HeRcULeS’ oF soUL

WeLL.. what to say.. yes.. DANCE!
starting off this New Macroverse
Number 688.. and haha. i haven’t
read what i did on 687.. as 22,635 words
total.. almost made me late to dance.. where
i did not even have time to proof read it to see
if there are any missed mistakes.. anyway.. Lovely
Latino Dancer Friends were present again..
so.. i suppose i will name them Charlie’s
Angels Hispanic style.. as once
again.. all great dancers..
they must have
danced early
early early with
an afternoon Fiesta..
when young young young
and yes.. they are very young
young too compared to me who
could be their Grandfather.. after
all i am a great great Uncle and
Katrina IS A great great Auntie..
so that makes us vintage..i guess..
and hehe.. in another photo with a group
of girls upstairs before i leave who are watching
me and the girls dance on the floor below she says
i told my girl friend that guy is gonna be my husband
and i said.. well i guess the least we can do is get a photo..
i told her i was a poet who was documenting 119 dance
weeks so far from Old Seville Quarter in the longest
long form poem ever.. hehe.. and she said she
was a millionaire.. and then i proved what
i said online.. and when she said that’s
a girl’s name per KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
i told her it’s my wife’s name first per
form of it.. and my first name
next.. and by then..
i had long lost
her twitter
or perhaps
it was because
i told her i was married..
and i didn’t have a chance
to tale her i was old enough
to be her Grandpa.. but anyway..
she can see the rest of the story
in the next poem if she can remember
the pen name.. which is kinda unlikely..
hehe.. i’m thinking as it is kinda strange..
the whole thing is kinda strange.. hehe.. ha!.
oh yeah.. and a young man asked me if i was
on LSD.. and i basically told him i was on God
Dance Speed.. and it seems like he believed me.. heHE..
Anyway.. per my last Macroverse.. ‘mY LamP iSreaL’.. tHeRe
are lots of lamps on the real free dance floor of life that do come
in terms of love in dance
and smiles
So.. what’s the next word..
i for one chose poetry and to
define poetry.. to truly define poetry
one cannot resort to dictionary definitions
as to write poetry is to create anew from heart
where inspiration leads the tongue.. so sure when
the wife Katrina
nags me a little
to sway me away
from my ‘somenow’
ADHD ways.. thaT is
poeTry as it bRings
emoTions and inspires
me to move on to what
she wants me to do…
Somenows i don’t
hEar heRe..
as you
that laser
focus can come..
but sTiLL she writes
her poeTry in voice of
get your ass off that computer
now.. she doesn’t even have to think
about it.. the words come from heArt and
they floW in steam like a run a way train..
more on run a way trains a little later.. as
i saw a slow one last night
on the road to dance..
and another
short one
soon to be
longer in a quick
glance of macro-verse
Facebook memories.. anyway..
pArt of the reason i no longer post
everyday.. is it takes away from what i
see as floW in poetry.. for me if the poetry
cannot flow.. it loses its heart and soul..
and that is a big pARt of the reason
i quit forms in the competitive
environment of dVerse
by compliance
officers and
Physics PHD
majors.. ’cause
already been there
done the fill in the form
Government work for a quarter
of a century in red tape way..
ugh.. Brian Miller and
Claudia were a
breath of fresh air..
like oxygen that kindled
my poetic spirit at heARt
and soUl in mInd and Body Balance..
Brian turned me on to the Dead Poet Society
Stand on the Desk and make a difference in the
world and inspired me to move on with my nude
art standing on a desk of freedom more.. but anyway
stuff changes.. there are the order folks who stand
more cautious and there are the free folks
who stand more naturally
spirited without the
sidewalks of life..
insanely large populations
must have have these rule makers
otherwise.. anarchy and chaos.. and
after Hurricane Katrina looting
will come next for the
have nots against the
haves of course..
and in general..
the science assessed
empirical rule that humans are still
not evolved to comfortably connect to
more than around 150 to 200 sets of eyes..
and yes.. when you get a bunch of folks in even
online communities.. you get creative differences
and Jesus F. In Christ.. some are very close to
Autistic in systemizing reciprocal social
communication difficulty ways.. as
been to poetry
land and real
autistic land
and the behavior
of some of the folks
in text is indistinguishable
in their inability to understand
the communication of other folks
and more on that in a few as well
in way of Facebook Macro-Verse memory
too.. anyway.. i live a poetic heARt.. my SpiRit
is the expression of that EmoTioNal and SeNsory
heARt and sure tHeir is some SeXuaLiTy that RiSes
uP now and then.. at lEast once a week as all of Nature
is poEtry when it becomes inspiring in any way that comes..
some folks judge this inspiration or that inspiration as
silly.. in appropriate.. dum.. retarded.. idiocy.. but
i judge all inspiration as life.. and try
to keep my mind and body balance
soUl as open as possible to
be inspired by all inspiration
dArk and LiGht sAMe..
and i find it works
for bliss for
other folks
choose the dArker path..
been tHeRe doNe thaT too..
lEarned my Lesson weLL as
i continue to live a life NOT ONLY
Well.. Hello tHeRe Brian..
glad you stopped by in between this
comment response here where i addressed
your poetic inspiration along the way..
and haha.. you just happened to
come to perhaps my
second longest
in three
days or so
here.. at
22K plus
all in a few
days inspiration
with of course much
more to come.. yes.. my
friend my wishes are for you
to continue to travel iN liGht
as WeLL.. wHere a helping hand
can be heard and treaSuRed WeLL..:)
So.. the Facebook Memories roar in.. as they
should intuitively do.. as of course this is
my anniversary of exit from hell..
and the real Star of David too..
per Planetary alignments of
a six pointed star that just so
happened to start the year
Goddess Isis in modern
form (yes.. Katrina) and
i got married back in 1990..
with 13 more alignments coming
to the 13th one that just so happened
to come on the day i more fully recovered
out of hell for 66 months.. and there will not
be another for a very long time.. hmm.. it is
what it is.. what comes first or what comes last
matters not.. what you make of it now is what
counts and not to use whatever FucKinG symbol
you can for liGht of inspiration is simply to lose.. lose
lose lose.. and this is the true idiocy of material reductionists
that pooh pooh the power of hope.. faith.. and belief in all
religions no matter myth or substantiation of every little
God dam fact.. as even science shows the power of
belief can cure illness in the placebo effect and
the power of voodoo through the nocebo
effect of negative thinking can
make illness happen..
and bad stuff in
general be the
case.. and that is
why Fortune cookies
work so FucKinG WeLL
as the power of suggestion
does work so FucKinG weLL
for at least 33 percent of the population
but in a state of affairs of culture that is
reduced to material reductionism from birth
the potential of this real human power of hope..
faith.. and belief.. in what science loosely terms
as the placebo affect and effect is potentially all
over the place.. no doubt our primitive ancestors
had percentage numbers much higher than the
33 percent of folks who can take advantage
of the power of suggestion in the U.S..
as they lived by heARt more than
FucKinG TeXTbooK Science..
most of what i do now..
IS A Direct result of
the power of positive
thinking in the visual
imagination and creativity
of putting what i want reality
to be in words.. SinKinG thoSe
woRds as Visual Images and
associations wiTh emoTIOns
of Hope.. Faith.. and Belief and
more nuanced EmoTiOns that don’t
even have FucKinG labels including
SeNsory oTHer FeeLinGs now that are
EmoTioNs same as whatever FucKinG
moves yOu iN FeeLinG way iS EmoTioN
same no different than the iON that inspires
the atoms sAMe.. and iT iS FucKinG FucKinG
FucKinG iF yoU SEEk the HiGher PoWer oF
God Nature one as the documented evidence
proves as my hUman PotenTiaL continues to
skyrocket at age 56 sTiLL like a 16 year old
in the britches
of a Grand Pa..
no different than
Jack LaLanne.. or
Grand Ma Moses.. who
just fucking Nike did it.. and
moved on to a briGhter day now..
and those FucKeRs.. who didn’t
seek the power of God like this from
the wrong planet.. who may not even have
the innate organic ability to do it.. just said
it was sentimental mush.. well folks i for one
prove it works.. and no duh.. like the placebo
and nocebo effect ain’t already been proved..
‘your’ ‘little’ minds just can’t wrap around the
essence of art fAct that those are just
different words for the power of
prayer and voodoo same..
patterns folks and
essence that is
what i do in
fluid intelligence
other folks stick to
crystalized intelligence
and labels.. well i didn’t lEarn
to speak until age 4 so i had to
survive a different way.. so in that
way i get the edge in God way so
deep so deep in essence away from
still moving
in God way Free now.:)
So her is another pre-Ocean Poem Macro-Verse
on my KATiE MiA/Aghogday Blog that i first
shared on the Wrong Planet of egg
head reason minds.. that let’s jUst
say wasn’t received with
smiles… or
witty silly red
giggles.. as
material reductionism
will statically flow on
the sidewalk
stepping on
a single
crack.. and
sure i fell to this
hell of limited mind
and body out of balance
soul for literally FucKinG
decades of dark human liGht..;)
And a Macro-Verse of Ocean
Whole Form Poem from
two years ago.. celebrating
the first year of my
exit from
hell as the
phoenix wings
continue to sing..:)
Haha.. and literally
another Rant about the
Wrong Planet as if i need to
say more and i did two years ago
after they banned me
for having
a FucKinG heArt..
for three months..
oh the tin men..
on the tin men..
oh the Lions
without courage
that only have a brain
and not much else..
it’s really sad..
it’s like hell
been there
done it too long..
and i won’t go back..
i tried to help ‘them’ out..
but it’s true no matter fundamentalist
religious folks or militant material reductionist
atheists.. sadly you truly cannot convince either
one of the true higher power of God because
both in general speaking are literal thinking
folks who cannot
do real God magic
to make what folks
thought was impossible
come FucKinG true
in empirical case study
evidence real.. when i first recovered
there i told those FucKers.. that my potential
was just beginning and i would do much greater
works than i had done to that point then.. and as
i did i proved it along the way in empirical evidence
until the truth hurt so bad..
they FucKinG banned
me and eventually
banned me again..
a year later
in 2015.. but
that month ban
was the last chance
they got from me.. as it
was me who was doing them
a favor visiting them in hell
from a place that is now heaven.. they
kicked me out of hell.. oh joy.. oh joy..
