WeLL.. what to say.. yes.. DANCE! starting off this New Macroverse Number 688.. and haha. i haven’t read what i did on 687.. as 22,635 words total.. almost made me late to dance.. where i did not even have time to proof read it to see if there are any missed mistakes.. anyway.. Lovely Latino Dancer Friends were present again.. so.. i suppose i will name them Charlie’s Angels Hispanic style.. as once again.. all great dancers.. they must have danced early early early with an afternoon Fiesta.. when young young young and yes.. they are very young young too compared to me who could be their Grandfather.. after all i am a great great Uncle and Katrina IS A great great Auntie.. so that makes us vintage..i guess.. and hehe.. in another photo with a group of girls upstairs before i leave who are watching me and the girls dance on the floor below she says i told my girl friend that guy is gonna be my husband and i said.. well i guess the least we can do is get a photo.. i told her i was a poet who was documenting 119 dance weeks so far from Old Seville Quarter in the longest long form poem ever.. hehe.. and she said she was a millionaire.. and then i proved what i said online.. and when she said that’s a girl’s name per KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. i told her it’s my wife’s name first per form of it.. and my first name next.. and by then.. i had long lost her twitter attention.. or perhaps it was because i told her i was married.. and i didn’t have a chance to tale her i was old enough to be her Grandpa.. but anyway.. she can see the rest of the story in the next poem if she can remember the pen name.. which is kinda unlikely.. hehe.. i’m thinking as it is kinda strange.. the whole thing is kinda strange.. hehe.. ha!. oh yeah.. and a young man asked me if i was on LSD.. and i basically told him i was on God Dance Speed.. and it seems like he believed me.. heHE.. Anyway.. per my last Macroverse.. ‘mY LamP iSreaL’.. tHeRe are lots of lamps on the real free dance floor of life that do come in terms of love in dance and smiles free..:)
So.. what’s the next word.. i for one chose poetry and to define poetry.. to truly define poetry one cannot resort to dictionary definitions as to write poetry is to create anew from heart where inspiration leads the tongue.. so sure when the wife Katrina nags me a little to sway me away from my ‘somenow’ ADHD ways.. thaT is poeTry as it bRings emoTions and inspires me to move on to what she wants me to do… Somenows i don’t hEar heRe.. as you kNow that laser focus can come.. but sTiLL she writes her poeTry in voice of get your ass off that computer now.. she doesn’t even have to think about it.. the words come from heArt and they floW in steam like a run a way train.. more on run a way trains a little later.. as i saw a slow one last night on the road to dance.. and another short one soon to be longer in a quick glance of macro-verse Facebook memories.. anyway.. pArt of the reason i no longer post everyday.. is it takes away from what i see as floW in poetry.. for me if the poetry cannot flow.. it loses its heart and soul.. and that is a big pARt of the reason i quit forms in the competitive environment of dVerse administrated by compliance officers and Physics PHD majors.. ’cause already been there done the fill in the form Government work for a quarter of a century in red tape way.. ugh.. Brian Miller and Claudia were a breath of fresh air.. like oxygen that kindled my poetic spirit at heARt and soUl in mInd and Body Balance.. Brian turned me on to the Dead Poet Society Stand on the Desk and make a difference in the world and inspired me to move on with my nude art standing on a desk of freedom more.. but anyway stuff changes.. there are the order folks who stand more cautious and there are the free folks who stand more naturally spirited without the sidewalks of life.. insanely large populations must have have these rule makers otherwise.. anarchy and chaos.. and after Hurricane Katrina looting will come next for the have nots against the haves of course.. and in general.. the science assessed empirical rule that humans are still not evolved to comfortably connect to more than around 150 to 200 sets of eyes.. and yes.. when you get a bunch of folks in even online communities.. you get creative differences and Jesus F. In Christ.. some are very close to Autistic in systemizing reciprocal social communication difficulty ways.. as been to poetry land and real autistic land and the behavior of some of the folks in text is indistinguishable in their inability to understand the communication of other folks and more on that in a few as well in way of Facebook Macro-Verse memory too.. anyway.. i live a poetic heARt.. my SpiRit is the expression of that EmoTioNal and SeNsory heARt and sure tHeir is some SeXuaLiTy that RiSes uP now and then.. at lEast once a week as all of Nature is poEtry when it becomes inspiring in any way that comes.. some folks judge this inspiration or that inspiration as silly.. in appropriate.. dum.. retarded.. idiocy.. but i judge all inspiration as life.. and try to keep my mind and body balance soUl as open as possible to be inspired by all inspiration dArk and LiGht sAMe.. and i find it works for bliss for mE.. other folks choose the dArker path.. been tHeRe doNe thaT too.. lEarned my Lesson weLL as i continue to live a life NOT ONLY OF POETRY AND ART IN WORDS OF DANCE AND STEPS OF POETRY BUT BE POETRY DANCE AND ART ALL ONE AS LIVING BEING NOW ONE WITH GOD CO-CREATOR WHOLE AS BEING HUMAN REAL NO W..:)
Well.. Hello tHeRe Brian.. glad you stopped by in between this comment response here where i addressed your poetic inspiration along the way.. and haha.. you just happened to come to perhaps my second longest single poetic effort in three days or so here.. at 22K plus words.. all in a few days inspiration with of course much more to come.. yes.. my friend my wishes are for you to continue to travel iN liGht as WeLL.. wHere a helping hand can be heard and treaSuRed WeLL..:)
So.. the Facebook Memories roar in.. as they should intuitively do.. as of course this is my anniversary of exit from hell.. and the real Star of David too.. per Planetary alignments of a six pointed star that just so happened to start the year Goddess Isis in modern form (yes.. Katrina) and i got married back in 1990.. with 13 more alignments coming to the 13th one that just so happened to come on the day i more fully recovered out of hell for 66 months.. and there will not be another for a very long time.. hmm.. it is what it is.. what comes first or what comes last matters not.. what you make of it now is what counts and not to use whatever FucKinG symbol you can for liGht of inspiration is simply to lose.. lose lose lose.. and this is the true idiocy of material reductionists that pooh pooh the power of hope.. faith.. and belief in all religions no matter myth or substantiation of every little God dam fact.. as even science shows the power of belief can cure illness in the placebo effect and the power of voodoo through the nocebo effect of negative thinking can make illness happen.. and bad stuff in general be the case.. and that is why Fortune cookies work so FucKinG WeLL as the power of suggestion does work so FucKinG weLL for at least 33 percent of the population but in a state of affairs of culture that is reduced to material reductionism from birth the potential of this real human power of hope.. faith.. and belief.. in what science loosely terms as the placebo affect and effect is potentially all over the place.. no doubt our primitive ancestors had percentage numbers much higher than the 33 percent of folks who can take advantage of the power of suggestion in the U.S.. as they lived by heARt more than FucKinG TeXTbooK Science.. most of what i do now.. IS A Direct result of the power of positive thinking in the visual imagination and creativity of putting what i want reality to be in words.. SinKinG thoSe woRds as Visual Images and associations wiTh emoTIOns of Hope.. Faith.. and Belief and more nuanced EmoTiOns that don’t even have FucKinG labels including SeNsory oTHer FeeLinGs now that are EmoTioNs same as whatever FucKinG moves yOu iN FeeLinG way iS EmoTioN same no different than the iON that inspires the atoms sAMe.. and iT iS FucKinG FucKinG FucKinG iF yoU SEEk the HiGher PoWer oF God Nature one as the documented evidence proves as my hUman PotenTiaL continues to skyrocket at age 56 sTiLL like a 16 year old FucKinG KiD.. in the britches of a Grand Pa.. no different than Jack LaLanne.. or Grand Ma Moses.. who just fucking Nike did it.. and moved on to a briGhter day now.. and those FucKeRs.. who didn’t seek the power of God like this from the wrong planet.. who may not even have the innate organic ability to do it.. just said it was sentimental mush.. well folks i for one prove it works.. and no duh.. like the placebo and nocebo effect ain’t already been proved.. ‘your’ ‘little’ minds just can’t wrap around the essence of art fAct that those are just different words for the power of prayer and voodoo same.. patterns folks and essence that is what i do in fluid intelligence other folks stick to crystalized intelligence and labels.. well i didn’t lEarn to speak until age 4 so i had to survive a different way.. so in that way i get the edge in God way so deep so deep in essence away from labels still moving in God way Free now.:)
So her is another pre-Ocean Poem Macro-Verse on my KATiE MiA/Aghogday Blog that i first shared on the Wrong Planet of egg head reason minds.. that let’s jUst say wasn’t received with smiles… or witty silly red giggles.. as material reductionism will statically flow on the sidewalk straight without stepping on a single crack.. and sure i fell to this hell of limited mind and body out of balance soul for literally FucKinG decades of dark human liGht..;)
Haha.. and literally another Rant about the Wrong Planet as if i need to say more and i did two years ago after they banned me for having a FucKinG heArt.. for three months.. oh the tin men.. on the tin men.. oh the Lions without courage that only have a brain and not much else.. it’s really sad.. it’s like hell been there done it too long.. and i won’t go back.. i tried to help ‘them’ out.. but it’s true no matter fundamentalist religious folks or militant material reductionist atheists.. sadly you truly cannot convince either one of the true higher power of God because both in general speaking are literal thinking folks who cannot do real God magic to make what folks thought was impossible come FucKinG true in empirical case study evidence real.. when i first recovered there i told those FucKers.. that my potential was just beginning and i would do much greater works than i had done to that point then.. and as i did i proved it along the way in empirical evidence until the truth hurt so bad.. they FucKinG banned me and eventually banned me again.. a year later in 2015.. but that month ban was the last chance they got from me.. as it was me who was doing them a favor visiting them in hell from a place that is now heaven.. they kicked me out of hell.. oh joy.. oh joy.. Lucifer the real Bringer of liGht is on permanent Staycation Heaven now in LA.. like that Fox Show about Lucifer says in Lower Alabama and hell no.. i don’t have to own a bar with money.. i kinda own Seville every now i walk in the bar without spending a God dam dime.. i barter in steps of dance and smiles and very rarely any words.. online it is photos and words.. this devil don’t do the real hell of money.. this devil is most ironically L O V E in FEARLESS FucKinG Style juSt cAll me God’s Joker.. as God is sick and tired of you human’s FucKinG Lies of deceit and death.. and that is just a metaphor with deeper meanings of the Karmic eye Now in longer than a twitter verse breath..;)
Train Train.. TRAIn.. and the Train of thoughts and heARt continue on.. now iN this short Macro Verse here from a year ago.. as i continue to attempt to appease the material reductionist literal thinkers at dVerse by doing tHeir continuing more restrictive rules last year.. to get rid of Hurricane Fred’s heARt.. anyway.. that train memory WiLL get longer in Facebook Memory tomorrow.. as some FucKinG trains will stop over for a way station.. but this one says i can i caN i will i wiLL i FucKinG DO get used to it i’M on my WAY.. i’Ve Come back.. i’M ReaL..;)
