Reunion with Duo of Trio of Original Charlie’s Angels with Cortney’s Friend filling in for the third spot as Chelsea did not make it tonight.. and as always i got a more intense Dance Work-out.. which is really gonna make that 1020 Lbs on Leg Press tomorrow potentially less than 33 reps.. as has been the case when Charlie’s Angels come in force.. Anyway.. Maggie on the left.. then.. Cortney’s new super sweet friend and Cortney on the right as i wind down from dance and add 61 dance photos to ‘New Moon Reigns’ where there surely was a full moon of dance tonight.. much more spirited there tonight as ThanksGiving Night is kinda dull as a different crowd comes out..:)
Facebook Friend Dan.. Shares this wonderful quote that says “Call me crazy but I love to see people happy and succeeding.. Life is a journey.. not a competition” and i am so happy to have lived long enough to see a new generation that is more like Peter Pan in way of Millennials than stiff white collar and blue collar focused only way of work over life.. and my continuing participant observer anthropology eYes ring this true on every Thursday Night as this age group below 34 years of age.. most often accepts all of who i am.. yes.. also college educated mostly.. over most any other demographic in this red state area i live.. but never the less.. whether or not a person is part of any specific demographic or ethnicity or any other label of difference.. i for on see life this way as genderless creedless.. and all other labels free no matter if the politics and the philosophy and the religion.. etc.. is part of what i agree with or not.. and while it is not always easy to hear things one totally disagrees with from a friend.. friends don’t throw friends away over labels of difference.. now at least not real friends in reciprocation or not.. and when i was in my darkest nights of soul.. back in the dead zone days.. although i had zero friends on Facebook.. using this account Katie Mia that actually originally belonged to my wife in Katrina Mia namesake way.. was an awesome avenue once an iPhone came out with a retina display technology that somehow allowed me to tolerate that first 4 inch screen back in March of 2013.. allowing me to finally appreciate a glimmer of Nature living in photos Katrina took with her giant digital lens camera of the beach and farms and area beauty that i could only dream of actually visiting and feeling then in senses and emotions as all was pain and numb then.. never the less.. it gave me a faint spark of something.. and even viewing the faces of people i had known and felt long ago.. on Facebook from an endless distance also provided a faint spark of humanity as i could not see a live face that way.. even my own.. without intolerable pain in the light of day.. and seriously.. when i then took my first selfie photo that showed any kind of emotions at all after recovery of the pain of my illnesses in July of 2013.. i was totally shocked then that i was still a FucKinG human who came back finally to humanity life.. i value people.. all people.. no matter what they do.. i provide discernment and am strongly opinionated in the poetry i do in all of dArk and liGht.. sHades of grey.. and beyond rainbow colors i currently see feel and do.. but never the less and always more i have the ability to see everyone as friend and dismiss no one as less or more important than a grain of sand and less that is God more now too as Nature whole and pArt of all that is God of Nature too.. the dArk goes with the liGht.. the sHades of Grey and all the rest.. it is what it is.. and i wanna experience all oF it no matter struggle or joy same.. and in the last photo of profile pic with the Sweet Millennials from old Seville Quarter where Pan as me dances with them all free.. there is a man who is in wider scope of that photo there.. a little rougher around the edges as a Navy Veteran who is actually my identical age at 56.. as i spoke to him back in 2014.. when i first started dancing there.. he has his own style of dancing too.. and does it his way.. all free.. and back in 2014.. he was in a dance contest and the crowd was cheering him on.. no matter if he matched any of their demographic specs or not.. and this my friends is why the world will eventually change more towards a ‘Bernie Sanders’ way as this is the online generation.. who have free access to information.. yes.. they still are spiritual but they listen to no lies of old that says that those who are born and bred with different orientations of life are any less than others no matter what labels institutions of before have put on them as chains.. this me generation that refuses the group think of old.. will be a savior of not only each other but the environment.. other animals.. yes.. the very survival of every living thing on this planet.. you can mark my words on that long after i am gone.. to record that prophecy here and now.. as i simply watch and write it all down as nows come to greater liGht away from the ignorance of before and an apocalypse of lifting those veils of ignorance in original Greek Definition of just that.. yes.. it’s true when i go to 120th Church street to park on Holy and Sacred Thursday Night that place is my true religion in SonG and DancE.. sure i focus on DancE as focusing on SonG is what i similarly do in Catholic Church on Sunday bypassing all the bullshit that says different is less than holy and Sacred God LiVinG as Force and Power and SpiRit in aLL of Creation Nature sAMe now i AM all that is.. NOW..:)
Moving back to last Sunday when the priest.. my Old Tennis Buddy from high school.. and just another Top 10 Senior who was also in the Beta Club for nerds.. a Treasurer officer of the Club that i would also hold office in as a Senior too.. hehe.. following in his footsteps somewhat but no.. not eventually to the status in hierarchy of the Catholic Church as Monsignor.. he stating last Sunday that without the church there would no empathy.. no compassion.. no morality and basically no human love.. like the Church creates Love instead oF God of FucKinG Nature on a Desert Isle without any FucKinG Brick and Mortar Buildings or even a FucKinG Book.. yes.. i could lose a friend over saying that but it’s part of the Dark noW and Shades of Grey and Beyond Rainbow colors now that must be said if evil does not eventually rule the whole world away from the inalienable rights God Given Nature creation same to Life Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness aka pleasure you bet your bottom and top innate dollar on that of course.. as any Indigenous person without the stain of books could feel ya and sense ya same iN TruTh and LiGht within.. trUth is when i didn’t go to Church for 23 years.. the Fundamentalist Christian groups who came into bowl.. told me i was a living example of their God Jesus.. kinda ironic if you think real deep about that huh.. anyWay.. i was love.. i walked in the liGht of Love.. seeing no one more or less than a grain of sand of love same as i have always done at lEAst deep down and that love comes from within all altruistic innate as such watered by the same innate eyes of Unconditional Love that was my mother from ages 0 to 3 from a mother who chose to stay at home and water the garden of love that would come to sprout of me who refused to keep anyone out of a Kingdom of Heaven now.. no matter how different they looked and did live for tHeir free pursuit now oF liFe.. Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness too.. so last night i am telling Maggie.. one of Charlie’s Angels that my wife thinks she is beautiful and i might add she said the same thing about all the other angels too who dance with me at old Seville Quarter.. ’cause you see true love is deeper even than flesh and blood.. true love is binding no matter what.. never jealous.. never greedy.. never owning.. on for free and uplifting same.. my wife is happy the more beautiful women i get to dance with as her hobby of buying T-shirts to help inspire the liGht of otHeR Free hUmans in sMiLes comes to Fruition as she is pARt of the KATiE MIA FredericK!iI.. Art teAM to bRinG more liGht oF Fearless SmART Unconditional Love into the world.. and Maggie said please bring her as she is the only original Charlie’s Angels member who has not met her in the mall yet.. but the truth is.. she can’t handle the stimulus of Seville Quarter.. could have something to do with her Epilepsy but never the less she can pose like Charlie’s Angels too in respect and love of all that is free when Love is King and Queen over fear and all con-social emotions associated with hate.. LovE DanceS SonG On..:)
ALLLITIS from three year ago.. no.. not a disease the condition of all that is that is God in all of creation and human experience too.. and using the medium of blogs and photography and freely shared cultural art in ways of Google and Youtube way too.. i stARted an eclectic journey of basicAlly doing what ever made me happy all of course within the parameters of local.. state.. and federal laws but cultural norms in red state LA Lower Alabama Florida panhandle.. hell no.. ’cause i live in a country that allows for freedom of expression as first amendment rights no matter any rule of local fundamentalist church as praise the lord we have separation of church and state so when it comes to hating all up on Miley Cyrus.. she can have a place to lay her head with rest in the new iSreal US of A where hey even in New still conservative Jerusalem in milltown way i can FucKinG be as free for happiness this way as i care to do too.. and if someone doesn’t like it like even some of my family members did then in ways of exiting Facebook friendship relationship ways.. that too.. is their right to the pursuit of happiness in worshipping what ever kind of life they wanna DOO too.. without any sight or site of what i care to do in life.. so sure.. the unfriend button serves a purpose but in less it is someone trying to make money off of me as a scam as such in all the material ways that comes.. i ain’t gonna get afraid of how anyone lives their liFe in ways of excluding them unless they are actually harming someone with intent.. as sure.. i have not many.. but some limits too.. in Freedom’s DancE and SonG of allitis as allthatis too.. anyWay.. this was one of the first times i really let loose and celebrated all of Nature here.. including me.. and sure it fELt so good.. getting unfriended on Facebook for it in relative way or not.. hehe.. as liFe GoeS oN FReED..;)
And heAr.. yes.. see.. a YouTube Video of the Sun with two Sun Devils at Pensacola Beach in early December oF 2013 as part of the Macro Verse along with other Beach Videos to celebrate Nature in yes.. the Macro-Verse from three years ago.. titled ‘ALLITIS’..:)
And then from two years ago.. ‘December’s Indian Summer’.. a little chilly last night and today from the Cold Front that also brought straight line winds and tornadoes of destruction in Florida Panhandle way.. this is the third Indian Summer that we are having now.. as the temperatures will soon rise back up to Sun tan land wHere beach is coming more year around as nows go by in climate change of course believe that or not for ignorance of course..;)
