Dark and Light Circles of Life
From
Friend
Himalli’s
Facebook Page..
Friend
Himalli’s
Facebook Page..
Finding meaning
and purpose in all things
Life.. smiles.. Now.. Himali..:)
and purpose in all things
Life.. smiles.. Now.. Himali..:)
16
Hi.. friend Soheir..
a basket of color
in floWeRinG
way is
a sure way
to bring liGht
filLinG emoTioNs
to those expresSing
SpiRit of sAme.. thanks
so much for LiGhteNinG
up my day
and May
floWers
of liGht
continue to
come yoUr way too..:)
a basket of color
in floWeRinG
way is
a sure way
to bring liGht
filLinG emoTioNs
to those expresSing
SpiRit of sAme.. thanks
so much for LiGhteNinG
up my day
and May
floWers
of liGht
continue to
come yoUr way too..:)
61
How quickly people forget the price of freedom
is not free and does not exist if not shared..:)
is not free and does not exist if not shared..:)
So.. my Facebook friend Benny posts
a photo with an Indian and the
Early European settlers
with the Indian
not accepting
any new refugees
from the old country
to the new country
of plenty and beauty..
So.. the settlers.. will say
no we are coming
anyway.. and will
kill you along
the way..
yes..
how quickly
people forget
the price of freedom
is not free and does not
exist if not shared and the
moral of the story of course
is the Indians.. many of them..
welcomed them until they
themselves are killed
for being different..
assessed as savages
for their wild and naked ways
of dancing free with the God of
Nature so clear for them to see
as the Great Spirit of all
in worshipping all
of God’s
Nature
with purpose
and meaning…
And so here we are today.. now..
a third of all school age
children assessed
as pre-type
two diabetic for
sitting on their butts..
without a need
to move.. as
the dopamine
fix from screen
addictions is
warm and false
in ways of healthy
human beings.. and half
of the nation of adults on some
kind of pain medication mostly for
unexplained medical conditions
that are somatic in Nature Pain..
from constant unrelenting
fight or flight stress and
repressing and oppressing
human nature of emotions
and senses with even
being able to
get up from
a desk
or
have a window
to look out of to see
that Nature and GODONE
even frigGinG still exists…
yeah.. sure.. been
there done.. it.. and
oh yeah.. there is that
factor of skyrocketing
rates of psychotropic
drugs for child
and adult
as empty
souls out of mind
and body balance..
with emotions no longer
regulaTinG and senses no
longer inteGraTinG.. are a
thing of the
past
in empty
souls grown
cold.. where a text
replaces a human
hug or warm
voice
of musical
emotion to
bond the social
human as an animal
of love.. instead of a
cold hard machine
of words alone..
in black
and white
text..
Helen Keller would
be surprised to find
today.. that all these folks
with their sight and hearing
intact.. totally healthy
have decided to go
the route
of functional disability
instead of fuller human being..
yeah.. sure.. i lost effective use
of my hearing and sight for 66 months..
and basically became another Helen Keller
in difficulties in connecting to other human beings..
Thanks God for this Internet connectivity that then
is my only bridge to human
connections.. and all those
others with real disabilities
are as happy as me..
i’m sure.. to have
this wonderful
tool..
to continue
to approximate
the experience of fuller
being a real human being
with feelings expresSinG
as sPiriT of heArt with some
hope of a mind and
body balanCinG
soUl as WeLL..
So here’s the thing..
life is full of dark and light
and everyone risks their lives
the most.. generally speaking..
when they take to the roads
to make it to work..
so we cannot
live risk
free nor
can we
live Love
free in ways of sharing
and continue to expect to
be identified as the
Human
Race by
the GOD
ALL of Nature..
the result will be more
human suffering as no
one fools either God
or Mother
Nature
as same
of reality
as is.. no..
sure we can
run.. we can close
ourselves up behind screens
and keep people out of our borders
who perhaps could be at risk for hurting
someone.. but the
biggest
enemy
for most humans
these days is looking
at them square
in a mirror
of ignorance
of what it even means
to be a human being..
the American Indian most definitely
had/HAS a great understanding of GOD..
yes.. the REAL GOD OF NATURE..
AND A GREAT WAY OVERALL
OF LIVING IN BALANCE
AND GIVING
MORE THAN
TAKING BACK
FROM GOD AS WELL..
So sure.. what have we done
for God lately.. what have we
taken.. and what have
we refused today.. now
to share in the ways
of human freedom..
there are people
suffering
everywhere..
this home is free..
originally much of
it is taken by force and
blood shed of the natives
who settled our lands
first..
including now my
ancestors.. as many
folks now share common
ancestors of Indigenous
blood and with me it is
the Sioux and Cherokee
as named… so sure
most of us are in
this game of
life together
in blood too..
there is no room
for blame but there is
always room to risk
the price
of Love
and Human Freedoms..
but sure that only applies
to the free sharing Indians
of God who still
live here..
in spirit
regardless
of blood relatives
with differences in outward appearance..
we all bleed the same and cry the
same for
those of
who still
have
a heart..
those with
heArts still..
are all Indians of God
in how we now
are innately
evolved
to live
free
and sharing
no different
than our
primate cousin
the Bonobo who
manages life without
killing each other.. with
little aggression or violence..
by putting love first with emotions
and senses that ARE REGULATING
AND INTEGRATING continuously
for subsistence and survival.. nah..
it’s no surprise that Indians
could do this too..
overall.. so much
better than
the rest of
the world..
in sharing..
moving..
connecting..
creating.. giving
more than taking
now meeting God’s
definition of human
being that still can
be our potential but
use or lose always applies..
as God is God of merit and
no free ride.. in a feathered
nest
without
flying with
tough unconditional
passionate Love
as sharing
human
freedoms..
and just Living.. FREE..:)
a photo with an Indian and the
Early European settlers
with the Indian
not accepting
any new refugees
from the old country
to the new country
of plenty and beauty..
So.. the settlers.. will say
no we are coming
anyway.. and will
kill you along
the way..
yes..
how quickly
people forget
the price of freedom
is not free and does not
exist if not shared and the
moral of the story of course
is the Indians.. many of them..
welcomed them until they
themselves are killed
for being different..
assessed as savages
for their wild and naked ways
of dancing free with the God of
Nature so clear for them to see
as the Great Spirit of all
in worshipping all
of God’s
Nature
with purpose
and meaning…
And so here we are today.. now..
a third of all school age
children assessed
as pre-type
two diabetic for
sitting on their butts..
without a need
to move.. as
the dopamine
fix from screen
addictions is
warm and false
in ways of healthy
human beings.. and half
of the nation of adults on some
kind of pain medication mostly for
unexplained medical conditions
that are somatic in Nature Pain..
from constant unrelenting
fight or flight stress and
repressing and oppressing
human nature of emotions
and senses with even
being able to
get up from
a desk
or
have a window
to look out of to see
that Nature and GODONE
even frigGinG still exists…
yeah.. sure.. been
there done.. it.. and
oh yeah.. there is that
factor of skyrocketing
rates of psychotropic
drugs for child
and adult
as empty
souls out of mind
and body balance..
with emotions no longer
regulaTinG and senses no
longer inteGraTinG.. are a
thing of the
past
in empty
souls grown
cold.. where a text
replaces a human
hug or warm
voice
of musical
emotion to
bond the social
human as an animal
of love.. instead of a
cold hard machine
of words alone..
in black
and white
text..
Helen Keller would
be surprised to find
today.. that all these folks
with their sight and hearing
intact.. totally healthy
have decided to go
the route
of functional disability
instead of fuller human being..
yeah.. sure.. i lost effective use
of my hearing and sight for 66 months..
and basically became another Helen Keller
in difficulties in connecting to other human beings..
Thanks God for this Internet connectivity that then
is my only bridge to human
connections.. and all those
others with real disabilities
are as happy as me..
i’m sure.. to have
this wonderful
tool..
to continue
to approximate
the experience of fuller
being a real human being
with feelings expresSinG
as sPiriT of heArt with some
hope of a mind and
body balanCinG
soUl as WeLL..
So here’s the thing..
life is full of dark and light
and everyone risks their lives
the most.. generally speaking..
when they take to the roads
to make it to work..
so we cannot
live risk
free nor
can we
live Love
free in ways of sharing
and continue to expect to
be identified as the
Human
Race by
the GOD
ALL of Nature..
the result will be more
human suffering as no
one fools either God
or Mother
Nature
as same
of reality
as is.. no..
sure we can
run.. we can close
ourselves up behind screens
and keep people out of our borders
who perhaps could be at risk for hurting
someone.. but the
biggest
enemy
for most humans
these days is looking
at them square
in a mirror
of ignorance
of what it even means
to be a human being..
the American Indian most definitely
had/HAS a great understanding of GOD..
yes.. the REAL GOD OF NATURE..
AND A GREAT WAY OVERALL
OF LIVING IN BALANCE
AND GIVING
MORE THAN
TAKING BACK
FROM GOD AS WELL..