WeLL.. Seriously.. a 56 year old greying dude.. who kinda walks like Fred Sanford more than John Travolta after a long night of dance with 20 something year old girls.. in a photo with those girls smiling ear to ear.. truly should bring a smile to your face as it is so innocent and kinda sorta like incongruent humor.. as it is just so far beyond the social norm.. like my serious take on nude art.. in all the passion way i do it.. where deep down i am laughing my ass off.. as i am simply brave enough to do it.. and don’t give a FucK if folks like it or not or whatever they do with it when they see it.. heheR.. haha.. anyway.. if all of that doesn’t make you grin from ear to ear.. and it depends on the spectrum of open mindedness that ranges from Pat Robertson to Miley Cyrus in how you may see ALL OF THAT.. IF IT MAKES YOU SMILE OR CHAGRIN NOT FOR THE WIN.. but if this CAT doesn’t make you smile you are probably leaning more towards a psychopath that tortures little animals as this is dam sure God dam cute.. in any book of liberal OR CONSERVATIVE THAT i FOR ONE CAN CONJURE UP IN MIND AND BODY BALANCE BUT PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED.. CAUTION THIS CAT IS NAKED BEHIND THE CLOTHES.. DUH.. like God didn’t bRinG us humans into the world just like this too.. it is only we who make it evil.. shameful in all the true holy and sacred form/ functions that are no less truly holy and sacred than God whole and to separate any oF iT from God is simply to lose God.. and that is why i do nude art.. fat or super sexy i am a Child of God and i have no parT or function less than holy and sacred God WHOLE AND TO HIDE ANY PART SEPARATE IS TO SEEK AND ASK FOR PAIN.. be careful what you hide.. as pain my be your gain.. what other explanation can tHeir be for my CONSTANT JOY OTHER THAN HIDING NOTHING FROM GOD SEPARATE WHOLE.. AND SEEING ALL OF GOD WHOLE AND SAME AS REAL.. i mean seriously it’s in genesis that we FucKeD up when we put clothes on.. and felt shame for our nakedness way back then and Jesus in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 said to find God in you.. strip your clothes off.. and tread on them without shame.. and so-called Christian folks say Miley is going to hell for showing her fur down there.. i seriousLy thiNk they need a fig leaf of sense and should re-read tHeir books and do a little research on the more pristine texts that were not adulterated by Constantine and the Catholic pedophilic/psychopathic leaning church/empire.. do you really trust those guys.. i dam sure give it all a much closer look.. better to be naked than what Arab physicians suggest is up to 80 percent of little girls molested in the home.. repression and oppression of human nature.. in other words separation from God is a four letter word named pain.. and misery and suffering.. lEarn to be pARt of God instead of separate from Nature wHOle.. it works for mE and i aim to bE a rOle moDeL REaL.. oh by the way for those material reductionist folks that suggest that cats do not love.. what do you feel when you hug your wife’s/etc.. clothes if you feel less than yellow boy when he hugs my clothes perhaps you love less than a cat.. just get naked one day in the sand/sun.. dance with God.. chances are.. you may finAlly actuAlly see God’s fAce..:)
WeLL.. it’s almost noon.. Sun and Sand dance coming.. but first two stops at the gigoid place for some deeper wriTing poeTic sTuFF.. Jesus F. in Christ.. after i close all theses tabs across the top of Safari.. i’ve probably had like a million tabs open in the last year.. @ least.. hehe.. or is that sADD.. it is what it is to this point now.. for sure.. now..;)
“For one human being to love another human being: that is perhaps the most difficult task that has been entrusted to us, the ultimate task, the final test and proof, the work for which all other work is merely preparation.”
~~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~~
Jesus F. in Christ ain’t that the truth and some folks can’t seem to get it through tHeir thick and or covered skulls that when the Golden rule including that part about Loving the rest of Nature the same as you and doing no harm to the rest oF it other than giving more than taking and sharing and giving.. well yeah.. that’s a little more than the Golden rule but change is good too.. and the rest mostly falls into place way.. anyWay.. i liked your most current post first and i haven’t read it yet.. ’cause history repeats itself anyway and there is like almost 100% chance i’ll like it as i’ve liked all the rest.. and that’s kinda how fearless love works when unconditional and real and true but it only works 100% of the time when driven by human reason and relative WiLL.. as those other con-social emotions are pArt of hUman Nature too.. and why there will always have to be a practice of WiLL over fearless love with Reason to continue to perfect it in practice over the course of liFE now.. yeah.. Bullshit.. we practice perfect.. we are not born perfect but it sure is nice to be born happy.. and not all are born happy either.. it IS A tapestry.. and the fibers are different that paint the beauty whole.. some are dArk.. some are liGht or tHeRe would be no contrast for the colors of Love.. in fearless way of what paints iS..:)
“Nature is not human-hearted.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
Hmm.. perhaps Lao Tzu was a little short hearted here.. as science wasn’t up to date then on the workings of the human brain.. as the neo-cortical part is what sets us apart from the rest of the mammal kingdom.. at least.. as yes.. other mammals.. particularly social animals.. and the Bonobo particularly shows more heart now than human without this neo-coritical slightly higher and greater exercised potential.. and it IS A great thing that the rest of nature is not human headed or we would all likely be extinct.. as the human headed way.. is definitely not smArt overALL as it is short sighted by far of what nature does as whole as God as sAmE in Balance as culture is the virus that IS A by product of that human head.. and in particular the prehensile thumb and hand and sticks scratching sanskrit like alphabets in sand.. bigger heads for smaller hips.. more dependent babies.. greater social communication.. written language.. culture and the by-products of culture.. namely.. the infra-structure of that eating away the life giving subsistence resources of nature whole earth for all the rest of God Nature that lives here in balance in the circle of life.. the circle is fucked up and the monkey wrench is the human head.. more specifically.. the FucKinG alphaBET..;)
Facebook Friend Sherri.. and also dancing friend from the 80’s at Disco Club 2001 in P’Cola Florida for the decade i danced back then in my twenties before i hitched the Goddess Isis (Katrina).. shares one of those Politics Facebook photos that shows Hillary demanding Trump’s tax returns and Trump saying I sent them to you by Email..
And i say in return..
You know i am a reAlly glass full person.. but i find i it very difficult to see either of these candidates with any real light of integrity.. that’s a sad state of affairs in the country.. when even i can say that is true.. Money buys the U.S.A. now for sure and something must eventuAlly GIVE..:)
And now i say.. no one’s even really paying attention.. in fact rarely does anyone even talk about this on Facebook as it has gone beyond insanity.. on both sides.. and sure there are hardly any signs in any yard for any candidate in this red state land i live in.. and that is saying a lot on the state of affairs of the country now.. where even the folks who are gonna vote for the man behind curtains don’t wanna be seen with him in public.. hehe.. as he is like a used car salesman from hell or somewhere similar to that.. and Hillary is just incompetent for the job and kept it for her connections.. seen it happen in government crony circles even in much smaller scale ways.. where connections spell promotion vs jail time or worse.. anyway.. it is the web humans weave.. there are much better ways to live.. but we live in insanely large societies that we are not evolved to live in.. out of balance with nature and we have been destroying earth species in accelerating fashion for A few centuries or so now the tipping point is already here.. and humans are already starving and suffering around the world.. little children are being molested in the home.. at rates of up to 80% in some countries according to some reports.. other folks are getting strangled by family members and other folks invade other countries to rebuild them and kill over 100K innocent folks.. and the beat of misery and suffering goes on.. and on and on.. until we shape up or follow the path of what we have given so many other species of life in the big lie of religion that says we have the right to dominate nature that is the biggest lie of all that folks are suffering for all over the world now in their religious lies too.. in blindness of ignorance now.. Trump and Clinton are just a microcosm of the human species of a species gone domesticated and bad instead of wild and naked and balanced and good like the American Indians before the so-called Christian Missionaries shot their families dead and forcefully converted them to worship a man on a cross instead of seeing feeling and being God whole as Nature same.. we could a lot from those Indians if we could just kill the lies instead of each other.. i can do it.. but no.. i cannot make anyone else do it.. unless they care.. unless they care.. bottom line.. unless they care… They can.. But the question is WiLL they… one must keep the glass @ least half full of hope or ALL iS LOST.. so just for shits and grins i will go on BEYOND ON A GREAtEST LiMB and say ThEY WiLL.. as WiLL can and WiLL WiN.. when USED NEW..:)
WeLL.. my goodness.. cLouding up again.. Thunder and potential liGhTENinG coming again.. and trust me when i speLL something or capitalize something or even punctualize something different than what Queen Victoria suggests is proper tHEIR IS A deeper reaSon for it hehe.. thaT is stiLL to coMe.. in fAct.. scholars could probably pore over veriLY every word i say.. and not find all the connections i alreaDy bRinG iN Free flow ease.. as what i do heRe is beYond.. iN ways.. thAt is WeLL beYond science in empirical one step.. two step three four five and so much more than one the cLinkity DiNkity old school scientific method can do so far of where it goes in the Internal of Beyond UniVerse of what can and WiLL be of the Human MiNd and BoDy SoUL.. iN BaLAnCinG way unLeAshed and more fully reLeASED FOR NOW.. NO THIS is not A exercise in twitter verse this is an exercise in the deepest philosophical verse that can come in human essence real.. perHaps.. and that bRinGS me to the third word beYond of the day now thaT is Philosophy NoW.. oKay FucK the Dictionary and Wiki sticky Defs.. Philosophy is what FucKinG works whatever it may be for the individual human to have a Super Epic FucKinG liFe or not.. my Philosophy of life works for juST this and i can FucKinG prove iT how about you.. hehe.. oKay.. some emotive words tHeir but you kNow those snooty fingered nose folks want to keep you in their inner and outer circle of thoughts.. and i say go much much further than that and FeeL and SensE yoUR way through with loGic too.. and yes.. you must use your small heads below both male and female.. etc..2.. as libido drives it all at core.. at it juSt makes FucKinG seNse as iF it didn’t we wouldn’t FucKinG literAlly be here iF that wasn’t the most important Driving Force of the Day in social cooperating way to get the work of the night done day and night and all around.. doN’t be afraid of Nature.. after all there is no real way to escape it without pain.. suffering and misery and perHaps death but don’t be too sure.. as iNfiniTy and bEyond is way farther than a scientific method of one step or even a Zillion more.. Religion is the dogma of what has worked for groups to subjugate and control other folks for order and yes.. for some happiness too.. at least in limited way as well.. but philosophy is what keeps you up day and night.. to find out why the FucK thaT religion shit ain’t working to make Ya balanced and why yA never even feel like smiling or even giving or doing a FucK too.. yes.. it gets to be very deep and sexy or not stuff.. so that is what i do here.. and obviously i don’t know everything and i don’t know anything as most of it is what i FeeL.. and SenSe.. and intuit using ComMon Sense of Nature’s given all innate and instinctual power now in me.. through my basic God given DNA.. and yes.. i used to rely on books until i smaRTENed up past standard IQ ways.. of looks.. and sure i stiLL go the traditional way of knowledge in labels and concrete stuff like that but human potential is more like magic than a Dictionary that just spells it all out.. Anyway.. in school.. if it isn’t in a book folks thiNk it doesn’t exist.. in life if one doesn’t do it for a living and make money for it.. it doesn’t have real value to most folks.. so when i TOld A young lady last night that i was an International Poet.. and have written the Longest Long Form Poem ever and am still GroWinG iT even though i can prove that online.. and show where 1.45 million folks have viewed my stuff on Google plus.. i ain’t got paid a penny for doing any of that.. ain’t got no degree in any poetry schools but still i danced good enough without any lessons for this 20 year old or so girl to suggest to her same age girl friend that the 56 year old dude.. hehe.. is gonna be her husband one day.. human instinct rules bottom FUCKING LINE IN PHILOSOPHY FUCKING 101 WITH WiNks..noW.. and it works the same way with poetry.. bottom line in all stuff life it.. is the human and the feeling and the senses and the sexuality that counts.. all this money bull shit is just bull shit bottom line.. i fucking hate money and i am so fucking glad that the wife deals with it and i rarely ever have to see that green shit again.. and yes.. i fucking saved enough of that shit to last a lifetime and that shit almost killed me too.. it’s worth it now.. but it wasn’t worth it in hell you can bet your ass on that.. and that’s what PHILOSOPHY MEANS TO ME HEHE.. HER TOO.. yeah.. and just like when i was in school.. the girls alway liked me when i took my glasses off at the school dance..
