Heaven is aLike aLL Over sTiLL noW

Facebook Friend Rafiah and Poet Blogger from Pakistan shares kind words about my Mother…
I never imagined myself such a beautiful death as having my beloveds around me with so much love and respect for me as you have for your mum. I feel for you. Your mum and me share same birth date as well..:) Live to the fullest with your mum and i hope she’s better now.
And i return with words that say..
Hi Rafiah.. thanks so much for providing these kind words
about my Mother and having a beautiful
death with beloveds around
one as
a time
and place
for all that is
love as long as
love dances and sings on..
My Grandmother’s Birthday was very
close to your birthday on September 13th..
as if i remember correctly your birthday is on
September 14th.. please correct me.. if i am wrong..
My Mother’s Birthday is December 10th and she did
pass away at 8:10 pm on 2.22.2017.. yes.. on Wednesday Night…
It is hard my friend but the greaTest
gift she gives me that
lives on is
love that
lives as me.. the
most beautiful gift of
Mother.. my friend.. as
the Grace of Love that flows
as river into an Ocean with boundless
shores.. where an insignificant grain of sand
as pARt of WhoLe can be friends with a nice young
woman like you on the opposite side of the globe..
Love grows my friEnd
when free..
my friEnd
when born by a Mother
and watered and fed as Garden of
Love to sow over a lifetime and be
continuously a Reap iN A Kingdom of Heaven
on this eARTh NoW.. my FriEnd.. whaT a gift by
A Mother that is.. nOw.. so holy and sacred and full
of meaning and purpose worthy of thanks and praise..
and i for one believe you will make a wonderful Mother
and Wife one day soon.. and sure.. a great Scientist too..
Color it all with Love and tHeRe is no otHeR pLace but the Heaven of Love..:)
Fellow Poet Blogger Friend
Xenia Tran offers kind blessings too…
I am so sorry for the loss of your mother.
She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart.
Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family.
Purple Heart Emoticon.
And i respond..
Hello.. my friEnd.. Xenia Tran..
wonderful poet
and canine
and respite
place for the
Greyhounds in how
you say ‘Galagos’ as their name from
where you are from.. now.. what a great
source of online hugs you have been/are
to wade all through my words and photos
of how Julie Andrews says in the Sound of
Music are pARt of God whOle.. as jusT a ‘few’ of my favorite things..
There was a time of life threatening
synergy of illnesses for me
totaling 19.. for 66 months..
invisible to
the human
eye and my Great
Aunt Jettie at age 94 said..
Fred.. we need to get to the root of all
your problems and the truth is.. chronic flight
and fight stress of the modern age automated
work world of combining people and machine responsibilities
as far as data download and output opposed to love killed my
heARt.. then my SpiRit.. then my
ever LoVinG soUL as gifted
so much as Love by
my Mother
grew that
Garden of Love in me..
For 33 months.. i could not use my
eyes and ears and looked within.. the ability
to write words came next for 33 more months..
and literally in the span of 6 million words the search
went on for me to find the essence of love in words as
empty shells that housed as vehicles and vessels what once lived
in me.. and last year about this time when i went back to the River i was
raised at.. when i felt such a close connection to God of Nature before i could
speak at age 4.. then at 3.. with Autism.. like i had been
heAr forever with God with no break..
at about age 5..
when i started going
to Kindergarten and my rationality
stArTed to beat my heART in ways of
straight A’s through three college degrees
and a quarter of a Century working for the Federal Government..
the price of what culture said i must do then to survive and supposedly
thrive was the free of Love that i was gifted with at age 5.. when i went
back to that River.. what i found my friend was/is.. i was/AM Five years old again..
NoW/theN Going Back home.. i finally arrived one with God in and as Love again FReED..
thaT pARt of Heaven at hand that Jesus could relate to as the Kingdom of God within..
in the same
a child
that perhaps
he found in a desert
away from the cultural
clothes that take away love
from eYes that move.. connect
and co-create with God.. as all that is..
as we humans come togethER and make
multi-uNiverses in God Connections more now..
as the hiGhest HUman potEntial of Love.. of yes..
the five
with no fear
of or to Love my friEnd..
and yes.. an excellent song as
i remember from Elton John to illustrate
this point further with a man who expanded his
heARt as an outcast at a very young age.. the heARt
lives oN my FriEnd that never gives up in fearless way..
even if
to be in
feel and sense
nothing at all left
in that other place of
the abyss of the anti-kingdom
of fear and emptiness of numb and pain
with doubt/fear potentially leading to hate.. in other words.. hell on earth…
and that’s one thing.. no matter what.. i couldn’t hate..
the greatest gift from a Mother sTiLL..
Thanks for the
kind prayers..
hopes and wishes
my friEnd.. look forward
to commenting on your liGht
fELt and sensed poetry soon
as words go on as more than
the past root
giFt Love.. My FriEnd..NoW..:)
Xenia says..
The greatest gift from your mother is such a blessing and
will live on through you and all who can see and hear this wonderful gift.
Take care my friend, many blessings to you and Katrina.
And i respond..
Thanks so much.. again..
my very nice friEnd..
BlesSings and Love to
yoUr family and family of dogs alWays..:)
Xenia says again..
Thank you my friend
Smile Emoticon
Heart Emoticon
Paw Prints Emoticon
And finally..
i say..
Paw prints
Of friEnd ships
Back to you.. too..:)
So.. nice to see you online.. friEnd Soheir.. taking
a little break from your Graduate Studies
in English.. “Just Smile!!”.. what a
wonderful title for
a blog post
that relates
even more concisely
what you quote here
from Islam as “Do not
belittle any good deed, even meeting
your brother with a cheerful face”.. and surely verily
i say that applies to sisters too as well.. one would hope
my friend
put that into
action with all free love..
and haha.. back in a Quarter of a Century
in Customer Service.. early on they told the
not so happy employees that you get paid to smile..
so bare your teeth whether you feel it or not.. and sometimes
one is lucky and just baring the teeth brings an essence of connecting
love with others as Joy..
and for other folks
sadly by either
innate reason
or environmental
reason of lost.. the human
connecting warm and fuzzy
feelings are not experienced in what
science illustrates as the all natural social
bonding neurohormone oxytocin that even domesticated
cats share with otherwise rival cats for reproductive rights..
with sure.. an operation in the mix to alter other hormones too..
we humans smile best when the shell of smile is full of Loving Feelings
with Joy.. and an empty smile is surely better than a frown and even worth thanks
and praise
as it is
a symbol
of love and Joy.. too..
but the best smiles shine
deep within with no whine..
and are shared with feeling and sensing
ways all Natural as human is innately good in this
way when raised with love over empty shells of baring teeth..