So sure.. what have we done
for God lately.. what have we
taken.. and what have
we refused today.. now
to share in the ways
of human freedom..
there are people
suffering
everywhere..
this home is free..
originally much of
it is taken by force and
blood shed of the natives
who settled our lands
first..
including now my
ancestors.. as many
folks now share common
ancestors of Indigenous
blood and with me it is
the Sioux and Cherokee
as named… so sure
most of us are in
this game of
life together
in blood too..
there is no room
for blame but there is
always room to risk
the price
of Love
and Human Freedoms..
but sure that only applies
to the free sharing Indians
of God who still
live here..
in spirit
regardless
of blood relatives
with differences in outward appearance..
we all bleed the same and cry the
same for
those of
who still
have
a heart..
those with
heArts still..
are all Indians of God
in how we now
are innately
evolved
to live
free
and sharing
no different
than our
primate cousin
the Bonobo who
manages life without
killing each other.. with
little aggression or violence..
by putting love first with emotions
and senses that ARE REGULATING
AND INTEGRATING continuously
for subsistence and survival.. nah..
it’s no surprise that Indians
could do this too..
overall.. so much
better than
the rest of
the world..
in sharing..
moving..
connecting..
creating.. giving
more than taking
now meeting God’s
definition of human
being that still can
be our potential but
use or lose always applies..
as God is God of merit and
no free ride.. in a feathered
nest
without
flying with
tough unconditional
passionate Love
as sharing
human
freedoms..
and just Living.. FREE..:)
1021
One of the best things about Super-Walmart
is there is no taling who is gonna come up next..
to ask me for the next dance.. my old friend
here in lack of spirit.. Darth Vader..
will have the last dance with me..;)
is there is no taling who is gonna come up next..
to ask me for the next dance.. my old friend
here in lack of spirit.. Darth Vader..
will have the last dance with me..;)
iN other words..
been there done him
in lack of spirit already.. no..
it ain’t a light place to be.. oh
so dark.. the dark force is….
there will never be
any remembering
of that dark
place for me..
as to be there..
is to have
zero spirit
at all..
in the
coldest
place of
hell of ALL..
the death star
of darkness in Light…
been there done him
in lack of spirit already.. no..
it ain’t a light place to be.. oh
so dark.. the dark force is….
there will never be
any remembering
of that dark
place for me..
as to be there..
is to have
zero spirit
at all..
in the
coldest
place of
hell of ALL..
the death star
of darkness in Light…
And yes.. reference last.. Facebook profile status pic thingy..
Darth does one dance with me.. and Sith is no longer for he..
the Sith joins the Jedi.. and we are one force
of light and dark
again..:)
Darth does one dance with me.. and Sith is no longer for he..
the Sith joins the Jedi.. and we are one force
of light and dark
again..:)
This Facebook sh88 is so much fun..
hell.. i don’t even need any likes..
to be grinning ear to ear
ALLONE..:)
hell.. i don’t even need any likes..
to be grinning ear to ear
ALLONE..:)
Well.. some writing.. a busy day of dance shopping..
meeting new and old interesting friends..
visiting mother and
reading my poetry
to her..
wanting
to get back
on to
commenting
on dVerse Poet’s
Pub Tuesday link
on what or
who we miss
and wanna see again..
and sure.. i’ve already
done that here.. and as
i have stated before.. in the
last month or so blog posts..
i no longer link at dVerse as
my way of art is not
acceptable to
the administration
there.. even in my
best attempts to
carefully follow
all the guidelines
that were instituted
especially for me.. per
narrow guidelines like
24 lines a poem then
that since i finally
leave after having
three of my links
are deleted even
when following
their rules.. that rule is no longer
enforced there.. as they get the
job done.. by eliminating me..
as i am too much trouble
for some of the administration
to deal with wading through
my unique ways of
writing poetry
combining modern
technology with new found
ability to use photos and
videos in
synchronicity way
to gain.. greater spiritual
and philosophical connections
in my connections to all that is..
AKA GOD.. okay.. i play no games
or rules of culture
and religion
that exist
to hold human
God given potential back
in ways of repressing and
oppressing human nature
as gifted to us by GOD
all free without
the limitations
and expectations of power
hungry and status hungry folks
who have a limited ability to be filled
up with a giving chalice of Love that
has no boundaries of empty hearts
that plague our world
so much today..
it may be
difficult for folks to understand
that i am not doing this to eventually
get published to make money.. and
gain power.. status.. or whatever..
i am doing this simply for the love
of art and sharing my full
awakening enlightening
and healing journey
and paths since
i start this
endeavor in regaining my
humanity back with that first
word on Thanksgiving day
of 2010.. my Thanks is to GoD
for my healing and my Love now is
unconditional in tough and passionate
way with the rest of creation.. dark and light..
and yes.. like the FULLBACK WHO WILL
NOT BE STOPPED FROM MAKING TOUCH
DOWN AFTER TOUCHDOWN AFTER
TOUCH DOWN.. TO WIN
THE GAME.. THIS
IS THE
REAL DEAL
AND WORTH
PLAYING FOREVERNOW..
I PLAY FOR KEEPS NOW..
AND I MEAN WHAT I SAY
IN BOTH LITERAL
AND METAPHORICAL
WAY.. NO ONE.. AND I DO
MEAN NO ONE IS GONNA
STOP ME WITH GOD AT
MY BACK.. AS MY TEAM
IS A TEAM
OF ONE
FORCE
WItHGOD..:)
meeting new and old interesting friends..
visiting mother and
reading my poetry
to her..
wanting
to get back
on to
commenting
on dVerse Poet’s
Pub Tuesday link
on what or
who we miss
and wanna see again..
and sure.. i’ve already
done that here.. and as
i have stated before.. in the
last month or so blog posts..
i no longer link at dVerse as
my way of art is not
acceptable to
the administration
there.. even in my
best attempts to
carefully follow
all the guidelines
that were instituted
especially for me.. per
narrow guidelines like
24 lines a poem then
that since i finally
leave after having
three of my links
are deleted even
when following
their rules.. that rule is no longer
enforced there.. as they get the
job done.. by eliminating me..
as i am too much trouble
for some of the administration
to deal with wading through
my unique ways of
writing poetry
combining modern
technology with new found
ability to use photos and
videos in
synchronicity way
to gain.. greater spiritual
and philosophical connections
in my connections to all that is..
AKA GOD.. okay.. i play no games
or rules of culture
and religion
that exist
to hold human
God given potential back
in ways of repressing and
oppressing human nature
as gifted to us by GOD
all free without
the limitations
and expectations of power
hungry and status hungry folks
who have a limited ability to be filled
up with a giving chalice of Love that
has no boundaries of empty hearts
that plague our world
so much today..
it may be
difficult for folks to understand
that i am not doing this to eventually
get published to make money.. and
gain power.. status.. or whatever..
i am doing this simply for the love
of art and sharing my full
awakening enlightening
and healing journey
and paths since
i start this
endeavor in regaining my
humanity back with that first
word on Thanksgiving day
of 2010.. my Thanks is to GoD
for my healing and my Love now is
unconditional in tough and passionate
way with the rest of creation.. dark and light..
and yes.. like the FULLBACK WHO WILL
NOT BE STOPPED FROM MAKING TOUCH
DOWN AFTER TOUCHDOWN AFTER
TOUCH DOWN.. TO WIN
THE GAME.. THIS
IS THE
REAL DEAL
AND WORTH
PLAYING FOREVERNOW..
I PLAY FOR KEEPS NOW..
AND I MEAN WHAT I SAY
IN BOTH LITERAL
AND METAPHORICAL
WAY.. NO ONE.. AND I DO
MEAN NO ONE IS GONNA
STOP ME WITH GOD AT
MY BACK.. AS MY TEAM
IS A TEAM
OF ONE
FORCE
WItHGOD..:)
So.. now after this lengthy
prologue let the
TWILIGHT OF ME
CONTINUE ON..
WITH ROBOT FRED
AKA R2D2 IN THE
BEGINNING OF
THAT VIDEO
SONG.. i now
WILL CONTINUE
TO THREAD THE
HALLS OF
SANITY
LIKE
A CAMEL
GOING THROUGH
THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE
AS THE HURRICANE
EYE OF
CALM
THAT IS ME
WITH GOD
WINDSFORCEONE..:)
prologue let the
TWILIGHT OF ME
CONTINUE ON..
WITH ROBOT FRED
AKA R2D2 IN THE
BEGINNING OF
THAT VIDEO
SONG.. i now
WILL CONTINUE
TO THREAD THE
HALLS OF
SANITY
LIKE
A CAMEL
GOING THROUGH
THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE
AS THE HURRICANE
EYE OF
CALM
THAT IS ME
WITH GOD
WINDSFORCEONE..:)
Yeah.. i just put myself in the same
league with God..
Christ..
R2D2..
and..
F*inHurricane..
so sue me..
or say
i have
illusions of grandeur..
but this S is FinREAL..
yeah.. sure.. Superman too..
Did i mention i win the most
witty boy award.. in second
grade.. at Private
Catholic School..
well i
did.. now..
and decades
later then i figure
out what the word
witty literally means..
seriously.. i have no idea
what the word means then
and i keep amusing folks
whether i
mean to
or not.. but
i remember
being great..;)
league with God..
Christ..
R2D2..
and..
F*inHurricane..
so sue me..
or say
i have
illusions of grandeur..
but this S is FinREAL..
yeah.. sure.. Superman too..
Did i mention i win the most
witty boy award.. in second
grade.. at Private
Catholic School..
well i
did.. now..
and decades
later then i figure
out what the word
witty literally means..
seriously.. i have no idea
what the word means then
and i keep amusing folks
whether i
mean to
or not.. but
i remember
being great..;)
Okay.. 12:22 am
11182015
and off
to dVerse
once again..:)
11182015
and off
to dVerse
once again..:)
1788
Yeah.. there’s a song for missing what or who..
and here it is.. boy did i have some strong
emotions back in school.. oh my God..
so many serious crushes on
girls from the time i
am in Kindergarten..
that funny feeling
in the pit of
my stomach
then.. of what
is this feeling then..
yeah.. sure the Love
drug is up on me too soon
and strong.. to keep inside
of me.. and those memories
of emotions are so strong in those
years.. still deeply hidden inside..
as there is a storm inside
of emotions that
almost destroys
me then..
as they are too
POWERFUL.. varied
and nuanced AS DUST
for me to connect
to language.. there are
names of girls i remember..
and i suppose some of them
are Tammy.. particularly
for this song.. a girl
two years older..
somewhat
of a Tom
boy.. a super
nerd like me..
but i Loved her
for her.. and nothing
but her.. and then
there is Lynn..
and Anthea..
all nerd girls
too.. i have no idea
until i am 18 about
any of that stuff
below..
i just love their
eyes.. their
minds.. their
hearts.. of
emotion so strong
so real.. but again i have no
idea about that other stuff…
any further than partial nudity
in a nudie magazine.. as there is
no real porno back then.. thank God..
as surely there is more to a girl than
T and A.. nah.. back then..
