Rocky in Paradise

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Ahh..
the Quintessential Underdog ROCKY!..
gotta love it..
when the underdog rises up through adversity..
but the larger message is
LIGHT COMES FROM DARK..
when everything’s easy..
yah..
ya Know trouble’s coming..
soon…..
But more of that in a blog post later..
yes
NOW..
as
i
SKETCH THIS OUT FIRST..
on
my
Facebook
profile
PHOTOS
OF
FRED
WISDOM
AS
SUCH!
and for the time being..
i’m Rocky of Dance
not fight..
but truly there is no difference..
as fleet of body..
foot..
hand..
and mind..
without a thought is what is required..
to REALLY GET! THE JOB! DONE!
PURE FREEDOM..
UNDER WHAT ONE UNDERSTANDS
TO BE RIGHTEOUS SACRED LOVE..
IS THE MOST POWERFUL THING..
IN THE UNIVERSE..
if only people truly understand this..
THE WORLD WILL BE A MUCH MORE HARMONIOUS
AND
HELL YES!
EXCITING PLACE TO BE..
STILLED MEDITATION..
IS HIGHLY OVER RATED..
HUWOMAN’S ARE ‘DESIGNED’
FOR THE PASSION OF LIVING..!
NOT SITTING AROUND..
AND STILLING!
YES!
HELL YES!
IF one IS TOTALLY STRESSED OUT..
IT’S TIME FOR SOME STILLNESS FOR RECOVERY!
BUT WITHOUT DOUBT..
FEAR..
YES!
OVERALL STRESS!
AND ALL THINGS ASSOCIATED WITH HATE..
IT’S TIME FOR DANCE IN JOY OF LIVING NOW!..
NOT JUST SITTING AROUND ..
THINKING OF NOTHING..
AND DOING NOTHING TOO!
MOVE BABY MOVE!
THAT IS WHAT HUWOMANS ARE ‘DESIGNED’ TO DO!..IF A
LL YA GOT..
IS A SEAT
AND
A PLATE FULL OF INSTANT GRATIFICATION..
IT’S THE SUREST WAY
TO NEVER GAINING
SATISFACTION..
TRUE SATISFACTION..
THAT LASTS AND LASTS
AND LASTS
IN THE HEAVEN OF NOW..
SIMPLY BLISS..
AND PEACE IS ALL IT IS..
BUT YA CAN STILL BE MOVING!
LIKE A BUTTERFLY ON LAND!..
AND HAVE MORE BLISS
THAN EVA SITTING STILL!
Inspired by a video of watching Eckart Tolle..
talk about his philosophy of now..
that i do agree with..
but i cannot imagine
the man ever dancing..
and hopefully he does
and i don’t now about it..
but anyway..
in this terrestrial form..
we cannot escape our animal nature..
and the god given nature..
that is a wild one!
after all is said and done!
without the illusions of culture…
The reality remains..
move baby move..!
dance!
the dance of life!
in
LIFE!
And yes..
while the EGO
is only a creation
of the i of me..
and like with Eckart Tolle
it takes me to age 21
to figure this out for a few months..
and
then reestablish this reality
after
INTENSE SUFFERING
BOTH PHYSICAL AND MENTAL
FOR 7 YEARS TOTAL…
EGO IS IMPORTANT..
IT IS PERSONALITY..
IT IS WHAT MAKES US ATTRACTIVE
OR
UNATTRACTIVE
TO CONNECT TO OTHERS
WITH THE GREATEST NEED
OF SOCIAL ANIMALS..
YES! TO BE ACCEPTED..
AND NAH..
JUST TO BE TOLERATED
IS
NOT ENOUGH!
THE KEY
IS
TO GAIN
and be the i of I of me..
and create the I of EGO..
as art..
FREEDOM..
IN WHOEVER YA WANNA BE!
but to remember
YA CAN BE!
WHOEVA YA WANNA BE!
NO EXPECTATIONS NO LIMITATIONS..
IT’S ALL UP TO YA!..
YA!
i not I of me..
the I is just an actor..
please..
knowNOW!..:)
My truest prison..
of physical and mental distress..
for those SEVEN YEARS..
IS LOSING THE ABILITY TO CONNECT
TO OTHER HUWOMAN BEINGS..
AND AFTER ESCAPING THE PRISON OF ILLNESS
OF THE 19 MEDICALLY DOCUMENTED DISORDER VARIETY
INCLUDING SEVEREST DEPRESSION/ANHEDONIA/ANXIETY..
MY PSYCHIATRIST SAYS
HE’S NEVER COME ACROSS..
AND YES !
THE WORSE PAIN KNOWN TO MANKIND
TYPE TWO TRIGEMINAL NEURALGIA
FOR 5 LONG YEARS..
OF PAIN FROM WAKE TO SLEEP..
THAT NO PAIN DRUG CAN TOUCH!..
BUT! HOW TO RETURN TO! THE HUMWOMAN RACE!
FOR ALL PRACTICAL INTENTS AND PURPOSES
THE BOY..
MAN..
WHO USED TO BE APPRECIATED
FOR HIS SMILE AND POSITIVE ENERGY..
IS NOW ERASED!
EVERYONE WANTS TO SEE A TRAIN WRECK!
BUT NO ONE!
AND I DO MEAN NO ONE!
WANTS TO HANG AROUND IT!
Well..
the solution
while
perhaps..
novel..
is so dam simple..!