Anyway.. i for one could not either feel a smile or remember what
a smile felt like for 66 months.. a horrible place in hell my friEnd..
i feel them
above.. so below
and all around now..
as the greATest of HoLy
and SaCred HUman Gifts
full of meaning and purpose
when a smile acts and feels alive
and surEly my friEnd.. why i end most
all my online Fredtalks with sMiLes oF Love..
nice to see you
again.. can’t see your
face but i’ve fELt youR
sMiLes beFoRe all the way
my.. what
Love can do
when isREaL.. sMiles unconditional as LoVE..
i spend my time counting as blessings all my favorite
things in life as pARt of my blog art in poetry and visual images..
for what i seek and find in life my friend.. the more we make all of
life holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose.. even the dARk
paRts that we mUST endure.. the more Heaven comes now and
the signs of God as synchronicity as the secular world
describes those signs as God’s communication
to us.. i for one can prove it’s real
by every count
of every
of all
my favorites
things.. namELy God aLL..
and sure.. theRe’s a Song for that too..
When i was a little boy full of joy and Smiles..
then.. the so-called patriarchal bully boy Christians
told me i was ‘queer’ for smiling so much.. if i shared
a song like this then.. they would have threatened to beat me up..
as your Islam story relates heAR not to shame acts of kindness to others
no matter how small.. even.. juST a sMiLe as that song by Julie Andrews IS
A way too.. and an act of kindness that growS oN as Love on YouTuBe too..
not sure if you can open it up wHere you live.. i don’t think YouTube is
censored in Egypt.. like it is in Pakistan as you have shared so
many videos heaR.. but how sad it is.. when Love
is censored in
any way
how sad it is
when God is not Love..
Anyway.. heHe.. now that i leg press 1020
LBS.. 33 reps and more at the University of Gym
at the Military Station after i regained my smiles for
a couple of Decades at the University of Humanity also
known as a Military Bowling Center then before i went to the
hiGher up pay grades of becoming an automated human work machine..
let’s just say the Bully Christian Boys look away.. it’s true around these parts my
friEnd.. sometimes you literAlly have to become Superman just for the privilege
of expressing
Love in
all the
ways that comes..
it’s worth it… verily i say.. Love is.. SMiLes..
the greaTest Strength is Love.. otherwise
i would only leg/word press 500 Lbs..;)
sure.. wiNks
aS in humor
are as powerful
as sMiles too..
to generate
and all the
stuff that comes from Love..
i guess.. i missed you.. per all these words.. Love you…
and by the way.. i really respect all your efforts to get ahead
to provide for your children as a widowed mother.. my mother
who raised my sister and i as a single mother after father left at age
3.. as i’ve told that story heaR before.. cashed in her retirement fund
to go to Junior College to get her degree when we were in about middle
school.. night school it was for her.. while working full time too.. and then
we all went to college at the same year graduating in ’83 from the University
of West Florida.. while she quit work altogether and lost her cushy Federal
Service potential for Government retirement.. to take care of her Mother
too in her failing illness.. my Mother passed away on Wednesday night..
and it always makes me a little righteously
indignant when the Bully
Boy Christians
who are now
Deacons and
Radio show hosts
and Pastors say single
Mothers are not fit to raise children
successfully.. well.. they may not raise children
who make a lot of money.. but what love can do is raise love..
so best of
to you my friEnd..
and your children of course..
too.. wiTh sMiLes that live on too and
with wInks more of Joy.. more then now..:)
Soheir.. responds back with kind words.. and i say..
Thanks my friEnd for all your kind comments..
and glad to hear that Love for Brother is same
as Love for Sister and all of humanity
in smiles more
bare of teeth..
no different than
God as him as that
relates to human gender..
and human in form alone in general..
witH aS
Long After living in Hell for 66 Months..
Thursday.. a sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter
came up to me with joy of support in exclaiming
she’s never seen a more fearless person then me as
i can do public dance anywhere.. heHe.. even naked too..
parameters of course..
the dARk can take you to new
hiGher places in liGht or the dARk
can sink you to lower places than ever
before.. my Mother’s fall to illness of cancer
suddenly revealed by Doctors on Valentine’s
Day and her death 8 days later has surely
been a creative dARk fuel for both words
of Love and Dance to get all
the other emotions
out so
they do not end
up as somatic issues
as emotions will go somewhere..
either creativity or illness depending on
how one processes the dARk and liGht
of EmoTioNs and how that mixes with the
entire seNsory experience of life and how blessed
i am to find a language with signs of guide posts to
navigate my way around an inner UnivERse so intense
with emotions and senses too.. as hey.. i have a really big
head and there IS A whole lot going on up tHeRe to sort
through and get all focused for an opera
and symphony of life that
plays in balance
with conductor
me mastering that
balance with all the tools of life
i seek and find and share freely for anyone who
can wade through a mind as deep as mine or perhaps
what might be viewed as Rabbit wHoles never ending full of mines..
to explode in ways that one hasn’t viewed life before.. that’s what explorers
and nomads.. same do.. with dopamine variant genes and warrior genes and such
as that iN how they move out of the cave both within and outside.. above.. so below
and all around now and report back to the rest of the herd wHeRe the Maverick goes next..
the joy of free verse dance with no fears comes back to play in the rest of my life too.. as surely
what moves first as dance sounds next as song as liGht continues to Dance and SinG
from dARk..
as i Love to say..
Life doesn’t have to be
that complicated if one can
find a way to juSt Dance and Sing
it moving.. connecting and co-creating
with the rest of all that is aka God.. could be
as concise as that or arise to what is now 1,176,885 words
as of the last 78th MacroVerse since Memorial Day of 2016..
named ‘Dogwood Winter Blooms’.. as paRt of an entire ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017′.. as this yet to be named 79th MacroVerse arises now heAR
in words as also what is now the 750th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle poem
sTiLL DanCinG and SinGinG 3.3 Million words plus now at the end of this month
of February since the end of August 2013 on Word Press at the 42 month point now
with 6900 Miles of Free verse Metro public dance now to go along with that in the same
42 month period of time.. with a 48th Month Blogging effort coming on March the 10th
surely approaching or exceeding 4 Million words out of 12 Million online words since
Thanks Giving of 2010 per the record still now of what still exists of that in all the
places i have traveled online now in 75 months of doing just that where 66
months were spent inside as shut-in Hunch Back of Notre Dame since
January of 2008 through July of 2013.. first 33 months with no
words or visual images produced at all.. just shut in my
mind without effective use of eyes and ears with
the worst pain known to humankind of
type two trigeminal neuralgia from
wake to sleep for those
66 months full
like a dentist drill
without novocaine in my
right eye and ear.. additionally..
accompanying a total of 19 medical
disorders.. most of them invisible to the
human eye as disabilities within.. of pain and numb..
and when the sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter asked
me.. how in the world you do it and why do you do it without fail
for what will be my 150th week of doing it this next Thursday coming
up.. i said.. well.. i’m fearless ’cause i’ve been to hell.. yes.. i’ve really been to hell
and not unlike Forrest Gump and his running across the United States back and forth
i just
like doing
it.. so i dance.. so
i dance some more.. now
and nah.. i didn’t provide all of these
other details as i didn’t want her head to explode
then as it is already loud enough in that dance hall
where even i have to wear ear plugs to muffle some
of the boom boom and more boom boom that fuels the dance of me too..
Bottom lines.. again.. life is great when one moves it connects it and co-creates
it with God oF Nature all in unison of a Dance and Song allone.. works for me.. at least..