Lucifer the real Bringer
of liGht is
on permanent
Staycation Heaven
now in LA.. like that
Fox Show about Lucifer
says in Lower Alabama
and hell no.. i don’t have to
own a bar with money.. i kinda
own Seville every now i walk in the
bar without spending a God dam dime..
i barter in steps of dance and smiles and
very rarely any words.. online it is photos
and words.. this devil don’t do the real
hell of money..
this devil
is most
FucKinG Style
juSt cAll me God’s
Joker.. as God is sick
and tired of you human’s
FucKinG Lies of deceit and death..
and that is just a metaphor with deeper
meanings of
the Karmic
Now in longer
than a twitter verse breath..;)
Train Train.. TRAIn..
and the Train of thoughts
and heARt continue on.. now
iN this short Macro Verse here
from a year ago.. as i continue
to attempt to appease the material
reductionist literal thinkers at dVerse
by doing tHeir continuing more restrictive
rules last year.. to get rid of Hurricane Fred’s
heARt.. anyway.. that train memory WiLL get
longer in Facebook Memory tomorrow.. as some
FucKinG trains will stop over for a
way station..
but this
one says
i can i caN
i will i wiLL
i FucKinG DO
get used to it
i’M on my WAY..
i’Ve Come back.. i’M ReaL..;)
WeLL.. Seriously.. a 56 year old greying dude.. who
kinda walks like Fred Sanford more than John Travolta
after a long night of dance with 20 something year old girls..
in a photo with those girls smiling ear to ear.. truly
should bring a smile to your face as it is
so innocent and kinda sorta
like incongruent humor..
as it is just so far
beyond the social
norm.. like my serious
take on nude art.. in all
the passion way i do it..
where deep down i am laughing
my ass off.. as i am simply brave enough
to do it.. and don’t give a FucK if folks like it or
not or whatever they do with it when they see it.. heheR..
haha.. anyway.. if all of that doesn’t make you grin from
ear to ear.. and it depends on the spectrum of open
mindedness that ranges from Pat Robertson to
Miley Cyrus in how you may see ALL OF THAT..
NOT FOR THE WIN.. but if this CAT
doesn’t make you
smile you are
probably leaning
more towards a
psychopath that tortures
little animals as this is
dam sure God dam cute..
in any book of liberal OR
DUH.. like God didn’t bRinG us humans into the world
just like this too.. it is only we who make it evil..
shameful in all the true holy and sacred form/
functions that are no less truly holy
and sacred than God whole and
to separate any oF iT
from God is simply
to lose God..
and that is why
i do nude art.. fat
or super sexy i am a
Child of God and i have no
parT or function less than holy
and sacred God WHOLE AND TO
SEEK AND ASK FOR PAIN.. be careful
what you hide.. as pain my be your gain..
what other explanation can tHeir be for my
i mean seriously it’s in genesis that we FucKeD
up when we put clothes on.. and felt shame for
our nakedness way back then and Jesus in the
Gnostic Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 said to
find God in you.. strip your clothes off..
and tread on them without shame..
and so-called Christian folks
say Miley is going to hell
for showing her
fur down there..
i seriousLy thiNk
they need a fig leaf
of sense and should re-read
tHeir books and do a little research
on the more pristine texts that were not
adulterated by Constantine and the Catholic
pedophilic/psychopathic leaning church/empire.. do you
really trust those guys.. i dam sure give it all a much closer look..
better to be naked than what Arab physicians suggest is up to
80 percent of little girls molested in the home.. repression and
oppression of human nature.. in other words separation from
God is a four letter word named pain.. and misery and suffering..
lEarn to be pARt of God instead of separate from Nature wHOle..
it works for
and i aim
to bE a rOle
moDeL REaL..
oh by the way for those
material reductionist folks that
suggest that cats do not love.. what
do you feel when you hug your wife’s/etc.. clothes
if you feel less than yellow boy when he hugs
my clothes
perhaps you
love less than
just get naked
one day in the
sand/sun.. dance
with God.. chances
are.. you may finAlly
actuAlly see God’s fAce..:)
WeLL.. it’s almost noon..
Sun and Sand dance coming..
but first two stops at the gigoid place
for some deeper wriTing poeTic sTuFF..
Jesus F. in Christ.. after i close all
theses tabs across the
top of
i’ve probably
had like a million
tabs open in the last year..
or is that
sADD.. it is what
it is to this point now..
“For one human being to love another human being:
that is perhaps the most difficult task
that has been entrusted to us,
the ultimate task, the final test and proof,
the work for which all other work
is merely preparation.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
Jesus F. in Christ
ain’t that the truth
and some folks can’t seem
to get it through tHeir thick
and or covered skulls
that when the Golden
rule including that part
about Loving the rest of
Nature the same as
you and doing
no harm
to the rest
oF it other than
giving more than
taking and sharing
and giving.. well yeah..
that’s a little more than the
Golden rule but change is good too..
and the rest mostly falls into place way..
anyWay.. i liked your most current post
first and i haven’t read it yet.. ’cause history
repeats itself anyway and there is like almost
100% chance i’ll like it as i’ve liked all the rest..
and that’s kinda how fearless love works when
unconditional and real and true but it only works
100% of the time when driven by human reason
and relative WiLL.. as those other con-social emotions
are pArt of hUman Nature too.. and why there will always
have to be a practice of WiLL over fearless love with Reason
to continue to perfect it in practice over the course of liFE now..
yeah.. Bullshit.. we practice perfect.. we are not born perfect but
it sure is nice to be born happy.. and not all are born happy either..
it IS A tapestry..
and the fibers
are different
that paint the
beauty whole..
some are dArk.. some
are liGht or tHeRe would be
no contrast for the colors of Love..
in fearless way of what paints iS..:)
“Nature is not human-hearted.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
Hmm.. perhaps
Lao Tzu was
a little short
hearted here..
as science wasn’t
up to date then on
the workings of the human
brain.. as the neo-cortical
part is what sets us apart
from the rest of the mammal
kingdom.. at least.. as yes..
other mammals.. particularly
social animals.. and the Bonobo
particularly shows more heart now
than human without this neo-coritical
slightly higher and greater exercised
potential.. and it IS A great thing that the
rest of nature is not human headed or
we would all likely be extinct.. as the
human headed way.. is definitely
not smArt
as it is
short sighted
by far of what
nature does as
whole as God as
sAmE in Balance as
culture is the virus that
IS A by product of that
human head.. and in particular
the prehensile thumb and hand
and sticks scratching sanskrit
like alphabets in sand.. bigger
heads for smaller hips..
more dependent
social communication..
written language.. culture
and the by-products of culture..
namely.. the infra-structure of that
eating away the life giving subsistence
resources of nature whole earth for all the
rest of God Nature that lives here in balance
in the circle of life.. the circle is fucked up and
the monkey
is the
more specifically..
the FucKinG alphaBET..;)
Facebook Friend Sherri.. and also dancing
friend from the 80’s at Disco Club
2001 in P’Cola Florida for
the decade i danced
back then in
my twenties
before i
the Goddess
Isis (Katrina)..
shares one of those
Politics Facebook photos
that shows Hillary demanding
Trump’s tax returns and Trump
saying I sent them to you by Email..
And i say in return..
You know i am a reAlly glass full person.. but i find i
it very difficult to see either of these candidates with
any real light of integrity.. that’s a sad state of affairs
in the country.. when even i can say that is true..
Money buys
the U.S.A. now
for sure and something
must eventuAlly GIVE..:)
And now i say..
no one’s even really
paying attention.. in fact
rarely does anyone even talk
about this on Facebook as it has
gone beyond insanity.. on both sides..
and sure there are hardly any signs in
any yard for any candidate in this red state
land i live in.. and that is saying a lot on the
state of affairs of the country now.. where even
the folks who are gonna vote for the man behind
curtains don’t wanna be seen with him in public..
hehe.. as he is like a used car salesman
from hell or somewhere
similar to that..
and Hillary
is just
for the job and
kept it for her connections..
seen it happen in government crony
circles even in much smaller scale
ways.. where connections spell
promotion vs jail time
or worse..
anyway.. it is
the web humans
weave.. there are much
better ways to live.. but
we live in insanely large societies
that we are not evolved to live in..
out of balance with nature and we have
been destroying earth species in accelerating
fashion for A few centuries or so now the tipping point
is already here.. and humans are already starving and
suffering around the world.. little children are being
molested in the home.. at rates of up to 80% in
some countries according to some reports..
other folks are getting strangled by
family members and other
folks invade other
to rebuild
them and
kill over 100K
innocent folks..
and the beat of misery
and suffering goes on..
and on and on.. until we shape
up or follow the path of what we have
given so many other species of life in
the big lie of religion that says we have
the right to dominate nature that is the
biggest lie of all that folks are suffering
for all over the world now in their
religious lies too..
in blindness
of ignorance
Trump and
Clinton are just
a microcosm of the
human species of a species
gone domesticated and bad
instead of wild and naked and
balanced and good like the American
Indians before the so-called Christian
Missionaries shot their families dead
and forcefully converted them
to worship a man
on a cross
instead of
and being
God whole
as Nature same..
we could a lot from
those Indians if we could
just kill the lies instead of each other..
i can do it.. but no.. i cannot make anyone
else do it.. unless they care.. unless they care..
bottom line..
They can..
But the question
is WiLL they…
one must
keep the
half full
of hope
or ALL iS LOST..
so just for shits and
grins i will go on BEYOND
ON A GREAtEST LiMB and say ThEY WiLL..
can and
WiLL WiN..
when USED NEW..:)
WeLL.. my goodness.. cLouding up again.. Thunder
and potential liGhTENinG coming again..
and trust me when i speLL something
or capitalize something or
even punctualize
something different
than what Queen
Victoria suggests
is proper tHEIR
IS A deeper reaSon
for it hehe.. thaT is stiLL
to coMe.. in fAct.. scholars
could probably pore over veriLY every
word i say.. and not find all the connections
i alreaDy bRinG iN Free flow ease.. as what i do
heRe is beYond.. iN ways.. thAt is WeLL beYond
science in empirical one step.. two step three
four five and so much more than
one the cLinkity DiNkity old
school scientific
can do
so far
of where
it goes in the
Internal of Beyond
UniVerse of what
can and WiLL be of
the Human MiNd and
BoDy SoUL.. iN BaLAnCinG
way unLeAshed and more fully
is not A exercise in twitter verse this
is an exercise in the deepest philosophical
verse that can come in human essence real..
perHaps.. and that bRinGS me to the third word
beYond of the day now thaT is Philosophy NoW..
oKay FucK the Dictionary and Wiki sticky Defs..
Philosophy is what FucKinG works whatever
it may be for the individual human
to have a Super Epic FucKinG
liFe or not.. my Philosophy
of life works for juST
this and i can
FucKinG prove
iT how about
you.. hehe..
oKay.. some emotive
words tHeir but you kNow
those snooty fingered nose
folks want to keep you in their
inner and outer circle of thoughts..
and i say go much much further than
that and FeeL and SensE yoUR way
through with loGic too.. and yes..
you must use your small
heads below
both male
and female.. etc..2..
as libido drives it all
at core.. at it juSt makes
FucKinG seNse as iF it
didn’t we wouldn’t
FucKinG literAlly
be here iF that
wasn’t the
most important
Driving Force of the
Day in social cooperating
way to get the work of the night
done day and night and all around..
doN’t be afraid of Nature.. after all
there is no real way to escape it without
pain.. suffering and misery and perHaps
death but don’t be too sure.. as iNfiniTy and bEyond
is way farther than a scientific method of one step or
Zillion more..
Religion is the dogma
of what has worked for
groups to subjugate and
control other folks for order
and yes.. for some happiness
too.. at least in limited way as well..
but philosophy is what keeps you up day
and night.. to find out why the FucK thaT religion
shit ain’t working to make Ya balanced and why
yA never even feel like smiling or even giving or
doing a FucK too..
yes.. it gets to
be very
and sexy
or not stuff..
so that is what i do here..
and obviously i don’t know everything
and i don’t know anything as most of it
is what i FeeL.. and SenSe.. and intuit
using ComMon Sense of Nature’s given
all innate and instinctual power now
in me.. through my basic God given
and yes.. i used to rely on books
until i smaRTENed up past standard
IQ ways.. of looks.. and sure i stiLL
go the traditional way of knowledge
in labels and concrete stuff like that
but human potential is more like magic
than a Dictionary that just spells it all out..
