Facebook Friend Rafiah and Poet Blogger from Pakistan shares kind words about my Mother…
I never imagined myself such a beautiful death as having my beloveds around me with so much love and respect for me as you have for your mum. I feel for you. Your mum and me share same birth date as well..:) Live to the fullest with your mum and i hope she’s better now.
And i return with words that say..
Hi Rafiah.. thanks so much for providing these kind words about my Mother and having a beautiful death with beloveds around one as a time and place for all that is love as long as love dances and sings on.. My Grandmother’s Birthday was very close to your birthday on September 13th.. as if i remember correctly your birthday is on September 14th.. please correct me.. if i am wrong.. My Mother’s Birthday is December 10th and she did pass away at 8:10 pm on 2.22.2017.. yes.. on Wednesday Night… It is hard my friend but the greaTest gift she gives me that lives on is the love that lives as me.. the most beautiful gift of Mother.. my friend.. as the Grace of Love that flows as river into an Ocean with boundless shores.. where an insignificant grain of sand as pARt of WhoLe can be friends with a nice young woman like you on the opposite side of the globe.. Love grows my friEnd when free.. Love grows my friEnd when born by a Mother and watered and fed as Garden of Love to sow over a lifetime and be continuously a Reap iN A Kingdom of Heaven on this eARTh NoW.. my FriEnd.. whaT a gift by A Mother that is.. nOw.. so holy and sacred and full of meaning and purpose worthy of thanks and praise.. and i for one believe you will make a wonderful Mother and Wife one day soon.. and sure.. a great Scientist too.. Color it all with Love and tHeRe is no otHeR pLace but the Heaven of Love..:)
I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart. Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family. Purple Heart Emoticon.
And i respond..
Hello.. my friEnd.. Xenia Tran.. wonderful poet and canine lover and respite place for the Greyhounds in how you say ‘Galagos’ as their name from where you are from.. now.. what a great source of online hugs you have been/are to wade all through my words and photos of how Julie Andrews says in the Sound of Music are pARt of God whOle.. as jusT a ‘few’ of my favorite things.. There was a time of life threatening synergy of illnesses for me totaling 19.. for 66 months.. invisible to the human eye and my Great Aunt Jettie at age 94 said.. Fred.. we need to get to the root of all your problems and the truth is.. chronic flight and fight stress of the modern age automated work world of combining people and machine responsibilities as far as data download and output opposed to love killed my heARt.. then my SpiRit.. then my ever LoVinG soUL as gifted so much as Love by my Mother who grew that Garden of Love in me.. For 33 months.. i could not use my eyes and ears and looked within.. the ability to write words came next for 33 more months.. and literally in the span of 6 million words the search went on for me to find the essence of love in words as empty shells that housed as vehicles and vessels what once lived in me.. and last year about this time when i went back to the River i was raised at.. when i felt such a close connection to God of Nature before i could speak at age 4.. then at 3.. with Autism.. like i had been heAr forever with God with no break.. at about age 5.. when i started going to Kindergarten and my rationality stArTed to beat my heART in ways of straight A’s through three college degrees and a quarter of a Century working for the Federal Government.. the price of what culture said i must do then to survive and supposedly thrive was the free of Love that i was gifted with at age 5.. when i went back to that River.. what i found my friend was/is.. i was/AM Five years old again.. NoW/theN Going Back home.. i finally arrived one with God in and as Love again FReED.. thaT pARt of Heaven at hand that Jesus could relate to as the Kingdom of God within.. in the same eYes of a child that perhaps he found in a desert away from the cultural clothes that take away love from eYes that move.. connect and co-create with God.. as all that is.. as we humans come togethER and make multi-uNiverses in God Connections more now.. as the hiGhest HUman potEntial of Love.. of yes.. the five year old kind with no fear of or to Love my friEnd.. and yes.. an excellent song as i remember from Elton John to illustrate this point further with a man who expanded his heARt as an outcast at a very young age.. the heARt lives oN my FriEnd that never gives up in fearless way.. even if tHeRe seems to be in feel and sense nothing at all left in that other place of the abyss of the anti-kingdom of fear and emptiness of numb and pain with doubt/fear potentially leading to hate.. in other words.. hell on earth… and that’s one thing.. no matter what.. i couldn’t hate.. the greatest gift from a Mother sTiLL.. Thanks for the kind prayers.. hopes and wishes my friEnd.. look forward to commenting on your liGht fELt and sensed poetry soon as words go on as more than empty sHells of the past root giFt Love.. My FriEnd..NoW..:)
The greatest gift from your mother is such a blessing and will live on through you and all who can see and hear this wonderful gift. Take care my friend, many blessings to you and Katrina.
And i respond.. Thanks so much.. again.. my very nice friEnd.. BlesSings and Love to yoUr family and family of dogs alWays..:)
Xenia says again..
Thank you my friend Smile Emoticon Heart Emoticon Paw Prints Emoticon
And finally.. i say..
Paw prints Of friEnd ships Back to you.. too..:)
So.. nice to see you online.. friEnd Soheir.. taking a little break from your Graduate Studies in English.. “Just Smile!!”.. what a wonderful title for a blog post that relates even more concisely what you quote here from Islam as “Do not belittle any good deed, even meeting your brother with a cheerful face”.. and surely verily i say that applies to sisters too as well.. one would hope my friend and surely put that into action with all free love.. and haha.. back in a Quarter of a Century in Customer Service.. early on they told the not so happy employees that you get paid to smile.. so bare your teeth whether you feel it or not.. and sometimes one is lucky and just baring the teeth brings an essence of connecting love with others as Joy.. and for other folks sadly by either innate reason or environmental reason of lost.. the human connecting warm and fuzzy feelings are not experienced in what science illustrates as the all natural social bonding neurohormone oxytocin that even domesticated cats share with otherwise rival cats for reproductive rights.. with sure.. an operation in the mix to alter other hormones too.. we humans smile best when the shell of smile is full of Loving Feelings with Joy.. and an empty smile is surely better than a frown and even worth thanks and praise as it is a symbol of love and Joy.. too.. but the best smiles shine deep within with no whine.. and are shared with feeling and sensing ways all Natural as human is innately good in this way when raised with love over empty shells of baring teeth.. Anyway.. i for one could not either feel a smile or remember what a smile felt like for 66 months.. a horrible place in hell my friEnd.. i feel them inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around now.. as the greATest of HoLy and SaCred HUman Gifts full of meaning and purpose when a smile acts and feels alive and surEly my friEnd.. why i end most all my online Fredtalks with sMiLes oF Love.. Once again.. nice to see you again.. can’t see your face but i’ve fELt youR sMiLes beFoRe all the way from Egypt.. my.. what Love can do when isREaL.. sMiles unconditional as LoVE.. i spend my time counting as blessings all my favorite things in life as pARt of my blog art in poetry and visual images.. for what i seek and find in life my friend.. the more we make all of life holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose.. even the dARk paRts that we mUST endure.. the more Heaven comes now and the signs of God as synchronicity as the secular world describes those signs as God’s communication to us.. i for one can prove it’s real by every count of every blesSing of all my favorites things.. namELy God