And oh yeah.. Trivia bit here.. There is 783,137 words as counted in the so-called King
James Bible printed in English in 1611.. so yes.. what i have birthed now in close to
9 months is more than one and a half times more words than that for my
personal bible heaR as written by one person me.. 80 authors wrote
the King James Version that came from hundreds of years before
that of copying scribes and oral tradition on dusty
roads of round table discussions in
Aramaic long after the
so-called Jesus
was gone
and so
many years of scribe
copying of what came before
that in old Testament ways too..
anyway.. humans have come along way..
and i for one prove what one human can do with
the so-called #John1412 way of humans always doing
more than before with 100% faith of belief hope and love
with will and strength and grace and love and yes.. beauty and wisdom too..
and yes too.. all the transhumanist tools at our finger tips noW as no one truly
does anything
alone in
life.. all
is interdependent
as we lift each other up
or drive each other down..
DArk or liGht of Karma comes down
to WiLL and Grace and Strength oF Fearless Unconditional Love..uP..:)
And now.. off to share some MacroVerses and Visual Images as provided
by the all free Facebook Algorithm tools at hand.. wHeRe Memories come
like little birds of wisdom and beauty in trutH and LIGht more each day..;)
‘Moonlight Feels Right’.. from three years ago as i explore the sacred
and holy paRts wHOle of the Human experience with God of Nature all
as an art of my own personal bible expanding more then now too.. in divine
feminine grace and will of strength in fearless loving ways in masculine divine
too.. but hey.. a foundation of divine feminine grace leads to the greaTEst Bruce
Lee type strength of Chi for those with ears and eyes to find.. seek.. and continuously
feel and sense and empower a Chi Force oF liFE all Free and ageless timeless with
no distance space or time of cLock hands to cover the reaLiTy more of noW iN
MiNd and BoDy fuller awareness soUL wiTh heARt dancing singing Chi
Force more now forevermore now as holy creative streAMinG
SpiRiT of much greater hUman PotEnTiAL now..
but sure.. to get really brave/fearless.. yA
kinda have
to rid yourself
of the clothes of
culture first.. either through
66 months of hell like me first..
or perhaps by just getting naked and
dancing free with God spiraling in Grains of
Sand around the Sun as Sentient Star DuST plus
born of Crucible Fire of stAr BurST BiRth as we arise WiTh
GreaTEr God EYes now sTiLL with no gRain of sand wHOle inside..
outside.. above so below and all round greater or less that all paRts
that maKe God all ThAT is WhOle Ocean full with shores ever expanding now
by waVes and riVers fed by streAMs of HuMan eYes more now forevermorenow..
hehe.. or
now like
that as i will
never portend to
have the last or first
word of any of this.. haha..
people who think they can chain
God in restrictions of words and books..
make me giggle and google just a little bit more..
sure.. in my underwear too.. with my little pInKie finger.. sticking uP2..
heHe.. even
more noW as
that art continues
to evolve soft and hard cover more
and essence too.. wiTh more on thaT2..;)
And now.. “Talking.. Shh.. wITh God”.. from two years ago.. on the Wrong
Planet website.. where i fulfilled a role there somewhat like Socrates.. Yoda..
Buddha.. even being compared to some of those folks too.. as hey.. bRinGinG
folks to a greater mindful and bodily awareness of life in existential/emotional/eTc/
physical ways of much greater human potential beyond what standard IQ measures
has always been a challenge historically for the sages of the ages to take folks jusT a
little out of the cave of what folks have been been exposed to before.. in other words..
away from ignorance which is not the fault of anyone really and the responsibility of
the God of Nature within one to bRinG greATeR liGht and trUth to otHeRs wiTh
all tools at hand completely used as one can and will.. and interestingly..
more so-called right brain interpretive art thinking and feeling and
sensing folks could get wHeRe i was coming from but
the more left brain thinking folks who
held little of life
as holy
and sacred
or full of much
meaning and purpose
at all as nihilists as older philosophies
and philosopher say too.. were lost from my
loop and the ones who made the moderator rules..
as still happens now for the priests and pastors and the politicians
same who can know the form in empirical structural way of words and
other symbols but the essence of right brain interpretive feeling/sensing
in innate.. instinctual and intuitive way misses tHeiR use or lose potential
intelligences of liFe and liGht to dArk to living death as dARk.. sAdly enough..
the way i spoke as essence was gibberish to them.. and nah.. this is the online
modern world.. no Socrates Hemlock or Jesus Crucifixions or hanging folks out
in the street for making 42 month witnesses in Bibles one and a half times bigger
in lone efforts birthing them in just 9 months too.. i have been banned and deleted out
from the reasons land of nerds to the art land of poets time and time again.. but the energizer
bunny holy spirit oF aLL of God of Nature keeps ticking as a river as an atomic clock freed in
me with no time..
distance.. or
space beyond
the streAMs of River
Flow to wAves of Ocean SonG
oF My SouL more.. and this was a particularly
interesting MacroVerse heAR and one of my favorite
paRts of it were words SunG by a friend named Grommit..
and it is my privilege to add his words heAR in my “Netherland
Bible 2017”.. heRE as this is one of the very few people on
the Wrong Planet or really anywHeRe who had
eYes and ears to see and hear what
my spiRit says now
in Holy
way full of
meaning and purpose
with God of Nature all now..:)
Grommit writes:
“Nature = knowledge = Wisdom = True aka God.
Words on their own are emptier vessels but so many of these words that aghogday writes are true resonance with aka god nature and a higher wisdom which is only achieved through what can only be described sometimes as the pits of hell.
We live in hell everyday if we choose to be, some choose to make it hellish for others and both of them is sad.
Admittedly you have a right to live in hell, but most people are asking for redemption, to see the light, who wants to spend an eternal life in hell?
Remember hell and god are metaphors for what is bad and good
Hell being: pain, torture, suffering, greed.
And god meaning, peace, unconditional love, a resonance with the universe, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, hope.
Of course hell isn’t necessarily a bad place and sometimes can not be avoided. But hell can teach you things that you never expected.
I think that if someone was to commit suicide, mass genocide then I would say they were all ready a tortured soul, and what that does is when people take these actions it causes more tortured souls and the cycle can be never ending.
But It takes souls to break cycles, and we still have free will at this point.
When you have lived in a live or die situation, I choose life, and people like aghogday now officially known as Aka Yoda only enforce that belief for me.
The purpose is people can lift each other out of the pits of hell through Aka = knowledge = wisdom and understanding and accept that we truly are all one and united as human.
If thousands of people disagreed with hitler then hitler would not have had an army.
The free will of hitler and many others could be a Definition of hell.
Learning from the past and identifying mistakes made through human evolution, and not making the same mistakes again is god.
People that inflict pain to others intentionally is hell.
Sharing hope is god.
The narrator on here, is extremely knowledgeable about religion yet = has got a fascinating and brilliant view point towards everything, and I can tell that narrator has uncovered much wisdom which could be described as god.
And I am not actually talking about god as in the man. I’m afraid you have been blinded by the definition of GOD, because god can be achieved in other ways,
Kraftiecortie masters the art of language and he has a multiplex of words, in my world this is poetry. A passageway to communication.