Anyway.. in school.. if it isn’t in a book folks
thiNk it doesn’t exist.. in life if one doesn’t do
it for a living and make money for it.. it doesn’t
have real value to most folks.. so when i TOld
A young lady last night that i was an International
Poet.. and have written the Longest Long Form
Poem ever and am still GroWinG iT even though i
can prove that online.. and show where 1.45 million
folks have viewed my stuff on Google plus..
i ain’t got paid a penny for doing
any of that..
ain’t got
no degree
in any poetry
schools but still
i danced good enough
without any lessons for this
20 year old or so girl to suggest
to her same age girl friend that
the 56 year old dude.. hehe.. is
gonna be her husband one day..
human instinct rules bottom
WITH WiNks..noW..
and it works the same
way with poetry.. bottom
line in all stuff life it.. is the
human and the feeling and
the senses and the sexuality
that counts.. all this money bull
shit is just bull shit
i fucking hate
money and i am
so fucking glad
that the wife deals
with it and i rarely ever
have to see that green shit again..
and yes.. i fucking saved enough of that
shit to last a lifetime and that shit almost killed
me too.. it’s worth it now.. but it wasn’t worth
it in hell
you can
bet your
ass on that..
and that’s what
yeah.. and just like when i was in
school.. the girls alway liked me when
i took my glasses off at the school dance..
i opened
my mouth
and yes.. let
my Einstein out..
such is life with A
Beautiful Mind then..
i didn’t get a chance
to let her read any of
my poetry but at least one
of my Facebook Friends has
suggested that poetry (not mine AFIK)
makes her wanna pull her panties down..
again.. Dance and Poetry works for me..
it is
both the
of my liFE and
the SonG oF mY SoUL
iF only
John Nash
had become
a Poet how different
his life might have been..
or Sheldon Cooper.. etc..
a Dance
oF LiFe..
i think i’LL cALL
in a story change
to that reAlly ‘cool dude’
who creates the big bang..
or perhaps
‘we’ already
did ‘BEyond’..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
i am the breeze that
flies and catches highs when
they come and rarely thiNks of
lows.. and always appreciates hi’s
when they come and Love is always
a great say of Life my FriEnd.. hehe..
you know the psychiatrist says this IS A
Disorder.. all this writing.. no different than
Lewis Carroll.. his Alice And Wonderland.. and
the general clinical label of Hypergraphia out of
the cultural norm.. per se.. iS Wonderland for me..
as it is something i enjoy that stimulates me
that bRinGS mE greAT Bliss
it’s kinda like sex
but never ever
messy and
the only
thing that
gets pregnant
are the pages
with millions more
thots per se as more
words comes next inthoth
pLay.. EmoTions empower
uS and the beauty of the alphabet
iS when iT iS used as a tool to spRead
those EmoTions wider to other folks as
Energy Force to defeat Entropy as the
Force oF EmotioN inspiRed through
words can be used over and over
through written words even when
i am asleep.. hehe.. or dead as
a door nail.. outside a cross..
i have certain advantages
that other folks never had..
Anyway.. the psychiatrist suggested
Epilepsy drugs to shut me up.. if he had
suggested a lobotomy.. i would have said
no too.. is it any wonder there are much fewer
Beethovens.. Michelangelos.. really original works
of art.. like Alice and Wonderland too.. why.. now it’s
basically a copy and paste of what the greats did before..
weLL.. creativity
is dead in pills
my friend.. there is
great challenge in the
madness of creativity…
but the reward is for others..
that can last for centuries and
that is what real humans do.. they
sacrifice for other folks in more important
ways than just dying on a cross with a golden
rule or two that can be found in another book..
but after all as i’ve often said and Saint John
too.. Jesus predicted that so the Beatles
as i often say too.. just fulfilled that
prophecy too.. along with
Einstein and all the
other super
men and
with crazy
ass mutant
brains that FucKinG
fly BeyOnd that place of
Star TreK Real.. oH.. creativity..
you SinG A SonG of challenge
i Love you.. ’cause you never FucKinG geT old..
You offer a treaSure here my friend.. the hi’s are
juSt icing on the cake of what you give.. smaLL
talk is nice.. but deep ShIT is more like me.. hehe..
i plan to go so deep that God WiLL be the only one
inside me to understand me here on earth.. chances
done that
iT seems.. heHE..
and sure by far.. i ain’t
the first or the last for thAT..
Yeah.. my way of looking at God is
more like this.. the Facebook Profile status
photo i just added that has always inspired me
so much at a Biloxi pier that some homeless guys
nailed to the place they lay their heads there at night..
and sure these homeless folks understand that God lives
in them and Nature as that is where they live.. no different
than any other wild and free human being in nature one.. whole
all natural and free.. where baths come when the rain or rivers
SinG with skin.. and you can smell people over perfume and
plastic and stuff like that.. anyway.. it is a stone statue
with the bottom part missing away from a man
representing Jesus against a cross with no
nails in his feet or hands.. instead there
is an older more mature version
of him holding him up
and surrounding
all around him..
and there is a
Dove at the top
that connects to
Nature whole of course..
this is how i see God and how
i feel and sense God.. thaT i tHat
is pArt of Nature one thaT is beyond
ego I as actor of director i.. i has a much
deeper voice than I.. at least i did for many
years.. but now i’s voice sounds just like I
as self and ego are one.. unless ego acts
as directed by i.. just for fun.. or whatever
the situation may dictate for teaching
purposes.. say if i am going to
act the role of the village
idiot/clown/fool etc..
with dead
pan face
to keep
’em guessing
and thinking too..
anyway.. when this
i that is wrapped around I
is one with Nature with Spirit
as that exclamation point ! i like
to use as ! to indicate the interconnectedness
and interdependent relationship of all of nature
one WE.. as all of US toGeTher aS oNe Force
as pArt of Nature wHole too that iS Dove or
sEaGull that flies so high allone while
i and I and ! rest on a cross of
floating fearless Love..
of course there
are infinite
i could use
to say the
same God daM
thing.. but now
is just the flavor
of now of what iS
iS foR Now.. with
sMiLEs and loVE
aS WeLL mY FriEnd..
the best thing about a
super epic Devil’s advocate
is he or she or whatever can
now be a best God dAM Joker
advocate for NatUre aLL/GOD..
wHere folks have the opportunity
to be exposed to Jack out of the BOX..
or off
a naiLED
cross and
to rest a
And gigoid says
in return..
Perhaps this one is the start
of your latest… which I’d
call Kokopelli’s Dance
See ya, ami
And i say..
WiNks.. i think
the theme SonG
for the words
catches the
And then i say..
And per Legend..
it’s true..
i ‘tricked’
the Village beauty
into having sex with me..
And i can prove it.. as
she never ages.. oh..
when Alice in
people with
creeds are mostly
all the ones who must
be asked if they believe..
while other animals besides
people do believe by doing live
Creeds are the
reaSon for loss
over found
heRe now..
People are
God LauGHS…
some more..:)
Hi Claudia.. Sorry.. i wasn’t able to participate in responding to your 5 year anniversary of Dverse Poetry prompt challenge.. i got through most of Brian’s prompt but other waves of inspiration came my way which often is the case these days.. anyway.. as always nice poetry here.. but i am coming here to thank you and empirically give you that thanks in what your effort in helping to create the opportunity to read/comment on DiVerse creative efforts from poets
around the world has done for me in my milestones of life..
i came here in 2013.. after living a literal
hell in a synergy of 19 life threatening
illnesses for 66 months that
suddenly came to an
end.. when i yes..
literally met
the face of
God in a literal
Therapist assessed
miracle that was never
seen before.. of course the
therapist was Catholic.. the other
Doctor’s assessed it as we don’t know
how you recovered… In God’s Language which
of course is not the English one or any other human
Language.. God ‘told’ me.. God was going to have me
do something for God that no human had ever done before..
i had no idea what it was going to be other than something with
a camera.. something with feet and something with words and that
my friend has come to be the longest long form poem now at the 688th
Macro-Verse point with God knows how many micro-verses held with-in
each macro-verse whole approaching 4 million words that is at least 4 times
longer than the Bible.. 40 times longer than the Kuran.. and yes.. twice as long
as that other poem.. the Mahābhārata.. at 1.8 million words.. of course all of those
were group efforts and not accomplished by one individual.. so sure.. now mission
is accomplished.. but not without a ‘little help’ from my friends.. and you my friend
were a gift from God along with Brian.. as one of those Macro Verses from 2015.. where i made a poetic expression to every single prompt and every single poem that was linked from that entire year from April of 2015 to March of 2016.. when i started feeling the pressure from folks to change what i was doing.. that only increased my fortitude of God’s Will in me.. inspired me more and that one
effort ended up being one verse total of 338,630 words.. and a Novel unto
itself of course in Free Verse style too.. Interestingly.. both you and Brian..
reflect an action of being in both tolerance and acceptance
in differences of others that reflects the Golden rule
of Jesus that truly means gentile or jew.. servant
or free.. woman or man no more.. in other
words room enough for every
one to contribute
a verse no
or how long..
smiles.. you and
Brian most always
reciprocated visits.. no
matter how far you had to
wade down into what i did..
no need to visit my friend..
i was never looking for
a reward..
only to give..
and sadly it’s
amazing how hard
it can be to even do
that in super epic way
as Jesus said through
Saint John there would BE
people after him who would
do much more..
UP.. and other line.. NOW
when Luke said heaven
was @hand now..
he was
and at least
in my life
Bless you
in all you
do.. i was in this
to serve the Lord from
the Get go.. and i wRite on..
as a witness and court reporter.. of sorts..