aLL.. and sure.. theRe’s a Song for that too.. When i was a little boy full of joy and Smiles.. then.. the so-called patriarchal bully boy Christians told me i was ‘queer’ for smiling so much.. if i shared a song like this then.. they would have threatened to beat me up.. as your Islam story relates heAR not to shame acts of kindness to others no matter how small.. even.. juST a sMiLe as that song by Julie Andrews IS A way too.. and an act of kindness that growS oN as Love on YouTuBe too.. not sure if you can open it up wHere you live.. i don’t think YouTube is censored in Egypt.. like it is in Pakistan as you have shared so many videos heaR.. but how sad it is.. when Love is censored in any way my friEnd.. how sad it is when God is not Love.. Anyway.. heHe.. now that i leg press 1020 LBS.. 33 reps and more at the University of Gym at the Military Station after i regained my smiles for a couple of Decades at the University of Humanity also known as a Military Bowling Center then before i went to the hiGher up pay grades of becoming an automated human work machine.. let’s just say the Bully Christian Boys look away.. it’s true around these parts my friEnd.. sometimes you literAlly have to become Superman just for the privilege of expressing Love in all the ways that comes.. it’s worth it… verily i say.. Love is.. SMiLes.. the greaTest Strength is Love.. otherwise i would only leg/word press 500 Lbs..;) sure.. wiNks aS in humor are as powerful as sMiles too.. to generate Love and all the stuff that comes from Love.. i guess.. i missed you.. per all these words.. Love you… and by the way.. i really respect all your efforts to get ahead to provide for your children as a widowed mother.. my mother who raised my sister and i as a single mother after father left at age 3.. as i’ve told that story heaR before.. cashed in her retirement fund to go to Junior College to get her degree when we were in about middle school.. night school it was for her.. while working full time too.. and then we all went to college at the same year graduating in ’83 from the University of West Florida.. while she quit work altogether and lost her cushy Federal Service potential for Government retirement.. to take care of her Mother too in her failing illness.. my Mother passed away on Wednesday night.. and it always makes me a little righteously indignant when the Bully Boy Christians who are now Deacons and Radio show hosts and Pastors say single Mothers are not fit to raise children successfully.. well.. they may not raise children who make a lot of money.. but what love can do is raise love.. so best of that to you my friEnd.. and your children of course.. too.. wiTh sMiLes that live on too and with wInks more of Joy.. more then now..:)
Soheir.. responds back with kind words.. and i say..
Thanks my friEnd for all your kind comments.. and glad to hear that Love for Brother is same as Love for Sister and all of humanity in smiles more than bare of teeth.. no different than God as him as that relates to human gender.. and human in form alone in general.. witH aS God allone..:)
Long After living in Hell for 66 Months.. Thursday.. a sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter came up to me with joy of support in exclaiming she’s never seen a more fearless person then me as i can do public dance anywhere.. heHe.. even naked too.. within legally allowed parameters of course.. the dARk can take you to new hiGher places in liGht or the dARk can sink you to lower places than ever before.. my Mother’s fall to illness of cancer suddenly revealed by Doctors on Valentine’s Day and her death 8 days later has surely been a creative dARk fuel for both words of Love and Dance to get all the other emotions out so they do not end up as somatic issues as emotions will go somewhere.. either creativity or illness depending on how one processes the dARk and liGht of EmoTioNs and how that mixes with the entire seNsory experience of life and how blessed i am to find a language with signs of guide posts to navigate my way around an inner UnivERse so intense with emotions and senses too.. as hey.. i have a really big head and there IS A whole lot going on up tHeRe to sort through and get all focused for an opera and symphony of life that plays in balance with conductor me mastering that balance with all the tools of life i seek and find and share freely for anyone who can wade through a mind as deep as mine or perhaps what might be viewed as Rabbit wHoles never ending full of mines.. to explode in ways that one hasn’t viewed life before.. that’s what explorers and nomads.. same do.. with dopamine variant genes and warrior genes and such as that iN how they move out of the cave both within and outside.. above.. so below and all around now and report back to the rest of the herd wHeRe the Maverick goes next.. the joy of free verse dance with no fears comes back to play in the rest of my life too.. as surely what moves first as dance sounds next as song as liGht continues to Dance and SinG from dARk.. as i Love to say.. Life doesn’t have to be that complicated if one can find a way to juSt Dance and Sing it moving.. connecting and co-creating with the rest of all that is aka God.. could be as concise as that or arise to what is now 1,176,885 words as of the last 78th MacroVerse since Memorial Day of 2016.. named ‘Dogwood Winter Blooms’.. as paRt of an entire ‘Nether Land Bible 2017′.. as this yet to be named 79th MacroVerse arises now heAR in words as also what is now the 750th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle poem sTiLL DanCinG and SinGinG 3.3 Million words plus now at the end of this month of February since the end of August 2013 on Word Press at the 42 month point now with 6900 Miles of Free verse Metro public dance now to go along with that in the same 42 month period of time.. with a 48th Month Blogging effort coming on March the 10th surely approaching or exceeding 4 Million words out of 12 Million online words since Thanks Giving of 2010 per the record still now of what still exists of that in all the places i have traveled online now in 75 months of doing just that where 66 months were spent inside as shut-in Hunch Back of Notre Dame since January of 2008 through July of 2013.. first 33 months with no words or visual images produced at all.. just shut in my mind without effective use of eyes and ears with the worst pain known to humankind of type two trigeminal neuralgia from wake to sleep for those 66 months full like a dentist drill without novocaine in my right eye and ear.. additionally.. accompanying a total of 19 medical disorders.. most of them invisible to the human eye as disabilities within.. of pain and numb.. and when the sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter asked me.. how in the world you do it and why do you do it without fail for what will be my 150th week of doing it this next Thursday coming up.. i said.. well.. i’m fearless ’cause i’ve been to hell.. yes.. i’ve really been to hell and not unlike Forrest Gump and his running across the United States back and forth i just felt like doing it.. so i dance.. so i dance some more.. now and nah.. i didn’t provide all of these other details as i didn’t want her head to explode then as it is already loud enough in that dance hall where even i have to wear ear plugs to muffle some of the boom boom and more boom boom that fuels the dance of me too.. Bottom lines.. again.. life is great when one moves it connects it and co-creates it with God oF Nature all in unison of a Dance and Song allone.. works for me.. at least.. And oh yeah.. Trivia bit here.. There is 783,137 words as counted in the so-called King James Bible printed in English in 1611.. so yes.. what i have birthed now in close to 9 months is more than one and a half times more words than that for my personal bible heaR as written by one person me.. 80 authors wrote the King James Version that came from hundreds of years before that of copying scribes and oral tradition on dusty roads of round table discussions in Aramaic long after the so-called Jesus was gone and so many years of scribe copying of what came before that in old Testament ways too.. anyway.. humans have come along way.. and i for one prove what one human can do with the so-called #John1412 way of humans always doing more than before with 100% faith of belief hope and love with will and strength and grace and love and yes.. beauty and wisdom too.. and yes too.. all the transhumanist tools at our finger tips noW as no one truly does anything alone in life.. all is interdependent as we lift each other up or drive each other down.. DArk or liGht of Karma comes down to WiLL and Grace and Strength oF Fearless Unconditional Love..uP..:)