Some people are maths gods
Some people are science gods
Some people are art gods
Some people are healing gods
Some people are nutritional gods
Some people are poetry gods
Some people are technological advancement gods
Some people are toilet gods
Some people are funny gods
Some people are entertainment gods
Some people are rock gods
Some people are people gods
Some people are animal gods
I would expect to find these three people I mentioned here sitting in a space cafe in the far reach of the solar system, sharing the wisdom and listening to 5th dimension..:)
Anything that could potentially be human suffering could be described as hell
For now I try to live on the good side of the force and to not be tempted by the dark side.
The yin and yang is a perfect representation of natures forces at work.”
MacroVerse from 3 years ago.. appropriately named “ZEN ART of selfie”..
and in my continuing practice of fearless then that has led to all of my human
potential now along with wisdom and beauty in trutH and liGht.. not much different
than the Snow Princess in the Movie “froZen”.. i let it all go to explore all of my being
human treading on the clothes of culture with no fear of shame or regret.. sure.. i kinda
hazed myself too.. as ya can’t make fun of a person and make any impact on them when they don’t
think themselves serious at all in cultural expectations and limitations that make fear of shame
a reality like
the Emperor has
no clothes.. i fully know
and understand and feel and
sense i have no cultural clothes and
that more than anything is what makes me
free per Verse 37 of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
per Jesus2.. if yA wanna now use the power of so-called
historical authority too.. thing is.. God lives in us NoW greater
naked and free without the clothes we are culturally born with
in flesh and blood all innate..
instinctual and intuitive
too.. through a couple of
hundred thousand years sTiLL
through the struggles of being
human through our rodent
ancestors we share
with rats
75 million years ago too..
and then there is the science reLated
14.5 million years that aRose toward
those achievements of struggles and success
in sentient star dust liFE plUs US from Crucible
of Star BurST death resurrection of duSt that comes
as uS noW on this Miracle of blue and green beauty orb
of eARTh still turning as the globe goes as life wHeRe we don’t
fly off the edge of the eARTh at a thouSand miles or so an hour.. as science
sHows we would if the earth stops spinning now.. yeah.. we have lots to be thankful for..
and other
BS sTuFF like That..
i play naked.. it’s what God does
free ya kNow or not Do..
as a
Do/Say too..;)
“To CENsor Human being”.. Macro Verse memory from two years ago
about the date now of 2013.. when all the online Autism Communities started
deleting and moderating me out in banning ways as i refused to agree with
their common social bonding ways of dark in believing conspiracy theories
that the Autism Speaks organization was a Eugenics organization and
people were googling murdering autistic children as i shared
a couple of those related memories from 4 years
ago on my Facebook page too..
along with a memory
of a conspiracy
thinking pastor of
our local area and his alignments
with conspiracy Obama birthers.. naming
homosexuals demon inspired and stuff like that..
didn’t have any problem defending the facts when i put
my science hat on.. and sure.. it was like banging my head
up against a wall.. as you cannot convince folks who bind for
dark purposes as religion by very term meaning social binding
over common meaning and purpose where even sTiLL female genital
mutilation and ripping foreskin off of tiny babies can come to be seen
as holy and sacred too.. in blood lust way of doing what we say or you
are kicked out of the social group for survive and thrive and in instinctual
feeling and sensing way for those who foraged together or did agriculture
in small farming way.. it could be a truly life or death situation if a Maverick
strayed from the group think of religion and politics and corporate this is my
favorite quarterback and religious team too.. people are alike all over
as one Twilight Zone show related so well through
Rod Serling’s eyes in the 60’s too.. some folks
open minded.. fearless.. seeing all of
life as abundance.. happy with
what they have and
other folks closed minded.. scared..
seeing all of life as scarcity.. never happy
with what they have as enough.. always wanting
more and afraid to give and share more and move out
of the cave to greener pastures of pure happiness in LIGht and Joy too..
it’s true people are same and different same.. same rule Jews and same Jesus
Hippies then and now same.. i can’t fight the city hall of rules and all the insanity that
goes along with that.. but what i sure as FucK can and will do is stay unplugged NoW and
give Caesar all of his or her.. eTc.. coins due.. and sure.. at one point Google was considering
limiting that private community of adult restricted blogs and of course i had no choice but
go with the change of Caesar coins then.. but enough people fought for their full head
to toe freedom of expression where Google changed their minds and i changed
the title of my freest blog all stripped down as such.. and went on
fearlessly with my free verse art to express all of what i am
as a child of God fearless
as any child
of God
of the clothes
of culture can and will
do to King David celebrate this
Gift so much more than before of life..
Bottom lines2.. free and uncensored me in what
the law allows in local.. state and federal way
as hey.. they still provide the avenues and highways
to be freer as human than ever before with even a phone
now that reaches around the world carrying the art of human more than ever before..
i like all the free avenues of art provided now… and hell no.. my soul will never be for sale..
as far
as i
kNow now..:)
And now to celebrate the animal nature even more as if you view
my all PG rated underwear art. one might come to the
conclusion i am a little bit soft… heHE.. don’t
confuse my sweetness with
weakness.. we are
wild animals2.. and
if this picture from
then.. 3 years ago..
of me now doesn’t prove
that in a way that would
scare Jack Nicholson in a
Dark alley other way.. trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry.. as i am only playing heAR..
wild wolves love more than domesticated wolves as they
work together for the survive and thrive for life in foraging ways..
humans are no different.. someone like me in the olden days could
come in handy for the love of life and as well as the hunt of life too..
but nah.. i’ll let the grocery store take care of that.. but sure.. my Father
didn’t serve in Law Enforcement for 46 years after a few years in the Army
without sharing a little genetic potential for the warrior and nomad gene with me2..;)
And yes.. 2 years ago.. heAR.. Yellow Boy approaching a window squirrel for breakfast.. in the old
days before.. when Yellow Boy was all feral in the backwoods for about two years way before then..
Yellow Boy was a lightening streak with a squirrel almost his size
then as a young cat flying across the yard.. with the greatest
of cat ease.. feral cats are not unlike Jungle wild cats..
just a little smaller is all..
and it’s true..
if a hunter
like Yellow Boy
can love like he does
now.. all Mama Cat milk
and Cat biscuits now with Katrina..
there must be hope for humans too..
if they find a path to love and somewhat predictable
subsistence too.. scarcity breeds fear and abundance breeds hope..
Hate comes more from one and Love more from the otHeR.. Give and
Share for Love or Take and hoard for hate.. it’s still a cat choice really wild and
free with love
or imprisoned
and domesticated with hate..
and for now that’s all i have
to dance and sing..
of cultural
clothes and lies..
all play with God of Nature FReED..
Devil or Angel.. Angel IS A way for me…
At this point..now i feel like a little American
Indian Meditation Music to go along with this..
Sioux and Cherokee in me gifted through my
Mother and her ancestors too.. Sioux on her
Father’s side and Cherokee on her Mother’s side..
surELy.. the wildest and freest pARt of me along with the
Irish eyes.. two generations removed with the Cajun of
France and Spain and the Old English and Black Forest
of Germany and that rodent ancestor from 75 million years
ago2.. and the origin of all that is and beYond 14.5 million years ago aLL..
an Indian
song as continuous
Indigenous soUL of God oF NaturE noW2..