WeLL.. in respect of and for respect
oF all the other inspiring poet’s from
dVerse i will continue on now to the
Friday fifth prompt in Five Year Celebration
of the dVerse Website created by the super
nice folks Brian and Claudia.. kinda like when
you went to heaven and met a couple of nice
folks at the pearly
of green
on earth.. @NOW..
and as Synchronicity
WiLL have it of course
wRite on topic the topic
AND stuff
with changing
beliefs as such..
across the life span..
oh.. the confusion.. oh.. the
bullshit.. oh.. the illusions
but ah.. the real.. all
the hidden meanings
behind the
of sacred
and truth and
light when seen
deeper in essence
WELL.. JESUS f. in christ..
i can’t believe yet
i will believe
it’s you..
but i will not
take any chances
and will respond
to Shawna first before
the chameleon her
a more
something else..
and her blog
sounding poetic
not trying to
hehe.. anyway..
i know you call
your husband
daddy.. so yeah..
the preacher and
his wife before and
after Sunday school fun..
is what i’m hmm.. kinda seeing here..
and believe me i have a very fertile
and can
even dream
what ever i wanted
to dream in elementary
school.. and haha.. even
then i liked girls so much
that all the girls in
school in my dreams
my girl
harem then..
little romancer
i was then.. haha..
considering i had
no F in idea what
sex was until sweet 16..
anyway.. the other ‘choir’
members would be so
ashamed of you if they
knew you were blogging with
someone as free as me.. hehe..
how history
repeats itself..
as the
i am now
going to respond
to the rest of the links
and after that i may come
back to hook up with a few more
of your links if the milk and honey
of your
still lives here..
before E V A
crap.. i wrote
before i read the
other comments now
and if this is what
it might be about..
man.. i’m really
but sure..
one of my
early ‘girl friends’
who was abused by
their daddy.. ended
up ending their life with
a revolver on her daddy’s bed
in her twenties with a loving husband
and children who loved her as well..
makes me glad i never knew about
sex until i was 16.. as i learned
to love girls for their
eyes before
any thing else..
and when i think
about Muhammad
and his 6 year-old
child bride with her
dolls in tow by the time
she got all consummated up
at 9 years old.. and those potentially
4 out of 5.. 3 to 6 year old girls in
Saudia Arabia as at least one
Arab physician study suggests
were exposed to fellatio
and or masturbation
in the home
over there
where boys
and girls are
only allowed
to look at family
members now in this
sad way too.. and yes
all 1.6 Billion folks in the
world and the 12 year old
girls who are still sold into
marriage in Pakistan now..
in totally legal
ways over there..
knowing where
all of this started
and is still propagated..
i would love to have met
Muhammad back then
and gave
him a piece
of what
God told
me.. then..
but instead
i’ll do it now.. yes..
no matter if it is received or not..
yeah.. and sure there was that man..
my wife’s stepfather standing over her
bed with a knife when she was a little
girl.. and that’s all she remembers
of her childhood..
so sure..
lots of
involved for
me in this whole
thing too.. but no
one has ever physically
abused me in anyway other
than verbal abuse in my life..
i suppose
it was
in my eyes
that said
there will
be consequences
if they did.. and that
streak continues on my friend..
anyway.. no reason to approve
this.. it just inspired this in me..
and as always
just another
for me
and God to go..
with a ‘little
help’.. from my friends..
in liGht
and dARk..:)
‘Better than
the Beasts’..
what a crock
of saying..
at least stay
in balance with
nature.. and
humans alWays
are bEasts..
it is the word
human that has
separated us from
real.. THE.. BEAST
that smiles.. the
beast that cries..
the beast that hugs..
the beast is sexual
and warm.. sharing
and giving
and greed..
the human
is the grain..
the first grain
that was stored
when the hugs
and the
for life
was replaced
by sitting
on screens insame
of a 4 inch scream…
FucK that i ScreAM nakED
the streets with
wiLd eYes sMiLeS
and powerful leGs
and armS real
with fearless
iN A DancE
and SonG oF liFe
iSReaL whether or not
anyone but God and thE
otHeR beasts joiN iN
WeLL.. my friend
Grace.. as we gracefully
Age as Maslow well puts..
there are two paths..
one of stagnation
and the other
of rebirth..
yes reborn..
no different
than that metaphor
of Jesus2.. where we self
actualize and the God head
i becomes one with I.. every
culture talks to this.. some in
religion some in voice with
Nature.. but the bottom
line is.. when one is
in balance with
God one grows
from birth to
and grows
again.. it
doesn’t take
a rocket scientist
to see inside to
outside.. to above
to below.. to all around
but sure books can hide
it all
in words
as a greater
force of liGht
and liFE as co-creator
toGetHer in a grace of
age where age is only illusion
of humans hooked on form
instead of essence
of what
we sense
and FeeL
of liFE of intelligence
before collected words
of yesternows
of iSREaL with GOD..
smiles.. and thanks for the
inspiration along the way..
i have to give you credit..
wiNks.. at
least you
don’t delete
my poetic
as if any of that
matters in the real
Kingdom of God and
Nature now same that
focuses all
on giving
in ways
of likes
and follows..
big houses
that become
God and
in Red
for Lovers..
and suits with
ties the same
with so much
greater fearless Love iSREAL..:)
Capital and Corporal Punishment
is a slippery slope from
grade school
the electric
chair.. human’s
problem are they
wear clothes and
separate themselves
from Nature.. Bonobos
live Violence free and have
no need for punishment as
they barter with Peace and Love..
in only giving and sharing….
cutting off hands
for thievery too.. in
other countries..
and paddling
kids in
is simply
a primate sing of the
insanity of wearing
clothes.. but sure..
there was a Gospel
titled verse 37 of Thomas
that spoke to the solution
for this.. for Peace and Love
but the reality of Nature is
humans are not evolved
to connect to
more than
150 to
200 sets
of eyes
in reciprocal
social communication
before insanity happens..
and it’s true if you domesticate
Bonobos anywhere close to this
they will turn into cannibals and
a primate species that harms
each other like this
whether or not
they eat
each other
or not consumes
each other in harm..
the reaLiTy iS humans are
destroying the balance of nature..
there is action and consequence NoW
of this.. and that my friend is for the
offending member of God all natural
to eliminate the problem itself..
it’s easy to see with
bigger God eYes..
it’s just Nature..
or repeat the
same old
eitherS in ways
of capital punishment..
unwarranted wars and 100K’s
of innocent folks death.. Island people’s
destroyed by Nuclear bombs..
hands chopped off..
God of
nature says
get in balance
or pay the piper
with misery and
suffering real..
Funny how that
works and so sad too..
but it is what it is until
someone changes NoW for the
better stArting always with me..
so how does one chart a course of
7 billion human beings back to
smaller groups of 150 to 200
humans living peacefully
together naked
like the
the answer could
be a very very painful one
but that is Karma my friend..
we all reap what we sow as
teAM GOD isREAL Now.. noW
There is no other answer
in human terms but
Hope and
step by
step and
even word
person by
breath.. noW REAL..:)
When we are born different..
sometimes it is only the Love
of a Mother that holds us together..
and sure i can relate.. to
this attachment
this tie that
has no equal
as when the real
dark place comes
the real dark place
comes yes the darkest
place comes the mother
may be the only one left
that is willing to stay even
if one is not willing to stay..
yeah.. i can relate my friend..
i can relate.. so deep.. so deep..
just a few words and a tear repressed
as.. sure my mother is now approaching
82.. refuses to go to a Doctor no matter what..
and i can only hope she does not suffer prolonged
not unlike my father.. who lived his life independently
until age 81 and suddenly dropped dead.. tomorrow
the 24th of July is the marker of the death of my
only child.. i watched the so-called wonder
of modern medicine keep him
alive and suffering
in pain for 51 days..
and i lEarned the blessing
of death.. i will never curse death..
as i too.. learned there are experiences
in life where death is the greatest
blessing of all and this proves
there is a God of
Mercy as
we all
have the
of the gift of death..
except for those who
are caught in the world
of medical prolonged hell in life..
perspective.. Jesus F in Christ.. PRICELESS MY FRIEND…
NOT SURE.. it can ever be related in words but i try…
ps.. nice
to see.. ya..
been kinda
busy writing.. hehe..
if you visit me.. you
might need a super computer
to see me and extremely broad band access
but at any rate a pleasure and honor to see you
hEar.. Desmond.. my old and still new poetic friEnd..:)
Ah.. the gift of believe..
the architect in all his
fancy computer words
was/is defeated
like a little
boy/school girl
by the
and me..
by one
thE rest oF
it was just a matrix…
i giggle/google @matrix..
it doesn’t exist at aLL
to me.. it doesn’t affect
me or effect me anyWay aT all
anYmore.. i unplugged and sure
it’s possible this peace could
end but it is what it is as heaven now..
i FucKinG enJoy thiS HEAVEN Forevermorenow
sliver like it never ever never ever never
ever was even possible unTil now and thiS
FucKinG iS NoW thE most sUBER epiC
poTenTiaL and
oF F Y i @aLL..
A DancE
SioN ZinGs..:)
SMiLes mY
FriEnd the word
that describes Love
best is Free..
any pArt of
Love thaT iS
not Free is
Fear and
related to
Hate.. the
word that
God best
is Free noW
and fearless
thaT equates to
Love mY Friend..
iF and when the world
practices this rule of Love
in only giving and sharing way..
the same Golden one repeated
throughout the sAges oF aLL aGes..
the answer iS simple.. both Love and
God WiLL ReigN FReED ReiNs of RaiN
sAMe noW
Free… unTil
then iT iS
what iT
iS noW..
mY FriEnd..
but we are
Free to
you God
for this
to be like you..:)
SMLes.. my friEnd.. Glenn..
my greaTest hope REaLiT
is the reaLiTy
thaT aLL oF
deSire iS
to be Free..
it’s just common
seNse.. anYthing away
from free.. including the
tRappings of fame.. and other
temporary accolades like a new
car.. new home.. a new set of
clothes or whatever
does not
a temple
of flesh and
spirit is aWay
from free.. i choose
naked creativity
in all ways
of life..
it never
‘costs’ me
in terms
of free..
but sure.. it is never
free and takes work
from wake to sleep..
as the monkey rarely falls
from trees and hawks fall
from skies.. liFe IS
A practice
and only
in eYes
of human
written words
from thaT pest
of neo-cortical illusion
of past and present and
other FORMS temporal bEyond
saniTy NoW..
is in the
that kNows
no different
than stay..:)
Sadly what
i find in all
my Internet
travels iS
that the ONE
thing that is
missing most
from Hope.. Faith
and Belief is both the
U N D E R L Y I N G..
REAL emoting power
of these Human EmoTions
for change in positive action
and consequence and the
work ethic beyond
idols of money..
likes.. follows..
etc.. it’s all
the same
the first
word to
MAKE positive
change real..
Free effort is what
it takes.. and in a world
that is bought and sold from
dollar bills to likes to follows
to shares or whatever the
idols of bought and sold is…
the essence
and hope..
is lost in a temple
with no flesh at all..
but i suppose for all practical
intents and purposes i could now
be from another planet to attempt
to relate this to anyone as the only
way i know to fully understand it is
to escape culture..
and that
and lots of effort
to get to that
place in
first.. as
far as i FeeL..
sense.. and kNow
of LiFe.. money is
prison.. storing grain
is the road to greed and
jealousy.. the only escape
i can see now is on the individual
level.. and that’s the truth and the
liGht iN
pArt of
what i for
onE see through
my greaTest teacher experience..
that three college degrees
and a 25 year career with
the government ending at
top pay grade levels on
a means
to seek and find..
nah.. it wasn’t always
a labyrinth until humans
started storing grain.. sMiles..
yeah.. the word Believe to me..
is kinda
WiNks.. sMILes
aGain.. and for me
i can see the soul of
a person in their eYes..
that is my ‘Autistic Super Power’..
not often..
that many
folks maintain
eye contact with me..
if they
but most often
they tale me tHeir
that works..
for example i was dancing
the other night at a huge dance hall and a girl upstairs
blurted out to me that guy is gonna be my husband..
she was about 20 and i am 56.. that’s bizarre..
or a least kinda strange to me as i never
ask any girl to dance.. (i’m married) have
a nice day…
i believe
is everywhere i go
and i can prove it too..;)
ps.. this is way too long
and i’m rambling.. don’t feel
you need to keep it here.. sMiLesx3..
i find inspiration everywhere and simply
copy and paste what i do.. in what is
now approaching 4 million words
of the longest long
form poem
ever in the
history now
of humankind
all for free..