Love is the main
thing.. emotions..
holding hands..
sweet smiles..
kind words..
and connection
of heart over hook-
ups almost unheard of
then.. at least in the circles
of nerds.. i run in.. in a club
named the Beta
club for smarty
geek pants
like
me..
for sure..
and then there is Sonia..
my first holding hands
and more.. Love.. a Cuban
girl.. to learn about that
other stuff.. she much
more experienced than
me.. 3 years my junior
me 18 she 15..
so much
more emotionally
mature than me..
and she breaks
my heart into a place
of sadness i never knew
could exist.. wondering
if i will ever come out of it..
but i do.. and then.. in that
darkness another young
Guamanian girl.. Renee..
just a friend really
but the only
friend i have
then..
she with an
abusing father..
and me so lonely..
sometimes that is the
way it goes.. i miss that
girl.. but i will never see her
in this flesh life again.. as she
eventually pulls the trigger in
her father’s bed.. years
later.. married
with two kids..
the story
of abuse
often ends
like this..
dead or alive
sad.. just sad..
funny the saddest ones
who are no longer here are
the one’s we sometimes most
would love to say hello to again..
and when i get sick.. really
sick when i am 47.. 23
years of work friends..
during that first
year
of paid
sick leave
after years.. of getting
sick.. it is like i never
existed to most
of the folks
there..
and i realize
the only reason
most folks were nice
to me.. was ’cause i
was a commodity
for work and
nothing much
more..
it’s hard to be lonely
and not have close friends..
who are really there in flesh and
blood life.. and fortunately i do not
have to miss my wife.. and that is
what assures me of my
existence now.. as
she and a couple of
other family members
namely sister and
mother are the only
thing in my life
that kept me on
this earth through years
of sickness.. so.. seriously
i feel so blessed to be alive..
i don’t feel like i have the
right to miss anything..
but there is that
gray and white
tuxedo cat
Elwood with
green eyes.. during years
of isolated work related stress..
when all my human connections
including wife.. drift away with
stress.. and all the other pets
in my life including
only dog Charlie
in middle school
and only
friend then
who accepts
me for all of who
i am.. and my son who
only lives 51 days..
that is sad
beyond words..
but somehow i keep
that Love connection
with that furry friend
down the road.. Elwood..
not even ours.. who comes
and goes.. for over
a decade of touch..
so sure.. connections
of heart love never go away
but i am so filled up with
Love it is hard
for me to go
back to feel all those
deep missing feelings again..
so sure.. this poetry trip
will be a trip now back
there.. albeit a temporary
one.. as i live with an
overflowing cup
to give instead
of miss..
smiles..
i find Love..
there is nothing
to miss with that..
but giving and i do
my best to give it now..
and i do feel like i have
friends.. i will always treasure..
even if.. i never see their face
as that’s how it goes online
sometimes.. i would
really love to see
all their
faces..
but again..
that’s how it
goes online.. ugh..
yeah.. sure.. i miss
a school of faces..
the best part
of work
and school..
is flesh and
blood connecting
faces eye to eye
touch to touch.. as Life..
and sadly in church it is
rare that anyone even extends
a hand to a stranger with the Lord’s
prayer..
beyond
sad to me..
where humans
no longer really
connect in real life now..
but hey.. i will continue to dance
a connection of flesh and blood
life.. with
or without
partners in flesh..:)
and here it is.. boy did i have some strong
emotions back in school.. oh my God..
so many serious crushes on
girls from the time i
am in Kindergarten..
that funny feeling
in the pit of
my stomach
then.. of what
is this feeling then..
yeah.. sure the Love
drug is up on me too soon
and strong.. to keep inside
of me.. and those memories
of emotions are so strong in those
years.. still deeply hidden inside..
as there is a storm inside
of emotions that
almost destroys
me then..
as they are too
POWERFUL.. varied
and nuanced AS DUST
for me to connect
to language.. there are
names of girls i remember..
and i suppose some of them
are Tammy.. particularly
for this song.. a girl
two years older..
somewhat
of a Tom
boy.. a super
nerd like me..
but i Loved her
for her.. and nothing
but her.. and then
there is Lynn..
and Anthea..
all nerd girls
too.. i have no idea
until i am 18 about
any of that stuff
below..
i just love their
eyes.. their
minds.. their
hearts.. of
emotion so strong
so real.. but again i have no
idea about that other stuff…
any further than partial nudity
in a nudie magazine.. as there is
no real porno back then.. thank God..
as surely there is more to a girl than
T and A.. nah.. back then..
Love is the main
thing.. emotions..
holding hands..
sweet smiles..
kind words..
and connection
of heart over hook-
ups almost unheard of
then.. at least in the circles
of nerds.. i run in.. in a club
named the Beta
club for smarty
geek pants
like
me..
for sure..
and then there is Sonia..
my first holding hands
and more.. Love.. a Cuban
girl.. to learn about that
other stuff.. she much
more experienced than
me.. 3 years my junior
me 18 she 15..
so much
more emotionally
mature than me..
and she breaks
my heart into a place
of sadness i never knew
could exist.. wondering
if i will ever come out of it..
but i do.. and then.. in that
darkness another young
Guamanian girl.. Renee..
just a friend really
but the only
friend i have
then..
she with an
abusing father..
and me so lonely..
sometimes that is the
way it goes.. i miss that
girl.. but i will never see her
in this flesh life again.. as she
eventually pulls the trigger in
her father’s bed.. years
later.. married
with two kids..
the story
of abuse
often ends
like this..
dead or alive
sad.. just sad..
funny the saddest ones
who are no longer here are
the one’s we sometimes most
would love to say hello to again..
and when i get sick.. really
sick when i am 47.. 23
years of work friends..
during that first
year
of paid
sick leave
after years.. of getting
sick.. it is like i never
existed to most
of the folks
there..
and i realize
the only reason
most folks were nice
to me.. was ’cause i
was a commodity
for work and
nothing much
more..
it’s hard to be lonely
and not have close friends..
who are really there in flesh and
blood life.. and fortunately i do not
have to miss my wife.. and that is
what assures me of my
existence now.. as
she and a couple of
other family members
namely sister and
mother are the only
thing in my life
that kept me on
this earth through years
of sickness.. so.. seriously
i feel so blessed to be alive..
i don’t feel like i have the
right to miss anything..
but there is that
gray and white
tuxedo cat
Elwood with
green eyes.. during years
of isolated work related stress..
when all my human connections
including wife.. drift away with
stress.. and all the other pets
in my life including
only dog Charlie
in middle school
and only
friend then
who accepts
me for all of who
i am.. and my son who
only lives 51 days..
that is sad
beyond words..
but somehow i keep
that Love connection
with that furry friend
down the road.. Elwood..
not even ours.. who comes
and goes.. for over
a decade of touch..
so sure.. connections
of heart love never go away
but i am so filled up with
Love it is hard
for me to go
back to feel all those
deep missing feelings again..
so sure.. this poetry trip
will be a trip now back
there.. albeit a temporary
one.. as i live with an
overflowing cup
to give instead
of miss..
smiles..
i find Love..
there is nothing
to miss with that..
but giving and i do
my best to give it now..
and i do feel like i have
friends.. i will always treasure..
even if.. i never see their face
as that’s how it goes online
sometimes.. i would
really love to see
all their
faces..
but again..
that’s how it
goes online.. ugh..
yeah.. sure.. i miss
a school of faces..
the best part
of work
and school..
is flesh and
blood connecting
faces eye to eye
touch to touch.. as Life..
and sadly in church it is
rare that anyone even extends
a hand to a stranger with the Lord’s
prayer..
beyond
sad to me..
where humans
no longer really
connect in real life now..
but hey.. i will continue to dance
a connection of flesh and blood
life.. with
or without
partners in flesh..:)
Anyway.. it’s time for another
mood song.. as this is going
down for
real..
reAlly
it is..:)
mood song.. as this is going
down for
real..
reAlly
it is..:)
but not until tomorrow morning..
as it’s 1:33 am
and time for
sleep.. with smiles
and likely sweet dreams
after all of this..:)
as it’s 1:33 am
and time for
sleep.. with smiles
and likely sweet dreams
after all of this..:)
Back again at 8:53 am..
and oh my goodness.. i didn’t mention
my relatives like my Grandmother
and Father who have passed
away.. yes.. i miss
my grandmother and
sure it is
bitter sweet
with my father
as he never truly
let us in to know
him.. but i do remember
what he looks like and
he seemed nice from
emotional
contagion..
words would have
been nice.. but yeah..
he probably had
Asperger’s the
more silent
kind and
all of that
too.. as sure
there was a now
where i didn’t
express my
feelings
much either..
And two grandfathers
who died well before
i am born.. one who
i’ve never even
seen a picture
of.. part
Sioux Indian..
a smart clerk..
a wanderer too..
and the other..
a noted author
and X-Catholic
Priest from
the middle
of last century
too.. but anyway..
finally arriving
at dVerse now
like an
ADHD poetRy writer
am i.. W/Inks..
And yes… i admit
it.. i miss Disco too..
but i still have Saturday
Night Fever allthenow..;)
and oh my goodness.. i didn’t mention
my relatives like my Grandmother
and Father who have passed
away.. yes.. i miss
my grandmother and
sure it is
bitter sweet
with my father
as he never truly
let us in to know
him.. but i do remember
what he looks like and
he seemed nice from
emotional
contagion..
words would have
been nice.. but yeah..
he probably had
Asperger’s the
more silent
kind and
all of that
too.. as sure
there was a now
where i didn’t
express my
feelings
much either..
And two grandfathers
who died well before
i am born.. one who
i’ve never even
seen a picture
of.. part
Sioux Indian..
a smart clerk..
a wanderer too..
and the other..
a noted author
and X-Catholic
Priest from
the middle
of last century
too.. but anyway..
finally arriving
at dVerse now
like an
ADHD poetRy writer
am i.. W/Inks..
And yes… i admit
it.. i miss Disco too..
but i still have Saturday
Night Fever allthenow..;)
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Yeah.. i know.. i know.. i said i was going to
dVerse and all of that to respond
to their missing who and
what stuff.. but
hey.. no matter
what the so-called
snobby folks say..