JuST.. cAll me “Master Chief Aghogday”..1.. yes i exist2
as He2.. you can Google me/he2.. if you don’t believe it HE HE3..;)
Love Lives fulfilLed deaTh..
Hate lives Dead life
– tHeMe-meMe
Hello.. gigoid.. nice to see you heAR.. aGain..
And i guess i’ll start heRE.. wiTh three to catch up..
through a count of 6 with a SonG too.. and what better place than play to staRt..
“Man is most nearly himself
when he achieves the seriousness
of a child at play.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
ReAlly.. can’t add any more
to tHis HeraCliTuS butt
continUinG to play..;)
“Beware of that person who is slow to anger.
For when it is long in coming,
it stays longer and is warmer and dies not so easily.
Abused patience is a very strong fuel
for a fire not easily put out by any known means.”
~~ Wise Bee ~~
Even worse
that festers into long term hate..
usuAlly.. what happens iF Anger
is not Emotionally and Sensory
regulated and integrated
and co-creating
more.. out.. oF AnGer..
to AnGel as mEtapHoRuS oF cOuRse..;)
“One kind word can warm three winter months.”
~~ Japanese proverb ~~
Yes.. Yes.. Yes… and more
yes.. as the Great Band..
the Police.. clearly
SinG too..
got to
be an Invisible
Sun inside generating
warmth of kindness as
oxytocin surely can and
will do when neurohormonally
and neurochemically living free inside..
and exPaNding to OthErS even more as HuMan
SunliGht groWs aS uNConDiTional Love.. tHeReForE..
i now have
a thEme
for this
too.. heHe..
in Sting and
Police ways2..;)
“If you would know a man,
observe how your cat treats him.”
~~ Leelu Bee ~~
It’s reAlly.. kinda sad..
all of my Father’s
cats paid
attention to human beings…
but he cried when they died..
guesS he couldn’t reAlly show ’em when he lived…
“Many a man’s tongue broke his nose.”
~~ Seamus MacManus ~~
Hmm.. i can
but not quiet..;)
“I want to live my life so that my nights are not full of regrets.”
~~ D. H. Lawrence ~~
too busy
dancing at night
anything aT all..
funny how ‘they’ talk
about the pitfalls of an
‘idol’.. mind.. butt rarely
the pitfalls
idle feet..
problem with words..
tHey are locked uP ‘tween ears..;)
“If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.”
~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~
One thing.. i FeeL/SenSe
for sure.. ‘it’ doesn’t
“Some people march to the beat of a different drummer.
And some people tango!”
~~ Anonymous Bee ~~
or SinG free
verse DancE
with no labELs
or FoRmS aT aLL..;)
“If you lose the power to laugh, you lose the power to think.”
~~ Clarence Darrow ~~
True.. as science sHows..
emotions.. most definitely
including laughs
are the
of all
and the source
oF aLL memories too.. as is..
per cognitive executive functioning
Now to two too2..
as six was just in
the intro of thE theMe Meme SonG2..;)
Haha.. rational mammals..
nah.. not a one..
all driven
by emotions
at core as
shows now..
the best emotions
and senses make uP
reaLitY iN a sea of words and
otHeR symbols that house the
vehicles and vessels of essence real..
thaT iS FeeLinG
liFe as
so.. reAlly.. at the
end of the day StiLL now
it is those who are fulfilled
with love.. happiness and joy
who win the game of reaLiTy.. my FriEnd..NoW..2..
mY Mother tried to teach me that lesSon by example
as she reTired her wheels and i continued
to roll
my ass around
the rat wheel
of race
leads to
empty symbols of now..then..
without much substance of LIfE..
in other words.. whatever takes uS away
From Peace of Mind and Joy and Love is about as evil aS it gets..
away from thaT real essence of FeeLinG SenSinG LiFe..NoW..
otHeRS.. of course..:)
“It is hard enough to remember my opinions,
without also remembering my reasons for them.”
— Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900)
As always.. emotions and senses drive iT all..
develop.. regulate.. integrate them in balance.. rich or not..;)
“That’s the effect of living backwards: it always makes one
a little giddy at first, but there’s one great advantage in it,
that one’s memory works both ways.”
— Lewis Carroll, “Through the Looking-Glass”
And don’t forget to walk in reverse
and spiral like the Golden
PHI 1.618
of Nature in
move.. connect
and create too..
again.. the
of philosophy
never getting down
below the ears to more TruTh aT hand..
Feet too..
and toes and fingers too..;)
“I count religion but a childish toy …
there is no sin but ignorance.”
— Christopher Marlowe
Once aGaiN..
siN oF Feet and hands
and otHeR idle body
aBove beloW as
TrUtH and liGht.. mOre..;)
— Zippy the Pinhead
“Human beings are perhaps never more frightening than
when they are convinced beyond doubt that they are right.”
— Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)
iF it’s aLternative fActs..;)
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted
to a profoundly sick society.”
— Krishnamurti
As lonG
aS onE
and throws away the clothes..;)
(Emerald Forest 1985 and newer Avatars)
“Thus it is said that one who knows the enemy and knows
himself will not be endangered in a hundred engagements.”
— Sun Tzu
it’s how
i Handle
And Trump LiFE..;)
“One should seek virtue for its own sake and not from hope or fear,
or any external motive. It is in virtue that happiness consists,
for virtue is the state of mind which tends to
make the whole of life harmonious.”
— Diogenes Laertius (c. 200 AD) — Zeno, (B.C. 335?-264), liii
If only
that were
possible aS even
science sHows it’s not
for so-called
at lEast..
Square root one
Problems of heART..:)
“The moral test of government is how it treats those
who are in the dawn of life — the children; those who
are in the twilight of life — the aged; and those who
are in the shadows of life — the sick, the needy and the handicapped.”
— Hubert Humphrey
Square root
one issues of subsistence and shelter too..:)
“Virtue is that perfect good which is the complement of a happy life;
the only immortal thing that belongs to mortality.”
— Seneca (B.C. 3-65 A.D.)
Ugh.. perfect
to too many arguments
about how the towels are arranged on the racK even or not..;)
“I have a feeling that at any time about three million Americans
can be had for any militant reaction against law, decency,
the Constitution, the Supreme Court,
compassion and the rule of reason.”
— John Kenneth Galbraith
Sure.. anything
goes with
aS even science
sHows about one percent
of the population are made that way…
evil.. like
it or not..
as they don’t give a shit
and likely never will..
no smile heAR.. my FriEnd
as life ain’t fair in one lifetime aT leASt..;)
“I’m just hoping that one day the sheep will realize
that the shepherd is really a wolf in disguise.” —
Sanjay Singh
As science shows too..
the clergy in the
top 10
choices of folks born ‘that way’…;)
“Every man is a damn fool for at least five minutes every day;
wisdom consists in not exceeding the limit.”
— Elbert Hubbard
i kNow
and feeL and sense so
much more
now than
Piece of Paper
existence.. all the rest a peace of cake..:)
To produce things and to rear them,
To produce, but not to take possession of them,
To act, but not to rely on one’s own ability.
To lead them, but not to master them –
This is called profound and secret virtue.