(verse) funny
how that
works.. like
i said
is real
and i prove
it everywhere i go..
oh yeah.. and God2..:)
Have a nice day2..:)
Well.. Hank.. this is great to hear
that you’ve been Happily married
for 45 years.. and i must say
that my precious and always
Loving wife IS A mainstay
of my happiness for
26 years too..
and i must say.. too..
i’Ve visited tens of thousands
of poems in the last 3 years..
and commented on almost
all of them.. and about
90% or so of the poets
are not very happy
to severely depressed
but i like visiting all those
places as there was once a time
that i grew ill and my doctor assessed
me as the least happiest person he ever
came across and that was an Air Force
Psychiatrist but sure.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from wake to sleep.. the
worst pain known to humankind
will do that to a human
being.. like a dentist
drill with no
pain killer
in my eye and
ear.. as you’ve
probably heard
me mention before
with 19 other medical
disorders miraculously
cured 3 years ago..
almost to date
today.. a REAL
GOD.. anyWay..
the darkness i find
in poetry land online
reminds me of where i’ve
been and just makes me appreciate
a real heaven now away from Hell..
and i appreciate the fAct that God
showed me both hell and heaven..
as perspective
is priceless
ever before..
other than that
hope you are enjoying
your Summer and i’m guessing
if you are not already retired..
close to that too..
my friEnd..
in giving ways too..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd
the greaTest lesSon
in my life was to believe..
yes.. IS to believe in POSITIVITY..
not what to believe.. IN
TERMS OF Dogma..
i think that is
the pARt
of God
that is simply
paRt of uS and
Nature sAme that
most people miss in
religious sacred texts
that attempt to explain
the inner human Universe
of Emotions and Senses beyond
what science currently can empirically assess..
anyway.. science now.. at least has proven this
power in terms of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect..
some other folks call it prayer and voodoo.. sadly
some folks get caught up too much
in labels.. i see the
same generality in
Religious folks
and so-called
folks too..
FACT IS some folks
cannot think in terms
of images and imagination..
some folks can only navigate
the world in words of literal
in other
words.. some folks see
differently worlds of the sAMe God
that is simply Nature wholE noW..
sadly some folks may not even
have the organic potential to
FEEL the human emotions
of hope.. faith.. and belief..
yes.. they are emotions..
not just words..
some folks
may never
be able to
this higher
power IF THEY
CANNOT sense
it and feel it real..
no one said God HAS to now
be fair.. but never the less it is what is..
and there is no escape.. it’s kinda
silly not to make life super-epic
if YOU CAN.. with a little
faith..hope..and belief..
i don’t care
if it is
the flying
as long as it
works.. bottom
line in Nature’s
eYes God same
it works noW..
this is kinda
long.. just
it a friendly
service and delete
it if ya like but i like
to lend a helping hand
and hehe.. sometimes
a long one along the way..
it’s what REAL HUMAN
faith.. hope.. and belief
can do.. as altruism
when experienced
in the moment
feels good..
no likes
no shares..
no follows..
no.. your poetry
is stunning responses
needed just a hand extended
my friend.. short
as with enough
faith.. hope.. belief..
a little autistic boy like
me who couldn’t speak until
he was four.. can write the longest
long form poem ever in the history
of humankind in a style no one has
ever encountered before..
but i was a lucky
one.. those
to 4 million
words were revealed
to me through God of
Nature whole.. soon after
God healed me Miraculously
of a synergy of 19 life threatening
disorders.. you see.. here’s the thing..
it just happened.. and i call Nature
god as god speaks to
me in nature
terms within..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below
and all around..
it IS A big picture
my friEnd..
and i AM
a smALL
on a
thaT never
gives up
on a canvas
bigger than
INfinity now.. of painting
no limits.. no expectations..
a place BEYOND.. faith.. hope..
to 4 million
words and
that i for
one prove exists
everyday.. anyWay..
some folks say if you can
prove it i would believe.. and
when someone says i do not
believe at all i feel a little
to share a
far far
from two
thousand years
ago or so.. now..:)
Again.. Consider this a gift or
whatever.. it is what it is..
and please ignore it..
delete it
or whatever
suits your fancy
my friend.. as i for
one am fancy free..:)
Side note hEAr..
footloose2 or 3..eTc..
side note
and ends
Hello my friend..
for me the GOlden
rule works without
consuming others
with harm..
other folks
make it
so much
more complicated
than that but as long
as that rule tHeRe is
shared and given
it all falls into
place for
mE noW..
i don’t thiNk
i’M the first
person to say
this.. but perhaps
the first person to
repeat it this much
in the written word
first hand.. now..
i can
i WiLL.. we are
animals.. we are blessed
with the neo-cortical
ability and
to use
as WiLL
to exercise
a life long practice
and perfection as such
of the Golden rule now..
big mistake for those
who think it requires
no work.. or focus
instead as and
of an hour here
or there in a brick
building wondering
what dress or tie to
wear next.. anyway.. the
Naked Golden rule is enough for
me.. giving and sharing and consuming
no other part of Nature with harm beyond
the bread and water of life.. anyway2..
change always stARts at
the heARt
of the
the SpiRit and
the sOuL before
the Mirror eYes now
LiVinG Truth
and liGht as
Fearless Love
that harms no otHeR..:)
SMiLes my friEnd..
one of the greAtest
pARts of online and
the world of poEtry
in INterNaTioNal way..
iS it provides a much larger
meaSuRing sTick tock of both
God sAMe..
SAdly.. theRe
are some
the sAMe
smaller.. at
all frigging costs.. hehe..;)
god laughs
at human
that attempt
to chain something
as big
noW as
any other
of God
is noW..
kinda small..
and we humans
are so dam smaLL
but always groWinG
unless we clip the gift
of these little
as gifted
by the
pArt now
SMiLes.. God IS A poem
but thaT begs a much bigger
than most
folks hOld
for poem..
funny how that
works even in
of three letters
or one more 4..4..
nice to see yoU..
Bryan.. have a nice day..:)
SMiLes.. my Friend
in every human
interaction.. i
go into
it fresh
as student
as much as
i can kNoWinG
nothing.. and
the gift
of lEarn..
the more i think
about in advance..
the less i lEarn..
an open
i GroW..
the best
are alWays
Have a great day!..:)
sMiLes.. my friEnd..
a loss of hunger
for Love..
A stomach
thaT is alWays
filLed with food…
funny/sad.. bitter/
sweet how
but reaLiTy
proves it
again and
again over
and over again..
A child’s eYes hungry for Love
in one country and a child’s eyes
hungry for a character in a
screen in
i suppose
the lonely child
is gifted
of cross..
funny how the
dArk makes the
liGht so lovely
as sad
for Love or perhaps
a real man on a cross
in eYes of child reaL noW..
Funny.. how so many people cannot
see the cross in those eYes wanton for Love..
No.. i lied..
no other
word for it
but TruTh..
In liGht oF liEs..
Lord of the flies.. as
such.. instead of Cross
Love that
kNows no Border..:)
Hello Kim.. i Love comparing natUre
to our human relationships2..
as after all our EmoTions
are ions of emoTing
no different
really than
ions noW iN
rays of SuN..
sMiLes.. i AM
a giant star that
burns a breath too
close to fire the cool
of otHeR stars near me..
but as that goes.. my fire
never burns out.. never exhausted
as humans have a secret weapon
that not even stars have.. a power
so infinitely more
powerful now that
even defeats
Nature’s Law
of Entropy now..
and that IS A
star power oF Love
when powered beyond
restraints of all EmoTioNs
of fear related ways..
BeYond 100%
warp speed
power of hUman
Love.. funny.. i was going
to see the movie Star Trek
this afternoon.. but i decided
to journey BeYond within instead..
iN online poEtry UniVerse LAnd..
THere’s alWays toMorRow
for a movie..
but tHeRe’s
for Love..
Have a great
day.. i for one
Believe in the power
of Fearless Love and it
seems in empirical results
for me.. W/
wiNks.. oF Love..:)
oh.. what a Lovely
Lunch and Dinner
of hungry you bRinG..
if breakfast comes @all..
Stay hungry
and never
leave boot
camp.. even
if one was/is
wimpy like
me then and
closely tied
to my Mom’s
way back
when or is now..
and look around..
a world of challenge..
intermittent reward..
a world of all reward..
N A T u r E n O W..
a world
oh.. the challenge..
oh.. the adaptation..
oh.. the change..
the struggle..
the win..
noW the
oF LiVinG
of Joy
Joy more
iN dArk
and liGht
ONE Existence noW..
in hell..
heaven and
all the ‘tween
of lEarning God wHole..
morE noW..
as students
iN liFE
oF all
WiLL most
certainly do
for wE noW..
WiLd and Free
without napKin
coveRed chinS..;)
Oh goodness..
the Love of give
and take.. the rule
of yes dear.. has always
worked for me.. smiles..
i even used
to let the
wife lightly
beat me..
she finally
got accustomed
to my ADHD and
no longer gives me
those love pats
to get
land attention..
i was unconditionally
Loved big time as a child..
perhaps too much.. my wife
experienced the opposite yes..
but i realize the gift i have and
the gift she doesn’t.. so she gets
miles and miles of slack from me
’cause the world ain’t fair and Love
is always the best way in fearless way
for those with the capacity to do it.. but
so many valid reasons why folks can’t..
i try to understand.. tolerate.. and even
the daRkest
holes of human
potential.. a gift
perhaps THEN..
for 66 months..
a temporary
trip to the same
place that i only
saw the outside
view for years
and years..
is the
of believe
worth living for
me.. so sad for
those who do not
have the nurture or
nature to feel or give
that’s real and TOTALLY FREE TO
give and
share now..
i can say for
sure some folks
never experience
it and some folks
always experience
it like my mother..
what a gift
a mother
like that
can be..
but the years
can even take a
toil on the greatest of Love saints..
the neighborhood kids with salty
parents used to come visit..
just to see her smile..
and hear
i suppose
that is why
i am a nurturer..
no matter how
rough and tough i look
on the outside of a heart that sings..
my mother’s wings.. have a great day.. freya..:)
SMiLes.. oh.. the path
to self-actualization..
so many challenges
and roles of liFe that
can truly eventuAlly make
a gOlden years meme a reaLiTy
wHere soUl keep expanding to
the very last breath of the very
last day of butterfly who never lands..
reborn always in rebirth of now..
where now is
and always
FlyIng colors
in dArk and
liGht noW..
and ‘tween..
renewing liFe..:)
THeRe is nothing reAlly
mysterious about it
when iT
this Human
Heaven.. this
Kingdom of
God as
one.. now..
this.. animal
that can be
so difficult
for animals
who wear clothes now
to finally realize iSREAL..:)
More memories coming in from
July 22nd of 2015.. in
Macro Verse
way of
So Fires
Fires Above..
yes… all oF iT
works togeTheR..:)
And as promised
earlier in this new
688th whole Macro-Verse..
the KmF Train is back
in 5236 words of
SMiLes.. Victoria..