Facebook can be
an incredible inspiration
for stream of consciousness
free flowing poeTry out of
fingers too.. yes.. with
little thinking
involved
as well..
just let it
go in beta/theta wave
state of mind
and be here
now.. with
God’s hand
of Creativity
of Instrument of
God as sAME..
so on that note..
here i go again..
dVerse and all of that to respond
to their missing who and
what stuff.. but
hey.. no matter
what the so-called
snobby folks say..
Facebook can be
an incredible inspiration
for stream of consciousness
free flowing poeTry out of
fingers too.. yes.. with
little thinking
involved
as well..
just let it
go in beta/theta wave
state of mind
and be here
now.. with
God’s hand
of Creativity
of Instrument of
God as sAME..
so on that note..
here i go again..
The meaning of
Life is to find your
Gift.. The purpose
is to give it away..
yeah.. how many
times have
i said that
in so many million
words.. hehe.. but
this specific quote
from Pablo Picasso
as generated by Facebook
Friend Sherri.. and further
expression by me just
to share and give..
smiles..
AND ancestrally speaking this is what
REAL HUMAN BEINGS ALWAYS DID..
before psycho leaning minds gained control
with tools of weapons.. psycho leaning means
folks without empathy for other folks feelings
in restricting their will and bringing physical
and emotional harm to them..
in ways of repressing.. oppressing..
and controlling human emotions and senses..
through subjugation with illusory fears..
common in religion and bigger culture
still today sadly.. since the bigger freedoms..
of the so-called primitive folks who are our forager ancestors
for hundreds of thousands of years.. albeit without the teat
of the comfort of instant gratification in culture today..
instant gratification ain’t crap when one is
constantly stressed as a slave to
culture and or religion..
THE God of Nature is the REAL DEAL..
that provides us with our innate instincts
and intuition to survive REAL IN BALANCE
WITH ALL THAT IS AGAIN.. AKA GOD.. AS WELL..
IN THIS LIVE WE LIVE NOW..smile emoticon.. and
yes.. most people miss that too.. even if they never
had it..
here now..
and that’s the saddest
paRt of life of all to me..
one who has never truly
met the God of Nature
face to face
with the
joy of just
being here now..
without the reliance
of cultural tools of instant
gratification to meet what
naturally and innately
makes human beings
happy in ways
of moving.. connecting
and creating.. sharing
ways of subsistence
for survival
and peace of
mind and body
balance with the
GOD of all of
Nature just
now
as Living NOW..:)
Life is to find your
Gift.. The purpose
is to give it away..
yeah.. how many
times have
i said that
in so many million
words.. hehe.. but
this specific quote
from Pablo Picasso
as generated by Facebook
Friend Sherri.. and further
expression by me just
to share and give..
smiles..
AND ancestrally speaking this is what
REAL HUMAN BEINGS ALWAYS DID..
before psycho leaning minds gained control
with tools of weapons.. psycho leaning means
folks without empathy for other folks feelings
in restricting their will and bringing physical
and emotional harm to them..
in ways of repressing.. oppressing..
and controlling human emotions and senses..
through subjugation with illusory fears..
common in religion and bigger culture
still today sadly.. since the bigger freedoms..
of the so-called primitive folks who are our forager ancestors
for hundreds of thousands of years.. albeit without the teat
of the comfort of instant gratification in culture today..
instant gratification ain’t crap when one is
constantly stressed as a slave to
culture and or religion..
THE God of Nature is the REAL DEAL..
that provides us with our innate instincts
and intuition to survive REAL IN BALANCE
WITH ALL THAT IS AGAIN.. AKA GOD.. AS WELL..
IN THIS LIVE WE LIVE NOW..smile emoticon.. and
yes.. most people miss that too.. even if they never
had it..
here now..
and that’s the saddest
paRt of life of all to me..
one who has never truly
met the God of Nature
face to face
with the
joy of just
being here now..
without the reliance
of cultural tools of instant
gratification to meet what
naturally and innately
makes human beings
happy in ways
of moving.. connecting
and creating.. sharing
ways of subsistence
for survival
and peace of
mind and body
balance with the
GOD of all of
Nature just
now
as Living NOW..:)
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Yes.. i’m going to dVerse
for sure now..
as i ain’t
veering
off the path of now..
which simply means
close all the other tabs
on the big
iMac now..
and whatever i
do.. do not look up
in the right hand corner
for all those notification
thingies..
as i continue
on to poet land
online.. so smiles..
again like a guided
missile
of
LOVE..:)
for sure now..
as i ain’t
veering
off the path of now..
which simply means
close all the other tabs
on the big
iMac now..
and whatever i
do.. do not look up
in the right hand corner
for all those notification
thingies..
as i continue
on to poet land
online.. so smiles..
again like a guided
missile
of
LOVE..:)
*
Ah.. the 50’s.. social.. roles clearly delineated..
Jobs.. lifetime ones with unions and retirements
can be found..
golden handcuffs
though then for folks
who are different
who truly wish
to express themselves
differentLY and be freer than
most.. freedom wins over
comfort..
as that
is God’s
way.. ironically
enough for folks
who live under the
guise
of
easy…
the only real easy
is when challenge
becomes the
norm as that
is when humans
grow the most
and become
all of what
God’s gifts
can be as
HUMAN
POTENTIAL
and that is now
God’s way of
life challenge
with no gives
without work
baby.. Work..
IT B888H to
survive..
nah.. this is
the world of
Britney now..
Leave it to Beaver
fell asleep on the recliner..
smiles.. challenging smiles..:)
Ah.. the 50’s.. social.. roles clearly delineated..
Jobs.. lifetime ones with unions and retirements
can be found..
golden handcuffs
though then for folks
who are different
who truly wish
to express themselves
differentLY and be freer than
most.. freedom wins over
comfort..
as that
is God’s
way.. ironically
enough for folks
who live under the
guise
of
easy…
the only real easy
is when challenge
becomes the
norm as that
is when humans
grow the most
and become
all of what
God’s gifts
can be as
HUMAN
POTENTIAL
and that is now
God’s way of
life challenge
with no gives
without work
baby.. Work..
IT B888H to
survive..
nah.. this is
the world of
Britney now..
Leave it to Beaver
fell asleep on the recliner..
smiles.. challenging smiles..:)
Sidenote: the nice thing
about the folks with the
asterisks who no longer
feel my work is good
enough for
their websites..
or appropriate
enough to their
personal beliefs
or whatever is..
the case now..
when i only
publish the comments
here.. i don’t now have
to worry about stepping
on anyone’s toes.. hmm..
perhaps i will try the asterisks
on all poems one day to truly
let all my creativity out free..
but yes.. i do have friends
who allow me to feel
comfortable enough
to do that
already..
but hey..
that is what
a friend is.. truly
one who unconditionally
tolerates and accepts
different are the
real friends of ALL
and God’s best friends
too.. as God don’t make
any junk to be deleted
or banned..
smiles..
and
challenge UP!
about the folks with the
asterisks who no longer
feel my work is good
enough for
their websites..
or appropriate
enough to their
personal beliefs
or whatever is..
the case now..
when i only
publish the comments
here.. i don’t now have
to worry about stepping
on anyone’s toes.. hmm..
perhaps i will try the asterisks
on all poems one day to truly
let all my creativity out free..
but yes.. i do have friends
who allow me to feel
comfortable enough
to do that
already..
but hey..
that is what
a friend is.. truly
one who unconditionally
tolerates and accepts
different are the
real friends of ALL
and God’s best friends
too.. as God don’t make
any junk to be deleted
or banned..
smiles..
and
challenge UP!
end side note..
and back to
work for
play!..;)
and back to
work for
play!..;)
*
Luke.. a truth giver.. and the new speaker in the coming
Liturgical year of the official so-called official
Catholic Church.. per these
words of ultimate
Truth and Light..
Luke 17:21:
“Neither will they say,
‘Look, here!’ or, ‘Look, there!’
for behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.”
Luke.. a truth giver.. and the new speaker in the coming
Liturgical year of the official so-called official
Catholic Church.. per these
words of ultimate
Truth and Light..
Luke 17:21:
“Neither will they say,
‘Look, here!’ or, ‘Look, there!’
for behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.”
Rarely does anyone ‘here’ this message
and apply it to now.. seeking golden
floors of palaces after death
instead of finding
heaven within
always waiting
theRe with
hands of
GOD
for
our hands
to reach back now
and hold now as living
now.. Freest gift of life.. is
up to us to find.. yes.. a challenge
of the camel going through the needle
of the eye of culture and modern religions
but never the less available for all free creation..:)
and apply it to now.. seeking golden
floors of palaces after death
instead of finding
heaven within
always waiting
theRe with
hands of
GOD
for
our hands
to reach back now
and hold now as living
now.. Freest gift of life.. is
up to us to find.. yes.. a challenge
of the camel going through the needle
of the eye of culture and modern religions
but never the less available for all free creation..:)
Another quick side note..
yeah.. God is F in
Brilliant for giving
me these challenges
online of these
aSteRisk folks..
no risk here..
just the
Free Love
of God
and challenge
too.. smiles again..
and end of side note..;)
yeah.. God is F in
Brilliant for giving
me these challenges
online of these
aSteRisk folks..
no risk here..
just the
Free Love
of God
and challenge
too.. smiles again..
and end of side note..;)
IF WE keep
Freedom
the win
is easy peacey..
terrorists lose..
and Freedom wins..
i ain’t scaRed.. i’m free.. sMILEs..
F the terrorists.. i WiLL whip tHeir
butts
WitH
sWORDs of FREE! iT ain’t free.. it’s
work
worth
IT FREE now.. just now.. i Fly FReED..:)
Freedom
the win
is easy peacey..
terrorists lose..
and Freedom wins..
i ain’t scaRed.. i’m free.. sMILEs..
F the terrorists.. i WiLL whip tHeir
butts
WitH
sWORDs of FREE! iT ain’t free.. it’s
work
worth
IT FREE now.. just now.. i Fly FReED..:)
If We Lose Love..