And now.. off to share some MacroVerses and Visual Images as provided by the all free Facebook Algorithm tools at hand.. wHeRe Memories come like little birds of wisdom and beauty in trutH and LIGht more each day..;)
‘Moonlight Feels Right’.. from three years ago as i explore the sacred and holy paRts wHOle of the Human experience with God of Nature all as an art of my own personal bible expanding more then now too.. in divine feminine grace and will of strength in fearless loving ways in masculine divine too.. but hey.. a foundation of divine feminine grace leads to the greaTEst Bruce Lee type strength of Chi for those with ears and eyes to find.. seek.. and continuously feel and sense and empower a Chi Force oF liFE all Free and ageless timeless with no distance space or time of cLock hands to cover the reaLiTy more of noW iN MiNd and BoDy fuller awareness soUL wiTh heARt dancing singing Chi Force more now forevermore now as holy creative streAMinG SpiRiT of much greater hUman PotEnTiAL now.. but sure.. to get really brave/fearless.. yA kinda have to rid yourself of the clothes of culture first.. either through 66 months of hell like me first.. or perhaps by just getting naked and dancing free with God spiraling in Grains of Sand around the Sun as Sentient Star DuST plus born of Crucible Fire of stAr BurST BiRth as we arise WiTh GreaTEr God EYes now sTiLL with no gRain of sand wHOle inside.. outside.. above so below and all round greater or less that all paRts that maKe God all ThAT is WhOle Ocean full with shores ever expanding now by waVes and riVers fed by streAMs of HuMan eYes more now forevermorenow.. hehe.. or something now like that as i will never portend to have the last or first word of any of this.. haha.. people who think they can chain God in restrictions of words and books.. make me giggle and google just a little bit more.. sure.. in my underwear too.. with my little pInKie finger.. sticking uP2.. and sure.. heHe.. even more noW as that art continues to evolve soft and hard cover more and essence too.. wiTh more on thaT2..;)
And now.. “Talking.. Shh.. wITh God”.. from two years ago.. on the Wrong Planet website.. where i fulfilled a role there somewhat like Socrates.. Yoda.. Buddha.. even being compared to some of those folks too.. as hey.. bRinGinG folks to a greater mindful and bodily awareness of life in existential/emotional/eTc/ physical ways of much greater human potential beyond what standard IQ measures has always been a challenge historically for the sages of the ages to take folks jusT a little out of the cave of what folks have been been exposed to before.. in other words.. away from ignorance which is not the fault of anyone really and the responsibility of the God of Nature within one to bRinG greATeR liGht and trUth to otHeRs wiTh all tools at hand completely used as one can and will.. and interestingly.. more so-called right brain interpretive art thinking and feeling and sensing folks could get wHeRe i was coming from but the more left brain thinking folks who held little of life as holy and sacred or full of much meaning and purpose at all as nihilists as older philosophies and philosopher say too.. were lost from my loop and the ones who made the moderator rules.. as still happens now for the priests and pastors and the politicians same who can know the form in empirical structural way of words and other symbols but the essence of right brain interpretive feeling/sensing in innate.. instinctual and intuitive way misses tHeiR use or lose potential intelligences of liFe and liGht to dArk to living death as dARk.. sAdly enough.. the way i spoke as essence was gibberish to them.. and nah.. this is the online modern world.. no Socrates Hemlock or Jesus Crucifixions or hanging folks out in the street for making 42 month witnesses in Bibles one and a half times bigger in lone efforts birthing them in just 9 months too.. i have been banned and deleted out from the reasons land of nerds to the art land of poets time and time again.. but the energizer bunny holy spirit oF aLL of God of Nature keeps ticking as a river as an atomic clock freed in me with no time.. distance.. or space beyond the streAMs of River Flow to wAves of Ocean SonG oF My SouL more.. and this was a particularly interesting MacroVerse heAR and one of my favorite paRts of it were words SunG by a friend named Grommit.. and it is my privilege to add his words heAR in my “Netherland Bible 2017”.. heRE as this is one of the very few people on the Wrong Planet or really anywHeRe who had eYes and ears to see and hear what my spiRit says now in Holy and Sacred way full of meaning and purpose with God of Nature all now..:)
“Nature = knowledge = Wisdom = True aka God.
Words on their own are emptier vessels but so many of these words that aghogday writes are true resonance with aka god nature and a higher wisdom which is only achieved through what can only be described sometimes as the pits of hell.
We live in hell everyday if we choose to be, some choose to make it hellish for others and both of them is sad.
Admittedly you have a right to live in hell, but most people are asking for redemption, to see the light, who wants to spend an eternal life in hell?
Remember hell and god are metaphors for what is bad and good
Hell being: pain, torture, suffering, greed.
And god meaning, peace, unconditional love, a resonance with the universe, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, hope.
Of course hell isn’t necessarily a bad place and sometimes can not be avoided. But hell can teach you things that you never expected.
I think that if someone was to commit suicide, mass genocide then I would say they were all ready a tortured soul, and what that does is when people take these actions it causes more tortured souls and the cycle can be never ending.
But It takes souls to break cycles, and we still have free will at this point.
When you have lived in a live or die situation, I choose life, and people like aghogday now officially known as Aka Yoda only enforce that belief for me.
The purpose is people can lift each other out of the pits of hell through Aka = knowledge = wisdom and understanding and accept that we truly are all one and united as human.
If thousands of people disagreed with hitler then hitler would not have had an army.
The free will of hitler and many others could be a Definition of hell.
Learning from the past and identifying mistakes made through human evolution, and not making the same mistakes again is god.
People that inflict pain to others intentionally is hell.
Sharing hope is god.
The narrator on here, is extremely knowledgeable about religion yet = has got a fascinating and brilliant view point towards everything, and I can tell that narrator has uncovered much wisdom which could be described as god.
And I am not actually talking about god as in the man. I’m afraid you have been blinded by the definition of GOD, because god can be achieved in other ways,
Definition: Kraftiecortie masters the art of language and he has a multiplex of words, in my world this is poetry. A passageway to communication.
Some people are maths gods Some people are science gods Some people are art gods Some people are healing gods Some people are nutritional gods Some people are poetry gods Some people are technological advancement gods Some people are toilet gods Some people are funny gods Some people are entertainment gods Some people are rock gods Some people are people gods Some people are animal gods
I would expect to find these three people I mentioned here sitting in a space cafe in the far reach of the solar system, sharing the wisdom and listening to 5th dimension..:)
Anything that could potentially be human suffering could be described as hell
For now I try to live on the good side of the force and to not be tempted by the dark side.
The yin and yang is a perfect representation of natures forces at work.”
