Winning Ferrari

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Well the truth is
one cannot read poetry literally
and expect to learn anything
OF
DEEPER
SUBSTANCE.
Heaven is a state of mind of NIRVANA
AND bliss that human being can share
if properly mastered through relative free will.
HELL is a state of mind of misery AND SUFFERING
that human being can share
if NOT PROPERLY mastered
through relative free will…
Dark stuff per the DEVIL of LIFE
happens in life and Light stuff happens in life
THAT some folks refer to GOD as being ONE..
which in this case means both…
Some folks cannot exclude dichotomy
out of their way of thinking
so they divide life into good and bad..
and other abstract constructs of human morality
LIKE METAPHORS OF GOD AND DEVIL…
TRULY THE ISSUE IS GAINING MASTERY
OVER ONE’S MIND WITH ONE’S MIND…
NOT AN EASY THING TO DO..
AND a substantial reason there is NOW
so much human suffering in the world…
THIS IS possible for FOLKS who see life
more than skin deep.. per literal ways of thinking…
Human being is powered by emotion and not fact…
Facts are simply the scribe of GOD
and that’s a metaphor not a literal statement…
But almost impossible for folks to understand
WHO cannot see deeper than skin deep…
But not totally impossible in my opinion..
as i add Hope.. Faith.. Belief.. and Will of Emotions
to the mix OF FULL HUMAN BEING LIFE
that ARE REAL NATURAL EMOTIVE POWERS
OF HUMAN BEING.. REQUIRING ABSOLUTELY
NO RELIGION OR NAME FOR A
THREE LETTER WORD CALLED GOD…
THE KEY IS WHATEVER WORKS
AND FOR SOME FOLKS RELIGION IS THE KEY…
THAT’S THE BOTTOM LINE AND ALL THAT MATTERS
NOW AND IN THE END PER WHATEVER
THE HELL OR HEAVEN WORKS
FOR EACH DIVERSE
THINKING and FEELING
HUMAN BEING…
AND YES OF COURSE THE STORY OF NOAH
IS MYTH AND NOT LITERAL FACT..
however myths have been used as vehicles to carry
truth in lessons of life as long as human being
has been relating ways of success in life.
A Story that is a powerful emotional laden myth lives on..
without the myth and powerful emotion it is boring and dies off…
That’s just marketing science 101..
and no reason the older generations
shouldn’t take advantage of what sales folks do today…
It takes a good story to sell a way of and TO life…
Same basic principle to sell a car…
IN fact GOD is like a used car per no guarantees..
no warranty and no manual to figure out
the special features..
but some folks try their best
to get the most out of their used car..
per whatever it takes…
I’ved studied IT EXTENSIVELY
IN REAL LIFE and my USED CAR
IS RUNNING LIKE A FERRARI…
YEAH MY GOD IS NAMED FERRARI FOR NOW…
THAT’S A MUCH COOLER NAME FOR GOD THAN GOD…
TOMORROW IT MIGHT BE MERCEDES…
THAT’S UP TO ME..  SO NAH..
i DON’T GIVE FOLKS TOO MUCH FLACK
FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN EITHER..
PER WHATEVER WORKS FOR THEM…
Why?
Because subconsciously
someone out there is hoping
someone will convince him or her of it…
God exists it just isn’t a literal thingy…
When one overcomes that substantial roadblock..
GOD is possible…
In other words we can create GOD
or Leave GOD out of life…
But if i can prove GOD allows me
to move metaphorical mountains..
yeah.. i would be a big dummy to suggest
that the concept of GOD in one’s life
does not work cause it does
and i have irrefutable evidence of it…
Yeah.. with the interdependent relationship of all that is
AKA GOD..
fully realized.. and utilized..
i can lift 810 LBS on a Nautilus PARALLEL Leg Press with my legs..
and yes IRREFUTABLE evidence of 12 reps available upon request…
TO TOP that off i am 54
and have the measured testosterone level of 277
like a 75-year-old man…
WITHOUT THE REALIZATION AND UTILIZATION
OF the Interdependent Relationship of ALL THAT IS
aka GOD
i can barely lift my arms over my head
after eating without passing out
and am almost a complete shut-in
like the Hunchback of Notre Dame
for five long years of literal human hell..
additionally with 19 total documented medical disorders
including type two trigeminal neuralgia that is considered in medical literature
as the worst pain known to mankind and yes it is like having teeth drilled without Novocain but in my case it was in my eye and ear…
So yeah.. i’m a big cheerleader for GOD as the realization and utilization of the Interdependent Relationship of ALL that IS took me out of the life of JOB…
Funny how history repeats itself and reality is stranger than fiction as IT DOESN’T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE..  TO PARAPHRASE MARK TWAIN.
SevenHUNDREDninetyFIVEwords
FEETNOTE:
TODAY i visited the same psychiatrist that helped
me to avoid death by prescribing a powerful Alpha blocker
some 80 months ago..
To allow me to sleep one hour each night for 35 days
and then progressing to no sleep
for the last
5 of 40..
As well as the Licensed Mental Health Social Worker
that did her damnedest for several years to help  me
regain my human emotions..
And now the truth is i am well and i am helping them..
TO HELP OTHERS AS REPORTED
BY BOTH PROFESSIONALS
IN UNDERSTANDING  how i healed myself
and am no longer the same person..
where the prognosis was
ABSOLUTELY NO CHANCE
FOR RECOVERY…
THOSE YEARS
AGO..
THE 40 DAYS OF
35 HOURS OF ASSISTED
SLEEP WERE TRULY LIKE
DANTE’S RINGS OF HELL..
EACH DAY RISING INTO
MORE EXCRUCIATING
PAIN
UNTIL
i
became
PAIN
ITSELF
AND
NOTHING ELSE..
BUT THE WORST PART WAS
A PERIOD OF PAPER THIN
EXISTENCE WHERE i
felt nothing..
no pain no feeling
COMPLETE
0
WHERE EVERY SECOND
IN PERCEPTION..
IS
A THOUSAND
YEARS
OF
HELL..
BEYOND WORDS..
BEYOND DEPRESSION..
BEYOND
TERROR..
BEYOND THE HOTTEST BURN
OF
SUN
THAT CAN EXIST..
BUT STILL THESE WORDS
CANNOT RELATE
THE
FULL
EXTENT
OF
HUMAN
HELL..
So yeah..
i
am
a
cheerleader
or
SUPER SOLDIER
for
a
winning
FERRARI..
TAKE A PICK…
MY DECADES LONG
FANSHIP
OF
FSU
PALES
TO
NOTHING IN COMPARISON
PER
WINNING
BRIDGES
TO
RIVER
OF
HUMAN BEING
ONETHOUSANDTHIRTYTHREE
WORDS
NOW
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