And.. finally.. another MacroVerse from two years ago.. looking at God more as a winning Ferrari than a book that can be used for love and hate and of course for that too as God is all that is.. dARk and liGht.. sHades of Grey like i do love to say.. sure.. beYond all rainbow colors too.. as i continue to John 14:12 the Ferrari that lives within and as me2.. pARt of Ocean wHOle and that reminds me to note that this is the 726th current Macro-Verse i am working on.. finished now with the 137th dance week at old Seville Quarter moving on to the 138th week this Thursday niGht now.. as Lord kNows i’m behind on pasting six Macro-Verses in text only version to Personal Facebook Page and my Facebook Blog and Nature pages for three Facebook total pages since the post titled ‘New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen’.. Hmm.. anyway.. also note to self get outside to dance in sand and sun before it clouds up with chill of afternoon.. as when creativity iN floW iN Zone goes on.. you gotta keep going with the creative artful liFe away from the robotic one step.. two step.. three step more.. mechanical cognition state of mind that closes off the faucet of all stuff in what i consider as essence oF Art and LiFe and LaughteR and LoVe and the resT of HeaVen now awaY from paint by numbers problem solving state of mind.. i’ll get around to it as it serves for free back up and yes.. an avenue for anyone who would wanna read what i do without all the multi-media attached that can and will also grind a slow computer and narrow band Internet access to a crawl or complete stop..:)
Butt.. yes.. first i’LL finish the art of liFe and break for robOtic liFe when i feel the desire to do juSt thaT.. aS SurE.. Art And reaSon are a neccessary pARt oF liGht And dARk..;)
Humans are relegated to somewhat of a catch 22 dilemma as to be a social animal means we not only want each other but instinctuAlly we need each other as healthy humans or even monkeys all who are also primates and social animals will wither and die away from a young age.. socially isolated from what ever apes surround them.. even if they are the monkey see.. do.. and hear type of Apes as we can and will meet in liFe.. from a young age too.. anyWay.. as synchronicity will have it i was feeling this today.. as i tend to have love for everyone without any need of want for anything from them.. and sure i will love with no reciprocation at all as i have been to a place where both feeling and giving love was a physical impossibility as tHeir is living organics behind a spiritual life of Love and all emoTions/SenSEs dArk and liGht.. anyway.. not everyone looks at life this way after visiting the other place of fully null and void now.. and i understand that as i cherish and practice Love like an olympic sport simply ’cause i can and WiLL LIKE ALL OF LIFE LIKE THAT NOW.. a little off putting for some folks who have not been to hell.. but never the less my friEnd.. the HeARt is an organic muscle of lOve from head to toe that must be practiced constantly and worked out in all the social empathic ways in art that can come free with that or NOT And suffer the laws of attraction of Nature God and sAMe in DArk actions.. including thought attract dARk consequences and Positive actions same move toward liGht consequences in all the ways life can and will come now.. however.. i am human and after experiencing much isolation in life.. and much bullying when young.. it hurts when people say fuck you these days for no reason but fuck you as the human element in ways of empathy and compassion goes amiss when folks have 2000 Facebook friends and perhaps little old me.. is the only one who actually views their stuff and likes it as just a metaphor as my entire life has been like that however the love came back and lives inside groWinG stronger as i acknowledge the dARk moves through iT for even more liGht now that iSREaL.. as Love.. it’s true.. we are creatures of habit.. and memory of pain.. misery.. joy.. and laughter.. but when we lift each otHer up toGethER and stick it out wE become taller as Loving Fearless smARt BeinGs oF God and nature sAMe.. at leAst my FriEnd it works for me.. with sMiLes.. Zee.. as it doesn’t seem to disgust you.. that i love you for no other reason but to Love.. there was a day where i couldn’t say that for the strangers around the world.. and there was a longer day that i could not feeL iT aT aLL.. fearless love is fearless love is fearless love or not.. bottom lines of Yes And to HealinG LoVe giFted to uS by God.. the greAtest Force and Power we have as SociAlly BeinGs oF LiGht.. iN MoVinG.. ConNectTing.. CreaTinG ways as in all things noW Nature/God.. use iT or lose It RulEs.. Now as alWays..:)
One thing about this Good Cop Jesus that rings true.. is tolerating the dArk.. long enough to see what hinders liGht.. and what we see.. and feel and sense in life.. tends to become what life lives on course as experiential reaLiTy in liGht or dArk.. sHades of grey and beyond rainbow colors as this witness for God of all that is continues on the youtube call for an uprising dude’s page this last time before you leave for now to regain a soul of love over unresolved anger that leads to A worse place oF aLL.. the pain of hate.. Yeah.. the Good Cop Jesus had a lotta common sense when the Jesus oF liGht said live by the sword.. die by the sword.. love not only your friEnds and family but all neighbors same as one loves God and self same worth no harm in consuming others over now.. a food and drink of life.. even to go as far as turn the other cheek which was honestly likely fit in by those who would rule everyone’s life in expanding a Roman Empire through A Nicene Council of 325 AD.. it is for ours to discern the good parts that remain my friend and the other parts that say hate your family.. even children if they don’t agree.. slay others if they don’t comply.. sure.. apologists will say it means something else as any metaphor can but to bring a sword instead of peace is to potentially die moreover in action and consequence of dArk over liGht of the Love iN cooperation and fearless smARt togEthERness as BeinG hUman now… anyWay.. my friEnd.. A source of hate and anger and vengeance over victory usually comes down to three words and those words are.. WHO HURT YOU.. and sure that applies equally when one’s sister is actually ritually sacrificed by a so-called Satanic Cult.. while technically rather rare in accord with law enforcement identification it is more than that real where a metaphor of Allah as God can be used by extremists in other religions to rape little twelve year old girls writhing in pain of screams while the devil sings praise to the devil same in metaphor my friend as with most every housing of vehicle and vessel of myth comes essence of Truth in both liGht and dARk and infinite ‘tween now of that.. and i for one my friend too have great wrath.. for i have loved women.. some of which who were sexually abused by fathers and uncles and one who was actually ritually sexually abused in an actual small Satanic cult as a minor in a place in North Florida where the most churches per square mile in record book way is the place i live.. so sure.. there is always the possibility of the sickest cults wherever one goes as the Dark and vicious cycle of abuse carries on in the cruelest.. and tortuous ways of dead soul dARk.. and usually those folks were also abused too.. in ways of perpetrators who were never watered fully and fed with a Loving SoUl.. SpiRit and heARt oF liGht.. when i first found this site in the Google Algorithm feed as i search out all avenues of human beings to learn more about helping the human condition.. i saw you as one of the most pained hUman beings in a voice that was only anger and a voice of dARk hate.. but you see.. i understand better why now.. as you’ve come out with WHO HURT YOU first.. your resolute to move back to the Good Cop Jesus who even loves enemies to escape the dArkness and soUl killing power of anger and hate IS A great iSREaL miracle to hear for me.. as i left this place too.. not expecting to hear this good news after the pizza gate conspiracy.. sure.. you can be forgiven for that as your own personal faith noW AS love of that Good Cop Jesus finally rings here as true and NoW you do sound like the hurt human being who has been underneath all this anger and hate for so long as i have been coming here now my friEnd.. with lines of prayers that i will use in a longest long form poem and witness for God.. yes.. still exceeding 3.3 Million words in over 42 months now.. to help anyone who comes along and reads my personal testament in witness for God.. yes .. noW.. the YouTube Uprising Dude is Now pArt of that and for now there IS A Happy ending coming for those who prayed that you would come back to the liGht of Love too.. as it is the one’s who are the most lost that the liGht seeks most to bring back to not only love but a a love of life that truly can be a heaven on Earth when experienced a step away from anger and hate.. dont’ doubt that i too.. will remain strongly defiant in the way of anger and hate.. but the thing is.. my friend.. it all comes out in the wRite and i walk away sTiLL in liGht.. God Bless you.. and best wishes and hopes for all of your family as as well as liGht memories in youR eYes for your sister too.. when my son died at 51 days from anomalies that were just pARt of God and Nature sAMe.. i couldn’t get mad.. as he never had the opportunity to even feel love once.. i was bullied in school.. almost tortured verbally as such.. but the love grown in me in unconditional love by a mother won my life out in liGht.. no matter what iN Victory.. my friend.. over Vengeance.. bottom line.. Love ISREaL And Love is Victory.. anything less at the end of the now is dArk my FriEnd.. may the Force of Love.. God’s greaTEst Gift to uS be with you alWays.. it stARts with every word you thiNk.. and every do you do.. thing is.. my friEnd.. juST do it and don’t give uP..:)
oH yeah.. and anoTheR preSent for you or anyone here as i continue A testament for God as forevermore now..:)
WeLL.. no.. ‘this’ isn’t Friday Afternoon.. it is still Thursday night where the Facebook Algorithm Video Slide Show Presenter and handy assistant is a little slow in bringing this super cool option up to date last night but never the less.. it came out great in expressing a dance night of joy.. with yes… Cortney.. Maggie.. and Cortney’s sweet fill- in friEnd for missing original member of Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea.. who isn’t currently a member of the Facebook Rave and by the way.. Facebook even automatically tagged Cortney and Maggie in the Video with no help from me.. dam this Facebook is getting too smart to realize not everyone might wanna be tagged in one of Fred’s goings on hehe.. but anyway.. Cortney is such a creative little devil and such a natural theatrical talent with that mischievous thing about her that makes the whole thing that much more hilarious and fun too as life is the wit of doing it fun just fun and more fun now.. iN an alWays joy of DancE and SonG.. And for full disclosure considering this went Further than my Facebook page THAT IS MY WIFE Katrina in the last photo.. as she does look kinda young.. but she is most definitely 46 years old.. with older me at 56 years old.. remember Charlie.. the OLD DUDE from Charlie’s Angels that you finally get to see.. heHe.. is me.. iN metaphor.. WriTE oN course..;)
Cortney responds with..