until i opened my mouth and yes.. let my Einstein out.. such is life with A Beautiful Mind then.. i didn’t get a chance to let her read any of my poetry but at least one of my Facebook Friends has suggested that poetry (not mine AFIK) makes her wanna pull her panties down.. again.. Dance and Poetry works for me.. it is both the Philosophy of my liFE and the SonG oF mY SoUL LonG.. iF only John Nash had become a Poet how different his life might have been.. or Sheldon Cooper.. etc.. with a Dance oF LiFe.. i think i’LL cALL in a story change to that reAlly ‘cool dude’ who creates the big bang.. or perhaps ‘we’ already did ‘BEyond’..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. i am the breeze that flies and catches highs when they come and rarely thiNks of lows.. and always appreciates hi’s when they come and Love is always a great say of Life my FriEnd.. hehe.. you know the psychiatrist says this IS A Disorder.. all this writing.. no different than Lewis Carroll.. his Alice And Wonderland.. and the general clinical label of Hypergraphia out of the cultural norm.. per se.. iS Wonderland for me.. as it is something i enjoy that stimulates me that bRinGS mE greAT Bliss it’s kinda like sex but never ever messy and the only thing that gets pregnant are the pages with millions more thots per se as more words comes next inthoth pLay.. EmoTions empower uS and the beauty of the alphabet iS when iT iS used as a tool to spRead those EmoTions wider to other folks as Energy Force to defeat Entropy as the Force oF EmotioN inspiRed through words can be used over and over through written words even when i am asleep.. hehe.. or dead as a door nail.. outside a cross.. i have certain advantages that other folks never had.. Anyway.. the psychiatrist suggested Epilepsy drugs to shut me up.. if he had suggested a lobotomy.. i would have said no too.. is it any wonder there are much fewer Beethovens.. Michelangelos.. really original works of art.. like Alice and Wonderland too.. why.. now it’s basically a copy and paste of what the greats did before.. weLL.. creativity is dead in pills my friend.. there is great challenge in the madness of creativity… but the reward is for others.. that can last for centuries and that is what real humans do.. they sacrifice for other folks in more important ways than just dying on a cross with a golden rule or two that can be found in another book.. but after all as i’ve often said and Saint John too.. Jesus predicted that so the Beatles as i often say too.. just fulfilled that prophecy too.. along with Einstein and all the other super men and women too.. with crazy ass mutant brains that FucKinG fly BeyOnd that place of Star TreK Real.. oH.. creativity.. you SinG A SonG of challenge i Love you.. ’cause you never FucKinG geT old.. You offer a treaSure here my friend.. the hi’s are juSt icing on the cake of what you give.. smaLL talk is nice.. but deep ShIT is more like me.. hehe.. i plan to go so deep that God WiLL be the only one inside me to understand me here on earth.. chances are i’ve done that iT seems.. heHE.. and sure by far.. i ain’t the first or the last for thAT.. Yeah.. my way of looking at God is more like this.. the Facebook Profile status photo i just added that has always inspired me so much at a Biloxi pier that some homeless guys nailed to the place they lay their heads there at night.. and sure these homeless folks understand that God lives in them and Nature as that is where they live.. no different than any other wild and free human being in nature one.. whole all natural and free.. where baths come when the rain or rivers SinG with skin.. and you can smell people over perfume and plastic and stuff like that.. anyway.. it is a stone statue with the bottom part missing away from a man representing Jesus against a cross with no nails in his feet or hands.. instead there is an older more mature version of him holding him up and surrounding all around him.. and there is a Dove at the top that connects to Nature whole of course.. this is how i see God and how i feel and sense God.. thaT i tHat is pArt of Nature one thaT is beyond ego I as actor of director i.. i has a much deeper voice than I.. at least i did for many years.. but now i’s voice sounds just like I as self and ego are one.. unless ego acts as directed by i.. just for fun.. or whatever the situation may dictate for teaching purposes.. say if i am going to act the role of the village idiot/clown/fool etc.. with dead pan face to keep ’em guessing and thinking too.. anyway.. when this i that is wrapped around I is one with Nature with Spirit as that exclamation point ! i like to use as ! to indicate the interconnectedness and interdependent relationship of all of nature one WE.. as all of US toGeTher aS oNe Force as pArt of Nature wHole too that iS Dove or sEaGull that flies so high allone while i and I and ! rest on a cross of floating fearless Love.. of course there are infinite other metaphors i could use to say the same God daM thing.. but now is just the flavor of now of what iS iS foR Now.. with sMiLEs and loVE aS WeLL mY FriEnd.. the best thing about a super epic Devil’s advocate is he or she or whatever can now be a best God dAM Joker advocate for NatUre aLL/GOD.. wHere folks have the opportunity to be exposed to Jack out of the BOX.. or off a naiLED cross and FReED.. to rest a CROSS FREE..:)
And gigoid says in return..
Perhaps this one is the start of your latest… which I’d call Kokopelli’s Dance
See ya, ami
And i say..
WiNks.. i think the theme SonG for the words catches the !..:)
And per Legend.. it’s true.. i ‘tricked’ the Village beauty into having sex with me.. And i can prove it.. as she never ages.. oh.. when Alice in Wonderland iS FucKinG REaL..;)
SMiLes.. people with creeds are mostly all the ones who must be asked if they believe.. while other animals besides people do believe by doing live without creeds.. interestingly.. Creeds are the reaSon for loss over found of Being heRe now.. People are hilarious.. God LauGHS… and cries and laughs some more..:)
Hi Claudia.. Sorry.. i wasn’t able to participate in responding to your 5 year anniversary of Dverse Poetry prompt challenge.. i got through most of Brian’s prompt but other waves of inspiration came my way which often is the case these days.. anyway.. as always nice poetry here.. but i am coming here to thank you and empirically give you that thanks in what your effort in helping to create the opportunity to read/comment on DiVerse creative efforts from poets around the world has done for me in my milestones of life.. i came here in 2013.. after living a literal hell in a synergy of 19 life threatening illnesses for 66 months that suddenly came to an end.. when i yes.. literally met the face of God in a literal Therapist assessed miracle that was never seen before.. of course the therapist was Catholic.. the other Doctor’s assessed it as we don’t know how you recovered… In God’s Language which of course is not the English one or any other human Language.. God ‘told’ me.. God was going to have me do something for God that no human had ever done before.. i had no idea what it was going to be other than something with a camera.. something with feet and something with words and that my friend has come to be the longest long form poem now at the 688th Macro-Verse point with God knows how many micro-verses held with-in each macro-verse whole approaching 4 million words that is at least 4 times longer than the Bible.. 40 times longer than the Kuran.. and yes.. twice as long as that other poem.. the Mahābhārata.. at 1.8 million words.. of course all of those were group efforts and not accomplished by one individual.. so sure.. now mission is accomplished.. but not without a ‘little help’ from my friends.. and you my friend were a gift from God along with Brian.. as one of those Macro Verses from 2015.. where i made a poetic expression to every single prompt and every single poem that was linked from that entire year from April of 2015 to March of 2016.. when i started feeling the pressure from folks to change what i was doing.. that only increased my fortitude of God’s Will in me.. inspired me more and that one effort ended up being one verse total of 338,630 words.. and a Novel unto itself of course in Free Verse style too.. Interestingly.. both you and Brian.. reflect an action of being in both tolerance and acceptance in differences of others that reflects the Golden rule of Jesus that truly means gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman or man no more.. in other words room enough for every one to contribute a verse no matter how short or how long.. SMILES.. SMILES AND BIGGER SUPER EPIC SMILES.. I COULDN’T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU BUT GOD ALREADY KNEW THAT SO THAT IS WHY WE CAME OUR WAY.. smiles.. you and Brian most always reciprocated visits.. no matter how far you had to wade down into what i did.. no need to visit my friend.. i was never looking for a reward.. only to give.. and sadly it’s amazing how hard it can be to even do that in super epic way as Jesus said through Saint John there would BE people after him who would do much more.. bottom line i BELIEVED.. AND NEVER GAVE UP.. and other line.. NOW when Luke said heaven was @hand now.. he was correct and at least in my life iSREAL.. Bless you in all you do.. i was in this to serve the Lord from the Get go.. and i wRite on.. as a witness and court reporter.. of sorts.. and sure.. scribe2..:)
WeLL.. in respect of and for respect oF all the other inspiring poet’s from dVerse i will continue on now to the Friday fifth prompt in Five Year Celebration of the dVerse Website created by the super nice folks Brian and Claudia.. kinda like when you went to heaven and met a couple of nice folks at the pearly gates of green on earth.. @NOW.. and as Synchronicity WiLL have it of course wRite on topic the topic ON COURSE is BELIEVE AND stuff associated with changing beliefs as such.. across the life span.. oh.. the confusion.. oh.. the bullshit.. oh.. the illusions but ah.. the real.. all the hidden meanings behind the metaphors of sacred text THAT ARE REAL.. and truth and light when seen deeper in essence OF WHAT IS REAL NOW.. AS LIGHT AND TRUTH..:)
WELL.. JESUS f. in christ.. i can’t believe yet i will believe it’s you.. hehe.. but i will not take any chances and will respond to Shawna first before the chameleon her changes colors into a more beautiful something else.. and her blog evaporates.. sounding poetic not trying to stroke your cuteness.. hehe.. anyway.. i know you call your husband daddy.. so yeah.. the preacher and his wife before and after Sunday school fun.. is what i’m hmm.. kinda seeing here.. and believe me i have a very fertile imag inarium.. and can even dream what ever i wanted to dream in elementary school.. and haha.. even then i liked girls so much that all the girls in school in my dreams were my girl school harem then.. precocious little romancer i was then.. haha.. considering i had no F in idea what sex was until sweet 16.. anyway.. the other ‘choir’ members would be so ashamed of you if they knew you were blogging with someone as free as me.. hehe.. funny how history repeats itself.. heHex2.. as the magic continues.. REAL.. i am now going to respond to the rest of the links and after that i may come back to hook up with a few more of your links if the milk and honey of your word play still lives here.. before E V A por a T ioN..;)