— Lao-Tzu (fl. B.C. 600)
And never
ever worry
about perfect..
practice practice
practice perfect more..:)
“Make no mistake: the weeds will win. Nature bats last.”
— Robert Pyle
FeeLs anD
sEnSes beST..:)
So.. now.. off to three2..:)
“Man is most nearly himself when
he achieves the seriousness of a child at play.”
— Heraclitus
SurELy VeriLY worth
continUing play..;)
“Apollo said that every one’s true worship was that
which he found in use in the place where he chanced to be.”
— Michael de Montaigne (1533-1592)
— Essays, Book ii, Chap. xii, Apology for Raimond Sebond
Toilet Paper.. a warm bed at night..
wow! a grocery store
and a way
get some food..
and friends and a lover too..
with family too.. Heaven is now
for those
see the sliver
out of
rest oF iT aLL..
out of shape of Happiness now..:)
“An empty man is full of himself.”
— Edward Abbey
Ugh.. Tin can
on the
to see the wizard oF aLL…;)
“If you see a man approaching you with
the obvious intention of doing you good,
you should run for your life.”
— Thoreau’s Law
thOught that came all natural
buTT hips and eYes never lie to me aT leASt.. hEhe..;)
“Man is a credulous animal, and must believe something;
in the absence of good grounds for belief, he will be satisfied with bad ones.”
— Bertrand Russell, “An Outline of Intellectual Rubbish”
Case proven
more than ever now..
haha.. hehe..
of tears
for the ignorant
more for those in the kNow..;)
“Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there,
you must first see inside of you.”
— Wally “Famous” Amos
LiGht bulbs
do much
without a filAmeNt within.;)
“I hold it to be the inalienable right of anybody
to go to hell in his own way.”
— Robert Frost
YeS iT happens..:)
“Go softly, for you tread on my dreams.”
— Yeats
are real..
soft or hard..
tRead or noT..;)
Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled
About the center of the silent Word.
– T.S. Eliot
UgH A word
without a voice..:)
It was not death, for I stood up,
And all the dead lie down;
It was not night, for all the bells
Put out their tongues, for noon.
It was not frost, for on my flesh
I felt siroccos crawl,–
Nor fire, for just my marble feet
Could keep a chancel cool.
And yet it tasted like them all;
The figures I have seen
Set orderly, for burial,
Reminded me of mine,
As if my life were shaven
And fitted to a frame,
And could not breathe without a key;
And ‘t was like midnight, some,
When everything that ticked has stopped,
And space stares, all around,
Or grisly frosts, first autumn morns,
Repeal the beating ground.
But most like chaos,–stopless, cool,–
Without a chance or spar,–
Or even a report of land
To justify despair.
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
DArk niGht of the
soUL SuNG rung so quiet..:)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
— Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics
If one takes Stephen
Hawking literAlly..
is every
is real..
and words are
as real as essence real..:)
And hence one master-passion in the breast,
Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.
– Alexander Pope (1688-1744)
— Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131
Yep.. tHeRE Go
‘eM EmoTioNs
And SeNses for real..;)
“You can get anything you want,
at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”
— Arlo Guthrie
Hannibal Lector doesn’t like that at all..;)
the end
of three
on a rather
non-pleaSing taste of Alice iN Wonderland less..;)
It’s worth noting that stress is cumulative over the Battle
Fields of Life.. and when it IS A situation like
Catastrophic illness of a Loved
one as close as a Mother..
for those
who have
lived a Battlefield
of Stress for Decades.. those
Battle Scars rear tHeir ugliest heads
of dARk.. in other words.. strange.. strange..
pain.. as somatic symptoms from head to toe..
to heARt Palpitations and
Nausea and
feeling like
Bees are nesting
a hive in your head and
stuff like that for me at least..
including Chronic Fatigue and Dysautonomia
with the Heart palpitations as hey.. from the outside
in this photo.. looks like just another deliriously happy
day in the last 42 months or so of Heaven.. and by this
Happy Picture existing at the Mall after about 10 miles of Public
Dance.. i muSt say.. i was floating on a cloud again.. and
hopefully.. all the somatic issues will disappear as tHeRe
are some things in life that are almost
too hard to face.. sure..
with night terrors
and stuff
that too.. ah.. being
human.. can get so complicated..
but at least i’ve experienced it all before
and realize that no matter how long it takes
this too shall pass as the cycle of dARk and liGht
goeS oN.. as LiFE.. and for now.. i’m at Peace as writing
can be so soothing as streAms begin to empty in Rivers and
waves of ocean whole gently expanding shores more toward liGht..;)
Hmm.. and some MacroVerses to share as usual in Facebook Memory way..
starting with “Sounds of Sexual Healing” at the 432 Hertz Genital Healing frequency
in sensuality way.. and nah.. not wham bam thank ya ma’am stuff.. anyWay.. a reminder for
me in how much peace comes listening to the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
Mystical Gnostic sayings as attributed to the dude named Yeshua aka Jesus..
yes.. how much Peace it brought to me in the last night spent in the
recliner slowly falling to sleep next to my Mother at the
Hospital.. and the next day.. i felt so much more heaLinG
inside and it seemed to bring a mystical
connection with my Mother too..
as this is the Jesus i FeeL
SeNse.. a real man.. no different than
the Buddha and Lao Tzu and so many
otHeRs who sought and found the Kingdom of
God within uSing metaphors to relate this Yogi-like
Unison with God.. sure.. Unidaughter and
UnieTc too.. as yes.. Women
didn’t get the right
to vote until
last Century
and were not considered
good enough to be spiritual priests
of God in the old Abrahamic religious way..
of course.. this Jesus gives all the power to the people
and remains just another humble last as first and meek
inheriting the eARTh as the King and the Queen are those
who become one with God as the Kingdom and Queendom
and eTcdom lives within.. but seriously.. no matter how many metaphors
are used and other complex symbolS.. unless one has a direct verb experience
of God in action beyond words as God as Verb within.. just empty shells are the words
that fall to rocky soil with no floWer of God groWinG hiGher as hUmaniTy’s eYes alive..
it’s kinda sad how the Modern Catholic Church.. since Constantine as Roman Emperor
expanding that empire and monolithically making a Statue of himself as Sun god
same as Jesus as Soldier Sun God too.. but hey.. that’s what Trump’s do..
it’s all about them and rarely
about you.. although
they will
you a job
that never comes
with pay.. Vs.. the eternal
reward oF HeAVen NoW..
the place with no dollar amount..
aS History repeats itself with Herstory
of divine feminine grace and love within..
as all is left is will and strength to conquer and divide..
anyWay.. for those in the feel and sense oF iT.. this is the isreAl Deal..now..:)
“Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2”.. pArt two of a series of God as action
verb conversations regarding the active experience of being with
God noW as aliVe.. yes.. on the Wrong Planet.. a place wHere
folks are more locked into left brain ways of
analytical thinking away from
all stuff associated
with social
including spirituality
and connection with God aLL
as Nature wHOle aliVE in the Kingdom
of Heaven NoW.. like most intelligent animals
without standard IQ.. experience all Naturally without
the clothes of Human culture.. aS in someways.. human
is burdened with the greatest virus oF aLL.. separation from God
through cultural and religious clothes from birth to death.. never reAlly
experiencing a naked God alive within at all for some all the way from
birth to death in a priSon of Hell as made by cultural tool and device
as human becomes a tool in a human made cultural hell.. i watch
people in this place from day to day in both flesh and blood
life and online too.. and yes.. it’s like an opaque
window they cannot see through
to get to other side..
and sure
even the so-called
leaders at church who
only truly look forward to God
after death.. as real then to meet..
so.. sad.. this separation in life as illusion can be.. away from God..
it would bring A TEar to Yellow Boy’s eYe if he could see the ignorance
of human separated from God like this.. surELy.. juSt anoTheR day within God for him free..:)
“On Seeking, knowing and Loving. On understanding Islam in its meaning as a whole.”