Dance Friends! Green Heart Emoticon..
And i respond with..
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee.. Love is LiGht AWay From DArk And Sure tHeir Are otHeR PArts.. away From that but what Are Platitudes without FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG liGht more than kNoWiNG Words.. sMiLes aGain with Almost inFiNite Definitions Matching Fire as Flame of Love.. that Burns a liGht Afire A LiFe.. Other than that i pray that LigHt That is yours Grows A torch That Never Dims As you..:)
Speaking of titles.. one song.. two versions.. first one hitting number one on the Adult Contemporary Charts in December of 2007 the Christmas before i went to hell and the other second one hitting number 13 on the Adult Contemporary Charts in December of 2012 the Christmas before i got out of hell.. i never knew that until a few moments ago.. never the less there is a little personal magic in this new story as the magic of synchronicity can be anything we make it two thousand years ago or even the same dam thing.. anyway.. bottom line.. Frosty is one snow man that continues to evolve in the music world and sell.. as all myths do in someways even from 2000 years ago or so..:)
“He who is bent on doing evil can never want occasion.”
~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 459 ~~
So what is evil.. empty promises or FucKinG crazy actions with no promises at all.. hmm.. humans tend to seek order when scared.. no surprises please.. and the Rovers say.. let’s shake this shit up.. and do something new.. and that sometimes works in a land of billionaires but as far as international diplomacy with trigger fingers.. crazy F iN is as crazy FucKinG does..;)
“The most pathetic person in the world is a person who has sight but has no vision.”
~~ Helen Keller ~~
Vision with with few facts IS also A BIG ORANGE problem.. WHILE the apples continue to FucKinG Drop..;)
“Whatever we cannot easily understand we call God; this saves much wear and tear on the brain tissues.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Or juST say FucK iT.. juSt accept iT when IT iS ALL GOD.. move iT connect iT create iT oneSelf froM IT ALL THeRe/tHeiR..;)
“I don’t know why it isn’t clear to other folks, which is alright, you know, different strokes. But, why should that mean that they must force me to believe, or fail in trust?”
So.. A new age Jesus yes.. last year.. is walking from the parking lot into a bar to do a Jesus dance with scores of lovely women who are also free.. and he comes across a group of bible thumpers who tale him.. if you do not recite John 3:16 and confess that Jesus is the only begotten son of God who died for your sins.. you are going to an eternal house of flames for yes.. really all of eternity forevemorernow… little did the bible thumpers know that Jesus had already gone to this place for 66 months.. yes.. been there done it already as Jesus already knew that he was no more special than the devil as God condemned him to that place for not having Fucking common sense enough to just say no and quit A FucKinG manmade job under the illusions that if he didn’t make money Jesus’ life would come to A FucKinG end without the real green black dollar dEvil of today.. anyway.. that was so yesterday.. Jesus had already over came that.. 66 months of hell and since then he had come close to taking back all the lies and writing his own FucKinG Bible soon to approach 3.3 million words in short form and 12 million words in long form all on record of course in a place where books are never changed and written by the original person.. if the hackers can’t get in.. hehe.. as who would read anything longer than a twitter verse anyway.. haha.. hehe.. makes coming as a thief in the Bar ParKing lot on 120th Church street a FucKinG Breeze wRite in the open for everyone to see hahEhuh.. even FucKinG naked celebrating God in King David more vile ways.. including Dancing for close to 6,000 miles by that date every where in public somewhere far far away from a place with zero mass communication to get an original ministry of praise dance out ON smart phones that did not exist back in that desert patch way way back then.. in fAct.. perhaps.. a new age way is prepared and this whole dam Jesus story was fabricated by literally thousands of folks along the way of oral tradition in Aramaic amongst thousands of desert wanderers in round table way.. smart ass nerd Greeks choosing bits and parts of that to write down and thousands upon thousands of copying scribes making written copy mistakes and changing it to a new revised version in totally open source Wiki method then to whatever fit the flavor of the intuitive or political breeze of the now back then.. ending up with both a Good Cop and Bad Cop Jesus to better reflect then pitfalls of being human along with the liGht of pro-social emotions that go along with expanding empires in onward Christian killing indigenous people’s way.. keeping in mind that the whole time Jesus was in a bar parking lot describing this whole scenario to a group of bible thumpers.. singing onward Christian soldiers.. in tHeir Merry Way close to Christmas of last year.. never realizing that Frosty was in their midst.. and to make an even longer story shorter.. before they left the scene of new age oral tradition.. they told Jesus that he was the devil and everyone who read his new age bible would go to hell.. and Jesus just smiled so big and so bright that the lead Bible thumper starting yelling a primal scream to the top of his lungs saying get the Fuck away from me.. i cannot take IT any more.. the most amusing part of this story is it really happened.. hehe.. and no.. i am not Jesus.. i am the real FucKinG Frosty the Snowman.. juSt call me.. FReEDman hEha..;)
AnyWay.. as you likely can imagine.. i am A Bible ignorant Thumper’s worst nightmare.. as i cannot tale a lie.. only a BEgotten HAiry tale that has come true.. Moral of the entire story.. all my life people have underestimated what i CAN AND WILL DO AT ALL COSTS AND BENEFITS TOO.. even if i am ‘the only one’ who returns to a field of dreams.. AND This story is way too complicated for the big screen or books.. it takes A gigoid to come close to understanding even close to ALL OF what i am DOinG uPon this Beautiful eArTh.. what’s stilLL left of thaT IS.. here.. anyWay.. noW..:)
AnyWay aGAin… thanks gigoid.. a very inspiring poem written by you.. 8 days after i started this ‘little’ bLog aDventure..;)
Now back to the rest of the pearls as quotes.. as extra long side note ends..;)
Humans hardly ever learn from the experience of others. They learn – when they do, which isn’t often – on their own, the hard way.”
~~ Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love ~~
66 months in hell kicked me in the ass for the truth of this.. bottom line now is all now is and now i escaped that and am free now bottom line Now iS ALL ThAt iS.. aka GOD.. and THAT’S ALL ENOUGH FOR ME NOW..:)
“Once we truly know that life is difficult – once we truly understand and accept it – then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”
~~ M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled ~~
Yes.. kinda like what Peck said.. too..:)
“A man can only do what he can do. But if he does that each day he can sleep at night and do it again the next day.”