MacroVerse from 3 years ago.. appropriately named “ZEN ART of selfie”.. and in my continuing practice of fearless then that has led to all of my human potential now along with wisdom and beauty in trutH and liGht.. not much different than the Snow Princess in the Movie “froZen”.. i let it all go to explore all of my being human treading on the clothes of culture with no fear of shame or regret.. sure.. i kinda hazed myself too.. as ya can’t make fun of a person and make any impact on them when they don’t think themselves serious at all in cultural expectations and limitations that make fear of shame a reality like the Emperor has no clothes.. i fully know and understand and feel and sense i have no cultural clothes and that more than anything is what makes me free per Verse 37 of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas per Jesus2.. if yA wanna now use the power of so-called historical authority too.. thing is.. God lives in us NoW greater naked and free without the clothes we are culturally born with in flesh and blood all innate.. instinctual and intuitive too.. through a couple of hundred thousand years sTiLL through the struggles of being human through our rodent ancestors we share with rats about 75 million years ago too.. and then there is the science reLated 14.5 million years that aRose toward those achievements of struggles and success in sentient star dust liFE plUs US from Crucible of Star BurST death resurrection of duSt that comes as uS noW on this Miracle of blue and green beauty orb of eARTh still turning as the globe goes as life wHeRe we don’t fly off the edge of the eARTh at a thouSand miles or so an hour.. as science sHows we would if the earth stops spinning now.. yeah.. we have lots to be thankful for.. beyond Trump worries and other BS sTuFF like That.. i play naked.. it’s what God does free ya kNow or not Do.. as a Yoda miGht Do/Say too..;)
“To CENsor Human being”.. Macro Verse memory from two years ago about the date now of 2013.. when all the online Autism Communities started deleting and moderating me out in banning ways as i refused to agree with their common social bonding ways of dark in believing conspiracy theories that the Autism Speaks organization was a Eugenics organization and people were googling murdering autistic children as i shared a couple of those related memories from 4 years ago on my Facebook page too.. along with a memory of a conspiracy thinking pastor of our local area and his alignments with conspiracy Obama birthers.. naming homosexuals demon inspired and stuff like that.. didn’t have any problem defending the facts when i put my science hat on.. and sure.. it was like banging my head up against a wall.. as you cannot convince folks who bind for dark purposes as religion by very term meaning social binding over common meaning and purpose where even sTiLL female genital mutilation and ripping foreskin off of tiny babies can come to be seen as holy and sacred too.. in blood lust way of doing what we say or you are kicked out of the social group for survive and thrive and in instinctual feeling and sensing way for those who foraged together or did agriculture in small farming way.. it could be a truly life or death situation if a Maverick strayed from the group think of religion and politics and corporate this is my favorite quarterback and religious team too.. people are alike all over as one Twilight Zone show related so well through Rod Serling’s eyes in the 60’s too.. some folks open minded.. fearless.. seeing all of life as abundance.. happy with what they have and other folks closed minded.. scared.. seeing all of life as scarcity.. never happy with what they have as enough.. always wanting more and afraid to give and share more and move out of the cave to greener pastures of pure happiness in LIGht and Joy too.. it’s true people are same and different same.. same rule Jews and same Jesus Hippies then and now same.. i can’t fight the city hall of rules and all the insanity that goes along with that.. but what i sure as FucK can and will do is stay unplugged NoW and give Caesar all of his or her.. eTc.. coins due.. and sure.. at one point Google was considering limiting that private community of adult restricted blogs and of course i had no choice but go with the change of Caesar coins then.. but enough people fought for their full head to toe freedom of expression where Google changed their minds and i changed the title of my freest blog all stripped down as such.. and went on fearlessly with my free verse art to express all of what i am as a child of God fearless as any child of God naked of the clothes of culture can and will do to King David celebrate this Gift so much more than before of life.. Bottom lines2.. free and uncensored me in what the law allows in local.. state and federal way as hey.. they still provide the avenues and highways to be freer as human than ever before with even a phone now that reaches around the world carrying the art of human more than ever before.. i like all the free avenues of art provided now… and hell no.. my soul will never be for sale.. as far as i for one kNow now..:)
And now to celebrate the animal nature even more as if you view my all PG rated underwear art. one might come to the conclusion i am a little bit soft… heHE.. don’t confuse my sweetness with weakness.. we are wild animals2.. and if this picture from then.. 3 years ago.. of me now doesn’t prove that in a way that would scare Jack Nicholson in a Dark alley other way.. trust me.. you wouldn’t wanna see me angry.. as i am only playing heAR.. wild wolves love more than domesticated wolves as they work together for the survive and thrive for life in foraging ways.. humans are no different.. someone like me in the olden days could come in handy for the love of life and as well as the hunt of life too.. but nah.. i’ll let the grocery store take care of that.. but sure.. my Father didn’t serve in Law Enforcement for 46 years after a few years in the Army without sharing a little genetic potential for the warrior and nomad gene with me2..;)
And yes.. 2 years ago.. heAR.. Yellow Boy approaching a window squirrel for breakfast.. in the old days before.. when Yellow Boy was all feral in the backwoods for about two years way before then.. Yellow Boy was a lightening streak with a squirrel almost his size then as a young cat flying across the yard.. with the greatest of cat ease.. feral cats are not unlike Jungle wild cats.. just a little smaller is all.. and it’s true.. if a hunter like Yellow Boy can love like he does now.. all Mama Cat milk and Cat biscuits now with Katrina.. there must be hope for humans too.. if they find a path to love and somewhat predictable subsistence too.. scarcity breeds fear and abundance breeds hope.. Hate comes more from one and Love more from the otHeR.. Give and Share for Love or Take and hoard for hate.. it’s still a cat choice really wild and free with love or imprisoned and domesticated with hate.. and for now that’s all i have to dance and sing.. naked of cultural clothes and lies.. all play with God of Nature FReED.. Devil or Angel.. Angel IS A way for me… At this point..now i feel like a little American Indian Meditation Music to go along with this.. Sioux and Cherokee in me gifted through my Mother and her ancestors too.. Sioux on her Father’s side and Cherokee on her Mother’s side.. surELy.. the wildest and freest pARt of me along with the Irish eyes.. two generations removed with the Cajun of France and Spain and the Old English and Black Forest of Germany and that rodent ancestor from 75 million years ago2.. and the origin of all that is and beYond 14.5 million years ago aLL.. is worth an Indian song as continuous Indigenous soUL of God oF NaturE noW2.. JuST.. cAll me “Master Chief Aghogday”..1.. yes i exist2 as He2.. you can Google me/he2.. if you don’t believe it HE HE3..;)
Love Lives fulfilLed deaTh.. Hate lives Dead life
Hello.. gigoid.. nice to see you heAR.. aGain.. And i guess i’ll start heRE.. wiTh three to catch up.. through a count of 6 with a SonG too.. and what better place than play to staRt..
“Man is most nearly himself when he achieves the seriousness of a child at play.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
ReAlly.. can’t add any more to tHis HeraCliTuS butt continUinG to play..;)
“Beware of that person who is slow to anger. For when it is long in coming, it stays longer and is warmer and dies not so easily. Abused patience is a very strong fuel for a fire not easily put out by any known means.”