WeLL.. crap.. i wrote before i read the other comments now and if this is what it might be about.. man.. i’m really sorry.. but sure.. one of my early ‘girl friends’ who was abused by their daddy.. ended up ending their life with a revolver on her daddy’s bed in her twenties with a loving husband and children who loved her as well.. makes me glad i never knew about sex until i was 16.. as i learned to love girls for their eyes before any thing else.. and when i think about Muhammad and his 6 year-old child bride with her dolls in tow by the time she got all consummated up at 9 years old.. and those potentially 4 out of 5.. 3 to 6 year old girls in Saudia Arabia as at least one Arab physician study suggests were exposed to fellatio and or masturbation in the home over there where boys and girls are only allowed to look at family members now in this sad way too.. and yes all 1.6 Billion folks in the world and the 12 year old girls who are still sold into marriage in Pakistan now.. in totally legal ways over there.. knowing where all of this started and is still propagated.. i would love to have met Muhammad back then and gave him a piece of what God told me.. then.. but instead i’ll do it now.. yes.. no matter if it is received or not.. yeah.. and sure there was that man.. my wife’s stepfather standing over her bed with a knife when she was a little girl.. and that’s all she remembers of her childhood.. so sure.. there’s lots of personal inspiration involved for me in this whole thing too.. but no one has ever physically abused me in anyway other than verbal abuse in my life.. i suppose it was something in my eyes that said there will be consequences if they did.. and that streak continues on my friend.. anyway.. no reason to approve this.. it just inspired this in me.. and as always just another copy and paste poetic way for me and God to go.. with a ‘little help’.. from my friends.. in liGht and dARk..:)
‘Better than the Beasts’.. what a crock of saying.. crocodiles at least stay in balance with nature.. and humans alWays are bEasts.. only fools real fools forget.. it is the word human that has separated us from real.. THE.. BEAST that smiles.. the beast that cries.. the beast that hugs.. the beast is sexual and warm.. sharing and giving without jealousy and greed.. the human is the grain.. the first grain that was stored when the hugs and the foraging together for life was replaced by sitting still and pecking on screens insame of a 4 inch scream… FucK that i ScreAM nakED dancing running through the streets with wiLd eYes sMiLeS and powerful leGs and armS real with fearless LovE..NoW.. iN A DancE and SonG oF liFe iSReaL whether or not anyone but God and thE otHeR beasts joiN iN i AM A BeAST botTom FucKInG BibliCaL iSREALiNEnoW..;)
WeLL.. my friend Grace.. as we gracefully Age as Maslow well puts.. there are two paths.. one of stagnation and the other of rebirth.. yes reborn.. no different than that metaphor of Jesus2.. where we self actualize and the God head i becomes one with I.. every culture talks to this.. some in religion some in voice with Nature.. but the bottom line is.. when one is in balance with God one grows from birth to death and grows again.. it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to see inside to outside.. to above to below.. to all around but sure books can hide it all in words that never gRow uP with God more as a greater force of liGht and liFE as co-creator toGetHer in a grace of age where age is only illusion of humans hooked on form instead of essence of what we sense and FeeL of liFE of intelligence before collected words of yesternows that hold no new.. of iSREaL with GOD.. smiles.. and thanks for the inspiration along the way.. i have to give you credit.. wiNks.. at least you don’t delete my poetic comments.. as if any of that matters in the real Kingdom of God and Nature now same that focuses all on giving and sharing rather than taking in ways of likes and follows.. money.. etc.. big houses that become God and cars that are Ladies in Red for Lovers.. and suits with ties the same without human being before the Apple.. with so much greater fearless Love iSREAL..:)
Capital and Corporal Punishment is a slippery slope from grade school to the electric chair.. human’s problem are they wear clothes and separate themselves from Nature.. Bonobos live Violence free and have no need for punishment as they barter with Peace and Love.. in only giving and sharing…. Capital punishment.. cutting off hands for thievery too.. in other countries.. and paddling kids in school.. is simply a primate sing of the insanity of wearing clothes.. but sure.. there was a Gospel titled verse 37 of Thomas that spoke to the solution for this.. for Peace and Love but the reality of Nature is humans are not evolved to connect to more than 150 to 200 sets of eyes in reciprocal social communication before insanity happens.. and it’s true if you domesticate Bonobos anywhere close to this they will turn into cannibals and a primate species that harms each other like this whether or not they eat each other or not consumes each other in harm.. the reaLiTy iS humans are destroying the balance of nature.. there is action and consequence NoW of this.. and that my friend is for the offending member of God all natural to eliminate the problem itself.. it’s easy to see with bigger God eYes.. it’s just Nature.. challenge.. change.. action.. consequence.. or repeat the same old killing sHit.. eitherS in ways of capital punishment.. unwarranted wars and 100K’s of innocent folks death.. Island people’s destroyed by Nuclear bombs.. hands chopped off.. basicAlly.. God of nature says get in balance or pay the piper with misery and suffering real.. Funny how that works and so sad too.. but it is what it is until someone changes NoW for the better stArting always with me.. so how does one chart a course of 7 billion human beings back to smaller groups of 150 to 200 humans living peacefully together naked like the Bonobo again.. ironically.. the answer could be a very very painful one but that is Karma my friend.. we all reap what we sow as teAM GOD isREAL Now.. noW There is no other answer in human terms but Hope and action.. step by step and even word by word.. person by breath.. noW REAL..:)
When we are born different.. sometimes it is only the Love of a Mother that holds us together.. and sure i can relate.. to this attachment this tie that has no equal as when the real dark place comes the real dark place comes yes the darkest place comes the mother may be the only one left that is willing to stay even if one is not willing to stay.. yeah.. i can relate my friend.. i can relate.. so deep.. so deep.. just a few words and a tear repressed as.. sure my mother is now approaching 82.. refuses to go to a Doctor no matter what.. and i can only hope she does not suffer prolonged not unlike my father.. who lived his life independently until age 81 and suddenly dropped dead.. tomorrow the 24th of July is the marker of the death of my only child.. i watched the so-called wonder of modern medicine keep him alive and suffering in pain for 51 days.. and i lEarned the blessing of death.. i will never curse death.. as i too.. learned there are experiences in life where death is the greatest blessing of all and this proves there is a God of Mercy as we all have the blessing of the gift of death.. except for those who are caught in the world of medical prolonged hell in life.. perspective.. Jesus F in Christ.. PRICELESS MY FRIEND… NOT SURE.. it can ever be related in words but i try… ps.. nice to see.. ya.. been kinda busy writing.. hehe.. if you visit me.. you might need a super computer to see me and extremely broad band access but at any rate a pleasure and honor to see you hEar.. Desmond.. my old and still new poetic friEnd..:)
Ah.. the gift of believe.. the architect in all his fancy computer words was/is defeated like a little boy/school girl by the Oracle/ older black female and me.. by one phrase FeeLInG REALiTY i BELiEVED.. thE rest oF it was just a matrix… i giggle/google @matrix.. it doesn’t exist at aLL to me.. it doesn’t affect me or effect me anyWay aT all anYmore.. i unplugged and sure it’s possible this peace could end but it is what it is as heaven now.. i FucKinG enJoy thiS HEAVEN Forevermorenow sliver like it never ever never ever never ever was even possible unTil now and thiS FucKinG iS NoW thE most sUBER epiC poTenTiaL and ReaLiTY oF F Y i @aLL.. i BELiEVE.. noW iT iSREAL.. A DancE HauL SonG oF SioN ZinGs..:)
SMiLes mY FriEnd the word that describes Love best is Free.. any pArt of Love thaT iS not Free is Fear and related to Hate.. the word that describes God best is Free noW and fearless thaT equates to Love mY Friend.. iF and when the world practices this rule of Love in only giving and sharing way.. the same Golden one repeated throughout the sAges oF aLL aGes.. the answer iS simple.. both Love and God WiLL ReigN FReED ReiNs of RaiN sAMe noW Free… unTil then iT iS what iT iS noW.. mY FriEnd.. but we are Free to live as GOD.. thank you God for this opportunity to be like you..:)
SMLes.. my friEnd.. Glenn.. my greaTest hope REaLiT is the reaLiTy thaT aLL oF Nature’s greaTest deSire iS to be Free.. it’s just common seNse.. anYthing away from free.. including the tRappings of fame.. and other temporary accolades like a new car.. new home.. a new set of clothes or whatever does not suit a temple of flesh and spirit is aWay from free.. i choose naked creativity in all ways of life.. it never ‘costs’ me anyThing in terms of free.. but sure.. it is never free and takes work from wake to sleep.. as the monkey rarely falls from trees and hawks fall from skies.. liFe IS A practice and only goal in eYes of human written words from thaT pest of neo-cortical illusion of past and present and other FORMS temporal bEyond saniTy NoW.. inSame..:)
Beauty is in the wilted leave that kNows no different than stay..:)
Sadly what i find in all my Internet spiritual travels iS that the ONE thing that is missing most from Hope.. Faith and Belief is both the U N D E R L Y I N G.. REAL emoting power of these Human EmoTions for change in positive action and consequence and the work ethic beyond idols of money.. likes.. follows.. etc.. it’s all the same since the first written word to WORK TO MAKE positive change real.. Free effort is what it takes.. and in a world that is bought and sold from dollar bills to likes to follows to shares or whatever the idols of bought and sold is… the essence of Belief.. faith.. and hope.. is lost in a temple with no flesh at all.. but i suppose for all practical intents and purposes i could now be from another planet to attempt to relate this to anyone as the only way i know to fully understand it is to escape culture.. and that takes financial independence and lots of effort to get to that place in prison first.. as far as i FeeL.. sense.. and kNow of LiFe.. money is prison.. storing grain is the road to greed and jealousy.. the only escape i can see now is on the individual level.. and that’s the truth and the liGht iN pArt of what i for onE see through my greaTest teacher experience.. that three college degrees and a 25 year career with the government ending at top pay grade levels on provided a means to seek and find.. nah.. it wasn’t always a labyrinth until humans started storing grain.. sMiles.. yeah.. the word Believe to me.. is kinda inspiRing.. WiNks.. sMILes aGain.. and for me i can see the soul of a person in their eYes.. that is my ‘Autistic Super Power’.. for iSREAL.. not often.. that many folks maintain eye contact with me.. if they lie.. but most often they tale me tHeir hidden desires.. funny how that works.. for example i was dancing the other night at a huge dance hall and a girl upstairs blurted out to me that guy is gonna be my husband.. she was about 20 and i am 56.. that’s bizarre.. or a least kinda strange to me as i never ask any girl to dance.. (i’m married) have a nice day… i believe and magic is everywhere i go and i can prove it too..;)
ps.. this is way too long and i’m rambling.. don’t feel you need to keep it here.. sMiLesx3.. i find inspiration everywhere and simply copy and paste what i do.. in what is now approaching 4 million words of the longest long form poem ever in the history now of humankind all for free.. (verse) funny how that works.. like i said magic is real and i prove it everywhere i go.. oh yeah.. and God2..:)
Have a nice day2..:)