Actually i think we are
just exposed to more of the
truth now.. and lots more dirty
laundry that never got out before..
it’s just a matter of finding a source
that is not biased as possible.. freedom
of information per the net.. almost guarantees
there will never be another epic fiasco like Iraq..
that’s the good news in a way..
and of course the bad news
as more than ever is
integrity of the
candidates but
as history
shows now
the greatest
perceived elected
saints before had plenty
to come out of their soilEd
closets too.. no different really
than hidden emails and stains on
dresses.. i only watch the news for
amusement as eventually as science
shows this conservative and liberal nature
of humans is programed in our DNA about
50-50.. as has always been the general case..
it doesn’t matter where one goes.. people are
alike everywhere.. most ironically in different
same ways.. so.. Politics is really no different
than soap opera cycles.. where one doesn’t
miss much from 6 months to the next
6 months.. and there is much
better stuff to do now..
thanks God than
just three black
and white
and 6pm news..
now and preferably
something to do with
Nature as NDD.. Nature
Deficit Disorder.. is the greatest
problem the Western Civilization
as whole faces now in so many ways..
so if enough people get disgusted with
politics and look at a sunset as you say..
perhaps World Peace will come a little
Sooner.. at least per affect and or
effect of The Butterfly effect..
later or hopefully sooner..
anyway.. the status
quo will continue..
the country will stay
divided.. until another
threat off our soil unites us
again.. and the real danger of
that is what we saw with Iraq..
Nationalism can definitely defeat
human reason.. as the tribal instinct
when it gets into gear can define all
reason for what makes usual sense..
when peace rules for years and years..
Ha!.. that’s likely why we don’t get any
direct sponsored Isis related attacks
on our soil.. the United States
bite can even be louder
than a reasonable bark..
We have a reputation of
being unreasonable and almost
insane.. no one messes with the
crazy eye.. it’s nice to go outside all day
long without the same worries other folks
have in so many countries of getting blown
up.. unless one is paranoid of course.. as fear
is the worse terrorism of all that so many folks inflict
on themselves.. meanwhile.. i’LL SinG and DancE in
steps and words.. and vocal chords.. and let the
soap opera suds bubble on tHeir song of division
with no
blood shed..
my friend..
and sure.. i’LL
vote for Hillary Clinton..
i’LL never vote for someone
who stands against immigration..
as my Grandfather came here from
Ireland.. and there are lots of good Muslim
folks.. who don’t deserve to be discriminated
against.. just because of where they lived..
after all for those who suggest they
are REAL Christians..
a cross is for
a sacrifice
of fearless
Love.. no..
not wimpy
folks with
feathered nests
my friend.. as Lord
KNoWs the greaTest Lovers
often have no where to rest their
head and be accepted as Love can
scare folks.. when it comes fearless like a LioN..
oh.. misery.. does love its company.. Fearless Love..
spOils that ‘party’..
to the chagrin of
negative over positive..;)
Oh Lord.. that Star Trek
Movie was kinda good.. noW
and ‘this eye’ reminds me of
beyond.. and a girl named Nancy
from ’80.. when the Song Magic
came out by Olivia N J.. she
worked at Burger King..
Nancy (not Olivia.. hehe)
and all the guys
who hung out
at the sign
at the
Parking Lot
Drinking Beer
(allowed by the
city cops then)
really wanted to
date her as boy
was she stacked
up top.. and she
had a white person
Afro.. maybe she
was from France..
in part with all that
curly hair.. as a another
‘fond’ memory comes to
mind.. anyway.. she thought
my last name sounded.. my
real last name.. sounded
like something
from the Bible..
and she told
me i had
a V shaped
back as back
then i had a tiny
little 32 inch waist..
and weighed 170LBS..
which is 60 LBS less
than now.. by the
way my therapist notes
my fascination with numbers..
likely has something to do with
the Asperger’s and extreme
systemizing state of mind
and the ADHD is why
i am
way way
off track..
but anyway..
just like the girl
here in the eye photo
with the red flowered eye
that is the color of the bright
red lipstick that 18 year old
Nancy wore.. hehe.. she
seemed old to me then..
as i was 20.. and
my previous
girl friend
was 16..
how a few
years makes
a difference then..
and now i’m 56 and
still dancing with 18 year
old girls.. with X’s on their
wrists as they are too young
to drink.. and i don’t drink..
not even a Bloody Mary..
or cup of water..
i’m such
an athletic
stud.. hehe..
with a super
nerd perspective..
and i remember you
saying you were a female
stud too.. so i kNoW you can
anyway.. me
and Nancy talked all night..
she with her Kaleidoscope
eyes just like that girl here..
at her home then where
she lived with her Dad
into the Tweetie bird
hours as there
was no Twitter
then.. yes
outside in
the Summer
and you
know me..
i’d rather talk
than have sex..
so it is before the
crack of dawn.. and this
is like my first date since
my first love broke up with
me.. and the song ‘Magic’
comes on.. and i feel
magic again..
but no.. not
like sex.. like
God is taling
me one day that
SonG WiLL mean
something more to me..
and it did.. as i played it
before i got well in 2013..
and somehow it helped me
to recover.. it’s like the SonG
was a seed in ’80 of hope
to heal
me in ’13..
33 years
later.. wow..
now.. my..
that drive in
’80 before
the sun came
up and the Tweetie
birds SunG is like it’s
now.. seriously.. for me
all is now
my entire
life all
iS Now..noW..
and in a way
that’s my eye too..
the all seeing one.. now..
when it’s real..
Enjoy Church Choir..
you know i think i told
you i played the piano for
the Choir and Sang in the
decades of the 80’s in Catholic
Church.. but now my voice is
really like a Lion.. i cub you
not.. when i sneeze at
church it sounds
just like a shot
gun blast..
or crap..
shit tHeir
bRitches.. as
you know recent
national events and
all of that.. anyway.. when
they now say sing with Choirs
of Angels and Saints… it’s like
a voice from
i wonder if it’s
miNd somenows..
kinda like when i read
some of the stuff i write
into the magic hours of
the night.. it’s almost
like God
my hand..
top of the
magic to ya..
my friend.. and
enjoy your choir
singing too.. and
hehe.. if they ever make
a movie of my life.. i promise
i’ll make ’em name you something
other than Shawna.. so the choir
girls will not give you
a scarlet
i’m such
a Dog.. but
a nice Dog.. i thiNk..;)
Shawna says..
Thank you so much for this poem/story.
You and I think exactly the same. And again,
you are brilliant. With your line breaks and
hidden words inside words, you just told me a
million invisible things. I think having Asperger’s
is a gift, in the right hands and company.
And i say..
Yes.. thanks for your company..
and speaking of children with
Asperger’s.. children.. and children
in general.. the milk you give your
children and your children are the
greatest gift.. not sure if you were around
last year when i did this.. but today is the 19th
anniversary of my child’s death.. and this one i did..
says a lot
i come
from as whole..
and why women
are are my favorite
gender.. my friend..
in innocent
ways of real..:)
Shawna says..
I completely feel you on this.
I have always thought losing a child,
in any way, would be the worst kind of
pain and lifelong torture. I will read
your post in a little bit. I am so so
so so very sorry you lost your baby.
And finally i say..
Thanks Shawna..
Church ends..
now off
to dance
the mall
stores and
dance while
i read at BandN2..
nice seeing you
this weekend.. and
as alWays aGain best wishes..
So.. i take one of those Facebook
tests that asks why folks avoid you..
and it says ’cause i’m blunt and
directly honest.. speaking
what’s on my
And i say..
Also speak
What’s on my
Heart.. But life
Is too special
NOT to do that
And ha!
If people
It’s cause
I’m strange
And to
Put it
Strange is
The new Black
In the United
States.. When
i conformed i
Was FucKinG
Boring.. Rather
Be a Fool
Robot like
i used to be
And no.. Not
Everyone avoids
Me.. Don’t need lots
Of friends to have friends..
As honestly if one is not a friend
to themselves they will never truly be a
friend to anyone else either in the long run..
Accept yourself completely before life even starts
to put it bluntly.. Life is too short not to give tough
love advice that can change a life and that is altruism
too as it loses friends but I’d rather help someone
in the longest of runs.. Named life.. So i move
on and dust my sandals off where i am
no longer welcome.. Yes.. No
matter what i walk in the
footsteps of the best
company i kNow
and FeeL..:)
Oh wow.. didn’t realize the story was actually
about you and your Dad.. you seem like you
have it so together it’s hard to imagine you’ve
having any problems like that freya.. but truly
it is our challenges that make us who we are and
i think most everyone has a story to share and that is
what is the best about poetry.. as it deepens our cognitive
empathy for the human condition.. and ha!.. being on the
Autism Spectrum with a lifelong condition of reasonably
controlled bi-polar condition most of that life with no
drugs does make me unique my friend.. inherently..
i got the Asperger’s from my Dad
who was the spitting image
of what you write of
your Dad here..
happy side from my mother..
but she never really had the
periods of dark depression i
experience in life.. anyway..
today is the 19th anniversary
of the death of my only child and
to put the relationship of my father
and i in a ‘nut’ shell in the waiting room
of the open heart surgery procedure.. for
my child before he later died in my arms this
day 19 years ago.. my father said.. (and it was
pretty obvious our child who lived 51 days wasn’t
gonna make it from the get go.. medicine kept him
in suffering in pain for all those days) anyway.. my
father said.. “Make sure you raise him like a man”..
as my father a 46 year law enforcement veteran
left at three.. ’cause my mother didn’t wanna
go to work and wanted to be the
stay at home mom.. so i was
raised with all women..
and never got that
bow up spine as
they say
in the
‘red neck’
red state panhandle
of Florida where i live..
well.. i eventually developed
it when i learned to be my own
father.. and that seems to be a common
archetype of the so-called ‘super hero’ theme..
even in the movies… where the super masculine
male marries the super masculine female as in the
case of my father and mother.. and the boy is left
in the care of a distant land in a weaker place
than what he would be in a village that
had both masculine and feminine
influence for balance..
dark struggle
comes.. then..
and eventually
love lives with fearless
too.. and the once timid
Clark Kent.. Dr. Jekyll or
Bruce Wayne changes into
something else when they finally
escape the cocoon and are reborn
to come into their more full human potential…
i have to say that the Jungian archetypes
are valid.. and sure it seems i have
gone beyond them in some
ways.. hehe.. and that is
just my access to
all of cultures
through all
of history
to select
the parts i like
and make that
Fred culture.. haha..
anyway.. a link to “kiss your
baby goodbye”.. a tear jerker
‘they said’.. but it was just the
literal truth.. in my life.. reality
has been much more unique than
any movie.. i have ever seen.. and the
high part is amazing.. but oh my God.. the
dark parts.. were beyond scary.. beyond
Friday the 13th..
