happens
after that..
a way
out of misery
and suffering that
is worse than any hell
imaginable is certainly
a gift of life death is
then and now..
and sure..
my son dying
in my arms after
51 days of nothing
but tortuous pain
extended by modern
medical so-called
miracles of
living more
the suffering
dead alive..
is the only
part of his
life where a peaceful
look came to his face
shortly before his last
breath comes.. and with
a child there is no morphine
to ease the end.. then they just
disconnect as there are no words
to share of discomfort.. it’s just
a baby with no personality
huh.. but all living things
sense and feel
pain.. only
an ignorant
U N F E E Ling
human would
believe that no
words mean no
feelings same..
no different than
dementia.. where
Love still lives in some..
but the emptiness of losing
one’s heArt.. spiRit of
emoTions that are
literAlly heARt
in a minD and
boDy out of
balanCe is the death
in life wheRE all tHere iS
iS time and now never feels
as now can never feel now..
one must go to this hell
first to understand
it is disconnecting
from the rest
of the Universe
that is the
hell of
human
where only
time exists..
Heaven is now..
that is enough for me..
there is no choice for the best
truths iN liGhts in liFe to trust
what iS.. to the best of one’s
ability.. as fear.. is A
source of aLL
disconnecting
from the rest
of the UniVerse
free.. other animals
only use neurohormones
of fear.. for fight and flight..
human so-called smart with
memories and forecasts of futures
with fear.. is truly the ‘dumbest’ animal
of them all.. as human is the only animal
who can forget how to feel connected free
with the rest of the Universe now.. in TOTAL BALANCE..
i live the lesSon of Pan of the FoRest.. dance life free now
with nymphs who dance too.. SinG for Joy..
yes.. Live FREE NOW SonG
of eternal
dance
NOW..:)
And by the way.. the first
two realities of death
were terrifying..
but the last
one was total
peace.. and yes..
i came back.. as
my ‘JOB’ was far from dOne..
Now continues…
three times in the 40 day period of
no sleep during ‘my lent period’
of 2008.. except for one hour
the first day of 35 days
helped along very
shallow with
an alpha
blocker
and no sleep
at all the last
35 of 40.. counting
down the days to
the final
closing
of the
curtain of pain..
it is one great source
of comfort and confidence
to know and feel how much
of a blesSinG death is no
matter what happens
after that..
a way
out of misery
and suffering that
is worse than any hell
imaginable is certainly
a gift of life death is
then and now..
and sure..
my son dying
in my arms after
51 days of nothing
but tortuous pain
extended by modern
medical so-called
miracles of
living more
the suffering
dead alive..
is the only
part of his
life where a peaceful
look came to his face
shortly before his last
breath comes.. and with
a child there is no morphine
to ease the end.. then they just
disconnect as there are no words
to share of discomfort.. it’s just
a baby with no personality
huh.. but all living things
sense and feel
pain.. only
an ignorant
U N F E E Ling
human would
believe that no
words mean no
feelings same..
no different than
dementia.. where
Love still lives in some..
but the emptiness of losing
one’s heArt.. spiRit of
emoTions that are
literAlly heARt
in a minD and
boDy out of
balanCe is the death
in life wheRE all tHere iS
iS time and now never feels
as now can never feel now..
one must go to this hell
first to understand
it is disconnecting
from the rest
of the Universe
that is the
hell of
human
where only
time exists..
Heaven is now..
that is enough for me..
there is no choice for the best
truths iN liGhts in liFe to trust
what iS.. to the best of one’s
ability.. as fear.. is A
source of aLL
disconnecting
from the rest
of the UniVerse
free.. other animals
only use neurohormones
of fear.. for fight and flight..
human so-called smart with
memories and forecasts of futures
with fear.. is truly the ‘dumbest’ animal
of them all.. as human is the only animal
who can forget how to feel connected free
with the rest of the Universe now.. in TOTAL BALANCE..
i live the lesSon of Pan of the FoRest.. dance life free now
with nymphs who dance too.. SinG for Joy..
yes.. Live FREE NOW SonG
of eternal
dance
NOW..:)
And by the way.. the first
two realities of death
were terrifying..
but the last
one was total
peace.. and yes..
i came back.. as
my ‘JOB’ was far from dOne..
Now continues…
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