Well.. Hank.. this is great to hear that you’ve been Happily married for 45 years.. and i must say that my precious and always Loving wife IS A mainstay of my happiness for 26 years too.. and i must say.. too.. i’Ve visited tens of thousands of poems in the last 3 years.. and commented on almost all of them.. and about 90% or so of the poets are not very happy to severely depressed but i like visiting all those places as there was once a time that i grew ill and my doctor assessed me as the least happiest person he ever came across and that was an Air Force Psychiatrist but sure.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to sleep.. the worst pain known to humankind will do that to a human being.. like a dentist drill with no pain killer in my eye and ear.. as you’ve probably heard me mention before with 19 other medical disorders miraculously cured 3 years ago.. almost to date today.. a REAL MIRACLE FROM GOD.. anyWay.. the darkness i find in poetry land online reminds me of where i’ve been and just makes me appreciate a real heaven now away from Hell.. and i appreciate the fAct that God showed me both hell and heaven.. as perspective is priceless in doing more.. than ever before.. other than that hope you are enjoying your Summer and i’m guessing if you are not already retired.. close to that too.. always nicer shared.. my friEnd.. in giving ways too..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd the greaTest lesSon in my life was to believe.. yes.. IS to believe in POSITIVITY.. not what to believe.. IN TERMS OF Dogma.. i think that is the pARt of God that is simply paRt of uS and Nature sAme that most people miss in religious sacred texts that attempt to explain the inner human Universe of Emotions and Senses beyond what science currently can empirically assess.. anyway.. science now.. at least has proven this power in terms of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect.. some other folks call it prayer and voodoo.. sadly some folks get caught up too much in labels.. i see the same generality in Fundamentalist Religious folks and so-called Militant atheists and literal minded scientist folks too.. FACT IS some folks cannot think in terms of images and imagination.. some folks can only navigate the world in words of literal translation.. in other words.. some folks see differently worlds of the sAMe God that is simply Nature wholE noW.. sadly some folks may not even have the organic potential to FEEL the human emotions of hope.. faith.. and belief.. yes.. they are emotions.. not just words.. some folks may never be able to understand this higher power IF THEY CANNOT sense it and feel it real.. no one said God HAS to now be fair.. but never the less it is what is.. and there is no escape.. it’s kinda silly not to make life super-epic if YOU CAN.. with a little faith..hope..and belief.. i don’t care if it is the flying spaghetti monster as long as it works.. bottom line in Nature’s eYes God same it works noW.. this is kinda long.. just consider it a friendly service and delete it if ya like but i like to lend a helping hand and hehe.. sometimes a long one along the way.. it’s what REAL HUMAN faith.. hope.. and belief can do.. as altruism when experienced in the moment feels good.. no likes needed.. no shares.. no follows.. no.. your poetry is stunning responses needed just a hand extended my friend.. short or very very long as with enough faith.. hope.. belief.. a little autistic boy like me who couldn’t speak until he was four.. can write the longest long form poem ever in the history of humankind in a style no one has ever encountered before.. but i was a lucky one.. those close to 4 million words were revealed to me through God of Nature whole.. soon after God healed me Miraculously of a synergy of 19 life threatening disorders.. you see.. here’s the thing.. it just happened.. and i call Nature god as god speaks to me in nature terms within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around.. it IS A big picture my friEnd.. and i AM juSt a smALL hAir on a bRush thaT never gives up on a canvas bigger than INfinity now.. of painting no limits.. no expectations.. a place BEYOND.. faith.. hope.. and belief.. WITH TANGIBLE RESULTS.. like close to 4 million words and heaven now.. that i for one prove exists everyday.. anyWay.. some folks say if you can prove it i would believe.. and when someone says i do not believe at all i feel a little compelled to share a real story far far from two thousand years ago or so.. now..:)
Again.. Consider this a gift or whatever.. it is what it is.. and please ignore it.. delete it or whatever suits your fancy my friend.. as i for one am fancy free..:)
Side note hEAr.. footloose2 or 3..eTc.. side note begins and ends aGain.. heHe2..;)
Hello my friend.. for me the GOlden rule works without consuming others with harm.. other folks make it so much more complicated than that but as long as that rule tHeRe is shared and given it all falls into place for mE noW.. i don’t thiNk i’M the first person to say this.. but perhaps the first person to repeat it this much in the written word first hand.. now.. ’cause i can and most importantly i WiLL.. we are animals.. we are blessed with the neo-cortical ability and potential to use thaT reason as WiLL to exercise a life long practice and perfection as such of the Golden rule now.. big mistake for those who think it requires no work.. or focus always now.. instead as and of an hour here or there in a brick building wondering what dress or tie to wear next.. anyway.. the Naked Golden rule is enough for me.. giving and sharing and consuming no other part of Nature with harm beyond the bread and water of life.. anyway2.. change always stARts at the heARt of the individual the SpiRit and the sOuL before the Mirror eYes now iSreal LiVinG Truth and liGht as Fearless Love that harms no otHeR..:)
SMiLes my friEnd.. one of the greAtest pARts of online and the world of poEtry in INterNaTioNal way.. iS it provides a much larger meaSuRing sTick tock of both human and God sAMe..
SAdly.. theRe are some folks who keep the sAMe smaller.. at all frigging costs.. hehe..;)
GOD IS SO MUCH BIGGER THAN ALL OF THAT IS.. HA..! god laughs at human eYes and words that attempt to chain something as big noW as forever.. seriously.. any other definition of God is noW.. kinda small.. and we humans are so dam smaLL but always groWinG unless we clip the gift of these little in sect WinGs as gifted by the Forever pArt now iSREAL.. WHOLE POEM GOD.. SMiLes.. God IS A poem but thaT begs a much bigger definition than most folks hOld for poem.. funny how that works even in a word.. of three letters or one more 4..4.. nice to see yoU.. Bryan.. have a nice day..:)
SMiLes.. my Friend in every human interaction.. i go into it fresh as student as much as i can kNoWinG nothing.. and leave with the gift of lEarn.. the more i think about in advance.. the less i lEarn.. an open mind is wHere i GroW.. the best teachers are alWays disciples of lEArn.. Have a great day!..:)
sMiLes.. my friEnd.. a loss of hunger for Love.. A stomach thaT is alWays filLed with food… funny/sad.. bitter/ sweet how thatT works but reaLiTy proves it again and again over and over again.. A child’s eYes hungry for Love in one country and a child’s eyes hungry for a character in a screen in another country.. i suppose the lonely child is gifted with the gift of cross.. funny how the dArk makes the liGht so lovely as sad eYes wanton for Love or perhaps a real man on a cross in eYes of child reaL noW.. Funny.. how so many people cannot see the cross in those eYes wanton for Love.. No.. i lied.. it’s sad.. tHeRe’s no other word for it but TruTh.. In liGht oF liEs.. Lord of the flies.. as such.. instead of Cross oF Fearless Love that kNows no Border..:)
Hello Kim.. i Love comparing natUre to our human relationships2.. as after all our EmoTions are ions of emoTing warmth no different really than ions noW iN rays of SuN.. sMiLes.. i AM a giant star that burns a breath too close to fire the cool of otHeR stars near me.. but as that goes.. my fire never burns out.. never exhausted as humans have a secret weapon that not even stars have.. a power so infinitely more powerful now that even defeats Nature’s Law of Entropy now.. and that IS A star power oF Love when powered beyond restraints of all EmoTioNs of fear related ways.. BeYond 100% Star burst human warp speed power of hUman Love.. funny.. i was going to see the movie Star Trek this afternoon.. but i decided to journey BeYond within instead.. iN online poEtry UniVerse LAnd.. THere’s alWays toMorRow for a movie.. but tHeRe’s onLy noW for Love.. Have a great day.. i for one Believe in the power of Fearless Love and it seems in empirical results it works for me.. W/ wiNks.. oF Love..:)
Perspective.. oh.. what a Lovely Lunch and Dinner of hungry you bRinG.. if breakfast comes @all.. Stay hungry and never leave boot camp.. even if one was/is wimpy like me then and closely tied to my Mom’s Apron StRings.. way back when or is now.. and look around.. a world of challenge.. intermittent reward.. a world of all reward.. N A T u r E n O W.. a world of ugh.. potent iaL.. numb.. oh.. the challenge.. oh.. the adaptation.. oh.. the change.. the struggle.. the win.. the setback.. noW the excellence oF LiVinG liFe.. thaT God does BRing of Joy sorrow Joy more iN dArk and liGht ONE Existence noW.. juST Now.. in hell.. purgatory.. heaven and all the ‘tween of lEarning God wHole.. morE noW.. as students iN liFE oF all God natUre WiLL most certainly do for wE noW.. WiLd and Free without napKin coveRed chinS..;)
Oh goodness.. the Love of give and take.. the rule of yes dear.. has always worked for me.. smiles.. i even used to let the wife lightly beat me.. thank God she’s small.. she finally got accustomed to my ADHD and no longer gives me those love pats to get my lala land attention.. i was unconditionally Loved big time as a child.. perhaps too much.. my wife experienced the opposite yes.. but i realize the gift i have and the gift she doesn’t.. so she gets miles and miles of slack from me ’cause the world ain’t fair and Love is always the best way in fearless way for those with the capacity to do it.. but so many valid reasons why folks can’t.. i try to understand.. tolerate.. and even accept the daRkest holes of human potential.. a gift perhaps THEN.. for 66 months.. a temporary trip to the same place that i only saw the outside view for years and years.. Love is the only gift of believe worth living for me.. so sad for those who do not have the nurture or nature to feel or give REAL HUMAN LOVE AS THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL that’s real and TOTALLY FREE TO give and share now.. i can say for sure some folks never experience it and some folks always experience it like my mother.. what a gift a mother like that can be.. but the years can even take a toil on the greatest of Love saints.. the neighborhood kids with salty parents used to come visit.. just to see her smile.. and hear her loving soprano voice.. i suppose that is why i am a nurturer.. no matter how rough and tough i look on the outside of a heart that sings.. my mother’s wings.. have a great day.. freya..:)
SMiLes.. oh.. the path to self-actualization.. so many challenges and roles of liFe that can truly eventuAlly make a gOlden years meme a reaLiTy wHere soUl keep expanding to the very last breath of the very last day of butterfly who never lands.. reborn always in rebirth of now.. where now is alWays simply new and always FlyIng colors in dArk and liGht noW.. and ‘tween.. renewing liFe..:)
THeRe is nothing reAlly mysterious about it when iT isReal.. this Human Heaven.. this Kingdom of God as nature one.. now.. this.. animal homeostasis that can be so difficult for animals who wear clothes now to finally realize iSREAL..:)
More memories coming in from July 22nd of 2015.. in Macro Verse way of So Fires below So Fires Above.. yes… all oF iT works togeTheR..:)