~~ Wise Bee ~~
Even worse IS A Anger that festers into long term hate.. usuAlly.. what happens iF Anger is not Emotionally and Sensory regulated and integrated through moving.. connecting.. and co-creating more.. out.. oF AnGer.. to AnGel as mEtapHoRuS oF cOuRse..;)
“One kind word can warm three winter months.”
~~ Japanese proverb ~~
Yes.. Yes.. Yes… and more yes.. as the Great Band.. the Police.. clearly SinG too.. tHere’s got to be an Invisible Sun inside generating warmth of kindness as oxytocin surely can and will do when neurohormonally and neurochemically living free inside.. and exPaNding to OthErS even more as HuMan SunliGht groWs aS uNConDiTional Love.. tHeReForE.. i now have a thEme SonG for this meMe too.. heHe.. in Sting and Police ways2..;)
“If you would know a man, observe how your cat treats him.”
~~ Leelu Bee ~~
It’s reAlly.. kinda sad.. all of my Father’s cats paid almost no attention to human beings… but he cried when they died.. guesS he couldn’t reAlly show ’em when he lived…
“Many a man’s tongue broke his nose.”
~~ Seamus MacManus ~~
Hmm.. i can almost touch it.. but not quiet..;)
“I want to live my life so that my nights are not full of regrets.”
~~ D. H. Lawrence ~~
Haha.. too busy dancing at night to regret anything aT all.. funny how ‘they’ talk about the pitfalls of an ‘idol’.. mind.. butt rarely the pitfalls of idle feet.. problem with words.. tHey are locked uP ‘tween ears..;)
“If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.”
~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~
One thing.. i FeeL/SenSe for sure.. ‘it’ doesn’t live on sidewalks.. alone..;)
“Some people march to the beat of a different drummer. And some people tango!”
~~ Anonymous Bee ~~
Hehe.. or SinG free verse DancE with no labELs or FoRmS aT aLL..;)
“If you lose the power to laugh, you lose the power to think.”
~~ Clarence Darrow ~~
True.. as science sHows.. emotions.. most definitely including laughs are the origin.. glue.. of all rationality and the source oF aLL memories too.. as is.. per cognitive executive functioning in science talk too..;)
Now to two too2.. as six was just in the intro of thE theMe Meme SonG2..;)
Haha.. rational mammals.. nah.. not a one.. all driven by emotions at core as even science shows now.. the best emotions and senses make uP reaLitY iN a sea of words and otHeR symbols that house the vehicles and vessels of essence real.. thaT iS FeeLinG and SenSinG liFe as science sTiLL sHows1.. so.. reAlly.. at the end of the day StiLL now it is those who are fulfilled with love.. happiness and joy who win the game of reaLiTy.. my FriEnd..NoW..2.. mY Mother tried to teach me that lesSon by example as she reTired her wheels and i continued to roll my ass around the rat wheel of race that only leads to empty symbols of now..then.. without much substance of LIfE.. in other words.. whatever takes uS away From Peace of Mind and Joy and Love is about as evil aS it gets.. away from thaT real essence of FeeLinG SenSinG LiFe..NoW.. otHeR than harming otHeRS.. of course..:)
“It is hard enough to remember my opinions, without also remembering my reasons for them.”
— Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900)
As always.. emotions and senses drive iT all.. develop.. regulate.. integrate them in balance.. rich or not..;)
“That’s the effect of living backwards: it always makes one a little giddy at first, but there’s one great advantage in it, that one’s memory works both ways.”
— Lewis Carroll, “Through the Looking-Glass”
And don’t forget to walk in reverse and spiral like the Golden PHI 1.618 all natural pattern of Nature in move.. connect and create too.. again.. the problem of philosophy never getting down below the ears to more TruTh aT hand.. and Verily suREly Feet too.. and toes and fingers too..;)
“I count religion but a childish toy … there is no sin but ignorance.”
— Christopher Marlowe
Once aGaiN.. siN oF Feet and hands and otHeR idle body paRTs sitting aBove beloW as TrUtH and liGht.. mOre..;)
“Did YOU find a DIGITAL WATCH in YOUR box of VELVEETA?”
— Zippy the Pinhead
?VELVEETA of box YOUR in WATCH DIGITAL a find YOU did
“Human beings are perhaps never more frightening than when they are convinced beyond doubt that they are right.”
— Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)
Particularly iF it’s aLternative fActs..;)
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”
As lonG aS onE stays unplugged and throws away the clothes..;)
(Emerald Forest 1985 and newer Avatars)
“Thus it is said that one who knows the enemy and knows himself will not be endangered in a hundred engagements.”
— Sun Tzu
Hehe it’s how i Handle And Trump LiFE..;)
“One should seek virtue for its own sake and not from hope or fear, or any external motive. It is in virtue that happiness consists, for virtue is the state of mind which tends to make the whole of life harmonious.”
If only that were possible aS even science sHows it’s not for so-called healthy humans at lEast.. Square root one Problems of heART..:)
“The moral test of government is how it treats those who are in the dawn of life — the children; those who are in the twilight of life — the aged; and those who are in the shadows of life — the sick, the needy and the handicapped.”
— Hubert Humphrey
Abundance breeds Love.. Scarcity breeds hate.. Square root one issues of subsistence and shelter too..:)
“Virtue is that perfect good which is the complement of a happy life; the only immortal thing that belongs to mortality.”
— Seneca (B.C. 3-65 A.D.)
Ugh.. perfect Good leads to too many arguments about how the towels are arranged on the racK even or not..;)
“I have a feeling that at any time about three million Americans can be had for any militant reaction against law, decency, the Constitution, the Supreme Court, compassion and the rule of reason.”
— John Kenneth Galbraith
Sure.. anything goes with dead souls aS even science sHows about one percent of the population are made that way… as innate evil.. like it or not.. as they don’t give a shit and likely never will.. constipated souls forevermore.. no smile heAR.. my FriEnd as life ain’t fair in one lifetime aT leASt..;)
“I’m just hoping that one day the sheep will realize that the shepherd is really a wolf in disguise.” —
As science shows too.. the clergy in the top 10 professional choices of folks born ‘that way’…;)
“Every man is a damn fool for at least five minutes every day; wisdom consists in not exceeding the limit.”
— Elbert Hubbard
i kNow noThing and feeL and sense so much more now than kNoWing noThing aT aLL.. Piece of Paper existence.. all the rest a peace of cake..:)
To produce things and to rear them, To produce, but not to take possession of them, To act, but not to rely on one’s own ability. To lead them, but not to master them – This is called profound and secret virtue.
— Lao-Tzu (fl. B.C. 600)
And never ever worry about perfect.. practice practice practice perfect more..:)
“Make no mistake: the weeds will win. Nature bats last.”
— Robert Pyle
Yes.. Godzilla sTiLL FeeLs anD sEnSes beST..:)
So.. now.. off to three2..:)
“Man is most nearly himself when he achieves the seriousness of a child at play.”
SurELy VeriLY worth repeating.. as continUing play..;)
“Apollo said that every one’s true worship was that which he found in use in the place where he chanced to be.”