~~ Albert Schweitzer ~~
now counts now..:)
“In adversity remember to keep an even mind.”
~~ Horace ~~
Better yet.. keep a mind.. period.. whatever it takes whatever works juST FucKinG survive and the rest WiLL coMe..:)
“When it’s dark enough you can see the stars.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
It’s true.. i took a picture on Thursday Holy and Sacred niGht.. iN a new moon reign.. with a tale as big as a kite..;)
“Reality can be useful.”
~~ Solomon Short ~~
True story.. if you wanna find wisdom.. go find the person.. sTiLL carrying A biggest cross..:)
“I make my own reality…..”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
“As one gets older, one discovers everything is going to be exactly the same with different hats on.”
~~ Noel Coward ~~
Hello gigoid.. back for pARt 2.. read the first pARt to Katrina now and she responded with a Fredache.. as usual..with different hats on.. noW Now But she did let me finish.. And yes that was different.. as she was raised in a Southern Baptist church and no.. if i cannot get through all the way now to my own wife.. the mountain is yet to climb all the way as surely in that way now too.. the hats remain still to forevernow be changed as sAMe.. now as human Nature iS wHat reMains.. And reiGns STiLL sAme and Different sAMe..:)
“…common human laws and interests and emotions have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large…”
~~ H. P. Lovecraft ~~
Bullshit.. as we are the cosmos alive.. at large and small sentient star dust plus.. someHow OR anotHeR some humans get that separate.. hell.. even yellow boy feels and senses more than that in purpose and meaning iN aliVe noW.. sure.. he even enjoys it too.. as tender vittles speak volumes in purrs iSReaL..Heaven..noW.. In other words the UniVerse iS in the bar speaKing to another pArt of the UniVerse.. whining about the Universe having NO significance as the Universe.. or even FucKinG Validity as pARt AS wHOle.. sMiLes.. i once lived on a Wrong Planet where a substantial percentage held that illusion noW A saddest place oF all.. a self-created hell on eARTh.. or even pARt of an innate condition as dARk.. with humans who see little to NO AT LARGE significance or validity to tHeir very existence as the UniVerse speAking with eYes and eaRs and FucKinG Orgasms too.. EXistential INtelligence IS A most important inteLLigence and that my friENd iS wHeRe myths as houSinG Vehicles and Vessels of TrUth and liGht coMeS iN.. as both valid and more than significant and even FucKinG Awesome as TrUth and LiGht.. aS UnivErse makes UniVerse preSenTS.. kNOwn as TruTh and liGht..;)
First world problems Breathe without DancE and SonG oF A cosmic DanceR SingeR oNe..:)
“I’d rather learn from one bird how to sing than to teach ten thousand stars how not to dance.”
~~ ee cummings ~~
And that my friEnd.. IS A validity/ significance oF human existence iN aLL oF A UniVerse now as we can be A bird brain too..:)
“You must have been warned about letting the golden hours slip by; but some of them are golden only because we let them slip by.”
~~ James M. Barrie ~~
IN Heaven tHeRE is no timE but now and now is Heaven for those wiTh no tiMe butt noW iN joY BreaThe..:)
“Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much of life. So aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
Play naked and FucK the naysayers wiTH HiGh.. how are yA.. i’M happy to see Ya..;)
“I am pleased to see that we have differences. May we together become greater than the sum of both of us.”
~~ Surak of Vulcan, “The Savage Curtain,” stardate 5906.4. ~~
iT ALL coMes out iN A maTh oF one..:)
“The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Like i do laugh all ‘you’.. want with/at me.. bottom line Laugh.. i WiN when you Laugh.. as i continue to giggle inSide..;)
“None but a fool is always right.”
~~ Hare ~~
A FooL for/as Happy IS Happy bottom line at the end and beginning of noW Now.. Happy or not.. Fool or not it IS what it IS.. and frOwny face ain’t what i feel inSide.. forR NoW aT lEASt And Now IS all that noW exists now and now IS God IS and God IS A Laugh as i create God this way.. as IS.. OH my GoD! IS Happy..
That IS good news to me..
@lEAst. says A FooL.. IS..:)
“Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but we rather have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
Practice.. just do it Different.. or stagnate and wear a habit.. and even be a nun..;)
i honestly cannot remember ever seeing a nun who was smiling inside.. except perhaps for a flying nun.. but perHaps it was because i’ve only seen them at school and church where rules of habit rule frOwns of face stagnate away from moving.. connecting AND creating Different instead of same..:)
Habituate creativity allone as alWays new.. A new rule that is never a rule.. and never ever a FucKinG HaBit ALONE..:)
And beyond nun.. and it’s reAlly sad as whenever someone talks about this good news thing as lector at Catholic Church.. they have A funeral face as dark as dark growS in subjugation and control.. only the Priest gets to make jokes in the Homily but what FucKinG happened to God IS A Laugh in the Good News.. pArt mUsTa been scribed by a scribe.. that was ‘A nun’… iN frOwny face spirit ugh.. ain’t no good news to me.. and what pisses me off most is when the parents tell tHeir children to sit still and not say anything when they are in hell.. and prison same.. as Jesus F iN Christ they’ll never understand the dry humor of the Priest with no relief from FrOwny Face.. surELy A microcosm of what is to come in a much larger hell for them at a very young age in a world where both DancE and SonG now is muted in hell at a very young age.. anyWay.. i do my pARt i wear happy shirts and dance and sing happy noW like an emOtional Bird.. wHo iS Happy Gay and free Now.. serIOUslY.. i only go to aMuse kids iN walls of hell NoW.. like any new age Jesus Clown Fool WiLL DancE and SinG iN Super Walmart too..;)
FucKinG A iT’s liKe A FAiry tAle iSREAL..:)
As alWays.. thank you very much gigoid for all you do online in give and share.. it’s off to dance noW wHeRe words oF DancE and SonG Now beCoMe juST FucKinG Do IS NOW..;)
gigoid responds.. reminding me that humans are not any more special than the rest of the Universe and i return in clarification and validation of my communication then with..
Dude.. you miss the larger story.. i am no more special than The miracle of a grain of Sand.. it’s a metaphor for A poem.. it is what it is Heaven for some And like your own Ending quote.. Fact is With Relative Free will We help create Our realities but that Does not reduce the miracle Of the grain of sand that makes The Love of human being possible That holds both a mountain up And the love that Can and Will Be human by the miracle that All that is and that my FriEnd can be shit pie Or a piece of cake.. heaven Or hell.. cause i done ’em Both.. yeah.. i technically Know A grain of sand don’t Give a shit pie about me And never will.. either Here on earth or Anywhere else But if another Part of God as Nature exists Somewhere Out their Like me i reserve the FAct of hope And Love without ILLusory Fears that Is Emotion and Common Sense that’s real Faith.. i believe in only the realities that i now Experience but been around And have experienced enough Of life to experience beyond What most folks think Is possible and it’s Not fair but It is what It is And This Grain Of sound for Now rides a Metaphor of LiGht over DArk Over words that likely Never will reach the full Experience to Reflect a frAction Of the entire Experience Of now.. Pathetic Words Try WiTh WiNk..i don’t Discount your reality FriEnd and of course it’s Not mine.. every UniVerse Looks different From Now To Now for Whatever We call Now Or Dog Or GrAin Of SAnd.. And that’s A FAct oF FeeLinG..:)
In short.. Agree that The UniVerse As God ain’t Fair and Don’t Blame you A bit for the Way you feel About the whole Reality you see As It but NO one rains On my parade Cause sure i Could feel Like like You do now Similar again In what ‘They’ Call The Future.. i retain Faith i will not return THeir simply Cause i can And WiLL.. No givens of Grace alone my FriEnd i eat this Cake With Blood Sweat And A teary cross With Love The greatest Gift of WiLL..:)
And we come to understanding in common ground and i further say..
After gigoid says first as i quote him here in full response..
“*grin* “God is in the details; the rest is merely integers.” — Hacker proverb
As long as one doesn’t try to get others to travel the same path, it’s all good with me, my friend. Your path is, because of your own inner spirit, the one that works for you. What isn’t fair is that not all of us can see how that works, thus, creating resentment against the very universe they inhabit.
You keep dancing and singing (which is another term for living a poem…); everyone else will have to hone their own will….
And yes.. then i go on to say..