WEALLLose…
WEALLLose…
Well.. for me at least..
my savior comes
as a yellow
boy under a shed
crying to a man
who has lost
all his heart..
for a morsel
of food from
the wild..
the cure..
a morsel
of heart
for me.. smiles..:
in cat paws of Love.. too..:)
my savior comes
as a yellow
boy under a shed
crying to a man
who has lost
all his heart..
for a morsel
of food from
the wild..
the cure..
a morsel
of heart
for me.. smiles..:
in cat paws of Love.. too..:)
*
Sights.. smells..
tastes.. touch..
hearing
feeling
all of what
a presentless
Christmas in
the present of
Love can bRing
to the Christmas
Grinch.. who has
grown a heARt again..
moving.. connecting.
and creating..
a true
gift
of Christmas
any now that
shares and gives
for free without
fear of non-reciprocation..:)
Sights.. smells..
tastes.. touch..
hearing
feeling
all of what
a presentless
Christmas in
the present of
Love can bRing
to the Christmas
Grinch.. who has
grown a heARt again..
moving.. connecting.
and creating..
a true
gift
of Christmas
any now that
shares and gives
for free without
fear of non-reciprocation..:)
Sidenote again.. now..
code word for
extra curricular
poetic activity
from me.. hehe..
code word for
extra curricular
poetic activity
from me.. hehe..
Number three..
and another
very inspiring
AsterRisK
of three so far
as well.. smiles..
and another
very inspiring
AsterRisK
of three so far
as well.. smiles..
So does anyone really give an
F about poeTry on Facebook..
sure.. it’s a much bigger world
now than Lower Alabama
and Milton..
wInks..;)
F about poeTry on Facebook..
sure.. it’s a much bigger world
now than Lower Alabama
and Milton..
wInks..;)
And hey.. theRe’s
that bible thingy..
that truly is just
one big book of
stream of consciousness
Free Verse Poetry and
Parable now therein..
THAT can be Interpreted
as many ways as there
are stars in the skies..
as books.. words..
and even letters
of PoeTry have
Infinite meanings..
with each set of
human eYes..
a unique
view of a
myriad
Multi-Universe
of human beings..
i can’t help but to giggle
when folks get on the radio
and say THIS IS WHAT THE
SO-CALLED ONLY BIBLE
MEANS.. HEHE.. LIKE..
WE CAN CHAIN GOD
OR EVEN EACH OTHER
AWAY FROM FREE.. SOME
FOLKS WILL TAKE THAT
LIKE RAPE OR
PROSTITUTION
OF OUR INNATE
GIFT OF GOD OF
FREEDOM.. BUT NAH..
NOT FOR FOLKS LIKE
‘US’ WHO SEE GOD AS FREE..
AND NEVER CHAINED BY
ANY PSYCHOPATHIC leaning
Tower of FREEDOM NOW HUMAN
BEING WHO THINKS THEY CAN
LIMIT GOD OR US IN ANYWAY
IN A FREE COUNTRY WITH REAL LIVING NOW
FREE FOLKS.. NO! THAT WILL JUST NOT WORK..
VICTORY!
LIKE THE WINGED
GODDESS OF NIKE
iS GOD’S TOYS
ARE
USiN FREE PLAY NOW!..;)
that bible thingy..
that truly is just
one big book of
stream of consciousness
Free Verse Poetry and
Parable now therein..
THAT can be Interpreted
as many ways as there
are stars in the skies..
as books.. words..
and even letters
of PoeTry have
Infinite meanings..
with each set of
human eYes..
a unique
view of a
myriad
Multi-Universe
of human beings..
i can’t help but to giggle
when folks get on the radio
and say THIS IS WHAT THE
SO-CALLED ONLY BIBLE
MEANS.. HEHE.. LIKE..
WE CAN CHAIN GOD
OR EVEN EACH OTHER
AWAY FROM FREE.. SOME
FOLKS WILL TAKE THAT
LIKE RAPE OR
PROSTITUTION
OF OUR INNATE
GIFT OF GOD OF
FREEDOM.. BUT NAH..
NOT FOR FOLKS LIKE
‘US’ WHO SEE GOD AS FREE..
AND NEVER CHAINED BY
ANY PSYCHOPATHIC leaning
Tower of FREEDOM NOW HUMAN
BEING WHO THINKS THEY CAN
LIMIT GOD OR US IN ANYWAY
IN A FREE COUNTRY WITH REAL LIVING NOW
FREE FOLKS.. NO! THAT WILL JUST NOT WORK..
VICTORY!
LIKE THE WINGED
GODDESS OF NIKE
iS GOD’S TOYS
ARE
USiN FREE PLAY NOW!..;)
Well.. first of all.. Glenn..
faces mean everything
to me.. yes.. words
are great.. but
faces are king
and queen to me..
and the worst thing
about the poetry world
to me.. is seeing avatars
without ever the eyes of
souls of faces that say it
all to me.. and this is what
family is really about.. a variety
of faces that continue to change..
where we come to understand..
tolerate.. and appreciate
the differences among
each other and
truly acceptance
and unconditional
Love becomes a reality..
the Internet.. a cold place
overall.. now..
still.. where words
replace faces.. where Love
tries at times to come alive..
and truly nice folks like Brian
Miller go away as it hurts too
much to stay..
without faces.. as is the case
where i lose effective use
of hearing and sight
and literally
could not
remember
what the expression
of anything on my face
was.. happily amazed
when my eyesight comes
back.. without pain..
that there was still
a human living
in all that
text online..
it is seriously
an epidemic..
a illness of heaRt..
a wave.. a Tsunami
of Zombie Apocalypse
that is now upon the
world.. and pArt of why i escape
this place online.. at all costs..
to get back in flesh and blood.. Dance..
so thanks the most.. for the family
picture.. those warm feelings of
human so strong theRe
and ha!.. this time
i spot you immediately..
unlike the Navy picture
out of two.. and
you look a little
like Robert De
Niro here..
and that reminds
me of his newest movie
about old guys rule..
when elders are no
longer respected
a social species
of humans
is
doomed..
for misery
and suffering
at least.. as
clean up crews
peel up the remains
from Japanese Apartments..
sure.. at what cost.. for
electronic
eyes of
Robot
Dogs..
to replace
children to
respect the
grand fathers
and mothers of the future..
as always.. nature rules are best
and will balance it all out whatever
the
human
cost of misery
and suffering now..
happily or sadly
enough in balance now
in dark and light of truer reality now..
Bowling Alley life was the real life for me..
almost two decades of working there..
even if i never learned to Bowl.. the
people then
are the
beauty
of Nature
for me Indoors
in a cave of Love
and faces that live Fresh and new
always changing and bRinGinG
emoTioNs to Life Living Love..
and
so much
more.. dark
and light as now..
and that is what i miss
perhaps the most..
more than
Bowling alone
Bowling ALLONE..:)
faces mean everything
to me.. yes.. words
are great.. but
faces are king
and queen to me..
and the worst thing
about the poetry world
to me.. is seeing avatars
without ever the eyes of
souls of faces that say it
all to me.. and this is what
family is really about.. a variety
of faces that continue to change..
where we come to understand..
tolerate.. and appreciate
the differences among
each other and
truly acceptance
and unconditional
Love becomes a reality..
the Internet.. a cold place
overall.. now..
still.. where words
replace faces.. where Love
tries at times to come alive..
and truly nice folks like Brian
Miller go away as it hurts too
much to stay..
without faces.. as is the case
where i lose effective use
of hearing and sight
and literally
could not
remember
what the expression
of anything on my face
was.. happily amazed
when my eyesight comes
back.. without pain..
that there was still
a human living
in all that
text online..
it is seriously
an epidemic..
a illness of heaRt..
a wave.. a Tsunami
of Zombie Apocalypse
that is now upon the
world.. and pArt of why i escape
this place online.. at all costs..
to get back in flesh and blood.. Dance..
so thanks the most.. for the family
picture.. those warm feelings of
human so strong theRe
and ha!.. this time
i spot you immediately..
unlike the Navy picture
out of two.. and
you look a little
like Robert De
Niro here..
and that reminds
me of his newest movie
about old guys rule..
when elders are no
longer respected
a social species
of humans
is
doomed..
for misery
and suffering
at least.. as
clean up crews
peel up the remains
from Japanese Apartments..
sure.. at what cost.. for
electronic
eyes of
Robot
Dogs..
to replace
children to
respect the
grand fathers
and mothers of the future..
as always.. nature rules are best
and will balance it all out whatever
the
human
cost of misery
and suffering now..
happily or sadly
enough in balance now
in dark and light of truer reality now..
Bowling Alley life was the real life for me..
almost two decades of working there..
even if i never learned to Bowl.. the
people then
are the
beauty
of Nature
for me Indoors
in a cave of Love
and faces that live Fresh and new
always changing and bRinGinG
emoTioNs to Life Living Love..
and
so much
more.. dark
and light as now..
and that is what i miss
perhaps the most..
more than
Bowling alone
Bowling ALLONE..:)
In the past.. i am often disappointed
to find so many closed
minds online..
however science
is a friend too..
and after finding
the genetic and environmental
reasons why closed minded
leaning people are the
way they are
with or without
explanation from
them.. i learn now to
understand.. and accept
what makes my skin
crawl.. as
limited minds..
knowing and
feeling that
open minds make
their skin crawl
too.. smiles..
accept what
we can..
and change what
we can.. and don’t
expect to change
what cannot
be changed..
but when it changes..
be thrilLed.. why not..
a nice way to live
free and at peace of mind..
and there is always an
off button/moderation
button for those who
can only
see
so far..
without discomfort
and sometimes yes..