— Michael de Montaigne (1533-1592) — Essays, Book ii, Chap. xii, Apology for Raimond Sebond
Toilet Paper.. a warm bed at night.. wow! a grocery store and a way to get some food.. and friends and a lover too.. with family too.. Heaven is now for those who see the sliver out of worrying about the rest oF iT aLL.. out of shape of Happiness now..:)
“An empty man is full of himself.”
— Edward Abbey
Ugh.. Tin can Leaders.. on the way to see the wizard oF aLL…;)
“If you see a man approaching you with the obvious intention of doing you good, you should run for your life.”
— Thoreau’s Law
Hmm.. always thOught that came all natural buTT hips and eYes never lie to me aT leASt.. hEhe..;)
“Man is a credulous animal, and must believe something; in the absence of good grounds for belief, he will be satisfied with bad ones.”
— Bertrand Russell, “An Outline of Intellectual Rubbish”
Case proven more than ever now.. haha.. hehe.. trAils of tears for the ignorant more for those in the kNow..;)
“Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.”
— Wally “Famous” Amos
LiGht bulbs can’t do much without a filAmeNt within.;)
“I hold it to be the inalienable right of anybody to go to hell in his own way.”
— Robert Frost
YeS iT happens..:)
“Go softly, for you tread on my dreams.”
DreAMs are real.. soft or hard.. tRead or noT..;)
Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled About the center of the silent Word.
– T.S. Eliot
UgH A word without a voice..:)
It was not death, for I stood up, And all the dead lie down; It was not night, for all the bells Put out their tongues, for noon. It was not frost, for on my flesh I felt siroccos crawl,– Nor fire, for just my marble feet Could keep a chancel cool.
And yet it tasted like them all; The figures I have seen Set orderly, for burial, Reminded me of mine,
As if my life were shaven And fitted to a frame, And could not breathe without a key; And ‘t was like midnight, some,
When everything that ticked has stopped, And space stares, all around, Or grisly frosts, first autumn morns, Repeal the beating ground.
But most like chaos,–stopless, cool,– Without a chance or spar,– Or even a report of land To justify despair.
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
DArk niGht of the soUL SuNG rung so quiet..:)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
— Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics
If one takes Stephen Hawking literAlly.. Nothing is every thing now and nothing is real.. and words are as real as essence real..:)
And hence one master-passion in the breast, Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.
– Alexander Pope (1688-1744)
— Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131
Yep.. tHeRE Go ‘eM EmoTioNs And SeNses for real..;)
“You can get anything you want, at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”
— Arlo Guthrie
Hannibal Lector doesn’t like that at all..;)
AnyWay.. the end of three on a rather non-pleaSing taste of Alice iN Wonderland less..;)
It’s worth noting that stress is cumulative over the Battle Fields of Life.. and when it IS A situation like Catastrophic illness of a Loved one as close as a Mother.. for those who have lived a Battlefield of Stress for Decades.. those Battle Scars rear tHeir ugliest heads of dARk.. in other words.. strange.. strange.. pain.. as somatic symptoms from head to toe.. to heARt Palpitations and Nausea and feeling like Bees are nesting a hive in your head and stuff like that for me at least.. including Chronic Fatigue and Dysautonomia with the Heart palpitations as hey.. from the outside in this photo.. looks like just another deliriously happy day in the last 42 months or so of Heaven.. and by this Happy Picture existing at the Mall after about 10 miles of Public Dance.. i muSt say.. i was floating on a cloud again.. and hopefully.. all the somatic issues will disappear as tHeRe are some things in life that are almost too hard to face.. sure.. with night terrors and stuff like that too.. ah.. being human.. can get so complicated.. but at least i’ve experienced it all before and realize that no matter how long it takes this too shall pass as the cycle of dARk and liGht goeS oN.. as LiFE.. and for now.. i’m at Peace as writing can be so soothing as streAms begin to empty in Rivers and waves of ocean whole gently expanding shores more toward liGht..;)
Hmm.. and some MacroVerses to share as usual in Facebook Memory way.. starting with “Sounds of Sexual Healing” at the 432 Hertz Genital Healing frequency in sensuality way.. and nah.. not wham bam thank ya ma’am stuff.. anyWay.. a reminder for me in how much peace comes listening to the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas Mystical Gnostic sayings as attributed to the dude named Yeshua aka Jesus.. yes.. how much Peace it brought to me in the last night spent in the recliner slowly falling to sleep next to my Mother at the Hospital.. and the next day.. i felt so much more heaLinG inside and it seemed to bring a mystical connection with my Mother too.. as this is the Jesus i FeeL SeNse.. a real man.. no different than the Buddha and Lao Tzu and so many otHeRs who sought and found the Kingdom of God within uSing metaphors to relate this Yogi-like Unison with God.. sure.. Unidaughter and UnieTc too.. as yes.. Women didn’t get the right to vote until last Century and were not considered good enough to be spiritual priests of God in the old Abrahamic religious way.. of course.. this Jesus gives all the power to the people and remains just another humble last as first and meek inheriting the eARTh as the King and the Queen are those who become one with God as the Kingdom and Queendom and eTcdom lives within.. but seriously.. no matter how many metaphors are used and other complex symbolS.. unless one has a direct verb experience of God in action beyond words as God as Verb within.. just empty shells are the words that fall to rocky soil with no floWer of God groWinG hiGher as hUmaniTy’s eYes alive.. it’s kinda sad how the Modern Catholic Church.. since Constantine as Roman Emperor expanding that empire and monolithically making a Statue of himself as Sun god same as Jesus as Soldier Sun God too.. but hey.. that’s what Trump’s do.. it’s all about them and rarely about you.. although they will promise you a job that never comes with pay.. Vs.. the eternal reward oF HeAVen NoW.. the place with no dollar amount.. aS History repeats itself with Herstory of divine feminine grace and love within.. as all is left is will and strength to conquer and divide.. anyWay.. for those in the feel and sense oF iT.. this is the isreAl Deal..now..:)
“Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2”.. pArt two of a series of God as action verb conversations regarding the active experience of being with God noW as aliVe.. yes.. on the Wrong Planet.. a place wHere folks are more locked into left brain ways of analytical thinking away from all stuff associated with social empathic Nature.. including spirituality and connection with God aLL as Nature wHOle aliVE in the Kingdom of Heaven NoW.. like most intelligent animals without standard IQ.. experience all Naturally without the clothes of Human culture.. aS in someways.. human is burdened with the greatest virus oF aLL.. separation from God through cultural and religious clothes from birth to death.. never reAlly experiencing a naked God alive within at all for some all the way from birth to death in a priSon of Hell as made by cultural tool and device as human becomes a tool in a human made cultural hell.. i watch people in this place from day to day in both flesh and blood life and online too.. and yes.. it’s like an opaque window they cannot see through to get to other side.. and sure that includes even the so-called leaders at church who only truly look forward to God after death.. as real then to meet.. so.. sad.. this separation in life as illusion can be.. away from God.. it would bring A TEar to Yellow Boy’s eYe if he could see the ignorance of human separated from God like this.. surELy.. juSt anoTheR day within God for him free..:)
“On Seeking, knowing and Loving. On understanding Islam in its meaning as a whole.” MacroVerse Memory from two years ago as the previous MacroVerse also was from two years ago.. and the one before that at three years ago as dates go on and the information remains as applicable noW as that Gospel of Thomas rendition listening too.. here from around 2K years ago.. too.. and Fellow Blogger poet Friend.. Lala Rukh.. from Pakistan.. sHows tHeRe are the same issues with Islam as there is with Christianity as far as some folks extreme.. some folks Christmas Day and Easter worshippers and others who seek and find God within with book or not.. thing is.. God does live within and the Kingdom of Heaven is just waiting for those who do seek and find it within over the course of life noW as LiVinG..:)