WiNks.. totAlly Agree.. thanks For allowing me To clarify and Validate my Own personal View.. truly Not often I’ve found someone Who either allows it Or comes anywhere close To Understanding It but hey with more WiNks.. i live in new Red State Jerusalem.. With yes.. thanks Again and Love.. My FriEnd..:)
SMiLes.. With My own Devil’s ADvocation too..;)
Long Long day of reading writing.. yes.. alWays at lEAst a little arithmetic as i’m alWays a numbers person and sort of an accountant as such if you saw that recent movie with Asperger’s Ben Affleck Batman without the cape Super Hero/?villain..eTc..AL.. anYway.. running across Ty ‘here’.. our historical waiter at Ryan’s all one can eat feeding trough for Sunday Dinner after Church for Lunch.. back from his A-School.. over aT NAS Pensacola.. yet to be assigned in his New Full-Time Job iN the Navy.. one of the only secure jobs left in the Nation with some kind of future of guaranteed benefits.. including retirement.. A lost art of secure jobs in an economy growing more efficient where humans need no longer apply as automation robots continue to terminate all the old jobs when humans had the really great career jobs that are now relegated to service jobs only mostly as they are today.. even with a F iN College Degree.. lots of folks with college under their belt doing the minimum wage dance but hey i did it all day for totALLy free while we watched the folks all around me.. get excited and pull out their revolving smart phones to capture what i love to do for free.. digitally as such.. relatively forever as long as online servers keep serving up my dance.. yes.. all for F iN Free as i finish over 13 miles of dance today as noted by my trusty Nike GPS Sports watch aS Such too.. as the free DancE and SonG oF liFE goeS oN…:)
Hmm.. i thiNk ‘this Yoga Pose Hold’ for generating so-called masculine and feminine Yoga BaLanCinG Force as oneness with God in static movement as such is reAlly Super Kool.. if one could feel and sense what i AM ActuAlly doing here in this most unusual Facebook and Selfie Same Profile photo that kinda says who i AM when all is wilLd and FReED.. hmm.. but with a shirt like “Chillin” with extra cold shades on a Sun’s Face it’s sure to make at lEast one person smiLe along with that half A Marathon of Dance today..;)
Oh Lord.. almost 3 AM.. but not too late to get a Video-Slide Presentation oF aLL the art of the day out on a day oF aLL around Cheap Thrills as such.. hmm.. and yes.. tHeRE IS A Song for that by Sia that WiLL do to finish uP the rest of what will be a Micro-Micro-Verse on this note.. of larger Micro-Verse as pARt oF Macro-Verse number 726 oF Ocean Whole Poem AKA SonG oF mY soUL AKA KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. also too.. yes.. yes.. yeS and more yes.. sTiLL exceeding a grand total of 3.3 milLioN words.. jusT ’cause i CAN AND WILL WITH 100percent FAITH OF LOVE WITH BELIEVE AND HOPE.. WITH ZERO ILLUSORY FEARS NoW AND ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH THE EMOTION OF HATE.. SURE.. WITH A Healthy dose continuing of moving.. connecting and creating with heaRt and spiRit of EmoTioNal HeARt fully employed.. as WeLL As A MiNd And BoDy SoUL that continues A BaLAnCinG acT iN thE Art oF MoVinG to regulate emoTions and integrate seNses as weLL as conNecTinG and crEAtinG ArT as SonG and DancE.. including Free Verse poEtry.. yes too.. ALL FREE STYLE TOO.. AND now for F iN Sleep as anoTher noW of Joy continues..:)
Ha! Happy Karaoke memories in photo way with Cortney and Chelsea from the original Seville Quarter Charlie’s Angels trio.. one year ago.. singing Bohemian Rhapsody.. one song i cannot yet duplicate.. so i swayed to the beat as DancE instead of SonG.. And that reminds me of at age 18 when me and my first Love Sonia traveled to down town Pensacola to see ballet.. the last thing i ever thought i would do would be anything associated with ballet and surely not in public for 6500 miles in 39 months but seeing Old Seville Quarter for the first time and me already in a long term relationship that i wanted to see become marriage.. there was a free and wild hint of a call of the wild that said.. not yet.. you are still young and you just need to let it all go with nary a care before you get all wrapped up and trapped in life as as they say as i was already P whipped from the beginning when Sonia said you are gonna have to spend all your time with me with out even the freedom to go work out and that’s what i did for 10 months.. spend every single second of free time away from school and work at her family home knowing and feeling still tHere was much more to life that i was missing by becoming her one and only and everything too.. until she got tired of the much less confident person i became by not working on me.. staying strong and a little wild and free at least.. hmm.. my life could have been much darker if she stayed and it took me years to understand that i might have never fully lived at all until i learned to become my own person first and Love myself fully before ever letting anyone rule my life again.. and sure.. somewhat i did that again.. as there is alWays give and take as far as that goes too.. as rules are a necessary paRt oF liFe too.. anyway.. i got to back to Old Seville when i was 22 to 24 in ending college days with the ‘higher class’ girls i hung out with in the more elite P’cola way.. 2001 a disco club of the so-called ‘lower classes’ came along and stayed for close to a decade after that and Seville Quarter doesn’t seem nearly as classy as it used too.. as i have the confidence now to see no class at all and all folks as being equally as special as a grain of sand and me.. no matter who are what they BELIEVE THEY ARE.. WE are all part of this gAme oF liFe in my view now.. no less no more than a Grain of Sand and yes more and less too of course..:)
“I miss the time we spent together, I am watching over you, always and protecting you from harm. Be thankful for what you have in life and you shall never be port at heart.” Sure.. i’ll wRite it all down ONLINE SO it will last longer perhaps a thousand years now.. after i die..then.. and speaKing of that after seeing this Message from the Dead Facebook Ego Booster thingie from the meaww algorithm thingie.. on second cousin Terri’s page.. Aunt Christina ain’t Brain dead after all.. she Awoke from a coma and stuck her tongue out.. oh the Joy of living it’s what life does when strong.. And sure.. i stick more than my tongue out when living with even more of the spirit of Aunt ChrisTina.. that flowS in my veins F iN Wild and Crazy and FucKinG Fully alive saYiNg whatever the FucK iS oN my mind.. i have so much in common with her and alWays have as sure it all runs in our veins.. as wild and free.. on the maternal wild and free side.. @Least..;)
And as the MacroVerse Memories for today ends from two years ago.. ‘Ode to my bullies’ as i alWays now use adversity to juSt make me stronger and sure i can FucKinG prove it too… as i whip out my smARt phone online and sHow it to ’em ISReaL2.. and that for one lives on far far far in a Heaven above with no sun or moon to liGht all these words up defeating the entropy of Nature before as human extends Nature now.. as pARt and heARt.. SpiRit and SouL of the wHOle FucKinG EnCHILada.. that iS aLL ThAT iS NOW.. aka GOD..MorE.. per John 14:12 if yA wanna NT scripture that back to me less.. perHaps..;)
So.. Second cousin Terri shares another Meaww Facebook Ego booster Algorithm Profile analyzer as such that says my full name is Katie.. Winner of Hearts Enforcer of Justice Harbinger of Love Mia.. and now i say.. i just wanted too see my Profile pic all showcased in a fancy MEAWW frame and yes.. i do care too in a somewhat BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy sOuL way with plenty of SpiRit oF HeARt too as i juSt can and WiLL DO now aS Such wiTh LoVe Y NoT..;)
So.. the county farmers.. got together like an Almanac and asked for a rain dance to relieve tHeRe drought.. little did they kNow.. i did a full regaLA Indigenous Indian Rain Dance yesterday and whatta yA kNow.. the deluge after Catholic Church has come while we wait out the storm at home now as it slacks off and Public Dance resumes but while i’M on topic on deluges and such as that.. today in Catholic Church the Synchronicities Ring oN iN A-Causal connecting Principle referencing somewhat frowny face nuns and lectors as the first thing i see when i sit down is a Nun giggling with a laugh with the lady and man who have 6 kids spreading out across the back row with me and Katrina and our older friEnd Lil.. and after that.. smiling Lectors are present as we have a different priest who always now let’s the children do the liturgy as such and do the choir after i talked about the grey hairs doing the choir last week.. too.. so the lectors have sunshiny faces and voices today too.. as they are children who sTiLL have a full heARt SpiRit and soUL who remembers they are sTiLL noW Free and Happy Children of God enough to really sMiLe at leASt with giggles of honesty too.. as when the priest asks the children what color robe thingy he has on.. a child immediately speaks up and notices his color purple IS A shade different than the deacon and calls it Pink instead of Purple as this will be the third week out of four that homophobic type comments are implied in the mass proceedings by the Priest to prove their manhood and stuff like that.. so the Priest says.. NO.. i do not wear pink.. and he said his name but no need to use that here.. iT IS A breath of fresh air to have children in charge of God now.. but it is still a very stale air of the past where weak men seem to think they have to prove their masculinity in an environment of a Catholic organization as whole that has come to look like a place for pedo apologists to rule at the hiGhest levels as such.. and yes.. of course human nature and