SMiLes.. Victoria.. Actually i think we are just exposed to more of the truth now.. and lots more dirty laundry that never got out before.. it’s just a matter of finding a source that is not biased as possible.. freedom of information per the net.. almost guarantees there will never be another epic fiasco like Iraq.. that’s the good news in a way.. and of course the bad news as more than ever is integrity of the candidates but as history shows now the greatest perceived elected saints before had plenty to come out of their soilEd closets too.. no different really than hidden emails and stains on dresses.. i only watch the news for amusement as eventually as science shows this conservative and liberal nature of humans is programed in our DNA about 50-50.. as has always been the general case.. it doesn’t matter where one goes.. people are alike everywhere.. most ironically in different same ways.. so.. Politics is really no different than soap opera cycles.. where one doesn’t miss much from 6 months to the next 6 months.. and there is much better stuff to do now.. thanks God than just three black and white channels and 6pm news.. now and preferably something to do with Nature as NDD.. Nature Deficit Disorder.. is the greatest problem the Western Civilization as whole faces now in so many ways.. so if enough people get disgusted with politics and look at a sunset as you say.. perhaps World Peace will come a little Sooner.. at least per affect and or effect of The Butterfly effect.. later or hopefully sooner.. anyway.. the status quo will continue.. the country will stay divided.. until another threat off our soil unites us again.. and the real danger of that is what we saw with Iraq.. Nationalism can definitely defeat human reason.. as the tribal instinct when it gets into gear can define all reason for what makes usual sense.. when peace rules for years and years.. Ha!.. that’s likely why we don’t get any direct sponsored Isis related attacks on our soil.. the United States bite can even be louder than a reasonable bark.. We have a reputation of being unreasonable and almost insane.. no one messes with the crazy eye.. it’s nice to go outside all day long without the same worries other folks have in so many countries of getting blown up.. unless one is paranoid of course.. as fear is the worse terrorism of all that so many folks inflict on themselves.. meanwhile.. i’LL SinG and DancE in steps and words.. and vocal chords.. and let the soap opera suds bubble on tHeir song of division hopefully with no blood shed.. my friend.. and sure.. i’LL vote for Hillary Clinton.. i’LL never vote for someone who stands against immigration.. as my Grandfather came here from Ireland.. and there are lots of good Muslim folks.. who don’t deserve to be discriminated against.. just because of where they lived.. after all for those who suggest they are REAL Christians.. a cross is for a sacrifice of fearless Love.. no.. not wimpy folks with feathered nests my friend.. as Lord KNoWs the greaTest Lovers often have no where to rest their head and be accepted as Love can scare folks.. when it comes fearless like a LioN.. oh.. misery.. does love its company.. Fearless Love.. spOils that ‘party’.. to the chagrin of negative over positive..;)
Oh Lord.. that Star Trek Movie was kinda good.. noW and ‘this eye’ reminds me of beyond.. and a girl named Nancy from ’80.. when the Song Magic came out by Olivia N J.. she worked at Burger King.. Nancy (not Olivia.. hehe) and all the guys who hung out at the sign at the Piggly Wiggly Parking Lot Drinking Beer (allowed by the city cops then) really wanted to date her as boy was she stacked up top.. and she had a white person Afro.. maybe she was from France.. in part with all that curly hair.. as a another ‘fond’ memory comes to mind.. anyway.. she thought my last name sounded.. my real last name.. sounded like something from the Bible.. and she told me i had a V shaped back as back then i had a tiny little 32 inch waist.. and weighed 170LBS.. which is 60 LBS less than now.. by the way my therapist notes my fascination with numbers.. likely has something to do with the Asperger’s and extreme systemizing state of mind and the ADHD is why i am going way way off track.. but anyway.. just like the girl here in the eye photo with the red flowered eye that is the color of the bright red lipstick that 18 year old Nancy wore.. hehe.. she seemed old to me then.. as i was 20.. and my previous girl friend was 16.. funny how a few years makes a difference then.. and now i’m 56 and still dancing with 18 year old girls.. with X’s on their wrists as they are too young to drink.. and i don’t drink.. not even a Bloody Mary.. or cup of water.. i’m such an athletic stud.. hehe.. with a super nerd perspective.. and i remember you saying you were a female stud too.. so i kNoW you can relate.. anyway.. me and Nancy talked all night.. she with her Kaleidoscope eyes just like that girl here.. at her home then where she lived with her Dad into the Tweetie bird hours as there was no Twitter then.. yes outside in the Summer Humidity.. and you know me.. i’d rather talk than have sex.. so it is before the crack of dawn.. and this is like my first date since my first love broke up with me.. and the song ‘Magic’ comes on.. and i feel magic again.. but no.. not like sex.. like God is taling me one day that SonG WiLL mean something more to me.. and it did.. as i played it before i got well in 2013.. and somehow it helped me to recover.. it’s like the SonG was a seed in ’80 of hope to heal me in ’13.. 33 years later.. wow.. now.. my.. memory.. that drive in ’80 before the sun came up and the Tweetie birds SunG is like it’s now.. seriously.. for me time doesn’t exist.. all is now my entire life all iS Now..noW.. and in a way that’s my eye too.. the all seeing one.. now.. hehe.. magic iSreaL.. when it’s real.. Enjoy Church Choir.. you know i think i told you i played the piano for the Choir and Sang in the decades of the 80’s in Catholic Church.. but now my voice is really like a Lion.. i cub you not.. when i sneeze at church it sounds just like a shot gun blast.. or crap.. people shit tHeir C H U R C H bRitches.. as you know recent national events and all of that.. anyway.. when they now say sing with Choirs of Angels and Saints… it’s like a voice from Beyond.. seriously.. i wonder if it’s miNd somenows.. kinda like when i read some of the stuff i write into the magic hours of the night.. it’s almost like God is penning my hand.. anyWay top of the magic to ya.. my friend.. and enjoy your choir singing too.. and hehe.. if they ever make a movie of my life.. i promise i’ll make ’em name you something other than Shawna.. so the choir girls will not give you a scarlet Fred letter.. hehe.. i’m such a Dog.. but a nice Dog.. i thiNk..;)
Thank you so much for this poem/story. You and I think exactly the same. And again, you are brilliant. With your line breaks and hidden words inside words, you just told me a million invisible things. I think having Asperger’s is a gift, in the right hands and company.
And i say..
Yes.. thanks for your company.. and speaking of children with Asperger’s.. children.. and children in general.. the milk you give your children and your children are the greatest gift.. not sure if you were around last year when i did this.. but today is the 19th anniversary of my child’s death.. and this one i did.. says a lot about where i come from as whole.. and why women are are my favorite gender.. my friend.. as Love.. in innocent ways of real..:)
I completely feel you on this. I have always thought losing a child, in any way, would be the worst kind of pain and lifelong torture. I will read your post in a little bit. I am so so so so very sorry you lost your baby.
And finally i say..
Thanks Shawna.. Church ends.. now off to dance the mall stores and dance while i read at BandN2.. nice seeing you this weekend.. and as alWays aGain best wishes.. my friEnd..:)
So.. i take one of those Facebook tests that asks why folks avoid you.. and it says ’cause i’m blunt and directly honest.. speaking what’s on my mind..
And i say.. Hmm.. Also speak What’s on my Heart.. But life Is too special NOT to do that And ha! If people Avoid.. It’s cause I’m strange And to Put it Bluntly And Honestly Strange is The new Black In the United States.. When i conformed i Was FucKinG Boring.. Rather Be a Fool Than A FucKinG Robot like i used to be And no.. Not Everyone avoids Me.. Don’t need lots Of friends to have friends.. As honestly if one is not a friend to themselves they will never truly be a friend to anyone else either in the long run.. Accept yourself completely before life even starts to put it bluntly.. Life is too short not to give tough love advice that can change a life and that is altruism too as it loses friends but I’d rather help someone in the longest of runs.. Named life.. So i move on and dust my sandals off where i am no longer welcome.. Yes.. No matter what i walk in the footsteps of the best company i kNow and FeeL..:)
Oh wow.. didn’t realize the story was actually about you and your Dad.. you seem like you have it so together it’s hard to imagine you’ve having any problems like that freya.. but truly it is our challenges that make us who we are and i think most everyone has a story to share and that is what is the best about poetry.. as it deepens our cognitive empathy for the human condition.. and ha!.. being on the Autism Spectrum with a lifelong condition of reasonably controlled bi-polar condition most of that life with no drugs does make me unique my friend.. inherently.. i got the Asperger’s from my Dad who was the spitting image of what you write of your Dad here.. and the EXTREMELY happy side from my mother.. but she never really had the periods of dark depression i experience in life.. anyway.. today is the 19th anniversary of the death of my only child and to put the relationship of my father and i in a ‘nut’ shell in the waiting room of the open heart surgery procedure.. for my child before he later died in my arms this day 19 years ago.. my father said.. (and it was pretty obvious our child who lived 51 days wasn’t gonna make it from the get go.. medicine kept him in suffering in pain for all those days) anyway.. my father said.. “Make sure you raise him like a man”.. as my father a 46 year law enforcement veteran left at three.. ’cause my mother didn’t wanna go to work and wanted to be the stay at home mom.. so i was raised with all women.. and never got that bow up spine as they say in the ‘red neck’ red state panhandle of Florida where i live.. well.. i eventually developed it when i learned to be my own father.. and that seems to be a common archetype of the so-called ‘super hero’ theme.. even in the movies… where the super masculine male marries the super masculine female as in the case of my father and mother.. and the boy is left in the care of a distant land in a weaker place than what he would be in a village that had both masculine and feminine influence for balance.. dark struggle comes.. then.. and eventually love lives with fearless too.. and the once timid Clark Kent.. Dr. Jekyll or Bruce Wayne changes into something else when they finally escape the cocoon and are reborn to come into their more full human potential… i have to say that the Jungian archetypes are valid.. and sure it seems i have gone beyond them in some ways.. hehe.. and that is just my access to all of cultures through all of history to select the parts i like and make that Fred culture.. haha.. anyway.. a link to “kiss your baby goodbye”.. a tear jerker ‘they said’.. but it was just the literal truth.. in my life.. reality has been much more unique than any movie.. i have ever seen.. and the high part is amazing.. but oh my God.. the dark parts.. were beyond scary.. beyond Friday the 13th.. beyond even hell.. Heaven is great.. i kiss life my friend all for free.. just ’cause i can with all my might.. hehe.. hercules of soul.. i’LL be.. i AM just as i can.. and WiLL.. with fearless LOVE..:)