GREAT DISCOMFORT..
it all balances out in the
now as there must
be order
and freedom to make
a world of humans now
in numbers we have
continue to make it..
at all.. on or offline
in the
REALEST WORLD
NOW.. smiles again..:)
to find so many closed
minds online..
however science
is a friend too..
and after finding
the genetic and environmental
reasons why closed minded
leaning people are the
way they are
with or without
explanation from
them.. i learn now to
understand.. and accept
what makes my skin
crawl.. as
limited minds..
knowing and
feeling that
open minds make
their skin crawl
too.. smiles..
accept what
we can..
and change what
we can.. and don’t
expect to change
what cannot
be changed..
but when it changes..
be thrilLed.. why not..
a nice way to live
free and at peace of mind..
and there is always an
off button/moderation
button for those who
can only
see
so far..
without discomfort
and sometimes yes..
GREAT DISCOMFORT..
it all balances out in the
now as there must
be order
and freedom to make
a world of humans now
in numbers we have
continue to make it..
at all.. on or offline
in the
REALEST WORLD
NOW.. smiles again..:)
Ah.. veering off the dVerse path..
as #breaksaregood ..
and here’s some
inspiration from
real life flesh
and blood
dance
partner
one of three
of Charlie’s
Angels from
Old Seville
Quarter.. Maggie..
from Facebook pages..
in her continuing now
promotion of
a no pants
campaign..
that i totally
and most assuredly
agree with in furry
leg way.. wInks again.. so here it goes all in naked leg way..
as #breaksaregood ..
and here’s some
inspiration from
real life flesh
and blood
dance
partner
one of three
of Charlie’s
Angels from
Old Seville
Quarter.. Maggie..
from Facebook pages..
in her continuing now
promotion of
a no pants
campaign..
that i totally
and most assuredly
agree with in furry
leg way.. wInks again.. so here it goes all in naked leg way..
Amen.. i literally have not worn long pants.. in over two years..
even in 18 degree weather.. but of course it helps never
to get cold too.. smiles.. furry legs help too.. it’s
like a free pair of pants always..wink emoticon..;)
even in 18 degree weather.. but of course it helps never
to get cold too.. smiles.. furry legs help too.. it’s
like a free pair of pants always..wink emoticon..;)
Oh yes.. almost forget.. being retired helps..
#nooneownsme ..wink emoticon..;)
#nooneownsme ..wink emoticon..;)
And my words continue here..
in saying now.. that
God sends us in to
this world Naked
and takes us now
back in less now
than that in dust
as star dust we
are once again..
the cycle of
dust of us
goes on..
so anything
other than our flesh
and blood is icing on the
cake already gifted by God..
and anyone who thinks there is
anything better than skin in reflecting
the God of all that is.. IS TRULY MISSING
A MAJOR PORTION OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN..
YEAH.. THAT HEAVEN THINGY NOW.. oh my God
girls with Long dresses in
Christian Schools.. YES..
WE IN THE KNOW AND FEELING
we KNOW where AND WHAT
they end
up getting
into college..
don’t we.. yes
being repressed
like that in ways
of covering up skin
from the God of all..
and they are the ones
who most often get pregnant..
..anecdotal note here only..;)
first before marriage now without
birth control too.. it’s just now
swept under the carpet where they
are either forced to get an abortion
by their so-called holy rolling parents
or get married real quick to someone
they can’t even stand
who has nice
jeans
and a rear
that works..
sad but true
it is human nature..
to withhold the goodies
is to take the passion
higher out of control
for someone who ain’t
seen God’s gifts
before..
and truly
Naturists who
wear no clothes
at all.. including
our first closest
kissing cousins
the Bonobos are
the most loving
and accepting
creatures of
all as hey..
when we get
down to
the skin
and bones
and all stuff
between.. when we find
out we are God’s children
same as all the other
naked animals
in the
REAL KINGDOM
OF GOD NOW..
AND OH MY GOD..
UNTIL YOU’VE DANCED
NAKED WITH GOD iN
NATURE YOU
AIN’T.. no.. AIN’T
EVEN LIVED YET.. now..
THERE IS NO DEVIL
IN GOD’S GIFT
AS HUMAN
BUT THOSE
WHO SEE EVIL
IN GOD’S
KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN..
AND THAT MY FRIENDS
IS THE TRUE ANTI-CHRIST
THAT LIVES AMONG US..
THOSE WHO SEE
GOD.. THE GOD
OF ALL
AS EVIL..
IF WE COME THAT
WAY WE GO THAT WAY
FREE.. IF WE DON’T
WE SUFFER THE
PAIN.. MISERY
SUFFERING..
AND CONSEQUENCES
OF TAKING ACTIONS
AGAINST THE GOD
OF NATURE AND BALANCE..
AND THERE IS NOTHING
MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN
A NAKED HUMAN
BODY in the sun
NOW THAT KEEPS
ITSELF HEALTHY
AS A TRUE TEMPLE
OF GOD SET
FREE AS
NATURE
WILL BE IF
WE LIVE HER..
THE REAL GOD OF NATURE
THAT TRULY HAS NO
NAME
BUT FREE..
SO SURE.. MY NAME
IS NOT COMPLETE
AS FRED
IT IS TRULY LIGHT
FREED.. SO SMILES
AGAIN.. NAKED ONES..
WHETHER YA WANNA JOIN
ME AND GOD AS TOTALLY
FREE OR NOT..
GOD ALLOWS
PEOPLE TO
GO TO THEIR
OWN HELL OF
WILL IN CHOOSING
JUST NOW.. AS THEY
LIKE OR DO NOT LIKE IT.. FREE
IN HEAVEN
OR HELL..
just NOW..
I FOR ONE
CHOOSE FREE
AND NAKED HEAVEN..
SO WINKS AGAIN.. WITH
EYES OF GOD ALL NAKED
AND
i
am
FREE..
WITH ZERO
SECRETS TO HIDE
FROM GOD OR ANY OF
GOD’S CREATION SET FREE
there is NOTHING UNDER
COVER i
ABOUT ME
now EXCEPT
FOR GOD
AS FREE
AND ME..:)
in saying now.. that
God sends us in to
this world Naked
and takes us now
back in less now
than that in dust
as star dust we
are once again..
the cycle of
dust of us
goes on..
so anything
other than our flesh
and blood is icing on the
cake already gifted by God..
and anyone who thinks there is
anything better than skin in reflecting
the God of all that is.. IS TRULY MISSING
A MAJOR PORTION OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN..
YEAH.. THAT HEAVEN THINGY NOW.. oh my God
girls with Long dresses in
Christian Schools.. YES..
WE IN THE KNOW AND FEELING
we KNOW where AND WHAT
they end
up getting
into college..
don’t we.. yes
being repressed
like that in ways
of covering up skin
from the God of all..
and they are the ones
who most often get pregnant..
..anecdotal note here only..;)
first before marriage now without
birth control too.. it’s just now
swept under the carpet where they
are either forced to get an abortion
by their so-called holy rolling parents
or get married real quick to someone
they can’t even stand
who has nice
jeans
and a rear
that works..
sad but true
it is human nature..
to withhold the goodies
is to take the passion
higher out of control
for someone who ain’t
seen God’s gifts
before..
and truly
Naturists who
wear no clothes
at all.. including
our first closest
kissing cousins
the Bonobos are
the most loving
and accepting
creatures of
all as hey..
when we get
down to
the skin
and bones
and all stuff
between.. when we find
out we are God’s children
same as all the other
naked animals
in the
REAL KINGDOM
OF GOD NOW..
AND OH MY GOD..
UNTIL YOU’VE DANCED
NAKED WITH GOD iN
NATURE YOU
AIN’T.. no.. AIN’T
EVEN LIVED YET.. now..
THERE IS NO DEVIL
IN GOD’S GIFT
AS HUMAN
BUT THOSE
WHO SEE EVIL
IN GOD’S
KINGDOM
OF HEAVEN..
AND THAT MY FRIENDS
IS THE TRUE ANTI-CHRIST
THAT LIVES AMONG US..
THOSE WHO SEE
GOD.. THE GOD
OF ALL
AS EVIL..
IF WE COME THAT
WAY WE GO THAT WAY
FREE.. IF WE DON’T
WE SUFFER THE
PAIN.. MISERY
SUFFERING..
AND CONSEQUENCES
OF TAKING ACTIONS
AGAINST THE GOD
OF NATURE AND BALANCE..
AND THERE IS NOTHING
MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN
A NAKED HUMAN
BODY in the sun
NOW THAT KEEPS
ITSELF HEALTHY
AS A TRUE TEMPLE
OF GOD SET
FREE AS
NATURE
WILL BE IF
WE LIVE HER..
THE REAL GOD OF NATURE
THAT TRULY HAS NO
NAME
BUT FREE..
SO SURE.. MY NAME
IS NOT COMPLETE
AS FRED
IT IS TRULY LIGHT
FREED.. SO SMILES
AGAIN.. NAKED ONES..
WHETHER YA WANNA JOIN
ME AND GOD AS TOTALLY
FREE OR NOT..
GOD ALLOWS
PEOPLE TO
GO TO THEIR
OWN HELL OF
WILL IN CHOOSING
JUST NOW.. AS THEY
LIKE OR DO NOT LIKE IT.. FREE
IN HEAVEN
OR HELL..
just NOW..
I FOR ONE
CHOOSE FREE
AND NAKED HEAVEN..
SO WINKS AGAIN.. WITH
EYES OF GOD ALL NAKED
AND
i
am
FREE..