God nature rules too.. as when you exclude marriage with the rules and having a wife and stuff you are gonna attract closeted gay folks who are too afraid STilL to come out to the family and go into the cloth as such and hide with self righteousness and thou protests too much as another priest said when he wore salmon this is salmon not pink and i do not skip down the aisle of the pews as such too.. anyway it’s not really funny as this language lacks compassion for the 4 percent of children in that group today that science shows are going to grow up gay.. with much bullying.. prejudice.. particularly in a red state area.. but that is getting better as the younger generation is more like a Good Cop Jesus in this way of accepting all others without color.. creed.. nationality and other stuff of difference in anti-trump way but give Trump credit.. he said at least he was for gay rights in the Republic Convention.. and considering he owns hotels in the Hospitality arena.. he surely has plenty of gay folks as a stereotype of course daily in his past of who he worked with.. at highest levels.. as gay can be happy too.. and really good with the high class liberal customers too.. just an observation that most folks with common sense see.. so… strike a little match for Trump.. and no priest.. you don’t strike out with that homophobic stereotypical remark that the men’s club still most everywhere in angry old white dude way uses to prove their man hood while it wanes into old age.. group think reigns.. it’s part of the con-social emotions of jealousy and hate.. and fear of course and insecurity too for folks who have not yet arrived to the born again stage where all is love and tolerance and accepting of differences as such.. in this way for those who have at least worked in the ‘Hospitality Industry’ of really getting to understand that folks at core need and want the similar things.. tolerance.. acceptance.. and Love.. and sadly.. i only have one pink shirt that says don’t laugh.. it’s your girl friend’s shirt.. nah.. i have some limits that’s one that even i will not wear to church out of respect for the general human condition of myths and tradition.. anyway.. the other synchronicity on this 1st Sunday of Advent is prepare ye a way for the Lord of liGht as surely a Jesus can love free for now at lEast in New Red State Jerusalem with a Merry Christmas Shirt with Rudolf with sHades leading the choir from the back of the church as same as the children who still actuAlly sense and feel the God of Nature wHole inside sTiLL as tolerating.. accepting.. and somewhat fearless unconditional love who are not FucKinG scared of the color pInk.. i came up to the priest with A remArk that i like your piNk robe and received a hand shake and a chuckle that means for him i am pArt of his man’s club and he has no idea i was kinda like a thief in the night as he shakes every one’s hands after church in the lobby.. gave him one of those firm he man bone.. yeah.. crusher hand shakes as i normally do it softly as not only can i see the soul that lies behind eyes.. i also can feel it through a soft hand shake of feelings that is more like a mind meld and surely a little creepy to some folks.. i’m sure too.. as i am exposing tHeir soUL like a beacon of liGht or bLack hole sTar inside as it comes out from tHeir fingers unto miNd.. as spock miGht say with a spock shake too.. he he.. also gave the older more angry deacon dude a firmer hand shake than that and told another official of the church.. and the lady next to me too.. with the six kids and husband in tow.. who had a little girl with a Christmas shirt on too.. hey.. people are already decorating tHeir yard.. so sure.. i can decorate me too.. as A little Rudolph2.. Okay.. now it’s time for public dance and Rudolph will be coming back soon to Facebook to let his Christmas presents be kNown and fElt once aGain as hiStory repeats itself in myths that house the essence of trUth and liGht in so many different vehicles and vessels that point toward fearless smARt and Unconditional Love for all as pure liGht FloWs as Holy SpiRit WiLL.. when all of thaT iS FAiTh.. Oh yeah.. and A final synchronicity from the church services and the previous stuff i already wrote having no idea what would come next is.. a reserve pilot instructor from Whiting Field who attends church told me.. thank you for wearing all those cool shirts to Church as his children love a break of seeing them.. particularly star wars.. while we waited in line at Taco Bell and in return He and Katrina.. he first and Katrina for closing in on the thousandth time or so when we are toGether.. yes.. got to hear the entire miraculous story of a child of God named Fred.. just another day and another soUL aS Such.. and sure another Fredache for Katrina2.. same thing last night with a lady in a long Christmas check out line as she got to hear the full story of Fred Gump2.. And as Forrest says.. i WiLL do more juSt ’cause i can and WiLL with laser FucKInG Now Focus wiTH 100 percent Faith in what i’M DOinG with NO FEAR BABY.. AND COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF LOVE iN Fred Fearless smARt talk waY..noW And yes.. the Grinch story is on the way too.. with several dance shirts with his face but of course we have the orange version of that this year too.. as surely myths do come trUe for iSREaL2.. in red in blue green and orange pill form2.. i’ll take the Green pill for now and continue to gRow my grinch heARt Now to maximum Multi-Verse Ocean WHoLe way2.. or pInk or RoYal F88KinG Purple.. Whatever THe F FTW2..;)
Target Selfie ‘here’ with a very nice and sweet Target Girl who also noted i danced with her at Old Seville Quarter as we discussed the benefits of having Uni-Sex Bathrooms at Target as let’s juSt say a certain element of the community carrying around banners on their pick ’em up trucks have honored their vow to boycott Target over allowing all Americans to pursue Happiness in the bathroom of their choice.. Oh.. Lord.. and i can even remember back in them dead zone days where i did not have the protective coating around my body like what the Star Trek Enterprise uses as shields to keep unsavory stuff out.. i could feel intense stress and general misery and discontent at Walmart and K-Mart so much more than the Target of more open minded and educated folk in weight of lifting the veils of ignorance per original Greek Definition of the word Apocalypse.. really makes a difference in the mood of the environment as such with an open tolerating accepting heARt vs a closed discriminating haTing heARt that has lost it’s very liGh..t i verily say.. anyWay.. she thought every thing i do.. down to the nude art was cool.. as she has an open mind and doesn’t see darkness in every frigging nook and cranny of difference in A Free F iN Country NOW.. God Bless America for Target Freedom.. and she was also kind enough to tale me all her friends loved me as i didn’t give a care what anyone thOught.. as i exercise all my freedoms from head to toe and surely even more than before she knew before meeting the dancing guy.. up close and personal iN expose’ of all i am now..;)
As ‘they’ say for Target now too and ‘Bulleye’s Playground’ iT iS that way for me too.. as the Heaven is at Hands raised to the sky in oneness with God oF aLL Nature iN Yoga Force of Energy Pose on the Big Red Target BaLL.. all free aS SucH and yes.. it’s hard to see the Reindeer red nose on the shirt but Rudolph once again.. in this version has both sHades and what at least looks like a Mustache here.. oh yeah.. and the Heaven’s at hand again made it’s way into the Gospel of Matthew at Catholic Church and sTillL folks are waiting for it after death.. so sad to wait for Heaven and never ever find it now.. trULy so Red Nose sAd..;)
What else.. yes.. the Algorithm of Facebook video production slide show assistant comes through in a timely manner to document in public store way the rest of the weekend Marathon of mixed martial arts and ballet-like dance.. and it surely was a blast with free help and and free give away of dance for those public audience folks.. kind enough to share my all free spiritual praise dance music ministry all around the Facebook world and such as that as dance does go on and on and on.. and closing in on 777 dance events in public like this not counting the Seville 137 events where the GPS Sports watch will not record the miles of dance in that old building close to the beach.. even if an average of only two folks video tape what i do.. with the wife Katrina actually catching many more do in dance events she pays attention to for her hobby of what’s going down with my dance with the audience too.. numbers add up quick.. and easily.. more than easily be a few thousand separate videos of many circling the Facebook Globe now that still exist there until they find someone else who is brave enough to dance every where they go in the Metro P’Cola LA.. yes Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle as such with a few backwards ways of Old Testament view of an old world somewhere else where scarcity rules over our overall abundance over here in the lush forests.. beaches.. rivers and the rest of God Nature too.. all for purview and even resources for making survival real in a forage of lifE sTiLL iN Wilderness way.. anyWay.. if need be i would likely bite the bullet and become a hunter and fisherman and in general forager as such to survive but for now i thrive with Grocery stores and yeS.. even the Five Dollar and Ninety Nine cent Mexican Meal special at Taco Bell available as a special over all days of the week for now.. as they keep the ease coming with no killing ways necessary for me to get my hands too bloody for the job of liFe AT HAND…;)
And Facebook FriEnd Rafiah shares a status that says she just graduated from College with her Chemistry degree.. so i saY.. in encouragement..