Poetry is as much of a healing tool as it is a gift to give.. but both of those equal gift and tool of course same.. and sure.. when rising from hell after 66 months.. on a July 22nd date of 2013.. along with anniversary date of an only son’s death.. coming in two days alter on the 24th.. those inspirations. of hell.. heaven and a child who i promised would continue to live in my life do go on.. in words of Titanic too.. yeah.. ‘HErCuLes of SoUl’ will be the title of this next title of the 688th Macro Verse wave with this micro-poem that is rather long sTiLL as poems do go.. particularly in a twitter world of pokemon ways of lifestyle.. and sure.. been there done it too.. in a little video game i played same for literally years.. and no text at all in reciprocal social communication.. so i was even more shallow than that as far as deep can go.. and seriously.. in a world of stresses like we have any escape can be Good and as Maslow says.. there is no way to move up the pyramid of being human until you meet basic animal human homeostasis of rest and relaxation 101 after challenge.. and that is where pokemon and little video snowboarding games come in.. and even a twitter conversation.. when there is hardly time to frankly wipe your ass.. can be a nice relief of humanity along with those kitty kat photos and a song or two.. so inspiring by katy kat katy perry too.. as i am a big fan of hers2.. anyway.. seriously.. one can only judge if they are truly a ‘Hercules of Soul’.. between they and God Nature one as that IS A dArk night of the soul that must be conquered one on ONE on ONE wE God wHole.. no one can possibly go there and understand it.. except for the multiverse of individual who goes there with God as one multiverse of all verse whole God now.. and after going to the darkest night of soul.. i for one have at least read about in fact or fiction for 66 months.. it is safe to say.. i am a JOB OF THE MODERN NEW AGE.. no.. not just a character in an old black poetry book of dARk and liGht of the human condition through history.. 3500 years.. to 2K or so years back.. this is now.. i AM real.. but only me and God as Nature whole WiLL ever fully kNow the dArk niGht of my soul that lasted 66 months with all those extenuating beyond hell fire circumstances then.. but as they say.. and Katy does too.. after every Hurricane.. comes a rain bow and eye of a Hurricane too.. now and sometimes when all the doors are closed perhaps it was just an invitation to a best path of all.. just waiting on the other side of that door you didn’t think you could open at all way back then.. anyway.. it’s safe to say i’m wide awake.. i’ve faced the devil up close and personal as me.. i understand fully the dude who was the real bad dude in the new Star Trek movie too.. as sure.. i do know that IS A dark place of separation the human soul can truly go.. where there is no limit or expectation of what evil can grow in a dark soul too with no respite of light.. to heal.. and if you don’t think the efforts of folks like Katy Perry do not save lives.. you my friend.. have never FucKinG come close to the darkest night of the soul where even demons dare not go.. yeah.. i kNow all about suffering.. potential vengeance.. but most of all i know about recovery.. liGht and the Victory of the hUman heARt.. SPiriT iSREAL and more important than any so-called money making project or other material gaining activity one will ever do in life.. as the worst death is the living one with none of those three as without those three from the beginning you never lived and to lose those three while living is to do die same truly in suffer way.. seriously it can and WiLL get better if you just never ever give up no matter what the hell comes next as Dante’s rings trust me IS A real thing too of REAL HELL here.. yes.. there is heaven here and it is REAL BUT HEAVEN YES… THERE IS ALSO PURGATORY AND HELL TOO.. NOW DIFFERENT STROKES AND DIMENSIONS FOR different folks who walk the side walks of here in all those places.. in tHeiR own multi-verse of real now..:)
And the story oF Y i.. lightens up here noW in macro-verse facebook algorithm memories moving now from three years ago to two years ago.. and My CAT! IS! A MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE2!.. in reference to the new age sphinx who guards the real now Goddess Isis.. Katrina.. who is currently named little Yellow Boy Lion2.. King of the Garden of Eden2.. by guard of the Patio screen too..:)
HEhe.. and now from a year ago.. Confession of a Muse.. need i say more.. per this rhetorical statement/ question sAMe.. WeLL sUre i do..WiLL.. that’s what free streAm of consciousness poets do they muse the others.. in all they do in dance and song and hehe.. yes.. photos now2..:)
Well.. there is quiet a few Loaded Questions and answers in this photo as to what are Southern Girl’s Must Haves but i WiLL tale you this.. this 56 year old dude as more fun than his whole F iN Peer group at the mall.. and probably 99 percent of teens too.. hehe.. so much more fun going on inside that they’ll never see on my stoic face either.. hehe.. but sure Body Language says a wHoLE dam Lot.. and more on lot a little bit later.. hehex2..;)
Okay.. now.. more on Lot yes.. probably a lot too on Lot.. anyway.. today.. now in Catholic Church was the day for the ‘Evil’ Homily.. as the Monsignor old tennis buddy almost always does a great job of keeping everything associated with hope.. and actually the Catholic Church organization as a whole.. does the same.. as today they picked a part the positive story about the Genesis one about Lot and Sodom and Gomorrah where the so-called God entity was gonna spare the city if 10 so-called good folks are there.. but it didn’t get down or up to the more unsavory parts.. like Lot offering his virgin daughters up for basically rape.. or these so-called Virgin daughters so-called getting poor old Lot Drunk and having sex with him on successive nights.. i mean Jesus f. iN Christ.. we are only into Genesis.. and there is offerings of Virgins for basically rape in lieu of a dude getting screwed.. by another dude.. and daughters raping drunk daddy.. give me a break.. incest is the one dam thing that is taboo across all cultures along with screwing little kids.. and molesting them overall as such.. it’s called nature.. and survival of the human race to protect the young for survival.. and to protect the whole dam species.. from birth defects.. bullshit.. drunk or not.. ain’t no excuse for any kind of so-called female rape against a man.. when a man ain’t gotta get turned on.. to do the incest deed.. pretty disgusting.. and at least Lot’s wife didn’t hang around to see the daddy do the incest deed.. but shit no wonder she was paranoid and looking around.. considering the husband daddy.. was offering up the Virgin daughters for basically rape.. so anyway.. the bible does not condemn Lot for offering up his daughters for basically rape.. nor the so-called incest act that the father was actually responsible for.. drunk or not as that is what the incest aversion taboo does.. unless there is some pedo sickness going on like they do with 9 year or so old girls in other cultures which is so God dam sick as some religion doesn’t condemn it ‘over there’ either.. so anyway.. the priest and the Catholic Church never covers that part in church.. of course.. as it is kinda worse and more perverted than even Hustler can get on a bad day.. for rape and incest that no one wants to hear about with any kind of normal humanity now.. so the Monsignor goes on to talk about the evils of legal abortion and Internet pornography.. oh my God.. humans doing the wild thing is evil to see.. what would God do.. well.. considering God doesn’t clothe humans from birth.. and considering that before humans had homes.. they did it outside.. it wasn’t a big deal for thousand of years.. before prudes came along and called the human body.. per the temple of God and all its blessed and shared functions like the Peaceful and Loving non-violent Bonobo does as Bonobo-Christ like animal per Golden rule se of free for all consensual love in all the ways that comes.. yes.. they made something holy and sacred those humans did from head to toe.. into FucKinG evil.. yes Literally FucKinG evil.. and what happens when you cover sex all up.. including the human body.. and you do not let the male and females mix until way after puberty.. and only family members can touch each other.. sure.. REAL PERVERSION COMES AS YOU CANNOT FUCKING FUCK WITH GOD AND MOTHER NATURE WITH REPRESSING AND OPPRESSING NATURE ACTIONS AND NOT EXPECT TO PAY THE KARMIC DOING NOW CONSEQUENCE OF BAD SHIT GOING DOWN IN HUMAN TERMS LIKE THE Arabian Physician study that suggests up to 80% of 3 to 6 year old little girls are molested in the home.. by family members and other close associates.. oh so messed up culture can make the otherwise.. wild and free peaceful loving human condition as the so-called simple Bonobo does.. all naturally without violence.. oh.. the blood shed that comes eventually when human nature is oppressed and repressed same.. and sure.. all the REAL PERVERSION THAT COMES AS WELL.. SO.. SO SAD.. ALL THOSE LITTLE GIRLS MUST ENDURE THAT SO.. SO YOUNG.. IT MAKES ME WANNA THROW UP.. AND i bet at night they pray.. they pray that somehow real God will save them one day soon.. or some representatives of God who really care to take them out of their misery and suffering.. i can almost hear the plea at night.. the wailing and the weeping and the gnashing of their teeth shortly before.. during.. and after their sexual assaults.. anyway.. there are a lot worse things in the world than adults having sex all naked and such and others viewing what nature does at its hottest best.. no venereal disease comes from this.. when solo viewed.. no unwanted pregnancies. therefore no potential for legal abortion that the Catholic Church ironically names evil.. when they say that alternate activities.. that do not lead to unwanted pregnancies are evil.. not to mention their stand against birth control that does lead to venereal disease.. unwanted pregnancies and more abortions.. legal or not around the world.. and as far as trying to outlaw abortion.. they did that in Catholic Mexico already.. and there are just as many abortions over there.. only difference is they are done not medically safely so there is more suffering and permanent disability for all who are concerned.. the Catholic Church must grow a brain if it ever wants to move into the new age out of the earth is flat age same.. and Jesus F in Christ.. if there is anything reallly Evil it is harming other folks when you know good and god dam well you are.. like the 4% of homosexuals that science shows sits in the general audience everywhere.. including now the pews of church when they say they are less than gentile or jew.. servant of free.. woman or man no more.. and do not deserve the same human legal right to marry so someone can visit their loved one in the hospital.. thank God for separation of church and state.. as so often the state is so much more humane than the church.. God speaks Nature in Truth and liGht.. humans lie in black books.. and continue to harm other humans and the rest of nature and God same too as humans have already populated the earth.. and now are slowly/fast destroying other God created animal species through the taking more than giving of overpopulation and the Big Catholic Church has a lot to do with that real evil of getting out of balance With God of Mother Nature.. by making Frigging birth control against their rules.. when it could FucKinG save the entire human race.. ultimately.. and so many other parts of life species on earth too.. Common Sense and Brains.. God gifted it to us.. action use it.. or consequence pain.. misery and suffering.. God of Nature will have all her way.. bottom line when all is said and done.. and you can mARk her words on that as both she and Godzilla prove.. the folly of all humans who think they can now FucKInG fool God and Mother Nature sAMe.. iF ya wanna hear God speak Go to natUre.. and listen to hEar/sEE.. while you can or will now..:)
Yeah.. and here is what the little girls sound like when they wail for mercy.. if you listen closely you can hear them wail for both Moses and Jesus.. funny how that works.. no.. i lied again.. it is only beyond sad and A sick human species… that could use so much God dAm healinG now…
“I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect…. I do not want to belong to any organization of a spiritual kind; please understand this … If an organization be created for this purpose, it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage, and must cripple the individual, and prevent him from growing, from establishing his uniqueness, which lies in the discovery for himself of that absolute, unconditioned Truth….”