WITH ZERO
SECRETS TO HIDE
FROM GOD OR ANY OF
GOD’S CREATION SET FREE
there is NOTHING UNDER
COVER i
ABOUT ME
now EXCEPT
FOR GOD
AS FREE
AND ME..:)
And that’s the short
tree version of allthatisnow..;)
tree version of allthatisnow..;)
All this is making me very hungry.. time for Lunchbreakfree..;)
Yes.. this is how it works for truly Open-minded folks..
they are secure in themselves and need not
judge anyone else personally
for acting or thinking
differently
even if it is
very closed-minded..
we do come in peace
when allowed
that way..:)
they are secure in themselves and need not
judge anyone else personally
for acting or thinking
differently
even if it is
very closed-minded..
we do come in peace
when allowed
that way..:)
And back to dVerse
where i’ve only arrived
at number 8 now of 24..
this now can likely
be a long worded
afternoon..
but hey.. it’s
storming outside
so i’ll continue
on.. in wordy witty
and sometimes beautiful ways
if course all free and open NOW..;)
where i’ve only arrived
at number 8 now of 24..
this now can likely
be a long worded
afternoon..
but hey.. it’s
storming outside
so i’ll continue
on.. in wordy witty
and sometimes beautiful ways
if course all free and open NOW..;)
Hi.. Victoria.. first of all
and yes.. last of fall..
your mother’s face
speaks one now of
beauty as Love
regardless of
standard
IQ ways
or numerical
ways of age..
left
in the
dementia of old
age that often comes
back like a child before
words to us.. and it still
brings me back to the
fact when i lost all
my emotions
including
the
memory of a smile..
that my friends with IQ’s
of 70 and below..
and my friends
i meet in a
Nursing Home
who have so much
more than me with
a smile as the bottom
line then is they
wanna live
as they
can at
least feel
it and there
is zero life for
me then.. so yeah..
blessings.. gifts.. and
perspectives in life.. of
which there is no
greater
than
feeling Love..
no matter all the
other costs of crosses
in Life
when Love is
here Life
is real..
and if your mom
feels.. she has everything
i didn’t have then… and until
one loses that.. i don’t think they
can truly say
they’ve
been
to hell..
yet.. as hell
is a place where
pain is a gift of heaven..
in retrospect of course then..
and i swear with all the Angels
and tears of God.. the look now
then in the photo on your mother’s
face is worth all the poeTry
that has ever been
written in the
word and
trust me
the devil
can tale
that for sure..
as i am him before
in metaphor and literhell…
with zero point smiles there….
and yes.. last of fall..
your mother’s face
speaks one now of
beauty as Love
regardless of
standard
IQ ways
or numerical
ways of age..
left
in the
dementia of old
age that often comes
back like a child before
words to us.. and it still
brings me back to the
fact when i lost all
my emotions
including
the
memory of a smile..
that my friends with IQ’s
of 70 and below..
and my friends
i meet in a
Nursing Home
who have so much
more than me with
a smile as the bottom
line then is they
wanna live
as they
can at
least feel
it and there
is zero life for
me then.. so yeah..
blessings.. gifts.. and
perspectives in life.. of
which there is no
greater
than
feeling Love..
no matter all the
other costs of crosses
in Life
when Love is
here Life
is real..
and if your mom
feels.. she has everything
i didn’t have then… and until
one loses that.. i don’t think they
can truly say
they’ve
been
to hell..
yet.. as hell
is a place where
pain is a gift of heaven..
in retrospect of course then..
and i swear with all the Angels
and tears of God.. the look now
then in the photo on your mother’s
face is worth all the poeTry
that has ever been
written in the
word and
trust me
the devil
can tale
that for sure..
as i am him before
in metaphor and literhell…
with zero point smiles there….
Side note:
And yes.. it is human online connections
like this that make every single one of
11 million words in five years
all worth it to me..
there is no price
or cost of Love
that is too low
or high to share..
and the little inconveniences
of ridicule for having a heart..
or a passion to Love..
ranging from that
to deleting to
banning ain’t
nothing compared
to zero point of
Love and
smiles where
there is zero
left in life to
live for except for
a reptilian brain
that wills to
breathe..
and refuses
to go until
heart life brings
us now home again..
resurrected again..
like a phoenix who
breathes the oxygen..
of Love as well a flAMe
of eternity now of human bliss..:)
like this that make every single one of
11 million words in five years
all worth it to me..
there is no price
or cost of Love
that is too low
or high to share..
and the little inconveniences
of ridicule for having a heart..
or a passion to Love..
ranging from that
to deleting to
banning ain’t
nothing compared
to zero point of
Love and
smiles where
there is zero
left in life to
live for except for
a reptilian brain
that wills to
breathe..
and refuses
to go until
heart life brings
us now home again..
resurrected again..
like a phoenix who
breathes the oxygen..
of Love as well a flAMe
of eternity now of human bliss..:)
Side note lives for now..
Home Again…
Home Again…
For every devil
there are angels
in groups
just waiting
for hell.. sometimes
it’s hard to tale who
the real angel
and devil is.. or was..
or can we tell for sure
at all.. no different really
than true saviors
as well.. we are all
in this game together
and until we play
together
some of us
will
lose or
gain
to devils
or angels.. both..
a complicated
issue that
takes many
shoes to more fully
understand for these
tragedies
of the
human
heart in action..
and terrorists
of most DEMONiNations
are common in the loss
of human heart.. if not
by nature
by nuture
in the cruelest
of Angel hearts too..
‘see that thin boy over there
with the weird shifting eyes
that used to smile..’
‘we should kill
him first
before
he kills
anyone else..’
by telling him
he does not deserve
to exist.. the greaTEST
CURE to pain and suffering
can be
Love given
or taken
for free
or granted in hell or heaven now..
i suppose it can be a choice or not..
For me at least.. i will use relative free will
and make
at least
a butterfly
of difference in a
snowflake of hope..:)
there are angels
in groups
just waiting
for hell.. sometimes
it’s hard to tale who
the real angel
and devil is.. or was..
or can we tell for sure
at all.. no different really
than true saviors
as well.. we are all
in this game together
and until we play
together
some of us
will
lose or
gain
to devils
or angels.. both..
a complicated
issue that
takes many
shoes to more fully
understand for these
tragedies
of the
human
heart in action..
and terrorists
of most DEMONiNations
are common in the loss
of human heart.. if not
by nature
by nuture
in the cruelest
of Angel hearts too..
‘see that thin boy over there
with the weird shifting eyes
that used to smile..’
‘we should kill
him first
before
he kills
anyone else..’
by telling him
he does not deserve
to exist.. the greaTEST
CURE to pain and suffering
can be
Love given
or taken
for free
or granted in hell or heaven now..
i suppose it can be a choice or not..
For me at least.. i will use relative free will
and make
at least
a butterfly
of difference in a
snowflake of hope..:)
Smiles.. it is obvious
that he still
leaps
for joy
in your heart..
and i can see him
there as joy
in the
heArt of you..
what a gift.. Love..
it never need end..
as long as Love Loves..:)
that he still
leaps
for joy
in your heart..
and i can see him
there as joy
in the
heArt of you..
what a gift.. Love..
it never need end..
as long as Love Loves..:)
Smiles.. i never
think about the keys..
they sing without that..
and if they sing
out of
tune
so let it
be this too..:)
think about the keys..
they sing without that..
and if they sing
out of
tune
so let it
be this too..:)
i
for
one.. am
born in paradise..
there is no dollar
amount now
that now will
take me away
from here.. in
fact.. there is no
dollar amount
at all in life for me..
True beauty of Natural
Resources is they are
enough and often
more than
deserTed
dreams
alone..
Nature
borns
us as
Nature
dreams
us we are
as is for now..
a smile remains
a beach… for me as free..:)
for
one.. am
born in paradise..
there is no dollar
amount now
that now will
take me away
from here.. in
fact.. there is no
dollar amount
at all in life for me..
True beauty of Natural
Resources is they are
enough and often
more than
deserTed
dreams
alone..
Nature
borns
us as
Nature
dreams
us we are
as is for now..
a smile remains
a beach… for me as free..:)
Well.. for me at least..
my savior comes
as a yellow
boy under a shed
crying to a man
who has lost
all his heart..
for a morsel
of food from
the wild..
the cure..
a morsel
of heart
for me.. smiles..:
in cat paws of Love.. too..:)
my savior comes
as a yellow
boy under a shed
crying to a man
who has lost
all his heart..
for a morsel
of food from
the wild..
the cure..
a morsel
of heart
for me.. smiles..:
in cat paws of Love.. too..:)
*
Smiles.. for we are spoiled..
as crusades come
in years
before..
with burning
bodies on stakes
of differences..
oh human..
can’t you
Love again..
just do it..
i do it..
is what i do..:)
Smiles.. for we are spoiled..
as crusades come
in years
before..
with burning
bodies on stakes
of differences..
oh human..
can’t you
Love again..
just do it..
i do it..
is what i do..:)
Best friends.. lovers..
mothers.. fathers..
and nature
are simply
us in
Love
as us..
highest power
within.. outside..
above.. so
below..
all around
LOVENOWUS..
Sad.. so many folks
run from emotTioNs..
some never realiZinG
HeARt Runs US..
so simple
yet so
complicated
to lose this Truth in Life..
The REAL LIGHT OF LIFE
FEELINGS JUST FEELINGS..:)
mothers.. fathers..
and nature
are simply
us in
Love
as us..
highest power
within.. outside..
above.. so
below..
all around
LOVENOWUS..
Sad.. so many folks
run from emotTioNs..
some never realiZinG
HeARt Runs US..
so simple
yet so
complicated
to lose this Truth in Life..
The REAL LIGHT OF LIFE
FEELINGS JUST FEELINGS..:)
Side note.. yes.. i am
sharing this on Facebook
too.. reference words
here.. and dance
steps too..
sharing this on Facebook
too.. reference words
here.. and dance
steps too..
Okay.. this is number 13
and just for the sake
of a Baker’s dozen..
starting with this
one.. i’m gonna
go two by two..
and see how
they fit together..
just for fun.. no
one will say that’s
against the rules..
as i make the words
and rules up as i step
the dance of life.. it comes
it goes.. and i for one.. stay now!..
but most of all i just shake it loose..
or as they say.. shake it off.. as it were now too..;)
and just for the sake
of a Baker’s dozen..
starting with this
one.. i’m gonna
go two by two..
and see how
they fit together..
just for fun.. no
one will say that’s
against the rules..
as i make the words
and rules up as i step
the dance of life.. it comes
it goes.. and i for one.. stay now!..
but most of all i just shake it loose..
or as they say.. shake it off.. as it were now too..;)
Side note ends again..;)
Smile of Love..
Universal message
of force across
the ages..
the light
of eyes
that shine
through her
never ages
a 100 years..
Love Lives on
and on in i’s
EyEs of Love..:)
Universal message
of force across
the ages..
the light
of eyes
that shine
through her
never ages
a 100 years..