LEARN TO BE THE BEST DANCER EVER..
some
one
WILL LIKELY TAKE NOTICE!
SO!
ON MY TRIP TO THE BEACH..
AT THE END OF LAST AUGUST..
i veer off to Sports Academy
and buy a new pair of Nike SHOX SHOES..
and a super KOOL NIKE GPS SPORTS WATCH..
THAT WILL TRACK THE MILES
OF MY COMING YEAR LONG JOURNEY
IN DANCE WALKING EVERYWHERE
i go!
OH!
and then there’s writing poetry..
in a style that’s never been done before..
no one likes the cold research style of an abstract paper..
but ODD folks like me..
OH!
THEY DO LOVE
THE TRUE
FREE STYLE
POETS AMONG US!..
YES!
i’ll FIND MORE OF MY KIND
BY DOING THIS!
AND YES! I DID..
AND yes! i
had to go
ALL THE WAY
TO
VIRTUAL INTERNET REALITY
PAKISTAN
TO FIND THE FIRST
one
who YES!
CAN RELATE!..
AND NAH..
i have haven’t left her side..
And won’t!
as i am as odd
as
a
LUNA MOTH!..
AND SO IS SHE!
AND YAH..
I’M HANGING
AROUND
MUCH!
LONGER!
THAN A WEEK!
AND YES!
THERE IS THE STRIPPING..
UPPITY NUDE MALE ART!
DONE
SATIRE..
HMM..
RENAISSANCE
STYLE..
WITH
SPIRITUAL!
UNDERPINNINGS
TOO!
SURE!
TO LEAD ME AWAY!
FROM FOLKS WITH CLOSED MINDS!..
THEY’LL NEVER TAKE ME SERIOUS..
BUT THAT’S OKAY..
THEY WON’T ANYWAY…
WITH EVEN THE DANCE WALKING
AND WAY OUT ThERe!
FREE VERSE POETRY!
The truth is!
tHere ARE!
people out tHere
in the much larger world
wHere the strangest of us
can find connections..
but like the LUNA MOTH..
it is a struggle yes..!
Like Rocky 2..!
to
FIGHT! FIGHT!
FIGHT!
never EVER!
NEVER ever
GIVE up!
FOR THE SACRED LOVE!
WE DESERVE..!
AND MOREOVER..
BRING A SMILE TO THE HERD TOo!..
FOR THE TEARS OF A CLOWN…
THEY NEVER SEE..
or
saw..
THAT!
THANK GOD FOR ME!
YES!
THE i of ME!
no
LONGER!
EXIST!
IT IS ALL BLISS!
IN THE TRUE HEAVEN OF NOW!
THAT NO one!..
YES!
i DO MEAN NO one!
CAN EVER!
TAKE AWAY FROM!
THE i of I of ME!
IN THE TRUEST!
PRESENT OF THE DANCE OF!
NOWONe for ME!
i EXIST!
IN
THE I OF ME!
FOREVERMORE
!NOW!
it’s
as
SIMPLE!
as
THAT!
i
am
ME
not
I
!



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FEETNOTE:
i’m
a
student
of
history…
Every
negative reaction
from
people
GENERATED
from
what
i
do
in
my
FREEST STYLE
ART
IS
TOTALLY
PREDICTABLE
TO
ME
!
ThErE
BY
AMUSING..
BUT!
SO!
DAM
SAD!
HONESTLY!
WHILE
LIVING
IN
THE
PRESENT!
OF
NOW
IS
SO
DAM
IMPORTANT..
UNDERSTANDING
THE
HISTORY
OF
THE
PAST
IS
EQUALLY
AND
EVEN
MORE
IMPORTANT!
AS!
every
thing
i
do
here
has
ALL
BEEN
DONE
BEFORE!
THOUSANDS
AND
THOUSANDS!
OF
TIMES!
AND
EVERY
DAM
TIME
IT’S
DONE..
IT
IS
ONLY
THE
YOUTH
WHO
UNDERSTAND
THE
CORE
OF
THE
MESSAGE!
YOUTH
AGES
13
TO
24
FOLLOW
ME!
VIDEO
TAPE
ME!
AND
CHEER
ME!
ON
THROUGH
THE
WIDER
DANCE
AISLES
OF
SUPER WAL-MART
AND
THE
YOUNG
GUYS
HIGH
FIVE
ME
AND
HMM..
THE
18-24
YEAR
OLD
GIRLS
BUMP
AND
GRIND
ME
@
‘OLE
SEVILLE
QUARTER
WHEN
i
do
my
freest
WILD
HUWOMAN
ART
OF
DANCE
IN
STYLE!
SO!
WHO
IS
CRAZY..
ME
AND
THE
YOUTH..
OR
THE
FOLKS
WHO
LONG
SINCE
FORGET
HOW
TO
LIVE
FREE!
AS
*!HUWOMAN!*
*!1181wordBEING!word1181!*
*!1182*!ME@13NOW@54saMeofBeing!*1182*!
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AND
YES!
THE
FORM!
AFTER
WANDERING
THE
WILDERNESS
40 YEARS..
EVENTUALLY
MATCHES
THE
SPIRIT!
THAT
NEVER!
EVER
NEVER
EVER!
GIVES
UP!
LINKED
HERE!
FOR
THE
 OPEN
MINDED
!FREEST!
!HUWOMAN
!BEINGS!
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