MacroVerse Memory from two years ago as the previous MacroVerse also
was from two years ago.. and the one before that at three years ago
as dates go on and the information remains as applicable
noW as that Gospel of Thomas rendition listening
too.. here from around 2K years ago.. too..
and Fellow Blogger poet
Friend.. Lala Rukh..
from Pakistan.. sHows tHeRe
are the same issues with Islam
as there is with Christianity as far as
some folks extreme.. some folks Christmas
Day and Easter worshippers and others who seek
and find God within with book or not.. thing is.. God does
live within and the Kingdom of Heaven is just waiting for those
who do seek and find it within over the course of life noW as LiVinG..:)
“INDIAN MOON CHILD in the alleys of Life”.. as MacroVerse from two
years ago too.. more discussions on the Wrong Planet site..
finding it still almost impossible to reach folks
locked in the ‘other’ hemisphere of
brain.. namely
in left
brain ways
of rational thInKing
away from Art of Love and God sAMe..
as living verb in the Kingdom of Heaven within now..:)
“Tornado PoeTry and mE”.. MacroVerse memory from a year
ago.. visiting many of my Blogger Poet friends and continuing an
end to a year long venture of poetically responding to every single
prompt and link from the online dVerse Poetry Pub site for an entire
year.. from April of 2015.. through March 31st 2016.. coming to be..
neXt.. GodsUniVerseNovel3 at 338,630 words as lInKed at
the bottom of all my MacroVerses now.. a little
easier at this point though as i am no longer
visiting the relatively speaKing online
hell of the Wrong Planet
website.. permanent
staycation from
hell on earth
as Lucifer in that
Fox show might say..
except.. this is Lower Alabama
Panhandle of Florida.. yes.. pet
name of LA too.. with plenty of NASCAR racing fans too..
and although i don’t own a big bar in money way.. sure.. in
A way.. i owN oNe for the LovE of DancE all free of dollar biLLs and driNks.. heHe..;)
And speaking of Nascar.. that reminds me of a Good Ole Christian Man and his family
where his children are watching the float of my feet upon the Mall Grounds by
Starbucks with the youth wielding their smartphones to capture the oddest
thing of all in Lower Alabama LA of Panhandle of Florida and that
is anyone at all brave enough to dance free in public..
which to me is amazingly.. only me.. as Jesus F iN
Christ it is like the best thing ever
to float on terrestrial land
in use it more and
gain it in terms
of emotional
and physical intelligence
in regulating emotions and
integrating senses and making
every move magic like Katy Perry says
in her ET song.. but hey.. this is no fairy
tale.. just human poTenTial used more than lounging
around on Sunday in easy chairs watching NASCAR go ’round
and ’round and ’round eventually snoring back after Sunday Dinner too..
anyway.. heHe.. was hoping
the NASCAR good Ole boy would
ask me what the hell (heaven) i
was/am doing as surELy my come back again
would be.. hey.. baby.. in terms of #John1412 ..
walking on water is old-school noW as verily and
surELy i say and sing and dance one can do that with
a surf-board with ease.. floating on terrestrial ground
and nicely polished mall floors like this IS A real John
14:12 challenge.. babe.. ya should try it one day.. particularly
if you enjoy making women smile more than your hunting buds.. heHe..
anyWay.. it’s human potential and in ALL stuff John 14:12.. USE IT OR LOSE
and survive or thrive
in the Kingdom of Heaven now..
as DanCinG and SinGinG Light hoMe NoW..
WeLL.. considering there is still room left
on the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
might as well review more Facebook MacroVerse memories
and associated supporting documentation for how if or one reach
the Kingdom of Heaven with now.. yes.. now.. in this generation now..
as promised even in the New Testament version of what is no attributed to the
Jesus dude too.. yes the generation then means the generation now.. otherwise
according to simple Logic.. the Jesus dude would have been taling an empty Trump
promise and apparently the real dude Jesus per Yogi-Like dude was taling it as real
as any Tibetan
who rises
steam off their
body in icy waters
as documented by science
too.. along with controlling
Brain waves from Alpha to theta
creative streaming consciousness holy
spirit bringing to the table of mindful awareness
where the bread and water of life is a living spring of breathe
for those in
the dance
and song
who juST
can and
will do that now..
in once again now use
it or lose it in all human
potentials now.. but hey.. still
these traditions are dominated by patriarchal
ways of illusory fears and dominating women and
such as that.. controlling reproductive freedoms
for selfish gene and material gains.. same stuff
of storing grain in silos
for jealousy
and greed
in subjugating
others for whatever
power and status comes next..
yes.. including excluding women
from the Monk Monasteries too.. all
men’s club as such while the women are
relegated to cattle of breeding babies..
but yes that’s old school now.. and meanwhile
while women have moved way ahead in the battle of the
sexes as far as combining the masculine will and strength
with the feminine grace and love.. men or still in Trump
states at least.. watching cars go around and around tracks still
of boring same shit over and over again.. where mirror neurons are
the only joy in vicarious male adventure life.. over and over again
on the big
and as far
as any martial
arts mixed with
ballet dance.. i understand
some ‘liberal men’ are doing that
with their daughters now.. but Nascar
men.. nah.. nah.. no.. that’s a no no tHeRE..
and hey.. if nothing else they can watch me do
ballet in the mall while this memory comes to mind
as shared on Facebook of me leg pressing 930 Lbs.. 14 times
back two years ago.. now that is 1020 LBS around 33 times for now..
unless the adrenaline
of temporary
it up to
50 reps when
My mother is in the
Hospital dying and such as that..
like last week.. straining my leg
a little bit after that effort too..
and the thing is.. the power comes even more
from divine feminine grace and love than masculine will and
strength as the divine feminine love is what brings the mindful
awareness and the focus to make the will and strength do real time
all things
considered of course
as a Macroverse Memory
shared here of “BE midnight LIGHT”.. 3 years ago..