“INDIAN MOON CHILD in the alleys of Life”.. as MacroVerse from two years ago too.. more discussions on the Wrong Planet site.. finding it still almost impossible to reach folks locked in the ‘other’ hemisphere of brain.. namely locked in left brain ways of rational thInKing away from Art of Love and God sAMe.. as living verb in the Kingdom of Heaven within now..:)
“Tornado PoeTry and mE”.. MacroVerse memory from a year ago.. visiting many of my Blogger Poet friends and continuing an end to a year long venture of poetically responding to every single prompt and link from the online dVerse Poetry Pub site for an entire year.. from April of 2015.. through March 31st 2016.. coming to be.. neXt.. GodsUniVerseNovel3 at 338,630 words as lInKed at the bottom of all my MacroVerses now.. a little easier at this point though as i am no longer visiting the relatively speaKing online hell of the Wrong Planet website.. permanent staycation from hell on earth as Lucifer in that Fox show might say.. except.. this is Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida.. yes.. pet name of LA too.. with plenty of NASCAR racing fans too.. and although i don’t own a big bar in money way.. sure.. in A way.. i owN oNe for the LovE of DancE all free of dollar biLLs and driNks.. heHe..;)
And speaking of Nascar.. that reminds me of a Good Ole Christian Man and his family where his children are watching the float of my feet upon the Mall Grounds by Starbucks with the youth wielding their smartphones to capture the oddest thing of all in Lower Alabama LA of Panhandle of Florida and that is anyone at all brave enough to dance free in public.. which to me is amazingly.. only me.. as Jesus F iN Christ it is like the best thing ever to float on terrestrial land in use it more and gain it in terms of emotional and physical intelligence in regulating emotions and integrating senses and making every move magic like Katy Perry says in her ET song.. but hey.. this is no fairy tale.. just human poTenTial used more than lounging around on Sunday in easy chairs watching NASCAR go ’round and ’round and ’round eventually snoring back after Sunday Dinner too.. anyway.. heHe.. was hoping the NASCAR good Ole boy would ask me what the hell (heaven) i was/am doing as surELy my come back again would be.. hey.. baby.. in terms of #John1412 .. walking on water is old-school noW as verily and surELy i say and sing and dance one can do that with a surf-board with ease.. floating on terrestrial ground and nicely polished mall floors like this IS A real John 14:12 challenge.. babe.. ya should try it one day.. particularly if you enjoy making women smile more than your hunting buds.. heHe.. anyWay.. it’s human potential and in ALL stuff John 14:12.. USE IT OR LOSE IT APPLIES TO ALL THINGS DANCE AND SONG AND LIGHT AND DARK and survive or thrive in the Kingdom of Heaven now.. as DanCinG and SinGinG Light hoMe NoW.. or not..;)
WeLL.. considering there is still room left on the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas might as well review more Facebook MacroVerse memories and associated supporting documentation for how if or one reach the Kingdom of Heaven with now.. yes.. now.. in this generation now.. as promised even in the New Testament version of what is no attributed to the Jesus dude too.. yes the generation then means the generation now.. otherwise according to simple Logic.. the Jesus dude would have been taling an empty Trump promise and apparently the real dude Jesus per Yogi-Like dude was taling it as real as any Tibetan Monk.. who rises steam off their body in icy waters as documented by science too.. along with controlling Brain waves from Alpha to theta creative streaming consciousness holy spirit bringing to the table of mindful awareness where the bread and water of life is a living spring of breathe for those in the dance and song who juST can and will do that now.. in once again now use it or lose it in all human potentials now.. but hey.. still these traditions are dominated by patriarchal ways of illusory fears and dominating women and such as that.. controlling reproductive freedoms for selfish gene and material gains.. same stuff of storing grain in silos for jealousy and greed in subjugating others for whatever power and status comes next.. yes.. including excluding women from the Monk Monasteries too.. all men’s club as such while the women are relegated to cattle of breeding babies.. but yes that’s old school now.. and meanwhile while women have moved way ahead in the battle of the sexes as far as combining the masculine will and strength with the feminine grace and love.. men or still in Trump states at least.. watching cars go around and around tracks still of boring same shit over and over again.. where mirror neurons are the only joy in vicarious male adventure life.. over and over again on the big screen now.. hehe.. and as far as any martial arts mixed with ballet dance.. i understand some ‘liberal men’ are doing that with their daughters now.. but Nascar men.. nah.. nah.. no.. that’s a no no tHeRE.. and hey.. if nothing else they can watch me do ballet in the mall while this memory comes to mind as shared on Facebook of me leg pressing 930 Lbs.. 14 times back two years ago.. now that is 1020 LBS around 33 times for now.. unless the adrenaline of temporary stress pushes it up to 50 reps when My mother is in the Hospital dying and such as that.. like last week.. straining my leg a little bit after that effort too.. and the thing is.. the power comes even more from divine feminine grace and love than masculine will and strength as the divine feminine love is what brings the mindful awareness and the focus to make the will and strength do real time miracles now.. all things considered of course as a Macroverse Memory shared here of “BE midnight LIGHT”.. 3 years ago..
Where i guarantee dam tee ya.. ain’t no Nascar men brave enough to do this shit.. hehe.. even if they could leg press 1020 LBS now 33 times or not.. if you wanna get to heaven ya be afraid of any part of your God given Nature as to repress and oppress it as patriarchal cultures teach their little boys to erase all divine feminine grace from their existence.. including compassion and empathy to be cold enough to pull triggers to kill and defend in wars and such as that that is a part of the sad tribal instinct for snake head survival too.. as part of the restricted reptilian brain inside our heads too.. it’s a nuclear option of hell.. on earth.. and far far away from the Kingdom of Heaven all BaLanCinG act in reaLiTy NoW oN course.. camel and needle and all of that too.. if you wanna be in Heaven ya gotta really be brave enough to be ALL YOU CAN HUMAN BE NOW WITH ALL THE POWER OF GOD WITHIN FROM HEAD TO TOE AND BEYOND THAT TOO.. in terms of limited scientific method repeatable experiments too.. as those don’t exist where few men and women have ventured before as truly brave and free in the Kingdom of Heaven within for NoW..:)
“Don’t Look Me in the Eye”.. Another MacroVerse memory from 3 years ago.. as i continue a real practice of BaLanCinG the Divine feminine Grace of Love and Masculine WiLL and strength togeTher as oNe.. and if you are actually listening to any of the Gospel of Thomas related metaphorical deep sayingS it’s not quite as fully illustrated as what i do in these MacroVerses heAR but of course that was in the days of almost no freedom of expression like this without killing fields coming to those who illustrated iT fully like this.. so vague it came in metaphors instead.. so those with shallow more left brain thinking snake brain ways would have no WTF FTW idea what was going down in this kinda sacred text.. again.. one muSt acT on it and experience it as verb of God life.. AS Experience now.. abstract constructs alone are empty shells housing vehicles and vessels to get here as the rider of the camel or the elephant through the culture and religion N E E D Le E Y E even s M A L ler of now and then.. my best advice is just get naked and dance free verse with grains of sand spiraling around the Sun Seagull free… and don’t forget the warm Gulf Illuminated diatom waters at night if you live wHere i do on a Summer midnight breeze with a loved one too.. or just one if that is all you are2.. alive with God allone..:)
And now the Hertz of the Earth to go along with “Don’t Look me in the eye” too.. yes at C sharp.. 136.1 Hertz frequency.. and when accompanying this share with the following metaphor of poetic expression..