Congratulations!.. now off To Scientist Career..!..:)
I wish it so strongly, Freddy. I hope this does happen. Inshaa Allah smile emoticon heart emoticon
And i return with..
i will continue To pray for it And you.. my FriEnd Rafiah..:)!
And then Rafiah shared some photos of a movie that she has had on her watch list for some time and is happy to finally get to watch that i remember i really liked but at that time couldn’t remember the name of it..
So i say..
Oh.. i loved that Movie.. Power iN the liGht Of Love Out of DArkest Places and Circumstances..:)
And then after dance walking all day i then say..
“The Professional”.. took me until tonight to remember the name of the movie but as you know i would like to sort of adopt a daughter too.. WiNks.. as i can’t have one of my own now..:)
And then finally Rafiah shares a video of an Alan feature creature or robot as such from Saturday night live and i say..
Hmm.. as synchronicities now continue to ring in today in almost everyway of what i do today for now.. this Alan Creature is the way i am usually received in public dance by the female element of the public audience as compared to the male element as such.. and sometimes i see the males in the dance hall physically pull their girlfriends away from asking me questions about what’s getting down with the free dance of me.. i just don’t ‘know’ why but the male faction of society has never liked me much.. i guess happy scares them IN FACT I KnOW IT DOES AND BETTER YET i feel iT too.. Happy graduation again to you my friEnd hope you don’t go somewhere and never come back here.. stay awhile and visit when you can please.. as friends will continue to do if they so wish and will..;)
And then i say to Rafiah in regard to “The Professional”..
Oh.. and after watching the trailer again.. that movie is like the new movie.. “The Accountant” with Ben Affleck playing an assassin with Asperger’s syndrome in vengeance way who has great difficulty finding friends and finally finds one to care about too.. who really cares about him.. as stories about life go on.. my FriEnd.. and sure i’ll park another trailer for that perHaps for your continuing watch list before you land that scientist career..:)
And Gary Oldman does a reprise of a similar role with a similar cast with a similar essence of deeper meaning here in “The Book of Eli”.. i have a feeling you’ll like this one best oF aLL.. Actors change and the roles remain.. as well as human archetypes as same..:)
“He who has so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness by changing anything but his own disposition will waste his life in fruitless efforts.”
~~ Samuel Johnson ~~
God i mean Nature lives within.. common philosophy of the ages of the sages for most anyone who escapes the rigor mortis now then now always nowwhen noW Now cultural rules and regulations and guidelines to control and subjugate folks ‘tween the sidewalks of life.. now.. This Dreamtime of time out of time.. sure.. the same stuff that Eckart Tolle is speaking of in New age ways more or less now the same is also the stuff of going deeper within and connecting to human Jungian-like archetypes that even science is starting to give credence to as of a Discover Magazine not too long ago.. still easily accessible with a Google search.. anyWay.. Dream time is heaven now for those who escape the sidewalks of books and such as that my friEnd.. they are more likely to write them in some symbolic way once they enter into never land and never ending story now.. words don’t do it justice never have never will as they are both figurative and concrete too.. And sure.. it’s the eye of the needle and a hugely overweight camel for escape.. same story.. same roles.. similar archetypes and different actors as the powerful play goeS oN and soMe add verses to uniVerse even iF it is watering a sapling tree for life.. or a small sprout of maSSturd seed or whatever the FucK.. mY FriEnd.. A devil doesn’t live in the big picture.. but sure.. one can visit never the less as more..;)
“We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
Nah.. don’t doubt now A Power oF A dArk Force.. not everyone is cut out to kNow.. that’s not fair and it sucks but it is what it is..;)
Sure.. bottom lines inner strength will chi faith whatever one calls it it is what it is too.. strong or weak or almost non-existence subject to A dArk force2..;)
Just Say “Know!”
~~ Realist Bee ~~
Trump yes Trump no Trump yes ‘sure’ kNoW..;)
“For a moment, nothing happened. Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.”
~~ Douglas Adams, “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” ~~
Nothing seems like a thousand years in one second for ‘those’ ‘who’ visit ‘that place’..;)
“The fact that an opinion has been widely held is no evidence whatever that it is not utterly absurd; indeed in view of the silliness of the majority of mankind, a widespread belief is more likely to be foolish than sensible.”
~~ Bertrand Russell, Marriage and Morals ~~
Hmm.. once one now really studies all sciences/arts usuAlly there is a deeper reason that specialists can miss at least as science shows now.. in the human art of both thriving and basic survival.. For example.. scarcity makes ‘ridiculous controls’ for survival and abundance makes for ‘so much fun’ folks over do it and controls that seem ridiculous come about again and the cycle goes on in even ‘more ridiculous’ ways for survival.. bottom shared line.. survival.. so in other words sometimes ‘stupid is’ works.. now for survival.. and the smArty pants never get around to reproducing while others do it with their ‘ridiculous rules’ and carry on wayward sons as such.. and daughters too.. as even science shows that while the population of the world will stabilize later this century.. those who believe in ‘ridiculous religious rules’ will continue to survive over smarty pants.. moreover.. for the simple fAct that they are fucking with no birth control.. it’s all about giving a free fuck or not when the rubbers hit the road..or not..;)
“There is what there is and what we wish there was.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
And there is also a now that is awesome and beyond most folks belief as bio-neuro-diversity goeS on iN liGht and DArk.. the reality is Nature works that way and it is what it is.. even if one says there is only a chosen few who get to go to heaven NOW.. so ironic so ironic for those who wait.. who could or would or should seek it and find IT NOW forevermorenow..;)
“Tiger gotta hunt. Bird gotta fly. Man gotta sit and wonder why, why, why. Tiger gotta sleep. Bird gotta land. Man gotta tell himself he understand.”
~~ Kurt Vonnegut Jr. ~~
Be just bee and bird..:)
“There is no birth without pain.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
Yeah.. i wish i could have skipped that step.. but i was way too weak to make it without the worst pain known to humankind for 66 months from wake to sleep.. and when i say that was worth it.. it must be a mighty fine place i live for now.. as honestly i would do it all again just for one second of what i experience now.. can’t full put it into words but i can put it into perspective.. mY FriEnd..;)
It’s just like the movie contact with Jodie Foster i had no full ideal ‘this place existed’.. only a glimmer of a wink of dreamtime from before NOW..:)
“They should have sent a poet”
-Jodie Foster in that Carl Sagan inspired movie..:)
“There are worse things than dying.”