Love Lives on
and on in i’s
EyEs of Love..:)
i suppose the happiest poetry
is likely described in the
most beautiful
gardens in
the world..
and the most
violent negative
and aggressive
poetry is described
in the most desolate
of all places.. environment..
no separation.. except for
Love that grows
a garden
in us..
always
hope where
there is Love
A Garden grows
real in eYes of HeARt..:)
is likely described in the
most beautiful
gardens in
the world..
and the most
violent negative
and aggressive
poetry is described
in the most desolate
of all places.. environment..
no separation.. except for
Love that grows
a garden
in us..
always
hope where
there is Love
A Garden grows
real in eYes of HeARt..:)
And the greatest
Love is the
Love that
still exists
here.. sad
that some of that
has changed.. as school
becomes data more
than
heArt..
in young
and old
in school..
work.. and
home now..
more sadly
old and young..:)
Love is the
Love that
still exists
here.. sad
that some of that
has changed.. as school
becomes data more
than
heArt..
in young
and old
in school..
work.. and
home now..
more sadly
old and young..:)
A Nurture of
Love.. a giving
one.. a Love
that need
not never
end.. as long
as there is now
need for Love..:)
Love.. a giving
one.. a Love
that need
not never
end.. as long
as there is now
need for Love..:)
For me at least.. life
has come and gone
so many nows
in my life..
i’m just
happy to
have it at
all.. perspective
i guess.. my anchor
is love in me now..
and there’s no way
to throw it over
board TG..
at lasts
finAlly
now
but yes..
i’ve
been here too..
where the emptiness
cannot be filled by
loss of
another too..:)
has come and gone
so many nows
in my life..
i’m just
happy to
have it at
all.. perspective
i guess.. my anchor
is love in me now..
and there’s no way
to throw it over
board TG..
at lasts
finAlly
now
but yes..
i’ve
been here too..
where the emptiness
cannot be filled by
loss of
another too..:)
*
Smiles.. story taling
in all the forms
that come
now.. and new
ones two and
more in blog
forming
ways..
many opportunities
now live again to
relive the stories
of past
futures
now..
Truly a record
that never ends
Love goes
on as long
as servers
Live..
souls
uploaded
to live again..:)
Smiles.. story taling
in all the forms
that come
now.. and new
ones two and
more in blog
forming
ways..
many opportunities
now live again to
relive the stories
of past
futures
now..
Truly a record
that never ends
Love goes
on as long
as servers
Live..
souls
uploaded
to live again..:)
Smiles.. when the heart stays or comes
again.. there is a core
of spirit
that never
grows old..
as i am
16 again
at 55..
and literally
stronger in physical
way than then too.. but
that does not come until
heArt in balance
comes again
as me now..
Humans
amazing
potentials..
rarely tapped..
it is the Jack
LaLannes of
life who truly
tale us who
we can be
if
we try..
oh yeah..
and there’s
Bruce Lee too..
both on the similar
level of Jesus to me as they
actually have the opportunity
to show us how to do more
now..
in more
than words..
as the flesh
hits the roads
of life
in the
real heaven
of now.. my friend..
and if Jesus lives
now.. i’m
sure Jack
LaLanne
and Bruce
Lee will
be two
of his
favorite
heroes too..
just a spark
of intuition
as kindred
soul of old
i suppose
heart and
spirit of soul me..:)
again.. there is a core
of spirit
that never
grows old..
as i am
16 again
at 55..
and literally
stronger in physical
way than then too.. but
that does not come until
heArt in balance
comes again
as me now..
Humans
amazing
potentials..
rarely tapped..
it is the Jack
LaLannes of
life who truly
tale us who
we can be
if
we try..
oh yeah..
and there’s
Bruce Lee too..
both on the similar
level of Jesus to me as they
actually have the opportunity
to show us how to do more
now..
in more
than words..
as the flesh
hits the roads
of life
in the
real heaven
of now.. my friend..
and if Jesus lives
now.. i’m
sure Jack
LaLanne
and Bruce
Lee will
be two
of his
favorite
heroes too..
just a spark
of intuition
as kindred
soul of old
i suppose
heart and
spirit of soul me..:)
Smiles.. i guess
the greaTest
gift of all
to parents
is children
who survive..
the hope
of
the ages..
dead or alive
in EyEs of parents..:)
the greaTest
gift of all
to parents
is children
who survive..
the hope
of
the ages..
dead or alive
in EyEs of parents..:)
Grief
the price
of Love..
and well
worth it..
in my
eYes of sure..:)
the price
of Love..
and well
worth it..
in my
eYes of sure..:)
A Parent who
lives in children’s
eyes never fully
dies in
Love
here now..:)
lives in children’s
eyes never fully
dies in
Love
here now..:)
Sadly.. nothing
will ever replace
love.. either
given or taken..
but nothing
can take
Love away
when
lived as is
as LOVE as now..
no other answers
i know of truly
but
Love as is NOW..:)
will ever replace
love.. either
given or taken..
but nothing
can take
Love away
when
lived as is
as LOVE as now..
no other answers
i know of truly
but
Love as is NOW..:)
Relationship of
pain and emotions
are strange bedfellows
for sure.. but i do
know that if
we can
bring that
Love as us..
all the pain..
both emotional
and physical
can go away..
and personally
that’s the miracle
i both know and
feel works
for me..
like
Magic Love.. now..
and stays as well..
as sure.. i’ve been
to this place too..
where i scream
at the ceiling for
any feeling
at all..
more horrifying
than the scariest
movie of all
as real..
in
now…
and i hope
for this place
for you as well..
as force of Now Love REAL..:)
pain and emotions
are strange bedfellows
for sure.. but i do
know that if
we can
bring that
Love as us..
all the pain..
both emotional
and physical
can go away..
and personally
that’s the miracle
i both know and
feel works
for me..
like
Magic Love.. now..
and stays as well..
as sure.. i’ve been
to this place too..
where i scream
at the ceiling for
any feeling
at all..
more horrifying
than the scariest
movie of all
as real..
in
now…
and i hope
for this place
for you as well..
as force of Now Love REAL..:)
And that’s all for now..
at 6:30 pm..
time for working
out and around
8 hours of nows
for poeTry
on this
Stormy
FLorida
Panhandle
day..
minus
a lunch
break..hehe..:)
at 6:30 pm..
time for working
out and around
8 hours of nows
for poeTry
on this
Stormy
FLorida
Panhandle
day..
minus
a lunch
break..hehe..:)
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Smiles Glenn.. thanks so much for stopping by..
i’m in it for the live.. so what comes will
come.. i will tolerate and accept
all of it..
as i’ve already
been to hell and
there is no way but up
at the bottom of that
real pit of life.. my friend..
and Katrina is actually
in 5 of the grand total
of 136 photos..
with only
two face
shots..
but the reason
she is absent at the
beach is she elected to
stay in the car.. to
my chagrin.. yes..
but yah.. she
is shy
and i am
bold.. and
opposites
attract and
we make it
work.. as hey..
never a boring moment
anymore for most folks
now.. sitting still with a
smart phone or dancing
with gulf sunset beach
breeze deep in sand with
allthaTis yes.. in eternal bliss..
for now.. i can’t show that
to her.. i wish she could
feel it.. but hey.. it takes
me 53 years to get
theRe so
i understand..
and yes.. there is
no dam way i could
have done or read a
tenth of this
if i am
still living
in the so-called
real world in slavery
of cultural sanctioned
work.. all i do is just
a reflection
of how
free i
truly am..
and it’s all good dark and light..
my friend.. in balance.. as is now..:)
i’m in it for the live.. so what comes will
come.. i will tolerate and accept
all of it..
as i’ve already
been to hell and
there is no way but up
at the bottom of that
real pit of life.. my friend..
and Katrina is actually
in 5 of the grand total
of 136 photos..
with only
two face
shots..
but the reason
she is absent at the
beach is she elected to
stay in the car.. to
my chagrin.. yes..
but yah.. she
is shy
and i am
bold.. and
opposites
attract and
we make it
work.. as hey..
never a boring moment
anymore for most folks
now.. sitting still with a
smart phone or dancing
with gulf sunset beach
breeze deep in sand with
allthaTis yes.. in eternal bliss..
for now.. i can’t show that
to her.. i wish she could
feel it.. but hey.. it takes
me 53 years to get
theRe so
i understand..
and yes.. there is
no dam way i could
have done or read a
tenth of this
if i am
still living
in the so-called
real world in slavery
of cultural sanctioned
work.. all i do is just
a reflection
of how
free i
truly am..
and it’s all good dark and light..
my friend.. in balance.. as is now..:)
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Smiles Hank and thanks
so much for
scrolling
by..
Hehe..;)
so much for
scrolling
by..
Hehe..;)
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What a refreshing workout after writing all day long..
But just a break.. as readying this next Blog post..
titled.. “Dark and Light Circles of Life”.. with
more fun dance photos to be added to
this some time in the wee hours
of Friday Morning.. after
celebrating my 85th
week of Rave
Dancing
with all the
Cool College Age
Folks on Thursday Night..
RE-CREATION.. it’s what
keeps the human from
burning.. out.. now the
lesson of Liberty..
Life Is Better
Everywhere
RE-CREATION
Takes Ya now..
Yes.. LIBERTY
DANCING COMING
FOR ME SOON AGAIN!..;)
But just a break.. as readying this next Blog post..
titled.. “Dark and Light Circles of Life”.. with
more fun dance photos to be added to
this some time in the wee hours
of Friday Morning.. after
celebrating my 85th
week of Rave
Dancing
with all the
Cool College Age
Folks on Thursday Night..
RE-CREATION.. it’s what
keeps the human from
burning.. out.. now the
lesson of Liberty..
Life Is Better
Everywhere
RE-CREATION
Takes Ya now..
Yes.. LIBERTY
DANCING COMING
FOR ME SOON AGAIN!..;)
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20
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1205
8
The elders
we want
will be
the elders
we are
if we do
remember.
we want
will be
the elders
we are
if we do
remember.
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