Where i guarantee dam tee ya.. ain’t no Nascar
men brave enough to do this shit.. hehe..
even if they could leg
press 1020 LBS
now 33
times or
not.. if you
wanna get to heaven
ya be afraid of any part
of your God given Nature as
to repress and oppress it as
patriarchal cultures teach their
little boys to erase all divine feminine
grace from their existence.. including compassion
and empathy to be cold enough to pull triggers to kill
and defend in wars and such as that that is a part of the
sad tribal instinct for snake head survival too.. as part of
the restricted reptilian brain inside our heads too.. it’s a nuclear
option of hell.. on earth.. and far far away from the Kingdom of Heaven
all BaLanCinG act in reaLiTy NoW oN course.. camel and needle and all of that too..
if you
be in
Heaven ya
gotta really be
brave enough to be
in terms of limited scientific method repeatable
experiments too.. as those don’t exist where few men
and women
before as truly brave
and free in the Kingdom
of Heaven within for NoW..:)
“Don’t Look Me in the Eye”.. Another MacroVerse memory from 3 years
ago.. as i continue a real practice of BaLanCinG the Divine feminine
Grace of Love and Masculine WiLL and strength togeTher as oNe..
and if you are actually listening to any of the
Gospel of Thomas related metaphorical
deep sayingS it’s not quite
as fully illustrated
as what i do
in these
MacroVerses heAR
but of course that was
in the days of almost no
freedom of expression like this
without killing fields coming to those
who illustrated iT fully like this.. so vague
it came in metaphors instead.. so those with shallow
more left brain thinking snake brain ways would have no
WTF FTW idea what was going down in this kinda sacred text..
again.. one muSt acT on it and experience it as verb of God life..
AS Experience now..
alone are
housing vehicles
and vessels to get
here as the rider of
the camel or the elephant
through the culture and religion
N E E D Le E Y E even s M A L ler
of now and then.. my best advice is
just get naked and dance free verse with
grains of sand spiraling around the Sun
Seagull free… and don’t forget the warm
Gulf Illuminated diatom waters at night
if you
i do
on a Summer
midnight breeze
with a loved one too..
or just one if that is all you are2..
God allone..:)
And now the Hertz of the Earth to go along
with “Don’t Look me in the eye” too..
yes at C sharp.. 136.1 Hertz
frequency.. and when
this share
with the
metaphor of
poetic expression..
Last night my cat yellow boy was sleeping..
purring by my feet..and his purr was precisely
the GAIA frequency of mother earth..a beautiful purr of peace of life..and mind..heart..soul..emotion..logic and ONEspirit.. the best sound ever..PURR..
So with that said..have a PURRfect day..;):)
PURRLIGHT with mother earth..
Some literalist from YouTube..
yes.. material reductionist.. tried
to get in an argument with me
that it wasn’t
a cat
purr in hertz..
and i said.. dude..
it’s just a metaphor..
okay.. as we all come
from the same stuff okay..
namELy Mother Earth with Cat
Biscuits and Mama Cat milk like this too..
feathered duckling
friend.. love is
love.. my friend..;)
And now.. from two years ago..
A short MicroVerse Memory
on Freedom to share..
noW oN course..;)
Freedom is NOT free;
Never has been never will be.
Some folks are willing to die for IT.
Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,
and DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,
by their overall, fearful ways…
ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,
“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….
And NOT even
Oh.. Prajakta.. i love the diversity
of all of human Nature.. nah.. not all
have the same Maternal instinct and some
have literally none and never will.. male and or female..
like the Wrong Planet online i used to visit where aversion
to babies was as common as everyday allergies
to pollen..
a matter of
human nature in
hormonal ways of birth..
ourselves and environmental
ways of more left brain analytical
corporate think as opposed to
down on the
raising right brain
life.. balance comes
for what we must do in life..
as opposed to what we may
even wanna do in life..
not all folks
are even
cut out
to have
babies.. of course..
and to make someone
go where they do not naturally
wanna go.. is a source of much human
misery and suffering in the case of forced
arranged dowry marriages and stuff like that
surely when the innate stuff is not there to nurture
at all.. anyway.. if you like puppy love.. if and when you
do get pregnant and have children.. no doubt when Nature
changes you too in hormone way.. the nurture and attachment will
come as it did for even me.. when i had my first and only child then..
the first time then.. i understood what all encompassing non-conditional
love is.. it’s Nature and the core of survival/thrival.. not only the will but the love to go on..
And with that said
here is a little more
Love to move ya too..;)
1968.. about 7 years old.. am i too..
going to see this movie.. yes.. the first
Planet of the Apes movie.. with my mother
and sister.. and the first time i had one of those
moments of questioning the existential angst of life..
of what is real
and what is
not realest
as and in existence
now then now too..
and i’ve moved
180 degrees
on how
i view the ending
noW as opposed to then..
as the notion of no infrastructure
of culture for a small and very weak
child then was a scary notion.. for sure..
as there was nothing wild about me at
age 7.. fully domesticated in grade two
in a small school up on the
hill away from the
river front
then.. and i remember..
coming out of the theater..
just around the block from our
home.. downtown.. yep.. what was
named as the ‘Milton Theater’.. then..
looking up and seeing the red flashing
light of what was just a radio tower then..
with no cell towers to reach around the globe
in an actual interaction with global friends then..
thing is.. Charlton was riding on a horse.. with the most
beautiful woman.. alive then.. on a beautiful beach and he cursed
the blown up infrastructure of a city comparablY as ugly compared
to a pristine beach as New York City full of subways and people who
never meet eye to eye aS SucH.. as a giant can of lemmings all trapped in priSon..
and instead of jumping for joy as Nature and the beautiful woman and Horse of Nature
wiTh Beach was/iS once again his free home.. him.. he said.. God dAm.. you blew iT all up.. hell.. cannot
see the
for the loss
of feel and sense
now of what iS even important
in life as a touchy feely human
being alive now.. just wanting to get
back to they city as a habit is wHeRe he
wanted to go.. misSing paradise on the way
to heaven then now.. so.. how advanced are we..
only.. in how much we touch and feel of mindful and
bodily awareness all naked now.. cover it all up.. make
it numb and pain.. or uncover it and live as the Beach of Heaven Now..
and i still haven’t come uP.. with a title for this 79th MacroVerse heAR of
“Netherland Bible 2017”.. and 750th MacroVerse of Song oF mY soUL too..
but sure.. by the standard of another play.. the great Social Critic.. Rod Serling
helped write in written script way.. too.. perHaps with a twist of a few words
the title
is aLike
All OVer sTiLL noW”..
better now than never..
Zoo or Free.. yOur can and WiLL or not..noW2..:)
YeP it’s true..
Verily i say
a deep
DanCeR SinGeR
i AM2.. sTiLL..NoW2..
with or without words thenow2..
And today.. the 27th of February
makes a full 42 month Longest Form Free Verse
Poem on Word Press and Metro Public Dance too..
over 3.3 Million words and over 6900 Dance miles2..
Planet of the Apes.. released on 2.8.68.. 49 years
ago.. in a memory for me.. wHeRE tHeRe is
no distance
tiMe.. sTiLL NoW2..
When i was living in the crib..
my Mother said i turned around
and around on my left toe then
until i wore a dance
blister on
it then..
my Mother told
my Father.. my boy
has the look of an adult
in his green to blue eyes like
he knows more than he should know
now then.. and my Father said.. in one of few
conversations to my Mother then.. one day.. you
will come in here and he will have a cigarette propped
up in his hand.. just puffing it away.. heHe.. kinda like Rod Serling (and my father too)
did at the beginning of his T-Zone show.. then too.. it is what is and i am am i..now..STiLL2..1..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
Love iS
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

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