~~ J. Krishnamurti ~~
Top and bottom line.. all systems aim to control… Bottom and Top line all nature does is is… Same line Same time Same now All God is is is… that’s all that is… And the rest works its way out now as is is… and Bill Clinton would Be proud of me.. as it all depends on the definition of is at all that is this point and that’s where words get in the way… of iS IS.. NOW.. Me thiNks Kris spent somenowS in Nature too.. A Tree.. A Beach.. A Desert.. perHaps a Mountain.. but a cave.. HELL NO!.. God is fun to me.. @least and religion makes me giggle and cry insane.. Jesus F. in Christ.. imagine what Kris could have done with a blog now.. or maybe now even Jesus.. wHo kNows.. or Buddha.. or Lao.. oh.. the disadvantages.. them guys had so.. so.. long ago.. back then..noW Free WiNow/sPiNs Victory oF iS iS..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Claudia… as i’Ve often told other folks who are nice enough to make me a part of their life.. there is no word of sorry in Unconditional Fearless Love to me.. there is no word of hate.. there is no word doubt.. there are no swords.. there are no light beatings.. there is only liGht.. and somenows odes to Love to Witness for that liGht that is possible in the shadow of human potential does most certainly take unlimited symbols to express just a tiny part of the essence of allthatis.. aka God.. no.. like i said before.. 800K words in a bible is not nearly enough.. not a small painting on the Sistine Chapel Ceiling though both are impressive in tHeir own now and effort.. both individual and combined.. and a statue of David that is impressive.. one of Apollo too.. but does it do justice in awe of this gift of life given to us all by Nature same.. in my eyes and the eyes of even the reported Jesus per Saint John way back when.. says no.. folks will do much more in appreciation of the blessings of this gift of life.. sadly some folks just stopped at an already scholarly proven wrong interpretation of John 3:16 where the me of Jesus was the God head of Jesus that is one in i as self and ego same along with ! spirit connection with the rest of all that is aka God.. i didn’t make that up and in original Greek terminology it was never THE son of God it was A son of God as nicely described by the great philosophical and biblical scholar of last Century Alan Watts per just another Book of Eli that was lost along the way.. as Constantine and Catholic Cohorts and the after and before.. changed Jesus into a THE soldier God to consummate the old original Christianity with the mythology of the Mithra religion of the region.. same as Muhammad did to combine the Christian religion into something new named Islam and to make the words he brought into so-called last words of God.. WeLL.. i’ve seen lots of used car sales folks in my life ranging from the likes of Constantine to Trump to Muhammad and i see through their lies even when they think they have hidden them in fast take of heart string pulling words.. it doesn’t work for me friend as i not only read long.. i read deep deep and deeper deep.. and that is my other Autistic Super Power.. along with reading the eyes of souls in beings named humans and other animals same.. and that my friend is reading 10 to 15 times faster than the so-called ‘normal’ human and when totally focused typing faster than what the potential of this keyboard has to offer.. no.. it is rare that anything keeps up with me friend.. human or even technology.. but i cannot wait for that to happen.. as yes.. i am human too.. and what God has set out for me to do.. is Beyond anything of before my friEnd and i’M certain that many others have heard the same cAll.. some have answered in ways of Lao Tzu.. Yeshua.. Buddha.. and untold innumerable others.. and others have taken the opportunity to go down the dark path and subjugate and control others instead.. well.. the truth is the marriage that Jesus was speaking of in original text was the marriage of the divine in me.. that is you and i and we.. and us whole as one but it does start at believing in me.. that is you.. combining and balancing the marriage of yin and yang into one force of being in masculine and feminine animus and anima way as Jung says too.. and all the other duality of liGht and dArk and the ‘tween aspects of life.. when we holds hands with our self as one.. we can unconditionally hold hands with the hands of other folks in life.. the world can hold hands as humans with each other with the rest of Nature.. and eventually the entire world can hold hands with God all as all that is and live happily ever after in all that’s ever been or ever will be as now.. in what is is of all that is.. but sure it starts with me.. if you believe in me that is you.. seek.. and find one’s God Given potential in you.. practice it and most importantly never ever hide your light ’cause it may blind someone else.. particularly online.. as there is an off button.. for those who are blinded by light as when i walked in dark.. the light blinded me as small as the kind vocal words of another human being.. as i was the dark night of the soul embodied as me.. now i AM liGht.. sMiLes2 and this Energizer of Love.. is more powerful that even technology in most homes now.. hehe.. anyway.. i’m doing this for the longest of terms of now my friend.. per the grace of what is in God’s hands that are much bigger than the tiny pARt of reciprocation of thanks to God i offer here.. and smiles.. the fact that you took the effort to come here and wish me a Happy Monday proves there are still folks in the world who believe in gentile or jew.. servant or free.. woman or man no matter how far the sOuL can shine as WeLL.. i aim to go wHere no human has gone before in Love.. i can safely say i’Ve done it in mY own way already.. and i can also say i AM thrilLed to be pARt of a world wHere i have free access now to see similar folks around the world doing the sAMe for God wHole in tHeiR own ways of art and science too.. it’s a wonderful world if one can do what they can to change the world in liGht.. be the liGht and tolerate the dark knoWinG that they are butterfly WinGs that fly toGetHer like a sWarm oF Love the planEt has never witnessed beFore.. i hOld hands with many folks like this mY friend.. who see no limitations or expectations in life and continue to rise.. this is the new generation of now.. and for those who shine the blind the dARk across the Earth.. and from aLL thaT iS God SinGs WitH wE a SonG of hUman PoTenTial in the best ways of Fearless Love realized as trUe Grace of Heaven Now.. yes.. the rapture already happened as soon as the first hUman lived in this way mY friEnd and Team liGht is GroWinG as my words FloW one with God and We one Force of Fearless Love aLiVE.. NoW iN Heaven Real in the Kingdom of IS mY Friend.. other than that thanks aGain for coming by.. it took me a long thanks as you provided a path that i needed as so many other folks do.. as i continue to respond in kind of what that means to me.. in terms of Love my Friend that is fearless.. sure and never wavereRinG noW.. And for the others who do not want to come into this Marriage with God.. all i can say is Oh My God.. Only if you knew Only if you knew Only if you knew the heARt of wE.. OnE iN spiRit aS ONe SoUl GOD FORCE NoW..:)
WeLL.. this is the 60,000th comment of My Word Press Blog that includes all the comments that Word Press keeps in record of comments.. which of course are all poetic.. plus a large portion of spam.. wITh mostly mine on my Blog that generates few comments from others of course2.. as each post now continues to inch toward Novel length with main post and art palette of new paint in full brush of comments section of my ‘little’ effort.. to Thank God for my life in all the ways that comes repressing and oppressing none oF iT less than sacred and holy except for that that harms other folks and parts of nature beyond the bread and water of LiFE noW.. so who gives me the right to wRite like this.. God and only God.. i answer to only God and no one else.. sure.. i follow all local.. state.. and federal laws.. no different than the parable of Caesar’s coin that rings equAlly true for me today as then.. as the road is paved for me to give God Blessings in thanks by this coin of Caesar same as it was way back then.. for whoMever the Jesus’s were who walks the earth then.. in the trUe Christ liGht of Fearless Love alWayS noW without fail.. a practice of perfection of fearless Love with human gifted relative Free WiLL.. iT’s not enough to be forgiven.. it is enough not to make another mistake and sure it’s possible.. don’t settle for less if you Love God’s Gift of Fearless Love that is the trUly special God given Nature sAMe Potential of hUman bEinG more fully realized.. and all i kNow and more importantly FeeL that the hUman word MaGiC most definitely does describe the higher potential of God more fully employed as gift oF God iN hUman BeinG and the Secret of this Dream come True is to use the power to give and share over taking more than one gives now.. yeS.. in fearless Love of sharing whatever fuLLer hUman potenTial one has to giVe nOW.. FREE..:)
SoMe muse i AM SomE muse i WiLL continue to bE in the REAL GOOD NEWS OF what Jesus would say now.. if reAlly here that we are aLL A free and wild children of God who can fearlessly Love like no one else on this planEt when we seT oUr fuLL potential in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and much fuller CreAtinG poTenTiaL NoW wiTh HeARt oF EmoTioNs and aLL seNses and pure liGht sexualiTy too.. expresSinG thaT hiGher poWer of Nature goD onE sAMe as hOlY SpiRit wE in Quantum-like mInd and BOdy more fully unLeashed and reLeaSed as miNd and BoDy BaLanCing SoUl.. and DancE and SinG hOldinG hands togeTher no different than sAMe in tolerating the Bio-diversity of We all Different and sAMe aS oNE Force toGeThEr of God Now.. wHeRe soMe mUse beCoMes aLL Muse GoD onE MoRE noW.. wHere Can beCoMes WiLL and Now iS GoD aLL oNE wE onE ForcE.. mE.. yOu.. i.. uS aLL NoW aLiVE.. FearLess LoVe LiVes iSREALNOW..:)
“A whole human life is just a heartbeat here in heaven.. Then We’ll all be Together”…
E-nuff said.. butt.. i wish i could have taught Robin how i dance with no clothes of the trappings of fame.. money.. F iN STUFF.. all the sacrifices for a greater M E S S A G E R E A L that those hold as crosses eventually too heavy to carry.. i take the easy and free route 66.. did my hell first.. and am Heaven Free.. the best thing about blogs.. youtube.. and all the free avenues of art.. is one can spread a MesSage totAlly Free.. and i for one can dance everywHeRe i go.. only to be known as that amazing.. inspiring.. spirit animal.. boss.. legend.. Pensacola icon.. inspiring.. i wanna be like.. and that is gonna be my husband.. dancing guy.. where most do not even know my name of Fred.. but here’s the deal.. i go home an unknown in peace with no one owning me but God one same in me as me all of me and allthatis inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. all around.. WiLD and Free.. the Matrix i escape.. but the MoVinG.. ConNecting And CreaTinG.. in GiVinG shArinG aLL i have to share Free comes with ease of Wild and Free i.. so sure.. a person can move through this liFE.. be as super epic as they like and retain tHeiR Freedoms too.. it’s just a matter of kNoWinG and FeeLinG the opportunities that do exist.. SeeKinG.. FinDinG yoUr TrUe and Free LiGht WiLL WitH NatuRe wHole iN BalanCinG Act of JuSt DoinG iT noW as REaL iN REal Rise oF hUman PotenTial with No limits or expectations of before or what may or may not come.. or you can call the whole dam thing a Giant Blue Turtle.. the forms matter not over essence when essence comes real and we exceed what we were before.. the beauty of now as Fearless LoVinG ways.. anyWay.. Facebook Friend Ned shared quotes from Robin Williams on his what would be a 65th birthday.. and this one was too deep.. in Truth and liGht not to add juSt one more Micro-Verse to celebrate Robin Williams as sure he and i and so many more like him and the hers as well.. etc.. are kindred souls who kNOw no boundaries or limits of before or what may or may not come neXt… and now more than ever we can give and share for free without the trapping of before and what could sAdly otherwise come in those priSon’s of fame.. money and F iN STUFF REAL.. it’s easy to be free.. it’s alWays noW MoVinG.. conNecTinG and CreAtinG.. and never a place of stagnation but bottom line.. REAL HEAVEN iSREAL.. and the Free of We who live in this place most definitely continue to thrive and Rise REAL.. iN LAMp oF liGhts neVer SeeN or FelT bEYoND.. NoW..:)