Heaven is great..
i kiss life my friend
all for free.. just ’cause
i can with all my might..
hehe.. hercules
i’LL be..
i can..
and WiLL..
with fearless LOVE..:)
Poetry is as much of a healing tool
as it is a gift to give.. but both of those
equal gift and tool of course same..
and sure.. when rising from hell
after 66 months.. on a July 22nd
date of 2013.. along with
anniversary date of an
only son’s death..
coming in two
days alter
on the 24th..
those inspirations.
of hell.. heaven and
a child who i promised would
continue to live in my life do go on..
in words of Titanic too.. yeah.. ‘HErCuLes
of SoUl’ will be the title of this next title
of the 688th Macro Verse wave with
this micro-poem that is rather
long sTiLL as poems do go..
particularly in a twitter
world of pokemon ways
of lifestyle.. and sure.. been
there done it too.. in a little
video game i played same for
literally years.. and no text at all
in reciprocal social communication..
so i was even more shallow than that
as far as deep can go.. and seriously..
in a world of stresses like we have
any escape can be Good and as
Maslow says.. there is no way
to move up the pyramid of
being human until you
meet basic
animal human
homeostasis of
rest and relaxation
101 after challenge..
and that is where pokemon
and little video snowboarding games
come in.. and even a twitter conversation..
when there is hardly time to frankly wipe your
ass.. can be a nice relief of humanity along with
those kitty kat photos and a song or two.. so inspiring
by katy kat katy perry too.. as i am a big fan of hers2..
anyway.. seriously.. one can only judge if they are truly
a ‘Hercules of Soul’.. between they and God Nature one
as that IS A dArk night of the soul that must be conquered
one on ONE on ONE wE God wHole.. no one can possibly
go there and understand it.. except for the multiverse of
individual who goes there with God as one multiverse
of all verse whole God now.. and after going to the
darkest night of soul.. i for one have at least
read about in fact or fiction for 66 months..
it is safe to say.. i am a JOB OF THE
MODERN NEW AGE.. no.. not just
a character in an old black
poetry book of dARk and
liGht of the human
condition through
history.. 3500 years..
to 2K or so years back..
this is now.. i AM real.. but
only me and God as Nature
whole WiLL ever fully kNow the
dArk niGht of my soul that lasted
66 months with all those extenuating
beyond hell fire circumstances then..
but as they say.. and Katy does too..
after every Hurricane.. comes a rain
bow and eye of a Hurricane too.. now
and sometimes when all the doors
are closed perhaps it was just an
invitation to a best path of all..
just waiting on the other
side of that door you
didn’t think you
could open
at all way back
then.. anyway.. it’s
safe to say i’m wide awake..
i’ve faced the devil up close and
personal as me.. i understand fully
the dude who was the real bad dude
in the new Star Trek movie too.. as sure..
i do know that IS A dark place of separation
the human soul can truly go.. where there is
no limit or expectation of what evil can grow
in a dark soul too with no respite of light..
to heal.. and if you don’t think the efforts
of folks like Katy Perry do not save
lives.. you my friend.. have never
FucKinG come close to
the darkest night
of the soul
even demons
dare not go..
yeah.. i kNow
all about suffering..
potential vengeance..
but most of all i know
about recovery.. liGht
and the Victory of the
hUman heARt.. SPiriT
iSREAL and more important
than any so-called money making
project or other material gaining activity
one will ever do in life.. as the worst death
is the living one with none of those three as
without those three from the beginning you never
lived and to lose those three while living is to do die
same truly in suffer way.. seriously it can and WiLL get
better if you just
never ever give up
no matter what the hell
comes next as Dante’s rings
trust me IS A real thing too of REAL
HELL here.. yes.. there is heaven here
different folks who walk the side walks of here in all
those places.. in tHeiR own multi-verse of real now..:)
And the story oF Y i.. lightens
up here noW in macro-verse
facebook algorithm memories
moving now from three years
ago to two years ago.. and
in reference to
the new
who guards
the real now
Goddess Isis..
Katrina.. who is
currently named
little Yellow Boy
King of
the Garden
of Eden2.. by
guard of the
Patio screen too..:)
Balance is key here..
with Golden Mean
of Body Mind and
SouL Now noW..
STiLL of course
from another
2014 to date..:)
HEhe.. and now
from a year ago..
Confession of a Muse..
need i say more.. per
this rhetorical statement/
WeLL sUre i do..WiLL..
that’s what free streAm
of consciousness poets
do they muse the others..
in all they do in dance and
song and hehe.. yes.. photos now2..:)
Well.. there is quiet a few Loaded
Questions and answers in this
photo as to what are
Southern Girl’s
Must Haves
but i WiLL tale
you this.. this 56 year
old dude as more fun
than his whole F iN Peer
group at the mall.. and
probably 99 percent of
teens too.. hehe.. so much
more fun going on inside that
they’ll never see on my stoic face
either.. hehe..
but sure Body
Language says
a wHoLE dam Lot..
and more on lot
a little
Okay.. now.. more on Lot
yes.. probably a lot too on Lot..
anyway.. today.. now in Catholic
Church was the day for the ‘Evil’
Homily.. as the Monsignor old tennis
buddy almost always does a great job
of keeping everything associated with hope..
and actually the Catholic Church organization
as a whole.. does the same.. as today they picked
a part the positive story about the Genesis one about
Lot and Sodom and Gomorrah where the so-called
God entity was gonna spare the city if 10 so-called
good folks are there.. but it didn’t get down or
up to the more unsavory parts.. like Lot
offering his virgin daughters up for
basically rape.. or these so-called
Virgin daughters so-called getting
poor old Lot Drunk and having
sex with him on successive
nights.. i mean Jesus f. iN
Christ.. we are only into
Genesis.. and
there is offerings
of Virgins for basically
rape in lieu of a dude getting
screwed.. by another dude..
and daughters raping drunk
daddy.. give me a break..
incest is the one dam thing
that is taboo across all cultures
along with screwing little kids..
and molesting them overall
as such.. it’s called nature..
and survival of the human race
to protect the young for survival..
and to protect the whole dam species..
from birth defects.. bullshit.. drunk or not..
ain’t no excuse for any kind of so-called female
rape against a man.. when a man ain’t gotta
get turned on.. to do the incest deed.. pretty
disgusting.. and at least Lot’s wife didn’t
hang around to see the daddy do the
incest deed.. but shit no wonder
she was paranoid and looking
around.. considering the
husband daddy..
was offering
up the Virgin
daughters for
basically rape.. so anyway..
the bible does not condemn
Lot for offering up his daughters
for basically rape.. nor the so-called
incest act that the father was actually
responsible for.. drunk or not as that
is what the incest aversion
taboo does.. unless there is
some pedo sickness going
on like they do with 9 year
or so old girls in other cultures
which is so God dam sick as
some religion doesn’t condemn
it ‘over there’ either.. so anyway..
the priest and the Catholic Church
never covers that part in church.. of
course.. as it is kinda worse and more
perverted than even Hustler can get
on a bad day.. for rape and incest that
no one wants to hear about with any
kind of normal humanity now.. so the Monsignor
goes on to talk about the evils of legal abortion and
Internet pornography.. oh my God.. humans doing the
wild thing is evil to see.. what would God do.. well.. considering
God doesn’t clothe humans from birth.. and considering that
before humans had homes.. they did it outside.. it wasn’t a
big deal for thousand of years.. before prudes came along
and called the human body.. per the temple of God and
all its blessed and shared functions like the Peaceful
and Loving non-violent Bonobo does as Bonobo-Christ
like animal per Golden rule se of free for all
consensual love in all the ways that comes..
yes.. they made something holy and sacred
those humans did from head to toe.. into
FucKinG evil.. yes Literally FucKinG evil..
and what happens when you cover sex all
up.. including the human body.. and you do
not let the male and females mix until way
after puberty.. and only family members
can touch each other.. sure.. REAL
Arabian Physician study that suggests
up to 80% of 3 to 6 year old little
girls are molested in the home..
by family members and other
close associates.. oh so
messed up culture can
make the otherwise.. wild
and free peaceful loving human
condition as the so-called simple
Bonobo does.. all naturally without
violence.. oh.. the blood shed that comes
eventually when human nature is oppressed
and repressed same.. and sure.. all the REAL PERVERSION
ME WANNA THROW UP.. AND i bet at night they pray.. they
pray that somehow real God will save them one day soon..
or some representatives of God who really care to
take them out of their misery and suffering.. i can
almost hear the plea at night.. the wailing and
the weeping and the gnashing of their teeth
shortly before.. during.. and after their
sexual assaults.. anyway.. there
are a lot worse things in the
world than adults having
sex all naked and such
and others viewing
what nature does
at its hottest best..
no venereal disease
comes from this.. when
solo viewed.. no unwanted
pregnancies. therefore no
potential for legal abortion
that the Catholic Church ironically
names evil.. when they say that alternate
activities.. that do not lead to unwanted pregnancies
are evil.. not to mention their stand against birth control
that does lead to venereal disease.. unwanted pregnancies
and more abortions.. legal or not around the world.. and as far
as trying to outlaw abortion.. they did that in Catholic Mexico
already.. and there are just as many abortions over there.. only
difference is they are done not medically safely so there is
more suffering and permanent disability for all who are
concerned.. the Catholic Church must grow a brain
if it ever wants to move into the new age out
of the earth is flat age same.. and Jesus
F in Christ.. if there is anything reallly
Evil it is harming other folks when
you know good and god dam
well you are.. like the
4% of homosexuals
that science shows
sits in the general
audience everywhere..
including now the pews of
church when they say they
are less than gentile or jew..
servant of free.. woman or man
no more.. and do not deserve the
same human legal right to marry so
someone can visit their loved one in
the hospital.. thank God for separation
of church and state.. as so often the state
is so much more humane than the church..
God speaks Nature in Truth and liGht.. humans
lie in black books.. and continue to harm other
humans and the rest of nature and God same too
as humans have already populated the earth..
and now are slowly/fast destroying other God
created animal species through
the taking more than
giving of overpopulation
and the Big Catholic Church
has a lot to do with that real
evil of getting out of balance
With God of Mother Nature..
by making Frigging birth control
against their rules.. when it could
FucKinG save the entire human
race.. ultimately.. and so many other
parts of life species on earth too..
Common Sense and Brains..
God gifted it to us..
action use it..
or consequence
pain.. misery and
suffering.. God of
Nature will have all
her way..
line when
all is said and
done.. and you can
mARk her words on that
as both she and Godzilla
prove.. the folly of all humans
who think they can now FucKInG
fool God and Mother Nature sAMe..
iF ya wanna hear God speak Go to natUre..
and listen to hEar/sEE.. while you can or will now..:)
Yeah.. and here is what
the little girls sound
like when they wail
for mercy.. if you listen
closely you can hear them
wail for both Moses and Jesus..
how that
works.. no.. i lied
again.. it is only beyond
sad and A sick human species…
that could use so much God dAm healinG now…
“I maintain that Truth is a pathless land,
and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever,
by any religion, by any sect….
I do not want to belong to any organization of a spiritual kind;
please understand this …
If an organization be created for this purpose,
it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage,
and must cripple the individual,
and prevent him from growing,
from establishing his uniqueness,
which lies in the discovery for himself
of that absolute, unconditioned Truth….”
~~ J. Krishnamurti ~~
Top and
bottom line..
all systems
aim to control…
Bottom and
Top line
all nature
does is is…
Same line
Same time
Same now
All God
all that is…
And the rest
works its way
out now as is is…
and Bill Clinton
would Be proud of
me.. as it all depends
on the definition of is at
all that is
and that’s
where words
get in the way…
iS IS..
Me thiNks
Kris spent
somenowS in
Nature too.. A Tree..
A Beach.. A Desert..
perHaps a Mountain..
but a
God is fun to me..
@least and
me giggle
and cry insane..