~~ Kalas ~~
A source NoW..WoN oF aLL my WiLL/Hope/Believe/ FAiTH/LovE.. been tHeRE done thiS.. and perHaps that’s why most folks don’t go here.. as they can’t make it out of thaT other place.. surely hiStory sHows tHis..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. i Write poetry to Escape left brain Thinking i Think Enough Already.. WiNks with Joy oF LiGht And LiFe..:)
In other words i Have to work extremely Hard not to over analyze life And the propensity is STill what i DancE And SinG to Escape As FinAlly A Balance of HeArt and Science Shedding excessive Yang.. from my old Snake SKin But sure Now and then i slither Back For BaLaNcinG aLL As a practice and Science of Art..:)
Thanks my friEnd.. yOur place is one of my most favorite places to visit online.. obviously.. eclectic i seek and surely find here free and free is alWays the key now as far as happy comes to me.. whether i am right or wrong or tall or short or fat or thin or smart or dumb is not the Happy Intelligence i seek now.. juSt happy and free as iT happEns.. it’s kinda like when i dance in public.. girls moreover understand i am doing it to be care free and happy and the ‘boys’ ask me why.. and obviously there lies the problem.. why… same as when they were big enough to bully me when a child for just a smile.. ignorance is sad my friend just sad….:)
The ‘only’ reaSon the myth of ‘Jesus’ is as popular as ‘he’ is.. is one.. to expand the Roman Empire.. two.. to make it okay for ‘little men’ to smile now for some reAson at all.. otherwise the desire for fear and hate would have ‘killed’ Jesus long long ago.. but no.. he is the ‘only one’ they can ‘smile at’.. ain’t it both ironic and ignorance of sad..:)
But on the other hand there is a bigger reason too.. when scarcity arrives and the tribal instinct arises to fight and kill enough necessary for resources of subsistence.. without killing attributes of empathy and compassion.. aversion to fighting noW and killing wins Now so empathy and compassion becomes the enemy of kill and that too explains why folks who live in scarCities.. no matter so-called time or place develop frOwny face and become bullies with cOld heArts too.. poor of food.. poor of drink.. poor of social roles.. poor of spirit as empathy and compassion dies.. a slow burn in red state hells of scarcity of empathy and compassion where the tribal instinct and basic snake brain is the flavor of mind for survival.. and most ironically i must continue to exercise my snake for the benefit of freedom to love in a place like hell.. that just SO hapPens to be paradise too for those who feel and sense the beauty of the environment here thaT way out of tHat other human dimension (world) within of hell my FriEnd.. sTilLL Love Wins.. when fearless smARt and Strong enough to breathe.. DancE and SinG Free..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. L i L L i A N noW A revolution oF Fear.. Hate.. and sadly ignorance Has spoken and learned to Walk.. But a DancE and SonG Can And WiLL sTiLL BeCome A rEvolution Orange as Earth.. WiNd FiRe Dances and Sings For Hope.. Love.. And Free For All Happy.. i Can and WiLL DancE and SinG For Freedoms Sting Be Ring.. Other than that.. Greetings And Welcome back to the Current states of affair And three Ring circus Too with Scary Clowns With a Laugh For the ironic Comedy of the Human Play Of DArk And DancE and SonG..:)
SOHEIR blogger friend shares an Islam oriented video on ‘Do not Be Sad” and i say..
Thanks Fred dear friend!!!
i intimate back..
Welcome.. blessings As well as blissings My friEnd SOHEIR.. Happy humans means Peace.. Love.. and A SonG oF Harmony..:)
SOHEIR enCouragingly responds.. wiTh..
Well said Fred!!!
And i lovingly return with..
Thanks Nice friEnd SOHEIR wiTh Love..:)
And now i say.. that’s how love gRows.. from small seeds oF enCouragement.. to Ocean wHole..:)
Then SOHEIR discusses her pursuit of graduate studies and retreat somewhat from online life..
And i say..
Good to hear About the advancement Of your studies.. SOHEIR.. Best wishes for continuing Success..:)
Thanks for the wishes Fred! Have a good day my friend!
And i return with..
AlWays and Forever now With Happy.. My friEnd..:)
And then i finAlly say..
And now i say it is refreshing to come across folks who are human enough online to actually carry on a reciprocating social conversation of contact.. connect.. and care.. gives me hope for humanity.. no matter what side of the world it comes from..:)
As i end a trip back to Zee’s place to finish this ‘Star Rain’.. for now..;)
And a repeat of what i’ve already said with further response here too..
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee.. Love is LiGht AWay From DArk And Sure tHeir Are otHeR PArts.. away From that but what Are Platitudes without FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG liGht more than kNoWiNG Words.. sMiLes aGain with Almost inFiNite Definitions Matching Fire as Flame of Love.. that Burns a liGht Afire A LiFe.. Other than that i pray that LigHt That is yours Grows A torch That Never Dims As you..:)
I hope the same, thank you for your well wishes..:)
And i return with..
Hope and Love Wins for Peace And Love With Happy..:)
And now i visit Zee’s next post..:)
‘You did not get this from me. Somewhere inside of you there is rain. Somewhere in your stomach, something beautiful is growing and it is infinite. Don’t you let them try and take that from you, you are open and you are a flood, someday someone is going to want to die in you.’
– “Jaan-E-Maan” by Azra Tabassum (via 5000letters.tumblr.com)
(Jaan-E-Maan means “My Dear” in Persian and “Darling” in Urdu language.)
sMiLes.. my friEnd Zee.. beFore i cAMe here today.. i was having a reAlly hard time finding a title for what i wrote as i don’t seek titles.. they come to me.. along with words my friEnd that FloW aS SonG and even DancE when SpiRit liGhts A hoMe.. anyWay.. for somE FeeLinG SenSinG deep down iN aLL of everynow.. ‘Star Rain’ camE Home.. and now i come here.. and you in thAT.. provide A gift unwittingly too..noW of Both SonG and Words.. sharing freely that dots A i iN aLL oF home Now oF eYe.. you kNow i have thiS FeeLinG thaT God iS GroWingLy leARning to sPeak preSent iN all of wE who seek to FiNd A hiGher meaninG and purposE now than beFore mY friEnd.. as synchronicities continue to fruIT.. aS nows go on as Star Rains that come from crucible iN fire oF Star bursts as we sentient sTar duSt plUs GroW iN ConNecTinG Force as simply MoVinG CreATinG free as Love can do as Free Rain.. Stars gLow And gRow as Ocean WHole.. Thanks for giving and sharing what you do here.. it IS A hUman way.. as Star Rain liGht..:)
Hello.. Mark Dice.. i don’t usuAlly say the name of those who deal in terms of bucks in fear and hate.. and surely it’s been a long now since i came here before when you mostly dealt in fear and hate in totally ridiculous conspiracy theories that the minions who live in scarcity.. fear.. and hate of group thiNk fLock to wHeRe misery and company defines liFe iN dArk my FriEnd.. now of course misery does love company and how sad thaT is.. and hmm.. why would i come here while LiVinG iN heaVen now.. yeah that real place that whoever wrote about and all wrote about that exists now.. for those who live tHeRe iN hope and love away from fear and hate.. dude you just interviewed a bunch of Jesus folks and you are criticizing them for not judging and you call yourself a Christian.. the anthropologist in me has to wonder how and why a message by a man that folks actually worship as God can get so lost.. well thaT iS simple my friend you call those who live in dArkness out by highlighting liGht and they see dark as ‘they’ tend to view life where ‘tHey’ live it.. and OMG you even make a considerable income in Google Pennies peddling fear and hate online as freedom of speech and expression allows for now.. at least with donations for fear and hate.. anyway as Star Wars says.. don’t discount the power of the dARk Force and that is why i visit friend.. in continual study and recognition of the reaLIty of both Heaven and Hell..
AnyWay.. Synchronicity rules in bigger God TApestry and Nature sAMe masterpiece oF aRt continuing both iN liGht/dArk.. ‘tween sHades of Grey and beYOnd noW F88KinG RAinBoW colors too.. you are masteRed by the bLack Tar of Green Back Dollar bILL mY FriEnd as i recognize and liGht the dARk here.. but never the less in places wHere theRE were actually juSt lost Christians.. i changed the course of what they did.. a few you tubers heRe and tHere who sTiLL had a liGht of something more than a dollar biLL.. deep deep deep inside.. wHere liGht loves to eScape as Love.. so i’LL share the same liNk that i provided the call for an uprising dude before he gave up his old moon reign.. so here for you today IS A New moon Reign and to be clear i am fully aware you never read the comments here and you don’t care about anything here but a dollar bill.. but hey tHere is still intelligent love here and tHere wHere liGht shines out of the dArkest starats too.. oh.. my friEnd you are StiLL someWhat of a shiny bright dARk muse.. and it’s so dam obvious thou protests a little much as it aint’ hard to tale wHere yA come from..;)
Anyway2.. you just helped me to create the longest long from poem ever in ISReaL witness for God in over 42 months now.. exceeding 3.3 milLioN words and F88KinG believe it or not.. it’s all for fun and liGht and Love and sure recognizing thaT otHeR place too.. tHeir IS A REvolution of LoVE in Star Rain liGht noW my FriEnd but the deal is.. only for those who are currently and alWays have been raptured into that noW aT Hand IsreaL as natUre and sentient star duST pluS WiLL have thAt from crucible of star burst fire that still liGhts uP LoVeYes of wisDom.. seNsing.. And FeeLinG aS OuRs.. Torch oF FLAme i AM Yep.. this fits iN juST fiNe.. see ya later baby.. iT is possible that you have juST BEen ‘promoteD aGain’ to mY you tuber dArk muse foR noW.. Now WiLL continue to tale.. as NoWs Go ON..;)
Documenting 12 Million words written Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or A Seventh Book wHOle noW oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses sTarTinG October 2016.. enDinG.. oN ThanksGiving 2016.. iT iS wHAt iT is.. NoW.. surELy Longgg..;)