Last night my cat yellow boy was sleeping.. purring by my feet..and his purr was precisely the GAIA frequency of mother earth..a beautiful purr of peace of life..and mind..heart..soul..emotion..logic and ONEspirit.. the best sound ever..PURR..
So with that said..have a PURRfect day..;):)
PURRLIGHT with mother earth..
Some literalist from YouTube.. yes.. material reductionist.. tried to get in an argument with me that it wasn’t literally like a cat purr in hertz.. and i said.. dude.. it’s just a metaphor.. okay.. as we all come from the same stuff okay.. namELy Mother Earth with Cat Biscuits and Mama Cat milk like this too.. kitten or feathered duckling friend.. love is love.. my friend..;)
And now.. from two years ago.. A short MicroVerse Memory on Freedom to share.. sTiLL applicable.. noW oN course..;)
Freedom is NOT free;
Never has been never will be.
Some folks are willing to die for IT.
Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,
and DO in effect eliminate the greater potential for IT,
by their overall, fearful ways…
ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,
“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….
And NOT even
RED, WHITE, AND BLUE……
Oh.. Prajakta.. i love the diversity of all of human Nature.. nah.. not all have the same Maternal instinct and some have literally none and never will.. male and or female.. like the Wrong Planet online i used to visit where aversion to babies was as common as everyday allergies to pollen.. a matter of human nature in hormonal ways of birth.. ourselves and environmental ways of more left brain analytical corporate think as opposed to down on the farm raising right brain life.. balance comes for what we must do in life.. as opposed to what we may even wanna do in life.. not all folks are even cut out to have babies.. of course.. and to make someone go where they do not naturally wanna go.. is a source of much human misery and suffering in the case of forced arranged dowry marriages and stuff like that surely when the innate stuff is not there to nurture at all.. anyway.. if you like puppy love.. if and when you do get pregnant and have children.. no doubt when Nature changes you too in hormone way.. the nurture and attachment will come as it did for even me.. when i had my first and only child then.. the first time then.. i understood what all encompassing non-conditional love is.. it’s Nature and the core of survival/thrival.. not only the will but the love to go on.. And with that said here is a little more cat duck Love to move ya too..;)
1968.. about 7 years old.. am i too.. going to see this movie.. yes.. the first Planet of the Apes movie.. with my mother and sister.. and the first time i had one of those moments of questioning the existential angst of life.. of what is real and what is not realest of being human as and in existence now then now too.. and i’ve moved 180 degrees on how i view the ending noW as opposed to then.. as the notion of no infrastructure of culture for a small and very weak child then was a scary notion.. for sure.. as there was nothing wild about me at age 7.. fully domesticated in grade two in a small school up on the hill away from the river front home then.. and i remember.. coming out of the theater.. just around the block from our home.. downtown.. yep.. what was named as the ‘Milton Theater’.. then.. looking up and seeing the red flashing light of what was just a radio tower then.. with no cell towers to reach around the globe in an actual interaction with global friends then.. thing is.. Charlton was riding on a horse.. with the most beautiful woman.. alive then.. on a beautiful beach and he cursed the blown up infrastructure of a city comparablY as ugly compared to a pristine beach as New York City full of subways and people who never meet eye to eye aS SucH.. as a giant can of lemmings all trapped in priSon.. and instead of jumping for joy as Nature and the beautiful woman and Horse of Nature wiTh Beach was/iS once again his free home.. him.. he said.. God dAm.. you blew iT all up.. hell.. cannot see the heaven for the loss of feel and sense now of what iS even important in life as a touchy feely human being alive now.. just wanting to get back to they city as a habit is wHeRe he wanted to go.. misSing paradise on the way to heaven then now.. so.. how advanced are we.. only.. in how much we touch and feel of mindful and bodily awareness all naked now.. cover it all up.. make it numb and pain.. or uncover it and live as the Beach of Heaven Now.. and i still haven’t come uP.. with a title for this 79th MacroVerse heAR of “Netherland Bible 2017”.. and 750th MacroVerse of Song oF mY soUL too.. but sure.. by the standard of another play.. the great Social Critic.. Rod Serling helped write in written script way.. too.. perHaps with a twist of a few words the title coMes now.. “Heaven is aLike All OVer sTiLL noW”.. better now than never.. Zoo or Free.. yOur can and WiLL or not..noW2..:)
YeP it’s true.. Verily i say too.. born a deep thInKer DanCeR SinGeR i AM2.. sTiLL..NoW2.. with or without words thenow2.. And today.. the 27th of February makes a full 42 month Longest Form Free Verse Poem on Word Press and Metro Public Dance too.. over 3.3 Million words and over 6900 Dance miles2.. Planet of the Apes.. released on 2.8.68.. 49 years ago.. in a memory for me.. wHeRE tHeRe is no distance space or tiMe.. sTiLL NoW2.. When i was living in the crib.. my Mother said i turned around and around on my left toe then until i wore a dance blister on it then.. and my Mother told my Father.. my boy has the look of an adult in his green to blue eyes like he knows more than he should know now then.. and my Father said.. in one of few conversations to my Mother then.. one day.. you will come in here and he will have a cigarette propped up in his hand.. just puffing it away.. heHe.. kinda like Rod Serling (and my father too) did at the beginning of his T-Zone show.. then too.. it is what is and i am am i..now..STiLL2..1..:)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg.. NoW..;)
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61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks provided in this last chapter as full table of contents oF A 915K Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH.. Written from Memorial Day 2016 and finished and published 7 months later on Christmas Day oF 2016.. Yes.. somE whAT F iN EpiC.. aS thiS beComeS mY 9th book completed iN Star Year 2016 that ranges.. yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words.. iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years written and recorded NoW oNline too.. Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL.. WitH thE ForcE oF uNConDiTioNal Fearless smART LoVe wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
991K words 66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH 5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’ wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN is made at the eNd and continuing beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal MiLLioN plUs Word Bible at this 69th MacroVerse with liNks to the rest of the Bible MacroVerse Chapters arriving at 1,052,137 words total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)