Jesus F. in Christ..
imagine what Kris
could have done
a blog
now.. or maybe now
even Jesus.. wHo kNows..
or Buddha.. or Lao.. oh.. the
disadvantages.. them guys had
so.. so.. long ago.. back then..noW
Free WiNow/sPiNs Victory oF iS iS..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Claudia…
as i’Ve often told other folks who are
nice enough to make me a part of their
life.. there is no word of sorry in Unconditional
Fearless Love to me.. there is no word of hate.. there
is no word doubt.. there are no swords.. there are no light
beatings.. there is only liGht.. and somenows odes to Love to
Witness for that liGht that is possible in the shadow of human
potential does
most certainly
take unlimited
symbols to express
just a tiny part of the essence
of allthatis.. aka God.. no.. like i said
before.. 800K words in a bible is not nearly
enough.. not a small painting on the Sistine
Chapel Ceiling though both are impressive
in tHeir own now and effort.. both individual
and combined.. and a statue of David that
is impressive.. one of Apollo too.. but does it
do justice in awe of this gift of life given to us
all by Nature same.. in my eyes and the eyes of
even the reported Jesus per Saint John way back
when.. says no.. folks will do much more in appreciation
of the blessings of this gift of life.. sadly some folks just
stopped at an already scholarly proven wrong interpretation
of John 3:16 where the me of Jesus was the God head of Jesus
that is one in i as self and ego same along with ! spirit connection
with the rest of all that is aka God.. i didn’t make that up and in original
Greek terminology it was never THE son of God it was A son of God as
nicely described by the great philosophical and biblical scholar of last
Century Alan Watts per just another Book of Eli that was lost along
the way.. as Constantine and Catholic Cohorts and the after and
before.. changed Jesus into a THE soldier God to consummate
the old original Christianity with the mythology of the Mithra
religion of the region.. same as Muhammad did to combine
the Christian religion into something new named Islam
and to make the words he brought into so-called
last words of God.. WeLL.. i’ve seen lots of
used car sales folks in my life ranging
from the likes of Constantine
to Trump to Muhammad
and i see through their
lies even when they think
they have hidden them in
fast take of heart string pulling
words.. it doesn’t work for me friend
as i not only read long.. i read deep deep
and deeper deep.. and that is my other Autistic
Super Power.. along with reading the eyes of
souls in beings named humans and other animals
same.. and that my friend is reading 10 to 15 times
faster than the so-called ‘normal’ human and when
totally focused typing faster than what the potential
of this keyboard has to offer.. no.. it is rare that
anything keeps up with me friend.. human
or even technology.. but i cannot wait
for that to happen.. as yes.. i am
human too.. and what God has
set out for me to do..
is Beyond
of before my
friEnd and i’M certain
that many others have heard
the same cAll.. some have answered
in ways of Lao Tzu.. Yeshua.. Buddha..
and untold innumerable others.. and others
have taken the opportunity to go down the dark
path and subjugate and control others instead..
well.. the truth is the marriage that Jesus was
speaking of in original text was the marriage
of the divine in me.. that is you and i and we..
and us whole as one but it does start
at believing in me.. that is you..
combining and balancing
the marriage of yin
and yang
into one
force of being
in masculine and feminine
animus and anima way as
Jung says too.. and all the
other duality of liGht and
dArk and the ‘tween aspects
of life.. when we holds hands
with our self as one.. we can unconditionally
hold hands with the hands of other folks in life..
the world can hold hands as humans with each
other with the rest of Nature.. and eventually the
entire world can hold hands with God all as all that is
and live happily ever after in all that’s ever been or ever
will be as now.. in what is is of all that is.. but sure it starts
with me.. if you believe in me that is you.. seek.. and find
one’s God Given potential in you.. practice it and most importantly
never ever hide your light ’cause it may blind someone else.. particularly
online.. as there is an off button.. for those who are blinded by light as when
i walked in dark.. the light blinded me as small as the kind vocal words of another
human being.. as i was the dark night of the soul embodied as me.. now i AM liGht..
sMiLes2 and this Energizer of Love.. is more powerful that even technology in
most homes now.. hehe.. anyway.. i’m doing this for the longest of terms of
now my friend.. per the grace of what is in God’s hands that are much
bigger than the tiny pARt of reciprocation of thanks to God
i offer here.. and smiles.. the fact that you took the effort
to come here and wish me a Happy Monday proves
there are still folks in the world who believe
in gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no matter how far
the sOuL can shine
as WeLL.. i aim
to go wHere no human
has gone before in Love..
i can safely say i’Ve done it
in mY own way already.. and i can
also say i AM thrilLed to be pARt of a
world wHere i have free access now to
see similar folks around the world doing the
sAMe for God wHole in tHeiR own ways of
art and science too.. it’s a wonderful world if
one can do what they can to change the world
in liGht.. be the liGht and tolerate the dark knoWinG
that they are butterfly WinGs that fly toGetHer like a sWarm
oF Love the planEt has never witnessed beFore.. i hOld hands
with many folks like this mY friend.. who see no limitations or
expectations in life and continue to rise.. this is the new
generation of now.. and for those who shine
the blind the dARk across
the Earth..
and from
aLL thaT iS
God SinGs
WitH wE a SonG
of hUman PoTenTial
in the best ways of Fearless
Love realized as trUe Grace
of Heaven Now.. yes.. the rapture
already happened as soon as the
first hUman lived in this way mY friEnd
and Team liGht is GroWinG as my words
FloW one with God and We one Force of
Love aLiVE..
NoW iN Heaven Real
in the Kingdom of IS
other than
that thanks
aGain for
coming by..
it took me a long
thanks as you provided
a path that i needed as
so many other folks do..
as i continue to respond
in kind of what that means
to me.. in terms of Love my Friend
that is fearless.. sure and never wavereRinG noW..
And for the others who do not want to come into
this Marriage with God.. all i can say is
Oh My God..
Only if you knew
Only if you knew
Only if you knew
the heARt of wE..
OnE iN spiRit aS ONe
WeLL.. this is the 60,000th comment of
My Word Press Blog that includes all
the comments that Word Press keeps
in record of comments.. which of course are all
poetic.. plus a large portion of spam.. wITh mostly
mine on my Blog that generates few comments from others
of course2.. as each post now continues to inch toward
Novel length with main post and art palette of new paint
in full brush of comments section of my ‘little’ effort.. to
Thank God for my life in all the ways that comes
repressing and oppressing none oF iT less
than sacred and holy except for that
that harms other folks and
parts of nature beyond
the bread
and water
of LiFE noW..
so who gives me the
right to wRite like this..
God and only God.. i answer
to only God and no one else..
sure.. i follow all local.. state.. and
federal laws.. no different than the
parable of Caesar’s coin that rings
equAlly true for me today as then..
as the road is paved for me to
give God Blessings in thanks
by this coin of Caesar
same as it was way
back then..
for whoMever
the Jesus’s were
who walks the earth
then.. in the trUe Christ
liGht of Fearless Love
alWayS noW without
fail.. a practice of perfection
of fearless Love with human
gifted relative Free WiLL.. iT’s
not enough to be forgiven.. it is
enough not to make another mistake
and sure it’s possible.. don’t settle for
less if you Love God’s Gift of Fearless
Love that is the trUly special God given
Nature sAMe Potential of hUman bEinG
more fully realized.. and all i kNow and
more importantly FeeL that the hUman
word MaGiC most definitely does
describe the higher potential
of God more fully
as gift
oF God
iN hUman
BeinG and the
Secret of this Dream
come True is to use the
power to give and share
over taking more than
one gives now..
yeS.. in
fearless Love
of sharing whatever
fuLLer hUman potenTial
one has to giVe nOW.. FREE..:)
SoMe muse i AM
SomE muse i WiLL
continue to bE in the
what Jesus would say now..
if reAlly here that we are aLL A
free and wild children of God who
can fearlessly Love like no one else
on this planEt when we seT oUr fuLL
potential in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
and much fuller CreAtinG poTenTiaL
NoW wiTh HeARt oF EmoTioNs and
aLL seNses and pure liGht sexualiTy
too.. expresSinG thaT hiGher poWer
of Nature goD onE sAMe as hOlY
SpiRit wE in Quantum-like mInd
and BOdy more fully unLeashed
and reLeaSed as miNd and
BoDy BaLanCing SoUl..
and DancE and SinG
hOldinG hands
no different
than sAMe in
tolerating the Bio-diversity
of We all Different and sAMe
aS oNE Force toGeThEr of God
Now.. wHeRe soMe mUse beCoMes
aLL Muse GoD onE MoRE noW.. wHere
Can beCoMes WiLL and Now iS GoD aLL oNE
wE onE ForcE.. mE.. yOu.. i.. uS aLL NoW aLiVE..
LoVe LiVes
“A whole human life
is just a heartbeat
here in heaven..
Then We’ll all
be Together”…
-Robin Williams
E-nuff said.. butt..
i wish i could have
taught Robin how
i dance with no clothes
of the trappings of fame..
money.. F iN STUFF.. all
the sacrifices for a greater
that those hold as crosses
eventually too heavy to carry..
i take the easy and free route
66.. did my hell first.. and am Heaven Free..
the best thing about blogs.. youtube.. and all
the free avenues of art.. is one can spread a
MesSage totAlly Free.. and i for one can dance
everywHeRe i go.. only to be known as that
amazing.. inspiring.. spirit animal.. boss..
legend.. Pensacola icon.. inspiring..
i wanna be like.. and that is gonna
be my husband.. dancing guy..
where most do not even
know my name of
Fred.. but here’s
the deal.. i go home
an unknown in peace
with no one owning me
but God one same in me
as me all of me and allthatis
inside.. outside.. above.. so below..
all around.. WiLD and Free.. the Matrix
i escape.. but the MoVinG.. ConNecting
And CreaTinG.. in GiVinG shArinG aLL
i have to share Free comes with ease of
Wild and Free i.. so sure.. a person can
move through this liFE.. be as super
epic as they like and retain tHeiR
Freedoms too.. it’s just a matter
of kNoWinG and FeeLinG
the opportunities that
do exist.. SeeKinG..
FinDinG yoUr TrUe
and Free LiGht WiLL
WitH NatuRe wHole iN
BalanCinG Act of JuSt
DoinG iT noW as REaL
iN REal Rise oF hUman
PotenTial with No limits or
expectations of before or what
may or may not come.. or you can
call the whole dam thing a Giant Blue
Turtle.. the forms matter not over essence
when essence comes real and we exceed
what we were before.. the beauty of now as
anyWay.. Facebook
Friend Ned shared
quotes from Robin Williams
on his what would be a 65th
birthday.. and this one was
too deep.. in Truth and liGht
not to add juSt one more Micro-Verse
to celebrate Robin Williams as sure he and
i and so many more like him and the hers as
well.. etc.. are kindred souls who kNOw no boundaries
or limits of before or what may or may not come neXt…
and now more than ever we can give and share for free
without the
trapping of
before and what
could sAdly otherwise
come in those priSon’s
of fame.. money and F
it’s easy
to be free..
it’s alWays noW
MoVinG.. conNecTinG
and CreAtinG.. and never
a place of stagnation but
bottom line.. REAL HEAVEN iSREAL..
and the Free of We who live in this place
most definitely continue to thrive and Rise REAL..
iN LAMp oF liGhts neVer SeeN or FelT bEYoND.. NoW..:)
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